#followed by Jade and Sophia

[elshells]

🌼 for the ask game :)

🌼 - Here's another Wikipedia article, this time on flower symbolism. What flower (or bouquet) goes with your OC best?

Hehehe, time for me to open Pandora's box for this one...

I gasped out loud when I read this prompt, because over this past month I've been obsessed with flower symbolism. I bought myself a book on Victorian flower language after falling down a research rabbit hole and have been slowly teaching myself all of the different meanings. Because of this, flower symbolism actually ends up playing a minor role in Agent Ace, so this question is especially appropriate (go figure)! So, thank you for giving me an excuse to think about it even more! :)

Of course, it was impossible to choose just one flower for each OC, so everyone gets a bouquet! I also may have gotten a lil' carried away with how many characters I included in this post... my five primary OCs plus three minor OCs (all from Agent Ace). I had so much fun matching flowers to the characters, and am honestly shocked I didn't think to do it before!!

Sophia Colbo

⁕ Black-Eyed Susan

Justice

⁕ Chamomile

Energy in adversity

⁕ Edelweiss

Devotion and courage

⁕ Gladiolus

Strength of character, honor, and conviction

⁕ Hollyhock

Ambition

Harley Manalis

⁕ Blackthorn

Fate, protection, hope against adversity, and good fortune

⁕ Elderflower

Compassion

⁕ Ivy

Dependence, endurance, and faithfulness

⁕ Scarlet Lily

Lofty aspirations

⁕ Pear Blossom

Lasting friendship

⁕ Oak Leaf

Strength

⁕ Purple Violet

Daydreaming, love between two women, and lesbian love

Jade de Soto

⁕ Acanthus

Art, immortality, and rebirth

⁕ Yellow Daisy

Happiness and joy

⁕ Magnolia

Perseverance and a love of nature

⁕ Blue Orchid

Rarity, uniqueness, beauty, and spirituality

⁕ Pear Blossom

Lasting friendship

⁕ Pink Spider Lily

Feminine love, beauty, and passion

⁕ Purple Violet

Daydreaming, love between two women, lesbian love

Max Ahn

⁕ Aspen

Excess of sensibility, fear, and lamentation

⁕ Dandelion

Overcoming hardship

⁕ Pear Blossom

Lasting friendship

⁕ Protea

Courage, transformation, daring, resourcefulness, and diversity

⁕ Sage

Health, wisdom, and respect

⁕ Yarrow

Healing and inspiration

Janus

⁕ Abatina

Fickleness

⁕ Camellia

Unpretending excellence

⁕ Dahlia

Elegance and dignity

⁕ Orange Orchid

Pride, enthusiasm, and boldness

⁕ Snapdragon

Graciousness, strength, and deception

Ahren Colbo

⁕ Daffodil

Uncertainty, chivalry, respect, and new beginnings

⁕ Foxglove

Insecurity

⁕ Peony

Shame, bashfulness, and anger

⁕ Rue

Regret, sorrow, and repentance

⁕ Snowdrop

Consolation or hope

August Bracken

⁕ Heliotrope

Devotion

⁕ Lemon Blossom

Discretion

⁕ Speedwell

Travel, kindness, loyalty, and protection

⁕ Thyme

Courage and thriftiness

⁕ White Violet

Modesty

Bellona

⁕ Himalayan Blue Poppy

Potential, possibilities, and psychic skills

⁕ Lobelia

Malevolence

⁕ Purple Orchid

Respect, royalty, and admiration

⁕ Thistle

Nobility, endurance, and warning

⁕ Wolfsbane

Misanthropy

[gildcdglory]

APPLICATION.

*     ◟    :    〔   sasha calle  ,    nonbinary    +   they/them    〕      jade molina ,      some say you’re a twenty-nine-year-old  lost soul among the neon lights. known for being both independent and destructive,  one can’t help but think of  arsonist’s lullaby by hozier when you walk by. are you still an underground fighter   / associate   at    ralph’s boxing gym   /   white crocodiles,     even with your reputation as the pariah? i think we’ll be seeing more of you and a trail of ash and debris following your every step, body aching to feel anything other than numbness, blood swirling down a bathroom drain,  although we can’t help but think of katniss everdeen (hunger games), ygritte (game of thrones), toph beifong (avatar the last airbender)   whenever we see you down these rainy streets.      (      alyx, 24, she/her, Vasily’s roommate, EST )

FILE.

full name: jade molina

age: twenty-nine

gender / pronouns: nonbinary, they/them

orientation: homosexual

affiliation: associate for the white crocodiles

occupation: underground fighter at ralph's boxing gym

family: joaquin molina (foster dad, deceased), isobel molina ( foster mom, deceased), sophia molina (foster sister, deceased), damian molina (foster brother, deceased)

faceclaim: sasha calle

inspiration: katniss everdeen (the hunger games), ygritte (game of thrones), toph beifong (avatar the last air bender)

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BIOGRAPHY.

DEATH TW, FIRE TW, CHILD DEATH TW

Kids like you never truly had a chance. Born to an absent father and a criminal mother, you were thrown into the foster system before you even learned how to walk. Your childhood days were spent meeting potential parents and trying to win their hearts, but each time, you always fell short. You were too tough, too blunt, too much for these prospective parents to wrap their heads around, and with each rejection, the noose of abandonment tightened around your neck.

Eventually, you gave up your pursuit of a family. You accepted that these parents wanted little dolls they could morph into their ideal child, and you would never be able to fit that mold. The knowledge of your unwantedness stung, but you told yourself it was better this way. After all, the fewer people around, the less likely you are to disappoint them. With your current situation, you needed to impress no one but yourself.

Of course, you couldn't truly be on your own until after you turned eighteen. You were forced to move in with a foster family in the meantime, but unlike the picture-perfect families you watched growing up, this family showed the dark side hidden behind glassy eyes and hollow smiles. The beginning was fine--- a little awkward, but you made it clear you weren't going to branch out of your shell to befriend these strangers. It wasn't until a month into the arrangement that you began to feel the impact of the family dynamics. It began with little things, such as watching the parents fight the moment the other children went to bed, and it ended with flames and the knowledge that, no matter what happens, you'll always end up alone in the end.

You didn't mean to take it that far. You meant to just light a piece of paper on fire and let the smoke distract your foster parents long enough for you to steal a car and sneak away from the house, but you hadn't realized just how quickly a fire can spread. You watched as the flames ate away at the home and the family residing inside, and though you tried to go back and save your foster siblings from this tragic fate, you were left with nothing but despair and burns along your arms.

You curled up against the road, determined to let the guilt destroy you like you destroyed the house, but the sound of police sirens brought you back to reality. You realized that you had four people's deaths on your hands, and that meant either running away or accepting life in prison. Of course, you chose to run away.

You somehow managed to hitchhike your way to New York when you were barely eighteen. You had no job experience, no family, and no money, but moving was better than being caught by the cops.

You wound up living on the streets for years, bouncing from one shelter to another, attempting to work enough odd jobs to feed yourself. When you got a decent amount of money from one of your gigs, you found yourself getting a membership at Ralph's boxing gym. You knew gyms had showers and a way to blow off steam, so it seemed like the perfect investment for you. You never expected to be recruited into the underground fighting ring, but when the opportunity presented itself to you, you could do nothing but ask when the first match would be.

Your performances at the fighting ring must've caught the eye of the White Crocodiles, the true owners of the gym, for they offered you an associate spot within their organization. You never wanted a life of crime, never wanted to follow in your birth mother's footsteps, but the fear of being punished for your teenage actions led you to accept the offer.

Perhaps it's better this way. You, who treated loneliness as a death sentence, now have an opportunity to be "adopted" into the family of your childhood dreams. It didn't matter that they were criminals, or the fact that you had grown to like your solitary lifestyle. This is the hand fate dealt you, and all you can do is grasp onto it and try not to lose it to the flames too.

WANTED CONNECTIONS.

Coming soon :)

[vxmpyrate]

intro post to vxmp-irate’s blog !!

my name is aster :3

18, bigender + queer, he/she pronouns

i like to post fanart and oc art, also i love to write so occasionally i’ll post something that has to do with my writing

i use procreate for my art, and i often use mellon_soup as a reference for poses, but all art is my own

socials -

instagram: vxmpyrate (art)

tiktok: vxmpyrate (edits and art)

twt: vxmpyrate (random - sometimes art)

pinterest: astirial (some art and boards)

ao3: vxmpirate (a few fics)

fandoms i’m in

hermitcraft/life series

VLD

gravity falls

OFMD

deltarune/undertale

the hunger games

a bunch of random animanga

also mxtx

if you’re in these fandoms pls interact !

my tags are down below

+ about my characters…

i have a handful of ocs, and i love them all so dearly so here’s a bit about them:

z - he/him pronouns, bisexual, my persona, and a huge asshole but he’s the oc i draw the most so i love him heart, always bleeding out of his mouth cuz hes dumb and gets in fights, also self proclaimed midwestern emo

axel - z’s boyfriend, he/they pronouns, gay, huge space nerd and obsessed with the past (he strictly listens to pre-2010 music)

phoebe - she/they pronouns, bisexual, blonde, also kinda a persona (but in a “omg shes so me” way, not in a “i designed her to be me” way), she’s super into early 2000s culture, a bit of a y2k baddie

vix - they/she/he pronouns, lesbian, phoebe’s dumbass girlfriend, punk and goth, he is a musician!

jesse - they/he pronouns, unlabeled icon, designed them as a character for a school assignment and ran with it, they cover their fucked-upness with humor, originally designed as a phoenix shapeshifter, but the idea was scrapped

juniper - he/she pronouns, also unlabeled lol, jesse’s partner, my final of the persona ocs, i use juniper whenever i am making a self insert oc for something, and she started off as a kitsune shapeshifter (idea was scrapped)

and lastly, i have a story about characters who are given special powers through their birthstones. i’ve had the story for a while, but the characters are really really important to me and my art, so i draw them a lot. here’s just a small description of all of them:

noé, garnet, they/them

zoey, amethyst, she/they

jade, aquamarine, she/her

damien, diamond, he/him

emery, emerald, they/them

garret, pearl, he/they

lucy, ruby, she/he

liam, peridot, he/him

erik, sapphire, he/him

ophelia, opal, he/she/they

cecile, citrine, she/her

sophia, topaz, she/her

- i tend to refer to them as the names of their birthstones (ex. i call lucy ‘ruby’ way more than i call her lucy) but their birth names are all still used in the canon story i have set for them

closing thoughts

if you like my art, and are interested in any of the fandoms im in, or in any of my characters, feel free to follow me ^_^ i’ll be posting way more than i have in the past (which is.. never) and i’m so excited to be sharing my art with all of you

i do art as a hobby, but it really really helps me express my thoughts and joys and its a great way for me to share my interests, so i’m really looking forward to this blog

ok bye!

[drrubinspomade]

#sophia jade

YES, yes.

We post pinups daily! If you dig this pic we’ve found online, u should investigate the creator/subjects of the above work and fan them, follow them, hire them.

If you’d like us to remove, or you know who made this so that we can credit, DM. Thanks. Greetings from Los Angeles.

YOU ARE THE LIGHT

Dr Rubin’s Pomade

[genderflu1dwh0r]

Okay, I'll write a somewhat coherent thingy of the Jade single parent au.

Jade got pregnant at 17

She moved to Texas to live with her grandparents (mom's side)

When she gave birth to a baby girl, she named her Abigail Elizabeth Sophia West

At 19 she moved to New York to move in with her father's younger brother, Jamison David West, he goes by James

20 she got her own house with James's help

21 when Cat finds Jade and Abby going on a walk

When Cat finds them, she immediately says hi to Jade and asks who the little girl with her is. Before Jade can answer, Abby proudly yells that Jade is her mommy. Cat goes wide eyed and asks who the father is, Jade is a little nervous and tries to dodge the question, but Cat manages to get it out of her.

Cat slowly gets frustrated with Jade and keeps asking if Tori knows, when Jade says no, Cat threatens to tell Tori if Jade doesn't first. Jade argues with Cat for minutes and tries to keep Abby from hearing by sending her to the playground close by. Each time she looks over at Abby playing, Abby gives her a big smile and waves.

Jade waves and continues to argue with Cat, but eventually gives up and asks for Tori's number. She tells Cat she will text Tori later when they get back to the house, so Cat demands for Jade to take her. Jade is hesitant but obliges and calls Abby over so they can leave. Abby holds Jade and Cat's hands and starts telling Cat all about her day.

Abby is super hyper and an active kid, she just is constantly moving and talking, so the whole walk she is talking with Cat while Jade is trying to keep her from running into the road. When they get to the house, Jade leaves Abby and Cat in the living room so she can text Tori. It's 2PM, so Tori gets her text at 11AM since she's in California.

Jade tells her the story and Tori ends up taking a plane with Trina to New York. Cat ends up going to the hotel she was staying at and takes her stuff back to Jade's, she stays there overnight. The next morning Jade makes Cat stay with Abby so she can pick up Trina and Tori. Cat doesn't mind and ends up building a giant fort in the living room.

When Jade picks the two up at the airport, Trina is very hostile while Tori just wants answers to her questions. Jade tries explaining more, but every other sentence Trina scoffs or makes a rude remark. Tori tries to shush her, but it keeps on. Jade and Trina almost get into a fist fight while she's driving.

When they get to the house and go inside, Jade goes into panic mode when she smells smoke, she runs to the kitchen to find Cat trying to put out a small fire in the oven. Abby is standing on the kitchen island with her favorite stuffed animal in her arms, telling her "Mommy doesn't cook like this."

Jade moves Cat out of the way and puts the fire out, then goes to open windows. Cat takes Abby and holds her while looking over at Tori and Trina, who are freaked out. Cat just smiles and says hi while Jade tries to get her kitchen under control. Jade takes Abby from Cat and looks at Tori, motioning for her to walk over.

Cat and Trina leave the kitchen and start cleaning up all the toys that were scattered around the living room. Jade introduces Abby and Tori, Abby is a little nervous at first, but eventually smiles wide and tells her that they have the same hair color. Jade smiles and sets her down so Abby can introduce Tori to her stuffed animals.

Jade is on edge and not 100% trusting, so she follows Tori and Abby around. Abby shows Tori her room and tells her all about her stuffed animals, how Mr. Yellow, her stuffed animal rabbit was her favorite. Tori is trying to memorize all the names, but there are too many for her to keep count. Jade tells her "sometimes Abby forgets their names"

Jade keeps a list of the stuffed animals, their names, what type of stuffed animal, she also has a replica of almost all of them so if something goes wrong or if she has to wash one, she has another for Abby. Abby doesn't know, and so she just thinks Mr. Yellow is magic and never gets dirty or hurt.

[randomestfandoms-ocs]

White Collar OC Masterlist

Name: Addison Bradbury

Story: Getaway Car

Face Claim: Brianne Howey

Love Interest: Neal Caffrey

Name: Ally Burke

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Zoey Deutch

Name: Cinnia Isley

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Conor Leslie

Love Interest: Neal Caffrey

Name: Connor Nelson

Story: Sweetest Con

Face Claim: Aaron Tveit

Love Interest: Neal Caffrey

Name: Eliana Acosta

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Ana De Armas

Love Interest: Neal Caffrey

Name: Felicity Mitchell

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Willa Holland

Name: Georgia LeBlanc

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Margot Robbie

Love Interest: Neal Caffrey

Debutante, Mardi Gras queen, teenage dream. Georgia LeBlanc had a life that most little girls in New Orleans could only dream of, and she had barely any regrets. Really, just one. Danny Brooks. Her high school boyfriend and first love, who disappeared in their senior year of high school.

Years later, Georgia has made it as a model in New York. Her life is perfect, everything she ever wanted. But then her friend Elizabeth – her very first friend in the city, someone she would do anything for – asks her to take a plus one to one of the most exclusive parties in the city. Of course she says yes, and she won’t deny that she’s excited to meet the apparently charming and stunning Neal Caffrey.

She just didn’t expect him to be Danny Brooks.

Name: Hailey Mae Fowler

Story: Midnight Rain

Face Claim: Emily Vancamp

Love Interest: Neal Caffrey

Name: Jade Caffrey

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Lucy Hale

Name: Kenzie Lauder

Story: Mastermind

Face Claim: Amanda Seyfried

Love Interest: Neal Caffrey

To the right circles, Kenzie Lauder was infamous.  Not only were her jobs always impeccable, pushing the boundaries of risk for the greatest rewards, but she had also weaponized the phrase “burden of proof” far beyond what anyone would expect to hold up in a court of law.  It was that phrase, in fact, that kept her from following Neal Caffrey into jail, to the eternal frustration of one Peter Burke.  Losing her partner in crime didn’t slow Kenzie down, necessarily, but it inflicted upon her a sense of caution that she’d never had in the past, staying off the radar and being far more deliberate and intentional in the risks the took.  In fact, from what Neal has heard since getting out of prison, most of her old friends believed her to be out of the business.  Having not seen or heard from her since getting out, Neal in inclined to believe them — that is, until he walks into his latest undercover mission and sees a familiar face at the other end of the bar.

Name: Mabel Lindsay

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Minka Kelly

Love Interest: Neal Caffrey

Name: Margot Kline

Story: Cowboy Like Me

Face Claim: Anne Hathaway

Love Interest: Neal Caffrey

Name: Nessa Caffrey

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Kaya Scodelario

Name: Rochelle Bauer

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Sophia Bush

Name: Sawyer Hartley

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Lyndsy Fonseca

Name: Stasya Petrova

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Leighton Meester

Love Interest: Neal Caffrey

Name: Tate Monroe

Story: Untitled

Face Claim: Giorgia Whigham

[brookehenriksen]

NYC Study Tour 11/7: Accents by Sophia Inc.

This week, my classmates had the opportunity to visit Accents by Sophia Inc., a jewelry wholesaler specializing in precious and semi-precious gems, pearls. Run by Sophia So, the company offers a stunning assortment of jewelry that features exquisite jade and pearls, catering to both luxury retailers and individual clients. While I unfortunately couldn’t attend the visit due to illness, my peers shared incredible insights from the experience that I’m excited to reflect on.

Sophia’s passion for her craft was a central theme throughout her talk. She emphasized how fulfilling it is to follow your dreams and pursue what you truly love, no matter how challenging it may seem. From what my classmates relayed, Sophia’s journey in the jewelry business is a testament to the power of dedication and the rewards of turning a passion into a successful career. Her deep knowledge of gemstones and the art of jewelry-making, along with her clear commitment to quality, resonated strongly with everyone.

Accents by Sophia Inc. is not just about selling jewelry—it’s about building a connection with her customers through the beauty and meaning of each piece. By working with high-quality materials like jade and pearls, Sophia has built a brand that’s not only recognized for its craftsmanship but also for its personal touch. Even though I couldn’t be there in person, hearing about Sophia’s inspiring story reminded me of the importance of staying true to your passion and finding fulfillment in the work you do.

[evelyns-nyc-fashion-study-tour]

Blog Post #10: Accents by Sophia (Fifth Ave Woman Inc.)

On Thursday, November 7, 2024, my Study Experience for NYC Fashion Students course had the unique opportunity to visit Accents by Sophia (Fifth Ave Woman Inc.), a jewelry wholesaler on Fifth Avenue. This business, operated by Sophia herself, supplies a wide range of high-quality jewelry to numerous department stores, including Lord & Taylor. Her collection is distinguished by its use of genuine precious and semi-precious stones, from jade and freshwater pearls to marcasite, as well as an impressive selection of sterling silver pieces. This hands-on visit gave us a close-up look at how a niche wholesaler collaborates with major retailers, manages seasonal inventory cycles, and prioritizes quality in every piece.

Sophia shared valuable insights into the logistics of her business, including how she prepares for peak selling seasons. She noted that the holiday season is the most profitable for her department store clients, which requires her to coordinate orders and secure inventory well in advance. Sophia explained that she meets with buyers a few months prior to this season, allowing the stores to carefully select from her collections and prepare for their highest sales periods. Additionally, she discussed her sourcing process, relying on trusted vendors across Asia known for their expertise in cutting and manufacturing gemstones. Sophia emphasized that her commitment to quality helps assure customers that the materials—such as jade and marcasite—are genuine. She noted, for instance, that the cool touch of these stones can be felt, a tactile sign of their authenticity and an indicator of their natural origins.

Sophia’s advice on following our passions was an especially memorable aspect of the visit. Despite her academic background in computer science, Sophia’s career path changed as she pursued her true interest in jewelry. Her message to us was clear: don’t be afraid to pursue what you love, as finding joy in one’s work is key to long-term fulfillment. Sophia’s passion for her craft is evident in her success, and she encouraged us to prioritize our own passions as we enter the fashion industry.

Sophia also shared a fascinating perspective on the symbolic and healing qualities associated with various stones. For example, she explained that jade is regarded in many cultures as a symbol of wealth and good luck, while marcasite is associated with courage and healing. According to Sophia, marcasite’s cool touch can provide the wearer with a sense of calm when worn on the left wrist or near the heart. Hearing about the cultural significance and perceived benefits of these stones added a layer of meaning to the jewelry, which was particularly intriguing for me, as I wasn’t previously aware of these symbolic aspects.

At the end of our visit, Sophia invited us to explore her extensive collection. The opportunity to browse through her products was incredible; it allowed me to appreciate the variety in her assortment, featuring unique and distinct pieces that aren’t typically found in mainstream jewelry selections. I enjoyed reading the detailed descriptions, which showcased the types of materials and stones used in each piece. She even allowed us to shop her inventory, which was a special experience—finding some unique gifts for family members and even a few pieces for myself made this visit all the more memorable.

This visit provided an insightful look into the inner workings of a jewelry wholesaler and how Sophia’s business collaborates with manufacturers and major retail clients. Given my experience interning at a clothing wholesaler, observing the differences between wholesaling in the jewelry and apparel sectors was interesting. Throughout the experience, Sophia’s warmth and genuine enthusiasm for her craft left a lasting impression. She generously shared her knowledge and advice, hoping to inspire us on our career journeys in the fashion industry.

[wqbytop100]

WQBY (the world of Q)

Top 150 for the week ending March 3, 2024 ...11 >>>Off this week... 11 ***new... NO re-entries.

Weak -- Vintage Culture, Maverick Sabre, Tom Breu -3

She's On My Mind --Romy -1

I Don't Wanna Worry --NEEDTOBREATHE -2

Jet Plane --R3HAB, VIZE, JP Cooper -4

Dirty Desire --Vicetone -6

You're Hired -NEIKED, Ayra Starr -10

Heart Still Beating --Nathan Dawe, Bebe Rexha -8

Weight Of the World --Bonnie X Clyde -12

Reckless Child --Milky Chance -18

The Afterhours --Kyle Watson -13

One On One --The Knocks, Sofi Tukker -20

Spicy Margarita --Jason Derulo, Michael Bublé -7

Slide Out --Life On Planets -23

Outlaw Love --Brooke Eden (Dave Aude remix) -25

Anyone --Morgan Page -5

Never Be Friends --Jost, Mingue -9

Graveyard --A R I Z O N A (Shoffy remix) -14

Close Your Eyes --Lucas Estrada, Tribbs, Stephen Puth -11

Give Me --Will Clarke, BURNS -64

Houdini --Dua Lipa -30

It's Love (If We Get It Right) --Anthony Russo -19

Waterslides --Tiesto, Rudimental, Absolutely -29

Kissing Strangers --USHER -16

Powerful Women --Pitbull, Dolly Parton -15

All Fckd Up --Kapuzen -26

Lonely Dancers --Conan Gray -24

***Texas Hold 'Em --Beyonce -(new)

Feels Like Us --GT_OFICE/ALWZ SNNY/Robbie Rosen -35

Kill Anyone --Two Feet, Ari Abdul -37

Purple Irises --Gwen Stefani, Blake Shelton -28

Dark Skies --A R I Z O N A -31

You --Svidden, Seeb -27

U Miss Me --Vicetone -33

Both --Tiesto, 21 Savage, BIA -21

Spend The Night --BJ the Chicago Kid, Coco Jones -34

Other Boys --Marshmello, Dove Cameron -32

I'll Be There --Robin Schulz, Rita Ora, Tiago PZK -36

Good In Goodbye, Trivecta -39

Diamond Therapy --Diplo, Walker & Royce, Channel Tres -41

Easy --3LAU, XIRA -38

Flex --Tony Dark Eyes -45

Next Years Light --Elliot Moss -42

Lift Off --Dombresky -43

More Baby --Chris Lake, Aluna -40

Bad Blood --Theresa Rex -48

How Do I Say Goodbye --Adventure Club, Delaney Jane -44

Dreamteam --Galantis, Neon Trees -46

Hangin' On --A R I Z O N A -47

Young & Foolish --Loud Luxury feat/Charlieonafriday -55

Dizzy --Sick Individuals, LOUI LANE -56

Wanna --Paul Dally -50

Sorry Ain't Enough --Michael Gerow -113

Fire --Alan Walker, YUQI, JVKE, (G)I-DLE -54

Rhythm Machine --Westend, Max Styler -52

Good Morning --Timmy Trumpet, Alie Farben, YOU -49

Lie To Me --Jubel feat/KIDDO -112

Stress You --Lucas Estrada, SUPER Hi -51

No Reason --The Chemical Brothers (Chris Lake remix) -59

Cutting Loose --Disco Lines, J. Worra, Anabel Englund -60

Sorry Now --A R I Z O N A -69

Mr. Useless --Shygirl, SG Lewis -17

Yes, And? --Ariana Grande -22

Strangers --Kenya Grace -53

See You Again --Vicetone, Anna Clendenning -57

Go Off --Mike Candys -58

***Underwater --DubVision, Afrojack -(new)

Do You Feel It --VAMERO, Cyril M Mougleta -73

Good For You --Dimitri Vegas, Chapter & Verse, Goodboys -61

Run Free (Countdown) --Tiesto, R3HAB -62

High And I Like It --It's Murph, Evalyn -63

Say It Right --Dubdogs, Farfetch'd -65

Somethings Gonna Workout --Jai Picone, 1tbsp -66

Murder On the Dancefloor --Sophie Ellis-Bextor -67

Public --Mike -82

A Day in the Life -Apollo LTD -106

Fantasy --Cosmo's Midnight f/Frank Moody -71

***Beautiful Things --Benson Boone -(new)

AEIOU --PNAU, Empire of the Sun -68

Ohh LALA --Idris Elba, Sasha GiGi -70

What Do You Do for A Living? I Do My Best --Iamnotshane -72

Lead Me On --FLETCHER -74

Pictures Of You -Anyma -75

Take A Moment --ATB, David Frank -76

Afterglow --Klangkarussell, GIVVEN -77

Alive --K-391 -78

Follow You --Return of the Jaded, MELLY OHH -79

Everybody Knows I'm High --SHAED -80

Spirit Of Thunder --Yung Lean, DVRST, Riff Raft, Bladee -81

ADHD --Mae Stephens --83

Never Be Lonely --Jax Jones, Zoe Wees -84

The Tower --Future Islands -85

***Veneno -Sofi Tukker, &Friends, Mari Marenda, Sophia Ardessore -(new)

***Space --Shane Codd -(new)

***Lil Tune --Gus Dapperton, Electric Guest -(new)

***Some Kind of Static -Neil Francis, Alan Braxe (Remix) -(new)

Loneliness --Pet Shop Boys -143

Lucky --Dermont Kennedy -95

***Home --CamelPhat, RHODES, Vintage Culture -(new)

***Me Before You --Bleachers -(new)

***DFHMPU --Ari Abdul -(new)

***Dreams --Alie Farben, Maurice Lessing, Emma Wells -(new)

Nevada --Vicetone, Cozi Zuehisdorff -86

Summertime Friends --The Chainsmokers -87

Sweet Venom --ENHYPEN -88

Save My Love --Destiny Rogers -89

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Twisted --Laura Davidson -91

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Taking It Back --DJ Minx -94

One Last Dance --Imanbek, Ali Gatie -96

Fall Again --HAYLA -97

Heat Rising --Pete Tong, Jem Cooke, Jules Buckley -98

Get Dirty --Return of the Jaded, Tommie Sunshine -99

Living In A Haze --Milky Chance -100

Triumph --Bishop Briggs -101

Forever (Stay Like This) --Armin Van Buuren -102

I Don't Remember --Walker & Royce, VNSSA -103

Dance is the Answer --Dubdogs, RUBACK, Ticon, Raja Ram -104

I'm One of the Rest --TALK -105

Burnin' --Rinzen, Shallou -108

When I Wake Up --Lucas & Steve, Skinny Days -107

Come Right Back --Morgan Page -109

Jaguar --Yeager -110

Lullaby --Britti -111

Missing You --Frank Walker, Nate Smith -114

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No Man's Land --Marshmello, Venbee -116

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J Christ --Lil Nas X --121 >>>

Face To Face --Kenzie -122 >>>

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Dreaming --Marshmello, Pink, Sting -124 >>>

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Free Falling --James Arthur -128 >>>

Run --ATB, Nu Aspect, Orem -129

Pull You Closer --Sistek, Sadie Rose Van -132

Drums --James Hype, Kim Petras -133

Who I Am --Alan Walker, Putri Ariani, Peder Elias -135 >>>

Maktub --Gary Clark Jr. -136 >>>

The Thief --Future Islands -137

Low Again --Bakermat -146

Alibi --Ella Henderson, Rudimental -150 >>>

Checking In -- for King & Country, Lee Brice -140

Beats For the Underground --Mau P -138 >>>

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***new on the chart / <> re-entry /12>>> off the chart next week

[wexarethewalkingxdead]

1. what color do you associate with your muse? 2. is there a song that reminds you of your muse? 4. do you have any advice for other writers? 8. do you follow canon, or dump it in the trash? 9. best scene featuring your muse? (chapter, film, episode) 11. fluff or angst? 14. ghosts or monsters? 15. what does your name mean? 16. ice cream, candy, pie or cookies? 21. do you believe in extraterrestrial life? 22. mcdonald’s or burger king? 25, are you religious? 26, what are you doing right now? 27, describe yourself in two words 30. most used emoji?

* interview the writer - send a number. a mix of serious and fun.

1. what color do you associate with your muse?

Andrea - blue, Beth - yellow, Carol - red, Charley - purple, Daryl - green, Rick - blue, Shane - orange, and Sophia - pink.

2. is there a song that reminds you of your muse?

Andrea Harrison - Who Will Save Your Soul by Jewel Beth Greene - How You Get the Girl by Taylor Swift Carol Peletier - Make You Miss Me by Sam Hunt Charley Eaton - Til My Heart Stops by Too Far Moon Daryl Dixon - Hate Me by Blue October Rick Grimes - What Ifs by Kane Brown featuring Lauren Alaina Shane Walsh - The War We Made by Red Sophia Peletier - Hands by Jewel

4. do you have any advice for other writers?

Only do what makes you happy, but remember that there are partners on the other end of the screen. Be kind.

8. do you follow canon, or dump it in the trash?

I mix it up. In some threads, there is canon compliance, and in some threads, there is complete canon divergence. It just depends on the verse/plot/partner.

9. best scene featuring your muse? (chapter, film, episode)

Andrea Harrison - The whole episode for Prey. It was so suspenseful and heartbreaking. Beth Greene - When Beth and Maggie are speaking through the door, and Beth tells Maggie that they all have jobs to do. Carol Peletier - When Carol is caught by the Saviors after running away from Alexandria, and they have a confrontation and she takes them out. Her acting in that scene is just amazing. Daryl Dixon - Daryl finds Merle and has to put him down. Rick Grimes - When Rick comes to the quarry and finds Lori and Carl. Shane Walsh - The scene outside the barn when Shane opens the door and lets all of Hershel's friends and family out as walkers, and they're all put down. Sophia Peletier - Sophia being chased from the highway by the walkers.

11. fluff or angst?

A balance of both.

14. ghosts or monsters?

Ghosts.

15. what does your name mean?

In Latin Baby Names the meaning of the name Larissa is: Cheerful. Joyful. A lover of Poseidon.

16. ice cream, candy, pie or cookies?

Candy.

21. do you believe in extraterrestrial life?

Yes, I do. There's no way that we're the only intelligent (if we're even intelligent) lifeforms in the entire universe and beyond.

22. mcdonald’s or burger king?

McDonald's.

25. are you religious?

I used to go to church every week when I was a teenager. Then something happened within the church and it left me jaded. Then my husband started going to church several years ago where his brother was going to start preaching, so after a bit, I started to go with him. Then I got really tired of being told that the Bible says I'm a second-class citizen and couldn't lead a song or say a scripture in church on Song and Scripture Sundays (which were every second Sunday in each month). That women aren't supposed to have authority over a man. That's how his church believes. It was a sore spot for the two of us until I got him to understand that it's not how I was taught in the church where I used to go, and that I don't agree with it. So now I just don't go. And honestly, I'm not sure what I believe anymore. With the state of the world, I'm inclined to believe that there is no higher power. But I don't know.

26. what are you doing right now?

I'm watching Charlotte Dobre on YouTube and doing this ask meme draft (that I sent to myself).

27. describe yourself in two words

Loyal and approachable.

30. most used emoji?

[elshells]

Agent Ace || MASTERPOST

**For those of you who use Wattpad or AO3 as your preferred reading platform!**

Blurb and Author's Note Content Warnings Bonus Content ⬗

Chapter 1 || SOPHIA —‌Sophia Colbo, an agent of the Watch investigating the disappearance of a teenage boy, answers an anonymous tip in the dead of night.

Chapter 2 || HARLEY —‌Harley Manalis, a nineteen-year-old amateur inventor, returns to the city after six months of living with her eccentric uncle. But her homecoming takes an unexpected turn when she hears a stranger's voice in her head on the train, and after receiving more disturbing news from her best friend, she realizes that Harmont has changed in her absence, marking the beginning of her troubles.

Chapter 3 || SOPHIA —‌Sophia and Jet reunite, now imprisoned as hostages of the vigilantes. While Sophia begins to plot their escape, Jet reveals the cryptic information he has gained on their new enemy.

Chapter 4 || HARLEY —‌In light of her conversation with Jade, Harley discovers that a rogue vigilante has recently gained notoriety for a number of violent crimes done in the aftermath of Max's disappearance. Worse still, she learns that Sophia, her sister and the Watch agent assigned to track down the vigilante, has become unresponsive in the field.

Chapter 5 || SOPHIA —‌Sophia has a visitor who offers her an explanation, but at a price.

Chapter 6 || HARLEY -1- —‌Harley receives an urgent phone call from Sophia early in the morning. Her warning stirs her to action, but nothing could prepare her for what she would encounter once she stepped foot out of the house.

Chapter 7 || HARLEY -2- —‌Now caught in the fray, Harley is questioned about the incident at Jade's apartment. While she attempts to clear herself of any involvement in the crime, she comes to a realization with horrifying implications.

Chapter 8 || SOPHIA -1- —‌After giving in to Mulciber's threat, Sophia meets a familiar face that is just as eager to escape the vigilantes as she is.

Chapter 9 || SOPHIA -2- —‌If Sophia and Max hope to make it out of the vigilante complex alive, they'll need to take a leap of faith.

Chapter 10 || HARLEY —‌Jade is cleared from the medical ward, returning home three days after Harley's interrogation. Harley pays her a visit and discovers that Jade has a surprise waiting in store.

Chapter 11 || SOPHIA —‌Following their rescue by the Guard, Sophia and Max are placed under the Watch's care. Two days later, Sophia has a private meeting with the director of the Watch, but little does she know that she is unprepared for what he has to say.

Chapter 12 || HARLEY -1- —‌After a heartfelt moment in the city, Harley and Jade return home, unaware of the danger that awaits them there.

⬗

To be continued...

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[jadebrushpainting]

Jade Brush Painting: Best Painters in GTA(Ontario)

Introduction

The Greater Toronto Area (GTA) is a vibrant hub of artistic expression and creativity, housing a diverse and talented community of painters who have carved their names in the annals of art history. From contemporary visionaries to traditional maestros, the GTA boasts a rich tapestry of artistic brilliance. In this blog, we embark on a journey to explore the best painters in the GTA, highlighting their unique styles, inspirations, and contributions to the world of art.

Emily Chang - The Abstract Alchemist

Emily Chang is a trailblazing abstract painter whose canvases burst with vibrant colors and dynamic forms. Known for her expressive brushwork and uninhibited use of mixed media, Chang's art captivates viewers, urging them to decipher the profound emotions that lie beneath the surface. Her exploration of inner landscapes and the connection between the human spirit and the natural world sets her apart as a visionary artist in the GTA's contemporary art scene.

Samuel Roberts - The Realist Virtuoso

Samuel Roberts stands tall as a master of realism, whose meticulous attention to detail brings life to his subjects like no other. Whether it's a serene landscape, a poignant portrait, or an everyday scene, Roberts' paintings exude an astonishing level of realism that blurs the line between art and reality. His technical prowess and dedication to capturing the essence of his subjects have earned him accolades not only in the GTA but also on the international stage.

Isabella Patel - The Fusionist Muse

Isabella Patel is a painter whose work defies categorization, seamlessly blending elements of traditional and contemporary art. Her art draws from her multicultural upbringing and celebrates the beauty of diversity. With a unique ability to merge various artistic styles, Patel's canvases showcase a harmonious coexistence of cultures and ideas, reflecting the cosmopolitan spirit of the GTA.

David Thompson - The Urban Visionary

David Thompson's art provides a captivating glimpse into the urban landscape of the GTA. As an urban visionary, he skillfully captures the essence of city life, depicting bustling streets, towering skyscrapers, and the ebb and flow of human activity with remarkable precision. Thompson's ability to immortalize the essence of urban living in his paintings has made him a prominent figure in the contemporary art scene.

Sophia Chen - The Surreal Dreamweaver

Sophia Chen's paintings transport viewers to a world beyond reality, where dreams and reality intertwine in a mesmerizing dance. As a surreal artist, she uses a mix of symbolism and fantastical imagery to explore the subconscious mind and unravel the mysteries of the human psyche. Chen's enigmatic and thought-provoking artwork has garnered her a devoted following in the GTA and beyond.

Conclusion

The Greater Toronto Area serves as a canvas for some of the most exceptional painters in the world of art. Each artist's unique style and approach contribute to the vibrant tapestry of the GTA's artistic landscape. From abstract alchemy to realistic virtuosity, fusionist muse to urban visionaries, and surreal dreamweavers, these painters continue to inspire and enrich our lives with their creative brilliance.

Whether you're a seasoned art enthusiast or just beginning to explore the world of painting, the GTA's best painters offer a diverse array of masterpieces to delight and challenge your perceptions. As we celebrate their artistic achievements, let us remain open to the beauty of artistic expression and the myriad ways in which it enriches our lives. The best painters in the GTA remind us that art knows no boundaries and continues to captivate, engage, and inspire us all.

[imanisaacs]

Fifth Avenue Woman

Anna Sophia runs her self owned jewelry business on the 2nd floor of West 35th Street. She opened her little shop to our class. We saw many different semi precious stones such as Jade and Hematite as well as perils and sterling silver jewelry.

The woman behind the business Anna Sophia, explained how she works with several different buyers to retail her jewelry. She has her factory in Thailand and sources her different stones and silver in Thailand as well. Anna Sophia also offered the class some wisdom about life explaining her background in computer science to how she followed her passion in jewelry making.

[simmerena]

Child Hair Conversions Custom Content Showcase

Thanks to the amazing @c-cerberus-sims-s so far they have 150+ child hair conversions that you NEED in your game! I really wanted to recognize the hard work that this creator has put in, and dedicate a video just to showcasing the conversions they've done so far!

To follow along in the video, just Ctrl+F to search for the name of whatever hair(s) you like!

If you want to download a lot of hair at once, they also have a folder with all of their conversions organized by creator!

brat + bats / champa + flower / hibiscus + flower / blondes buns #1

buttercup / brute / berserk + bow / bunny #2

julian / alex / heather / tweek #3

bren bantu / elio / riley / jort #4

serena v3 + elastics / serena v1 / serena v2 + gem / blossom w/o bangs + bow / blossom w/ bangs / candice v2 + bow / candice v1 / mima + headband #5

cleo / sakura + clips / hazel + clips / kali #6

marie / manon / karol / quinn #7

sen / paradox / tsubasa / weasley #8

heartstrings / cicero / heartstrings + headband / amelie + clips #9

marco / cicero w/o braid #10

maya + ombré / alice / fox / panda #11

maru / lily / mikasa / nobara #12

lexi / valerie / millie / mabel #13

cassie / lirio + acc / chloe / scarlet #14

karol lowpony / karol lowbun / karol spacebuns / karol pigtails #15

shoe / ciela / clementine / fauna w/ + w/o bangs #16

trudy / icon / velma / josee #17

shaggy / fred / misha / da eun #18

hotaru / lillith / lilith / lily #19

dune / ruckus / cypress / max #20

magda / eun ji / sibilla / heiwa #21

charoite / sophia / butterfly kiss / melina #22

makoto + hairband / denise mid part / denise + hairband / denise w/o bangs #23

trinity / autumn / bogdana / planet #24

mirra / ophelia / bonnie / ana #25

isabelle / lennon / stella / cressida #26

winslow bun + scrunchie / winslow ponytail + ribbon / golde #27

final girl bun / final girl ponytail / frankie v1 + v2 #28

bobbi v1 + v2 + v3 + beads + scrunchie / nyah #29

basa / bibi v1 + v2 / adonis + roses / carter #30

angela v1 + v2 / chrissy ponytail v1 + v2 / krista / taliyah pigtails #31

max ponytail v1 + v2 / nance v1 + v2 / el / joyce v1 + v2 / #32

cinnamon / jade / erin / erin v2 #33

brick + cap / boomer / butch / brick w/o cap #34

cheng xiao / fei yu / lu guang / lilac #35

leo / octavian / caleb / marlin + clips #36

light / johnnie / caleb / genesis v1 + v2 #37

leander / matty / seoull III / sangwoo #38

julian / edward / andre / everett #39

nao / liv / shuichiro / thea #40

kim mullet v1 + v2 / ramona v1 + v2 + v3 #41

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[drrubinspomade]

#sophia jade

YES, yes.

We post pinups daily! If you dig this pic we’ve found online, u should investigate the creator/subjects of the above work and fan them, follow them, hire them.

If you’d like us to remove, or you know who made this so that we can credit, DM. Thanks. Greetings from Los Angeles.

YOU ARE THE LIGHT

Dr Rubin’s Pomade

[be-with-me-so-happily]

Summary: Y/N applies to be a styling intern for the One Direction crew during the Where We Are tour. As she gets better at her job and closer to the band and crew (especially Harry Styles), some of her dreams seem to be coming true, but so are some of her fears.

A/N: Trust me, this one has less of Sarah. Some, but way less. Promise.

Warnings: Some language, alcohol consumption, jealousy

~~~~~

CHAPTER 15 -

I'M WATCHING YOU LIKE THIS, IMAGINING YOU'RE MINE

Jan 21st, 2015

The past week has been full of meetings and smug looks from Sarah. It has actually made it easier to get back to having control over your emotions. You feel like you can handle it now.

:liam: hi darling

:you: payno!

:liam: tommo and i are in town now

:you: yay!

:liam: want to go for drinks tomorrow?

:you: yes please

:liam: bring the girls

:you: send me the details of when and where

~~~~~

Jan 22nd, 2015

Against your personal preference, you let Sarah know about the bar invite. You're not going to be petty, or decide who can and cannot hang out with the guys. You're not a big fan of hers but you figure you'll have others to talk to.

"Ryan said he is coming, right?" Natalie asks.

"Yeah. He said he'd meet up with us after work." You respond.

You are wearing a white t-shirt with a leopard logo on the front in black. You've paired it with an extra long black blazer jacket that ends just above the hemline of the gold sequin shorts you've got on. You add some black boots, roll up the sleeves of the blazer, add some gold bracelets, and you feel sexy as hell.

"Well, with the outfit you're wearing, someone will be… cumming… for sure…" She winks.

"You're actually gross." You laugh.

"Come on Y/N, I think he's being so patient." She whines.

"Why do I have to get with him? He knows I just had a breakup. You seem to have forgotten, but he knows."

"He likes you. I just thought it could be something more." She shrugs.

"I don't know. Not now."

~~~~~

You, Natalie, and Levi arrive at the club. Again, you're allowed to take advantage of the 'One Direction perks' you've acquired and walk right in.

You're taken to a private alcove on the back side of the large, open club, seeing Liam and Louis sitting in the booth with Jade and a few of their other friends.

You give everyone hugs and Louis calls out "looking good, love" as he motions you over.

"Replay!" You shout back, amusing yourself by using one of their own pranks against him.

He rolls his eyes. "Looking good, love."

You walk over, slide into the booth next to him, and he waves down a waitress to take your drink order.

"Right, what'll you have?" He asks.

"Margarita please." He nods, gives your order to the waitress, and sits down next to you.

"How's it going?" He asks.

"Good, the meetings have been… packed with details, so I'm ready for the tour to start. You?"

"Yeah, yeah, ready. Are… you gonna be alright with it? With everyone?"

"I'm fine. I'm there to do my job, I'm an intern, nothing more." You assure him.

"You're our friend too Y/N/N."

"Damn, guess I have two jobs now." You joke, and he pokes your side. You know what he means. Those guys are your buddies. Your friends. You love them.

Your drinks arrive and you both take a couple of sips.

"I'm 'appy you're still coming."

"I wouldn't miss it. I can't miss it, it's my job, but I wouldn't miss it either. I guess I love you guys." You smile.

Louis is easy to be around and likes to keep the mood light, and you find yourself laughing and laughing until your stomach hurts. You order another margarita then chat with Liam for a bit, asking about Sophia and his family. You dance around in your group's little alcove with Jade. It's fun. It's been a fun night so far.

The vibes are dimmed when you see Sarah walk in through the front door. She starts to walk over towards the table but is distracted by something near the bar. Your eyes follow as she makes her way over and stops right in front of Mr. Harry Styles, who suddenly shifts his staring from (what looked like) your group over to her.

[How long has he been here?]

You check the time on your phone to gauge when Ryan will arrive, and notice that Harry had sent you a text.

:harry: can we please talk over here real quick?

It was sent half an hour ago, which means he had been standing over there for at least that long. He had been waiting over there, hanging back and away from the group, waiting for you to even just see the message.

You start to feel a little bad. Just a little. He has been a major asshole lately, so you are a bit pissed off, but maybe he wanted to at least be cordial with each other tonight. That could help make things easier on tour too.

:you: sorry. we can still talk real quick if you want

You look over and see him subtly check his text. His head darts in your direction, darts back down to his phone as he nods, and then lifts back up to Sarah as she continues to talk.

You slam down the rest of your drink and make your way to the bar, using the empty glass as a reason to be over there.

"Hey guys." You say, as you reach the counter and motion the bartender for another.

Sarah is leaning against the counter and her back is towards you. She partially turns around to acknowledge you with just a sound, and then turns back to Harry.

"Hey Y/N." Harry replies. "Oh, actually Y/N, I need to… talk to you about some of the outfits we had picked… back at that X-Factor gig."

You look at him, puzzled. "Okay... now?"

"Yeah, b'fore I forget." He replies, just staring at you. You realize he is trying to suggest that you talk in private, and hint for Sarah to leave. But she doesn't move, just sips on her drink.

[Does she not get it, or just not want to?]

"Where should we…?" You point around, pretending to look for a place to chat.

"Here's fine, won't take long." Harry replies, glancing at Sarah.

"Okay." [For fucks sake Sarah…]

"Sarah, can you grab a spot at the booth, this'll take a minute then I'm headed over there." He finally suggests, and she sombers over to the group.

You watch him as he watches her walk away. It's not clear if he is making sure she is out of earshot, or if he is checking her out as she leaves.

But you find yourself taking the moment to admire his face. The angle of his jaw, the stubble he has been trying to grow out, the comforting sea-foam green of his eyes, the way his curly hair is now hitting just below his shoulders, and how he looks like he is on the verge of either a frown or a smile.

You catch yourself before you whimper at the thought of missing all of it.

He breaks his glance and places it on you. He uses his whole chest and shoulders as he lets out a huge sigh.

"Hi." He starts, as he musters a smile and shifts his gaze to the ground. "I… umm… I really don't know what I wanted to say, if I'm honest."

"It's not about the outfits… is it?" You state.

He clears his throat, "no."

[Is he nervous? He's still cute when he's nervous]

"I can come back later…" you offer.

"No, umm…" he frowns and his gaze slowly makes its way back up to you, stopping quickly where that one piece of special jewelry lays at the base of your neck. His frown softens. He looks up but his attention quickly shifts to something behind you, and his frown reappears.

"Nevermind." He sighs.

It's your turn to frown. You swear he really wanted to say something and you swear that his tone was gentle, and friendly. But now his demeanor has shifted.

Suddenly, you feel someone's shoulder bump up against you.

"Hey punk." You turn to see Ryan now at your side. "Hey man, I'm Ryan, didn't get to introduce myself the other day." He reaches to shake Harry's hand.

"I'm Harry."

"Nice to meet you man." He smiles.

"You too, mate."

Ryan looks at you then back at Harry. "Is this one rocking it as a stylist, or what?

"She's actually the best one." Harry admits, looking down at the ground for a minute before meeting your eyes again with a disappointed expression. "I'm gonna head to the booth, maybe we can go over… those style options… later." He walks away.

Ryan orders a drink and turns towards you again, interrupting your befuddled gaze as you watch Harry head over to the group.

"He seems like a nice dude." Ryan states.

"Yeah." You snap your attention back to him. "They're all pretty cool and down-to-earth, considering how ridiculously famous they are." You admit. "They are my best friends, actually."

"That's really cool. Who's your favorite?" He chuckles.

"I can't answer that!" You gently hit his arm. "It's Niall." You laugh.

Ryan's drink comes and he starts making his way to the group, but you let him know you're going to grab another margarita.

[This is your fourth one…]

As you wait for your drink, you lean against the bar, realizing that this whole situation is making it a bit harder to control your emotions than you thought it would. He hurt you, but you care about him, and you miss him. And then there's all the bullshit with Sarah. It's so messy.

[Are you actually going to be able to handle this?]

Natalie sneaks up next to you. "Hey honey, we need some air, wanna come?'

"Yes please." You look up and see that Jade is with her. You grab your fresh drink and follow them out to a small patio on the side of the club building. The three of you sit at a table in the back corner.

"So… is it me or is Sarah just on another level of annoying now?" Jade asks.

You and Natalie laugh.

"Girl, it's frustratingly comical at this point.' Natalie states.

"What's gotten into her?" Jade asks.

"It's more about what hasn't gotten into her… or who hasn't gotten into her…"

Natalie busts up laughing and you two join.

"She's so vain." Jade states. "But doesn't… well, doesn't Harry like you, Y/N?"

"What?!"

She throws her hands up in defense. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry. It just seemed like he would walk through fire for you or something."

You can only try and clear the lump in your throat.

"Yeah… well…" you shrug.

"Ryan seems really nice though." She adds.

"He is. He's a good friend."

"You're not dating him?"

"No, she's not." Natalie chimes in. "And I don't know why…"

You roll your eyes and your phone buzzes.

:harry: where'd you go?

:harry: can we talk now?

:you: i needed some air

:harry: can i meet ya out there?

:you: sure

You look up at Natalie, who has seen you texting. You motion your head to the door and she stands up. "Jade, wanna see if we can score some free drinks from that bartender you thought was cute?"

"Absolutely!" Jade giggles then looks at you.

"Go, girl. I need a minute to myself anyway. Bit tipsy I guess." You wave to the door and as they walk in, Harry walks out. You hear Jade chuckle as the door closes.

"Hello again." He slightly smiles, as he sits down.

"Hi." You reciprocate. "So, what's up?"

He sighs. It takes him a minute to say anything, but he throws his hair up in a small bun and starts talking.

"I'm sorry, Y/N. I'm sorry I was rude."

"Okay. I forgive you."

"Just like that?"

"Yeah, just like that." You assure him.

"Umm… okay."

"I love my job Harry, and I want to keep doing it, so I'm moving past it."

"Right. Professionalism."

"Exactly. Back to business." You add.

"So, we're alright then?"

"Yeah. I don't want tension on the tour, I'm sure you don't either. So let's just…"

"Be friends?" He asks, hopeful.

"Let's… let's just start with a friendly work environment first, okay?." You reply.

His head lowers, but he nods. "Yeah, I can do that." He sighs. "I… I just miss you."

"Don't do that, Harry."

"M'sorry. I… I just… I do." He whimpers slightly as he shakes his head.

"If this is gonna be too difficult then-"

"No!" He cuts you off, and quiets his tone. "No, you love this job. I don't want to keep you from… from doing what you love. I don't mind having you around." He pauses. "I'll keep it professional."

[Wait, why did that hurt a little bit?]

"Sounds good to me."

"Can I just say one more thing?" He mildly pleads.

"What's that?"

"You look really, really pretty."

[Nope. Nope. No blushing. Nope.]

~~~~~

Jan 23rd, 2015

You wake up with your head in a daze. Partially from the multiple margaritas, and partly because of how the night played out. You are thankful that it ended cordially, at least between you and Harry. Once Sarah saw you and Harry walk back inside together, she just continued to stare daggers at you and also ramped up the flirting. But you and Harry were both able to enjoy the rest of the night around each other, even exchanging smiles if you were involved in the same conversation. It was nice. You didn't let it bring your walls down, of course, but it was nice.

You lounge around in bed and open up social media. Twitter is flooded with photos of Liam, Louis, and Harry from the night before. Obviously you know their celebrity status, but it still manages to surprise you at how a simple night out at the club can end up plastered all over the internet. You don't really notice it when it's happening, or you are at least not bothered by it, because you are just living in those moments.

You notice that you are in some, laughing with Louis, or just talking with Liam. You didn't even know the photos were taken, and you really don't even care. However, you do feel some relief seeing that there are not any of you and Harry having your little chat out on the secluded patio. He would probably feel relieved, considering how he reacted the last time the paparazzi snapped some shots of you with Liam and Sophia.

~~~~~

It's been another relaxing day, which you are taking advantage of, since you'll be flying all over the world in a few weeks. After dinner, you take a nice long shower and settle into bed right before your phone rings.

:harry: hi pretty girl!

:you: it's jeff's party tonight isn't it?

:harry: yup! why?

:you: are you drunk?

:harry: it's hard to tell

:you: it's really not

:you: just… go have fun bud

:harry: okay, call ya later

:you: no harry don't

[What is going on in that kid's brain?]

You lay down. You remember feeling hurt, you remember breaking up, and you remember him being a total asshole about two weeks ago. Yet you can't help but to smile at the thought of him wanting to text you when he's been drinking, of him missing you that much, of how cute he is when he does it.

[No, what is wrong with you? This can't happen again. At least keep your distance, keep it at a friend's level and nothing else.]

You shake off the thoughts. You've done so well putting the pieces of your heart back together already and guarding it again. You don't want to undo that progress. You snuggle under the blankets, close your eyes, and let your mind drift off.

~~~~~

You wake up to the sound of your phone ringing, again. It's completely dark out and you fumble around to find your phone on the bed. You growl as you see that the clock says it's 2 am. You answer the phone with a whisper.

"H- hello?"

"Hey love."

"Harry? It's 2am."

"M'sorry."

"Are you okay?"

"I… I just miss you."

"Where are you?"

"At home. Will you come over?"

"What? No."

"Do you miss me too?"

"I… it's just…."

"You don't miss me."

"Harry, this isn't fair."

"No, it's not. Now you have him…"

"Him, who?"

"That Ryan guy."

"We can't do this."

"He likes you."

"Okay. We can't do this."

"I want it to be me."

"Harry. Stop."

"I fucking hate this Y/N."

"Please, stop."

"I hate that he gets to be with you."

"Knock it off."

"Every time I see you, I miss you more."

"Harry. Please, stop. This is mean."

"Fuck... I just fucked it up again."

"I should go."

"I'm so so sorry."

"Goodni-"

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