#films simulation

[bubblesorbubbles]

Mental Gym

Fujicolor Super HG v2

[honeyngarters]

12-14-2024

[hidedatface]

when the sun slaps in the right places.

[zanephillips]

ROBBIE AMELL Simulant (2023) dir. April Mullen

[greenh0ur]

[twentifyve]

Mountain Drive December 14th, 2024 Follow for more of my original photography!

[cirqosmos]

yandere simulator; xo (only if you say yes) — character visuals, y.jw

ᝰ.ᐟ illustration by author.

[markustakesphotos]

Tamshui on an incredibly hot day

[the-crooked-library]

The intimacy is important to show the contrast between Thomas and Orlok in the movie. Thomas repeatedly fails throughout the movie. He fails communication and understanding test with Ellen, he fails self-imposed masculinity test in general, he fails sex and intimacy test with Ellen. He even fails fully acceptance and full love test with Ellen because till the end he expects that Ellen can be somehow cured from her powers, and killing Orlok should do the trick, meaning he’s incapable of just accept her fully the way she’s without trying to correct it. The part that Ellen was happy for awhile with Thomas because for that time her powers were blocked is a big giveaway, that it’s already in fact wasn’t working between them from the start because if she could only be happy with him while suppressing huge part of herself, then such foundation was bound to crumble. Orlok meanwhile fulfilled the crucial basics for Ellen - understanding and acceptance of her nature and powers in full, intimacy and sexual realisation the way Ellen wished and imagined.

yessss exactly - as much as I do like Thomas as a character, and as much as he might care for Ellen, he's not a good fit for her, and she knows this!.. She wants, desperately, the sort of emotional connection that he will never be able to give without first unpacking the prejudices and insecurities that instruct his entire life and his opinion of her; and while that is not impossible, it is still quite unrealistic, given his background and societal context.

The reason Orlok is able to think outside those bounds, despite also being a man from an even older society, is because he exists in opposition to its restrictions. His attitudes are not reflective of whatever people around him would've thought of women or queerness or neurodivergence when he was alive; they are, however, directly informed by his making "covenant with the devil." Unlike the proper, god-fearing, Rational people that dictate Ellen's daily life, he accepts and desires every aspect of her that is considered "sinful" - her sexuality, her lack of deference, her eccentricities; and it is this fundamental understanding that she craves.

TL;DR -

"you could never satisfy me the way he does" was about emotional connection, not sex - and, of course, Thomas went straight ahead and proved her right

a relationship that is blocking her powers and allows her to be "happy" as long as she acts normal and hides her real self is not a good relationship. regardless of how one may interpret her connection with Orlok, Ellen's marriage to Thomas is an allegory for being in the closet/masking - and I personally think she deserves better

[chkabstractions]

The lake was a beautiful color.

Fuji X-T4. 70-300mm. f/4.

[photosandthoughts]

Pacific Park...

[bubblesorbubbles]

Flames Tower

Ilford HP5 Plus 400

[honeyngarters]

12-14-2024

[hidedatface]

love this spot. l IG: @hidethatface

[cloehotham]

Triumph GT6

[cuntylestat]

november walk with the fujifilm x100vi