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surveys-at-your-service · 5 years ago

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Survey #214

“if you are dead or still alive, i don’t care.”

Do you wear perfume or cologne? Very very rarely. Typically if I have to go somewhere formal or something. What was your favorite grade in elementary school? Probably 5th. Do you own a debit card? No. A credit card? No. Are you in debt? I don't pay for anything that could cause me to be in debt. When is your birthday? February 5th. What song are you listening to now? "I Don't Care" by Apocalyptica. What was the most traumatic experience of your life? The breakup with Jason. Have you ever lost a friend to drugs or alcohol? Kinda. Who was your childhood best friend? Her name was Brianna. Are you still friends now? We just drifted apart. If not, why? ^ Do you believe in Karma? Nope. What do you thinks happens to us when we die? I don't pretend to know. I hope some sort of eternal peace for those deserving, but who the hell knows. What age do you think you’ll die? Idk. 70s/80s? My grandparents lived pretty long. About how long was the last book you read? I haven't a clue. Have you ever read a play before? Yeah, in school. A play not written by Shakespeare? I don't think so. Have you ever read a play outside of school? No. Have you ever edited Wikipedia? No. Have you ever edited any other wiki? A lot... I'm one of the admins at the Silent Hill wiki, a content mod or something I don't remember on the SotC one, and I occasionally edit the meerkats wiki, which is an atrocious mess that I try to clean up where I can. Is there a website [besides social networking] that you check almost daily? A lot. Do you use your phone as an alarm? Yep. Do you listen to music while you sleep? No. Do you get scared when you know some virus or sickness is being passed? I don't get "scared," just very paranoid of germs. Are you realistic? In some ways. Do you own a romper? No. What popular social media platforms AREN’T you on? Snapchat, and then I have a Twitter solely to like Mark's shit lmao. What does your computer’s slow-loading cursor look like? It's a spinning light blue ring. Do you prefer Microsoft Word or Pages? I've never heard of the latter, so. Would you rather have a trampoline or swimming pool? A pool, please. Do you have the same favorite colors you had when you were a kid? Pink, yes. What do you like to put in your tea? N/A What do you like to put in smoothies? I don't really drink them. Do your stuffed animals have names? Some. What was the name of the first porcelain doll you got? Bitch miss me with that haunted doll shit. Do you sell any products? If so, what? No. Do you know how to knit? No. Do you have an inspiration board? I have one on Pinterest of hair colors I like. Do you have a colored teddy bear? Maybe up in the attic somewhere. On what day is your local grocery store the busiest? I'm sure it's the weekend. What day do you usually go grocery shopping? Mom doesn't have a designated "day." Do you own a bobblehead? No. What do you make wishes on? Nothing. Wishes aren't magic. Well, I do on birthday candles, but that's only as a tradition sorta thing. What’s the best natural pain reliever? It depends; sometimes nothing natural works. What’s your favorite Paramore song? "That's What You Get," probably. Do you like scrambled eggs? Yes. Have you ever made a recipe you found in a magazine? No. Have you ever done a craft that you saw in a magazine? I don't believe so. Are you bitter about anything? I am permanently and inexplicably bitter towards my former primary doctor that fucked up my entire body thanks to keeping me on a medication and her being an ignorant fuck to the side effects, apparently. What is your favorite color for cars? Burnt orange. What is your favorite color for bridesmaid dresses? *shrugs* If applicable, what’s your favorite dance costume that you’ve had? It was some sort of black dress-ish thing. I can't remember clearly. What’s your favorite flavor of mouthwash? Minty? Just ffs don't have alcohol in it. Do you drink CapriSuns? If there's nothing else to drink, sure. Do you prefer caramel or peanut butter? Peanut butter, I think. Do you like strawberry shortcake? No. Do you like butterflies? Yeah, they're my fave insect. Do you know any dances? Only the ones that literally tell you what simple move to do lmao. Did you go anywhere yesterday? No. Do you like yellow or blue more? Blue. Do you wear rings? Only one. What’s the last you got out of the freezer? French toast sticks for lunch yesterday. How often do you go for walks? Never, sadly. Walking along my road is scary with how busy it is, I CANNOT handle the heat, and for the time being, I can't walk far at all with my knee problem. Do you go on the computer or watch TV more? I say enough I don't watch TV, but I'm always on my laptop. What is something you’ll never eat again? Why? Brussel sprouts. 'Cuz they're fucking disgusting. What is currently happening that is scaring you? Abortion rights being taken away/wrongly modified is pretty scary, honestly. What would be your personal hell? The Christian Hell because fuck that heat lmao. What made the ‘weird kid’ at your school weird? He, I shit you not, would not say a word, but if he absolutely had to speak, he kept it very very short and quiet. He was always looking down and isolated himself. I felt really bad for him; he was so obviously depressed, but I was always too unsure of how to approach him and try to be a friend. What is a word you personally find offensive? "Retarded" when used incorrectly. What instantly puts you to sleep? Instantly go to sleep??? Please teach me how. What song is in a language you don’t speak, but you love it anyway? Well, I don't speak German fluently, so like, a shitload of Rammstein songs. What is something you would like to do if you weren’t judged for doing it? Tbh cosplay sounds so fun. What’s a movie you think everyone should watch? Why that one? Johnny Got His Gun. It shows just how fucking disgusting war is. What was the most unexpected good thing that’s ever happened to you? Senpai Noticed Me. What is the funniest fact you know? Idk. Oh, I might be mistaken, but I think the guy who invented the segway died via driving off a cliff on a segway. Big 'ole oof. What’s the kindest way a stranger has treated you? I remember as a little kid, the people in front of us in line at McDonald's paid for our meal. What is the biggest design flaw of your body? I have this random, deep dimple on my right ass cheek like what the fuck. What is the strangest thing you have ever felt? OKAY SO when I was in the process of having my ears cleaned back when I had that wax adhered to my eardrums, one step was having warm water like pounded into my ears, and it somewhat tickled but also felt oddly good, and it was just really weird. What makes someone immediately unlikable? Acting like they're above everyone else. Who’s a villain you sympathize with and why? Darkiplier hunny my poor husband. I won't answer "why" because yeah spoilers. What is something you regret to NOT have done? Fuck it, I wish I'd had *complete* sex w/ Jason. I was in love with him, and I'll probably never experience genuine sex again so like- What’s the weirdest thing you put in a microwave? Idk? What movie changed your life for the better? I'm not sure. Oh, wait, I remember when I was still Christian, God's Not Dead really touched me, but we know how I am religiously now. What’s something your relatives don’t know about you? Many probably don't know I'm bi. What’s something your parents did, which you have sworn never to do? Have children before marriage. Back when I wanted kids. What’s the most annoying thing your pet does? My cat is obsessed with trying to lie on me as he'd done as a kitten, but then I can't see over him to see the laptop. Teddy scratches a lot and won't listen to "stop" for anything. What’s the biggest sum of money you’ve won? Uhhhh. I have no clue. Have I ever? Idk. Have you ever smoked weed on April 20? No. Tell me about the last event that made you really, truly happy? Oh boy. Can you name three good things about your most recent ex? He's funny as fuck, super intelligent, and hard-working. Have you ever thought about how the world will end? Yeah. What object do you own that has the most sentimental value to you? The pebble I got from my partial hospitalization program. What’s the best memory you have of your father? Him teaching me to ride a bike. What was on the last sandwich you ate? Ham, cheese, and mustard. Do you prefer gold or silver jewelry? Silver matches more things, but I'm allergic to it. I find gold in general prettier, too. Have you ever gotten back together with an ex? No. What is your favorite Thai dish? Never tried Thai food. When was the last time you made out with somebody? February. Are there any candles in your bedroom, and what scent are they? No. When was the last time you went to a birthday party? Last month for my niece. What pet names do you use with your significant other? A whole lot. What brand is your toaster, if you have one? We don't have a toaster, but a toaster oven. I don't have the slightest clue what brand it is; it's ancient. Have you ever dated a smoker? If not, would you? No and nope. What’s the name of the store you usually get your groceries? Wal-Mart or Harris Teeter. Would you rather travel to Japan or Scotland? Oh man, I don't know! I guess Scotland. Does your house have a porch/balcony? We have a decently-sized back porch. There's a front one as well, but it's tiny. What was the last movie you saw and who did you watch it with? I watched The Shining by myself. What’s your favorite type of bread? Pumpernickel. Do you share a middle name with any of your siblings? Yes. Can you cry on command? If so, have you ever used it to your advantage? No. What time does the sun go down where you live at this time of the year? Like, 8:30-ish. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? If I literally had to get them done for whatever reason, I guess I'd pay. Me doing them myself would be a nightmare, especially with tremors. Did you ever fail your learners/drivers test? I haven't taken it yet. Do you have any stickers on your car? I don't have my own car. Blackberry, Droid, or iPhone? iPhones. Do you like diet soda? NO. I don't just not like the taste, but the artificial sweetener gives me crazy headaches. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? No. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? No. How old were you the first time you drank alcohol? I don't remember. WAIT shit dude, I was young. I grew up going to a Catholic church, and during that "eating the blood and body of Christ" thing (I forgot what it's called), we sipped real wine. Yes, even the kids. That shit was NOT grape juice. Name someone you’ve become a lot closer to recently: No one. What was the last fight you had with your parents about? Dad, I've got no clue. Mom, about her constantly shit-talking my dad and I no longer wanted to hear any of it in my presence. Does your car have a sunroof? N/A Did you ever have braces? Yes. Are you from the South? Yes. What does your last status on Facebook say? It was something about the bullshit Alabama abortion law, I believe. I barely ever ever make my own statuses. Do you tip your server when you go to a restaurant? I never can because yeah, no money, so I can't even pay for the meal. If I could, of course I would. Have you ever snuck out of your house? No. Are you friends with people on Facebook that you actually hate? No? Name your favorite Ke$ha song: I guess "Take It Off." What’s your favorite place? Ah man, the tattoo/piercing parlor I go to. What was the last comic book you read? It was one of the Silent Hill ones on the app years ago. What’s the worst trouble you’ve ever gotten into? Probably when I ran away from home in like middle school. Do you know anyone your age who has a child? A good number, but I mean I'm 23 so that's not exactly strange. Ever had a friend online for a long time without seeing a photo of them? A few. The last time you threw up, what caused it? Medicine that was known for nausea. Did you have any foreign exchange students at your high school? I don't think so? Any foods from other countries you would like to try but haven’t yet? Not off the top of my head. Do you think the world would be more peaceful without any religion? Maybe. Probably. Idk. Have you kept the same icon here for a long time? Yeah. I don't really take pictures of myself, so. Why did you choose your icon, anyway? It's the most accurate representation of how I look on the daily. And it's not horrendous. Does it hurt your feelings when people talk shit about things you love? Sometimes. It doesn't hurt my feelings, but rather it makes me deathly embarrassed because I feel stupid for liking it and like they're making fun of a part of me. Can you be friends with people with opposing political views? Yes. Are there any fandoms you used to be in, but left? I don't think I exactly "left" them, just lost big interest, like Rhett & Link/GMM. I still love the guys, but I don't watch them anymore. Warriors is another example. Do you prefer ruffly or regular potato chips? Ruffled. Do you write down your own recipes, or just commit them to memory? I don't cook. Can you do any impressions? No. What color do you want to dye your hair? Currently I want to dye it lilac, but I can't afford a professional to do that. What is a food you enjoy, but don’t have very often? Shrimp. Favorite fictional world? Wonderland. Do you carry pepper spray? No, but I want to. Have you ever had to use it? N/A Have you ever been kicked out of a public place? Why? No. Do you donate to any associations that care for animals? I don't have my own money. Have you ever worn those Drunk Goggles? Yes, in D.A.R.E. Can you agree to disagree, or usually get upset over conflicting views? It depends on the topic, but it's generally very easy for me to agree to disagree. Rodeos – entertaining, or cruel? Animal abuse. Who is the best female rocker? Why? Ohhhh good question. I like Lita Ford, for one; great singer and she fucking slays the guitar. She seems cool, too. Do you care what kind of toilet paper you use? Not really, no. Do you still have any decent arcades nearby? No. Bullfighters who get gored kind of had it coming, right? Yes. They fucking deserve it. Have you ever accidentally found porn when looking for something else? Thank God no. What do you like on your burger? Cheese, ketchup, mustard, a little bit of mayo is fine but not mandatory, pickles, and very little onion is okay. What do you NOT like on your burger? Lettuce and tomato. Do you like 'loose meat’ sandwiches? Like sloppy joes? Yeah. Have you ever seen an unwrapped mummy in person? No, but that'd be pretty fucking cool. What things have people shamed you for? Besides the obvious disagreements like political subjects, I don't know. Do you always reply to private messages? (On any website) Yes, unless it's spam or advertisement. Are there any 'adult stores’ in your area? I wouldn't know. Have you been inside of them/shopped there before? No. Who was your favorite actress to play Morticia Addams? Anjelica Huston. What is the next film you want to rewatch? Idk. I don't really watch TV or movies to begin with. What is the next film you want to see for the first time? I've been wanting to see Jacob's Ladder for a very long time, but I have to find a time I actually *really* feel like it to possibly enjoy it. A movie you love even though it’s cheesy? I'm sure there's something, but idk. Share any song lyrics you misheard? When I heard "Purple Haze" by Jimi Hendrix for the first time, I swore the lyrics were "excuse me while I kiss this guy" instead of "kiss the sky." What was the last song you heard for the first time and enjoyed? I both enjoy "Bad Girl" by Avril Lavigne and see it cringy as fuck at the same time. Who are some of your favorite female fictional characters, and why? Heather Mason from Silent Hill 3 is up high 'cuz she's a badass, CYNDER FROM THE LEGEND OF SPYRO SERIES BECAUSE SHE'S COOL AS ALL HECKIN' HECK AND ALSO #AESTHETIC, and I've fallen more and more in love with Tyrande Whisperwind from World of Warcraft now that she's become vengeance-crazed and more interesting than she already was. Oh, and then there's Bayonetta. Why? You know why. A character (in anything) you wish hadn’t been killed off? In recent news, BRING BACK STAN THE MOTHERFUCKING WATER MAN, MARK. Have you ever had to hit up several stores in search of one item? What was it? I'm sure I have at some point. Do you have any calluses on your feet? From when I used to walk outside for hours, you have no idea- What was your last big purchase? A plane ticket. Have you ever eaten grits? I HATE THEM SO MUCH. Do you always dress right after a shower, or do you like to chill in your towel/robe for a while? I put clothes on right away. Have you ever looked up your state’s laws and read them? I don't think so. Have you ever had to talk to a lawyer? I feel like I did have to once for something...? Have you ever been in pain so bad you passed out? No. I sincerely don't know how I didn't when I had to get that cyst drained, though. I have no words for that pain. Can you have kids? Well, physically, yeah. Doesn't mean I ever will or even want to. If you could get rid of one of your allergies, which one would it be? POLLEN. Do you have any cousins that look like you? No. Who do you know who is dating someone that looks way too old for them? Idk. Have you ever gone on a Facebook deleting spree? Yeah. What's a good example of "don’t knock it till you try it"? Waffles with peanut butter spread over them with syrup. What is surprisingly painful? Hm. "Surprisingly." OH, something I say as well as many others: Getting your nose pierced is more painful than you'd think compared to other piercings. Which person shaped you the most? Probably Jason. Or Mom. Have you ever been 4-wheeling? Yes. Do you live anywhere near the woods? There's a wooded area beyond the field. Do you have any important anniversaries you celebrate? Mine and Sara's. Can you rap? I don't even have to try to say no. Do you know how to use a DSLR camera? Yes. Tell me about the sickest you’ve ever felt. Oh man... I remember in elementary school, 3rd grade I think, I had the weirdest 3-day "sickness" where I felt every single moment like I was right on the very verge of vomiting. I went to the ER on the third night, but they couldn't detect what was wrong. Next day, I woke up miraculously fine. Those days were horrifying for someone who is terrified of vomiting. Any important birthdays coming up? My nephew's isn't far off. If you could play one instrument flawlessly, what would it be? Electric guitar. Have you ever heard of Hollywood Undead? Do you like them? I love some songs, like others, don't enjoy or care about a handful, and then truly haven't heard most. Have your friends ever told you something really personal? Was it weird? Well yeah, close friends do that often. It's not weird. Has anyone ever called you a coward before? Who called you that? No. Have you ever written a whole song before? What was the title to it? No. Are you a Jeffree Star fan? Or no? Do you think he’s awesome/dumb? I loooove that funky alien man. I find his work ethic incredibly inspiring and he seems so super accepting and is just very radiant and positive. Has your grandmother ever made you anything? Not including cookies. I don't think so.

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fireeaglespirit · 6 years ago

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beyond-far-horizons

This is awesome and because *hangs head in shame* I dont play the games (i'm a noob with no money and my parents never let me have video games so I just like the story okay?) I have never seen this bit.

I ADORE multiverse/underworld stuff as you know or perhaps you don't as I don't know how far I got explaining Aeq and Midnight Palace but it is FULL of that stuff. I love the symbolism and it is very Jungian (I am the Priest of Jung okay, welcome to the New Testament of Jess!) But I need to sleep rn so we can get to it later.

Thank you for showing me because then I can reference it if I have time but I have so many other things going on right now and dunno I love fanfic and these stories but then I get down because I get virtually no response and I need that interaction to continue. It is my luck to always like dead fandoms with minor prequel characters I guess...still I do feel the fanfic has improved my writing and vice versa

I was thinking alot about hell and demons and what 'heaven' would be as I had a very detailed review on FF.net asking me all this questions, like why Sparda would long for the light if he is a demon and dunno, it always comes back to my pet theories of light and dark and the union of opposites. Sparda is so interesting because I feel he came to 'justice' on his own but probably also cemented by this mysterious priestess who he had to sacrifice. At least that is the way

the way I would go if I was developing the lore or a prequel game. It seems the most juicy option. Anyways this 'light' ties into my feelings about the transcendent, this higher power/reality urging all to grow and develop. I guess I would see demons as base and vicious aspects of reality and sources of wild and violent energy - very much as both Jung and early cultures saw them or primal gods or 'titans'.

It's also why I have a headcanon Sparda a)is fascinated by humans - they have the same struggles as him and b)he has a huge library on religions of the world, history, philosophy and science because he is still trying to discover the nature of reality just like Eva and this is what really brings them together. I wrote this line last night when Eva looks at all the books 'So you devour our souls metaphorically instead of physically now?'

I debated on making Sparda saintly, like he has already has his struggle and is now secure in himself but that isn't interesting to me plus you know our shared love of fighting with the feral nature to ultimately make the person better. Plus I kinda like the romantic angst that way like with MadaMito hehe

Okay I need to go to bed now.

Ok, prepare for huge contrived reply incoming...

First of all. What??

I hate when parents do this. I’m so sorry, I never knew about it... I really hate this.

Video games are just another media, I never understood why people would pick on that and forbid their child from having some fun. FFS.

If you want to play something some day I’ll always be there to help you installing, finding them, etc.. whatever you might need. Or even just finding anything related to games, etc.. I don’t play much these days as you know the multiple reasons but it was such an important part of my life I can barely imagine being cut out from this, even thought we always had old consoles this was very important.

About Sparda and the fic. I need to be sincere and say I’m taking so long to reply for two reasons. First because I LOVE the way you wrote Sparda but I was afraid of being too simplistic with my reply so I delved a lot on things...

But... tah-dah : I lost the huge reply I had wrote before. My note has 0 battery so its glued to the wall and it just turns off sometimes suddenly and I’m dumb and don’t save things so yeah. I kinda lost myself and got angry about that.

Anyway, I understand what you said here, especially your feelings about the fic, in many ways I can see how my fandom views reflect in the original world I’m making, and the inverse is contrary. There are many parallels. It really helps and fandom work is as worthy as original, imo, I’ve been thinking about this. Our obsession with prequels and obscure characters has a reason and that is exactly because we want to explore what is hidden behind the veil... exploring the possibilities.

Sometimes it comes to shipping speculation, and this too has a reason.

Thinking about your views on Sparda and Eva, I thought a lot on what it truly means to write or develop an obscure ship and why we are so interested in that (think about that, many of our common favorite characters from prequels, etc..)

I came to the conclusion that in Eva/Sparda just like in many of our other ships, has the common theme of the heroin facing her ‘dark reflection’, her ‘animus’ as Jung would say (OH BOY I’m entering that with you), and she, at first rejects it like she reflects her own darker aspects, her unconscious… its abhorrent for her so she seeks to destroy it as rapidly as possible as seen by Eva’s renewed determination after learning Sparda’s true nature in chapter 1. The animus represents her doubts and unconscious... However what we see in your story is much more interesting.

Most stories of this kind focus solely in the female aspect changing from her interactions with the male, who is already developed, but here we have Eva being able to re-awaken some viciousness in Sparda when it seems he has been quite restrained from quite some time (centuries) but also, something that is much more interesting.. it calls to his own determination and his own personal story and sacrifice, for some reason his ‘lust’ and brush with the dark side makes it all more important and more powerful than if he simply had been saintly at that point, like you said. It makes he revisit it all and ponder.

I love how you added lines of ‘temptation’ from Mundus, part of Sparda seeks to surrender to his ‘nature’ as its just so easy, like slip in a pair of old shoes... while the priestess memory, albeit silently, fights it and reminds him of his struggle and his ideals and ultimately her sacrifice which was also his own sacrifice (of his old ways). I think his darker side has been neglected and I think you will use this to develop Sparda into greater heights. Its great we get to see this in the actual story and he is not perfect, but he certainly is incredible.

Also, just as a side-note I loved how you described his hunger as mostly non-carnal as he glimpses her spirit and its light... when we see Sparda’s POV we get reminded every time of his non-human nature and his non-human perception of things which is clearly different. A demon’s prey is not flesh but spirit and this makes a lot of sense and a lot of potential.

To sum it up, you snatched the best of both worlds and is about to develop both characters under a relationship, as they have a lot to learn and gain from each other. I think this is the way your narrative is going, more or less.

These developments are unique aspects which I find extremely interesting and you are doing this in such a genial way and I can see already by the end of the latest chapter the strings of the themes I mentioned are pulled and ready to be followed.

So yeah, they’re in for a journey of development together. Neither of them starts the story as a ‘perfect’ entity either way... This was shown in a very nice way as you pointed out misconceptions regarding both sides involving the duo of protagonists.

“I was thinking alot about hell and demons and what 'heaven' would be as I had a very detailed review on FF.net asking me all this questions, like why Sparda would long for the light if he is a demon and dunno, it always comes back to my pet theories of light and dark and the union of opposites. Sparda is so interesting because I feel he came to 'justice' on his own but probably also cemented by this mysterious priestess who he had to sacrifice. At least that is the way I would go if I was developing the lore or a prequel game. It seems the most juicy option. Anyways this 'light' ties into my feelings about the transcendent, this higher power/reality urging all to grow and develop. I guess I would see demons as base and vicious aspects of reality and sources of wild and violent energy - very much as both Jung and early cultures saw them or primal gods or 'titans'.”

I abstained a bit from the conversation earlier as I feared my careless/godless (lmao) perception was too disturbing for you or anyone but I also pondered on concepts such as heaven and hell, salvation, damnation, etc.. when considering Sparda’s tale. I know DMC isn't Christianity but its imagery is somewhat based on Abrahamic religion/mythos so I’m bound to take in consideration some of my ideas regarding biblical mythology, as in...

When I started reading the bible so long ago it always puzzled me to imagine what exactly were angels/demons. I mean, are they even able to think in the same way as us?? Or are them more like ‘robots’, AI following orders (especially angels sometimes strikes me as that) and perhaps demons are those ‘robots’ that rebelled against their determined function, idk.

Something I wondered more than a decade ago was if demons in the bible are truly lost in every way so I started thinking within the dmc setting. I’m interested in that all and those things I mentioned. The interesting part is that I once asked that to my catechist if demons could be redeemed (lmao I was crazy, I know, but bored above all). She was at first very mad with me (she was always) but she reluctantly told me that demons had known god up close and felt his power so their sin in not following him is much bigger than a human’s, something of the sorts. So it sounded like they are also able to choose their way and I sort of apply this to dmc, lol. I’m weird, I know...

Are they capable or ‘worthy’ of forgiveness, because demons in dmc clearly have free will and thought like us, or at least similar to us. Some of them, like Sparda have clearly a lot of intellect, but like you said... others are very ‘primal’. Perhaps this is the key. The ‘evolved’ demon develops intellect and power... perhaps you are in the right track and it goes hand in hand? Does this make any sense?? The more powerful and developed they are, the more they develop ‘higher brain functions’ and star resembling a human more, idk because the lower demons in dmc are clearly more animal-like and primal while Sparda has a human-like shape and intellect.

I think I know where we are going and this looks like both angels and demons are actually a ‘reflection’ of human psyche. So, demons are the primal ancient aspects of the brain are somehow walking around hell just like that, while heaven and its inhabitants are mysterious. I really like the way you described hell and its inhabitants, it makes a lot of sense to imagine it as a part of human psyche embodied, in a way. I imagine Heaven as the exact inverse of Hell so it has its own creatures and they’re born from ‘order’ instead of chaos as stated above.

We have Bayonetta as a source of inspiration and I think its very valid to use that in order to understand Sparda. Heaven isn’t exactly good there, is it? In fact it appears like a very controlling environment.

Hell: Primal, violent, survival of the fittest anyone? Hell inhabitants embodied the most basic aspects of the brain, as you said.

Heaven: It might stem from higher planes of thinking and represent the more ‘sublime’ or ‘newer’ aspects of the evolving mammal brain.

It might make an easy choice for heaven but also such tight atmosphere is bound to become stagnant, it is no longer permitting flaws and strong emotions (thus angels look apathetic af in Bayonetta).

It might seem at first glance that heaven is good, hell is bad, however I think, if you delve into heaven you might realize the beings born there might be too ‘disembodied’ as they represent exactly those parts of human psyche which are the most sublime. Let me explain, I always felt like too much spirituality tends to make people leave behind the reality of things, it might make them lack empathy for living beings who have to commit difficult decisions on a living basis, basic survival, starvation, the struggle for life, etc..

Think about enlightenment and Bodhisattva, also the rituals of mortification which are legit scary and reminds me of this concept as only those who leave behind all that is ‘mortal’ and are detached to an extreme, can reach Nirvana. I know this has not much to do with Christianity but even in this religion we find analogous associations regarding detachment as divine and saintly. Its also harmful in a way, or am I reaching? While too much focus on the primal/carnal leads to obvious horrible things: vice and chaos; too much detachment leads to apathy.

I do think some level of detachment is necessary to reach happiness but too much of it makes people forget the reality of life and makes them not able to relate anymore to the ones around them, as the focus becomes solely spiritual it kind of deafens them to the ‘real world’ and ignore it.

This is all about reaching a balance as its is our favorite theme, too much light is bad, too much darkness is bad, etc.. or else the story would fall into itself as the reality of the three settings (heaven, hell, earth) would be rigid.

So here we have a darker aspect of heaven, imo, to balance things out.

Heaven is clearly ‘order’ and hell is ‘chaos’ so we might as well find a balance... our favorite theme as always. The fact that one being like Sparda, born amidst ultimate chaos would gaze upward in delight and desire something else doesn't surprise me. The fact is he could be bitter about it, you even gave away the line on your fic where Sparda mentions he has been denied ‘light’. I wonder what exactly that means and this is one of my favorite aspects of your Sparda is that he is aware of his condition and even thought he worked against it its still lingering to him.. like his own flickering appearance.

But he hasn’t made his way up to heaven, huh?

So its not a far reach to believe in it (that he desired ‘light’, whatever it is) but my personal belief is that too much ‘light’ is not good either and Sparda realized the beauty in flawed humanity, which sits right in the middle of light and darkness, order and chaos... that’s why he became enamored by the concept of humanity and all the struggle our own condition imposes upon us.

For me this is an archetypal theme.

Just food for thought.

The matter is... how? What exactly awakened him to justice?

This makes stuff much more interesting. This was a huge ramble, I know but I needed to develop this and see if it works,

So yeah, about a) I’m totally with you and I can see why Sparda would empathize with humans, as I talked earlier and I think my explanation on why Sparda would be fascinated by humans instead of ‘angels’ is made up above and I hope this doesn't sound too weird, just my line of thought.

As a demon, he’s born from a very ‘imperfect’ reality. He knows how shitty things can be... Now I really wonder how his life was before he ‘awakened to justice’ he must have witnessed some remarkably horrible things in his life..

Under the setting I mentioned, it would be I think its kinda easier for a demon to do this since angels would be too stuck up in their haven, idk so this is how Sparda, the unlikely hero is the first of these beings to take arms and defend humanity. Sparda is so special as he was the one to side with humans by his own decision and free will. What a guy!

I’m glad you didn't! This is probably a gradual process even thought they say he ‘awakened to justice’ which makes it seem like he suddenly just did so I believe he had brewing feelings from his life as a demon in hell...

He must have been such an unique individual to perceive truths his peers where not ready to learn and truly, an act of rebellion against the system itself coming from someone who is ‘supposed’ to do only harm is really something we want to see on screen and I’m so glad you didn't simplify it as being a single event in his life.

I’m really in love with this theme because it shows these beings are able to change their own destinies, even someone with such dark origins.

#beyond-far-horizons #dmc #sparda #eva

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killerqueenjoy · 6 years ago

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99 Question Tag

okay okay I know i got tagged to do this like a month ago on my main blog by @santonicababy iM SORRY LIN ILY BUT THIS WAS SO DAMN LONG

1) DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR CLOSET DOORS OPEN OR CLOSED

I sleep in the room where everybodies closets are and they all gotta be closed goddamn do you know how spooky it is to even have one open during the night

2) DO YOU TAKE THE SHAMPOOS AND CONDITIONER BOTTLES FROM HOTELS

my parents do, but alas I don't use them in case they have silicones or sulphates in them because I got a whole lotta curls to protect

3)DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR SHEETS TUCKED IN OR OUT?

if this refers to the sheet protecting the mattress, then my answer is in because how the fuck would you be able to sleep with that moving around???

4) HAVE YOU STOLEN A STREET SIGN BEFORE

NO SORRY IM BORING

5)DO YOU LIKE TO USE POST IT NOTES

heck yeah, but for random shit

6) DO YOU EVER CUT OUT COUPONS BUT THEN NEVER USE THEM

nee my parents are fancy fuckers who use the coupons on their phone (our local supermarket has a damn app skskksksk)

7) WOULD YOU RATHER BE ATTACKED BY A BIG BEAR OR A SWARM OF BEES

a bear because its one giant son of a bitch and not millions of tiny motherfuckers and also I've never been stung by a bee and intend to keep it that way because majority of my family seem to be allergic

8) DO YOU HAVE FRECKLES

nope! I have a couple beauty spots on my hands and face but thats kinda it

9) DO YOU ALWAYS SMILE FOR PICTURES

not really but if I've been told to smile then its 200% dead inside

10) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE

i find many things annoying

11)DO YOU EVER COUNT YOUR STEPS WHEN YOU WALK

only when i go up and down stairs, but i also try to make sure i step with each foot equally (if that makes sense) and i step on only certain colour tiles when im bored

12) HAVE YOU EVER PEED IN THE WOODS

the real question is have i ever been in the woods? both answers are no

13) HAVE YOU EVER POOPED IN THE WOODS

refer to question 12

14)ummmm idk what this question is meant to be curse you Lin

15)DO YOU CHEW YOUR PENS AND PENCILS

nope, the idea weirds me out

16) HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH THIS WEEK

none, this week and in general

17) WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED

one person and a long yet smol doggo size

18) WHAT IS YOUR SONG OF THE WEEK

Eddie from the Rocky Horror Picture Show has been stuck in my head for the whole week so yeah i guess that

19)IS IT OKAY FOR GUYS TO WEAR PINK

HeLL YEAH DUDE HAVE YOU SEEN RAMI MALEK IN PINK

SKSKSKSKS END MY LIFE

but yeah, anyone can wear anything they want to wear (although a suit made out of meat might not be wise)

20) DO YOU STILL WATCH CARTOONS

dudeeeee scooby doo and tom and jerry are my jam I watch them on the regular (among other things)

21)WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE MOVIE

uhhm idkkkkk I tend to repress bad movies sksksk

22)WHERE WOULD YOU BURY HIDDEN TREASURE IF YOU HAD SOME

idk shove it in the closet ig at least it will be hidden behind my sexuality

23)WHAT DO YOU DRINK WITH DINNER

I usually only drink before or after but ig water??? cooldrink if I'm in a restaurant

24)WHAT DO YOU DIP A CHICKEN NUGGET IN

depends on the nug

25)WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD

How dare you assume i only have one favourite

tbh it depends cos i love pizza and pasta and stuff but then i cannot live with my granny's curries ksksmks

26) WHAT MOVIES COULD YOU WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND STILL LOVE

borhap, sing street, rhps, the natm movies, the harry potter movies, any mcu movies

27)LAST PERSON YOU KISSED/KISSED YOU

ahhahahahahahha bold of you to assume anyone wants to do that

28) WERE YOU EVER A BOY/GIRL SCOUT

nope but I was a catrobat which is basically my preschools acrobatics team that was actually really terrible

29)WOULD YOU EVER STRIP OR POSE NUDE IN A MAGAZINE

nahh m8

30) WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A LETTER TO SOMEONE ON PAPER

this week for a transactional task at school (It was in Afrikaans and I got a C skskskks)

31)CAN YOU CHANGE THE OIL IN A CAR

omg no

32)EVER GOTTEN A SPEEDING TICKET

not old enough to drive!

33)EVER RAN OUT OF GAS

my parents never have for as long as i can remember

34)WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE KINDA SANDWHICH

cheese because I am actually John Deacon

35)BEST THING TO EAT FOR BREAKFAST

MUFFINS!!!!

36)WHAT IS YOUR USUAL BEDTIME

school nights its 11pm otherwise i dont have one lol

37)ARE YOU LAZY

YES BUT MY LAZINESS MAKES ME ANXIOUS OOF

38)WHEN YOU WERE A KID WHAT DID YOU DRESS UP AS FOR HALLOWEEN

we dont celebrate that here but i rly want to it seems fun!

39)WHAT IS YOUR CHINESE ASTROLOGICAL SIGN

Ram, which is really cool because im an Aries, so I'm sheep squared

40)HOW MANY LANGUAGES CAN YOU SPEAK

English, Afrikaans (at a basic highschool level), I could speak very vERY basic isiZulu when I was younger but I'm not sure about now, I know a bit of French and Telugu, and I'm gonna start learning Hindi soon!!

41) DO YOU HAVE ANY MAGAZINE SUBSCRIPTIONS

nee

42) WHICH ARE BETTER, LEGOS OR LINCOLN LOGS

i didn't play much with legos and i have no idea what the second one is rip

43)ARE YOU STUBBORN

to an extent

44)WHO IS BETTER, LENO OR LETTERMAN

I kept reading Leno as Lenin ffs

45)EVER WATCH SOAP OPERAS

I watch them occasionally with my granny, but I don't keep up with them very well (Kasamh Se is my shit tho)

46)ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS

no, im afraid of falling in general tho

47) DO YOU SING IN THE CAR

My dad and I bop frequently to Never Gonna Give You Up in the car, and also classic bollywood songs (we have even learnt the choreography for some)

48)DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER

i perform

49) DO YOU DANCE IN THE CAR

well theres not exactly much space

50)EVER USED A GUN

nope

51)LAST TIME YOU GOT A PORTRAIT TAKEN BY A PHOTOGRAPHER

not sure

52)DO YOU THINK MUSICALS ARE CHEESY

most are but thats why i like them

53) IS CHRISTMAS STRESSFUL

we don't celebrate because we're not Christian (we still eat a lot and exchange presents tho), but it can get stressful if we have to visit extended family, mostly because my extended family loves to insult everything about me so thats great!

54)EVER EAT A PIEROGI

not i good sir

55) FAVOURITE TYPE OF FRUIT PIE

never had one, it doesnt appeal to me

56) OCCUPATIONS YOU WANTED TO BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID

a vet

57)DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS

i am a ghost

58)EVER HAD A DEJA-VU FEELING

not that i remember

59)DO YOU TAKE A VITAMIN DAILY

yes, I take a multi vitamin, a vitamin D pill because I'm vitamin D deficient, and im not sure if this is a vitamin or not but i take evening primrose oil so that im not outwardly a bitch due to pms

60)DO YOU WEAR SLIPPERS

i wear slipper socks, because my doggo got jealous of my doggie slippers and murdered them in cold blood

61)DO YOU WEAR A BATH ROBE

i have one and rarely use it because i forget it exists

62)WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED

a random shirt and pants, though ive been known to kick pants off (ive been doing that since birth), occasionally i manage to get the matching pj set

63)WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CONCERT

ive unfortunately never been to a concert before

64)WALMART TARGET OR KMART

ive never seen any of these stores in my country

65)NIKE OR ADIDAS

i own neither

66) CHEETOS OR FRITOS

neither

67)PEANUTS OR SUNFLOWER SEEDS

Peanuts because thats my doggos name!

68) EVER HEARD OF THE GROUP TRES BIEN

no sorry

69)EVER TAKE DANCE LESSONS

i went to a bhangra class for about a year, and we performed for our parents at the end of that year (i was in one of the few groups that didnt have to dance in lehengas thank goodness)

70)IS THERE A PROFESSION YOU PICTURE

YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE DOING

probably something creative, but I don't mind as long as they're happy with what they're doing and its not harming others!

71)CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE

yep

72)EVER WON A SPELLING BEE

never entered one, having to spell out loud makes me anxious

73)HAVE YOU EVER CRIED BECAUSE YOU WERE SO HAPPY

i think so

74)OWN ANY RECORD ALBUMS

nope

75)OWN A RECORD PLAYER

i wish

76)DO YOU REGULARLY BURN INCENSE

my granny burns incense while I'm at school because my mom and i both get really sick when its just been lit and the smell is strong. Going to the temple is a damn nightmare because of it

77)EVER BEEN IN LOVE

no, too busy fangirling

78)WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE IN CONCERT

oof a long list

Queen, Twenty One Pilots, Waterparks, Frank Iero and the Future Violents (ffs fronk stop changin the name), Panic! at the Disco...to name a few

79)WHAT WAS THE LAST CONCERT YOU SAW

refer to question 63

80)HOT TEA OR COLD TEA

both

81)TEA OR COFFEE

coffee

82)SUGAR COOKIES OR SNICKERDOODLES

sugar cookies

83)CAN YOU SWIM WELL

i wouldn't drown, but im no professional either

84)CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH WITHOUT HOLDING YOUR NOSE

im doing it right now

85)ARE YOU PATIENT

86)DJ OR BAND AT A WEDDING

I've only ever been to Hindi,Tamil and Telugu weddings and lemme tell you 90% of the time bands flop at those weddings because they can't sing the classics without failing miserably, so DJs are generally better. However, in that case, if a band can perform those songs, then I'd prefer a band ig

87)EVER WON A CONTEST

yep, a couple of reading contests

88)HAVE YOU EVER HAD PLASTIC SURGERY

nope, not planning on it

89)WHICH ARE BETTER, BLACK OR GREEN OLIVES

dont like olives rip

90)CAN YOU KNIT OR CROCHET

i can knit!

in fact, my friends and i are so cool that we're in our schools knitting club (which besides myself, @grandfunnyemopainter and @imjustabruh , only has 2 other members)

91)BEST ROOM FOR A FIREPLACE

lounge or study/library

92)DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED

i guess, its not on my goal list tho

93)IF MARRIED, HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN MARRIED

94)WHO WAS YOUR HIGHSCHOOL CRUSH

currently in highschool, and in love with the borhap cast, sebastian stan, stephanie beatriz and band members (theres more but yeah)

95)DO YOU CRY AND THROW A FIT UNTIL YOU GET YOUR OWN WAY

nope, i have only two ways to deal, be a total pushover or a total bitch

96)DO YOU HAVE KIDS

nope

97)DO YOU WANT KIDS

kind of undecided, but i do want more pets

98)WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR

Dark Blue

99)DO YOU MISS ANYONE RIGHT NOW

my dog, shes been ignoring me for about four hours now because I stayed at school for an extra hour (for knitting club!)

@softspaceboibrian @roger-taylor-owns-my-wigg @im-inlovewithmycar do it cowards

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stone-man-warrior · 4 years ago

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January 31, 2021: 3:43 pm:

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(This took a couple of hours to decode, so, here ya go ...)

Pope Twitter terror hit order command language decode 1-31-2021 1:59 pm https://twitter.com/Pontifex/status/1355886051248787459 =======================================================================

Tweet See new Tweets Conversation Pope Francis @Pontifex "Grandparents are the uniting link between generations to transmit to the young the experience of life and faith. Therefore, I have decided to institute the World Day of Grandparents and the Elderly which will be held annually on the fourth Sunday of July." =======================================================================

January & February are off to the side, making distraction. -----------------------------------------------------------

J F = Jeff = Jeffe' = The Boss J = a shape = a fish hook

Two J's = JJ = 2(J) = J + J = Two Hooks (fishing pole, string line, bait, boat, (add lunch) all inclusive) = Two J's + lunch = Trinity Rules = J + J + Ghost = J + J + X = The Boss + The Fisherman (Gordon; Fat Boy; Pig) + Jesus on a Cross = Three J's (a barn on Southbound side of Interstate 5 near Gold Hill. Three J Ranch)

F = Eff = E + FF = Power Ligature = Power Legs = 120 + 120 = 240 = Household Laundry Current = The Martinizer

(write this down for future reference: "F = The Martinizer"

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Based on ten month Real Calendar, begins in March w/36 days and April w/37 days, alternating 36 & 37 days each month after. Leap Day (Quantum Day) is last day of every fourth year additional, where December has 38 days in a leap year. March 1st would best be placed as new years day on the day after the spring equinox, and year end of December 37th on the spring equinox day. Such a calendar similar to that arrangement existed before the Christian Pirates tacked January and February onto the beginning of the year, fouling up everything that is intuitive for humans to know about Earth and it’s relationship to the Sun, Time, and growing food.

The Real Calendar does not require that a new years day exists at all. March could begin at either the winter solstice or the spring equinox and still work better than what we are using for timing for the past 2021 years. The benefit of Spring time March is imminently obvious, and I think people would feel more productive on a personal level simply by the arrangement of the calendar year restarting in the spring time, rather than in the dead of winter as we do now.

The only reason to have a new years day, is to make an ongoing tally of years as they progress, for purposes of recording the events of the past years. In absence of interest in making a accurate record of past events, new years day is completely decorative, like wreath on the door of the house, is useless.

Different parts of the world have differing times of a growing season, but everywhere on Earth there is two equinox, and two solstice within a single annual earth orbit/tilt cycle, so, new years day, and a consistent March 1st world wide probably would not be ideal everywhere for everyone. The reason we have the current Global “oneness” of time keeping is a product of a quest for Global Domination by one group of people who started out with taking control of all global time, 2021 years ago, when they tacked January and February onto the beginning of the year, which really satisfies no one on Earth at all. The quest for Global Domination Under the Cross, is what fouled up everything on Earth.

The Christian Pirates use and refer to the Real Ten Month Calendar for their own uses to take over the world, they use the calendar the stole from you and me, so that they can keep us in the dark ages, unable to think on our own.

So, back to the Pope’s mass murder terror tweet, based on a tenth month calendar:

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36 March 37 A 36 M MAM = Russian Hoax 37 J 36 J JJ = power tubes (”bad ones”, rumored to be substandard)

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182

Take it apart:

182 = 180 + 2

182 = 180 (play the turn-a-round) + 2 (Swing sword. make the Ell that makes the cut = 1/2 (one divided by two) = 0.5 = $5 per head at the Walmart Service Counter exchange rate.

36 + 36 + 36 + 36 + 36 = 180 (add 2-way) = one cross

36 + 36 = 72 = one virgin

72 + 72 = 144 = 12² = one gross (add one-half of one half gross (36) two parents of one or more virgin children) + one cross (one two-piece) = 182 (the mother becomes a slave, is stowed below deck, the father becomes Jesus on the mast of the boat, on the cross)

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These are artifacts that show up while decoding:

JJ = Power Tubes (send Amp Guru for bias adjustment, watch for smoke)

MA'M = Female terror Russian Hoax -------------------------------------------------

Mystery yet to solve, w/speculation:

Household electricity current is standardized as two legs, each at 120v, for 240v maximum voltage.

Standard household electric current is often marked as two legs each w/110v and the resulting two-legged current is said to be 220v.

That is the mystery. Appliances are marked with both statements being true some of time.

The speculation is that Amp Guru Music Industry Vatican Choir and One Hour Martinizing Film and Television industry “Hokus Pokus” “Cleaners” are part of that missing 10v per leg.

Use your old See ‘n‘ Say for Farm Animals, to help understand:

Amp Guru says: “Here Kitty Kitty”

The Martinizer says: “Film at Eleven“

Amp Guru runs in stereo, they get two legs differently than does The Martinizer, who is visual based.

The Martinizer will require at least 220v from time to time, so the Laundry Dryer can run without gas.

Amp Guru almost never needs more than 120v while using household current. Amp Guru is perfectly OK with 110v, a Minus Ten situation is nominal for Amp Guru.

Amp Guru tells their friends about their power flexibility with a number of clues left laying around, such as 48v Phantom Power they arrange inside their microphone and recording gear, and the Variac veritable transformer that can be used to “tease” a guitar amplifier into sounding more “Brown“, or have “Higher Gain” resultant of reduced voltage, and high demand for power.

With clues like those, and perhaps others that you know of, the mystery of the Household Power Current Discrepancy can be solved.

Clearly, electricity is not the “Rocket Science” of little tolerance that we have been programmed to believe it is. Fact is, power is sloppy.

Key to solving the mystery of the sometimes missing 10v per leg, is in the fact that we are charged for electricity at a rate of Watts Consumed over time, however, no one has ever drawn a single Watt from a power grid, ever. The appliances and gadgets all draw Ampers, not Watts. So, the key lies in the draw of Amps to our own personal power, while they fake us out with Watts.

When you look at the power details of a electric product, and see that, for instance a lightbulb is 100 Watts, what you are looking at is a measurement of how useful the product is. The Watt is the measure of the work that was done, or the convenience provided as output for you to use.

The Ampers on the other hand, are only contained in small print, hidden on the label that is located on the product, so, they have made it difficult for us to actually know before hand, how much electric power a given product is going to consume. They (the big terror machine) are charging us for the convenience measured by the Watt, while disregarding our need to know about the actual Ampere that is necessary to provide the work that was done by the electric product.

They give us Volts. Standard.

They mesmerize us with Watts.

They baffle us with bullshit, while hiding the truth, that an Amp is what is consumed, not a Watt.

All of that horse shit happens, while the leadership cries foul about electricity consumption, in a world where the same people arrange that we are not able to know how much we are consuming with the products we choose to purchase.

It’s the Ampere that needs to go on the front of the packaging label, along side the Watt.

The mystery of the missing 10v per leg is deep.

If you ask any one to explain electricity to you, all you will ever hear is a bullshit story about water pressure, and the way the water only trickles out of a fat water hose, or will come out fast with a narrow water hose. They will bullshit you all day long about how you need to swap out the size of the water hose in order to get the water to come out with some pressure behind it.

We need to stop going to the Plumber when we need electricity problems solved.

They don‘t want you thinking about Amps, or that missing 10v per leg.

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now, on with the Pope Mass Murder Hit decode:

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This is some text from the Pope Tweet:

“Sunday” = Mass = it's a hit order, so, it's Black Mass Murder

“Grandparents” = the mark = Parents of small children, are "Whales" for fishing = Grand Parents

“Experience” = Jimmies Band (plays a right handed guitar, left handed, backwards, and upside down, and is one of the very best guitar players ever) (other reference can be said: “’Squids’ are baby surfers, they all try to ride goofy foot at least once”; See: “Drop in at Third Point Malibu” and “Long boarder’s rule the beach at the Bu” on this account; Squids ride at second point Malibu)

The word “Therefore” is there to help the reader include the “ff ligature” mentioned above, in order to see “Amp Guru” and by extension “Rocky Mountain Power Corporation of Colorado and all five of their sub-utilities” is present in the message.

“Institute” = places like schools and hospitals. Highly controlled, often subsidized environments.

“Grandparents are the uniting link” = as explained above, they are “Whales”, will be fished out, that leaves the children, easy prey, for capturing and training as terror soldiers, thereby “Uniting the children with the terror army through extermination“

“Generations” can go more than one direction to explain, so, that is more “Squids ride second point Malibu” because it breaks left and right often. Generations can refer to Genesis, a endless source of child terror soldiers to train, or, it can refer to the generations of terror family cell members in USA, descendants of many attack infiltration from Canada. In California, the current kindergartners are fifth generation family descendants of the original paratrooper attack there in 1970′s, of which there is no public record available anywhere but on this Tumblr account. Oregon are third generation, going into fourth generation now from a northern march made from California over many years. The kidnapped captured “Squids” are trained as disposable, and do the more dangerous terror activity, while the Generational Family Members are safe from dangerous activity.

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Complicated Christian Pirate Math starts here:

Elderly = The Swordsmen = Black Knights or Dark Knights = Ell + D + Erly ...

D = a shape = One half annual (play the 180 turn-a-round) = 0.5 (D = 0.5) (it's a concept Jazz blues vinyl album @ 33 1/3 RPM = 33 1/3 = Trinity Rules = Text = Alpha = Side A = one half of the whole = Devil (D = Devil)

Erly = E + R + L + Y = Power + Aarrgghh + Ell + Two Piece = "Primal Power Cut War Cry"

... Ell + D + Erly = Ell + 0.5 + E + R + L + Y = Power + Aarrgghh + Ell + Two Piece = "To Cut in two with Primal Power Cut War Cry” = A Verb = English Language = The Text = The Bible

The Bible = a story of two. One is Up, one is Down. One is white, one is black. One is God, one is the Devil. = A story of division.

---------------------- D = a verb: "To Devil" D = The English Language D = To Cut w/war cry D = One Half D = Music D = The Bible D = The Devil

D = God = a weapon

D = The Fourth = the forth = The March (is covered by January & February on the side making distraction)

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D = The Text = ...

The = God

... = T + X + T = Three crosses = Trinity Rules = Two of one, one of another

D = The Text = God + T + X + T = Trinity Rules = God: Two of one, one of another = "With this Book, and two squirrels and an Owl, we could rule the world"

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The phrase: “With two Squirrels and an Owl, we can rule the world” is insider knowledge, is a statement made by Elisabeth Windsor and Philip Mountbaten I learned in 1970 or there about, from them personally, in California.

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This is just thinking out loud:

January + February = Two Squirrels

Heroin = one Owl

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This is based on combination of many years of learning:

Two squirrels and an Owl are Puppets under the Pope

The Pope = House of Lords + Vatican = The Jim Dunlop (Christianity Crusade Crafters), are Puppet Masters aboard The Flying V Pirate Ship

However ... The Pope does a side show gig under the stage name, Jim Dunlop, plays lead Ax through a stack of Marshalls with endless effect peddles available, for signature, custom tonality.

Tonality = the bottom part of the Cross where Jesus feet are nailed through his toes.

The Jim Dunlop plays Lead Ax with his feet, the children of those who parish at the show.

The Pope plays the Alter, a Lyra, to work the Christians with his hands on deck

The Pope works the Puppets, while the Jim Dunlop works the Masses

The Pope = The Jim Dunlop The Jim Dunlop = The Pope

God = The Devil The Devil = God

God is above The Devil is below

The Bible = Above & Below = God and Devil

The Pope = The Bible

The Jim Dunlop = The Bible

The Bible = The Pope and The Jim Dunlop together on the same stage playing the blues

Once the show is recorded, it's a Vinyl record album, plays at 33 1/3 RPM, is Blues Concept Jazz record, keeps going around and around, has a scratch on both sides. Somehow, it's Progressive Rock. FM.

The album always starts on the A side. It sits on the platter, with the A Side showing. Pope says to play the Turn-a-Round, that’s the B Side, the dark side, flip it ... Mormons.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDfJhRZZOxY

youtube

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9:25 pm:

With Mormon‘s, you get Utah, and Snake River & the Great Salt Lake. It’s not a subject I want to talk about, but you can.

With Mormon‘s and Utah, playing the Turn-a-Round, you get: “Hat U” and “Hate U”.

With “Hat U”, it comes with a graduation ceremony, IV League School.

With that, is the subject we need to think about, because the so called COVID vaccine’s are a “Two-Piece” situation from all of the manufacturers.

The first dose is likely to contain some heroin, make the victim feel very comfortable, and, willing to take the second dose.

There will be lots of “COVID Testing” of the victims.

Those who fail the test that happens between Side A, and Side B, will be given Euthanasia, and the Corona Virus will have taken another victim, at “Hate University”.

I suspect those who pass the COVID Test, and agree to become Christian Terror Pirates, will be given weekly rations of heroin, the way it’s been done in Oregon for more than twenty years. Those people begin to attend “Hat University”, to learn about the dark side of the Pope’s Pointy Hat.

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10:55 pm:

This here looks like a “heads up call” from Boris to the Kuaui Ranch Amp Guru Vatican Choir “Green’s of Olde Three Ply” terror cell on Kuaui. They are the ones who are really running the Christian terror at the White House,US Congress and all of the US Government, at minimum, leading members include Ann Wilson and Roger Waters at the very top of the Triangular Prism that is Amp Guru HQ.

The read only includes three lines of text in the Boris Tweet. There may be more, but I am not interested in anything other than three specific lines of text.

“Admitted to a hospital“

“Positive for COVID19″

“Hannah x”

It’s all “Justified at Center”

The two top lines, line up nicely.

Hannah is a RADAR word, a Palindrome.

Hanna is a place on Kuaui that very few people ever get to see, even if you visit Kauai, the “Road to Hanna” is legendary, songs are written about the “Road to Hanna”. It takes about seven hours to drive the “Road to Hanna”, top speed, about 20 knots ... it’s a Pirate Only Road, you have to dodge many a “Shaved Ice” vendor to make it to and from Hanna, and the road is lined with dozens of Christian Statues and memorial displays, all of which are contained within the overhead drop of a water fall ... it’s treacherous on many levels. There is much more that could be said, but one thing to say, is I don‘t think you will find any US Citizens who have been to Hanna, and lived to tell about one of the most beautiful places on Earth, certainly there are not many, and there are fewer who have stood at the top ledge of the upper most water fall there, as I have.

Hanna is considered Sacred Ground by what few natives remain on the Islands. and also by the Seventh Day Adventist Canables who took over, and hunt there for victims, “Strap”, and “Kiddie Table”.

Ann Wilson is the Head SDA Cannibal.

I am pretty sure David Gilmour is dead, otherwise I would include him at the top of the Pyramid.

I see a “Heads Up” for terror leaders on Kauai, at Kauai Ranch.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvD1FbguvKQ

https://twitter.com/BorisJohnson/status/1355937035362697217

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2-1-2021: 12:04 am:

https://twitter.com/ReutersUK/status/1356116332530589696

This one may be a tough sell. but:

I suspect the recent Game Stop, Robin Hood, and that other outfit, and, the recent Hydrogen Explosion at the Food Prep Factor, are what is mentioned there in the Tweet from Reuters UK. I further suspect that both incedence of false stories were generated by Google (Twitter) as a way to distract from reality, while maybe making a few Bit Coin at the Canadian run fake nyse, nasdaq, forex, and pink sheets.

So, with that background, and with focus on Google, the Reuters UK story winds up at Amp Guru on Kauai for more “Heads Up”, perhaps in a Google direction rather than an Island Paradise direction.

Shell is in the Oil business, not power trading, not hydrogen power. The inclusion of Hydrogen by Rueters UK (SIS MI6) is suspicious of even more than a heads up.

My read, is one of association to Boris Johnson and the Hannah Island idea, where you already assume that there are some police type folks hovering around at Amp Guru in order to make the connection to Lord of the Flies, where there is a character called Piggy, who finds a giant Conch Shell on the beach, and the Conch becomes very important to the young people trapped on that island where Lord of the Flies took place.

Reuters UK picks up a Conch Shell, points it towards Google, and begins to blow, like a good nun sister should when things are looking down at the Ranch.

They are blowing the call of the Pig, not just any Pig though, it’s an Island Paradise Lord of the Flies pig. A wild boar pig head on a stake, and is sacrilegious. Reuters UK (SIS MI6 nuns) says two messages with a single blow.

The Conch could be pointed at SAG Writers Guild also. They are equally evil, are the people who crafted all of the Time Warp terror, and much more.

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7:04 pm:

now is a good time to mention that dead terror soldier from last night’s walk to the mailbox:

As I gathered my coat, put on my shoes, and got a flashlight (I am starting to use the flashlight when I take a walk, it’s that bad here. Those who know me, know that is really bad), the terror bastards at Chartrands, Chapmans, Monroe’s, and Strong’s terror cells, were listening to the sounds that can be heard with a number of small hidden listening devices they planted in and around my home, and in addition to the implanted microphone transmitter that was installed into my jaw in 2011 by the terror army at a routine dental visit.

They were already in position, as it got dark outside, knowing that I make dinner about that time, and that I will be busy in the kitchen, not watching the front door or windows as I have been doing non stop for about seven, or five years... a long time it’s been that I must stay near the front door to defend against the intruders who get keys to my house from the Josephine County sheriff.

So they heard me getting ready to go get the mail.

I heard the terror soldier as she arrived on the front porch, so, “Siri... Power Down... Android... Power Down“ I said... the sounds I make, all of the words I speak, are received by the local terror army. So, about 30 seconds passed, and then I heard the magic words from the from the front porch while I had my ear to the door... “you turned off my comm” was spoken by the terrorist bitch at the front door.

I opened the door, and standing there was a terror soldier wearing the Pixel Suit electronic camouflage technology. Only her feet and the “Trident” was visible. The Trident is a three bladed sword that straps to the wrist of the terror soldier.

“Freeberg! Your ass is mine...” I said.

I proceeded to defend.

“Ooof” said the terrorist bitch as the Trident was thrust through her head.

“You have to pay extra for the Ooof” I said some more, as I lit my lighter a lot on my front porch.

The terrorist bitch launched away, landed beneath my yard light about 150 feet away.

I walked over there, then decided not to go near her, as the Trident was stuck in her head, and she was rolling around... the terror bastards can kill you even after they are dead. So, I went to check on the frozen heating unit in the backyard, and by then, I had forgotten that anything happened, the nitrous gas with medazolam does that, makes you forget what happened five minutes ago.

I went to the mailbox, and that is when I saw Jay Freeberg’s truck going towards 535 Jackpine, however, it looked as if the truck kept going passed the Freeberg terror cell at 535.

The rest of what happened was written last night with the fake Carpenters Union mail.

Assessment is Jay Freeberg, General of the Terror Air Force, is dead.

Further assessment includes that the Pope terror cell: “Green‘s of Olde Three Ply” at the Vatican Choir HQ at Kauai Ranch in the State of Hawaii, learned that I was killed, when reality is Janice “Jay-Bob” Freeberg was killed. The Vatican Choir needs me dead or otherwise silenced before mass murder terror commands on Twitter can be done, because they all know I can read their command orders they present on Twitter, so, the Pope account thought I was dead, and that triggered that Mass Murder Pope Pirate terror hit to be launched, it’s a repeat, that one has been Tweeted before, I read it the same way before, the terror bastards know that particular Tweet, they know that it’s a command to March on a plan to kill parents, and take children captive for training as terror soldiers of the future, and for use as sex slaves, and the strongest among the children are used as experimental surgery “specimens”, in preparation of the goal, where the terror leaders created slave people surgically customized to perform tasks with ergonomically designed equipment and machinery that they will become “extensions of the machine they operate”.

What I am saying includes that today’s Twitter time line from major news media network “Verified Accounts”, was also triggered to release many pre-recorded Tweets about “Opening the schools” and “Assisted Living Facility” news items was rolled out, among other “Institutional” controlled environment locations where victims will be exterminated like insects in a jar. Many of the women taken as slaves, men all killed or used as “experimental surgery specimens” and the children captured as mentioned.

All because Jay Freeberg was killed in defense on my front porch, while national security was jacking off.

Joe Biden is not going to acknowledge any terrorism in USA. He will stay with the Russian Mother of all Hoaxes story lines, about Iran, Syria, Russian interference and China as the enemy.

The Joe Biden Team works for the Pope, Amp Guru, and the One Hour Martinizer, he is told what to do, when and how to do it, by British House of Lords.

US Congress is not going to help to stop any mass murdering in USA or anywhere, it’s their job to maintain the Pirate Ship, and to make sure that any national security, US Military, or other public safety personnel all wind up in a bottleneck trap, are gassed, captured, tortured, killed and replaced with Canadian look-a-like replacements under direction from SAG leaders under direction of Nancy Sinatra.

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Apotheosis

Chapter 2 | I

Fandom: Mystic Messenger/Death Note (Crossover)

Characters: Rem, V, OCs (V’s family), Jumin Han

Links: AO3 | FF | First Chapter | Previous Chapter | Next Chapter

Notes: This chapter is long, long, long overdue, initially because of writer's block and then because of the stages of grief that came with realizing V route was going to (and did) redact a lot of my fic into firm AU territory. I've decided that instead of changing my plans for this fic to align with the information provided by V route, I'm going to continue with what I originally had planned for the fic. I'm not complaining about having additional canon information-- it's fantastic-- but I fear my motivation to finish this will dwindle into nothing if I have to go off my original course too much. I started writing this chapter before V route and finished it after, and it's probably the first time I make a major divergence from canon (other than, you know, having V be the reincarnation of a shinigami from an entirely different series) on purpose. I really hope you enjoy this and I apologize for taking so long to get it out!

It's not her first week or even her first month at school when another student, not by his actions or anything he's said but by his mere presence, strikes Rem breathless. She's seen him before, in church, in class, but she never realized until now that she isn't the only person who spends their recesses outside alone. As if pushed away by some invisible force filling the air, he stands at the edge of the school courtyard; perhaps it's the same force that compelled Rem to wander off here in the first place. The tall and empty walls that should have diminished him with their size are inferior to the look in his eyes, ice and fire all at once, passionate scrutiny, and with a start this young boy reminds Rem not of her own downfall but of Misa's, the man she loved who used love like a weapon and turned a god to ash. It's too much memory for a boy so young, and when he turns that gaze on Rem in this soft, child's body and asks, "Why do you look at me that way?," Rem has spent enough time as a human to know that he is art.

"Do you want me to stop?" she asks, uncertain if she's disturbed him. He's a little shorter than Jihyun is, but it doesn't feel that way. The boy's eyes survey her up and down, appraising her with eyebrows arched, lips twisted for a moment in thought, before he shrugs and turns his face away.

"Do as you like," he tells her, and for a moment the command stupefies her, desperately searching in her mind for what exactly it is that she'd like to do so she can comply. Her eyes find her shoes, black and freshly shined the night before by Yunseo. The other boy wears similar ones of a slightly different style, his pointed at the front where Jihyun's are square, standard footwear for the compulsory school uniform. Rem hesitates, then raises her head again to look at his face.

"What's your name?" she asks, and the question feels too personal, a few characters on a page that could be the difference between life and death, a secret to be closely guarded yet is so easily taken away.

"You don't know it?" the boy questions, an overly critical crease in his forehead for someone his age. "We've been in the same class for two months and twelve days, we attend the same church, and we've visited each other's houses before, but you don't know my name?"

He speaks like he spends his free time reading the dictionary, a pastime Rem can't deny she's participated in herself before out of boredom, selective of his words in a way that's unnatural for his stature. She stares wide-eyed at him for his harshness. Human names and even faces are difficult, slipping in and out of her mind without a trace no matter how hard she tries, and she's tempted to ask how he can remember her name before she realizes he's not given any particular indication that he does.

"I suppose I've forgotten," she mumbles, allowing her language to slip back into the stiff formalness she was accustomed to as a shinigami to match the other's speech. She's surprised to find how unforced it feels, realizing for the first time that her quietness around most humans might be due to the amount of effort it takes to vocalize as they expect Jihyun to.

The other blinks, scowling but apparently unable to look away from her, and after a moment of contemplative silence he slowly utters, "My name is Jumin Han."

Jumin Han.

It's a name she's heard before, the Han part certainly is, in her parents' dinner conversations and dripping with bitter spite from Yunseo's lips. His family doesn't live far from where Jihyun's does, a large house with black panels that's more modern than most others in the neighbourhood, though the inside is more traditional than one might expect.

She repeats the name several times in her head, Jumin Han, Jumin Han, the words more precious than the other boy could realize, and somehow she knows that this time she won't forget.

"The conventional thing to do, at this point," the other says, startling Rem out of her thoughts, "would be to introduce yourself, but there's no need as I already know who you are."

She nods, her lips feeling stuck together, and though the boy is stern she finds herself taking his word for it easily, something about him exuding honesty and trustworthiness even while he rebukes her with his words. She feels she's somehow unearthed something, trespassed into a space she wasn't meant to be and stuck gold, like the earrings she wore as a shinigami, like the pink paint she took from the human world. He doesn't seem bothered by her staring, though he doesn't meet her eyes, and for a moment Rem longs to stay like this, silently drinking in the details of this boy's world, a world that appears to be all his own, separate from the oversaturation and noise she's come to associate with the human realm. He doesn't interrupt her, completely still and with perfect posture, and she knows then that she was wrong in her initial assessment of him. This boy is better than Light Yagami, greater than Light Yagami, and if the gods fell for him it would only be natural, his effortless honesty making him worthy of it, with no need for deception or delicate maneuvering to make it happen. He emanates magnetism, seems almost composed of it, and it's a quality she thinks can't be taken from him, a fundamental of his being that makes him meant to walk this earth.

She tears her eyes away; too much, too much, and when she does he takes a step toward her and she finds herself breathless once more.

"Spend recess with me," he says, his right foot barely a few centimetres from hers, eyes full of intensity. She nods again, refusing to look away this time, and he remains for just a moment, holding her there in his world, before he moves back.

And then he smiles.

Muscles in his face relax, eyebrows lose their arch, his lips curve just barely upward, and he looks at her with a carefreeness she wouldn't have thought him capable of as the warm light of morning seems to envelop her from his face.

"Good," he says, motioning to a bench by one of the paths in the courtyard. "Should we sit? I think we'll like each other, Jihyun."

Rem knows he's right, and it's a strange feeling, unaccustomed to attention or her presence being wanted, and together they walk away from the towering wall.

Jumin becomes a fixture in her life with ease, occupying a place she didn't know existed and fitting perfectly into it. The two of them are silent more often than not, but it's a different sort of silence than that she shares with her family, a silence that's whole instead of hollow, a silence that's full like a sponge with water, and while she can't tell if she herself contributes anything to that completeness, she knows Jumin does with his overwhelming presence. They don't speak because there's no need for words, and when the words do come they are easy, unedited in their clunkiness, too big for either of them and their children's bodies. She's half-tempted to tell him her history, to ask if he was a god once too, but otherworldly as he seems Rem knows there's something irrevocably human about him, the very thing that drew the likes of herself and Gelus to this world in the first place.

Rem's searches for gods who'd become humans are mostly fruitless, references to human descent almost invariably linked to Christianity. Typing in Gelus's name does nothing either, the other apparently uninterested in making himself known to other former shinigami, if he's even here at all. It's possible that if he too became human then he's in a completely different time period than Rem is, or a different timeline altogether. And there's also a chance he didn't become a human in the first place.

It's much easier to find references to the opposite, the concept of humans that become gods, deification or apotheosis as the process is called. Humans appear to be fascinated by the idea, and Rem supposes she can understand what the allure of power and eternity could be to people who never had them within their grasp. She too might find it enthralling, were the power she had not the power of death, and were the eternity she had not dependent on it. Her parents never ask what she's searching for, so she never has to hide it, though she likely could if she wanted to because Jihyun apparently inherited her talent for going unnoticed, though not through any ability to be literally invisible. He slips in an out of places almost without a sound, and those just realizing he's entered the room remark that he surprises them with his quiet. She doesn't broach the subjects she searches for with Jumin, either, though he'd undoubtedly be interested in the concept of descent from godhood, but he's too sharp and too perceptive for Rem to fully trust he wouldn't put the entire picture together.

He starts inviting her to his house, and though Jihyun is allowed to invite over anyone he wants, he's also allowed to go any place he wishes, and Rem prefers to be at Jumin's. The other boy's house is full of invisible people; kitchen staff and housekeepers that Rem rarely sees, going about their obligations to maintain the orderliness of the place. Jumin doesn't think twice about it, and soon neither does Rem, the novelty of being seen both unnerving and difficult not to enjoy. Jumin listens to her, and Rem knows that if she ever asked him to make her a promise he wouldn't break it, possessing a degree of respect for her that's totally foreign to her life.

Jumin's father is rarely home, though his mother always is, and Jumin makes a point to correct Jihyun when he refers to her as such, firmly informing her that the woman living in his house is not his mother. Rem gives him a questioning look, less aware of human customs than she expected, and Jumin says he'll explain it another time.

Jumin's insistence that he and Jihyun be alone most of the time is no discomfort to her, used to adults taking little interest in her life. Even when their parents get together for dinner, Jumin prefers that the two of them take off on their own as soon as the meal is finished, circling the perimeter of his garden or sitting on the rug in his bedroom.

"I thought you were looking forward to having dinner together with your father," Rem comments, purposely not phrasing it as a question so the other doesn't feel obliged to respond. Jumin leans back against the footboard of his bed, so large it could probably swallow him.

"I was," he says, tracing circles on his kneecap. Even outside of school, Jumin dresses as if in uniform. Jihyun wears a t-shirt and jeans, though Rem isn't sure whether or not they're expensive. "But his girlfriend is with him, and I don't like her."

"Oh," Rem says, and suddenly everything makes sense. She wondered why the woman who appeared to be Mr. Han's wife was so young, but time spent with Kyosuke Higuchi should've told her that this was normal for businessmen. Jumin's father seems so kind, though, she wouldn't have thought to connect the two even in spite of them having the same occupation.

"Mm," Jumin acknowledges. She watches him for a moment, wondering if he wants to elaborate, but he says nothing more so she doesn't press him. Jumin's bedroom is nice, a bit oversized but so is Jihyun's. Everything from the wooden floors to the bed to the armchairs on either side of the table in the middle of the room are white, the only exception provided by a fish tank that sits on top of the table, the fish swimming inside reflecting the sunlight with vibrant colours.

It's quiet for a long time, and Rem wonders for a moment why Jumin sits on the floor when his room has armchairs and a window seat, and she's trying to decide if that's too impolite to ask when she feels a weight press against her arm, eyes widening as she realizes Jumin has shifted to lean on her, just slightly, his dark hair falling on Jihyun's shoulder. The touch is unexpected, accustomed to her only contact being Yunseo's hand firmly grasping Jihyun's when crossing the street or in a crowded place.

"Jumin?"

Jumin stiffens, and Rem regrets it for a moment as he raises his head ever so slightly, then seems to change his mind and leans on Jihyun again.

"You know," he says softly. Jihyun waits. "I've never had a friend before."

This isn't surprising. Jumin is young, has hardly had enough time in the world for it to be confusing that he hasn't made friends before, but the word puts Rem on alert.

"Friend?" she echoes, and Jumin shifts off of her shoulder to engage her in a serious look.

"That's what we are, right?" he asks, and though his voice is steely the question is sincere, searching her face with his silver eyes for answers. "Friends?"

Rem returns his eye contact and for once wonders if Jumin feels her presence as strongly as she feels his, because he averts his gaze slightly to look at her nose instead of her eyes. It's a word Rem hadn't considered for them before. Friends… the weight with which Jumin spoke the word makes sense now, though Jumin himself wouldn't be able to understand it. He's a young boy with the body of a delicate child, only a few short years into school. Rem is ancient, lived for centuries without ever having a single friend, the closest perhaps being Gelus, but even then it was she who was fascinated by him, the other shinigami sharing no similar interest in Rem or anyone other than the human girl he watched. That, of course, was natural. And Misa could hardly be called a friend, care for her as much as Rem did.

But him… Jumin Han. He seeks out Jihyun's presence, remembers things about him that Jihyun doesn't remember about himself, hangs onto his every word even when they're clumsily put together and say nothing of importance. He's unselfish, doesn't only care for Jihyun to the extent that Jihyun can be useful to him, whether as a willing sacrifice or a soundboard. Jumin is considerate of Rem, gives her special attention that even her parents don't give her. His eyes are the only place that Rem holds any significance—that Rem ever held any significance.

"Yes," she breathes, and Jumin watches her, unwavering. "I suppose we are."

Jumin slowly nods, then shifts again, replacing his head against her shoulder once more. Silence overtakes the air, the distant sound of parents' voices downstairs drifting into the room from behind the closed door.

"Let's stay this way," Jumin murmurs, and Rem can hear in his voice that this time it's not a command.

It's a plea.

"We will," she says.

She hopes he can hear in Jihyun's voice that it's a vow.

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you know what also pissed me off about supernatural, though? the inability to commit to their own worldbuilding. even while clinging to a static paradigm, where The Masquerade is in full effect, they couldn't be consistent about what sort of underground magic communities do and don't exist. I know this can be blamed on multiple writers and all, but it drives me up the wall. f.ex. witches are All Evil and tend to work alone, until that episode with the familiars when you find a bunch of nice(r)

witches who go to witchbars and hardly ever poison each other’s drinks, oh and also familiars are athing. a while later spike and cordelia are witches who’ve had a tempestuousrelationship for… centuries I think, aka witches can live for a really longtime, so there’s no way the bigger/older ones don't all know each other. thereought to be SOME sort of witch ‘society’, even if it’s just loosecommunication. but no, after this you never hear of witches ever again, muchless familiars or witch

bars. then you’ve gotBela, who caters to rich people who know magical artifacts exist, but there’sno exploration of what that could MEAN – if Bela can hold down a job, thenenough of the country’s elite own and exploit magic stuff that it could –SHOULD – have at least some effect on US politics, as in who gets power.there’s never a whisper of that, but okay, this isn’t exactly the winchesterboys’ social scene. but failing that, some of these magic-obsessed rich peopleshould turn up for a

few episodes, eitherhaunted or else guilty of inflicting a monster-of-the-week on someone. heck,one of them could be a recurring vaguely-helpful character that the boys stopby and menace a bit whenever they need access to some excessively obscureartifact. you already mentioned the mess of all those Alpha Monsters who werepowerful and unkillable and stuff, and had their own dread agendas withpotentially far-reaching consequences for their respective species, and thenjust… vanished. I don’t

even remember how. andthen there’s the hunter community, which is the most inconsistent of all. firstit’s just these two and their dad, and then they start finding out their dad’sold friends were all actually hunters or oracles or whatever. so far so good;these are just Mysteries Of Our Father’s Past, and valid character/plotdevelopment stuff. but there’s Bobby, who Knows Everyone, and Ellen, whose barevery hunter in the country frequents sooner or later, and this means huntersknow each

other, know about eachother, they have a network of communication and they share intel, gossip, tradesecrets. but the moment the bar blows up there’s just no network, noconnection, nothing at all binding hunters together, even though Bobby stillknows everyone and Ellen and Jo are still around and plenty able to found a newbar if they wanted to, or at least keep in touch with at least half of thepeople who used to swing by their bar. oh and also the demons! they talk aboutcomplex politics

happening in Hell, theyhave some sort of prophesied demon queen who takes the body of a young girl andhas glowing white eyes (I don’t even remember what happened to her), they havedemon religion and spirituality to the point where Lucifer is basically DemonJesus – I’m pretty sure this is explicitly stated, Lucifer is to the demonswhat Jesus is to really devout Christians, semi-mythical status and prophesiedsecond coming and everything – and the show makes an effort to flesh out itsdemonic

characters, give thempersonality and desires and drives, and it shows distinct differences in howdifferent demons feel about humanity, and about what they do, and all that. yetdespite all this, the only demon we meet who doesn’t immediately try to murderthe boys is Ruby. no one tries to bargain honestly with the boys, no one butCrowley tries to aim the boys at their own enemies, no one begs for mercy orlies about repentance. nothing. can you imagine if those demons who told Sam totake up

his antichrist mantleand lead a demon army decided that, since their Chosen One was unwilling, theyought to convince him? what if a bunch of demons had started discreetly tailingthe boys, showing up sometimes to rescue them from really bad fights or offerup dead monsters like housecats offering dead birds? ‘hey chosen one, we caughtyou this demon who’s high up in Crowley’s hierarchy, do you want to torture himfor information yourself or do you want us to do it?’ they solemnly swear that

that they’ve stoppedkilling humans, they keep quietly growing in number, and they always scrambefore the boys are conscious enough to kill them properly. sam and dean havemany arguments about whether they were REALLY too concussed to stab theirlatest demonic rescuer and get absurdly angsty and argumentative about it. Iknow my rant has gotten pretty thoroughly disorganized and this is moving backinto must-have-a-static-paradigm territory, but I am a little bitter.

THIS IS ALSO SUCH A GOOD POINT there is just so much to be bitter about with this show, like, good god, you’d think that sooner or later they’d run out of basic narrative rules to fuck up.

Speaking of rules, I think this is a manifestation of one of Supernatural’s wider problems, which is that they just DO NOT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THE RULES OF THEIR OWN UNIVERSE. Like, all they’ve REALLY nailed down is that demons can be exorcised, but anything that isn’t a demon is pretty much at the mercy of the plot for A) how powerful it is, B) how hard to kill it is, and C) how ‘human’ it’s considered. Like, everything from werewolves to wendigos are stated to be at least PART human, but basically their ‘humanness’ and subsequently the amount of sympathy accorded to them is predicated on how benign (or how attractive) they look in their human form. The magic of this universe is wildly unpredictable--the Winchesters sometimes do/dabble in magic themselves, but we never really learn how magic works. Does it require a focus? Does it require badly-pronounced Latin? Is it an expression of the user’s willpower? Is it similar to what demons do (implied when All Witches Are Wicked for the first few seasons) or not? Does it require natural talent or can anyone learn it? THERE ARE SO MANY QUESTIONS THAT ARE TOTALLY IGNORED. THEN there’s the question of societies in this supernatural underworld. Like, I think I’ve expressed in my John Wick comments how much I like functional underworld societies with rules and systems, but honestly it’s CRITICALLY necessary if you’re doing what SPN does and having the society Matter. I cringe every time I think about how clumsy and slapdash the hunting community was in Supernatural, because it had SO MUCH POTENTIAL, don’t talk to me about it, I made it work better when I wrote my spite novel. I’m sure I can think of fifty million more incomplete universe rules, but I can honestly feel my blood pressure rising right now so I’m going to stop.

OH MY GOD GUYS, please, if you’re a writer, let me beg you right now in person to figure out the rules of your universe and then commit. Here are some pointers.

Magic should work in a conceptually similar way to gravity: its rules should be consistent and should be able to be broadly extrapolated from the general effect, and if you’re going to BREAK those rules you’ve got to have a damn fine reason.

The sliding scale of ‘humannness’ should...slide less, to be completely honest, work your shit the fuck out EARLY or make working your shit the fuck out a plot point (please see Stormdancer for a good example).

If you’re dealing with questions of what makes someone human (@SPN FOR LIKE FOUR FUCKING SEASONS) then you should actively question like “Hey, my dude, can we morally kill this person for something they have no control over” unless your character took the trait ‘Callous’ somewhere in their history (which is also fine).

If you have an underworld society--or any society tbh???--WORK YOUR SHIT OUT. How do they work together (ex: hunters pretending to be ‘the boss’ when someone calls the number on that fake business card)? How do they support each other (ex: safehouses? maybe? this is never discussed in SPN? and I hate it?)? What are the things people differ on (ex: whether or not to murder the Winchesters, which, like, I know you’re supposed to be against that because they’re the protagonists, but by the time I bailed I def wanted someone to shoot them)? Is there an assumption of free exchange of favors or is there a strict financial/bargaining system? How much does one person vouching for another matter in the community? ANSWER SOME BASIC QUESTIONS FFS

Finally, most crucially, for the love of all that is good, Pick A Plot. One plot. It can have subplots (example: an overarching plot broken up by smaller missions, a la your average TV show) or multiple acts (as in a play, where you’ve got a couple major pieces that assemble into the main plot, like Much Ado where you’ve got (roughly) the matchmaking, the wedding, the vengeance, and the resolution), but it should be One Plot and you need to tie up those motherfucking loose ends.

This has been “Hey look turns out that 6K later I have Even More Complaints about Supernatural” with Moran.

#the inevitable supernatural tirade #the graveyard of shows with potential and terrible execution #also i'm into your plot rewrite finx #i'm real into it #it's very similar to my plot rewrite #honestly can we all just agree that this show would be 1000x more interesting if sam had an army #like #please #just let me have a show where someone gets told they're the antichrist and responds with #'cool cool that's the worst thing that's ever happened to me'#'but i'll just take this army of demons off your hands and use it to get my stuff done'#or alternately #'cool cool so turns out i've been pseudo adopted/stalked by ten thousand demons'#'and i can make use of that or just trail them behind me like a toy on a string but they're pretty serious about it'#I'M BITTER #aethersea #asked and answered

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tumultuoustuna · 8 years ago

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Sequel To Story Time

Rules: tag several blogs you’d like to know better.

Tagged by @orcaspanielmermaids

Warning: some of these are major info dumps ^^’

Nickname: I prefer Tuna or Aspen, just because it’s pretty (if you can come up with something better, hit me)

Zodiac: Leo or Virgo, wither you’re looking at the original twelve or the new on with the thirteen signs; but I associate more with Virgo

Height: 5′6″???

Last thing Googled: sixteen personalities quiz (’cause I’m absolute trash with my OCs)

Fav musical artist: I really don’t have a favorite as much as I fade in and out of new music; but I love Lindsey Stirling, dj-Jo, electronic or dubstep, etc. Anything really except most mainstream music

Song stuck in my head: Meh, depends on the day and what I listened to the night before. Right now, Hold My Heart by Lindsey Stirling

Last movie watched: Haven’t really watched any that I can remember as of late, but I watch enough YouTube to kill my grades, soooo ^-^’

What am I wearing right now: clothes, geniuses, gees. No but seriously, black tank top with a blue pattern, jeggings (I think), and some beat up Converse

What do I post: Anything I find positive, pretty, or Voltron; occasionally you’ll see my art pop up on the dash, but not as of late

Why did I choose your URL: My Myers-Briggs personality type is INFP-T, and I for some reason was nicknamed Tuna in third grade (never really stuck) but I thought it was clever enough and a bit of a pun/inside joke

Do I have any other blogs: Nah, just the one. I might make an art blog later, but not now

What did my past relationship-- Let me stop you right there. I’ve never been in a relationship and I honestly don’t plan to be in one anytime soon (although I am a touch-starved, hopeless romantic Aspy)

Religious or Spiritual: although I am a Christian, I’m nondenominational and swing more to the spiritual side of things with my relationship with God

Fav color: gaaah, why make my choose? Any purple, blue, silver... okay so sunset, pastel, muted, earth, metallic shades are really high up there

Average hours of sleep: 5-10; no seriously, school hates me

Fav character: as in as of now?? 0-o Well, anticlimactically, it’s Keith and Lance of Voltron Legendary Defender. I hc Keith as somewhere on the Autistic spectrum with how his actions seem to line up; doesn’t usually hug people, more withdrawn but friendly once you get to know him, obsesses over training, not good with deciphering emotions (or so it seems), crazy emotions and hyper-focusing on what he’s going to do rather than plan ahead (eh, sorta), etc. With that in mind, I can really project and relate with him. As with Lance, I can really relate with the insecurities he talks to Laika about; feeling like a third wheel to your own friends and not good enough on a team. I also see him as a pretty good person and v smart (I know I am too, but don’t show it too often b/c school is a bitch). That and... ffs, I wanna just dance with him. You will have to pull the hc that he’s an amazing and dorky dancer out of my cold, dead hands (course their like that anyway, sooo...) (also see: I love doodling both of these idiots) Don’t get me wrong, I love, love, love Pidge and Shiro and Hunk and everyone, but this is just me

How many blankets do I sleep with: Lots; I freeze v easily

Dream job: As of now, history teacher with a side of artistry/photography. I’d really like to teach history in a way that doesn’t bore students *suspiciously side glances at Hetalia and Overwatch* heh heh, insert culture explosion here. As an artist, I’d really like to get my stories out there and into the world. And photography’s fun, so why the quiznak not right?

Board games, table top, or video games: video games y’all

Do I have any OCs: lET Me tELL YOU boI!! *ahem* Yes, yes I do. My main cast is for a MCU/Transformers crossover, and their a bunch of dorks. Most of the others I have deal with other fandoms (including Erika Elva, Aistelle, and two Voltron ones w/ no official names yet)

One thing you wish was canon in fiction/fandom: kLancE... yes I am trash and Orca is the only on with permission to smack me upside the head

Fav thing to draw/write/think about: Oh boy, this is a rabbit hole this one. I love anything from myths or fairy tales really, so I incorporate a lot of myth crap into my stories, wither it be origins, weapons, or character design. Doodling wise, Voltron is my muse. Never have I ever felt to enamored with a series. Guess the same can be said about writing and thoughts though, too

I tag: @purpledragon2015, @passionateparamour, @cherryirises, @victuuri-dads, @narratingnavigating, @reballoo, @corn-on-the-ass, @duperderedere, and @akuumea and anyone who has said ‘fuck’ at least once today

#meme #reblog #ask meme #story time with friends #infp-tuna #personal #tuna talks

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aimaileafy · 8 years ago

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Shipping Meme for Shippers ♥

1. Talk about the first ship you ever had.

My very first ship has surely been GuriBuru, alias Green x Blue from PokeSpe. Yes I was “invested” in other shippings, like Ash/Misty or Usagi/Mamoru, but they were just like “canon and just cute”, set in stone, part of the story - nothing I had big interests in. But GuriBuru… hell I’ve thought a lot about them /o/ I was a very rapid shipper. Which is not an good idea, when you ship something in the pokemon fandom, with no hints whatsoever when you are not Ash and Misty. I mean if “She is in an obnoxious girl” counts as THE SHIPPING HINT PER EXCELLENCE you know how deep you have come.

2. Talk about three of the most important ships throughout your life.

GuriBuru – I shipped it very unhealthy and strong, but it brought be to drawing and to writing and to the internet.

Himishipping – GuriBuru was the reason to write Himi and GuriBuru turned into Himishipping, my OTP for many years…

Glasshipping – but nothing beats my OTP. After all the years of “shipping” I can surely say that Glasshipping is my One True Shipping. Yes I shipped GuriBuru/Himishipping A LOT, but in comparison…? No I have never loved a relationship more then Nocturns and Youmas. Of course the have the advantage that I adore both characters so endlessly much… I also love Green, but a shipping is maked out of two and I just “like” Blue. He has never been one of my favourite characters – so it’s natural that Glasshipping has some advantages here.

I don’t have a OTP in every series and I don’t have tons of OTPs. The ONE TRUE SHIPPING is and has been for a way longer time someone would think… Glasshipping. That’s my OTP.

Honorable mentioning: Lestat/Louis - my very first BL-Shipping ever. Ive shipped them even in my “everything whats gay is bad”, which... says something about the ship and how funny and canon they have been. Lestat influences be a lot for Nocturn and their relationship shares some traits with the relationship Youma and Nocturns has in DeA... they have similar dynamics. I cant deny the inspiration haha /o/ even if Anne Rice did A FUCKING SPLENDID JOB in destroying the ship, they still make my heart go doki doki when I see art of them... or read parts of the first three books OR WATCH THAT FUCKING GAY MOVIE WERE EVEN MY MOTHER SAID GOD DAMN THEY ARE SO GAY.

3. What’s your current OTP?

Already said that. Glasshipping. Of course I also like other shippings, but I wont call them my OTPs. They are just ships I like and support. Nothing beats my love for Glasshipping.

4. What’s your current NOTP?

Even if I am not that invested in shippings and their wars… one should think that I don’t have many NOTPs but actually I have ^^° some shippings are just very annoying to me and hurt my eyes more then they should. I really cant stand Seiya x Usagi. I just cant. This is really the NOTP of my NOTPs. I can follow you for years, if we are not friends and you frequently post this shipping the chance is very high that I will un-follow IN A INSTANT WITHOUT HESITATION. This shipping is just a huge NOPE for me. I can understand why people ship them, I can understand why someone does not like UsaMamo and find Mamoru boring. But I hate it. Its not because I’m a rapid UsaMamo supporter… its more that I find the thought that Usagi should love someone else then Mamoru and betray him and her kingdom so damn out of character… AND A AFFAIR IN THE PRESENT WOULD KILL CHIBIUSA---------- DO NOT KILL CHIBIUSA------------ DO NOT TOUCH HER no no no NOTP.

NOPE YOU ARENT

5. Do you have any poly ships?

…………..yes. To be honest, yes. Thanks to Pianist I kinda like Reitzel/Nocturn/Youma…. And a little bit Karsgaard/Youma/Nocturn

And in DeA I have a weakness for Yuuki/Azuma/Firey heheehehehehehhehehehehee

6. How do you feel about love triangles?

Back in my younger years I WAS ALL OVER THEM. I mean look at the original Himi and ask me again haha…. I guess I still like them, but nowadays more Male x Male x Male, instead of two males and a girl. *looks to Kasra Youma and Nocturn and hides the ton of pictures I have of them*

7. How do you feel about RPF?

What da fuck is this

8. Have you ever shipped yourself with a character?

Nope.

9. Do you have many ships that never got together at all?

Uff. The shippings I ship never get together. I actually don’t ship in the hope to see them together in the end. I do not need the canon to make me a happy shipper. I mean if you are a BL-Shipper you don’t really think that your two boys will end up together… the chances are just zero. You enjoy what you get (mostly friendship stuff) and hope that neither of your boys get a fucking love interest.

And if they do you rely on FFs (not me, I do not read FFs).

So, yes, I had a lot of shippings that never got together at all. Actually the most of them... even my former straight ships had some problems with getting together. But as I’ve said, I’ve never cared ^^”

10. Do you ship any characters that have never met?

Does Kasra and Youma count? I guess yes, since they never met in DeA BUT IF YOU THINK THAT STOPPS ME YOU ARE DEEPLY MISTAKEN

11. Talk about your favorite first kiss.

*poker face* WHICH KISS---------- thats a privilege for someone who ships straight shippings.

I really love Eriks and Christines kiss. The first and the last kiss – that’s the best kind of first-kisses. Or dying while kissing. I like kisses with a deep meaning, not just sexual attraction or longing. Eriks and Christines kiss at the end of the book (and at the end of the musical) is a great example for that - of course it had Eriks longing for Christines love, but it is Christine who kisses him... and who knows why. Sacrifice? A trick to rescue Raoul? Just pure mercy with the “poor Erik”? Or just a sign for the love that never could have been? I love that we never get an answer for that... of course there are different interpretations and I really like that its up to the actors who plays Erik and Christine in the musical which meaning is behind this kiss. This kiss is really special; its beautiful and fascinating at the same time... not for nothing did it leave a huge impact on the media industry. People who dont know Phantom of the Opera still knows of this kiss of kisses. So I guess thats my favourite kiss?

But I have to admit that the kiss that maked me scream the most and which I have watched more often then I should admit... were the kiss Erik and Christine shared in the australian version of Love Never dies ^^””” its just so passionate and... it totally got me off-guard SINCE I WASNT PREPARED FOR IT ALL. Its debatable if this kiss is really fitting for the characters or the whole meaning and plot of Phantom of the Opera (it kinda destroys the meaning of the first and final kiss of the original) BUT DAMN I LOVE IT

12. Have you ever been disappointed when your ship finally got together?

My ship does not end up together as explained in 9.

I was kinda annoyed by the fact that Flute got like… HOW MANY CHILDREN with Hamel?????? She is a fucking fighting princess and she got turned into a housewife????????? WHY

13. Has a ship ever broken your heart?

Y E S

OH SO MANY YESES. If you – like me – are into the bittersweetest angst you love that. You are prepared for that. You jump right into the stakes that will crush you heart. GuriBuru killed me, Himishipping KILLED ME VERY OFTEN, Glasshipping….. not that much actually…. And Königshipping maked me depressed for a week or something. Damn you Kasra for loving Youma so much, that not even Glasshipping could heal me GOD DAMMIT KASRA I WASNT PREPARED FOR THE POWER OF YOUR LOVE

14. How do you feel about will they/won’t they?

I don’t understand the question?

15. Have you ever “shipped at first sight”?

Pffffft who do you think I AM OF COURSE

16. Talk about a ship you initially disliked.

Christine and Raoul. Nowadays Im okay with it, but its really not my kind of ship. Its cute. But I don’t see why I should ship Christine with cute prince charming WHEN I HAVE ERIK

YES TOTALLY CHOOSING 2014 ERIK BECAUSE I CAN

17. Talk about a pairing you’ve stopped shipping romantically.

Silence and Youma for… obvious reasons. Youma and Kaira for…. OBVIOUS REASONS

18. Talk about a moment which made you question an entire ship.

The moment a fellow Phantom of the Opera-Fan said “I think their relationship is surely based in fascination”. I went into thinking-mode and came the conclusion

NOPE ITS NOT

19. Have you ever shipped something despite yourself?

Again – I don’t understand the question.

20. Talk about a ship you feel alone in shipping.

Glasshipping. But its okay. I love my ship enough for a whole fandom. Come here, Glasshipping, I love you.

21. Is there a ship you just don’t get, but have nothing against?

Many of the popular BL-shippings. Draco/Harry, Seto/Yami, Ash/Gary… Im like “Yeah I understand them, but not really my kind of ship”……. The Cursed child maked me ship Draco/Harry a bit. But just a bit.

22. Which of your ships have the best chemistry?

Glasshipping. Glasshipping! GLASSHIPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

23. Which of your ships deserve better writing?

GLASSHIPPING I GUESS HAHAHAHhhhhaaaaa…haaaaaaaaa.haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Okay, no, for real here. Its Lestat and Louis. They deserved SO MUCH BETTER. They had three awesome books; they had a great chemistry, loving and fighting against each other, but in the end they couldn’t be without the other... they had three awesome books... a third book that ended with a fucking dance in the sky and with the sentence that could come straight out of a glasshipping FF: “I hate you” “Oh, I know you love to hate me” AND THEY SAID THAT WITH A LOVING SMILE AND---------------

Then Anne Rice went bad-shitt insane, destroying her characters, her plot, their relationship, maked the shipping un-canon again with just cutting Louis out of the plot and letting Lestat have tons of other relationships and... okay Im getting salty. Very salty. She should never have re-discovered her christian faith. never.

24. Do you mostly ship canon pairings?

Im a BL-Shipper so…. Never. Does Christine and Erik count as canon? Do they? She marries Raoul, so… oh wait I have Chrono and Rosette from Chrno Crusade! I shipped them a lot when I was younger and their cute and bittersweet love story is sugar for my heeeart

25. Have you ever shipped a pairing before you even started watching the show/movie simply because of gifs and graphics or similar?

Yes. Yes. Yes. All the time. Because I just adore the fanworks so much (Doujis, FanArts, not FFs) and go down with them. But to be honest…. That’s were the shipping is. In the fandom. But in the end I always end to the watch/read the series.

Kashu/Yasusada are an example. I liked their pictures and doujis and started watching Touken Ranbu Hanamaru and shipped them.

Lelouch and Suzaku another. I liked their fanworks, watched the series… and didn’t shipped them. Code Geass is the prime example for how shippings ruin the fun of a show for me. I am SO MUCH NOT INTO FAN-SERVICE. I think Shipping-Fan-Service is an abomination of every series. See, we have Code Geass with an awesome written protagonist. A series about war and politics and all those serious themes which are handled will in a good storyline. We have Lelouch, who is a twisted and good looking main-character - how do you destroy all that? Simply with shippings. Lelouch had a TON OF shipping possibilities, kiss and hug-scenes with like every fucking girl and of course also typical BL-Scenes with Suzaku. I dont know about you, but I hate it, I cannot take that serious. Fan-Service destroys the plot and the character - and every shipping in its progress. Kiss and hugs are fine, maybe also with multiple characters BUT IT HAS TO MAKE SENSE FOR FUCKING SAKE AND _NOT_ BE THERE FOR THE FANS SO THEY CAN FIGHT OVER WHAT SHIP IS MORE CANON. I hate it, I hate it I HATE IT SO MUCH and I cannot understand how someone can enjoy it.

Kaworu and Shinji the same as Kashu and Yasusada. IVE READ A TON of fanworks of them (Doujis, I NEVER read FFs) and when I watched NGE I was head over heals for them. You know I come of the shipping and stay for the plot???? I mean no one can tell me that they a an NGE Fan for Kawoshins sake, since Kaworu is there for one fucking episode

So mostly it’s the other way round??? I first ship and then start the series???

WAIT THAT’S WRONG ISNT IT

26. Have you noticed a pattern in your shipping? Is there a romantic dynamic you’re more drawn to?

Angst. Angst. ANGST. Yes, I really love angst (and for the record: I do not consider something that is sad to be angst. Something sad is just something sad. So you are not creating a angsty work just because someone dies, nope. Angst is Fatal Frame) when its done good. I am into abusive shippings, complicated shippings, shippings were the characters hate each other while loving each other. I love shippings that shows the deepest abyss of the characters, that make them turn bad shitt insane... or heal them, as seen in Glasshipping. Of course I also enjoy other shipps; great dynamics are important for me. But the easiest way, without any compromises are abusive rape shippings. Those will immediately catch my interests. I know that makes me sound kinda weird. But I ship something because I found their relationship interesting, not because I found them cute together; I want to see where they take each other... human psychology has always been interesting for me. One could say I like Stockholm Syndrome-Shippings, but I like it more complicated then that. Sometimes I hope for them to get together, find a solution for their problems (looking at you Engelsshipping... or Himishipping for that matter...) and sometimes I just enjoy their road down to hell (nods to Königsshipping).

I guess the interssting thing here is that Glasshipping is not per se a angsty shipping. My OTP does not fall into this pattern: they are strictly opposite. Both are broken existences before Youma gives Nocturn a second life and they meet each other and start living together... they hate each other in the start, fight each other very seriously, but gradually they fall in love with each other and the love is it what heals them.

I guess thats... the other way round. And maybe thats the reason why Glasshipping is so special to me.

27. Is there a ship you’ve shipped for most of your life?

One should not think that, but its actually Glasshipping I’ve shipped the longest.

28. Does shipping come easily to you?

Yes and no. When a ship does remind me of one of my favourite Himi-Shippings, then yes. Shippings often annoy me.

29. Do you need to ship something to really enjoy a movie/book/tv show/comic?

No, not at all. Actually I think a ship can destroy much. Yes I watched some series because of a ship, but in the end I am very happy if the book I read or the manga I read or the anime I watch have no romance whatsoever. Love is overrated *sings Mikas song* There are a lot of other interesting things to enjoy.

30. Name a couple of fandoms in which you have no ships.

I am actually not really invested in fandoms… Harry Potter (yes yes I ship Dumbledore/Grindelwald, but its not like I’ve read 7 books just to get the two sentences that did make the shipping canon), Sailor Moon (as I’ve said, I don’t really ship UsaMamo – its just part of the plot), Code Geass I guess and I would enjoy it much much more when they would not ship anything… Fatal Frame thanks game for existing and not having a romantic subplot… Zelda, since I do not really care for ZeLink or no ZeLink…

31. Talk about one of your favorite headcanons for a ship you love.

I have so many glasshipping headcanons THE DOCUMENT WOULD BREAK. But my favourite...? I guess my favourite headcanons are those that involve them both and dancing, which shouldn’t be a surprise considering how many pictures and stories I have were they dance with each other. They are super talented dancers and both very romantic, so in my little glasshipping universe they dance whenever they have the chance to do so; when the music is right they just dance �� and sometimes in the middle of training... its also a sort of problem solver for them; no “make up sex”, no its “make up dance” for them ♥! Another very precious headcanon of mine is their sleeping schedule. Both often have terrible nightmares and don’t sleep well... but they do sleep well when the other is awake (like Youma is working and Nocturn sleeps on the couch), like they are protecting each others sleep. Since I am terrified of sleep and going to bed this is a very important aspect of their relationship for me.

32. Share five must-read fics.

I don’t read fics, so…

33. Name your favorite fanartist(s).

BUT I HAVE A LOT OF THOSE: Tencal, Geranium, Dalc Rose, Getsumen-Spiral, Tetsusabi, Gemini, Inumania, Ririadoll.... TOO MANY OKAY

34. Share your favorite fanmix for your OTP.

I would but 8tracks is down. Hate you 8tracks

35. Recommend 1-5 shipper blogs.

I really like http://shadowcycle.tumblr.com/ èwe ♥! For my Kawoshin dosis and other interessting ships!

36. Do you create fanmixes/gif sets/fanart/fic/fanvids and so on for you ships?

I create a lot of FFs, Artworks, Doujis, Fanmixes.... all Glasshipping but hej ITS MY OTP!!!!

37. Do you have a favorite trope and/or AU for your OTP?

Since I found tropes a little bit... annoying... (the whole concept of putting tropes into an relationship/character - I think that... makes them seem flat) I cannot really answer that, since I don’t know the list of tropes????? Favourite AU-setting.... historical settings! I am so much not into high school or modern AUs. SO MUCH NOT. But everything historical? GIMME. I mean I have so many ideas for a French Revolution AU (actually with all Himi characters, not just Nocturn and Youma), but I guess I can be convinced for every AU. Its just that it takes a lot of research time, huh!

38. Do you like and use ship names?

Hehe yes I find them ridiculous and super stupid – so stupid that I like them xDDD ♥

39. Is there a fictional relationship you’d really want for yourself?

No not really, since I am a happy single… but I really think that Glasshipping is the optimal healthy shipping one should strive for. Find a partner like Youma who accept you and your problems, tries to understand them, hugs you in the moment where you don’t know you need it and keeps distance in the moments were you need to be for yourself – and find a partner like Nocturn who constantly challenge your worldviews and brighten your horizon and brings joy to everyday life and who stays overly romantic even if you two has been together for 50+ years and for who your kisses are the biggest treasures of the earth (and who isn’t crazy like him).

FIND SOMEONE WHO LOOKS AT YOU LIKE THAT

AND DOES THAT EVEN IF YOU HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 40 YEARS

Another one of my headcanons: they stay forever together u w u after thousands of hardships they end of being the ideal pair, totally glued together, that they are always mentioned in the same sentence, writing history together... but of course still beeing awesome individuals, important.

40. If you could change one thing about your OTP, what would that be?

Nothing. They are absolutely perfect. Maybe I would love when Kasra would be alive in DeA, since I love him as “love-rival” (this sounds like the biggest understatement ever…. Love-rival…. He is more like a love-warlord…), but I don’t need a rival for my ship to enjoy it to the max /o/!

Glasshipping 4 ever♥!

#Gratulation of you read all this #REALLY #DID YOU #I WROTE TO MUCH #Shipping #OTP #Shipping Meme #40 questions for shippers

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seven-oomen · 4 years ago

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I mean, when I first thought of the trail mix thing, I was definitely thinking of Stiles and Jackson. Then I thought, wait, that whole family is made up of dumbasses, assholes, and dumbass assholes. It really could work for any combo of them. Hence the more open-ended suggestion. And I mean, some of the dog treats we carry could easily be mistaken for regular snacks anyway (hell, there’s one brand looks like a Teddy Graham, but is all bland fruit flavors.) Also, now you’ve got me super nervous with that latest hint. Doubt about what, exactly?… There are so many potential options, some of them definitely more fraught than others. Should I stock up on more coping consumables?

Hope you enjoyed your movie. Today I’m opting for Winter Soldier, because while I may not be able to muster up any patriotism for America right now, I can always manage it (among myriad other emotions…) for America’s Ass. And that movie is not only amazing, but comes with a bonus of 3 total Caps in it (technically.) Though I can literally never watch it without my brain at least once going “hey, that’s the nurse from American Werewolf in London!” (the Security Council lady), which is apparently only entertaining to me, but I don’t care.

Had another thought brought on by too many Tasty videos (I know, I have a problem, I’m just not ready to deal with it yet.) I know we’d discussed Chris kinda being the main cook of the three, as well as making the occasional fancy pastry and probably the more regular desserts. Peter I can see being the one to make the more elaborate, fancy cakes and pies for special occasions, because he has a better grasp of how to extra, but classy about it. Like, Chris will handle it if they need bulk amounts of things made for a bake sale (though others may chip in to help), while Peter will make it if they need something attention-grabbing for like a raffle or something. Now, normally Noah doesn’t bake much outside a few handed down holiday recipes (he can very rarely be convinced to make some ridiculously delicious triple chocolate chunk cookies that he refuses to share the recipe for, but it takes a lot of convincing to outweigh Stiles’ potential tantrums about healthy eating. [Mostly Stiles is mad because he REALLY wants the recipe, but clings to the easiest excuse]), but the idea occurred to me that maybe while he’s stuck at home more during the latter part of his pregnancy, he develops an interest in bread-making. He already has some experience with dough from his family’s pierogi recipes (and he has a babka one he’d loved to try if he felt more confident, so), he can take rests while the dough is proving, he finds the kneading very meditative (and he certainly has the arm strength for it), and just mostly finds he rather enjoys it. And the family certainly enjoys the fruits of his labors. After the twins are born, he starts branching out into different, fancier kinds as the mood strikes him, and Peter gets very used to coming home to a house that smells of fresh baked bread and home cooked food, underlined with the scents of his mates and pups. He finds he adores it on an almost spiritual level.

I…I think that was everything? I’ll probably think of something as soon as I submit this, I usually do. I hope you’re feeling better, and that writing has gone well today (and that you found some good games. I had a number of friends talking about Steam’s sale [they apparently like to look through all the super cheap stuff for the so-bad-they’re-good kinds of fun.]) Did you know Keahu Kahuanui does/has done cosplay for Assassin’s Creed? And Cody Christian and Tyler Hoechlin both did voices for the FF7 remake? (You probably did, but the fact that Derek Hale voiced Sephiroth will never not be funny to me, so.) Actually, there’s another costume idea - video game characters (I admit you probably have a far better repertory of known characters to pull from than I do. I’m a casual gamer at the most generous.)

But anyway, hugs to you and Mo, good vibes and (hopefully) helpful inspiration! Can’t wait to see what kinds of hints we get next!

Ok it’s 3 am, and I just finished some Detroit become Human on PC so whoops. (Already owned it on Ps4 but the Steam sale was too good. Three games for the price of one) Ah well, it’s Saturday (Sunday now?) and I have today off too.

I mean, that’s fair. A lot of dog treats honestly look like something I could eat when I’m not paying attention and just shoveling snacks into my mouth. (Also on another note, I may have eaten the dog’s kibble as a young child and my brother pulled a prank on me when I was an older child and fed me kibble without me knowing.) So I can definitely see how this family filled with dumbass assholes would pull it on one another. And it’s a fantastic image! XD

I debating on what kind of warning I should give this. Because I’m hoping it’s a bit impactful/emotional, but it’s not about the boys. I think that’s the best warning I can give it. It’s about a character in the main story that isn’t the main ship. But it has unforeseen consequences/implications? So maybe getting some good snacks is not a bad idea. Is that vague enough while also being considerate enough?

Huh actually, I might put in the set up for another reveal about another character. I’ve been working on that one for a while. (Nothing bad, just one of those, huh okay neat! things. I hope.)

Sully was so good, holy shit. I definitely enjoyed that one! Can highly recommend it actually. And yeah, as far as the MCU goes, WInter Soldier is one of my absolute favorites. I think for me it’s Thor Ragnarok, Black Panther, Winter Soldier. In that order. They’re just really good movies and definitely some of the funnier/better movies in the MCU. Although with Black Panther I did go: Lion King did it! a couple of times. But that’s okay, I loved the 90′s version of that too, so.

And Winter Soldier is def worth it for America’s ass, hmmhmm.

I love that headcanon, I can just see Peter coming home after some grueling day at the office, the house smells like fresh bread and pastries and freshly cooked lasagna, there’s the soft arguing of Stiles and Noah over recipes, Chris is just pulling dinner out of the oven. Allison has set the table with Lydia. Danny and Jackson are watching over the twins while Scott and Malia are keeping Ben entertained. And Derek is helping Chris with Dinner.

Their house has never been more lively and Peter’s living for it. Makes his entire day filled with dumb businessmen worthwhile because this is what he gets to come home to.

Did you know Keahu Kahuanui does/has done cosplay for Assassin’s Creed? And Cody Christian and Tyler Hoechlin both did voices for the FF7 remake?

I did not actually, on both! (I’m terrible at voices/names, it’s honestly a thing.. I ain’t proud of it.)

But that explains why Sephiroth sounded so low key familiar to me. I couldn’t put my finger on it. Will definitely have to revisit that now. And I will say, Cody does a great job as Cloud.

Oooh that’s a good one though. Hmmm I feel maybe the FF franchises would have enough characters to do group cosplays. Or Kingdom hearts. The Witcher might have a few.

Oh! Or a bunch of ‘adventurers’ for the group. Like Peter could be Nathan Drake. Chris could be Joel Miller. Noah could be Arthur Morgan. Jackson could be Cloud. Malia could be Lara Croft. Allison could be Clementine (TWD). Stiles could be Sora (KH). Lydia could be Aloy (Horizon Zero Dawn). Ben could be Atreus (God of War). Scott could do Link (Zelda). And they could go as this rag tag group of adventurers.

There are probably better ideas, but it’s almost 4 am and my sleeping pills are kicking in. So I’m gonna go catch some sleep.

But this was fun! <3

#ben says stuff #once upon a time comments #submission

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Wyatt Earp's Revenge (2012)

There are approximately seven billion movies about Wyatt Earp and, like true cowboy trash, I am on a quest to watch them all.

[cw from the future: there’s a rape and lots of racism]

Okay if nothing else, the shot composition in this is already getting me off.

So the opening is just the most blatant kick-the-dog moment, but it's well acted enough on both sides that you don't really mind.

All the way from Kansas!

You are not Wyatt, you're Doc Holiday. (Stay here for every predictable square on your movie reference bingo)

So the actress dies in this one. What nuance. What vision. [visual aide: I am currently flipping off the screen with both hands while writing, angry ~and~ talented]

this has got a delightful dime novel quality about it. It has no interest in being original, only reshooting a well loved story. Not even the Wyatt story in specific, but just the revenge cowboy story in general.

There’s a line about how “the war made us”, and for just a second I thought we were going to get a dive into how fighting a bloody civil war effects the people who fought it. And that it really had to effect law and order afterwards, not to mention personal morality. And then I remembered what movie we were in.

Fucking CSI Tombstone XD okay that just feels silly.

“protect those who couldn't protect themselves; women, children” fuuuuuuuuck oooooooooooooff

they are leaning heavily on Detective Wyatt Earp, and it is one part hilarious but two parts this weird meta genuis. Like it's the joining of two different dime traditions (cowboy and the modern crime serials) across generations. A marriage of predictably delightful schlock that is amusing but also engaging.

Well you are a cute man bat masterson

Request De-nied. A great place to find somebody in contempt.

That judge can not act

They turned in their badges, shit gonna get real!!! God I love dime store cowboy crap. It's like bed-sharing fic, every time i'm gaaaaaaaaaaaasp AW SHIT WHAT NOW??? Like the fuck you don't know, my dumb ass grabbing the popcorn going ~tell me more~

HIGH NOON TOMORROW! DRINK!

“no authority, no badges, just three men” pounds table this. is. Some. Good. Shit. Some. Real. Good. Shit. Right. Here.

what and the cute boy posse, damn. They can come for me any day.

Guns R Dangerous PSA in a WYATT EARP MOVIE stares at camera

If one more person says “christian duty” I stg

“any fine christian man would” sick rural table burn tho

okay any damn rural family has the god given sense not to ask a man where he's been or where he's going. That is a good way to start a fight.

Woman makes someone want to be a “regular man”, drink.

She's so cute.

“I'll be tough, just like you.” I want to marry her.

“Thou shall not kill, Wyatt.” HAHAHAHA

This woman gives such great You Gotta Be Fucking Me, face.

Oh great. Rape. At least the scene was not explicit and quick. The fucking troubling thing is nobody in the family fucking knows about it.

I do love a complicated villain, and this guy is it.

Okay so her family DID know, they're playing it close to get him the fuck out of their house. Why they didn't fucking shoot him in his sleep I do not fucking know, step the fuck up man.

Blatantly obvious plot point is blatantly obvious.

Oh joy. Mexican stereotyping. One day I will grow up to write dime western stories so we can enjoy them without all of this misogynist, racist bullshit. This is not essential to the goddamn genre and fuck anyone that says differently. Period accurate my left nut.

“I don't want any trouble.” DRINK! Drink twice if you heard it in hal lublin's voice.

“My father will hear about this” LOL

Why in god's name wouldn't you shoot them and take their guns??? Villain fail.

Narrator Wyatt Earp aka we only have val kilmer for two days.

It's bbDoc Holiday! For once as an actual doctor. Period medicine is horrifying and period. And actually reminds you part of the reason Doc gets himself fucked up so thoroughly.

“My name is Marshall Wyatt Earp” That was prescient of your parents.

Gay.

“Ever in Dodge City, look us up.” No matter the adaption, the homo is strong.

That was more a I have a mild cold than I have TB cough

And we find out this is a Tombstone prequel, which makes sense. Fun way to go about the story.

“Spike got a mind of his own” I mean most folks do.

That fight scene....coulda been cut better.

“what have you ever done” in which I want to reach through the screen and smack the piss off of the script-writer's face

“all you generation sit and talk about what's right, talk about law, taking the law for granted. The law is in action.” aight we have two things here:

One) Fuck. Off. You don't have to shoot a man to make morality determinations. Which is the literal implication here, I am giving this shitshow no leeway philosophy wise

Two) Okay but to be a philosophy student, the idea of law residing only in action is fascinating. We frequently get the distinction that justice is a thing of action, while the law is a thing of static inaction. But there could be a whole interesting line marinading on the nature of law and its enforcement, in that law is only what is enforced. when will someone pay me to stare at my navel?

Hi Trace! Was wondering when you'd show up.

Sooo the man sings better than he acts. music break while we thank someone for making Adkins' scenes small and endurable.

That man rides with the grace of a potato

gunfights are not your strong suit movie. Please stop them.

How many times you gonna shoot that boy? He's starting to be a Russian in a Richie movie.

Well there's a character 180 for no reason.

That was the worst “argh” ever.

Oh god the fist fights are even worse

“you take someone's life, you give up a part of yours.”

rando gun man is rando

“I been shot worse than this and was patched up by a field surgeon so drunk he coudln't say his old name” Doc! <3

Tombstone, drink.

He gives this whole speech about not thinking he killed the guy outta revenge when...that is...explicity what he did.

Guard your innocence? FFS I'm gonna eyeroll so hard I'll lose my vision. You just stopped yelling at the man for not having any fucking experience.

Well that was alright. The monologues broke up a perfectly decent dime story. Given the production date they have no excuse for not updating the formula to be less fucking misogynistic and racist.

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Cute horse boy.

#wyatt earp's revenge #wyatt earps revenge #wyatt earp's revenge (2012)#how many ways can you write a movie title by me #look a turn around that isn't hideous #even with the 'net being out over the weekend

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