#fit and fat and fine with that

[meat-fr]

"they're not graceful", "they're not elegant", "They're not angelic"

-and i took that personally (as a challenge!)

[dizzybizz]

mostly jrwi riptide but also @bardace's oc forts is here

[housecow]

Girl please stop romanticizing obesity, it will literally kill you eventually (and I know it’s not the first time someone says it to you). Like are you even ok? Romanticizing being immobile & being humiliated on the street? Why would you even aspire to this? For some attention of questionable men on this app? Girl they don’t deserve you. This message comes from a place of concern, it is not intended as an insult. You said you want a career in the future, maybe focus on that, I’m not sure how possible it is do all that while being immobile or having whatever condition.

omfg 😭 i apologize for writing little stories to get myself off, i guess?? lmfao. i have a fetish. i state clearly in my bio that this is what to expect. sorry im horny posting anonymously on tumblr.com ???? stop being weird when u don’t even belong in these spaces

[seagull-scribbles]

Singing in the rain ☔️

@swine-designs is hosting a huskerdust DTIYS for their birthday, but seeing as it is ALSO my birthday and I love drawing Husk, I had to enter 💕

[cahootings]

I should be neither surprised nor upset that my workplace does not stock plus size dress uniform pieces on site nor do they seem to understand that a womens xl does not actually really qualify as a plus size.

[hauntedselves]

i start a new job (my first "real", full time job) in the new year, and while financially (and employability-ly) im excited, im really dreading it. and ive built it up so much in my mind that just thinking about it triggers an anxiety spiral. really i know its just gonna be. awkward, difficult, maybe embarrassing. but not the end of the world.

my new medication (sertraline / zoloft) is finally at a point where the majority of the day, im not anxious. still anxious at times, it hasnt been a magic bullet, but a lot better. adjusting to it and coming off escitalopram was awful though.

the past 2 nights ive been very anxious, almost panic attack -like. not sure if thats a med issue or something else.

i had an alright holiday period, there was of course some triggering going on (unavoidable around my stepdad, and my mum tries to micromanage it so much that it makes it worse) but overall it was ok. i hope everyone also had an at least ok holiday! (and if you didn't, im sorry & its over now!)

[grichel]

i’ve been avoiding buying clothes for a long time bc Ugh but i’m doing it today bc i need some new basic things before going on this fancy cruise with my parents. dropped $300 in the first store. why is everything in the world so expensive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[navvigating]

tw for weight talk again etc etc :/

[heartthroblopez]

I see this and my brain just starts making the dial up noise

[housecow]

the difference between these two 🥺 both??

funny story though. my roommate is still taking food but my memory is so bad when it comes to things i don’t eat myself (adhd)

when i talk to friends and family about the situation the first thing they ask is, “are you sure you’re not sleep eating?” which is adorable. they wanna believe, even if for a second, that maybe i’m not truly at fault for making myself into such a cow 🥺 i get it bc im getting very fat even with the thievery but at the same time. im literally being gaslit

[chisaharu-chiha]

I'm not as fat as I've been hating myself for being. The love handles and the stretch marks and the fupa, it's not all that bad. (or at all) I can think all positive things about my body all I want, but then the bad side of my brain tears me apart for no reason. It just be like that and I hate it. (mb delete later. Courage posting for idk, to make myself feel less bad about how my body looks)

[lesenbyan]

you know, I might be Stepping In It, but I really hate people's tendency to "you're lucky" when finding out someone's naturally skinny really piss me off.

I'm not saying there's not privilege to being skinny, there absolutely is in this fatphobic world. But as someone who has spent literally over half my life wishing I could gain any fucking weight ever it makes me so fucking mad. I've tried working out, I've had physically demanding jobs, I've tried, back when i could afford it, eating as much as I could handle. I have literal dysphoria about being skinny.

and then when I Go Off at a coworker for being the second person in a week to tell me I'm lucky- while wearing braces digging into my joints bc I am physically too small to wear them right but they don't get smaller- I'm told "oh but you have to realize we never considered the other side" sure! but I'm still allowed to get pissed! you would be too!

[jellogram]

None of my clothes fucking fit me anymore and I'm like leaning over the bathroom counter gritting my teeth going "this is fine this is fine this is fine" because I'm trying to dress cute for my night out but I haven't dressed cute in so long that none of my cool clothes fit me and I look ridiculous and I want to cry. I'm trying really hard to be okay with my weight but I have this really nice leather jacket I got for my birthday a few years ago and it's too small for me now.

[melonisopod]

I lost weight since starting my job and I gotta say. I miss being thicc.

[acavatica]

I tried to encourage my cat to relax next to me on this conveniently cat-sized recessed platform by putting a pillow there. But I think Simon might be too big to use a standard throw pillow as a bed…