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sumbarbietingz · 5 years ago

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Thanks for tagging me @of-course-i-went-to-hartfeld ❤️❤️

Okay so here we go!

Nicknames: Emma but you can as well say Em or E😉

Zodiac Sign: Aries ♈️

Height: hemmm... probably 5"6

Last thing I googled: Carrie (for a friend lol)

Favorite musicians: XXXTENTACION (this man saved my life, honestly) Ski Mask and soooo many more😂😂

Followers: 🤫

Following: Idk probably 30 gosh

Do you get asks?: Nope

Song stuck in your head: Into It by Chase Atlantic

Amount of sleep: Oh... Insomnia is a bit-CENSORED

Lucky number: I don’t know if I even have one

What are you wearing: Right now? Booty shirts (where I live it’s like 10:48 PM so don’t ask😂) a camo t-shirt and a sweatshirt.

Dream job: Anything with arts

Favorite songs: God so manyyyyyy😭😭

Languages: French (first language), english, a tiny bit of italian, spanish (a bit) and I think that’s all.

Random fact: I’m a teenager (I know I know)

Aesthetic: I don’t have none😕

Here comes the tagging!

@desiree-0816 @the-everlasting-dream @indiacater and I don’t know who to add😭

21 Questions

Thank you for tagging me @emceesynonymroll 💕

Rules: answer 21 questions and tag other people you want to know better

Nickname: I tend to go by "K" online if that counts? ...and Kitten or Red by my partner?

Zodiac Sign: Gemini (also Gemini rising, Libra moon... I'm pretty into astrology, get me drunk and I will show you my birth chart 😂)

Height: 5"6

Last thing I googled: Lightning maps

Favourite musicians: errm, does "Original Broadway Cast" count as a musician... No, probably not. All Time Low, James Bay, Stevie Nicks, Black Stone Cherry, The Pretty Reckless, Taylor Swift, Fleetwood Mac, One Direction (don't judge me), Good Charlotte ... I could go on all day.

Song stuck in my head: Shut up and dance ~ Walk the Moon

Followers: 🤷

Following: 81... not enough, I need to get on that.

Do you get asks?: Ha! No!

Amount of sleep: Hahaha. I. Have. A. Two. Year. Old.

Lucky number: 16 and more recently, 27

What are you wearing: Ripped jeans and Plain Black T shirt (tied at the front because I like to think I'm cool 😂)

Dream job: I actually have no idea... Maybe a stage manager or events planner (I always wanted to be a tattooist but then I realised I don't like touching people)

Instruments: I have a bass guitar, it looks good, does not sound good.

Favourite songs: Currently,

Mexico ~ Danny Worsnop,

Pour Whiskey on my grave ~ Jacob Bryant

Sincerely me ~ from Dear Evan Hansen

Hands Down ~ Dashboard Confessional (it's me and my partner's song)

Languages: English (just about)

Random fact: I can fit my whole fist in my mouth

Aesthetic: here's a few from my instagram

Okay, why is choosing who to tag the most nerve-wracking task ever for me? Here goes... Tagging: @burnsoslow @sumbarbietingz @saivilo @drakeandcamilleofvaltoria

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sumbarbietingz · 5 years ago

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Thanks for the tag @the-everlasting-dream❤️❤️

Heh mine is heh idk but every time I listen to these, it reminds me of my Logan hehe

Favorite paring: Logan x Mc

Don’t: (the remix with SoMo and Kirko Bangz or the original with Bryson Tiller)

Straight For The Knife: Sia

The Night We Met: Lord Huron

Stay: Rihanna

You Da One: Rihanna

(Sorry if you’ve been tagged already btw) @leelee10898 @desiree-0816 @of-course-i-went-to-hartfeld @indiacater

Favourite choices pairing mixtape challenge.

Rules are simple.

Step #1 Pick your number one pairing in the choices fandom. Either from your current WIP, Pending WIP or just from the Choices book in general.

Step#2 Top 5 Songs you would add to their mixtape.

Favourite pairing : Colt x MC - Ride or Die.

1. Boys like Girls - Be your everything

2. Rachel Taylor - Eternity

3. 5sos - Ghost of You

4. Skylar Grey - I will return

5. The chainsmokers fr Bebe Rexha - Call you mine.

Tagging a few and anyone who wants to play along. Go on I’m curious to know 😊

@thecordoniandiaries @leelee10898 @ao719 @annekebbphotography @desiree-0816 @rainbowsinthestorm @emceesynonymroll @the-soot-sprite @carabeth @cora-nova @charliejane-blog @dcbbw @hopefulmoonobject @cmestrella @jlpplays1 @pixieferry @jessiembruno @romanticatheart-posts @gnatbrain @lodberg @traeumerinwitzhelden @liamzigmichael4ever @client-327 @darley1101 @zaffrenotes @kinda-iconic

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sumbarbietingz · 5 years ago

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Oh well...

take this quiz to find out which paranormal creature you are

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sumbarbietingz · 5 years ago

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Misjudged Life (beginning of the story)

Chapter 1

Book: Ride-Or-Die

Serie Rating: Mature 18+, contains sensitive subjects such as mental disorder(s), sexual assault, mental/physical/emotional abuse, and major character death. Read at your own risk.

Pairing: Logan x MC

MC: Emma Washington

Summary: What they all think: she’s just the daughter of a cop, whose life has been nothing but easy and the world has treated her fairly. What they don’t know: her traumatic past.

Words Count: 1992

@desiree-0816 This sweet and horribly wonderful person helped me with my story. I’d be completely lost without her so again Des thank you so much for your support and ideas this means the world to me❤️

I basically changed the plot but the story will still look the same as the original book Ride-Or-Die.

‼️IN NO WAY I’M ROMANCING DEATH, MENTAL HEALTH, RAPE OR ANYTHING, NOR COPYING THE MANGA THAT GAVE ME INSPIRATIONS FOR THE SERIE‼️

The last chapter was only a preview. The story starts now.

“Emma? Emma? Emma wake up!”

She slowly opens her big, narrow brown eyes, blinded by the light of the room. She groans a little bit before rubbing her eyes with the back of her hands, to fix her blurry vision, not properly seeing the person who talked to her. But quickly, when she comes to her senses, analyzing who’s talking to her, a small smile appears on her face. She sits and finally, she responds:

“Hi mommy.”

-New York, 2009

“Hi sweetheart! Did you sleep well today?” While the woman gently strokes her hair. Emma nods energetically, eyes full of happiness every time she would see her mommy. HER mommy.

“You know I had a pretty dream today” Pretty dream… that’s what she calls her nice dreams. Ugly dreams are obviously her nightmares.

“Really? What happened in your pretty dream baby?”

“Weeeeeeeeellll… You and daddy gave me a ponyyyy….” As she tilts her little head to the side while batting her eyelashes, a wide smile on her face, showing her pearly white baby teeth.

“I know this look, little missy.” She chuckles and picks her daughter up getting her out of the bed. She hugs her tightly caressing her tiny back. Emma wraps her arms around her mother’s neck, closing her eyes deeply inhaling the vanilla smell enveloping her. She pulls away and her mother puts her down.

“You know we talked about this a thousand times honey. You’re not responsible enough to take care of a pony. Look what happened to Mr. Pibbles.” She stands up and takes the little girl by her hand, both slowly walking out the room.

“But mommyyyyy! I fed him and did everything well!” She says looking up at her mommyyyyy, frustrated.

“That’s the problem baby, you gave him TOO much food. A hamster doesn’t need to eat so much you know? She opens the door of the little girl’s room, closes it behind them as they both walk towards the kitchen. She looks down and notices Emma with a sad face. It’s always breaking her heart to see her little sunshine like this. She sighs, stops in her track and kneels to face her tiny frame.

“Look, sweetheart. I’ll buy you a pet the day you’ll be ready okay?” Her face immediately lights up.

“Okay mommy!” She smiles again. It’s everything she needs. They keep walking and the closer they get to the kitchen, the stronger the smell of waffles is.

“Daddy made waffles?!” The excitement in her voice.

“Yes, baby and there’s a little surprise for you in the kitchen.” She smiles, her whole being filled with joy when she sees her daughter jumping and laughing. They both stand in front of the kitchen’s door, smiling at each other. Emma’s mother pushes the door and…

“SURPRISE!!!!!”

The little girl’s jaw drops when she sees pink and purple balloons all over the floor, the kitchen’s table filled with plates of bacon, waffles, pancakes with maple syrup and a bottle of orange juice. Her dad is holding a white strawberry vanilla cake, with purple straps on the side. On top of it, there’s an “8” candle in the middle of a giant “Happy Birthday Emma❤️” written graciously. It looks like her mommy’s handwriting.

“Happy birthday my love. Do you like our little surprise?” Her dad asks while he puts the cake on one of the last empty plates of the table, in the middle of it. Emma runs towards her daddy and wraps her arms around his hips. He caresses her little head and she looks up. Her eyes are full of stars, brighter than any galaxy in the universe. There’s no signs of sadness in them. Only happiness and an ocean of joy.

“I love it! Thanks, daddy!” He looks at her and can’t help but smiles widely. He can’t get enough of her beautiful face and her innocence. Every time he sees her, he sees her beautiful wife. They had Emma at 18, but they took their responsibilities and raised her. They are the women of his life and he wouldn’t change it for the world. He chuckles.

”Mommy almost did everything, my love. Right, Anelia?”

Anelia walks towards her family and caresses her husband’s cheek, looking at him tenderly. He puts his left hand over her’s.

"You don’t know how cute you look with her, Davis.” She says looking down at their adorable girl.

Davis brings her hand to his mouth and kisses it lightly.

“I know but you look even cuter with her love”

Anelia looks at both of them for a moment, then deep breathes.

”I have something to tell you two”

Emma cocks an eyebrow and looks at her mother.

”What mommy?”

”Yeah, what mommy?” Davis replies playfully.

Anelia takes a step back and exhales slowly.

”Well, it looks like Emma’s going to be a big sister”

Emma gasps in surprise and Davis stares at his wife. He doesn’t know if he’s hallucinating or if it’s real.

”What?”

”I’m 5 weeks pregnant, I took a test earlier. I wanted to te-”

She can’t finish that he crashes his lips to hers and little Emma in disgust, closes her eyes and turns around. He hugs her tightly and feels tears blurring his vision. He cups her cheeks with his hands and he sees that she’s crying as well. He wipes her tears with his thumbs. She leans in and kisses him gently, inhaling the smell of his cologne.

”Are you done now?” They both stop to look at their daughter still not facing them. Davis laughs, picks her up and sways her around, causing her to giggle. He hugs her tightly and Anelia hugs her as well. Emma closes her eyes, wrapping her small arms tightly around her father’s neck.

”I’m gonna be a big sister… Thank you, mommy, thank you, daddy.”

They hold each other a moment before finally eating what they made for Emma’s birthday. A while later, after Emma cleaned up, the three of them take a walk in Central Park. They buy her an ice cream and a huge teddy bear as her birthday gift. It’s almost as tall as her. In the evening they all come back to their apartment and they decide to watch a DVD in the living room. They watched ”Up” but they couldn’t finish it; they all fell asleep. Emma managed to finish the whole thing while thinking the whole time:

”It’s the best birthday I’ve ever had”

Once she’s done watching the DVD, she cuddles next to her mom and finally… She sleeps.

Two weeks later

The Washington family is sitting in the living room in the evening, watch a DVD again and this time everyone pays attention to it. Once it’s done, Emma yawns and prepares to go to sleep.

”Do you want me to accompany you to your bed sweetheart?” Her mom’s asks.

”No mommy it’s okay I can go by myself” She replies.

”Our little girl is growing up babe.” Davis says as he takes his little girl in his arm.

”You’re right daddy!”

He can’t help but chuckles then hug her tightly.

”But know that you’ll always be my little baby. No matter what happens, I’ll always love you sweetie pie.”

”Me too daddy. Promise?”

”Promise.” He kisses her cheek and puts her down. She hugs Anelia as well.

”Goodnight my heart. Mommy loves you so much.” She kisses Emma’s forehead.

”Me too mommy.” She pulls away and walks out of the living room, leaving her parents. Once she’s in her bedroom, she jumps to her bed and holds her huge teddy. Slowly, her eyelids become way too heavy for her to resist the urge to sleep. A few hours later in the middle of the night, Emma wakes up because of a loud noise in the living room.

”Mommy and daddy had an argument again?” She gets out of the bed and takes her teddy with her. She’s still sleepy but she makes the effort to leave her room. She rubs her eye with the back of her hand as she walks down the dark hallway. She keeps walking and rubbing her eye, already missing her soft bed sheets. Once she stops rubbing her eye, she looks around searching for her parents in the living room, still sleepy.

”Mommy? Dad-” Once she lays her eyes on her dad, she’s paralyzed. She drops her teddy bear in shock. She can’t move, can’t think nor scream. Her eyes are filled with tears. Her heart beating like crazy in her chest. She can barely breathe. She feels her knees getting weaker and weaker every second. Her whole tiny body is shivering in fear. She’s about to piss herself but when she sees her mom on the couch, things only get way worse for her mental health. They are both covered in blood, no more sign of life in them. The curtain is torn. The huge window has red stains. The coffee table isn’t placed like it used to be. The vase they bought 3 years ago is on the floor, broken. The smell of their blood everywhere is filling her nose. Tears are running down her cheeks she can’t even control herself. She’s about to throw up from disgust and shock when a tall figure appears in front of her. She looks up, terrified he would kill her as well. She wants to run, to scream, to kick him, do ANYTHING but she can’t. She’s still paralyzed. The man has a knife in his right hand. It’s covered in blood. Her beloved parent’s blood. She’s praying this was just an ugly dream. She’s praying she would wake up and find her parents sitting on her bed, smiling at her. But the horrible truth is that she will never see them again. She will never see her mommy smile or hear her laugh like she did every day. She will never see her daddy cooking delicious meals and acting like a fool to make her and Analia laugh out loud. All of this will never happen ever again. The intruder has a maniacal smile on his face. His teeth are crooked and his face has red stains as well. His clothes are bloodied. He kneels to face her properly. His face is inches from hers. Then he speaks.

“Ohohoooo so you’re finally here~”

His voice is deep and hoarse. He sounds like he’s completely enjoying the situation. The situation he caused.

”Don’t be so scared honey I just want to have some fun with you. I observed you for a long time you know?” She can’t believe this is happening. She wants it to stop. She’s completely terrified and she wishes she could do something but fear has taken complete control of her.

”I’m soooooo sorry for your parents but they were too agitated so I calmed them down~” He plays with his bloody knife in front of her, almost taunting her. He’s about to grab her when they both ears sirens coming closer in the night. He sighs.

”This must be this fucking neighbor. Okay, little one. When the cops will come here, Don’t you dare talk about me got it? If you do, I’ll kill you~ Even if I get locked up, when I’ll be out, I’ll come to kill you.~” He slowly wipes his bloody knife on her cheek, causing her to shiver even more.

”Such a waste that I have to leave you now. But don’t worry. I’ll come back, and it’s gonna be a lot funnier when you’ll grow up into a beautiful young woman Emma~”

He gets up and leaves by the door like nothing happened. This sentence would leave her in fear forever. A few minutes later, a bunch of cops burst into the apartment and find a little girl completely stuck, watching in horror her parents dead. They bring her to the police station, try to get her name but she can’t tell them. She’s scared to death and totally broken. She lost the two persons she loves the most. Her little heart is shattered in a million pieces, only leaving in her an empty hole filled with pain and sorrow.

Tag list

@leelee10898 @desiree-0816 @indiacater @client-327

#choices rod #rod fanfiction #rod mc #choices fanfiction #dark fanfiction

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Misjudged Life

Preview

Book: Ride-Or-Die

Serie Rating: Mature. Curses and NSFW content. Note that it’s gonna be dark. Really, really dark.

Pairing: Logan x MC

MC: Emma Washington

Inspirations: The talented @leelee10898. She’s basically one of the reasons why I write fanfictions again. So again, thank you I’m really grateful❤ The manga/anime Mahou Shoujo Site/Magical Girl Site has a huge part in the creation of my fanfic. Most of the memories come from important scenes from the manga.

⚠️WARNING⚠️ This serie will contain sensitive subjects, such as mental disorder(s), sexual assault, bullying, mental/physical abuse, and major character(s) death. Read at your own risk.

Words count: 450. The first chapter is very short, but the others will be longer

‼️IN NO WAY I’M TRYING TO ROMANCING DEATH, MENTAL HEALTH OR ANYTHING, NOR COPYING THE MANGA THAT GAVE ME INSPIRATIONS FOR THE SERIE‼️

BTW I live in the baguette country lololol so I apologize in advance for my terrible grammar and my lack of writing. Feel free to correct me :D

Summary: What they all think: she’s just the daughter of a cop, whose life has been nothing but easy and the world has treated her fairly. What they don’t know: her traumatic past.

I will basically change a few things from the actual story. So yeah the canon can suck my big, hard toe.

“Learn some manners you slut!!”

Oh... No...

“Y’all sure it’s okay right?”

No...

“Yeah... yeah... Give me that face! I love to see you like this!”

Noo...

“Such a waste that I have to leave you now. But don’t worry. I’ll come back, and it’s gonna be funnier when you’ll turn to be a beautiful woman Emma~”

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

That’s what she yelled before waking up abruptly from her nightmare. Sweating and breathing hard. Her heart pounding fast, like a jackhammer. She puts two hands on her chest to reassure herself. To reassure herself that this wasn’t happening again. That what took her so long to recover from wasn’t happening again. Deep breathing to calm herself down, she glances around and notices that she’s still in his room. She turns to see Logan, deep asleep, his arm around her waist. She reaches for her phone on the street racer’s desk and checks the hour. 4:12 am. “This is way too early for this fuckery.” As she pulls him away to sit on the edge of the bed, finally looking across the loft, her backpack is in her vision. She stares at it, hardly keeping her eyes open, old memories rushing back in her mind. She stays like this for 2 minutes before sighing of sadness, her face drained from energy. Filled with exhaustion. She wakes up and walks towards her bag. She grabs it, unzips it and starts looking for two things. Pills and a water bottle. She grabs a bottle of Zoloft but doesn’t find her water bottle. “Jesus.” She drops her backpack to the ground in frustration. But immediately regrets what she just did when she ears Logan groaning. Slowly, she turns around, praying he won’t wake up. She exhales in relief seeing he’s still sleeping. She turns back, hiding from him and reads the prescription on the small orange bottle. Well. She’s not supposed to take her pill now but does she cares at this point? Not at all. It might be dangerous for her. It might have side effects and she knows that. But even with what’s written and what her doctor said, she still takes that risk. After all, nothing could possibly be worse than what caused her post-traumatic-stress-disorder right? She sighs again. Then, Emma takes one pill in her mouth, makes sure she puts them back in place, deep in her backpack, zips it and heads towards the door as quietly as possible. Glancing back at Logan every time to make sure he’s still sleeping. She stares at him for a moment before leaving his room, closing the door behind her and go to the kitchen.

#choices fanfiction #logan x mc #rod choices #rod mc #dark fanfiction

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