#fic: a heart that still beats

[tranquilpetrichor]

found this old golden child fic based on the ra pam pam mv in my drafts... i'm trying to revive it

[cilil]

When Dior Eluchíl refuses to give up the Silmaril and the remaining sons of Fëanor are forced to act, Amras offers to infiltrate Doriath and steal the Silmaril. Unfortunately for him, he swiftly learns that Dior is not easily deceived and ends up being captured and kept as a hostage. While the Fëanorians are desperately trying to get him and the Silmaril back, Amras soon finds himself bonding with Dior's twin sons as well as his eerily charming captor, desperately craving the affection and closeness the Oath and Amrod's death have long taken from him; the very same Oath that may soon force his brothers to sacrifice him.

⟡ "The Silmaril that ever beckons" - Prologue/Chapter 1

⟡ "Plans and Preparations" - Chapter 2

⟡ "Into the Hidden Kingdom" - Chapter 3

⟡ "A Prince captured and a Ploy revealed" - Chapter 4

⟡ "Sibling Bonds and Sealed Letters" - Chapter 5

⟡ "The Hallowed Light" - Chapter 6

⟡ "Faithlessness and other Follies" - Chapter 7

⟡ "Touches that burn" - Chapter 8

[snarkspawn]

I was searching lucanis and fell in love w your art of him, went to follow and realized I already l already was! Must've fallen for it twice 🥰🥰🥰

But now I just keep wondering what fandom I followed you for first...

hahaha welcome back, friend!

To be fair, it might have been Dragon Age! If you're also a longtime fan, that is. Back in the day I made this art sideblog specifically for my DA art before I eventually branched out - although I did cycle through a lot of other fandoms and hyperfixations in the meantime so yeah it ... could've been any of them :'D

[itsbrucey]

Part of me is a tad frustrated we haven't been able to crack 48/49% of the poll. Especially with so much effort going into it. And then I realized this is Glenn fighting against Carlos from NIGHTVALE. THEE TUMBLR PODCAST OF ALL TIME??? and then I'm in awe that grandpa is still fucking standing.

Idk I think there's something legitimately something there bc idk if any of the other contestant groups unionized as hard. that's fucking insane

[bonita-flakes]

Chapters: 2/18 Fandom: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Gojo Satoru/Reader, Past Gojo Satoru/Geto Suguru Characters: Gojo Satoru, Reader, Male Reader, Original Male Character(s), Original Female Character(s) Additional Tags: Fake Marriage, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Omega Gojo Satoru, y/n is a himbo, y/n is a tsundere, Pining, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Slice of Life, Unreliable Narrator, Mating Bites, y/n's love language is acts of service, gojo satoru's love language is touch, Idiots in Love

Summary:

It is considered a taboo of the highest degree for a formerly mated omega to want (let alone take) a new partner, be it due to break-up or death. Gojo Satoru is an omega who was mated to Geto Suguru, before the alpha defected. It has been more than a decade since then.

You are an alpha, and a sorcerer. Special-grade curses and curse users have established a cult on a private island. The village only accepts alpha-omega pairs who are fantastically wealthy and terribly gullible. Your task is posing as Gojo Satoru’s mate and spouse so that you can both infiltrate the island, exorcise the curses, and free the enthralled before it’s too late.

[musouie]

i was feeling down this afternoon because i thought my sister forgot my birthday (again), but when i came home she was sitting on my sofa (it was very terrifying and i jumped all over the place), and announced (stay with me now. very monumental) that we will be going ..... to .... a clairo concert >:333

[floriianthefool]

[zenkindoflove]

First draft of my big boy Eris Week oneshot is done. I would like my butt pats now.

[valyrfia]

i just came here from reading your new fic and i have to say i LOVE it! you mentioned in the notes that the podium curse thing is a trope but i can't find any more, could you possibly point me to some!

hi anon! thank you for your lovely words about amber i'm so happy you enjoyed it!

the two other podium curse fics i know of are those magic changes by the incomparably talented @strawberry-daiquiris (peachbellini on ao3) if i get too close (and i'm not how you hoped) by the exquisitely gifted @eyes-likepilotlights (limabima on ao3). First one is a perfectly characterised and fun landoscar fic, second one is a tortured and haunting brocedes fic. If anyone knows of any more, please let me know!

[tranquilpetrichor]

finishing this old golcha apocalypse!au draft based on burn it and i realize i could make it so much more angsty! bring on the suffering

[love-toxin]

meow meow meow meeeeoowwww......i have shudder now. fear me

[cilil]

Since I've been asked about my Dior appearance headcanons I thought I might as well compile a quick post to show my ideas and thought process, may also be interesting for those of you reading Dead Heart ^^

Here's his "introductory" description:

The light of the Silmaril graced a youthful, immeasurably beautiful face — a mirror of all three kindreds, as rumours and legends said. Dior’s skin appeared like a blend of gold and silver when it shone upon him like this, with darker patches and patterns that reminded Amras of mottled shadows on forest ground, soft and warm, yet also smooth as his mother's statues.  Starry grey eyes met his, gazing upon him with wonder and amusement alike. 

One additional detail that Amras doesn't comment on here is that Dior's hair is black; I wanted him to resemble his mother, being essentially a "male Lúthien".

As for his skin, he (and Lúthien most likely as well) inherited these traits from Melian. Here's my description of her:

The being that turned to face him appeared to be a woman indeed, but most certainly no Elf. Her body was covered by a thin dress, resembling a nightgown more than actual garment, her feet were bare and her skin a mottled, greyish-brown with patches of light cream. Stray brown feathers were in her hair and adorned her shoulders and limbs. Most striking though were her lips, full, plump and golden as if covered in honey, and her eyes, unfathomable pools of dark midnight blue. 

I based this one on the appearance of nightingales (yes, the birds) because I felt it would be thematically cool for the Aini so strongly associated with them to model herself after them and also add to her more eldritch vibes (though I should note that this scene is Thingol meeting her for the first time in the wilderness, so this is still "feral" Melian and not necessarily the same as "queen" Melian).

In my headcanon, Lúthien's and Dior's grey eyes came from Thingol's side. Like him, Dior is also tall (certainly taller than Amras, to his chagrin ;)).

Tldr: Dior is sexy and he knows it and even the entirety of Valinor will be crazy about him.

[pitythynameislife]

*crashes AGAIN into your asks*

I can ask anything I want??? Hmmm, perfect!

Okay, so, I don't know if this counts as spoilers or not, but ever since Tianlang-Jun brought up the topic of grandchildren, I have been thinking...

Okay, so I don't actually know whether the story will include mpreg or not (and I'm not gonna demand it either way), I usually assume yes in Omegaverse stories, but since the fic didn't feature that tag, I won't, BUT, I have to admit that I have been thinking about the idea, and SPECIFICALLY, because of the last chapter, I have been thinking of the idea of all the new little ducklings (disciples) just crowding around a new baby (I'm a sucker for baby girls). I can already imagine Xu Lian, the youngest baby, immediatly taking the role of big sister and teaching sign language to the baby.

I'm a sucker for baby fics, okay??? Even if it won't be canon, it's fun and cute to think about!

but back to the actual story: We already have the horse, the snake and the ember lion (I only remember the name Huo Qiang, please forgive me), BUT will LQG and LHB truly not give their pretty omega more beasts??? specially with how happy he gets with them and how they all seem to immediatly swear fealty for him??? He needs a celestial dragon, something for the Palace Master to fume over in the corner. He is a natural disney princess and should be treated as such!

Speaking of the Palace Master, fuck that guy! Fuck him straight to hell! Need something to pluck the Little Palace Mistress from there and place her in Ling Shou so she gets dirty and has FUN while doing it, like a normal kid! Before the spoilness sets too deep! SHE'S STILL YOUNG ENOUGH TO BE SAVED.

Also, where the fuck are LQG and LBH??? I have questions and they better have the answers!

Okay, I think I have more things to ask about, but this is all for now, thank you so much for your fic! All your updates make me very happy!

A baby in the future???? Me???? I could never 🤭

(I already have the names picked out. SY might just have to suffer through it a bit for Tianlang-Jun's quadruplets like he wanted)

Shen Yuan definitely deserves as many spiritual beasts as he can get a hold of! And I can promise you, there will be many more to come. He just has that instant Disney princess--wife beam that makes anything potentially dangerous or deadly think

: You know what, we like this guy. This is one cool-as-shit guy.

The recon mission to save the Little Palace Mistress and Gongyi Xiao would be approved by Shen Yuan and all of Ling Shou once they heard about the Old Palace Master (He'd have a hoard of children biting at his ankles within the moment.)

We shall soon see where Luo Binghe and Liu Qingge are! If you have any more questions, feel free to ask away!

[can-i-see-your-passport-please]

A Collection of my Creations in the HLVRAI so far

Heyyy thought I should do this as a new pinned postttt

My asks are, unless they are closed, always open, and I'm always down to hear your thoughts and ideas and shit! If I didn't answer an ask, it's most likely because I didn't have the energy to answer it and it's now just sitting there and I cannot answer it because it would be awkward. But I am cherishing it <3

CHECK OUT MY FRIEND DIMONDS'S STUCK TOGETHER AU WHERE BENREY AND GORDON GET FUSED INTO A SILLY GUY NAMED BERDEY

hehehe anyway

All my HLVRAI fanart and writing in general is here on my art blog!

Here's a vampire AU I made! Twist to this is that Gordon's a vampire, Benrey's human and just weird as fuck. There's no real plot to this (though at the time of writing this post I do plan to write a fic or two), but @/winkyfaceanon has made two really sweet fics for this AU, check em out!

Here's a compilation I made with my friend Dimonds for all my reasons Gordon's a lil bit gay for Benrey, please skip the first 38 seconds I'm begging you. Oh, and if you're gonna leave a comment about how I'm Wrong, or if the video pisses you off, you can do this very simple thing called Just Stop Watching The Video (can you tell i've gotten annoying comments on this video)

Here's an older animatic of the bridge for the song Horror Show! This is what my first designs looked like btw fjndksjnfjknds

Here's three small and silly animatics <3

Here's a Frenrey animatic of the song uwu by Chevy! I still think this one's REALLY cute <3

Here's stuff I've made in Gmod! A lotta Frenrey, as you may expect from me at this point.

MY FANFICTIONS

These are listed in order of when I wrote them, and they take place in different continuities for the most part. Pretty much all of them are Frenrey, so if you don't like Frenrey you mayy not want to read it. Majority of my fics are oneshots, since I have low motivation jnsdkjfnds. I don't write smut (I'm literally sex repulsed asexual and a minor /silly), and don't tend to write hurt no comfort except for once, but I do write pretty heavy angst. Please read the content warnings for a lot of these.

I explicitly forbid any of my creative work from being fed into an AI in any way.

IF YOU SEND ASKS ABOUT MY FICS I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER

unnamed. Takes place post-canon. Benrey at this point has been alone for months, isolating himself after Xen and spiraling really badly. Then he leaves the house once aaand runs into Gordon. Reunion ensues. I didn't name it because I couldn't think of a name and it was my first fic. Read the content warnings.

You're still here, and you're beautiful to me. Takes place post-canon. Benrey respawns after Xen, and none of his injuries are healed. He then finds Gordon, who helps to take care of his injuries. I personally consider this one of my best works. There's things I'd change now, of course, but I still love it a lot. Read the content warnings.

as long as your heart continues to beat. Takes place during canon. Benrey's listening to Gordon's heartbeat after the betrayal. And then it stops. This one isn't beta read and I wrote it in like, a few hours on the fly, so it's not my best, but I like it.

Cuddles are the best cure for depression actually. Takes place post-canon. This is exactly what it says on the tin. Benrey's got depression and can't get out of bed, Gordon cuddles him. Short but sweet.

If ten million fireflies lit up the world as I fell asleep. Takes place post-canon. Gordon and Benrey are kinda in a relationship, and Benrey gets a package at the door that he's not letting Gordon see. In the middle of the night, Gordon gets to see what it is. This one's REALLY cute, and I really love it. It's fluffy and it's sweet.

all for the love of you. Saying this straight-up, READ THE CONTENT WARNINGS. Takes place post-canon. Tommy finds a... note from Benrey that he wrote before Xen. I have more complicated feelings towards this fic, I don't personally like it as much in retrospect and think I could've done much better on it, but I'm putting it here since it is still one of my fics. Read the content warnings, for the love of god.

Benrey gets drunk fic. Takes place post-canon. This is just a fluff fic I wrote for the third HLVRAI anniversary where Benrey's drunk and flirting with a very sober and very gay Gordon, who does not know how to cope with this.

do your job and keep them safe. Takes place during canon. This is... well, let's just say it's a reframing of HLVRAI from Benrey's perspective (at least, in align with my headcanons). Only the first thousand or so words are on Ao3, the rest are in Google Docs, as I made... choices that could only be made in Google Docs. I always link my Ao3 because it has the EXTREMELY necessary content warnings, which I couldn't include on the Google Doc. I personally think this is one of my best works, and if you are in a space where you can read it, please do, this over anything. Read the content warnings.

you're alone. and it's all your fucking fault. Benrey has respawned from Xen, in an apartment, and realizes that he is all alone and cannot be near his friends again. This is one of the only hurt no comfort fics I've written, and can serve as a bit of a prequel to that unnamed fic (if you'd like to see it that way). Read the content warnings.

[bonita-flakes]

Chapters: 3/18 Fandom: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Gojo Satoru/Reader, Past Gojo Satoru/Geto Suguru Characters: Gojo Satoru, Reader, Male Reader, Original Male Character(s), Original Female Character(s) Additional Tags: Fake Marriage, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Omega Gojo Satoru, y/n is a himbo, y/n is a tsundere, Pining, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Slice of Life, Unreliable Narrator, Mating Bites, y/n's love language is acts of service, gojo satoru's love language is touch, Idiots in Love

Summary:

It is considered a taboo of the highest degree for a formerly mated omega to want (let alone take) a new partner, be it due to break-up or death. Gojo Satoru is an omega who was mated to Geto Suguru, before the alpha defected. It has been more than a decade since then.

You are an alpha, and a sorcerer. Special-grade curses and curse users have established a cult on a private island. The village only accepts alpha-omega pairs who are fantastically wealthy and terribly gullible. Your task is posing as Gojo Satoru’s mate and spouse so that you can both infiltrate the island, exorcise the curses, and free the enthralled before it’s too late.

Updates every Friday :)

[leclercenjoyer]

howwwww do you respond to comments. what do i say. i just got the nicest comment and i want to roll around on the ground about it but i never know what to SAYYY