#female hormones

[befemininenow]

Stop feeling envy and start feeling happy! Transition into a goddess like her!

[suchathrilltobeagirl]

Back in one of my favourite dresses ...

Who wouldn't want to be a girl?!

Katie xxx

[boybasher]

[finallystefania93]

My face is changing soo much due to estrogens

[shirley-red]

[es-3]

hate when i’m Feeling Things and it doesn’t even correlate with my menstrual cycle. like damn, i’m actually responsible for these ones

[ozai-the-bonsai]

I will be raging on and on about damn stupid f*cking hormonal birth control fyi I NEED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW

I have been using combi pills for almost 18 months now, the first 9 months were literally perfect compared to my previous experiences with the pills, I didn’t really experience any side effects. But then it started with the constipation cycle, where I would get constipated for a WHOLE FCKING WEEK every month either on the third week or during the week off. I mentioned this to my obgyn and she said constipation is normally not a side effect of the pills WHICH IS PURE BULLSHIT I HAVE RECENTLY FOUND OUT AFTER GETTING LOST IN SUBREDDITS FOR HOURS DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY WOMEN ARE COMPLAINING ABOUT BEING CONSTANTLY BLOATED AND CONSTIPATED BECAUSE OF THE FCKING PILLS?!?!

Anyways I was gaslighted into thinking my body simply hated me but since I could not (yet) pin the bloatedness and constipation to the pills I did nothing. And it was fine considering all else.

Then my headaches got more and more frequent. I mean, I have never known myself without headaches, I think I have something chronic but they do even less research for headaches and migraines compared to women birth control so no hopes here. Mama has migraine, grandma had them too so OF COURSE I have it as well but mine is milder, without aura, however even though it is not always sooo bad that I want to scratch my eyes out, it happens too often for my liking. Moreover, if I don’t get migraines I get other kinds of headaches like whenever the weather makes me feel too much pressure or when it suddenly changes from summer to winter (which happens A LOT in Germany). Anyways, I give my best to avoid taking painkillers too often but I am tracking the shit and I now (in my exam phase) tend to get headaches four fcking days in a row each week.

I know I have always had headache problems but it has never been this bad.

Oh and not to mention that my obgyn prescribed me the pills with the lowest dosage of hormones since my only concern is not to get pregnant (and not to have my period shift +7/-7 days each month it was exhausting with pregnancy fear and so forth). I guess pills with even less hormones is not an option.

But the worst thing started three months ago. I HAVE LOST MY FCKING SEX DRIVE. To provide more context here, I have been like super horny ever since I can recall (ever since puberty hit and stuff), and I loved it tbh. Normally, my boyfriend and I would have some sexy time at least once a day (we got together a month before I started the pills) if we had enough time maybe more. But lately, he is glad if it happens twice a week. I have literally stopped thinking about sex and I HATE IT I USED TO LOVE THINKING ABOUT SEX!!!!

Currently I have constant headaches, I am constantly bloated and constipated more often than it is healthy and I have nearly zero interest in sex anymore. I mean, what it the fucking point of taking hormones to prevent pregnancy IF I NO LONGER WANT TO HAVE SEX, PEOPLE?!?

I just hate it. I started hating my body because I look like I am pregnant all the time - I have what some might call “a pilates body” like lean and low fat and some muscle and stuff, and my body doesn’t really hold fat so whenever I follow a good schedule it takes only a month for my abs to show. And imagine now how such a woman would look like if she were constantly bloated. I look literally pregnant all the damn time with my lower belly sticking out like a fucking balloon so I stopped wearing figure toning clothes I USED TO LOVE THEM

I will be switching to IUD in a month and initial plan was to switch to a hormonal one but I have been reading and reading and I am not sure anymore if I should prefer the copper one. I am completely lost. I won’t be returning to condom only because I have had more than enough accidents with it and had to take plan b before often times, this is a risk I simply cannot take. Plus the irregular periods make it harder to track when my ovulation can possibly happen…

Long story short: I hate the way birth control industry is only interested in giving the male all the freedom while showing zero fucking interest in the way all this stuff is effecting the female. Most doctors do not even ACKNOWLEDGE side effects like losing sex drive and constipation and bloating WHICH ARE MORE COMMON THAN YOU WOULD THINK, ask any women with hormonal bc experience for more than a year. I hate it all with so much passion I hope these people spend the rest of their lives constantly stepping on sharp lego pieces and having chronic migraines and I wish erectile dysfunction to the males involved in this business. Have a good day.

[tears-that-heal]

Dear Lord, Save Me from Myself. 😵‍💫

Philomena arrived this month as something fierce than usual. For about 4 days now, she’s caused me to suffer from severe stress, anxiety, anger and easily agitated. What’s even worse is how much it has affected my loved ones. In the mist of it all, I sincerely have very limited self control of my emotions. Normally I’m the total opposite, I’ve strived most of my life to learn how to best manage and care for my emotions well. This means little when you have PMDD; premenstrual dysphoric disorder. Having your emotions and etc. being mostly influenced by your biology and not your logical reasoning. Sounds super frustrating and hopeless, uh? So within years pasted, I’ve learn that I can basically become like Gloomy Bear. This only happens rarely now since I receive some medical treatment to help me manage my hormones and symptoms. I still hate it when I become this other person cause I can hurt the people I love. 😭

I still look like the sweet and kind person I really am on the outside, but Philomena (aka PMDD) brings out the super uglies from deep within. 😖 I loath her with passion!

JESUS, Please Take it Away!!! Free Me Of This Madness. 😫

*To clarify, the character “gloomy bear” is physically abusive to his human owner. This completely does not reflect myself. That includes whenever I’m having my menstrual cycle or not. Gloomy bear is only being used here as an extreme visual example of how I personally think I might be externally perceived by others. PMDD would be under the label of an “invisible illness/disability”. Plus, it’s an uncommonly known disorder. Which concludes that it’s commonly misunderstood and easily not believed to exist, a very similar mindset toward “mental illness” in general.

MAY is Mental Health Awareness Month

[thugzbunnny]

The Impact Of Menstrual Phases On Your Daily Life

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‘I started looking into female hormones when I felt like my cravings and energy levels were acting out of my control, despite how much nourishing food I ate, adequate sleep I got and exercise I did’.

New post on The Guide Blog 💚

https://rachelogfitness.wixsite.com/theguideblog/post/the-impact-of-menstrual-phases-on-your-daily-life

[jamispalce73]

Well it finally starts for me I have begun my transition from male to female day 1 of many to go

[befemininenow]

Isn’t she so alluring? Girls like her make you feel so much envy, you just wish you had her body, her mindset, and everything else about her. Surely, a mistress or a dom can make you feel things when they encourage you towards feminization. However, those kinks only serve to fulfill the void of transition, which although easier said than done, is the real path towards your feminization into a girl. In the end, only you can make the choice towards your transition and coming out.

(Keep in mind that feminization captions are just a form of entertainment. If you’re really looking to transition, please refer to guides like these as highlighted. Some of the info may be outdated due to aggressive anti-trans laws/regulations or a lack of sufficient gender affirming resources in your local area.)

To my fans of this blog, this is actually an older caption I never got to upload. I haven’t done a new caption in over a month due to circumstances. Would you like to see the full unedited version of this lovely alt goddess? Click below:

[suchathrilltobeagirl]

Na night peeps ... this is where I 'crash' after a night out and forget to remove my makeup, let alone cleanse, tone or moisturise... there is so much to do and so much to remember when you are a girl!

Katie xxx

[boybasher]

[tears-that-heal]

Today was a full day of DoorDashing, I really struggled to stay focused. Philomena’s ghost, my “phantom”menstrual cycle (long story for another time), messed with my brain and caused me to feel fatigued. Crazy female hormones. I rarely feel this way nowadays. I was in great need to have some sort of emotional comfort. That’s when I saw this little guy in Walmart. He was under $5 and the only one left on the shelf. So I purchased him and granted him the name, Merry. Now he’ll forever be my DoorDashing buddy! It did really comfort me to have a soft plushie to cuddle while driving. I know this may all sound silly and immature, but living with anxiety takes creative solutions in order to move forward. 🐉🩷

[boybasher]

[finallystefania93]

Proud of my new me