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New allegations of abuse, this time against Flake. These articles spread like wildfire throughout german media this morning (17.07.23). Haven't found an article in English yet, so you might want to use the translation feature.
I'm just... I don't know anymore.
#i thought it's slowly dying down and now this#honestly I'm at a loss for words#this all sounds so fabricated#flake of all people#there's such an emotional chaos in me since i found these articles#Rammstein#richard kruspe#paul landers#till lindemann#flake lorenz#oliver riedel#christoph schneider
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I was thinking about this post comparing sqh and jgy, and then this chart happened. this is less about what they're Actually like, and more about a combination of intentional persona + public perception of them
#mxtx#svsss#mdzs#tgcf#thank you to my friend and mutual bifrosted-flakes who helped me with the tgcf characters#should I tag everybody... oh boy#nie huaisang#shang qinghua#jin guangyao#jiang cheng#liu qingge#nie mingjue#hua cheng#xie lian#qi rong#luo binghe#sqh is simultaneously very pathetic and very competent#like people scoff at him for being the peak lord of an ding#and then still go to him to handle logistics#binghe oscillates between all of these corners depending on who he's with#with shizun he's just a weepy little guy 🥺#and then with everyone else he's the extremely volatile demon lord#jiang cheng was difficult bc public perception of him changes over time#bc he's definitely very competent#but he got bad public opinion at first bc he was such a young sect leader and wwx was making politics hell for him#but post-timeskip i think he's seen as much more competent
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Ugh everyone dunking on Steven are soooo cringe 🙄
Shane and Ryan are grown men who stood by this decision, so please dunk on them too lmao.
#watcher#sorry i think it's funny to dunk on steven and his tesla and expensive lifestyle and finance bro ways#i just think it's unfair to forget that they let him do that!!! they looked at that and went 'yeah i'll stand behind that'#so#let's dole out the dunking accordingly#but i do get why ppl hone in on steven specifically because like#the optics of going 'we're strapped for cash!!! anyway here's our new show about me traveling all over the world and eating gold!'#are not great good buddy ol' pal#they are in fact EXTREMELY hilarious#to be clear i'm not saying go and harass them#and in fact most that i've seen are people making the same sorts of gold-flake tesla jokes which i think are understandable#considering the aforementioned optics#i just think people hand-wringing over all the 'hate' steven gets are forgetting that he's living a life 90% of his audience can't afford#*because* of his audience#ALREADY#ya dig??
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the more i think abt goldica the more i like it
#mine#like yes i get it theyre boring straight people booo but hear me out .#the fact chica is goldens main motivation for joining the animatronics triggering his whole arc?#the fact chia is the beakon of what golden wants? a good person who will love hil wothout asking anything in return?#and their first meeting perfectly encamsulates that? when golden is feeling miserable and as lonely as ever and she comes in out of nowhere#and does a nice act for him without getting anything in return?#and he follows her wherever she leads after that because he truly believes no one else would love him like that?#and the way he loves her strange quirks that have pushed people away bc his loyalty to her is unshakable?#and it just adds to her being different from all the people who have claimed to love him but ended up using him?#and how she sees golden not sjowing up for practice as a betrayal because she trusted him and at the end of the day#it was chica who created the band and hisbloyalty to her should also be to the band? so him flaking on the band is flaking on her?#and the way neither of them want to show their weak moments? the way they never speak of what haunts them? and that is effectively what#makes their relationship fall apart? even thougj they lobe wach othee deeply? because they simoly cant be vulnerable and honest?#because they dont want to be weak in front of the othee?#can anyone hear me#im going insane#ive been planning an analyisis of goldica but i havent gotten around to rewatching the series to make it#and its driving me crazy i think#fnafhs
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budapest 🕺
#rammstein#richard kruspe#gosh#what a dork 🥲💗#paul landers#christoph schneider#oliver riedel#flake lorenz#la cringe#uhhh how much I love close-ups#bless all those people with good cameras#stadium tour 23#my ramm gifs#budapest1
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"Rammstein 2023. It was the biggest and most technically complex concert in the history of Lithuania. We provided the event with more than 200 stagehands, catering, etc. position personnel. It was definitely a tremendous experience and the most impressive event we've ever catered for, and the personal praise we received for our work from the Rammstein team only motivates us to grow even more. Thanks to all the staff who worked!" @ 8_days_a_week_staff
#i love this kind of behind the scenes pics#thanks to all the people in the shadow#that allow these shows to exist#rammstein#rammstein 2023#till lindemann#flake lorenz#paul landers#christoph schneider#oliver riedel#richard kruspe
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#today I am sad about something that I know objectively is dumb#my 30th birthday is next week and the party will be next Saturday and I’m having a dinner at a nice restaurant in town#I wasn’t supposed to make it to 30 and never thought I would but now somehow I have and so this birthday is like…#a really huge deal to me you know#and I always wanted to be able to have a big party to celebrate this specific occasion and in my head I pictured all my friends/family there#I figured this would be one of the biggest parties I’d ever get to throw because to me this is the biggest milestone I’ve gotten to so far#but out of all the people I’ve invited the most that will probably reasonably show is about 10#and even that’s a bit iffy because tbh I’m pretty sure my bestie will flake on me like he always does#and if he doesn’t show up that might just end the friendship but that’s another matter entirely#also iffy because I haven’t gotten a lot of responses still even though I made the event and sent invites two weeks ago#I just… thought I had more friends than that if that makes sense#like I had bigger parties with more people attending in high school and I barely had any friends then#I’ve thrown low key Halloween parties in my mom’s apartment that had more people show up#now I’m at the most important moment of my life (so far) and I’ll barely have anyone with me#lately it just feels like less and less people care about me for real despite how many I know around work or how many are on my Facebook#it feels like my world keeps shrinking and I really don’t want that because it’s been small enough as it is#I just feel like I’m never really going to find my place or have big groups of friends like everyone else#I’m never going to have a group of friends or people I can rely on to spend time with me when needed#as it is planning things gets harder the older we get anyway just due to needing to tend to adult life#guess I still just want what everyone else has and I don’t know why I can’t have those things#and I know it’s stupid and selfish and whiny but I really want to cry because I’m so depressed that I have barely anyone in my life at all#barely anyone to celebrate something so important to me and so few who even seem to care at all either#I’m grateful for everyone I do have honestly#but that doesn’t offset this weird pain in my chest over this whole situation#maybe I should just curl up and cry until this all passes and I can go back to pretending it doesn’t matter#personal
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;~; (tags vent)
#i feel so lonely and i dont know how to fix it#im trying to engage with people. im trying ot take space. im trying but nothing is helping#and like im hormonal so i wanna cry about it today#and like this loneliness isnt for one reason only#there's no One Thing#but so so many things making me feel like i cant connect#and even wiht making progress and even with coping and even with reminidng myself its okay to just feel bad sometimes like#i want company. i dont want online company i want irl company. i want friends. and im so miserable about the fact that i struggle to#make irl friends - not bc im not a good friend!! honestly tehre's been plenty of opportunities for me to make friends is the worst part#between work; disabilities; energy; and like interests/things to talk about its really hard to make friends (and tbh the first three-#really are the biggest drains). and i love my online friends i do i jsut. miss them all so much when i talk too much and then it hurts more#and i lost a friend group recently so im feelng really out of place#nearly everyday for the last idk. 5 months i had a group of people going “hey. love you” (even if they didnt say it verbatim daily) and lik#im so sad! and the feelings are coming out today ig cause i havenothing to do at work so im just. here#but yeah - ik part of this grief im experiencing is YET AGAIN experiencing change and loss re:friendships bc of things largely out of my#control /: and every time this happens it just brings up every single wound#im talking with my therapist about it too i just. wish friends were more permanent in my life yk?#or at least that i had friends irl still /: but all my deepest connections are all So far away#and it hurts so much to miss ppl rn im just. isolating myself#but i dont awnt to TALK. i dont want to TEXT. i dont want to hang out on a vc. i awnt to be held and loved and just talked to about anythin#other than the stresses in peoples lives. i want people to infodump to me w/o me having to Beg or Engage Correctly#i want people to tell me about themselves. jsut fucking lore dump in my inbox. its not dumping. i dont care about trauma dumping. if you do#cw i guess i jsut. im so tired. im tired of the “haiiiiii love you!!!!!” i have to do over the keyboard to have social connections#im tired of being so disabled i cant make friends bc no one wants to be friends w/ me irl and all the reasons (“ur a flake” “u cancel plans#“u never want to go out” “u never have energy” “why do you disappear when you need to recharge it makes me feel bad?” etc etc etc) all#relate to me being disabled and like.i feel like the problem. my existence is a problem. and the worst part is all iwant to do is just.#go run errands with someone. do important tasks &get a little treat to celebrate after. go to the doctor. the hospital. wherever im allowed#i want ot be a PERSON#): i jsut miss my friends#and liek im going to a thing later this month to try and make friends irl even if its just exercise friends
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ok i just got the Salad of 🅱️ongbirds and Flakes from the library and i’m gonna try to slam it in two days and then get back to mockingjay. i will continue to tag related poasts with #thg-reread even though for this book it is not a reread
#thg reread#2 pages in and it’s already so funny that tigris is described as not pretty when she is SO stunning in the movie#and the other thing that’s 2 pages in is that snow is like hmm what if my cousin prostituted herself so we could have some cash (YIKES)#i don’t know if im gonna like this book so this will be inch resting#ive never not liked a suzanne collins novel but with this one im unsure because like. who asked for this#of all the people she could have made a prequel about i really don’t care to hear about snow#will this add anything interesting or new or insightful to the canon or will it just be like. eh i didn’t need to read all that#(IT’S 517 PAGES)#the salad of 🅱️ongbirds and flakes
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i made a daan pfp for my friend
#art#fear & hunger#fear & hunger termina#fear and hunger fanart#daan fear and hunger#doodle#its fun drawing like this but also i dont want people thinkin im bad at drawing yk#ermmmmm fart#this guy def has the most dry crusty musty dusty ass lips ever#like if you were to kiss him you would get lip flakes all over your lips#sorry for the daan slander but its probably canon
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Non eczema sufferers will literally NEVER understand.
#it's crazy to me but my whole life I have never met a single person who gets It.#unless they too have eczema#You don't get it to feel fucking hideous.#To live in a world that actively shames anyone who doesn't have porcelain perfect skin#meanwhile your skin is flaking off non stop. it's risen and bright red and furiously itchy.#You don't understand people saying “don't scratch. have u been scratching??”#but the thing is most of the time you don't even realise you're doing it#or you're fucking waking up at night to your body rabidly scratching itself without you even being conscious.#or when it fucking is on purpose and it feels like such a relief even though as you do it you know you should stop because the pain after#isn't worth it#when you feel yourself lose control.#When you feel like a fucking prisoner CONSTANTLY stuck in your body.#When you want to just fucking cut the skin off to be free from the itch.#When your self esteem is so fucked up because you can't match up to any standard of “nice” skin cos your skin is all inflamed. dry. and#lacking elasticity#and nothing helps#there's no fucking cure.#and everyone else just lives life without knowing how lucky they are that their skin isn't burning itchy all the time#how lucky they don't constantly feel the urge to scratch themselves till they bleed and scab.#They just don't fuckign get it.
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So if I cancel an appointment the day of, I’ll get charged $100, but the doctor can cancel the appointment an hour beforehand and I’m just shit out of luck. Very cool. Not a bother at all.
#‘connectivity issues.’ so your wifi is down?#if I said my wifi was down I’d probably get told to go to a Starbucks parking lot or just fork over the cancellation fee#they really have no backup plan for spotty internet? can’t afford to run a hotspot from your phone for 20 minutes#disappointing#not that I wanted a telehealth appointment anyway. I hate telehealth#but still. this was a meeting to get me back on antidepressants and now I’ve gotta wait another week#at least the rescheduled appointment is an in person one.#so… another week of… this… not that it would have been solved right away but the sooner you start the better#this is too much info#I’m grumpy!#my brain hurts and I’m hungry so once the tylenol kicks in and I eat I’ll be… less grumpy#whatever. who cares.#this don’t matter#none of this matters#but still! canceling an hour before! wow! I’m glad this was an online appointment or I’d be really pissed#I was just gonna do this in my pjs. imagine stressing and rushing to look nice and get there and all that for nothing#hey real quick let’s talk about how $100 as a punishment fee for canceling is kinda fucked up#like yeah I know they want to deter people flaking. these appts are in high demand. but that’s a LOT of cash for someone like me#sometimes shit happens… like ‘connectivity issues’… 😑 ya buttholes#ok this is too much#ok I love you forever#you can ignore this#text
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#i do love tumblr but i also miss the deeply knit community of folks that i built on twt during the pandemic#like it was v much tied to one drama and one fandom and it got a bit harder as all of us drifted into other ones#(though i did manage to get most of them w jeffgame)#but it was just nice to have a public & private space with them and just yell about things#like hnghhhh ik post pandemic none of us have The Time and also I was using the whole thing as a mental crutch to deal with The Horrors#and also twt is a hellscape that i don't want to go back to/was terrible for my attention span/is now owned by a terrible human#but man is it hard to not look back on that time and feel incredibly nostalgic for it#also i'm like well aware of the fact that i'm truly such a flake when it comes to communicating with people these days cause again#rl is exhausting and its no longer the pandemic and i'm no longer using this to avoid my whole life#but Still
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So—
Being eighteen was great, can't wait to see what being nineteen will show!!
#no but truly#18th was the best year of my life so far#despite the insane levels of stress and torturous academic workload that going through the finals was#i started talking to people after years of proper communication with only my sister#for a brief while I was even brave enough to share my thoughts with the world#it was delightful#i made friends on my own which is something I've never been able to do before#i met you guys#my dearly beloved mutuals!!!! <33#i made art and started feeling something about it again#i created so much I didn't even think I was capable of something like that#me and my friends created entire worlds in our minds#as well as loads of characters which i love dearly!!#i mean it's not really mine to call my achievement but it feels so incredibly special to be a part of something like that#i reignited genuine interest inside of myself towards life and even picked up a couple of new special interests#i read and watched so many great stories#oh yeah I finished school so good riddance to that part of my life hehe#i enrolled into one of the best universities in the country which still feels insanely unreal#took a gap year#me and my sister travelled on our own and were able to finally meet our internet friends which is the flaking best thing in the world#worked two jobs with an occasional third one to save up a bit#i'll be moving out of my home city this year which scares the shit out of me but is still so so amazing#there were and still are tragedies around me that split my heart in half with fury and despair#and I feel unfairly privileged to be granted so much joy in my own life#so yeah it's been one hell of a year#sorry for getting so insufferably emotional but I love all this so unbelievably much#i love you all folks :')
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True/False: I assume that you are a very straightforward person to work with because I think you are upfront with your opinions.
I try XD if I won't be upfront with it, it's my personal opinion that it doesn't belong in the converastion, and if I want it in the conversation I have to bring it up first. But I also have adhd so sometimes I think I've made something clear and actually I've said something tangential to the point and then immediately moved on. It depends on how well people can run with my communication style haha
#red replies#heliopauseentertainments#i'm also a bit of a flake. but i try to warn people about that well ahead of time#my group projects have for the past couple years all been pretty solid and i've been a major part of them
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I just found a section on my new job's scheduling app (who knew such a thing existed!) where I can set my preferred availability!? They didn't tell me about that! So I set it up so I'm unavailable/prefer not to work every other weekend. Along with the Tuesdays and Thursdays I cannot work. This way I can pick up a shift those weekends if I want to but I could avoid working every single weekend AND it leaves my WWII reenactment weekends available and I'd only need to put in time off requests for the fridays before. I HOPE THIS WORKS AND THAT I DID IT RIGHT AND IT WON'T UPSET MY NEW BOSSES! I'm still gonna work weekends just hopefully every other one and not every single one.
#mod post#personal#i know this all seems ridiculous to fret kver but when you have anxiety thet partially stems from the fear of upsetting someone#or being a burden or anything in that realm#then shit like my work availability becomes a big deal#i dont want to look lazy by not working the full 30 hrs a week#i dont want my bosses to think im lazy or a flake#but i also don't want to make my household schedule any more complicated than it already is#im trying to please everyone and i just end up making myself insane#story of my life#if this availability works with my bosses then that gives me 3 days a week occasional weekends of for life things#while also still working weekends which are peak traffic days for the museum#and i can always pick up a weekend day if needed and im available#they said theyre pretty good at accommodating people's preferred schedules#so i guess ill see how this goes#cant wait for the newbie feeling is gone and fully into jaded exhausted long time worker#i much prefer that stage cause then the job is easy and second nature#this beginning stage i just feel useless and awkward and nervous and dumb and i hate that so much
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