#finnpoe x reader

[inklore]

taste of you

prompt: "these are so wet aren't you going to remove them?"

pairing: finnpoe x (f)reader

word count: 814

warnings: eighteen+ content, modern au, established fwbs, f receiving oral, don't be fooled poe is more cheeky and needy than demanding.

note: i may have changed the dialogue just a bit so don't hate me bestie @psychedelic-ink! but this is the first official blurb in my finnpoe x reader world and ahh i'm so excited!!

You should have known. Should have suggested the three of you do something else tonight, something that would keep the two content and not making eyes at each other from across the couch. 

Each time Poe's thumb rubs deeper into the flesh of your inner thigh, the brush of Finn's arm behind your head as it lays across the back of the couch, fingers playing with the hair at the nape of Poe's neck, you can feel their eyes lingering on you—burning through you until your body is warm and flustered. 

With Poe back home from one of his work trips, having a movie night and consuming junk food seemed like the ideal solution to how much the two of you had missed him. It had always been that way.

Poe stopping at Finn’s favorite pizza place across town on his way home, making sure to get double breadsticks for you and your favorite wine to go along with it. The three of you occupied the space in the living room as you talked through the movie, ate your weight in pizza, and drank wine until Poe complained he needed something sweet, and the three of you tried to drunkenly make brownies at two in the morning. 

It had turned into a routine. Like clockwork. 

But now things are different. Something had changed in the three of you as you transitioned from roommates to friends to this. 

The word "lovers" was thrown around as much as your underwear seemed to be, scattering across the floors of the duplex when the two men were around. 

Now it felt like that charge—that attraction—you finally let yourself feel was a constant ache in the side for each of you, and you couldn’t keep your hands off of one another. 

So it should really come as no surprise when the mood changes. When both men forget the movie all together. When you try to focus on what’s happening but can feel the fabric of your underwear sticking to you as you grow wetter with need and anticipation. 

It’s Poe who makes the first move. Who cuts the tension with his palm, soothingly running up the top of your thigh and resting at the junction of your hip. Where he easily lets his fingers slip through your shorts and rest against your mound. His lips at your cheek, your jaw, until they are moving against the shell of your ear as he speaks. 

“I missed you.” His fingers leave you gasping softly as he moves them along your underwear until the pads of them are pushing against the sticky mess your arousal has created. “I missed this,” he emphasizes by pressing further, making the fabric press against your clit. “These are so wet. I think you missed me too.” He smiles against the skin below your ear as he presses his lips to it. 

Pulls back to look over at Finn, whose eyes are glued to the two of you. Who has moved closer to your side and is patiently gripping the skin just above your knee. 

The noise that Poe pulls from the back of Finn’s throat as he reaches his free hand over to cup the back of his head and bring his lips over to his in a heated kiss—centimeters from your own mouth—causes you to whine. To squirm against the cushion of the couch, against Poe’s fingers. 

It had only been seven days without seeing them like this, without Poe at home to work the both of you up with his mouth. Without watching as they devoured each other's mouths, as tongues collided and words were swallowed down by heavy breaths, as they both touched you, made you a part of something so fucking breathtaking. 

Your insides had been tortured by those seven days. 

“Missed you both.” Poe groans against Finn’s mouth. Rubs a slow circle against your clit that has your mouth falling open and your shallow pants heaving your chest. “Remove them for her,” he says as he runs his tongue along his bottom lip. “I want to taste her on your tongue. Please.” He breathes into Finn’s mouth. 

And he does. 

Drops to his knees in front of you and pulls your shorts from your lower half, tossing your underwear to the floor alongside them. Finn’s lips leave bites and indents of fingers, teeth, and tongue as he trails up to your center. 

The guttural noise of pleasure you let out when his tongue moves through your arousal and swirls around your clit, swallowed by Poe’s waiting mouth. Each moan and gasp breathed into his mouth as he alternates between marking up your neck and chest and watching Finn devour you—his hand at the back of his head keeping him stationed to you—his filthy words etched into your very being with his tongue. 

“Come for us, sweetheart. I want to taste you.” 

[princesssmars]

let me finish my fics so i can write about them good lord

[princesssmars]

finn has found that he loves mornings. as a stormtrooper the days blended together, the blank expanse of space not giving him many hints to whether it would be bright afternoon or dark twilight. but with mornings, he loves the duality but calmness of them, how some mornings he can sleep in and cuddle next to whoevers next to him, and others he wakes up with a mission but keeps a scehdule where he can still enjoy his time before working. he's found he loves tea as well, a special recipe you introduced him to after finding it on a run. he drinks a cup every other morning, sitting in a nooked window in the living room and watching the sunrise. its his favorite way to start the day.

poe has always had an affinity for nights. it reminds him of the wide never ending expanse of space, looking up at the sky giving him the same feeling as sitting in the cockpit of his ship. it makes him feel less lonely, knowing theres always someone out there feeling the same as him. when he was a kid he used to have problems with sleeping but it went away when he started to come into himself. on those midnights where he wakes up from a bad dream, he softly moves over the both of you and sits in that same bay window, looking up at the moons and drifting off, only waking up when tou give him a pillow and blanket to rest.

and you, you've come to grow a fondness for late afternoons. before your friends showed up they would be hectic and mind-numbing, spent running around helping wounded and giving battle inputs when you could. it was stressful but you knew in the end it'd all be worth it. thankfully you met finn and poe before that. instead of spending your free time eating alone, you now got to spend a few precious hours with the people you care about most, sharing stories of who you used to be, who you all hope to be once the war is won, and that when this is all over you'll be able to bask in the peace together. and you couldnt ask for anything better.

[meshla-cyarika]

STAR WARS AU

I made an AU where Anakin, Padmé, Obi-Wan, Luke, Leia, Rey Palpatine, Cal Kestis and Finn (Apolo) live in harmony with the Jedi Order. Along with you! Yes, y/n l/n! Enjoy!

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Mace Windu: "We take great care of our students and they are all very formal."

Meanwhile, the Jedi Council's A-team;

Anakin Skywalker: the one who's been in love with the senator of Naboo since he was nine years old and has intense mental health issues.

Obi-Wan Kenobi - the one who fell in love with the duchess of Mandalore and totally didn't have a secret son with her. *cough cough* Korkie *cough cough*

luke skywalker - one of the all powerful children of Anakin Skywalker and Pamdé Amidala and is too flamboyant for his own good.

leia Skywalker - the most sensible child of Anakin and Padmé, even tho she fell in love with a scruffy-looking nerf herder that they had to work with a few times.

Rey Palpatine - the one who's the granddaughter of Senator Sheev Palpatine and was bullied alot as a youngling till Y/n l/n essentially told them to piss off.

y/n l/n - the one who was trained with the Skywalkers, Rey Palpatine, Cal kestis and Finn Apolo. That alone partially destroyed her sanity. Seriously the chaos of that group is unmatched.

Cal Kestis - the one who was shy and hid in the background of the youngling mayhem, till y/n dragged him into it. Has a ton of trauma from interacting with force echoes and feeling the pain and suffering of the people who died in the past.

Finn Apolo - the one who was saved by clones as a baby after his family was killed. Who also fell in love with an old ally of the Jedi Council (Poe Dameron) that got them out of dozens of bad situations with his pilot skills.

[crucifiedfaerie]

Nicotine Stains | Pt. 2 ༉₊˚✧

Modern!Kylo x Fem!Reader AU

➴ Summary: As your relationship with Kylo grows behind closed doors, so does your worry and confusion about what exactly you are to him.

➴ Part One

➴ Word Count: 5.2k

➴ Warnings: 18+ MDNI, fem!reader, dom!kylo, modern!delinquent!kylo au, smoking, swearing, quite a bit of angst, kylo is a stupid man who doesn't know how real relationships work apparently, he also doesn't know what communication is, reader is in her head about it, mutual pining, finnpoe my loves make an appearance (its canon to me idgaf), fluff, kinda hurt with comfort, SMUT (unprotected PiV sex, car sex, softdom!kylo, kinda breeding kink ?? oops), typos probably

➴ Taglist: ( @enviedear @capitanostella @teapartydreams @beautifulbluejay @mochiseni )

A/N: im alive !!!!! holy shit i promised this would be out in like november. oops. the writers block has been so real im sorry. now that i have this out though, chapter two of growing pains will be coming next !! i promise i didn't abandon that.... anyways i hope you enjoy !!

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You impatiently sat, knees tucked beneath you and head resting on the back of your family’s couch so you could look out the window. The men in your life had been away for a week and a half, and while you couldn't deny having Finn out of your hair for once was like a peaceful vacation in itself, you missed Kylo like crazy. Having to look at his sleek, black Charger parked in front of your house every time you looked out of your window didn't necessarily help either.

When he told you Finn had asked him to tag along on their annual camping trip, you couldn't help but laugh. The image of Kylo trying to fit his tall, broad frame into a tiny shared tent with your father and brother was too hilarious to you.

"What’s so funny, kid?" He had laughed back at you.

Usually, Poe was the one to go on those trips with your brother and father, but with him away at pilot school, Finn had been lonely recently. He wasn't expecting himself to take it so hard, but gods did he miss Poe. Despite missing Kylo, you were glad he agreed to go and keep Finn company. Your father, of course, was also overjoyed to hear that Kylo would be joining.

Your eyes lit up as your father's beat-up car pulled into the driveway. You watched as they unpacked the car and exchanged words you couldn't hear before Kylo parted ways and headed to his car with his bag hanging off his shoulder. When he reached the driver's side door, he noticed you in the window and gave you a subtle wink before getting into the Charger and pulling away. 

Part of you was expecting... hoping for him to come in, but you should have known he wouldn't. It's not like your family knew of your weird relationship that had been blossoming for the past month. You couldn't help but still feel a little disappointed, you hoped maybe he would have just said fuck it and come in and kissed you. Maybe he didn't miss you as much as you had missed him? Your heart sank at the idea. 

The mixed signals Kylo had been giving you were starting to give you whiplash. One minute he would be in your room treating you like you're the only person in the world who matters to him, and the next he'd be standing in the kitchen talking to Finn or your mother, not even giving you so much as a glance. 

The thought of asking him about what exactly the two of you were honestly made you wanna die. You didn't want to come off as clingy and ruin whatever it was you had, but the twinge of hurt that came with every time he ignored your presence was starting to become… too much. 

You sighed and walked upstairs to your room, feeling defeated. You practically collapsed in your chair before putting on your headphones and starting on some schoolwork, attempting to think about anything but Kylo. 

A thump muffled by the music in your ears broke you from your calculus-induced trance. When you turned around in your chair you were met with Kylo on your bedroom floor, who you assumed had just fallen through your window. You giggled at him, pulling your headphones down to rest around your neck. 

He groaned before sitting up and smiling at you. "I meant to do that." 

"Sure." You laughed, getting out of your seat to join him on the floor.

Kylo leaned against the wall, pulling you into his lap. He gave you a quick kiss before pulling away and looking down at you with those pretty brown eyes you can never seem to get enough of these days. "I leave for nearly two weeks to go into the middle of nowhere, and I can't even get a text from my girl when I get home?" He asked, a smirk playing at the corners of his mouth.

You felt the warmth creep across your cheeks at the way he called you his. "I got carried away with homework, I didn't even realize what time it was." You glanced at the window behind him, noticing the dark indigo hue of the sky.

Kylo smiled, peppering small kisses down your jaw. "What were you listening to?" He lightly tapped your headphones with his long fingers. You took them off before carefully placing them over his ears. "Chevelle? I see my good taste continues to rub off on you kid." He grinned.

"Don't be so full of yourself. My dad loves Chevelle, I got it from him." You laughed, taking the headphones from him and tossing them into your chair. Kylo smiled before standing up, taking you with him, and setting you on your bed gently. His kiss was needy, and he slowly pushed you backward until you were lying down.

He pulled away, out of breath slightly. "Do you know how much I missed this? You were on my mind every night I was there... I couldn't even jack off because we were in that stupid tent..." He paused, shutting his eyes. "You didn't hear that." 

You giggled. "You jerk off thinking about me? Are you obsessed with me or something?"

Kylo laughed, rolling his eyes. "You idiot." He attacked your face with kisses that tickled, causing you to let out a half scream. "Shhh kid, your mom's gonna think you're being murdered up here." 

As if he had summoned her, you heard a knock at your bedroom door. Kylo quickly stood up from your bed, rushing over to your closet and maneuvering himself inside before shutting the door quietly.

You shook your head at him, stifling a laugh and taking your seat back at your desk, pretending to look like you were doing something. "You can come in." 

Your mother opened the door with a soft creak. "Were you talking to someone?"

You quickly fabricated a lie. "I was just on the phone with a friend from my class." 

Your mom nodded, briefly glancing around your room. "I actually came up here to tell you to ask Kylo if he's coming to dinner on Friday. I meant to ask when they came home earlier, but he left so fast I missed him." 

Your hands felt sweaty. Why would she ask you to ask him? Did she know? "Why wouldn't you ask Finn to talk to Kylo?" 

She leaned on the doorframe slightly. "Well he's been driving you to and from class a lot recently, just ask him for me tomorrow would you? And you better make sure to thank that boy for driving you around! It's very nice of him."

It took everything in you to hold back the laugh that threatened to surface. You just knew Kylo was doing the same. "Yeah, I'll ask him." You had almost forgotten you had class in the morning. Fuck.

"Thank you. Goodnight, I love you." She began to shut your door. "Remember. Tell him thank you." 

"Yeah, yeah. Goodnight, I love you." You laughed as you listened to her footsteps disappear down the hall.

You leaned forward in your chair to open your closet door. Kylo chuckled softly. "Is there something you needed to say to me?... Sorry, I couldn't hear the conversation very well with this door in the way." He smirked, taking a step towards you. 

"Oh shut up." You smiled back at him. 

He pulled you closer to him, wrapping his long arms around you. Your face pressed into his shirt, the smell of blackberries and pomelo from his cologne filling your senses. "It's fine, you can thank me in different ways." He whispered into the top of your head.

You giggled nervously, feeling your face get hot again. "Yeah?"

Kylo took your face into his hands and leaned back as if to study you. "Yeah..." He smirked. "But not tonight, you have class tomorrow, remember?" He kissed you again before letting you go and making his way towards your window. 

You groaned at him. "Why not just stay the night?" You asked sweetly, following him.

He smiled down at you with adoration. "What, so we both wake up late and you miss your class? Your parents would hate me." Kylo smirked

My mother and father could never hate you, stupid.

"Fine." You sighed, not having the courage to argue.

He leaned down and kissed you again, deeper this time. "I'll see you in the morning, okay?" 

"Okay." You said it so quietly you weren't sure if he even heard it. He ducked out of your window, shutting it quietly. You watched as he climbed down and went to his car in the darkness. Once his tail lights had disappeared at the end of your street, you collapsed onto your bed, allowing your body to succumb to sleep and silence your racing mind. 

Friday afternoon, you sat at the table in your overly warm kitchen, trying to finish some classwork as your mother cooked. The sound of the doorbell made your heart leap out of your chest. You'd been anticipating today all week and while you were hoping it was Kylo at the door, a part of you was also hoping he'd show up late so you wouldn't have to endure getting ignored by him so much.

You heard your dad open the door. "Hi Son, what a pleasant surprise!" You felt your palms get clammy. "Finn! Come down here!" Your father shouted up the stairs. You craned your neck to look around the corner and see who it was, hearing Finn's quick footsteps as he made his way down the steps. 

It was Poe. He stood in the foyer, dressed nicely but still wearing that worn, brown leather jacket he always wore. He held a bouquet of orange and white lilies. You smiled, those were Finn's favorite. 

"Poe!" Finn nearly knocked Poe over with how quickly he hugged him. "You said you wouldn't be back until summer!" 

Poe wrapped his arms around him, laughing. "You know I had to surprise you." He pressed a kiss to Finn's forehead. "Hey, don't crush the flowers, they barely made it on the trip down here." 

Finn pulled away, beaming at him. He took the flowers into his hands before kissing Poe.

You looked at your mother, who was grinning almost as wide as Finn was. "Aren't they just adorable? When you find someone, they better treat you as good as Poe treats Finn." She smiled at you. You gave her a weak smile back and nodded, looking back at the textbook in front of you. 

You couldn't help but wish Kylo would do that. Showing up at your door with flowers, instead of sneaking through your window no later than 11 pm to smoke weed and fuck. It wasn't like your parents wouldn't approve of him... they have always adored Kylo for no reason at all. You attempted to focus on the pages in front of you, it was ridiculous to dwell so deeply on a man you weren't even actually sure was yours.

Kylo showed up fashionably late of course. Your mother beamed at the sight of him standing in the entryway. "Kylo honey, I was worried you weren't going to come. Go ahead and sit." 

He smiled sweetly at her. "You know I wouldn't miss your wonderful cooking for anything." To your surprise, he took the seat right beside you, something he never does when he's over for dinner. 

Other than small glances, Kylo did not acknowledge your presence at the beginning of dinner. He mostly caught up with Poe and talked cars with your father. As you picked at the food on your plate, you felt a large, warm hand rest on your thigh. When you turned your head to look up at Kylo, he seemed unphased, deep in conversation with Poe.

"How is pilot school treating you, man?" Kylo asked, his one hand inching further up your thigh as he took a bite from his fork with the other hand. 

You felt warmth creep across your cheeks as you clenched your thighs together, causing his grip on you to tighten slightly.

He cannot possibly be serious? The fucking dinner table?

You looked at him again, chewing on the inside of your mouth and attempting to relax as much as you could. Kylo glanced down at you briefly, a sly smirk playing at his lips and his pupils large. He turned back to his conversation with Poe as he inched his long fingers underneath your skirt, brushing them against your clothed cunt.

You felt a moan threaten to escape your lips so you pretended to clear your throat, causing Kylo to fight back a grin. He was enjoying this way too much... This was all too much. You quickly grabbed his hand in an attempt to keep him from going any further. Thank god for your mother's tablecloth or everyone would have seen what was happening. 

You weren't sure what it was, maybe the obvious flush on your face, but your mother had noticed something was up. "Is something wrong sweetheart?" 

You tried to think of something, anything reasonable to say but your brain felt so foggy. 

Oh you know, Finn's best friend and so-called 'angel' in your eyes is playing with my cunt under the dinner table but doesn't have the decency to take me out on a date, no biggie.

"I'm fine, it's just really hot in here." You managed to get out, fiddling with the neck of your sweater. Kylo had removed his hand which was now resting on your knee. You sighed, silently thanking the gods of every pantheon you could think of. Moaning in front of your entire family at dinner wasn't exactly ideal. Despite the wetness growing in your panties, you wanted nothing more than to strangle him right there.

The rest of dinner was a blur, and at some point, Finn, Poe, and Kylo had disappeared to the basement, most likely to drink and play video games. This allowed you to sneak away to your room, the noise from the TV downstairs dissipating into a soft murmur as you shut your bedroom door behind you.

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"FINN! I'm getting obliterated over here and you're on the other side of the map fucking around!" 

"I'm literally almost there calm down!" 

Kylo sat on the couch, listening as Finn and Poe bickered over the game they were playing, loud gunshots and explosions emanating from the television as Poe was, in fact, being obliterated. 

His knee bounced up and down nervously. As much as he enjoyed seeing Poe again and playing video games like old times, all Kylo could think about was seeing you again. 

You had seemed a little off today, did he do something wrong?

He pulled his phone out of his pocket, taking a few minutes to type, delete, and retype his message to you, finally deciding on something lighthearted. 

Kylo: where'd you disappear to kid? you're missing out on some riveting gameplay down here.

The blue glow of his screen illuminated in his hands a few minutes later, and he felt a wave of excitement course through his body when he saw that you had responded. 

♡: i forgot i had a paper i needed to finish.

Kylo frowned at his phone, it was 9:30 pm on a Friday. Surely he had done something to upset you. He sighed before trying to formulate another text to send back to you.

Finn’s voice pulled him from his anxious thoughts. “There are more beers in the garage, I’ll be right back.” Kylo watched as he kissed Poe quickly before sprinting up the stairs.

“So,” Poe started, leaning closer with a grin on his face. “Any new girls or are you still fixated on your best friend's sister?” 

Kylo groaned, knowing this would come up. “That was in middle school, I wouldn’t have told you then had I known now you’d still be bringing this up years later.” He laughed nervously.

“Don’t fucking lie to me, Ren.” Poe laughed. “Elementary, middle, high school… Hell, four months ago before I left, you were talking about her.” He shoved a handful of popcorn into his mouth before continuing. “I don’t know why you won’t just go for it. Their parents already love you, I don’t think it’ll be a big deal like you think it will be.”

“You don’t get it Poe, they like me as Finn’s friend. She’s in college and I have nothing ahead of me except a court date for a speeding ticket next week. But if you must know, we’ve been… talking and hanging out for the past month and I’m pretty sure I’ve already made her mad at me so… yeah.” Kylo said tiresomely. 

Poe’s eyes lit up. “What the hell dude? Were you just not going to tell me-”

“We got lucky, there was only three left.” Their conversation was cut short, to Kylo’s relief, by Finn coming down the stairs holding three crisp cans of beer, the condensation leaving a damp mark on the front of his shirt.

“I was actually about to head home.” Kylo said, standing from the old, sunken couch. 

Finn groaned in protest, setting the cans on the water-stained coffee table. “Just stay for another game or two, I’ll let you take my spot.” 

“Yeah, just another game or two.” Poe chimed in, his eyes wide, silently pleading with him to stay in hopes Kylo would tell him more. 

“Sorry guys, I’m just really tired tonight.” Kylo shot Poe a look. “I’m coming back over tomorrow.” With Finn’s back turned momentarily, he took the opportunity to mouth “Drop it.”

“Fine, but no flaking out on us or we will drag you out of your home.” Finn smirked.

Kylo nodded in agreement, laughing slightly, before making his way up the stairs into the kitchen. Your parents had already gone to bed, the refrigerator humming and ticking clock being the only noise that filled the quiet darkness. 

He silently made his way up the stairs to your room, taking a breath once he reached your door before opening it slowly. Once inside, he noticed your empty desk chair and your computer which cast a soft glow on you, lying face first on your bed. You turned your head to look at him.

"Making really great progress on that paper I see." He smirked at you, that stupid smirk you love to hate and hate to love. 

"I'm tired." That was all you could manage to say to him. After his stunt at the dinner table and his general behavior in the past month, you honestly wanted nothing more than for him to just go away.

“What's wrong pretty girl?” Kylo’s voice was soft and sweet like honey. You felt the bed dip beside you and two strong arms wrap around you. “Are you mad at me for dinner? I-” 

You sat straight up to look at him, causing him to stand up from your bed. “Yes! Yes, I’m mad at you for dinner.” You shouted at him, as much as a whisper would allow you to. “You don't even have the decency to come through the front door most times, and when you do, you act like I don't exist. I don't understand you, if I had known I'd just be a fuck buddy to you I wouldn't have given you my virginity in the first place.”

For a few moments, Kylo stared at you. He looked surprised but there was a softness and concern in his eyes. “That isn't all you are to me, I promise… I just... feel like I'm not good enough for you sometimes.” 

You sighed, collapsing back into your pillows. Your capacity to care or argue with him was spent. “I wish you had figured that out before you invited me out onto the roof to smoke with you.” 

The room was quiet for a few moments before you heard the sound of your window opening and closing. He left your house wordlessly, with nothing but dead silence left in his wake. 

You felt hot tears sting at the corners of your eyes, regretting nothing more than ever allowing Kylo to get close to you. 

Asshole.

You hadn't realized you’d fallen asleep until you were woken up to the sound of your phone ringing. Lifting your head from your tear-soaked pillow, you tried to adjust your eyes to the brightness of your phone to see who was calling you so late.

Kylo.

You nearly groaned, debating whether or not it was a better idea to just ignore him. You ultimately decided against your better judgment.

“What do you want?” You spoke sleepily into the phone.

“Just come down here for a moment.”

You got up and looked out your window. Kylo stood in front of your house, leaning against his car with his phone pressed against his face. “No.” You were about to hang up on him before you heard his voice again.

“You can hate me, that's fine. I just want to show you one thing.” There was a quick desperation to his voice. “Please.”

“Fine.” You sighed, hanging up the phone before slipping your shoes on quickly and opening your window. Once on your roof, you had wished you’d grabbed a jacket. The cold, midnight air nipped at your exposed arms, causing you to shiver. 

You climbed down your mother's trellis, taking extra care not to crush any of the vines that would bloom beautifully in the spring. 

You felt the frozen dew from the grass brush across your ankles as you made your way to Kylo’s car and watched as he opened the passenger side door for you. The warmth of the car interior enveloped you as you sat down, and once fully inside, he shut your door before practically running around his car to his side. 

He pulled away from your house with a roar from his engine, and you hoped your parents didn't hear it. 

“Where are we going?” You asked unamused. 

“Somewhere I like to go when I want to be alone... I think you’ll like it.” Kylo said softly, glancing at you once before focusing on the road again. 

You sighed, watching as he pulled onto a backroad. The canopy of trees shaded the car from the moonlight, only the glow of the radio dimly illuminating the interior. 

“You really shouldn't have, you know… Taking me somewhere nice like the forest before murdering me.” You said sarcastically.

Kylo laughed. “Where else would I dispose of the body? Suburbs are much too populated.” He joked, reaching for his cigarettes before offering one to you. 

You tried to hide the smirk that played on your lips, hating how easily he could make you laugh. You accepted the cigarette, watching as the trees cleared to reveal a moonlit lake. 

Kylo put the charger in park, before turning in his seat to face you. “I’m sorry I've treated you the way I have this past month.” He reached up to light your cigarette for you, not breaking eye contact. He ignited his own, taking a few puffs before continuing. “I've always been so scared of not being good enough for you or living up to your family's standards… and now I've allowed my fears to hurt you. But I can assure you you're way more than just a quick fuck to me, I can't apologize enough for making you feel that way.” 

You watched as Kylo reached into his back seat for something, retrieving a stack of small notes and colored paper. He smiled nervously before handing them to you. 

As you flipped through them in silence, you tried to make sense of what you were looking at. In the stack were dozens of notes and cards all in his handwriting, some more recent and some that seemed to have been written by a much younger Kylo. You looked up at him, no longer able to hide the smile on your face. 

“I would write them and always get way too nervous to give them to you… but I kept them anyway.” Kylo said nervously, speaking quickly. “I've liked you since we were children, Poe always-”

You cut him off with a kiss, his warm lips immediately melting into yours as he kissed back with need and desire. Kylo extinguished his cigarette in his car's ashtray before traveling his hands up to hold your face.

After a few minutes, he pulled away, allowing you both to catch your breath. Still cradling your face in his hands, Kylo looked at you with a gaze so soft, that you thought you'd melt into a puddle on the floor of his Charger. 

He spoke softly. “Be my girlfriend. Say you'll be mine and my fears will be far behind me, I promise.” 

You beamed at him, nodding quickly. “I'm yours.”

Kylo’s lips connected with yours once again and he kissed you feverishly. He reached down to fiddle with something before his seat extended back with a dull thump. Without ever breaking the kiss, Kylo pulled you with him to the backseat, laying you down so he was hovering above you. 

You quickly fumbled with his belt, trying to blindly undo the clasp. He brushed your hands away, kissing his way down your now trembling body and stopping just above the waistband of your pants. Hooking his fingers into them, he quickly and expertly removed both your pants and underwear in one go, exposing your bare cunt to the cool air of his car. You watched as he threw your clothes somewhere into the dark void that was the front seat. 

You whined, pushing your thighs together for warmth and friction, which Kylo promptly used his strong hands to open again. “Not so fast, my little star. I wanna take my time with you tonight.” He smirked up at you. 

Half-kneeling on the floorboard of the car, Kylo peppered kisses up and down your inner thigh, causing you to shiver in his grasp. After what felt like eons of teasing, he finally placed a kiss just below your pubic bone before licking a stripe up your slit. 

You moaned, tangling your fingers into his long, dark locks as he began to feast on you. Your body felt full of electricity as if you were going to spark and short circuit at any moment. 

He was unrelenting with his tongue, and you felt yourself nearing your climax. “Kylo!” You whined desperately. 

“Hm? What is it, pretty girl?” He mumbled against you, not faltering once in his attack on your now very sensitive clit. 

“You’re g-gonna make me cum already, stop.” You breathed out. 

You could feel him smirk against your heat. “That's fine. Go ahead, cum for me.” He hummed.

Your head felt light and your body electric as you came, your vision blurring as you rode your high on his tongue. You only noticed he had stopped when you came to and saw him wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, his dark hair messy and pupils blown with lust. 

“You taste so fucking good.” He breathed as he undid his belt, “I can't believe I waited a month to do that.” 

Laughing weakly, your head still fuzzy from your high, you admired him as he pulled his t-shirt over his head, exposing his pale chest littered with beauty marks. He looked so angelic the way the moon behind him cast his frame in an almost halo-like glow. You watched as he freed his erect cock from the tight confines of his jeans. 

Kylo kissed you as he lined himself up with your entrance, pausing momentarily to hold the side of your face in his hand and smile at you with adoration. “I wish you could see how pretty you look right now… How pretty you always look.”

You whined, still unable to form a coherent sentence and wrapping your arms around his broad frame. You felt him push his cock inside you slowly, and he watched as your eyes rolled back into your skull in pleasure. 

You moaned into the crook of his neck as he began to move, thrusting into you gently. His hand traveled up your shirt to cup your breast while he used the other to keep the back of your head from hitting the door handle. 

Kylo’s pace quickened, hitting that sensitive bundle of nerves deep inside you with every thrust. “You’re gonna m-make me cum again, you f-feel too good.” You breathed.

“I’m not gonna stop you, baby. Cum on my cock as many times as you need.” He smiled down at you, slightly out of breath as he neared his own climax. 

You came undone beneath him for the second time that night, loudly moaning his name and whatever expletives your brain thought of first, not having to worry about the possibility of waking your entire family as you both bathed in the moonlight that slipped through the now foggy windows of Kylo’s Charger. 

“Hm- Fuck I’m gonna cum.” Kylo moaned into your ear. 

“Please cum in m-me. I love you.” You whined. Your mind was so foggy from cumming twice that you had lost your inhibition completely and it took you a moment to realize what you just said to him.

You didn’t have much time, however, to worry about it for too long as Kylo let out a moan you had never heard from him before, a sound of need and desperation. “Fuck- Fuck! I love you too.”  He came to a halt deep inside you, before filling you with his cum. 

He breathed heavily on top of you, staring down at you with shock and adoration. “I love you too.” He repeated, completely out of breath. When he pulled out, you felt his cum drip down your thigh as he quickly retrieved his shirt from the darkness of the floorboard to clean you up. 

Kylo peppered kisses up and down your body before pulling you into his lap to hold you in his arms, and you watched as he lazily drew a heart in the condensation that had collected on the window. You smiled and rested your head on his shoulder, thinking only of how comfortable you felt in his presence. 

You didn’t get home until 4 am and slept through most of the morning. You awoke to your father yelling at you from downstairs saying something about how there was somebody there to see you. Confused and still tired, you wiped the sleep out of your eyes as you made your way to the stairs. 

You stopped in your tracks at the top of the steps. Kylo standing in your foyer waiting for you was the last thing you expected. He had cleaned up nicely, trading his usual rotation of black band tees for a nice, dark button-up, and in his hands he held a bouquet of pink lilies. He smiled nervously up at you.

“Hi?” You beamed at him, laughing slightly.

“Hi,” Kylo smirked, looking down the hall towards the kitchen, where your dad had disappeared to, before continuing in a lower tone only you could hear. “I thought I’d try the front door this time.”

[ollypopwrites]

Below the cut is a complete masterlist of my SW fics!

The Mandalorian

Opia Series; (18+, Din Djarin x Female!Reader, no Y/N) (Read on Ao3) The Leap The Contract The Game

Highway Man [Biker!AU] (18+, Din Djarin x Female!Reader, no Y/N) Read Main Story on A03 Masterlist (includes: headcanons, ficlets, fanart, etc)

Hard Decisions; (18+, Din Djarin x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

In Between; (18+, Din Djarin x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Undress; (18+, Din Djarin x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Shush; (18+, Din Djarin x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Thigh; (18+, Din Djarin x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Caught; (18+, Din Djarin x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Face; (18+, Din Djarin x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Stupid, Noble Hero; (18+, Din Djarin x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Din with an S/O that doesn't want kids

Poe Dameron

Hard at Work [Read at Ao3]; (18+, Poe Dameron x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Shush; (18+, Poe Dameron x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Bath; (18+, Poe Dameron x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Undress; (18+, Poe Dameron x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Dance With Me; (Poe Dameron x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

Rey

Looking at the Stars, Admiring from Afar [Read on Ao3]; (Rey x Female!Reader, minor FinnPoe no Y/N)

Slow Dance [Read on Ao3]; (Rey x Female!Reader, no Y/N)

[have-you-seen-my-sanity]

Two for one

FO!Finn x FO!Poe Dameron(FinnPoe) x afab!reader

Summary: You're a new recruit in the First Order, serving onboard Poe's Star Destroyer. You, Finn and Poe had your first training mission. It was quite the experience.

Cw/triggers: Threesome, p in v, oral (m! receiving).

A/n: The First Order is quite sexy. So are Finn and Poe, but as baddies.

Being new in the ranks of the First Order was a bit overwhelming, but thankfully you got lined up serving on General Poe Dameron's Resurgent Star Destroyer.

General Dameron had his reputation being calm and collected, acting competent and pretty welcoming to new faces. Not like a certain General Hux you heard so much of, being bad words mostly.

His right hand man, Commander Finn had equal reputation, but he was mostly responsible for the Stormtroopers.

Before you arrived at the Destroyer, high rank members had told you about General Dameron and Finn, Poe was once with the Resistance, their best pilot too, dashing and cocky. Finn was once in the First Order, he deserted to the Resistance thanks to Poe.

Poe eventually got tired from supporting a lost cause, resulting in him betraying the Resistance and joining the First Order. Finn decided to follow him.

Finn could have gotten executed for his betrayal, but not everyone in the First Order was pure evil, so he actually got a second chance after Poe laid some good words for him.

Poe and Finn were in the hangar of his Destroyer, waiting for the Shuttle you were in to land.

The ramp drove down, revealing General Dameron and Commander Finn, both of them had their arms crossed over their chests, looking each recruit in the eyes.

Finn was wearing the grey uniform with the hat, Poe was wearing the black one, without a hat, his curly hair are a bit messy.

You were a bit excited but also scared in a respectful way. Walking out of the Shuttle, both, Finn and Poe had their eyes set on you the whole time.

Finn spoke up first, "Rookie, eh?"

"Yes... sir." you nodded.

Poe stepped closer to you. "We two are your bosses. If anyone bosses you around other than us, you don't listen, clear?" his eyebrow arched up expectantly.

"Yes, Gene–"

"Poe."

"Understood."

Finn smiled a bit. "Ah, she's one of those recruits who got picked up by those recruiters who's expecting her to treat any high ranks the same."

Poe stepped back next to Finn, putting a hand on his shoulder. "Well," he crossed one ankle over the other. "You and I call the shots but we aren't that strict with names as long as we get obeyed."

Finn nodded. "That's right. Wanna start with the mission?" he asked.

Poe straightened once more, signaling for you to get shown to the armory for preparations. "Meet us here in 10 minutes, don't be late." he ordered, turning around with Finn, heading towards a nearby shuttle.

After everything was settled, you returned to the hangar, Finn and Poe already there, waiting for you. Finn still had his grey uniform while Poe had changed into the black TIE Pilot suit.

"So, rookie, ready for your first mission against Resistance scum?" Finn asked.

"Pretty much, yeah."

Poe approached, holding the helmet in his hand and leaned against the side of the shuttle. "Ready? Good. Let's go."

For the most part the mission went as planned. For the most part.

Now however, none of you could have predicted the mission would end like this.

Finn still in the seat of that shuttle, his uniform pants unzipped, cock in your mouth, your arms and hands on his thighs while your legs were wrapped around Poe's waist, his black suit unzipped and his cock deep inside you while holding your hips.

"Not a single word to anyone. You understand?" came Poe's voice, who was already panting.

The only affirmation you could do was nod your head and moan around Finn's cock as Poe bottomed out.

"Hey Poe, who do you think is better in... these terms, Resistance or First Order?" Finn asked amused, running both hands from your neck up to your head, the sensation making you almost drool around him.

Poe cracked an amused smirk. "First Order. Definitely. The Resistance was always too busy and scared of another attack."

Finn snorted. "Valid point." his hand guiding your movements, his hips rocking up as he felt himself getting close.

"Look at that Finn. The new recruit getting fucked by her two superiors."

"Mhm, and doing a very good job at taking us."

Poe was desperately hammering into you, hitting that spot with every thrust, causing you to almost go limb on Finn's cock, grazing your teeth along his shaft, catching him off guard.

"O-oh damn- that's it- keep– ah!" Finn released his load down your throat, you swallowed it obediently.

Poe's pounding had you see stars, your orgasm ripped through your body with full force. Poe was close behind, heaving as he released himself into you.

After a minute of catching breaths, both had released their hold on you, allowing you to stand up.

"You okay, rookie? It was quite the adventure." Finn chuckled, while Poe helped you getting dressed, dusting off your shoulders.

Poe zipped up his flight suit, straightening it. "Your next order, get back into the cargo bay, lean back and enjoy the flight back, catch some shut eye, because welcome to the First Order." Poe patted your shoulder, giving a firm squeeze.

"Hey rookie, we look forward on having you!" Finn grinned, pointing a finger at you.

[psychedelic-ink]

Another month, another fic rec list 💜💜💜

please show your support by commenting and/or reblogging!

categories include: the last of us (joel miller), pedro pascal characters (max phillips, ezra, frankie morales, marcus pikei jack daniels), misc. (santiago garcia, benny miller, poe dameron, finn)

as always don't forget to check the warnings before reading!

click here for last months fic recommendations

THE LAST OF US

strawberry wine by @pedrito-friskito (joel miller | series)

go slow by @frannyzooey (joel miller)

short days, long nights by @frannyzooey (joel miller | series)

not a want, but a need by @lavendertales (joel miller)

healing by @toomanystoriessolittletime (joel miller)

from eden by @nexusnyx (joel miller)

Getting Lost is Being Found by @littlemisspascal (joel miller)

the exchange by @absurdthirst (dave york, joel miller)

a burden at the end of the world by @wildemaven (joel miller)

PEDRO PASCAL CHARACTERS

palomino drabble: real by @fuckyeahdindjarin (jack daniels | series)

Shiv's Salon: Javi Gutierrez by @fuckyeahdindjarin (javi g)

palomino by @fuckyeahdindjarin (jack daniels | series)

grays by @fuckyeahdindjarin (frankie morales)

slumber by @write-and-buried (frankie morales)

love bites by @outercrasis (max phillips)

the paper girl by @goodwithcheese (frankie morales)

untitled by @haylzcyon (javier p)

in the shadows by @juletheghoul (ezra)

prince fucking charming by @toomanystoriessolittletime (marcus pike)

What a Pair we Make by @whataperfectwasteoftime (Marcus pike)

all the time in the world by @/whataperfectwasteof time (Marcus pike)

everything by @/whataperfectwasteoftime (marcus pike)

The Smuggler, The Marshall, and The Prospector by @all-the-way-down-here (Joel Miller, Jack 'Whiskey' Daniels, Ezra)

infatuation by @wildemaven (javier p)

The Ethics of Forging Masterpieces by @write-and-buried (ezra)

MISC.

stuck with you @astroboots (santiago garcia)

untitled by @dameronscopilot (santiago garcia, benny miller)

a proposition by @/dameronscopilot (santiago garcia, benny miller)

taste of you by @inklore (finnpoe x reader)

[inklore]

𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐄'𝐒 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍!

hi darlings, since i’m coming up on another milestone, and because i just feel like doing something fun for valentine’s day, i’ve decided to host a month long celebration!!

i made it a month long so it gives me a lot of wiggle room to post everything, and if life happens there won’t be any stress because i got weeks to catch up lmao.

and that also means more time for anyone to interact and send stuff in! which i wholeheartedly hope you babes join in on the fun, and happy valentine’s to each and every one of you <3

⊹ 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒!

minors please dni.

we do not have to be mutual's, or even following me, for you to interact and send things in. there is also no limit to how many things you can send in.

when it comes to the characters applicable please only send me characters from that list or your request will be ignored, that also goes for sending me random prompts not on the lists below.

if i happen to miss your ask and or don't answer it please do not be spiteful and immature about it. me not answering it is not out of something nefarious.

♡ 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒!

��� — moodboards: send me a character + a scenario, vibe, au, trope and i'll make a little aesthetic for it. 🎀 — games: cym, this or that, fmk, and top 5. 💗 — mutuals only: send me one of your fics and i'll tell you my favorite quote/passage from it. 🌷 — playlists: send me a vibe, situation, tropes, with or without a character and i'll make a playlist based on it.

⊹ 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 + 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒!

marvel: marc spector, carol danvers, scott long, hope van dyne, yelena belova, kang the conqueror, he who remains

pedro pascal: joel miller, javi gutierrez, dieter bravo

etc: poe dameron, max wolfe

ships/from my ongoing series: — jake 'hangman' seresin x sweets — joel miller x smuggler!reader — finnpoe x reader (holding constellations)

you can find the prompt list here! feel free to send in au's + tropes with any of the prompts.

[campingwiththecharmings]

*These weren't necessarily written and/or posted in February, but that's when I read them so lol*

🔥 - explicit/mature content

Star Wars

late (Poe Dameron x Reader) - @spctrsgf

🔥you’re gonna break my heart, huh? (Modern!Poe Dameron x F!Reader) - @tintinwrites

🔥Insatiable (Poe Dameron x F!Reader) - @dameronscopilot

Falling for You [1/2/3/4] (Poe Dameron x F!Reader) - @thirsty-flygirl

The F Word (Poe Dameron x Reader) - @the-little-ewok

🔥Boundaries (Poe Dameron x F!Reader) - @melodygatesauthor

🔥I go 'round and 'round (Din Djarin x F!Reader) - @psychedelic-ink

Break Your Fall (Poe Dameron x F!Reader) - @melodygatesauthor

🔥taste of you (Finnpoe x F!Reader) - @inklore

🔥Copy That (Din Djarin x F!Reader) - @oliviajdjarin

Significant (Din Djarin x Reader) - @softlyspector

Moon Knight

🔥Clean (Steven Grant x F!Reader) - @dameronscopilot

🔥Shut Up, Marc (Marc Spector x F!Reader) - @melodygatesauthor

🔥Undercurrent (Steven Grant x F!Reader, Marc Spector x F!Reader) - @oscarseyebrow

🔥Drifting (Steven Grant x F!Reader) - @juneknight

Tales Untold (Marc Spector x Reader) - @softlyspector (ik i recced this one last month but it's ongoing soooo 😇)

🔥Good Night (Steven Grant x F!Reader) - @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction

Sleep Tight (Jake Lockley x F!Reader) - @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction

Coffee Order (Jake Lockley x Reader) - @spacecowboyhotch

🔥You Can Take It (Marc Spector x F!Reader) - @dameronscopilot

A Helping Hand (Jake Lockley) - @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction

Untitled Valentine's Fic (Steven Grant x Reader) - @alwritey-aphrodite (just do yourself a favor and read all of the fics written for this event tbh)

My Funny Valentine (Marc Spector x F!Reader x Steven Grant) - @astroboots

The Sun, Sky and Beyond (Moon Knight x Reader) - @jake-g-lockley

Quiet (Marc Spector x Reader) - @dameronscopilot

🔥Don't Let the Bed Bugs Bite (Marc Spector X F!Reader) - @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction

Hair Washing (Marc Spector x Black!Reader) - @spacecowboyhotch

🔥Cherry Pie (Steven Grant x F!Reader) - @melodygatesauthor & @welcometostayingawake

🔥Praise Worthy (Steven Grant x F!Reader) - @starks-hero

🔥Love's Train (Steven Grant x F!Reader) - @moonlight-prose

🔥the stars rearranged (Marc Spector x F!Reader) - @heli0s-writes

🔥vienna (Jake Lockley x F!Reader) - @redahlia-writes

🔥A Bit Dodgy (Professor!Steven Grant x F!Reader) - @melodygatesauthor

🔥Dark Necessities (Jake Lockley x F!Reader) - @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction

Triple Frontier

Couldn't Care Less (Santiago Garcia x F!Reader) - @melodygatesauthor

🔥Feed Your Ego (Santiago Garcia x F!Reader x Frankie Morales) - @welcometostayingawake

Be the Girl You Wish to Meet in the Bar Bathroom (Santiago Garcia x F!Reader) - @thosewickedlovelies

🔥Keep the Gloves On (Benny Miller x F!Feader) - @dameronscopilot

The Last of Us

Off Day (Tommy Miller x F!Reader) - @wyn-n-tonic

🔥Wake Me Up (Joel Miller x F!Reader) - @joels6string

🔥Opening Act (Musician!Joel Miller x F!Reader) - @psychedelic-ink

Dune

🔥Off To The Races (Duke Leto x F!Reader) - @foxilayde

🔥Dress (Duke Leto x F!Reader) - @alwritey-aphrodite

Daredevil

when you hold me (Matt Murdock x Reader) - @redahlia-writes

The Bubble

🔥three for three (Dieter Bravo x F!Reader) - @pedrito-friskito

🔥two outta three (Dieter Bravo x F!Reader) - @pedrito-friskito

🔥Simulated (Dieter Bravo x F!Reader) - @prolix-yuy

Thank you to all the wonderful writers for sharing their stories with us 🥰❤️

*For more recs, please feel free to check out my fic rec tag.

**If you'd like to have your fic removed from the list, I completely understand, just let me know

[wixiany]

I’m currently closing to requests. Thank you so much for all the ones I received, they are lovely! I have them all saved, though I haven’t had much time to get to them. I will try to write them out when I can, but it will be a while. Sorry about that. 

Feel free to send me an ask or a dm!

Requesting rules:

I want to have fun too while doing this so please respect these! Thank you! 

All fics will be posted to my ao3, with links on tumblr as well.

Will write

- established ships only (I don't write x reader) - one-shots, short fics, fluffy, lighter stuff, angst with a happy ending, ... - star wars ships: codywan, paxe, dinluke, foxiyo, finnpoe, will consider rarepairs or crackships, give me any sapphics, might consider some other ships, feel free to ask if you have an idea - other ships I'm currently interested in: brucetinez, soapghost, buddie, lois/clark

Won’t write

rape, sexual assault, paedophilia, incest, NSFW, clonecest, master/padawan, sad endings, heavy triggering stuff

Prompts:

Try to be as specific as you can with your prompts, the more details, the better!

Prompt lists for inspiration (from other amazing, much more creative blogs):

hurt/comfort

more hurt/comfort

fluff

soft domestic

intimate moments

gentle

more prompts

rbs are very welcome!! ♥

[bakerstreethound]

FinnPoe x reader fic hmmmm

[gallaghersgal]

i need yall to know that my whole life i have kept all my fanfics in a singular google doc. over the past seven years i have only had FOUR. docs. for my writings.

the first is everything from like. the 7th grade up to the start of my sophomore year, around 2018. mostly newsies (i was obsessed) with some destiel sprinkled in

the second (not pictured) has disappeared from existence, i think it got deleted when i lost access to my high school gmail account, but it had all my 2019-2021 finnpoe and assorted marvel writings.

the third was used i think... mid 2021 to mid 20022? which is an insane stat when looking at the word count, but it's from when i made the transition from ships to x reader up until my writing hiatus

and the fourth is my baby, from the past two ish weeks? where i've been putting my longer lip and carmy wips. i used to write requests and such in a doc and then transfer them to tumblr but recently i've been writing shorter things straight into the tumblr textbox and sending them out

tldr; im insane!

[all-the-things-2020]

So I have this idea … for a reader x Dieter story. It’s not fully formed yet but I’m just warning everyone that it might happen. Of course, Din and Tala are foremost in my writing queue, but there’s always room for more ideas, right?

And FinnPoe is always lurking around in the back of my brain. Plus there are a few fics on AO3 I haven’t cross posted here yet. Anyone up for a retired Javi P falling for the horse girl on the ranch next to his dad’s?

Pedro GIF as tax:

[writefightandflightclub]

Hey, so, I really wanted to apologize to you. A while ago I had asked for headcanons of FinnPoe x a shy person after reading your FinnPoe x reader series and you wrote a whole set of headcanons of Poe with a shy person and I don't think I ever expressed my gratitude to you and I'm so sorry for that. I had a really hard time and left tumblr for some time but I never forgot those amazing headcanons that brought tears to my eyes. So thank you from the bottom of my heart. I'm sorry again for taking so long

Oh, lovely Anon, you don’t need to apologise! It means a lot that you dropped by at all to say you enjoyed them. I loved writing Poe x shy!reader, I think it really works with his character, so I’m super happy you liked them.

Most of all I’m sorry to hear you had a tough time, and I hope that things are feeling better for you now 🧡

[ivystoryweaver]

More below!

I love the 'good girl falls for bad boy' trope, but I've always been realistic about it; the bad boy can't be horrible bad and has to become good eventually. I loved the idea of Rey bringing Ben back from the Dark Side, but... what he did to his father (my first love and still the one I compare to all other crushes) is unforgivable. I knew Ben Solo would NOT have a happy ending. Therefore, Rey needed to have her happily ever after with someone else. Finn or Poe? I loved them both, but I do have a thing for pilots, so I chose Poe.

^ This makes sense to me! I don't really have much of the bad boy thing but I get it. I like all the characters a lot. It seems like there could have been a lot of viable ships: FinnPoe, Reylo, Damerey, Finn and Rose, Finn and Rey. And probably more. I guess that's what made me a general fan lol. But I get your reasoning for sure!

The Last Jedi - that last scene between Rey and Poe? I remember commenting to my brother after our first viewing, "They have to be planning something between them after that! Right?"

^I thought myself that they had a little flirty flirt! Even way back when

even if Rey chose no one; after all, she doesn't need a man to make her happy.

^ That's where I landed pretty much

After the first argument between Poe and Rey, where I nudged my brother (who I saw all 3 movies with) and said "They're just like Han and Leia!", I had hopes.

^ I also thought this, that was some cute arguing

You posted my favorite Oscar song! He is just nhhhhgnnggngnnn in that song. Such beautiful singing

That's so cool that the sequels brought you back to fic! I do enjoy other types of fics. Tumblr does seem to like x reader a lot. I like regular character fics and OC's too.

Thanks for sharing!

Let's talk Damerey.

I ended up being a VERY general fan during the SW sequels. Like...none of the ships bother me. FinnPoe? Fine. Damerey? Fine. Kylo and whomever, sure. I guess. I just want them to live and be happy.

Anyway, when did your Damerey journey start? I think I read at one point they had thought about making Poe and Rey a thing? But I guess the visions of the differing directors didn't allow for it? Did I make that up in my head?

I understand the appeal of that ship as well as FinnPoe or whatever it's called. I mean, it's Poe, so who wouldn't be obsessed lol

Anyway, thoughts?

Also, do you like to stick to Damerey fics for Poe or do you also like xreader with Poe?

Oh, boy. This might take a while.

I can honestly say I've been Damerey a lot longer than I've been a fan of Oscar Isaac. I became Damerey right after The Force Awakens. But here's the thing, I was Reylo, too. What? Okay, let me explain. I love the 'good girl falls for bad boy' trope, but I've always been realistic about it; the bad boy can't be horrible bad and has to become good eventually. I loved the idea of Rey bringing Ben back from the Dark Side, but... what he did to his father (my first love and still the one I compare to all other crushes) is unforgivable. I knew Ben Solo would NOT have a happy ending. Therefore, Rey needed to have her happily ever after with someone else. Finn or Poe? I loved them both, but I do have a thing for pilots, so I chose Poe.

The Last Jedi only increased my interest in both ships. The connection between Rey and Ben was fascinating. But... that last scene between Rey and Poe? I remember commenting to my brother after our first viewing, "They have to be planning something between them after that! Right?"

I went into the last movie wondering which way (if either) they were going to take it. I told myself I would be happy with either, and even if Rey chose no one; after all, she doesn't need a man to make her happy. But I am a hopeless romantic. After the first argument between Poe and Rey, where I nudged my brother (who I saw all 3 movies with) and said "They're just like Han and Leia!", I had hopes.

But... they failed to continue with that bright start. And with the kiss between Ben and Rey at the end, I was pretty much resolved to settle for Reylo. And that was my focus for the first couple of month after the movie. But then something strange happened. A fellow Reylo fan, who had defended the first two movies despite all the hate going on, started bemoaning how 'Rey would never be happy now,' and she 'would never get to have babies,' etc. etc. And that pissed me off. Big Time. She had options, dammit! She could stay single and raise Force sensitive orphans. She had Finn. And of course, she had Poe. So, I wrote Rising, my first fanfic in almost 20 years.

When the pandemic hit, and I ended up working part-time, I decided I needed to continue with this post-movie world I had created. I still had a soft spot for Ben, and it shows up in my early works, but I wanted to make Rey and Poe find their happily ever after. Then something else strange happened. In one of my stories, Kennera, I wrote a scene from Poe's POV. Suddenly, I wanted to know more about the actor who portrayed him. And I found this...

That was that. I was hooked on this man. I started watching everything I could with him in it. And I continued to write Damerey, falling more and more deeply into that ship. Reylo became less and less interesting to me, and now I could care less about it. Damerey is everything to me. And it's been that way for almost three years now. I just freaking love them with everything in me.

To answer your question about the ship almost becoming canon, yes it almost did. Colin Trevorrow's script The Duel of the Fates almost became the third movie, and it included a lot more Rey/Poe interaction, even a kiss or two. Some say it's why that scene at the end of The Last Jedi was added, to introduce that attraction. But alas, it didn't happen.

If you had asked me two years ago if I had read any Poe x Reader stories, I would have scoffed at you. I am a reader of novels and I write in the same style and always will, so why would I read that? But... I've read several amazing writers that write in that style since then, and I have become addicted. I know I will never write that way, but I will enjoy others.

I think the fact that I don't write that way is the reason why no one on Tumblr (other than a few trusted friends) ever reads and shares my stuff. It's a bit lonely sometimes, but it is what it is.

Damerey forever!

Art by @greysmartwolf