#for my moots really bc these people are gross!

[pistachi0art]

moots in hlvrai who are out of the loop rn and don’t check ppl’s profiles i just want to inform that this person is reaaally gross and to advise to block and move on.

Also the absolute hypocrisy from this particular person is really funny bc how can you claim not to be a zoo/pedo when your writing shit like this

there’s art too. Yeah. NASTY.

And not to mention they’re buddies with this fellow (who is ALSO on tumblr- can’t find their user tho, probably blocked me but if you see some really nasty sh*ta art pop up in the tag, it’s them!)

Like I said tho, don’t interact, don’t comment, don’t bother sending any sort of meaningful response/hate their way bc they’re absolutely addicted to any and all attention bc they’ve never had an ounce of it in their- oh yeah 20+! Years of existence on this earth! ☺️ just block and move on please.

(Also Mx. “My power grows with every hate comment” talks about drawing more gross shit with every bit of criticism they receive so really. Just. Don’t even bother.)

UPDATE! the other weirdo’s tumblr account for your blocking pleasures:

[thehollowwriter]

Another of my moots mentioned fans seeing a gender neutral mc as a girl, and now I'm thinking about it.

This sort of thing is especially common in twst, and while yes, you're free to interpret the mc however you want, it's really frustrating to see "aw look what they're saying to mc, they're obvious flirting with her!" and usually the entire reason people think certain lines as flirty or romantic at all is because they view mc as a girl.

And also, sometines mc is viewed as a girl bc "why else would the boys have all these flirty lines for her?" And then I die a little. But it's not just that, it's also that mc is viewed like a protagonist of those bad romance novels, so a thin, white, cishet girl.

Newer fans wouldn't really know, but a few years ago racism and other forms of bigotry was a huge problem in the fandom since people (mostly cishet girl twst fans) would attack other fans with black yuus or ocs, and harass male yuu blogs and call them "misogynistic" and "gross" and accuse them of "stealing" the boys from them.

Idk I just think it's not good to assume every mc of games like these is a girl.

[shaunashipman]

You move pretty similarly to some crazy buddie shippers. Like hating on a mustache so badly and getting pissed bc you see it because there's no bts of Lou yet is crazyyyy. "disgusting dead caterpillar decaying on his top lip" like are you okay? Like the crew loves the mustache & so does the cast. Let them have fun. Why are you so upset when the cast all look happy and having fun on set with it. I feel like if it was any other cast with the mustache for example Bobby or Kenny, you'd enjoy it. But since it's RG and it makes buddies happy, you're being a buzzkill bc you hate that buddies so much. It just doesn't feel like you're actually a fan of the show but just a fan of Lou & bucktommy. Lou will eventually be spotted on set unless they give them an offscreen breakup which I can't see them doing twice in a row for Buck.

babe are you okay? why are you so pressed about what I'm doing?

show me where, in any of my mustache hating posts, I mention lou. if you go through my blog, you'll find very little posts about lou being/not being on set (no shade to those that are posting, I know y'all are having fun 😘). I'm not worried about lou not being seen on set. it's very unlikely tommy isn't coming back, at least for a little bit, so I'm not stressed. and if he isn't, I'll complain about how it's bad writing for a day or two, then move on.

my hatred of the mustache, is because I fucking hate mustaches. kenny or peter or anyone could have one and I'd still fucking hate it. because I hate mustaches. the only person I even slightly tolerate it on is tom selleck, and even on him it's gross, it's just that he's always had one so he looks weirder without it. you hear that? I hate the mustache on thee mustache man. I stand by "disgusting dead caterpillar decaying on his top lip". it's true. just like it's also true that other people really like the mustache, and find it attractive, and I don't like to unnecessarily rain on other people's parades, so I didn't put my mustache loathing posts in the tags.

and I'm not upset about the videos of the mustache, I'm bored. the cast and crew is having fun, great, glad they are, I'm not. and I'm not commenting on their videos about it, I'm not tagging the cast in my posts, I'm just stating, on my own blog, to my followers and mutuals, that I don't like the mustache and I'm bored of seeing it in the bts. people are welcome to unfollow, and even block if they want. but several of my moots really like the mustache, and post about it, and I don't unfollow them, so I think they'll also be fine with seeing posts about how I don't like it. because we're adults who understand you don't have to agree with every single opinion someone has to be friends with them.

funny how a handful of posts about me disliking the mustache = me not even liking the show. quick question, are you part of eddieblr who thinks the show revolves around him? cause newsflash, I could in fact hate the character of eddie, and RG, and it wouldn't mean I don't love the rest of the show. yeah, I post a lot about bucktommy, they're my shiny new blorbos, fresh out of the package and hardly damaged yet. but I very much love the rest of the show and characters.

so, how about you stop worrying about what other people like or don't like, curate your space, and leave me to be a hater in peace

[iwaasfairy]

hey sorry this seems so dumb of me but i really enjoy writing dark content. i just dont know how to post it because i worry about what my moots may think. sorry for bothering you with this its just that you were the first dc writer who introduced me to it and i didnt know who to askkkk...love your work so much always looking forward to more !!!!

no thats ok! thank you for the sweet words bby!

truth is dark content isn’t for everyone, it’s never gonna be. some people just don’t like it. some of your moots aren’t gonna like it if you post it, and they might want to distance themselves,,, other people don’t care either way and some others like dc,, that’s just kinda the reality of some of the topics I write about yk?

I started off as a dc blog and have always been one bc I knew what I wanted to write was dark and a bit gross and so for me it was really easy to avoid the trap of making friends and then having to open up the convo about dc. they either fucked w me from the start or didn’t

but I do really get the concern. it’s your choice at the end of the day. but I guess I just wanna say, if that’s something you really enjoy writing, truly, deeply— do you really want to hold off on posting something you’re passionate about because some moots might not like it? that’s a question you gotta ask yourself and either answer is correct ♡ I wish you all the luck bby! I hope you figure out what’s best for you

[ideasarestuckinmyhead]

I really really really wanna write things about Lucien, but Everytime I start writing I fear that I'm writing something "fetish-y" and I don't MEAN or WANT to, I just wanna write about a cute lil slice of life, romance with a cool demon guy 🥲🥲🥲🥲

[example? I wanted to write about how, my listener was actually a really good cook and likes to feed Luci cuz that's just something they do to show their love with everyone, but when I try expanding on that idea it always ends up sounding like "They like to feed him and he gets fat cuz of it dur dur food kink bullshit blah blah" BUT I DON'T WANT TO SOUND LIKE THAT, MY LISTENER JUST LIKES TO COOK AND LUCIEN JUST LIKES TO EAT WHY AM SO BAD AT WRITING😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭(I do like big guys{and I loved when yuuri said Luci would be a bit more chubby in a Twitter post I can't find but swear exists</3}but I just can't seem to write about without it sounding gross and like a fetish post)]

I'm so sorry for yapping, I just really needed to get this out somewhere, feel free to ignore it<3

Yeah it's a slippery slope that you need to be careful for when your thristing after plus size characters. LIKE LET ME FUCK HIM DAMMIT??? I JUST WANNA TREAT MY MAN FUCK.

Also yes he'd 100% have a food kink. Honestly I think Lucien would consider marring your listener bc they feed him good.

I think you should just write what you want then wait for feed back (lol) for what you wrote! Or even ask like a moot or a friend to read over it for u! I honestly just write and not think about it, but I always if it's like ex Autistic reader I wrote in tags and on the ask that if I ever write something that isn't true to correct me and I'll change it.

Writing things you want to takes trial and error. Just try and how others your writing and if it is fetishy someone will tell you. That's why lots of fanfic writers like when people comment and tell them what they liked or think need to be changed.

[causenessus]

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❧ but ofc i'll do my best to write about others >ᴗ<✮⋆˙ these are just my favs

❧ my works are pretty soft bc i cannot handle angst 😭 and i tend to default to fem readers because it's easier for me to write but request something and lmk if you want it gn!

❧ regarding writing, i do not write dark content, nsfw (bc personally, sex is gross to me lol), male readers, and what i consider hardcore angst such as cheating or self harm. i also don't really write ships bc i just think i'm bad writing chemistry between two set characters if that makes sense so i stick to x readers :)

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[iloveyoualtair]

intro bc I probably should do that :3

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♥︎ I'm a minor

♥︎ I don't give my name out a lot so just call me cupid (only my close moots know my name :3)

♥︎ my birthday is August, 24

♥︎ I go by any pronouns

♥︎ I identify as bigender and omnisexual

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♥I almost got expelled from school for chasing down and biting a kid

♥I broke my classmates skull in elementary by banging his head on a tetherball pole

♥I was at a theme park in the sky and me and my mother were attacked by a black bear

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My favorite movie is Coraline(it has been for about 8 years now)

I like Reverie Audios and Redacted

I made this account for Altair(reverie audios) so I knew he wasn't dead while he went through surgery

My favorite color is lavender(NOT LILAC) despite popular belief

My style changes all the time

Right now my aesthetic is cutecore but I still wear other styles when I feel like it(mainly earthy stuff, Streetwear, and gothic styles)

I'm bilingual (english and ASL)

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♡ Creeps ♡ If you're 18+ and be inappropriate with minor(this is EXTREMELY targeted)

♡ mean people ♡ not part of any of my fandoms other than these pllleeeeeaaassseee talk to me :3 .・。.・゜✭・.・゜・。.・。.・゜✭・.・。.

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♡ 18+ ♡ If you act like you're the main character...(SORRY BUT THIS IS ALSO TARGETED) ♡ Welcome Home, Homestuck, MLP, Danganronpa, Qsmp/Dsmp, TADC fans (a concerning amount of y'all are really gross in like a "im gonna put a figure in a jar and fill it with semen" kinda way) NOT ALL OF YOU.

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what you should expect from me posting wise<3

I don't post on here a lot I normally just see what Reverie has posted. However, I plan on maybe doing a few lore posts and mayybbeee some moodboards or whatever I feel like posting :3

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[rainyamy]

AMY’S SUPER COOL SUPER AWESOME INTRO POST!!! WOW!!

i would prefer you don’t perceive me at all, but if you’re stubborn, here you go:

you can call me amy. i’m 21 years old.

i’m lesbian and bigender (sigh. i know it’s cringe. leave me alone. just call me an enby if it’s more palatable to you.) and use they/them pronouns, if i know you, i go by any/all (primarily they/she/he).

BA/EN/JP OK! maybe DE and FR too but i’m rusty from lack of practice.

i’m autistic and have very, very severe depression and anxiety as well as a cocktail of other unfun mental thingies going on in there, but those are the major ones that really stand out.

i’m culturally and ethnically muslim and i’m fairly religious, which people find surprising at times bc i’m… me, but i’ve read the qur’an and am confident in my beliefs and i think allah loves fags like me <3

i very much am more preoccupied with surviving my day-to-day life as a full-time-employed adult and i think 80% of people on this hellsite are insufferable and haven’t touched grass in millennia, that’s to say that while i’m a leftist, i also have an edgy sense of humor and don’t care about stupid terminally-online internet drama. i say slurs i can reclaim and if you want to try to cancel me for that or something, i will laugh at you and you will be an inside joke for me and my friends for the next few months. full and honest warning. :3

i like to reblog silly stuff about my special interests. primarily any sapphic-aligned media with all-female casts or yugioh. there’s other stuff but my little lesbos and crazy-haired men are 90% of it.

dni: under 18 (my account isn’t nsfw, but i also don’t really feel comfy with minors on it anyway, sorry. :( current moots are ok!), proshippers (you’re weird and 90% of you are just gross fujoshis who want to justify your weird fetishy BL shit!), actual bigots (if you are also a Haha Funny enjoyer like myself you are Not in this category. i’m talking actual TERFs or misogynists or racists and shit), (NO)MAPS (die), uhhhhhh other basic dni criteria. use common sense i’m a fucking nonbinary lesbian muslim what do you think i don’t want to associate with!!

ok please continue to not perceive me

[heavy american accent] arigato minna

[xythlia]

ngl some tswift songs are good, but I just don't really like her & I think it has more to do with this insane parasocial image she has plus it left a bad taste in my mouth when an old moot back on my lurker blog was being racially attacked by other swifties (when she was a swiftie herself so I saw all this go down on my dash before she deleted bc of all this) & tons of other black fans of hers were like begging on here for her to say literally anything about the 2020 blm protests or just condemn the ppl throwing racist insults at fellow fans & she just.... didn't. just straight up checked out & left them to deal with it & whined about being pressured, which led to those black fans getting even more racist shit hurled at them by white fans & them getting blamed for her leaving tumblr. That really really left a bad taste in my mouth like how are u folding like a lawn chair against even the slightest pressure to take a firm stance on something? especially after the whole scene in her documentary crying about wanting to be more politically active & "on the right side of history" ok when are u gonna do that then? bc she didn't do it during tour stops in tennessee this year either, where the anti drag bills are the worst, despite parading drag queens around like show dogs in her rainbow capitalism music video a few years ago. that would've been a great time for some of that political activism to show up but instead it only shows up when it's about her & when it's convenient for her. she's nothing but a fence rider bc she doesn't want to isolate portions of her face base (which is gross considering how many of them are literal neo nazis). Plus she's not even a milquetoast feminist & her song the man isn't some feminist anthem because it's not about getting rid of the so called "man on top" or creating equity it's about wanting that place on top for herself without necessarily changing any of the bad things that man gets away with bc she wants to get away with it too. That's not feminism in the slightest. Not to mention it's impossible to ethically become a billionaire, which she's projected to be soon. Who makes all the million different cash grab vinyls & merch? what do they get paid? certainly not a fair amount if she's contractually ending up with the lions share of profit to be on track to become a billionaire. how much fucking pollution does she create by flying private from tour stop cities back to new york every single day to have dinner? the reason a lot of people dislike her is literally because of all that shit, it's not about internalized misogyny it's the fact that pretending to be some activist while being the most spineless person alive yet constantly being praised for it is fucking insane & people are allowed to point that out without constantly being accused of only disliking her because she's a woman. That's irrelevant to the conversation tbh & really infantilizes & undercuts the people trying to hold serious conversations about why nobody should look to celebrities as a cornerstone of their activism when celebrity activism usually looks exactly like that, whishy washy bullshit

[fraugremlinreads]

"Love on the Brain" by Ali Hazelwood

✰✰✰/5

-I would say that there are some semi-graphic sex scenes in this novel and i think they are skippable and dont really provide a lot to the story. They are very typical of what you expect in sex content with unrealistic expectations and whatnot. -Aside from that, I think that if you are in the 15-21 age range, you would probably enjoy this book and its writing style. I personally found it childish and cringey with a lot of wholesome bits. It covers topics that any growing young lady might need to hear and feel validated or seen by someone. -Another point to make is that the relationship is not toxic despite having an enemies to lover-ish troupe. They are just two people whe feel safe together, or learn to, and i think that wholesome non-toxic relationship dynamics are VERY hard to come by in the Romance genre.

For my More detailed Bias and Subjective thoughts ↓↓

While I give this book a 3/5, I would say that, subjectively, this book was not really for me, but i appreciate the authors intentions and some subjects. I feel that if you are, perhaps, 15-21, you may appreciate this book a lot more, the messages in it, and feel validated and seen. I also Am //really// happy to see very wholesome and not very toxic relationships, even for an enemies to lovers-ish troupe story. The characters make mistakes, like anyone else, but nothing toxic is played off for drama or teehee so cute and romantic. its just two people feeling safe together, or learning to, and for that, I think Ali Hazewood gives a very very important thing to the Romance genre that is always missing.

As for my personal opinions, I dont find the cast very relatable or enjoyable. Bee behaves like and dresses like how I wanted to dress when i was 12. I personally dont find the personalities relatable, and realizing she is 28 made me uncomfortable because im 25 and now i feel 40. Important subjects are addressed, but the cringe approach to them and childish writing made me laugh at Bee more than with her. I also do not enjoy hypersexualization (or normalization of open sex) and this is another me thing that turned me off from enjoyment. I think that normalizing casual sex is gross, and it makes me extremely uncomfortable. The idea of "sexual frustration" and so on is not for me, but i understand that women have, for a very long time in writing especially, been exclusively written as virgin planks with a blonde wig, and that this is just a common approach to protesting that. Perhaps it is my more ace views of sex and romance that makes it hard for me to stomach these ideas.

I will also note that there are some lewd sex scenes that are kinda detail-ish. I dont have an issue with them per-say, i tend to enjoy reading these scenes in a "window to their feelings, vulnerabilites etc" kinda way, but i have my own gripes about Hazelwoods approach to sex scenes (or just in general, media bc ig we have to lie about sex to make it more hot and create delusional ideas about what sex is like) but it REALLY DOESNT MATTER THAT MUCH and is just me griping about a moot point. idk.

[gvftea]

You know how pissed I would be if I found out some internet moot I met one time was using my death for sympathy constantly on twitter? Or I found out people were acting that way toward someone i loved in the real world... it's gross. I'm sure it sucked. But you sure as hell didn't talk about them that much in life.

Exactly. Plus to go as far as the tattoo?! She uses it for attention I swear. Who gets a tattoo for a twitter mutual youve met once? A couple of times? and hardly talked about prior to the crash? Like you have one picture with these people and its a group picture not even a solo…Bc now that they passed suddenly she wants to act like they were lifetime besties? Honestly even if they were close long term friends, who uses their friends death for attention and sympathy constantly? Let those girls rest. Like you didnt even really know these girls like that lets be honest. K saw an opportunity and took it. And its sad. The way she constantly brings it up as well out of the blue. Plus the tattoo being right smack in the middle of her arm is so obvi its or attention, why not get it somewhere else? You named yoirself strawberry princess and lick the ground hannah walks on for years put have a little bitty strawberry hidden under your sleeve, but girls you hardly knew die and you get a big piece where everyone can see? No because you want people to see it and ask about. So you can use their death as a sob story for yourself. Im sorry but theres no way they were that close for her to be acting the way she is. And for her to act like it so traumatic for her, im sorry but did you see the wreck happen or? Imagine how their family feels. You knew these girls for what? Maybe a year? Hardly spoke about them? And now their death is traumatic for you? You suddenly have ptsd when veronika was driving with her knees(which I agree was super ignorant) but thats just k using their death for attention again at that point. You could have called out veronikas ignorance with out bringinng up those girls. I saw someone else say they had to block her and I had to block her as well I was tired of seeing her bullshit because its always something with someone and the way she acts towards people and switches up on people is crazy. Then she plays victim as if she didnt stir the shit up herself. I dont understand that girl and her mentality

[vesselofthebook]

everyone humor me and let me rave abt my pathology talk today

[cozycryptidcorner]

AhhHHHHHHHHHHHH so while I’m finishing one of my finals I had an epiphany (maybe not an entirely original one but the point is moot) about why GoT is a spectacular failure in my taste. My honors seminar is on medieval history and how GoT succeeded (and didn’t) in the historical sense and I was wracking my brain for something besides history to compare it to and I thought of the Witcher. Literally every single issue I have with GoT is handled so much more gracefully in the Witcher it’s fucking unbelievable.

There is rape, violence, and incest all in the Witcher, just like GoT, but the manner in which it is represented is far much more respectful and less for an exploitative show. Bc that’s what a lot of the later seasons (but not restrictively so) of GoT really hinge on: shock value. They show the gratuities rape and incest as some kind of spectacle to be ogled at in a voyeuristic sense rather than the despicable acts they are. The Witcher doesn’t show the rape and incest in the same open, pornographic displays as GoT does. And the main characters in the Witcher certainly do not partake in it, either (looking at Jaime from GoT here specifically). In fact, when Geralt is confronted with a victim, he’s disgusted on her behalf.

Idk the whole handling of GoT has always made me uncomfortable but the fact that another medieval fantasy show that also has opulent sex scenes and unhinged violence handled it all better proves it can be done, some people are just gross and lazy.

[daydreamrry]

ok so I’m gonna rant about how fucked up this fandom is and how I ended up getting KICKED OUT ( I literally got kicked out. Like asked to fucking leave) of the harrie fandom/ stan Twitter lmfaoo

So one of my biggest pet peeves are people who a.) don’t take accountability for their shit and b.) act like two faced hypocrites

A couple years ago one of my bestest friends ( who I met over stan Twitter) called me in hysterics bc she saw all over her tl people making fun of her and her body. A quick look at her bio you would know that she suffers terribly with an ED and these are the people that are supposed to TPWK?? Yea ok sure. Harries are infamous for their performative activism.

So that pissed me off and anytime I would confront a moot who was part of the bullying their response was “but my moots were doing it” or “it’s not that deep lmao it’s just a joke” these are 20 fucking something year old bitches who really think that just bc some stranger on the internet thought it was ok to bully someone then it’s cool if everyone did it ?? Like make that make sense to me.

I ended up going off like that was my last straw. I can send you ss of my thread that I made before I deleted my account but basically I said how fucked up and how entitled ppl get behind a Harry pfp and long story short I ended up getting kicked out bc “that’s how we do things here” and “ clearly i think im to cool for the fandom” and I’m “ Turing into ms. Righteous” 🙄 all bc I said that cyber bullying isn’t ok and keeping 20 year old bitches accountable for their mistakes.

I also went to One Night Only in 2019 and I literally watched a girl get jumped by other fans. Turns out ( I saw it later on twitter that night) the girl who got jumped showed up in jeans and t-shirt and god forbid someone feel comfortable at a damn near 2 hour long concert 🙄

All in all harries love to act like rainbows and butterflies when anyone on Harry’s team is active on social media but they are really the most toxic cult community I’ve ever seen. The fandom is so divided with who they ship him with to having full fights and throwing slurs over if Dunkirk or LHH is better.

Anyways that’s my two cents. This turned out to be Waugh longer than I expected lmaoo

the way my jaw dropped while reading this, i don't even have words. this is why i choose to stay away from twitter, knowing that is where all of the toxic fans are, and i don't interact with a lot of harry related tik tok videos either because even the tik tok community is toxic. the worst part is that these are literal adults who act this immature and childish. the teenage harries are young and very gullible, and the way these adult fans are acting tells the young ones that it's okay to be disrespectful and cyberbully people. how fucked up is that? you can't do anything in this fandom and i mean anything. you can't say that you don't like one outfit of harry's, you can't say that you don't like one of his songs, you can't say that his girlfriend is problematic, you can't say that he should be more grateful for his fans, you can't say a single thing without being attacked and it's gross. guarantee these are the same people who have "TPWK" in their bio. harry deserves so much better. it's always the kind, most genuine celebrities who have the worst fans, and these fans are the ones who put a bad image on harry.

[c0rpseductor]

this is nothing bad its just me being a little bitchy? rude i guess? idk. im not trying to say anything bad about anyone im just trying to sort through some complicated feelings that have very little to do with this person and are not super charitable

anyway on my selfship account i am following someone who likes the moon knight guy(s) as, like, friends or something im not sure. recently a lot of people have been talking about episode 5 and they were like, upset about that episode and were just vaguely like “fuck you marvel for ep5″ so i decided to look up what exactly happened in it, and like

im not sure which part was most upsetting for them, but in regards to the abuse, i very much kind of felt like...”well, it’s a television show about someone with DID; the fact this character was horribly abused as a child ought to have been obvious from the jump.” 

which i get is kind of cruel of me, bc it’s still got to be a bummer for people who are attached to the character(s), and obviously watching it on tv instead of reading it as a recap it’s probably kind of upsetting and could activate PTSD symptoms if youve been treated that way. i also realize in some ways i’m very sensitive about child abuse but in others i’m incredibly desensitized, so my emotional perspective is usually not normal. but i really kind of feel like, why be mad? that’s obviously going to have been the case.

i guess given the context of everything they mightve been upset about steven (?) dying (??) but not marc (???) which. is more comprehensible to me. i don’t know why that was a writing choice though. it’s so utterly bizarre, especially for a show that otherwise seems fairly concerned with accuracy. but i would get being upset by that. actually i bet that’s why they were upset and not the fact that he was abused as a child. that’s just a given. i just never know sometimes, like i feel sometimes like people react with a lot more shock and surprise to child abuse than i’m used to bc as fucked up as it is i just like...idk it does upset me but usually it doesn’t shock me unless it’s really really far beyond egregious. like they said in the recap he was beaten by his mother and i just was like ok. (but i guess thats normal bc he’s not real and that’s barely anything to go on.)

i feel like kind of a jerk about being a little confused and conflicted about this and their love of the show. there’s a part of me that feels like having a big emotional reaction like shock to something like this or to my own abuse is, like, “soft” or otherwise kind of weak and embarrassing, but part of me feels kind of like, uncomfortably vulnerable at like, wondering what this acquaintance might think of me based on this tv show. i feel intensely uncomfortable when people express really effusive sympathy or like shock and horror when i relate any part of my abuse, which is more like gross and socially unacceptable to talk about, so it kind of concerns me even if i’ll never tell this person, like just hoping they wouldn’t also react to me with shock and horror.

once again, probably a moot point bc it makes WAY more sense to me to be upset a fictional character died than to be upset they were abused as a child, but with how popular moon knight is right now i feel kind of like nervous about the increased attention on DID. i don’t have an issue with the show or think it’s bad but the last thing i want is to feel like my life is somehow indirectly being exposed to marvel fans, and the fandomization of DID kind of terrifies me (i’ve seen people posting fanfic for “DID AUs” in the DID tag who don’t even have it, which made me so sick i had to go take a shower). i know the answer is to just ignore the show and not go digging around in the tags when there’s usually nothing of value to begin with but like. it’s rough out there lol

[jasperwhitcock]

the rules: tag five or more people that you are thankful for in your 2020, that you're thankful exists in a world that's hard to live in. whether that be through random reblogs on your posts, or people you have had full blown conversations with. whether it's just seeing them in your dash, or interacting with them.

here to be gross again & catch up on another tag game *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

tagged by the angel that is kate @leahclearwaterdefensesquad

i love talking to u all everyday hehehe y’all saved my 2020

@inthemiddleofmymidnight i love u sm kimmie. my first friend on here. 🥺 i am giggling thinking of how shy we were... can u believe we’ve been bffs for like ten months... how is that possible?? i’ve literally already poured my heart out to u like 5 times this month so imma just keep it as ilysm. u literally bring me joy

@bellaskhakis neighana 🐎 ilysm!! i love having u in my life. it’s like we’ve been friends forever. i’m lucky to have u to always keep me humble 😩 hehe i’m kidding but also to give me advice or just to listen or be there. ur wonderful & i can’t imagine this year without u

@the-golden-onion mads... ew i’m laughing at myself... the way literally every speech i’m making sounds like the most basic speech made at a wedding... i’m being SINCERE here it’s not my fault i love all of u 😭 ok but mads i ADORE u. u keep saying how we’re a light in ur life but ur for real a light in our lives. i love having someone i have so much in common w that i can freak out abt acnh or pll or harry potter or twilight or mythical creatures or cute animals or writing fanfics or WHATEVER. my life is sooo much better w u in it. i’m obsessed w u

@howlonghaveyoubeenseventeen emma EWWW not me TEARING up ew make it STOP! emma thank u sm for the absolutely like relentless positivity and love and support u give all of us. the way u choose kindness and optimism is literally inspiring. ur the most caring, sincere, sweetest person in the world & all of our lives are severely improved having u around. ur like our sister

@bellasredchevy kae i admire u SO much. i eat up anything u post or anything u say... ik i’ve said it before and i think it sounds like mega cheesy but i think u just carry urself w such grace & wisdom (im embarrassed to say this when like our relationship is founded on a mutual love of TWILIGHT like tf sdhfdjfhfj) but i rlly just think ur so smart and compassionate and so u have the BEST takes & it really reflects on how u view the world and i just appreciate the expectations u have for how people treat each other (again this sounds SOO weird LMAO) i love u ur literally a part of the reason i joined the renaissance

@teamjacobthot dij i love the energy u bring into my life. ur always honest and blunt and hilarious and understanding and i feel like u just see things for what they are which is refreshing considering i’m someone who overcomplicates things. ur so beautiful & talented & just the coolest. i just thought abt u saying “is this let it go” like 2 minutes into frozen and i’m dead 😭 ilysm and also keep forgetting to tell u but jesy leaving has plunged me right back into another little mix lewis and i am sooooo sad

@cullen-collective ok i just had a moment of panic bc thinking abt u singing reminded me that the ratatouille musical is STREAMING RN LIVE AND I FORGOT but anyways. kaity i keep saying it but ur voice has BLESSED our lives. grateful for all the beautiful singing snaps & also the snaps where ur just telling stories bc i love listening to u talk hehehe. ur the sweetest and so funny & i love ur passion

@paulxlahotee i LOOOOVE u i’m so obsessed w ur TALENT & i admire u soooo much. ur literal JOY and i am so happy that the four l*ko did not make u d word... at least i hope so... has anybody heard from michele today??? she still w us? 😩 ur beautiful and hilarious i’m so lucky to know u!!!

@kaquiche taryn ILYSM ur literally the first person i remember interacting w my blog... it’s been u & me from the beginning baby 😩 u make me laugh so much and i love that ur always down to clown. ur just so supportive and silly and cute and i love u ok all of my messages are sounding like i am dr*nk i just love y’all ok leave me alone. also i didn't even see ur message abt zoom last night and now i feel sad that we all abandoned u. i spent my near year w u in spirit

@phil-dwyer-stan-account addison my dream in life is literally to hang out w u and go to the hello kitty cafe and disneyland and to skip in a big field of wildflowers in cute dresses. i love u!!! ur a cute sweet hardworking angel who deserves soooo much!!

@volturialice g once again... i am truly ur FAN i’m a volturialice STAN. ur one of my absolute FAVE blogs. i think ur genius & feel ~honored~ to be friends hehehe

@anagonyeet / @sethrights ama i love u so much i’m truly so grateful we became friends!! i’m so happy we’ve kept contact bc ur the sweetest, most supportive, and caring friend. i can’t believe u show up to support all my endeavors sdfhdghjkf. my fave follower on my animal crossing ig account hehehe

@leahclearwaterdefensesquad kate thank u for the tag!! ur so wonderful & i so appreciate all the leah content & that u think of me so often for tag games!! ily

and a thank u & i love u to all the blogs that are sweet friends of mine or post content i love & admire – @kellythepitiablefangirl (ur so talented... i adore ur art) @iknowyouloveme-thanks (u consistently make me laugh w ur posts) @renegadepack (thank u for the wolf pack content & also ur resource post... i’ve linked it a million times) @edwardsvirginity (another blog that made me join the renaissance bc i loved their posts) @edytheelizabethcullen (the SWEETEST angel ilysm) @rosaalee (ur moodboards are everything) @bellas-dumptruck-ass (funny & lovely & the best url) @emmettmc-heart-y (the KINDEST soul) @carllisle (happy every time i see ur url in my noties) @notquitetwilight (current god of the renaissance) @panlight (the funniest... thankful for keeping up w the cullens every day) @cockmcstuffins (the most iconic) @influenzabella (an absolute cutie) @witchyangela (elle is also an angel who provides the wolfpack content that we need) @angelasglasses (a sweetheart)

& all my moots!! i wish u all the happiest 2021 ♡♡♡