#fml is my math right pls say yes

[shijiujun]

When you went beyond expectations in performance but the company rewards you with pizza friday

— Love Game in Eastern Fantasy 永夜星河 (2024) | EP. 08

[cruddyborderlandstheories]

Sorry I haven't been active beyond shitposts lately, I've been busy getting my thesis up and running and barely have time or brainpower to spare to write at night before I pass out

On the bright side I read 6 pages of an academic paper this week and understood EVERYTHING. Yes I had to Google every other word (not literally, but it sure felt like it at times) but I actually understood it all in the end and I am so proud of myself.

6 pages, u might say, 6 pages is all u did in 3 days?? Well... Yeah XD It's a math and theory based paper, have mercy pls. I gotta work everything out on paper and then take notes that are informative enough for future reference and I get tired after every 2 pages to the point I'm falling asleep at my desk... I have a poor work ethic.

I also think I'm close to tying in what I wanna do to Systems Theory like my prof. Wants. He's very into reconstructability analysis and multidimensional relations with his probabilistic databases and well. I found that probabilistic deductive databases are a thing and You Know Me...

There's this thing called a trilattice right. And it consists of 3 partial orderings on the same set each going a different direction with each direction also being a lattice, it's actually *really* cool. Anyway, my profs catchphrase is BASICALLY "information is constraint" and GUESS WHAT BABEY. One of those partial orderings on the trilattice for the rules in the PDDB (probabilistic deductive database) is named Knowledge in a interval of [0,1] because it tells you the amount of information that specific fact gives you!

So I'm gonna ask him for help tomorrow morning to see if that can't be tied back in to a sort of reconstruction but for probabilistic deductive databases and their rules. Because with regular probabilistic databases it's easy to have 3 variables (ABC) then split into 2 (AB) and 2 (BC), and then reconstruct it from there right? But. I don't know how that would be possible with Rules based on facts and logic not just probabilities, and I wanna know if it's even possible because there IS still math involved with the rules, I just don't know if I'd be able to reconstruct anything with it cuz I don't even know the first step to that problem cuz it seems so different from the Regular PDB reconstruction problem and I GUESS that's what the whole thesis research thing is for, but STILL. I am just. So Tired. Let me sleep.

I put off so much work today just to do more research on my thesis like a CHUMP. I should've finished my parallel programming hw, but I didn't. Haha. I put it off too long already it's due Friday XD

Oh also I start work tomorrow so I will have even less time. But I am starting work!!! I'm actually kinda excited. I'm gonna be TAing 2 classes which sounds cool! except a lot of the students are my friends (4/5 in one class and 2/2 in the other!!). So it will be kinda awkward since I am the extra help session. At some point my prof (same one who is my thesis advisor) wants me to actually teach an entire lesson myself. I am so nervous I have super bad stage fright lol. Actually tho, these two classes tie right into my thesis subject so hopefully by then I will be well read on all the subjects necessary to teach. I can, at the very least, teach them reconstruction. Maybe not much else, but I got that going for me haha

Oh God what happened I was gonna go to bed with an apology like, "yes Ive just shitpost for the past like week sorry about that" but here I am 1am, meeting at 11am (I can't be fully rested on sub-11/12 hours of sleep fml), just rambling about my life I am so sorry

You guys wanna see a candle I made today as a gift for actually reading this (and as part of the apology)

It's so beautiful

I was gonna put one of my borderlands stickers on but I was worried it'd peel when I lit it, so I chose a sticker I had 2 copies of

My mom thinks it's hilarious and that's all I needed I also got her to say "big yikes" today because we spilled wax on the oven mitts my power grows

[yeetdam]

Could you ship your mutuals with silverboys/treasure 13? I’m curious 🙀

smh i accidentally closed the tab before i could save it fml but anyway: instead of studying maths and after killing my body with a 45 min workout, i am here to answer this ask that was long overdue thank you anon for being so curious uwu!! also i apologize i might’ve got carried away skjdl and this is not proofread in any shape or form

@yoonbins x yoonbin is the couple that tries to keep it low but everyone knows that they’re a thing imo 💖 mini god kara i’m not trying to call you out but yoonbin would gladly accept that s***** from you anytime úwù skinship in public isn’t really their thing, but if bin is feeling bold, he’d secretly hold her hand under the desk klasjdklajs kara isn’t one to show her emotions a lot but it’s fine bc yoonbin is an attentive guy and just knows how smitten he is for her!!! not really the most romantic couple out there, but when it comes to banter? OOF nobody can beat them what a pure relationship (also, expect long cuddle sessions when it’s just the two of them teehee)

@byounggonsgf x byounggon is the power couple everyone on ygtb tumblr and their MUMS know of and approve of: first of all, visual wise?? GOD TIER. SUPERIOR. YOU WISH. we all know how much of a visual kweenie angel zeen is, and we all know how hot gon is (pls the entire fandom has a crush on him) and the two combined?? YOUR FAVS COULD NEVER (unless your favs are zeen and gon uwu) also, just one glance at zeen’s tags just show how much love she harbors for him and i imagine her to be the type to write stuff abt him in a seperate notebook and when gon finds out, he’ll go all out and arrange some romantic candlelight dinner or shit 💖 in other words, they’re the disgustingly sweet couple you’d see in romance anime uwu

@ggoncafe x byounggon is also a ship i advocate !!! he’d do anything to make ess smile and laugh; it’s one of his fav sights after all - especially that thing that ess does where she scrunches her nose whenever she laughs??? he is SOLD. WHIPPED. IN AWE. i feel like gon can be quite the romantic in his way and would write so many songs abt ess lskjdlkj aside of that, ess strikes me as the type to annoy the shit out of him just for fun LMAO - it’s nothing bad, imagine this: she’d text him in capslock and keyboard smashes just to garner his attention and then, he’d face time her and try to be fed up but in reality? he’s glad she did that? bc that gives him the perfect excuse to see her lkjsdj 

say what you want; okay cool you think the earth is flat fine then but not thinking that @mashilove x byounggon is a cute ship? sis you’re abt to cATcH ThESe HaNDs - uyen radiates something akin to big mom energy: maybe it’s partly bc she’s just as old as gon but her tags to everyone just SCREAM soft protective nature 💖 also i feel like uyen, as great as she is, sometimes deals with huge insecurity issues and gon would try his best to lift up her spirits and convince her that she is a beautiful child of the angels the world doesn’t even deserve!!! we are talking abt gon dedicating 28398309 songs to her and cuddle attacks and soft shit oof

looking back i realize byounggon also has a mf power harem and to finish it off, i also think that @speckofglitter x byounggon is the couple you should be scared of. why scared? bc they’re gonna make you set your standards so impossibly high AND THATS THE TEA 💖 gon picking up tiyi after her lectures at university? every time when he can afford to? which is pretty much every second day? and if he has much free time before he’d make sure to buy some food for tiyi? it doesn’t help that he’s a soundcloud rapper of course everyone’s gonna have high standards! it doesn’t stop there tho; just imagine them trying some couple dances like ellen and Brian hnnngh 

@junkyeu x junkyu is ! so ! pure !!!! junkyu would be so so smitten and so so proud of Linh and he’d take any opportunity to boast abt her. she’s so beautiful? he’d say that to every second stranger they pass by. she’s a multilingual queen? he’d tweet it out several times a day, post it on his snapchat, probably write it on a wall “LINH IS A MULTILINGUAL LEGEND YOUR S/O COULD NEVER 💖“ and so on. he is so damn supportive up to the point where it might be a little excessive to her but she still loves him dearly :’) the harshest thing she might do is prolly insult him lightly in any language he doesn’t understand LMAOOO

1/3 of the seunghun harem ship i support is @kimseunghoney x seunghun ! yet another couple that would flaunt that they’re together but guess what?? everyone is LIVING for it 💖 christina is such a soft fluffball who’s trying her best to get through her exams and seunghun being the supportive (yet needy) boyfriend he is, would partly distract her partly help her?? he’d be the type to randomly come over to her place with the reason of wanting to help her study bc ! good ! grades ! is ! what ! she ! wants ! but then five minutes later, he’d try to get her to take a break and then woo her to a nap bc she’s been working so hard uwu (also, the perfect timing for him to fill up his camera roll full of pics of christina saljdlk)

2/3 of the seunghun harem is @seunghunies x seunghun 💖 now with those two combined,,,, get ready for the skinship and disgustingly domestic and tooth rotten fluff between them uGh [edit: the latter got deleted WHY TUMBLR WHY SMH so starting here is the cont.] seunghun is the type to show off that vale is his up to the point where he might shove it up everyone and their mum's faces jskdk but it's full of love!!! Snapchat? Instagram? Everywhere — he's gonna say how much he loves vale during an ig live or in his story dedicated to vale and vale ONLY 💞🤧 also!!! Restaurant dates!!!! So many!!!! They'd go taste testing in the entire city !!!! And he'd take so many pics of her and the best thing abt the cute shit? Vale plays along!! (At least most of the time teehee) say he'd want her to pose for the camera? She'd gladly do it- unless she's feeling a little sneaky then she'd do anything to mess up the snapshot kajdjdjkdk we love banter 😜💓

3/3 of the harem is @seunghunn x seunghun uwu THE. SOFTEST. COUPLE. IN THE UNIVERSE. mashikyu doesn’t compare anyway, we’ve already established how much of a passionate lover hun is right?? and i peg seunghun the type to crave his s/o’s attention at any time possible so if you ever lay his eyes off him, he’d do anything to win your attention back! perhaps one might say that maddi cherishes her sleep more than our #1 furry king and if she’s particularly stressed, she’s heading straight to her bed and to the one-hour nap she desperately needs. depending on how hun is feeling, he might either a) play the big spoon and nap with her sdjlkjsa or b) be the whiny bitch he is and try to wake her up (ofc only if he’s 100% sure that she wouldnt mind as much as usual) 💖 in case he guessed wrong and woke her up while she’s pissed, he’d make up with some good homecooked food UGH

@moonxlika x hyunsuk is the badass couple who always hype one another up you don’t even KNOW. be it a competition or a game, you can bet that one is cheering for the other - unless they both participate, then it’d be a mixture of “good luck uwu” or “i’m gonna beat your ass just watch me” 💖 they’re the type to bond over their music taste and seriously lika and hyunsuk aren’t afraid to show that they’re a thing it’s so cute kljfl you know that some ppl get embarrassed when their s/o suddenly does a hoe drop or dresses really hot like with chokers or shit? then there are some ppl who get pissed / jealous / idk at least not embarrassed and shy when their s/o does that? neither of them fall into any of those types. say hyunsuk is suddenly out there with a choker and what do i know a mesh shirt? lika strikes me as someone who’d go yES BITCH THAT HOT DUDE RIGHT THERE IS MY BOYFRIEND SEE HIM and say lika pops of on the dance floor, hyunsuk would be like mY GIRLFRIEND HAS SOME MOVES Y’ALL 

whereas lika x suk could be classified as one of the more hard couples on the spectrum, @hyunsukmyass x hyunsuk is the epitome of bubblegum and sugar and (perhaps little) spice (at least that’s what everyone thinks but sshhh) 💖 i feel like in public suk would try hard to have the image of being sim’s edgy boyfriend but little does he know that sim dishes out the truth to all of her friends HDSJKHSKJ like that one time suk admitted his wallet was suffering due to the bouquet of flowers he bought her when sim was feeling low? or the time where he put his pride and sanity aside and took care of her when she was sick even tho it was a given that he’d get infected too? everyone knows and whereas suk is HIGHkey embarrassed to a certain extent, he’d try to find something he can tease sim with!! and then… he finds it... cute shit sim writes abt suk…. or even worse… her fanfics abt celebrity xy and suk has a LOT of fun teasing her with it ksajdkljkl he’d never say anything negative but once in a while he’d go like “so,,, sim,,,, wanna recreate that one scene you wrote in fanfic xy?” or even “hey what do you think if i were a rocker but also super super good at school?” gET READY FOR THE BANTER AND LAUGHTER AND TICKLE FIGHTS THAT FOLLOW SUIT

[blossom-hwa]

8 Question Tag

I don’t feel like doing much so

Thanks @nctimagery for the tag!

Rules: answer the eight questions given, then write another eight for the people you tag to answer!

@nctimagery‘s questions:

1.) If you could go overseas with a kpop idol, who would it be and to where?

I’d go with an English speaking idol, probably Ten or Johnny or both what because Ten’s my bias and Johnny just seems like he’d be hella fun to have around! Maybe Winwin because I can speak some Chinese :D But I’d want to go on a tour of Europe! Europe is so full of culture and history and it’s really my dream to go there. I’d want to see Paris, Vienna, London, Athens, Prague, *lists every other city in Europe*

2.) 2 favourite songs from each of your bias group(s)!

Just two? Are you kidding me?! Fine...

EXO- Promise, Love Me Right

NCT 127 (is this cheating)- Fire Truck, Paradise

NCT Dream (this is probably cheating)- My Page, Walk You Home (dude their last album was great)

BTS- Young Forever, Spring Day, Not Today (fuck the two song rule okay all three have a nice spot in my cold heart)

VIXX- Eternity, Beautiful Liar (that counts you can fight me here and now)

SEVENTEEN- Don’t Wanna Cry, Adore U

Monsta X- Stuck, Steal Your Heart, Fighter (again fucking fight me)

3.) A trait of an idol that you wish you could have.

Their motivation and hard work! I know it says a trait but I think the two really go hand in hand. I have motivation, it’s just it’s not always... available? I work hard at most things too, it’s just I’d love their undying passion towards their work.

4.) How has stanning your bias groups changed your life, if in any way?

Oh lordy. Well, for one thing I’m more expressive when I play music. Before, when I practiced piano, I’d be kinda emotionless while playing, but now I find it much easier to express myself! I don’t know why, maybe it’s because I’m now better at expressing my fangirling emotions, but hey it helps, whatever it is. 

Stanning groups has also inspired me to work harder (see the last question my dudes) at school and music and to try a few new things (like fanfiction!). Without K-pop, I probably wouldn’t’ve made a hobby of writing and idk if I’d even be writing stories with @tanzderwhat. Oh god. That’d be a nightmare.

5.) Describe your country and what you love about it!

Well... I live in America. I guess I really like the diversity, especially where I live, because I can get to know more cultures and also pick up a few words of various languages (especially Spanish lmao). Uh... what else... there’s lots of good universities here too? I can’t think of much right now fml with that orange cheeto in the White House.

6.) Your favourite food that you would love to share with any tumblr blog/ idol

ANYTHING WITH POTATOES. I love potatoes to the moon and back (unless they’re rotten/raw ofc) and as long as it isn’t too spicy or has too much stuff I dislike I’ll eat like. Any potato dish in front of me. 

7.) 5 qualities that you think are very important to have in this world.

Well, let’s see...

Motivation/Hard Work- You can’t get anywhere without these qualities. These are what make you stand out in the crowd. If you work hard, you can do almost anything you set your mind to (unless you like wanna turn yourself into a bug. though idk why you’d wanna do that)

Realism- I don’t know if this is like a trait but you’ve gotta be real. I’m not saying be pessimistic about everything but you can’t always live off of blind optimism. Sometimes you need to know when to take a break or when to just stop for a while. You aren’t a robot. You can’t do everything right then and there.

Curiosity- You’ve gotta be curious! You have to always want to learn more about things you encounter. It’s okay to not be as interested in some things as others but! In the things you like, especially, always do your best to learn more! Fill up that brain of yours with knowledge!

Responsibility- Right, so I joke about procrastination a lot but I really rarely do so. Make a plan and stick to that plan and you’ll find that you’re getting a lot of stuff done! Even if it’s just a relative plan like okay, spend a couple hours on world history homework and then practice piano for an hour, then eat dinner and read for some time, that’s better than nothing.

Creativity- We’ve gotten this far because some individuals thought of better, more creative solutions to problems at hand. Be creative in solving problems, in writing, in your homework, in any aspect of your life. You can be creative in solving math problems or doing chemistry homework- creativity isn’t limited to the arts. And creativity isn’t bad- your method/solution/etc might seem crazy at first, but you never know- it might work!

8.) Your dream job and why

Well, I really don’t know what job I want right now... just something in the STEM field. I’m thinking maybe a chemical engineer or software engineer, mainly because I think coding is really interesting (I’m taking a coding class this year!) and I absolutely LOVE chemistry. Those jobs are tentative though, I don’t have a fixed path yet.

My questions:

1. What are your top three favorite books (not fanfiction pls)?

2. What subject do you like most at school?

3. Do you play any instruments? If yes, which ones, and do you enjoy it?

4. Top ten fandoms!

5. What’s your guilty pleasure?

6. Top eight favorite songs!

7. What do you like the most about writing?

8. Where do you get inspiration from writing?

Tags:

@tanzderwhat @heonseoks @dest-writes

Feel free to re-tag me lmao I’d love to answer more questions mainly because I’m bored lmao