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Some artists only know how to draw one body type and one only! please with this fake ass inclusive 'some women look like this' and go to some live drawing classes and learn the diversity of the human form
you don't know how to draw muscular women and you've never drawn a naked woman before, please be honest. Your art references solely comprise of animated men you want to fuck and it shows. Stop pretending this is inclusivity when there's no real body diversity in your work because you can't fucking do it. It's deeply dishonest and unhelpful to pretend some artists don't OBVIOUSLY have a massive blind spot by peddling out nonsense pretend inclusivity phrases to pander to the stupid easily taken in by a well placed buzzword
No one can stop you but why act like people are mistaken about what they're seeing? The way you lot will rinse out social justice and sociological terms to uselessness than accept a single criticism...is it insecurity or ego that causes it?
#blah#the fun thing about live drawings is even when its two women you think look the same#their bodies never are#longer torsos legs muscule distribution#once when i was doing a drawing review someone clocked that what i made was lazy and rushed lol#felt embarrassed but why lie?
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begging gf fandom to understand what the hell a writing process is
#the pitch bible for tbob gets shown and ppl think that info trumps what we actually got with tbob and the website lmao#like no thats the first draft......#im specifically referencing how ppl now think BILL tore out the journal three pages n made ford forget#when in the book its ford that tears them out in embarrassment#and i think the latter was a deliberate choice when writing bc ford literally says he felt shame and now bc of his family#hes starting to heal#also why would bill lie about it bc like. 1) this is not public info so how would we know and#2) HES NOT SHY ABOUT ADMITTING TO FUCKING WITH FORD!!!#HE INCLUDES A PAGE WHERE HE LITERALLY MAKES HIM FORGET HIS OWN NAME WHY WOULD HE LIE ABOUT MAKING HIM FORGET THE PAGES
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last post ended up deleting my tags so im continuing them here
#but.#even after all the time i had aparti still went back at 16#i traveled across the country just to see her again#and it fucking sucked#she ripped that wound right back open#which . felt so weird because she WANTED me to come#she made all the plans#honestly the train trip there was nice#i got to experience a lot of cool things#but the second i got there. it was . one of the worst times of my life#just nonstop#and now ive finally been away for awhile again#but i still miss her#& i dont know why#but it also doesnt help the only gf i have ever had did the same type of thing LMAO//.... i .. i just cannot win#maybe it's just my roll#say all these nice things n then immediately flip#she would make me hang out w her friends n talk me up n then. cheat on me with them with me there#& then get upset when i cried or tried to break up w her LMAO...#like. she wasnt poly or anything she was actually against it#but the worst part is how openly & loudly she'd love me right before it. so now i never know who is telling the truth. i never feel safe#but anyway. again. i stayed#over n over again id try to break up w her but then i loved her & so when she got upset n threaten to kms id flip n stay#n she'd do it again#until eventually she broke up w me n left me so fuckd up im not gonna lie JHVAJH#she still tried to stay friends after that n i tried#but then i started sobbing mid card game & it was very embarrassing top 10 worst things i have done#but i just. all i want is to be a good person. i want to be someone good & loving but i feel like im such a jealous monster#even if i dont let myself show it n try to ignore it bc i dont want to hurt anyone or be this awful it;s still here. just. permeating.#what if i feel too much what if ill never know when someone is genuine what if im just an evil obsessive freak n everyone i love hates me
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Being told by adults to stop lying about something when telling the truth as a kid is one of the worst feelings ever
#it happened a few times with teachers at my primary school#i still remember the frustration and sadness i felt#because you're this little like 7 year old#and you feel powerless and embarrassed#ugh#primary school was a weird time for me#thanks catholic primary school you're one of the reasons I'm an atheist now#one time a kid lied saying i scribbled on a page of a bible#and because i was this scared and confused little kid i lied and said i did#and the teacher dragged me to the assistant headteacher's room#and ignored me when i tried to tell the truth#the assistant headteacher made me sit in the room with a rubber (eraser) and told me to remove the scribble from the page#i sat there for minutes trying to rub it away and started crying because it wouldn't disappear#she told me to just keep going#i don't remember what happened after#but i thought about it years later and realised that the scribble was probably in pen which was why ut didn't come off#so yeah maybe i do have minor religious trauma actually#i remember at one point and got sat down by some teachers and told that i should just tell the truth and not lie about being guilty#(i still don't know why i lied about that)#i can't remember if that was connected to this incident thought#but yeah that was fucking horrible i still remember how hysterical i felt when the scribble wouldn't disappear#after rubbing the paper with the eraser desperately for whst felt like ages
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Ok guys but cmonâŚ. Reality shifting.
#reality shifting#shifting#literally want to shift so bad#almost embarrassed abt it LMAOOO#like Iâm sure itâs possible#if aliens and lucid dreaming are real then shifting should be valid too imo#I remember making a full ass script n shit a few years ago#n I kinda gave up after that but a few days ago I tried and GUYS.#when I tell you I felt the weirdest shit ever#felt like I was going through one of those wormholes u see on tt đ¤Ş#no but Iâm being fr bro#why would I lie abt it too like thatâs embarrassing ngl đ#anyways Iâve been trying for past coupl of days cos I thought I would get closer#but NUH UH!#so Iâm gonna take a break n maybe try next week#(watch me try shift again tonight)#anyways ya
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Bodyswap w/ Gojo part 2
part 1, here
Contains: fem reader, caught masturbating, teasing, dirty talk, rough sex :3, unprotected sex, multiple creampies, multiple orgasms, kinda selfcest?? (theyâre in each others bodyâs while they fuck), spanking
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"Ahh! F-fuck, mmm-" Gojo's voice could be heard from the other side of the door, with squelching accompanying the lewd moans into the hallway. Gojo pressed your body up to the door quietly, listening to you use his body to get off after telling him to not even look at yours in the shower. Someone's a little hypocrite~ he internally cooed, fighting back a giggle.
As full of Gojo was of himself, he wasn't the type of guy to get off on his own moans, but he did find it arousing that you were in his body and were using him like some slut for your own pleasure. He waited patiently until he heard his body cum, still pressed against the door until the sighing and shuffling on the other side of the door died before he knocked to announce his arrival.
Here the two of you lie, in your room in silence while Gojo stares at the poorly tucked away cum rag you used to clean up your mess under your bed. "Ahh~ I always feel so much better after a shower." He sighs, starting up a conversation. "Mmm, me too." You mumbled, still staring at the ceiling from your place on the bed. "Yeah? Why don't you go take one?" He asked, walking over to your bed and making himself comfortable as he lay against your pillows.
"Gross Satoru, I'm not taking a shower in this body, unless I have to.. and who said you could sit on my bed?" You chastized, setting yourself up on your forearms to look at him, finding that it was still hard to make eye contact. Every time you did you were reminded of what a pervert you had been, and how you probably almost got caught.
"No? You don't feel dirty?" He asked pouting out his bottom lip teasingly, insistent on keeping his eyes glued to yours even tho yours tried to avoid his like the plague. "Why would I feel dirty? You had your infinity on during the fight, you're spotless." You rambled. "Maybe, but don't you feel the need to wash up after you cum?" He said, leaning your head in his hands as he smiled at you from under your lashes.
You felt your entire body heat up at his words, you had the same feeling as when you took one too many candies as a kid and your parents called you out for it. You could feel your face heat up and your palms become sweaty. You tried to play dumb, making brief eye contact with your body and noticing the smug look Gojo had manipulated on its face, before plopping your head back down on the bed as you laid flat and made yourself at home by staring at the ceiling once more.
"W-why is that relevant?" You questioned, hoping somehow that Gojo hadn't somehow caught on to what you did in his body, you thought you had been so careful! "Playing coy doesn't sound good when it's coming from my voice~" He said, dragging out his words for emphasis as he sat straight, looking down at his form as you lay still on the bed. Fuck, how did his technique work again? He could teleport, right, maybe if you just closed your eyes realllly hard and focused you could excape this horribly awkward conversation.
You tried, you really did, but to no avail. When you opened your eyes you were still looking at your tan ceiling, and you still saw your body looking down at you through your peripherals. "Did it feel good?" He asked, making your face heat up. "It sounded like it felt good." He giggled. "Y-you were listening?" You gasped, looking into your eyes now as the two of you kept eye contact. "I don't think that really matters when you violated my body when I was away~" He cooed, making a strong point. You still couldn't help but feel embarrassed thinking about how much me might've heard.
"S-Satoru I'm sorry, really, I have no excuses I just- fuck I don't even know what came over me." You blushed, trying to keep eye contact with yourself to seem more sincere as you spoke to him. "Ahh~ I cant believe you would do this after you yelled at me to not even look at your body~" He said dramatically, wrapping your arms around your body to block off your view and make you look smaller as he pretended to feel violated.
The white-haired man was having so much fun right now, it wasn't every day he got to tease you like this, so he figured why not drag it out a bit. You started apologizing profusely, saying over and over how sorry you were before your own laugh cut you off. "S-sorry." He stuttered through a laugh, whipping his own smile off your face as he dropped your chin down to look at you in faux seriousness. Something told you he didn't care as much as he said he did.
"It's amusing to hear you grovel like this, I didn't mean to laugh out loud." He confessed, making your face heat up in annoyance. You were mad that you had zero ground to chastise him right now as if he really was upset about this whole thing, you didn't want to make it any worse. "It did feel good though right?" He asked again, biting your lip as he scooted closer to his body. "My cock is sooo sensitive I bet you were having a field day~ I don't blame you for not being able to stop~" He sympathized, using your hand to rub over his abs, a sensation that made your skin tingle under his touch.
"S-satoru-" You tried to interrupt him, "Did you play with my balls too? I never last long when I do that." He added, lowering his hand to rub over his v-line as he watched the tent in his pants grow slowly and steadily at his words. "Satoru what are you d-doing?" You managed to ask, his voice coming out meek and submissive. The man hummed, caressing his hand lower and lower until he reached the band of his sweats, teasing your fingertips under the waistline.
"I guess I'm just a little envious that you got to experience cumming in my body, and I didn't even get to look at yours~" He pouted, playing dumb. He made a good point, you had perved out on his own body like this when you set such strict rules for him, that he sounded like he actually followed. "So what does that mean?" You asked hesitantly, swallowing hard when he pulled back his pants and boxers before letting them snap back against your skin. "Well.. you must be a little curious to see what fucking something other than my hand feels like, right?" He asked, hitting the nail on the head.
"Satoru if you're talking about us having sex right now I don't-" Your voice cut you off, you felt a hand start to rub in tantalizing circles over the tent in your pants, and you quickly dropped your gaze away from your face to watch. "That's exactly what I had in mind~" He cooed, tilting his head at you while he rubbed his cock in your smaller hand. "Isn't that.. going to be uncomfortable?" You asked, surprising Gojo when you weren't immediately put off by the idea, the hand that was rubbing his cock definitely aiding in your answer.
"Does it feel uncomfortable?" He asked, sliding his hand under the waistband of his boxers as he gripped his cock with your hand and started stroking it directly. As good as pleasure felt in your body, he wished he could feel you touch his cock like this, but maybe after this, he would have an easier time getting you into bed when things went back to normal. "Hmm? Does it?" He cooed in your voice, making you blush at how seductive you sounded.
"F-feels good but-" You choked out through a moan, your breath hitching when Gojo slung your body to sit on top of himself as he used your free hand to cover his mouth, stopping your words. "Just look at me in the mirror if fucking your body is too weird~" He giggled, watching as your eyes looked past your body sitting on top of you as you made eye contact with Gojo's body in the mirror. "I for one don't mind looking at myself like this, I've definitely had a wet dream about this before." He giggled, easing your nerves at his unseriousness, you doubted he was joking either.
He released the hand that was covering your mouth as he pulled his boxers down enough for his dripping cock to spring out. "Fuck, are you that wet because of the situation, or is that all my body's doing?" He laughed, rubbing his pointer finger over the top of his dick as he tapped the precum agaisnt it, making a lewd wet 'plp' sound. "S-shut up." You groaned through your teeth, feeling the coil in your stomach tighten when he wrapped his hand around himself again and started stroking at a propper pace. "Shit, this is so weird, heh." Gojo laughed, the feeling of looking at himself while he jerked himself off, out of body, was truly an experience.
"This was y-your idea, don't complain now." You said in his voice, watching intently at his hand that moved over his cock expertly. His precise and knowledgeable movements felt a hell of a lot better than your own, and the visual of your hand dwarfed by his massive cock was a sight to behold, one that aided in your growing arousal. "Yeah, yeah." He said, briefly sitting up as he pulled your shorts and panties down your body, leaving his cock hanging twitching in the air between the two of you as he disrobed your body.
The man turned around and faced himself in the mirror as he sat on top of you, the bottom half of your body bare as he pulled your shirt over your body and feasted his eyes on your naked form. "Shit, actually.." He smirked, biting his lip as he ran your hands down your body seductively. "Fuck me like this, wanna watch your body move while you do it." He said, reaching behind you to grab his dick again and stroke it while he continued admiring your body.
"Satoru please don't look it's embarrassing." You begged, covering your face with his massive hands as your entire body felt like it was on fire from the arousal and combined embarrassment. "Im about to watch you get fucked, you might wanna get over your fears." He giggled. "Besides, you're fucking hot, can feel your body gettin' all horny from just lookin' at it." He confessed in your voice, making you whine. The man grabbed his dick and lifted his body over his cock, looking down to line it up with your entrance before he pressed the tip against your hole.
"W-wait Satoru a condom-" You warned when you felt him start to sit down on you. "Trust me, you do not want a condom on when you feel this." He said, gasping when his tip popped past the tight ring of your cunt. Every alarm that was going off in your head melted away when you felt the tight and warm sensation envelop his cock, you felt his balls twitch and tighten the more he sat down on his cock, you would worry about the lack of a condom later.
"Fuuuuuck, that's the shit~" He groaned, bottoming out on his cock while he placed his hands on his body's knees and stared at your body in the mirror, specifically where the two of you were connected. "I feel so fucking f-fulll~" He wined, wiggling his hips in circles on your lap as he tried to adjust to the feeling of having a cock inside him for the first time. His dick was pressing up against all the right spots in your walls he didn't even find when he was fingering your cunt earlier in the shower, this was a hundred times better than your pathetic digits, he started to understand why girls kept blowing up his phone after a one night stand now.
"I- I think I'm gonna cum- p-please don't move." You wined, using Satoru's massive hands to grip your body's waist hard enough to leave bruises as you tried to make sure he couldn't even wiggle around. "I wouldn't mind feeling that~" He said, referring to you filling him up. You tilted your head back and took some deep breaths to steady yourself. Your cunt was incredibly warm and wet it felt like it was going to melt his dick as he sat still on you. The strong warmth that had blossomed in your tummy was almost overbearing, and your head was spinning at all the stimulation.
You knew Gojo was experienced, so how did it still feel this good? How did it still feel so sensitive? Was it because it was your first time feeling anything like it? You chalked it up to that, your train of thought getting cut off when your voice spoke through the room.
"Can I move? This fucking cunt is aching for it." Satoru wined, trying to wiggle his hips in your strong grip. "I think so." You nodded when he looked at you for your approval. It was so freaky seeing someone else control your body, but the pleasure of your own cunt squeezing around the cock you temporarily had eased your nerves significantly. "You might have to help me out, never rode a dick before." He giggled in your voice, turning his head back to look at your body in the mirror as he lifted his weight until his dick was almost completely out of him, before he sat all of your weight back down on his cock.
"Oh- fuck-" Gojo wined in your voice, coming out a little more submissive than he would've liked. He quickly started a fast pace bounding on your lap, your jaw dropped open as you allowed yourself to feel everything. "Y-eah it feels fucking good d-doesn't it?" Gojo tried to laugh through a moan, your voice getting louder when you started fucking his hips up into your body, poisoning his dick in and out of the man who possessed your body.
Gojo was right, you could think of nothing worse than something like a condom blocking your direct contact from feeling your tight walls wrap around his cock like this. You were impressed by your strength in this body when you used your grip on the body on top of you to lift it up and bring it down harder on his cock, making him scream out while your breathing picked up.
"S-so roughh~" Gojo smiled at his current body in the mirror, abandoning one of his hands that had stabilized himself on your thigh to rub his clit in fast circles, making your walls squeeze his dick tightly. "God Satoru- loosen" thrust "up!" you grit in his voice, your eyes threatening to roll back in your head at how intense the feeling of your pulsing walls around his dick felt. "C-cant ohmygod c-cumming!" He cried suddenly, his back arching forward as your cunt spasmed around his cock.
You fucked him through his orgasm, loud short wines and curses fell from his lips as he came, his body jerked as the waves crashed over him, his body going limp in your hold. You took the opportunity to manhandle your body, quickly turning the two of you around in one swift movement you forced him into a weak doggystyle position, his face being pressed into the sheets while drool dripped out from the corner of his lips.
You couldn't let up on his cunt, the pulsing around his cock was an amazing feeling and you were determined to feel it again, Gojo pressed your thighs together and crossed your feet at the overstimulation he was feeling as mindless babbles and whines of your own name could be heard in your voice underneath you. You prayed no one was around the dorms at this time, as they might be a little confused on what they were hearing right now.
"Fuck- make me c-cum again give it to me g-give it to me" He whined, his words being slurred into one as you fucked heavy and mean thrusts into his cunt. You don't know what came over you, but the need to respond and talk dirty back to him was overwhelming you, "Yeah? Wanna cum all over this cock again?" You said, making yourself blush as you aroused yourself hearing his dirty words in your ears. "Y-e-ssssss fuckk~" Gojo whined into the sheets, a cock-drunken smile plastered on his face as he took everything your gave him.
You felt his balls coil tighter, the knot in his stomach tying itself harder into knots as you fucked a particularly soft spot inside your cunt. The telltale sign of Gojo's orgasm was creeping over his body, making your thrusts grow sloppy. Gojo laughed from underneath you, the sound being chopped up by moans. "Y-you're gonna c-cum arent you?" He teased, trying to look at you out of the corner of his eye.
You probably should've felt more uncomfortable with how arousing fucking your own body was, but you would probably dream about this night for years to come, so you could ponder about that later.
The expression Gojo had on your face was so pretty, you had to admit. Your eyes kept rolling back in your head each time you fucked into him, the fucked out smile he had on, the moans that were forced out of your mouth, and the way your cunt pulsed around you pushed you over the edge.
Gojo whined when he felt you still against his ass, "Yeahhhh fill me up, fuck your cum into me~" He whined, taking advantage of being in your body to say shit you would never say, for his own pleasure. He bit his lip at how warm his cum was when it shot rope after rope inside him. Your clit was throbbing at the feeling, he so badly wanted to reach down and pet it till he came as well, but he would wait till you started fucking into him again.
Right when you started coming down from your orgasm, something akin to the feeling of a back scratch, or getting your head massaged at the salon washed over the two of you. Suddenly you had an intense ache in your lower back, and your tummy felt strangely warm. "Heh, what a fucking twist~" You heard Gojo's voice coo down at you, only this time, you weren't in control of it anymore. "I wanted to feel my cock cum inside your cunt while I was in your body one last time, but now I can feel it from my own." He grinned maliciously.
Even though Gojo had just cum, he started fucking into you like a madman, the squelching between your legs was so much louder now as your combined cum gathered around the base of his thick cock. "Have fun in my body?" He asked, giggling with his signature headache inducing giggle, "You liked cumming inside something? Glad you didnt use a condom huhhh~?" He teased, pulling his hips back to the tip before he fucked his entire occk back into you, making you scream out.
Gojo had adjusted surprisingly quick, I guess that makes sense for the world's strongest sorcerer. You on the other hand were still trying to come to terms with being in your own body again and having practically no time to adjust to the feeling of his cock before he started bullying it into your walls. It's not like it hurt, but the feeling of him fucking into your sweet spot so rough was almost too much. "Oh, you were aching down here~" Gojo remembered, reaching his hand under your body to rub your clit in little circles. "Let me help you~" He cooed, sucking air in through his teeth when your cunt tightened around him at the addition of stimulation.
"S-toru wa-ittt-" You cried, trying to warn him of how close you were but ultimately falling short. Your walls started to spasm around him as your body came for the nth time that night. "Oh shiiit~ Feels so fucking good baby-" Gojo groaned, letting his head fall back and his jaw drop in a small o as you came hard around his length, and he actually got to feel it this time. Your body was completely limp to his mean thrusts, your eyes rolling back as nonsense spilled from your lips as he fucked you through your orgasm, past overstimulation, and towards another high.
He lifted your tummy up from underneath you and pressed down on your lower back simultaneously to get you in a meaner arch, before he went back to rubbing your clit. The man placed his foot next to your body to give himself more leverage to fuck you harder, and that's exactly what he did. "Tell me you need my cum- cmon baby- say it-" He cooed, gritting his teeth together as he used your cunt to work himself up to his orgasm.
His eyes darted between the mess the two of you were creating at your fucked out, drooling face. He pulled back his hold on your hip to leave a mean spank against your ass, making you yelp out into the room. "What did I say, huh? Don't fucking ignore me when I'm this close~" Gojo chastized, shaking his head. "N-eed your cum 'toruuu" You slurred, "W-ant to feel you fill me up-" You begged, your words being chopped up by his mean thrusts.
"Again," Gojo said, leaving another smack on the fat of your ass. "C-cum inside mee~" You repeated. "Again," Another smack. "Toru- toru- toru-" You repeated his name as he groaned through his teeth. He felt his balls tighten quickly before he was thrown into his orgasm. His body jerked as his hips fucked load after load into your used and abused cunt. He released a long groan when he stilled his hips to your ass and let himself finish. Your moans had quieted as you laid under him, whimpering softly each time he fucked into you but otherwise trying to catch your breath from how hard he just gave it to you.
Once Gojo had released all of his seed into you, he pulled his sore cock out and gripped himself at the base as the both of you groaned in oversensitivily. "Fuck, think you milked me dry after that one." He laughed, pulling your pussy lips to the side to get a better view of your stuffed hole that leaked his cum in a steady drip down the back of your thighs. "I don't think I've ever been so sore in my life." You said quietly into the sheets, making him giggle.
"I think that was my fault, I might've worked your cunt a little too hard in the shower." He said, letting your body drop down onto the bed as he sat beside you and rubbed your thigh soothingly. You stayed silent for a couple beats before his words registered in your head. Worked too hard in the shower? What? Wait.. did he?
Your jaw dropped, you turned your head to look at him with an incredulous look on your face while he smiled with faux innocence down at you. "You fucking hypocrite! You made me feel bad for masturbating in your body when it sounds like you went ape shit on mine!" The man just giggled infuriatingly, "I like teasing you~ I'm sorryyyy~ You practically handed the opportunity to me!" He defended, throwing his hands up in the air.
You sighed, looking away from his irritatingly handsome face as you shut your eyes and curled your body on your side feeling a headache start to come on. "Oh come onnn~ We had a good time~" The man's voice resonated in your ears while he wrapped his large body around yours and started placing kisses on your shoulder to ease your frustration. Was it possible to kill a curse twice? You sighed as your body relaxed against him, your exhausted body welcoming the kisses.
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â๨ŕ§ËâĄË ࣪ when farmerâs!daughter!readerâs father goes out of town to visit some family, her and cowboy!rafe canât keep their hands to themselves any longer.
warnings: reader is a little bit on the shy side, flirty banter, use of petnames, implied age gap (rafe is 7-10 years older), hint of jealous!rafe, reader refers to her father as âdaddyâ, mentions of sneaking around, slowburn (kinda?), lotsss of sexual tension, fluff, mutual pining, oral (f. receiving), fingering, finger sucking, unprotected sex, dirty talk, breeding kink, cream pie, squirting, multiple orgasms
a/n: based loosely off of the moodboard + headcanons i wrote here <3 saddle up because this is a long one lol
wc: 4.8k
âyou gonna keep staring at me or are you gonna help me out here?â rafe grunted, a hint of a smile playing on his lips as he watched you blink away from his form. you looked up from his shirtless figure, his skin glistening with sweat as butterflies fluttered in your chest. âwhat do you need?â you chirped, blinking rapidly as if to shake away the thoughts of pressing wet kisses to his waistline. âa cold glass of water sounds good right now.â you obliged, rafe watching as you went up the porch stairs in your cute little boots, his eyes falling down to your backside. âfuck.â he muttered to himself.
if he knew heâd have to fight the urge to touch his bossâs pretty daughter, he wouldâve hesitated in taking the job. eight months had felt like an eternity when you pranced around the farm in the prettiest dresses and shortest daisy duke shorts heâs ever seen. you came back with a glass of water, taking a sip before handing it to him. expecting rafe to turn the glass around to take a drink from the other side of the rim, your cheeks heated when he placed his mouth on the same spot your lips were on just moments ago. âthanks, sweetheart.â rafe shot you a wink, his charm making you look away shyly.
you plopped down on a nearby tree stump, a pout taking over your features as you looked at the empty driveway. your father had only been gone for a few hours, not nearly making a dent in the five days heâll be away. âyou donât have to worry about him, yâknow? heâs a strong man.â rafe decided he needed a break from being hunched over under the hood of his truck, his chest rising and falling as he took a seat on the bed of fluffy grass next to you. âi know..â you muttered, âitâs justâ heâs so much older now, i worry about him.â you looked down at rafe, his eyes already trained on you.
rafe nodded. âthat man can survive anything. wasnât he in his truck when a tornado came and swept him off the ground?â you gasped, a laugh escaping your lips. âhe told you that story?!â you squealed excitedly, your reaction making rafe melt into a puddle of nothing. you were too cute. âdid he also tell you the part where that didnât really happen? him and his buddy just got real close to it.â rafeâs face morphed into one of pure shock. âhe lied?!â you threw your head back in laughter, a snort following shortly after. it was rafeâs turn to laugh, the sound unfamiliar to his ears.
âoh my god, excuse me. i canât believe i just did that!â you clasped a hand over your mouth, embarrassment creeping up onto your face. the man next to you waved you off. âwhy would he lie about that?â rafe leaned back on his hands, giving you a full view of his chiseled abs. sighing dreamily, you shrugged. âheâs a drama queen sometimes, he likes the theatrics.â realizing that you just swooned over his muscles, rafe cleared his throat before getting back to work. he respected your father too much to give in to his filthy desires, or so he hoped.
swallowing the lump of rejection in your throat, you made your way inside where you decided to watch him from your bedroom window instead. your infatuation with this man only grew by the day, and it was becoming really hard to hide your adoration for him. all the times he slipped you a little wink when your father wasnât looking, the playing of footsies under the table while your father ranted about the economy, the lingering stares and touches.. you werenât crazy, you had every right to believe this man was interested in you in some way, shape, or form.
apart of you wanted to believe that rafe was trying to maintain in being a gentleman towards you, but thereâs nothing you wanted more than for him to hold off all kind of honor and respect for you while he takes you however he wants. you daydreamed about being fucked in a headlock by him, along with being put into twenty other positions. letting out a sigh, you fell back on your bed, fiddling with the ribbon that was tied to the belt loop of your shorts. how on earth were you going to go about these next few days all alone with him?
night time rolled around, and rafe had just come inside for a shower. âare you hungry?â you watched as he rolled his shoulders back, cracking his neck to release some pressure of todayâs labor. âyeah, but iâll help myself. donât worry about it, âsugar.â he groaned before shutting the bathroom door behind him. you knew he wouldnât, days like this always ended in rafe knocking out as soon as he hit his bed, empty stomach or not. the only thing rafe could think about as the hot water pattered against his back, was how you were in the same house as him in nothing but a night dress.
he wondered if youâd let him hike it up your thighs.. if youâd allow him to slip his fingers underneath the soft material. so badly, he wanted to see your face twist in pleasure underneath him, he ached to see that day. rafe let out a shuddering breath, swallowing thickly as lewd images of you ran through his head. he imagined your hands trailing down his torso, those cherry red painted fingers of yours wrapped tightly around his cock. you had this man questioning everything he ever knew about being a gentlman. rafe rubbed the sides of his face, his eyes screwing shut as he attempted to get all inappropriate thoughts about you out of his head.
he remembered seeing you for the first time all those months ago. you were wearing a red gingham dress, your hair styled so pretty and neat. he knew immediately that he was in trouble when you flashed him that million dollar smile when your father introduced you two. it wasnât long before both of you started flirting with each other, even going as far as touching each other when you didnât have to. rafe would âhelpâ you up on your horse, his hands planted on the globes of your ass as he hoisted you onto the saddle. he swore he died and came back to life whenever youâd place a hand on him every time he made you laugh.
slowly but surely, you two were getting more bolder with your moves. while rafe was ogling your goodies more often than not, you started leaving your curtains open whenever youâd change, knowing he could see you from the view of his window. pinching the bridge of his nose, rafe quickly hurried up in the shower, feeling the need to relieve himself in his own space where he knew youâd be far away from. after washing away all the dirt and grime, he felt clean as he dried himself off, only for his peace to come crashing down when he realized he didnât bring an extra change of clothes with him.
with no other choice but to walk out of the bathroom with nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist, he tried to sneak pass you in the kitchen and out the back door, but of course he wasnât so lucky. âi know you said you would make yourself something, butââ you turned around with a loaded dinner plate in your hand, the dish nearly slipping out of your grip when you saw the tall cowboy standing awkwardly with his hands on his hips.
your eyes trailed down his stomach, the sight of his happy trail making you swallow thickly. rafe took note of this, his heart beating in his chest as you averted your gaze elsewhere. âuhm, well i made you this.. i know itâs one of your favorites..â you placed the plate of steak and mashed potatoes on the table, turning around as you took your bottom lip between your teeth. this was absolute torture. âit looks amazing, iâll just get some clothes on and be right back.â he held onto the towel, jogging to his place where he slipped on a pair of pajama pants and a dingy white t-shirt.
âyou didnât have to do this,â rafe took a seat at the table, his jaw ticking when you bent over the counter to grab a couple of drinking glasses, âthank you.â at this point he didnât know if he was thanking you for the food, or the perfect view of your ass. âwater?â you looked at him from over your shoulder, your cheeks heating when you saw his eyes shoot away from your backside. âa beer please.â you smiled at his answer. you shouldâve known heâd pick that out after a full day of work. grabbing a bottle from the fridge, you handed it to him, his fingers brushing yours as you took a seat across from him.
âmy dad makes it a lot better than i do, soââ rafe was quick to cut you off, a moan leaving his lips as he chewed. âthis is.. damn!â you giggled, shaking your head. âitâs great, darlinâ. truly.â he nodded approvingly, flashing you a thumbs up. you smiled that smile of yours before tasting it yourself. despite all the tension between you two, you could always count on each other to talk the otherâs ear off. âwait. so youâre telling me that youâre actually from an island? why on earth would you live out in the middle of nowhere when you had the beach in your backyard?â you asked incredulously.
rafe took a swig from his beer, a bittersweet laugh leaving his lips. âi got into a âlotta bad shit over there. i was on some bad shit,â he sighed, âbeing out here brings me peace.. even if iâm breaking my back everyday.â you listened closely, giving him your full attention as he told you more about the place he was from. you learned that he used to be a filthy rich boy with a house bigger than you could ever imagine. rafe smiled softly, a solemn expression taking over his features. âitâs very nice. but i wouldnât go back.â he leaned back in his chair.
you tilted your head at him, both of your plates empty. âno? how come?â you leaned forward, your cleavage peeking out of your neckline. eyes flickering down to your chest, rafe seemed to get flustered when he felt your foot trail up his leg. âwell,â he zeroed in on your lips, âi see myself settling down out here, âhavin some little ones.â your breath hitched, a smidge of jealousy now residing in your gut. as if he could read your mind, he caught your foot under the table, his thumb stroking your ankle. âold habits seem to die hard, huh?â rafe laughed.
pushing away the jealousy, you nodded, feeling a new profound sense of confidence with the way he was looking at you right now. âyeah, i guess i forgot weâre here all by ourselves.. âdonât really have to hide from anyone..â you yawned, your head falling back on your chair as your night gown rode up your thighs. just a few inches higher, and rafe would finally see what heâs been fantasizing about all this time. âyeah..â he crossed his arms, his biceps looking especially good right now. you two stayed quiet, just looking at each other as if everything was threatening to rise to the surface.
do something! you thought to yourself, hoping rafe could magically hear you and grab you from across the table. instead, he looked away, letting go of your foot before scooting out from the table. âdinner was really good, but i better head off to bed, now.â he didnât let you say anything before he left in a haste. what. the. fuck. you got up, watching him curse to himself from the kitchen window. you couldnât help but feel defeated. rafe was always the one pulling away from you, no matter how close you two got, he always left you high and dry.
once you cleaned everything up, and you were left lying by yourself in your bed, you decided everything would change. if he pulled away from you, surely you should do the same.
you woke up the next morning to the sound of rafeâs truck engine roaring to life. rubbing your eyes, you shielded your face from the morning sun, deciding to get your day started as soon as possible. within an hour, you were stepping outside, walking over to where rafe was smiling brightly behind the steering wheel. âi got it working, sweetheart! should we go for a ride?â damn him, he knew how much you loved to be passenger princess in his two seater-beater. you cleared your throat, already hating yourself as you said no. âi donât think so.. i got a lot of stuff to do today.â
rafe watched you go back in the house, his jaw ticking in response. the only thing you had to do today was sit and look pretty. not to mention, for as long as rafe has been here, you never, ever, rejected going on a little drive with him. thatâs how he immediately knew something wasnât right, and heâd bet all of his money that it had something to do with last night. taking the keys out of the ignition, rafe decided that if you werenât going to go for a ride with him, then he wasnât going either. considering he did everything he needed to do yesterday, rafe settled for going inside to tidy up his place.
you walked around the house aimlessly, a book in your hand as you kept glancing outside to see if you could spot rafe anywhere. you didnât. letting out a groan, you looked at the clock on the wall. it was already half past noon. you debated on whether or not you should take him some lunch, your leg bouncing as you tried to weigh out your options here. on one hand, you could bring rafe lunch, try to talk some stuff out, and on the other hand, you could just leave things be like you promised yourself you would. you knew rafe wasnât stupid, surely heâd catch on to you soon.
just as you decided against bothering him, there was a knock at the front door. eyebrows knitting in confusion, you opened the door to see your childhood best friend, wyatt. âwyatt!â you squealed, throwing your arms around him as he pulled you close to him by your waist. âoh my, lord! when did you come back from the city?!â you welcomed him in, motioning for him to come inside. âi just finished my second semester, so iâll be in town for a while. i drove out here just last night, âdecided to surprise my folks.â he smiled, his expression softening once you urged him to take a seat at the kitchen table.
âi didnât see your old manâs truck out front..â he sat down, taking his hat off and placing it on the table. âoh, yeah.. heâs out of town visiting my aunt.â you leaned back on the counter, your eyes flickering at his hair. he looked so much different now. âwow, youâre uhâ you look really good.â you complimented. âyeah, iâm not lanky anymore,â wyatt laughed, âyou look gorgeous as always, though.â his gaze ran down your dress, the sight of your bare thighs making him clear his throat. âwell, i didnât just want to come by and say hi, i actually wanted to ask you somethingââ
rafe barged in before wyatt could finish his sentence.
âwhoâs this?â he stared between you two, the jealousy in his blue eyes very, very evident. you smiled innocently as wyatt got up, extending a hand for rafe to shake. âhello, sir. iâm an old friend of y/nâs here, âwas just coming to visit her.â rafe looked down at wyattâs palm, keeping both of his hands tucked in his pockets. âwell, you two might wanna hurry this up, y/nâs father doesnât know about any visitors coming to his home.â rafe walked around him, opening the fridge for a beer. âdaddy isnât home though, isnât he?â you spoke up, in which rafe turned around. âwhat was that?â he asked.
you two were glaring at each other now. âmy dad isnât here,â you repeated, âand besides, he knows wyatt. âthinks of him as a son, right?â rafeâs grip on his beer bottle tightened, a smile playing on his lips when he glanced over at your friend. âyeah.â wyatt nodded. rafe was seeing red, he couldnât stand to look at you and wyatt standing so close to each other any longer. turning around, rafe listened in as wyatt asked to take you out to dinner. âaw, i would love to! what time should i be ready?ârafe shut his eyes momentarily. you said yes to wyatt too fast for his liking. âhow does eight oâclock sound?â
you hummed, nodding excitedly as wyatt made his way to the front door. âalright, itâs a date then. see âya!â you waved at him until his truck disappeared down the dirt road. walking back into the kitchen, rafe was staring you down as you acted like you didnât just agree to go on a date in front of him. âwhat do you think youâre playing at?â he narrowed his eyes at you. âif youâre acting out because of last nightââ you cut him off. âdonât talk about me âacting outâ when youâre the one who decided to run back to your little shed when i was giving you an open opportunity.â you cut in.
âan open opportunity to do what?â rafeâs voice was firm as he stepped closer to you, his beer long forgotten on the counter as he gripped your arm. you failed miserably at trying not to look down at his lips. âit doesnât even matter now. you obviously donât want it,â you softened, âdonât want me..â rafe couldnât believe his ears. you were all that this man thought about. he woke up thinking of what pretty outfit you would wear for the day, and went to sleep wishing you were by his side. âdonât want you?â he repeated, loosening his grip on your skin. âyou just have no fucking clue.â rafe stepped back.
âyouâre the only thing that i want.â he laughed bitterly, shaking his head as he made his way outside to the back house. you stared at him in shock. all this time you wondered if something was wrong with you because he never made a real move to pursue you, but now all of a sudden after you agree to go on a date he wants to express how he feels? and has the nerve to walk off right after? fuck that. you pushed the back door open, the old wood slamming back against the house as rafe spun around on his heels. âso why do you walk away from me?!â you shouted, both of your chests rising and falling.
âwhat are you talking about?â you stepped down the stairs, shoving rafe in the chest. âwhy do you leave every time things start to go somewhere?â his eyes bore into yours, âiâm sick of this game of cat and mouse. have you ever thought that maybe i want you too?â those were the words rafe needed to hear before he cupped your face and dragged you off your feet. his lips were soft against your own, his calloused hands pulling you close to him as your arms wrapped around his neck. he groaned at the taste of you, his tongue slipping in your mouth before you could process what was happening.
rafe kissed you hard and slow, as if to savor you before he led you two to his place, the door barely shutting before he had you pinned to his neatly made bed. âiâve wanted you the moment your father introduced us, thatâs the truth.â he slotted himself between your thighs, cupping your tits through your dress. you moaned, his hips grinding against your clothed cunt. âwhy would you wait all this time then?â you whimpered when he started pressing kisses to the curve of your neck, his calloused hands feeling you up as they roamed your soft flesh. âwell for starters, i have a lot of respect for your pops..â
you sighed, completely forgetting about the old man. âand?â rafe pulled the straps of your dress down until the material pooled at your waist. leaning back on his heels, rafe marveled at the sight of your bare chest, your tits looking more perfect than he imagined. â..and right now, all the respect i have is going out the door.â you cried out when he leaned down, his lips wrapping around a sensitive bud while he used his other hand to snake beneath the waistband of your panties. you blinked up at the ceiling, your hips bucking when you felt his rough fingers stroke your clit.
âthat feels so good, ray.â you keened, the weight of his body providing you a sense of safety and comfort. rafe felt like he was under a spell. with your sweet voice in his ear, and his fingers working to get you soaked and ready for him, he couldnât wait to taste you any longer. pulling away from you, rafe slid your dress and underwears off in one swift motion, a shiver running down your spine when he slowly spread your thighs apart. âyouâre fuckinâ gorgeous.â he licked his lips, glancing up at your heated face. your heart bloomed in your chest, your hand finding his cheek.
âplease. iâve wanted this for eight months.â you confessed, your words sending rafe into overdrive. without another thought, rafe took your thighs and placed them on his shoulders, delving into your wetness with a groan. instinctively, your back arched up from his bed, your hands flying to rest on top of his own. you squeezed his fingers, a string of babbles falling from your lips as rafeâs tongue flicked against your sensitive bundle of nerves. rafe watched as you pulled your bottom lip between your teeth, your eyebrows knitting together as pure bliss etched itself onto your face.
âyou okay?â rafe pressed a wet kiss to your inner thigh, wanting to make sure it wasnât too much for you before continuing. âmhmm, yes!â you looked down, the image of rafeâs chin, lips, and even the tip of his nose glistening with your slick was now forever ingrained in your brain. smiling to himself, rafe got back to work, but this time with his fingers prodding at your entrance. âmight be a bit uncomfortable at first, but i promise itâll feel so good, baby.â you nodded, putting all your trust in him before you felt the delicious stretch of his digits inside your cunt.
âfuck!â you squealed, your thighs threatening to snap shut around his head. rafe curled his digits, your eyes screwing shut as he continuously pressed that soft spot inside of you. rafe didnât stop his skillful movements on your clit, an unfamiliar feeling starting to swirl in your core. rafe cursed at the wet sounds emitting from your pussy, his cock hard and aching to get inside of you already. you gasped when he kept suckling on your sensitive bud, your stomach caving in when he pressed a hand to your tummy. before you could think, white hot pleasure blinded your vision, your entire body jolting as the first wave of your orgasm washed over you.
rafe felt the way you pulsed around his digits, wishing so badly that it was his cock instead. eyes flickering up to your face, he groaned when he saw the way your face twisted in pure bliss, your legs shaking as you felt the sudden urge to pull away from him. ârafe, wait!â you cried out, a sob ripping itself from your throat when a stream of wetness suddenly soaked rafeâs chin, your decadence streaming down his neck as he moaned against your cunt. you stared down at him with wide eyes, your mouth parting in suprise when he slipped his digits in his mouth.
âi- i donât know what that was!â you gasped, cheeks heating in embarrassment. licking a final stripe up your folds, rafe smiled as he shook his head. âyou just squirted, baby, get used to it.â his length rested on top of your tummy, hot and heavy, as he threaded his fingers with yours. âgonna fuck you until youâre carrying my baby..â your heart swelled, recalling his words from last night. âwere you talking about me? when you said you wanted little ones..â rafe looked into your eyes, the sincerity in his gaze making you feel warm and fuzzy inside. âyouâre the only woman i envision. future and present.â
cupping his face softly, you brought his lips down to meet your own, the head of his cock slipping into your entrance. you let out a shuddering breath, nodding slowly as he pushed the rest of his length inside your greedy walls. you swore you died and went to heaven when he starting rocking into you, both of you moaning in unison. ârafe?â you whimpered, gazing up at him with teary eyes, âshitâ yeah, sweetheart?â the man on top of you thumbed your chin, a concerned expression taking over his features. you could tell rafe was holding back with the way he was hesitating with every thrust.
âharder, please.â you asked sweetly, rafe obliging without another thought. soon, you were a crying mess, your eyes barely staying open as rafe put you in a mating press. he was already reaching new depths in regular missionary, so when he placed your legs over his shoulders and caged you between his arms, you were hysterical as his tip kissed your cervix. âoh, god!â you screamed, your nails digging into rafeâs skin as he fucked you stupid. âcanât..â you shook your head, the feeling of his cock filling you to the hilt was increasingly becoming too much to handle.
"yes you can, sugar. look how good you're taking it all.." rafe cradled your head, making you look down at where you two were connected. you moaned at the sight, his cock shining with your slick. rafe kept his hands beneath your head, kissing you softly as his pubic bone began hitting your clit. ���mâgonna make you the prettiest mommy this town has ever seen, just watch.â he chuckled, his forehead falling in the curve of your neck. you ran your fingers across his buzzed scalp, the word âpromise?â lingering on your tongue. âis that what you want? âwant me to breed you until youâre all pretty and round?â
you cried out, rafeâs hips stuttering as he felt his climax creeping up on him. âyes, yes, yesââ you repeated yourself like a broken record, rafeâs name falling from your lips like a mantra. âoh, fuck!â he cursed, teeth grazing your flesh as he spilled into you, your second orgasm making you squeeze around him like a vice. rafe stilled, making sure to keep stroking your clit so he could draw out your high for as long as possible. slipping his thumb in your mouth, you shamelessly sucked on the digit as you trembled beneath him, his hot load filling you up.
you two stayed panting against each otherâs mouths until your highs subsided, a light sheen of sweat coating both of your skinâs. pulling out with a grunt, rafe rolled over, pulling you with him so he could spoon you. letting out a sigh, you reveled in the warm sun streaming through his window, the light casting off of your face and illuminating the walls. âthat was worth the wait, donât you think?â if it wasnât for the feeling of your limbs being jelly, you wouldâve turned around and landed a playful smack to his chest. instead, you hummed, your eyes heavy with sleep. âweâre not keeping this from my father, rafe.â
your voice was hoarse as you spoke. âno. no, weâre not.â he kissed your shoulder. âyou should probably give that guy wayne a call, âtell him youâre not going on that date after all.â you giggled, a shiver going down your spine as his large palm rubbed circles into your back. âwyatt, rafe. his name is wyatt. i only told him yes to rile you up.â you teased. rafe knew that, but it still pissed him off nonetheless. âiâll cancel in a minute, âsir.â you used wyattâs formalities towards rafe earlier against him, earning you a light pinch to your side. âthat asshole. âreally called me sir as if iâm that old.â he shook his head, waiting for you to disagree.
âwell..â you trailed off, bursting into laughter when he attacked you with sloppy kisses.
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"intimacy"
characters - katsuki bakugou x fem reader
synopsis - katsukiâs tough facade crumbles as soon as you two are together, and he loves every second of it.
genre - fluff!!! so much fluff đĽš
warnings - none đŤ§
katsuki loves intimacy. he definitely wonât show it, but heâs all for it. that boy is so used to being tough and everything, that it makes him crave those tender and gentle moments.
just imagine simple things like making dinner. the world seems silent, the only things you can hear are the shuffles of yours and katsukiâs slippers and the raindrops hitting the roof of your shared home. bakugou is chopping food on the counter, with you sitting beside him on top of the island, swinging your legs and just observing his movements.
your presence brings him so much comfort, though you arenât even doing anything special. just the feeling of domesticity makes katsuki experience some weird warm sensation in his chest. he subconsciously smiles at that. itâs a faint smirk, but you still notice it.
after jumping off the countertop, you wrap your arms around his chest and place your head on his muscular back. he huffs with fake annoyance, but in reality, this gesture makes him incredibly happy.
âwhatcha doinâ, idiot?â he asks.
you roll your eyes at his question.
âiâm showing love to my incredibly strong boyfriend, donât pretend that you donât like it.â
at that moment, katsuki shuts up. he canât lie to your pretty face, that would be cruel, so he just decides to remain silently enjoying your presence and warmth.
some other day, you are lying under the covers with your boyfriend. itâs saturday afternoon, meaning that you two have a day off, just for yourselves. bakugo decided that both of you should watch a movie that just came out, but truth be told, he didnât even pay attention to it. the boy is simply staring blankly at the tv, visibly deep in thought. you quickly notice his weird behavior and decide to bring it up.
âkats?â you start.
his attention quickly switches to you, bright red eyes staring into yours curiously.
âwhatâs wrong?â the question falls from your lips.
his expression changes to one of slight shock. perhaps bakugou didnât realize that he was visibly zoning out, or maybe he just didnât expect you to mention it. after a few seconds of silence, bakugo finally speaks up.
ânothinâ is wrong, why you askinâ?â
you sigh at his words. he is clearly hiding something from you. just when you wanted to scold him for his obvious lie, he speaks again.
âjust thinkinâ⌠âbout how much i love you, i guessâŚâ he starts, but heâs not looking at you anymore; his eyes are fixed on the ceiling. bakugo feels so embarrassed after he says this. the boy silently curses himself for speaking up.
you look at him confused but canât deny the warm, fuzzy feeling in your chest. katsuki wasnât the one to express his love so directly, and that took you aback.
âevery memory i have with you makes me feel⌠weird. like, not bad weird, just⌠puzzled, i guess? iâve never felt that way, so itâs hard to expââ you cut off his rambling before he finishes.
âi know what you mean, kats. every moment, even the simplest and most boring one, stirs up something within you, am i right?â
your boyfriend sends you a shocked look. he didnât expect you to read his emotions so well. you just said everything right! how is that possible? did you read his mind or something? or maybe⌠it was because those were the same feelings you haveâŚ?
âyeah⌠i think youâre rightâŚâ he mumbles, visibly embarrassed by this conversation, so you think itâs time to cut it off.
âbut itâs a good feeling, right? like youâre not⌠overwhelmed?â you ask him worriedly.
katsuki shoots you a look that you think was supposed to be scolding.
âwhat? no, you idiot. itâs⌠itâs good, i like it.â
you smile at his words and tuck yourself closer to him, bathing in his warmth.
âthatâs goodâŚâ you whisper and feel yourself slowly doze off, as bakugou leaves a soft kiss on your forehead.
you sleep soundly, dreaming about every soft and domestic moment you had with katsuki. and there were many more to come.
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perchance..dry humping with loganâŚ.pretty please with all the cherries on top
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summary: Logan had just became apart of the x men. heâs always been known to flirt with whoever he could, but when y/n came around, he realized she was the only one he wanted to smell like.
warnings: up late, public humping, embarrassed, kissing, submission, dominance, dry orgasm, love confession, etc.
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âWhatcha doinâ down here, bub? Itâs like three in the mornin,â Logan made his way into the kitchen. Y/n had jumped from the manâs voice. She wasnât expecting anyone down here. She wasnât expecting him down here.
âGod â I-Iâm just listening to music,â y/n placed her phone down and took her headphones out. She was lying and somehow, Logan knew that. The way she slammed her phone â He couldnât hold back his smirk.
âAre you sure thatâs what youâre up to?â Logan asked as he sat next to y/n with his eyes on her phone. âYes, I was-â she tried to lie but she was cut off when Logan snatched her phone.
âHey!â She yelled and whispered at the man, praying her phone was locked, but it wasnât. Shit. âLetâs see what we have here,â Logan leaned back in his chair as he clicked the video he assumed she was just watching.
âWhy are you watching us train?â Logan asked, already finding whatever she was doing boring. âYouâre not even in the video,â he laughed, trying to figure out what it was that she was looking at until he noticed the video was cropped.
It was cropped to show him closer. The man skipped the video and noticed it was almost an hour long of him fighting.
The smirk that grew on his face, raised y/nâs heart rate. She was caught and she had nothing to back her up.
âNow, what made you do this, bub?â Logan slid her phone across the table for her to look at. âIf Iâm not mistaken, that looks like me â for an hour,â he pointed at himself fight training.
âI-I can't explain,â she said low, so embarrassed that she got caught. How could she get caught? She knew she shouldâve stayed in her room.
âI donât think thereâs much to explain, princess. Seems you get off by watching me fight,â Logan was now hunching over, looking at her with his sweet and soft eyes.
She couldnât look at him. She swore she would pass out if she did.
âYou like watching me fight?â Logan asked y/n, a right hand softly touching her thigh. Heâs been teasing her ever since he got here. Tonight was the first time he touched her. She was going inside on the inside.
âI know you do, you wanna know why?â He asked, hands getting higher until he stopped under her nightgown. His fingers were grazing her panties. Y/n looked up at the older boy, eyes shy.
âBecause I can smell that pretty cunt leak,â his voice was sweet, yet dark. âAnd youâre always like that. Itâs hard walking past you because youâre always so damn wet,â he tease as he rubbed on her clothes heat.
âLogan,â she whispered, not knowing if she wanted him to do this. Theyâre in the kitchen, so anyone could come down here and see how flustered she is from the way heâs talking and touching her.
âCâmere, bub,â Logan pulled away before patting his lap. Y/n was confused at first, but got the idea and did was she was told. She got up and went to sit, back facing him until he turned her around to sit, facing him.
As soon as she sat down, she felt how hard he was. It felt like actual metal, but she knew a human cock had no bone â So why is he this hard?
âYou feel that, princess? Got me like this as soon as I walked in,â he said, making his cock throb through his pajamas. âI-I donât know if we can do this,â y/n spoke. Sheâs never been a submissive kind, but he brought it out of her.
âWhy not? Iâve liked you ever since I got here. Had to work weeks to make you nervous,â Loganâs hands traveled from her back, down to her ass to grip and pull at.
âWeâre in the kitchen, Logan. A-And I donât think the girls that you talk to will-â she went to say but he cut her off quickly. âAh uh â I donât talk to anyone, bub. They talk to me,â he corrected her.
âIâve been workinâ hard to impress you. No one else. Who gives a shit if they want me. I donât want them,â Logan lifted his hand to cup her chin.
âAre you okay with that?â He asked, now using his hand that was on her ass to move her, making her grind on his clothes cock.
The whine that left her mouth, made Loganâs heart skip a beat. She sounds so beautiful.
âCâmon, baby, tell me â Tell me youâre okay with being my pretty girl,â he said, slowly moving his own hips. He kept asking her, wanting her to reply as her mind fogged up.
âO-Okay,â her head fell onto his shoulder. Logan lifted the girl's head back up only to lean in and suck on her neck. He wanted to make sure she knew he was going to claim her.
âLo,â y/n moaned, now moving her own hips, feeling her cunt throb on him. She was getting hot and her stomach felt funny. Kind of when she masturbated but better.
Sheâs never grinned at someone, but this felt so good. This felt amazing.
âAlways lookinâ so pretty, baby,â Logan said as his hands lifted her nightgown up so he could touch and feel her skin. âT-Thank you,â she stuttered as she looked into the manâs eyes.
Y/n was the first to lean in and taste Logan. He was sweet. He already knew she was sweet, but finding it out for himself was the best feeling.
Y/nâs hips began to speed up as her moans got a bit louder. Logan knew she was near. He couldnât help but smirk on her lips. She was falling apart right on top of him.
âC-Cumming,â the word was barely heard from the low she was. Her moan was broken as she shook. Sheâs never had her cunt throb this hard before. She couldnât stop it.
âFuck, y/n,â he groaned under his breath as his hips bucked. He swear he wouldnât cum in his pants. Heâs not one of those, but tonight â he was different. Y/n felt wetness grow under him, and she knew it wasnât her.
She was confused until she looked at the man in front of her. His breathing stuttered, his body twitched and his shaky arm was holding her back into him so sheâd be closer to him.
âO-Oh my god, baby â Fuck,â the man caught his breath and calmed down from his high. In his mind, he thought she was emasculated, but when he looked at her needy eyes, he knew she still felt submissive.
âYouâre so good, baby,â Logan gave her a peck. âI think Iâm in love,â he joked, but they could both tell he wasnât joking. âI know I am,â y/n said as her hands rested on his shoulders.
Logan felt relief before he smashed his lips on hers, making out with her roughly but softly at the same time. He eventually took her up to his room, not being able to hold back and tell her how he was going to move everything from her room into his.
He didnât think he wanted her this bad, but after tonight â After she showed how much she liked him back, he needed to keep her around him at all costs. He was in love and she was too.
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Cuddle Buddies
Summary: Spencer misinterprets the meaning of the term friends with benefits â but having a friend who will cuddle with him is, in fact, highly beneficial
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!ReaderÂ
Category: Fluff
Content Warnings: suggestiveness (referenced/implied sex), embarrassment, awkwardness
Word count: 1k
Author's Note: I wrote this for @imagining-in-the-margins FWB writing challenge!
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âTell me, pretty boy. Whatâs going on with you and her?â Derek teased his coworker while motioning towards your desk. Â
Acting like you didn't hear him, you kept your eyes focussed on the paperwork in front of you. But of course you were interested in Spencerâs answer too. For weeks you had been trying to figure out the nature of your relationship (or friendship?) with him.Â
âWeâre friends,â Spencer said and thought about his own response before adding, âWith benefits.âÂ
Spencer, oblivious as ever, had heard that term before but didn't know its true meaning. The two of you were friends who occasionally cuddled with each other â something Spencer would consider as highly beneficial to the wellbeing for the both of you.Â
His words caught the attention of everyone in the room. The snickering and whispering followed the second he finished his sentence. You could no longer pretend you weren't listening as you felt your cheeks heating up. Â
âExcuse me?â You squeaked, clearly embarrassed by what he had just stated.Â
It was not like you hadnât thought about it before. In fact, most nights when you ended up cuddled up with Spencer under a blanket while continuing your Doctor Who rewatch, it had crossed your mind. But it had never happened and you werenât sure why Spencer would lie about it.Â
Spencer found your eyes, immediately noticing the horror written all over your face. âDid I say something wrong?â
âWeâre not friends with benefits,â you mumbled, still in disbelief about what was happening.Â
Derek couldn't hold back his chuckles anymore but JJ seemed to feel sorry for you and chimed in on the conversation. âSpence, Iâm not sure you know the actual meaning of that term.â
She stepped closer to him before whispering what you assumed was the correct definition of friends with benefits. Once he realized his mistake, his facial features changed and could only be described as panicked.Â
âThat's not what I meant,â he stated what already was obvious. To deflect from the awkwardness, he started doing what he was most comfortable with - rambling. âIâm sorry, I just assumed that's what it meant. Our friendship does have benefits though, specifically the cuddling aspect. Did you know that nonsexual physical contact is very common among social animals? There are many health benefits to it, like lowering blood pressure, the release of oxytocin and ââ
Your unit chief stepped into the room to interrupt Spencer and finally end your misery. âGuys, we have a new case.â
Spencer had to hold back a sigh of relief that this painfully awkward situation had come to an end. Both of you tried your best to not let it affect your workday, keeping up your professional demeanor in front of your coworkers. But neither of you could hold back the occasional glance at the other.Â
It was hard to interpret Spencerâs expression when his eyes met yours. He had an apologetic look but there was also something else. Almost as if he had trouble holding back his thoughts from wandering to places that were completely inappropriate at work.Â
You were very familiar with those struggles.Â
It didnât surprise you to hear him knocking on your hotel room door once your workday had come to an end. Spencer was predictable and you knew that he was about to apologize for embarrassing you earlier.Â
When you opened the door, you immediately stepped aside to let him into your room. He had already shed his work attire and changed into sweatpants and an old Caltech t-shirt â a look not many people beside you got to see on him. There was a moment of silence between the two of you before Spencer finally found the courage to talk.Â
âIâm sorry about what I said,â he mumbled.Â
You showed him a soft smile and responded, âYeah, I know.âÂ
âAre you mad at me?â
The question amused you. To you it was almost impossible to be mad at Spencer. You were aware that he never had any intention of hurting you. In fact, looking back you almost found his innocence and lack of discretion endearing.Â
You shook your head. âOf course not.âÂ
Spencer sighed when you reached out your arms to hug him. He reciprocated the contact, immediately pulling you into his arms and holding you closely against his chest. There were many things left unsaid but talking about your feelings wasnât really one of your strong suits. So you decided to suggest what the two of you seemed to be most comfortable with.Â
You motioned over to your bed and said, âDo you maybe want to stay and watch a movie with me?âÂ
His smile was genuine when he responded, âYes, I would love that.â
It was almost like the two of you followed muscle memory when you slipped under the duvet and turned on the TV. You found your place inside Spencerâs arms, your head resting on his chest, listening to the steady thumps of his heart. His fingertips gently brushed over your arm, leaving goosebumps on their path.Â
Despite the positive effects Spencer explained about cuddling earlier, it was impossible for you to fully relax that night. He noticed it, too.Â
âYou okay?â He breathed as he turned down the volume of the TV.Â
Before you could think about it too long, you heard your mouth spill out the question that had been nagging you all day. âDo you sometimes think about those other, more exciting benefits?âÂ
Spencer audibly gulped before clearing his throat. Instead of answering your question, he retorted, âDo you?âÂ
You shifted your position until you sat beside him and said, âWould it be weird if I said yes?âÂ
It seemed like your confession took him by surprise. Spencer took a moment to think about his response. First his eyebrows furrowed, then his facial features softened again. âItâs not weird. I think about it, too, sometimes.âÂ
That was all the confirmation you needed to boost your confidence for once. With your hand gently placed on his jaw, you leaned closer to him until you could feel the heat of his breath against your mouth. Spencer didnât hesitate to close the gap between the two of you, finding your lips in a tender kiss.Â
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If You Had A High Libido- The Love And DeepSpace Men
parings in order: Xavier x Reader, Zayne x Reader, Rafayel x Reader, Sylus x Reader genre: MDNI, 18+, suggestive content, oral reader receiving, head canons/ reactions + small smut scenarios a/n: hihi anonnie! i'm so happy to hear you love my works and i hope this was okay lmk ! if not this doesn't exist okay ŕ´Śŕľŕ´Śŕ´ż ŕźŕşśâżŕźŕşś ) sorry it's taking me a while to write and post stuff i'm currently studying and it's taking up most of my time (ăŁ- ⸠- Ď) anyways i hope you enjoy reading ! â¸(ď˝ĄË áľ Ë )â¸âĄ p.s i love you too cutie ! your emoticons are soso cute i love them !! (ăĽŕšâ˘á´â˘ŕš)ăĽâĄ any likes and reblogs are always appreciated! enjoy!
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Xavier:
poor baby was so confused on why you wanted to go for so many rounds. he thought he wasn't doing enough for you until he asked and that's when you embarrassingly told him about your high libido
"But....do you feel good?" He asked, tilting his head curiously.
"So good, that I can't get enough of you" You whisper, leaning in to press your forehead against his before pressing a heated kiss on his lips.
Xavier is always there to please you whenever you need or wanted him too. He can handle pretty much anything. If he was tired after many rounds, he'll lie down on his back and let you ride him til you meet your sweet release again. He'll give you plenty of options. You can ride his face, his thigh, whatever you want until you were satisfied.
When he says he'll be there for you, he means it. When you were whimpering softly, desperately ignoring the heat growing down there as you try to go back to sleep. You didn't want to wake up your sleeping boyfriend but it seems he was already awake. You felt his arms snake around your waist as he pulls you closer to him.
"Would you like me to help you?" He knew you would be lying if you said no, even if he slides his hand in between your legs to find you practically soaking already. You bit your lip, feeling his hard erection against your ass.
Zayne:
He didn't understand why you were so embarrassed about telling him. He knows and can read you so well. You can't hide anything from this man. He noticed the way you bit your lip when he licked off the excess ice cream on his fingers or when your thighs clenched when you watched him get dressed.
He would reassure you that having a high libido is natural to have and there is no "normal" sex drive.
"I can assure there is nothing to be embarrassed about having a high libido." He says, his voice remaining monotone as he adjusts his glasses. "Just tell me how I can help you."
He would not be irritated or bothered at all if you needed him. Although if he was busy with work then he'll make a couple arrangements to make sure he finishes his reports while you get your fill. He'll keep you seated on his lap and let you ride off his thigh or he'll keep a toy or his finger or two in you as he continues to finish his patient report with his other free hands.
He'll know what you want whenever you press your ass against him whenever you both cook or whenever you sit on his lap.
He slips a finger under your panties, pulling them down with ease. His cock was hard and he could feel your cunt soaking quickly. He settles you on top of the counter, slowly pushing his length inside of you. His pace starts off slow as your body hums in response.
âThatâs it...just like that's my good girlâ
The pot that was already cooking was probably close to burning as you two were distracted meeting your sweet release.
Rafayel:
Oh, He loves it way more than he should and he uses this to his advantage to feed off his little praise kink. He just loves to hear his cutie need him so so bad. Hearing you beg and whine for him is like a siren's song to his ears, attracting him closer to you.
"What's wrong cutie?" He asks, tilting his head to the side as he tucks the stray hair behind your ear. You bury your head in his chest, too flustered to admit you wanted more, even after all the rounds you've done together.
"Want m-more" You murmur, your voice muffled against his chest. He chuckles softly, clearly amused, and continues to tease you while gently stroking your hair. "What's that? You need my dick again? Do you want me to fill you up princess?"
You respond by rolling your hips, grinding against him, hoping he would get the idea.
He'll fill you up everyday or whenever you need him too. He loves watching you beg and drip a mix of yours and his juices down your thighs every time as if you were in heat.
"Want me that much? Gonna fill you up so much." Feeling his cum ooze down your legs, his dick going impossibly deeper inside of you. Snapping his hips as whines escape your lips.
Sylus:
âSatisfied baby?â
Your core ached for more and you silently debated on telling him. You knew if you told him you were satisfied, your vibrator or your hands canât even compare what he does to please you. You rubbed your thighs together, trying to ease the ache that was forming in between them, not realizing Sylus notices this.
He leaned down, tracing kisses down your jawline, to your neck to grab your attention again. âUse your words baby.â He whispers hotly, his warm breath fanning against your skin.
"M-more Sy.."
It does not take him that long to get used to your high libido. If anything he can match your energy or do more. He'll keep going even if his stamina runs out, if it ever runs out.
Sometimes he's uses this to tease you. While he's away for a couple days, he'll send you pictures of his body. His shirt slightly lifted up to give you a tease of his abs and his v-line peeking above his waistband.
If he was feeling mean, he'll send you a mirror pic of his chiseled abdominal, and his carved v-line leading down to the girthiest dick you're familiar with or he'll send you a video of him stroking his dick to get you riled up. "Need my pretty girl to wrap her lips around it"
You're like a drug to him and he's addicted to you. He wants to spend as much time he has with you and he does not find you to be a bother if you were feeling needy when he was in his office.
He buries his head in your folds and you can feel his tongue in and out of you. You push your hips back to meet more of him as he reaches down with one hand to stroke himself. He groans into you, the vibrations bringing you closer to the edge. You reach down to play with your clit as he fucked you with his tongue.
He needed to be inside you as much as you want him to be.
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pairing: toxic!rafe x sweetheart!reader
you and rafe always took 'breaks', but they never lasted. when he asked you to meet him in the middle of the night you could never say no.
you and rafe had been on your longest break yet, going on 3 weeks. and you couldn't lie, you'd been doing really good without him. but you missed him, a lot.
you didn't know why you missed him so much, it was almost like a drug you just couldn't live without despite knowing you're better off without it.
2AM, sitting in your room, music blasting through your earbuds, paging through your favorite clothing catalog; you felt your phone vibrate right next to you. thinking it was pope; the cute pogue you had recently befriended and been texting, you had a slight smile on your face.
that smile faded when you realized it was indeed not pope, but rafe. of course from some random number because you blocked him on his own.
252-###-### - It's me. Can we talk? Meet at tanneyhill in 15? PLS. I love you.
you sighed, partly of self disappointment because you knew you were going to do exactly what he wanted. but also partly from relief, this being you and rafe's longest break, you wondered what had been keeping him so busy from trying to reach out to you. on previous breaks he'd be begging to see you a few days in.
âš ŰŞ ࣪ ę° đ° . .
rafe was sat on the front steps of tanneyhill, he looked stressed and upset, but really when wasn't he?
"hey," you said softly, standing in front of him, not wanting to get too close.
"hey." he looked up at you. "thanks for coming."
"yeah." your voice was full of shame. it was embarrassing how you couldn't say no to rafe. you liked to rationalize your embarrassment by convincing yourself that you were doing this for him, that he needed you and how could you say no to someone who needed you? but no, you knew deep down your relationship with rafe was self-inflicted and self indulgent. if you tried hard enough you could say no, but the thing was that you just really didn't want to. and that was the most embarrassing part.
you liked getting treated like you were everything one day, and nothing the next. the feelings rafe made you feel were ones close enough to addiction. the highs were so high, but the lows were low.
rafe patted his lap, signaling for you to come take a seat on his lap. of course you did. "i missed you," rafe placed his hand on your inner thigh.
"missed you too rafe." you were basically now bridal style in his lap, ass on one of his thighs, your legs propped up on the other, and your ams wrapped around his neck. you missed being held like this.
"yeah? how much you miss me?" he had a smirk on his face while looking at you. god he looked so good. you hated how good he always looked.
"i dont know," you giggled softly, "a lot."
"heard you been talking to that pogue," rafe looked into the distance, you could tell he was trying his best to remain calm. "what's his name? pope."
you were confused as to how he would even know that, but to be honest it was probably best you didn't know. "just texting." you immediately defend yourself. "just friendly."
"friendly huh?" rafe scoffs. "do y'know how many guys would love to be 'just friendly' with you?"
"really rafe?" you dropped your legs from his lap. only rafe would invite you over to resolve things just to start another argument.
just as you were about to get up from his lap, he pulled you back down onto it. "cmon don't leave now," rafe moved your hair to the side, leaving the side of your neck that was closest to him on full display. "was just teasin'." his hot breath on your neck sent shivers down your spine.
âi donât want to be teased.â you sighed under your breath.
âwhat do you want?â
âi want you to love me.â a singular tear fell down your face, rafe immediately wiping it.
âi do love you,â rafeâs voice was soft in a way youâd never heard before. âi love you more than,â you could tell he was really trying to pick his next words wisely. âi love you more than everything.â rafe kissed you on the cheek, his wet lips colliding with your wet tears.
and maybe that was also half the reason you couldnât leave rafe. you knew that deep down aside from all the bad things heâs done to you; he has real love in his heart, he just doesnât know how to show it.
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Unconditional
PAIRING: jaehyun x afab reader
WORD COUNT: 1.9k
SUMMARY: dating a hot actor is great and all, until you find some texts on his phone that make you wonder if he's really the man of your dreams
AUTHOR'S NOTE: I'm back after another unplanned hiatus. Even when I'm not posting here, I'm always thinking about writing things and wanting to share more. I have written a couple things for Ao3 so those will be up there soon. As usual, Mr. Jeong Jaehyun himself has ruined me again with his new song and video to the point where I sat down and wrote this in one sitting and never looked back. More from me soon, I promise xx
WARNINGS: established relationship, domestic fluff, explicit smut, swearing
PLAYLIST: Unconditional by Jaehyun, Smoke by Jaehyun, Birthday by Ten, Honey by John Legend
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âI just donât believe you Jae! Do you think Iâm stupid?â
Your cheeks are burning red and you know your chest is splotchy as your temperature rises, heart pounding. Ever since you were a kid, your skin would turn bright red the moment you started to get agitated, making you a terrible poker player and never one to even try to lie to anyone. It was one of things that endeared you to Jaehyun immediately, his bright red ears the moment someone teased him or he felt embarrassed.
âBaby, baby,â he starts, groggily reaching a large hand to you from the mountain of pillows and plush white sheets. His hair is still pushed back in that stupid plastic headband he fell asleep wearing the night before, making it hard to take him seriously in the heat of the moment.
You wipe a single tear from your eye before it can slip down your cheek and turn away from him, throwing his phone onto the covers with more strength than you thought you had in the moment.
Dating a famous actor who spends most of his time at premieres in Seoul and on movie sets around the world wasnât easy. You had turned Jaehyun down the first few times he slid up on your Instagram stories, a mutual stylist friend having introduced you at a small birthday dinner you both were invited to.
Grabbing his phone off the nightstand instead of yours this morning had sent you into a spiral, shaking him awake in the bed to ask for an explanation about why heâs messaging someone about a âgorgeous girl named Honeyâ and how he âcanât wait to spoil her the way she deserves.â
âWeâve been together for a year and now youâre going to start cheating on me? Really original, Jeong.â
Your eyes roll back into your sockets and you scoop all your long, curly hair onto the top of your head, pulling running shorts and socks from the dresser near the window as you continue to grill him.
Jaehyun sits up fully, the comforter slipping off his shoulders and exposing his bare, chiselled chest. Heâs still pale from having spent the whole winter filming in Canada, not having had enough trips to the nearby beach to have his adorable freckles reappear on his cheeks. His hair is bright white, platinum, and long in the back, soft in the morning light streaming in the floor to ceiling windows.
âYou know I went out with Mingyu last week to that Dior party and he said if I ever wanted it to be a real date, just say the word and he would drop everything and everyone.â
âDior? You wound me,â Jaehyun replies, mockingly rubbing his pec as he rolls his eyes. You know how much the statement had to hurt him, he always had been worried about your closeness to his friend Mingyu (and Mingyuâs long wavy hair, sparkly eyes, and massive biceps), even if he lets that go unsaid now.
âIâm going for a run and when I get back, I really hope youâve managed to get up, shower, and figure out how youâre going to tell your PR team about this, unless they are all in on it too,â you finish, wobbling near the foot of the bed as you try to put your socks on while standing.
A firm hand is on your wrist, instantly balancing you. You look up to meet Jaehyunâs eyes, soft and glittering and sending you back to the first time you ever met.
âWho needs the candy, you look sweet enough to eat,â he had practically purred in your ear, pressing a hand between your thighs, under the silky material of your Vivienne Westwood skirt in a private booth in the back a dark room, surrounded by tall crystal jars of sweets.
Your marketing executive job had your team planning events for high end clients on a regular basis but this event had been extra special as your best friend had finally launched her own luxury cosmetics brand. The event was a mix of rich pops of red, velvety cushions and extravagant accessories, diamond necklaces draped across necks of models with artistic and bold eye looks. You had spared no expense for your friend and your assistant had the mountains of receipts to prove it.
The guest list was no exception, you had made sure every A-list name had received an invite and hundreds of attractive and trendy faces from fashion and entertainment filled the event space. That included Seoulâs hottest star, known for his striking and stoic look and deep, rich voice.
âYou are not using that as an opening line on me,â you had sighed, trying to push down the moan bubbling up in your throat as long fingers toyed with lace dangerously close to slipping out of place.
âTechnically, I asked you if the brownies had tree nuts because my body guard is allergic,â he quipped back, thumb brushing over you with intention.
You had bit your lip in frustration and swatted his hand away, grabbing his phone from his coat pocket and giving him your number, insisting that he had to reach out first because you were busy with a âreal jobâ. He had laughed, sucking his now wet thumb into his mouth and letting it slide out with a loud popping noise and a simple âYes, maâamâ.
That same phone was now in his hand a little under a year later, his fingers moving quickly against the glass screen.
âYou donât have anything to say?â you ask in shock and before you can say another word, your doorbell is chiming and heâs up from the bed and down your hallway, wearing nothing but his stupid boxers with lemons on them.
You roll your eyes and move to your large kitchen for a glass for water, almost letting it slip from your hands as he places a large Prada shopping bag on the marble island.
âA bag? A fucking purse is supposed to make me forgive you? How did you even get that this fast?â
âBaby, just look inside and it will explain everything,â he speaks calmly, sliding the bag carefully closer to you.
You untie the ribbon holding it loosely closed and you think youâre losing your mind when you see the bag move on its own. As soon as the thick paper opens, a tiny brown and curly head of fur appears. Neatly groomed ears are shaking and a tiny black Prada collar is clasped around the neck of the puppy.
âA dog?!â you exclaim in disbelief. The puppy lets out a small but high pitched bark, demanding to be let out of the bag with a fluffy paw nudging your hand.
âA chocolate French poodle puppy,â Jaehyun corrects, moving behind you and wrapping his arms around you, pressing his bare chest into your back. He lifts the puppy from the bag and places her into your waiting arms, the puppy taking no time at all to snuggle into your neck.
âHer name is Honey,â he tells you and you can practically feel his smile from the way he speaks.
âHoneyâŚâ you repeat. The dogâs eyes are wide in curiosity, head tilting to the side as she appears to recognize her name.
âYeah, baby?â he jokes back, pressing warm lips to the short hairs at your hairline. You can tell he thinks heâs funny for that joke and you donât need to turn to see what kind of look is in his eye. He trails his mouth to your ear, nudging the metal hoops along the shell and kissing the â14â ink at the skin behind your ear.
Your mouth is suddenly so dry that you canât speak so you simply turn in his arms, letting Honey drop to the floor and bound excitedly on your slippery floors.
âHow long had you been planning this surprise for me to just ruin it with my paranoia?â you murmur against his forehead, pressing a tender kiss to smooth skin.
âA couple months, I was just trying to find the perfect puppy for us,â he replies, fingers drawing circles on the bare skin exposed between your sports bra and shorts.
âIâm so sorry,â you reply, feeling embarrassment heat up your cheeks and sweat start to prick at your hairline.
âDonât be,â he smiles back with his million watt smile that landed him his first commercial at eight years old, plucked from his class trip to a theme park by a talent scout.
âYou know how I feel about you, nothing is going to change that. Not even if you go on 127 million dates with Kim Mingyu,â he finishes, sealing his lips over yours.
You open your lips and greedily press your tongue behind his annoyingly perfect teeth, lifting your fingers up to tug at the hair almost touching his shoulders.
âGod,â Jaehyun growls in between kisses, grabbing at your ass to hoist you up on the counter, tugging roughly at your shorts to push them down to your ankles and ripping your legs open.
Youâre panting, resting back on your wrists as he holds your knees open and presses wet kisses to your inner thighs. His energy is wild and chaotic, exactly as youâve always expected from him and your mind is starting to go to that numb place it always goes when gets his tongue on you.
You arch your back in pleasure, letting moans tumble from your lips freely, trying desperately to ignore the adorable face now perched on your couch, eyes curious but also dozing off from exerting energy after running the full length of your penthouse.
You let your eyes fall to the rolling waves out the window, morning sun blinding you and forcing you to look down at the bobbing head of the blonde man between your legs. He meets your gaze with sparkling eyes and drops a kiss to his self proclaimed favorite tattoo of yours, a small rose on your hip bone. You smile softly at him before shrieking and almost crushing his head with your thighs when he takes sharp canines to the spot, almost drawing blood.
He jumps up and starts running towards your bedroom, scooping a startled Honey off the back of the couch and holding her in front of him he runs backwards.
âJaehyun, you cannot use our child as a shield!â you yell, almost slipping in your socks as you bound after him.
When you round the corner, you slam into his bare chest, standing at the foot of the bed. Honey is curled up on the same pillow Jaehyun had tucked under his arm as he slept, already dozing again.
âOur child? I like the sound of that,â he says seriously, his voice velvety and tempting. His hands are at your waist again and you are having a hard time thinking straight.
âCalm down there, mister,â you chuckle, pushing him back to sit on the edge of the bed and dropping to your knees in between his open legs.
âLetâs see how you do with this dog first,â you mutter, hands pushing down his boxers easily to take his hardened length between experienced fingers.
He smiles with his whole face at your words, eyes crinkling up in the corners and shoulders shaking a bit as you move your mouth over smooth skin, letting his soft moans fill the room and calm your racing heart.
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Do you think I'm a monster?
Remus Lupin x fem! hufflepuff! werewolf! reader
Summary: After an eventful summer, Remusâ finds his girlfriend being distant, but it isnât until the the next full moon he realises why
Warnings: swearing, mentions of eating, scars, greyback, violence, sex and nudity (non-sexual), kissing, established relationship, hurt/comfort
A/n: 4.1k words, I am back and taking requests, i havenât written anything for over a year so things might be a little rusty, please bare with me as i get back into the groove of writing but Iâm so happy to be back writing again, thank you so much for the request, enjoy âĄ
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Remusâ leg bobbed impatiently, eyes darting to the entrance everytime someone entered hoping it was you yet he was only met with disappointment. His mood did lighten as he saw his friends enter, chuckling as he watched James walk into the table as he tried to woo Lily.
âYou alright?â he asks trying not to smile to hard as James groansÂ
âEh itâs nothingâ he cringes sitting opposite, Peter by his side, while Sirius plops himself down next to Remus âDid she laugh at least?â he ignores his pain and embarrassment, only thinking of the girl sitting little ways down from them now, giggling with Marlene and Alice
âYeah Prongs, she laughedâ he tells a little white lie, though heâs sure Lily probably did think it slightly adorable
âWhere's your lovely lady?â Sirius asks, scanning the Hufflepuff table for you
Remus sighs âShe hasnât appeared yetâ he knew you were probably catching up with your friends, they had both been away with their families travelling so you hadnât seen them eitherâŚheâd never admit it but he was a tad jealous he wasnât going to get to hug you first
âOiâ heâs pulled from his gloom by Sirius nudging him, pointing towards the door âSpeak of the angel and there she shall appearâ he grins, his point turning itâs a little wave at you and your friends
Remus lights up, heart warming at your shy smile and slight embarrassment when both Peter and James join in waving to youâŚin fact they couldnât see but Marlene, Lily and Alice had all begun to wave as well. You grant them a small wave back as you head to find a seat, Amos joining you as he smiles at them, while Alex shoots a wink and a small salute, the former towards one particular marauder.Â
âHappy now?â James grins at his friend
Remus nods bringing his gaze back to you as Dumbledore starts his speech, he barely listens, doubting itâs any more interesting this year than it has been the last six. Instead he admires you, heâd missed you so much, more than he realised in fact, the boy couldnât take his eyes off you. His gaze drifted across your features, while he noted your face did look a little hollow, his mind had other ideas, asking you if you had been eating properly could come later, but for now his eyes fixated on your lips as he daydreamed about kissing you, touching you, fâŚ
âHaâŚbest behaviour for the younginsâŚâ Sirius brings him back to reality, chuckling to himself â...thatâll be right?â turning his gaze to him, before he starts to grin âMoony missinâ her too eh?â he wiggles his eyebrows noting Remusâ blown pupils and guilty look
If he wasnât already bright in the face Remus was scarlet now âShut upâ he grumbles trying to compose himself, face riddled with embarrassment but it softens as he realises your looking overÂ
Hi, he mouthsÂ
Hi, you mouth back with a small smile before turning your attention to the front once more but somethings off, he can feel it
You felt awful, every bone in your body ached, and it didnât help that your skirt's waistband was rubbing against last month's scar. You were grateful none were too visible, the biggest were along your waist and hips from the initial attack, though there was one other on your arm, it could easily be written off as a fall or cat scratch, the former being the one used likely use as it lined up with a real fall you had written to Remus about over summer.
Remus
You sighed as you glanced over at him, finding his attention had finally moved back to his friends, most likely plotting their first prank of the year. It was easy to pretend in your letters, thankfully he hadnât come looking for you on the train but you knew you would have to talk to him eventually. Would he know? Would he be able to sense you were now like him? Would he see you as he saw himself? Would he think you a monster?
Am I a monster now?
âHeyâŚâ youâre broken out of your gaze, a soft hand finding your shoulder, followed by your friend's kind smile â...are you alright?â Alex asks, knowing something is wrong, just not what
âYou can tell us anythingâ Amos adds, smiling on your other side âYouâve been quietâ and he was right, youâd barely said two words to them since kings cross that morning
How do I tell them? you think eyes wellingÂ
ââHey heyâ Amos turns you around as you try to look away, making you face him âYou donât have to tell usâŚâ he assures and you almost want to cry more, you had such wonderful friends â...but let us help youâÂ
âAnything you need, sunshineâ Alexâs smile grows into a smirk âWe do hugs, skipping out on welcome feasts early, hexesâŚâ that one makes you giggle causing the two boys faces to light up
âThink we could start with a group hug?â you look up at them, the welling tears dissipating as they waste no time wrapping you up in a warm embrace
âLove, wait up!â
You close your eyes, scrunching your face a little as you stop, trying to put on your best act as you turn back around to greet your boyfriend as he lightly jogs towards you
âOh hiâ you smile at him, playing dumb and pretending like you werenât just trying to avoid himâŚagain
Remus stops in front of you âIâve been trying to catch you all day!â he laughs a little bit while you feel guilt swell in your stomach âMerlin Iâve missed you so muchâ he confesses right awayÂ
Dammit, you think, finding yourself folding as you stare up at those big brown eyes of his, it didnât help that your new little wolfy self was acting up either
Youâd noticed the heightened senses, your hearing was impeccable now, and you finally understood why Remus was so prone to irritation, you almost smacked poor Amos in potions earlier for stirring the cauldron a little too loudly. Turns out smell was no different either, Remus smelled absolutely divine, and your wolf earned for him.
âBun?â he gently prods and your heart breaksâŚyou werenât his bunny anymore
The realisation causes you to crumble, almost knocking him over as you wrap your arms around his torso, burying your face in his chest
He chuckles at that, oblivious to the turmoil inside âIâll take that as you missed me tooâ he returns the hug, nose finding your hair
Merlin you smelled great, more so than normal, your pheromones always drove him nuts around the full moon but it was on overdrive now, so much so he finds himself gently shifting, unable to resist waiting to kiss you in a more private location as he brings one hand up to cup the back of your head, while he uses the other to guide your gaze back towards him, but as he moves in he notices the slight glisten in your eyesÂ
âIs something wrong?â he asks, large hands finding your cheeksÂ
You freeze, you never wanted to lie to Remus, you never thought yourself capable, and perhaps you arenât not truely âIâŚI wish I couldâve spent the summer with youâ itâs not a lieâŚbecause if you had, things would be just as they were and nothing would have to changeÂ
His face softens to a downturned smile, his eyes looking at you with such love âYouâre too sweet to meâ he brings you back into a warm embrace âI promise we will next yearâ he tells you, and you squeeze him tighter
You might not want me next year
The next few days went slowly for both of you, you knew Remus had figured out you were avoiding him on purpose. Never before had you been so distant, especially before a full moon. It hurt so much, every time you crossed paths you wanted nothing more than to run to him, hold him, kiss him anywhere he was hurting but you couldnât. You knew how the full moons affected your boyfriend, in fact you could feel it yourself, that desire to be close to the one you love, if you did go to his dorm as you normally did he would see the scars, he would see the bite mark, he would know you werenât his sweet little bunny anymore.
You fell back on your bed, eyes glancing over to the clock, you would need to leave soon if you were to get deep enough into the woods. Your eyes started to water, you didnât want to go, this was only your second moon and it was already unbearableÂ
You had never felt so aloneâŚ
Remus was worried, you never came by to see him, it was so unlike you. These past few days had been so strange to him, he knew something must have happened, he also knew you hadnât spoken to your friends about it as they seemed just as confused as he did, but whatever it was he couldnât fix right now
âThat's us set upâ Sirius pokes his head in averting his eyes from Remusâ unclothed figure âIâm sure she has a good reason moonsâÂ
Remus only nods, waiting until Sirius closes the door before reassuring himself âShe doesâŚâ he brings his legs up to his chest, wrapping his arms around them â...she loves usâŚâ he gently rocks back and forth whispering â...she loves usâ
Meanwhile Sirius makes it out of the willow, meeting James and Peter as they hide their bags for later âHow is he?â Peter asks, looking forlorn as he notices his friend
âHeâs putting on a brave face butâŚâ Sirius shakes his head handing his and Remusâ bags to James â...he needs herâ he puts simply
âI donât understand why she didnât comeâ James says, feeling genuinely confused as he reaches up to tuck away the last of the bags âEven when theyâve been in a fight sheâs always shown upâ
âSomething must have happenedâ Peter looks to James âMaybe tomorrow we could go talk to her friends, surely they knowâ he suggests
James nods, hands finding his hips âYeahâŚyeah that sounds goodâ he agrees, nodding a little more than was necessary in his worry âSirius that a plan?â he and Peter look towards their friend only to find him looking somewhere between confused and concerned âSirius?â
After a few more calls and one branch thrown at him Sirius finally responds âIâŚughâŚlookâ he canât even form a sentence, doing a double take at his friends as he points towards the lining of the trees
James and Peter's eyes scan the area, widening with horror as they see you running towards the tree line. The trio look amongst themselves, their eyes doing the talking as they shift, they didnât have much time to question why you were out here on tonight of all nights but they follow you into a small clearing, watching as you hang your bag on one of the branches, opening it up as you begin to take off your clothes.
Sirius makes a quiet grunt for only the boys to hear as they grasp you are fully stripping down causing them to all look at him instead of you as they give each other confused looks. However you never make it that far, itâs a scream that causes their heads to shoot back in your direction and they watch an all too familiar scene
You did have a good reason for not showing up tonightâŚand it shattered their hearts
They didnât have much time to dwell. Sirius jumps into action first, attempting to distract you from clawing at yourself, while James slowly approaches behind with Peter sitting up on his back acting as a lookout for Remus as if you turned he surely couldnât be far behind.Â
You seem a little startled at first before stalking towards Sirius, you seem to note he isnât scared of you, the boys watch as you calm, your body no longer tense, nor sensing you are in danger and so you let them guide you warily through the woods. In all honesty the boys had no idea what they were doing, they figured if you could sense that Sirius wasnât a threat then maybe you and Remus would recognise each other as such as wellâŚhopefully
As they came towards the clearing they could hear Remus as he whined in pain but the boys had no time to react as you already bolted off. Startled, they try to catch up, but as they move past the tree line they realise youâve already made your way to him, growling.Â
Shit
Theyâre eyes flick between one another, worried they had made the wrong choice until they watch Remus relax, the two of you sniffing around each other before you begin to lick his wounds and it dawns on them that you werenât challenging him, you were berating him for hurting himself.
The rest of the moon went by smoothly, the best the boys had ever seen and it was all thanks to you. By the end Sirius and Peter had managed to herd you and Remus back into the willow while James headed back to get your bag
âI canât believe itâ Peter says in astonishment, sliding down the roots to sit at the entrance beside James âNo wonder sheâs been acting offâ
James hums in agreement, fiddling with the strap of your bag âShe doesnât deserve thisâŚneither of them doâ he states, sadness washing over him âManâŚthis gonna break him when he wakes up, he loves her so muchâ
âHe doesâŚâ the boys jump a little as Sirius reappears from the willow âI didnât want to go in fully for y/nâs sake...but Iâve thrown the blanket in that general direction and wellâŚitâs not like they havenât seen it all beforeâ he makes a face, chuckling softly with the other two as lowers himself to the ground to join them as they decide to try and get a little bit of sleep
At first you didnât know where you were, eyes opening slowly to survey your surroundings, you had expected to wake up in a ditch somewhere but notâŚwait. Your eyes widen, jolting up with a slight hiss as you look around, you were in the shack but if you were in the shack then that meantâŚ
âHeyâŚâ you jump a little at his voice, slowly turning to find Remus sitting just behind you, posted up against the wall, one leg half bent with his arm wrapped around it â...how are you feeling? Any pain?â he asks, strain evident in his voice, he looks broken and it kills you
You can only shake your head, slowly bringing the blanket up to cover yourself, shivering a little from the cold draft âRemâŚâ you say so quietly youâre not even sure youâve said anything at all
âYouâre coldâ he states, wincing a little as he moves over to you, body still aching from from his own transformation âIâm okay, donât worryâ he assures, knowing exactly what you were thinking âHereâ he pulls off his jumper âHands up sweetheartâÂ
You do as you're told, allowing him to slip the jumper over your head. He was being so gentle with you, like you might shatter at a single touch, it shouldnât have surprised you but it did, he must have seen the scars, he must see you differently nowâŚhe mustâŚ
âDo you think Iâm a monster?â you whisper and his movements stop, eyes meeting yours in shock
He blinks at you a couple times before letting out a confused âWhat?â
Your eyes mist âDo you think Iâm a monster?â you repeat, gaze never leaving his
âNoâ he shake his head firmly, hands finding yours âNeverâ he says almost harshly, stunned you would ever think such a thingÂ
âReally?â you eyebrows lift, hope and relief in your voiceÂ
His eyes soften, confusion washing away as he finally sees it, and a bitter sense of deja vu falls over him. Almost a year ago to the day he sat in your position, looking up at you, asking if you fought him, a monster. He even remembers trying to convince you he was but you wouldnât hear it, you refused to believe he was no matter what he said. In the end he stil didnât believed it, but seeing you now, looking at you from the other position he realised just how stupid he had been, how much his own self hatred had made you scared to come to him, made you hate yourself the way he had all this time
âReallyâ he promises âIsâŚâ he hesitates, because heâs almost certain he knows the answer âIs this why you've been avoiding me?â he asks, one hand slipping out of your own to softly cup your cheek
You lean into it, eyes fluttering as your own comes up to cup it âYesâ you confirm and he nods, looking in though âIâm so sorryâŚIâŚâ he cuts you offÂ
âDonât you dareâ he warns âYou arenât turning into me, I wonât allow itâ both hands are cupping your face now âYou havenât changed, not to me, okay? You are still my girl, still my bu-â but you cut him off this time
âBut Iâm not I-â you try to argue but Remus isnât having it
âStopâ he gently shakes your face to regain your attention âYou know why I started to call you bunny?â you shake your head âBecause whenever you get excited you would do this little bounce, you do it when youâre excited to see me, geeking out about a new book and not to mention when weâŚâ he blushes, stopping himself
You feel heat rush to your cheeks âRemmyy!â you gently shove him as you bounce a little in faux annoyance, causing you both to let out little laughsÂ
âThere she isâ he smiles at you, laughing more as you become self aware of your bounces, getting all shy before him âNothing you could ever do would make me think you a monster. Iâm so sorry bun, I never want you to talk about yourself the way I have, understood?â
You hum in agreement, nodding â...but that means you canât be cruel to yourself eitherâ you challenge him, holding your pinky up at him as a small smile gracing your face as you do
Remus clicks his tongue, of course you would use this as a way to help him love himself as well âFineâ he promises, taking your pinky ââŚnow come âereâ he moves back to sit against the wall once more, patting his lap as he hithers for you to join him while you chew on your lip a little, shyly accepting the offer and moving to straddle his legsÂ
âThere we goâ he presses a lingering kiss to your hair, hands wrapping around you while your head falls into his chest âBetter?â
âMuchâ you hum, savouring the moment before you lift your head âI suppose you must have some questions?â you wonder, hands finding his chest, fiddling with buttons of his shirt
âI doâ he confesses, it was only natural âMy attack is hazy for me now because I was so youngâŚâ he softly caresses your cheek â...but itâs fresh for you and IâŚI donât want to pry, I can wait until youâre readyâ he assures you
You take his hand, pressing a soft kiss to his palm âYou remember I told you about my dads case? He was representing the family that was attacked much like you were?â you begin and Remus nods, hands moving to your hips, thumbs gently brushing beneath the hem of his jumper  Â
âYeah, in your letters you said they got them all and your dad was taking you up north to celebrate?â he recalls but then his lips part âThey didnât get them all did they?â
You shake your head âTurns out their was a much bigger player, someone else behind the scenes who was pulling all the stringsâ you explain, eyes falling down to his chest, this is going to kill him
âLoveâŚâ he tries to guide you back to him â...whoâŚâ but as your eyes meet his and they tell allÂ
âRemâ you voice trembles a little
âSay itâ he begs you
âGreybackâ you whisper watching as Remusâ heartbreak sinks into rage, his grip on your hips tightening âRemmyâŚRemâŚâ
He doesnât hear you say his name, everything around him fades as his anger grows. He never wanted to hear that name again, he never wanted to see that monster again but now? All he could think about was ripping him apart, taking away his freedom like he had done to so many, making him feel as weak and powerless as Remus had felt his whole lifeâŚhow you would now feel your whole life
Iâll kill him
âRemâ you gently cup his face pulling back to you âStay with meâ you kiss him softly
His hands come up to meet yours âBut he hurt you, cursed us to be in pain for the rest of our livesâŚand the worst part is heâll be revelling in it allâŚthat bastardâŚheâŚâ his anger sinks into sadness at your comforting touch âheâŚâ he pleads with youÂ
âHe did and we donât ever have to forgive him but we can't let him take away anything else from us either. He wonât ruin our livesâ you watch remusâ eyes soften and you smile at him trying to lighten the mood âBesidesâŚthere's always silver liningsâ
âAnd what would those be?â he tilts his head, struggling to see it
âWellâŚâ you move your hands downward and kiss his cheeks â...if your senses are anything like mine I smell greatâ you giggle and he starts to smile, a loving gaze as he looks up at you âAnd perhaps more importantlyâŚâ you peck his nose making it scrunch in the most perfect way â...youâll never worry about me during a full moonâŚâ you nudge your nose against his â...and that fantasy you have of us living in your parents old cottage can be real, becauseâŚâ you lean in close, lips grazing as your foreheads kiss â...youâll never be alone againâ
Remusâ heart feels like it might burst, you were right, there were silver linings. He had no idea what his life was going to be like after Hogwarts, he knew he couldnât rely on his friends forever, nor could he have asked you to bear that responsibility alone, instead you and he would face it together, care for each other togetherâŚheal together
âPromiseâ he holds up his pinkyÂ
You smile against his lips, wrapping you own pinky around it âPromiseâ and with that he closes the gap
Thank you for reading ⥠(I promise my writing will get smoother again with time)
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Hii i have a request for doctor!remus or maybe emt!marauders (whichever you think goes best) with clumsy reader who is constantly covered in mystery bruises and maybe she bumps her head a lot in a just a few days between them and they find out bc they feel or see the bump or they see her bump her head and maybe gives herself a concussion ?? This is kinda what happened to me a few days ago when i smacked my head really hard and then yesterday at an appartement sighting right infront of the previous tenants and the real estate agent đŠ and i remember walking home and seeing like these white spots you see after hitting your head, you know?? And thinking oh if the boys where here they would be scolding me soo hard but also the coddling i just wanted to be wrapped up by them đ
Oh god sorry for the long unnecessary and embarrassing backstory đ
And ofcourse you only have to write this if you want to !! Hope you have a great day đđŤśđť
Thanks for the request lovely, hope your head is okay!!
cw: concussion
emt!marauders x fem!reader ⥠658 words
Sirius watches you, nearly falling asleep against Remusâ side at one in the afternoon. Youâve been in a funny mood all day, only wanting to lie around with the curtains drawn and watch films you hardly seem to be paying attention to. Itâs not very much like you, but your boyfriends are more than happy to go along with it. Remus has been half drifting off too, while James keeps going back and forth between the kitchen to make more snacks and Sirius sits with your legs across his lap.Â
âIs your head still hurting you, lovie?â James asks as he sits down again, probably only for another ten minutes.Â
You hum discontentedly.Â
Remus responds by holding you to him as he leans forward, taking your water bottle from the coffee table. âDrink some more,â he tells you, voice rough with drowsiness.Â
Sirius watches vigilantly as you take a few slow sips. You look tired and put out, but your expression eases into something closer to contentment when Remus pets your hair approvingly. Sirius sees the moment your boyfriendâs brow furrows. His frown as he looks down at your head, moving his hand over the same spot again.Â
âDove, what happened here?âÂ
âHm?â You look up at him, but then Remus must press down slightly because your expression pinches. âOw.âÂ
âWhat is it?â Sirius scoots closer. James leans forward in his chair, too.
âThereâs a bump on the side of her head,â Remus says worriedly. Heâs trying to part your hair to see better. âCan you lean forward for me, love?âÂ
Sirius sets a hand on your shoulder, encouraging you to bend over and murmuring a thanks when you do. While Remus tries to turn on his phone flashlight, he brushes his fingers gently over your head. You inhale, and his heart flinches.Â
âSorry.â He kisses your hair consolingly. âDo you remember bumping it?âÂ
âYeah,â you sigh, as though the mere memory exhausts you. âI knocked it on a cabinet yesterday at work.âÂ
âYou knocked it hard?â James stands up, peering over Remusâ shoulder as he inspects your head.Â
âIt felt hard at the time, yeah.âÂ
âAngel, why didnât you say anything? You ought to have called us after a bump like that.âÂ
You shrug. Sirius can see you looking sheepishly into your lap. âIt was embarrassing, and it didnât seem very bad. Itâs fine now, just a bit sore.âÂ
âBut you have a headache,â Remus says dubiously, âand youâve been tired ever since.âÂ
You hesitate. âYeah, butâŚâÂ
âCan you look up here for me?â Sirius touches under your chin, prompting you to sit back up. He holds up his flashlight, making sure you see it before clicking it on.Â
Though it shouldnât be a surprise, you flinch hard, your face scrunching with the force of your squint. Sirius clicks the light off.Â
He kisses the space between your brows. âI think youâve given yourself a mild concussion, sunshine.âÂ
âReally?â you ask, bemused, at the same time as James makes a horribly dejected sound and leans over for a hug.Â
âOur poor sweetheart,â he laments, bent over awkwardly with his arms around you. âNo wonder youâve been feeling so odd today, hm? We really shouldnât be letting you watch TV while your brainâs trying to recover.âÂ
âNo, we shouldnât,â Remus agrees, reaching for the remote and switching it off. âHow do you feel about a nap, dovey? Youâve seemed sleepy.âÂ
âThatâs a good idea.â Sirius mushes another kiss into your temple. âIt might help a bit with your headache, and I know Remus would nap with you.â
You hesitate. James tightens his hold and Remus strokes the hair near your injury, each of your boyfriends desperate to dote on you in their own ways. âSure,â you say. âThat could be nice.âÂ
âThere you go, lovie,â James says approvingly. âIf you hadnât wanted to cuddle with our Rem, then we wouldâve had to really worry about your head.â
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â§Ë ¡ . overview. you break it off with gojo due to his carefree attitude and he's livid. part two
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"What the fuck?" Satoru muttered under his breath before springing up from his bed.
"Let's break up, it's better for the both of us. I know you're busy so I have to text it to you." Your text read. You decided to break up with your boyfriend due to his nonchalance and neglect.
Just as you placed your phone down, it started ringing. Who was it? I doubt it's your boyfriend ex.
Oh, but it is.
You felt a little anxious and declined the call, but just as you did, it rang again. What's with this guy? You reluctantly tapped the green button on your phone to Satoru looking at his phone with an upset expression. "Why?" Satoru asked.
"You don't even talk to me, why are you calling me?" You replied as you set up your phone to see him.
"So? I've been busy." Satoru replied.
"Busy doing what? Your location says you're currently at home and haven't left for a mission in a while." You replied with an annoyed expression, "What's the point of lying?"
"God, you're so controlling. Can you stop stalking me?" Satoru replied with sass.
"Do you even care about me? You never call but when I wanna break up you spam call me." You yelled at him. "If I didn't we wouldn't be together, stop being so insecure." Satoru shot back, "If I knew you were so needy I wouldn't have came up to you." He said.
His words hurt, deeply. You just sighed and hung up the phone, surprising Satoru, but he didn't call back.. which hurt even more.
See, Satoru.. he figured you'd come around eventually. He was gonna take you back and things would be normal, right? Wrong. You stopped showing up to his meetings, stopped showing up to the school, you could not be caught in Satoru's general area.
He was confused, was he really dumped? The strongest sorcerer? Dumped? It just sounded grammatically incorrect.
People started asking where you were and Satoru did not want to let the world know that he got dumped by a normal girl. He never told anyone you both broke up, keeping it a secret from everybody.
One day you went out in public and one of Satoru's student's came up to greet you, "Hey! How are you? Is Gojo helping you get better?" They asked, leaving you confused. "Gojo? Better? What do you mean?" You asked.
"Gojo told us you were sick and you weren't going to his events anymore," The student replied.
"Oh, really?" You replied, feeling furious.
Before the student could reply, you walked towards your apartment and called Satoru. He picked up immediately, "What? Aren't we broken up?" He asked with attitude.
"I thought so, but you've been going around telling people we're still together and I'm just sick. So you tell me," You replied as you unlocked your apartment door.
Satoru didn't reply, he was caught in a lie. "What did you want me to do? I can't tell people I was dumped by you, that's embarrassing." Satoru replied.
"What the fuck? Just pop out with another slut like you usually do," You scoffed. "You're jealous, I feel it." Satoru responded. "No, I'm annoyed. I don't want to be associated with you." You refuted. "Just last week you were complaining about how I never give you attention, don't complain now." Satoru scoffed.
"God, you're annoying. Stop telling everyone we're together, okay? That's all I want from you." You replied.
"Stop acting like you don't want me anymore, you were so needy and now you're all distant." Satoru quipped. "Well maybe you should've treated me like your girlfriend and not a fan girl that you have to tolerate." You snapped.
"Women are so complicated," Satoru groaned. "And men are so incompetent," You shot back before hanging up the phone. What the fuck was his problem?
You knew he was an ass, but this was a new type of ass.
Whatever, who needs him? You've been eying your colleague Nanami for the past week, and you might as well try and make a move, right? You knew he went to the local bakery on Fridays, so you decided to stop by to get his attention.
As expected Nanami was there, purchasing bread. You waited outside trying your hardest to look like you were actually doing something when you spot a certain white haired individual you unfortunately knew too well.
"Satoru? What the hell-" You started before Satoru cut you off with a kiss. God, you haven't been kissed by him in what felt like forever. You just wanted to- no, oh my God.. Nanami should be coming out the shop any second!
You pulled away reluctantly and saw Nanami walking away from you and Satoru, shit, he already left?
"Satoru, what the hell?" You yelled at him.
"You can't go out with Nanami," Satoru responded, his eyes filled with anger and jealousy.
"Yes I can, maybe he won't ignore me for weeks like you did!" You scoffed. "And don't kiss me, we're broken up." You added on. "Oh come on, you and I both know this 'break up' can be solved with a conversation." Satoru replied.
"When will you realize that not everyone wants you? That your nonchalance and lack of care isn't hot, but people put up with it because they love you?" You insulted him.
"I know your ego get pretty flimsy whenever someone doesn't want you but you need to grow up. Consider this a wake up call to not be a fucking asshole." You continued before walking away to you car, this time Satoru didn't stop you.
You forget to ask important questions, like how he found you, how he knew what you were up to.. God, you were livid.
You just tried to ignore Satoru and tried going out with Nanami, but you couldn't even speak to him. Satoru was definitely pulling strings per usual, trying to control you. You decided to block Satoru's personal number, that wasn't someone you needed in your life, you just wanted peace, but Satoru just wanted you.
He was regretting ever letting you get away, he needed you in his life and without you he was unstable, he would apologize but there was no amount of apologies he could utter on his knees for you to take him back at this rate. He's an asshole, and he knows that. And God, he wished he could stop being one.
But old habits die hard, okay? So he's outside your apartment, lockpicking the door. It's 10:57 PM on a Friday night, he knew you always partied on Fridays.
He sat there and waited for hours in your living room, he was going to force a conversation with you if you didn't wanna talk to him willingly.
You get home several hours later, and see Satoru at your door.
"Oh my God! You fucking loser! Get out!" You yelled as you pulled up your dress.
Satoru just stared at you, what he once had all to himself. His eyes were filled with longing and desire. "I'm sorry, I know I was an asshole, I know. But I don't know what to do. I just want you back, please. I don't know why I treated you like that, and I swear I'll treasure you like the gem you are."
You looked a little shocked, "Don't just throw this onto me on a Friday night, I'm tipsy." You replied and took off your heels, "Get out Satoru."
"Please. I love you so much, I'll give you everything. I will make time for you, please." Satoru begged. "Get out," You replied as you walked towards your bathroom to take off your makeup.
"I really don't want to lose you," Satoru replied. "You already did," You scoffed.
"I'm not done." Satoru sighed before leaving your apartment, and you wouldn't remember any of this by tomorrow morning.
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