#for anyone wondering this is my bestie so yes i am going to call her a filthy freak

[lavenderovercast]

if u write keigo x reader feather teasing i’ll love u forever (yes im being horny on main)

SENSITIVE TOUCH

here you go, you filthy freak (and for the rest of you simps, too <33) summary: on an idyllic morning with keigo, you discover just how sensitive his wings are to touch. pairing: keigo takami x gender neutral!reader warnings: 18+ content, !! MINORS DNI !! tags: wing kink, (light) praise kink, sub!keigo, teasing, clothed dry-humping, light begging, fluff, gender neutral!reader, pre-established relationship, keigo being desperate. like rly desperate, damn near disgustingly desperate

It’s an accident the first time that you do it. 

You and Keigo had been seeing each other for a few months now. That meant it was only natural to get more handsy with each other as your relationship progressed, just like it was natural for you to spend nights over in his apartment when the stars would align your schedules. Keigo had always been particular and protective when it came to his feathers and wings, but he made it clear enough to you that he didn’t mind your touch. At least, when you touched the largest of the feathers at the edges of his wings, never confident enough to move your hands any further. 

On one of the lazy mornings that you were rarely allowed to indulge in, did your hands finally roam across his wings. Beside you, Keigo had an arm curled over your torso, his face buried in his pillow. From the slow rise and fall of his body, you had the feeling that he was at least half-awake, likely scrolling through his phone mindlessly with his free hand. Half awake yourself and wanting to wish your partner a good morning, your fingers roamed across his back. 

It was a good morning, one where the pair of you could soak in each other’s company and the sunlight shining through the half-open curtains of Keigo’s balcony door. You were quiet as you ran your hands across the smooth expanse of Keigo’s lower back, slowly lifting upward. Your fingers trace the outline of his spine, grazing against old scars and firm muscles that flex as Keigo carefully adjusts his grasp on you before tilting his head to nuzzle his face into the top of your head. 

His lips press against your temple, and you’re almost certain that such a loving gesture will be followed by the sweetest of good mornings. The type of greeting that comes off of his tongue in a soft rasp full of sleep that drives you insane. Maybe you’ll get lucky, and Keigo’s awake enough to add a flirty comment to the end of his sweet greeting. Instead, Keigo gives the tiniest of gasps, so tiny that you don’t catch the sound, when your fingers reach the feathers at the base of his wings. 

The feathers at the base feel small and soft, especially in comparison to the feathers of his that you have touched. Considering how they feel against your fingertips, you figure that these are his downy feathers. They’re pleasant to the touch, and encourage you to let your hands roam up his wings. You can feel the featherlight bones that connect his wings to his spine, the feathers feeling almost thin and weak before going stronger as your hands move further up his wings. 

Almost as though you were tickling him, the plumes flutter and shift underneath your touch. It makes your lips quirk up into the tiniest of smiles. You notice that the feathers grow in both size and sturdiness the further up his wings that you go, and you find yourself letting your hands roam back down to the base. Keigo melted into your touch, his body nearly slack as you stroked your fingers through his feathers like it was no big deal. 

To him, it is very much a big deal. But he doesn’t want you to stop, because he’s never felt this close to heaven before. The sensation is beyond pleasant, running little shivers and tingles across his spine and skin. His cock is beginning to throb to life, and you haven’t even touched it. The blonde’s face grows warm with a blush as he presses his face into your hair, a low, pleased groan rumbling in his chest. The sound is unexpected and sudden to you, causing you to come back to reality. 

Your hands stop immediately as you snap away from your former observations and admiration of the man. Worry gnaws its way into your gut as you tilt your head up to look at Keigo. You can feel his fingers digging into your oversized shirt, barely grazing against the sensitive flesh of your back. From this angle, Keigo almost looks frustrated, his eyebrows furrowed and jaw clenched. 

“Kei?” You question, your voice filled with worry as you pull your hands away from the blonde. “Are you okay? I didn’t upset you, did I?” One hand slips up to cup his face and make the blonde look down at you, but his fingers slip around your wrist and hold onto you gently before you can. The action makes your breath catch in your throat, your pulse beginning to quicken. You don’t know what’s going on through his head right now. 

You hear Keigo draw in a shaky breath, and then swallow. And that’s when you realize that his breathing has grown ragged in the minute or so that passed since you began. Keigo even feels warmer, like a heater pressed against your body as his gaze flicks down to yours. His pupils are dilated, leaving a thin ring of gold encasing their edges. 

“Please don’t stop,” Keigo breathes out shakily, his voice muffled by your hair, that he still has his face pressed against. He almost seems to be breathing you in. “That… That felt good. Really good.” He continues, the confession taking you by surprise. You furrow your eyebrows together as you slowly piece together why Keigo had been so selective with who could touch his wings. Considering his reaction…

… oh. 

  … OH. 

If the groan that he had let out just moments ago hadn’t given you enough clues as to why he wanted this so badly, then the roll of his hips against your own sure did. You could feel his erection press against your thighs, your legs loosely entangled with his own. The gesture alone is enough to make your stomach do a flip, heat quickly taking the place of your previous anxiety. Swallowing thickly, you carefully slip your hand away from his grasp with a soft nod. 

“Okay, baby,” You coo affectionately. “I’ll give you what you want.” It’s only when both of your arms snake around the man again that he seems content, a breathy sigh that sounds closer to a groan leaving his mouth. Your hands take their original place against his wings, brushing against those divinely soft feathers of his at  the base of his wings. 

Cautiously, perhaps even experimentally, you navigate your hands across those feathers, watching and listening  for Keigo’s reaction. His hips jerk against yours again, a soft motion that makes you dig your teeth into your lip. His feathers flutter under your touch as your hands roam away from the base, and to the underside of his wings. 

The second that your fingers graze against the underside, Keigo knows he’s a goner. He whines and bucks his hips again, tightening his grasp on your shirt. That fire in your belly grows stronger with the action alone, so you shift your weight so you can throw a leg over his hip; semi-straddling the man. Although the pair of you were on your sides, Keigo had no complaints about the awkward positioning. 

“Ohhh…” He gasps in a way that you’ve never heard from him before. His voice has raised in pitch, sharp and whiney as his hips begin to grind against you properly. You feel his head pull away from yours so he can press his face against the pillows, if only a little, as he digs his teeth into his lip. “F—fuck, that feels so good,” 

“Does it?” You question with a playful little smile tugging your lips up. Your question is birthed from genuine curiosity, and the desperate need to satiate your lust and his. You don’t fully understand why his wings would cause this kind of reaction from him, but you do know that you love the outcome so far. “I’ve never seen you so needy before, Kei.” 

“S—Sensitive feathers,” His voice strains into a near squeak as your fingers rub against a particular spot on the underside of his wings that has his eyes rolling back. The roll of his hips against you only grows faster, more desperate. You fucking love it. “Feels like you’re… You’re touching my…” His sentence is cut off by the way he suddenly tilts his head up and groans, the sound deep in his throat. 

But you don’t mind, because you fucking love that you can work this reaction out of the number two hero, out of your partner, out of your lover. Keigo’s head dips back down, allowing you to see the way that his golden eyes are nearly swallowed whole by his pupils. Sweat adorns his brow now, his expression one of frustration, desperation, love and lust as he gazes down at you. You want to give him everything, and yet nothing at all so you can continue to draw out this perfection rolling off of him. 

Your fingers continue to brush against his feathers, idly and gentle. Even though you can see his reaction now, you can hear and feel how good you’re making him feel, you don’t know just how crazy you’re driving him. Keigo’s mind is all but blank, his face flush with both embarrassment and want. It’s scary to be vulnerable like this, and yet he trusts you. He trusts you and he loves you, and fuck, does he just want to slam you into this goddamn bed underneath him before his dick explodes in his boxers. 

And then your fingers stop, and his breath catches with a harsh whine. “Baby?” He questions, confused. “Why… Why’d ya stop?” His hips don’t stop moving against you, though. They might slow, but he can’t give up the friction that would keep him from going fucking crazy. The way that you’re smiling up at him both confuses and excites him in a way that makes his pulse rise. 

“I wanna hear you tell me…” You breathe out, tilting your head up to leave featherlight kisses across his neck and collarbone. Keigo shudders and whines at the contact. He doesn’t think that he can last much longer, not with the expression on your face, or your body against his, or how fucking fantastic he feels now. How badly he wants your fingers on his wings again. “How much you like it, baby. And I wanna hear you beg for me to keep going, if you enjoy it this much.” 

The words roll off his tongue without hesitation. He whines and presses his face back into your hair as though it’s the last time he’s ever going to see you again. “Fuck… Fuck, please, please keep touching my wings,” He gasps, his voice coming out whiney with desperation. “No one’s ever… Touched there, and it… It feels like heaven, Baby. Your fingers are… Fucking divine.” And, if you really wanted him to, he would babble about how wonderful of a Deity you would make, because your touch truly is divine. 

In his eyes, you are fucking perfection. A perfect, merciful deity that presses their fingers back into his wings again, your touch feeling calculated as your fingers massaged through the feathers with ease. Sparks ran up his spine and across his sensitive flesh, making him groan as he continued to buck his hips against you. He knows he’s close, and if he wasn’t so desperately horny right now, he would be embarrassed. But he can barely think, barely breathe right now. 

“That’s my good boy.” You praise, and that’s what tips him over the edge. Keigo gasps as his hips stutter and jerk against you, his cock twitching as he finally reaches his much needed release. He groans your name as his head tilts back again, eyes shutting tightly as thick ropes of cum coat the inside of his boxers. 

When you look up at Keigo, his face is one of sheer ecstasy. It’s an expression that you’ve never truly seen on his face before. His feathers ruffle and shudder underneath your touch as you watch the man, happy to let him buck his hips into you at a near brutal pace before they come to a stutter, and then a stop. There’s a moment of quiet between the pair of you, the room filled with the sound of Keigo panting as he tries to catch his breath. 

“Kei…? Did you just cum?” You question, nearly cringing at how suddenly and boldly the words leave you. Keigo looks embarrassed, his face now a furious shade of red that spreads to his ears as he glances away. And then he furrows his scruffy eyebrows, a shy smile tugging his lips upward. He’s trying to save face for the fact that you just made him cum without even touching his damn dick. Nevermind the mindless humping that he just did against your thighs. 

“Not my fault I’ve got the best partner in the world,” He mumbles affectionately. “Who should probably look into becoming a massage therapist, while they’re at it. Your touch is lovely.” 

You huff and shake your head at his shenanigans, a grin on your lips. “I think I’d prefer to be your massage therapist.” You tease before moving your hands to playfully push at his chest. “Go get cleaned up, Bird Boy. I’ll be here.” 

“I’m getting back at you for this.” Keigo grumbles in response, his tone playful as he nuzzles his head against your head one more time before unwinding himself from your arms. As he slinks off the bed, you watch the avian man head toward his bathroom with a shit-eating grin on your face. 

“Sure. After you clean up.” You re-emphasize, giggling when Keigo turns his head back to you to pout at you from over his shoulder. And then he’s turning on his heel, headed back for his original destination. Although this was your first encounter with the man’s wings like this, you feel very certain that it won’t be the last.

[norrisainz33]

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☆ summary: lance and his long term partner and actress, y/n, attend the golden globes

☆ pairing: lance stroll x actress!reader

☆ fc & warnings: zendaya & none

☆ a/n: shorter one bc i was inspired by zendaya and the big ring she was wearing last night hehe also lance has been moving me lately

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user1: tuning in for you only

user2: i can’t wait to see what you wear!!! you are going to shine like always

lance_stroll: my beautiful gorgeous girl

ynuser: my sweet precious boy

lance_stroll: hoping on the plane now! should be there in a few hours.

ynuser: wonderful! thank you for coming all the way out to la baby - i know things are busy for you these days

lance_stroll: you are always my first priority y/n/n and this is a big deal ❤️

ynuser: i am so lucky to call you mine lancey

lance_stroll: i’m the lucky one 😘

yourbff: i’m so excited for you my love

ynuser: and i’m so excited to see you soon 🫶🏻

user22: people died!!! (me i’m people)

chloestroll: yayyyy!!! you’re my favorite superstar!!

ynuser: chloe 🥹

user3: MOTHER!!!

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user2: the prettiest princess to ever princess

user8: when i show up to a who loves y/n most contest and ur there 🙄

astonmartinf1: make sure you send us all the pictures possible. can’t have our man stepping out without posting about it 😮‍💨

lance_stroll: don’t worry admin - you’ll get them before anyone else does!

user87: just casually showing up with bouquets and dior… oh to be a wag 😭

ynuser: reunited and it feels so good ❤️

lance_stroll: nothing beats being with you darling 🤍

user12: happy for you (i’m single and jealous)!

chloestroll: give my girl a hug for me

lance_stroll: you got it 😘

user9: your commitment to be at every event of hers is truly the sweetest thing

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yourbff: girl call me wtf

yourbff: DONT LEAVE ME ON READ IK YOURE JUSY GETTING YOUR HAIR DONE RN YOU CAN CALL ME

ynuser: CALLING NOW CHILLLLL

yourbff: OMG BESTIE IM SCREAING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS

ynuser: 😂😂😂😂 i can hear you all the way from la

yourbff: this is one of the best days of my life fr

ynuser: s a m e girl

estebanocon: mon ami what happened?

ynuser: lance will call you shortly my dear friend ❤️

lance_stroll: 🤭

ynuser: eeeeeeek i love you

lance_stroll: i love you to the moon and back

flavy.barla: cryptic? but also give your little puppy a kiss from me mon ange 😘

ynuser: are you and estie together? if so, expect a call sooooooonnn!!!! also puppy says they miss you

flavy.barla: omg yes we are together!

flavy.barla: y/n/n! i’m still crying im so excited for you two you have no idea

chloestroll: HEHEHEHEH

ynuser: sisssyyyyyyyyy

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user2: GORGEOUS????

user18: is it just me or are you showing off that ring in like a …… it’s more than just an accessory way

yourbff: how is it that everything looks perfect on you?

ynuser: stop ittttt 😭

flavy.barla: stunning, beautiful, perfect! not a single note

ynuser: thank you flavy 🫶🏻

f1gossip: now y/n/n…. is that what we think it is?

lance_stroll: genuinely speechless. how does one get so beautiful?

ynuser: lots and lots of makeup

lance_stroll: oh stop! its natural

user19: foaming at the mouth

madelyncline: begging you to style me. i wanna be like you when i grow up 😩

ynuser: your wish is my command 🙌🏻

user34: you never miss

user21: s2g that’s an engagement ring

mclarenf1: nice color dress 🤭

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f1gossip: actress, y/n y/l/n, attended the golden globes last tonight with long term partner and our very own, Lance Stroll, sporting a rather large diamond ring on her left hand. when asked by a reporter if the ring on her finger was an engagement ring, all she did was give a coy smile and a shrug before changing the subject. looks like wedding bells are ringing for one of our favorite duos!!

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user2: first of all - y/n is radiant. second of all - i’m so glad these 2 are end game i love them

user6: how lance bagged this baddie will forever be beyond me

user28: he’s a good man savannah

user12: happy for them (i’m crying my eyes out)

user44: a little commotion for the dress my god

user33: all i can think abt is how it’s papaya

user9: now that is a ROCK! making my partner take notes

user4: my shot is with y/n is now GONE

user22: what do i have to do to get myself a billionaire to give me the biggest ring i’ve ever seen in my whole life

user35: no fr asking for a friend

user11: no lance!!!! that’s MY girl!!!

user9: i’d put a ring on that too if i was him

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lance_stroll: had the best evening with the most beautiful girl to have ever graced a red carpet. thanks for having me goldenglobes and thanks to hugoboss for the magnificent suit.

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user18: we got a lance post before gta6

user22: missed him dearly

astonmartinf1: that’s our driver 🤩

user34: that old money hotness is real

fernandoalo_oficial: looking good!

ynuser: magnificent suit indeed 😍

lance_stroll: maybe i should wear them more often

ynuser: yes please 😩

user3: don’t think i didn’t notice the big ring on y/n’s hand. care to explain lance?

chloestroll: two of my most favorite people 🥹

user24: seething with jealousy

estebanocon: cleaned up real nice mon ami

lance_stroll: merci esteban 🤍

user28: i am down so catastrophically bad. i cant decide which one of you i want more

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ynuser: it’s all in the details

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landonorris: cool papaya dress

ynuser: it’s orange mate

landonorris: close enough! thanks for being a fan 🧡

user99: this is all but confirmation honestly

sabrinacarpenter: i think i might be in love with you

ynuser: well thank god the feelings are mutual 😭

user12: there’s not a single red carpet where you don’t devour

lance_stroll: you have one new really good detail

ynuser: i do yeah! someone special picked it out for me

lance_stroll: well they certainly did a good job

ynuser: the best job some might say!

mclarenf1: currently fangirling! don’t mind us

astonmartinf1: back!!! back i said!!! 🤺

user13: the squeal i just let out

flavy.barla: reject me so i can move on already 😭

ynuser: i have no interest in rejecting you!!! lets run away tg instead

estebanocon: only if lance and i can run away together without you then

flavy.barla: fine by me!

lance_stroll: wow 🙄

user88: my 2 favorite people just got engaged no one speak to me

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a/n: thanks for reading!! likes and reblogs appreciated 🤍

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[greg-montgomery]

hi fay! okay so my demented brain thought of dbf!hotch 😭 what if him and reader just stopped seeing each other (he was the one who ended things because he was too old for her or some dumb reason like that lol) & she leaves to go on a date while aaron is at her house hanging out with her dad 🫣🫣🫣 he pretends to be indifferent, but on the inside he gets so damn jealous thinking about her seeing someone else 😩 especially when she looked so pretty in her outfit </3

hiii bestie <333 dbf!hotch is my weakness 😫🫠

this isn't smut but it's still nsfw so minors please don't interact!

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“Has anyone seen my lipgloss?” you called from upstairs.

“I can see one here on the table, honey,” your dad answered, taking the glittery tube into his hand. “Is it pink?”

“Yes!” you said, and Aaron could hear you running down the stairs to get it.

Your dad leaned in to whisper in his ear, “She has a date.”

Date. The word felt like a knife to his stomach. Had you moved on this quickly? You were getting ready to meet with another man while Aaron hadn’t slept in days, regretting the decision of your breakup.

Maybe he deserved it; he was the idiot who had let you go after all.

“Hotch,” you said, surprised. “I haven’t seen you in a while.”

Being addressed as ‘Hotch’ by you felt foreign to him. It was a big change after being called ‘Aaron’, ‘baby’ and ‘my love’.

“Hi, Y/N. It’s good to see you again,” he said, trying to cover up the fact that was completely breathless. Saying that you looked like an angel would be an understatement, seeing you in that pretty dress.

It looked suspiciously similar to the dress you had worn the first time the two of you had slept together. Aaron could recall every detail of that night, your dress included. He remembered the way his hands had traveled under it, finding your panties absolutely soaked; the way you kept shivering when he’d run his tongue over the hickeys on your neck; the way you had moaned his name for the first time when his thumb had finally touched your aching clit.

As you walked closer to get your lipgloss, Aaron stared into your eyes, trying to figure out if the girl he had fallen in love with was still there.

Your dad handed you your lipgloss and you lost no time before putting on some. No other man was supposed to find out how that liplgoss tasted. No one but Aaron was supposed to know it tasted like fresh, sweet strawberries.  

“I should go,” you announced, snapping him out of his thoughts. “I don’t wanna be late.”

Aaron curled his hand into a fist, running his thumb over his knuckles, in an attempt to calm himself down. Everything inside him was screaming at him to get up, grab your arm and steal you away, but he knew he had no business getting involved into your life anymore. You were his best friend’s daughter. You going on a date should have meant nothing to him.

“Is he here already?” your dad wondered.

“Oh he’s not picking me up,” you said, a little embarrassed. “I’ll take the bus.”

That fucker had the chance of going out with a gorgeous girl like you and he didn’t even bother picking you up from your house?

“I’ll drive you,” Aaron offered, before even thinking about it.

“Hotch, you don’t need to-”

“It’s no trouble,” he said. “I was leaving anyway.”

As he got up, your dad covered his hand with his own and spoke softly enough not to be heard by you. “Thank you. I’ll be much calmer knowing you’ll be looking after her on her way there.”

Aaron felt guilty at your dad’s words, thinking of all the things he had done to his precious daughter in that same car he was about to drive you with.

“Of course.”

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One thing Aaron could always count on you to be was a fucking brat. He could tell by the way you were walking towards his car, or by that cute little pout he was dying to kiss.

“Get in,” he said, sternly, as he opened the door for you, leaving you no room for attitude.

“I am getting in, no need to yell.”

There she is, he thought, fighting back a smile.

Aaron could feel you practically vibrating on your seat. Yes, he was a profiler but he was also a man in love, which meant he knew you like the back of his hand. You were expecting him to make a scene. And even though his jealousy was eating him inside out, he would not reveal himself.

“Where are we going?” he asked.

You told him the name of the restaurant and he started the car.

“Mmm…” he said, smirking. “Nice place, romantic.”

“Very romantic,” you added. “Paul picked it.”

Paul.

Aaron was gonna kill Paul with his bare hands.

“He must have good taste then. You’ll get along great.”

He could see the hurt in your eyes, as you turned to look at him. “You think?”

“Yeah,” he simply said.

Thankfully the silence during the rest of the ride didn’t turn awkward, since the road to your destination wasn’t long.

“We’re here.”

“We’re here,” you repeated, stalling getting out of the car.

“Well…” Aaron said. “Have fun. And stay safe.”

“Thank you.”

The logical next step was you getting out of the car, but that didn’t happen. Instead the two of you stayed inside the car in silence.

You took a look at him with the corner of your eye. “I’m going.” Your tone was borderline threatening.

“Okay.”

Your hand touched the door handle so you could exit the car, but last minute you turned to face him.

“You stubborn old man, I can tell you’re jealous! Why don’t you just admit it?” You slapped his arm softly enough so it wouldn’t hurt.

“Jealous?” he scoffed. “I drove you to your date, sweetheart.”

“Oh please! I can hear you fuming.”

“I’m doing just fine.”

“Just admit it!”

“Y/N.”

“Come on, I caught you staring-”

Aaron grabbed your face with one of his hands, squeezing your cheeks together to make you stop talking. “Shut up,” he said. And you did.

Not that you had any other choice anyway; his mouth on yours, stealing away any other word you had prepared to throw at him.  

He pulled away just enough to look into your eyes. “I’m gonna burn him alive, before he has the chance to even look at you in this dress. Is that enough for you?”

“More than enough.” You smirked and let your lips fall on his once more.

[bronx-bomber87]

Happy Wednesday my lovely readers :) We’ve reached the episode that rocked me to my very core. Honestly haven’t been this attached to a ship in a very very long time. Years passed without this level of attachment. Bringing out sides of me I didn't think existed. Like doing reviews. But our ship is something special even when they rip our hearts out. I blame Eric and Melissa LOL They are INCREDIBLE in this episode. The both of them. Brought their A game and then some.

This ep legit affected my mood for 3 weeks no joke and utterly destroyed me. I needed extra days to decompress before did my mini. The fandom was so lovely about that too. Love this fandom so much. I still don't know how I got that out tbh lol Also God Bless my bestie D for going through that with me. I got to watch it early that day which normally didn’t get to. Was usually after work. I remember D wanted to stop me but didn’t cause she couldn’t tell me why..

I had to go to a company meeting after and pretend I wasn’t devastated. Be a positive fun leader when inside I was dying. I did a good job my team had no idea lol But damn that was tough. Never been happier for a 3 week break than after this one. We all needed it. Let us begin. And thank you all again for going through this heartbreak with me. Gif count was rough for me so I fit in everything I could and made a ton.

6x06 Secrets and Lies

We start out with Lucy looking as stressed and anxious as we’ve ever seen her. Laying in bed but most definitely is not resting. The brutal toll this situation has taken becoming visible. When Tamara asks how stressed she is from 1-10? Lucy answering 19….Ooof....Could not be more relatable if she tried. When I get this laser focused I too am a nineteen. Her person has been radio silent for days. Her last contact with him was a massive knock out drag out fight.

This is the most time they’ve spent apart since they got together. Like I stated last review other than 6x01 they've scarcely been away from one another. Her UC mission in 5x21 yes but doesn’t really count. They talked every single day. So it’s truly the longest they’ve been apart. No wonder she is at a 19. Poor Lucy. Kills me. Such a wreck without him. Tamara asks if Tim is still ghosting her? Lucy tries to defend their situation. Not well but she sure tries lol

Lucy is barely keeping it together and it shows. I love that we get a shot of her pin-up board from that BTS video. The cupcake poster hehe Hopefully that makes a triumphant return in s7. Tamara doesn’t want to add to her stress... But let's her know she wants to move out. With friends from school. Worst timing ever. It makes sense but the timing is horrendous. Lucy takes so many hits this season. It’s almost worse the second time around somehow.

This time Lucy goes to an actual adult about Tim. Not useless Nolan who was painfully inept for her. Couldn’t fit it in but we see her touch her tattoo when she approaches Angela. *heart clutch* I love Melissa for doing it every time though. So subtle yet impactful. Nice little mini gut punch to start the scene. This was the right call though. If anyone knows Tim like her it’s Angela. Lucy asking if she should alert Grey? Honestly she should've but here we are. That would've been a whole other set of problems though...

Lucy feels like she’s going insane so Angela validating her helps. (at first) You know she finds this behavior of his incredibly alarming. We can see the immediate worry painted across her face. That’s her brother. She loves that man like he’s one. What sucks is that, even though Angela is empathetic, she doesn’t fulfill the needs that Lucy is going for. Which is reassurance and 'Hey let’s do this together.' A united front. Hoping since he is acting off Angela's reply would be 'Let's find out why as a team.' She is protecting her but Lucy is in a heightened emotional state and doesn't see that. Only see's being shut out further from Tim.

Angela plays her cards very close to her chest. Like a good detective would. Sadly Lucy wanted more solace than just ‘Trust him.’ That’s all she’s been doing for days. Poor woman is going out of her damn mind with worry. Even tells Angela as such. The reply she gets back not what she wanted… She wanted her detective gut and friendship. Unfortunately she just gets the former. That short lived validation she got earlier dying off quickly. Lucy is so damn upset when she takes off from the convo. Knowing if she sticks around she’s going to cry on shift. My damn heart. Melissa be killing me. Holy hell.

Angela scaring the crap out of Tim is hilarious. Serves him right tbh. This episode had me so upset and twisted, I couldn’t even enjoy scruffy Tim in a leather jacket. You know something is wrong when I can’t gawk over this man. Angela has zero trouble finding him. Because well it’s her. This is why Lucy enlisted her. She needed the best to help her. Such best friend behavior from the minute she enters his car.

Drinking his soda, calling him out, and asking WTF is going on? I adore her brazen bravery. This is why we love Angela Lopez. Willing to get herself fired for him. That she can take the hit not Lucy. I mean she’s not wrong….Angela could easily live off Wes. She would hate it but she could. It's a more viable option. Says it can be ‘Wine o’clock for her.’ LOL I always enjoy them. More of them in s7 please writers.

Tim doesn’t argue with her reasoning. Starts to explain the whole Ray debacle. Why he can’t just let him go. What he has on him. That he needs to catch him in a new crime. So he has reason to actually arrest him. Once Tim fully explains Angela just replies. ‘I’m in.’ Tim is shocked because of course he is ha Even though she is his best friend he can't believe has his back like this. Oh my broken boy. He double checks and asks if she’s sure? Her reply being the absolute best. ‘Yeah. I got your back boo.’ Hehe Lucky she’s your best friend my love.

We rejoin our bestie duo at the docks. Scoping out Ray on whatever back door deals he’s doing. She is studying Tim hard in this scene. It’s the best. Angela tries to impart some logic to Tim. Saying he’s followed Ray for two days and nothing. Asking how long he’s going to do this? Tim replying the most Tim Bradford reply. ‘As long as it takes.’ Angela is on her game today and doesn’t let him get away with it. Saying he’s just going to walk away from his job? From his relationship with Lucy? All to arrest a guy he hasn’t thought about in over a decade?

Something isn’t adding up for her and she is letting him know it. Angela gives her patented look. Knowing it’s something more. There’s a reason she’s such a good detective. Woman knows how to get to the root of things. Tim has only given her surface info at this point. Definitely not enough to justify this crusade he’s currently on. Let’s him know Lucy would understand why he lied on the report. She would even commend him for it really. We know she would. She love his soft heart so much. Tim agrees and says she would still get in trouble for knowing and not reporting him to IA.

A risk she would gladly take if you’d let her Timothy… It’s here Angela digs a little deeper. He gets a second stare. Tim finding it aggravating and telling her as such. Angela let's her next truth bomb drop. Saying he’s doing it to protect himself as much as her. That there’s something he’s not admitting. Mic drop. Nailed it and Tim knows it but won’t entertain it further. Has him dead to rights and he knows it. We then get the glorious BFF line. Like it or not she is. lmao Has your number just like your girl.

We return to Angela’s for Tim to break our hearts some more. Theme of this episode. One punch after another. Literally no time to breathe unless you check out during the other SL's. Which I did tbh.... They’re alone so she probes Tim further. Knowing that it has to be so much more than a report. He wouldn't let Ray get under his skin like this if it was that shallow. That he's bearing the weight of something on his soul. Tim gives in and begrudgingly explains what happened. That he had been squad leader most of his tour. That he was looking to move up to Sergeant First Class. Only caveat was he couldn’t have any rampant criminality in his unit.

Ray was in the way of this. Tim decided to keep it within the squad if they caught him themselves. He did an unsanctioned mission… Oh Timothy….He explains how Ray called in an air strike on them. Did this the minute he knew he was trapped. Schmuck would rather take them with him. Such a cowards move. The way Tim describes the air strike. Ugh my heart. His eyes filling up as he depicts how the world imploded around them. Eric is a master of emotion here. So expressive. Looks like he is right back there, with the most haunted look on his face. He thought he was going to die. Being so vulnerable I wanna hug him.

He and Mark were lucky though. The Humvee took the hit for them. But Henderson and Coyle were ripped apart….Ugh and now we see what he’s been bearing. That he led his men to their deaths. Their loyalty and faith in him had cost them their lives. All because Tim was in pursuit of a promotion. For personal glory. Explains why he wouldn't praise himself or take awards pre-Lucy. Or advance his career before her either. He didn’t feel he deserved anything good. Because the last time that was important to him, he got two of his men killed. Imma go cry now.... My poor broken boy. The PTSD is so real.

Eric continues to rip my heart out. Telling Angela there was so much blood. I can't imagine seeing that. They for sure thought Ray was KIA. No way he survived. It’s the way he catches his breath, tears in his eyes in this next part. I'm so upset for him. The way he points at himself when he says leadership. The failure and shame he feels for what he did. When we found out it would be his military background I was excited. I knew it would be dark though. Whatever this was. But my god. I wasn’t expecting it to be this. But makes perfect sense why he’s kept it from Lucy. He can’t bring himself to forgive what he did. How could he expect Lucy to? To still look at him like he’s the same man she fell in love with?

The deep rooted shame is evident in this scene. This is quite the weight to keep on your soul. One I’m sure he’s never told anyone. Not even Isabel about I bet. My guess is he buried it once he was state side. Like most do with trauma. Hoping it would never resurface. Sadly not how trauma goes... The way he tells the story it’s for the first time. You can tell. He’s right back there re-living it all. This scene gives us so much insight to Tim as a person. Why he is the way he is as a cop. As a person. It explains why he lost his damn mind in 2x01 over Lucy falsifying the report. Probably brought him right back there.

This is a very revealing scene. It makes sense why he shoulders things alone. It’s punishment for what he did. Doesn’t think anyone could love him enough to shoulder it with him. That breaks my damn heart. This ep makes me so emotional. *sad sigh* Nothing scarier than the person you love seeing you at your worst. With his background of abuse, it makes sense why he’s hidden this from Lucy. He doesn’t feel worthy of the comfort she would bring him. Only shame that he made a mistake. Tim is very self loathing and this is why. Coupled with his childhood it makes so much sense why he is the way he is…This one is emotionally heavy af. All his unchecked trauma barreling through like a bullet train in this ep.

Lucy arrives home and Tamara is there to take care of her. Saying she ordered pizza. I love this. She needed this. Lucy leaves the room to drop off her stuff. We hear a knock at the door and it’s Ray.... Earlier he scanned Tim’s vehicle and got Lucy’s address. Which made me sick to my stomach. I knew him grabbing it was going to end this way. Best way to get to Tim is through his heart. When Tamara opened the door and it was him..The hairs at the back of my neck stood up. Tamara calls out for Lucy. She emerges and goes into protect mode right away. Eyes on Tamara first but also hating her gun is locked up.

Heart was in my damn throat the entire time. Lucy handles herself like the bad ass we’ve all come to know and love. Commend her for keeping herself composed when she was terrified. I also adore her not putting up with any of his scare tactic BS. Her line about the only call she’s gonna make is for the ambulance. Like hot damn Lucy. Way to protect Tamara and yourself. It's true she could take his scrawny ass easily. I long to be the confident BAMF she is.

Doesn't hurt she’s still got the rage burning from being in the dark. So not only is her life being threatened now Tamara's is. This is Lucy's FINAL straw. It’s now bled over in the worst way. Not only that but she still has no idea what’s going on. We can see that mama bear come out loud and proud. It’s one thing for her to be involved it’s a whole other thing with Tamara dragged in. This is what pushes her to reach out To Tim. To cut his crap. Whatever this is has now endangered an innocent life. One she loves fiercely and will die to protect.

Lucy RAGE calls Tim and unleashes hell. As she should… Demanding to know where his ass is. Tim knowing he can’t hold her back any longer. So he lets her know. I mean Lucy is million percent done with this crap now. With his behavior, him cutting her out, all of it. So very very done. Rightfully so. I do love him answering ‘Hey, what’s wrong?’ Knowing she wouldn’t be calling unless something was. He for sure would’ve dropped it all to go to her.

But she was way too pissed to see that fact. She shows up like a bat out of hell. Biting his head off immediately saying 'Does she look ok?' No….she does not. Forever love Angela escorting Tamara out of the room. Mom and dad about to have it out so let's go. The concern all over his face kills me though. This was the last thing he wanted to happen. The very thing he was striving for by shutting her out backfired horribly. Not only did he endanger her but Tamara too.

It was Lucy’s final straw and she is showing it. These were the types of fights that are needed though. As much as this hurts she is fighting him to save them. Because he is worth the bother and effort. Just like he stated in 5x08. Asking why her and Chris never fight?They’re fighting against each other to protect one another it kills me. Also you know your ship has chemistry when even their fights are lightning in a bottle goodness. Just as amazing as their happy stuff. I can't speak enough to their fantastic on-screen chemistry. Even though this fight is fiery and hurts to watch it's hurts so good to watch them hash it out.

Tim explains who Ray is and Lucy don’t give a single fuck. It’s not who he is that has her raging. It’s him cutting her out that is. I love the movements Melissa does in this scene. I know she had an interview about her being mad. Thinking she was awkward. It wasn't at all. Was so real. I think she nailed it. Her body language is on point. How she stamps her foot. Shouting how who Ray is doesn’t explain why he iced her out. At all. She is VIBRATING with anger. Yelling at Tim to stop protecting her. Which he won't. That is like asking him to stop breathing tbh. He would rather die than not protect her. Ugh his reply of �� I can’t. I won’t.’ They’re at odds with the deepest part of their souls. Of who they are.

Tim will never stop protecting her. Just as she will never stop trying to help him. Been in her DNA from the jump. For him to not let her is just as painful as Tim not protecting her. *sigh* This is where their intense need to protect each other backfires so badly. Sounds romantic and sometimes it is. But in these type of moments, it shows the cracks in their already fractured communication. It real though. Communicating is HARD. Especially when you both come from abusive homes where that wasn't taught. If you aren't taught healthy communication you're just not going to do it. Simple as that. It's like a muscle that never gets used. Then when it does it feels so unnatural and painful.

These two are going to be the death of me. Hell they already have been. They have so much to work on in s7. It’s insane. I'm excited for it though. Lucy then brings up how Lopez was read in but not her. She is HIS PERSON. If anyone should be read in it’s her. Consequences be damned. Yeah Angela does have less to lose but that is NOT the point. Tim is clearly not getting that fact. I adore Lucy grabbing his hands during the end of the scene. Mirroring back she 'Can’t and won’t' not help him. Telling him she is over being to good girlfriend. He’s going to let her in NOW. Oooh lord. You Tell 'em Luce.

Their OP to foil Ray goes off without a hitch. Tim tells him it’s over. That there isn’t an air stroke to save him this time. Ray tells Tim ‘I am the air strike. I’m about to blow up your whole life.’ *grumble* It’s so true on many many levels. Watching Tim be so stoic in his IA investigation kills me. Wish could've fit this in. Eric be out here again making me emotional af two eps in a row. You can see the tears in his eyes but the rest of him is controlled. That military background of his coming in clutch.

it pains me to watch him lie and have it destroy him. I remember I saw people saying how could he lie? That’s not like him. Um no. This is very like Tim. Not to lie but to protect those he loves. If lying protects Lucy and Lopez that’s what he’s going to do. He has a history of being a little gray for those he loves. Isabel is a good example of that. All that went down with Detective Murphy was similar to this. ‘Some things matter more.’ Once again rings true with him. Tim is believed over Ray. Because even if Tim doesn’t want to believe this he is the better man.

Better reputation and Percy closes the investigation. Have missed him. But whoever he’s around it’s not good. Love the actor though. What happens after is rough to say the least. Never seen Grey as disappointed in Tim as he is here. Reprimanding him and having to report him to Pine SUCKS. R.I.P. Metro Tim. I loved you so…It’s killing Tim to have Grey look at him this way. Deeply respects him and to be scolded by him cuts him. Just dismisses Tim without further comment or fight….

God almighty the song playing in the background. I don’t even remember it. I only watched this scene once. I think I blacked out a lot in this moment. The immense shock rocked my system. Suffice to say it’s beautiful. The piano, the haunting oohs and lyrics are the perfect backdrop to this devastating scene. I felt this building anxiety watching this scene. Waiting for the hammer to drop. When she pulled him into her arms *phew* It was first breath I had taken in nearly two episodes. These eps had me on the razor's edge of sanity. I love her waiting outside for him and instantly pulling him into her arms. Just like Tim did for her in 5x22. I'm fine.....Imma cry as I write this. Horse heaven playing in my ears right now. Adding to my emotional state. These two getting me all weepy.

I’ll be honest I thought if a break up was coming, it was coming from Lucy the first time. Which is why this devastated me like it did. Having the full season in hand now. Makes total sense it’s Tim. At the time I thought would be her. But that wouldn’t be like Lucy at all. After everything he put her through. The secrets, the lies and shutting her out. She had every damn right. But she loves this man unconditionally. So unconditionally. Everything Lucy does in this scene is a reflection of that unconditional love. There to pick up his broken pieces despite all of that went down. Look at her in those gifs above.

Especially that second one. First time she took a breath too. So grateful to be here for him in this moment. I truly thought ‘Oh. Maybe we’re ok... She’s hugging him.’ Encasing him in her arms. Trying to absorb all of his hurt. Supporting him the way he sought out days previous. Gently cradling him against her. It's the tender way she nestled her fingers at the back of his head that gets me. Tapping into some ship crack for me there. *phew* Honestly thought with her being there for him they would make it out unscathed. I truly did. The chemistry from this hug is unreal btw. Tim doesn’t feel worthy in the least. The way he slumps against her. Doesn’t really hug her back like normal. Can't see Lucy is so willing to absorb his hurt and pain. To love him through this. This hug is beautifully tragic.

Lucy releases him and he looks as broken as I’ve ever seen him. 4x09 x 1000 tbh. He shirks away from her. Hands in his pocket. So disgusted and ashamed with himself. Something l've learned in Pilates is posture and the importance of it. When you stand tall and at full height. You are confident and sure of yourself. When you are slumped it presents a lack of confidence, shame, and feeling unworthy. His posture is screaming that. Like he feels he shouldn’t even be in her presence right now. He crushes me with how he says he lied about everything.

Then sarcastically almost sardonically follows it up with ‘But hey it saved my job….’ The amount of disdain in his voice is gut wrenching. The whole reason he was in this Ray mess was to further himself. To keep his career intact. He saw a promotion and went for it at all costs. What he just did lying to IA was to be that same man again. (In his mind) To put his career first over what’s right. Risked people's lives again as well. People he loves. Sickens him ten years later he’s doing the same thing all over again. Even though it's so different this time. There is still nobility in it with saving Lucy and Lopez. But this man can't see that right now. Doesn't see any good in this situation or himself.

Lucy does her best to sympathize. Telling him it was an impossible situation. If it had been her she would’ve done the same thing. Thing is if it had been for Tim yes she would’ve without question. But he can’t see the forest for the trees atm. He is drowning absolutely drowning in his self-loathing. Tim continues on with the painful self flogging. Telling her she would’ve never been in his position. Putting her on a pedestal while he makes himself very very small. That OTP line from 6x03 from him 'You could never disappoint me.' That is true. The problem is he doesn't realize he could never disappoint her either. Tragically Tim doesn't view it that way. Only sees he's not worthy.

Lucy once again tries to pick up his pieces. Telling him he thought he could handle it. He was wrong but made it right. It’s like she can sense him pulling away in this moment. Doing her best to calm his fears about himself. Trying to do what she’s always done in years past best. Build him up. Soothe him. Sadly she isn’t gaining an inch of ground with him. He is stuck in how he feels and there is no budging him. Tim is morose saying he wishes it was that easy….We can see the incredible amount hurt on his face. Telling her he just lied to two men he deeply respects. He is coming undone rapidly and Lucy can see it. I adore her putting her hands on him. Trying to right his ship.

Ground him to her in this moment. Because once again it's something she’s done so well in the past. Tim is spiraling so hard he can’t see her gesture for what it is. Tells her he just betrayed everything he thought was right about himself. *heart clutch* Lucy can’t stand him talking down about himself. Tries to interrupt but Tim won’t allow it. Lucy graciously nods and lets him get it out. Especially when he tells her how hard this is for him. She is so wonderfully understanding it makes my heart ache. Tim feels like he is a bad guy. Thought he had gotten past this and was sucked back in so easily. Truly believed he had become a better person since then. (He has) Ray was right he was gonna blow up his entire life.

He just exposed Tim for the fraud he already felt he was. Bringing his greatest sin to light. Bringing up feelings of not being deserving. Of inadequacy. His abuse background pulling into the station and not leaving. Tim is back to a place of massive self loathing. Saying he has been lying to himself for years. Thinking he’s gotten better when he hasn’t. To him he reverted back to the man he thought he left behind. Not only that he put his person. The woman he loves at risk to cover up his past. To cover up his shame. It’s hitting him like a freight train of terrible realization. Continuing on to say he can’t go back to the way it was. I was hopeful when he said ‘Right now.’ Then followed it up with maybe never….

Lucy had been nodding along. Being so wonderfully empathetic and understanding. She was with him till he said that. Then she is hit with her own terrible realization. He’s leaving her. She is losing him. In the same parking lot where he told her to take a risk. Where she expressed her concern over losing him if they did. Worried about losing the most important relationship in her life due that risk. The same spot where he told her 'Unless it is.' A giant stab to our collective shipper hearts.

It's why Lucy is in a state of utter shock. As we all were tbh. She shakily asks him if he’s breaking up with her? When he said I’m sorry. I remember having to pause. Freak out and cry. I recall chanting ‘No no no….’ To myself repeatedly. My dog was very alarmed. Because I was distraught af. I couldn't believe this was really happening. My happy place was being decimated before my eyes.

Look at the range of emotions on Tim's face before he delivers that line though. Eric you why you doing this to me? They blow this scene out the damn water. it's so visceral. and raw. He looks like he's about to have a breakdown before he delivers that line. Battling with himself about it. There's a desperate need to want to stay with her. But his self doubt and hatred wins out knowing he isn't deserving. Do I think he came out thinking he was going to do this? A little. I think the more he spoke about it and himself the decision was made. He wasn't going to be be talked off this ledge.

The way Lucy replies after this rips my heart out. This break up feels like death by a thousand paper cuts. Months later and this hurts just as much as the first time. Lucy doesn't hold back in the least. Telling Tim he doesn't get to do that. Her line about using it as an excuse is so spot on. This Ray situation has hit VERY close to home for Tim. An insanely sensitive subject for him. It's rubbed against a wound that never really healed properly. Just was buried in the back of his mind.

He doesn’t have the capacity or emotional maturity to handle it. So he ejects out as a coping mechanism. Lucy calls his ass right away for it. It’s so painful to her that he is doing this excuse. Because it feels like a crappy cheat to them. To her. It's truly a cop out and our girl deserves better than this. Especially after all they’ve been through together. All that rapport and trust they’ve built over the years. It’s an insult to who they are as a couple and the relationship they’ve developed. Sadly that all vanishes in this moment. It’s stunning Lucy and straight murdering my feels.

Her ‘That's not okay.’ is a dagger to my shipper heart. The way she continues to repeat herself cause she's in shock. Ugh.This goes down as one of the most painful breakups I've had to go through. Lucy is so upset he is going this route. Melissa had a great interview (quite a few actually.) About the lie line and using it as an excuse for Tim. She noted Lucy is upset cause how he’s acting isn’t them. That they get to have these conversations. Not only have them but recover and grow from them. It’s what she expecting from him in this moment. It's what she expected from his 5x08 Mantra going into this relationship.

She is telling him I’ve got your back. I’ve got you. What are you doing? What happened to ‘Unless it is?’ Lucy continues to vehemently disagree with him. As she should. The worst part is Tim says ‘I know.’ Like he knows what he’s doing is wrong. Knows to eject after everything isn’t ok. Yet he can’t stop himself. He is not emotionally mature enough to handle this conversation properly. Also too blinded by his own self-hatred to see the unconditional love she is showing for him in this moment. God this is painful.

Tim then comes in with the breakup line of ‘You’re an incredible person.' Lucy can’t believe this shit . She really can’t. That Tim is is doing this to her. To them. Even though Tim is being genuine with his statement. You can hear it in his voice. Doesn't do anything to soothe the wounds he's causing. Once again Melissa crushing it with the upset body language. The mannerisms are so on point. Maybe it's because I'm Italian and I use my hands when I'm upset. I do exactly what she's doing. Why I appreciate it so much. It's so real.

It's a cop out what he is doing. 'It’s not you it’s me' schtick. We see the anger building in Lucy. She can't even look at him in the second gif. For him to toss away what they have is painful enough. To do it based off a cliched excuse is destroying Lucy. Thinking what they had was worth so much more than this. Thought they worth the nasty fights. No way she knows fully what happened or she would figure out why he's really doing this. That’s what makes the rest of Lucy's replies so god damn tragic. She is trying to hold onto him for dear life. But is only being pushed away in return...

Tim continues to push forward with this breakup. Letting her know she deserves better than him. It's SO much deeper than that but it's the only way he can convey it right now. Her ‘Oh my god…’ This is her worst nightmare. Her biggest fear come to life. This is why she hesitated starting this relationship. Why she was so afraid of risking her most important relationship. It's unfolding before her eyes and she can’t stop it.

Like a bad dream she can't seem to wake up from. We all wish we could...Tim has never felt worthy of Lucy’s love, light or praise. This reaction just proves that. It's been building for a long time and this is the final result of it. It’s not logical but a trauma brain rarely is. The amount of emotional and physical abuses he endured growing up left it's mark. Has him truly convinced Lucy could never love him knowing what he did. Tim feels he does not deserve her comfort, support or love.

Punishing himself and denying what he need most because he feels unworthy. Thinks he has made a mistake so grave there is no coming back for him. No way she could love him if she knew. So he like Angela stated earlier Tim is protecting himself. Pains me to watch. Now as I've said before it's not to excuse but to explain his side of it. I understand why he's doing it even if it's fucked up.

He doesn't give Lucy much more than she deserves better. Tells her it's why he's walking away. This man feels so undeserving of the love she has to give. In his mind he thinks he’s doing her a kindness. To separate herself from such a shameful and broken man. That she could do better than him. To Tim he made the biggest sin and can’t live with himself about it. He can't envision a world where Lucy would love him through it. The tragedy is she already was in this scene.

Lucy isn’t hearing any of it. Full on panic spiral that I shared in this moment. Her ‘Don’t do this. Why are you doing this?’ Is the most soul crushing part. She can feel him slipping through her hands. Like sand rushing through her fingertips. She can’t hold onto a grain of him. Can only stand there as he gives up on them. His face in the third gif...Knife to my soul. *screams into a pillow* It's killing him to walk away from her. Eric and his expressive eyes has me bawling. The quiver in his bottom lip as well. Gah it hurts to watch them both in so much pain. It’s the way she pulls away with one hand, but is clutching his other hand for dear life, that really gets me in that last gif.

Asking him once again why are you doing this? I shared that sentiment in this moment.. Tim stands firm in his decision to end them and rip all of our hearts out. Eric had a great quote about how Tim handed this whole thing. ‘He is impulsive and he reacts instead of thinking things through. And it can come out as a bit too strong.’ He feels he is a burden Lucy therefore he is removing himself. Not thinking about the damage it’s going to do to her. The immense regret he’s going to feel when he regulates a bit more.

Something therapy has taught me is we are ruled by our nervous system. Anxiety, stress, fear etc Tim’s was haywire in this moment. All of them going off at once. Not thinking clearly. Acting out of fight or flight. He took the flight option unfortunately. The tragic way he grabs her head and gives her the saddest head kiss. Shattering all of our hearts in the process. It’s the devastated look on his face when he strokes her hair and takes off. One final gut punch from him. It's like he’s leaving behind his greatest treasure and can’t bear to be around it any longer. Lucy is clutching to him until he departs. *snifffle*

The man actually thinks she is better off without him. Truly believes that. Even if Lucy had succeeded it keeping Tim, this would've reared it’s ugly head again down the road. This breakup ruined my friggin life. I kid you not. They were my happy place. My consistent happy place. And now that was gone. It affected my mental health a little too not gonna lie. I think I was in mourning for three weeks. Honestly I still am. Low key will be till they're fixed. Those three weeks were unbearable. But also needed. Thank you again to my bestie D for being my mourning partner through out that. Kept me sane.

That being said I think this will push them in the best direction. A healthier and stronger one. I truly believe that. I recently broke up with a friend who I had been friends with for ten years. It was very hard on me but time. Boundaries were being pushed and it wasn't healthy anymore. My therapist pointed me to a wonderful book called ‘Goodbyes and good boundaries. ’ While It helped heal my heart it also has really good pieces in it. Stuff made me think of this very ep tbh. Sure that wasn't her goal LOL But my brain is always in a Chenford state of mind in some way or another.

First one that made me think of them. ‘Health cannot bond to unhealth.’ As much as it wasn’t fair for Lucy. And god it wasn’t after everything else this season. Tim was in such a radioactive state staying with her wouldn’t have worked anyway. He was radiating turmoil. Lucy can do a lot for him but not this. He NEEDED therapy so much. There are things you learn in there that only your therapist can help you with. He was unhealth and Lucy was trying to keep her empathetic healthy self to him. It was never going to work. Not unless Tim put in some work. Which he couldn't at this point in time.

“Relationship often die not because of conversations never had but rather conversations needed but never had.” Another good one made me think of them. Tim was not ready in the least for the adult conversation required of him in this moment. Or their entire relationship really. They both danced around the issues a lot. 6x02 closest we got. Even then it was one sided. Thus them dying in this moment. Despite Lucy’s damndest to keep them afloat. Remind him of what they’re fighting for. Of why they started this. This breakup was painful af. Despite how this wrecked my world it’s going to be good for them in the long run.

I will say Lucy in that last gif was all of us in that moment. It was a soul crushing moment that decimated this fandom. Still blows my mind Melissa and Eric were surprised just how insanely devastated we were. Why they did those lovely posts during the three weeks. To thank us and to hold on. Growth is coming. They’re going to be even better after this. Doesn’t mean this didn’t hurt like a SOB and won’t long after they reunite. Curse you Eric and Melissa. You are incredible to evoke such emotions out of us all.

Thank you for going through this with me again. It wasn’t easy but they always worth it. Appreciate any and all comments, likes or reblogs I get. I shall see you all in 6x07 :)

Side notes non chenford

Balian doing the creepy bed thing again. Just have to note that.

Also can’t believe they didn’t end the ep with their breakup. There is a whole minute or so of I don’t give a shit after that scene. I was so distraught they could’ve had Nolan walk into a wall and I wouldn't have noticed.

[softguarnere]

HEY BABY GIRL!!!!

It's your girl, your sweet cheese, your good time gal (someone please shut me up omfg). Now...you know i am a Joe Toye lover, and if you've seen me recently...he is the only man on my mind. I was wondering if you might indulge me a little with a Joe Toye x reader where they're besties since young and both end up being paratroopers together but then something happens and he thinks he's lost her but she's actually fine and maybe like fluffy reunion...idk tbh i'd take anything you write and eat it up so do whatever. Love youuuuu xx

Seven

Joe Toye x reader

A/N: OMG BELLA I MISSED YOU!!!! 💖 WELCOME BACK BABE! And of course we have a fic with a T Swift reference for you hehehe (This is written for the fictional depictions from the show - no disrespect to the real life veterans!) Thanks so much for the request, and I hope you like this 💕 Warnings: mentions of war, death

You would kill him if you knew where he was right now. And yet, here he is. Trying to reassure and comfort your mother while sipping coffee from her finest set of teacups. The same teacups, he’s now realizing, that you used to serve him water in as children, calling it tea while the two of you played house, discussing the workplace as if you had any idea what went on there, while the adults around you struggled through the lack of those very places during the thirties. It could just be a coincidence, but after spending most of his life around her, Joe Toye would like to think that he knows your mother better than that.

“And you know how hardheaded she is,” your mother is ranting, cutting a fresh slice of poundcake and placing it on Joe’s plate. “She isn’t going to listen to me. Or anyone for that matter, now that her mind is made up.”

Oh, Joe knows exactly how hardheaded you are. In no small part thanks to the times that he accidentally clobbered that very head during neighborhood football games.

“(Y/N) feels good about this, Mrs. (Y/L/N),” Joe says, unsure of what he’s supposed to say during your mother’s hour of need. She’s right, after all – your mind has been made up, and it will not be changed.

“But do you?” Your mother fixes him with a hard gaze, raised brow and all.

You were with Joe when he went to enlist. He had watched your eyes sparkle when they fell onto the sign stating that women should inquire within about an exciting new opportunity that would allow them to serve their country like never before. And he had been by your side when you both left the building, both holding papers and smiling at the thought that you would be becoming paratroopers – together.

“Yes. (Y/N) is strong. She’ll be good in – “

“Joesph,” your mother interrupts. The façade finally falls as she collapses into the chair across the table from him, head in her hands. “She’s my baby! What if something – oh, God forbid! – happens to her? I couldn’t live with myself.”

Joe is by her side in an instant. When he announced that he was joining the Airborne, everyone had clapped him on the back and congratulated him. You have not had the same experience. While everyone keeps assuring Joe that he’ll do great things, the same people have been cautioning you to be careful. Some have even warned you that you should just give up now. And it’s all only served to strengthen your determination, with every underestimation making you more sure that this is what needs to be done.

All that is to say, Joe has no clue what to say to your mother. She needs to be comforted. But he’s out of his depth.

“I’ll watch out for her,” he finally manages.

Beneath the comforting hand that Joe has placed on her shoulder, your mother freezes. Watery eyes gaze up at him. “You – you will?”

“Of course.” The two of you have grown up together. You’ve always been friends. Why would he stop looking out for you now?

Your mother throws her arms around his neck, wrapping him up in a tight hug. “Oh, thank you!”

Joe is struggling to come up with something more to say when the sound of the front door opening and shutting saves him. Your footsteps echo through the front of the house as you call out in greeting.

“Ma! I’m home!” Stepping into the kitchen, you cross your arms, leaning onto the doorframe as you let out a loud sigh. “Wow, you would almost think that Joe is the child that you’re sending off to war instead of me.” You smile, and anyone could see how much you love your mother.

She wipes her teary eyes and pats Joe’s arm as he stands, returning to his seat. “I’m going to miss having someone around who doesn’t get into trouble all the time,” she teases as she cuts a slice of poundcake for you.

Something about the change of topic tells Joe that she would rather not have you find out about their conversation. His watching over you can be their little secret. And a job that he’ll readily accept.

After all, he tells himself as he watches you laugh at something your mother says. You would do the same for him.

--

The adrenaline from taking Brécourt Manor still hasn’t worn off yet. Joe is laughing at something that Guarnere said as they head back down the road. Something about this moment makes him feel invincible. This is why he chose to become a paratrooper, he realizes.

More men and women have congregated in the town since he’s been gone. Finally glancing at his watch reveals that he’s been gone most of the day. Wow, really? It didn’t feel like the assault took that long at all. At least it kept him busy, instead of sitting around here, waiting.

Joe scans the crowd, hoping to catch sight of you. When he doesn’t immediately spot you, he stops one of the other female paratroopers as she passes.

“Hey, Lilian. You seen (Y/N) around?”

Lilian pauses, her pretty green eyes widening slightly. “Oh. No.” She bites her lip, holding back something more.

“What is it?” Joe presses.

Her hesitation is not a good sign. Then she blurts out, “No one has seen her since the jump.”

“You mean – “

“She was supposed to be in my drop zone – but she wasn’t.”

The reality of it all sets in. (Y/N) didn’t reach the drop zone. Did she even make it out of the plane? God, he promised your mother that he would look out for you. Yet, here he is, with no clue where you might be.

He may have only just reached Europe, but he’s already failed his mission.

--

The dust is settling over Carentan when the incongruous cheer and subsequent peel of laughter hits Joe’s ears. Somewhere off in the distance, someone is celebrating. Meanwhile, he’s guarding Doc Roe as the medic moves along the streets, inspecting the bodies strewn over them to see if there’s anybody still alive that he can help.

“Thanks for doing this,” Roe says as he stands once more, moving on to another body.

“Hmm?” Joe snaps his attention back to the moment at hand. “Oh, no problem.”

Except there is a problem. He’s trying to catch a glimpse of every face as Doc Roe checks the bodies. He tries to make out names on dog tags, dreading that one of them might belong to you. He couldn’t stand it if he found you here, like this. What would he tell your mother? How would he ever erase that awful image from his mind? Of the little girl that he once played house with, lying motionless on these cold streets? It’s no better to imagine you going down in a plane doing a fiery corkscrew as it nosedives to the unforgiving soil of a foreign land. But at least he didn’t have to see that.

The terrible job done, he follows Roe back to the rest of the company. Despite everything that just happened, a few smiles can be expected, along with congratulatory words. But this is more than that.

A small group of men mill about, talking, smiling, as they watch a smaller group of the female paratroopers huddled together in a group, all talking loudly and looking excited. From the corner of his eye, he can see Doc Roe glance at him, but before the medic can ask what’s going on, the crowd parts and Joe freezes.

There, in the middle of it all, is you.

“(Y/N)?” It comes out louder than he means for it to, and his feet are already carrying him, double time, in your direction before he realizes what he’s doing.

You look up, your eyes widening. “Joe!” You launch yourself at him, throwing your arms around his neck and pulling him in close.

Something rushes through Joe’s chest like a flash of lightning, too many feelings at once. There’s shock, relief, and something that he can’t quite name. Not caring about getting written up for fraternizing, Joe hugs you back, holding you close, lest you slip away from him again.

“Jesus Christ. I thought I lost you,” he says into your hair.

“I’m fine, as usual. Can’t believe you would doubt me like that.” Your voice is light, teasing, but your grip on him tightens. The usual confident swagger doesn’t leave your voice, but you admit in a quieter voice, “I, uh – I missed my drop zone. Had a hell of a time trying to find the rest of the company. But here I am!”

When the embrace ends, Joe still isn’t ready to let go. He leaves his hands on your shoulders, studying you. And you, for your part, hold onto his webbing. “I was just worried about you, is all.”

You nod. “I was worried about you, too. I – “

“Easy Company!” A booming voice interrupts. “We’re moving out!”

Quickly, while everyone is distracted, you raise yourself up on your tiptoes and press a kiss to his cheek. Heat rushes to Joe’s cheeks. He feels his eyes widen. You just smile at him, casual as can be.

“We’ve been friends since we were seven. You can’t get rid of me that easily, Joseph.” Then, you rejoin your friends, leaving him to replay the scene over and over in his mind.

He turns to watch you go, unable to move his feet from where they suddenly appear to be stuck to the ground. He’s held in place by the weight of his realization – the emotion that he couldn’t name was love, for you.

[back2bluesidex]

I'm Foive!

Anyways

Okay I have 2 songs

These two. Make it angsty but give it a a happy ending.

Um.... Member 🤔...... Jimin 🤷🏻‍♀️ ✨✨

Teardrops - JHS

Pairing: Music producer!Hoseok X Assistant!Reader

Theme: Angst, unrequited love au, friends and collogues to could be lovers.

Song: Teardrops on My Guitar

Word count: 1431

Warnings: Allusions to Hoseok being a fuckboy, an emotional confession, indirect rejection, open ending.

Minors and Karens Are Not Allowed in this Blog!!

A/N: Finally! Finally it's here. I have talked to bestie @phenomenalgirl9 and changed the member to Hoseok because why not. Idk how is it, since the song is not really something I choose to hear. Hope you like it tho, my girl.

“Really? You asked her out?” your eyes go wide with Hoseok’s admission. 

“Yes. What’s with the expression, Y/N?” He chuckles, brushing off the evident displeasure on your face. 

“U-uh not-nothing. You are strictly ‘no string attached’ type of guy. So.. I am just surprised.” you look down on your lap. 

“I know right? But..” Hoseok looks away from you. His eyes wander in the empty space of the studio as if he is trying to picture her there. 

“She’s irresistible. She’s beautiful, she’s funny, her knowledge of music is better than anyone I have ever worked with. And her cooking.. Umm.. delicious. But above everything. She understands me, she matches my vibe completely and I- I love spending time with her, I just love talking to her about anything and everything.” he pauses for a bit and then continues to break your heart, “I like her, Y/N. I really do.” 

You stare at him and wonder how he could never see that he does all of those things with you too.

Yeah, you probably are not as beautiful as the woman in question but you make Hoseok laugh more than anyone else. You have been assisting him for the past two years because your knowledge of music certainly pays off. You are a decent cook and you never shy away from bringing new recipes that you experiment, which he enjoys wholeheartedly. And about talking.. Hoseok probably never counted how many late nights you have spent with him over phone calls, empty beer cans on the terrace, half-eaten cups of ramyeon in his studio, cold and stale fried chicken at his house, talking about everything starting from overbearing loneliness to the smell of fresh paint.

And still.. He doesn’t see you, even when you are always right beside him, always within his reach. Is it because you never climbed his bed? Is it because he never thought you were eligible enough for that?

Tears start forming in your eyes and unlike other times, you can’t blink it away. Your eyes are so heavy that it’s hard for you to even move your eyelids freely. And as a result, teardrops start falling on your jeans. The droplets get soaked in the material, providing them a darker shade than their original tone. 

It takes Hoseok a few minutes to make out that you are crying. And when he does, he starts panicking. 

“Y/N.. are you? Oh my god. You are crying.” Hoseok reaches for face. He cups your cheek so lightly as if you will be bruised if he puts too much pressure into it.

You move your face away from his grasp. Angrily wiping your tears away with the sleeve of your sweat shirt, you voice through your choked throat, “Yes, I am crying. But don’t ask me why. I might not be able to hide it anymore.” 

Partially being hurt as you moved your face away from his thouch and partially being confused about your behavior, Hoseok decides to pull the truth out of your lungs. 

“What? What are you hiding?” he asks carefully. 

A sarcastic laugh bubbles in your throat unwillingly, “Really? You are really asking me that?”  

“Y/N, I don’t understand anything. Please tell me what’s wrong. Why did you start crying as soon as I said I like…” Hoseok’s voice disappears in the thick air when realization hits him. 

“No way. No! Don’t tell me you-” 

“Yes. I am in love with you.” you finish for him. 

“But I know you have never looked at me as someone to be more than just a friend and an assistant. No matter how hurt I get seeing you with different girls every night, I sucked it all up, put a smile on my face and continued pretending that it didn’t matter.” you avert your eyes from him and stare at the ceiling, “but.. I can’t anymore. Now that you finally found someone to keep you company for more than just a night, I might as well move on and start afresh.” 

Hoseok’s heart hammers in his chest but he doesn’t know why. He knows you are right. He has never had any thought about what you and he could be. You are so precious to him that he protected you by drawing clear lines of boundaries. And Hoseok doesn’t like crossing boundaries, neither does he like when people cross them. But with you… he doesn’t know. He is not angry with you but with himself for unknowingly hurting you this bad. 

Keeping his eyes on your profile, he starts to speak, “I am so-” 

“Don’t say sorry. It’s not your fault that you don’t feel the same for me.” you cut him off. Even though your heart is shattered, you don’t want Hoseok to blame himself. “Can I ask for a favor tho?” you sigh. 

“Sure. Tell me what can I do?” Hoseok tries to reach for your hands but you move them away to wipe your face.  

"Can I take two weeks off? I need some time to calm myself down. We don't have much workload these days. So…" you mumble through your sniffles. 

"Y-Yes. Sure. You have a lot of piled up vacations anyway." Hoseok doesn't like the sound of it. What if you never come back? What if you leave this job? How will he even survive without his most competent assistant slash one of the closest friends? 

But he will let you go if that's what heals you. If that's what you want. That's that. 

--

The guilt of hurting you has been eating him alive. But what's worse is your absence in his life.

No one pesters him for his meals anymore, no one seems to know how exactly he likes his coffee, no one knows which beat would work the best in the background, no one picks up his calls in the middle of the night, no one covers him with a blanket when he falls asleep in the studio.  

All of a sudden, he is empty. 

His late night fucking sessions are only a temporary diversion now. He hasn't seen the woman he seemingly likes after the conversation he had with you that day. 

He tried calling you and texting you but each time he swiped his fingers through the keyboard, your tear stained face flashed in front of his eyes and he stopped. 

Suddenly Hoseok realizes, it's you who is more important. But the question is.. what does he actually feel for you? 

He doesn't know the answer but maybe he will find it out when you come back, maybe he will understand what it is when he gets to have a heart to heart conversation with you over some beer or coffee. Maybe? 

But, Hoseok's hopes die and fears take the shape of reality when after two weeks your resignation mail comes instead of you. 

– 

You cried and cried and mulled over what to do for the entire first week. 

At the beginning of the second week, you went on a tinder frenzy. 

On the second day of the second week, you ended up on your tinder date's bed. 

On the third day you started crying over Hoseok again. 

On the fourth day, you started looking for other job openings.

On the fifth day, you get called on an interview and get the job. 

On the sixth day, you type out your resignation mail. 

And on the seventh day, you hit the send button. 

– 

On the first day of the third week, you find your doorbell ringing. 

You are about to take the very first bite of your meal but someone has to interrupt.

You are pushed into a half amazed and half confused state when you find Hoseok on the other side of the door. You thought he would be more than relieved to know that you have quit. It would be awkward to work together after your sudden confession, especially when you know Hoseok doesn't like certain boundaries to be crossed (which you have clearly done with no remorse), thus, you quitting the job should be the best option from Hoseok's perspective. So, what is he doing here? 

When you let him in, he looks grateful. 

"Hey, can we talk?" He whispers staring intently into your eyes as if he has missed getting lost into you. 

"Yeah.. sure." You reply with a small voice. 

"I missed you." His voice quivers.

"Me too." You smile a little. 

You don't know where this is going but if it's Hoseok.. you are ready to get hurt for years and years. 

--

[aprilshifts111]

Since I've seen most people do this, I'm going to introduce myself ❤️

Hallo Everyone, My name is April Divina (not my true name but I want it to legally be) but you lovely ducks can call me April ✨

I am a She/Her/Hers Female Woman and I am Bisexual ❤️💙💜 (I'm not fully out but I'm comfortable in myself to say) and my favourite colours are black and Dark Blue .... My Zodiac sign is Aries and my MBTI is INFP-T if anyone was wondering.

For those who don't already know, I'm a Hellenic Polytheist 🏛️🌕 converting from Christianity ✝️ but I'm still relatively new so go easy on me. I worship and work with Selene, the Titan Goddess of the Moon 🌕, Aphrodite ❤️, Apollo 🌅, Athena 🦉, Circe 🦁, Persephone 🌺, Demeter 🌾, Hera ♀️and Hestia 🔥BUT I hang out with Hades, Hermes, Lilith (Not Greek I know but still), Medusa🐍, Nyx🌌, Helios☀️, Hephaestus ⚒️, Dionysus and Zeus ⚡

But I'm also a writer and I've written one full book and planning 11+ other WIPs 👍🏿

Now that's it about me and my personal life, let's talk about the stuff I'm in.. Like fandoms and Music 👍🏿

Starting off with Music/Artists 🎶:

Banshee - Sirencore, You are what you fear in me, Vultures, I may be a doe, Birth of Venus

Brutus

Chappell Roan - Good Luck Babe, HOT TO GO, Casual, Pink Pony Club

Ruth B - Dandelions, Lost Boy

5SOS - Teeth, Youngblood

Rihanna - Breaking Dishes, Where have you been, Diamonds

Sabrina Carpenter- Expresso, Please Please Please, Looking at Me

Mitski - I bet on Losing Dogs, Pearl, Nobody, Francis Forever, Washing machine Heart

Laufey - Goddess, Falling Behind

Yaelokre - Harpy Hare, Hartebeast, Neath the Grove is a Hearth

Rammestein - Sonne + Du hast

Indila - Dernière Danse, Tourner dans la Vide, Ainsi ba la vidé, Love Story.

Olivia Rodrigo - You can't catch me now, Jealousy Jealousy, Deja vu, Traitor, Driver's License, Good 4 u

Ariana Grande - God is a Woman, Positions, One Last Time, No Tears Left to Cry, Thank u Next

Taylor Swift (Obvi) - Prophecy, Enchanted, Wildest Dreams, Willow, Knew you were Trouble, Bad Blood, Maroon, Dear Reader, Mastermind, Marjorie, Don't Blame me, Bejeweled

Dolly Parton - Jolene

The Weeknd - Starboy, Blinding Lights, Call out My Name

Florence + The Machine - King, Which Witch, Dream Girl Evil, Girl with One Eye

Melanie Martinez - Mad Hatter, Dollhouse, Nurse's Office, Mrs Potato Head

Billie Eilish - What was i made for, TV, Everything I Wanted, Ocean Eyes

Wanna be Yours

Romantic Homicide

The Neighbourhood - Are We too Young for this

...I have LOADS more but you'd be reading for centuries If I included every single thing I listen to so MOVING ON

Fandoms ✨:

Helluva Boss

The Owl House 🦉🏡

The Amazing Digital Circus

Bendy and The Ink Machine

Disney (yes, there is a fandom)

My Little Pony

Epic the Musical ❤️

Gacha (FOR THE NOSTALGIA AND THE MUSIC)

Six The Musical (For the Music)

Hamilton (For the music)

Books I love 📚✨:

Defy The Night by Brigid Kemmerer

Curse so Dark and Lonely by Brigid Kemmerer

Red, White and Royal Blue by Casey (Don't know her last name)

The Girl who Drank the Moon

The Gilded Ones, The Merciless Ones by Namina Forna

The Loop by Ben Oliver

It is Never Ok by (forgot the author's name)

A Poisoned Heart, Cinderella is Dead by Kaylen Brown

Heartstopper (of course) by Alice Olsen

Circe by Madeline Miller

Hopefully, you find similar interests in what I like and/or have similar experiences with my personal life in terms of religion etc and I hope this reaches the right audience and we can all be besties 😊🫰🏿

Danke! (I'm not German, I just speak it through Duolingo)

P. S: Please see this, it took me the whole morning where I live for me to do this Lmao 😭

[lady-of-ocs]

*Through tears* hEY BESTIE GUESS WHO WATCHED THE MOVIE AGAIN (pt. 1)

OH GEE I WONDER WHO IT WAS. SURELY NOT ME In all seriousness, I watched it again! Not sure if anyone remembers, but the movie was actually the first Haikyuu content I ever posted about here on my blog. WAYYYYY back on November 7th (I think I posted it the same day that I watched it). Rewatching it took significantly longer (I watched it over the span of 3 nonconsecutive days) because I was just so emotional over it. This was the first piece of Haikyuu media I ever consumed! I was all sappy over rewatching it. So, of course, now that I'd watched the entire show, I knew I needed to rewatch it.

AND OH BOY I HAVE THINGS. I HAVE SO MANY THINGS. HERE WE GO BRACE YOURSELVES.

IT’S MY BABIES MEETING FOR THE FIRST TIME AGAIN I’M GONNA CRY

“My friend plays and he needs me, so I do it for him.” KUROKEN FOREVER MOTHERFUCKERS -> I’m going to be squawking about them this whole time aren’t I (answer: yes)

I AM GOING TO CRY LOOK AT HOW PRECIOUS MY LITTLE BOY IS

The animation style is just gorgeous. I don’t think I realized how beautiful it was the first time I watched the movie, honestly. It feels like a mix of the animation from the first three seasons, a dash of season 4, and a new thing

Taketora having to be the one to wake up Kenma lmao. Look at my sleepy boy. Me too, Kenma. Me too

My bed head baby

Meanwhile, me seeing Kuroo: MI AMOR ❤️❤️❤️❤️✨✨✨✨❤️✨✨❤️✨✨❤️❤️

“The shrimp texting you?” I love when they call Hinata a shrimp lmao

DUDE IT’S THE BOYS FROM THE SUMMER TRAINING CAMP TALK ABOUT A GLOW UP HELLO

Bokuto and Akaashi are also here and I'm very happy about it!

The banter between Kuroo and Daichi is a delight to watch. “Kings of the diving drill” KUROO STOP BEING FUNNY I’LL KICK YOU

They’re so stupid I love them. Also the ref back behind them like “am I interrupting something?” AND HOW LONG HAVE THEIR HEIGHTS BEEN THAT FUCKING DIFFERENT???

I completely forgot that Daishou and Mika were in the movie, tbh Love Mika teasing her boyfriend, though. She’s my fav (not really, but I do genuinely like her character a lot!)

Okay so I was looking at the picture and immediately I zeroed in on Kenma like “he looks so small!!!” And then I kind of analyzed it. Kenma’s probably hunched down so that he doesn’t look very big, hence why he looks smaller than Yaku, who likely stretched up as tall as he could so that he didn’t look so short. And then you’ve got the towering man Lev in the back

I didn’t realize the difference between the size of Nekoma and Karasuno’s cheering sections either. Nekoma’s is fucking huge! Also, I will always love that Yamamoto’s little sister is leading the chants. This child is like 12 guys, surely you teens can cheer without her influence

Bokuto wanting to run down and play both Karasuno and Nekoma is not only on brand but also adorable. And I love Akaashi being like “dear god please don’t”

This is literally the cutest thing I’ve ever seen Yamamoto do and I’m delighted. TORA I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR BEING THE ONE TO DRAG KENMA EVERYWHERE

THE WAY HE DRAGGED KENMA’S HAND IN BY THE WRIST THAT WAS CUTE AS HELL

Kuroo and his cheesy science speeches god bless

I was going to gush about the starters as a whole but then I saw my springy boy and I was just like "you bring me unparalleled amounts of joy and I want to spread that to others" SO HERE YOU GO LOOK AT THE SPRINGIEST BOY IN THE WHOLE OF JAPAN (that might actually be Hoshiumi but YOU KNOW)

Huband #1 (WELCOME BACK TO MY HANDSOMEST BOY ❤️✨)

LOOK HOW PROUD GRANDPA UKAI IS OF HIS GRANDSON! Why is he in the hospital though? Or whatever this place is? It seems like a hospital

Husband #2 (Blowing kisses at my screen for you Kuroo)

Fukunaga genuinely has a cat face and that delights me. He’s so cute

BUT WHY DID YOU NOT ANSWER THE QUESTION OLD UKAI? WHY AREN’T YOU THERE? YOUR STUDENT IS THERE AND YOUR FAMILY IS THERE SO WHAT’S UP WITH YOU YOURSELF??

I already know the outcome to this game but that doesn’t mean I’m going to enjoy it any less

Watching both teams go full out in the first set alone was so on brand for both of them but no less of a delight to watch (I say like I wasn't lecturing them in my head like "CHILL OUT YOU COMPETITIVE IDIOTS")

Both of these teams are so strong and I love watching them play. Should this movie have been a season or at least half a season in itself? Absolutely! But for what it is, the movie does a good job and it’s the first bit of Haikyuu I ever got, and I remember it really made me feel better and know I wanted to dedicate myself to the show and actually sit and watch it

“No rematch, right, Kenma?” With so much enthusiasm. I love Hinata. AND THE FACT THAT THAT’S WHAT DROVE KEN KEN FOR THE REST OF THE GAME

I adore that Kenma’s the one leading the discussion because he’s the brain and has analyzed everything really carefully. I love Fukunaga’s “cat that ate a snake and then we ate a monkey” metaphor thing. I don’t understand half of what he says but he delights me OH WAIT THEY BEAT DAISHOU AND HIS TEAM (snakes) AND THEN MAYBE THE OTHER TWO TEAMS ARE THE MONKEY?

Me, looking at Kuroo: Shut up, sexy face

THEY BOTH USED SYNCHRONIZED ATTACKS BACK TO BACK. AND NEITHER SUCCEEDED BUT NEKOMA GOT THE POINT

I love him mucho

ALSO NOT DAICHI CALLING HIM A DICK I DON’T THINK I CAUGHT THAT THE FIRST TIME HELP-

“When it comes to annoying blocks, Kuroo is the king” SO REAL

The stupid hyena has come to bother the French fry

Kuroo sitting there giving advice to Tsukki just to get a rise out of him (it works because Kuroo’s good at getting under skin too)

I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THE ASANOYA ATTACK!!! NISHINOYA SETTING FOR ASAHI MY BELOVED. I LOVE WHEN THEY WORK TOGETHER LIKE THAT

I SAID IT ONCE AND I’LL SAY IT AGAIN. NOW KISS <3

Yaku complimenting Nishinoya! I seriously love the Nekoma/Karasuno dynamic. Like, they’re rivals but they’re also friends with each other and can appreciate a good/cool play

THEY’RE SO FUCKING COOL EVERYONE GO HOME NO ONE CAN TOP THIS COOLNESS

“Let’s see…how are we gonna crush ‘em?” Kuroo I’m gonna need you to never do that sexy growl again for the sake of my sanity thank you bae ❤️

Yachi being so stressed from the sidelines is just cute. I love her. Also I just realized that she actually talks and I can’t remember if Kiyoko says anything during the movie (update: she does not)

Not Suga screaming from the sidelines. Suga is the encouraging mom we all deserve

Not Tsukki turning around and going “leave me alone” I love him. He's such a bitch (and I say that with the most affection)

Kuroo looking past Tsukki at Yamaguchi “and by that, you mean someone else is gonna kick my ass?” Because KUROO KNOWS

Had to include one of the big Tsukkiyama momests from the movie (they were sparse pickings but there were a whole two!)

”He’ll surpass me someday so I know he can beat you” HE HAS SO MUCH FUCKING FAITH IN YAMAGUCHI I AM FERAL OVER THEM

AND YAMS IS SUCH A GREAT PINCH SERVER I AM SO FUCKING PROUD OF HIM LET'S FUCKING GO TADASHI!!!!!!!

Akiteru getting all emotional over Tadashiiiii (it’s his future brother-in-law, of course he’s emotional) But in complete seriousness: it's really sweet. Akiteru obviously cares about Tadashi a lot and has a lot of pride. I mean, Tadashi's been Tsukki's only friend for YEARS. I'm sure he's practically like another little brother to Akiteru

Living for the fact that Kuroo gave Tsukki advice and Tsukki immediately thought of it on the next (shown) block Meanwhile, Kuroo knows it's his doing and is a smug fuck about it

Bokuto being like “that’s my boy!” about Tsukki and Akaashi’s like “he’s on a rival team, Bokuto!” AKAASHI JUST LET BOKUTO ADOPT TSUKKI COME ON Or, you know. Try to adopt Tsukki. Not sure Tsukki would be down with that

THE LITTLE COLLECTION OF TSUKKIYAMA MOMENTS INSIDE THE SILHOUETTES OF TSUKKI’S HANDS AND THEN BOTH OF THEIR HANDS/BODIES STOP IT

STOP THEY MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME

“That block was sick!” “So was your serve!” YOU GUYS I’M GOING TO CRY The fact that we’ve literally never heard Tsukki this enthusiastic while praising Tadashi I am going to be sick

“Thanks to everyone here, sometimes, I’m almost having fun.” TSUKKI MY DARLING YOU HAVE GROWN SO FUCKING MUCH LET ME HUG YOU

The way Kageyama was all frustrated at Tanaka and scolding him, but then Nishinoya made a point and Kageyama’s frustration vanished and he was like “oh yeah guess you’re right”

Nekomata is so wise and I like listening to him analyze both the team and Kenma! He recognizes that Kenma’s not as invested in the game, but there’s still investment. He’s just waiting for his moment

I have a new appreciation (from the first time I watched the movie) for Daishou’s analyses of Nekoma’s play style. He knows because he’s played them before!

THE WAY KUROO HAS NO FAITH IN LEV’S TECHNICAL SKILLS BUT KNOWS THAT HE’S TALL ENOUGH TO FORCE IT THROUGH (in theory)

KENMA DID A FAST RUN!! NICE JOB, KENMA!

“He’s put a lot of work into this. It’s rude to compare me to someone like him” why did I say aw.

He’s rethinking his limits and he’s making that sweet little face I give him little kisses on the face

HINATA’S LITTLE FACE WHEN HE RECEIVES AND LOOKS AT KAGEYAMA LIKE “did you see that, Kageyama?”

We already have a deuce in the first set? Who am I kidding? Of course we do. And then we have this: NOT ME GOING BACK TO MY NOTES FROM THE FIRST TIME I WATCHED AND REALIZING THAT KARASUNO LOSES THE FIRST SET -> I SPOILED IT FOR MYSELF OH MY GOD HAAHAHA

“I might actually be really good at this,” Kenma thinks to himself. CONGRATULATIONS BABE YOU’RE OFFICIALLY THE LAST PERSON TO KNOW HOW GOOD YOU ARE AT THIS GAME

They’re all like “oh fuck, the ball!”

good job, boys. Good job

Kenma imagining all of the starters as Hinatas sends me every time. THEY LOOK SO SILLY

WHAT IS THIS GAY ASS SCENE WHERE KUROO IS JUST QUIETLY APPROACHING AND WATCHING KENMA, AND WHEN KENMA SMILES AND SAYS THEIR TEAM IS STRONG, KUROO GASPS ALL SOFT. LIKE KENMA JUST PROFESSED HIS LOVE OR SOMETHING

A cute kitty and his big spooky boyfriend (I love them)

The way they interact is just so cute to me. I ship them, of course, but even in the frame of friendship, their relationship is so sweet

Kenma is just so clever with his strategies. Having Fukunaga serve directly at Hinata so he has to get the ball is so smart. Suga says it best: they’re getting Hinata to bump the ball so that he can’t do his quick attack (or at least not as frequently) WELL THAT BACKFIRED HUH. LOOK AT HINATA RUN! HE’S SUCH A SPEEDY LITTLE GUY. HE BUMPED THE BALL AND THEN IMMEDIATELY GOT UP AND BOLTED SO THAT HE COULD SPIKE AND GET THEM THE POINT WOOOOOO GO HINATAAAAAA

Kenma doesn’t have to say anything particularly threatening and Hinata still leaps back like a frightened cat (ha, irony). It’s Kenma’s smile. Sometimes it’s cute and silly. Here, it’s spooky

Bokuto don’t sneak up on my daughter like that

“Don’t rain on their parade.” Pause. “Wait, is that what rain on their parade means?” And Akaashi’s little nod and “you got it.” Bokuto, never change

DUDE I FORGOT THAT IT WAS ASAHI’S KILLER SPIKE THAT ALMOST TOOK OFF YACHI’S HEAD HOLY FUCK PRINCESS DID NOT FLINCH I AM SO PROUD OF HER

HAS GOSHIKI ALWAYS HAD SUNA’S ENGLISH VA OR DID THEY CHANGE IT FOR THE MOVIE SINCE IT WAS A SMALL ROLE? BECAUSE THAT’S DEFINITELY NOT HOW I REMEMBER GOSHIKI SOUNDING

I do, of course, have to mention the appearance of MY BOY. THE ONE AND ONLY TENDOU SATORI

NO BECAUSE I NEED TO TAKE THE WEEKEND TO RECOVER FROM THIS ONE SHOT. Tendou with his head on the table while Goshiki shares his iPad with him despite Tendou annoying him literally ten seconds ago

I love Tendou sitting here giving commentary too. Especially as someone who’s played Karasuno and knows their play style well (analyzing them is what he DOES as a blocker). Also him calling out how one-sided the commentators are when talking about Nekoma and not Karasuno

SPOOKY BUT SO COOL

”That’s why I hate those guys” oh Tendou. I love you dearly

Tanaka and Asahi are all worn out meanwhile Hinata and Kageyama are like “no way we’ve got so much energy”

They’re purposefully wearing down Karasuno, but they’re also wearing themselves down. So there’s that

YAMAMOTO BACK WITH SHOWING THEM GUTS AND KENMA DESPISING THAT WORD. I LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC IT’S SO SILLY

Lev actually scared Hinata! LEV! I know he’s like 7 feet tall but come on. He’s like a huge puppy

Those kids calling Hinata “Sho” is so fucking cute. I cannot cope

OH THEY REALLY SHUT HINATA DOWN WITH THAT ONE. FULL ON WALL. IRON WALL, EAT YOUR HEART OUT

Kenma is really good at this. Like really good. He knows how to shut Karasuno down

I noticed they were leading Nishinoya up front in that play before it cut to old Ukai too. It blocked Hinata from dashing, which stopped any potential quick going that direction. I love seeing Nishinoya notice it too! He’s a total airhead except when it comes to volleyball

FREE MY BOY HE AIN’T DO NOTHIN WRONG

KENMA CAN BE SO SCARY AND I LOVE THAT FOR HIM. His quiet demeanor makes him feel very small and nonthreatening, but when you see his intelligence, it becomes very clear that he could be scary if he wanted to. And I feel like you only get this side of him when it comes to volleyball, which makes the whole thing all the more interesting

BABY KUROKEN YOU’VE RETURNED TO ME

HE’S SUCH A CUTE LITTLE SWEETIE. HE JUST WANTS TO SHARE SHRIMP CRACKERS WITH KENMA AND MAKE SURE HE’S EATEN

No seriously Kenma is scary. He planted a seed of doubt in Hinata’s head and now Hinata’s in a downward spiral. Remind me not to get on Kenma’s bad side because I think it would kill me

Lev is so fucking loud. Like girl stop screaming in my ears. I know you're happy but YEESH Lev fucked up his serve and that makes me happy

Honestly I love how they created Hinata’s feelings of powerlessness and overwhelm in visual/audio form. The static noises and intense music paired with things he’s said to Kenma or vice versa is a really good way of doing it And the fact that he was so locked into those insecure feelings that he was kind of close to crying (it felt like that to me, at least) and Nishinoya had to call his name to snap him out of it

SUGA’S IN I’M SO EXCITED “We can’t pack up the party after only two sets” PREACH, SUGA! WE LOVE A MOTIVATING SUGAMAMA! I’M SO GLAD HE’S HERE

A phenomenal dig from Hinata!

It’s honestly kind of heartbreaking to watch Hinata keep trying and trying but not getting sent the ball and not being able to do anything because of what Kenma’s done with the team’s strategy. He’s been made completely irrelevant when it comes to attacks (that was a great save when he dove, though). And it kind of solidifies his mental state when he slips on the sweat. I just can’t imagine doing that. I’m not mentally or emotionally tough enough for it

I was watching him clean up the sweat on the floor and he looked so small that it actually made me want to cry. I don't think you realize how tiny he is aside from "haha tiny" until he feels small

Ah yes, forgot about that bit. Kenma’s actually disappointed that he’s crushed Hinata like this. It’s not fun anymore Meanwhile: STOP IT WITH THE FOND LOOKS, KUROO. YOU’RE GOING TO DESTROY MY HEART

NOT HINATA FLASHING BACK TO WHAT SHIRATORIZAWA’S COACH SAID TO HIM AGAIN. HONEY YOU ARE HURTING ME

SUGA COMING IN TO MAKE ME EMOTIONAL AND MAKE ME FALL MORE AND MORE IN LOVE WITH HIM SUGA. SUGA PLEASE ONE CHANCE ONE CHANCE SUGA

No but seriously. Suga is such a comforting character. He’s so kind to his teammates, especially the underclassmen. And he knows what to say when he needs to say something. He makes me want to cry and I wish I could hug him

I know Kenma is like. Generally a good person. But in volleyball he is cruel and unrelenting and I am vaguely terrified. WHAT DO YOU MEAN "keep struggling"?! I AM NOW ACROSS THE ROOM FROM YOU COWERING IN A CORNER

GOD HINATA YOU’RE SO RESILIENT AND INSPIRING. FLY LITTLE CROW FLY!!!!!!!

GOD I LOVE THIS MOMENT Hinata’s big jump and that spike is just such a fantastic, incredible moment. You love to see it. I’d watch it over and over

I AM OVER HERE SOBBING LIKE A PROUD MOM

AND THE TEAM LOOKS SO PROUD OF HIM TOO I AM BASHING MY HEAD AGAINST MY DESK

KAGEYAMA DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO ACCEPT PRAISE AND THAT MAKES ME LAUGH

KENMA’S LITTLE KITTY SMIRK PLEASE- kitten you’re meant to be a devious little imp in this match, stop being adorable

I KNOW INUOKA THIS TIME! WHEN I FIRST WATCHED THE MOVIE I WAS LIKE “oh who’s that guy???”

Okay so I said "part 1" in the post's title because uh. I reached the 30 picture limit and I have more screenshots. So I'll post the other half of my reactions tomorrow. K THX LOVE Y'ALL BYE

[harrywavycurly]

Life with Steve and Eddie: Random Convos

Masterlist: Here

A/N: Because sometimes you just need to ask your two guy besties some questions…some maybe be a little more random than others✨

“Why do boys not shower everyday?” “Uh do I look like a guy who doesn’t shower?…She’s totally talking to you Munson.” “Get fucked Harrington I shower everyday and sometimes twice a day…who’s the smelly dude in question?” “Yeah who’s stinking up your personal space with their lack of hygiene?” “No one I was just wondering…after a while you all just…get this smell…it’s weird.” “It’s just man.” “Pardon me? It’s just what?” “Yeah Eddie…it’s what?” “It’s just man smell…you know like when your after shave and shit wears off? And you’re just left with…your…scent…” “you call that…just man smell?” “Yes?…what? You’re gonna try to tell me it doesn’t make sense?” “No that’s the thing…it actually does…” “Munson making sense? That’s terrifying…” “you’re both a bunch of assholes.”

“Would you sleep with me?” “What the fu-” “I’m sorry what did you just ask us?” “I’m just curious…am I cute?” “Totally…adorable.” “She doesn’t wanna hear she’s adorable Harrington she wants to know if she’s fuckable you dick.” “Oh uh well yeah…yeah..you…are.” “Smooth Steve…really fucking smooth…and to think you were once upon a time such a ladies man…” “fuck off Munson I just wasn’t prepared to be asked if I’d fuck my bestfriend while trying to enjoy a day at the lake.” “I don’t want to know if you’d personally sleep with me Steve I’m just curious if I’m…attractive in general.” “Yes..you are a thousand percent attractive…to anyone that has decent eye site.” “Thanks Eddie.” “Steve?” “Yes I agree you’re very attractive.” “Dude relax she’s not gonna jump your bones Jesus go take a dip…” “sorry sorry I’m just…is there a reason you’re asking? Did someone say something to you?” “Yeah do we need to add a name to the ass kicking list?” “No…no it’s not that I was just curious that’s all.” “Promise?” “Yes Steve I promise…now let’s go swimming.”

“Can you feel your feet?” “Oh fuck.” “What’s wrong?” “Steve! Can you feel your feet?…mine are off.” “Oh fuck.” “My thoughts exactly…she’s a goner.” “We’ve been at this party what? An hour?…how is she already gone? It was your turn to watch her Munson.” “Watch her? I’m not a babysitter Steve that’s literally your job.” “I was gonna take over for the next hour you asshole we agreed!” “Oh look someone gave me a sho-” “no more shots for you missy…give that to Harrington he needs to loosen up.” “Let’s just…put her on the couch and get her some snacks and she’ll be fine for like an hour or so…” “Steven Andrew Harrington we are not going to force feed our drunk bestfriend snacks so we can party for an extra hour…Jesus man it’s just a house party you dickwad.” “You’re right…we take her home and tuck her in then come back.” “Exactly…gotta make sure she’s safe and sound then we can come back.” “You’re…you’re…gonna party without…me?” “Not the shaky lip…Steve she’s doing the shaky lip.” “Listen…we just want to reach your level that’s all but it takes us a little longer and you’re…well your feet are turned off right?” “Oh god you’re right! They are!” “So we need to get you home so they can recharge.” “Yes exactly what Eddie said…gotta get you home so your feet can get ready for tomorrow.” “Okay! My bed can fit all our feet.” “Fuck me…I knew she was gonna say that.” “Give it to me straight Harrington…We aren’t coming back are we?” “You know her bed is like quicksand…once we lay in it there’s no getting out till tomorrow morning..” “damn her and her magical fucking bed…I just wanted to get drunk…” “sorry Munson…grab her left arm I’ll get her right.” “She fucking owes us…” “oh she doesn’t owe us shit this is what friends are for.” “God I just love you guys.” “We love you too.”

[justallihere]

i'm going insane bc i was away for the weekend and left my phone alone (god bless) and came back to a whole chapter PLUS love declaration PLUS forehead kiss ?? omg.....

Mira is not letting Xaden rest like ever, I do wonder what Violet told her while Xaden was prepping her bath tho.

“Not if it bothers you, they can’t,” said Xaden. “I’ll make sure they keep it away from you.” 

oh he wants violet to be comfortable so baaaad he's the embodiment of "is the sun bothering you queen" and im so here for it.

i'm totally fine and sane over xaden washing violet's hair im not kicking my feet or anything and im definetely not crying over how soft they are and how much trust must violet have on him bc she's letting him touch her hair after it being threatned to be cut.

forehead touches are my faaaav so u can imagine how well fed i am after this chapter and for that i say thank you alli *dramatically bows*

Xaden not wanting her to feel like she wasnt love so he just declares himself to her had me weak, like it could've been this grand gesture but nothing between them has ever been planned or expected so he just winged it and it was perfectly what she needed. talk about soulmates !!

when u told us the declaration was gonna hurt i didnt have this imagined in my mind but im so glad it happened this way and not the way i thought it was gonna happen. it was so bittersweet !!

ALSO she def knows she loves him shes just not ready to admit it bc in no way in hell would she ask him to say after he declared himself if she didnt know she also felt something

also the way they first slept i know xaden neck was complaining

also violet reminded me of a cat who always try to get closer in their sleep. she just wants to cuddle !! and shes so real for that

Rhiannon is truly a bestie!! not her terrorrizing the love interest we love a ride or die bestie, even if sometimes she's unresonable

“You whisked her away before anyone could check on her.” 

bestie there was not one single part of her that wasnt broken what was the man supposed to do *cries* but i do understand her stress

SLOANE MAIRI !!! not her calling the king of tyrrendor her brother i love that for her !! she's a princess so true. also i looove xaden and liam's talk it wasnt too cheesy bc tbh they dont operate like that but it was so genuine !!

can the guards chill !!

Garrick is just like me!! i too love gossip and will put my hands on it as soon as i can. but garrick its been like 12 hours wait a little longer or violet herself will call u out again. but also not garrick begging xaden no rule to country and he's just like "no <3" love that for him his wife just got back running a country is very far from his mind.

“Is that what you told her to do?” Rhiannon raised an eyebrow. “Get over it?” “No, but you’re not her, are you?”

He's so ??!!

the development of violet a few chapters ago being like "he didnt hold me while we slept bc there had been no excuses for it in Aretia" to now being like "im gonna curl into your arms so hard you'll never escape" and honestly good for them !!

anywayyyy i LOVED this chapter

lol a lot happened this weekend, welcome back!!!

Xaden’s literal one and only concern is Violet and her comfort, fuck everything else. I’m totally not fine and sane about the hair washing so I guess we balance each other out 🫶🏻

They are very much soulmates!! Xaden didn’t plan to fall in love with her, of course he didn’t plan some grand declaration of it either, we’re just going with what feels right. Violet is a grumpy little kitten yes you’re right

Rhiannon is stressed as hell, like give her best friend back RIORSON where is she

Garrick needs both gossip and for Xaden to do his job and he’s getting neither of those things! Too bad so sad!

Thank you!!!! 🩷

[moonfurthetemmie]

I went to sleep thinking about Supernova so now you have to deal with them again

So after all hell breaks loose and they’ve been trying to find a solution to the problem for a while, Slash and Delusion are probably going to end up meeting up alone once in a while. Might not be intentional. Likely won’t admit to it when it is intentional.

Pretty much the only place Delusion and Slash could hang out safely *and* have Delusion’s aura suppressed so he can just chill and not worry about hurting himself by having negative emotions is probably going to be Delusion’s apartment.

Unless they, for some reason, go through the trouble of setting up a little secret place with a magic suppression field. But that’s so much troubleee

So slash just breaks into his apartment. Because that’s so much safer (sarcasm). God only knows how she managed it. Delusion doesn’t bother asking, he doesn’t care anymore.

It’s so weird for her to see him emoting like a normal person. She never saw this before she started breaking in, and while she’s not surprised he has the suppressor thing in his apartment, it’s so bizarre that it almost feels like danger

fortunately it’s not. At least, not inherently.

But then sometimes they just end up in a back alley alone and neither of them come home for a while so. Yknow.

also can I just.

Them having an almost soft moment, because feelings are getting to be so much. Delusion, who by now has completely given in to the feelings, asking if she’ll stay the night. He just wants her there. It doesn’t have to be anything else. She can leave whenever. She could leave at the crack of dawn if she wants.

Slash naturally wants to say no. It doesn’t feel right. She’s always been with Byte and Pluto and they’re going to be so worried when she doesn’t come home.

“Eventually, that won’t be problem,” Delusion says.

“…If you could promise not to brainwash them it’d probably happen a lot sooner.”

“I don’t brainwash anyone. I just help them see things my way. If they decide that’s the correct way, that is their choice.”

“Yeah, sure. Like all those people who protested JR’s methods suddenly preaching about how wonderful it is switched extremes in a week of their own volition. I don’t care what you call it. You don’t need to do it to Error and Nightmare.”

“And risk them taking you away? Or Nightmare leaving again? No.”

“You’re the reason he left in the first place, jackass.”

“…yes. I am. But I will make it right.“

eventually Slash agrees. because despite herself she does want to stay. Just this once.

Can I ALSO just

“One way or another, we’ll find a way to make this work.”

Delusion knows she doesn’t like his solution, but he’s willing to “help” her see how good it would be.

She knows he would. But she’ll introduce his head to a baseball bat if it’ll get him to just agree to do it her way.

Honestly their goals are pretty much exactly the same, it’s just the method of getting there that’s the problem.

The goal is for them to all just be chill, Slash can have her besties and an inadvisable boyfriend, Delusion will get to have his childhood bestie back and an inadvisable girlfriend, and also Delusion will clear them of charges from JR and help them hide from the rest of law enforcement so they can do whatever they want.

If they were all chill there’s the slight possibility that the horror squad would help him take targets out, but they’re a bunch of petty little shits so it’ll take quite a while before they even seriously think about it.

[trulyyoursdevil]

My bestie dad had got new car so while chatting with her dad(Uncle) , I congratulates him and so he asked me to join him for lunch at home after our class . I given my nod and took permission from my mom for staying late there . After school we went there and it is simply wow red car 🚗. He took us for a quick ride and had icecream by the corner shop near his house. My bestie and uncle was having same icecream and it’s simply amazing . He kept licking while he was driving . She is playing naughty while we all laughed . We reached home and then lunch was ready . My bestie asked daddy for today’s special treat and uncle simply lift her up and kissed her gently , while putting down he said it’s my favourite food he prepared. I was so happy as I wasn’t expecting such surprise lately. I can see my bestie a little sad to hear it but she managed to pull me and hugged me . We three were there only As her mom was not around. While serving food uncle smelled my hair and teased me with word, NICE ! I always liked him as he is so nice and gentleman. We had our lunch my bestie got a call from her cousin as he is visiting him as they planned to meet somewhere in between . She forgot this as he is about to reach the place so she hurried away and asked me if I am ok to stay or her daddy will drop her home . She felt so sorry and I assured it’s ok I will manage. After she left in hurry this is my first all alone with her daddy in her house , infact I never visited anyone like this alone ever. Uncle asked me if I wana go home or stay for a while . I said it’s ok I can be here . He asked me to join the video game as we always play when I am here . We started playing the game and he is such a wonderful guy keep asking am I comfortable enough. I always feel home with him . After I lost the game , I turned on tv and started playing random channel, and played music. My favourite swift Taylor and I couldn’t stopped dancing slowly. He was watching me and smiling . I took his hand and we both started dancing . He is such a bad dancer but tying his best to match my tap . Then he hold me by my waist and we are enjoying the song. I hugged him closely and completely into his arms now . My first with him so intimate closer with him. He is gently scrubbing my back and dancing . I looked up after lifting my chin-up and he is looking into me . I lift my toes up and nodes him to kiss me . He kissed my forehead first and I melt like iceberg with his charm. Then he kissed my lips while holding me tight a bit. I loved it . Then he stopped and asked me am I comfortable and I said yes . He hugged me tight and the lift me up in his arms. Took me to sofa nearby . I was in my school dress . Kept me carefully over there and sit beside me . I moved myself and sit on his lap . Now I r facing each other warm breathes and he kissed me more passionately while admiring my beauty and smell. He kissed my sweet spot my neck and I get more warm with his each passing kisses . I took his hands and take him to my thighs under skirt and he start caressing slowly . Oh geez I loved his touch and the way he caressing remind me my daddy . He softly asked about am I ok if he open my shirt buttons . I said daddy I am all yours , he is so surprised and kissed my forehead again, I don’t know why I said and called him daddy but I did . He removed each button carefully and kept kissing softly . He kept my shirt open and looked into my white bra and my small boobs so meticulously. He simply kissed my supper left breast and said how beautiful they are . I asked aren’t they smaller than his daughter and he replied with smile , it’s not about the size ever for him , it’s the inner beauty and trust . I melt agian with his words . He reached my back to remove bra strap and now I am all upper naked , he took my bra and took into near his nose and smelled it. I was still in his lap and arms . He sucked my left nipples and then right one by one . I was moaning high in ecstasy . He started playing with fingers around my pink nipples . They were aroused enough and I was so high .

[hopes-memorial]

Easedrop hehe :3 I don’t care for which muse

Normally I'd do all of them, bestie, but gotta reduce it to two... sorry.

Amai x Gundham x Hajime

"Marin, you don't... no, they're... you don't... uh, let me talk already!" Rarely did they ever get annoyed when they were about to talk with Mari, but with how she was going on and on about the princess that she had bad history with and speculating on Sonia's company, they were getting a little annoyed.

"No, no... Gacchan isn't like that and neither is Hina-chan. They're both the sweetest guys ever. Gacchan has these adorable hamsters that are always with him that are called the Devas, and they're all so sweet! ... yeah, yeah, hehe, those are aaaalways really cute, right? Amai should make some for your skrong! Hm... but Amai doesn't know what they eat... you'll have to tell me later. Gacchan would probably really really like to see it, too! He loves aaaall animals so much and he always has so many treats for them with him and they all love him so much... hmm... it makes Amai swoon over him every time....

"Hina-chan is suuuuper cute, too, though. He's so sweet to me, and he always makes sure that Amai is taking care of myself. He needs to take better care of his own self-esteem, though... hm? ...Yeah... Amai is here to remind him that he's a suuuper sweet and perfect guy for me! And he is! He's so thoughtful and he has this perfect awkwardness that makes him just the cutest guy ever.... I just... it makes me want to be just hug him all the time! Aaaah, he's perfect, they both are. You have to meet them one day, Marin. You'll love them, too, Amai is sure of it... Oh, think Amai has to go, talk to you later."

Haruka x Yukino

"Yes, mother, I am more than enjoying my time at the academy. It has created quite a few wonderful experiences... one of which I would want you to bear witness to yourself if possible." Haruka's mother made sure to call everyday, though with how much there was to report on and how busy her mother was, she didn't always have the chance to yap about her lovely and perfect girlfriend to her mother.

"No, mother, this is nothing upsetting, quite the opposite in fact. ...yes, I suppose you could say that, though it is, in truth much more than simply a close friendship. I'm convinced that she is my soulmate.

"There is a kindness and compassion to her that I have never seen in another person before, and with her respect for the dead... I can hardly think of anyone more sublime than her. The air of mystery that surrounds her only makes me all the more enchanted by her, and her expertise with ghosts and spirits...." She sighs softly before listening and chuckling. "Perhaps I'm a little head over heels... though it simply cannot be helped, mother. Do you think... all right, thank you. Until we see one another once more," she says as she hangs up, not realizing that someone in particular had been watching her the whole time.

[skzdarlings]

Hey darling :D

I haven't sent my usual play-by-play rants this time XD That chapter was to be digested in silence fr🧘‍♀️

A 10k word count is no joke so firstly, thank you for deciding to share this story with the fam <3 I can't wrap my head around the fact that there was supposed to be more, but you opted to make it a different chapter

So, dearest darling, I just wanted to say:

Each fic you do, the thing I find most exciting is the creative ways you dodge using 'y/n'. Let me tell you, I live for it. Like with the bodyguard au you decide to describe how he talks to mc instead of just simply slapping 'y/n' onto the sentence and calling it a day... and that just does it for me.

For this specific chapter I love how you used Jisung's and Hyunie's characters. Han starting the chapter literally made me go :( Partially bc he doesn't know his besties sleep in the same bed and have been doing so for the past 4 years. I wonder if they ever tell him...

With Hyunjin, ugh the character developed queen you are. Especially the part where mc is making sure he eats that cupcake ("You eat! You eat!"~Han Jisung) Tbh this chapter is so angsty bc yet again I go 😔 Sure, mc's life is basically hell but she has Felix... Who does Hyunjin have? :(((( I'm worried about him, does he have anyone he can rely on? :(

I audibly yelled when Felix caught mc with her hand in her pants 💀💀💀💀💀💀 I CACKLED! It was so funny to me like why couldn't a homegirl think of doing it under the covers😭😭??? Or in another bathroom of that humongous house

This brings me to the humanness of the chapter. A moment of silence for your ever-impeccable use of imagery🙇‍♀️ They're just kids. They really are just a boy and a girl at the end of the day. When Felix leaned over to peck her forehead I genuinely stopped reading for a second. The way he handles her so gently (most of the time hehe), coupled with the way she was counting the seconds.... Like darling be fr😭 How will I ever move on from this fic? I loved every description of how she clung to him because she didn't really know how else to deal with what she's feeling. And for heaven's sake Felix, KISS HER ALREADY! I love how I'm saying this knowing he can't. Ooh which reminds me, i loved the part where you said that crossing that line would have to be intentional. No not-so-accidental hanky panky here hah. For all the cliches that are allowed to slide in fanfiction, I once again love how you simply refuse to be ordinary.

Lastly, onto the smut hehe ;) The tension was everything to me. The build up was superb. All the times he rushed to the bathroom 😭😭✋ My favourite part was when he asked mc if Hyunjin had kissed her. I know that part wasn't steamy but if I was mc that would have told me all I need to know ✋ Anyways, you ate up every fic and it's author's pet with that mutual mast******** I would've physically died. The way you described everything fbdhgfjfjtjidbm

Separate sub-point for this bc the way SHE PUT HER HAND IN HIS MOUTH

🕳️🤸‍♀️💨

Hands were everything in this fic. And the way neither of them could finish without having physical contact with each other.

PLEASE SEND AN AMBULANCE

P.s: the way all it took was a 'shh' from him. That was personal. I felt targeted.

Ok, the end😂 These asks always end up being so long no matter how hard I try😔❤️

😭😭😭😭😭😭 this message is amazing, i so appreciate the time you take to write such amazing commentary!! it absolutely makes my day, you have nooo idea! 💗💗💗💗 i feel like i am so bad at replying to comments and just keep saying thank you hahaha but truly thank you thank you. those things you touched on were highlights for me when writing and i love to see what most jumps out at people too as readers. also hehe yes 🤭 the hand in the mouth was A Moment

thank you so so much again. comments like this really get me excited to write more 😊💗💗

[candiedapplez]

I ask you all of the questions from that one reblog. Good luck/nf/j

Omg ok this will be a while then tehehehehehehhe im not complaining though!!!! Heres the questions so u can look at the questions and the answers!

1.this one is OBVIOUS!!! A-90 and Opheebop!!! DUUUUUUUH!

2.lighter. Ive never used a match before

3.ew no!!! I don't want buggies crawling in my room while im sleeping!!!! However i have before!

4. Aaaaaa ive never really gotten into that stuff so i cant really give an answer-

5. A really dark brown!!

6. Oops i did that again???

7. Well idk ive used both and they are both work really well! however i do think scrunchies are safer for your hair, i use normal hair ties more often because scrunchies are more bulky and yeah i dont prefer that, but both are great!

8. Six. I have six.

9.NONE! COFFE IS GROSS BLEEEEEEGH!!

10. Ofc!!

11. Does drawing count?

12. Good day!!!!! I havent cried yet so-

13. Not too long ago, like an hour ago actually. I had pizza! (Incase u were wondering)

14. HELL YEAH!!!

15. Nope and i never want to be 😗

16. NoooooOoOoO-

17. Nope i have perfect vision muah

18. I DONT WANNA SAY TEHE! (Sry)

19. Yea ofc!!! But they probably wont turn out good…

20. Soda…. Ive never seen or heard anyone say pop before….

21. Plushies!!!! I have a unicorn plush my old friend (we dont talk anymore since she moved) gave me for my 7th bday!!!! Yes i remember when, yes i still have it! And its in perferct condition!!! Also there was this one kid who ig had a crush on my and he gave me a basket full of stuff for valentines day and i still have said basket-

22. I have no clue what this means? I guess sensitive?

23. Love it!!!!!

24. Eating :] (and joking abt pushing each other off probably/JOKE/JOKE/JOKE/JOKE)

25. Aaaa i use all of them but i use lotion most so ig lotion?

26. Idk what to say for this one aaaaaagh

27. Like 5 i think? Ive been getting better with my sleep time!!!!

28. Not anymore, our school last year said we could take them off, however i was SO insecure about my face (still am, but not as much as before) so i would wear it every single day. If i showed up to school without one people got surprised. I stopped wearing them this year, however.

29. Hot????

30. THE FUCKING WATER BOTTLES!!!!

31. Theres a lot, i dont wanna get into it 😵‍💫

32…… is that a thing? People have favorite towels??

33. Hm my school took us on a field trip to a high school so we can see animals if that counts… (i have pictures btw if u wanna see them! We saw pigs, sheep, cows and bunny! I didnt take pic of bunny tho 😢)

34. LITERALLY EVERY SIX THE MUSICAL SONG HOLY SHIT IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS (the only ones i might mess up on are aywd and idnyl bc aywd is long and i dont listen to idnyl often)

35. Pst!!

36. Only once! My username used to have a 0 between the words (Candied0applez) but i changed it bc it made it sound like i candied no apples… but i was originally going to be called caramelapplez but i thought candied sounded better heheh)

37. The friend i mentioned earlier i met first day of kindergarden, her name is Alana, and this other girl Maya i met before kinder! We met eachother at a park and when we walked home we found out we were neighbors so we instantly became besties! (We still are to this day but she lives 30 mins away so i dont see her often-(

38. All…?

39. Sometimes!

40. Ice cream!!!

41. Empty. Coffee is gross

42. Hahahah yt, roblox and occasionally twitter!

43. HAND IT OVER BITCH!

44. Myself/j fucking donald trump 🤮👈🖕

45. NO ☺️

46. Oh god i dont watch any 🫢

47. | v

this actually was to the other girl i mentioned earlier! Maya! I found baby pictures of us when we were in 2nd-3rd grade and i showed her today!!!

48. Never and i dont plan on ever!

49. Never tried

50. GO AHEAD I GET SO EXCITED WHEN IM TAGGED IN SOMETHING AAAAA!

omg that took forever!!! Gosh i dont mind though!!! These were fun questions! Aaaaaaaa i enjoyed that tyty!

[feysandfeels]

129. The fae kings be like when you, a looser, find another looser, to maximise your limp dick energy.

130. I kneeeeeeeeew this asshole had Dec and Flynn!!!! I KNEWW IT! There is nothing I do not know!! I! AM! UNSTOPPABLE!

131. “Ruhn decided to do her a favor and asked, ‘Wanna come in for a minute? Just to talk’” SUREEEEEEEEEEE JAN.

132. Honestly I did not think Pollux was the father but thank fuck he isn’t.

133. Because I’m yours, Day, I’m fucking yours. I do not have the words. When will a man love me like this?!

134. Her touching were his lip ring was and his brow one… and him replying “I’m here. We made it. I’m here” SARAH J MAAS I AM COMING FOR YOUR THROAT BUT THANK YOI FOR THIS I AM YOUR FOREVER FAN THANK YOU THANK YOU.

135. Whenever you feel you are unqualified for your job just remember Bryce went “Well someone has to lead” when she hasn’t show an ounce of leadership qualities jajajajajaja like babygirl you are the girl that lives in delusion.

136. Not her telling Hunt that at least she is not swallowed by guilt and fear… and why might that be?? Huh I wonder… anyone care to take a guess? Oh wait, I know MAYBE IT WAS BECAUSE YOU WERE NOT IN THE FIRST REBELLION AND DON’T HAVE TRAUMA!

137. It’s the fact that you let your friends in the hands if the fae kings… just saying

138. Okay so this place wasn’t built by Pelias… but ny Helena. The plot thickens

139. Bryce I am begging you right now! Where is the HOEAB YOU? Queen I know you are in there.

140. I do think Bryce is correct in telling Hunt he needs to do more than just go with it, but it is big of her when her commitment to this was mainly because she wanted to feel Danika closer… and it is even worse because she is not seeing things from Hunt’s perspective, and the why he is rightfully hesitant to commit to this.

141. Did he just call him son?! Like son-father-son? What?! Huh okay yeah… oddly enough not the worse parent to have in this series.

142. Wait another daddy? What?

143. If we get a third on we can Mamma Mia this shit out.

144. Lidia I TOO WANT RUHN ALL THE TIME. BESTIE SAAAAAAAAMEEEEEEEEE. You are so valid for that.

145. NOT HUNT BEING THE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION. I - JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJA

146. AND HERE COMES THE THIRD FATHER

147. Hey we are the princes of Hel and this is our start up: we help rid YOUR PLANET 🫵🏼 of Ghastly creatures. Follow us on ig @/HelofaSolution. I am Adias, I am Apollion and I am Thanatos, and we are ✨THE PRINCES OF HEL✨ call 666666666 to hear out special offer of the day.

148. Aidas is such a babygirl character. Even with all of this on the line he is like “choose each other, live” …. “Live, Manon, live”… I - damn I need a moment.

149. Omg no waaaaaaay Bryce is overcoming her hatred of the Fae! Who would have thought?! Took you long fucking enough but like finally Bryce, a win! A win! Omg

150. RUUUUUHN OH MY GOD WITH THE STARSWORD OH MY GOD OH MY FUCKIN GOD THAT IS MY MAN! THAT! IS! MY! MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

151. THE MAN THAT YOU ARE RUHN DANAAN CROWN PRINCE OF THE VALBARAN FAE (iykyk)

152. You are going to live, Ruhn, and you are going to live fucking well without him.

153. DAMN FUCKING JESUS CHRIST BRYCE. Okay no. i have to give credit where credit is due and her “for the moment, I’m queen. I’m judge, jury… and I’m your motherfucking executioner” ATEEEEEEEEEEEEE YES GO BRYCE!!! NOW WE ARE FUCKING COOKING! OWN UP TO YOU POWER AND THE RESPONSIBILITIES THAT COME WITH IT AND CHANGE THE WORLD FOR THE BETTER! GO BRYCE! JUEPUTAAAAAAA SE PRENDIO ESTA GONORREA.

154. avallen truly said

155. Man what a chapter for Bryce… what a chapter.

156. Hunt Athalar🫵🏼 you 🫵🏼 remain The MOST PERFECT MAN ✨🫶🏼 I AM NEVER NOT IN AWE OF YOU 🫵🏼 I LOVE YOU 🫵🏼🫵🏼

157. Gotta love that Helena tied the last of her mother’s power to the land. That is one solid little motif I will always love.

158. The asteri truly said: lol you freed an island, that’s cute *drops bombs on their own fucking subjects *. YOU CAN’T SEE A BAD BITCH (team fuck you forever) THRIVE

159. ithan being like how will we get in with Morven… BOY! Do I have a surprise for you.

160. Gotta give it SJM, she truly delivered the most coherent character ever in Fury. A bitch (affectionate) said “I’m taking my gf and we’re dipping” and she was never heard of again.

161. Bryce apologising to Hunt now that she has faced a similar loss… okay growth.. I see you. Good of you to finally show up.

162. “I’ll get the mop and the bucket.” AND SHE CAN BRING THE VACUUM!!!!

163. Wait hold on is Bryce going back to Prythian to get the mask and use the army of the souls of everyone to fight the Asteri??? To see Connor fighting alongside his brother? Before he is gone to finally finally rest after the Asteri have been defeated? Because if this happens I will cry until I have drowned the world in my tears. CONNOR HOLSTROM I CARRY YOU WITH ME FOREVER! SAM CORTLAND I ALSO CARRY YOU WITH ME FOREVER! Different series but I just had to remind… the fictional character… that I love him…. Oh god this is why I’m single isn’t it?

164. I love Ithan but this whole Fendyr business is so pointless.. I mean probably hinting at the possibility of him getting a book… and this is the groundwork and blah blah blah…but I’m sure a more productive plotline could have been found for him. Like literally they are saving the world and Ithan is all… yes but I need to bring back this one person.

165. Ay :( the gang is separating again :(

166. I need to bend the rules of time and space again to give Ithan a kiss on the forehead and tell him he is good.

167. Baxian’s usefulness being determined by the fact that he was the one who got them the *checks notes* stables to sleep in ? Like JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA okay fair is fair.

168. Just because I haven’t said it in a while, but Lidia is such a fucking badass!

169. But also QUEEN BEHAVIOUR because she is now turning him on when they are in such a crowded place jajajajajajajajajajaj go off queen!

170. FLYNN JAJAJAJANAJANAN PLEASE DON’T FUCK RIGHT NEXT TO US JAJAJAJAJAJAJA YOU ARE VALID BESTIE.

THEY TOOK OUT RUHN’S LIP PIERCING?! THEY! TOOK! OUT! RUHN’S! LIP! PIERCING!!

SOMEONE HOLD ME. SOMEONE HOLD ME RIGHT NOW. I AM ABOUT TO BREAK THE RULES OF TIME AND SPACE AN REALITY AND MAKE THEM PAY

MAKE THEM PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY