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baseheadattack · 5 months ago

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dysphoria

#homestuck #jane crocker #dirk strider #dirkjane #lethal utensils #janedirk #portalship #professional drawer #vent art #finally got time to draw something for myself

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somerandomcockroach · 14 days ago

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And coloring based on @thegunnsara 's sketch

#OKAY I FINALLY GOT A DAY THAT DIDN'T SUCK ALL MY MORAL POWERS AND I COULD DRAW FOR MYSELF ENJOYABLY #I gotta note that I just... can't find how to draw Prowl the way I will not hate it... Something in the face that I can't find right at all #I don't know how many time months years it will take me to draw him and just all transformers the way I will like XDD #Okay anyway gah tired sleep if I had such a free soul like right now I ohh I wanna come back on tumblr ;;~;;#Also ehgfehge did read Megatron's origin and there was Prowl and if I'm not wrong. Jazz somewhere behind being all bored of the meeting XDD #To be more precise Prowl was making a presentation and giving infor and Jazz looked like he has music in his head #THERE WAS RUNG. AND HIS NAME WAS FORGOTTEN RIGHT AWAY #Anyway I wanna blablabla about plenty of details there but gah #cockroachdoodles #transformers #transformers idw #tf idw #prowl #jazz #rung

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chrliekclly · 4 months ago

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it’s been 6 years exactly nd i apologize for everything about this

[tw: implied csa]

#i did not work on this fr 6 yrs obvio i jst hated what i did originally nd dropped it forever #bt like last month i thought abt it again nd realized that 6 year promise was coming up….so i debased myself #i still hate this so much :) but i forced myself to do it #rip to the 100 odd ppl who were xcited abt this when i originally posted the sneak peek #i rly wanted to try making something long but i think i shdnt do that n e more lmfaoo #thers a significant quality drop on lots of pages i never quite got around to finalizing n time. sorry. sorry sorry sorryyy #iasip #always sunny #charlie kelly #dennis reynolds #mac mcdonald #mac macdonald #charden #chardennis #trash trio #charmacden #deetress if u squint #fanart #mine #i want to xplore the chardeetress part of their hs more i rly lov that trio #also also i totally lied in the original post talking abt ‘these 3 suffering’ it was always focused on the charden trauma connection #sorry mac girlies #i hav complex feelings regarding mac's involvement n th uncle jack side of charlie's childhood #but they r not on display here #gnna hav to draw some cute bb charmac to repent and to self sooth aftr this

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derpiedoxie · 2 years ago

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What you don’t see…

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mayhemspreadingguy · 2 years ago

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Beautiful Nightmare 🖤

#the time to draw Nightmare has finally come #but I really need to stop staring at it and finally post it. no more changes. brain stfu for a sec please i need to get things done #ok ok so the image of handsome mr nightmare with clawed hands stained in shadows was sitting in my head for a long time #and I finally got into the mood to draw it and then I didn't finish it in one sitting and new day new mood right #so his expression softened a bit compared with the sketch but I hope he still looks playful and sinister at the same time #and I couldn't resist giving him sharp little teeth for extra bite xD #actually I feel like biting something right now. am i going feral? perhaps I should make myself a dinner. maybe. yes #ughhh #ok alright so #mayhem art #nightmare #dreamling #dream of the endless #morpheus #hob gadling

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slavhew · 9 months ago

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28/01/2024

stars don't twinkle moon doesn't shine

big thanks to @nahrgles for finishing this for me after i hit a wall with colors bg and effects- chromatic aberration blew my fkn mind

pre edit transparent version under cut because i spent too much time cleaning it loll

#sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic #shadow the hedgehog #shadow #sonic adventure 2 #sa2 #admin draws #fanart #not intended as ship theyre kinda just There but like if ya wanna tag it i aint stopping you #never played sa2 myself but ive been insane about these two for saur long now and thats like half the reason i even finished this #finished sonic generations though and i replayed this fight like three times omgfgghgh its so fun. i love them so much #those who follow my main blog mightve seen the piece by a long deactivated artist that inspired this #queue spat it out just around the time i finished this #sitting down to complete a piece that i dont finish in one sitting is rare let alone 2 (it took 3) and im pretty happy with it #still not ttoooottally happy but you just gotta let mistakes be and not ruin ur perception of a thing thats on the whole. pretty good #ive still got a bg3 wip in the works but i might have to doodle these 2 for sanity rather than sitting down after a long day #of studying infectious diseases for a final. and then making myself work on something ive wrung of most of its initial creative dopamine #MORNING EDIT WOW. THAT TRAILER HUH. 20 YEARS OF SHADOW RETROSPECTIVE HOW WE FEELING.#BC I KNOW IM ON CLOUD NINE NOW

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deoidesign · 5 months ago

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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grapeskeeto · 7 months ago

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kinito I missed uuuu. messing around with shading

#the indents. in the paper r cus I got food poisoning & forgot how to draw #kinitopet #kinito fanart #that's also why I missed him as well. y'all ever get a sickness so bad it moves to your brain and removes your ability to think?#happens to me all the time. migranes... this time though it took a week before my hand-eye coordination came back #idk why I'm rambling about my experiences with brain fog in the tags. why not #you're reading the tags so it must mean something to you. I hope today is gentle and kind to you friend #final thing. the indents in the paper are NOT my actual attempt at drawing #I was trying to draw on a diff page & got so angry at myself for not being able to do it that I dragged the pencil down so hard it snapped #THAT'S what the indent is from!

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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months ago

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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

#cw blood #luckys original content #ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG #also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project #FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD #SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter #and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do #THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG #i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then #i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that #ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours #so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time #i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly #and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more #but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho #we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange #yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but #she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that #i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated #i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others #AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG #IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL #LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU #AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU

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dreadful-luck · 2 months ago

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GGS TEAM PAST!!!

#DUUUDE THIS WAS SO FUN #dreadful #veji #art #splatoon #splatoon 3 #grand festival #grand fest splatoon #Man I shed like a few tears by the end of the reveal news thing #Like not out of sadness cause my team lost but just from the joy that all this happened and I was here for it.#I never got to experience splatoon 2’s final fest so I’ve waited 3 years for this and I’m…. Just so happy!#If you couldn’t tell from the colours in the drawing I’m team future btw #I laughed so hard seeing the results lol we got NOTHING #Oh and I guess I should put my reasoning for my pick of future #so here it is:#I picked it because the future scares me. But it’s gonna happen anyway so I might as well look forward to it #I can’t let myself worry about where I’ll end up and who I’ll be when I’m older #But I do need to keep looking forward #I also chose it cause of deep cut. Like that was a big factor in my choice #Their music shaped my tastes. I just love it so much #And sure the characters themselves aren’t as fleshed out as the other idols #But they still mean a lot to me as splatoon 3 is the game that got me into the franchise #Even though I played 2 before 3 could never fully enjoy it as I came too late #I missed every splatfest cause I got it a year before splat3 #So I could never connect the way I did to 3 #Hearing anarchy rainbow for the first time changed me man. I fell in love instantly. It just means so much.#As an autistic person I actually surprisingly don’t really stim that much. But hearing anarchy rainbow just… flipped a switch.#I couldn’t stop moving. Literally like DJ Octavio man. It was a crazy experience to just feel like I had to move.#to walk around or something. To wave and flap my arms. Copy their dances. It sounds a little weird and childish when it’s written down #But it’s true. Splatoon’s music showed me that my autistic stimming was something I should embrace.

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fluffs-n-stuffs · 11 months ago

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"For a self-proclaimed researcher... I thought you'd know by now that Psychic-types are weak against Ghost." "Morty-ehehe! B-But I'm nohohot a type specialist!" "Maybe should've thought of that first before deciding to wake me up so early."

A spiritual successor to this lil doodle of mine 🫣💖💕

#sacredshipping #morty x eusine #morty/eusine #gym leader morty #morty pokemon #eusine #mystery man eusine #eusine pokemon #pokemon tickle #'tis the season to be giggly or however that song goes askjdasnd//////////////////#pretty much a self-indulgent treat for myself this holiday season SDKJFSNKDFNS it's been real quiet this time 'round #I honestly don't usually look forward to christmas anyways since I have some bad memories tied to it :'D though it has been exceptionally--#--all over the place this year; partly on the busyness and errands being run on my household's side--#--though mainly on my own headspace and how I haven't.............. been great- these past few months #December in particular has been a time of reflection for me and it's just--been a lot - to grapple with #I needed to distance myself from things to try to make sense of myself---and still - I'm not quite sure where to go from here just yet #but I'll figure it out - one day. I finally do have a schedule with that new psychologist so that's something to look forward to #and I'm trying to get my bearings where I am now so--that's at least something to be grateful for I feel ❤️#got a bit sad there so I deserve to draw my sillies being tickly as a gift for myself yes yes akjsdajsknd #I've always wanted to draw a lee!Eusine ever since he's been implanted in my mind graaaaaaAAAHHHHHHHHHH /affectionate #let them be soft and sweet and domestic and silly with each other it's what they deserve 🫵🫵🫵

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tatter-demalion · 9 months ago

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"I'm a good luck charm!"

Little chibi of Claire!

#my art #dnd #cleric #guild of wandering heroes #I finally had the time and energy to draw something for myself =>=#Also this one got real crinkled by glaze huh

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aashiyancha · 2 years ago

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Ah yes, the Nightmare Detectives once again

#digimon story cyber sleuth #digimon #nb aiba #lucemon #aashi doodles #just finished a final #got another one tmmrw #should be studying but #i do this to myself every time #lmao #i always find myself drawing these guys at some point #ngl these 2 look like they could be an antagonist duo in digimon ghost game or something XD #some rando teen and their punk grade schoolesque buddy harrassing a bunch of middle schoolers

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kuromi-hoemie · 3 months ago

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i went plinking yesterday for the first time and had a lot of fun, I've been wanting to familiarize myself w my airsoft gun more since it's hard to find a good secluded spot where u don't have a risk of ppl walking by.

we just hung a tin can from a tree branch and shot it from different distances, but it was very satisfying to pick it up that quick 🌝 i also love getting ppl to try something they don't usually do and learn with you.

#it's so funny that it's a glock. look at it and call it that but it literally is they make airsoft guns too 😤#that n steel BBs were massive overkill for what i originally wanted them for but like... it's here now lol might as well learn to shoot #it's also kinda my way of warming up to a real gun‚ maybe. I've been on the fence about whether I'd want one or not #and have mostly been in the No territory (hence my knives and spikes) until this‚ but i mean w enough practice and experience #maybe I'd want one 🤷🏾��♀️ i already kind of want a crossbow. i just think weapons training is fun 😶‍🌫️#guns specifically are like ouggh it makes so much noise though like ... there are quieter ways of dealing w things #if i ever need to do something i don't wanna draw attention to myself yk? 🤧 she's got a stealth rogue build going on #but exceptions can be fun 😳#just like... have to be very careful about the where/what bc the last thing i wanna be is a black person w a weapon when a cop pulls up #so.. another time 👉🏾👉🏾 i gotta find myself a similar spot nearby‚ i just got around to practicing finally bc i went camping last night

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mythicalcoolkid · 4 months ago

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I think if I'd understood my aphantasia more and the advantages other people had when I was in college I would've tried to get better accommodations

#m/cc #this is specifically thinking about my anatomy classes #realized halfway through my second level talking to the prof about it after class that like #it was way harder for me to memorize diagram-based things #because everyone else can mentally see it. while I had to draw it out on the corner of my exam paper to reference #or try to memorize in a rote order which is difficult when dealing with something visual #honestly if I had to go back I'd consider asking if I could bring self-labeled diagrams with me #no pre-made lines or labels or anything just labeled on my own in like the disability office before class or something #because I spent so much time sketching out the diagrams for myself. I didn't even finish the final even with extended time #I got about halfway through #this was absolutely not just the aphantasia but man I did feel cheated when I recognized what a disadvantage I was actually at

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gamebunny-advance · 7 months ago

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Time For the Semi-Annual "What Are Ya Following Me For?" Poll

I'm just in the mood to gauge follower interests again.

Generally speaking, the results don't change the kind of content I make. I just like to hear what y'all are here for now and then.

#sorry if you're here for anime #i draw/talk about it so rarely #that it's not even worth it to mention a specific one U_U #anyway besides the failed celebration #i can feel myself slowing down on NSR so i want to gauge how many folks are here for that specifically #i'm not planning on stopping any time soon #but the slow down is approaching. maybe you've already felt it. i haven't even drawn a real kliff this year ;_;#(though the whole doll project might count for 100x that...)#i'm thinking about finally playing hi-fi rush soon #i got it last year to play as kun3h0 #but since i'm starting to give up on streaming #I've been itching to finally just get it started and see if this is what will finally give me something new to obsess over

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