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harrywavycurly ยท 1 year ago
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Life with Steve and Eddie: Random Convos
Masterlist: Here
A/N: Because sometimes you just need to ask your two guy besties some questionsโ€ฆsome maybe be a little more random than othersโœจ
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โ€œWhy do boys not shower everyday?โ€ โ€œUh do I look like a guy who doesnโ€™t shower?โ€ฆSheโ€™s totally talking to you Munson.โ€ โ€œGet fucked Harrington I shower everyday and sometimes twice a dayโ€ฆwhoโ€™s the smelly dude in question?โ€ โ€œYeah whoโ€™s stinking up your personal space with their lack of hygiene?โ€ โ€œNo one I was just wonderingโ€ฆafter a while you all justโ€ฆget this smellโ€ฆitโ€™s weird.โ€ โ€œItโ€™s just man.โ€ โ€œPardon me? Itโ€™s just what?โ€ โ€œYeah Eddieโ€ฆitโ€™s what?โ€ โ€œItโ€™s just man smellโ€ฆyou know like when your after shave and shit wears off? And youโ€™re just left withโ€ฆyourโ€ฆscentโ€ฆโ€ โ€œyou call thatโ€ฆjust man smell?โ€ โ€œYes?โ€ฆwhat? Youโ€™re gonna try to tell me it doesnโ€™t make sense?โ€ โ€œNo thatโ€™s the thingโ€ฆit actually doesโ€ฆโ€ โ€œMunson making sense? Thatโ€™s terrifyingโ€ฆโ€ โ€œyouโ€™re both a bunch of assholes.โ€
โ€œWould you sleep with me?โ€ โ€œWhat the fu-โ€ โ€œIโ€™m sorry what did you just ask us?โ€ โ€œIโ€™m just curiousโ€ฆam I cute?โ€ โ€œTotallyโ€ฆadorable.โ€ โ€œShe doesnโ€™t wanna hear sheโ€™s adorable Harrington she wants to know if sheโ€™s fuckable you dick.โ€ โ€œOh uh well yeahโ€ฆyeah..youโ€ฆare.โ€ โ€œSmooth Steveโ€ฆreally fucking smoothโ€ฆand to think you were once upon a time such a ladies manโ€ฆโ€ โ€œfuck off Munson I just wasnโ€™t prepared to be asked if Iโ€™d fuck my bestfriend while trying to enjoy a day at the lake.โ€ โ€œI donโ€™t want to know if youโ€™d personally sleep with me Steve Iโ€™m just curious if Iโ€™mโ€ฆattractive in general.โ€ โ€œYes..you are a thousand percent attractiveโ€ฆto anyone that has decent eye site.โ€ โ€œThanks Eddie.โ€ โ€œSteve?โ€ โ€œYes I agree youโ€™re very attractive.โ€ โ€œDude relax sheโ€™s not gonna jump your bones Jesus go take a dipโ€ฆโ€ โ€œsorry sorry Iโ€™m justโ€ฆis there a reason youโ€™re asking? Did someone say something to you?โ€ โ€œYeah do we need to add a name to the ass kicking list?โ€ โ€œNoโ€ฆno itโ€™s not that I was just curious thatโ€™s all.โ€ โ€œPromise?โ€ โ€œYes Steve I promiseโ€ฆnow letโ€™s go swimming.โ€
โ€œCan you feel your feet?โ€ โ€œOh fuck.โ€ โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€ โ€œSteve! Can you feel your feet?โ€ฆmine are off.โ€ โ€œOh fuck.โ€ โ€œMy thoughts exactlyโ€ฆsheโ€™s a goner.โ€ โ€œWeโ€™ve been at this party what? An hour?โ€ฆhow is she already gone? It was your turn to watch her Munson.โ€ โ€œWatch her? Iโ€™m not a babysitter Steve thatโ€™s literally your job.โ€ โ€œI was gonna take over for the next hour you asshole we agreed!โ€ โ€œOh look someone gave me a sho-โ€ โ€œno more shots for you missyโ€ฆgive that to Harrington he needs to loosen up.โ€ โ€œLetโ€™s justโ€ฆput her on the couch and get her some snacks and sheโ€™ll be fine for like an hour or soโ€ฆโ€ โ€œSteven Andrew Harrington we are not going to force feed our drunk bestfriend snacks so we can party for an extra hourโ€ฆJesus man itโ€™s just a house party you dickwad.โ€ โ€œYouโ€™re rightโ€ฆwe take her home and tuck her in then come back.โ€ โ€œExactlyโ€ฆgotta make sure sheโ€™s safe and sound then we can come back.โ€ โ€œYouโ€™reโ€ฆyouโ€™reโ€ฆgonna party withoutโ€ฆme?โ€ โ€œNot the shaky lipโ€ฆSteve sheโ€™s doing the shaky lip.โ€ โ€œListenโ€ฆwe just want to reach your level thatโ€™s all but it takes us a little longer and youโ€™reโ€ฆwell your feet are turned off right?โ€ โ€œOh god youโ€™re right! They are!โ€ โ€œSo we need to get you home so they can recharge.โ€ โ€œYes exactly what Eddie saidโ€ฆgotta get you home so your feet can get ready for tomorrow.โ€ โ€œOkay! My bed can fit all our feet.โ€ โ€œFuck meโ€ฆI knew she was gonna say that.โ€ โ€œGive it to me straight Harringtonโ€ฆWe arenโ€™t coming back are we?โ€ โ€œYou know her bed is like quicksandโ€ฆonce we lay in it thereโ€™s no getting out till tomorrow morning..โ€ โ€œdamn her and her magical fucking bedโ€ฆI just wanted to get drunkโ€ฆโ€ โ€œsorry Munsonโ€ฆgrab her left arm Iโ€™ll get her right.โ€ โ€œShe fucking owes usโ€ฆโ€ โ€œoh she doesnโ€™t owe us shit this is what friends are for.โ€ โ€œGod I just love you guys.โ€ โ€œWe love you too.โ€
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ashwhowrites ยท 7 months ago
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hi!! can i request a hurt/comfort steddie about reader who somehow meets the both of them but at different times and basically she starts having feelings for both of them w out knowing that they know each other? and one time for exemple at a party she walks on them in the bathroom making out or something and she feels stupid for catching feelings, but eventually both of them talk to her and they make up and get in a relationship! sorry if its confusing ( also no smut pls if u can) thank you!! ๐Ÿ’Ÿ
I've actually missed steddie x reader! And no smut just like you asked! Just some hinted moments. But it's very PG! I hope this is what you wanted and you enjoy it. Thank you for requesting ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿปvery open to writing more about this relationship as it grows
Him...him...or both?
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Y/N met Eddie at the hideout. She wandered in on a random Friday night, ready for a drink. But as she walked in, there was a performance on stage. She grabbed her drink and walked towards the stage. Her eyes found him and before she knew it, they were talking.
Then they talked more and more and became good friends. They never saw each other outside of the hideout. She was busy with college and he had school and other things. But the more Fridays they spent together, the more she found herself catching feelings.
Which was dumb because they were only friendly with each other. It wasn't like they kissed or anything. But she wanted something more. She enjoyed his friendship but she couldn't help herself from looking down at his lips.
She couldn't stop thinking about Eddie. She wanted to ask him out but she was too nervous. She also had no idea if he was interested in her. Sometimes he'd send her a flirty smile and she'd touch his arm, but it didn't go further than that.
Y/N met Steve at the video store. She planned to ask Eddie out to watch a movie, but when she went to check out, she checked out Steve instead.
She blushed as his cute eyes landed on her.
"Great film! I've seen this many times. You've got good taste," he winked as he rang up her movie. She watched in awe as he ran his hand through his hair. He was one of the prettiest boys he had ever seen.
"Oh thank you," she looked at his name tag, Steve" she smiled
She panicked and never asked Eddie out to watch it. Now she couldn't stop thinking about Steve. She went back a few times, they discussed their favorite movies and realized they had a lot in common. It was so easy for him to make her smile and laugh.
She also realized she had a type. Cute boys with pretty brown eyes and flowy hair.
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The more she talked with either of them, the more she found herself falling.
Eddie got a little more flirty. Winks and smirks made her stomach flutter.
Steve balled hard with the compliments. A smile never left his face and he leaned closer every time they spoke.
It was like both boys were passing her back and forth and she couldn't get her head on straight. She couldn't even tell which one she liked more.
She had more time to see Steve since he had more of an open schedule. She thought maybe she could ask both of them out, it wasn't a commitment, and people dated more than one person all the time. But she was also terrified to ask out either of them.
The next time she saw Eddie she grabbed a dress that she knew would have him staring.
And she was right.
He sat across from her in a booth, his eyes slipping down her body when he thought she wasn't looking.
The more drinks they had, the closer they got in the booth. She was so close to his lips, that all she had to do was lean in. But she didn't.
Then she'd be back at the video store, leaning on the counter as she listened to Steve's stories. Her eyes followed his every movement. She loved watching his cheeks flush in bright red when he'd catch her staring at his pink lips.
She craved to touch his hair and the chest hair that peeked through his work shirt and vest.
She couldn't decide which one she wanted more.
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Eddie felt guilty for seeing Y/N the way he did. He loved Steve and he was loyal to Steve. But there was something about her that Eddie was drawn to. No matter how much he tried to get her out of his mind, she came back every time.
He wasn't going to do anything with her. He could tell she wanted him to make a move. To kiss and ask her out but he couldn't do it to Steve.
Steve knew he shouldn't blush whenever she showed up. And he shouldn't feel excited when she has extra time to talk. He loved Eddie, and they've been through so much hell to be with each other. He didn't want to mess that up. But he couldn't help but keep falling for her. She was gorgeous and he wondered what her lips would feel like.
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Y/N slammed her last drink before she went off to find a bathroom. She figured a Saturday night at a huge party would help ease her mind about the two boys tugging at her heart.
She was a tad tipsy, stumbling as she leaned against the wall. She found a door and pushed it open.
Her eyes went huge when she saw Steve pushed against the sink with Eddie's tongue in his mouth. Their shirts were off and Eddie's hands were on Steve's hips.
They didn't notice her at first. She was frozen as she took them in. In a way, she was slightly turned on. But then she remembered they were kissing each other, which meant she was completely out of the picture.
"SORRY!" she squeaked after a second and slammed the door behind her. She raced out of the party as fast as she could. She heard her name being called but she kept moving.
She was an idiot. Neither made moves on her and she was dumb enough to believe it was because they were being polite. But no, they weren't interested. She was throwing herself at these guys and they were gay and together.
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"Y/N WAIT!"
Eddie and Steve yelled at the same time, both snapping their eyes at each other.
"How do you know her?" They asked at the same time. Both look at each other confused.
"Hideout," Eddie shrugged, as he grabbed his shirt.
"Video store," Steve coughed, as he slipped his shirt back on.
"Why do you want to go after her?" Eddie pushed, his eyes accusing but he hoped it was the same reason Eddie was itching to run too.
"Well, why do you?" Steve asked back
"We'll talk about it later," Eddie said, then rushed out of the bathroom. Steve was hot on his heels.
They both raced out and searched around for her. Steve sighed in relief when he saw her sitting on the curb.
"Come on," Steve said as he grabbed Eddie's arm.
"Hey, Y/N, can we talk?" Steve asked nerves in his voice.
She was quick to clean her face. And stood up.
"I'm sorry for walking in. I just needed to use the bathroom," she laughed awkwardly. She wasn't sure where to look as they both stared at her.
"Eddie's fault for not locking the door," Steve mumbled, resulting in a smack from Eddie.
"What he meant to say, was it's okay," Eddie said, a soft glare sent to Steve.
"Cool. So um bye!" She rushed out and turned around.
"Hold on, that's not what we wanted to talk about," Steve said as he stepped in front of her. She halted as he blocked her path.
"I misread some signals, all good! We can just forget about it." She brushed it off
"We don't want to forget about it," Eddie said from behind her. She gulped as she stood in between both of them.
"Can you please stay right here while we go talk?" Steve begged, his eyes pleading as he softly touched her hand.
She nodded and watched as they walked away. She couldn't hear anything they were saying, but neither looked mad. She was worried they'd be pissed at her but mad at each other for not telling her that they weren't even single.
After a minute or so, they walked back over. She coughed as she waited.
"We apologize for stringing you along and not telling you that we were seeing each other," Eddie started.
"And we apologize that you had to find out in that way," Steve said as he gestured back to the house.
"I'm sorry for throwing myself at both of you. I'm completely embarrassed." She confessed as she looked at both of them.
"Don't be," Eddie said softly as he walked closer. "We talked and we both admitted that we are interested in you. We were both too scared to tell each other that we were crushing on you. But we both are, and we are okay with that."
"Which means, if you are comfortable and willing to try something different. We'd like to take you on a date, together." Steve explained. He was more nervous than Eddie. He watched her with scared eyes as Eddie smirked with confidence.
"So...you both want to..date me? At the same time? All together. As in I date both of you?" She asked, her brain was spinning.
"Yes," they said at the same time, sharing a smile before they looked back at her.
"Hell yes," she laughed. She couldn't decide between both of them in the first place, and she was granted a chance to date both of them? She wasn't passing that up.
"Well, you are already dressed to impress in that sexy dress, so how about we go now?" Eddie asked, stepping closer as he cupped her cheek. She shuddered as Steve's eyes watched them.
"Mhhm" she mumbled, her tongue numb.
Eddie smirked and grabbed her hand. Steve twirled his keys in his hands and they walked to his car.
"Steve and I are private in public, we don't want to deal with all the Churches and shit." Eddie joked as he crawled in the back.
"But you are welcome to be public with both of us and us three will interact more behind the doors." Steve winked.
~~~
Dating both boys was better than she dreamed of. They all hung out at Eddie's trailer. Her head was on his lap as he played with her hair. Then her legs were on Steve's lap as he softly trailed his fingers up and down.
A movie on the TV as they enjoyed each other's company.
"Can I ask who you liked first?" Eddie asked.
Y/N laughed to herself "Not telling," she teased
"Yeah, we don't wanna hurt your feelings Eddie" Steve added on
Eddie growled and threw popcorn at Steve, but he successfully caught it in his mouth.
"I know it was me," Eddie mumbled to himself
She loved that she slept right in between both of them. Steve always kissed Eddie first goodnight, then leaned down to press his lips against hers.
She barely catches her breath before Eddie turns her head to kiss her goodnight.
Her heart raced for both of them. She loved that they both wrapped their arms around her and cuddled into her neck.
Everything about their relationship was perfect and she couldn't wait to experience more.
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imjustanasshole ยท 17 days ago
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no, but the way fanfiction, fanart and fanon have made me so delusional I'm full on going to watch season 5 expecting eddie to be alive and long-term dating steve harrington...
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๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š๐š˜๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š— ๐š ๐šŠ๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š‘๐š˜๐š˜๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šž๐š™ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š˜๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š–๐šŠ๐š—, ๐š‹๐š˜๐š’๐š•๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐š‹๐š•๐š˜๐š˜๐š. ๐šƒ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š—๐š˜๐š  / โš ๏ธ
๐šˆ/๐š—'๐šœ ๐š–๐š˜๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐™ท๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐š›๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐š•๐šŽ, ๐šŠ๐š—d ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข ๐š๐šŠ๐šข ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐šž๐š–๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐šœ๐šŽ. ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ, ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š— ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐šข ๐š‘๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐š‘๐š’๐š–. ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ ๐šŠ ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ... / โš ๏ธ
๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šข/๐š—, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š’๐šœ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐šŠ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š• ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ๐š—'๐š ๐š๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š˜๐šž๐š, ๐š’๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š›๐š. ๐™ท๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šŽ๐š—๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š—๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐š—๐šž๐šŒ๐š” ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š–๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›
๐šˆ/๐š— ๐š’๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šž๐šœ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•, ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐šก๐š’๐šŒ. ๐™ท๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š ๐š˜ ๐š™๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐š—๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š–๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šž๐šข, ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข'๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ ๐š’๐š ๐šŒ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š› ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šœ๐š‘๐š’๐š ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š™๐šœ ๐š—๐š˜๐š 
๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข'๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š ๐š— ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐š’๐šœ๐š๐šŽ๐š›, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐šข๐š๐š’๐š–๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›, ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐šข/๐š—. ๐™ผ๐šŠ๐šข๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š–๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š’๐š๐š—'๐š ๐š›๐šž๐š— ๐šŠ๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š ๐š— ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐™ผ๐šŠ๐šก๐š’๐š—๐šŽ. ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐š›๐šŠ๐š— ๐šŠ๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šข/๐š— / โš ๏ธ
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š๐šข ๐š–๐š’๐š—๐š, ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š๐šข ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š–๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š‹๐š•๐šŽ ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข'๐šœ ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š™๐š•๐šŠ๐š—๐š—๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š ๐šŽ๐šŽ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐šœ / โš ๏ธ
๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข'๐šœ ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐šœ๐š ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š–๐šŠ๐š—๐š’๐š™๐šž๐š•๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ. ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š— ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š– ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐š ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š’๐š—๐š—๐š˜๐šŒ๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š. ๐™ด๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŸ๐š’๐š›๐š๐š’๐š—๐š’๐š๐šข
๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ฝ๐šŠ๐š—๐šŒ๐šข ๐š๐š˜๐š๐šŽ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›. ๐™ธ๐š ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐šœ๐š’๐šŒ๐š” ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šข ๐š๐š˜ ๐š•๐šŽ๐š ๐š’๐š ๐š•๐š˜๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š— ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข ๐š๐š’๐š–๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šŽ๐š๐šœ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š™๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐š’๐šŽ๐šœ / ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ
๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ ๐™ฒ๐š˜๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐š”๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ, ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐š‹๐š’๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š– ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŠ๐šœ๐šข ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š’๐š "๐šŠ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š๐šœ" ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š“๐š˜๐š‹. ๐šˆ/๐š— ๐š’๐š๐š—๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š– ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š’๐š—๐šž๐šŽ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐šข๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ. ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š  ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข'๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐šž๐š—๐š™๐š›๐š˜๐š๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šŠ๐š• / sแด‡ส€ษชแด‡s
๐™ฟ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŸ๐šข ๐š‹๐š˜๐šข๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š!๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š๐š–๐š’๐š ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š–๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›. ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š™๐šž๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š– ๐š’๐š— ๐šŠ ๐š™๐š˜๐šœ๐š’๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š๐š—'๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐š—๐šข ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐šŠ๐šข "๐š—๐š˜" ๐š๐š˜๐š˜
๐™ฟ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŸ๐šข ๐š‹๐šž๐š•๐š•๐šข!๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š–๐šŠ๐š—๐š’๐š™๐šž๐š•๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š’๐š—๐š—๐š˜๐šŒ๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐šŸ๐š’๐š›๐š๐š’๐š—!๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›
๐™ฑ๐š’๐š๐šŒ๐š‘๐šข!๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š•๐šŽ๐š'๐šœ ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š๐š˜๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š, ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐™ผ๐šž๐š—๐šœ๐š˜๐š—'๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š”. ๐š‚๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š
๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šŽ๐š—๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐š˜๐š ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข'๐šœ ๐š‹๐šž๐š•๐š•๐šข๐š’๐š—๐š, ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šŽ๐š—๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐š˜๐š ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š๐š๐š’๐š๐šž๐š๐šŽ / ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ
๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐™ท๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐š›๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐™ณ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š›๐šŽ ๐™ผ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š›๐šข, ๐šŒ๐š›๐šž๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š˜๐š— ๐š—๐šŽ๐š ๐šœ ๐š›๐šŽ๐š™๐š˜๐š›๐š๐šŽ๐š›!๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›
๐—˜๐——๐——๐—œ๐—˜ ๐— ๐—จ๐—ก๐—ฆ๐—ข๐—ก
๐™ถ๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šŠ ๐š™๐š›๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐šŽ๐šก๐šŠ๐š– ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š— ๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š๐š๐š’๐šŒ๐šž๐š•๐š. ๐™ด๐šœ๐š™๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š’๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐šŒ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐™ท๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐š‚๐šŒ๐š‘๐š˜๐š˜๐š• ๐š‹๐šž๐š•๐š•๐šข
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š๐š˜๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š— ๐š ๐šŠ๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š‘๐š˜๐š˜๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šž๐š™ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š˜๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š–๐šŠ๐š—, ๐š‹๐š˜๐š’๐š•๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐š‹๐š•๐š˜๐š˜๐š. ๐šƒ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š—๐š˜๐š  / โš ๏ธ
๐šˆ/๐š— ๐š’๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šž๐šœ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•, ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐šก๐š’๐šŒ. ๐™ท๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š ๐š˜ ๐š™๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐š—๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š–๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šข, ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข'๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ ๐š’๐š ๐šŒ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š› ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šœ๐š‘๐š’๐š ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š™๐šœ ๐š—๐š˜๐š 
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š๐šข ๐š–๐š’๐š—๐š, ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š๐šข ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š–๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š‹๐š•๐šŽ ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข'๐šœ ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š™๐š•๐šŠ๐š—๐š—๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š”๐šœ / โš ๏ธ
๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š—๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š”๐š—๐šŽ๐š  ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐š๐šข ๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š” ๐šž๐š—๐š๐š’๐š• ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐š™-๐™ณ๐šŠ๐š ๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐šŠ ๐š–๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›. ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š  ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ
๐™บ๐š’๐š—๐š”๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ๐š—'๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š›๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐šข, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š‹๐šข ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐šข ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š•๐šœ ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š›๐šŽ๐š๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š›๐šž๐šœ๐š‘ ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š, ๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š• ๐šŠ ๐š๐šข๐š™๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š’๐š—๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐š•๐šข
๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ ๐™ฒ๐š˜๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐š”๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ, ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ, ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐š‹๐š’๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š– ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŠ๐šœ๐šข ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š’๐š "๐šŠ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š๐šœ" ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š“๐š˜๐š‹. ๐šˆ/๐š— ๐š’๐š๐š—๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š– ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š’๐š—๐šž๐šŽ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐šข๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ. ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š  ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข'๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐šž๐š—๐š™๐š›๐š˜๐š๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šŠ๐š• / sแด‡ส€ษชแด‡s
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š™๐š’๐šœ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š about ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š‘๐š’๐š ๐š๐šŠ๐š•๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‹๐šŽen ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š. ๐™ด๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐š›๐š˜๐š—๐š, ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š™๐š™๐šŽ๐š—๐šœ ๐š’๐š ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š™๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š”๐šœ ๐š๐š˜๐š ๐š— ๐š˜๐š— ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐šŠ๐š๐šŠ๐š’๐š— / โš ๏ธ
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šข/๐š—. ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š  ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š๐šŠ๐š’๐š—, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š–๐šŽ, ๐šข/๐š— ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐šœ๐šŽ / โš ๏ธ
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐š๐šž๐šŒ๐š” ๐šŠ๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š. ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐š  ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š’๐š๐šŽ๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š™๐šž๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐šœ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š”๐š’๐š๐š๐š˜๐šœ ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š– / ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š๐š—'๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š•๐š’๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šŽ๐šข๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐šŠ๐š  ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐™ท๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐š›๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š•๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐šข/๐š—'๐šœ ๐š“๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š. ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š“๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›. ๐š‚๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐šŒ๐š•๐šŠ๐š’๐š–๐šŽ๐š, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š–๐šŠ๐šข๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›
๐™ฟ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŸ๐šข ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ ๐šŒ๐š›๐šž๐šœ๐š‘ ๐š˜๐š— ๐šข/๐š— ๐šœ๐š’๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐šœ๐š‘๐š–๐šŠ๐š— ๐šข๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›. ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š๐š—'๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐š•๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š› ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š•๐š˜๐š˜๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐š›๐šŽ๐šœ๐š’๐šœ๐š ๐š’๐š. ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›. ๐™ด๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š’๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š–๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š—๐šœ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‹๐šŠ๐š‹๐šข ๐š๐š›๐šŠ๐š™ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› / โš ๏ธ
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šข๐š™๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š ๐š— ๐š˜๐š› ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š๐š ๐šœ๐š ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐š›๐šŽ๐š•๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šœ๐š‘๐š’๐š™๐šœ. ๐™ฐ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ ๐š๐šŽ๐š  ๐š‹๐š’๐š ๐š๐šž๐šŒ๐š” ๐šž๐š™๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŠ ๐š—๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š•๐š”๐šŽ๐š›!๐™น๐šŠ๐šœ๐š˜๐š— ๐™ฒ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›, ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š” ๐šœ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š๐š๐š’๐šŒ๐š’๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐š—๐š˜ ๐š๐š˜๐šก๐š’๐šŒ๐š’๐š๐šข / โš ๏ธ
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐š”๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š™ ๐š”๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š™๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š˜๐š› ๐š˜๐š๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐šข๐š–๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ . ๐š‚๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š–, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ๐š—'๐š ๐š”๐š—๐š˜๐š  ๐š’๐š. ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐š’๐š—๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ ๐šŠ ๐šš๐šž๐š’๐šŒ๐š” ๐š–๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ
๐™ฟ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŸ๐šข ๐š‹๐š˜๐šข๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š!๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š๐š–๐š’๐š ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š–๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›. ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š™๐šž๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š– ๐š’๐š— ๐šŠ ๐š™๐š˜๐šœ๐š’๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š๐š—'๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐š—๐šข ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐šŠ๐šข "๐š—๐š˜" ๐š๐š˜๐š˜
๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šœ๐š˜๐šœ๐š’๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ๐š—'๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ ๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šข. ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐™น๐šŠ๐šœ๐š˜๐š— ๐™ฒ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š’๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š›๐šž๐š’๐š— ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข ๐š•๐š’๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š›๐š˜๐šœ๐šœ. ๐™ด๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š’๐š ๐š’๐š ๐š–๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š—๐šœ ๐š๐š›๐šŠ๐šž๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐šฃ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š—๐šŽ๐š  ๐š•๐š’๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š / โš ๏ธ
๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š— ๐šœ๐š๐šž๐šŒ๐š” ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šž๐š™๐šœ๐š’๐š๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š ๐š— ๐š๐š›๐šข๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š•๐š˜๐š˜๐š” ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ. ๐™ป๐šŽ๐š'๐šœ ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐šœ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š…๐šŠ๐š–๐š™๐š’๐š›๐šŽ!๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š๐šŽ๐šœ๐š’๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š•๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š–๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ ๐š•๐š’๐š”๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐š–, ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š ๐šŽ๐š•๐š• ๐š˜๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ, ๐š ๐š‘๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š‹๐š’๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š—, ๐šŠ๐š›๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›!๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š'๐šœ ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š›๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐š– / โš ๏ธ แดœษดา“ษชษดษชsสœแด‡แด… sแด‡ส€ษชแด‡s
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š“๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐šž๐šœ ๐š˜๐š ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ. ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š”๐š—๐šŽ๐š  ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›. ๐™ผ๐šŠ๐šข๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐š•๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐šŒ๐š›๐šข๐š’๐š—๐š, ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐š—๐š˜๐š๐š’๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐šœ๐š•๐š’๐š™ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šŒ๐š” ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š•๐š’๐š™๐šœ / โš ๏ธ
๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐š™๐šŠ๐šข ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐šž๐š™ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šŽ๐šก๐š๐š›๐šŠ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐šœ๐š‘. ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š  ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š’๐š๐š—๐š˜๐š›๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐š–, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐š’๐š๐š—๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› / โš ๏ธ
๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ๐š—'๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐š•๐š˜๐š  ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š’๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š˜ ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐™ผ๐šž๐š—๐šœ๐š˜๐š— ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š’๐š›๐šœ๐š
๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š ๐š›๐š’๐š๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š˜๐š—๐šข๐š–๐š˜๐šž๐šœ ๐š•๐šŽ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š˜๐šž๐š, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šœ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ ๐š™๐š•๐šŠ๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐šš๐šž๐š’๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›
๐™ฑ๐š’๐š๐šŒ๐š‘๐šข!๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š•๐šŽ๐š'๐šœ ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š๐š˜๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š, ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐™ผ๐šž๐š—๐šœ๐š˜๐š—'๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š”. ๐š‚๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š
๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜ ๐—›๐—”๐—ฅ๐—ฅ๐—œ๐—ก๐—š๐—ง๐—ข๐—ก
๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ฝ๐šŠ๐š—๐šŒ๐šข ๐š๐š˜๐š๐šŽ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š›. ๐™ธ๐š ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐šœ๐š’๐šŒ๐š” ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šข ๐š๐š˜ ๐š•๐šŽ๐š ๐š•๐š˜๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š— ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข ๐š๐š’๐š–๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šŽ๐š๐šœ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š™๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐š’๐šŽ๐šœ / ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ
๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ ๐™ฒ๐š˜๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐š”๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ, ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ, ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐š‹๐š’๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š– ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŠ๐šœ๐šข ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š’๐š "๐šŠ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š๐šœ" ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š“๐š˜๐š‹. ๐šˆ/๐š— ๐š’๐š๐š—๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š– ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š’๐š—๐šž๐šŽ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐šข๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ. ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š  ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข'๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐šž๐š—๐š™๐š›๐š˜๐š๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šŠ๐š• / sแด‡ส€ษชแด‡s
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐š๐šž๐šŒ๐š” ๐šŠ๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š. ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐š  ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š’๐š๐šŽ๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š™๐šž๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐šœ๐š˜๐š–๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š”๐š’๐š๐š๐š˜๐šœ ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š– / ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐š”๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š™ ๐š”๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š™๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š˜๐š› ๐š˜๐š๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐šข๐š–๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ . ๐š‚๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š–, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ๐š—'๐š ๐š”๐š—๐š˜๐š  ๐š’๐š. ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐š’๐š—๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ ๐šŠ ๐šš๐šž๐š’๐šŒ๐š” ๐š–๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ
๐™ฟ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŸ๐šข ๐š‹๐š˜๐šข๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š!๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š๐š–๐š’๐š ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š–๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›. ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š™๐šž๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š– ๐š’๐š— ๐šŠ ๐š™๐š˜๐šœ๐š’๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š๐š—'๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐š—๐šข ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐šŠ๐šข "๐š—๐š˜" ๐š๐š˜๐š˜
๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š— ๐šœ๐š๐šž๐šŒ๐š” ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šž๐š™๐šœ๐š’๐š๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š ๐š— ๐š๐š›๐šข๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š•๐š˜๐š˜๐š” ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ. ๐™ป๐šŽ๐š'๐šœ ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐šœ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š…๐šŠ๐š–๐š™๐š’๐š›๐šŽ!๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š๐šŽ๐šœ๐š’๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š•๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š–๐š”๐š›๐šŽ ๐š•๐š’๐š”๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐š–, ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š ๐šŽ๐š•๐š• ๐š˜๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ, ๐š ๐š‘๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š‹๐š’๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š—, ๐šŠ๐š›๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›!๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š'๐šœ ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š›๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐š– / โš ๏ธ แดœษดา“ษชษดษชsสœแด‡แด… sแด‡ส€ษชแด‡s
๐™ฑ๐šŠ๐š‹๐šข๐šœ๐š’๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š›!๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐šŒ๐š›๐šž๐šœ๐š‘ ๐š˜๐š— ๐š๐š’๐šŸ๐š˜๐š›๐šŒ๐šŽ๐š ๐™ณ๐šŠ๐š!๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐™ท๐šŠ๐š›๐š›๐š’๐š—๐š๐š๐š˜๐š— ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐š—๐šŠ๐šœ๐š๐šข ๐š–๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ
๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š” ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š– ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š•๐š•๐šŽ๐š๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š”๐šข ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š”๐š’๐š๐š๐š˜๐šœ
๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šŽ๐š—๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐š˜๐š ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šข'๐šœ ๐š‹๐šž๐š•๐š•๐šข๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŽ๐š—๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐š˜๐š ๐š‚๐š๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š๐š๐š’๐š๐šž๐š๐šŽ / ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ
๐—๐—”๐—ฆ๐—ข๐—ก ๐—–๐—”๐—ฅ๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ
๐™ถ๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šŠ ๐š™๐š›๐š˜๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐šŽ๐šก๐šŠ๐š– ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š— ๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š๐š๐š’๐šŒ๐šž๐š•๐š. ๐™ด๐šœ๐š™๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š’๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐šŒ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐™ท๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐š‚๐šŒ๐š‘๐š˜๐š˜๐š• ๐š‹๐šž๐š•๐š•๐šข
๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šข๐š™๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š ๐š— ๐š˜๐š› ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š๐š ๐šœ๐š ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐šŠ ๐š›๐šŽ๐š•๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šœ๐š‘๐š’๐š™. ๐™ฐ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ ๐š๐šŽ๐š  ๐š‹๐š’๐š ๐š๐šž๐šŒ๐š” ๐šž๐š™๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š—๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š•๐š”๐šŽ๐š›!๐™น๐šŠ๐šœ๐š˜๐š— ๐™ฒ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›, ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š” ๐šœ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š๐š๐š’๐šŒ๐š’๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐š—๐š˜ ๐š๐š˜๐šก๐š’๐šŒ๐š’๐š๐šข / โš ๏ธ
๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šœ๐š˜๐šœ๐š’๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ๐š—'๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ ๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šข. ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐™น๐šŠ๐šœ๐š˜๐š— ๐™ฒ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š’๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š›๐šž๐š’๐š— ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข ๐š•๐š’๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š ๐™ด๐š๐š๐š’๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š›๐š˜๐šœ๐šœ. ๐™ด๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š’๐š ๐š’๐š ๐š–๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š—๐šœ ๐š๐š›๐šŠ๐šž๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐šฃ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š—๐šŽ๐š  ๐š•๐š’๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š / โš ๏ธ
๐Ž๐”๐“๐„๐‘ ๐๐€๐๐Š๐’ ๐‚๐‡๐€๐‘๐€๐‚๐“๐„๐‘๐’:
๐—ฅ๐—”๐—™๐—˜ ๐—–๐—”๐— ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ข๐—ก
๐š†๐š‘๐š˜ ๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š’๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐šŠ๐š’๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐š’๐š—๐š? ๐™ฝ๐š˜ ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐šข/๐š—, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐š๐šŠ๐š•๐š• ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐š—๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š. ๐š†๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐™น๐™น ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐šŠ๐šข ๐šŠ๐š‹๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ? sแด‡ส€ษชแด‡s
๐™ท๐šŽ ๐š”๐š—๐š˜๐š ๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š ๐š›๐š˜๐š—๐š, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š? ๐™ท๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š–๐šŽ๐š›๐š˜๐š— ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šŽ๐š๐šœ ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข ๐š ๐š˜๐š–๐šŠ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ -- ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š’๐š'๐šœ ๐šŠ ๐š›๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐š˜๐š– ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š• ๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐š๐šŽ๐š™-๐šœ๐š’๐šœ๐š๐šŽ๐š› /โš ๏ธ
๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š•๐šŽ๐š'๐šœ ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š™๐šŽ๐š˜๐š™๐š•๐šŽ ๐šœ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š’๐š—๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š. ๐™ฐ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐š๐šŠ๐šข ๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š•๐š, ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐š•๐šŠ๐š’๐š– ๐šข/๐š— ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐š”๐š—๐š˜๐š  ๐š ๐š‘๐š˜ ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š•๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š๐š˜. ๐šƒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š—๐š”๐š๐šž๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šข/๐š—, ๐™น๐™น ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š™๐š’๐šŒ๐š”๐šž๐š™ ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š•๐šŽ๐š๐š / โš ๏ธ
๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐™น๐™น'๐šœ ๐šœ๐š’๐šœ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ๐š—'๐š ๐šœ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š™๐š•๐šŠ๐š—๐š—๐šŽ๐š, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š’๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š™๐š™๐šŽ๐š—๐šŽ๐š. ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š—๐šž๐šŒ๐š” ๐š’๐š— ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™น๐™น'๐šœ ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š› ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐š˜๐šž๐š, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š๐š๐š’๐šŒ๐šž๐š•๐š. ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š–๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›
๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐šŽ๐šก ๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐š›๐š’๐š๐šข๐š’๐š—๐š, ๐šŽ๐šœ๐š™๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š’๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š˜๐š‹๐šœ๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š™๐š’๐š–๐š™๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ. ๐š›๐šŠ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š•๐šŠ๐šŒ๐šŽ๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š–๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š› ๐šœ๐š˜๐š‹๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šŠ ๐š•๐š’๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ ๐š–๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐šž๐š— / โš ๏ธ sแด‡ส€ษชแด‡s
๐™ฟ๐š˜๐š™๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐šœ๐š’๐š— ๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐š๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐šŠ๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š•๐š™ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š™๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐šž๐š—๐š๐š’๐š• ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š”. ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š•๐š’๐š”๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š‘๐šž๐š›๐š๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šœ๐šŽ ๐™ฟ๐š˜๐š๐šž๐šŽ๐šœ, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š’๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐šœ๐š’๐š•๐šŽ๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ, ๐š’๐šœ ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐šœ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š› / โš ๏ธ แดœษดา“ษชษดษชsสœแด‡แด… sแด‡ส€ษชแด‡s
๐™น๐™น ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š•๐šŽ๐š๐šœ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š™๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šŽ๐š—๐šŽ๐š–๐šข. ๐š‚๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š‘๐š˜๐š , ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š•๐š™ ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐šž๐š—๐š๐š’๐š• ๐š’๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐šž๐š›๐š— ๐š๐š˜ ๐š™๐šž๐š—๐š’๐šœ๐š‘ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š๐š›๐šŠ๐šข๐šŠ๐š• / แดœแด˜แด…แด€แด›แด‡แด… แด แด‡ส€sษชแดแด
๐™ฑ๐šž๐šฃ๐šฃ๐šŒ๐šž๐š!๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐™ฒ๐šŠ๐š–๐šŽ๐š›๐š˜๐š—'๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐š๐šž๐š ๐š˜๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š“๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐šž๐šœ ๐š‹๐š˜๐šข๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š’๐š› ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š˜๐šž๐š
๐—๐— ๐— ๐—”๐—ฌ๐—•๐—”๐—ก๐—ž
๐š†๐š‘๐š˜ ๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š’๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐šŠ๐š’๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐š’๐š—๐š? ๐™ฝ๐š˜ ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐š๐šŠ๐š•๐š• ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐š—๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š. ๐š†๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐™น๐™น ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐šŠ๐šข ๐šŠ๐š‹๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ?
๐™น๐™น ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š•๐šŽ๐š๐šœ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š™๐šŽ๐š– ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šŽ๐š—๐šŽ๐š–๐šข. ๐š‚๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š‘๐š˜๐š , ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š•๐š™ ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐šž๐š—๐š๐š’๐š• ๐š’๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐šž๐š›๐š— ๐š™๐šž๐š—๐š’๐šœ๐š‘ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š๐š›๐šŠ๐šข๐šŠ๐š• / แดœแด˜แด…แด€แด›แด‡แด… แด แด‡ส€sษชแดษด
๐™น๐™น ๐š›๐šž๐š—๐šœ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šž๐š‹๐š‹๐šข!๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐š๐š˜๐š›๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š™ ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•๐šœ ๐š›๐šŠ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š˜๐š๐š, ๐šŒ๐š›๐šข๐š’๐š—๐š, ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐š ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐š˜๐š˜๐š” ๐šž๐š™ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐™น๐™น
๐—ง๐—ข๐—ฃ๐—ฃ๐—˜๐—ฅ ๐—ง๐—›๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—ก๐—ง๐—ข๐—ก
๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐šŽ๐šก ๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐š›๐š’๐š๐šข๐š’๐š—๐š, ๐šŽ๐šœ๐š™๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š’๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š˜๐š‹๐šœ๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š—'๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š™๐š’๐š–๐š™๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ, ๐š›๐šŠ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ'๐šœ ๐š•๐šŠ๐šŒ๐šŽ๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š–๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š› ๐šœ๐š˜๐š‹๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šŠ ๐š•๐š’๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ ๐š–๐š˜๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐šž๐š— / โš ๏ธ sแด‡ส€ษชแด‡s
๐“๐‡๐„ 100 ๐‚๐‡๐€๐‘๐€๐‚๐“๐„๐‘๐’:
๐—•๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—”๐— ๐—ฌ ๐—•๐—Ÿ๐—”๐—ž๐—˜
๐™ฐ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐šœ๐š‘๐š˜๐š˜๐š๐š’๐š—๐š ๐™น๐šŠ๐š‘๐šŠ, ๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š•๐š•๐šŠ๐š–๐šข ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐šŠ๐š•๐š• ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐š›๐š’๐šœ๐š๐šœ๐š‹๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š˜๐š๐š, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š›๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐šข/๐š— ๐š๐š˜ ๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ ๐šž๐š™ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š™๐š•๐šŠ๐š—. ๐™ท๐š’๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐š , ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š˜๐š˜๐š– ๐š•๐šŽ๐š ๐š’๐š ๐šŠ๐š•๐š• ๐š˜๐šž๐š / แดษชษดษช sแด‡ส€ษชแด‡s / โš ๏ธ
๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐š™๐šŽ๐š˜๐š™๐š•๐šŽ ๐š ๐š‘๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐š–๐š’๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š’๐šœ ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐šข/๐š— ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘. ๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š•๐š•๐šŠ๐š–๐šข ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š’๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š•๐š– ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜๐š ๐š— ๐šŠ ๐š‹๐š’๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šข/๐š— ๐šœ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š•๐š’๐š”๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š
๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š•๐š•๐šŠ๐š–๐šข ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š๐š˜๐š•๐š ๐™ผ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šข ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™น๐šŠ๐šœ๐š™๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ๐š‹๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š๐š’๐šŸ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šข/๐š— ๐š๐š›๐š’๐š—๐š”๐šœ. ๐™ฐ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š’๐š ๐šŒ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š› ๐šŠ๐š๐šŠ๐š’๐š—, ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š˜๐š” ๐šข/๐š— ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š” ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐šŽ๐š—๐š, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐šž๐š™๐š›๐š’๐šœ๐šŽ, ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š™๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šŽ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š
๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š, ๐™ฒ๐š•๐šŠ๐š›๐š” ๐š๐šŽ๐š๐šœ ๐š๐š˜๐š๐šŽ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š•๐š•๐šŠ๐š–๐šข ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š’๐šœ ๐š“๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š•๐š˜๐šž๐šœ. ๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š•๐š•๐šŠ๐š–๐šข ๐š—๐š˜๐š๐š’๐šŒ๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š›๐šž๐š—๐š”, ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š™๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ ๐šŸ๐š’๐šœ๐š’๐š ๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š๐šž๐š›๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šž๐š—๐š๐š’๐š• ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š๐š—'๐š ๐š‘๐š˜๐š•๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐š–๐šœ๐šŽ๐š•๐š ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š” ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š– ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐š›๐š˜๐š—๐š ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•. ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐šข/๐š—
๐™ฑ๐šŽ๐š•๐š•๐šŠ๐š–๐šข ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ, ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›!๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐š˜๐š˜๐š๐šœ. ๐™ฐ๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š•๐š• ๐š‹๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š”๐šœ ๐š•๐š˜๐š˜๐šœ๐šŽ, ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐š– ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š•๐š’๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š–๐š˜๐šœ๐š ๐š”๐š’๐š•๐š•๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š•๐š’๐š๐šŽ
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bbymunsonx ยท 6 months ago
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birds of a feather
eddie munson x fem reader
summary: eddie munson was your best friend and you were hopelessly in love with him. it was starting to get embarrassing how much you were in love with him. the only problem was that you don't want your boyfriend, steve harrington, to find out.
warnings: MINORS DNI 18+, smut, angst, cheating, attempted SA, oral (f receiving), nipple play, piv (protected), masturbation, sex toys, wet dreams, aftercare, death, no happy ending
word count: 8.1k
notes: sorry!
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Ever since you had moved to Hawkins, your life had been a nonstop nightmare. Life before Hawkins wasnโ€™t all that great either, but at least California has sunlight, beaches, great weatherโ€ฆ Hawkins was just, Hawkins. Your little sister, Max, and your stepbrother, Billy, were just as excited about this new beginning as you were.ย 
You remember the first day of school like it was yesterday. Stumbling to your locker, you tried the combination five times and your locker wouldnโ€™t open.ย 
โ€œGoddamn it,โ€ you mutter to yourself under your breath. As you tried to open your locker one last time, all your books suddenly slipped out of your hands onto the dirty high school floor causing you to sigh.ย 
โ€œAre you alright?โ€ A voice came up from behind you. Your head whipped around revealing a boy standing right behind you. He had shoulder length hair that was slightly frizzy, tattoos covering his arms and deep chocolate brown eyes. He started to crouch down to pick up the books that slipped from your hands.ย 
โ€œYeah, yeah Iโ€™m okay. I just canโ€™t get this fucking thing open.โ€ You groaned, causing the boy to display a slight smile on his face.ย 
โ€œI think it might be because this is my locker. Iโ€™m 748. Youโ€™re 747.โ€ The boy pointed to the locker directly next to the one that you were trying. You could feel heat rising up your neck onto your cheeks as you were completely embarrassed.ย ย 
โ€œOh my god, I feel completely stupid. Thank youโ€ฆโ€ You waited for him to give you his name.
โ€œEddie,โ€ He smiled and reached out his hand. You gave Eddie your name and shook his hand.ย 
โ€œItโ€™s nice to meet you Eddie.โ€ You smiled at him before shoving your books in your locker and walking away. Little did you know, since your last names were Mayfield and Munson, Eddie sat next to you in homeroom and the two of you shared a couple classes together. Throughout your first year at Hawkins High, and Eddieโ€™s second year, the two of you became best friends.
***
As you got closer with Eddie, you started to feel something towards him. You started to feel a bit nervous when you saw him. Your palms would get sweaty when he would call you the pet names he usually calls you. Your stomach would flip flop whenever he took a hit of the joint that you two shared. You would feel your heart shatter into a million pieces whenever Eddie would tell you about his latest one night stand. Even though you became extremely close with Eddie during your freshman year, you also became close to the King of Hawkins High, Steve Harrington. You started hanging out with Nancy Wheeler and by association, became friends with Steve. Steve was the most popular guy in school but he wasnโ€™t Eddie.ย 
It wasnโ€™t unusual for you to spend your free time at Eddieโ€™s. Billy was usually having sex with a different girl in his room and thereโ€™s only so many sex sounds a person can take before they explode.ย 
You and Eddie both lay on his bed in your pajamas with a scary movie on in the background. Again, nothing unusual. As you take a hit of your joint and pass it to Eddie, you say, โ€œWhat do you think about Steve Harrington?โ€
That caused Eddie to start choking on the smoke he had just inhaled. โ€œJesus, Munson, breathe,โ€ you laughed at him.ย 
โ€œWhy do you wanna know how I feel about Harrington?โ€ Eddie scoffed.ย 
โ€œNancy told me he wants to ask me out,โ€ You looked over at Eddie to try to catch his reaction. You looked down at his hands to see him clenched his fists. โ€œYouโ€™re my best friend and I just wanted to see what you thought.โ€
Eddie took your hand in his. โ€œI want you to be happy, sweetheart. If Harrington makes you happy, then I think you need to have a talk with him.โ€ He smiled at me which made me smile back.ย 
โ€œI have an idea.โ€ You sat up, trying to get Eddie to feel excited about your idea. โ€œSteveโ€™s having a party tomorrow night. Nancyโ€™ll be there, Barb, Robin, Chrissyโ€ฆ a whole bunch of us. Why donโ€™t you come?โ€ย 
โ€œPrincess, I know for a fact that Steve isnโ€™t gonna want me at his party.โ€ Eddie sounded doubtful in your idea.ย 
โ€œHe will if you bring this.โ€ I shook Eddieโ€™s bag filled with weed in his face. Eddie rolled his eyes at you.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re lucky I love you.โ€ He responded and placed a wet kiss right on the top of your forehead.ย 
Your stomach sank again.ย 
You and Eddie arrive at Steveโ€™s house a little after the party started and the two of you stuck out like a sore thumb. As you looked around, it seemed like half of the high school was there.ย 
โ€œHey!โ€ Steve noticed you across the room and walked right over to you. โ€œThanks for coming! You lookโ€ฆ wow!โ€
โ€œThanks, Steve,โ€ you blushed. โ€œYou know Eddie, right?โ€ You tried to introduce them to one another.ย 
โ€œYeah, yeah. Hey, Munson.โ€ Steve barely looked at Eddie as he said that.
โ€œHarrington.โ€ Eddie responded coldly. Suddenly, the room was filled with so much tension.ย 
โ€œAlright, Iโ€™m gonna go grab a drink.โ€ You said as you were walking away, trying to break the tension.ย 
โ€œCome out back when youโ€™re ready. Weโ€™re all hanging by the pool.โ€ Steve yelled at you while walking over to the back door.ย 
As you walk over to the kitchen, you run into your stepbrother, Billy, walking in the opposite direction.ย 
โ€œWhat are you doing here?โ€ He questions rudely.ย 
โ€œUm, I was invited. What are you doing here? You still obsessed with showing Steve how much of a big boy you are?โ€ You smirked at Billy and continued walking.ย 
โ€œWatch it!โ€ He yelled at you, to which you replied by throwing up your middle finger behind your back.ย 
Steveโ€™s fridge was filled with beer so you took two, one for you and another for Eddie, and headed out to the backyard.ย 
There were a bunch of chairs set up outside with a fire pit in the middle of them. Sitting there was Steve, Nancy, Robin, Barb, Chrissy, Tommy, Carol, and lastly, Eddie. โ€œHi, guys!โ€ You greeted the group before handing Eddie his beer. You took the empty seat between Eddie and Steve and gazed into the fire.ย 
One beer quickly became two and two beers quickly became three. The night was going pretty smoothly and it seemed as though even Eddie was having a great time. He spent a majority of the time making small talk with Chrissy Cunningham, who was seated next to him. After the conversation began to die down a bit, Robin exclaimed, โ€œLetโ€™s play a game!โ€
Steve initially groaned, โ€œGames, Robin? How old are we? Ten?โ€
โ€œGames could be fun,โ€ you smirked over at Steve.ย 
โ€œWhat kind of games do you want to play?โ€ Steve caved in, seeing your eyes light up.ย 
โ€œLetโ€™s play truth or dare,โ€ Robin smirked. You sighed internally. Truth or dare never ends well.ย 
โ€œAlright, letโ€™s do it.โ€ Steve agreed.ย 
After a few rounds, it was Eddieโ€™s turn. So far, Robin and Nancy kissed, Chrissy had to choose somebody to flash (luckily for her she chose Robin), and Steve told us all the last time he had sexโ€ฆ which was right before he had met me.ย 
โ€œTruth or dare, Munson?โ€ Steve looked over at Eddie.ย 
โ€œDare,โ€ he responded coldly.
โ€œI dare you to kiss Chrissy.โ€ Steve laughed. โ€œThe freak kissing the prettiest girl at Hawkins High.โ€ Your stomach dropped when you heard Steve call Chrissy the prettiest girl in school.ย 
You looked over at Eddie with wide eyes, not anticipating him to actually do it.ย 
โ€œItโ€™s okay, Eddie. Itโ€™s a game,โ€ Chrissy consented as Eddie shifted over to get closer to her. He reached his hand out to grip her neck, ever so slightly. They both closed their eyes and leaned into one another. All you could hear was Chrissy gasp into the kiss, so you could only guess that Eddie had slipped his tongue into her mouth. A classic Munson move.ย 
โ€œAlright, Munson. I told you to kiss her, not eat her face.โ€ Steve laughed. You could feel Steve look over at you as your eyes were glued to the fire sitting in front of you. You were trying not to let the tears that were glossing your eyes fall down your cheeks. Eddie was your best friend. Thatโ€™s all.ย 
โ€œMayfield, it's your turn, babe.โ€ Steve started. Your stomach flipped as that was the first time Steve had called you babe. โ€œTruth or dare?โ€
You werenโ€™t sure if it was the alcohol or your emotions from watching Eddie and Chrissy make out, but suddenly, you had other plans. You whispered over to Steve, โ€œFollow me. I have another idea.โ€ You got up off the chair and took his hand in yours, slowly dragging him up.ย 
โ€œSorry, folks! Gotta go!โ€ Steve laughed to the group as you dragged him into the house. You had looked back at the group, who were already back to playing the game, but not Eddie. He was staring daggers into you and Steve. You loved every second of it.ย 
You had dragged Steve through his filled house, up his stairs and into his bedroom. After the two of you were in the bedroom, you slammed the door shut and immediately connected his lips to yours.ย 
โ€œWhat do you have up your sleeves, Mayfield?โ€ Steve whispered in between kisses.ย 
โ€œNancy told me that you liked me. Is that true?โ€ You suddenly gained the confidence to ask him.ย 
โ€œI do.โ€ Steve said while batting his eyelashes at you. โ€œI thought you liked Munson?โ€
You pulled away from Steve to look at him completely, โ€œWhyโ€ฆwhy would you say that?โ€ย 
โ€œItโ€™s just that everyone thought you guys were a couple. You are always together so I just figured you were screwing or something.โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™m all yours, Steve.โ€ You had connected your lips back to his, deepening the kiss while nudging him towards the bed.ย  You laid back on the bed as he laid on top of you, ravishing you. As he kissed his way down your neck, you involuntarily groaned.ย 
โ€œSteve,โ€ you whimpered. Just as Steve lifted your shirt over your head, his bedroom door immediately swung open, ricocheting off the wall. Eddie was at the door eating Chrissyโ€™s face with his hands cupping her breasts through her shirt.ย 
โ€œFuck, Eddie! Get out!โ€ You threw your shirt at him to get him to leave.ย 
โ€œOh sorry! Thought this was the spare!โ€ Eddie exclaimed as he and Chrissy left. Chrissy gently closed the door behind them.ย 
โ€œWhere were we?โ€ Steve cocked an eyebrow at you while kissing down your neck. Steve really took his time with you, but it was very obvious that Eddie was not taking his time with Chrissy. Her moans were already filling the entirety of Steveโ€™s upstairs.ย 
โ€œFuck, Eddie!โ€ Just the way you had yelled at Eddie earlier. โ€œYouโ€™re so good! Yeahโ€ฆyeah right there!โ€
You hadnโ€™t even noticed that Steve was pumping in and out of you, his cock splitting you open. All you could focus on was your best friend having sex in the next room, and your heart was split in two because he wasnโ€™t having sex with you.ย 
***
Itโ€™s been two months since you and Steve have been official, and youโ€™ve never been happier. After a couple of dates, Eddie and Chrissy figured out that they just werenโ€™t compatible. Not the way you and Steve were. Though you and Steve were together, you still spent a majority of your time with Eddie. You wanted to be anywhere that wasnโ€™t home. Steve understood the dynamic of your friendship and he was completely fine with it. Or so you thought.ย 
After a long night of smoking and watching horror movies, the two of you fell asleep in Eddieโ€™s bed. Something woke you up out of your sleep. The sound of your name being spoken, or rather whimpered. As you started to regain consciousness, you felt Eddie behind you, deep asleep, rutting his clothed crotch into your clothed ass, while whimpering your name. You debated letting him finish, but the thought of Steve popped into your head, causing you to wake Eddie.ย 
โ€œEds, get up!โ€ you nudged him, causing him to jump awake.ย 
โ€œWhat! What is it?โ€ He seemed genuinely confused. You pointed down to his very obvious boner. โ€œWas Iโ€ฆโ€
โ€œJust a little,โ€ you cringed.ย 
โ€œFuck, Iโ€™m so sorry, Mayfield.โ€ Eddie covered his face with his hands, obviously very embarrassed.ย 
โ€œEds, itโ€™s fine. We canโ€™t control our bodies and what they do.โ€ Who were you to judge Eddie with the obvious wetness pooling at your center. โ€œI think Iโ€™m just gonna go home.โ€ You started to get up before Eddie quickly grabbed your hand.ย 
โ€œPlease donโ€™t go. I can just go to the bathroom real quick and take care of this and then we can start another movie. Just please. Stay.โ€ Eddie pleaded with you. You sighed and shook your head.ย 
โ€œIโ€™ll see you tomorrow, Eds.โ€ You rubbed his hand with your thumb before letting go. The feeling of his hand on yours felt more like cheating than waking up to him grinding into your ass.ย 
The last thing you could hear before walking out of Eddieโ€™s room was him softly cursing at himself under his breath. A part of you felt awful for leaving him, but another part of you would have taken things to another level if youโ€™d stayed, and you couldnโ€™t hurt Steve like that.ย 
As you walked into your room, you plopped on your bed and let out a huge groan. Thankfully, it was the middle of the night meaning everyone was asleep. The silence of the house only caused the thoughts in your head to get louder and louder. The feeling of Eddieโ€™s cock rutting against your ass. This has never happened before, but you would have chalked it up to Eddie having a wet dream about a cheerleader or something. But he was whimpering your name. Desperate whimpers as his grinding became more desperate. More needy.ย 
The more you thought about it, the more you were aware of every single part of your body. Your heartbeat was too loud. You could feel the beads of sweat dripping between your breasts. You could feel your clit begin to pulsate as it was desperate to be touched. You bit your lip as you quietly reached over to your nightstand, pulling out your trusty vibrator. Because of how worked up you were, you knew it wasnโ€™t going to take much to make you orgasm.ย 
You teased yourself at first. Trailing your finger around your neck and down to your tits. Luckily, you werenโ€™t wearing a bra, and your arousal caused your nipples to become rock hard. Your fingers slowly started to circle around your clothed nipple. You softly exhale at the contact. You were planning on teasing yourself for a lot longer but you couldnโ€™t take it anymore.ย 
In one swift movement, your shorts and panties were laying at the foot of your bed with your vibrator making contact with your clit. Fuck, you groaned at the contact. Your brain kept picturing Eddie and what he was doing earlier in the evening. You loved Steve. Steve treated you so well and made you so happy. But there was nothing you wanted more in the world than for Eddie to have kept going. For him to wake up to realize what he was doing and keep going. For him to climb on top of you and fuck you.
When you turned the vibrator up to the higher setting, you were already close. Eddie was in your head egging you on. Telling you how girl of a girl you are and how needy you are for him.ย 
As your orgasm washed over you, your hand fell to your mouth to stop you from screaming his name. The name of the guy who wasnโ€™t even your boyfriend.ย 
The next day, you didnโ€™t see Eddie at all in the morning. Since youโ€™re always locker neighbors, he usually waits at your locker for you, but this morning he was a no show. You were at your locker gathering your books when all of a sudden, someone came up behind you and wrapped his hands around you, lifting you up. Automatically thinking itโ€™s Eddie, you screamed, โ€œEds! What are you doing?!โ€
The arms put you down, causing you to turn around. Steve was standing behind you with a confused look painted on his face. โ€œEddie?โ€
โ€œShit, Steve! Iโ€™m sorry!โ€ You pecked him on the lips. โ€œIโ€™m just used to meeting Eddie here. Creature of habit, I guess.โ€
Steve let out a fake sounding chuckle as he smiled down at you.ย  โ€œHey, where were you last night? I called your house and got an earful of Hargrove.โ€ Steve scoffed.ย 
โ€œOh, Eddie and I were having one of our movie nights.โ€ You smiled innocently. Steve doesnโ€™t need to know specifics.ย 
Steve reached out to your hands while whispering your name, โ€œI think we need to talk.โ€ The bell rang for classes to start but classes were the last thing you were interested in at the moment.ย 
โ€œWhatโ€™s up, babe?โ€ You questioned.ย 
โ€œLook at me in the eyes and tell me you're not in love with him.โ€ Steve said sternly. Your throat began to feel dry as you found it difficult to look at Steve.ย 
โ€œIโ€ฆSteveโ€ฆโ€ You began.
โ€œI know how close you are with Munson. I know you two are best friends. But you are my girlfriend. Not his. I really hate to do this to you,ย  but I need you to choose. Me or him.โ€ Steve said sternly. He was actually serious.ย 
Behind Steve, you noticed the entire reason why Eddie didnโ€™t meet you at your locker this morning. All you could see was him leaning against a locker while talking to a girl in a cheerleader uniform. You could hear the way she chuckled all the way over here.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m yours, Steve. Only yours.โ€ You grabbed his face and planted a sloppy kiss on his lips before heading to class.ย 
Itโ€™s been a couple days since you stopped talking to Eddie cold turkey. A part of you felt extremely guilty, watching him slowly pull away, but the other part of you didnโ€™t feel bad at all. Eddie was a player, plain and simple. You and Steve had something special and you wouldn't jeopardize your relationship over something that wasnโ€™t real.ย 
Since you stopped talking to Eddie, you spent more and more time at Steveโ€™s house. It was really great being able to spend time with him like this. On this particular night, you told Steve you wouldn't be able to spend the night because you had a drama club meeting.ย 
When you arrived at the Drama Room, you noticed Eddie in the room, setting up the table for his Hellfire Club meeting. Unfortunately, you were way too loud opening the door so you couldnโ€™t slowly back away. You and Eddie had just stared at each other for a few moments in silence before you let out, โ€œIโ€™m sorry. I thought I had drama practice tonight.โ€
โ€œOh, sorry. Theyโ€™re in the cafeteria tonight.โ€ Eddie replied sorrowfully.ย 
โ€œThanks.โ€ You quickly turned around to run out of the room. Eddie tried to call after you, but you had already made it halfway down the hallway.ย 
Drama practice ran quite late tonight, as the parking lot was completely empty by the time you left the school. You sort of expected Eddieโ€™s van to still be here but Hellfire Club mustโ€™ve let out early tonight.
Not feeling like walking all the way home, you decided to stop at Steveโ€™s house since it was closer. After five minutes of walking, you arrived at the Harrington house. You reached down and took the spare key from underneath the welcome mat and let yourself in.ย 
โ€œSteve!โ€ You yelled. Silence.ย 
Music blasted from up the stairs so you decided to follow the noise. The music was coming from Steveโ€™s room. That wasnโ€™t the only noise coming from Steveโ€™s room.ย 
As you opened the door, you were greeted with Nancy on top of Steve, completely naked. She was rocking back and forth on his cock making him whimper, in a way youโ€™ve never heard.ย 
โ€œSteve?โ€ You choked. Steve and Nancy both stopped dead in their tracks and looked over at you.ย 
โ€œShit!โ€ They yelled at the same time. โ€œI can explain!โ€ Steve yelled after you. You burst into tears as you ran out of Steveโ€™s room, down the stairs, and out of his house, into the pouring rain.ย 
Your house was a ten minute walk and Eddieโ€™s was a twenty minute walk, yet you chose to run to Eddieโ€™s house. You just wanted to be in the arms of your best friend.ย 
Extremely out of breath from running and sobbing, you finally made it to Eddieโ€™s trailer. Your hands started banging on the door waiting for him to answer. You could barely see from the rain dripping down your forehead and the tears falling from your eyes.ย ย 
After a minute, Eddie arrived at the door with wide eyes.ย 
โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong, sweetheart?โ€ He questioned.ย 
โ€œI went to Steveโ€™s and he was fucking Nancy.โ€ You whispered, but Eddie heard you loud and clear.ย 
Eddie whispered your name under his breath before you grabbed his face in your hands and planted a sloppy kiss on his lips. The two of you melted into the kiss for a few seconds. The butterflies in your stomach were relentless as you always wanted to know what it would feel like to have his lips on yours. Though, you wished it would be under better circumstances. You let go as soon as you heard someoneโ€™s voice coming from inside the trailer.ย 
โ€œEds! Who is it?โ€ A girlโ€™s voice called. The girl who he was flirting with this morning..ย 
Eddie whispered your name before your hands covered your mouth.ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t know what Iโ€™m doing here. Iโ€™m sorry, I have to go.โ€ You ran away back into the rain, slowly making your way home.ย 
***
Itโ€™s been six months since you and Steve inevitably broke up. Believe it or not, you two started to become good friends. You had hated him for a little bit in the beginning, but even though he was physically cheating on you, you had mentally been cheating on him for a lot longer.ย 
After the night you and Eddie kissed, you two hadnโ€™t kissed again. You haven't even talked about it. The only thing he asked was if you were okay after everything with Steve. He continued to date other girls and you continued to date other guys.ย 
That was until one night you had gone out with Jason Carver. The two of you had a great time seeing a movie, but when you had gotten back into the car, he had tried to force himself on you. Tried to get you to do things you did not want to do. He grabbed your shirt so hard it tore. Youโ€™re favorite shirt. Funny enough, it was the shirt you were wearing the first time you met Eddie. You were finally able to push yourself off of him and run. Every time you need to run somewhere, you find yourself running right to Eddie Musnon.ย 
This time, you didnโ€™t care if there was another woman in there, you were going to burst right in. As soon as you burst in the door, you ran all the way down to Eddieโ€™s room, where he was laying in his bed in his pajamas, strumming at his guitar with a cigarette hanging out of his mouth. He instantly put his guitar on the ground and his cigarette on his ashtray before jumping out of bed.ย 
He grabbed the fabric of your torn shirt and traced it in his fingers. His hands grabbed onto your shoulders before looking you right into the eyes. โ€œWho did this to you?โ€ His voice was almost so deep it sounded as though he was growling.ย 
โ€œJason Carver.โ€ You whispered.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m gonna kill him.โ€ Eddie grabbed the keys to his van before gently pushing you aside. You grabbed onto his arm, not wanting him to go anywhere.ย 
โ€œNo. Donโ€™t go. I need you.โ€ You pleaded with him, almost sounding completely desperate.ย 
โ€œOkay, princess. Iโ€™ll stay.โ€ He walked back towards you. Eddie reached into his drawer to grab you a pair of sweatpants, a t- shirt, and a towel. โ€œHow about you shower tonight off, yeah?โ€
โ€œThanks, Eds.โ€ You whispered. Youโ€™ve showered at his house mutual times but this time felt more personal. As soon as you got into the shower, you immediately lost it and started sobbing into your hands.ย 
After about twenty minutes in the shower, you put on Eddieโ€™s clothes and gazed at yourself in the mirror. There was just something that looked so right about you wearing his baggy clothes. You slowly brought up the collar of the t-shirt and inhaled it. It smelled just like him, and that brought you a tiny amount of comfort. You exited the bathroom and went back into Eddieโ€™s room to see him still laying on his bed watching a movie on the television. He looked over and saw you standing there, patting on the side of the bed next to him. Your side.ย 
โ€œI knew I shouldnโ€™t have gone out with him.โ€ You groaned as you plopped down on the bed.
โ€œDid heโ€ฆโ€ Eddie began before you quickly cut him off.ย 
โ€œNo. No. I got away before anything else could happen.โ€ You sounded relieved, as did Eddie. โ€œEddieโ€ฆโ€ You whispered, turning your head to the side to look at him.ย 
โ€œHm?โ€ He whispered back, looking back at you.ย 
โ€œRemember when Steve and I broke up and I came here and kissed you?โ€
โ€œI do.โ€ Eddie nodded.ย 
โ€œI shouldโ€™ve done that sooner.โ€ You whispered, not even sure if Eddie could hear you. โ€œIโ€™ve gone out with all these bullshit guys, just to try to get over you.โ€
โ€œOver me?โ€ Eddie questioned, to which you nodded. โ€œYou like me?โ€
โ€œOf course I do, Eddie,โ€ You scoffed, feeling stupid. โ€œIโ€™ve literally been in love with you since the first time I saw you. I canโ€™t pretend anymore. My heart beats for you and only you. Pretending that Iโ€™m not in love with youโ€ฆ itโ€™s killing me.โ€ย 
Eddieโ€™s hand slowly slid over to your side of the bed, on top of your hand that was lying by your side. You turn your hand over to invite his fingers to interlock with yours, which he does. He gazes at you with loving eyes as his fingers begin to play with yours.ย 
โ€œPlease say something.โ€ You whispered.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re my best friend, Mayfield. You areโ€ฆ everything. I was a pussy for not saying anything but I just loved you too much, I was scared. I was scared to lose you. I love you in every sense of the word. I donโ€™t think I can love you any more than I already do. My beautiful girlโ€ Eddie smiled down at you while caressing your cheek.ย 
โ€œYou love me?โ€ A tear escaped your eye.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t be so surprised.โ€ Eddie chucked at you before leaning down and planting a gentle kiss on your lips. You didnโ€™t hesitate to immediately kiss him back. You havenโ€™t felt his kiss in so long but it immediately felt like home.ย 
As things became more heated, you whimpered as he slipped his tongue in your mouth. A classic Munson move.ย 
โ€œYou alright, baby?โ€ Eddie questioned because of your reaction.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m more than okay,โ€ You smiled into the kiss. Eddie readjusted himself as he climbed on top of you, to get better leverage while kissing you. You whimpered to yourself as Eddieโ€™s lips left yours. His lips were all over your face. All over your cheeks, your forehead, even your nose. He couldnโ€™t get enough of your face.ย 
When he was pleased with the work he did on your face, his lips began to travel south. He licked and sucked on your neck, obviously leaving hickeys. You were Eddieโ€™s and everyone was going to know it.ย 
โ€œFuck, Eds,โ€ you groaned as he continued to mark his territory. You began to squirm under his touch, everything on your body becoming way too sensitive. He had barely touched you and you were already coming undone underneath him.ย 
โ€œWhat do you need, sweetheart?โ€ Eddie taunted above you, knowing exactly what you needed. He lifted his shirt off your body and lucky enough, you werenโ€™t wearing a bra.ย 
โ€œNeed you to touch me.โ€ You gasped as his warm mouth made contact with your nipple.ย 
โ€œChrist, Mayfield. You were hiding these from me this whole time?โ€ Eddie continued to taunt. He was repeating the licking and sucking he had performed on your neck but on both of your nipples. While his mouth was attached to one nipple, he was rolling the other one with his thumb and forefinger. He wanted to make sure they were getting the same amount of attention. As he licked, sucked, and bit, you were trying your hardest to grind into him to relieve your throbbing clit. Everytime your hips bucked up, Eddie would back away slightly leaving him out of touch.ย 
โ€œTsk tsk,โ€ Eddie smirked. โ€œYou gotta be patient, baby. Iโ€™ll take care of you.โ€ His hand returned to your face and cupped your cheeks as he gave you a filthy kiss filled with lust.ย 
Eddie continued to kiss down your body until he reached the band of his sweatpants. He placed a wet kiss right above the band of his sweatpants and used his fingers to play with the band.ย 
โ€œCan I?โ€ Eddie asked to which you nodded. โ€œI need you to talk, princess.โ€ย 
โ€œYes, please take them off.โ€ You groaned in frustration. Eddie took the band of his sweatpants in his teeth and slowly dragged them down exposing the lacey pair of underwear you had worn for your date tonight. You didnโ€™t even wear the underwear for Jason. You just wanted to wear them for yourself.ย 
โ€œFuck,โ€ you heard Eddie groan under his breath over your clothed cunt. Eddie lazily dragged his fingers down your clothed slit, smirking at the sight of you squirming. He lowered his face near your core when your breath hitched.ย 
โ€œIโ€™ve never-โ€ you began, watching Eddie slowly raise his head.
โ€œYouโ€™re telling me that Steve never ate you out?โ€ Eddie asked, almost angrily. You shook your head no. โ€œThatโ€™s just not gonna do, princess. Do you trust me?โ€ย 
โ€œWith my life, Eds.โ€ You whispered. As soon as those words left your mouth, Eddie leaned down and planted a light kiss right over your clothed clit. If you werenโ€™t so turned on, you may not have been able to feel it.
You bucked your hips as Eddie reached for the band of your underwear and slowly shimmed them down your body and he placed them right into the pocket of his pajama pants. โ€œJesus Christ,โ€ he groaned to himself at the sight of your bare pussy. โ€œYouโ€™re so wet. All this for me?โ€ Eddie taunted.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m always this wet for you, Munson.โ€ You moaned. Thatโ€™s all it took for Eddie to lay back down on the bed and start kissing up your thighs. The feeling of his rings wrapped around your upper thighs were enough to make you shiver. After he had kissed his way up your thighs, he flattened his tongue against your hole and licked from your hole to your throbbing clit. The initial contact between his tongue and your clit was enough to make you moan, the loudest youโ€™ve ever moaned.ย 
โ€œGod you taste so good, baby.โ€ Eddie moaned into your cunt. โ€œI could eat you for breakfast, lunch and dinner.โ€ He continued to swirl his tongue around your clit as he slowly slid a finger inside of you, pumping it in and out. Your back immediately lifted off the bed as you began to grind on Eddieโ€™s face.ย 
โ€œIโ€™ve waited so long to hear you moan for me, baby.โ€ Eddie groaned. The vibrations of him talking added to the pressure he was already applying to your clit.ย 
โ€œJust like that, fuck, you feel so good inside me, Eds.โ€ You were able to gasp through your moans. If you listened closely enough, you were able to hear Eddie moaning too, desperately. The sounds of Eddie moaning mixed with the feeling of his tongue and his fingers were enough to push you over the edge. Eddie could feel you clench around his fingers, a sign that you were close. As his one hand was busy working you towards an orgasm, his other hand slowly reached up and interlaced his fingers with yours.ย 
โ€œFuck, Iโ€™m gonna cum. Iโ€™m gonna-โ€ you cried out before the cord in your lower belly snapped, causing you to orgasm all over Eddieโ€™s face.ย 
โ€œAtta girl.โ€ Eddie coached you as you continued to ride out your high on your face. When he lifted his face, his lips and nose were shiny, covered in you. โ€œThat was the fucking hottest thing Iโ€™ve ever done.โ€ Eddie quickly moved back up the bed and showered you in kisses. The taste of cigarettes plus the faint taste of you on his tongue was enough to make you cum again.ย 
You reached down and briefly touched Eddieโ€™s throbbing cock through his sweatpants. โ€œYour turn, my love.โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™m not one to turn down a blowjob, but if I donโ€™t get to fuck you right now, Iโ€™m actually going to lose my mind.โ€ Eddie laughed as he continued kissing you. You laid back in the bed as you watched him take off his sweatpants and his boxers. Your eyes almost fell out of your head because of how big he was.ย 
โ€œFuck, Eddie.โ€ You had to stop yourself from drooling at the sight of him. His throbbing cock was dripping with beads of precum, anxiously waiting to be inside of you. Eddie reached to his nightstand and brought out a condom before rolling it on his cock.ย 
He leaned over you and placed a sloppy kiss on your lips. He took his cock in his hands and started lazily trailing it up your slit and resting the tip right on your clit, causing you to whimper.ย 
โ€œEddie if you donโ€™t fuck me right now Iโ€™m gonna hit you,โ€ you groaned frustrated. You felt so empty and all you wanted was to feel him slam into you.ย 
โ€œSuch a dirty girl. You just canโ€™t wait for my cock, huh?โ€ Eddie teased.ย 
โ€œI just want you so bad. Iโ€™ve always wanted you.โ€ You grabbed his face and roughly kissed him, and he took that as the opportunity to slowly push himself into you. Your open mouth kiss quickly turned into a moan as you felt yourself trying to adjust to his length.ย 
โ€œYou alright, princess?โ€ Eddie whispered.ย 
โ€œYes. God, youโ€™re so big. Biggest cock in Hawkins.โ€ You kissed him more as he continued to push into you. Eddie continued to push into you as you cried out.ย 
โ€œAlright, sweetheart. Youโ€™ve got all of me.โ€ Eddie groaned as he started to slowly move in and out. As he started to move out, you wrapped your legs around his waist, not wanting him to go anywhere.ย 
โ€œChrist, Eddie. Canโ€™t believe Iโ€™ve been missing out on this,โ€ you groaned as you started to leave scratches up and down his back. Every time your nails would scrape his skin, he would filthily moan into your mouth. You whimpered every time his guitar necklace would dangle and tickle your neck. The two of you just kept making the dirtiest noises, and neither of you could get enough.ย 
โ€œThis is so fucking embarassing, but Iโ€™m not gonna last much longer.โ€ Eddie moaned into your mouth as his pace began to quicken.ย 
โ€œItโ€™s okay, Eds. Me too.โ€ You whimpered as Eddie continuously hit your g-spot. As he got closer, he reached down and started rubbing circles around your clit, causing you to tightly clench around his length.
โ€œIโ€™m gonna cum, baby.โ€ Eddie groaned and at the same exact time, you came around his cock. As he was still inside you, his forehead gently laid on top of yours. His bangs stuck to the sweat that was dripping down your forehead.ย 
โ€œThat wasโ€ฆโ€ You started.ย 
โ€œIncredible.โ€ He finished. He slowly pulled himself out of you, causing you to shiver because of how sensitive you were. Eddie rolled next to you to catch his breath for a moment. โ€œIโ€™ll be right back.โ€ He kissed you on the forehead before rolling out of bed and grabbing you a change of clothes and a wet washcloth.ย 
โ€œHereโ€ฆ let me,โ€ Eddie softly said while spreading your legs open and cleaning you off with the wash cloth. No man has ever done this for you before and it makes your heart feel so full. โ€œI left your change of clothes in the bathroom. Go get changed and Iโ€™ll get us a snack.โ€ He placed a kiss on your lips before leaving the room to go to the kitchen.ย 
All you could do was lay in his bed and smile like a fucking idiot.ย 
***
Itโ€™s been three years since you and Eddie professed your love for one another. You expected these years to go differently, but every year was another challenge. Hawkins had become cursed. Monsters roamed the town that you called home. Your friend, Barb, was killed. You watched as Billy was impaled by a gigantic monster in the middle of the mall. And now your sister was being targeted by a powerful wizard, whom we cannot see. Max was only being targeted after Vecna had killed Chrissy.ย 
Chrissy was truly struggling, so you offered for her to come over Eddieโ€™s house to smoke and help get her mind off of everything. Since you and Eddie became a couple, you were able to mend your relationships with Chrissy, Steve and even Nancy. All that mattered was that you and Eddie had each other. But now that Chrissy was killed in Eddieโ€™s trailer, the entire town of Hawkins had labeled Eddie as a โ€œSatanic Murdererโ€.
You had spent the entire week in hiding with Eddie. Youโ€™d rather the town label you as a Satanic Murderer than leave Eddie alone. It had been an exhausting week, but you had been hopeful that the group would find a solution.ย 
The two of you spent the week reminiscing on your years together, even when you two were just friends. The nights you would spend over at his trailer, sprawled out on Eddieโ€™s bed looking at him with nothing but pure love in your eyes as he strummed on his guitar. The time the two of you volunteered at the Snowball dance for the kids. The Christmases you would spend at the Munson trailer with Eddie and Wayne where it would end with Eddie mercilessly beating you in a snowball fight.ย 
The only solution anyone could come up with was that you all had to go to the Upside Down yourselves to kill Vecna. There was no other way.ย 
You kissed Max on the forehead as she made her way into the Creel House. โ€œI love you, Max. Iโ€™ll see you soon, alright?โ€ You had to stop the tears from escaping your eyes. โ€œLucasโ€ฆ take care of her.โ€ You hugged Lucas as they left the RV that Eddie stole.ย 
The plan was that Steve, Robin, and Nancy were to go to the Creel House in the Upside Down to kill Vecna. You stuck with Eddie and Dustin, as you were all tasked with creating a diversion for the demobats.ย 
Eddie and Dustin set up an amp on the top of Eddieโ€™s trailer so he could play his guitar to lure the bats right to us. As he played, you sat next to Dustin with tears in your eyes. A part of you was completely fucking terrified. In the distance, you saw the bats start to fly towards the trailer.ย 
โ€œLetโ€™s go!โ€ You yelled at Dustin and Eddie as you jumped off the top of the trailer. Dustin and Eddie followed right after you. As the three of you were safely in the trailer, the group of you jumped up and down, celebrating how badass that was.ย 
You hugged Dustin and then latched your arms around Eddieโ€™s neck, tightly. Never wanting to let him go.ย 
โ€œAlright, letโ€™s get out of here.โ€ Dustin said, grabbing on to the rope before stopping. There was a weird noise coming from the back of the trailer.ย 
โ€œWhatโ€™s that?โ€ You questioned, before bats started letting themselves into the trailer one by one. The three of you mustโ€™ve missed something while you were protecting the trailer.ย 
โ€œShit! Dustin, go!โ€ You screamed at Dustin as he climbed up the rope and flipped upside down on Eddieโ€™s bed.ย 
โ€œGo, baby! Iโ€™m right behind you!โ€ Eddie handed you the rope and rubbed the bottom of your back as he nudged you up the rope. Your muscles burned as you pulled yourself up but then you flipped over on Eddieโ€™s bed, right next to Dustin. You pushed yourself up to see Eddie just standing there, his gaze moving from the gate to the bats.ย 
โ€œEddie?โ€ You whimpered, unsure what he was doing.ย 
โ€œEDDIE! COME ON!โ€ Dustin yelled, his hands on his head in distress.ย 
Eddie looked us through the gate before making direct eye contact with me, โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€ He lifted his makeshift weapon and used it to cut the rope down, destroying the tether from our world to the Upside Down.ย 
โ€œEddie, no.โ€ Your voice was barely above a whisper. You didnโ€™t know what he was doing.ย 
โ€œEDDIE! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? NO!โ€ Dustin continued to yell.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m buying more time.โ€ Eddie said before moving the other mattress out of the way and running out of the trailer. Your blood had run cold, your eyes unable to focus on what was happening. Dustin was trying to find a ladder or something he could use to jump through the gate.ย 
โ€œDustin, you need to hoist me up there. And then you need to go.โ€ You grabbed Dustin by the shoulders, trying to get him to pay attention.ย 
โ€œNo,โ€ Dustin whimpered.ย 
โ€œDUSTIN! You need to get me up there!โ€ You raised your voice, immediately feeling guilty. You had never raised your voice at Dustin. He was like your little brother.
โ€œOkay, okay. On three.โ€ Dustin sadly shook his head and began to count up to three.ย 
Oneโ€ฆTwoโ€ฆThreeโ€ฆ
You jumped on Dustinโ€™s hands as they pushed you up to the gate. Your hands had grabbed onto the gate, enough for you to push yourself through. After mustering up the strength, you were able to push yourself enough that you fell right through, right onto the hard floor of Eddieโ€™s trailer.
โ€œFUCK,โ€ you screamed in pain. You had clearly landed on your ankle wrong, but that didnโ€™t matter to you. You needed to find Eddie. Dustin was shouting your name from the other side but you paid no attention to him as you ran out of the trailer and into the Upside Down.ย 
You burst through the doors and looked all around, about half a mile away, a herd of demobats surrounded Eddie. He was laying on the ground, trying to fight them off but obviously failing.ย 
โ€œHEY! OVER HERE! COME AND GET ME!โ€ You screamed loud enough to get the bats attention. You started banging on every gate you could to get them to get off of Eddie. As the bats started to fly towards you, all you could see was that Eddie wasnโ€™t moving.ย 
Just as the bats were about to get to you, they suddenly stopped in their path just to turn around and fly in the completely opposite direction. Most likely towards the Creel House. Towards Steve, Nancy, and Robin, but you didnโ€™t care right now.ย 
It took you a minute to limp over to Eddie, who still wasnโ€™t moving.
โ€œEddie?โ€ You whimpered, as you knelt down to him. His chest was moving up and down very slightly.ย 
โ€œThereโ€™s my beautiful girl.โ€ He coughed out. Spurts of blood dribbled on his chin as he coughed.ย 
โ€œWe have to get you out of here, Eds.โ€ You tried to stay calm and lift him up. He was completely limp and you werenโ€™t strong enough to lift him on your own. โ€œCan you move?โ€ All he did was shake his head.ย 
โ€œIโ€ฆI didnโ€™t run away, right? I just wanted to help.โ€ He asked with tears in his eyes causing you to almost lose it.ย 
โ€œNo, sweetheart. You didn't run.โ€ You caressed his cheeks in your hands and wiped his tears with your thumb.ย 
โ€œI love you so much. Iโ€™m gonna miss you,โ€ Eddie whimpered before turning his head slightly to kiss your hand. This is when you just let your tears come out. Thereโ€™s no point in trying to fight them anymore.ย 
โ€œI will love you for the rest of my life, Eddie Munson.โ€ You closed your eyes and knelt down to plant a soft kiss on Eddieโ€™s lips. When you lifted your head, you noticed he wasnโ€™t moving. He wasnโ€™t blinking. He wasnโ€™t Eddie, not anymore.ย 
โ€œEddie?โ€ You whispered, as you started to shake him slightly. He still wasnโ€™t moving. Sobs started to escape your mouth as you didnโ€™t have the strength to hold them in anymore. You held his head in your hands, slightly closing his eyes to make it look like he was sleeping. Eddie was always so pretty when he slept.ย 
Steve, Nancy, and Robin started running towards you screaming that you had to go. They stopped dead in their tracks as they realized what had happened.ย 
Nancy and Robin stood there with their hands covering their mouths. Steve came running over to you and crouched next to you and whispered your name, โ€œWe have to go.โ€
โ€œI canโ€™t leave him here. I canโ€™t leave him here!โ€ You sobbed onto Eddieโ€™s shirt. Steve didnโ€™t have the choice but to pick you up and throw you over his shoulder as you screamed and cried.ย 
โ€œNO! STEVE! PUT ME DOWN! NO! EDDIE!โ€ You screamed and sobbed and choked. As Steve walked back to the trailer, the vision of Eddie laying in the middle of the trailer park became more and more faint. You had just left him there. The love of your life. The bane of your existence.
***
The worst part about mourning Eddie is that you couldnโ€™t mourn him. Though most of Hawkins was in ruins, everyone was celebrating the fact that Eddie Munson was presumed dead. The town was relieved to know that such a scary man had perished in the โ€œearthquakeโ€ that shook the town. No one knew that Eddie had died for them. He died to give Hawkins a chance at a better future.ย 
You sat outside on a park bench in silence with Wayne Munson. Dustin had told him what happened a few days prior, but this was the first time you saw Wayne since Eddie died. As soon as he laid eyes on you, the two of you completely fell apart. You melted in his arms as you started to sob.ย 
After your sobs started to subside, the two of you just sat in each other's presence. You started to reminisce on times you and Eddie shared together. Times youโ€™ll never get back.
โ€œDonโ€™t you think itโ€™s weird that weโ€™ve only been friends for like, six months? I feel like weโ€™ve been friends longer than that.โ€ Eddie laughed after taking a hit of his joint. The two of you were extremely high and at this point, you would just say stupid shit to one another.
โ€œItโ€™s because weโ€™re birds of a feather, Munson.โ€ You laughed while looking over at him, eyes full of love, but he didnโ€™t notice. Not yet.ย 
โ€œWhat the fuck is that?โ€ He said, dumbfounded.
โ€œIt means weโ€™re kind of like the same person. Platonic soulmates, if you will.โ€ You smiled up at him.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s really profound. I like that. But birds are annoying,โ€ Eddie smiled, getting higher by the second. โ€œWait, thatโ€™s even better. If you see a bird outside, thatโ€™ll just beโ€ฆlikeโ€ฆ an extension of me. They can annoy you when Iโ€™m not around.โ€ย 
You laughed, โ€œWhat do you mean โ€˜when youโ€™re not aroundโ€™? Youโ€™re up my ass 24/7.โ€ย 
โ€œYou never know, sweetheart. I gotta keep you on your toes.โ€ Eddie took another hit of his joint.ย 
You snapped back into reality with a sad smile on your face. Youโ€™ll miss those small conversations with Eddie more than anything. Just as you focused back on the present, a small bird, a baby finch, landed right next to you on the bench. All it did was look up at you for a moment before it flew away. Eddie.ย 
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Eddie hates it when people donโ€™t answer his calls. He hates it with passion.
It reminds him of too many things. It reminds him of manhunts and abandoned sheds, and no one on the other side of the line. It reminds him of cold, clammy hands, of hunger, of fear. Breaking bones and eldritch horrors heโ€™d thought existed solely in cheap movies, not in real life, until he was brutally made aware of the fact that when people say everythingโ€™s possible, everything is possible.
Every time someone doesnโ€™t answer the phone when he calls, panic starts to boil inside his veins and his brain immediately makes at least a dozen painful scenarios for him to dwell on. He knows that technically, they just donโ€™t know that itโ€™s him. But it doesnโ€™t make him worry any less, so everyoneโ€™s learned to respect the rule. They just have to pick up. No matter what. Or heโ€™ll freak out, drop everything heโ€™s doing and come unexpectedly to check if everythingโ€™s alright.
There hasnโ€™t been a single situation when things were actually badโ€”people go get groceries, take solid, deep naps, or theyโ€™re simply too lazy to pick up sometimesโ€”but he always does that. Always.
Especially if itโ€™s Steve who doesnโ€™t answer. What if he fell? Or someone mugged him? Or he got into a fight? This brain canโ€™t take any more damage. What if heโ€™s in the hospital now, waiting to be anesthetized before surgery, and no oneโ€™s called Eddie yet, because to society theyโ€™re just some dudes living together?
There are too many options. Eddie doesnโ€™t like taking chances anymore, so he slaps the โ€œIโ€™ll be back in a fewโ€ sign on the door, closes the shop and speeds through the town like he has nothing to lose. (And itโ€™s quite stupid, because he has too many things to lose nowโ€”but heโ€™s allowed to freak out once in a while.)
When he gets there and sees Steve pacing and gesturing animatedly in front of the window of their tiny but awfully cluttered kitchen, he finds out exactly what it means to have the whole world on your shoulders. Or, rather, to be finally freed from the pressure it creates.
Itโ€™s okay. Itโ€™s just a stupid phone call. It wasnโ€™t even important, anyway.
Despite that, he takes his helmet off. Wonโ€™t hurt to remind Steve of the rule. And maybe kiss his pretty face a little while heโ€™s here.
He doesnโ€™t even have to enter their apartment to know that Steveโ€™s not alone. First off โ€“ if Steveโ€™s pacing and rambling, an anxious trait heโ€™s picked up from Robin, wasnโ€™t a hint enough โ€“ itโ€™s loud. Their paper walls can barely hold back a normal conversation, let alone something resemblant of a heated discussion. Honestly, Eddie has no idea how their neighbors can stand them sometimes, with his metal, their late-night conversations and non-conversations alike, with the kids visiting so often. Although Steve is optimistic (they have some lovely neighbors, like sweet Gran Fran, but donโ€™t ever let Eddie express his opinions about that old hag from across the hallway, Miss Hermans), heโ€™s still waiting for that complaint to be filed.
Second, he smells coffee. Steve never makes coffee for just himself.
Eddie opens the door gingerly, remembering how easy it is to completely unhinge them by accident, and is about to scream something about getting home, when none other than Dustin Henderson cuts him off with a shriek.
โ€œโ€”because itโ€™s actually pathetic, thatโ€™s why! Get a grip, man, just do it!โ€
โ€œOh, itโ€™s so easy for you to say, because youโ€™ve never actually triedโ€”โ€
โ€œAnd maybe I never will! If you wonโ€™t do it, how can I learn how to do it myself? You know that you guys are the closest thing to father figures!โ€
โ€œHey, donโ€™t make it about yourself for once, maybe? Some humility?โ€
Dustinโ€™s quiet for a second, but Eddie knows heโ€™s not about to admit full defeat. โ€œYes, sorry,โ€ he chokes out, finally. โ€œBut youโ€™ve tried so many times, you should know that it doesnโ€™t get any easier on another try. Just do it, it doesnโ€™t matter how.โ€
โ€œIt does, though! To me, itโ€”it does. It matters,โ€ Steve mumbles back, and Eddie can picture his face in perfect detail. Itโ€™s Steveโ€™s small voice, which means heโ€™s worried about something, even though his worry doesnโ€™t make any sense in everyone elseโ€™s eyes. Heโ€™s unsure: his brows are pinched, lips pursed, stare skittering around the room, never focusing on anything. Dustin knows this face too, because his tone gets softer.
โ€œOkay, then walk me through it.โ€
โ€œWhat?โ€
โ€œWalk me through it. Youโ€™ll know what you want, how you want it, when and where, and itโ€™ll be easier when you try it next time.โ€
โ€œDustin, I really donโ€™tโ€”Iโ€™m not sure it can get easier, ever.โ€
โ€œBecause youโ€™re scared.โ€
Steve sighs deeply before he responds. โ€œYes. Because Iโ€™m scared.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s been eight years, Steve. What are you scared of?โ€ Dustinโ€™s voice is gentle, curious. Heโ€™s not judging, he genuinely wants to know the reasons, and so does Eddie. He leans against the wall, trying to sneak a peek of the kitchen unsuccessfully, and listens. A while passes before Steve speaks again.
โ€œI thinkโ€”There are so many things Iโ€™m afraid of. But the main oneโ€ฆ Itโ€™s still rejection. Not being enough. Because itโ€™s not like itโ€™s anything formal, right? Itโ€™s only a promise, and if it ends up turned downโ€ฆโ€
Chair legs scrape the floor and Eddie can hear two soft slaps โ€“ hands on shoulders, probably.
โ€œSteve Harrington. Calm down. You know itโ€™s not going to happenโ€”no, donโ€™t argue. I know it, and this alone should be enough. You are an amazing person. Youโ€™re great with people, youโ€™re bright, youโ€™re sweet, caring, you have so many talents. I love you, Steve,โ€ the pause that follows is filled with something so heavy thereโ€™s a shift in the air. It has a different smell now. A little salty, a little warm. โ€œAnd he loves you. More than you can imagine, probably. So just pop the question, Steve. And donโ€™t back out with some stupid excuse like this morning.โ€
โ€œPop the question,โ€ Steve says, his voice firm, only a little timid. โ€œYes, I thinkโ€”I think I can do that.โ€
Eddie bounces off the wall and takes quiet, slow steps backwards. He canโ€™t hear anything else, even though the conversation continues. He bites his tongue hard enough to make it bleed a little. A coppery taste floods his mouth as he closes the door.
Oh, itโ€™s just so, so stupid. He would have said yes. Each and every time, he would have said yes.
*
Later that day, when theyโ€™re lying in bed together, with the sheets rumpled, their bodies warm and mushy from the nap, with Eddieโ€™s lips on Steveโ€™s and Steveโ€™s hands in Eddieโ€™s hair, Eddie remembers the overheard conversation.
Well, no. Thatโ€™s a lie. Because he hasnโ€™t stopped thinking about it ever since.
Every single second of what, at first, seemed to be yet another annoying Monday, has been filled with reverie and anticipation. Dustinโ€™s right โ€“ Eddie loves Steve. He loves him enough to risk hell for him, enough to argue with anyone whoโ€™s in any way mean to him. Enough to take his hand and say โ€œYou donโ€™t have to be afraid when Iโ€™m with youโ€, even though Eddieโ€™s the biggest coward in the whole wide world.
Eddie loves him. Loves his goofy smiles and scrunched happy faces, loves his moles and the uneven mustache he grows out sometimes when heโ€™s bored. Eddie loves how gentle Steve is, how thoughtful and kind-hearted he is. How he helps Gran Fran replant her flowers each month with more enthusiasm than Eddieโ€™s ever shown to anyone. How he talks to children, how much respect he has for those undermined by everyone else.
Eddie loves how heโ€™s learned to stand up for himself. Heโ€™s proud of Steve, of how much heโ€™s grown, of how he knows how to express what he needs and what he wants now. Eddieโ€™s loved him for ages, maybe even longer than heโ€™s aware of, but every single significant and insignificant change in Steveโ€™s behavior and point of view makes him fall a little bit harder, every time. In any shape, in any form, thereโ€™s one constant in Eddieโ€™s life: his love for Steve.
He likes to think that they do that to each other, both of them. That they help each other through inevitable changes, painful regressions and euphoric victories alike. He likes to think that together, they make one, healthy, living being โ€“ and apart theyโ€™re good, because theyโ€™ve grown to be good people thanks to the connections theyโ€™ve made overall. He likes this idea of just being good, together and apart. And he loves Steve for giving him the opportunity to be just that.
Eddie wants it to last. Desperately, intensely, madly. He wants it to last and he needs it to keep happening โ€“ he knows that, and he knows he has the capacity to do that. To be there, to stay. His hands touch Steveโ€™s thigh, not in the slightest covered by those silly Hawkins Tigers shorts heโ€™s kept, then they touch Steveโ€™s soft, scarred belly, then they touch his chest, where his heart is beating steadily and peacefully, and he keeps kissing him and Steve keeps clingling back to him, and Eddieโ€™s so sure.
He wants this. He wants to experience growing old together, he wants them to get all wrinkly and bald together, he wants the fights over who gets the most comfortable chair in their grandkidsโ€™ living room. He wants them to experience the highs and the lows of the family that they already have, and the one theyโ€™re going to build someday.
Eddie wants this. He wants Steve. The whole deal; the promised forever. And he doesnโ€™t want to wait another second.
โ€œSteve,โ€ Eddie says, cutting the kiss short so suddenly Steve actually pulls him closer, chasing after the warmth of his lips. โ€œIโ€™m saying yes.โ€
โ€œMm. Okay,โ€ he mumbles back, too kiss- and sleep-hazy to catch Eddieโ€™s intention right away. He tries to bump their noses togetherโ€”which is adorable, really, but Eddie canโ€™t let him hijack and self-sabotage this proposal too.
โ€œNo, Steve,โ€ he squeezes Steveโ€™s side until he looks at him properly. โ€œI love you. Iโ€™m saying yes.โ€
In awe, Eddie watches as Steveโ€™s face goes through confusion, true bewilderment, a bit of fear and fleeting exhilaration, to finally settle on disbelief.
โ€œHow did youโ€”โ€
Eddie laughs a little at that. โ€œI called and you didnโ€™t pick up.โ€ Steve makes a little oh sound, already looking like a kicked puppy. โ€œBut itโ€™s okay, doesnโ€™t matter, not the point,โ€ Eddie jumps in, anticipating an unnecessary apology. โ€œThe point is, I love you, and Iโ€™m saying yes.โ€
Steve stares at him for a long second, his eyes wide and earnest. His fingers slide from Eddieโ€™s hair to finally settle on both of his cheeks, cradling them lovingly. Eddie kinda wants to cry.
โ€œYouโ€™ll marry me?โ€ Steve asks, incredulous, his voice only a bit louder than a whisper. The way he accentuates the word โ€œmarryโ€ gives yet another layer of meaning to such a simple question. Youโ€™ll love me? Forever?
โ€œIโ€™ll marry you,โ€ he replies without hesitation. โ€œYouโ€™ll marry me?โ€ Youโ€™ll love me? With my flaws?
โ€œIโ€™ll marry you,โ€ Steve says back. Then he grins with his eyes glistening in the bedside light, and squishes Eddieโ€™s cheeks so hard it squeezes the unshed tear right from his eye. โ€œWeโ€™ll get married!โ€
Steve giggles happily, and Eddie laughs with him. Thereโ€™s so much joy inside himโ€”them, the whole room seems to get bigger. โ€œWe will,โ€ he adds through a smile, already peppering his fiancรฉโ€™s face with kisses.
โ€œOh gosh, I have to call Robin,โ€ Steve manages through his giggles and Eddie loves him so much. โ€œAnd Dustin!โ€
So, so much.
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morgodrawings ยท 1 year ago
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DAY 15: Shotgunning
I missed drawing my pookies
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ronance-romance ยท 4 months ago
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Concept: Nancy wears flannels more and more, nobody says anything until Steve asks why she keeps stealing Robinโ€™s clothes
โ€”โ€”-
The first time it happened, Steve didnโ€™t say anything. Perhaps it was laundry day. Nancy did like to keep a rigorous schedule. But a couple days later, when she entered Family Video, there she was again in loose plaid and jeans, hair a bit of a mess. Of course Nancyโ€™s version of โ€œa messโ€ meant anything less than the usual perfection he saw in her. He often tried to tell himself he was over that high school crush. Sometimes, Nancy Wheeler made it hard to actually make it be over.
โ€œTrying out a new style, Wheeler?โ€ Eddie snorted as he hopped up on the counter, stealing Steveโ€™s popcorn from his morning movie with Robin. The girl in question had stepped out to the bathroom, having missed Nancyโ€™s and now Eddieโ€™s entrance.
โ€œShut up,โ€ Nancy replied cleverly.
โ€œHey Robin!โ€ Eddie called as she finally emerged. โ€œHave you noticed Nancyโ€™s new look?โ€
โ€œUm, not really!โ€ Robin ducked into an aisle. Steve raised an eyebrow, tracking her movements. What the hell was she doing in the horror aisle? They finished stocking that.
โ€œRight, okay.โ€ Steve scoffed.
โ€œWhat brings you here, anyway?โ€ Robin asked from a distance.
โ€œReturning.โ€
Fast Times.
You had to be kidding. Joking. Pulling his leg, even. Steve looked at Nancy like she had grown two heads. Opened his mouth. Then closed it.
โ€œYo Harrington, did you forget the English language or something?โ€ Eddie said, his mouth full of the last handful of popcorn heโ€™d stolen.
Steve wanted to grab him by the jaw and tell him to stop being a nuisance. But he didnโ€™t do that. Nor did he acknowledge the question.
โ€œSomething the matter?โ€ Nancy demanded. โ€œDid I scratch it or something?โ€
Steve picked up the film and walked it to where it belonged, feeling like his body didnโ€™t belong to him in that moment. Robin was about to ask what the hell was wrong with him till she saw the movie he was holding.
โ€œNancy rented Fast Times?โ€
โ€œYep.โ€
โ€œTHE Fast Times?โ€
โ€œYep.โ€
โ€œThe Fast Times withโ€”โ€
โ€œThis going somewhere anytime soon, Buckley?โ€
Robinโ€™s cheeks were as pink as a sunrise as she shelved the movie without further comment. Steve had more questions than answers, but people never liked answering his questions. So he didnโ€™t ask any.
Another day, another interruption from the ever annoying Eddie Munson. After shooing him out of the store, Steve and Robin served several other customers. For a Saturday, it was quiet.
Ding. Nancy appeared again. Red and blue flannel. He tilted his head as she gave a friendly greeting to Robin. As they chatted it up, he felt that odd sensation in the back of his skull coming to the front, like he was remembering a dream heโ€™d had. Dejavu, his brain reminded him. Something was familiar. And then he remembered:
Two weeks ago. He and Robin were on a friend date. Sheโ€™d worn that shirt. He remembered because he had stupidly spilled his drink all over it and he had offered to clean it at his place and return it to her the next day. The shirt was too big even for someone as tall as Robin.
And thatโ€™s what all the shirts Nancy had worn that week had in common. Too big. They swallowed her whole.
โ€œNancy, why do you keep wearing Robinโ€™s clothes?โ€
The comical, red faced silence that followed was better than any movie Steve couldโ€™ve picked out that day. But it was Robinโ€™s turn, unfortunately, and she had chosen Fast Times. For some reason.
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kitchen-spoon ยท 7 months ago
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God I need a Steddie gilmore girls au.
Steve as lorelai and Eddie as luke.
Its my first watch so iโ€™m at the start of their on again off again. But even just a one shot of their first fight.
They have only been together a few months after being friends for years and having so much tension and love built up between them. Steveโ€™s parents are renewing their vows they are on good terms because of Dustin or maybe Eleven? She would fit better but I know their relationship isnโ€™t explored often (could do sibling steve got custody of) Iโ€™d love max but she is so not at all like rory.
Anyway. They go Eddie comes everything goes to shit. Tommy shows up because Steveโ€™s father went to him. He wants Steve with someone โ€˜propperโ€™. Both of them have been sort of awful to him. But Eddie loves Steve so he goes. Tommy realizes he cant get Steve from Eddie he gets drunk and sloppy with a last ditch effort.
Eddieโ€™s had enough because Steve felt bad for Tommy because his father died and they had a bad relationship but heโ€™s inherited the company. (Another reason why Steveโ€™s father pushed Tommy). They drank and talked about old times. Nothing happens! Itโ€™s innocent! But Steve feels guilty and ignores Robinโ€™s advice and doesnโ€™t tell Eddie until that night.
Eddie leaves, Steve chases him but Eddie says he needs time. Steve feels like he is dying, he cant wait. He could fix it all if he could explain it! He was stupid so stupid he knows. But he pushes too hard and Eddie draws the line. He had said months back he was in. All in for all of it. He wanted to do this seriously. But it had become too much. Steve was too much and always would be.
They are both heartbroken. Steve is devastated, Robin worries and tries to help but Steve just forces himself to focus on the salon. Meanwhile Eddie is snapping at people at the garage he inherited from Wayne who had to retire because of his hip.
Steve cuts his father off in the process. So does eleven or dustin. Neither of them will speak to him but they are polite and kind to Steveโ€™s mother. Eventually it breaks his father who goes to Eddie and admits he is wrong. He gives not so much a blessing but a admittance of defeat, knowing he truly cannot do anything about Eddie.
Eddie doesnโ€™t even close and clean up properly. He just flicks the lights off and rushes over to Steveโ€™s. Steve who was previously watching sad 80โ€™s breakup movies in his old high school gym shorts and a swim team t shirt a few sizes too small is shocked to see him. But Eddie doesnโ€™t wait and surges forward connecting their lips in a kiss Steve instantly melts into.
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a mess of holy things 12 also on ao3 // prev // next cw: some dumbification
โ€œHi, sweet boy.โ€
โ€œHi.โ€
Eddie flops onto the sofa, his head in Steveโ€™s lap, grinning up at him, and Steve smiles.
โ€œHow are you?โ€ Eddie asks, his voice softening like he can read Steveโ€™s face. Steveโ€™s mouth twists, and he shrugs a little bit, combing his fingers through Eddieโ€™s bangs, pushing them back. He wants to lean down and press a kiss to his forehead, but he canโ€™t lean down with Eddie there.
โ€œOkay,โ€ he says, his voice quiet.
โ€œWhatโ€™d you do today?โ€ Eddie asks lightly, his eyelashes fluttering as he blinks, and Steve smiles in spite of himself. Heโ€™s so pretty.
โ€œMy mom called before I came over.โ€
Eddie wasnโ€™t here when he arrived. But he keeps a spare key under his doormat, and now it lives on Steveโ€™s keychain.
โ€œHowโ€™d that go?โ€
โ€œThe usual,โ€ Steve sighs, running his fingers through Eddieโ€™s hair. โ€œShe asked about my classes. About friends.โ€
โ€œYou tell her about Robin?โ€
โ€œNo,โ€ Steve says with a scoff. โ€œIf she knew I was best friends with a girlโ€ฆ Sheโ€™d think weโ€™re falling in love, and then sheโ€™d ask if Robin goes to church, or if sheโ€™sย accepted Christ as her saviour,โ€ he adds, imitating his motherโ€™s voice, and Eddie snorts, scrunching his nose adorably. โ€œBetter to let her think Iโ€™m lonelier than I am.โ€
Eddie hums. Heโ€™s quiet for a moment, somehow tilting his head even though heโ€™s laying down.
โ€œYou always seem sad when you talk to her,โ€ he says softly.
Steve shrugs again.
โ€œItโ€™s hard to talk to her,โ€ he says. โ€œโ€˜S frustrating.โ€
โ€œShe sounds difficult,โ€ Eddie says.
Steve nods.
He traces the bat on Eddieโ€™s neck, dragging his fingertip over its face.
โ€œYou finish your homework?โ€ Eddie asks, and Steve scoffs again, furrowing his eyebrows.
โ€œMakes me sound like a kid.โ€
Eddie sticks his tongue out at him. Steve giggles and covers his mouth with his hand, laughing again when Eddie just licks his palm.
โ€œSit up,โ€ Steve says, patting his cheek, and Eddie does, suppressing a smile as he moves to lean against the back of the sofa. Steve moves to climb on top of him before heโ€™s even settled, sitting on his lap and falling forward to tuck his face into his neck, pressing close.
Eddie wraps his arms around him, rubbing his back tenderly, sighing.
โ€œHow was work?โ€ Steve asks, mumbling into the side of Eddieโ€™s neck.
โ€œFine,โ€ Eddie says softly. โ€œMissed you.โ€
โ€œSap.โ€
โ€œAss.โ€
โ€œYou like my ass.โ€
โ€œI really do,โ€ Eddie sighs.
His hand slides around to it, and Steve grins, arching his back and nuzzling into Eddieโ€™s neck and Eddie squeezes, kneading gently.
โ€œYou didnโ€™t tell me if you finished your homework.โ€
โ€œI did. Why?โ€
โ€œJust making sure you donโ€™t have anything else to do tonight.โ€
โ€œAnythingย else?โ€
โ€œOther than me.โ€
Steve snorts.
โ€œThought you were supposed to do me.โ€
โ€œRelationships go both ways, sweetheart.โ€
โ€œFine,โ€ Steve says, sighing heavily even though heโ€™s beaming now. He hasnโ€™t smiled all day, but when he sits in Eddieโ€™s lap, face tucked into his neck to smell the vague alcohol and cigarettes and everything Steve isnโ€™t supposed to fall in love with, his cheeks are sore.
He opens his mouth, exhaling against Eddieโ€™s neck before he kisses him slowly. Eddie hums softly, tilting his head to give him space, and Steve kisses him again, slipping his tongue up his jaw.
โ€œYouโ€™re fucking with me,โ€ Eddie says, his voice low, and Steve giggles, humming in disagreement.
โ€œYou taste good,โ€ he says softly, licking his neck again.
โ€œI taste like a bar.โ€
โ€œYou taste like you.โ€ He bites Eddie gently, sucking his skin between his teeth and licking, nibbling lightly. Eddieโ€™s hand tightens on his ass, squeezing, his fingers digging into his flesh, and Steveโ€™s breath catches in his throat. โ€œThat feels good.โ€
Eddie hums softly.
โ€œTake your shirt off, honey.โ€
Steve nods, shuddering as he leans back, and he reaches for the hem of his shirt. His grip is too loose and he drops it as he lifts it before he tries again. Eddie is laughing, and Steveโ€™s cheeks flush with heat as he smiles bashfully.
Eddie helps him tug his shirt over his head, setting it aside with a soft groan.
โ€œMy pretty boy.โ€
Steve shivers, sliding his arms around Eddieโ€™s shoulders, his gaze falling shyly.
โ€œLook at me,โ€ Eddie says.
Steve looks at him.
Eddie is smiling, his eyes shining, and Steve wonders if this feeling is ever going to fade. This achey feeling that makes him feel like heโ€™s going to burst into tears.
Eddieโ€™s hand is a little cold when he touches Steveโ€™s chest, spreading his fingers to take up as much pace as possible, squeezing his pec. Steve suppresses a smile, and Eddie grins, biting his lip as he does it again and then runs his hand across his chest, squeezing the other side.
โ€œOkay?โ€ Eddie whispers. Steve nods, exhaling. Eddie tilts his head fondly, watching him carefully as his fingers close on his nipple, pinching teasingly, as Steve holds his breath, biting his lip, stifling a weak moan. โ€œSweetheart.โ€
โ€œMhmm.โ€
โ€œKiss me.โ€
Steve leans down and crashes their mouths together, reaching to hold his face, cradling his jaw. He feels like he might pass out, like his vision has gone black, like his heart is beating too fast. Eddieโ€™s tongue slips past his lips, and Steve lets his jaw drop, lets Eddie lick into his mouth.
Eddieโ€™s fingers inch down his chest, pressing into Steveโ€™s belly, feeling him, holding him, pressing and squeezing until he finds the drawstring of Steveโ€™s sweatpants. He tugs gently, questioning. Steve nods, letting out a weak sound.
โ€œPlease.โ€
โ€œStand up for a moment,โ€ Eddie says gently, patting his hip, and Steve does, swaying, squeezing his eyes shut for a moment as he steals himself on Eddieโ€™s shoulders. Eddie smiles up at him fondly as he pulls at Steveโ€™s sweatpants, tugging them down with his boxers. Steveโ€™s cheeks are hot as he steps out of them, letting Eddie toss them aside to join his shirt.
He pauses before he starts to climb onto Eddieโ€™s lap again, watching as Eddie reaches to undo the fly of his jeans. Eddie is suppressing a smile, opening his jeans, pushing them down a little as he lifts his hips, and Steve exhales, his hand tightening on Eddieโ€™s shoulder.
โ€œCโ€™mere,โ€ Eddie says softly, gesturing, and Steve climbs onto his lap, his head dropping as his dick touches Eddieโ€™s.
โ€œOh, God.โ€
Eddie laughs softly, kissing him, reaching up to cradle the back of his head, and itโ€™s tender, and sweet, andย loving, until his fingers curl into his hair and pull sharply, tugging his head back. Steve lets out a noise that doesnโ€™t even sound like it comes from his throat, too high, too weak, his eyes rolling back. Eddie licks a line up the side of his neck.
He hisses when Eddie bites him, closing his eyes and gripping Eddieโ€™s shirt tightly. He whines, hips shifting, rubbing against Eddie.
โ€œSpit for me,โ€ Eddie murmurs into his ear. Steve forces himself to open his eyes to find Eddieโ€™s hand between them, palm upturned. Steve holds his wrist as he lets spit gather in his mouth, as he spits slowly. โ€œGood boy.โ€
Steve smiles deliriously, and he feels inebriated again, like heโ€™s drunk or high or something, like Eddie is making his way into Steveโ€™s bloodstream. Eddieโ€™s hand wraps around both of them, spreading Steveโ€™s spit, and his rings are cold against the heat of Steveโ€™s skin.
โ€œEddieโ€”โ€
Eddieโ€™s hand pauses, and he looks up at Steve.
โ€œColor?โ€
Steve whines, shifting his hips again.
โ€œGreen,โ€ he chokes. โ€œGreen, fuck, gimme more.โ€
Eddie grins. His hand moves again, tightening, and Steve sighs, closing his eyes. Eddie hums, his voice rough in his throat.
โ€œWatch,โ€ he says softly, his voice low.
Steve forces his eyes open again, and heโ€™s looking at the ceiling for some reason, so after a brief moment of orienting himself, he lowers his gaze. He looks at Eddieโ€™s hand, at the way their skin is shining.
โ€œWeโ€™re so pretty,โ€ Steve slurs. Eddie grins.
โ€œYeah, we are,โ€ he whispers.
He quickens his hand and Steve grits his teeth, his muscles tensing, letting out guttural sound that makes Eddie giggle.
โ€œOh,ย Godโ€”โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s it, baby. Feel good?โ€
โ€œFuck, yeah.โ€
Eddie is still laughing, his eyes shining brightly, and Steve canโ€™t even feel annoyed, because heโ€™s soย hot, itโ€™s fuckingย ridiculous. Steve kind of wants him to be mean to him. To make fun of him. To laugh at him. To tease him mercilessly, until Steve is sobbing, begging.
Steve groans, gripping Eddieโ€™s shirt tightly. Heโ€™s trembling, and he canโ€™t stop shifting on Eddieโ€™s lap, swivelling his hips, jerking into Eddieโ€™s fist.
โ€œCome here,โ€ Eddie says after a moment of gazing up at him, and Steve whines when Eddieโ€™s hand disappears before it slides to the small of his back. He lifts Steve up, sliding his hands down his thighs to guide his legs around his hips.
โ€œEddie,โ€ Steve breathes, his voice breaking. He wraps his arms around Eddieโ€™s neck, squeezing his eyes shut as Eddie carries him out of the room, trying to steady his breathing.
Eddie sets him down gently, kissing him.
Steve loves it when he kisses him.
He always kisses Steve like the world is ending, like the sky is falling. Like itโ€™s the last time heโ€™ll ever get to kiss him.
Steve whines into his mouth, letting his tongue fall so Eddie can lick it, and he grabs at Eddieโ€™s hair, his fingers gripping it tightly enough that Eddie grunts.
Eddieโ€™s hand slides to his chest and squeezes his pec, and Steve hums.
โ€œStay here,โ€ Eddie whispers. Steve whines, frowning. Eddie laughs. โ€œIโ€™ll be right back.โ€
He kisses him again before the heat of his body disappears, the bed shifting as he leaves, and Steve opens his eyes, lifting his head to look at him. Heโ€™s turned away, tugging his shirt off, and his hair lifting to expose the tattoo on his back. Steveโ€™s eyes trace the line of his spine, the dimples just above the waistband of his jeans.
Steve lets his head fall back to the bed with a groan, and he suppresses a smile when Eddie laughs again. He hides his face behind his hands, his back arching as he lets out a desperate whine. He hears the bedside table drawer open and close, and then the mattress shifts as Eddie crawls over to him.
โ€œFuck,โ€ he says. His voice is too loud. Eddieโ€™s skin is cool on his, his inner thighs pressed to Steveโ€™s hips, pinning him into the mattress. โ€œEddie.โ€
โ€œHi, baby.โ€
Thereโ€™s a click of plastic, and Steve opens his eyes blearily, lifting his head. Eddie's naked now, glowing. Heโ€™s got a small bottle in his hands, and heโ€™s suppressing a smile as he pours a clear liquid into his palm.
โ€œYou okay?โ€ Eddie checks quietly.
โ€œYes,โ€ Steve gasps, nodding.
โ€œYou know what to say if itโ€™s too much?โ€
Steve nods again, breathing a weakย Yes, holding back a weakerย Sir.
โ€œGood boy,โ€ Eddie whispers, leaning down to kiss Steveโ€™s chest, and then his hand is touching Steveโ€™s dick, and itโ€™s slick and warm and Steve might be dying. โ€œFeel good?โ€
Steve whines.
โ€œYeahโ€”โ€
Eddie hums condescendingly, rubbing, and then he shifts on Steveโ€™s lap, moving forward, taking them both in his hand. Steve writhes, looking up at him.
His cheeks are red. Heโ€™s smiling.
Steveโ€™s hands find Eddieโ€™s thighs, and he squeezes as he looks at the ceiling.
โ€œYouโ€™re so beautiful,โ€ he says weakly.
โ€œThank you, sweet boy.โ€
Eddie tosses the bottle aside and presses his hand to Steveโ€™s belly, rubbing and squeezing tenderly. He leans over, holding himself up on Steveโ€™s torso, and his hair falls around his face as he hits his dick against Steveโ€™s. Steve groans, clenching his teeth, squeezing his eyes shut.
โ€œEddie, โ€˜m gonna come.โ€
โ€œAlready?โ€ Eddie teases brightly.
Steve whines, his face hot as he listens to the sound of Eddieโ€™s hand moving, the sound of Eddieโ€™s breath hitching.
โ€œFuck,โ€ Eddie chokes, his weight shifting on top of Steve. โ€œI shouldnโ€™t make fun of you, Iโ€™m so close.โ€
Steve giggles deliriously, lifting his chin, pressing his head into the bed.
โ€œGod, youโ€™re amazing,โ€ Eddie murmurs, pressing his thumb under the head of Steveโ€™s dick. โ€œSo fucking beautiful, baby, youโ€™re perfect.โ€
Steve whines, watching Eddieโ€™s hand, watching his stomach tense as grinds against him.
โ€œStevie, baby.โ€
โ€œMm.โ€
โ€œWhere do you want it?โ€
Steve groans, lifting a hand and gesturing to his chest, breathing out a soft please. Eddie laughs softly, squeezing his pec.
โ€œSuch a slut,โ€ he says fondly.
โ€œYeah,โ€ Steve whines, nodding at the ceiling. โ€œJโ€™st for you.โ€
โ€œYeah?โ€ Eddie says, his voice soft and sweet and condescending. โ€œYou my little slut, baby boy?โ€
Steve nods, reaching to hold Eddieโ€™s thighs, gripping him so tightly he might leave bruises. Itโ€™s not that he particularly wants to leave bruises on him, but he also doesnโ€™t think Eddie would mind. And Steve canโ€™t really unclench his hands, not when Eddie is calling him hisย slut, when heโ€™s groping and squeezing and tugging at his chest.
Steve moans, his hips lifting off the bed to press to Eddieโ€™s, and Eddie lets out a rough noise thatโ€™s almost a fucking growl. Steve does it again, looking up at Eddie, who nods, half-smiling, his hand moving quickly over their dicks. And Steve wants to hear him make that sound again, wants to hear his voice all rough and ragged.
โ€œEddieโ€”โ€
โ€œYeah, sweetheart,โ€ Eddie says breathlessly.
โ€œTalk to meโ€”โ€
Eddie leans down and kisses him messily, licking across his mouth.
โ€œYou wanna hear me?โ€ he breathes, nudging their noses together as they shift against each other. โ€œYou like it when I talk to you?โ€
โ€œYes,โ€ Steve breathes, nodding, squeezing Eddieโ€™s hips.
โ€œWhat do you wanna hear?โ€ Eddie whispers, kissing him again. โ€œYou want me to tell you you feel good? You sound so pretty?โ€
Steve groans, squeezing his eyes shut.
โ€œโ€˜Cause you do,โ€ Eddie whispers after leaning closer, his lips brushing Steveโ€™s ear. โ€œFeel so fucking good. So perfect for me, like you were fucking made just for me.โ€
Steve nods desperately, tilting his head as Eddie slides his tongue over his ear, like heโ€™sย making outย with it, and itโ€™s weird and messy and gross and Steve is coming.
He lets out a weak noise, pulling Eddie against himself, and Eddie groans,ย growls, into his ear. Steve is breathing hard, gasping for breath, clinging to Eddie as he pushes himself up.
โ€œPleaseโ€”โ€ Steve gasps, clutching at him, and Eddie nods, kissing him quickly, panting into his mouth.
โ€œIโ€™m gonna come,โ€ he says, his voice rough. โ€œYou want it on your tits, baby?โ€
โ€œYes,โ€ Steve gasps, nodding, still writhing, shivering, and Eddie sits up, reaching down to jerk himself off. Heโ€™s wet with Steveโ€™s come. โ€œFuck,ย youโ€™re so hot.โ€
Eddie snickers, leaning over Steve and holding himself up with a hand on Steveโ€™s shoulder, resting his weight on him, and Steve wants him to crush him, to press so hard, so heavy, he canโ€™t breathe.
Eddie grunts low in his throat, and Steve lets out a moan when Eddie comes, hot on Steveโ€™s chest. He holds Steve in place by his shoulder as he fucks his hand, and Steve looks down to watch blearily, his vision blurred as he reaches to rub it into his skin. Eddie laughs breathlessly.
โ€œSlut.โ€
Steve smiles at the ceiling, rubbing the come across his chest slowly, sleepily.
Eddie relaxes on top of him, resting his weight on his stomach. Steve sighs.
They fall quiet, their breathing slowing. Eddie touches Steveโ€™s chest, dragging his fingers up his sternum, through his chest hair, over the hollow of his throat. And then heโ€™s tracing Steveโ€™s lips, and Steve parts them, smiling as Eddie presses his fingers into his mouth.
Steve moans softly, licking them clean, letting Eddie rub them against his tongue, hook them on his teeth to pull his jaw down.
When he pulls his fingers away, Steve sighs, his head falling back on the bed, and Eddie pats his cheek. Steve smiles.
โ€œSorry I said tits,โ€ Eddie says, his voice rough, and a laugh bursts out of Steve.
โ€œI donโ€™t mind,โ€ he says quietly.
โ€œNo?โ€
โ€œMm.โ€ Steve exhales heavily. โ€œLike how you talk about my body.โ€
Eddie hums and leans down, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek.
โ€œCโ€™mon,โ€ he says, finally climbing off of Steve, who whines, furrowing his eyebrows, pouting. โ€œLetโ€™s get cleaned up.โ€
Steve lets him pull him across the bed, groaning, and he opens his eyes, looking up at him.
Heโ€™s already looking back, red-cheeked and smiling softly, his hair messy. His neck and shoulders are reddened too, marked by Steveโ€™s hands, and Steve glances down at his hips, where he finds his own fingerprints like theyโ€™re stained onto Eddieโ€™s skin. He looks back up at Eddie.
โ€œKiss me?โ€
Eddieโ€™s smile widens, and he moves back toward Steve, leaning down to touch his chin, lifting it so he can kiss him tenderly.
โ€œCome with me,โ€ he murmurs against Steveโ€™s lips.
โ€œOkay,โ€ Steve says softly.
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Steveโ€™s handwriting is shitty when he lays like this, on his stomach, propped up on his elbows, but itโ€™s comfortable, and heโ€™s tired, so he doesnโ€™t really care. Itโ€™s pouring outside, and itโ€™s lulling him to sleep.
Heโ€™s almost done with this assignment, and he cares less and less the closer he gets to the end of it. Heโ€™s barely trying anymore, letting his face rest on his palm, squishing his cheek, his handwriting lifting off the lines of the paper in his notebook, scribbly and sleepy.
โ€œYou almost done?โ€
Steve just groans in response, and he hears Eddie chuckle behind him as he comes into the bedroom. Steve is on the floor, legs stretched out behind him, books and papers scattered in front of him within reach. Heโ€™d started working when Eddie went to cover someoneโ€™s shift at the bar, and he was still working when he came home. Eddie had gone to the kitchen to clean, had gone to shower, to dry his hair.
โ€œHow close are you?โ€ Eddie asks, letting out a soft groan as he lowers to the floor, and Steve glances behind himself, smiling as Eddie lays down, resting his head on Steveโ€™s ass with a sigh.
โ€œFew more minutes maybe,โ€ Steve says, looking back at the paper. He scribbles out a word thatโ€™s almost illegible and rewrites it. โ€œโ€˜M bored.โ€
Eddie hums, his head shifting, and he squeezes Steveโ€™s thigh gently.
Steve works, his vision more clear as he focuses on Eddieโ€™s weight against him, his handwriting still awfully messy because heโ€™s writing faster now, desperate to finally be done.
He lets out another groan when he finishes, shoving away his notebooks and tossing his pencil aside as he falls to lay flat on the ground, letting his face press to his arm. Eddie laughs softly, squeezing his thigh again.
โ€œAll done?โ€
Another groan.
Eddie laughs again, rolling over, and Steve smiles against his arm as he feels Eddieโ€™s arms rest across the backs of his thighs, his face pressing against Steveโ€™s ass.
โ€œYou comfy?โ€ Steve mumbles into his arm.
โ€œVery much so, yes.โ€
Steve snorts, and he sighs, reaching back to touch Eddieโ€™s head, pushing his fingers into his curls; theyโ€™re almost dry, and Steve tries not to snag any tangles.
โ€œHowโ€™s your homework?โ€ Eddie asks. โ€œYou think you did good?โ€
Steve makes a non-committal sound, shrugging, letting his fingers curl into Eddieโ€™s hair.
โ€œWho cares,โ€ he says dryly.
โ€œProbably your parents.โ€
Steve groans again.
Eddieโ€™s hand tightens on his leg and he sits up, making Steveโ€™s hand fall aside. Steve sighs, already missing his warmth, but Eddie comes back, laying on the ground next to him and sliding his arm around his waist. Steve shifts closer, closing his eyes and pressing his face to Eddieโ€™s chest. He smells like his soap. Steve can hear his heartbeat, gentle and steady, and the rain turns to white noise.
โ€œYou ever think about dropping out?โ€ Eddie asks after a moment, running his hand through his hair, playing with the ends, twisting them around his fingers.
โ€œEvery day,โ€ Steve says honestly.
โ€œYeah?โ€
โ€œMm. Canโ€™t though.โ€
โ€œIโ€™d support you if you did,โ€ Eddie says softly. Steve smiles.
โ€œโ€˜S nice.โ€
Eddie scoffs.
He presses a kiss to the top of Steveโ€™s head, and Steve wraps his leg around Eddieโ€™s, pulling him closer, sliding a hand around to the small of his back and slipping his hand under his shirt. His skin is warm from the shower, and Steve sighs again, holding Eddie tightly, like he wants to absorb him, like heโ€™s trying to let their skin melt together.
The rain gets louder. Hits the roof and the window steadily, obstructing the light from outside. Steve presses closer to hear Eddieโ€™s heart.
โ€œJesus,โ€ Eddie says quietly. โ€œRainโ€™s louder โ€˜n skeletons fuckinโ€™ on the roof.โ€
Steve blinks his eyes open.
โ€œWhat?โ€
Eddie laughs, and Steve can feel it on his face, can feel the vibrations from it against his cheek, and he lifts his head, propping himself up on an elbow to look down at him.
โ€œWhat did you say?โ€ Steve says, grinning, staring at Eddie and his eyes shine up at him.
โ€œIย said,โ€ he says pointedly, tilting his head, his hair getting caught on the rug. โ€œTheย rainย isย louderย thatย skeletons fucking on the roof.โ€
Steve stares at him for another moment before he bursts into laughter, dropping onto Eddieโ€™s chest. Eddie giggles, wrapping his arms around him, and he rolls them so heโ€™s on top of Steve, pressing him into the ground and burying his face in his neck. It tickles.
Steve tries to fight him away, but heโ€™s laughing too hard to push him again, his eyes squeezed shut and his cheeks sore. Eddie is heavy on top of him, blowing raspberries in his neck and digging his fingers into his sides. Steve squeals, finally reaching for his hair and tugging it sharply, which makes Eddie laugh, his breath warm on Steveโ€™s skin.
When Eddie finally lifts his head and crashes their mouths together, grinning, reaching to hold his cheek. Steve giggles into his mouth, sliding his hand under his shirt again. Eddieโ€™s tongue slides into his mouth, slick and warm and pressing behind his teeth clumsily, and Steve hums, tugging at his hair.
Eddie is still grinning when he lifts his head, and his smile softens as he looks at him. Steveโ€™s lips are parted, and it takes a moment for him to open his eyes.
Eddieโ€™s hair is falling around them like a curtain, hiding them from the overhead light, and Steve reaches up to tuck it out of the way, holding Eddieโ€™s head gently.
โ€œWhat?โ€ he says quietly when Eddie doesnโ€™t say anything.
Eddie shrugs, his eyes flickering across Steveโ€™s face.
โ€œJustโ€ฆโ€ He holds Steveโ€™s waist absently, his thumb brushing back and forth slowly. โ€œI really like you.โ€
Steveโ€™s stomach flutters. He tilts his head.
โ€œI really like you too.โ€
โ€œโ€ฆReally?โ€
And Eddie does this sometimes. Teases, complains that Steve must actually hate him because he doesnโ€™t let him slide his cold hands under his shirt. But it comes out so earnestly in this moment, his voice soft like he doesnโ€™t mean to say it.
โ€œYeah,โ€ Steve says, his voice softening. โ€œOf course.โ€
Eddie blinks at him. His thumb brushes back and forth again before it stops, and Steve pushes his hair back again.
He pushes Eddie back gently, sitting up, and he holds onto him to keep him close. They sit across from each other.
โ€œWhat is it?โ€ Steve asks, pulling at Eddieโ€™s leg so he wraps them around him.
โ€œโ€˜S nothing,โ€ Eddie says lightly, dismissively, but Steveโ€™s hand tightens.
โ€œBaby,โ€ he says softly, leaning closer, meeting Eddieโ€™s eyes. It makes Eddie smile a little bit. โ€œWhatโ€™s going on?โ€
Eddie looks away, taking a breath, pausing, and Steve waits, running his fingers over Eddieโ€™s shin. Heโ€™s wearing shorts, and when Steve looks down, he can see the wing of the moth wrapping around the back of his leg. He traces it lightly.
โ€œI keepโ€ฆ like, thinking that Iโ€ฆโ€
Steve looks at him again, but heโ€™s looking down at the ground between them.
โ€œThat Iโ€™m like, an experiment for you,โ€ Eddie says, his voice quiet, and he looks up at Steve, who frowns. โ€œWhichโ€” I donโ€™t wanna sound like an asshole, Iโ€™m sorry, Iโ€”โ€
โ€œYou donโ€™t sound like an asshole,โ€ Steve says gently, squeezing his leg. โ€œTell me.โ€
โ€œI justโ€ฆโ€ Eddie bites his lip as he pauses again, looking away for a moment. โ€œI keep thinking that you, likeโ€” youโ€™d gonna decide thatโ€ฆโ€
Steve reaches over and takes his hand, linking their fingers gently. Eddie squeezes gently.
โ€œThat you wannaโ€ฆ focus on God,โ€ Eddie says finally. โ€œAnd youโ€” you wonโ€™t wanna be with me.โ€
Steve exhales, his heart falling.
โ€œEdsโ€”โ€
โ€œWhich,โ€ Eddie interrupts, his hand tightening on Steveโ€™s. โ€œI mean, if youโ€” if you do, Iโ€” Iโ€™ll respect that, obviously, Iโ€” I want you to be happy, I justโ€ฆโ€
โ€œEddie,โ€ Steve stops him, tugging at his hand, prompting him to look up at him, and Steveโ€™s throat is tight. He pauses for a moment and then leans in to kiss him gently, slowly, staying close when they part. His lips brush against Eddieโ€™s when he speaks. โ€œYou donโ€™t have to worry about that.โ€
Eddie smiles a little, but Steve can tell he doesnโ€™t believe him, so he kisses him again, harder, reaching to hold his face. Eddie lets him, his lips parting, his head falling back, and Steve presses closer, his legs around Eddie.
Theyโ€™re both quiet when they part again, sharing breaths, holding each other.
โ€œI donโ€™tโ€ฆโ€ Steve starts, his voice rough. โ€œI donโ€™t know what I believe about, like, God. I think Iโ€™mโ€ฆ leaning toward, like. Atheism. Likeโ€ฆโ€ He pauses, his heart beating faster, and Eddie nods, listening intently as he holds his waist gently, firmly. โ€œI donโ€™tโ€ฆ I donโ€™t really believe in God.โ€
Itโ€™s the first time heโ€™s said it out loud.
The words tumble out of his mouth clumsily, like heโ€™s not fluent, like heโ€™s unpracticed, and he feels cold. He suppresses a shiver, fingers tightening on Eddie, holding him like heโ€™s about to slip away.
โ€œButโ€”โ€ His voice cuts off, his throat tight, and he blinks his eyes, clearing his vision. โ€œI believe inโ€” inย this.โ€ He squeezes again. โ€œThisย is real. I know it is. I canโ€” I canย feel it.โ€
He leans forward and presses their foreheads together, closing his eyes and taking a breath. Eddieโ€™s hand smooths over his back gently, calming.
โ€œI believe in us,โ€ Steve says softly, whispering. โ€œIt sounds so stupid, butโ€ฆโ€
โ€œโ€˜S not stupid,โ€ Eddie murmurs.
Steve exhales.
โ€œDo youโ€ฆ Do you remember what you said that day we met?โ€ he asks quietly. โ€œAboutโ€ฆ Godโ€™s presence?โ€
Eddie hums, his nose brushing over Steveโ€™s.
โ€œKind of,โ€ he says. โ€œTell me.โ€
โ€œYou saidโ€ฆ that Godโ€™s absence brings you more peace than his presence.โ€
โ€œYeah.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s like that.โ€
Eddie looks at him, leaning away enough to see him clearly. He doesnโ€™t have any of his piercings in, and he looks odd without them, his skin bare except the subtle holes in his skin.
โ€œYeah?โ€ he whispers. Steve nods.
โ€œYouโ€ฆโ€™
Steve reaches for one of Eddieโ€™s hands, taking it gingerly, and Eddie lets him, his other hand smoothing over his head, brushing through his hair. Steve looks at their hands, at the ink of Eddieโ€™s skin, and he traces his fingers.
โ€œYou bring me more peace than God ever did,โ€ he says quietly, whispering to the flower on the back of Eddieโ€™s hand. โ€œFeel safer with you than I do in church.โ€
Eddie tugs his hand, and he looks up.
Eddieโ€™s eyes are glistening. Steve watches the bat on his throat shift when he swallows. And then Eddie is pulling him into a kiss, his mouth lingering on Steveโ€™s, hands releasing him to reach for his face. And Steve melts against him, placing his hands on his chest, his fingers curling to hold the fabric of his shirt.
Steve pulls away with a slick sound, his hands pressing firmly to Eddieโ€™s chest.
โ€œIโ€”โ€ He takes a breath, looking at Eddie desperately. Eddieโ€™s thumb brushes over his cheek. โ€œEven if I did believe in God,โ€ he says softly. โ€œEven if I changed my mind, and I wasโ€” reborn, or whatever.โ€
Eddie smiles crookedly.
Steve kisses his smile.
โ€œI donโ€™t care what He thinks,โ€ he whispers against Eddieโ€™s mouth. He reaches to hold his face, brushing his thumbs over his skin, scratching his fingertips over his stubble, pressing their foreheads together. โ€œHeโ€™s all-powerful, all-knowing. He put you in my path. Had to know Iโ€™d fall for you.โ€
Too honest.
He looks at Eddie nervously, and Eddie isย crying,ย his eyes shining with tears that fall when he blinks. Steve wipes them away, frowning.
โ€œโ€˜S really nice,โ€ Eddie says, his voice weak.
โ€œCan I have a hug?โ€ Steve asks softly, and Eddie pulls him close, pressing a chaste kiss to his jaw before he buries his face in his neck.
Steve tucks his arms between them, closing his eyes, and he listens to Eddieโ€™s heartbeat. Itโ€™s faster now than it was earlier.
Eddieโ€™s hands are gentle as they run over Steveโ€™s back, over the back of his neck into his hair. Steve loves how he touches him. Always so tender, so gentle, like Steve deserves it.
โ€œCan I have a kiss?โ€ he asks weakly. โ€œPlease, Eddie.โ€
Eddie lifts his head, touching Steveโ€™s chin and guiding him into a soft kiss before he whispers to him.
โ€œYou donโ€™t ever have to beg for a kiss,โ€ he murmurs. โ€œOkay?โ€
Steve nods. Eddie shakes his head by his chin lightly.
โ€œWords.โ€
โ€œYes,โ€ Steve breathes, nodding again. โ€œOkay.โ€
โ€œGood boy,โ€ Eddie whispers, brushing their noses together. Steveโ€™s eyes close. โ€œYou want a kiss, you take it, okay?โ€
โ€œOkay.โ€
Eddie kisses him.
Steve clutches at him, clings to him, grasps his shirt and his hair, and Eddie lets him, treats him so fucking gently Steve feels like he might fall apart if he lets go. Eddie pushes him to his back, his hand steady on his chest, and Steve pulls him down with him, his hands knotted in his curls.
Eddieโ€™s hand presses to Steveโ€™s neck, his palm to Steveโ€™s throat, fingers wrapped around it, and Steve lets out a weak whine, his head falling back.
โ€œIs that okay?โ€ Eddie whispers. Steve nods and then lets out a sharp Yes under his breath.
He pulls Eddie back into a kiss, sighing as Eddie settles over him.
โ€œIโ€™ve been thinking,โ€ he mumbles absently.
โ€œUh oh.โ€
Steve snickers. holding the sides of Eddieโ€™s head, tightening his legs around him. Eddie kisses the corner of his mouth and then his cheek.
โ€œWhat are you thinking, baby?โ€ Eddie asks, his voice muffled by Steveโ€™s skin.
โ€œUhm.โ€
He looks at the ceiling, his eyes fluttering shut as Eddie kisses the side of his neck. He buries his hands in his hair, cradling the back of his head, humming as Eddieโ€™s fingers tighten on his neck.
โ€œI think I wannaโ€ฆ wanna try something. With you.โ€
His face is burning, and he feels Eddieโ€™s lips spread into a smile against his jaw.
โ€œWhatโ€™s that?โ€ Eddie asks softly, sliding his lips to Steveโ€™s cheek and kissing him there slowly. โ€œHm? What dโ€™you wanna try, sweet thing?โ€
Steve exhales shakily, closing his eyes as Eddieโ€™s lips close on his earlobe.
โ€œMm. Notโ€ฆ Not today but Iโ€ฆโ€
He stops, face burning with embarrassment, and Eddie hums softly.
โ€œWhere are your words?โ€ he murmurs, his lips brushing the shell of Steveโ€™s ear. He presses his hips against Steveโ€™s just enough to make his breath catch.
โ€œWantโ€ฆโ€ He swallows. Eddie kisses his ear slowly, his teeth catching softly. โ€œWanna try penโ€” penetration.โ€
Eddie grins. He lifts his head and kisses Steve so hard their teeth crash together, and Steve hugs his neck, holding him close as Eddie presses their hips together again. Eddie hums quietly.
โ€œWhich way you want it?โ€ he whispers between kisses, tilting his head to lick into Steveโ€™s mouth. Steve groans softly, his fingers digging into Eddieโ€™s back.
โ€œWant you,โ€ he breathes. โ€œWant you to fuck me.โ€
Eddieโ€™s hip land harder. His breath catches, and he lets out a rough sound.
โ€œYou sure?โ€
Steve nods, opening his mouth, and Eddie licks his tongue.
โ€œWant you inside me.โ€
Eddie groans softly and reaches to grab Steveโ€™s knee, lifting it to hitch it up on his hip. Steve arches his back, pushing up against him.
โ€œDo you want it?โ€ he asks weakly, hugging Eddie tightly, tilting his head for Eddie to mouth at his neck. โ€œDo you want it too?โ€
โ€œGod,ย fuck, yes,โ€ Eddie gasps. He slides a hand into the small of Steveโ€™s back, pulling him close as he ruts against him. spreading his legs to be closer. โ€œWould be a fucking honor to fuck you, Stevie.โ€
Steve giggles, and he pulls Eddie's hair sharply, tugging him away from his neck, so he can kiss him messily. Eddie moans softly, smiling against Steveโ€™s mouth like heโ€™s proud of Steve for not asking, for taking it.
He comes with Eddieโ€™s tongue in his mouth, with Eddieโ€™s fingers around his throat. He presses a hand to Eddieโ€™s back when he stops to look at him, letting out a heavy exhale and nodding, closing his eyes and letting his head fall to the floor.
โ€œKeep going,โ€ he says breathlessly, nodding even though he canโ€™t see if Eddieโ€™s looking at him or not. โ€œCome for me.โ€
Eddie groans and buries his face in Steveโ€™s neck, breathing heavily as he starts to move again, desperately using Steveโ€™s body, licking his neck and ear and jaw like heโ€™s mindless.
โ€œFuck,ย Iโ€”โ€
Steve bites his lip to cut himself off.
But Eddie groans like he knows.
โ€œWhen do you wanna do it?โ€ Eddie asks.
Itโ€™s dark in his room, especially when Steveโ€™s got his face buried in his chest, his eyes squeezed shut, breathing in the smell of his soap and laundry detergent. He can feel Eddieโ€™s heartbeat against his face. He can feel the vibrations of his voice.
โ€œI donโ€™t know,โ€ he says, turning to rest his cheek on his chest instead, so he can hear him. โ€œSometime soon-ish.โ€
Eddie hums softly.
Itโ€™s still raining outside. Pouring. Thereโ€™s a vague rumble of thunder somewhere in the sky, but itโ€™s too far away for the lightning to show itself. Eddieโ€™s fingers drag up and down Steveโ€™s bare arm. He isnโ€™t wearing a shirt. Didnโ€™t bother putting one on after getting out of the shower.
โ€œWeโ€™ll take it slow,โ€ Eddie murmurs. Steve sighs, rubbing his cheek against Eddieโ€™s chest. โ€œOkay?โ€
โ€œMhmm.โ€
โ€œStart with a finger,โ€ Eddie continues, his voice soft and rumble. โ€œIf you donโ€™t like it, or you wanna try another day or anything, you tell me, alright?โ€
โ€œI will,โ€ Steve whispers.
โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€
โ€œThat looks like the smile of a boy that just crushed an exam.โ€
Steveโ€™s smile is crooked, and he tilts his head, grinning up at Eddie. He tosses his backpack to the floor when Eddie tugs him inside by the lapel of his jacket, letting him drag him into a hug. He sighs heavily, closing his eyes as Eddie pushes the door shut behind him.
โ€œโ€˜M so fuckinโ€™ tired,โ€ Steve mumbles into Eddieโ€™s shoulder, lifting onto his tiptoes as Eddie wraps his arms around his waist. Eddieโ€™s wearing a hoodie, and itโ€™s soft on Steveโ€™s face.
โ€œHowโ€™d it go?โ€
Steve groans.
โ€œFine, I guess. Iโ€™ll find out in a few weeks.โ€
โ€œBet you did great.โ€
โ€œMm.โ€
Eddie lifts his head and kisses Steveโ€™s temple before Steve looks up tiredly, opening his eyes slowly. Eddie brushes his hair back fondly before he kisses his mouth gently.
โ€œYou eat today?โ€
โ€œMhmm,โ€ Steve hums. โ€œAte after I left the exam hall.โ€
โ€œGood boy.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m so tired.โ€
Eddie caresses his face like heโ€™s analysing him, and Steve closes his eyes again, letting him. He likes when Eddie looks at him like this. When Eddie touches him like this.
โ€œWanna lay down?โ€ Eddie asks softly. Steve nods. Eddie taps his cheek firmly, reprimanding him, and Steveโ€™s breath catches in his throat. His eyes flutter open to find Eddie looking at him expectantly.
โ€œYeah,โ€ he says finally. โ€œWanna lay down.โ€
Eddie smiles like heโ€™s proud and he tugs at Steveโ€™s jacket again.
โ€œTake this off โ€˜nd hang it up.โ€
Steve does, his movements slow and sleepy, and Eddie watches, leaning against the doorframe before he holds his hand out to Steve to take, leading him to the living room. Thereโ€™s a movie on the television, paused and staticky, and Eddie sits against the arm rest, gesturing, tugging Steveโ€™s hand.
Steve falls onto the sofa, his head landing in Eddieโ€™s lap, and Eddie laughs lightly, reaching for the remote as Steve gets situated.
He sighs when heโ€™s settled, his eyes closed, and Eddieโ€™s hand runs through his hair.
โ€œโ€˜M proud of you,โ€ Eddie says lightly when his move is playing again. Steve opens his eyes and looks up at him. โ€œI know how hard youโ€™ve been working.โ€
Steve nods, half-smiling.
โ€œSo smart,โ€ Eddie praises lightly, caressing his cheek. Steveโ€™s face flushes with heat, and Eddieโ€™s smile widens. โ€œMy bright boy.โ€
His thumb brushes Steveโ€™s lower lip, and Steve opens his mouth instinctively. Eddie laughs, sliding his thumb into his mouth, combing through his hair with his other hand as Steve closes his mouth around it and sucks.
โ€œStupid for me, though, huh?โ€
โ€œMhmm.โ€
Eddieโ€™s other fingers wrap around Steveโ€™s chin, cradling his jaw, and his voice is rough when he speaks again.
โ€œOpen up.โ€
Steve opens his mouth, letting his tongue follow Eddieโ€™s thumb as he pulls it away, whining. Eddie shushes him gently, wiping his thumb on Steveโ€™s cheek, leaving it wet with his spit, and itโ€™s gross, but Steve lets out a weak hum. Eddie slides his finger in his mouth gently, slowly, tugging his hair when he closes his lips around it.
โ€œKeep it open for me, doll.โ€
Steve hums weakly, nodding, opening his mouth again.
Eddieโ€™s finger slides over his tongue again before another joins it, pressing down on Steveโ€™s tongue, forcing his jaw open wider. Steveโ€™s eyes open after a moment, and Eddie is looking down at him, smiling, fond.
โ€œYou gonna be nice and quiet so I can watch my movie?โ€ Eddie asks. Steve nods. โ€œWords.โ€
Steveโ€™s breath catches in his throat, and he struggles around a weakย Yesย with Eddieโ€™s fingers firm on his tongue, keeping his mouth open.
โ€œThatโ€™s a good boy,โ€ Eddie says softly, kindly, and Steve closes his eyes, groaning weakly. Eddie shifts in his seat so heโ€™s slouching more comfortably, and Steve curls up, keeping his head straight so Eddieโ€™s fingers donโ€™t fall away.
Eddieโ€™s fingers move idly in Steveโ€™s mouth, pressing over his tongue, spreading apart like heโ€™s trying to take up as much space in Steveโ€™s mouth as possible. His other hands plays with Steveโ€™s hair, combing through it, twisting his fingers in it, tugging gently until his scalp aches dully.
The next time Steve opens his eyes, Eddie is looking at the television, almost ignoring Steve completely. Steve whines.
โ€œThought you said you were gonna be quiet for me,โ€ Eddie says absently, and then he lowers his gaze to Steve and meets his eyes, pulling his fingers away enough for Steve to speak clearly. โ€œYou okay?โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ Steve says softly. โ€œCan I have your spit?โ€
Eddie smiles, pausing. He canโ€™t lean down properly with Steve here on his lap, so he lifts his hand to his own mouth, extending his fingers, and he spits on them slowly. Steve watches longingly, his head full of clouds.
โ€œOpen.โ€
Steve sticks his tongue out, and he knows how weird this is, how debauched, howย filthy, but Eddieโ€™s spit is warm on his tongue, and it makes him feel beautiful, like Eddie is painting him, creating him with his own hands. Steve sucks on his fingertips. Swallows.
โ€œSweet little thing,โ€ Eddie murmurs. โ€œThis gonna keep you quiet?โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ Steve says softly around Eddieโ€™s fingers, reaching for Eddieโ€™s wrist, pushing his fingers in deeper until theyโ€™re pressing against the back of his tongue. He hums quietly. Closes his eyes.
Heโ€™s quiet.
He doesnโ€™t fall asleep, but heโ€™s somewhere between awake and not. He canโ€™t really feel his body, like heโ€™s floating, like heโ€™s high. Not that he knows what that feels like. But if itโ€™s anything like this, he thinks he understands addicts.
Eddieโ€™s fingers occasionally play in his mouth, like Eddie is fidgeting with him. It makes Steve melt even more.
He opens his eyes after a while, just to look up at Eddie. Just to gaze.
Eddie watches the movie. His thumb brushes over Steveโ€™s chin lightly. He looks down after a while and he smiles when he finds Steve already looking back at him.
โ€œFeel good?โ€
โ€œMhmm.โ€
Heโ€™s drooling. Eddie pulls his fingers away, making Steveโ€™s hand fall aside, and he wipes the drool off his chin with his thumb before lifting it to his own mouth, licking it away. Steve smiles, watching.
Eddieโ€™s hand touches his face. The spit on his fingers is already cold on Steveโ€™s skin.
โ€œI wanna do it tonight.โ€
His voice is breathy when he says it, and he wonders for a moment if Eddie could even hear it. This confession.
But Eddie smiles softly. Caresses his cheek.
โ€œOkay.โ€
Eddieโ€™s lips grace down the side of Steveโ€™s neck. Heโ€™s slow, and gentle, careful as he kisses over his veins, over his pulse. Steveโ€™s hands are in his hair, fingers right in his curls, holding his head.
They sway where theyโ€™re standing, arms around each other, skin sliding. Eddie is warm. His skin, his breath, his tongue. Steve never felt heat like this until Eddie. Safe.
Steve feels a little lightheaded. Eddie keeps murmuring to him the way he always does.
โ€œHow do Iโ€ฆโ€
He stops himself, cutting short, because he doesnโ€™t know how to ask it. Does he lay on his back? On his front?
Is it going to hurt?
Eddie kisses him gently, his tongue slipping over his lip, and Steve exhales, his hands sliding over Eddieโ€™s waist and pulling him close. His breath catches when Eddieโ€™s dick presses to his, but Eddie stays in place, holding him close, cradling his face tenderly. He sucks in Steveโ€™s lip for a moment before they part, and Steve could swear heโ€™s been fuckingย brainwashedย or something. He melts, his head falling back a little bit as his eyes flutter open to look at Eddie.
Eddie wonโ€™t hurt him. Steve knows it.
โ€œCome here,โ€ Eddie says softly, brushing their lips, and he pulls at Steveโ€™s arm gently. Steve follows easily, watching blearily as Eddie leads him to the bed, opens the drawer of his bedside table and tosses a plastic bottle and foil packet onto the bed. Steve follows as Eddie climbs onto the bed, leaning against the wall.
โ€œRight here, honey,โ€ Eddie says, gesturing between his legs as he spreads them. โ€œLean against me.โ€
Steve crawls to him tiredly and turns to rest his back against his chest. His eyes close, and he exhales as Eddieโ€™s arms slide skeins him gently.
โ€œOkay?โ€ Eddie whispers softly, his breath on Steveโ€™s ear. Steve nods before he corrects himself.
โ€œOkay.โ€
โ€œGood boy,โ€ Eddie murmurs. Steve smiles, his cheeks warm, and he reaches for Eddieโ€™s forearms, touching them gently, holding onto him. โ€œYou remember what to say if you want me to stop?โ€
โ€œYes.โ€
โ€œTell me.โ€
Steve takes a breath, melting against him.
โ€œYellow or red.โ€
โ€œGood. Whatโ€™s your color right now?โ€
โ€œGreen.โ€
Eddie hums, kissing his ear. His hands slide over Steveโ€™s skin, pressing firmly, squeezing his chest, his belly, his arms. Eddie likes his arms. A few weeks ago, Steve got out of the shower and was pulling on a shirt when Eddie pulled it out of his hands and started kissing him, licking and biting and sucking on Steveโ€™s arms as Steve laughed so hard his stomach hurt. There were three bruises left after that, one on his left arm and two on his right, and Steve liked looking at them. Pressing against them.
Eddieโ€™s hand makes its way to Steveโ€™s dick slowly, dragging through the wetness thatโ€™s smeared against his stomach and using it to stroke him gently. Steveโ€™s eyes flutter shut. He reaches for Eddieโ€™s other hand, still on his chest, and he laces their fingers.
โ€œOkay?โ€ Eddie whispers.
โ€œYes.โ€
โ€œYou want me to tell you how this is gonna go?โ€
โ€œYes, please,โ€ Steve breathes, nodding.
Eddie hums, nosing at his neck.
โ€œI like those manners.โ€
Steve smiles, squeezing his hand.
Eddie does that thing Steve likes, pressing his thumb under the head of his dick and rubbing like heโ€™s massaging it, and Steveโ€™s head falls back as his breath catches in his throat.
โ€œIโ€™m gonna get my fingers wet,โ€ Eddie says softly, squeezing his chest again. โ€œWith the lube. And Iโ€™m gonna press right here,โ€ he says, letting go of Steveโ€™s dick and sliding his hand down,ย lower,ย and his fingertip presses to Steveโ€™s hole, gentle and tentative like heโ€™s waiting for Steve to push it away. He doesnโ€™t.
โ€œAnd Iโ€™m gonna put it inside you,โ€ Eddie whispers. โ€œNice and slow. And when youโ€™re ready, Iโ€™ll put another one in you, and Iโ€™ll stretch you until youโ€™re nice โ€˜nd loose โ€˜nd open for me. Okay?โ€
Steve nods.
โ€œOkay?โ€ Eddie asks again, his finger still pressed lightly, and Steve wants it.
โ€œYes.โ€
โ€œGood boy.โ€
And then the pressure is gone, and Steve wants it back.
โ€œThen what?โ€ he asks, opening his eyes and lifting his head to watch Eddie reach for the bottle next to them, releasing his hand so he can reach across him. Eddie presses a brief kiss to his neck.
โ€œThen, if you wanna keep going, Iโ€™ll fuck you.โ€
Steveโ€™s eyes close.
โ€œHow?โ€
He hears Eddie let out a soft breath, a light laugh, and thereโ€™s the click of the bottle lid and a soft, wet sound of skin rubbing, and Eddieโ€™s lips brush the shell of his ear.
โ€œHowever you want.โ€
Steve shivers. Eddie reaches back between his legs, and his fingertips are warm and wet as they press against his taint gently.
โ€œSlow,โ€ Eddie murmurs. โ€œAnd soft. Yeah?โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ Steve breathes, nodding. โ€œThat sounds nice.โ€
Eddie kisses his jaw, smiling.
โ€œReady?โ€
Steve pauses, relaxing against him, nodding, before he speaks.
โ€œCan you hold my hand?โ€
โ€œOf course, baby.โ€
His hand touches Steveโ€™s, and Steveโ€™s eyes burn for some reason. Eddieโ€™s fingertips are rough with calluses, and heโ€™s warm and gentle and tender, and Steveโ€™s whole body aches. Eddie kisses the side of his neck slowly.
โ€œBreathe for me,โ€ he murmurs. Steve inhales deeply, exhales slowly. โ€œThatโ€™s my boy.โ€
Steve smiles.
Eddieโ€™s fingertip touches his hole again. Rubs slowly, presses lightly.
โ€œRelax,โ€ he whispers softly, pressing harder. โ€œโ€˜S gonna be so good.โ€
Steve nods, taking another breath. Eddie kisses his neck.
โ€œThere you go.โ€
His finger slips inside, and Steve tightens, stiffening, his eyes opening. Eddie slides his arm around him, across his chest like a seatbelt, and Steve clings to it, hugging it to himself.
โ€œAlright?โ€ Eddie asks softly, and Steve nods.
โ€œDonโ€™t stop,โ€ he says breathlessly. โ€œPlease.โ€
Eddie exhales into his neck, nodding. He presses harder, still so gentle, so sweet with him. Steve lets out a sharp exhale when he feels Eddieโ€™s hand, when he realizes Eddieโ€™s whole finger is inside him. He groans weakly, his hips shifting.
Itโ€™s a confusing sensation, he thinks. Itโ€™s nice, even if it feels wrong.
Steve never knew something wrong could be good.
His chest tightens suddenly, and his grip on Eddieโ€™s arm tightens.
โ€œTalk to me,โ€ he says, his voice higher than it should be. โ€œPlease.โ€
โ€œWhat do you want me to say?โ€
โ€œI donโ€™t know, justโ€ฆ Wanna hear you,โ€ Steve says desperately. โ€œOnly wanna feel you, please, Eddie.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re doing so good, baby,โ€ Eddie murmurs, kissing his jaw. โ€œCan already tell youโ€™re gonna feel so good wrapped around me.โ€
Steve moans softly, nodding, squeezing his eyes shut.
โ€œDoes it feel okay?โ€ Eddie whispers.
โ€œYeah,โ€ Steve breathes. โ€œItโ€ฆ It feels weird.โ€
โ€œWant me to make it good?โ€
โ€œPlease.โ€
Eddieโ€™s lips press to Steveโ€™s cheek, and his finger moves. Steve gasps, his back arching, and he lets out anย Oh!ย as Eddieโ€™s finger slides out slowly and then presses back in.
โ€œSo good,โ€ Eddie whispers, licking his jaw. โ€œMy sweet boy.โ€
Steve nods, holding his forearm tightly, his other hand dropping to Eddieโ€™s leg and gripping his thigh tightly. His head is cloudy again, his vision almost blurry at the edges, and heโ€™s trembling, holding Eddie tightly so he doesnโ€™t float away.
And it feelsย good.ย The switch is kind of sudden, from okay and odd to fuckingย perfect.
โ€œGod, Eddie,โ€ Steve says breathlessly.
โ€œGood?โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ Steve whines. โ€œIt feels good.โ€
Eddie smiles against Steveโ€™s neck, his finger shifting in and out slowly, rhythmically, and Steve is rolling his hips to meet the movements, panting. And all the bad is gone as quickly as it had appeared, and Steve might be glowing.
โ€œTalk to me,โ€ he gasps.
โ€œYouโ€™re so amazing,โ€ Eddie whispers without any hesitation, like heโ€™s been waiting to say it. โ€œCanโ€™t believe youโ€™re letting me do this.โ€
Steve laughs softly, his head falling back to Eddieโ€™s shoulder,
โ€œIโ€™m honored,โ€ Eddie says, and Steve can hear his smile in his voice. โ€œLike, actuallyย honored.ย Youโ€™re letting me have this, God.โ€
โ€œWant you to have me,โ€ Steve says weakly. โ€œWant you to have everything.โ€
Eddie exhales roughly and his teeth close on Steveโ€™s neck. Steve groans.
โ€œYou ready for another one?โ€ Eddie asks, his breath cooling his spit on Steveโ€™s skin.
โ€œYeah,โ€ Steve chokes. โ€œWant another.โ€
Another finger presses alongside the one inside Steve, stretching him, and the ache burns. He hisses through his teeth, lifting his head, shoulders tightening, and Eddie pauses, looking at him.
โ€œGreen,โ€ Steve says before he can ask. โ€œDonโ€™t stop, please.โ€
โ€œYou gotta relax, honey.โ€
Steve is panting, and his skin is tacky with sweat already. He nods.
โ€œIโ€ฆโ€
โ€œBreathe,โ€ Eddie whispers. His lips brush Steveโ€™s neck, catching against his skin, andย thatโ€™sย what he needsโ€”
โ€œKiss,โ€ Steve gasps, turning his head. Eddie is smiling when he kisses him, sucking on his lower lip, licking into his mouth. Steve hums, relaxing against him, letting his shoulders fall, and Eddieโ€™s finger presses harder, slipping inside slowly. His other hand slides over Steveโ€™s chest, fingertips raking through his chest hair, until it finds his neck, resting on his throat.
Steve moans into Eddieโ€™s mouth when his finger slides inside him, breathing hard, grabbing Eddieโ€™s wrist tightly and holding his hand in place. Eddieโ€™s fingers tighten around his throat.
โ€œThatโ€™s good,โ€ Steve gasps when they part, their chins slick. โ€œMm.โ€
Eddieโ€™s fingers are sliding easier now, moving smoothly, prodding and spreading gently. Heโ€™s breathing heavily into Steveโ€™s mouth, and his dick is hard against the small of Steveโ€™s back, pressing against him, teasing him. Steve wants it.
โ€œYou know what Iโ€™m looking for?โ€ Eddie asks quietly, his fingers moving harder. Steve whines, shaking his head. โ€œYour prostate, baby.โ€
Steve groans low in his throat, writhing against Eddieโ€™s hand.
โ€œI dunno what that is,โ€ he says, his voice slurring. Eddie chuckles softly, nuzzling into the side of his neck.
โ€œโ€˜S gonna make you feel so good,โ€ he says slowly. โ€œGonna make you light up inside.โ€
โ€œSounds nice,โ€ Steve mumbles. Heโ€™s still writhing, clutching to Eddieโ€™s wrist with both hands. One of his legs extends and slides under the bend of Eddieโ€™s knee, and Eddie shifts so their legs lock together. His fingers shift again, spreading apart, and he presses deeper.
A loud sound escapes Steve. His head falls back, and his hands tighten on Eddieโ€™s wrist so suddenly it forces his hand against his throat harder, and Steve is on fuckingย fire.ย Every cell in his body, burning alive.
He claps a hand over his mouth as he lets out another moan, and Eddieโ€™s hand doesnโ€™t stop.
โ€œPut your hand down.โ€
Steve drops his hand, grabbing Eddieโ€™s wrist again as he gasps for breath.
โ€œGood, yeah?โ€ Eddie breathes. Steve nods, whining.
โ€œYes,โ€ he says weakly. โ€œโ€˜S so good. Holyย fuck.โ€
Eddie laughs, giggling against Steveโ€™s shoulder.
โ€œLove it when you talk like that.โ€
โ€œWhen I talk like you, you mean?โ€ Steve asks, pushing back against Eddieโ€™s fingers, forcing them deeper, harder. Eddie squeezes his throat for a brief moment, lightly chastising him. Steve exhales roughly, his eyes rolling back before he closes them.
โ€œYeah,โ€ Eddie says despite. โ€œLike it when I rub off on you.โ€
Steve giggles, letting his head roll so his face is against Eddieโ€™s cheek.
โ€œBet you do.โ€
Eddie scoffs, turning to kiss his forehead.
โ€œLittle shit.โ€
โ€œBe nice to me.โ€
โ€œThis isnโ€™t nice enough for you?โ€ Eddie asks, smiling, thrusting his fingers into him harder. Steve whines, squeezing his eyes shut. โ€œJesus.โ€
โ€œGonna make me come.โ€
โ€œI know, baby,โ€ Eddie whispers. โ€œLet it happen.โ€
โ€œCan I have another one?โ€ Steve asks in a small voice, shy, and Eddie kisses his forehead again.
โ€œโ€˜Course, baby.โ€
He pulls his fingers out. Steve whines, writhing, squeezing his writhes. Eddie hushes him.
โ€œNeed more lube, baby, I donโ€™t wanna hurt you.โ€
Steve relaxes, opening his eyes to look. Eddie has to let go on his neck to open the bottle.
Steve looks at his fingers. Thick and rough with calluses and stained with tattoos. He wants them back.
Eddie spreads that lube over his fingers, warming it up, and his hand is shining.
โ€œEds.โ€
โ€œMhmm?โ€
He reaches for Eddieโ€™s face, holding his chin and pulling so Eddie looks at him as he reaches back between his legs. Steve opens his mouth.
Eddie smiles, reaching to hold the back of Steveโ€™s neck firmly, and thereโ€™s a pause before heโ€™s spitting into his mouth. Itโ€™s harsher than itโ€™s ever been before, rougher, and Steve groans as he closes his mouth and swallows.
โ€œThank you,โ€ he breathes.
Eddie kisses him gently.
โ€œSweet boy.โ€
Two of his fingers push back into Steve, and he yelps, reaching behind his head to grab Eddieโ€™s hand. Eddie laughs softly, squeezing the back of his neck, shaking him lightly.
โ€œLittle whore.โ€
Steve nods, panting, breathless. A third finger presses against his rim, stretching him open, and he groans, his back arching.
โ€œYeah,โ€ he whines. โ€œโ€˜M your whore.โ€
Eddie groans, pushing his fingers in deeper, like heโ€™s digging through Steveโ€™s insides, and Steve would let him. Would let him gut him, eviscerate him, wring his insides dry.
โ€œWanna put my mouth down here sometime,โ€ Eddie says, his voice rough. Steve shivers.
โ€œWe can do that?โ€ Steve chokes, imagining it. Eddieโ€™s mouth on his ass. Itโ€™s filthy.
โ€œWe can do whatever we want.โ€
Steve whines, reaching an arm down to catch Eddieโ€™s wrist, and his legs squeeze shut around their arms. Eddie hand mashes against Steveโ€™s balls, and Steve lets out a sob.
โ€œYou okay?โ€ Eddie checks, his fingers pausing, and Steveโ€™s eyes open. He grips Eddieโ€™s wrist tighter.
โ€œIf you stop Iโ€™ll kill you,โ€ he says breathlessly. Eddie laughs brightly, pushing his hands against him harder, deeper. Steveโ€™s eyes roll back.
โ€œYou really are a whore, huh?โ€
Steve nods desperately, shifting his hips against Eddieโ€™s fingers.
โ€œFor you,โ€ he chokes. โ€œJust for you, only you.โ€
Eddie makes a soft sound.
โ€œGod, Steve.โ€
Steve whines, and he hasnโ€™t even touched his dick, but heโ€™s soย closeโ€”
โ€œEddie.โ€
โ€œYeah, sweetheart.โ€
โ€œFuckย me.ย Please.โ€
Eddie groans.
โ€œAre you sure?โ€
Steve nods again, grinding onto his fingers.
โ€œWanna come with you inside me.โ€
Eddieโ€™s hand freezes. His hand on Steveโ€™s neck tightens and grips him, holding him close, panting against his cheek.
โ€œFuck.โ€
โ€œHow do you want me?โ€ Steve asks breathlessly, his eyes fluttering open to look at him, and Eddieโ€™s eyes are glistening, shining brightly with unshed tears. Steve kisses him.
They stay there for a moment, lips pressed together, Steveโ€™s hands holding Eddieโ€™s face and wrist, Eddieโ€™s fingers still inside him. Theyโ€™re breathing into each otherโ€™ mouths when they part.
โ€œOn your back,โ€ Eddie murmurs. โ€œSo I can kiss you.โ€
Steve nods.
They move slowly. Steve mourns the loss of Eddieโ€™s fingers inside him the second theyโ€™re gone, but as he moves away from Eddieโ€™s warmth, Eddie reaches for his own dick, stroking it slowly, and Steve melts.
He lays on his back, Eddieโ€™s pillow under his head, and he watches Eddie kneel between his legs. Heโ€™s ripping open the foil packet, lips pursed in concentration, and heโ€™s adorable. And beautiful. And everything else Steve can possibly think of.
Heโ€™s still breathing hard, his chest rising and falling, and he looks so soft. He looks nothing like Steve.
It made Steve shy at first. How different they are, how beautiful Eddie is.
But Eddie looks at him kindly.
Pets the hair on Steveโ€™s skin, traces his stretch marks like theyโ€™re art.
He makes him feel beautiful, too.
Eddie rolls the condom over his dick, reaching for the lube again.
Steve watches helplessly. His cross nestles between his collarbones. They both ignore it.
โ€œAlright?โ€
Steve nods. Eddie just looks at him, his eyebrows raising a little bit.
โ€œIโ€™m alright,โ€ Steve says, but he chokes on his voice, and his eyes sting. Eddie touches his leg, brushing his thumb over his knee.
โ€œYou can change your mind,โ€ he says softly. Steve shakes his head.
โ€œโ€˜M not changing my mind,โ€ he says as firmly as he can. โ€œI justโ€”โ€ He pauses, taking a breath that stutters in his chest, blinking tears out of his eyes. โ€œFeeling a lot. Overwhelmed.โ€
Eddie leans down and kisses Steveโ€™s knee.
โ€œWhat do you need?โ€ he asks softly.
Steve swallows.
โ€œI need you inside me.โ€
Eddie smiles, kissing his knee again.
โ€œOkay.โ€
He moves closer. Pours some lube on his hand and spreads it over his dick. Touches Steveโ€™s leg.
โ€œAlright?โ€ he checks, one more time.
Steve nods.
โ€œPlease.โ€
Eddie leans over Steveโ€™s body, holding himself up on a hand next to Steveโ€™s shoulder. His other hand is reaching down, guiding himself to press to Steveโ€™s hole.
โ€œNeed you to breathe,โ€ he whispers.
Steve nods, inhaling slowly, closing his eyes.
His hands find Eddieโ€™s shoulders. Move up to his neck. Hold him. His legs wrap around Eddieโ€™s hips, their skin pressing, sliding.
โ€œGood,โ€ Eddie breathes when Steve exhales.
He pushes in.
Steve inhales again, biting his lip and furrowing his eyebrows, his back arching. His eyes flutter open to look at Eddie.
Heโ€™s looking back, analysing him, studying him. His cheeks are red. His hair is falling around them.
Steve reaches up and pushes it back carefully, holding it out of the way. He nods when Eddie meets his eyes. His hands tighten in Eddie's hair when Eddieโ€™s hips meet his ass, and he lets out a low groan, his eyes rolling back and closing.
Eddie lets out a ragged breath.
โ€œGod,โ€ he says roughly. โ€œFuck.โ€
Steve nods again, shifting, writhing.
โ€œDoes it feel good?โ€ he asks quietly.
โ€œYes,โ€ Eddie says softly, strands of his hair falling from Steveโ€™s hands and brushing his face as Eddie leans down to kiss his forehead tenderly. โ€œYou feel so good, so perfect for me.โ€
Steve whines, tightening his legs.
โ€œCan youโ€” Can you move?โ€
Eddie hums. He presses their foreheads together. Drops to his forearm, wrapping his other arm around Steveโ€™s waist, tucking into the small of his back. He pulls out slowly and then pushes back in, and Steveโ€™s back arches more, his head pressing into his pillow as he whines.
And heโ€™s never sounded like this before.
He remembers in middle school and high school when his friends would make sex noises like this, just to be funny. Their voices were always high-pitched, like a girlโ€™s, and Steve always hated it.
But thatโ€™s exactly what he sounds like now. His voice is weak, shrill, and he sounds like a woman. But he canโ€™t shut himself up, even when he bites his lip. He covers his mouth with a hand, but Eddie reaches up and tugs it away, pushing it into the bed. Their fingers lace, and Steve clings to him, wrapping his other arm around his neck.
Eddie is grunting into Steveโ€™s neck, his voice rough. Steve listens to it, pushing his hand into Eddieโ€™s hair, tightening, pulling.
He pushes back against him, grinding down, and Eddie lets out a moan, nodding.
โ€œThatโ€™s it,โ€ he says roughly, breathlessly. โ€œFuck, โ€˜s my good boy.โ€
Steve nods, whining his name. He buries his face in Eddieโ€™s neck, groaning when Eddie releases his hand and reaches down to his thigh, hiking it up his waist and pressing closer, harder. Their chests press together, Steveโ€™s dick trapped between their stomachs, caught in the friction of their bodies moving together.
โ€œOh,ย Godโ€”โ€
He wraps his other arm around Eddieโ€™s neck tightly, hugging him, hiding, his voice muffled by Eddieโ€™s neck.
โ€œBaby,โ€ Eddie says breathily. lifting his head. โ€œIโ€™m gonna come.โ€
Steve nods desperately.
โ€œMe too, me too, Iโ€™m soโ€” Iโ€™m so closeโ€”โ€
โ€œCome for me, baby,โ€ Eddie says roughly. โ€œCome on, baby boy.โ€
Steve sobs.
Eddie fucks him through it, soft and gentle, and Steveโ€™s eyes are squeezed so tightly heโ€™s seeing lights on his eyelids, and this might be heaven, he thinks.
Heโ€™s panting as he comes down, clinging to Eddie desperately, tears running into his hair, stomach slick with come. Eddie is still, breathing hard, face buried in Steveโ€™s neck, and then he relaxes, his body falling to Steveโ€™s, heavy and hot.
โ€œYou came?โ€ Steve asks breathlessly. Eddie nods.
He pushes himself up after a moment. Theyโ€™re both shaking. Trembling.
Eddieโ€™s cheeks are vivid red. His hair is a wreck, and his eyelashes are wet, and his lips are shining, and Steve is opening his mouth before he can even think. Eddie smiles tiredly before he closes his mouth, pausing. He lowers his head and spits into Steveโ€™s mouth before he kisses him.
Steve hums, sighing. His hands hold Eddieโ€™s shoulders gently, his eyes closed as his breathing slows. Eddieโ€™s nose nudges his.
โ€œOkay?โ€ Eddie breathes.
Steve nods.
โ€œOkay.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m gonna pull out.โ€
Steve whines weakly, and Eddie laughs, kissing his lips briefly before he pulls out carefully. They both hiss.
โ€œCโ€™mere,โ€ Eddie says softly, pulling Steveโ€™s hand. Steve sits up weakly, letting him pull him up, and Eddie caresses his face tenderly, kissing his forehead. โ€œSweet boy.โ€
Steve smiles at him.
โ€œIโ€™ll be right back, okay?โ€ Eddie whispers. โ€œGonna get us some water.โ€
Steve nods, closing his eyes when Eddie kisses his forehead again.
Eddie leaves and comes back with a tall glass of water and a washcloth. Heโ€™s still naked but the condom is gone.
โ€œDrink,โ€ he says, holding the glass to Steve, and Steve takes it. His hands are shaking as he lifts it to his lips slowly, and Eddie reaches back out to help him, guiding the cup carefully. โ€œThere you go.โ€
Steve takes a few sips and then lowers the glass, and Eddie takes it back. He cleans the come off Steveโ€™s stomach and chest. Heโ€™s careful, gentle like Steveโ€™s skin might shatter, and Steveโ€™s eyes burn.
He takes a breath, but it stutters in his chest and catches in his throat, and Eddie looks at him, worry painting his face.
โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€ Eddie asks softly. Steve shakes his head, smiling, touching his face and leaning in to touch their foreheads.
โ€œNothing.โ€
โ€œWhy are you crying?โ€ Eddie whispers, moving to sit in front of him, setting the glass aside. Steve lets out a wet laugh, shaking his head again, and Eddie wipes his tears, tilting his head curiously.
โ€œThank you,โ€ Steve breathes. โ€œFor being so good to me.โ€
โ€œBaby.โ€
Steve lifts his gaze. Eddie caresses his face, his own eyes sparkling with tears again. The sweat on Steveโ€™s skin starts to dry, and he shivers. Eddie reaches over to grab a blanket from where itโ€™s been kicked to the edge of the bed, and he swings it in the air to wrap it around Steve. Steve smiles, pulling the corners of the blanket tighter around himself.
Eddie leans in and presses their foreheads together, running his nose along the bridge of Steveโ€™s.
โ€œIโ€™ll always be good to you,โ€ he whispers. โ€œWant you to kill me if I ever stop.โ€
Steve lets out a tearful laugh, sniffling, nodding. Eddie runs his hands down and then back up his arms over the blanket, warming him up, holding him close.
โ€œYouโ€™re my boy,โ€ he says quietly. โ€œMy baby. You only deserve good.โ€
Steve squeezes his eyes shut. And he cries.
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Eddie had told him to be in the college library today.
Steve had been planning on being in the library anyway, but it was an odd thing to hear from him. So he came, of course. Sat in his usual spot, head down as he twirls his pen in his hand. Heโ€™s been rereading the same sentence over and over, trying to decipher it. Itโ€™s not a complicated sentence. Every time his eyes run over it, itโ€™s like the words rearrange themselves, shifting into a different language. He doesnโ€™t get it.
He rubs his face harshly, sighing, closing his eyes for a moment before he tries again.
Heโ€™s gotten through two more paragraphs when something touches his head, and he looks up to find Eddie smiling down at him, his hand holding the top of Steveโ€™s head, twisting through his hair and tugging casually. Steveโ€™s expression lightens immediately.
โ€œHi,โ€ he says lightly.
โ€œHey, Stevie,โ€ Eddie says, tugging again, and he tilts his head. โ€œWhatโ€™s up?โ€
Steve pauses, noticing Jeff approaching behind Eddie, smiling almost excitedly.
โ€œJustโ€ฆ Just frustrated. โ€˜S fine.โ€
Eddie looks at him like he wants to press farther, like he wants Steve to just tell him, but he nods a little bit, tugging his hair one more time.
โ€œJefferson,โ€ he says formally, turning to Jeff, who immediately rolls his eyes and smacks the back of Eddieโ€™s head lightly.
โ€œSo annoying. Hi, Steve.โ€
โ€œHi, Jefferson.โ€
Jeff rolls his eyes again.
โ€œI made the mistake of inviting Eddie to hang out with me while I worked but I forgot what a terrible study partner he is,โ€ he says, resting an arm against Eddieโ€™s shoulder and leaning against him. Eddieโ€™s jaw drops in an offended expression and Steve grins.
โ€œUntrue,โ€ Eddie says. โ€œIโ€™m a fantastic study partner, remember that time I helped you study for biology?โ€
โ€œYou mean when we were seventeen?โ€ Jeff says, looking at him sceptically. โ€œAnd you kept complaining very loudly that you were bored and biology is a useless subject?โ€
โ€œSlander. Biology is a very useful subject.โ€
He sends a faux-subtle wink to Steve, who snorts and shakes his head, looking away, his cheek flushing.
โ€œAlright,โ€ Jeff says dismissively, looking away from Eddie after slapping his head again. โ€œSteve, what are you up to today?โ€
โ€œUh,โ€ Steve says, sighing, glancing at his textbook. โ€œJustโ€ฆ Doing my reading. Butโ€ฆโ€ He shrugs.
Jeff seems to see it on him. How tired he is.
โ€œAny chance youโ€™d be willinโ€™ to take this thing off my hands?โ€ Jeff says, nudging Eddie with his elbow. Eddie elbows him back. โ€œSo I can actually be productive?โ€
Steve looks up at Eddie, a smile spreading across his face.
โ€œSure.โ€
โ€œThank God,โ€ Jeff says.
Steve laughs softly as he packs his bag back up, and Eddie tosses an arm around his neck for a moment, knocking their heads together gently in place of a kiss. Jeff watches with a fond smile. He hugs Steve before they leave.
Itโ€™s cold outside, but neither of them put their hands in their pockets, because every few steps, their knuckles will brush against each other.
โ€œWhatโ€™s going on?โ€ Eddie asks as theyโ€™re passing by an empty bench. Steve glances at him. Theyโ€™re walking close together in spite of all the space on the sidewalk. He sighs.
โ€œUhm.โ€ He shrugs. โ€œI donโ€™t know. I justโ€ฆ every time I open my textbooks or work on my assignments Iโ€ฆ I feel like Iโ€™m going crazy.โ€ He shrugs again, shaking his head. โ€œIโ€™m just lazy, I just need to actually commit.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re not lazy, babe,โ€ Eddie says. His voice is firm, leaving no room for argument. Steve glances at him. โ€œSteve.โ€
He reaches out and grabs Steveโ€™s sleeve, pulling him to a stop. Steve looks at him, taking a deep breath. He can see his breath in the air when he exhales. Their eyes meet, and Eddieโ€™s head is tilted forward a little bit, his eyes shining earnestly.
โ€œYouโ€™re not lazy,โ€ Eddie says gently. โ€œThatโ€™s your parents talking.โ€
Heโ€™s still holding Steveโ€™s sleeve, in lieu of holding his hand. Steve wants to hold his hand.
There arenโ€™t very many people outside because of the cold; a few are around the building smoking or briefly catching up with their friends, but the two of them are far away enough that the others canโ€™t see them clearly.
โ€œHas some truth to it,โ€ Steve mumbles. Eddie tugs on his sleeve.
โ€œNo, it doesn't.โ€
โ€œWell, itโ€™s either that or Iโ€™m just stupid, Eddie,โ€ Steve snaps. โ€œBecause I canโ€™t fucking read a book for the life of meโ€”โ€
Eddie tugs his sleeve sharply, and Steve looks at him, gritting his teeth to stop his lip from trembling.
Eddie looks upset. His eyebrows are furrowed, his lips pursed, head tilted. Heโ€™s quiet, fist tight on Steveโ€™s sleeve, and then he glances away before he steps a little closer to Steve.
โ€œโ€ฆDonโ€™t talk about my baby like that,โ€ he says quietly. Steveโ€™s throat tightens.
โ€œWhy am I so bad at it?โ€ he asks weakly, his voice breaking. Eddieโ€™s expression softens and he exhales.
โ€œItโ€™s not for everyone,โ€ he says, shrugging. โ€œSchoolโ€™s a system, systems are never all-inclusive.โ€
Steve huffs, looking away.
โ€œLook,โ€ Eddie says, tugging his sleeve again. โ€œBabe. I took senior year twice. Woulda been three times if Jeff didnโ€™t graduate. โ€˜Nd I didnโ€™t even bother applying to college, Iโ€™m too stupidโ€”โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re not stupid,โ€ Steve interrupts sharply, his voice still shaking.
Eddie tilts his head, a smile teasing his lips, and he raises his eyebrows.
Oh.
Steve rolls his eyes, suppressing a smile, and he looks away. He sees someoneโ€™s head over the tall, deal shrubs on the sidewalk, about to round the corner, and he pulls his arm out of Eddieโ€™s grasp, stepping away. The person comes around a moment later.
His eyes linger on Eddie. His expression shifts to something Steve canโ€™t quite read.
He and Eddie are quiet as the guy walks away, his footsteps crunching the thin layer of ice on the sidewalk.
Steve hadnโ€™t noticed himself become used to Eddie. Nothing is weird about him anymore. Nothing is peculiar.
Itโ€™s just Eddie.
โ€œThatโ€™s different,โ€ Steve says after a few moments.
โ€œItโ€™s only different because my uncle is nothing like your father.โ€
Steve blinks.
His vision blurs and he looks away, his mouth twisting to stop his lip from quivering.
Heโ€™s angry. He hates feeling angry.
Especially when he doesnโ€™t even really know what heโ€™s angryย at. Itโ€™s ridiculous. Heโ€™s not angry at Eddie. Of course he isnโ€™t angry at Eddie. And heโ€™s not even really angry at his father right now.
Heโ€™s just angry.
โ€œStevie,โ€ Eddie says softly after a few moments. Steve looks up at him. The sky is white, cloudy and bright, and Eddieโ€™s hair stands out against it, looks even darker than usual. Heโ€™s a little blurry. โ€œYouโ€™re not lazy. And youโ€™re not dumb. School just sucks.โ€
Steve nods, looking away again.
โ€œItย sucks.โ€
โ€œHey.โ€ Eddie looks around and then takes his sleeve again. โ€œLook at me.โ€
He does, wiping his cheek quickly. The tear that falls is hot on his skin.
Eddie looks at him for a moment. Gazes at him. Pauses before he speaks.
โ€œYouโ€™re not allowed to talk about yourself like that,โ€ he says softly. โ€œOkay?โ€
Steve is quiet. His eyes look back and forth between Eddieโ€™s for a moment, and then he nods.
โ€œOkay.โ€
Eddie smiles softly, tilting his head at him fondly before he gestures with a jerk of his chin.
โ€œโ€˜S go to your place,โ€ he says lightly. โ€œYou look like you need a kiss.โ€
Steve smiles, nodding.
โ€œOkay.โ€
Theyโ€™re quiet the rest of the walk to Steveโ€™s. Their hands brush together every few steps. And Steve knows heโ€™s right here, touching him, breathing alongside him, and he knows theyโ€™re going to the privacy of his dorm room, knows heโ€™s going to get to kiss him in a just a few minutes, butย God,ย heย longsย for him.
Eddie holds the door open for Steve when they get to his building. Steve ducks under his arm to pass him, and Eddie ruffles his hair playfully.
The door to Steveโ€™s room is just swinging shut when they turn to each other, crashing together. Itโ€™s dimmer in his room than it is outside, the bright light from the sky coming through cracks in the curtain, but itโ€™s still bright enough for Steve to see Eddieโ€™s face. Eddie pushes him against the door gently, his head cushioned by the coat hanging there, his backpack hard against his back.
Eddie kisses him again, slow and lingering. Steve hears the door lock.
โ€œTake this off,โ€ Eddie says, tugging at the strap of his backpack, and Steve nods, eyes still closed. He pulls his backpack off as he kisses Eddie again, and he drops it to the floor. It lands with a heavy thud. โ€œCoat.โ€
Steve nods again, catching his mouth, catching Eddieโ€™s lower lip with his teeth as he takes it off.
Eddie takes his off at the same time, tossing it aside before his hands slide over Steveโ€™s waist gently.
Steve wraps his arms around Eddieโ€™s neck, letting Eddie lift his leg and slide a hand over his thigh, squeezing.
It all slows down.
Steveโ€™s heart calms down, and his anger fades. He becomes softer with Eddie touching him, sucking on his lip, squeezing his thigh, pressing into the small of his back. He exhales when Eddie pulls away, brushing their noses together.
โ€œYouโ€™re smart,โ€ Eddie whispers. Steve half-smiles. โ€œSay it.โ€
Steveโ€™s eyes squeeze shut. His brows furrow.
Eddie kisses him chastely, teasing.
โ€œSay it. Say โ€˜Iโ€™m smart.โ€™โ€
Steve takes a shaky breath.
โ€œโ€ฆIโ€™m smart,โ€ he says quietly, whispering so softly he wonders for a moment if Eddie will make him say it again.
โ€œSay โ€˜Iโ€™mย brilliant.โ€™โ€
Steve suppresses a scoff and a smile, and he nudges their noses together.
โ€œIโ€™m brilliant.โ€
โ€œSay โ€˜Iโ€™m hard-working.โ€™โ€
โ€œโ€ฆIโ€™m hard-working.โ€
โ€œSay โ€˜Iโ€™m brave,โ€™โ€ Eddie whispers, pulling Steveโ€™s body against his. Steve whines softly.
โ€œIโ€™m brave,โ€ he says breathlessly.
โ€œSay โ€˜Iโ€™mย good.โ€
Steve squeezes his eyes shut. His throat tightens, and he swallows, exhaling sharply.
โ€œIโ€™m good,โ€ he says, his voice wavering.
โ€œMy good boy,โ€ Eddie murmurs. Steve nods.
โ€œโ€˜M Eddieโ€™s good boy.โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s right, baby,โ€ Eddie breathes, kissing him again. โ€œCome here.โ€
He pulls at Steveโ€™s thigh, lifting him up, and Steve hugs him around the neck, letting out a weak sob. Eddie lets him cry. He lays Steve on his back and pulls out of his arms to carefully remove his shoes, pulling them off Steveโ€™s feet and setting them on the ground before he toes his own shoes off and crawls to hover over Steveโ€™s body.
He kisses Steve gently, holding his face with one of his hands, cold against Steveโ€™s cheek. Steve sniffles, opening his eyes when Eddie pulls away, wiping one of his tears away before it can reach his hair. Eddie kisses his cheek softly, them his jaw, his ear, the underside of his chin, his throat, his collarbone.
Steve exhales shakily.
โ€œCan I blow you?โ€ Eddie asks, whispering. โ€œDo you want me to?โ€
Steve keens, his breath catching.
โ€œYes.โ€
โ€œAre you sure?โ€
Steve nods, pushing a hand into Eddieโ€™s hair.
โ€œYes.โ€
Eddie kisses him again, slowly, leisurely, and then he sits up, gently pulling Steve to sit on the edge of his bed. He tugs on the end of his sweater, and Steve reaches to the hem of it, catching it with his shirt under it, tugging them both up over his head.
Eddie lowers to kneel on the floor between his legs, and he leans in and kisses his chest, just over his heart. He reaches up with a hand and touches his chest, squeezing his pec gently before he rakes his fingers through his chest hair.
โ€œSay โ€˜Iโ€™m kind.โ€™โ€
Steve closes his eyes and drops his head forward.
โ€œIโ€™m kind,โ€ he says, choking the words out.
Eddie runs his hands over Steveโ€™s waist, over the soft rolls in his flesh, and he peppers soft kisses across his chest until he reaches his nipple, where he pauses, his lips parting so his tongue can tease it. Steve exhales sharply, his mouth falling open. He can feel Eddie watching him, gazing up at him.
โ€œSay โ€˜Iโ€™m beautiful.โ€™โ€
Steveโ€™s whole body aches. His stomach twists. He looks down at Eddie, who tilts his head, kissing his chest again, his eyes shining, and he looks sad.
โ€œIโ€™m beautiful,โ€ Steve breathes. Eddie smiles, nodding, holding his gaze as he leans in again, closing his lips around Steveโ€™s nipple and sucking, scraping his teeth over his gently. Steve lets out a soft whine, lifting a hand to hold the back of Eddieโ€™s head, fingers twisting into his curls.
Eddie kisses across his chest again, licks over his other nipple before he kisses between his pecs, down his stomach, and then he gently tugs at the button of Steveโ€™s jeans. He lowers so heโ€™s sitting back on his calves, and he looks up at Steve like heโ€™s praying, eyes shining.
โ€œEddie, please,โ€ Steve breathes, shaking his head.
โ€œSay โ€˜Iโ€™m proud of myself,โ€™โ€ Eddie whispers, ignoring his pleading.
Steve stifles a sob, squeezing his eyes shut and lifting his head toward the ceiling. His shoulders shake. He looks down after a moment when Eddie rests his cheek on his thigh, looking up at him.
โ€œCome on, baby,โ€ he says softly, rubbing a hand slowly and gently over the tent in his jeans. โ€œSay it for me.โ€
Steve takes a hiccuping breath.
He could safeword out of this. He knows he could. He knows Eddie would stop, would come and sit on the bed next to him and take him into his arms. That he would kiss his face and wipe his tears and tell him heโ€™s a good boy regardless.
Somehow that makes it easier.
โ€œIโ€™m proud of myself.โ€
He says it so quietly he barely hears it himself, but Eddie sees his lips move, sees him form the words himself. Eddie smiles proudly, rising up and reaching for his face, touching his chin and kissing his lips softly.
โ€œโ€˜S my boy,โ€ he murmurs.
Steve smiles, blinking tears out of his eyes, and Eddie wipes them away, kissing him again before he lowers again. He undoes the button of Steveโ€™s jeans and tugs, gesturing for Steve to lift his hips so they can pull them off. Eddie casts his jeans and underwear aside.
He kisses his thighs. Wraps his arms around them and holds them, sucking bruises into them and biting them, smiling as Steveโ€™s hand finds the top of his head, holding his hair gently.
โ€œGotta be quiet for me,โ€ Eddie whispers, looking up at him as he noses as the base of Steveโ€™s dick. โ€œOkay?โ€
Steve nods.
โ€œOkay.โ€
โ€œGood boy.โ€
He brings a hand to his mouth and spits in his palm. Reaches for Steveโ€™s dick, strokes it slowly, watching Steve carefully. Steve closes his eyes, biting his lip to silence the weak sound that escapes him. He forces his eyes open to watch as Eddie leans in and licks him slowly, sucks the tip into his mouth, eyes shining.
The room is quiet, except for the soft sounds of Eddieโ€™s mouth on him, for the weak, stifled moans that escape Steveโ€™s throat. Heโ€™s pulling Eddieโ€™s hair with one of his hands, tugging it absently, pulling hums from Eddieโ€™s throat.
Steve falls forward when Eddie lifts a hand and touches his balls, carefully squeezing. A sound escapes him, and he claps a hand over his mouth. Eddie somehow smiles around his dick, and Steve giggles weakly.
Eddie closes his eyes after a moment, relaxing between Steveโ€™s legs, touching him tenderly,ย reverently, and Steve is breathing hard, the tear tracks on his face drying. He looks up, lightheaded, running a hand through Eddieโ€™s hair carefully.
His vision is blurry, but his eyes catch on the crucifix on the shelf.
Itโ€™s up a little higher than it used to be. He moved it a few weeks ago.
His eyes get stuck on it as Eddieโ€™s head bobs up and down, as his hand squeezes Steveโ€™s balls and his thigh, as a filthy sound fills the air. It stares back at him. Challenging him. Taunting him. Waiting.
He closes his eyes.
Whispers Eddieโ€™s name.
And he comes.
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greenieflor ยท 2 years ago
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@shapeofaperson mentioned wanting ace!eddie on my demisexual!steve post, so here we are! enjoy this mess of fluff and projection <3 update: now on ao3!
Eddie had always liked the roof of the trailer. He and Wayne had pulled a little couch and a chair outside a while ago, a nice spot to sit and smoke after Eddie got home and before Wayne went off to work. But the roof let Eddie stretch out and see the stars. He felt closer to them up there, like the little bit of elevation put them within his reach. As he climbed up, Eddie traced his eyes across the constellations, looking for Orion to situate himself. It had been a while since it was a clear enough night for him to properly see the stars, and even though Hawkins was a small town the light pollution obscured some of his favorite stars from when he was a kid and Wayne first showed him the constellations.
Eddie makes it to the roof and squats down, reaching out a hand for Steve to pull himself up with. The two sit side by side, legs hanging off the side and arms stretched out behind them for support. Eddie produces a joint from his vest pocket with a flourish and an eye waggle, causing Steve to burst out in laughter.
The two settle back into comfortable silence, passing the joint between them. As Eddieโ€™s head starts to get a little floaty he starts pointing out constellations to Steve, tracing the invisible lines with the joint between his fingers. He looks over to Steve, his hazel green eyes glinting in the dark. They stay like that for a moment, eyes locked on each other, Eddieโ€™s outstretched hand still pointing at the tail of scorpio. Steveโ€™s eyebrow quirks up and a small smile stretches across his face. โ€œYou just gonna let that burn down?โ€ He says, voice barely above a whisper so as to not break the little bubble they created together.
โ€œOh, Iโ€ฆโ€ Eddie starts, but before he can pull his hand down he feels Steveโ€™s fingers wrap around his wrist and his skin lights up at the touch. Steve bringโ€™s Eddieโ€™s hand down, angling it just right so he can lean forward and wrap his lips around the end of the joint. Despite what is likely an incredibly erotic image, Eddie canโ€™t seem to look away from Steveโ€™s eyes. Honey brown mixing with soft green, growing red and glassy as the night wears on.
โ€œI am so gone,โ€ Steve half laughs as he exhales, smoke billowing out into the starlight. He gives Eddieโ€™s wrist a light squeeze before releasing it and settling back onto his elbows. โ€œAsk me anything,โ€ he sighs, โ€œanything at all.โ€
Eddie tears his gaze away from Steveโ€™s face as they make eye contact again, bringing the roach up to his mouth to take the final hit. Eddieโ€™s head is swimming, and only partially from the weed. He tries to think of something, anything to ask other than the one question burning at the tip of his tongue. Some joke or stupid quip to lighten the mood, cut through some of the tension he suddenly felt building up in his chest. Steve was looking at him. He could feel those too-perfect eyes on his face, no heat or pressure to it, almost as if Steve was looking at him just to appreciate his form. Eddie flicks the roach off the roof with a shaky sigh and before he can stop himself heโ€™s asking, โ€œwhatโ€™s it like?โ€ He waits a beat, turning to see the slightly confused look growing on Steveโ€™s face. โ€œUh, sex. I mean. Whatโ€™sโ€ฆsex like?โ€
Eddie watches the realization hit Steve. The way his eyes widen, his mouth opens into a soft โ€œohโ€. If you had told Eddie five months ago that he would be laying on his roof, smoking out Steve Harrington, the whore of Hawkins High, and asking him about sex he would have laughed in your face and sent you to sober up. But the two had grown closer than he ever thought they would. Between Nancy and Robin helping him to finally graduate and practically co-parenting Dustin and, by extension, the rest of the party, Eddie and Steve had spent a surprising amount of time together and, perhaps more surprisingly, Eddie truly enjoyed it. He wouldnโ€™t trade these nights smoking with Steve for just about anything. Maybe thatโ€™s why he asks. Maybe he thinks itโ€™ll lead to something else so he can finally just get it over with. Heโ€™ll never be certain, and even if he is he will never tell.
โ€œHonestly?โ€ Steve starts, pushing himself up to sit facing Eddie. โ€œItโ€™s kinda boring most of the time. Youโ€™ve really neverโ€ฆโ€ he trails off, but thereโ€™s no judgment in his voice, no hint of coming shame. Eddie pulls himself up to match Steve, their knees brushing. He keeps his eyes locked on his fingers, watching the way his rings glint as he spins them around and around. Eddie shakes his head, taking a beat to breathe before looking back up at those eyes. Even in the dark they have a warmth Eddie has yet to find anywhere else. โ€œNot a huge selection for me in Hawkins,โ€ he tries for a joke and self deprecating laugh. โ€œPlus I never reallyโ€ฆ yanno. Wanted to or whatever.โ€
Steve nods, smiling to himself as if he does know exactly what Eddie is talking about. โ€œI uh, I only really did it cause it felt like I was supposed to. For a while at least. Iโ€™m fine, never did anything I was uncomfortable with,โ€ he adds quickly, seeing Eddieโ€™s expression grow concerned. โ€œBut yeah, I never really got the appeal. Just sorta seemed like something to check off the list. Well, except with Nance, but that wasโ€ฆ different. For a lot of reasons.โ€
Eddie was staring. He didnโ€™t even try to hide it at this point. โ€œI.. thatโ€™s uhโ€ฆโ€ he stammered, not quite sure what he wanted to say.
Steve smiled, still that same soft, knowing smile. โ€œI can send you a few things to read, if you want. Butโ€ฆ if youโ€™re worried about being broken or, or wrong because you donโ€™t want sex,โ€ he paused, eyes searching Eddieโ€™s for permission to keep going. โ€œYouโ€™re not. I can promise you that.โ€ Steve reached out, hand falling to rest on Eddieโ€™s knee and giving it a gentle squeeze before a shit eating grin broke across his face. โ€œI mean youโ€™re still weird, youโ€™ve got that whole bone collection thing that Iโ€™ll never understand-โ€œ
Eddie cuts him off with a laugh, tilting his head and blinking back the tears threatening to spill over.
โ€œBut with this? Youโ€™re no weirder than me Eds.โ€ Steve gave his knee another squeeze before moving back towards the ladder. "C'mon, my ass hurts and it's getting cold out here. Let's go back inside."
Eddie smiled, not quite able to believe the man in front of him, but not willing to give up a single second with him.
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ashwhowrites ยท 2 years ago
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STOP YOUR REQUESTS R OPEN AGAIN YAYAYYY!!!
ima put you one idea cuz i love it idk why ,
steddie x reader
sheโ€™s accused of cheating and they both believe it , shes obviously really mad and they hear jason talking abt how it was a bet and they have to apologize and fix it , fluffy at the end ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—
Angst to fluff :)
I wrote half of this whole thing and didn't include that it was a bet....my bad
Part 2
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Steve Harrington wasn't the best at relationships, he tended to give his partner his whole heart and soul. And he struggled with being on his own. He was too dependent on feeling loved and wanted. He knew he was hard to love, and he accepted that. All he had to do was find someone willing to put in their time, maybe if they understood him, they'd know why he was hard to love.
Eddie Munson also wasn't the best at relationships. He didn't know how to communicate, once he felt unwanted, he'd shut down and disappear. He was independent, he was fine on his own. He doesn't need to count on someone to love him, that gets him nowhere.
Y/N wasn't bad at relationships. She didn't find Steve hard to love, loving Steve was one of the easiest things in the world. She loved that Steve gave her his all, that she's seen every part of his heart and soul. She wanted to be there for Steve every single hour, she knew his past and wanted him to feel he was worthy.
And she understood Eddie didn't know how to handle being loved. Steve was an affectionate partner, and Eddie only wanted to be touched in private. Eddie struggled to communicate when he was upset. He shuts down and hides away.
Y/N balanced out their relationship. Steve and Eddie were a bit too different, they needed her. She kept the relationship together. She demanded communication when Steve and Eddie got frustrated with each other. Steve craved touch, and Eddie doesn't. She'd provide Steve's need for touch and that allowed Eddie to have his personal space.
The three were perfect for each other. She loved both her boyfriends, she didn't love one more than the other. She treated them both how they wanted to be loved. And they love her. Steve was always holding her hand, and Eddie held her at night. She felt loved by both of them. She never felt left out and didn't feel as if she competed with either of them.
Many people didn't understand their relationship. How can three people be together? People expect their relationship to be filled with jealousy and insecurity.....people like Jason Carver.
Jason Carver had a thing for Y/N for years, she was smart and fit in with the popular crowd. With King Steve Harrington on her arm, she stood out. Once Steve graduated, Jason hoped the two would drift apart. But Jason watched as she drifted closer to the Eddie Munson kid. Now the Hawkins freak was on her arm, and she stood out again.
Jason didn't like the fact she bounced off of Steve and landed on Eddie, how did she pick Eddie when Jason was right there? He's way more like Steve than Eddie was. And once Jason learned she was dating both of them......he had a small idea that maybe she was always wanting more. One guy wasn't enough, why would two be enough?
~~
Steve loved both his partners, Y/N gave warmth and comfort, and Eddie gave support and protection. Steve went from never feeling good enough, and not knowing what it's like to fall in love. Now, he fell in love with two incredible people, and they both loved him back.
At least, that's what he thought.
Eddie adored both his partners, Y/N and Steve, both, kept him grounded, and kept him motivated. Eddie wasn't a lovey-dovey boyfriend, but he knew his partners meant the world to him. He's learning what it feels like to be someone's first choice, learning how it feels to be loved unconditionally.
At least, that's what he thought.
~~
Steve didn't attend high school anymore, he worked with Robin as his two partners worked through their senior year. Steve hated being away from both of them and was slightly jealous they got additional hours together. His mind always thought of what rings Eddie wore today, and how Y/N styled her hair. And sometimes, he thought of things that weren't too innocent. Like if Eddie and Y/N sneak off into the janitor's closet, panting into each other, Eddie's thick cock pounding into her tight cunt. Steve left work every night with his jeans tight and his cock throbbing. Arriving at his small apartment, both his partners were already home and waiting for him.
Y/N was with her boyfriends every second of every day, barely ever alone. That's why, she wasn't worried when rumors started to fly around that she was making out with Jason after a basketball game. She knew her boyfriends wouldn't believe something so stupid.
At least, that's what she thought.
~~
Eddie heard the rumor first. Immediately felt his stomach turn and his body go ice cold. He couldn't feel any blood traveling in his veins, and he barely thought he had a pulse. He didn't mean to hear it, just passing to his next class. Ears listening to the second his girlfriend's name was announced down the hall. Her name came out of a random cheerleader's mouth.
"did you hear about Jason and Y/N? Chrissy found them going at it under the bleachers after his last game."
Eddie shut down immediately. His hands are already grabbing the bricks to build his wall back up. His sneakers will be worn out for how far away he was going to run from this. She cheated, and not just on him, on Steve too. At that point, Eddie didn't care about his heart shattering, his anger was building. How did Y/N have the nerve to betray Steve like that? Steve has been open about not feeling good enough, and she proved him right.
Eddie pitied himself, but the need to help Steve was more important.
~~
Steve was filled with anxiety the second Eddie's van pulled into the parking lot. It was the middle of the day, he was supposed to be at school. And he arrived alone.
"Baby? What's going on?" Steve rushed out the front door, racing to Eddie's van.
"I'm sorry, Steve. I'm so sorry." Eddie mumbled he wasn't the one who needed to apologize but he felt awful. He couldn't look into Steve's warm brown eyes and break his heart.
She fucked up, she should be the one to watch Steve fall apart.
~~
Steve was confused. Eddie showed up to his work, freaking out, begging Steve to get in his van. Driving them to Steve's apartment. Every time Steve brought Y/N's name up, Eddie flinched and his eyes glazed over. Steve grew worried, he's assuming the two got into a fight at school. But Steve knew they'd be okay. The love their relationship had, would overcome everything.
"Can we talk about it now?" Steve questioned, a hand landing on Eddie's knee. Steve was aware of Eddie's communication issues and was always prepared to be patient.
"she's going to tell you." Eddie sneered out, arms crossed over his chest. His heart raced from Steve's touch. He didn't want to allow himself to be upset, one of them had to be strong. Steve's heart needed protection, needed protection from her. And Eddie would never let anyone break Steve's heart.
Speak of the devil, and she will appear. Her worried face met Eddie's hard stare and Steve's anxious smile.
"where the hell did you go?" Y/N rushed out, throwing her backpack on the floor and racing to stand in front of Eddie.
"tell him" Eddie choked out, his jaw tight as he held back his anger. He could barely look at her. Just another person to leave him behind. Someone else didn't love him. And that familiar feeling of being unwanted was settling in.
"tell him what? What's going on?" She questioned, her eyes switching to Steve's. But Steve looked just as confused, maybe even more.
"no idea. This is all him." Steve answered her curious look. His hand still resting on Eddie's knee. His free hand reached for her but Eddie's harsh tone made Steve freeze.
"don't touch her"
Steve and Y/N were taken aback by his tone. They've seen Eddie pissed, but never at one of them.
"Eddie? What the hell is going on?" Y/N asked
"Jason Carver" Eddie answered, standing up and looking down at her. Eyes glaring into hers.
"what about him?" Steve asked from behind, Eddie talked a lot about Jason Carver. A bully that tried to make Eddie's life hell.
"did he say something?" Y/N herself grew angry. Y/N hated the way Jason treated Eddie and she never backed down from protecting Eddie.
"he couldn't say much, apparently his tongue was a little too busy going down your throat!" Eddie spat out, his forehead wrinkled as he clenched his eyebrows together.
Steve felt the dread fill up his body, from his toes to his head. His heart was pounding, his palms were sweaty, and he felt like he was choking.
"um, what?" Steve choked out, trying his best to swallow his spit, his throat felt like it hadn't received water in weeks. Dry and cracked.
"excuse me?" Y/N whimpered out, her head confused but her heart dropped seeing the betrayed look on Steve's face, her sweet boy hiding behind Eddie's broad frame.
"the whole school is talking about it. Jason and Y/N getting caught groping each other under the bleachers." Eddie explained. Trying to ignore the pain in his chest as he heard his own words. Standing tall so his boyfriend could shrink behind him. His heavy hand, filled with rings, reached behind to hold Steve's. Steve held Eddie's hand as hard as he could.
"Who said that?" Y/N gasped out
"that's all you have to say? Try a fucking apology" Eddie snapped
"I didn't! I would never! I'm not going to apologize, I didn't cheat on you!" Y/N panicked, never did she believe her boyfriends would believe she was unfaithful.
"yeah, that's what they all say. How could you do this to us? Ruined this whole relationship for what? A quick hookup with a fucking prick?" Steve could feel the anger rolling off of Eddie's body, his back tense and jaw clenching.
"Eds, let's calm down" Steve tried
"NO! SHE'S NOT DOING THIS TO YOU! SHE CHEATED AND IT'S OVER" Eddie screamed, head turning to look at Steve.
"Eddie, please believe me. Nothing happened. It's a rumor." She tried to explain. Her hands reach forward to grab Eddie's free hand. The way he flinched broke her heart.
"leave, now. It's over. Between us, and between you and Steve. We both know he doesn't deserve this. You are no different than Nancy. " Eddie spoke as softly as he could. Not wanting to upset Steve even more.
Steve and Y/N flinched at the low blow. Eddie knew that wasn't true, she was nowhere near as selfish as Nancy. But he wanted her to hurt, he wanted the upper hand.
"Steve, please. I wouldn't do what Nancy did, to either of you. Please let's just talk" Y/N whimpered, her eyes pleading to him. She understood Eddie was too far gone. His anger has already won, Steve was her only shot to clear the air.
"you are not talking to him." Eddie stepped in, blocking Steve from her eyes.
"I can talk to our fucking boyfriend Eddie. He can speak for himself" she argued. She was innocent, and if Eddie didn't want to hear her out, that was not her problem.
"he's my boyfriend. He doesn't want anything to do with you, the same way I don't want anything to do with you." Eddie kept throwing blow after blow.
"Steve is a grown man, if he wants me to leave, I wanna hear him say it" she argued back.
Eddie rolled his eyes, stepping aside to let Steve crawl out from Eddie's shadow. The anxious boy gripped Eddie's hand, and looked at his girlfriend....ex-girlfriend?
But all he saw was Nancy. A girl that made him feel worthless, left him alone, betrayed him, and didn't love him. All Steve had was Eddie.
Steve picked Eddie.
"please leave" Steve choked out, a drop of his shoulders. Eddie stood smug with a knowing look in his eyes. Steve picked him.
"Steve" Y/N sighed sadly, giving him another look. Her eyes are filled with tears. Steve was turning on her too?
"you asked and he said to leave" Eddie barked out
Y/N accepted the defeat. They wanted her gone, they turned on her before she even had the chance to explain and that's not on her.
"Okay, I'll go. Thanks for hearing me out before you decided I was just like Nancy" Y/N smiled bitterly, most of her attitude aimed toward Eddie
But Steve picked Eddie and that hurt.
Her back was to them as she opened the door, yanking her backpack off the floor.
"and Y/N?" Steve's quiet voice traveled through the apartment
She held her breath as she turned around, seeing his red eyes and teeth eating away at his lips.
"leave the key?" He added
She nodded sadly, digging in her pocket and slamming the key on the table.
Eddie and Steve watched her leave.
Eddie refused to cry until Steve went to bed that night. He fucking loved her and he hated how she made him feel.
~~
It was strange to wake up and go to school alone. Y/N was used to Steve covering her face with kisses and Eddie's knee in her back. But she slept alone and woke up alone.
She knew school was going to drag on, and she wasn't ready to face Eddie. She wondered if he would even show up. It was Friday, chances are he'd skip and have the weekend. Maybe come back on Monday.
Her heart was heavy as she thought about her boys waking up together, cuddling and kissing. Maybe Eddie was so fast to throw her out because he just wanted Steve. Maybe it was a plan, make up a rumor and the two could be together without her.
Turns out she isn't what balanced them out. She was just an added piece.
~~
Steve was in misery. He felt torn. His two partners were pissed at each other and he was a kicked puppy in the middle. A part of him didn't believe she would cheat, but a part of him was insecure. Nancy messed him up and he couldn't deny that.
But he also knew Eddie was quick to get angry and then focus only on that anger. He gets clouded and doesn't think clearly. Steve spent the night with Eddie, he could hear him crying but didn't want to acknowledge it. Knowing Eddie would hate to be seen crying.
Steve planned to talk to Y/N and hear her out. The girl he loves wouldn't cheat, their girl wouldn't cheat.
~~
Eddie woke up and already decided to see her was not an option. And seeing Jason was not in the cards either. Cuddling into Steve's warm chest sounded a whole lot better.
"I think we should call her" Steve's tired voice filled the silence. Eddie groaned at the mention of her.
"no Steve. It's over" Eddie grumbled, shoving his face in Steve's neck.
"Eddie stop that, she's our fucking girlfriend" Steve snapped, sitting up as he looked down at Eddie's tired face.
"she cheated Steve" Eddie stated in a bored tone.
"you went based on a rumor! No actual proof. If you are so fine with throwing our relationship away without giving her a fair chance to explain, then maybe you don't love her the way I do" Steve explained, yanking the covers off as he stood up. Walking to his closet to find clothes
"you didn't seem to doubt me last night" Eddie threw in his face
"oh fuck you, Eddie. I was caught between the two of you. I didn't know what to do" Steve explained
"And yet, you asked her to walk out. She would have stayed if you asked. You can't just blame me" Eddie shrugged
Steve knew he was right. He let her walk out, no, he told her to walk out. He didn't let her explain, the same way Eddie didn't let her. He was just as guilty as Eddie. Eddie felt that one partner turned on him. Steve can't help but wonder how she felt having both her partners turn on her without a single thought.
~~
Eddie couldn't believe Steve, but Eddie knew they both had a soft spot for her. Even sleeping through the night was hard without her, how was Eddie supposed to make it through the day?
Even though he didn't want to admit it, Eddie grew used to leaning on someone. He hated that. He never wanted to get used to someone, or feel dependent on someone, but here he was. His heart was only beating for two people, and now he has to learn to make it beat for one.
Eddie was scared of what he'd feel once the anger faded, once his eyes focused on the real picture. People don't leave Eddie, he makes it impossible for them to stay. And he chased her out of his life, and selfishly he chased her out of Steve's as well.
~~
Just as she thought, Eddie was nowhere to be found. Neither boy tried to call her, and she wasn't surprised by that. She knew the truth and if they didn't want to believe her, fuck the both of them. They can suck each other's dicks and have a total blast without her. She's more than just an added piece.
She went on with her school day, head held high, and shrugged off any looks that lingered on her. She didn't even know it was a rumor and she doesn't know how many people have heard it. Or how many people may have believed it?
She wasn't going to let a rumour get the best of her......
Until Jason Carver opened his mouth.
~~
Steve's walkie-talkie was blaring over and over. The sound mixes with Eddie's walkie-talkie. Dustin's panicked voice rang through Eddie's and Mike's excited tone rang through Steve's.
"MUNSON, WHERE ARE YOU? YOUR GIRLFRIEND HAS JASON ON THE FLOOR"
"FIGHT! YOUR GIRL IS IN A FIGHT!".
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greekgeek24 ยท 3 months ago
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Eddie hurried after Steve. The Omega was almost completely out of sight, the darkness of the trees enveloping him. That was unacceptable to Eddieโ€™s Alpha.
There he was! In that stupid preppy polo, which was too tight. Eddie couldnโ€™t decide whether to rip it off or force Steve to wear his vestโ€ฆ โ€œSteve!โ€
โ€œWhat do you want from me!โ€ Steve yelled. โ€œYou broke up with me!โ€
โ€œYou left!โ€ Eddie grabbed him, pushing him up against a tree.ย 
โ€œI didnโ€™t want to leave!โ€ Steve snapped back.
Whatever he said next was lost on the Alpha. His gaze had fixated on the Omegaโ€™s mouth, and he was suddenly overcome by the desire to shut Stevie up. So, he did. Eddie slammed his mouth on Steveโ€™s, effectively muffling anything more the Omega had to say.ย 
Steve floundered for a moment before he was kissing Eddie back.
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steddieasitgoes ยท 9 months ago
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a steddie fanfic written for theย @strangerthingsreversebigbangย byย @steddieasitgoesย with art byย @llamalpacaย and beta read byย @sidekickjoey Check out the art now!
Chapter Two
Eddie knows heโ€™s not dead.ย 
He can feel his heart beating in his chest, and the pain radiating off his cheek is a solid level 7 on the good oleโ€™ Munson pain scale. Thatโ€™s about all the proof he could ask for, given the circumstances. What heโ€™s not sure about, though, is whether or not heโ€™s stuck in a cruel and unusual hallucination.ย 
The stupid dodgeball must have knocked something loose in his already delicate brain. Itโ€™s the only thing he can think of that explains why the fuck heโ€™s currently staring into the concerned, big, hazel eyes belonging to fucking Steve โ€œThe Hairโ€ Harrington.ย 
Usually blinking helps to relieve him of his delusions, but every time he shuts his eyes, even when he does so for longer than a few seconds, Harrington is still there. Frustrated, he goes nuclear, shaking his head to clear the vision, but all that does is cause the room to spin. He lets out a groan and shuts his eyes.
ย There is a brief moment when the world is shut out to a majority of his senses, where Eddieโ€™s not sure if heโ€™s going to hurl or fall back on the gym floor for the second time. It all stops however when he feels a warm hand land on his knee and gives, what he presumes is, a tentative squeeze.ย 
That causes Eddieโ€™s eyes to jolt open with more force than ever. And there, of course, still, is Steve, only now with his hand on him.ย 
How is this not a hallucination???
keep reading on ao3
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alleiwentcrazy ยท 2 years ago
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The first time Eddie agreed to try, Steve looked surprised, like he finally scratched the right numbers on a lottery ticket. Like he hoped for it to happen, but didnโ€™t actually expect it to happen.
Steve had been really interested in shotgunning for the longest time, which was completely insane to Eddie, because heโ€™d always assumed that Steve had tried each and every stupid way of wooing somebody and getting them to make out with you. Hell, even Eddie had this experienceโ€”and heโ€™d never been, by any means, proclaimed the King of Hawkins High.
โ€œWait,โ€ Steve said, baffled. His eyes were unfocused, face drawn. โ€œYouโ€™re not kidding?โ€
โ€œNo?โ€ Eddie responded, squirming on his spot on the carpet. He immediately felt his confidence (which was already quite feeble) melt. โ€œYouโ€™ve been asking for ages, maybe we should just do it and get over with.โ€
โ€œGet over with,โ€ Steve echoed. A fleeting expression cast a shadow over his face, but it was too sudden and too short for Eddie to decipher. โ€œRight. Yeah, letโ€™sโ€”letโ€™s go.โ€
He handed the joint over. Eddie tried to take it between his fingers with every last bit of bravado he had, but it didnโ€™t make his hand any less shaky. They both shifted slightly, trying to sit closer and more aligned, but managing only an awkward angle that could have been really uncomfortable if they decided to sit like that for a while longer. Eddie looked around, but they were alone in the room, the rest of the party seizing the opportunity to experience what was probably one of the most beautiful golden hours in the history of the universe. He didnโ€™t feel like he was missing out on anything โ€“ judging by the way those soft, honey-colored sun rays were hitting Steveโ€™s eyes at a perfect angle, making them somehow bigger and brighter, Eddie had the best possible view right beside him.
Eddie swallowed before he took a hit. He kept reminding himself to stay focused, but when he leaned forward at the same moment that Steveโ€™s nervous expression melted into something more delicate and so easy to shatter, Eddieโ€™s whole consciousness blacked out. The last thing he noticed was how softly Steveโ€™s eyes fluttered shut before he leaned forward as well.
Their noses bumped. Steve immediately realigned himself. Eddie didnโ€™t even register how it happened, but suddenly their lips were more or less pressed together, and he had to act fast before he did something stupid. Slowly, he started breathing out the smoke, but it billowed around their faces instead of disappearing. Steve was frozen, with his parted lips faintly ghosting Eddieโ€™s, while Eddie himself was on the verge of panic.
He was shotgunning with Steve Harrington. There was no space left between them, Steveโ€™s skin smelled like warm cedar, his lips were so soft they were practically asking Eddie to lean into them. He didnโ€™t know for just how long heโ€™d be able to take it before collapsing.
Finally, after what felt like ages, the smoke thinned out. Eddie felt it move around them and disappear, but even when he had no air left in his lungs, he still lingered.
They both lingered.
Eddie was the first one to back away. He almost suffocated trying to prolong the moment for as much as he could, but unlike Steve, he wasnโ€™t a swimmer; his lungs burned, his vision was cloudy. Despite that, he noticed how Steveโ€™s face changed. His eyelids looked heavy, but the everlasting lines on his face seemed less hollow. Eddie decided not to dwell on whatever this expression could mean.
He took another hit and passed the joint to Steve.
Afterwards, they didnโ€™t talk about it. They finished the joint in silence and went outside, where their friends were. They seemed normal. There was no change in their interactions, but this single incident altered Eddieโ€™s whole worldview. That was how he found out just how massive his โ€œstupid crushโ€ had gotten.
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hornybunnybaby ยท 1 year ago
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Guys! I found a bunch of legos and scavenged them and have built Vampire Eddie Munson and Scoops Troop Steve and their bat children. I'm so proud of my Lego Couple!!
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I am WAY too proud of them but you know what? I'm good with it. I made them and I love them.
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