#finally glad I mentioned this DR because I love my boys sm

[harrys-only-angel333]

Finally introducing my Fame DR after a year…

This is my main DR. I’m permashifting, so this one in particular is very personal to me and I love it. I would’ve done this post around a year ago, but I didn’t, and I have no idea why, because I love these boys and they match my energy. I’m so excited to shift cause I haven’t managed to do so yet…

ENOUGH OF THAT SHIT

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My 1D DR

Name: Chloe Adams

Face claim: Gracie Abrams (except I have blue eyes)

Birthday: 14/05/94

Age: 16

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Bisexual

Birthplace: North Yorkshire, England

Friends: Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, and Harry Styles

S/O: Harry because he’s the loml. We don’t start dating until 2011 though

Nationality: British

Backstory: Grew up in a small town in North Yorkshire. Could often be seen in the local park with my mates, or up in my room playing on my guitar or my drum kit. Music was always my passion and it was the only thing I was really confident in growing up. I loved singing too, I had a YouTube channel that I would post covers on and it went viral. I decided to audition for the X Factor in 2010 when I was 16, and I was put in a band with five boys.

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I really ought to talk about this DR more because I adore it but I never really get the chance to. Anyway, I’m glad I’ve finally had the chance to talk about it cause it feels good to finally say something… :)

Anyway, y’all have a good day/night. Regardless, I hope we all shift soon <3

I have this awful fear of judgement which is another reason I didn’t post this earlier smh. I need to teach myself not to give a shit about what others think :(

[alex-supremacy4]

OKAY SL MY OPINION ON WW..

might delete later, just felt in a willy's wonderland mood rn (my silliest mood)

tl;dr at end if ur too lazy to read everythimg

tw: mentions of death, mentions of s3x, spoilers, etc

chris did NKT deserve to get killed. he literally didnt. but you know who did? BOB AND THAT BITCH KATHY. AARON AND DAN DIDNT DESERVE TO GET KILLED EITHER, TJEY BARELY EVEN DID SHIT

KATHY AND BOB DESERVED TO BE KILLED. LITERALLY. BOB WAS BEING THE FAT FUCK HE IS, BUT KATHY IS WORSE. SHE WAS TRYING TO SEDUCE CHRIS, AARON AND DAN EVEN WHILE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH BOB. AND THEN, HAD S3X IN THE MIDDLE OF A LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION LIKE BITCH RECOGNIZE THE SITUATION YOUR ASS IS IN RIGHT NOW. AFTER THAT, SHE DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO HELP BOB NOT DIE AND WASNT EVEN WILLING TO DO ANYTHING AT ALL LIKE PULL THE ANIMATRONIC AWAY OR HIT IT, ETC. SHE JUST RAN TO THE DOOR AND TRIED TO GET OUT FAST. SHE WAS AN ASSHOLE GIRLFRIEND AND DESERVED TO GET HER ASS KILLED OFF. SO DID BOB, BUT I FELT A BIT BAD BECAUSE HE WASNT EVEN HELPED AT ALL AFTER THAT.

BUT CHRIS. I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD FOR CHRIS. HE DIDNT DESERVE TO DIE I SWEAR. HE WAS SO FUCKING SWEET (excrpt for the time he rammed into bob but not in THAT way, just ran into bob and got them stuck inside of the resturaunt.) AND CARED ABOUT THEM SM. AND THEN HE TRUSTED CAMMY. HE TRUSTED HER HE FUCKING TRUSTED HER. AND THEN HE WAS BACKSTABBED. LIKE NO THAT DIDNT HAPPEN!!! HE GRABBED CAMMYS TONGUE AND CHOPPED IT OFF BEFORE HE COULDVE DIED AND RAN OFF EITH THE JANITOR AND LIV BEFORE THEY COULDVE GOTTEN STOLEN BY WILLY OR THE GRANDMA PEROSN THING CALLED SHERRIF LUND.. (im delusional) But anyways HE DIDNT DESERVE ANG OF THAT.

DAN WAS JUST A SILLY LITTLE GOOBER WHO DIDNT DESERVW TO DIE EITHER, NOOO I DONT KNOW WHAT UR TALKING ABOUT!!! HIS INSIDES DIDNT GET TORN OUT AND EATEN OUT BRUTALLY, HE WAS FIGHTING BACK FOR HIS LIFE AND SUCCEEDED AND SAVED EVERYONE ELSE FROM DYING (except for kathy and bob) AND FLEW AWAY ON A TAP DANCING FLYING OVERSIZED DOG (im delusional pt2)! AND HE WAS JUST TRYINH TO HELP I THINK BUT THEN IT BACKFIRED ON HIM. I HATE YOU SIREN SARA AND TITO GREEN Turtle ASS THING.

aaron.. aaron.. AARON DIDNT DIE NOT MY KID NOT MY BBG. I DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT HE DIDNT GET IMPALED WITH A SWORD BY THAT DUMBASS KNIGHTY KNIGHT BITCH HE LIVED BY REALIZING WHAT WILLY'S SONG MEANT, TURNED TO LOOK BEHIND HIM, GRABBED THAT BITCHES SWORD AND FOUGHT HIS ASS TO THE DEATH UNTIL HE FINALLY GOT HIM AND STABBED HIS ASS!!!!! HE THEN TAP DANCED OVER THAT BITCHES CORPSE, FLEW AWAY WITH HIS FRIENDS (but left bob and kathy behind) AND PLAYED FLAPPY BIRD WHEN THEY GOT HOME! (im delusional pt3). AARON DIDNT DWSERVW THAT SHIT BUT HE TRIED TO STOP CHRIS FROM GETTING AT BOBS ASS BUT THAT DOESNT MATTER, HE WAS SO <33 PLEASE BRING HIM. BACK I LOVE HIM HE SHOULDVE DIED LAST OR NEVER EVEN DIED AT ALL

LIV AND THE JANITOR WERE SO ICONIC. THEY WERE SO COOL AND SILLY AND LITTLE GOOBERS IM SO GLAD THEY DIDNT DIE BUT THE FACT THE JANITOR LET (I THINK) WILLY BLOW TWO POWERFUL ASS ATTACKS TO HIM MADE ME CRY SO VIOLENTLY LIKE WTF. HELLO????????? TELL ME THAT SOMEONE ELSE CRIED AT THAT PART TOO PLEASE I NEED SOMEONE TO SOB WITH ME WHILE WE REWATCH THE MOVIE 4 TIMES PLEEAAHAHAHAHASE IM BEGIGNG YIU. PLEAS3 PLEAS E PLESD RPLEASE.. also im makijg a willys wonderland au with m. characters and sneak peek: kathy doesnt exist so the charavter thats bob is just gonna be. complete asshole with no bitches and dies first 🥶🥶

i HATE THAT BITCH SHERRIF LUND. SHE TRIED LEAVING JANITOR TO DIE AND FORCED LIV TO LEAVE THE JANITOR BEHIND. AND THEN SHE LURED IN WILLY, NOT EXPECTING HIM TO BE BEHIND HER INSTEAED.. AND YOU KNOW EHAT??? SHE GOT WHAT SHE DESWRVED. SHE GOT KILLED AND SLICED IN HALF, LIKE SHE SSHOULD BE. SHE NEEDS TO LEARN HER PALXE AND WHY THE FUCK SHE WOULD SACRIFICE A GOOD PERSOSNS LIFE JUST FOR THAT CRAPPY ASS TOWN THAT IS TOTAL SHIT AND DOESNT EVEN DESERVE TO EXIST.

evan is my silly goofy goober boy and nothing can change that.. EVAN DIDNT KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING THOUGJ, SO IT CHANGED S LITTLE BIT BECAUSE HE WAS KINDNOF TOTAL SHIT TO LIV IN THE CAR AND KIND OF DESERVED TO GET EATEN BY ARTY ALLIGSTOR OR TITO TURTLE . FORGOT WHICH IT WAS BUT EH.. IM NOT EVEN GONNA BE DELUSIONAL FOR THIS PART BECAUSE H. WAS KIND OF TOTAL SHIT.

tl;dr: kathy and bob are asses and deserved to die. chris, dan, and aaron didnt deserve to die. liv and janitor deserved to live. i hate sherrif lund. i kind of dislike evan but still love him.

thNk you for listening t my rant bye bye

by : khel / micheal ^_^

[alamanyar]

Skam Italia Season 2 - not a “five top clips” post, just a mention of my fave scenes I don’t think I’m able to do a top five considering skam italia season 2 (not yet anyways). I have three favourite clips I think. patatine e marmellata, effettivamente and la grotta. but then? on most days it’s halloween and nel mio letto. but what about illegale (that introduction to the season was poetic cinema come on. filo’s “c’è un prima e c’è un dopo”  had me dying, but there’s sm more, and since this will be a bit long, I’m just gonna elaborate on one of my fave details of this season: when edo says “peccato. fosse stato Fiumicino, magari, potevamo andare a fare un giro al mare prima“ - “too bad, if it had been Fiumcino, we could have gone to the sea beforehand”  while he lets go of that enlightened thingy, follows it with his eyes for a sec and when he then lowers his gaze at ele, the music drops. I love when sth like this happens. perfect synchronisation. also he is suave af), svegli (marti and giò, I just love their scenes, do I need to say more. bonus: giò calling marti out on his behaviour towards his mom), idiota (I really like marti & sana interacting. this scene is so funny. the pretended sweetness and the sarcasm. also marti you’re kind of an ass here and I’m glad sana wasn’t getting any of that. bonus: marti’s “ha ha ha” read: ‘you’re gonna pay for this, sana.’ spoiler: she didn’t pay for that), radio osvaldo (bla bla vafftanculo I’m faking a phone call to get out of this radio meeting so I can embarrass myself in front of my crush a couple of minutes later, but then we have a nice moment on the school terrace only for emma to ruin it and all that I have left to do is glancing at my crush awkwardly lol he didn’t notice anything, did he? hahaha I’m already into deep fml), niccolò (the few seconds we see marti being terrified of sana lmao bless you fede you never fail to deliver. and then he sees nico through the glass [goddamn that metaphor] and is awe-struck. i mean same, but yeah, he’s totally out of it. i like that they don’t use the slow-motion thingy too often, it’s a bit cheesy, but sometimes it works quite well and it does work very well in this scene. nico stares right back and you can see how marti has trouble breathing, thinking, whatever, he’s just gone. bonus: marti’s eyes and his freckles and his lovely hair. you can see all of that very clearly in this clip. it’s so nice. another bonus: choice of music. yeah arctic monkeys works with me every time), tabasco (because nico is a jealous little bean who can’t cook and their eye-love-making on the couch of course [I wish that one incident didn’t happen though]. bonus: I love that apartement, it’s definitely an aesthetic), ammucchiate (I hate-love this clip, but I’m too tired to go into detail. all I can say is that the red dancing scene, where they are staring at each other while marti makes out with emma and nico with maddalena, is one of my fave scenes of the season. music? on spot. cinematography? on spot. tension? on spot. visible conflict? on spot. and then the scene by the trash cans. nico is obviously using the story about maddalena to test the waters considering marti’s opinion on mental health, and well, pinky touch and almost kiss hahaha let me die), seguimi (red thread of fate!!), pausa (only because i want eva x giò back and this little scene was ;8( and then the bathroom scene between marti x nico. “io ho voglia di stare con te. tu non hai voglia di stare con me???????????“ but then it starts to hurt, but I like pain heyy), pride (did I mention I like pain? bonus: the location!), quante cazzate (back with the pain. the ending made me cry my eyes out. it was the first time I cried for marti. federico’s acting...good lord. that was so horrible to watch. the fight between the boys was already tough, but when he broke down, I could only sob), quando parlo (federico cesari’s acting FEDERICO CESARI’S ACTING. I cried so hard. I’m so happy they introduced us to mamma rametta, but god, that was painful), lei è lo psicologo? (the introduction of one iconic celery dude aka dr. roberto spera. I hope he makes a comeback somehow. also: marti, you’re so brave for trying to get help), ti fidi di me, rose? (filippo sava is back and we witness marti smiling. call the police), pace (giò’s “a testa demmerda. che ridi? vieni qua, no?” and then marti coming out to the boys [more or less]. they are all idiots, but they’ve grown sm on me by that clip, I just want to give them all a hug. a bonus hug for giò, cause he continues to be the best supportive friend one can hope for), sto a bracciano (just when I thought I coudln’t love the contrabbandieri more, they release that clip. so many beautiful things happen, it would take me some time to write them down, so I think it’s better if I skip that. all I want to say for now is ‘giovanni, il mago dell’amore, garau’, ladies and gentlemen), due ore (because, duh, they are reunited and marti can’t stop smiling. I’m a huge sucker for marti’s smile. he should do that 24/7. bonus: fantastic choice of music yet again), then I think we have the red scene in Milano where the clip ends. (beautiful and sensual. music was again on spot and so was the cinematography. best shot is the very end with nico beside marti where we can only see half of nico’s content face and marti laying on his back smiling, half hugging his lover. there. clip? finito), vediamo (the metaphor with the giraffe. both heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time. goddamn. and mama rametta and marti who are working on their relationship and need to be protected at all costs, and oh, superb acting once again followed by many many tears), namacissi (I’ll spare you the details, this would get to long. I think I mentioned how much I love dr. spera and the boys. again. so many things to love [how to throw comedy into a serious scene you ask? this clip has the answer]), martino e niccolò (soft, softer, marti and nico. under all this suffering there’s this fine line of hope evolving. beautifully acted, important representation and a wonderful message of how very important it is to show how much you care. “solo baci sul naso” let me diiieee), si vedi (”cià cià” “cià cià cià ciao”  I mean? plus marti and his mom, do I need to say more. also: marti smiling), classifica (boy squad + nico (they should have a name. anyone?), two boys kissing in public. big yes. show them. bonus: the end with giò lmao i died), sono io (this would get too long as well. I’m just gonna say “bacio al panettone?” “bacio al panettone!” marti and nico are the worst. I don’t like them all. last, but not least: marti and eva. this friendship is back dudes and dudettes, I need at least a couple of scenes in the next season(s) and then, finally, marti claiming his identity. I stan forever. this character development is over 9000 I don’t make the rules).

so yeah, I suck at deciding. some clips have just good scenes worth mentioning and some clips are close to my top five or even in my top five who knows I don’t. I think I could manage a top ten idk

[bxcketbarnes]

From Worst to Great

Pairing: Luke Hemmings x Reader

Author: @ninja-stiles

Words: 2741

Request:  Hey, I love your imagines sm! 💖 Am I able to request one? I would love one about like having a bad night (had a rough date or a fight or something idk) and your best friend Luke comes over in the middle of the night to comfort you and ends up confessing and they live happily ever after 😅😂 (if you aren’t taking requests, this is awkward and ignore everything I said ☺️😂) by @cl1ffordeep

Author’s Note: This is just so cute. I love this fic so much and I hope you guys will too <3

I began to pace the living room of my apartment, almost ready to pull my hair out as I was trying to figure out what to wear for tonight’s blind date. I ran a hand through my damp hair, waiting for one of my best friends to show up so he can help me pick out an outfit and give me a bit of advice since I haven’t been on a date in almost two years. Yes, I did say he, because he’s very fashionable in a sense.

My head snapped up when someone knocked on my door. I rushed towards the wooden door, opening it quickly as Ashton stood on the other side. “Ash, hey, I’m glad you could come on such short notice,” I mumbled as he walked in, closing the door behind him.

“It’s not a problem. I wasn’t doing anything tonight anyway. Although, I am wondering why you called me instead of Luke?” He asked and I sighed, looking towards the dark oak laminate flooring.

“I didn’t think he’d want to help me…” I lied, crossing my arms over my chest, shuffling my feet a bit while tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.

“Sure, I’ll believe your lie,” Ash mentioned as the two of us headed towards my bedroom where I had a few outfits set out on my bed.

“Who says I’m lying?” I asked, glancing back at him as he raised his eyebrows, giving me a knowing look.

“Because you always shuffle your feet when you’re lying. Also, the fact that you’re in love with the guy,” he told me and I pursed my lips, nodding my head slowly.

“Y-Yeah, that’s probably it,” I muttered, staring at the outfit in front of me. A pale pink skirt rested on the bed as a white lacy tank top was placed above it, paired with a light wash denim jacket. The other outfit that was laid out was denim skinny jeans, black tank top, paired with a maroon leather jacket. “Can you just help me, please?” I asked, looking towards the hazel-eyed boy as he nodded, giving me a small smile.

“Of course. So, do you know anything about this date?” Ashton asked me and I shook my head, chewing on my nails. “Oh, then that’s easy. Go with the leather jacket. I’d wear some comfortable shoes in case he decides to do a lot of walking since I know you hate walking long distances in heels,” he mentioned to me as he leaned his chin on his hand.

“Okay,” I whispered, picking up the tank top and jeans, making my way towards the bathroom, closing the door behind me to change.

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I walked out of the bathroom after changing and quickly straightening my hair, seeing Ashton sitting on the edge of my bed, scrolling through something on his phone. I picked up the leather jacket, putting it on. I checked myself out in the mirror, not hating what I’m looking at as Ash picked his head up, a grin on his face.

“You look great!” He smiled, patting my shoulder as I looked back in the mirror.

“Thanks, Ash,” I mumbled, combing my fingers through my hair as I went into my closet, picking out a pair of my black converse. I slipped them onto my feet, grabbing my wallet as my phone dinged, signaling that my date was here. “That’s him. I’ll call you tomorrow and let you know how it went,” I smiled, pulling him into a small hug as he chuckled, nodding his head.

“Have fun! Don’t think of Luke,” Ashton rambled as my eyes widened, glancing over my shoulder at him. “Right, that was dumb to say… have fun!”

I walked out of my apartment, giving the semi-good looking guy in front of me a small smile and a wave. He was wearing a plain white t-shirt, denim jeans, and a pair of Nike sneakers. “Y/N, right?” He asked and I nodded my head, noticing his eyes roam down my body, obviously checking me out.

“Yeah. I’m sorry… Chelsea didn’t give me your name,” I told him as we began to make our way towards the elevator pushing the ground floor button once we got inside.

“She didn’t? That was nice of her,” he chuckled as I did the same, feeling awkward and uncomfortable already as he held his hand out to me. “John.” I nodded, nibbling on my bottom lip as the guy who stood in front of me wasn’t exactly my type… John’s hair is way too short and I’ve never really had a thing for redheads and his smile didn’t give off the contagious vibe, it’s actually kind of a creepy type smile.

“It’s nice to meet you, John. So, what do you have planned?” I asked after we stepped off the elevator, making our way outside as the evening LA air hit us in the face. John not-so-secretly reached for my hand, intertwining our fingers together as I glanced down at my hand, wanting to desperately pull away.

“I figured we could go to that Mexican restaurant that just opened,” he offered and I nodded, frowning a bit since Mexican wasn’t exactly my favorite type of food. Well, this is starting out great already...

We walked for about ten minutes, the LA traffic still booming at six o’clock at night as I could see the restaurant in the distance. It looked pretty crowded from this far away and I could feel myself becoming uneasy, not being a real fan of crowded places. My eyes widened when finally reaching the restaurant, Guelaguetza, and it was definitely crowded. “Wow, it’s must be pretty popular so far,” I mumbled, pulling my hand away from his, wiping it on my jeans as my hands became a little sweaty.

“It seems to be, yeah. That’s a good sign,” John mentioned, heading into the restaurant, not even waiting or holding the door open for me. I let out a huff of breath, looking back in the direction of my apartment building as I thought about just leaving, not enjoying this already. Chelsea will be pissed if I skip out on this date… I sighed, walking into the building as I found John already sitting at a table, talking to a waitress who was dressed way too skimpily. “Hey, there you are.”

I pressed my lips into a small smile, sitting across from him as the waitress, Kerry, looked towards me waiting for me to order a drink. “I’ll have a margarita, please,” I informed her as she nodded, taking off to get our drinks. I rolled my eyes as John watched her walk away, guaranteeing that he’s looking at her ass.

“I’ve heard you’re best friends with those guys from 5 Seconds of Summer,” John brought up as I bit the inside of my cheek. He stuffed some chips into his mouth, chewing obnoxiously as I nodded my head.

“Yeah, I am.”

“That’s so cool, man. Would you be able to introduce me to them?” He asked, tossing another tortilla chip into his mouth.

“I’ll see what I can do,” I mumbled quietly, seeing Kerry coming to the table with our drinks. She placed my margarita down in front of me and I thanked her. I took a long sip, wanting to forget this night already.

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John motioned for Kerry to get the check, patting his pockets as I was finishing my fish taco, eyeing him suspiciously. He furrowed his eyebrows, letting out a sigh before looking towards me. “I’m such an idiot. I totally forgot my wallet at home,” he told me as our waitress laid the check on the table.

“I got it,” I whispered, picking up the check as I saw Kerry had left her phone number on it, telling John to call her some time with a winky face. I placed a fifty dollar bill on the table, zipping up my wallet before getting out of my seat. “I’m just going to walk myself home,” I told John, clasping my hands together as he was about to say something when I just walked away, needing to get out of this place.

A groan left my lips as it was raining when I got outside, slipping my leather jacket off to cover my head with it. I walked as quickly as I could to my apartment building, shivering violently when a car zoomed past me, splashing water onto me. I gasped, standing still as the cold water covered my entire body, moving some of the wet hair from my face. “Can this get any worse?” I asked, feeling the tears brim my eyes as I finally made it to my building. I got into the elevator as fast as possible, not wanting anyone to show me pity or ask if I’m alright because I’ll just break down.

I pulled out my phone when I stepped onto my floor, heading towards my apartment door. I clicked on Luke’s contact, deciding if I should call him or not. I bit my lip, pressing the call button as I held the phone up to my ear, listening to a couple rings before he answered.

“Y/N? Hey, what’s up?” Luke asked as I unlocked my front door, heading inside as I plopped down on my couch.

“Can you come over?” I asked in response, hugging my body as I continued shivering.

“Yeah, of course. I’ll be over in five minutes,” he mumbled before hanging up. I smiled, loving how he’d come right over if I asked. I pushed myself up from the couch, heading into the bedroom to gather a change of clothes, wanting something extremely warm. I pulled out a pair of sweatpants and one of Luke’s sweatshirts. I was about to pull off the damp tank top when I heard my front door opening. “Y/N?” Luke called out and I placed the clothing on my bed, making my way out of my room.

“Lukey,” I murmured, running towards him as I quickly wrapped my arms around his waist. A couple tears streamed down my cheeks as Luke held me close to his chest.

“What’s wrong? What happened?” He asked, petting my hair as I buried my face into his chest. “Also, why are you wet?”

“Chelsea set me up on this stupid date and he was the absolute worst,” I mumbled, pulling away from him as I wiped the tears from my eyes, wishing I could go back and just have a movie night with my best friends instead. “I’ll explain, but I’m going to get changed before I end up getting sick.”

Luke nodded his head as I went back into the bedroom, changing from these wet clothes to comfy dry clothes. I slipped on a pair of fuzzy socks before walking back out, sitting down on the couch next to Luke. I sat sideways, laying an arm on the back of the couch as my best friend slipped his phone back into his pocket, giving me his whole attention.

“His name was John and for one, he wasn’t my type and Chelsea knows my type, so I don’t know why she would set me up with him in the first place. We made it outside my apartment building when he suddenly grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers together and I felt too nervous to pull away,” I started explaining as Luke furrowed his eyebrows. “So then I asked him what we were doing and he told me that we were going to that new Mexican restaurant that just opened about ten minutes from here,-”

“You hate Mexican,” he mumbled and I nodded, chuckling a bit.

“I know, obviously she didn’t tell him anything about my likes or dislikes,” I spoke, shaking my head as my fingers subconsciously played with the sleeve of his shirt. “When we got to the restaurant it was fucking crowded and then John just walked inside without motioning for me to go in front of him or opening the door for me. I stood outside for a good minute before walking into the restaurant. He eye fucked our waitress the entire time and he claimed that he “forgot” his wallet at home, so I had to pay for dinner.”

Luke scoffed, shaking his head as the blonde curls on his head bounced. “This guy sounds like a real dick,” he muttered, running his hands through his hair.

“Oh, he even knew that I was best friends with you guys then proceeded to ask me to introduce him to you guys all while stuffing his face with chips,” I told him, rolling my eyes as Luke did the same.

“That must be a shitty way to start out dating again,” he muttered as I draped my legs over his lap, scooting a bit closer to him. I nodded my head, laying my head on his shoulder, letting out a deep sigh.

“I’m tired of being set up or finding guys that are just assholes,” I whispered, rubbing my thumb on Luke’s forearm.

“I mean… there is someone who’s not an asshole that’d be glad to take you out,” Luke mentioned and I glanced up at him, furrowing my eyebrows together as his cheeks flushed a deep red. My stomach churned a bit, getting butterflies as his hand grabbed mine, slowly entwining our fingers together. I smiled, looking at our hands as holding his hand felt more right than holding John’s hand.

“Would that someone be you?” I asked quietly as he rubbed the back of my hand with his thumb. My heart fluttered when he nodded his head, biting my lip softly as I pulled my hand away from his before running them through his curls. “Man, I should’ve just skipped this date and went out with you instead,” I giggled, blushing a bit as Luke seemed to relax, placing his hand on the back of my neck before pressing his lips to mine.

My eyes widened for a seconds before fluttering shut, moving my lips against his as I tugged on his hair. Luke’s hands moved to my hips, pulling me onto his lap as I straddled him, moving one of my hands to his chest. I pulled away from him, grinning ear to ear as I’ve always dreamed of this happening and it was much more incredible than I thought it was.

“Holy shit…” Luke mumbled against my lips, his minty breath hitting my face as I leaned my forehead against his.

“I’ve honestly been wanting to do that for a while,” I told him, combing my fingers through his hair as his fingers dipped under his sweatshirt I was wearing.

“So have I. It’s uhm, still pretty early… maybe I could take you out for a late dinner and movie?” He asked and I couldn’t stop the smile from widening, nodding my head.

“Yeah, definitely. Let me put something else on,” I mumbled, pressing a short kiss to his lips before climbing off his lap, running into my room. I quickly placed the other outfit I laid out earlier, checking myself out real quick in the mirror before heading back out, stopping in my tracks when I saw Luke standing a couple feet away from me, a red rose in his mouth. I licked my lips, taking a step forward as he took the flower from his mouth, holding it towards me. “Did you take this from my kitchen?” I asked, twirling the rose between my fingers, grinning as he blushed, nodding his head.

“I was trying to be romantic,” Luke mumbled, scratching the back of his neck.

“Well, it’s certainly romantic,” I told him, placing a kiss on his cheek, placing the rose back in the vase on the kitchen table, grabbing my wallet from the counter. “Ready?” I asked as I walked back towards him as he smiled, grabbing my hand in his as we walked out of the apartment.

Let me tell you… it was the best goddamn date I’ve been on in years.

Taglist: @ashs-cheergirl @honeymoonmuke @somekindawonderfluke @dashlilymark

[bigbrothernetflix-st]

EPISODE ONE

“its week ONE. why is everyone being so cracked i hate it here i absolutely hate it here someone take me out with a sniper rifle” - aria 

HOH: Jev UPSIDE DOWN: Jacob & Gina NOMINEES: Kiki & Nash POV: Nash FINAL NOMINEES: Kiki & Mo EVICTED: Mo (14-1)

PRESEASON CAST ASSESSMENT

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEdLzVoyttU&list=PLFEwPPy8j010XXwntq80VSU0qLNTNpSIN&index=2&t=0s

JOEY

WOO holy shit this cast is filled with such insane personalities, and I cannot WAIT to play this game!

NASH

tell me why i'm already nervous

NASH

waits patiently for mo to pick another damn person to infect

GINA

skghkdgljhgdlj BRAIN HURTY,, sm people to talk to and everyone is so so nice! just glad I'm not winning hoh

ARIA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-bwCxQGRhk

alternative title: im very mean for 20 minutes

KIKI

so far the cast seems very sweet! a little quiet so far but otherwise im really enjoying talking to them!! and i think the twist is a cool idea but could be dangerous.... maybe a little too easy to expose alliances

GINA

I really like this cast! I'm actually really good friends with Aria (but we keeping that a secret) and I recognize Joshua from other orgs! Also, this twist seems super fun!

ARIA

okay,,,,okay,,,ok,,,k my brain is struggling to complie everything ive learned today i am STRUGGLING!!!!

So!! Lets make a tier list

We're working together (didnt even need to discuss)

-Nathan

-Jacob

-Gina

Asked to work together

-Joey

-Joshua

Implied we're working togther but lower tier

-Jev

-Josh C

-Monty

Super Sweet & Nice

-Bri

-Kiki

-Dem

-Mo

Sweet but i want a response

-Nick

-Emma

_saira

-jake

-Nash

So thats what i've gathered for today mostly, Jacob-Joey-Jev-Joshua all seem to really want to work close with me and we've talked a bit of game ( ITS ALL THE Js HELP) and seem super open while the girls seem more closed off as of now, kinda worried gina isnt gonna be active enough but idk, oh also everyone is noticing bri is CHAOS and that nick is talkative/assertive. more to update in a bit but heres a trust ranking for night one, one more thing jev said he doesnt like nathan or nick :OO and someone else mentioned nick being overbearing

1.Gina (i love her to the moon and back)

2. Nathan( the charisma SNAPPED this game go off sir!!)

3. Josh C (they're also charismatic but they're hecking hilarious and our view are pretty similar) 

4.Jev (they cared about me!! and im nice to them and this is just really wholesome)

5.Jacob (LOVE him but we havent talked enough beyond "we're winning this game")

6.Joshua (super fun to talk to, same og community king)

7.Bri (they wont keep info to themselves but shes SO sweet pls take my heart)

8. Joey (hes kinda sketching me out tbh but also he wants to work with me so)

9.Nick (they wouldnt put me up and thats all i could ask for)

10.Monty (PLEASE trust me i need ur braincells)

12.Kiki (sHES SO SWEET AND GOOD AT ART ADORE HER)

13.Mo (existential dread buddies <3)

14.Dem(approached game w/ me,,,but on the first message so might be doing that w/ everyone)

15.Nash (kate protection gang!!!)

16.Saira (we loVE DOGS! and thats it)

17.Emma (feel better soon,,,then pls talk to me k thanks)

18.Aria (dont trust anyone,,,not even yourself)

DEM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykD4dZjsDl0

BRIANNA

https://youtu.be/odNZXz-jNtw

MO

If alliances have been made already, I am gonna have some QUALMS... This cast is very cute, I love meeting new people, let's see we have

Aria - an ANGEL we've been talking about SIX the musical and slime tutorials

Brianna - The first person to recognize me using a Carole & Tuesday song in any of my videos. I'm v grateful.

Dem - He kinda jokes like a mom... 

Emma - I'm friends with Emma outside of the game and she is such a chaotic sweetheart. We been in the house a day and she plays Lois Griffon singing Doja Cat... for what...

Gina - I have not talked with her, I just said hi.

Jacob - Jacob is nice. I think I've yet to have a super positive ORG experience with him tho. So. Yeah.

Can I do the rest tomorrow cus I'm tired and just not in the mood. Okay thank you.

SAIRA

I was a little surprised by the amount of people dming me but they all seemed pretty nice! The twist sounds cool, I'm excited to see how it plays out

JEV

i definitely did NOT expect to win the first hoh but here we are, i have no idea what i'm gonna do but i need sleep so that's tomorrows problem

JOSH C

HELLO! it's your boy josh coming to give you some thoughts on the cast. coming into this game, the only person i know of beforehand is.. JACOB who has managed to snake me in both games we've played together so that's cute. i don't really have a choice but to trust him for now bc that's my only outside connection so we'll see how it goes. he's fun to talk to so i don't really mind but my eyes are PEELED for it going south.

my favorites just from the first night are probably aria, kiki, nathan, and saira. for no REAL reasons other than i just feel like i've had the best conversations with them and they were more fun than the rest of the cast. i'm not sure if those will stay the same but that's HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW!!

i've reached out to everyone and heard back from everyone (other than nash.. dunno what that's about so i'll just let it sit there. i don't REALLY mind bc it's good if i win HOH because it's a good reason to throw someone up there). everyone is cute enough, though i think i've connected LEAST with brianna, dem, joey, and monty? just haven't gotten a lot of energy back from them but i'm hoping that was just FIRST NIGHT jitters of people not putting in their full effort into their social game.

i'm going to spend today just chatting with people so i have a base relationship with them and that way if jev goes the route of asking people who they'd him to nominate -- i'm not someone they name simply for not knowing who i am. trying to be a little SOCIAL QUEEN. fun and funky so let's hope it pays off.

for the twist, i'm not really sure how to play this. i don't think the first round is going to have the BEST power hidden in it but it'd be nice to know that i for sure won't be first boot. (though i'm feeling OKAY enough that jev won't kill me bc we've talked at least). i think i'm going to wait a minute before i ask someone to send me in, or someone just sends me in on their own accord. that way people don't look at me for having a secret power bc it'll be really easy to narrow down who has one and that's just such an unnecessary way to get a target on your back. i like the twist, it's just hard to figure out how to play it and maybe i should just wait until someone does it for me or i'm one of the later people to get it so i get safety when there are less people in the house and it'll be harder to survive.

xoxo gossip josh

SKINNY NICK

https://youtu.be/yNBReh_pBPk

NATHAN

He's here, he's queer... and oddly enough starting off by not doing a Video DR; however, I think when making an initial first impression/trust list this method seems to go a little smoother... First off, coming right off of Big Brother Pasio and thrown into this game has made my head hurt more than it should. I forgot how annoying and tiresome the initial conversations are with everybody. With that said, I have begun to kinda pick out a path that may be suitable for me this season. In Pasio, my goal was to lay low, not be seen, and form connections. That strategy is going to be partially active this time around as well. I'm a big personality, and while that's fun and cute, I learned by keeping a low profile in the beginning portion while remaining social it does wonders. I don't need to be a Skinny Nick character and be talking in the house call and house chat at every ounce I get. With that being said, this season is full of Pasio players... some in which I had both good and bad experiences with. However, pushing that aside I really have my eyes set and locked on Aria. I have a feeling that the other Pasio alumni may see her for how she played in Pasio and I do as well, but I want to make sure her and I are on as good as terms as possible. She did NOT like me in Pasio, so rekindling that flame is ultra important. Alongside Aria, I get to play with both Monty and Jacob who I've had rocky relationships with in the past, but have grown to become great friends outside this. Working with them is going to be vital, but keeping them too close is suicide. With that being said, here's my initial trust ranking:

1. Aria

2. Jacob 

3. Nash

4. Jev

5. Josh

6. Monty

7. Joey

8. Nick

- - -

END LIST

JOSH C

okay, well nominations just came out and i can't say i'm too surprised that nash got nominated for eviction considering she hasn't responded to me yet and most everyone else is saying the same. i can't really imagine anyone using the veto on her unless she has a complete social turn around in the next 24 hours but that seems like.. a stretch. just gotta hope she doesn't win! we love an easy first week boot!

i'm a little sad about kiki getting nominated because i've really hit it off with them, but i think it's a good way to secure some trust with them and spark off a relationship. i've been trying to already be like YOU GOT THIS, YOU'RE STAYING! NASH DOESN'T TALK TO ANYONE! and i think they're being receptive. i like that i can joke around with them, so i'm hoping they enjoy me as much as i enjoy them.

i've also had aria and jake come talk to me about noms which means they trust me and that's GOOD. i want to try to secure something with them soon because i think they're both people that would want to work with me and i know that jake doesn't have a lot of connections already so being an early ally of his would be BIG.

just trying to focus on being a cute little social presence so people don't really focus on targeting me early on. i think this is a game full of half social players and some.. not so exciting people so it'll be easy to just slip through by not being the most boring person around. i don't want to promise TOO many people loyalty just yet but i think building a small core for myself will be important to keep me safe and i'm hoping that can come with jake/aria/kiki/jacob(?)

JAKE

chile............. where the fuck am i?

i dont know what dimension i'm in right now with these people but i am ready to show them what i am made of!! so far i've felt..... on the outs of most of what is going on so im just gonna give my perspective on things so far!! 

the cast....... ill just do an assessment

dem: said maybe three words to me since we've started... so there's that

saira: seems like a queen! i def need to talk to her more i've been sleeping on her and i think we'll get along well

joey: girl sometimes idk what this man is saying to me but we're rolling w it..

nash: her "sick" ass hasnt responded to my message from yesterday so bye

joshua: oh he can work! hes fun to talk to and i def see some potential to working with him. hes only 16 so yung so pure i remember those days </3

nathan: hes so hot god i literally want to eat his entire ass but i dont wanna be creepy so im trying to subtly flirt with him SDLKJFSKF he seems to be a sneaky player to me but hopefully thats not the case and we can be a showmance later on hehe

emma: LEGEND. QUEEN! PUT SOME RESPECT ON HER NAMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my ride or die in this thing <3

jev: oh jevfrey my angel im so happy he's here!!! he's a loyal guy from what i remember and ill def be working with him ESPECIALLY now that hes the first hoh ayyyyY!!!! i feel completely safe with him

kiki: oh i LOVE THEMMMM we had a great connection from the jump and i have a soft spot for them for sure. theyre sadly nominated this week i did not know why jev made that decision but i will make sure they stay know THAT

monty: monty left me on read :( we had a kinda awk convo so idk how monty feels about me right now?? i def dont think he trusts me and ugh i hate the tension!!!!!!!! i hope we can resolve it all and be friends again

josh: KDJKFG i love this man... hes not entire truthful and is def playing me a bit but i think he's great and hopefully he doesnt turn out to be the snake i think he has the potential to be

gina: idk what to think of this girl she doesn't reply much to me and we haven't really spoken much for me to really get a good read of her. i infected her and idk if she'll take that a certain way i came to her with the explanation that we just havent talked as much. idk shes fine?

mo: hahhaha hes a cutie too and i think hes not much of a talker so i think hes nice for the most part it's just kinda hard talking to him sometimes

brianna: um....... yeah we haven't spoken yet and she infected me so idk how to feel about her yet. she claims it was this number system but do i fully believe thats what she based it on? not really.. so ill def have to talk to her more

aria: NOW THIS........ THIS IS ELEGANCE. THIS IS CLASS. THIS IS EXPENSIVE. THIS IS TASTE, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! this 15 year old girl has me shaking to my god damn core with her social game within a 20 minute conversation ive already devoted my entire game to her and our "attention whores" alliance. iM GAGGGEDDDD i really like her and i know shes a big threat but if shes with me then we can do some damage together hehe

skinny nick: SKINNYYYYY i dont have much to say about nick i think they're well connected in this game so i have to make sure i'm good with them a little more. our convos are a little dry hopefully that'll change as the game goes on

jacob: a sweetie.. i really like jacob as a person but as a player he scares the shit out of me DSLKFGFKJ he lied to me like every round in BBHOS9 so i dont rly know if i can trust him. he def has other friends in this community hes playing with so ill have to sus out who exactly that is...

and......... yeah! kiki and nash are nommed. gina n jacob went to the down under. i think jacob will def get whatever power is down there he is one lucky man so i wouldn't be surprised if it's something good. oh well hopefully when i go i get whatever the best thing is a dpov mayhaps!.......

i hope the next hoh is something i can win because i want these people to TALK TO MEEEE tell me where their heads are at for god's sake! me on day 2: why arent you telling me all your alliances? dFGKLF i feel like im okay just gotta talk to some said people more and try to make sure they dont hate me!

JOSHUA

I thought Jev was nice but I'll have to go back on that because he absolutely is not fooling a single person, I thought we'd be allies but he's been acting sus all day so he can choke on rat piss. Joey and nick literally aren't talking to me at awl so... they can choke and die too. Aria is talking to me a lot but I know she talks to everyone a lot sjdkjds queen of big brother pasio... but I trust her for now I guess. Other than that I'm not super like concerned with anyone else I mean brianna kiki gina mo are nice I guess.. mo is a little hard to talk to though so :( anyway glad to be here but my social is kind of rocky skjdjskdj : ( ( ( ( ( 

JEV

SKINNY NICK

https://youtu.be/0Kb-twzCkYI

MO

trying to hint to dem that I’m not okay... wonder if it’s working

ARIA

its week one. its week ONE. why is everyone being so cracked i hate it here i absolutely hate it here someone take me out with a sniper rifle im sick of this, but its fine im gonna try to do my best to explain EVERYTHING bc whew is there a lot..

First off lets start with the fact ive been talking with everyone from the moment i woke up and my fingers hurt so much but also now people like me and thats all i need in life so heck yes!! So when it was nash vs kiki i start planting seeds to keep kiki with people and then nash wins veto so thats thrown out the window yayyyy- 

Things start happening after jev renoms Mo. First off i get a call with crack kills (joey bri me) and we discuss the vote a little bit with Joey leaning towards keeping Mo and Me/Bri wanting to keep Kiki, joey leaves and me and bri talk about the alliance we were invited to (jacob josh jake kiki us) and then i notice theres a house vc which i then go and join alone.

It was silent for a bit before they mentioned they were talking about votes and were being kinda secretive about names but i asked directly so Mo tells me that dem told him that there was 5 confirmed votes against Mo (nash Jacob Nick Joshua/Jacob(dont remember which) and Josh c) he said the names really fast so i mightve missed a few and nathan interjects about my notes and like??? shut up nathan???? anyways i act all shook about an alliance and we talk about votes and apparently when mo campaigned to bri she just sent "hugs" and im caCKLIGN FDSGFDSH anyways that confirmed 5 votes is gonna make people nervous and cause people to keep Mo which like, im not totally against but i just want a unan vote please. Also i think dem & emma dont really trust me which is big ughhh idk if one of the pregame girlies (any of the names from that list) win hoh next week ill throw one of them utb easy peasy 

So then i start asking around to gina and she ghosts me??? gina NEVER ghosts me so im sketched out there and Mo is asking for my help when i already told kiki i would save her its such a messsss. So if i had to guess the sides i would say 

PREGAME GIRLIES: Nash Jacob Jake Joshua Josh c kiki

UNCONNECTED NOT PROTECTED: Dem Joey Emma Nathan Mo

Whomst: Saira Jev Monty Nick Gina Bri

Help: Aria

So, where do i go from here? How do i make sure this vote comes out hecking even,,, im not sure. nvm i am sure because Mo just told me they want to give up HFBHJBSDFS MO MY SAVIOR ILL NEVER FORGET YOU KING <<<<3333333 okay nvm hes not fully giving up but im giving him an avenue that would make my life much easier where im telling him to have good convos with people so they connect more and if anyone feels moved theyll come to me and ill get the ball rolling with a easy peasy unan vote hopefully. But i think i might be able to manipulate this situation to my advantage WHEW im hyped now!!

So lets say mo leaves the thought of those "five confirmed votes" is still gonna be in peoples heads mainly dem/joey/emma/nathan which might form into a side and go hard for hoh taking out some big social player and then we have two sides going after each other which would be cute.

I would make trust rankings but i trust no one fbhsafd and thats on pewiod

JAKE

WHEW!!!!!!!!!!! im not the first boot :~) let's celebrate that.... 

but i'm not too thrilled about these noms...... im happy nash won POV she started talking to me more and shes actually really cool so i wanted her to stay. i am sad kiki is nominated i don't want them to go at all..... and mo being the replacement nominee was a shock to everyone i think..... 

i don't have a problem with mo leaving cuz we have a weak connection i just thought dem was going up based on my prior conversations with jev. he says dem started talking to him more but i just wish jev would talk to me and emma about his decisions if we're "aligned"?? like whats the point of having an alliance if we don't have any say in your decisions?

today i woke up to a message from josh asking me what i think about being in an alliance with jacob brianna aria and kiki........ and im just like wtf where this come from and he said that jacob is making it and its just his fave ppl??? im like ok like im not one to turn down an alliance but i let him know that i dont rly trust jacob n brianna as much as the others in the alliance. hopefully this makes him feel close to me and not blab his mouth to jacob ab that! 

brianna has yet to speak to me and jacob is just someone im always gonna have a hard time trusting sooo if i have to nominate them down the line i won't hesitate unless this alliance is genuine and helping me in the game.

i really only trust emma so far with aria being my secret spy and big meat shield im gonna need in this game. aria's super well connected and im hoping she'll be able to provide me w the information i need to take bitches down later on. 

i think i'd be worried about brianna winning bc we've never talked but at least we have this alliance possibly in the works?? and i dont know if nick would nominate me we haven't talked much..

but i want to win the next hoh so people actually talk to me LOL praying i can win