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jaker-shit · 4 months

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girl with fangs and split tongue and heterochromia please save me

#aye to live is to wish for the unobtainable #and obtain the rum in its stead #for my losses and failings #pathetic heart's wailings #let the liquor and ice quiet my head #a friend of mine recently said it would be an interesting experiment to see what happens to someone who stays a virgin for a long time #and while i do understand what he meant and i know he meant no harm #i dont want to be an experiment yknow i just want to be loved in a way i havent yet #ignore that im aware thats some incel bitch shit #idfk im tired and sober #bad combination

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leal-hound · 2 months

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in another life i found you sooner

#my art #messmer the impaler #anihita europa #tarnished oc #elden ring #sote #indulgent au where teenage messmer finds half-braindead teenage ani after she lost her dad and was still recovering alone #a failed saint of the caro clan. and the last of the caro clan. an animal of many shaman meats.#to experience “loss” again was something new she had to develop #and it dented her tender and frail heart very deeply #like sinking a fingernail through the skin of a peach #as a result now when she loves people it happens all at once and it never ever goes away #which is why even though rennala technically betrayed her she still stuck around to be nanny to the carian children #she lacked the ability to deny rennala that request. because once the love is there anihita can't get rid of it #this is a dangerous weakness. this devotion #maybe if messmer had met her while she was healing it wouldnt be this bad. or they wouldve fed into each other's complexes. who knows

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totally-average-kid · 2 months

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Im going to hell

#totally average kid #my art #Genloss #generation loss #genloss au #generation loss au #generation loss fanart #genloss fanart #htfasj #htfasj au #how to fail at ship jumping au #J!Hetch #J!Founder #Janine Deere #Shit post #death route #Yes this is htfasj look at hetch’s hair + outfit #But it can be used as genloss by itself

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stuckinapril · 7 months

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Reframing whenever someone decides to leave you out of something or walks out of your life or just all around neglects your presence not as your loss but as theirs…. like that could have been so much more fun w me in it but I wasn’t and that will forever be your loss

#It might sound arrogant conceited etc but I used to deal w a lot of attachment anxiety bc id be like #That person is so cool. They’re so exciting. They know how to liven something up. I’m missing out on their energy #But now I think ab how they’re missing out on mine too and how they’re at the risk of losing me w every half assed action they take #Loss is never just one way if you know you bring value to something. I legit felt that yesterday for the first time in my life #Ruminating and clinging to ppl less has truly come at the behest of knowing I’m someone worth keeping around #And if you decide not to that’s a failing on your end and I don’t have to overcompensate by proving my worth to you

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ozzybutweirdthistime · 6 months

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@how-to-fail-at-ship-jumping-au

this is how it happened right

(i’m currently working on a drawing for an ask but i just had to make this real quick-)

#my art #how to fail at ship jumping au #htfasj au #htfasj #how to fail at ship jumping #gen loss #generation loss ranboo #generation loss au #genloss #generation loss #generation loss hetch #genloss hetch

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nerdie-faerie · 6 months

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I'm once again thinking about the missed opportunities to have Klaus and Kol bond more. Part of Klaus' whole motivation as a vampire is to get his werewolf part back and to finally be stronger than Mikael (sort of, I'm simplifying) both of which can be obtained by breaking his curse. But Kol? Kol is the only other original that can relate to having a fundamental part of themself ripped away from them. Klaus might not have known he was a werewolf until he killed, but he likely still had a connection he couldn't explain, as evident by him going to watch the wolves transform. And something he'd never been able to explain was now gone. He might only be able to realise the connection afterwards through its absence.

Kol though. Kol had grown up with magic, a connection to nature and the world around him in a way the rest of his siblings supposedly didn't have. And then he gets turned. And not only has his baby brother died, his father has just murdered him and the rest of his siblings after forcing them to drink human blood, which he'll later learn. Now, not only does he have to deal with the grief of Henrik's death and also his own but also the loss of his magic. A loss that's likely only worsened by Kol being a self-proclaimed child prodigy.

Kol is pretty much the only one who could understand what Klaus is going through with the binding of his wolf. We know Kol searched for ways to get his magic back/carry on practicing magic in the same way that Klaus was looking for ways to break his curse. While Klaus likely could still feel his wolf there despite being bound, Kol has no access to his magic anymore. I just think they should've been able to bond or connect over their shared loss of an intrinsic aspect of their selves at the hands of their parents

#TVD #The Mikaelsons #Kol Mikaelson #Klaus Mikaelson #briefly back on my the originals shouldve gotten to be a family goddammit and as someone from a big family im personally offended bs #i did right a lil snippet about them bonding over this that i havent posted yet for the joml verse but still think its an unexplored concep #need more witch!kol acknowledgement honestly. just need more content of my boy #anyway. klaus having a fascination with the moon and kol telling him about celestial events and how it affects his magic when theyre boys #klaus losing that connection to the moon feeling lost & extra tempermental feeling his wolf claw at its binds and vowing to break his curse #kol determined to get his magic back at any cost relating to that devasting loss and promising to help him find a loophole for his curse #kol who becomes extra reckless and determined when he learns that theres a way to break klaus' curse so maybe he can get his magic back too #that knowledge and recklessness combined with his loss of magic driving him to become the volatile vampire that we see #that leads to him being daggered repeatedly but that first time breaks something in that bond between him & klaus that never fully recovers #it makes him bitter and resentful only fueling his reckless behaviour particularly when there seems to be no leads on reclaiming his magic #that he becomes distant from his siblings in the process especially with finn still daggered but that distance only cements the idea #to his siblings that hes a danger and cant be trusted that he needs to be daggered if theyre to stay safe from mikael #the loss of his magic leading to his spiral as a vampire and him being ostracised by his family > actual tvdu kol canon #klaus being trapped in a room staring at the corpse of his little brother knowing he never repaired that relationship with him #and now he never can so he refuses to look away as penance and a reminder of his failings to his little brother #*edit: one of the reblogs on this post is the author of big bad wolf and honestly she does an amazing job at portraying the mikaelsons #as actual siblings if you havent read it its one of my favourites for characterisations but we need more 😭 i want it to be the norm

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celestialowlryx · 29 days

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Love and loss are two sides of the same coin. Love brings us purpose, joy and life itself. Yet because we love, we also open ourselves up to the immense pain and grief that comes with loss. This motif talks about the feelings and emotions people share towards each other, and also about the catastrophe that may come from this powerful affection. Without love, loss wouldn’t hurt, and without loss, love wouldn’t be as strong. They make each other more powerful. And to experience one, you need to experience the other.

#the dragon prince #httyd #tdpedit #animationedit #giveusthesaga #gifs #my edits #I swear it all started with me noticing the resemblance between baby hiccup/soren with dragon toy but then it hit me...#each of character's own grief experiences differ because of the complexity of their relationships with the people they love #as it perfectly shown in two different kinds of relationships that Stoick/Valka and Viren/Lissa had #while Stoick was grieving after experiencing loss but didn't let it break his spirit and was eager to move on #Viren was doing basically the same but without grieving part #something something about the fact that without allowing ourselves to grieve or acknowledge the things we lose #we fail to nourish our soul and fully embrace the transformative power of change #during his confession Viren finally started going through grief and realization experiencing these exact emotions that proved he was a huma #I'm trying my best to connect the dots here with backstories but it's really hard when english isn't my native language so don't judge me x #but somehow thinking about these comparisons makes me very emotional

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aceofspaces16 · 8 months

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So I found this ask blog for a genloss au and I am hooked so I had to make a silly little edit of it , it is very rushed and it is harder to make an edit of a comic than you might think (I hope no body stole my idea)