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IT'S BLITZ TURNS 15 THIS YEAR MEANWHILE IM LIKE THATS THAT NEW SHIT AHHH SHOW YOUR BONES BITCH
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Mouthwashing au where the ship doesn’t crash but Polle comes alive like a manifested embodiment of Jimmy’s guilt and culpability and tries to hunt down the crew based on his subconscious thoughts.
Only he can see it at first but as his mental state gets worse over it, it manifest more to where he either takes responsibility or it slowly consumes the others for their perceived accountability before coming for him.
#basically it’s like if his hallucinations came to life#it’s like a black cat as in little things go wrong before bigger and bigger things#and he has these fever dreams about what is going to happen#and it is killing him cause not even Curly is hearing him out but he’s seeing it look at him the hardest and he has to address his issues#and while the others suffer in this au he suffers the most and will obvi die at the end#but everyone is fucking scared cause holy shit our crew man was so bad and evil it literally possessed the company mascot and tried to kill#us so he could reject that part of himself#like he’s sees how it may cause their fates in the game or worse outcomes and he denies it has anything to do with what he’s done#until it literally is telling him and he decides if they all die and it torments him#cause of course guilt incarnate would make it hard for the guilty#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing#mouthwashing au
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I’m in love with how they are giving so many subtle hints about Alhaitham and Kaveh’s relationship and how important it is to Alhaitham, despite the way they always seem to be bickering.
Throughout the 3.2 archon quest Alhaitham tells us that the reason why he is so interested in helping Sumeru is because he doesn’t want his daily life to change. After that Kaveh starts being mentioned very frequently by him or we hear other people in the akademiya complain about how they daily argue.
Then, of course, we meet them both arguing with each other in the House of Daena, which was quite the argument. We also know many of their casual interactions and how they go to the café/bar frequently together. Furthermore, Alhaitham pays all of Kaveh’s bills (something no one would do for someone they don't care for).
And now, during Alhaitham’s quest, their tones were so soft (At least in JP and CN) and also domestic. Kaveh seems to worry a lot about Alhaitham and exchanges glances with him, which made me melt inside. I also love how Alhaitham is constantly smiling while bickering with kaveh. Remember, we dont see him smiling like this that often. Which means he really enjoys it. I really liked how after the second time Kaveh asked him if he is okay, he replied with a tease about the painting Kaveh had mentioned before. Also smiling.
But most importantly, something I see no one talking about: the moment when Alhaitham was explaining why he resigned from being the Grand Sage to being the scribe again and he tells us that “It’s important to keep your priorities straight”, the camera points at Kaveh.
I know this game will probably never have any canon ship because they need to make everyone happy, but we do get hints like this from time to time and I think this was one of them.
After all, why would they bother to add all of those scenes with Kaveh when the quests had already concluded, if not for showing us how is what is Alhaitham’s daily life he wants to protect that much? We saw how happy he is, how eager he was to get home and go have dinner with Kaveh. We also see how Kaveh had been waiting for him as well.
I’d like to know more about their relationship, even if it ends up not being romantic (though how do you explain that face Kaveh made when paimon asked if they are friends).
#genshin impact#haikaveh#kavetham#but anyways yes I write this and yes its 11pm and yes im obsessing over them#im so happy ngl Its like a fever dream#its so happy to know all of what I predicted from the message boards being true#I hope we see more of them#and yeah really sorry this is really long#i never do meta posts and probably there are some mistakes there im no expert i just ship two very gay men#anto’s rambling#i have to scream everything here because Im probably driving crazy everyone around me with these two#imagine me writing all of this to them#I needed to let this all out because omfg#LIKE LISTEN THIS IS WHERE WE SEE HOW NORMAL PERSON ALHAITHAM AND KAVEH REALLY ARE#LIKE just see how worried kaveh is over a messed up investigation from somebody at the akademiya who has already been arrested#no wonders Alhaitham avoided telling Kaveh the details from the archon quest and no wonder Kaveh didnt believe the little he knew#because they are just normal persons trying to get on with their lives#i understand alhaitham so much I would also want to keep that life
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despite knowing what was going to happen, snotlout's redemption and eventual downfall was so so heartbreaking to me. we spend the past 10 books witnessing how much he's tormented and bullied hiccup that we all feel the same anger and frustration and resentment as fishlegs does in the beginning of 11. i was, maybe, even rooting for something a little bad to happen to him so that he can feel even a fraction of the humiliation that he put hiccup through. but time and time again hiccup, with his inherent goodness and wonderful capacity to always try and see the best in people, reminds us that people need and deserve second chances. even third, fourth and fifth chances. even when hiccup was faced with the certainty that snotlout was set on betraying him from the start.
that's why it was so satisfying to get to the emotional catharsis of the swordfight. snotlout practically begging for hiccup to hate him and hiccup genuinely not having it in him to be able to. and even after that, even after he disarms hiccup and is seconds from killing him - he doesn't. and then hiccup comforts snotlout through it. he tells him words that snotlout didn't know he's been desperate to hear. he tells him he's being too hard on himself. he tells him he's a hero. he opens a door inside snotlout's life for the first time in a long time. despite everything, he offers him another choice to join the dragonmarkers. and snotlout accepts. he bows to hiccup, he calls him king, pledges his sword to his service forever, shakes his hand and chooses to bear the dragonmark.
and it's this moment we finally seeing the seeds of change planted in snotlout sprout - instigated by gobber teaching him a lesson in the amber slavelands and reminding him what the black star represents: pride, honour, bravery. all the times we see snotlout give in to vulnerability and ponder on his choices, he's always holding onto it. which makes it all the more symbolic when he hangs it around hiccup's neck during his last act of valour.
just like how the book tells us that the tides can change so fast, through hiccup, my heart was able to give snotlout another chance too. and it's because of hiccup's belief in snotlout's potential for more that makes you feel so strongly about his death. snotlout's excitement at finally being on hiccup's side, at doing what's right, at having the opportunity to actually be a hero - we can't help but feel that burst of pride, we can't help but root for him. and so we feel the loss, as hiccup did. and it's a point driven home when hiccup ends the epilogue with how he’s carried snotlout and his sacrifice with him all throughout his life. and how time has rubbed away at the black star.
that now the star doesn't look black at all. just gold.
#a hero is WHAT bitch ? FOREVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!#fucking phenomal storytelling bro#redemption arcs my absolute beloved ................#don't get me started on the fallen star metaphors cressida kept using for him i Will not be normal abt it this is a threat#how to betray a dragon's hero#httyd books#httyd book 11#httyd book spoilers#snotface snotlout#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#jackshiccup text#gonna imagine a world where snotlout lives and spends his life trying to make it up to hiccup#probably tells ppl who r mean to hiccup to shut the fuck up ON THE REGULAR#camicazi would be like ??? u can't tell them to stfu that's MY JOB ????#and fishlegs would just side-eye snotlout the entire time and probably give him his best stank face but silently approves it#wait also imagine snotlout getting a fever or whatever afterwards just like zuko when he was facing a morality crisis LMFAO
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Street [fighters!!] mages!!💥🤼♂️🧙♂️✨
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"Sorry that took a while. Wait long?"
#my art#the dragon prince#aaravos#callum#tdp#they're both so cute and stupid#(lovingly)#I had fever dreams about putting aaravos in fine clothing#in case you couldn't tell#I have a thing for him and umbrellas#i might elaborate on that one day#callum probably replied with#“if it's master then I can wait for you my entire life!”#and aaravos would then reply with “uwah that's not good- not good at aaall”#he wants callum to have his own life a part from him#this man is stupid#they're both so stupid#ok I'm good.#they're so smart and yet so dumb hgnk-
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"Don't fucking tell me what's impossible"
GET IT GUYS CAUSE HE THOUGHT IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE FOR HIM TO BE IN AN ACTUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH IAN BUT HE JUST CAME OUT TO EVERYONE AND THEIR MOTHER SO "IMPOSSIBILITY" ISN'T A CONCEPT FOR HIM ANYMORE. AND WHEN HE THOUGHT "HEY THAT'S MY OPPORTUNITY TO LOVE AND BE LOVED WITHOUT CARING ABOUT WHAT OTHERS THINK CAUSE I'M OUT AND ABOUT" IAN GOT DEPRESSION AND FIONA SUGGESTED TAKING HIM AWAY. NO FUCKING WAY, NO FUCKING WAY. DON'T FUCKING TELL HIM WHAT'S IMPOSSIBLE KSHDKSKSHDHS
#shameless#gallavich#ian gallagher#mickey milkovich#THIS MAY BE THE FEVER TALKING BUT COME ON#That “don't fucking tell me what's impossible” had SO much emotion behind it#RIGHT when he was optimistic for the first time in his life#the writers just STOMPED on him#I WILL PERSONALLY HUNT DOWN WHOEVER WAS FUCKING RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS
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I keep thinking about Ianto interacting with some alien artefact shortly before Reset in S2 which shows him the future: specifically the show canon future up to his death in CoE.
And it's even better if the human mind is not supposed to behold that much info all at once so it puts him into a ~week long coma.
It would be SO interesting when he wakes up. Obviously they have got to prevent all the tragedy (and yay! Happy ending! No deaths!) but it also means Ianto now suddenly knows about all these dark corners of Jack's past - and he has to share that knowledge back with Jack if they are to prevent what is to come. He also now suddenly knows all the ways in which Jack would not let him in in CoE and the fact that his dying ily was met with "don’t". He knows what it feels like to die.
Consider Ianto suddenly a little distant and Jack thinks it's bc, just like he thought, Ianto can't look at him knowing the things he has done, but in fact Ianto is simply wondering what he wants from life and whether he and Jack could even ever have a future together. (And how having almost lost Ianto might shift Jack's perspective on their relationship a little.)
It would also be such a compelling way to explore Ianto’s relationship by Owen -- both by hurting Ianto a little thus activating Owen’s doctor mode, and also maybe bc there is a genuine conversation to be had not just about where self sacrifice meets self destruction. Maybe someone who has lived thru the horror of losing Owen twice needs to make it clear to him just how much he matters. Maybe they need to remind one another.
#ALSO i want Ianto sick#like clear after effects from this encounter -- headaches fatigue maybe even fevers#so that Jack also has to figure out how to take care of him#and Ianto has to figure out how to let himself be cared for when the primary way he keeps his life in control#is by being so put together all the time#and all this in the middle of their separate existential crises AND so many future disasters they have to stop#I should just write thus shouldnt i#janto#torchwood#fic ideas#i also really need someone to tell jack#you were just a child#what happened with gray is NOT your fault#augh
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Venting
#Having a mild fever for a week straight#and can’t tell why#in a record breaking heat#mayhaps time to finally go see the doctor#can I please get a fucking break form life#can my brain just cook itself already and save us all the trouble of doing anything myself#personal
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Four movies that defined your childhood (a trend I saw on twitter) —these are mine. WBU?
#Garret from Quest For Camelot was the love of my life#and people wonder why I love monster romance so much after Beauty and the Beast molded me#el dorado#beauty and the beast#quest for camelot#please tell me the thief and the cobbler isn’t come fever dream I made up in my youth#miguel and tulio#tulio and miguel#mighty and powerful gods
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being so incredibly sick and not being able to take time off work is actually the most draining thing i have so much guilt about getting other people sick and so much frustration because the entire reason IM sick is because nobody else is allowed to take off work either i’m so sick of this
#like my coworker had the flu last friday and wasn’t allowed to call off she tried and my boss made her come lmdao#i would’ve gone the fuck back to sleep and ignored her call but#god#i’m so annoyed#if i have a 103 fever at work all day on friday the first thing yoh say to me about it#should not fucking be#“you better rest all weekend so you’re good to go by monday#like#my boss was saying how it was unfortunate she didn’t know i felt so bad#WHY WOULD I EVER FEEL COMFORTABLE TELLING YOU THAT J DID??????#she’s the most non empathetic person in the world like#one of those people who will compare every little ailment yoh have to her own life#so of course when i got in trouble for wearing my winter coat inside because of the chills#she was like#i’ve been cold all week and i didn’t wear my jacket!#FUCK OFF#none of this even makes sense i’m just rantinf
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I just realized that I've been putting too much on my plate lately and instead of getting some of that shit done all I end up with is feeling sick every week and things keep accumulating and I stress myself ten times more and I end up doing nothing, reading something to distract myself of the fucking titanic quest I put my ass on
#i want to graduate so fucking much but i need to take so many finals for that and i need a good job because i can't afford my almost 200k#meds without a good medical insurance and i need to take as many finals i can while i have this more chill job but I'm taking 2 classes that#just require time but i also have to deal with it's deadlines and i have 2 investigation projects going on and i want to make a paper with#my friend and it would fit so perfectly with the Complutense meeting we want to be part of but it's deadline is the day after my final so i#have to give it a shape before that so our professor can gave it a look and tell us if it's ok BUT I'm feeling like shit and I'm on bed s#since yesterday because my ovary might have some cyst going on and it's painful like shit but my lab it's going to be ready next monday#so i have to wait until then and i need to call my insurance to talk about money because the only gynecologist who treat me like a human#doesn't work with my insurance anymore so i have to pay for her but i want to know how much they'll cover and then i have to make an#appointment with her AND I also feel tired and have slight fever that comes and goes and i might have some autoimmune shit going on too#and those lab are ready for the 16 and I've been calling all afternoon to make another tests but no one does it and i should be studying and#reading for the paper#and my room looks like a storm broke in and i need to clean it so i can use my fucking desk to study‚ read and search for fucking jobs#I'm at my fucking limit#not to mention how i go onboard of any project or volunteer work i come across#chronicles of Yu's life
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I was supposed to do homework on my lunch break but instead I spent it wedged against the wall trying to get my heart and lungs to cooperate :( :( :(
#cannot believe my blood oxygen % was so low at the doctors office that the PA was like uhhhh def tell your doctor that#and I did#and my doctor was like no if it was that low you’d be really sick#like right now???? sick like right now?????#fuck my stupid fucking life and my stupid fucking body that doesn’t work#cripple punk#chronic health issues#idek what this is tbh wtf is wrong with my lungs#fever’s vibe check#feverdreamsandlucidnightmares
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so uh the yearning paid off?
#had a crush on this one guy for i dont even know how many years and then went through the worst summer of my life#like genuinely surprised im still alive rn kind of summer and then he reaches out and tells me hes liked me the whole time too#and now i get to kiss him and compliment him and cuddle him and play with his hair like ive always wanted to huh what??????#and he compliments me so so much and hes so so gentle with me in a way ive never been handled before and it just feels like a fever dream#like im gonna wake up tomorrow and its all just a dream and we'll go back to just being friends#its so fucking awesome but like oh my god was i ever in the throes to get to this kind of euphoria#he said hes gonna cosplay geto for me for my birthday i am literally in love with this man
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Finally some good fucking mariko food
#yes yes tell me more about what you wanted out of life#I know it’s not quite a memory. more like a fever dream mixed in. but I’ve waited so long for scraps like this#mariko#Usagi Yojimbo#I’m gonna edit Usagi out of the last one and hang it up on my wall.#pizzazz post
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i exist!
#( ooc. )#medical tw#not on here but in general#i have spent the last week - including today and probably tomorrow & tuesday -#with a recurring 103 fever#when i tell you it's hell - it's HELL. thank god for my wife - angel. saint. love of my life.#but i'm finally on antibiotics so i wanted to pop in and say hi i exist and may exist on here again at some point
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mother of all tag dumps inbound ..... i am not booping people cause theres like 30 tags lol
here is the page on my google site that lists them all ... i think ? may have missed someone but ill double check later
⸻ SHIP : ayrin / sahar ❤︎ you know you hypnotize me always ! ˎˊ˗
⸻ SHIP : ray / grace ( hyliangrace ) ❤︎ you can be the match & i will be the fuse : boom ˎˊ˗
⸻ SHIP : ray / lyric ( lunarscaled ) ❤︎ bleed into my mouth so i may taste you forever ; leviathan ˎˊ˗
⸻ SHIP : ray / robin ( wolfvirago ) ❤︎ hold me in your arms & i die a little death so beautifully ˎˊ˗
⸻ SHIP : ray / octavo ( bransles ) ❤︎ but he fell in love with the fever & i'm on my knees in a theater . ˎˊ˗
⸻ SHIP : ray & ayrin / link ( uneasedregrets ) ❤︎ city of stars ; never shined so brightly ˎˊ˗
⸻ SHIP : ray / volga ( volcania ) ❤︎ your blood like wine get me drunk & make me feel . ˎˊ˗
⸻ SHIP : ray / ghirahim ( flamboycnt ) ❤︎ let our love be a flame not an ember ! say it's me that you want to dismember ! ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & link ( legacyshero ) ✦ no voice to speak of your suffering but i hear you now ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & nabooru ( gerudospiriit ) ✦ so if you need to be mean be mean to me . i can take it & put it inside me . ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & bussaba ( topaz-adorned ) ✦ you with the dark curls you with the watercolor eyes ! ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & gallilea ( vairuler ) ✦ im made of sugar spice kanekalon & cinnamon : me & my bestie are the sam like a synonym ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & toba ( askganondorftobadragmire ) ✦ you take away this pain from me : the memories that haunted me ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & nabooru ( gerudosage ) ✦ oh she could have been a poet or she could have been a fool . ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & miri ( somnium-led ) ✦ dear prudence won't you open your eyes ? look around … look around … ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & eilian ( somnium-led ) ✦ im sick of apologies from people with priorities that their life matters so much more than ours . ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & ganondorf ( oocca ) ✦ want to save your men from the fire ? show me that you’re willing to burn . ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & link ( twilitae ) ✦ what? land of the free? whoever told you that is your enemy . ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & link ( obraveyouth ) ✦ who’s a heretic child ? can you make it stick now ? ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & zelda ( spiritmaiden ) ✦ why do birds suddenly appear everytime you are near ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & zelda ( telepathyia ) ✦ the moon will sing a song for me : i loved you like the sun ! bore the shadow that you made ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & zelda ( regnantlight ) ✦ can you tell me what's the point in building empty empires now? ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ray & calamity ( hylianremnants ) ✦ i know you i walked with you once upon a nightmare ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ayrin & sky ( hylianremnants ) ✦ stories of old great adventure : i want to be just like you . ˎˊ˗
⸻ RELATION : ayrin & sun ( hylianremnants ) ✦ bright & beautiful : sing me another lullaby ˎˊ˗
#⸻ SHIP : ayrin / sahar ❤︎ you know you hypnotize me always ! ˎˊ˗#⸻ SHIP : ray / grace ( hyliangrace ) ❤︎ you can be the match & i will be the fuse : boom ˎˊ˗#⸻ SHIP : ray / lyric ( lunarscaled ) ❤︎ bleed into my mouth so i may taste you forever ; leviathan ˎˊ˗#⸻ SHIP : ray / robin ( wolfvirago ) ❤︎ hold me in your arms & i die a little death so beautifully ˎˊ˗#⸻ SHIP : ray / octavo ( bransles ) ❤︎ but he fell in love with the fever & i'm on my knees in a theater . ˎˊ˗#⸻ SHIP : ray & ayrin / link ( uneasedregrets ) ❤︎ city of stars ; never shined so brightly ˎˊ˗#⸻ SHIP : ray / volga ( volcania ) ❤︎ your blood like wine get me drunk & make me feel . ˎˊ˗#⸻ SHIP : ray / ghirahim ( flamboycnt ) ❤︎ let our love be a flame not an ember ! say it's me that you want to dismember ! ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & link ( legacyshero ) ✦ no voice to speak of your suffering but i hear you now ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & nabooru ( gerudospiriit ) ✦ so if you need to be mean be mean to me . i can take it & put it inside me . ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & bussaba ( topaz-adorned ) ✦ you with the dark curls you with the watercolor eyes ! ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & gallilea ( vairuler ) ✦ im made of sugar spice kanekalon & cinnamon : me & my bestie are the sam like a synonym ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & toba ( askganondorftobadragmire ) ✦ you take away this pain from me : the memories that haunted me ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & nabooru ( gerudosage ) ✦ oh she could have been a poet or she could have been a fool . ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & miri ( somnium-led ) ✦ dear prudence won't you open your eyes ? look around … look around … ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & eilian ( somnium-led ) ✦ im sick of apologies from people with priorities that their life matters so much more than o#⸻ RELATION : ray & ganondorf ( oocca ) ✦ want to save your men from the fire ? show me that you’re willing to burn . ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & link ( twilitae ) ✦ what? land of the free? whoever told you that is your enemy . ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & link ( obraveyouth ) ✦ who’s a heretic child ? can you make it stick now ? ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & zelda ( spiritmaiden ) ✦ why do birds suddenly appear everytime you are near ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & zelda ( telepathyia ) ✦ the moon will sing a song for me : i loved you like the sun ! bore the shadow that you made#⸻ RELATION : ray & zelda ( regnantlight ) ✦ can you tell me what's the point in building empty empires now? ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ray & calamity ( hylianremnants ) ✦ i know you i walked with you once upon a nightmare ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ayrin & sky ( hylianremnants ) ✦ stories of old great adventure : i want to be just like you . ˎˊ˗#⸻ RELATION : ayrin & sun ( hylianremnants ) ✦ bright & beautiful : sing me another lullaby ˎˊ˗
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