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Life with Steve and Eddie: Random Convos
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A/N: Because sometimes you just need to ask your two guy besties some questionsโฆsome maybe be a little more random than othersโจ
โWhy do boys not shower everyday?โ โUh do I look like a guy who doesnโt shower?โฆSheโs totally talking to you Munson.โ โGet fucked Harrington I shower everyday and sometimes twice a dayโฆwhoโs the smelly dude in question?โ โYeah whoโs stinking up your personal space with their lack of hygiene?โ โNo one I was just wonderingโฆafter a while you all justโฆget this smellโฆitโs weird.โ โItโs just man.โ โPardon me? Itโs just what?โ โYeah Eddieโฆitโs what?โ โItโs just man smellโฆyou know like when your after shave and shit wears off? And youโre just left withโฆyourโฆscentโฆโ โyou call thatโฆjust man smell?โ โYes?โฆwhat? Youโre gonna try to tell me it doesnโt make sense?โ โNo thatโs the thingโฆit actually doesโฆโ โMunson making sense? Thatโs terrifyingโฆโ โyouโre both a bunch of assholes.โ
โWould you sleep with me?โ โWhat the fu-โ โIโm sorry what did you just ask us?โ โIโm just curiousโฆam I cute?โ โTotallyโฆadorable.โ โShe doesnโt wanna hear sheโs adorable Harrington she wants to know if sheโs fuckable you dick.โ โOh uh well yeahโฆyeah..youโฆare.โ โSmooth Steveโฆreally fucking smoothโฆand to think you were once upon a time such a ladies manโฆโ โfuck off Munson I just wasnโt prepared to be asked if Iโd fuck my bestfriend while trying to enjoy a day at the lake.โ โI donโt want to know if youโd personally sleep with me Steve Iโm just curious if Iโmโฆattractive in general.โ โYes..you are a thousand percent attractiveโฆto anyone that has decent eye site.โ โThanks Eddie.โ โSteve?โ โYes I agree youโre very attractive.โ โDude relax sheโs not gonna jump your bones Jesus go take a dipโฆโ โsorry sorry Iโm justโฆis there a reason youโre asking? Did someone say something to you?โ โYeah do we need to add a name to the ass kicking list?โ โNoโฆno itโs not that I was just curious thatโs all.โ โPromise?โ โYes Steve I promiseโฆnow letโs go swimming.โ
โCan you feel your feet?โ โOh fuck.โ โWhatโs wrong?โ โSteve! Can you feel your feet?โฆmine are off.โ โOh fuck.โ โMy thoughts exactlyโฆsheโs a goner.โ โWeโve been at this party what? An hour?โฆhow is she already gone? It was your turn to watch her Munson.โ โWatch her? Iโm not a babysitter Steve thatโs literally your job.โ โI was gonna take over for the next hour you asshole we agreed!โ โOh look someone gave me a sho-โ โno more shots for you missyโฆgive that to Harrington he needs to loosen up.โ โLetโs justโฆput her on the couch and get her some snacks and sheโll be fine for like an hour or soโฆโ โSteven Andrew Harrington we are not going to force feed our drunk bestfriend snacks so we can party for an extra hourโฆJesus man itโs just a house party you dickwad.โ โYouโre rightโฆwe take her home and tuck her in then come back.โ โExactlyโฆgotta make sure sheโs safe and sound then we can come back.โ โYouโreโฆyouโreโฆgonna party withoutโฆme?โ โNot the shaky lipโฆSteve sheโs doing the shaky lip.โ โListenโฆwe just want to reach your level thatโs all but it takes us a little longer and youโreโฆwell your feet are turned off right?โ โOh god youโre right! They are!โ โSo we need to get you home so they can recharge.โ โYes exactly what Eddie saidโฆgotta get you home so your feet can get ready for tomorrow.โ โOkay! My bed can fit all our feet.โ โFuck meโฆI knew she was gonna say that.โ โGive it to me straight HarringtonโฆWe arenโt coming back are we?โ โYou know her bed is like quicksandโฆonce we lay in it thereโs no getting out till tomorrow morning..โ โdamn her and her magical fucking bedโฆI just wanted to get drunkโฆโ โsorry Munsonโฆgrab her left arm Iโll get her right.โ โShe fucking owes usโฆโ โoh she doesnโt owe us shit this is what friends are for.โ โGod I just love you guys.โ โWe love you too.โ
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hi!! can i request a hurt/comfort steddie about reader who somehow meets the both of them but at different times and basically she starts having feelings for both of them w out knowing that they know each other? and one time for exemple at a party she walks on them in the bathroom making out or something and she feels stupid for catching feelings, but eventually both of them talk to her and they make up and get in a relationship! sorry if its confusing ( also no smut pls if u can) thank you!! ๐
I've actually missed steddie x reader! And no smut just like you asked! Just some hinted moments. But it's very PG! I hope this is what you wanted and you enjoy it. Thank you for requesting ๐ซถ๐ปvery open to writing more about this relationship as it grows
Him...him...or both?
Y/N met Eddie at the hideout. She wandered in on a random Friday night, ready for a drink. But as she walked in, there was a performance on stage. She grabbed her drink and walked towards the stage. Her eyes found him and before she knew it, they were talking.
Then they talked more and more and became good friends. They never saw each other outside of the hideout. She was busy with college and he had school and other things. But the more Fridays they spent together, the more she found herself catching feelings.
Which was dumb because they were only friendly with each other. It wasn't like they kissed or anything. But she wanted something more. She enjoyed his friendship but she couldn't help herself from looking down at his lips.
She couldn't stop thinking about Eddie. She wanted to ask him out but she was too nervous. She also had no idea if he was interested in her. Sometimes he'd send her a flirty smile and she'd touch his arm, but it didn't go further than that.
Y/N met Steve at the video store. She planned to ask Eddie out to watch a movie, but when she went to check out, she checked out Steve instead.
She blushed as his cute eyes landed on her.
"Great film! I've seen this many times. You've got good taste," he winked as he rang up her movie. She watched in awe as he ran his hand through his hair. He was one of the prettiest boys he had ever seen.
"Oh thank you," she looked at his name tag, Steve" she smiled
She panicked and never asked Eddie out to watch it. Now she couldn't stop thinking about Steve. She went back a few times, they discussed their favorite movies and realized they had a lot in common. It was so easy for him to make her smile and laugh.
She also realized she had a type. Cute boys with pretty brown eyes and flowy hair.
~~~
The more she talked with either of them, the more she found herself falling.
Eddie got a little more flirty. Winks and smirks made her stomach flutter.
Steve balled hard with the compliments. A smile never left his face and he leaned closer every time they spoke.
It was like both boys were passing her back and forth and she couldn't get her head on straight. She couldn't even tell which one she liked more.
She had more time to see Steve since he had more of an open schedule. She thought maybe she could ask both of them out, it wasn't a commitment, and people dated more than one person all the time. But she was also terrified to ask out either of them.
The next time she saw Eddie she grabbed a dress that she knew would have him staring.
And she was right.
He sat across from her in a booth, his eyes slipping down her body when he thought she wasn't looking.
The more drinks they had, the closer they got in the booth. She was so close to his lips, that all she had to do was lean in. But she didn't.
Then she'd be back at the video store, leaning on the counter as she listened to Steve's stories. Her eyes followed his every movement. She loved watching his cheeks flush in bright red when he'd catch her staring at his pink lips.
She craved to touch his hair and the chest hair that peeked through his work shirt and vest.
She couldn't decide which one she wanted more.
~~~
Eddie felt guilty for seeing Y/N the way he did. He loved Steve and he was loyal to Steve. But there was something about her that Eddie was drawn to. No matter how much he tried to get her out of his mind, she came back every time.
He wasn't going to do anything with her. He could tell she wanted him to make a move. To kiss and ask her out but he couldn't do it to Steve.
Steve knew he shouldn't blush whenever she showed up. And he shouldn't feel excited when she has extra time to talk. He loved Eddie, and they've been through so much hell to be with each other. He didn't want to mess that up. But he couldn't help but keep falling for her. She was gorgeous and he wondered what her lips would feel like.
~~~
Y/N slammed her last drink before she went off to find a bathroom. She figured a Saturday night at a huge party would help ease her mind about the two boys tugging at her heart.
She was a tad tipsy, stumbling as she leaned against the wall. She found a door and pushed it open.
Her eyes went huge when she saw Steve pushed against the sink with Eddie's tongue in his mouth. Their shirts were off and Eddie's hands were on Steve's hips.
They didn't notice her at first. She was frozen as she took them in. In a way, she was slightly turned on. But then she remembered they were kissing each other, which meant she was completely out of the picture.
"SORRY!" she squeaked after a second and slammed the door behind her. She raced out of the party as fast as she could. She heard her name being called but she kept moving.
She was an idiot. Neither made moves on her and she was dumb enough to believe it was because they were being polite. But no, they weren't interested. She was throwing herself at these guys and they were gay and together.
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"Y/N WAIT!"
Eddie and Steve yelled at the same time, both snapping their eyes at each other.
"How do you know her?" They asked at the same time. Both look at each other confused.
"Hideout," Eddie shrugged, as he grabbed his shirt.
"Video store," Steve coughed, as he slipped his shirt back on.
"Why do you want to go after her?" Eddie pushed, his eyes accusing but he hoped it was the same reason Eddie was itching to run too.
"Well, why do you?" Steve asked back
"We'll talk about it later," Eddie said, then rushed out of the bathroom. Steve was hot on his heels.
They both raced out and searched around for her. Steve sighed in relief when he saw her sitting on the curb.
"Come on," Steve said as he grabbed Eddie's arm.
"Hey, Y/N, can we talk?" Steve asked nerves in his voice.
She was quick to clean her face. And stood up.
"I'm sorry for walking in. I just needed to use the bathroom," she laughed awkwardly. She wasn't sure where to look as they both stared at her.
"Eddie's fault for not locking the door," Steve mumbled, resulting in a smack from Eddie.
"What he meant to say, was it's okay," Eddie said, a soft glare sent to Steve.
"Cool. So um bye!" She rushed out and turned around.
"Hold on, that's not what we wanted to talk about," Steve said as he stepped in front of her. She halted as he blocked her path.
"I misread some signals, all good! We can just forget about it." She brushed it off
"We don't want to forget about it," Eddie said from behind her. She gulped as she stood in between both of them.
"Can you please stay right here while we go talk?" Steve begged, his eyes pleading as he softly touched her hand.
She nodded and watched as they walked away. She couldn't hear anything they were saying, but neither looked mad. She was worried they'd be pissed at her but mad at each other for not telling her that they weren't even single.
After a minute or so, they walked back over. She coughed as she waited.
"We apologize for stringing you along and not telling you that we were seeing each other," Eddie started.
"And we apologize that you had to find out in that way," Steve said as he gestured back to the house.
"I'm sorry for throwing myself at both of you. I'm completely embarrassed." She confessed as she looked at both of them.
"Don't be," Eddie said softly as he walked closer. "We talked and we both admitted that we are interested in you. We were both too scared to tell each other that we were crushing on you. But we both are, and we are okay with that."
"Which means, if you are comfortable and willing to try something different. We'd like to take you on a date, together." Steve explained. He was more nervous than Eddie. He watched her with scared eyes as Eddie smirked with confidence.
"So...you both want to..date me? At the same time? All together. As in I date both of you?" She asked, her brain was spinning.
"Yes," they said at the same time, sharing a smile before they looked back at her.
"Hell yes," she laughed. She couldn't decide between both of them in the first place, and she was granted a chance to date both of them? She wasn't passing that up.
"Well, you are already dressed to impress in that sexy dress, so how about we go now?" Eddie asked, stepping closer as he cupped her cheek. She shuddered as Steve's eyes watched them.
"Mhhm" she mumbled, her tongue numb.
Eddie smirked and grabbed her hand. Steve twirled his keys in his hands and they walked to his car.
"Steve and I are private in public, we don't want to deal with all the Churches and shit." Eddie joked as he crawled in the back.
"But you are welcome to be public with both of us and us three will interact more behind the doors." Steve winked.
~~~
Dating both boys was better than she dreamed of. They all hung out at Eddie's trailer. Her head was on his lap as he played with her hair. Then her legs were on Steve's lap as he softly trailed his fingers up and down.
A movie on the TV as they enjoyed each other's company.
"Can I ask who you liked first?" Eddie asked.
Y/N laughed to herself "Not telling," she teased
"Yeah, we don't wanna hurt your feelings Eddie" Steve added on
Eddie growled and threw popcorn at Steve, but he successfully caught it in his mouth.
"I know it was me," Eddie mumbled to himself
She loved that she slept right in between both of them. Steve always kissed Eddie first goodnight, then leaned down to press his lips against hers.
She barely catches her breath before Eddie turns her head to kiss her goodnight.
Her heart raced for both of them. She loved that they both wrapped their arms around her and cuddled into her neck.
Everything about their relationship was perfect and she couldn't wait to experience more.
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no, but the way fanfiction, fanart and fanon have made me so delusional I'm full on going to watch season 5 expecting eddie to be alive and long-term dating steve harrington...
#like where's my bbg#im gonna keep looking for him#it's like when i rewatch the earlier season and i look for him in the background#stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrignton#steddie#st#st5#im blaming the#eddie munson tiktok saga#tbh
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๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ท๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ธ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ "๐๐๐๐๐๐๐" ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐/๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ ๐๐ข๐. ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / sแดสษชแดs
๐ฟ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข "๐๐" ๐๐๐
๐ฟ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ข!๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐ข!๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ณ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ก๐ฆ๐ข๐ก
๐ถ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข
๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐/๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐. ๐ท๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข, ๐๐๐๐ข'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐-๐ณ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐บ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ข ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ "๐๐๐๐๐๐๐" ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐/๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ ๐๐ข๐. ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / sแดสษชแดs
๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ about ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐en ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐. ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ข/๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐ด๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ / ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ท๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐ฟ๐๐๐๐ข ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐. ๐ท๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐. ๐ท๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐น๐๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐๐๐ข / โ ๏ธ
๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ . ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐ฟ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข "๐๐" ๐๐๐
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข. ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐น๐๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐. ๐ป๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐ด๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ แดษดาษชษดษชsสแดแด
sแดสษชแดs
๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ท๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ผ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐ข!๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐ฆ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ข๐ก
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ธ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ "๐๐๐๐๐๐๐" ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐/๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ ๐๐ข๐. ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / sแดสษชแดs
๐ด๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ / ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ . ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐ฟ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข "๐๐" ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐. ๐ป๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐ด๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ แดษดาษชษดษชsสแดแด
sแดสษชแดs
๐ฑ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ณ๐๐!๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ข'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ก ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฉ๐๐ฅ
๐ถ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข
๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐น๐๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐๐๐ข / โ ๏ธ
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข. ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐น๐๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐:
๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ก
๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐? ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐น๐น ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐? sแดสษชแดs
๐ท๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐? ๐ท๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ -- ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐-๐๐๐๐๐๐ /โ ๏ธ
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐, ๐น๐น ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐น๐น'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ท๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐น๐น'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ท๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ sแดสษชแดs
๐ฟ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ / โ ๏ธ แดษดาษชษดษชsสแดแด
sแดสษชแดs
๐น๐น ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ / แดแดแด
แดแดแดแด
แด แดสsษชแดแด
๐ฑ๐๐ฃ๐ฃ๐๐๐!๐๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ฌ๐๐๐ก๐
๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐? ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐น๐น ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐?
๐น๐น ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ / แดแดแด
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แด แดสsษชแดษด
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๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ท๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข/๐
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ฐ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
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birds of a feather
eddie munson x fem reader
summary: eddie munson was your best friend and you were hopelessly in love with him. it was starting to get embarrassing how much you were in love with him. the only problem was that you don't want your boyfriend, steve harrington, to find out.
warnings: MINORS DNI 18+, smut, angst, cheating, attempted SA, oral (f receiving), nipple play, piv (protected), masturbation, sex toys, wet dreams, aftercare, death, no happy ending
word count: 8.1k
notes: sorry!
Ever since you had moved to Hawkins, your life had been a nonstop nightmare. Life before Hawkins wasnโt all that great either, but at least California has sunlight, beaches, great weatherโฆ Hawkins was just, Hawkins. Your little sister, Max, and your stepbrother, Billy, were just as excited about this new beginning as you were.ย
You remember the first day of school like it was yesterday. Stumbling to your locker, you tried the combination five times and your locker wouldnโt open.ย
โGoddamn it,โ you mutter to yourself under your breath. As you tried to open your locker one last time, all your books suddenly slipped out of your hands onto the dirty high school floor causing you to sigh.ย
โAre you alright?โ A voice came up from behind you. Your head whipped around revealing a boy standing right behind you. He had shoulder length hair that was slightly frizzy, tattoos covering his arms and deep chocolate brown eyes. He started to crouch down to pick up the books that slipped from your hands.ย
โYeah, yeah Iโm okay. I just canโt get this fucking thing open.โ You groaned, causing the boy to display a slight smile on his face.ย
โI think it might be because this is my locker. Iโm 748. Youโre 747.โ The boy pointed to the locker directly next to the one that you were trying. You could feel heat rising up your neck onto your cheeks as you were completely embarrassed.ย ย
โOh my god, I feel completely stupid. Thank youโฆโ You waited for him to give you his name.
โEddie,โ He smiled and reached out his hand. You gave Eddie your name and shook his hand.ย
โItโs nice to meet you Eddie.โ You smiled at him before shoving your books in your locker and walking away. Little did you know, since your last names were Mayfield and Munson, Eddie sat next to you in homeroom and the two of you shared a couple classes together. Throughout your first year at Hawkins High, and Eddieโs second year, the two of you became best friends.
***
As you got closer with Eddie, you started to feel something towards him. You started to feel a bit nervous when you saw him. Your palms would get sweaty when he would call you the pet names he usually calls you. Your stomach would flip flop whenever he took a hit of the joint that you two shared. You would feel your heart shatter into a million pieces whenever Eddie would tell you about his latest one night stand. Even though you became extremely close with Eddie during your freshman year, you also became close to the King of Hawkins High, Steve Harrington. You started hanging out with Nancy Wheeler and by association, became friends with Steve. Steve was the most popular guy in school but he wasnโt Eddie.ย
It wasnโt unusual for you to spend your free time at Eddieโs. Billy was usually having sex with a different girl in his room and thereโs only so many sex sounds a person can take before they explode.ย
You and Eddie both lay on his bed in your pajamas with a scary movie on in the background. Again, nothing unusual. As you take a hit of your joint and pass it to Eddie, you say, โWhat do you think about Steve Harrington?โ
That caused Eddie to start choking on the smoke he had just inhaled. โJesus, Munson, breathe,โ you laughed at him.ย
โWhy do you wanna know how I feel about Harrington?โ Eddie scoffed.ย
โNancy told me he wants to ask me out,โ You looked over at Eddie to try to catch his reaction. You looked down at his hands to see him clenched his fists. โYouโre my best friend and I just wanted to see what you thought.โ
Eddie took your hand in his. โI want you to be happy, sweetheart. If Harrington makes you happy, then I think you need to have a talk with him.โ He smiled at me which made me smile back.ย
โI have an idea.โ You sat up, trying to get Eddie to feel excited about your idea. โSteveโs having a party tomorrow night. Nancyโll be there, Barb, Robin, Chrissyโฆ a whole bunch of us. Why donโt you come?โย
โPrincess, I know for a fact that Steve isnโt gonna want me at his party.โ Eddie sounded doubtful in your idea.ย
โHe will if you bring this.โ I shook Eddieโs bag filled with weed in his face. Eddie rolled his eyes at you.ย
โYouโre lucky I love you.โ He responded and placed a wet kiss right on the top of your forehead.ย
Your stomach sank again.ย
You and Eddie arrive at Steveโs house a little after the party started and the two of you stuck out like a sore thumb. As you looked around, it seemed like half of the high school was there.ย
โHey!โ Steve noticed you across the room and walked right over to you. โThanks for coming! You lookโฆ wow!โ
โThanks, Steve,โ you blushed. โYou know Eddie, right?โ You tried to introduce them to one another.ย
โYeah, yeah. Hey, Munson.โ Steve barely looked at Eddie as he said that.
โHarrington.โ Eddie responded coldly. Suddenly, the room was filled with so much tension.ย
โAlright, Iโm gonna go grab a drink.โ You said as you were walking away, trying to break the tension.ย
โCome out back when youโre ready. Weโre all hanging by the pool.โ Steve yelled at you while walking over to the back door.ย
As you walk over to the kitchen, you run into your stepbrother, Billy, walking in the opposite direction.ย
โWhat are you doing here?โ He questions rudely.ย
โUm, I was invited. What are you doing here? You still obsessed with showing Steve how much of a big boy you are?โ You smirked at Billy and continued walking.ย
โWatch it!โ He yelled at you, to which you replied by throwing up your middle finger behind your back.ย
Steveโs fridge was filled with beer so you took two, one for you and another for Eddie, and headed out to the backyard.ย
There were a bunch of chairs set up outside with a fire pit in the middle of them. Sitting there was Steve, Nancy, Robin, Barb, Chrissy, Tommy, Carol, and lastly, Eddie. โHi, guys!โ You greeted the group before handing Eddie his beer. You took the empty seat between Eddie and Steve and gazed into the fire.ย
One beer quickly became two and two beers quickly became three. The night was going pretty smoothly and it seemed as though even Eddie was having a great time. He spent a majority of the time making small talk with Chrissy Cunningham, who was seated next to him. After the conversation began to die down a bit, Robin exclaimed, โLetโs play a game!โ
Steve initially groaned, โGames, Robin? How old are we? Ten?โ
โGames could be fun,โ you smirked over at Steve.ย
โWhat kind of games do you want to play?โ Steve caved in, seeing your eyes light up.ย
โLetโs play truth or dare,โ Robin smirked. You sighed internally. Truth or dare never ends well.ย
โAlright, letโs do it.โ Steve agreed.ย
After a few rounds, it was Eddieโs turn. So far, Robin and Nancy kissed, Chrissy had to choose somebody to flash (luckily for her she chose Robin), and Steve told us all the last time he had sexโฆ which was right before he had met me.ย
โTruth or dare, Munson?โ Steve looked over at Eddie.ย
โDare,โ he responded coldly.
โI dare you to kiss Chrissy.โ Steve laughed. โThe freak kissing the prettiest girl at Hawkins High.โ Your stomach dropped when you heard Steve call Chrissy the prettiest girl in school.ย
You looked over at Eddie with wide eyes, not anticipating him to actually do it.ย
โItโs okay, Eddie. Itโs a game,โ Chrissy consented as Eddie shifted over to get closer to her. He reached his hand out to grip her neck, ever so slightly. They both closed their eyes and leaned into one another. All you could hear was Chrissy gasp into the kiss, so you could only guess that Eddie had slipped his tongue into her mouth. A classic Munson move.ย
โAlright, Munson. I told you to kiss her, not eat her face.โ Steve laughed. You could feel Steve look over at you as your eyes were glued to the fire sitting in front of you. You were trying not to let the tears that were glossing your eyes fall down your cheeks. Eddie was your best friend. Thatโs all.ย
โMayfield, it's your turn, babe.โ Steve started. Your stomach flipped as that was the first time Steve had called you babe. โTruth or dare?โ
You werenโt sure if it was the alcohol or your emotions from watching Eddie and Chrissy make out, but suddenly, you had other plans. You whispered over to Steve, โFollow me. I have another idea.โ You got up off the chair and took his hand in yours, slowly dragging him up.ย
โSorry, folks! Gotta go!โ Steve laughed to the group as you dragged him into the house. You had looked back at the group, who were already back to playing the game, but not Eddie. He was staring daggers into you and Steve. You loved every second of it.ย
You had dragged Steve through his filled house, up his stairs and into his bedroom. After the two of you were in the bedroom, you slammed the door shut and immediately connected his lips to yours.ย
โWhat do you have up your sleeves, Mayfield?โ Steve whispered in between kisses.ย
โNancy told me that you liked me. Is that true?โ You suddenly gained the confidence to ask him.ย
โI do.โ Steve said while batting his eyelashes at you. โI thought you liked Munson?โ
You pulled away from Steve to look at him completely, โWhyโฆwhy would you say that?โย
โItโs just that everyone thought you guys were a couple. You are always together so I just figured you were screwing or something.โย
โIโm all yours, Steve.โ You had connected your lips back to his, deepening the kiss while nudging him towards the bed.ย You laid back on the bed as he laid on top of you, ravishing you. As he kissed his way down your neck, you involuntarily groaned.ย
โSteve,โ you whimpered. Just as Steve lifted your shirt over your head, his bedroom door immediately swung open, ricocheting off the wall. Eddie was at the door eating Chrissyโs face with his hands cupping her breasts through her shirt.ย
โFuck, Eddie! Get out!โ You threw your shirt at him to get him to leave.ย
โOh sorry! Thought this was the spare!โ Eddie exclaimed as he and Chrissy left. Chrissy gently closed the door behind them.ย
โWhere were we?โ Steve cocked an eyebrow at you while kissing down your neck. Steve really took his time with you, but it was very obvious that Eddie was not taking his time with Chrissy. Her moans were already filling the entirety of Steveโs upstairs.ย
โFuck, Eddie!โ Just the way you had yelled at Eddie earlier. โYouโre so good! Yeahโฆyeah right there!โ
You hadnโt even noticed that Steve was pumping in and out of you, his cock splitting you open. All you could focus on was your best friend having sex in the next room, and your heart was split in two because he wasnโt having sex with you.ย
***
Itโs been two months since you and Steve have been official, and youโve never been happier. After a couple of dates, Eddie and Chrissy figured out that they just werenโt compatible. Not the way you and Steve were. Though you and Steve were together, you still spent a majority of your time with Eddie. You wanted to be anywhere that wasnโt home. Steve understood the dynamic of your friendship and he was completely fine with it. Or so you thought.ย
After a long night of smoking and watching horror movies, the two of you fell asleep in Eddieโs bed. Something woke you up out of your sleep. The sound of your name being spoken, or rather whimpered. As you started to regain consciousness, you felt Eddie behind you, deep asleep, rutting his clothed crotch into your clothed ass, while whimpering your name. You debated letting him finish, but the thought of Steve popped into your head, causing you to wake Eddie.ย
โEds, get up!โ you nudged him, causing him to jump awake.ย
โWhat! What is it?โ He seemed genuinely confused. You pointed down to his very obvious boner. โWas Iโฆโ
โJust a little,โ you cringed.ย
โFuck, Iโm so sorry, Mayfield.โ Eddie covered his face with his hands, obviously very embarrassed.ย
โEds, itโs fine. We canโt control our bodies and what they do.โ Who were you to judge Eddie with the obvious wetness pooling at your center. โI think Iโm just gonna go home.โ You started to get up before Eddie quickly grabbed your hand.ย
โPlease donโt go. I can just go to the bathroom real quick and take care of this and then we can start another movie. Just please. Stay.โ Eddie pleaded with you. You sighed and shook your head.ย
โIโll see you tomorrow, Eds.โ You rubbed his hand with your thumb before letting go. The feeling of his hand on yours felt more like cheating than waking up to him grinding into your ass.ย
The last thing you could hear before walking out of Eddieโs room was him softly cursing at himself under his breath. A part of you felt awful for leaving him, but another part of you would have taken things to another level if youโd stayed, and you couldnโt hurt Steve like that.ย
As you walked into your room, you plopped on your bed and let out a huge groan. Thankfully, it was the middle of the night meaning everyone was asleep. The silence of the house only caused the thoughts in your head to get louder and louder. The feeling of Eddieโs cock rutting against your ass. This has never happened before, but you would have chalked it up to Eddie having a wet dream about a cheerleader or something. But he was whimpering your name. Desperate whimpers as his grinding became more desperate. More needy.ย
The more you thought about it, the more you were aware of every single part of your body. Your heartbeat was too loud. You could feel the beads of sweat dripping between your breasts. You could feel your clit begin to pulsate as it was desperate to be touched. You bit your lip as you quietly reached over to your nightstand, pulling out your trusty vibrator. Because of how worked up you were, you knew it wasnโt going to take much to make you orgasm.ย
You teased yourself at first. Trailing your finger around your neck and down to your tits. Luckily, you werenโt wearing a bra, and your arousal caused your nipples to become rock hard. Your fingers slowly started to circle around your clothed nipple. You softly exhale at the contact. You were planning on teasing yourself for a lot longer but you couldnโt take it anymore.ย
In one swift movement, your shorts and panties were laying at the foot of your bed with your vibrator making contact with your clit. Fuck, you groaned at the contact. Your brain kept picturing Eddie and what he was doing earlier in the evening. You loved Steve. Steve treated you so well and made you so happy. But there was nothing you wanted more in the world than for Eddie to have kept going. For him to wake up to realize what he was doing and keep going. For him to climb on top of you and fuck you.
When you turned the vibrator up to the higher setting, you were already close. Eddie was in your head egging you on. Telling you how girl of a girl you are and how needy you are for him.ย
As your orgasm washed over you, your hand fell to your mouth to stop you from screaming his name. The name of the guy who wasnโt even your boyfriend.ย
The next day, you didnโt see Eddie at all in the morning. Since youโre always locker neighbors, he usually waits at your locker for you, but this morning he was a no show. You were at your locker gathering your books when all of a sudden, someone came up behind you and wrapped his hands around you, lifting you up. Automatically thinking itโs Eddie, you screamed, โEds! What are you doing?!โ
The arms put you down, causing you to turn around. Steve was standing behind you with a confused look painted on his face. โEddie?โ
โShit, Steve! Iโm sorry!โ You pecked him on the lips. โIโm just used to meeting Eddie here. Creature of habit, I guess.โ
Steve let out a fake sounding chuckle as he smiled down at you.ย โHey, where were you last night? I called your house and got an earful of Hargrove.โ Steve scoffed.ย
โOh, Eddie and I were having one of our movie nights.โ You smiled innocently. Steve doesnโt need to know specifics.ย
Steve reached out to your hands while whispering your name, โI think we need to talk.โ The bell rang for classes to start but classes were the last thing you were interested in at the moment.ย
โWhatโs up, babe?โ You questioned.ย
โLook at me in the eyes and tell me you're not in love with him.โ Steve said sternly. Your throat began to feel dry as you found it difficult to look at Steve.ย
โIโฆSteveโฆโ You began.
โI know how close you are with Munson. I know you two are best friends. But you are my girlfriend. Not his. I really hate to do this to you,ย but I need you to choose. Me or him.โ Steve said sternly. He was actually serious.ย
Behind Steve, you noticed the entire reason why Eddie didnโt meet you at your locker this morning. All you could see was him leaning against a locker while talking to a girl in a cheerleader uniform. You could hear the way she chuckled all the way over here.ย
โIโm yours, Steve. Only yours.โ You grabbed his face and planted a sloppy kiss on his lips before heading to class.ย
Itโs been a couple days since you stopped talking to Eddie cold turkey. A part of you felt extremely guilty, watching him slowly pull away, but the other part of you didnโt feel bad at all. Eddie was a player, plain and simple. You and Steve had something special and you wouldn't jeopardize your relationship over something that wasnโt real.ย
Since you stopped talking to Eddie, you spent more and more time at Steveโs house. It was really great being able to spend time with him like this. On this particular night, you told Steve you wouldn't be able to spend the night because you had a drama club meeting.ย
When you arrived at the Drama Room, you noticed Eddie in the room, setting up the table for his Hellfire Club meeting. Unfortunately, you were way too loud opening the door so you couldnโt slowly back away. You and Eddie had just stared at each other for a few moments in silence before you let out, โIโm sorry. I thought I had drama practice tonight.โ
โOh, sorry. Theyโre in the cafeteria tonight.โ Eddie replied sorrowfully.ย
โThanks.โ You quickly turned around to run out of the room. Eddie tried to call after you, but you had already made it halfway down the hallway.ย
Drama practice ran quite late tonight, as the parking lot was completely empty by the time you left the school. You sort of expected Eddieโs van to still be here but Hellfire Club mustโve let out early tonight.
Not feeling like walking all the way home, you decided to stop at Steveโs house since it was closer. After five minutes of walking, you arrived at the Harrington house. You reached down and took the spare key from underneath the welcome mat and let yourself in.ย
โSteve!โ You yelled. Silence.ย
Music blasted from up the stairs so you decided to follow the noise. The music was coming from Steveโs room. That wasnโt the only noise coming from Steveโs room.ย
As you opened the door, you were greeted with Nancy on top of Steve, completely naked. She was rocking back and forth on his cock making him whimper, in a way youโve never heard.ย
โSteve?โ You choked. Steve and Nancy both stopped dead in their tracks and looked over at you.ย
โShit!โ They yelled at the same time. โI can explain!โ Steve yelled after you. You burst into tears as you ran out of Steveโs room, down the stairs, and out of his house, into the pouring rain.ย
Your house was a ten minute walk and Eddieโs was a twenty minute walk, yet you chose to run to Eddieโs house. You just wanted to be in the arms of your best friend.ย
Extremely out of breath from running and sobbing, you finally made it to Eddieโs trailer. Your hands started banging on the door waiting for him to answer. You could barely see from the rain dripping down your forehead and the tears falling from your eyes.ย ย
After a minute, Eddie arrived at the door with wide eyes.ย
โWhatโs wrong, sweetheart?โ He questioned.ย
โI went to Steveโs and he was fucking Nancy.โ You whispered, but Eddie heard you loud and clear.ย
Eddie whispered your name under his breath before you grabbed his face in your hands and planted a sloppy kiss on his lips. The two of you melted into the kiss for a few seconds. The butterflies in your stomach were relentless as you always wanted to know what it would feel like to have his lips on yours. Though, you wished it would be under better circumstances. You let go as soon as you heard someoneโs voice coming from inside the trailer.ย
โEds! Who is it?โ A girlโs voice called. The girl who he was flirting with this morning..ย
Eddie whispered your name before your hands covered your mouth.ย
โI donโt know what Iโm doing here. Iโm sorry, I have to go.โ You ran away back into the rain, slowly making your way home.ย
***
Itโs been six months since you and Steve inevitably broke up. Believe it or not, you two started to become good friends. You had hated him for a little bit in the beginning, but even though he was physically cheating on you, you had mentally been cheating on him for a lot longer.ย
After the night you and Eddie kissed, you two hadnโt kissed again. You haven't even talked about it. The only thing he asked was if you were okay after everything with Steve. He continued to date other girls and you continued to date other guys.ย
That was until one night you had gone out with Jason Carver. The two of you had a great time seeing a movie, but when you had gotten back into the car, he had tried to force himself on you. Tried to get you to do things you did not want to do. He grabbed your shirt so hard it tore. Youโre favorite shirt. Funny enough, it was the shirt you were wearing the first time you met Eddie. You were finally able to push yourself off of him and run. Every time you need to run somewhere, you find yourself running right to Eddie Musnon.ย
This time, you didnโt care if there was another woman in there, you were going to burst right in. As soon as you burst in the door, you ran all the way down to Eddieโs room, where he was laying in his bed in his pajamas, strumming at his guitar with a cigarette hanging out of his mouth. He instantly put his guitar on the ground and his cigarette on his ashtray before jumping out of bed.ย
He grabbed the fabric of your torn shirt and traced it in his fingers. His hands grabbed onto your shoulders before looking you right into the eyes. โWho did this to you?โ His voice was almost so deep it sounded as though he was growling.ย
โJason Carver.โ You whispered.ย
โIโm gonna kill him.โ Eddie grabbed the keys to his van before gently pushing you aside. You grabbed onto his arm, not wanting him to go anywhere.ย
โNo. Donโt go. I need you.โ You pleaded with him, almost sounding completely desperate.ย
โOkay, princess. Iโll stay.โ He walked back towards you. Eddie reached into his drawer to grab you a pair of sweatpants, a t- shirt, and a towel. โHow about you shower tonight off, yeah?โ
โThanks, Eds.โ You whispered. Youโve showered at his house mutual times but this time felt more personal. As soon as you got into the shower, you immediately lost it and started sobbing into your hands.ย
After about twenty minutes in the shower, you put on Eddieโs clothes and gazed at yourself in the mirror. There was just something that looked so right about you wearing his baggy clothes. You slowly brought up the collar of the t-shirt and inhaled it. It smelled just like him, and that brought you a tiny amount of comfort. You exited the bathroom and went back into Eddieโs room to see him still laying on his bed watching a movie on the television. He looked over and saw you standing there, patting on the side of the bed next to him. Your side.ย
โI knew I shouldnโt have gone out with him.โ You groaned as you plopped down on the bed.
โDid heโฆโ Eddie began before you quickly cut him off.ย
โNo. No. I got away before anything else could happen.โ You sounded relieved, as did Eddie. โEddieโฆโ You whispered, turning your head to the side to look at him.ย
โHm?โ He whispered back, looking back at you.ย
โRemember when Steve and I broke up and I came here and kissed you?โ
โI do.โ Eddie nodded.ย
โI shouldโve done that sooner.โ You whispered, not even sure if Eddie could hear you. โIโve gone out with all these bullshit guys, just to try to get over you.โ
โOver me?โ Eddie questioned, to which you nodded. โYou like me?โ
โOf course I do, Eddie,โ You scoffed, feeling stupid. โIโve literally been in love with you since the first time I saw you. I canโt pretend anymore. My heart beats for you and only you. Pretending that Iโm not in love with youโฆ itโs killing me.โย
Eddieโs hand slowly slid over to your side of the bed, on top of your hand that was lying by your side. You turn your hand over to invite his fingers to interlock with yours, which he does. He gazes at you with loving eyes as his fingers begin to play with yours.ย
โPlease say something.โ You whispered.ย
โYouโre my best friend, Mayfield. You areโฆ everything. I was a pussy for not saying anything but I just loved you too much, I was scared. I was scared to lose you. I love you in every sense of the word. I donโt think I can love you any more than I already do. My beautiful girlโ Eddie smiled down at you while caressing your cheek.ย
โYou love me?โ A tear escaped your eye.ย
โDonโt be so surprised.โ Eddie chucked at you before leaning down and planting a gentle kiss on your lips. You didnโt hesitate to immediately kiss him back. You havenโt felt his kiss in so long but it immediately felt like home.ย
As things became more heated, you whimpered as he slipped his tongue in your mouth. A classic Munson move.ย
โYou alright, baby?โ Eddie questioned because of your reaction.ย
โIโm more than okay,โ You smiled into the kiss. Eddie readjusted himself as he climbed on top of you, to get better leverage while kissing you. You whimpered to yourself as Eddieโs lips left yours. His lips were all over your face. All over your cheeks, your forehead, even your nose. He couldnโt get enough of your face.ย
When he was pleased with the work he did on your face, his lips began to travel south. He licked and sucked on your neck, obviously leaving hickeys. You were Eddieโs and everyone was going to know it.ย
โFuck, Eds,โ you groaned as he continued to mark his territory. You began to squirm under his touch, everything on your body becoming way too sensitive. He had barely touched you and you were already coming undone underneath him.ย
โWhat do you need, sweetheart?โ Eddie taunted above you, knowing exactly what you needed. He lifted his shirt off your body and lucky enough, you werenโt wearing a bra.ย
โNeed you to touch me.โ You gasped as his warm mouth made contact with your nipple.ย
โChrist, Mayfield. You were hiding these from me this whole time?โ Eddie continued to taunt. He was repeating the licking and sucking he had performed on your neck but on both of your nipples. While his mouth was attached to one nipple, he was rolling the other one with his thumb and forefinger. He wanted to make sure they were getting the same amount of attention. As he licked, sucked, and bit, you were trying your hardest to grind into him to relieve your throbbing clit. Everytime your hips bucked up, Eddie would back away slightly leaving him out of touch.ย
โTsk tsk,โ Eddie smirked. โYou gotta be patient, baby. Iโll take care of you.โ His hand returned to your face and cupped your cheeks as he gave you a filthy kiss filled with lust.ย
Eddie continued to kiss down your body until he reached the band of his sweatpants. He placed a wet kiss right above the band of his sweatpants and used his fingers to play with the band.ย
โCan I?โ Eddie asked to which you nodded. โI need you to talk, princess.โย
โYes, please take them off.โ You groaned in frustration. Eddie took the band of his sweatpants in his teeth and slowly dragged them down exposing the lacey pair of underwear you had worn for your date tonight. You didnโt even wear the underwear for Jason. You just wanted to wear them for yourself.ย
โFuck,โ you heard Eddie groan under his breath over your clothed cunt. Eddie lazily dragged his fingers down your clothed slit, smirking at the sight of you squirming. He lowered his face near your core when your breath hitched.ย
โIโve never-โ you began, watching Eddie slowly raise his head.
โYouโre telling me that Steve never ate you out?โ Eddie asked, almost angrily. You shook your head no. โThatโs just not gonna do, princess. Do you trust me?โย
โWith my life, Eds.โ You whispered. As soon as those words left your mouth, Eddie leaned down and planted a light kiss right over your clothed clit. If you werenโt so turned on, you may not have been able to feel it.
You bucked your hips as Eddie reached for the band of your underwear and slowly shimmed them down your body and he placed them right into the pocket of his pajama pants. โJesus Christ,โ he groaned to himself at the sight of your bare pussy. โYouโre so wet. All this for me?โ Eddie taunted.ย
โIโm always this wet for you, Munson.โ You moaned. Thatโs all it took for Eddie to lay back down on the bed and start kissing up your thighs. The feeling of his rings wrapped around your upper thighs were enough to make you shiver. After he had kissed his way up your thighs, he flattened his tongue against your hole and licked from your hole to your throbbing clit. The initial contact between his tongue and your clit was enough to make you moan, the loudest youโve ever moaned.ย
โGod you taste so good, baby.โ Eddie moaned into your cunt. โI could eat you for breakfast, lunch and dinner.โ He continued to swirl his tongue around your clit as he slowly slid a finger inside of you, pumping it in and out. Your back immediately lifted off the bed as you began to grind on Eddieโs face.ย
โIโve waited so long to hear you moan for me, baby.โ Eddie groaned. The vibrations of him talking added to the pressure he was already applying to your clit.ย
โJust like that, fuck, you feel so good inside me, Eds.โ You were able to gasp through your moans. If you listened closely enough, you were able to hear Eddie moaning too, desperately. The sounds of Eddie moaning mixed with the feeling of his tongue and his fingers were enough to push you over the edge. Eddie could feel you clench around his fingers, a sign that you were close. As his one hand was busy working you towards an orgasm, his other hand slowly reached up and interlaced his fingers with yours.ย
โFuck, Iโm gonna cum. Iโm gonna-โ you cried out before the cord in your lower belly snapped, causing you to orgasm all over Eddieโs face.ย
โAtta girl.โ Eddie coached you as you continued to ride out your high on your face. When he lifted his face, his lips and nose were shiny, covered in you. โThat was the fucking hottest thing Iโve ever done.โ Eddie quickly moved back up the bed and showered you in kisses. The taste of cigarettes plus the faint taste of you on his tongue was enough to make you cum again.ย
You reached down and briefly touched Eddieโs throbbing cock through his sweatpants. โYour turn, my love.โย
โIโm not one to turn down a blowjob, but if I donโt get to fuck you right now, Iโm actually going to lose my mind.โ Eddie laughed as he continued kissing you. You laid back in the bed as you watched him take off his sweatpants and his boxers. Your eyes almost fell out of your head because of how big he was.ย
โFuck, Eddie.โ You had to stop yourself from drooling at the sight of him. His throbbing cock was dripping with beads of precum, anxiously waiting to be inside of you. Eddie reached to his nightstand and brought out a condom before rolling it on his cock.ย
He leaned over you and placed a sloppy kiss on your lips. He took his cock in his hands and started lazily trailing it up your slit and resting the tip right on your clit, causing you to whimper.ย
โEddie if you donโt fuck me right now Iโm gonna hit you,โ you groaned frustrated. You felt so empty and all you wanted was to feel him slam into you.ย
โSuch a dirty girl. You just canโt wait for my cock, huh?โ Eddie teased.ย
โI just want you so bad. Iโve always wanted you.โ You grabbed his face and roughly kissed him, and he took that as the opportunity to slowly push himself into you. Your open mouth kiss quickly turned into a moan as you felt yourself trying to adjust to his length.ย
โYou alright, princess?โ Eddie whispered.ย
โYes. God, youโre so big. Biggest cock in Hawkins.โ You kissed him more as he continued to push into you. Eddie continued to push into you as you cried out.ย
โAlright, sweetheart. Youโve got all of me.โ Eddie groaned as he started to slowly move in and out. As he started to move out, you wrapped your legs around his waist, not wanting him to go anywhere.ย
โChrist, Eddie. Canโt believe Iโve been missing out on this,โ you groaned as you started to leave scratches up and down his back. Every time your nails would scrape his skin, he would filthily moan into your mouth. You whimpered every time his guitar necklace would dangle and tickle your neck. The two of you just kept making the dirtiest noises, and neither of you could get enough.ย
โThis is so fucking embarassing, but Iโm not gonna last much longer.โ Eddie moaned into your mouth as his pace began to quicken.ย
โItโs okay, Eds. Me too.โ You whimpered as Eddie continuously hit your g-spot. As he got closer, he reached down and started rubbing circles around your clit, causing you to tightly clench around his length.
โIโm gonna cum, baby.โ Eddie groaned and at the same exact time, you came around his cock. As he was still inside you, his forehead gently laid on top of yours. His bangs stuck to the sweat that was dripping down your forehead.ย
โThat wasโฆโ You started.ย
โIncredible.โ He finished. He slowly pulled himself out of you, causing you to shiver because of how sensitive you were. Eddie rolled next to you to catch his breath for a moment. โIโll be right back.โ He kissed you on the forehead before rolling out of bed and grabbing you a change of clothes and a wet washcloth.ย
โHereโฆ let me,โ Eddie softly said while spreading your legs open and cleaning you off with the wash cloth. No man has ever done this for you before and it makes your heart feel so full. โI left your change of clothes in the bathroom. Go get changed and Iโll get us a snack.โ He placed a kiss on your lips before leaving the room to go to the kitchen.ย
All you could do was lay in his bed and smile like a fucking idiot.ย
***
Itโs been three years since you and Eddie professed your love for one another. You expected these years to go differently, but every year was another challenge. Hawkins had become cursed. Monsters roamed the town that you called home. Your friend, Barb, was killed. You watched as Billy was impaled by a gigantic monster in the middle of the mall. And now your sister was being targeted by a powerful wizard, whom we cannot see. Max was only being targeted after Vecna had killed Chrissy.ย
Chrissy was truly struggling, so you offered for her to come over Eddieโs house to smoke and help get her mind off of everything. Since you and Eddie became a couple, you were able to mend your relationships with Chrissy, Steve and even Nancy. All that mattered was that you and Eddie had each other. But now that Chrissy was killed in Eddieโs trailer, the entire town of Hawkins had labeled Eddie as a โSatanic Murdererโ.
You had spent the entire week in hiding with Eddie. Youโd rather the town label you as a Satanic Murderer than leave Eddie alone. It had been an exhausting week, but you had been hopeful that the group would find a solution.ย
The two of you spent the week reminiscing on your years together, even when you two were just friends. The nights you would spend over at his trailer, sprawled out on Eddieโs bed looking at him with nothing but pure love in your eyes as he strummed on his guitar. The time the two of you volunteered at the Snowball dance for the kids. The Christmases you would spend at the Munson trailer with Eddie and Wayne where it would end with Eddie mercilessly beating you in a snowball fight.ย
The only solution anyone could come up with was that you all had to go to the Upside Down yourselves to kill Vecna. There was no other way.ย
You kissed Max on the forehead as she made her way into the Creel House. โI love you, Max. Iโll see you soon, alright?โ You had to stop the tears from escaping your eyes. โLucasโฆ take care of her.โ You hugged Lucas as they left the RV that Eddie stole.ย
The plan was that Steve, Robin, and Nancy were to go to the Creel House in the Upside Down to kill Vecna. You stuck with Eddie and Dustin, as you were all tasked with creating a diversion for the demobats.ย
Eddie and Dustin set up an amp on the top of Eddieโs trailer so he could play his guitar to lure the bats right to us. As he played, you sat next to Dustin with tears in your eyes. A part of you was completely fucking terrified. In the distance, you saw the bats start to fly towards the trailer.ย
โLetโs go!โ You yelled at Dustin and Eddie as you jumped off the top of the trailer. Dustin and Eddie followed right after you. As the three of you were safely in the trailer, the group of you jumped up and down, celebrating how badass that was.ย
You hugged Dustin and then latched your arms around Eddieโs neck, tightly. Never wanting to let him go.ย
โAlright, letโs get out of here.โ Dustin said, grabbing on to the rope before stopping. There was a weird noise coming from the back of the trailer.ย
โWhatโs that?โ You questioned, before bats started letting themselves into the trailer one by one. The three of you mustโve missed something while you were protecting the trailer.ย
โShit! Dustin, go!โ You screamed at Dustin as he climbed up the rope and flipped upside down on Eddieโs bed.ย
โGo, baby! Iโm right behind you!โ Eddie handed you the rope and rubbed the bottom of your back as he nudged you up the rope. Your muscles burned as you pulled yourself up but then you flipped over on Eddieโs bed, right next to Dustin. You pushed yourself up to see Eddie just standing there, his gaze moving from the gate to the bats.ย
โEddie?โ You whimpered, unsure what he was doing.ย
โEDDIE! COME ON!โ Dustin yelled, his hands on his head in distress.ย
Eddie looked us through the gate before making direct eye contact with me, โIโm sorry.โ He lifted his makeshift weapon and used it to cut the rope down, destroying the tether from our world to the Upside Down.ย
โEddie, no.โ Your voice was barely above a whisper. You didnโt know what he was doing.ย
โEDDIE! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? NO!โ Dustin continued to yell.ย
โIโm buying more time.โ Eddie said before moving the other mattress out of the way and running out of the trailer. Your blood had run cold, your eyes unable to focus on what was happening. Dustin was trying to find a ladder or something he could use to jump through the gate.ย
โDustin, you need to hoist me up there. And then you need to go.โ You grabbed Dustin by the shoulders, trying to get him to pay attention.ย
โNo,โ Dustin whimpered.ย
โDUSTIN! You need to get me up there!โ You raised your voice, immediately feeling guilty. You had never raised your voice at Dustin. He was like your little brother.
โOkay, okay. On three.โ Dustin sadly shook his head and began to count up to three.ย
OneโฆTwoโฆThreeโฆ
You jumped on Dustinโs hands as they pushed you up to the gate. Your hands had grabbed onto the gate, enough for you to push yourself through. After mustering up the strength, you were able to push yourself enough that you fell right through, right onto the hard floor of Eddieโs trailer.
โFUCK,โ you screamed in pain. You had clearly landed on your ankle wrong, but that didnโt matter to you. You needed to find Eddie. Dustin was shouting your name from the other side but you paid no attention to him as you ran out of the trailer and into the Upside Down.ย
You burst through the doors and looked all around, about half a mile away, a herd of demobats surrounded Eddie. He was laying on the ground, trying to fight them off but obviously failing.ย
โHEY! OVER HERE! COME AND GET ME!โ You screamed loud enough to get the bats attention. You started banging on every gate you could to get them to get off of Eddie. As the bats started to fly towards you, all you could see was that Eddie wasnโt moving.ย
Just as the bats were about to get to you, they suddenly stopped in their path just to turn around and fly in the completely opposite direction. Most likely towards the Creel House. Towards Steve, Nancy, and Robin, but you didnโt care right now.ย
It took you a minute to limp over to Eddie, who still wasnโt moving.
โEddie?โ You whimpered, as you knelt down to him. His chest was moving up and down very slightly.ย
โThereโs my beautiful girl.โ He coughed out. Spurts of blood dribbled on his chin as he coughed.ย
โWe have to get you out of here, Eds.โ You tried to stay calm and lift him up. He was completely limp and you werenโt strong enough to lift him on your own. โCan you move?โ All he did was shake his head.ย
โIโฆI didnโt run away, right? I just wanted to help.โ He asked with tears in his eyes causing you to almost lose it.ย
โNo, sweetheart. You didn't run.โ You caressed his cheeks in your hands and wiped his tears with your thumb.ย
โI love you so much. Iโm gonna miss you,โ Eddie whimpered before turning his head slightly to kiss your hand. This is when you just let your tears come out. Thereโs no point in trying to fight them anymore.ย
โI will love you for the rest of my life, Eddie Munson.โ You closed your eyes and knelt down to plant a soft kiss on Eddieโs lips. When you lifted your head, you noticed he wasnโt moving. He wasnโt blinking. He wasnโt Eddie, not anymore.ย
โEddie?โ You whispered, as you started to shake him slightly. He still wasnโt moving. Sobs started to escape your mouth as you didnโt have the strength to hold them in anymore. You held his head in your hands, slightly closing his eyes to make it look like he was sleeping. Eddie was always so pretty when he slept.ย
Steve, Nancy, and Robin started running towards you screaming that you had to go. They stopped dead in their tracks as they realized what had happened.ย
Nancy and Robin stood there with their hands covering their mouths. Steve came running over to you and crouched next to you and whispered your name, โWe have to go.โ
โI canโt leave him here. I canโt leave him here!โ You sobbed onto Eddieโs shirt. Steve didnโt have the choice but to pick you up and throw you over his shoulder as you screamed and cried.ย
โNO! STEVE! PUT ME DOWN! NO! EDDIE!โ You screamed and sobbed and choked. As Steve walked back to the trailer, the vision of Eddie laying in the middle of the trailer park became more and more faint. You had just left him there. The love of your life. The bane of your existence.
***
The worst part about mourning Eddie is that you couldnโt mourn him. Though most of Hawkins was in ruins, everyone was celebrating the fact that Eddie Munson was presumed dead. The town was relieved to know that such a scary man had perished in the โearthquakeโ that shook the town. No one knew that Eddie had died for them. He died to give Hawkins a chance at a better future.ย
You sat outside on a park bench in silence with Wayne Munson. Dustin had told him what happened a few days prior, but this was the first time you saw Wayne since Eddie died. As soon as he laid eyes on you, the two of you completely fell apart. You melted in his arms as you started to sob.ย
After your sobs started to subside, the two of you just sat in each other's presence. You started to reminisce on times you and Eddie shared together. Times youโll never get back.
โDonโt you think itโs weird that weโve only been friends for like, six months? I feel like weโve been friends longer than that.โ Eddie laughed after taking a hit of his joint. The two of you were extremely high and at this point, you would just say stupid shit to one another.
โItโs because weโre birds of a feather, Munson.โ You laughed while looking over at him, eyes full of love, but he didnโt notice. Not yet.ย
โWhat the fuck is that?โ He said, dumbfounded.
โIt means weโre kind of like the same person. Platonic soulmates, if you will.โ You smiled up at him.ย
โThatโs really profound. I like that. But birds are annoying,โ Eddie smiled, getting higher by the second. โWait, thatโs even better. If you see a bird outside, thatโll just beโฆlikeโฆ an extension of me. They can annoy you when Iโm not around.โย
You laughed, โWhat do you mean โwhen youโre not aroundโ? Youโre up my ass 24/7.โย
โYou never know, sweetheart. I gotta keep you on your toes.โ Eddie took another hit of his joint.ย
You snapped back into reality with a sad smile on your face. Youโll miss those small conversations with Eddie more than anything. Just as you focused back on the present, a small bird, a baby finch, landed right next to you on the bench. All it did was look up at you for a moment before it flew away. Eddie.ย
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Eddie hates it when people donโt answer his calls. He hates it with passion.
It reminds him of too many things. It reminds him of manhunts and abandoned sheds, and no one on the other side of the line. It reminds him of cold, clammy hands, of hunger, of fear. Breaking bones and eldritch horrors heโd thought existed solely in cheap movies, not in real life, until he was brutally made aware of the fact that when people say everythingโs possible, everything is possible.
Every time someone doesnโt answer the phone when he calls, panic starts to boil inside his veins and his brain immediately makes at least a dozen painful scenarios for him to dwell on. He knows that technically, they just donโt know that itโs him. But it doesnโt make him worry any less, so everyoneโs learned to respect the rule. They just have to pick up. No matter what. Or heโll freak out, drop everything heโs doing and come unexpectedly to check if everythingโs alright.
There hasnโt been a single situation when things were actually badโpeople go get groceries, take solid, deep naps, or theyโre simply too lazy to pick up sometimesโbut he always does that. Always.
Especially if itโs Steve who doesnโt answer. What if he fell? Or someone mugged him? Or he got into a fight? This brain canโt take any more damage. What if heโs in the hospital now, waiting to be anesthetized before surgery, and no oneโs called Eddie yet, because to society theyโre just some dudes living together?
There are too many options. Eddie doesnโt like taking chances anymore, so he slaps the โIโll be back in a fewโ sign on the door, closes the shop and speeds through the town like he has nothing to lose. (And itโs quite stupid, because he has too many things to lose nowโbut heโs allowed to freak out once in a while.)
When he gets there and sees Steve pacing and gesturing animatedly in front of the window of their tiny but awfully cluttered kitchen, he finds out exactly what it means to have the whole world on your shoulders. Or, rather, to be finally freed from the pressure it creates.
Itโs okay. Itโs just a stupid phone call. It wasnโt even important, anyway.
Despite that, he takes his helmet off. Wonโt hurt to remind Steve of the rule. And maybe kiss his pretty face a little while heโs here.
He doesnโt even have to enter their apartment to know that Steveโs not alone. First off โ if Steveโs pacing and rambling, an anxious trait heโs picked up from Robin, wasnโt a hint enough โ itโs loud. Their paper walls can barely hold back a normal conversation, let alone something resemblant of a heated discussion. Honestly, Eddie has no idea how their neighbors can stand them sometimes, with his metal, their late-night conversations and non-conversations alike, with the kids visiting so often. Although Steve is optimistic (they have some lovely neighbors, like sweet Gran Fran, but donโt ever let Eddie express his opinions about that old hag from across the hallway, Miss Hermans), heโs still waiting for that complaint to be filed.
Second, he smells coffee. Steve never makes coffee for just himself.
Eddie opens the door gingerly, remembering how easy it is to completely unhinge them by accident, and is about to scream something about getting home, when none other than Dustin Henderson cuts him off with a shriek.
โโbecause itโs actually pathetic, thatโs why! Get a grip, man, just do it!โ
โOh, itโs so easy for you to say, because youโve never actually triedโโ
โAnd maybe I never will! If you wonโt do it, how can I learn how to do it myself? You know that you guys are the closest thing to father figures!โ
โHey, donโt make it about yourself for once, maybe? Some humility?โ
Dustinโs quiet for a second, but Eddie knows heโs not about to admit full defeat. โYes, sorry,โ he chokes out, finally. โBut youโve tried so many times, you should know that it doesnโt get any easier on another try. Just do it, it doesnโt matter how.โ
โIt does, though! To me, itโit does. It matters,โ Steve mumbles back, and Eddie can picture his face in perfect detail. Itโs Steveโs small voice, which means heโs worried about something, even though his worry doesnโt make any sense in everyone elseโs eyes. Heโs unsure: his brows are pinched, lips pursed, stare skittering around the room, never focusing on anything. Dustin knows this face too, because his tone gets softer.
โOkay, then walk me through it.โ
โWhat?โ
โWalk me through it. Youโll know what you want, how you want it, when and where, and itโll be easier when you try it next time.โ
โDustin, I really donโtโIโm not sure it can get easier, ever.โ
โBecause youโre scared.โ
Steve sighs deeply before he responds. โYes. Because Iโm scared.โ
โItโs been eight years, Steve. What are you scared of?โ Dustinโs voice is gentle, curious. Heโs not judging, he genuinely wants to know the reasons, and so does Eddie. He leans against the wall, trying to sneak a peek of the kitchen unsuccessfully, and listens. A while passes before Steve speaks again.
โI thinkโThere are so many things Iโm afraid of. But the main oneโฆ Itโs still rejection. Not being enough. Because itโs not like itโs anything formal, right? Itโs only a promise, and if it ends up turned downโฆโ
Chair legs scrape the floor and Eddie can hear two soft slaps โ hands on shoulders, probably.
โSteve Harrington. Calm down. You know itโs not going to happenโno, donโt argue. I know it, and this alone should be enough. You are an amazing person. Youโre great with people, youโre bright, youโre sweet, caring, you have so many talents. I love you, Steve,โ the pause that follows is filled with something so heavy thereโs a shift in the air. It has a different smell now. A little salty, a little warm. โAnd he loves you. More than you can imagine, probably. So just pop the question, Steve. And donโt back out with some stupid excuse like this morning.โ
โPop the question,โ Steve says, his voice firm, only a little timid. โYes, I thinkโI think I can do that.โ
Eddie bounces off the wall and takes quiet, slow steps backwards. He canโt hear anything else, even though the conversation continues. He bites his tongue hard enough to make it bleed a little. A coppery taste floods his mouth as he closes the door.
Oh, itโs just so, so stupid. He would have said yes. Each and every time, he would have said yes.
*
Later that day, when theyโre lying in bed together, with the sheets rumpled, their bodies warm and mushy from the nap, with Eddieโs lips on Steveโs and Steveโs hands in Eddieโs hair, Eddie remembers the overheard conversation.
Well, no. Thatโs a lie. Because he hasnโt stopped thinking about it ever since.
Every single second of what, at first, seemed to be yet another annoying Monday, has been filled with reverie and anticipation. Dustinโs right โ Eddie loves Steve. He loves him enough to risk hell for him, enough to argue with anyone whoโs in any way mean to him. Enough to take his hand and say โYou donโt have to be afraid when Iโm with youโ, even though Eddieโs the biggest coward in the whole wide world.
Eddie loves him. Loves his goofy smiles and scrunched happy faces, loves his moles and the uneven mustache he grows out sometimes when heโs bored. Eddie loves how gentle Steve is, how thoughtful and kind-hearted he is. How he helps Gran Fran replant her flowers each month with more enthusiasm than Eddieโs ever shown to anyone. How he talks to children, how much respect he has for those undermined by everyone else.
Eddie loves how heโs learned to stand up for himself. Heโs proud of Steve, of how much heโs grown, of how he knows how to express what he needs and what he wants now. Eddieโs loved him for ages, maybe even longer than heโs aware of, but every single significant and insignificant change in Steveโs behavior and point of view makes him fall a little bit harder, every time. In any shape, in any form, thereโs one constant in Eddieโs life: his love for Steve.
He likes to think that they do that to each other, both of them. That they help each other through inevitable changes, painful regressions and euphoric victories alike. He likes to think that together, they make one, healthy, living being โ and apart theyโre good, because theyโve grown to be good people thanks to the connections theyโve made overall. He likes this idea of just being good, together and apart. And he loves Steve for giving him the opportunity to be just that.
Eddie wants it to last. Desperately, intensely, madly. He wants it to last and he needs it to keep happening โ he knows that, and he knows he has the capacity to do that. To be there, to stay. His hands touch Steveโs thigh, not in the slightest covered by those silly Hawkins Tigers shorts heโs kept, then they touch Steveโs soft, scarred belly, then they touch his chest, where his heart is beating steadily and peacefully, and he keeps kissing him and Steve keeps clingling back to him, and Eddieโs so sure.
He wants this. He wants to experience growing old together, he wants them to get all wrinkly and bald together, he wants the fights over who gets the most comfortable chair in their grandkidsโ living room. He wants them to experience the highs and the lows of the family that they already have, and the one theyโre going to build someday.
Eddie wants this. He wants Steve. The whole deal; the promised forever. And he doesnโt want to wait another second.
โSteve,โ Eddie says, cutting the kiss short so suddenly Steve actually pulls him closer, chasing after the warmth of his lips. โIโm saying yes.โ
โMm. Okay,โ he mumbles back, too kiss- and sleep-hazy to catch Eddieโs intention right away. He tries to bump their noses togetherโwhich is adorable, really, but Eddie canโt let him hijack and self-sabotage this proposal too.
โNo, Steve,โ he squeezes Steveโs side until he looks at him properly. โI love you. Iโm saying yes.โ
In awe, Eddie watches as Steveโs face goes through confusion, true bewilderment, a bit of fear and fleeting exhilaration, to finally settle on disbelief.
โHow did youโโ
Eddie laughs a little at that. โI called and you didnโt pick up.โ Steve makes a little oh sound, already looking like a kicked puppy. โBut itโs okay, doesnโt matter, not the point,โ Eddie jumps in, anticipating an unnecessary apology. โThe point is, I love you, and Iโm saying yes.โ
Steve stares at him for a long second, his eyes wide and earnest. His fingers slide from Eddieโs hair to finally settle on both of his cheeks, cradling them lovingly. Eddie kinda wants to cry.
โYouโll marry me?โ Steve asks, incredulous, his voice only a bit louder than a whisper. The way he accentuates the word โmarryโ gives yet another layer of meaning to such a simple question. Youโll love me? Forever?
โIโll marry you,โ he replies without hesitation. โYouโll marry me?โ Youโll love me? With my flaws?
โIโll marry you,โ Steve says back. Then he grins with his eyes glistening in the bedside light, and squishes Eddieโs cheeks so hard it squeezes the unshed tear right from his eye. โWeโll get married!โ
Steve giggles happily, and Eddie laughs with him. Thereโs so much joy inside himโthem, the whole room seems to get bigger. โWe will,โ he adds through a smile, already peppering his fiancรฉโs face with kisses.
โOh gosh, I have to call Robin,โ Steve manages through his giggles and Eddie loves him so much. โAnd Dustin!โ
So, so much.
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DAY 15: Shotgunning
I missed drawing my pookies
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Concept: Nancy wears flannels more and more, nobody says anything until Steve asks why she keeps stealing Robinโs clothes
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The first time it happened, Steve didnโt say anything. Perhaps it was laundry day. Nancy did like to keep a rigorous schedule. But a couple days later, when she entered Family Video, there she was again in loose plaid and jeans, hair a bit of a mess. Of course Nancyโs version of โa messโ meant anything less than the usual perfection he saw in her. He often tried to tell himself he was over that high school crush. Sometimes, Nancy Wheeler made it hard to actually make it be over.
โTrying out a new style, Wheeler?โ Eddie snorted as he hopped up on the counter, stealing Steveโs popcorn from his morning movie with Robin. The girl in question had stepped out to the bathroom, having missed Nancyโs and now Eddieโs entrance.
โShut up,โ Nancy replied cleverly.
โHey Robin!โ Eddie called as she finally emerged. โHave you noticed Nancyโs new look?โ
โUm, not really!โ Robin ducked into an aisle. Steve raised an eyebrow, tracking her movements. What the hell was she doing in the horror aisle? They finished stocking that.
โRight, okay.โ Steve scoffed.
โWhat brings you here, anyway?โ Robin asked from a distance.
โReturning.โ
Fast Times.
You had to be kidding. Joking. Pulling his leg, even. Steve looked at Nancy like she had grown two heads. Opened his mouth. Then closed it.
โYo Harrington, did you forget the English language or something?โ Eddie said, his mouth full of the last handful of popcorn heโd stolen.
Steve wanted to grab him by the jaw and tell him to stop being a nuisance. But he didnโt do that. Nor did he acknowledge the question.
โSomething the matter?โ Nancy demanded. โDid I scratch it or something?โ
Steve picked up the film and walked it to where it belonged, feeling like his body didnโt belong to him in that moment. Robin was about to ask what the hell was wrong with him till she saw the movie he was holding.
โNancy rented Fast Times?โ
โYep.โ
โTHE Fast Times?โ
โYep.โ
โThe Fast Times withโโ
โThis going somewhere anytime soon, Buckley?โ
Robinโs cheeks were as pink as a sunrise as she shelved the movie without further comment. Steve had more questions than answers, but people never liked answering his questions. So he didnโt ask any.
Another day, another interruption from the ever annoying Eddie Munson. After shooing him out of the store, Steve and Robin served several other customers. For a Saturday, it was quiet.
Ding. Nancy appeared again. Red and blue flannel. He tilted his head as she gave a friendly greeting to Robin. As they chatted it up, he felt that odd sensation in the back of his skull coming to the front, like he was remembering a dream heโd had. Dejavu, his brain reminded him. Something was familiar. And then he remembered:
Two weeks ago. He and Robin were on a friend date. Sheโd worn that shirt. He remembered because he had stupidly spilled his drink all over it and he had offered to clean it at his place and return it to her the next day. The shirt was too big even for someone as tall as Robin.
And thatโs what all the shirts Nancy had worn that week had in common. Too big. They swallowed her whole.
โNancy, why do you keep wearing Robinโs clothes?โ
The comical, red faced silence that followed was better than any movie Steve couldโve picked out that day. But it was Robinโs turn, unfortunately, and she had chosen Fast Times. For some reason.
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God I need a Steddie gilmore girls au.
Steve as lorelai and Eddie as luke.
Its my first watch so iโm at the start of their on again off again. But even just a one shot of their first fight.
They have only been together a few months after being friends for years and having so much tension and love built up between them. Steveโs parents are renewing their vows they are on good terms because of Dustin or maybe Eleven? She would fit better but I know their relationship isnโt explored often (could do sibling steve got custody of) Iโd love max but she is so not at all like rory.
Anyway. They go Eddie comes everything goes to shit. Tommy shows up because Steveโs father went to him. He wants Steve with someone โpropperโ. Both of them have been sort of awful to him. But Eddie loves Steve so he goes. Tommy realizes he cant get Steve from Eddie he gets drunk and sloppy with a last ditch effort.
Eddieโs had enough because Steve felt bad for Tommy because his father died and they had a bad relationship but heโs inherited the company. (Another reason why Steveโs father pushed Tommy). They drank and talked about old times. Nothing happens! Itโs innocent! But Steve feels guilty and ignores Robinโs advice and doesnโt tell Eddie until that night.
Eddie leaves, Steve chases him but Eddie says he needs time. Steve feels like he is dying, he cant wait. He could fix it all if he could explain it! He was stupid so stupid he knows. But he pushes too hard and Eddie draws the line. He had said months back he was in. All in for all of it. He wanted to do this seriously. But it had become too much. Steve was too much and always would be.
They are both heartbroken. Steve is devastated, Robin worries and tries to help but Steve just forces himself to focus on the salon. Meanwhile Eddie is snapping at people at the garage he inherited from Wayne who had to retire because of his hip.
Steve cuts his father off in the process. So does eleven or dustin. Neither of them will speak to him but they are polite and kind to Steveโs mother. Eventually it breaks his father who goes to Eddie and admits he is wrong. He gives not so much a blessing but a admittance of defeat, knowing he truly cannot do anything about Eddie.
Eddie doesnโt even close and clean up properly. He just flicks the lights off and rushes over to Steveโs. Steve who was previously watching sad 80โs breakup movies in his old high school gym shorts and a swim team t shirt a few sizes too small is shocked to see him. But Eddie doesnโt wait and surges forward connecting their lips in a kiss Steve instantly melts into.
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a mess of holy things 12 also on ao3 // prev // next cw: some dumbification
โHi, sweet boy.โ
โHi.โ
Eddie flops onto the sofa, his head in Steveโs lap, grinning up at him, and Steve smiles.
โHow are you?โ Eddie asks, his voice softening like he can read Steveโs face. Steveโs mouth twists, and he shrugs a little bit, combing his fingers through Eddieโs bangs, pushing them back. He wants to lean down and press a kiss to his forehead, but he canโt lean down with Eddie there.
โOkay,โ he says, his voice quiet.
โWhatโd you do today?โ Eddie asks lightly, his eyelashes fluttering as he blinks, and Steve smiles in spite of himself. Heโs so pretty.
โMy mom called before I came over.โ
Eddie wasnโt here when he arrived. But he keeps a spare key under his doormat, and now it lives on Steveโs keychain.
โHowโd that go?โ
โThe usual,โ Steve sighs, running his fingers through Eddieโs hair. โShe asked about my classes. About friends.โ
โYou tell her about Robin?โ
โNo,โ Steve says with a scoff. โIf she knew I was best friends with a girlโฆ Sheโd think weโre falling in love, and then sheโd ask if Robin goes to church, or if sheโsย accepted Christ as her saviour,โ he adds, imitating his motherโs voice, and Eddie snorts, scrunching his nose adorably. โBetter to let her think Iโm lonelier than I am.โ
Eddie hums. Heโs quiet for a moment, somehow tilting his head even though heโs laying down.
โYou always seem sad when you talk to her,โ he says softly.
Steve shrugs again.
โItโs hard to talk to her,โ he says. โโS frustrating.โ
โShe sounds difficult,โ Eddie says.
Steve nods.
He traces the bat on Eddieโs neck, dragging his fingertip over its face.
โYou finish your homework?โ Eddie asks, and Steve scoffs again, furrowing his eyebrows.
โMakes me sound like a kid.โ
Eddie sticks his tongue out at him. Steve giggles and covers his mouth with his hand, laughing again when Eddie just licks his palm.
โSit up,โ Steve says, patting his cheek, and Eddie does, suppressing a smile as he moves to lean against the back of the sofa. Steve moves to climb on top of him before heโs even settled, sitting on his lap and falling forward to tuck his face into his neck, pressing close.
Eddie wraps his arms around him, rubbing his back tenderly, sighing.
โHow was work?โ Steve asks, mumbling into the side of Eddieโs neck.
โFine,โ Eddie says softly. โMissed you.โ
โSap.โ
โAss.โ
โYou like my ass.โ
โI really do,โ Eddie sighs.
His hand slides around to it, and Steve grins, arching his back and nuzzling into Eddieโs neck and Eddie squeezes, kneading gently.
โYou didnโt tell me if you finished your homework.โ
โI did. Why?โ
โJust making sure you donโt have anything else to do tonight.โ
โAnythingย else?โ
โOther than me.โ
Steve snorts.
โThought you were supposed to do me.โ
โRelationships go both ways, sweetheart.โ
โFine,โ Steve says, sighing heavily even though heโs beaming now. He hasnโt smiled all day, but when he sits in Eddieโs lap, face tucked into his neck to smell the vague alcohol and cigarettes and everything Steve isnโt supposed to fall in love with, his cheeks are sore.
He opens his mouth, exhaling against Eddieโs neck before he kisses him slowly. Eddie hums softly, tilting his head to give him space, and Steve kisses him again, slipping his tongue up his jaw.
โYouโre fucking with me,โ Eddie says, his voice low, and Steve giggles, humming in disagreement.
โYou taste good,โ he says softly, licking his neck again.
โI taste like a bar.โ
โYou taste like you.โ He bites Eddie gently, sucking his skin between his teeth and licking, nibbling lightly. Eddieโs hand tightens on his ass, squeezing, his fingers digging into his flesh, and Steveโs breath catches in his throat. โThat feels good.โ
Eddie hums softly.
โTake your shirt off, honey.โ
Steve nods, shuddering as he leans back, and he reaches for the hem of his shirt. His grip is too loose and he drops it as he lifts it before he tries again. Eddie is laughing, and Steveโs cheeks flush with heat as he smiles bashfully.
Eddie helps him tug his shirt over his head, setting it aside with a soft groan.
โMy pretty boy.โ
Steve shivers, sliding his arms around Eddieโs shoulders, his gaze falling shyly.
โLook at me,โ Eddie says.
Steve looks at him.
Eddie is smiling, his eyes shining, and Steve wonders if this feeling is ever going to fade. This achey feeling that makes him feel like heโs going to burst into tears.
Eddieโs hand is a little cold when he touches Steveโs chest, spreading his fingers to take up as much pace as possible, squeezing his pec. Steve suppresses a smile, and Eddie grins, biting his lip as he does it again and then runs his hand across his chest, squeezing the other side.
โOkay?โ Eddie whispers. Steve nods, exhaling. Eddie tilts his head fondly, watching him carefully as his fingers close on his nipple, pinching teasingly, as Steve holds his breath, biting his lip, stifling a weak moan. โSweetheart.โ
โMhmm.โ
โKiss me.โ
Steve leans down and crashes their mouths together, reaching to hold his face, cradling his jaw. He feels like he might pass out, like his vision has gone black, like his heart is beating too fast. Eddieโs tongue slips past his lips, and Steve lets his jaw drop, lets Eddie lick into his mouth.
Eddieโs fingers inch down his chest, pressing into Steveโs belly, feeling him, holding him, pressing and squeezing until he finds the drawstring of Steveโs sweatpants. He tugs gently, questioning. Steve nods, letting out a weak sound.
โPlease.โ
โStand up for a moment,โ Eddie says gently, patting his hip, and Steve does, swaying, squeezing his eyes shut for a moment as he steals himself on Eddieโs shoulders. Eddie smiles up at him fondly as he pulls at Steveโs sweatpants, tugging them down with his boxers. Steveโs cheeks are hot as he steps out of them, letting Eddie toss them aside to join his shirt.
He pauses before he starts to climb onto Eddieโs lap again, watching as Eddie reaches to undo the fly of his jeans. Eddie is suppressing a smile, opening his jeans, pushing them down a little as he lifts his hips, and Steve exhales, his hand tightening on Eddieโs shoulder.
โCโmere,โ Eddie says softly, gesturing, and Steve climbs onto his lap, his head dropping as his dick touches Eddieโs.
โOh, God.โ
Eddie laughs softly, kissing him, reaching up to cradle the back of his head, and itโs tender, and sweet, andย loving, until his fingers curl into his hair and pull sharply, tugging his head back. Steve lets out a noise that doesnโt even sound like it comes from his throat, too high, too weak, his eyes rolling back. Eddie licks a line up the side of his neck.
He hisses when Eddie bites him, closing his eyes and gripping Eddieโs shirt tightly. He whines, hips shifting, rubbing against Eddie.
โSpit for me,โ Eddie murmurs into his ear. Steve forces himself to open his eyes to find Eddieโs hand between them, palm upturned. Steve holds his wrist as he lets spit gather in his mouth, as he spits slowly. โGood boy.โ
Steve smiles deliriously, and he feels inebriated again, like heโs drunk or high or something, like Eddie is making his way into Steveโs bloodstream. Eddieโs hand wraps around both of them, spreading Steveโs spit, and his rings are cold against the heat of Steveโs skin.
โEddieโโ
Eddieโs hand pauses, and he looks up at Steve.
โColor?โ
Steve whines, shifting his hips again.
โGreen,โ he chokes. โGreen, fuck, gimme more.โ
Eddie grins. His hand moves again, tightening, and Steve sighs, closing his eyes. Eddie hums, his voice rough in his throat.
โWatch,โ he says softly, his voice low.
Steve forces his eyes open again, and heโs looking at the ceiling for some reason, so after a brief moment of orienting himself, he lowers his gaze. He looks at Eddieโs hand, at the way their skin is shining.
โWeโre so pretty,โ Steve slurs. Eddie grins.
โYeah, we are,โ he whispers.
He quickens his hand and Steve grits his teeth, his muscles tensing, letting out guttural sound that makes Eddie giggle.
โOh,ย Godโโ
โThatโs it, baby. Feel good?โ
โFuck, yeah.โ
Eddie is still laughing, his eyes shining brightly, and Steve canโt even feel annoyed, because heโs soย hot, itโs fuckingย ridiculous. Steve kind of wants him to be mean to him. To make fun of him. To laugh at him. To tease him mercilessly, until Steve is sobbing, begging.
Steve groans, gripping Eddieโs shirt tightly. Heโs trembling, and he canโt stop shifting on Eddieโs lap, swivelling his hips, jerking into Eddieโs fist.
โCome here,โ Eddie says after a moment of gazing up at him, and Steve whines when Eddieโs hand disappears before it slides to the small of his back. He lifts Steve up, sliding his hands down his thighs to guide his legs around his hips.
โEddie,โ Steve breathes, his voice breaking. He wraps his arms around Eddieโs neck, squeezing his eyes shut as Eddie carries him out of the room, trying to steady his breathing.
Eddie sets him down gently, kissing him.
Steve loves it when he kisses him.
He always kisses Steve like the world is ending, like the sky is falling. Like itโs the last time heโll ever get to kiss him.
Steve whines into his mouth, letting his tongue fall so Eddie can lick it, and he grabs at Eddieโs hair, his fingers gripping it tightly enough that Eddie grunts.
Eddieโs hand slides to his chest and squeezes his pec, and Steve hums.
โStay here,โ Eddie whispers. Steve whines, frowning. Eddie laughs. โIโll be right back.โ
He kisses him again before the heat of his body disappears, the bed shifting as he leaves, and Steve opens his eyes, lifting his head to look at him. Heโs turned away, tugging his shirt off, and his hair lifting to expose the tattoo on his back. Steveโs eyes trace the line of his spine, the dimples just above the waistband of his jeans.
Steve lets his head fall back to the bed with a groan, and he suppresses a smile when Eddie laughs again. He hides his face behind his hands, his back arching as he lets out a desperate whine. He hears the bedside table drawer open and close, and then the mattress shifts as Eddie crawls over to him.
โFuck,โ he says. His voice is too loud. Eddieโs skin is cool on his, his inner thighs pressed to Steveโs hips, pinning him into the mattress. โEddie.โ
โHi, baby.โ
Thereโs a click of plastic, and Steve opens his eyes blearily, lifting his head. Eddie's naked now, glowing. Heโs got a small bottle in his hands, and heโs suppressing a smile as he pours a clear liquid into his palm.
โYou okay?โ Eddie checks quietly.
โYes,โ Steve gasps, nodding.
โYou know what to say if itโs too much?โ
Steve nods again, breathing a weakย Yes, holding back a weakerย Sir.
โGood boy,โ Eddie whispers, leaning down to kiss Steveโs chest, and then his hand is touching Steveโs dick, and itโs slick and warm and Steve might be dying. โFeel good?โ
Steve whines.
โYeahโโ
Eddie hums condescendingly, rubbing, and then he shifts on Steveโs lap, moving forward, taking them both in his hand. Steve writhes, looking up at him.
His cheeks are red. Heโs smiling.
Steveโs hands find Eddieโs thighs, and he squeezes as he looks at the ceiling.
โYouโre so beautiful,โ he says weakly.
โThank you, sweet boy.โ
Eddie tosses the bottle aside and presses his hand to Steveโs belly, rubbing and squeezing tenderly. He leans over, holding himself up on Steveโs torso, and his hair falls around his face as he hits his dick against Steveโs. Steve groans, clenching his teeth, squeezing his eyes shut.
โEddie, โm gonna come.โ
โAlready?โ Eddie teases brightly.
Steve whines, his face hot as he listens to the sound of Eddieโs hand moving, the sound of Eddieโs breath hitching.
โFuck,โ Eddie chokes, his weight shifting on top of Steve. โI shouldnโt make fun of you, Iโm so close.โ
Steve giggles deliriously, lifting his chin, pressing his head into the bed.
โGod, youโre amazing,โ Eddie murmurs, pressing his thumb under the head of Steveโs dick. โSo fucking beautiful, baby, youโre perfect.โ
Steve whines, watching Eddieโs hand, watching his stomach tense as grinds against him.
โStevie, baby.โ
โMm.โ
โWhere do you want it?โ
Steve groans, lifting a hand and gesturing to his chest, breathing out a soft please. Eddie laughs softly, squeezing his pec.
โSuch a slut,โ he says fondly.
โYeah,โ Steve whines, nodding at the ceiling. โJโst for you.โ
โYeah?โ Eddie says, his voice soft and sweet and condescending. โYou my little slut, baby boy?โ
Steve nods, reaching to hold Eddieโs thighs, gripping him so tightly he might leave bruises. Itโs not that he particularly wants to leave bruises on him, but he also doesnโt think Eddie would mind. And Steve canโt really unclench his hands, not when Eddie is calling him hisย slut, when heโs groping and squeezing and tugging at his chest.
Steve moans, his hips lifting off the bed to press to Eddieโs, and Eddie lets out a rough noise thatโs almost a fucking growl. Steve does it again, looking up at Eddie, who nods, half-smiling, his hand moving quickly over their dicks. And Steve wants to hear him make that sound again, wants to hear his voice all rough and ragged.
โEddieโโ
โYeah, sweetheart,โ Eddie says breathlessly.
โTalk to meโโ
Eddie leans down and kisses him messily, licking across his mouth.
โYou wanna hear me?โ he breathes, nudging their noses together as they shift against each other. โYou like it when I talk to you?โ
โYes,โ Steve breathes, nodding, squeezing Eddieโs hips.
โWhat do you wanna hear?โ Eddie whispers, kissing him again. โYou want me to tell you you feel good? You sound so pretty?โ
Steve groans, squeezing his eyes shut.
โโCause you do,โ Eddie whispers after leaning closer, his lips brushing Steveโs ear. โFeel so fucking good. So perfect for me, like you were fucking made just for me.โ
Steve nods desperately, tilting his head as Eddie slides his tongue over his ear, like heโsย making outย with it, and itโs weird and messy and gross and Steve is coming.
He lets out a weak noise, pulling Eddie against himself, and Eddie groans,ย growls, into his ear. Steve is breathing hard, gasping for breath, clinging to Eddie as he pushes himself up.
โPleaseโโ Steve gasps, clutching at him, and Eddie nods, kissing him quickly, panting into his mouth.
โIโm gonna come,โ he says, his voice rough. โYou want it on your tits, baby?โ
โYes,โ Steve gasps, nodding, still writhing, shivering, and Eddie sits up, reaching down to jerk himself off. Heโs wet with Steveโs come. โFuck,ย youโre so hot.โ
Eddie snickers, leaning over Steve and holding himself up with a hand on Steveโs shoulder, resting his weight on him, and Steve wants him to crush him, to press so hard, so heavy, he canโt breathe.
Eddie grunts low in his throat, and Steve lets out a moan when Eddie comes, hot on Steveโs chest. He holds Steve in place by his shoulder as he fucks his hand, and Steve looks down to watch blearily, his vision blurred as he reaches to rub it into his skin. Eddie laughs breathlessly.
โSlut.โ
Steve smiles at the ceiling, rubbing the come across his chest slowly, sleepily.
Eddie relaxes on top of him, resting his weight on his stomach. Steve sighs.
They fall quiet, their breathing slowing. Eddie touches Steveโs chest, dragging his fingers up his sternum, through his chest hair, over the hollow of his throat. And then heโs tracing Steveโs lips, and Steve parts them, smiling as Eddie presses his fingers into his mouth.
Steve moans softly, licking them clean, letting Eddie rub them against his tongue, hook them on his teeth to pull his jaw down.
When he pulls his fingers away, Steve sighs, his head falling back on the bed, and Eddie pats his cheek. Steve smiles.
โSorry I said tits,โ Eddie says, his voice rough, and a laugh bursts out of Steve.
โI donโt mind,โ he says quietly.
โNo?โ
โMm.โ Steve exhales heavily. โLike how you talk about my body.โ
Eddie hums and leans down, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek.
โCโmon,โ he says, finally climbing off of Steve, who whines, furrowing his eyebrows, pouting. โLetโs get cleaned up.โ
Steve lets him pull him across the bed, groaning, and he opens his eyes, looking up at him.
Heโs already looking back, red-cheeked and smiling softly, his hair messy. His neck and shoulders are reddened too, marked by Steveโs hands, and Steve glances down at his hips, where he finds his own fingerprints like theyโre stained onto Eddieโs skin. He looks back up at Eddie.
โKiss me?โ
Eddieโs smile widens, and he moves back toward Steve, leaning down to touch his chin, lifting it so he can kiss him tenderly.
โCome with me,โ he murmurs against Steveโs lips.
โOkay,โ Steve says softly.
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
Steveโs handwriting is shitty when he lays like this, on his stomach, propped up on his elbows, but itโs comfortable, and heโs tired, so he doesnโt really care. Itโs pouring outside, and itโs lulling him to sleep.
Heโs almost done with this assignment, and he cares less and less the closer he gets to the end of it. Heโs barely trying anymore, letting his face rest on his palm, squishing his cheek, his handwriting lifting off the lines of the paper in his notebook, scribbly and sleepy.
โYou almost done?โ
Steve just groans in response, and he hears Eddie chuckle behind him as he comes into the bedroom. Steve is on the floor, legs stretched out behind him, books and papers scattered in front of him within reach. Heโd started working when Eddie went to cover someoneโs shift at the bar, and he was still working when he came home. Eddie had gone to the kitchen to clean, had gone to shower, to dry his hair.
โHow close are you?โ Eddie asks, letting out a soft groan as he lowers to the floor, and Steve glances behind himself, smiling as Eddie lays down, resting his head on Steveโs ass with a sigh.
โFew more minutes maybe,โ Steve says, looking back at the paper. He scribbles out a word thatโs almost illegible and rewrites it. โโM bored.โ
Eddie hums, his head shifting, and he squeezes Steveโs thigh gently.
Steve works, his vision more clear as he focuses on Eddieโs weight against him, his handwriting still awfully messy because heโs writing faster now, desperate to finally be done.
He lets out another groan when he finishes, shoving away his notebooks and tossing his pencil aside as he falls to lay flat on the ground, letting his face press to his arm. Eddie laughs softly, squeezing his thigh again.
โAll done?โ
Another groan.
Eddie laughs again, rolling over, and Steve smiles against his arm as he feels Eddieโs arms rest across the backs of his thighs, his face pressing against Steveโs ass.
โYou comfy?โ Steve mumbles into his arm.
โVery much so, yes.โ
Steve snorts, and he sighs, reaching back to touch Eddieโs head, pushing his fingers into his curls; theyโre almost dry, and Steve tries not to snag any tangles.
โHowโs your homework?โ Eddie asks. โYou think you did good?โ
Steve makes a non-committal sound, shrugging, letting his fingers curl into Eddieโs hair.
โWho cares,โ he says dryly.
โProbably your parents.โ
Steve groans again.
Eddieโs hand tightens on his leg and he sits up, making Steveโs hand fall aside. Steve sighs, already missing his warmth, but Eddie comes back, laying on the ground next to him and sliding his arm around his waist. Steve shifts closer, closing his eyes and pressing his face to Eddieโs chest. He smells like his soap. Steve can hear his heartbeat, gentle and steady, and the rain turns to white noise.
โYou ever think about dropping out?โ Eddie asks after a moment, running his hand through his hair, playing with the ends, twisting them around his fingers.
โEvery day,โ Steve says honestly.
โYeah?โ
โMm. Canโt though.โ
โIโd support you if you did,โ Eddie says softly. Steve smiles.
โโS nice.โ
Eddie scoffs.
He presses a kiss to the top of Steveโs head, and Steve wraps his leg around Eddieโs, pulling him closer, sliding a hand around to the small of his back and slipping his hand under his shirt. His skin is warm from the shower, and Steve sighs again, holding Eddie tightly, like he wants to absorb him, like heโs trying to let their skin melt together.
The rain gets louder. Hits the roof and the window steadily, obstructing the light from outside. Steve presses closer to hear Eddieโs heart.
โJesus,โ Eddie says quietly. โRainโs louder โn skeletons fuckinโ on the roof.โ
Steve blinks his eyes open.
โWhat?โ
Eddie laughs, and Steve can feel it on his face, can feel the vibrations from it against his cheek, and he lifts his head, propping himself up on an elbow to look down at him.
โWhat did you say?โ Steve says, grinning, staring at Eddie and his eyes shine up at him.
โIย said,โ he says pointedly, tilting his head, his hair getting caught on the rug. โTheย rainย isย louderย thatย skeletons fucking on the roof.โ
Steve stares at him for another moment before he bursts into laughter, dropping onto Eddieโs chest. Eddie giggles, wrapping his arms around him, and he rolls them so heโs on top of Steve, pressing him into the ground and burying his face in his neck. It tickles.
Steve tries to fight him away, but heโs laughing too hard to push him again, his eyes squeezed shut and his cheeks sore. Eddie is heavy on top of him, blowing raspberries in his neck and digging his fingers into his sides. Steve squeals, finally reaching for his hair and tugging it sharply, which makes Eddie laugh, his breath warm on Steveโs skin.
When Eddie finally lifts his head and crashes their mouths together, grinning, reaching to hold his cheek. Steve giggles into his mouth, sliding his hand under his shirt again. Eddieโs tongue slides into his mouth, slick and warm and pressing behind his teeth clumsily, and Steve hums, tugging at his hair.
Eddie is still grinning when he lifts his head, and his smile softens as he looks at him. Steveโs lips are parted, and it takes a moment for him to open his eyes.
Eddieโs hair is falling around them like a curtain, hiding them from the overhead light, and Steve reaches up to tuck it out of the way, holding Eddieโs head gently.
โWhat?โ he says quietly when Eddie doesnโt say anything.
Eddie shrugs, his eyes flickering across Steveโs face.
โJustโฆโ He holds Steveโs waist absently, his thumb brushing back and forth slowly. โI really like you.โ
Steveโs stomach flutters. He tilts his head.
โI really like you too.โ
โโฆReally?โ
And Eddie does this sometimes. Teases, complains that Steve must actually hate him because he doesnโt let him slide his cold hands under his shirt. But it comes out so earnestly in this moment, his voice soft like he doesnโt mean to say it.
โYeah,โ Steve says, his voice softening. โOf course.โ
Eddie blinks at him. His thumb brushes back and forth again before it stops, and Steve pushes his hair back again.
He pushes Eddie back gently, sitting up, and he holds onto him to keep him close. They sit across from each other.
โWhat is it?โ Steve asks, pulling at Eddieโs leg so he wraps them around him.
โโS nothing,โ Eddie says lightly, dismissively, but Steveโs hand tightens.
โBaby,โ he says softly, leaning closer, meeting Eddieโs eyes. It makes Eddie smile a little bit. โWhatโs going on?โ
Eddie looks away, taking a breath, pausing, and Steve waits, running his fingers over Eddieโs shin. Heโs wearing shorts, and when Steve looks down, he can see the wing of the moth wrapping around the back of his leg. He traces it lightly.
โI keepโฆ like, thinking that Iโฆโ
Steve looks at him again, but heโs looking down at the ground between them.
โThat Iโm like, an experiment for you,โ Eddie says, his voice quiet, and he looks up at Steve, who frowns. โWhichโ I donโt wanna sound like an asshole, Iโm sorry, Iโโ
โYou donโt sound like an asshole,โ Steve says gently, squeezing his leg. โTell me.โ
โI justโฆโ Eddie bites his lip as he pauses again, looking away for a moment. โI keep thinking that you, likeโ youโd gonna decide thatโฆโ
Steve reaches over and takes his hand, linking their fingers gently. Eddie squeezes gently.
โThat you wannaโฆ focus on God,โ Eddie says finally. โAnd youโ you wonโt wanna be with me.โ
Steve exhales, his heart falling.
โEdsโโ
โWhich,โ Eddie interrupts, his hand tightening on Steveโs. โI mean, if youโ if you do, Iโ Iโll respect that, obviously, Iโ I want you to be happy, I justโฆโ
โEddie,โ Steve stops him, tugging at his hand, prompting him to look up at him, and Steveโs throat is tight. He pauses for a moment and then leans in to kiss him gently, slowly, staying close when they part. His lips brush against Eddieโs when he speaks. โYou donโt have to worry about that.โ
Eddie smiles a little, but Steve can tell he doesnโt believe him, so he kisses him again, harder, reaching to hold his face. Eddie lets him, his lips parting, his head falling back, and Steve presses closer, his legs around Eddie.
Theyโre both quiet when they part again, sharing breaths, holding each other.
โI donโtโฆโ Steve starts, his voice rough. โI donโt know what I believe about, like, God. I think Iโmโฆ leaning toward, like. Atheism. Likeโฆโ He pauses, his heart beating faster, and Eddie nods, listening intently as he holds his waist gently, firmly. โI donโtโฆ I donโt really believe in God.โ
Itโs the first time heโs said it out loud.
The words tumble out of his mouth clumsily, like heโs not fluent, like heโs unpracticed, and he feels cold. He suppresses a shiver, fingers tightening on Eddie, holding him like heโs about to slip away.
โButโโ His voice cuts off, his throat tight, and he blinks his eyes, clearing his vision. โI believe inโ inย this.โ He squeezes again. โThisย is real. I know it is. I canโ I canย feel it.โ
He leans forward and presses their foreheads together, closing his eyes and taking a breath. Eddieโs hand smooths over his back gently, calming.
โI believe in us,โ Steve says softly, whispering. โIt sounds so stupid, butโฆโ
โโS not stupid,โ Eddie murmurs.
Steve exhales.
โDo youโฆ Do you remember what you said that day we met?โ he asks quietly. โAboutโฆ Godโs presence?โ
Eddie hums, his nose brushing over Steveโs.
โKind of,โ he says. โTell me.โ
โYou saidโฆ that Godโs absence brings you more peace than his presence.โ
โYeah.โ
โItโs like that.โ
Eddie looks at him, leaning away enough to see him clearly. He doesnโt have any of his piercings in, and he looks odd without them, his skin bare except the subtle holes in his skin.
โYeah?โ he whispers. Steve nods.
โYouโฆโ
Steve reaches for one of Eddieโs hands, taking it gingerly, and Eddie lets him, his other hand smoothing over his head, brushing through his hair. Steve looks at their hands, at the ink of Eddieโs skin, and he traces his fingers.
โYou bring me more peace than God ever did,โ he says quietly, whispering to the flower on the back of Eddieโs hand. โFeel safer with you than I do in church.โ
Eddie tugs his hand, and he looks up.
Eddieโs eyes are glistening. Steve watches the bat on his throat shift when he swallows. And then Eddie is pulling him into a kiss, his mouth lingering on Steveโs, hands releasing him to reach for his face. And Steve melts against him, placing his hands on his chest, his fingers curling to hold the fabric of his shirt.
Steve pulls away with a slick sound, his hands pressing firmly to Eddieโs chest.
โIโโ He takes a breath, looking at Eddie desperately. Eddieโs thumb brushes over his cheek. โEven if I did believe in God,โ he says softly. โEven if I changed my mind, and I wasโ reborn, or whatever.โ
Eddie smiles crookedly.
Steve kisses his smile.
โI donโt care what He thinks,โ he whispers against Eddieโs mouth. He reaches to hold his face, brushing his thumbs over his skin, scratching his fingertips over his stubble, pressing their foreheads together. โHeโs all-powerful, all-knowing. He put you in my path. Had to know Iโd fall for you.โ
Too honest.
He looks at Eddie nervously, and Eddie isย crying,ย his eyes shining with tears that fall when he blinks. Steve wipes them away, frowning.
โโS really nice,โ Eddie says, his voice weak.
โCan I have a hug?โ Steve asks softly, and Eddie pulls him close, pressing a chaste kiss to his jaw before he buries his face in his neck.
Steve tucks his arms between them, closing his eyes, and he listens to Eddieโs heartbeat. Itโs faster now than it was earlier.
Eddieโs hands are gentle as they run over Steveโs back, over the back of his neck into his hair. Steve loves how he touches him. Always so tender, so gentle, like Steve deserves it.
โCan I have a kiss?โ he asks weakly. โPlease, Eddie.โ
Eddie lifts his head, touching Steveโs chin and guiding him into a soft kiss before he whispers to him.
โYou donโt ever have to beg for a kiss,โ he murmurs. โOkay?โ
Steve nods. Eddie shakes his head by his chin lightly.
โWords.โ
โYes,โ Steve breathes, nodding again. โOkay.โ
โGood boy,โ Eddie whispers, brushing their noses together. Steveโs eyes close. โYou want a kiss, you take it, okay?โ
โOkay.โ
Eddie kisses him.
Steve clutches at him, clings to him, grasps his shirt and his hair, and Eddie lets him, treats him so fucking gently Steve feels like he might fall apart if he lets go. Eddie pushes him to his back, his hand steady on his chest, and Steve pulls him down with him, his hands knotted in his curls.
Eddieโs hand presses to Steveโs neck, his palm to Steveโs throat, fingers wrapped around it, and Steve lets out a weak whine, his head falling back.
โIs that okay?โ Eddie whispers. Steve nods and then lets out a sharp Yes under his breath.
He pulls Eddie back into a kiss, sighing as Eddie settles over him.
โIโve been thinking,โ he mumbles absently.
โUh oh.โ
Steve snickers. holding the sides of Eddieโs head, tightening his legs around him. Eddie kisses the corner of his mouth and then his cheek.
โWhat are you thinking, baby?โ Eddie asks, his voice muffled by Steveโs skin.
โUhm.โ
He looks at the ceiling, his eyes fluttering shut as Eddie kisses the side of his neck. He buries his hands in his hair, cradling the back of his head, humming as Eddieโs fingers tighten on his neck.
โI think I wannaโฆ wanna try something. With you.โ
His face is burning, and he feels Eddieโs lips spread into a smile against his jaw.
โWhatโs that?โ Eddie asks softly, sliding his lips to Steveโs cheek and kissing him there slowly. โHm? What dโyou wanna try, sweet thing?โ
Steve exhales shakily, closing his eyes as Eddieโs lips close on his earlobe.
โMm. Notโฆ Not today but Iโฆโ
He stops, face burning with embarrassment, and Eddie hums softly.
โWhere are your words?โ he murmurs, his lips brushing the shell of Steveโs ear. He presses his hips against Steveโs just enough to make his breath catch.
โWantโฆโ He swallows. Eddie kisses his ear slowly, his teeth catching softly. โWanna try penโ penetration.โ
Eddie grins. He lifts his head and kisses Steve so hard their teeth crash together, and Steve hugs his neck, holding him close as Eddie presses their hips together again. Eddie hums quietly.
โWhich way you want it?โ he whispers between kisses, tilting his head to lick into Steveโs mouth. Steve groans softly, his fingers digging into Eddieโs back.
โWant you,โ he breathes. โWant you to fuck me.โ
Eddieโs hip land harder. His breath catches, and he lets out a rough sound.
โYou sure?โ
Steve nods, opening his mouth, and Eddie licks his tongue.
โWant you inside me.โ
Eddie groans softly and reaches to grab Steveโs knee, lifting it to hitch it up on his hip. Steve arches his back, pushing up against him.
โDo you want it?โ he asks weakly, hugging Eddie tightly, tilting his head for Eddie to mouth at his neck. โDo you want it too?โ
โGod,ย fuck, yes,โ Eddie gasps. He slides a hand into the small of Steveโs back, pulling him close as he ruts against him. spreading his legs to be closer. โWould be a fucking honor to fuck you, Stevie.โ
Steve giggles, and he pulls Eddie's hair sharply, tugging him away from his neck, so he can kiss him messily. Eddie moans softly, smiling against Steveโs mouth like heโs proud of Steve for not asking, for taking it.
He comes with Eddieโs tongue in his mouth, with Eddieโs fingers around his throat. He presses a hand to Eddieโs back when he stops to look at him, letting out a heavy exhale and nodding, closing his eyes and letting his head fall to the floor.
โKeep going,โ he says breathlessly, nodding even though he canโt see if Eddieโs looking at him or not. โCome for me.โ
Eddie groans and buries his face in Steveโs neck, breathing heavily as he starts to move again, desperately using Steveโs body, licking his neck and ear and jaw like heโs mindless.
โFuck,ย Iโโ
Steve bites his lip to cut himself off.
But Eddie groans like he knows.
โWhen do you wanna do it?โ Eddie asks.
Itโs dark in his room, especially when Steveโs got his face buried in his chest, his eyes squeezed shut, breathing in the smell of his soap and laundry detergent. He can feel Eddieโs heartbeat against his face. He can feel the vibrations of his voice.
โI donโt know,โ he says, turning to rest his cheek on his chest instead, so he can hear him. โSometime soon-ish.โ
Eddie hums softly.
Itโs still raining outside. Pouring. Thereโs a vague rumble of thunder somewhere in the sky, but itโs too far away for the lightning to show itself. Eddieโs fingers drag up and down Steveโs bare arm. He isnโt wearing a shirt. Didnโt bother putting one on after getting out of the shower.
โWeโll take it slow,โ Eddie murmurs. Steve sighs, rubbing his cheek against Eddieโs chest. โOkay?โ
โMhmm.โ
โStart with a finger,โ Eddie continues, his voice soft and rumble. โIf you donโt like it, or you wanna try another day or anything, you tell me, alright?โ
โI will,โ Steve whispers.
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
โThat looks like the smile of a boy that just crushed an exam.โ
Steveโs smile is crooked, and he tilts his head, grinning up at Eddie. He tosses his backpack to the floor when Eddie tugs him inside by the lapel of his jacket, letting him drag him into a hug. He sighs heavily, closing his eyes as Eddie pushes the door shut behind him.
โโM so fuckinโ tired,โ Steve mumbles into Eddieโs shoulder, lifting onto his tiptoes as Eddie wraps his arms around his waist. Eddieโs wearing a hoodie, and itโs soft on Steveโs face.
โHowโd it go?โ
Steve groans.
โFine, I guess. Iโll find out in a few weeks.โ
โBet you did great.โ
โMm.โ
Eddie lifts his head and kisses Steveโs temple before Steve looks up tiredly, opening his eyes slowly. Eddie brushes his hair back fondly before he kisses his mouth gently.
โYou eat today?โ
โMhmm,โ Steve hums. โAte after I left the exam hall.โ
โGood boy.โ
โIโm so tired.โ
Eddie caresses his face like heโs analysing him, and Steve closes his eyes again, letting him. He likes when Eddie looks at him like this. When Eddie touches him like this.
โWanna lay down?โ Eddie asks softly. Steve nods. Eddie taps his cheek firmly, reprimanding him, and Steveโs breath catches in his throat. His eyes flutter open to find Eddie looking at him expectantly.
โYeah,โ he says finally. โWanna lay down.โ
Eddie smiles like heโs proud and he tugs at Steveโs jacket again.
โTake this off โnd hang it up.โ
Steve does, his movements slow and sleepy, and Eddie watches, leaning against the doorframe before he holds his hand out to Steve to take, leading him to the living room. Thereโs a movie on the television, paused and staticky, and Eddie sits against the arm rest, gesturing, tugging Steveโs hand.
Steve falls onto the sofa, his head landing in Eddieโs lap, and Eddie laughs lightly, reaching for the remote as Steve gets situated.
He sighs when heโs settled, his eyes closed, and Eddieโs hand runs through his hair.
โโM proud of you,โ Eddie says lightly when his move is playing again. Steve opens his eyes and looks up at him. โI know how hard youโve been working.โ
Steve nods, half-smiling.
โSo smart,โ Eddie praises lightly, caressing his cheek. Steveโs face flushes with heat, and Eddieโs smile widens. โMy bright boy.โ
His thumb brushes Steveโs lower lip, and Steve opens his mouth instinctively. Eddie laughs, sliding his thumb into his mouth, combing through his hair with his other hand as Steve closes his mouth around it and sucks.
โStupid for me, though, huh?โ
โMhmm.โ
Eddieโs other fingers wrap around Steveโs chin, cradling his jaw, and his voice is rough when he speaks again.
โOpen up.โ
Steve opens his mouth, letting his tongue follow Eddieโs thumb as he pulls it away, whining. Eddie shushes him gently, wiping his thumb on Steveโs cheek, leaving it wet with his spit, and itโs gross, but Steve lets out a weak hum. Eddie slides his finger in his mouth gently, slowly, tugging his hair when he closes his lips around it.
โKeep it open for me, doll.โ
Steve hums weakly, nodding, opening his mouth again.
Eddieโs finger slides over his tongue again before another joins it, pressing down on Steveโs tongue, forcing his jaw open wider. Steveโs eyes open after a moment, and Eddie is looking down at him, smiling, fond.
โYou gonna be nice and quiet so I can watch my movie?โ Eddie asks. Steve nods. โWords.โ
Steveโs breath catches in his throat, and he struggles around a weakย Yesย with Eddieโs fingers firm on his tongue, keeping his mouth open.
โThatโs a good boy,โ Eddie says softly, kindly, and Steve closes his eyes, groaning weakly. Eddie shifts in his seat so heโs slouching more comfortably, and Steve curls up, keeping his head straight so Eddieโs fingers donโt fall away.
Eddieโs fingers move idly in Steveโs mouth, pressing over his tongue, spreading apart like heโs trying to take up as much space in Steveโs mouth as possible. His other hands plays with Steveโs hair, combing through it, twisting his fingers in it, tugging gently until his scalp aches dully.
The next time Steve opens his eyes, Eddie is looking at the television, almost ignoring Steve completely. Steve whines.
โThought you said you were gonna be quiet for me,โ Eddie says absently, and then he lowers his gaze to Steve and meets his eyes, pulling his fingers away enough for Steve to speak clearly. โYou okay?โ
โYeah,โ Steve says softly. โCan I have your spit?โ
Eddie smiles, pausing. He canโt lean down properly with Steve here on his lap, so he lifts his hand to his own mouth, extending his fingers, and he spits on them slowly. Steve watches longingly, his head full of clouds.
โOpen.โ
Steve sticks his tongue out, and he knows how weird this is, how debauched, howย filthy, but Eddieโs spit is warm on his tongue, and it makes him feel beautiful, like Eddie is painting him, creating him with his own hands. Steve sucks on his fingertips. Swallows.
โSweet little thing,โ Eddie murmurs. โThis gonna keep you quiet?โ
โYeah,โ Steve says softly around Eddieโs fingers, reaching for Eddieโs wrist, pushing his fingers in deeper until theyโre pressing against the back of his tongue. He hums quietly. Closes his eyes.
Heโs quiet.
He doesnโt fall asleep, but heโs somewhere between awake and not. He canโt really feel his body, like heโs floating, like heโs high. Not that he knows what that feels like. But if itโs anything like this, he thinks he understands addicts.
Eddieโs fingers occasionally play in his mouth, like Eddie is fidgeting with him. It makes Steve melt even more.
He opens his eyes after a while, just to look up at Eddie. Just to gaze.
Eddie watches the movie. His thumb brushes over Steveโs chin lightly. He looks down after a while and he smiles when he finds Steve already looking back at him.
โFeel good?โ
โMhmm.โ
Heโs drooling. Eddie pulls his fingers away, making Steveโs hand fall aside, and he wipes the drool off his chin with his thumb before lifting it to his own mouth, licking it away. Steve smiles, watching.
Eddieโs hand touches his face. The spit on his fingers is already cold on Steveโs skin.
โI wanna do it tonight.โ
His voice is breathy when he says it, and he wonders for a moment if Eddie could even hear it. This confession.
But Eddie smiles softly. Caresses his cheek.
โOkay.โ
Eddieโs lips grace down the side of Steveโs neck. Heโs slow, and gentle, careful as he kisses over his veins, over his pulse. Steveโs hands are in his hair, fingers right in his curls, holding his head.
They sway where theyโre standing, arms around each other, skin sliding. Eddie is warm. His skin, his breath, his tongue. Steve never felt heat like this until Eddie. Safe.
Steve feels a little lightheaded. Eddie keeps murmuring to him the way he always does.
โHow do Iโฆโ
He stops himself, cutting short, because he doesnโt know how to ask it. Does he lay on his back? On his front?
Is it going to hurt?
Eddie kisses him gently, his tongue slipping over his lip, and Steve exhales, his hands sliding over Eddieโs waist and pulling him close. His breath catches when Eddieโs dick presses to his, but Eddie stays in place, holding him close, cradling his face tenderly. He sucks in Steveโs lip for a moment before they part, and Steve could swear heโs been fuckingย brainwashedย or something. He melts, his head falling back a little bit as his eyes flutter open to look at Eddie.
Eddie wonโt hurt him. Steve knows it.
โCome here,โ Eddie says softly, brushing their lips, and he pulls at Steveโs arm gently. Steve follows easily, watching blearily as Eddie leads him to the bed, opens the drawer of his bedside table and tosses a plastic bottle and foil packet onto the bed. Steve follows as Eddie climbs onto the bed, leaning against the wall.
โRight here, honey,โ Eddie says, gesturing between his legs as he spreads them. โLean against me.โ
Steve crawls to him tiredly and turns to rest his back against his chest. His eyes close, and he exhales as Eddieโs arms slide skeins him gently.
โOkay?โ Eddie whispers softly, his breath on Steveโs ear. Steve nods before he corrects himself.
โOkay.โ
โGood boy,โ Eddie murmurs. Steve smiles, his cheeks warm, and he reaches for Eddieโs forearms, touching them gently, holding onto him. โYou remember what to say if you want me to stop?โ
โYes.โ
โTell me.โ
Steve takes a breath, melting against him.
โYellow or red.โ
โGood. Whatโs your color right now?โ
โGreen.โ
Eddie hums, kissing his ear. His hands slide over Steveโs skin, pressing firmly, squeezing his chest, his belly, his arms. Eddie likes his arms. A few weeks ago, Steve got out of the shower and was pulling on a shirt when Eddie pulled it out of his hands and started kissing him, licking and biting and sucking on Steveโs arms as Steve laughed so hard his stomach hurt. There were three bruises left after that, one on his left arm and two on his right, and Steve liked looking at them. Pressing against them.
Eddieโs hand makes its way to Steveโs dick slowly, dragging through the wetness thatโs smeared against his stomach and using it to stroke him gently. Steveโs eyes flutter shut. He reaches for Eddieโs other hand, still on his chest, and he laces their fingers.
โOkay?โ Eddie whispers.
โYes.โ
โYou want me to tell you how this is gonna go?โ
โYes, please,โ Steve breathes, nodding.
Eddie hums, nosing at his neck.
โI like those manners.โ
Steve smiles, squeezing his hand.
Eddie does that thing Steve likes, pressing his thumb under the head of his dick and rubbing like heโs massaging it, and Steveโs head falls back as his breath catches in his throat.
โIโm gonna get my fingers wet,โ Eddie says softly, squeezing his chest again. โWith the lube. And Iโm gonna press right here,โ he says, letting go of Steveโs dick and sliding his hand down,ย lower,ย and his fingertip presses to Steveโs hole, gentle and tentative like heโs waiting for Steve to push it away. He doesnโt.
โAnd Iโm gonna put it inside you,โ Eddie whispers. โNice and slow. And when youโre ready, Iโll put another one in you, and Iโll stretch you until youโre nice โnd loose โnd open for me. Okay?โ
Steve nods.
โOkay?โ Eddie asks again, his finger still pressed lightly, and Steve wants it.
โYes.โ
โGood boy.โ
And then the pressure is gone, and Steve wants it back.
โThen what?โ he asks, opening his eyes and lifting his head to watch Eddie reach for the bottle next to them, releasing his hand so he can reach across him. Eddie presses a brief kiss to his neck.
โThen, if you wanna keep going, Iโll fuck you.โ
Steveโs eyes close.
โHow?โ
He hears Eddie let out a soft breath, a light laugh, and thereโs the click of the bottle lid and a soft, wet sound of skin rubbing, and Eddieโs lips brush the shell of his ear.
โHowever you want.โ
Steve shivers. Eddie reaches back between his legs, and his fingertips are warm and wet as they press against his taint gently.
โSlow,โ Eddie murmurs. โAnd soft. Yeah?โ
โYeah,โ Steve breathes, nodding. โThat sounds nice.โ
Eddie kisses his jaw, smiling.
โReady?โ
Steve pauses, relaxing against him, nodding, before he speaks.
โCan you hold my hand?โ
โOf course, baby.โ
His hand touches Steveโs, and Steveโs eyes burn for some reason. Eddieโs fingertips are rough with calluses, and heโs warm and gentle and tender, and Steveโs whole body aches. Eddie kisses the side of his neck slowly.
โBreathe for me,โ he murmurs. Steve inhales deeply, exhales slowly. โThatโs my boy.โ
Steve smiles.
Eddieโs fingertip touches his hole again. Rubs slowly, presses lightly.
โRelax,โ he whispers softly, pressing harder. โโS gonna be so good.โ
Steve nods, taking another breath. Eddie kisses his neck.
โThere you go.โ
His finger slips inside, and Steve tightens, stiffening, his eyes opening. Eddie slides his arm around him, across his chest like a seatbelt, and Steve clings to it, hugging it to himself.
โAlright?โ Eddie asks softly, and Steve nods.
โDonโt stop,โ he says breathlessly. โPlease.โ
Eddie exhales into his neck, nodding. He presses harder, still so gentle, so sweet with him. Steve lets out a sharp exhale when he feels Eddieโs hand, when he realizes Eddieโs whole finger is inside him. He groans weakly, his hips shifting.
Itโs a confusing sensation, he thinks. Itโs nice, even if it feels wrong.
Steve never knew something wrong could be good.
His chest tightens suddenly, and his grip on Eddieโs arm tightens.
โTalk to me,โ he says, his voice higher than it should be. โPlease.โ
โWhat do you want me to say?โ
โI donโt know, justโฆ Wanna hear you,โ Steve says desperately. โOnly wanna feel you, please, Eddie.โ
โYouโre doing so good, baby,โ Eddie murmurs, kissing his jaw. โCan already tell youโre gonna feel so good wrapped around me.โ
Steve moans softly, nodding, squeezing his eyes shut.
โDoes it feel okay?โ Eddie whispers.
โYeah,โ Steve breathes. โItโฆ It feels weird.โ
โWant me to make it good?โ
โPlease.โ
Eddieโs lips press to Steveโs cheek, and his finger moves. Steve gasps, his back arching, and he lets out anย Oh!ย as Eddieโs finger slides out slowly and then presses back in.
โSo good,โ Eddie whispers, licking his jaw. โMy sweet boy.โ
Steve nods, holding his forearm tightly, his other hand dropping to Eddieโs leg and gripping his thigh tightly. His head is cloudy again, his vision almost blurry at the edges, and heโs trembling, holding Eddie tightly so he doesnโt float away.
And it feelsย good.ย The switch is kind of sudden, from okay and odd to fuckingย perfect.
โGod, Eddie,โ Steve says breathlessly.
โGood?โ
โYeah,โ Steve whines. โIt feels good.โ
Eddie smiles against Steveโs neck, his finger shifting in and out slowly, rhythmically, and Steve is rolling his hips to meet the movements, panting. And all the bad is gone as quickly as it had appeared, and Steve might be glowing.
โTalk to me,โ he gasps.
โYouโre so amazing,โ Eddie whispers without any hesitation, like heโs been waiting to say it. โCanโt believe youโre letting me do this.โ
Steve laughs softly, his head falling back to Eddieโs shoulder,
โIโm honored,โ Eddie says, and Steve can hear his smile in his voice. โLike, actuallyย honored.ย Youโre letting me have this, God.โ
โWant you to have me,โ Steve says weakly. โWant you to have everything.โ
Eddie exhales roughly and his teeth close on Steveโs neck. Steve groans.
โYou ready for another one?โ Eddie asks, his breath cooling his spit on Steveโs skin.
โYeah,โ Steve chokes. โWant another.โ
Another finger presses alongside the one inside Steve, stretching him, and the ache burns. He hisses through his teeth, lifting his head, shoulders tightening, and Eddie pauses, looking at him.
โGreen,โ Steve says before he can ask. โDonโt stop, please.โ
โYou gotta relax, honey.โ
Steve is panting, and his skin is tacky with sweat already. He nods.
โIโฆโ
โBreathe,โ Eddie whispers. His lips brush Steveโs neck, catching against his skin, andย thatโsย what he needsโ
โKiss,โ Steve gasps, turning his head. Eddie is smiling when he kisses him, sucking on his lower lip, licking into his mouth. Steve hums, relaxing against him, letting his shoulders fall, and Eddieโs finger presses harder, slipping inside slowly. His other hand slides over Steveโs chest, fingertips raking through his chest hair, until it finds his neck, resting on his throat.
Steve moans into Eddieโs mouth when his finger slides inside him, breathing hard, grabbing Eddieโs wrist tightly and holding his hand in place. Eddieโs fingers tighten around his throat.
โThatโs good,โ Steve gasps when they part, their chins slick. โMm.โ
Eddieโs fingers are sliding easier now, moving smoothly, prodding and spreading gently. Heโs breathing heavily into Steveโs mouth, and his dick is hard against the small of Steveโs back, pressing against him, teasing him. Steve wants it.
โYou know what Iโm looking for?โ Eddie asks quietly, his fingers moving harder. Steve whines, shaking his head. โYour prostate, baby.โ
Steve groans low in his throat, writhing against Eddieโs hand.
โI dunno what that is,โ he says, his voice slurring. Eddie chuckles softly, nuzzling into the side of his neck.
โโS gonna make you feel so good,โ he says slowly. โGonna make you light up inside.โ
โSounds nice,โ Steve mumbles. Heโs still writhing, clutching to Eddieโs wrist with both hands. One of his legs extends and slides under the bend of Eddieโs knee, and Eddie shifts so their legs lock together. His fingers shift again, spreading apart, and he presses deeper.
A loud sound escapes Steve. His head falls back, and his hands tighten on Eddieโs wrist so suddenly it forces his hand against his throat harder, and Steve is on fuckingย fire.ย Every cell in his body, burning alive.
He claps a hand over his mouth as he lets out another moan, and Eddieโs hand doesnโt stop.
โPut your hand down.โ
Steve drops his hand, grabbing Eddieโs wrist again as he gasps for breath.
โGood, yeah?โ Eddie breathes. Steve nods, whining.
โYes,โ he says weakly. โโS so good. Holyย fuck.โ
Eddie laughs, giggling against Steveโs shoulder.
โLove it when you talk like that.โ
โWhen I talk like you, you mean?โ Steve asks, pushing back against Eddieโs fingers, forcing them deeper, harder. Eddie squeezes his throat for a brief moment, lightly chastising him. Steve exhales roughly, his eyes rolling back before he closes them.
โYeah,โ Eddie says despite. โLike it when I rub off on you.โ
Steve giggles, letting his head roll so his face is against Eddieโs cheek.
โBet you do.โ
Eddie scoffs, turning to kiss his forehead.
โLittle shit.โ
โBe nice to me.โ
โThis isnโt nice enough for you?โ Eddie asks, smiling, thrusting his fingers into him harder. Steve whines, squeezing his eyes shut. โJesus.โ
โGonna make me come.โ
โI know, baby,โ Eddie whispers. โLet it happen.โ
โCan I have another one?โ Steve asks in a small voice, shy, and Eddie kisses his forehead again.
โโCourse, baby.โ
He pulls his fingers out. Steve whines, writhing, squeezing his writhes. Eddie hushes him.
โNeed more lube, baby, I donโt wanna hurt you.โ
Steve relaxes, opening his eyes to look. Eddie has to let go on his neck to open the bottle.
Steve looks at his fingers. Thick and rough with calluses and stained with tattoos. He wants them back.
Eddie spreads that lube over his fingers, warming it up, and his hand is shining.
โEds.โ
โMhmm?โ
He reaches for Eddieโs face, holding his chin and pulling so Eddie looks at him as he reaches back between his legs. Steve opens his mouth.
Eddie smiles, reaching to hold the back of Steveโs neck firmly, and thereโs a pause before heโs spitting into his mouth. Itโs harsher than itโs ever been before, rougher, and Steve groans as he closes his mouth and swallows.
โThank you,โ he breathes.
Eddie kisses him gently.
โSweet boy.โ
Two of his fingers push back into Steve, and he yelps, reaching behind his head to grab Eddieโs hand. Eddie laughs softly, squeezing the back of his neck, shaking him lightly.
โLittle whore.โ
Steve nods, panting, breathless. A third finger presses against his rim, stretching him open, and he groans, his back arching.
โYeah,โ he whines. โโM your whore.โ
Eddie groans, pushing his fingers in deeper, like heโs digging through Steveโs insides, and Steve would let him. Would let him gut him, eviscerate him, wring his insides dry.
โWanna put my mouth down here sometime,โ Eddie says, his voice rough. Steve shivers.
โWe can do that?โ Steve chokes, imagining it. Eddieโs mouth on his ass. Itโs filthy.
โWe can do whatever we want.โ
Steve whines, reaching an arm down to catch Eddieโs wrist, and his legs squeeze shut around their arms. Eddie hand mashes against Steveโs balls, and Steve lets out a sob.
โYou okay?โ Eddie checks, his fingers pausing, and Steveโs eyes open. He grips Eddieโs wrist tighter.
โIf you stop Iโll kill you,โ he says breathlessly. Eddie laughs brightly, pushing his hands against him harder, deeper. Steveโs eyes roll back.
โYou really are a whore, huh?โ
Steve nods desperately, shifting his hips against Eddieโs fingers.
โFor you,โ he chokes. โJust for you, only you.โ
Eddie makes a soft sound.
โGod, Steve.โ
Steve whines, and he hasnโt even touched his dick, but heโs soย closeโ
โEddie.โ
โYeah, sweetheart.โ
โFuckย me.ย Please.โ
Eddie groans.
โAre you sure?โ
Steve nods again, grinding onto his fingers.
โWanna come with you inside me.โ
Eddieโs hand freezes. His hand on Steveโs neck tightens and grips him, holding him close, panting against his cheek.
โFuck.โ
โHow do you want me?โ Steve asks breathlessly, his eyes fluttering open to look at him, and Eddieโs eyes are glistening, shining brightly with unshed tears. Steve kisses him.
They stay there for a moment, lips pressed together, Steveโs hands holding Eddieโs face and wrist, Eddieโs fingers still inside him. Theyโre breathing into each otherโ mouths when they part.
โOn your back,โ Eddie murmurs. โSo I can kiss you.โ
Steve nods.
They move slowly. Steve mourns the loss of Eddieโs fingers inside him the second theyโre gone, but as he moves away from Eddieโs warmth, Eddie reaches for his own dick, stroking it slowly, and Steve melts.
He lays on his back, Eddieโs pillow under his head, and he watches Eddie kneel between his legs. Heโs ripping open the foil packet, lips pursed in concentration, and heโs adorable. And beautiful. And everything else Steve can possibly think of.
Heโs still breathing hard, his chest rising and falling, and he looks so soft. He looks nothing like Steve.
It made Steve shy at first. How different they are, how beautiful Eddie is.
But Eddie looks at him kindly.
Pets the hair on Steveโs skin, traces his stretch marks like theyโre art.
He makes him feel beautiful, too.
Eddie rolls the condom over his dick, reaching for the lube again.
Steve watches helplessly. His cross nestles between his collarbones. They both ignore it.
โAlright?โ
Steve nods. Eddie just looks at him, his eyebrows raising a little bit.
โIโm alright,โ Steve says, but he chokes on his voice, and his eyes sting. Eddie touches his leg, brushing his thumb over his knee.
โYou can change your mind,โ he says softly. Steve shakes his head.
โโM not changing my mind,โ he says as firmly as he can. โI justโโ He pauses, taking a breath that stutters in his chest, blinking tears out of his eyes. โFeeling a lot. Overwhelmed.โ
Eddie leans down and kisses Steveโs knee.
โWhat do you need?โ he asks softly.
Steve swallows.
โI need you inside me.โ
Eddie smiles, kissing his knee again.
โOkay.โ
He moves closer. Pours some lube on his hand and spreads it over his dick. Touches Steveโs leg.
โAlright?โ he checks, one more time.
Steve nods.
โPlease.โ
Eddie leans over Steveโs body, holding himself up on a hand next to Steveโs shoulder. His other hand is reaching down, guiding himself to press to Steveโs hole.
โNeed you to breathe,โ he whispers.
Steve nods, inhaling slowly, closing his eyes.
His hands find Eddieโs shoulders. Move up to his neck. Hold him. His legs wrap around Eddieโs hips, their skin pressing, sliding.
โGood,โ Eddie breathes when Steve exhales.
He pushes in.
Steve inhales again, biting his lip and furrowing his eyebrows, his back arching. His eyes flutter open to look at Eddie.
Heโs looking back, analysing him, studying him. His cheeks are red. His hair is falling around them.
Steve reaches up and pushes it back carefully, holding it out of the way. He nods when Eddie meets his eyes. His hands tighten in Eddie's hair when Eddieโs hips meet his ass, and he lets out a low groan, his eyes rolling back and closing.
Eddie lets out a ragged breath.
โGod,โ he says roughly. โFuck.โ
Steve nods again, shifting, writhing.
โDoes it feel good?โ he asks quietly.
โYes,โ Eddie says softly, strands of his hair falling from Steveโs hands and brushing his face as Eddie leans down to kiss his forehead tenderly. โYou feel so good, so perfect for me.โ
Steve whines, tightening his legs.
โCan youโ Can you move?โ
Eddie hums. He presses their foreheads together. Drops to his forearm, wrapping his other arm around Steveโs waist, tucking into the small of his back. He pulls out slowly and then pushes back in, and Steveโs back arches more, his head pressing into his pillow as he whines.
And heโs never sounded like this before.
He remembers in middle school and high school when his friends would make sex noises like this, just to be funny. Their voices were always high-pitched, like a girlโs, and Steve always hated it.
But thatโs exactly what he sounds like now. His voice is weak, shrill, and he sounds like a woman. But he canโt shut himself up, even when he bites his lip. He covers his mouth with a hand, but Eddie reaches up and tugs it away, pushing it into the bed. Their fingers lace, and Steve clings to him, wrapping his other arm around his neck.
Eddie is grunting into Steveโs neck, his voice rough. Steve listens to it, pushing his hand into Eddieโs hair, tightening, pulling.
He pushes back against him, grinding down, and Eddie lets out a moan, nodding.
โThatโs it,โ he says roughly, breathlessly. โFuck, โs my good boy.โ
Steve nods, whining his name. He buries his face in Eddieโs neck, groaning when Eddie releases his hand and reaches down to his thigh, hiking it up his waist and pressing closer, harder. Their chests press together, Steveโs dick trapped between their stomachs, caught in the friction of their bodies moving together.
โOh,ย Godโโ
He wraps his other arm around Eddieโs neck tightly, hugging him, hiding, his voice muffled by Eddieโs neck.
โBaby,โ Eddie says breathily. lifting his head. โIโm gonna come.โ
Steve nods desperately.
โMe too, me too, Iโm soโ Iโm so closeโโ
โCome for me, baby,โ Eddie says roughly. โCome on, baby boy.โ
Steve sobs.
Eddie fucks him through it, soft and gentle, and Steveโs eyes are squeezed so tightly heโs seeing lights on his eyelids, and this might be heaven, he thinks.
Heโs panting as he comes down, clinging to Eddie desperately, tears running into his hair, stomach slick with come. Eddie is still, breathing hard, face buried in Steveโs neck, and then he relaxes, his body falling to Steveโs, heavy and hot.
โYou came?โ Steve asks breathlessly. Eddie nods.
He pushes himself up after a moment. Theyโre both shaking. Trembling.
Eddieโs cheeks are vivid red. His hair is a wreck, and his eyelashes are wet, and his lips are shining, and Steve is opening his mouth before he can even think. Eddie smiles tiredly before he closes his mouth, pausing. He lowers his head and spits into Steveโs mouth before he kisses him.
Steve hums, sighing. His hands hold Eddieโs shoulders gently, his eyes closed as his breathing slows. Eddieโs nose nudges his.
โOkay?โ Eddie breathes.
Steve nods.
โOkay.โ
โIโm gonna pull out.โ
Steve whines weakly, and Eddie laughs, kissing his lips briefly before he pulls out carefully. They both hiss.
โCโmere,โ Eddie says softly, pulling Steveโs hand. Steve sits up weakly, letting him pull him up, and Eddie caresses his face tenderly, kissing his forehead. โSweet boy.โ
Steve smiles at him.
โIโll be right back, okay?โ Eddie whispers. โGonna get us some water.โ
Steve nods, closing his eyes when Eddie kisses his forehead again.
Eddie leaves and comes back with a tall glass of water and a washcloth. Heโs still naked but the condom is gone.
โDrink,โ he says, holding the glass to Steve, and Steve takes it. His hands are shaking as he lifts it to his lips slowly, and Eddie reaches back out to help him, guiding the cup carefully. โThere you go.โ
Steve takes a few sips and then lowers the glass, and Eddie takes it back. He cleans the come off Steveโs stomach and chest. Heโs careful, gentle like Steveโs skin might shatter, and Steveโs eyes burn.
He takes a breath, but it stutters in his chest and catches in his throat, and Eddie looks at him, worry painting his face.
โWhatโs wrong?โ Eddie asks softly. Steve shakes his head, smiling, touching his face and leaning in to touch their foreheads.
โNothing.โ
โWhy are you crying?โ Eddie whispers, moving to sit in front of him, setting the glass aside. Steve lets out a wet laugh, shaking his head again, and Eddie wipes his tears, tilting his head curiously.
โThank you,โ Steve breathes. โFor being so good to me.โ
โBaby.โ
Steve lifts his gaze. Eddie caresses his face, his own eyes sparkling with tears again. The sweat on Steveโs skin starts to dry, and he shivers. Eddie reaches over to grab a blanket from where itโs been kicked to the edge of the bed, and he swings it in the air to wrap it around Steve. Steve smiles, pulling the corners of the blanket tighter around himself.
Eddie leans in and presses their foreheads together, running his nose along the bridge of Steveโs.
โIโll always be good to you,โ he whispers. โWant you to kill me if I ever stop.โ
Steve lets out a tearful laugh, sniffling, nodding. Eddie runs his hands down and then back up his arms over the blanket, warming him up, holding him close.
โYouโre my boy,โ he says quietly. โMy baby. You only deserve good.โ
Steve squeezes his eyes shut. And he cries.
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Eddie had told him to be in the college library today.
Steve had been planning on being in the library anyway, but it was an odd thing to hear from him. So he came, of course. Sat in his usual spot, head down as he twirls his pen in his hand. Heโs been rereading the same sentence over and over, trying to decipher it. Itโs not a complicated sentence. Every time his eyes run over it, itโs like the words rearrange themselves, shifting into a different language. He doesnโt get it.
He rubs his face harshly, sighing, closing his eyes for a moment before he tries again.
Heโs gotten through two more paragraphs when something touches his head, and he looks up to find Eddie smiling down at him, his hand holding the top of Steveโs head, twisting through his hair and tugging casually. Steveโs expression lightens immediately.
โHi,โ he says lightly.
โHey, Stevie,โ Eddie says, tugging again, and he tilts his head. โWhatโs up?โ
Steve pauses, noticing Jeff approaching behind Eddie, smiling almost excitedly.
โJustโฆ Just frustrated. โS fine.โ
Eddie looks at him like he wants to press farther, like he wants Steve to just tell him, but he nods a little bit, tugging his hair one more time.
โJefferson,โ he says formally, turning to Jeff, who immediately rolls his eyes and smacks the back of Eddieโs head lightly.
โSo annoying. Hi, Steve.โ
โHi, Jefferson.โ
Jeff rolls his eyes again.
โI made the mistake of inviting Eddie to hang out with me while I worked but I forgot what a terrible study partner he is,โ he says, resting an arm against Eddieโs shoulder and leaning against him. Eddieโs jaw drops in an offended expression and Steve grins.
โUntrue,โ Eddie says. โIโm a fantastic study partner, remember that time I helped you study for biology?โ
โYou mean when we were seventeen?โ Jeff says, looking at him sceptically. โAnd you kept complaining very loudly that you were bored and biology is a useless subject?โ
โSlander. Biology is a very useful subject.โ
He sends a faux-subtle wink to Steve, who snorts and shakes his head, looking away, his cheek flushing.
โAlright,โ Jeff says dismissively, looking away from Eddie after slapping his head again. โSteve, what are you up to today?โ
โUh,โ Steve says, sighing, glancing at his textbook. โJustโฆ Doing my reading. Butโฆโ He shrugs.
Jeff seems to see it on him. How tired he is.
โAny chance youโd be willinโ to take this thing off my hands?โ Jeff says, nudging Eddie with his elbow. Eddie elbows him back. โSo I can actually be productive?โ
Steve looks up at Eddie, a smile spreading across his face.
โSure.โ
โThank God,โ Jeff says.
Steve laughs softly as he packs his bag back up, and Eddie tosses an arm around his neck for a moment, knocking their heads together gently in place of a kiss. Jeff watches with a fond smile. He hugs Steve before they leave.
Itโs cold outside, but neither of them put their hands in their pockets, because every few steps, their knuckles will brush against each other.
โWhatโs going on?โ Eddie asks as theyโre passing by an empty bench. Steve glances at him. Theyโre walking close together in spite of all the space on the sidewalk. He sighs.
โUhm.โ He shrugs. โI donโt know. I justโฆ every time I open my textbooks or work on my assignments Iโฆ I feel like Iโm going crazy.โ He shrugs again, shaking his head. โIโm just lazy, I just need to actually commit.โ
โYouโre not lazy, babe,โ Eddie says. His voice is firm, leaving no room for argument. Steve glances at him. โSteve.โ
He reaches out and grabs Steveโs sleeve, pulling him to a stop. Steve looks at him, taking a deep breath. He can see his breath in the air when he exhales. Their eyes meet, and Eddieโs head is tilted forward a little bit, his eyes shining earnestly.
โYouโre not lazy,โ Eddie says gently. โThatโs your parents talking.โ
Heโs still holding Steveโs sleeve, in lieu of holding his hand. Steve wants to hold his hand.
There arenโt very many people outside because of the cold; a few are around the building smoking or briefly catching up with their friends, but the two of them are far away enough that the others canโt see them clearly.
โHas some truth to it,โ Steve mumbles. Eddie tugs on his sleeve.
โNo, it doesn't.โ
โWell, itโs either that or Iโm just stupid, Eddie,โ Steve snaps. โBecause I canโt fucking read a book for the life of meโโ
Eddie tugs his sleeve sharply, and Steve looks at him, gritting his teeth to stop his lip from trembling.
Eddie looks upset. His eyebrows are furrowed, his lips pursed, head tilted. Heโs quiet, fist tight on Steveโs sleeve, and then he glances away before he steps a little closer to Steve.
โโฆDonโt talk about my baby like that,โ he says quietly. Steveโs throat tightens.
โWhy am I so bad at it?โ he asks weakly, his voice breaking. Eddieโs expression softens and he exhales.
โItโs not for everyone,โ he says, shrugging. โSchoolโs a system, systems are never all-inclusive.โ
Steve huffs, looking away.
โLook,โ Eddie says, tugging his sleeve again. โBabe. I took senior year twice. Woulda been three times if Jeff didnโt graduate. โNd I didnโt even bother applying to college, Iโm too stupidโโ
โYouโre not stupid,โ Steve interrupts sharply, his voice still shaking.
Eddie tilts his head, a smile teasing his lips, and he raises his eyebrows.
Oh.
Steve rolls his eyes, suppressing a smile, and he looks away. He sees someoneโs head over the tall, deal shrubs on the sidewalk, about to round the corner, and he pulls his arm out of Eddieโs grasp, stepping away. The person comes around a moment later.
His eyes linger on Eddie. His expression shifts to something Steve canโt quite read.
He and Eddie are quiet as the guy walks away, his footsteps crunching the thin layer of ice on the sidewalk.
Steve hadnโt noticed himself become used to Eddie. Nothing is weird about him anymore. Nothing is peculiar.
Itโs just Eddie.
โThatโs different,โ Steve says after a few moments.
โItโs only different because my uncle is nothing like your father.โ
Steve blinks.
His vision blurs and he looks away, his mouth twisting to stop his lip from quivering.
Heโs angry. He hates feeling angry.
Especially when he doesnโt even really know what heโs angryย at. Itโs ridiculous. Heโs not angry at Eddie. Of course he isnโt angry at Eddie. And heโs not even really angry at his father right now.
Heโs just angry.
โStevie,โ Eddie says softly after a few moments. Steve looks up at him. The sky is white, cloudy and bright, and Eddieโs hair stands out against it, looks even darker than usual. Heโs a little blurry. โYouโre not lazy. And youโre not dumb. School just sucks.โ
Steve nods, looking away again.
โItย sucks.โ
โHey.โ Eddie looks around and then takes his sleeve again. โLook at me.โ
He does, wiping his cheek quickly. The tear that falls is hot on his skin.
Eddie looks at him for a moment. Gazes at him. Pauses before he speaks.
โYouโre not allowed to talk about yourself like that,โ he says softly. โOkay?โ
Steve is quiet. His eyes look back and forth between Eddieโs for a moment, and then he nods.
โOkay.โ
Eddie smiles softly, tilting his head at him fondly before he gestures with a jerk of his chin.
โโS go to your place,โ he says lightly. โYou look like you need a kiss.โ
Steve smiles, nodding.
โOkay.โ
Theyโre quiet the rest of the walk to Steveโs. Their hands brush together every few steps. And Steve knows heโs right here, touching him, breathing alongside him, and he knows theyโre going to the privacy of his dorm room, knows heโs going to get to kiss him in a just a few minutes, butย God,ย heย longsย for him.
Eddie holds the door open for Steve when they get to his building. Steve ducks under his arm to pass him, and Eddie ruffles his hair playfully.
The door to Steveโs room is just swinging shut when they turn to each other, crashing together. Itโs dimmer in his room than it is outside, the bright light from the sky coming through cracks in the curtain, but itโs still bright enough for Steve to see Eddieโs face. Eddie pushes him against the door gently, his head cushioned by the coat hanging there, his backpack hard against his back.
Eddie kisses him again, slow and lingering. Steve hears the door lock.
โTake this off,โ Eddie says, tugging at the strap of his backpack, and Steve nods, eyes still closed. He pulls his backpack off as he kisses Eddie again, and he drops it to the floor. It lands with a heavy thud. โCoat.โ
Steve nods again, catching his mouth, catching Eddieโs lower lip with his teeth as he takes it off.
Eddie takes his off at the same time, tossing it aside before his hands slide over Steveโs waist gently.
Steve wraps his arms around Eddieโs neck, letting Eddie lift his leg and slide a hand over his thigh, squeezing.
It all slows down.
Steveโs heart calms down, and his anger fades. He becomes softer with Eddie touching him, sucking on his lip, squeezing his thigh, pressing into the small of his back. He exhales when Eddie pulls away, brushing their noses together.
โYouโre smart,โ Eddie whispers. Steve half-smiles. โSay it.โ
Steveโs eyes squeeze shut. His brows furrow.
Eddie kisses him chastely, teasing.
โSay it. Say โIโm smart.โโ
Steve takes a shaky breath.
โโฆIโm smart,โ he says quietly, whispering so softly he wonders for a moment if Eddie will make him say it again.
โSay โIโmย brilliant.โโ
Steve suppresses a scoff and a smile, and he nudges their noses together.
โIโm brilliant.โ
โSay โIโm hard-working.โโ
โโฆIโm hard-working.โ
โSay โIโm brave,โโ Eddie whispers, pulling Steveโs body against his. Steve whines softly.
โIโm brave,โ he says breathlessly.
โSay โIโmย good.โ
Steve squeezes his eyes shut. His throat tightens, and he swallows, exhaling sharply.
โIโm good,โ he says, his voice wavering.
โMy good boy,โ Eddie murmurs. Steve nods.
โโM Eddieโs good boy.โ
โThatโs right, baby,โ Eddie breathes, kissing him again. โCome here.โ
He pulls at Steveโs thigh, lifting him up, and Steve hugs him around the neck, letting out a weak sob. Eddie lets him cry. He lays Steve on his back and pulls out of his arms to carefully remove his shoes, pulling them off Steveโs feet and setting them on the ground before he toes his own shoes off and crawls to hover over Steveโs body.
He kisses Steve gently, holding his face with one of his hands, cold against Steveโs cheek. Steve sniffles, opening his eyes when Eddie pulls away, wiping one of his tears away before it can reach his hair. Eddie kisses his cheek softly, them his jaw, his ear, the underside of his chin, his throat, his collarbone.
Steve exhales shakily.
โCan I blow you?โ Eddie asks, whispering. โDo you want me to?โ
Steve keens, his breath catching.
โYes.โ
โAre you sure?โ
Steve nods, pushing a hand into Eddieโs hair.
โYes.โ
Eddie kisses him again, slowly, leisurely, and then he sits up, gently pulling Steve to sit on the edge of his bed. He tugs on the end of his sweater, and Steve reaches to the hem of it, catching it with his shirt under it, tugging them both up over his head.
Eddie lowers to kneel on the floor between his legs, and he leans in and kisses his chest, just over his heart. He reaches up with a hand and touches his chest, squeezing his pec gently before he rakes his fingers through his chest hair.
โSay โIโm kind.โโ
Steve closes his eyes and drops his head forward.
โIโm kind,โ he says, choking the words out.
Eddie runs his hands over Steveโs waist, over the soft rolls in his flesh, and he peppers soft kisses across his chest until he reaches his nipple, where he pauses, his lips parting so his tongue can tease it. Steve exhales sharply, his mouth falling open. He can feel Eddie watching him, gazing up at him.
โSay โIโm beautiful.โโ
Steveโs whole body aches. His stomach twists. He looks down at Eddie, who tilts his head, kissing his chest again, his eyes shining, and he looks sad.
โIโm beautiful,โ Steve breathes. Eddie smiles, nodding, holding his gaze as he leans in again, closing his lips around Steveโs nipple and sucking, scraping his teeth over his gently. Steve lets out a soft whine, lifting a hand to hold the back of Eddieโs head, fingers twisting into his curls.
Eddie kisses across his chest again, licks over his other nipple before he kisses between his pecs, down his stomach, and then he gently tugs at the button of Steveโs jeans. He lowers so heโs sitting back on his calves, and he looks up at Steve like heโs praying, eyes shining.
โEddie, please,โ Steve breathes, shaking his head.
โSay โIโm proud of myself,โโ Eddie whispers, ignoring his pleading.
Steve stifles a sob, squeezing his eyes shut and lifting his head toward the ceiling. His shoulders shake. He looks down after a moment when Eddie rests his cheek on his thigh, looking up at him.
โCome on, baby,โ he says softly, rubbing a hand slowly and gently over the tent in his jeans. โSay it for me.โ
Steve takes a hiccuping breath.
He could safeword out of this. He knows he could. He knows Eddie would stop, would come and sit on the bed next to him and take him into his arms. That he would kiss his face and wipe his tears and tell him heโs a good boy regardless.
Somehow that makes it easier.
โIโm proud of myself.โ
He says it so quietly he barely hears it himself, but Eddie sees his lips move, sees him form the words himself. Eddie smiles proudly, rising up and reaching for his face, touching his chin and kissing his lips softly.
โโS my boy,โ he murmurs.
Steve smiles, blinking tears out of his eyes, and Eddie wipes them away, kissing him again before he lowers again. He undoes the button of Steveโs jeans and tugs, gesturing for Steve to lift his hips so they can pull them off. Eddie casts his jeans and underwear aside.
He kisses his thighs. Wraps his arms around them and holds them, sucking bruises into them and biting them, smiling as Steveโs hand finds the top of his head, holding his hair gently.
โGotta be quiet for me,โ Eddie whispers, looking up at him as he noses as the base of Steveโs dick. โOkay?โ
Steve nods.
โOkay.โ
โGood boy.โ
He brings a hand to his mouth and spits in his palm. Reaches for Steveโs dick, strokes it slowly, watching Steve carefully. Steve closes his eyes, biting his lip to silence the weak sound that escapes him. He forces his eyes open to watch as Eddie leans in and licks him slowly, sucks the tip into his mouth, eyes shining.
The room is quiet, except for the soft sounds of Eddieโs mouth on him, for the weak, stifled moans that escape Steveโs throat. Heโs pulling Eddieโs hair with one of his hands, tugging it absently, pulling hums from Eddieโs throat.
Steve falls forward when Eddie lifts a hand and touches his balls, carefully squeezing. A sound escapes him, and he claps a hand over his mouth. Eddie somehow smiles around his dick, and Steve giggles weakly.
Eddie closes his eyes after a moment, relaxing between Steveโs legs, touching him tenderly,ย reverently, and Steve is breathing hard, the tear tracks on his face drying. He looks up, lightheaded, running a hand through Eddieโs hair carefully.
His vision is blurry, but his eyes catch on the crucifix on the shelf.
Itโs up a little higher than it used to be. He moved it a few weeks ago.
His eyes get stuck on it as Eddieโs head bobs up and down, as his hand squeezes Steveโs balls and his thigh, as a filthy sound fills the air. It stares back at him. Challenging him. Taunting him. Waiting.
He closes his eyes.
Whispers Eddieโs name.
And he comes.
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@shapeofaperson mentioned wanting ace!eddie on my demisexual!steve post, so here we are! enjoy this mess of fluff and projection <3 update: now on ao3!
Eddie had always liked the roof of the trailer. He and Wayne had pulled a little couch and a chair outside a while ago, a nice spot to sit and smoke after Eddie got home and before Wayne went off to work. But the roof let Eddie stretch out and see the stars. He felt closer to them up there, like the little bit of elevation put them within his reach. As he climbed up, Eddie traced his eyes across the constellations, looking for Orion to situate himself. It had been a while since it was a clear enough night for him to properly see the stars, and even though Hawkins was a small town the light pollution obscured some of his favorite stars from when he was a kid and Wayne first showed him the constellations.
Eddie makes it to the roof and squats down, reaching out a hand for Steve to pull himself up with. The two sit side by side, legs hanging off the side and arms stretched out behind them for support. Eddie produces a joint from his vest pocket with a flourish and an eye waggle, causing Steve to burst out in laughter.
The two settle back into comfortable silence, passing the joint between them. As Eddieโs head starts to get a little floaty he starts pointing out constellations to Steve, tracing the invisible lines with the joint between his fingers. He looks over to Steve, his hazel green eyes glinting in the dark. They stay like that for a moment, eyes locked on each other, Eddieโs outstretched hand still pointing at the tail of scorpio. Steveโs eyebrow quirks up and a small smile stretches across his face. โYou just gonna let that burn down?โ He says, voice barely above a whisper so as to not break the little bubble they created together.
โOh, Iโฆโ Eddie starts, but before he can pull his hand down he feels Steveโs fingers wrap around his wrist and his skin lights up at the touch. Steve bringโs Eddieโs hand down, angling it just right so he can lean forward and wrap his lips around the end of the joint. Despite what is likely an incredibly erotic image, Eddie canโt seem to look away from Steveโs eyes. Honey brown mixing with soft green, growing red and glassy as the night wears on.
โI am so gone,โ Steve half laughs as he exhales, smoke billowing out into the starlight. He gives Eddieโs wrist a light squeeze before releasing it and settling back onto his elbows. โAsk me anything,โ he sighs, โanything at all.โ
Eddie tears his gaze away from Steveโs face as they make eye contact again, bringing the roach up to his mouth to take the final hit. Eddieโs head is swimming, and only partially from the weed. He tries to think of something, anything to ask other than the one question burning at the tip of his tongue. Some joke or stupid quip to lighten the mood, cut through some of the tension he suddenly felt building up in his chest. Steve was looking at him. He could feel those too-perfect eyes on his face, no heat or pressure to it, almost as if Steve was looking at him just to appreciate his form. Eddie flicks the roach off the roof with a shaky sigh and before he can stop himself heโs asking, โwhatโs it like?โ He waits a beat, turning to see the slightly confused look growing on Steveโs face. โUh, sex. I mean. Whatโsโฆsex like?โ
Eddie watches the realization hit Steve. The way his eyes widen, his mouth opens into a soft โohโ. If you had told Eddie five months ago that he would be laying on his roof, smoking out Steve Harrington, the whore of Hawkins High, and asking him about sex he would have laughed in your face and sent you to sober up. But the two had grown closer than he ever thought they would. Between Nancy and Robin helping him to finally graduate and practically co-parenting Dustin and, by extension, the rest of the party, Eddie and Steve had spent a surprising amount of time together and, perhaps more surprisingly, Eddie truly enjoyed it. He wouldnโt trade these nights smoking with Steve for just about anything. Maybe thatโs why he asks. Maybe he thinks itโll lead to something else so he can finally just get it over with. Heโll never be certain, and even if he is he will never tell.
โHonestly?โ Steve starts, pushing himself up to sit facing Eddie. โItโs kinda boring most of the time. Youโve really neverโฆโ he trails off, but thereโs no judgment in his voice, no hint of coming shame. Eddie pulls himself up to match Steve, their knees brushing. He keeps his eyes locked on his fingers, watching the way his rings glint as he spins them around and around. Eddie shakes his head, taking a beat to breathe before looking back up at those eyes. Even in the dark they have a warmth Eddie has yet to find anywhere else. โNot a huge selection for me in Hawkins,โ he tries for a joke and self deprecating laugh. โPlus I never reallyโฆ yanno. Wanted to or whatever.โ
Steve nods, smiling to himself as if he does know exactly what Eddie is talking about. โI uh, I only really did it cause it felt like I was supposed to. For a while at least. Iโm fine, never did anything I was uncomfortable with,โ he adds quickly, seeing Eddieโs expression grow concerned. โBut yeah, I never really got the appeal. Just sorta seemed like something to check off the list. Well, except with Nance, but that wasโฆ different. For a lot of reasons.โ
Eddie was staring. He didnโt even try to hide it at this point. โI.. thatโs uhโฆโ he stammered, not quite sure what he wanted to say.
Steve smiled, still that same soft, knowing smile. โI can send you a few things to read, if you want. Butโฆ if youโre worried about being broken or, or wrong because you donโt want sex,โ he paused, eyes searching Eddieโs for permission to keep going. โYouโre not. I can promise you that.โ Steve reached out, hand falling to rest on Eddieโs knee and giving it a gentle squeeze before a shit eating grin broke across his face. โI mean youโre still weird, youโve got that whole bone collection thing that Iโll never understand-โ
Eddie cuts him off with a laugh, tilting his head and blinking back the tears threatening to spill over.
โBut with this? Youโre no weirder than me Eds.โ Steve gave his knee another squeeze before moving back towards the ladder. "C'mon, my ass hurts and it's getting cold out here. Let's go back inside."
Eddie smiled, not quite able to believe the man in front of him, but not willing to give up a single second with him.
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STOP YOUR REQUESTS R OPEN AGAIN YAYAYYY!!!
ima put you one idea cuz i love it idk why ,
steddie x reader
sheโs accused of cheating and they both believe it , shes obviously really mad and they hear jason talking abt how it was a bet and they have to apologize and fix it , fluffy at the end ๐๐๐๐๐
Angst to fluff :)
I wrote half of this whole thing and didn't include that it was a bet....my bad
Part 2
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Steve Harrington wasn't the best at relationships, he tended to give his partner his whole heart and soul. And he struggled with being on his own. He was too dependent on feeling loved and wanted. He knew he was hard to love, and he accepted that. All he had to do was find someone willing to put in their time, maybe if they understood him, they'd know why he was hard to love.
Eddie Munson also wasn't the best at relationships. He didn't know how to communicate, once he felt unwanted, he'd shut down and disappear. He was independent, he was fine on his own. He doesn't need to count on someone to love him, that gets him nowhere.
Y/N wasn't bad at relationships. She didn't find Steve hard to love, loving Steve was one of the easiest things in the world. She loved that Steve gave her his all, that she's seen every part of his heart and soul. She wanted to be there for Steve every single hour, she knew his past and wanted him to feel he was worthy.
And she understood Eddie didn't know how to handle being loved. Steve was an affectionate partner, and Eddie only wanted to be touched in private. Eddie struggled to communicate when he was upset. He shuts down and hides away.
Y/N balanced out their relationship. Steve and Eddie were a bit too different, they needed her. She kept the relationship together. She demanded communication when Steve and Eddie got frustrated with each other. Steve craved touch, and Eddie doesn't. She'd provide Steve's need for touch and that allowed Eddie to have his personal space.
The three were perfect for each other. She loved both her boyfriends, she didn't love one more than the other. She treated them both how they wanted to be loved. And they love her. Steve was always holding her hand, and Eddie held her at night. She felt loved by both of them. She never felt left out and didn't feel as if she competed with either of them.
Many people didn't understand their relationship. How can three people be together? People expect their relationship to be filled with jealousy and insecurity.....people like Jason Carver.
Jason Carver had a thing for Y/N for years, she was smart and fit in with the popular crowd. With King Steve Harrington on her arm, she stood out. Once Steve graduated, Jason hoped the two would drift apart. But Jason watched as she drifted closer to the Eddie Munson kid. Now the Hawkins freak was on her arm, and she stood out again.
Jason didn't like the fact she bounced off of Steve and landed on Eddie, how did she pick Eddie when Jason was right there? He's way more like Steve than Eddie was. And once Jason learned she was dating both of them......he had a small idea that maybe she was always wanting more. One guy wasn't enough, why would two be enough?
~~
Steve loved both his partners, Y/N gave warmth and comfort, and Eddie gave support and protection. Steve went from never feeling good enough, and not knowing what it's like to fall in love. Now, he fell in love with two incredible people, and they both loved him back.
At least, that's what he thought.
Eddie adored both his partners, Y/N and Steve, both, kept him grounded, and kept him motivated. Eddie wasn't a lovey-dovey boyfriend, but he knew his partners meant the world to him. He's learning what it feels like to be someone's first choice, learning how it feels to be loved unconditionally.
At least, that's what he thought.
~~
Steve didn't attend high school anymore, he worked with Robin as his two partners worked through their senior year. Steve hated being away from both of them and was slightly jealous they got additional hours together. His mind always thought of what rings Eddie wore today, and how Y/N styled her hair. And sometimes, he thought of things that weren't too innocent. Like if Eddie and Y/N sneak off into the janitor's closet, panting into each other, Eddie's thick cock pounding into her tight cunt. Steve left work every night with his jeans tight and his cock throbbing. Arriving at his small apartment, both his partners were already home and waiting for him.
Y/N was with her boyfriends every second of every day, barely ever alone. That's why, she wasn't worried when rumors started to fly around that she was making out with Jason after a basketball game. She knew her boyfriends wouldn't believe something so stupid.
At least, that's what she thought.
~~
Eddie heard the rumor first. Immediately felt his stomach turn and his body go ice cold. He couldn't feel any blood traveling in his veins, and he barely thought he had a pulse. He didn't mean to hear it, just passing to his next class. Ears listening to the second his girlfriend's name was announced down the hall. Her name came out of a random cheerleader's mouth.
"did you hear about Jason and Y/N? Chrissy found them going at it under the bleachers after his last game."
Eddie shut down immediately. His hands are already grabbing the bricks to build his wall back up. His sneakers will be worn out for how far away he was going to run from this. She cheated, and not just on him, on Steve too. At that point, Eddie didn't care about his heart shattering, his anger was building. How did Y/N have the nerve to betray Steve like that? Steve has been open about not feeling good enough, and she proved him right.
Eddie pitied himself, but the need to help Steve was more important.
~~
Steve was filled with anxiety the second Eddie's van pulled into the parking lot. It was the middle of the day, he was supposed to be at school. And he arrived alone.
"Baby? What's going on?" Steve rushed out the front door, racing to Eddie's van.
"I'm sorry, Steve. I'm so sorry." Eddie mumbled he wasn't the one who needed to apologize but he felt awful. He couldn't look into Steve's warm brown eyes and break his heart.
She fucked up, she should be the one to watch Steve fall apart.
~~
Steve was confused. Eddie showed up to his work, freaking out, begging Steve to get in his van. Driving them to Steve's apartment. Every time Steve brought Y/N's name up, Eddie flinched and his eyes glazed over. Steve grew worried, he's assuming the two got into a fight at school. But Steve knew they'd be okay. The love their relationship had, would overcome everything.
"Can we talk about it now?" Steve questioned, a hand landing on Eddie's knee. Steve was aware of Eddie's communication issues and was always prepared to be patient.
"she's going to tell you." Eddie sneered out, arms crossed over his chest. His heart raced from Steve's touch. He didn't want to allow himself to be upset, one of them had to be strong. Steve's heart needed protection, needed protection from her. And Eddie would never let anyone break Steve's heart.
Speak of the devil, and she will appear. Her worried face met Eddie's hard stare and Steve's anxious smile.
"where the hell did you go?" Y/N rushed out, throwing her backpack on the floor and racing to stand in front of Eddie.
"tell him" Eddie choked out, his jaw tight as he held back his anger. He could barely look at her. Just another person to leave him behind. Someone else didn't love him. And that familiar feeling of being unwanted was settling in.
"tell him what? What's going on?" She questioned, her eyes switching to Steve's. But Steve looked just as confused, maybe even more.
"no idea. This is all him." Steve answered her curious look. His hand still resting on Eddie's knee. His free hand reached for her but Eddie's harsh tone made Steve freeze.
"don't touch her"
Steve and Y/N were taken aback by his tone. They've seen Eddie pissed, but never at one of them.
"Eddie? What the hell is going on?" Y/N asked
"Jason Carver" Eddie answered, standing up and looking down at her. Eyes glaring into hers.
"what about him?" Steve asked from behind, Eddie talked a lot about Jason Carver. A bully that tried to make Eddie's life hell.
"did he say something?" Y/N herself grew angry. Y/N hated the way Jason treated Eddie and she never backed down from protecting Eddie.
"he couldn't say much, apparently his tongue was a little too busy going down your throat!" Eddie spat out, his forehead wrinkled as he clenched his eyebrows together.
Steve felt the dread fill up his body, from his toes to his head. His heart was pounding, his palms were sweaty, and he felt like he was choking.
"um, what?" Steve choked out, trying his best to swallow his spit, his throat felt like it hadn't received water in weeks. Dry and cracked.
"excuse me?" Y/N whimpered out, her head confused but her heart dropped seeing the betrayed look on Steve's face, her sweet boy hiding behind Eddie's broad frame.
"the whole school is talking about it. Jason and Y/N getting caught groping each other under the bleachers." Eddie explained. Trying to ignore the pain in his chest as he heard his own words. Standing tall so his boyfriend could shrink behind him. His heavy hand, filled with rings, reached behind to hold Steve's. Steve held Eddie's hand as hard as he could.
"Who said that?" Y/N gasped out
"that's all you have to say? Try a fucking apology" Eddie snapped
"I didn't! I would never! I'm not going to apologize, I didn't cheat on you!" Y/N panicked, never did she believe her boyfriends would believe she was unfaithful.
"yeah, that's what they all say. How could you do this to us? Ruined this whole relationship for what? A quick hookup with a fucking prick?" Steve could feel the anger rolling off of Eddie's body, his back tense and jaw clenching.
"Eds, let's calm down" Steve tried
"NO! SHE'S NOT DOING THIS TO YOU! SHE CHEATED AND IT'S OVER" Eddie screamed, head turning to look at Steve.
"Eddie, please believe me. Nothing happened. It's a rumor." She tried to explain. Her hands reach forward to grab Eddie's free hand. The way he flinched broke her heart.
"leave, now. It's over. Between us, and between you and Steve. We both know he doesn't deserve this. You are no different than Nancy. " Eddie spoke as softly as he could. Not wanting to upset Steve even more.
Steve and Y/N flinched at the low blow. Eddie knew that wasn't true, she was nowhere near as selfish as Nancy. But he wanted her to hurt, he wanted the upper hand.
"Steve, please. I wouldn't do what Nancy did, to either of you. Please let's just talk" Y/N whimpered, her eyes pleading to him. She understood Eddie was too far gone. His anger has already won, Steve was her only shot to clear the air.
"you are not talking to him." Eddie stepped in, blocking Steve from her eyes.
"I can talk to our fucking boyfriend Eddie. He can speak for himself" she argued. She was innocent, and if Eddie didn't want to hear her out, that was not her problem.
"he's my boyfriend. He doesn't want anything to do with you, the same way I don't want anything to do with you." Eddie kept throwing blow after blow.
"Steve is a grown man, if he wants me to leave, I wanna hear him say it" she argued back.
Eddie rolled his eyes, stepping aside to let Steve crawl out from Eddie's shadow. The anxious boy gripped Eddie's hand, and looked at his girlfriend....ex-girlfriend?
But all he saw was Nancy. A girl that made him feel worthless, left him alone, betrayed him, and didn't love him. All Steve had was Eddie.
Steve picked Eddie.
"please leave" Steve choked out, a drop of his shoulders. Eddie stood smug with a knowing look in his eyes. Steve picked him.
"Steve" Y/N sighed sadly, giving him another look. Her eyes are filled with tears. Steve was turning on her too?
"you asked and he said to leave" Eddie barked out
Y/N accepted the defeat. They wanted her gone, they turned on her before she even had the chance to explain and that's not on her.
"Okay, I'll go. Thanks for hearing me out before you decided I was just like Nancy" Y/N smiled bitterly, most of her attitude aimed toward Eddie
But Steve picked Eddie and that hurt.
Her back was to them as she opened the door, yanking her backpack off the floor.
"and Y/N?" Steve's quiet voice traveled through the apartment
She held her breath as she turned around, seeing his red eyes and teeth eating away at his lips.
"leave the key?" He added
She nodded sadly, digging in her pocket and slamming the key on the table.
Eddie and Steve watched her leave.
Eddie refused to cry until Steve went to bed that night. He fucking loved her and he hated how she made him feel.
~~
It was strange to wake up and go to school alone. Y/N was used to Steve covering her face with kisses and Eddie's knee in her back. But she slept alone and woke up alone.
She knew school was going to drag on, and she wasn't ready to face Eddie. She wondered if he would even show up. It was Friday, chances are he'd skip and have the weekend. Maybe come back on Monday.
Her heart was heavy as she thought about her boys waking up together, cuddling and kissing. Maybe Eddie was so fast to throw her out because he just wanted Steve. Maybe it was a plan, make up a rumor and the two could be together without her.
Turns out she isn't what balanced them out. She was just an added piece.
~~
Steve was in misery. He felt torn. His two partners were pissed at each other and he was a kicked puppy in the middle. A part of him didn't believe she would cheat, but a part of him was insecure. Nancy messed him up and he couldn't deny that.
But he also knew Eddie was quick to get angry and then focus only on that anger. He gets clouded and doesn't think clearly. Steve spent the night with Eddie, he could hear him crying but didn't want to acknowledge it. Knowing Eddie would hate to be seen crying.
Steve planned to talk to Y/N and hear her out. The girl he loves wouldn't cheat, their girl wouldn't cheat.
~~
Eddie woke up and already decided to see her was not an option. And seeing Jason was not in the cards either. Cuddling into Steve's warm chest sounded a whole lot better.
"I think we should call her" Steve's tired voice filled the silence. Eddie groaned at the mention of her.
"no Steve. It's over" Eddie grumbled, shoving his face in Steve's neck.
"Eddie stop that, she's our fucking girlfriend" Steve snapped, sitting up as he looked down at Eddie's tired face.
"she cheated Steve" Eddie stated in a bored tone.
"you went based on a rumor! No actual proof. If you are so fine with throwing our relationship away without giving her a fair chance to explain, then maybe you don't love her the way I do" Steve explained, yanking the covers off as he stood up. Walking to his closet to find clothes
"you didn't seem to doubt me last night" Eddie threw in his face
"oh fuck you, Eddie. I was caught between the two of you. I didn't know what to do" Steve explained
"And yet, you asked her to walk out. She would have stayed if you asked. You can't just blame me" Eddie shrugged
Steve knew he was right. He let her walk out, no, he told her to walk out. He didn't let her explain, the same way Eddie didn't let her. He was just as guilty as Eddie. Eddie felt that one partner turned on him. Steve can't help but wonder how she felt having both her partners turn on her without a single thought.
~~
Eddie couldn't believe Steve, but Eddie knew they both had a soft spot for her. Even sleeping through the night was hard without her, how was Eddie supposed to make it through the day?
Even though he didn't want to admit it, Eddie grew used to leaning on someone. He hated that. He never wanted to get used to someone, or feel dependent on someone, but here he was. His heart was only beating for two people, and now he has to learn to make it beat for one.
Eddie was scared of what he'd feel once the anger faded, once his eyes focused on the real picture. People don't leave Eddie, he makes it impossible for them to stay. And he chased her out of his life, and selfishly he chased her out of Steve's as well.
~~
Just as she thought, Eddie was nowhere to be found. Neither boy tried to call her, and she wasn't surprised by that. She knew the truth and if they didn't want to believe her, fuck the both of them. They can suck each other's dicks and have a total blast without her. She's more than just an added piece.
She went on with her school day, head held high, and shrugged off any looks that lingered on her. She didn't even know it was a rumor and she doesn't know how many people have heard it. Or how many people may have believed it?
She wasn't going to let a rumour get the best of her......
Until Jason Carver opened his mouth.
~~
Steve's walkie-talkie was blaring over and over. The sound mixes with Eddie's walkie-talkie. Dustin's panicked voice rang through Eddie's and Mike's excited tone rang through Steve's.
"MUNSON, WHERE ARE YOU? YOUR GIRLFRIEND HAS JASON ON THE FLOOR"
"FIGHT! YOUR GIRL IS IN A FIGHT!".
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Eddie hurried after Steve. The Omega was almost completely out of sight, the darkness of the trees enveloping him. That was unacceptable to Eddieโs Alpha.
There he was! In that stupid preppy polo, which was too tight. Eddie couldnโt decide whether to rip it off or force Steve to wear his vestโฆ โSteve!โ
โWhat do you want from me!โ Steve yelled. โYou broke up with me!โ
โYou left!โ Eddie grabbed him, pushing him up against a tree.ย
โI didnโt want to leave!โ Steve snapped back.
Whatever he said next was lost on the Alpha. His gaze had fixated on the Omegaโs mouth, and he was suddenly overcome by the desire to shut Stevie up. So, he did. Eddie slammed his mouth on Steveโs, effectively muffling anything more the Omega had to say.ย
Steve floundered for a moment before he was kissing Eddie back.
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a steddie fanfic written for theย @strangerthingsreversebigbangย byย @steddieasitgoesย with art byย @llamalpacaย and beta read byย @sidekickjoey Check out the art now!
Chapter Two
Eddie knows heโs not dead.ย
He can feel his heart beating in his chest, and the pain radiating off his cheek is a solid level 7 on the good oleโ Munson pain scale. Thatโs about all the proof he could ask for, given the circumstances. What heโs not sure about, though, is whether or not heโs stuck in a cruel and unusual hallucination.ย
The stupid dodgeball must have knocked something loose in his already delicate brain. Itโs the only thing he can think of that explains why the fuck heโs currently staring into the concerned, big, hazel eyes belonging to fucking Steve โThe Hairโ Harrington.ย
Usually blinking helps to relieve him of his delusions, but every time he shuts his eyes, even when he does so for longer than a few seconds, Harrington is still there. Frustrated, he goes nuclear, shaking his head to clear the vision, but all that does is cause the room to spin. He lets out a groan and shuts his eyes.
ย There is a brief moment when the world is shut out to a majority of his senses, where Eddieโs not sure if heโs going to hurl or fall back on the gym floor for the second time. It all stops however when he feels a warm hand land on his knee and gives, what he presumes is, a tentative squeeze.ย
That causes Eddieโs eyes to jolt open with more force than ever. And there, of course, still, is Steve, only now with his hand on him.ย
How is this not a hallucination???
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The first time Eddie agreed to try, Steve looked surprised, like he finally scratched the right numbers on a lottery ticket. Like he hoped for it to happen, but didnโt actually expect it to happen.
Steve had been really interested in shotgunning for the longest time, which was completely insane to Eddie, because heโd always assumed that Steve had tried each and every stupid way of wooing somebody and getting them to make out with you. Hell, even Eddie had this experienceโand heโd never been, by any means, proclaimed the King of Hawkins High.
โWait,โ Steve said, baffled. His eyes were unfocused, face drawn. โYouโre not kidding?โ
โNo?โ Eddie responded, squirming on his spot on the carpet. He immediately felt his confidence (which was already quite feeble) melt. โYouโve been asking for ages, maybe we should just do it and get over with.โ
โGet over with,โ Steve echoed. A fleeting expression cast a shadow over his face, but it was too sudden and too short for Eddie to decipher. โRight. Yeah, letโsโletโs go.โ
He handed the joint over. Eddie tried to take it between his fingers with every last bit of bravado he had, but it didnโt make his hand any less shaky. They both shifted slightly, trying to sit closer and more aligned, but managing only an awkward angle that could have been really uncomfortable if they decided to sit like that for a while longer. Eddie looked around, but they were alone in the room, the rest of the party seizing the opportunity to experience what was probably one of the most beautiful golden hours in the history of the universe. He didnโt feel like he was missing out on anything โ judging by the way those soft, honey-colored sun rays were hitting Steveโs eyes at a perfect angle, making them somehow bigger and brighter, Eddie had the best possible view right beside him.
Eddie swallowed before he took a hit. He kept reminding himself to stay focused, but when he leaned forward at the same moment that Steveโs nervous expression melted into something more delicate and so easy to shatter, Eddieโs whole consciousness blacked out. The last thing he noticed was how softly Steveโs eyes fluttered shut before he leaned forward as well.
Their noses bumped. Steve immediately realigned himself. Eddie didnโt even register how it happened, but suddenly their lips were more or less pressed together, and he had to act fast before he did something stupid. Slowly, he started breathing out the smoke, but it billowed around their faces instead of disappearing. Steve was frozen, with his parted lips faintly ghosting Eddieโs, while Eddie himself was on the verge of panic.
He was shotgunning with Steve Harrington. There was no space left between them, Steveโs skin smelled like warm cedar, his lips were so soft they were practically asking Eddie to lean into them. He didnโt know for just how long heโd be able to take it before collapsing.
Finally, after what felt like ages, the smoke thinned out. Eddie felt it move around them and disappear, but even when he had no air left in his lungs, he still lingered.
They both lingered.
Eddie was the first one to back away. He almost suffocated trying to prolong the moment for as much as he could, but unlike Steve, he wasnโt a swimmer; his lungs burned, his vision was cloudy. Despite that, he noticed how Steveโs face changed. His eyelids looked heavy, but the everlasting lines on his face seemed less hollow. Eddie decided not to dwell on whatever this expression could mean.
He took another hit and passed the joint to Steve.
Afterwards, they didnโt talk about it. They finished the joint in silence and went outside, where their friends were. They seemed normal. There was no change in their interactions, but this single incident altered Eddieโs whole worldview. That was how he found out just how massive his โstupid crushโ had gotten.
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Guys! I found a bunch of legos and scavenged them and have built Vampire Eddie Munson and Scoops Troop Steve and their bat children. I'm so proud of my Lego Couple!!
I am WAY too proud of them but you know what? I'm good with it. I made them and I love them.
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