#fmdeunjae

[fmdminheearchive]

       an event starter for @fmdeunjae​ !

lunchtime was ticking on by, and minhee was alone. on a mini vacation where she knew basically everyone, that just didn’t seem right, but granted, she was sulking over it on a hammock by herself. she could really go for a cup of tea, but wouldn’t it be sad to go to the café alone? luckily for her, as she began to settle into a tea-deprived pout, she spotted the lovely head of one of her company seniors, and as quickly as she’d made herself grumpy, minhee was happy again. a new bout of energy surged up within her. 

“eunjae!” with minimal struggle, minhee clambered out of the hammock and jogged the short distance between them. cheeks pink, she clapped her hands together in front of her chest and flashed eunjae a smile. “eunjae! eunjae, eunjae! are you on your way to something right now?” minhee didn’t really give them a chance to answer. instead, she just turned on her puppy dog eyes. she didn’t know what kind of effect they would have on eunjae - people either fell for her cute looks hard, or they laughed in her face. “do you want to come to the café with me?” she gestured in the vague direction of the café. “i want tea. and cake, if they have some. do you think they do? sometimes places like this only have weird healthy fake cake.”

[fmdxsujiarchive]

“i doubt it takes that long for you to go get food, oh—” by the time suji’s turned around from her seat and facing the now opened door, it’s too late. she’s already blurted out the words to the wrong person, and she can feel herself turning pink from embarrassment. she’s not sure why eunjae would be around, but then she remembers that this producer that’s been giving her help is a freelancer, meaning he could very well be acquainted with anybody in the industry. that’s why he was acquainted with her to begin with. he was one of the first people to encourage her to actually start working on her own music instead of leaving it as mere thoughts. 

she realizes that she’s been just staring at them for god knows how long, and so she lets out a nervous laugh before bowing, acknowledging them with a nod of her head. hopefully enough so that she doesn’t come off as rude. “sorry, i thought you were, uh, chanwook oppa,” she barely manages to finish her sentence because she’s nervous though she can’t pinpoint exactly why. starstruck? perhaps. she’s always been a fan of eunjae, and she’s also let them aware of that fact. “were you looking for him as well?” that’s when the song that she was working on starts playing again, and she quickly spins back around to pause it because it’s nowhere near done to be heard by anybody, nevertheless eunjae of all people. 

@fmdeunjae​

[fmdjinsun]

👀 does being a part of a group as big as charm affect the way you see yourself and your importance as a human being? 👀 what's your favorite charm comeback? 👀 if you could keep living with a couple of your members, who would they be?

👀 does being a part of a group as big as charm affect the way you see yourself and your importance as a human being?

“for sure. i’m pretty insignificant as far as human beings go, right? i’m really average, if not kind of a douche. but i think being in charm really inflated my ego there for a bit. it’s hard for it not to when you’re apart of a pretty big deal of a group, right? but we all are painfully human, which dashes that pretty quick.” 

👀 what's your favorite charm comeback?

“oof. probably hit. hated my lines, but the overall song itself was fun and the choreography was some of my best work, i think.”

👀 if you could keep living with a couple of your members, who would they be?

“none of them? don’t get me wrong, i love them, but good god they’re fucking loud. joohyung’s alright, i think i’d keep him on.” 

[durifmdarchived]

@fmdeunjae​!

        most people probably didn’t want to be attending the wedding ceremony of their company ceo. but, duri strangely couldn’t help but to be excited by the whole thing. sure, it was ceo kim, but he was going to be able to ignore that. simply because duri really loves weddings, a hopeless romantic that the boy is. he really loved being in the whole thing, being around the entire feelings of a wedding. the thought of it really made his heart skip a beat, in some way. knowing it was ceo kim’s wedding was a bit uncomfortable, but it was a-okay! 

there’s a soft giggle that leaves his lips, as he looked around. “aren’t weddings really just wonderful?” he says, another soft giggle leaving his lips, before duri takes a sip of water from his glass, which he was holding with two hands. it was something he never knew he was doing, he had grown so used to it. 

[fmdruan]

👀 how has being a foreigner made things more difficult for you in this industry, beyond the language differences? 👀 how do you feel about the slight shift in sound for wish? 👀 do you feel you're an integral part of your group?

👀 how has being a foreigner made things more difficult for you in this industry, beyond the language differences?

“i think the cultural differences are the main ones, outside of even language. it was a huge adjustment to have to make small shifts to my thinking and learn what was appropriate and what wasn’t appropriate in different scenarios and even then, i still feel like i slip up a lot.” 

👀 how do you feel about the slight shift in sound for wish? 

“i’m actually a lot happier than i thought i’d be with it. i was worried that it wouldn’t sound like us and the public would be critical of the switch, like we were just changing images for the hell of it, but it just sounds like a more mature version — which just makes sense to me, now. sooyeon’s grown up, it was time.” 

👀 do you feel you're an integral part of your group?

“sometimes, yes. other times, i’m pretty sure i was just added for my appearance and to add a little difference for people who don’t necessarily gravitate towards the 4d members.” 

[404fmdtaejin]

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FMDASKMEME games // still accepting!

10. what is your most used app?

Reaching out for both hands at the younger adolescent in front of him, he shook both of her hands, arms raising up and down. With his laugher mixing with the sound of the softer and higher tones of the fan, he thanked her for her question. “I think I’m considered pretty basic… I really only use instagram to stalk my fans and then kakaotalk to pop into the group chats for me every so often!”

22. give yourself a percent ranking from 0 to 100 in the following categories: cute, cool, and sexy.

“Do I really have to answer this? I feel so embarrassed for these words about to come out of my mouth!” Taejin raved. “Okay, I think I’m 95% cool - five percent not cool when I decide to cry after watching sad movies,” he divulged, with his tone jokingly playing along with the fan in front of him. “I’m 10% cute and 70% sexy.”

29. what job would you want if you weren’t an idol?

here!

14. what is your favorite flavor of ice cream?

He shuffled with the loose strands of hair that were falling alongside the left of his face, with the soles of the feet gently tapping along to the soft sounds of Decipher’s music playing in the background. “I…” he started off, voice softening. “Don’t actually like creamy ice cream. I never had.” His lips curved once more into a cheeky smile, before adding. “I do like tangy ice cream though - screw bars are my favorite!

21. what words of advice would you give to someone studying for their college exam?

”Please, I know that one day appears to govern your life, but please don’t be stressed out over it. In the end, I think life is how you make it, and after that test it will all be over. So, please hang in there for just a small amount of time because life is beautiful once you actually get to enjoy it. Test do not dictate what your character is and I know you are a beautiful person inside and out so don’t put too much pressure on yourself!”

25. what is the first thing you think of when someone mentions your fans?

Feeling his throat slightly tighten due to the mass amount of speaking, his hands reached over to a water bottle. Taking a sip, he felt the crisp and chilling temperature of the water trickle down his dry throat. Wiping away the water that managed to fall down the sides of his mouth, he apologized for the disruption. “I feel warm on the inside and sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve this. You all are so good to me - I only hope I can return that favor. So, thank you all for your support!”

[fmdjuliet]

👀 + who would you like to do a duet with? 👀 + how do you feel about your members? 👀 + how is the sexuality questioning going?

Send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! - accepting!

👀 + who would you like to do a duet with?

“Oh? I don’t know… maybe Romeo from Origin? Not because of our names, but I guess that would be a valid marketing scheme for having us sing a duet. But I like Origin and we’re both main vocals, so it’d be an honor to sing with him.”

👀 + how do you feel about your members?

“I’m happy to have them by my side.”

👀 + how is the sexuality questioning going?

“My… what? Okay, well, it’s going fine. It’s not going bad. How is a sexuality questioning supposed to go? It’s not like it’s something I’ve done a million times before. I don’t have much to compare it to…”

[fmdhyunsooarchive]

👀 + name your crush(es) or your potential crush(es) 👀 + would you rather have a more successful career or an easier life? 👀 + what do you look for when you want a relationship?

“if i give out names people will just get up all in my business, so no to the potential crushes. i don’t have any crushes either in the first place.”

“an easier life. being an idol wasn’t the path i saw my life taking and i’d rather take an easier life and be able to play hockey than not be able to and have a successful career as an idol.”

“i’ve never had a proper relationship so i’m just going off of ideals rather than actual experience, but i guess i’d like someone who is understanding. i know i’m not the easiest person to be around and sometimes i can be pretty negative but it would be nice to have someone to hold my hand whilst i go through the motions and just kind of be there for me in that sense? liking rats is also a must, remy and basil are my priority and they come before any relationship.”

[fmdyujinarchive]

👀 + what is something you'd like to say to someone who's hurt you? 👀 + if you could fuck anyone in the three companies, who would it be? 👀 + what's one hobby you wish you had more time to dedicate yourself to?

“i hope you’re doing worse than i am.” 

“solely from physical attraction alone, i guess i’d go with jaesung from knight, leon of alien and drew of impulse. eunjae at one point and hell maybe even still now.”

“i’ve really been into guitar ever since i became a trainee, but i never had enough time to pick up on it. i think it’d be nice to go back and truly start learning how to play it. i want to be able to contribute to element’s music as much as joosung oppa.” 

[pmy95]

Asteroid, Black Eye Galaxy, Delphinus

Send a space thing for questions

Asteroid: What does your dream life look like? “I don’t have big dreams anymore. All I would want is to be living a quiet life in Busan near my mother and grandparents. Possibly married and with kids, haven’t gotten that far yet.“

Black Eye Galaxy: Do you believe in love at first sight? “Love? At first sight? For me, love is something that takes time, so definitely not.”

Delphinus: Favourite study? “I didn’t really have a favorite? Everything just bled into one another and was just boring to me.”

[fmddevin]

👀 what has been your favorite impulse comeback so far? 👀 what do you acknowledge as your biggest flaw? 👀 where do you see yourself in ten years?

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! ( accepting ! )

it will be you calling my name!! oh, eclipse! it’s less about the song itself, but this was one of the first comebacks i genuinely felt really confident on stage, and i hope it showed. i’ve been more sure of myself since then, so it definitely made promotions more enjoyable.

“there’s a lot…ha! but i think the overlying thing is that i’m just too stubborn. i like doing things the way that makes me happy, and it really throws me off to change the way i do things, especially if it makes me happy. it really sets me back, especially when i know there are times i just need to suck it up and do something i don’t like.”

“ten years? wow. that seems like a lifetime from now. i’m hoping that impulse has settled down, but i don’t necessarily want to be disbanded. i wanna be like one of those senior groups who are clearly grown and have their own things going for them, but still get together to perform and make a big deal out of it? honestly, being married even seems kind of nice now. or - at least, settling down. oh yeah, and a real nice business for myself,. this isn’t realistic, but i’m an idealist anyways, so.

[fmdjunsu]

👀 what hasn't origin accomplished that you hope you will in 2020? 👀 what do you miss most when you're away from home? 👀 are you satisfied with how your life is at the moment or would you rather have a break?

👀 what hasn't origin accomplished that you hope you will in 2020?

“I’m not really sure to be honest. We accomplished a lot of things that I’m not sure what’s left. Whatever we accomplish the next year I’ll be satisfied with it.”

👀 what do you miss most when you're away from home?

“Well being away from those I’m close with. I don’t get to see them very often or get to spend a lot of time with them with how much traveling Origin does.”

👀 are you satisfied with how your life is at the moment or would you rather have a break?

“I’m pretty satisfied, though a break would be nice too. I would like to see my group and myself getting to have time to ourselves and relax from our hectic and packed schedules. I would like to spend time to myself as Kang Junsu, a regular person instead of Prophet of Origin.”

[fmdxsujiarchive]

there was no reason for suji to attend this concert other than the fact that she was a fan of some of the artists that were performing. she didn’t get to enjoy her own leg of performances because well, she had to perform, and so she decided that since some of her favorite artists (and friends) were performing during the evening concert, she would have to attend and even pay out of her own pocket for a ticket. not like it cost too much to begin with. 

“sunbae-nim,” she gently whispered towards the familiar face. she’s only really spoken with eunjae back when they mc-ed together, but she’s always been a fan of them and their voice. it was no secret with all the fansign accounts that came up of suji confessing how she’d love to sing a duet with them. “you’re yet to perform, right? i’m not bothering you?” 

@fmdeunjae, april 5th, after sunset concert

[sanghyunfmd]

👀 is being part of the group that lost the origin story still something that affects you? did it ever make you feel extremely bad about your skills?

Send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly!

I think The Origin Story will always be a part of me that can never be forgotten, whether I like it or not. Although it’s hard to admit, I do acknowledge that it’s a milestone in my career that affected and changed my point of view on things, and how I want to pursue the path with the members. It taught me to never be satisfied with one achievement, no matter how big or small it is.

…the first week after the final announcement was really hard for me to handle, to be honest. There were so many things happened at once, and I did feel that I became the hindrance in the group. Even up until now, I still feel that I’m not good enough, I think even the members know that. But if I just keep mourning about my lack of skills, it will only make people worry about me, and I would be nothing but a burden for them. I hate to be that kind of person. I really have no other choice but to push myself to not become an embarrassment to our group and fans.

[durifmdarchived]

👀 what's something you dislike about mav? 👀 are you scared of being called boring because of the music you put out? 👀 out of the other groups in your company, what are your favorite releases by them?

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly ⏤ accepting!

👀 + what’s something you dislike about mav?

       “i dislike that he’s gone to america a lot… just because it’s such a far timezone from korea’s time, it’s really hard being able to talk whenever he’s gone. but, we figure it out, and it’s going to happen again soon, i just know it! i’ll just talk to him really late at night when i can’t sleep!” 

👀 + are you scared of being called boring because of the music you put out?

         “not really! i know some people might not like ballads and that’s okay! it’s just what i’m currently doing, ballads are something that i really enjoy! they seem to be working, right? but, i don’t plan on releasing just ballads for my solo music! i think 30 sexy shows off that i’m going to do more than just ballads! i hope it showed that i’m able to do more than just ballads!” 

👀 + out of the other groups in your company, what are your favorite releases by them?

       “decipher, replay will always hold a really close place to my heart. it’s the song i auditioned with acoustically and i became a fan of decipher at debut! they’re the first boy group i became a fan of! however, i also really like 1 of 1! it reminds me of the 90s, which was really a great era for music! bee, i think i would go with nobody or give it to me! they’re just really fun songs! lipstick, it would have to be like a cat or excuse me. charm, i’m going to go with don’t wanna cry! oddly enough, it’s a song that has really comforted me. wish, i’ll say tt or dance the night away!”

[fmdtaeyongarchive]

👀 + do you think this new image bc has been pushing for you is something you're going to regret eventually? 👀 + if you actually could meet troye sivan what would you tell him? 👀 + amongst the idols, name three you'd like to work with again or for the first time

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! - accepting!

👀 + do you think this new image bc has been pushing for you is something you’re going to regret eventually?

“Yeah. There’s not much I don’t regret that BC pushes me for, but I don’t exactly have a say in it.”

👀 + if you actually could meet troye sivan what would you tell him?

“I’d tell him I’m a big fan and that I really like his artistry and his musical integrity. I’d rather have a conversation with him than tell him anything in particular. I’d want to ask about his creative process and his tips on working as a solo artist, and ask what it’s like to be out as a public figure, regardless of our different sexualities.“

👀 + amongst the idols, name three you’d like to work with again or for the first time

“Wanting to work with Sooyeon again is a given, even if it isn’t for a while. Maybe Jihae? He’s been releasing music lately, so maybe we could do something together some time if the stars ever aligned. And working on something with Aurora would be a dream.”