#felt cringe never posting that
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#.tt#.txt#that emoji seems a bit mean but they're annoying me and it's been like this for our whole friendship basically#I just learnt to take it even though I should've dumped them#anyways#about the hyperfixation thing#like ugh I genuinely don't want to reply to her atp#I forced myself to reply#trying to be nice and comforting but inside I'm just like *insert eyeroll here*#I can handle anything but cmon now this is silly#I honestly wanted to make a new blog with a new alias and new everythjng and tell no one so I can just find a community to at least talk to#maybe they'd finally listen and indulge what I say#literally wrote an impromptu fic too yesterday#ndjssjsnsjs anyways#felt cringe never posting that#whatever no ones gonna hear this from me and I won't tell her cause living life on hard mode#like a fool#like for the longest time I thought she just disliked me#also omg I'm so tired I forced myself to stay up for no reason#ugh if only I can get diagnosed with adhd or autism like my parents insist I have I can have an excuse for why I'm annoying 🙄#as in why I'm hyper adhd and autistic people aren't annoying at all to me but people find the trait of hyperness annoying for some reason
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hello surviving centricide fandom...I bring you some wacky food
(i'm also animating a small portion of Centricide 3.5 but since I can't tell how much more time it's gonna take I'll show you some sneak peeks! :3)
((since I'm a certified yapper, I added some additional info + translations to all the images descriptions! not sure if it qualifies as ID so feel free to add upon it if necessary))
#centricide#jreg centricide#centricide posadist#centricide anmon#centricide anprim#centricide transhumanist#centricide homonationalist#do they have a group tag?#centricide wackies#and also one (1) wild#centricide commie#imma use rest of the tags to ramble for a bit k#so i was huge into centricide when it was coming out in 2020 i'm an oldie#LOVED the wackies (take a wild guess who used to be my number one even back then)#made fanart even (tho i never posted it cuz i felt it might be viewed as cringe...don't care no more hahahaha)#didn't know it had a tumblr fandom! thought it was a reddit thing only#rewatched the whole thing few days ago to keep myself sane while working on grad project#years later after having watched jjba i have to say...the vibes are so fucking similar#no wonder i enjoyed both of these shows#btw i made up so much posadist lore ask me about my posadist lore pls pls <3#i don't use reddit so if anyone could share these there i'd appreciate! just please credit and link back to my post!#if we get this post to 100 notes i might design regular extremists next...*wink*
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They make this fandom so insufferable to be in sometimes
All these vile, nasty comments over a fun hc?? An innocent little "what if" scenario OP made?? Based on the source material of the book, too.
Also, it's hardly a character bash when OP was just stating canon facts?? The fact that these bullies took it that way speaks volumes about their own insecurities. Accusing op of being loveless as well is just an all time low.
This shit is why I left Wangxian. The fact so many jumped on this post, liked it, and all had something nasty to say just says a lot about that side of the fandom.
This is also what we mean when we call JC antis bullies. Because this person knowingly entered a JC fan's space, took screenshots of a harmless Twitter prompt and shared it in their friendship circle to shit all over their work and insult the OP personally too. Disgusting behaviour. And to think most JC antis on here and Twitter seem to condone this!
And no, I won't allow them the dignity of having their names blurred. They didn't do it to the person in the ss, so I won't do it with them 🤷♀️ We out bullies here, folks. Just don't send the people in the screenshots hate. We don't stoop to their level. We're better than them. Just block and steer clear. What a vile bunch they are.
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#jiang cheng#not all wngxn fans but man a lot of yall need to look inwardly#disgusting behavior#honestly i dont like L/WJ very much but i would never dream of jumping on fans posts like this#bashing innocent and fun aus and hcs and calling said fans loveless#so fucked up#yall need help#canon jiang cheng#mxtx mdzs#jc anti cringe#jc antis are bullies#i said what i said#this is old drama now i was meaning to post rhis for a while but held back on fear of backlash#in light of all the jc antis on here playing victim and gaslighting me that they don't bully others i felt it was fitting to post it now!
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Been on a posting streak lately. I’LL DRAW WHATEVER I WANT (4 dead 0 found)
#tf2#art#pokemon#team fortress 2#quotidianish#tf2 demoman#tf2 soldier#tf2 spy#never felt so FREE (posting cringe)
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woahhh it’s an idol au !!!!!
after a falling out with hyness, the three mage sisters (who aren’t actually mages here lol) went out on their own! they’re not very used to being around other people but they’re trying to get by! it’s tough but they’ve got it!!!
only zan keeps running into this one person: magolor, who insists on recruiting her to be an idol, of all things
she is definitely put off at first—idols are ridiculous! frivolous! shameless!—but once she learns more…and more importantly, is promised a lot of money…well, what has she got left to lose?
zan is the group center and magolor is the manager…magolor also definitely does not have any of the money he is promising, as he is very close to being fired from *squints* dedede’s talent agency. yeah that’s a thing now. magolor has kinda just failed again and again to get anywhere with his ideas, and so he puts all he has into this group
…okay maybe this is more of an entertainment au because i threw in Literally Every Other Character. for example, yeah, dedede, who is obviously as professional as you’d expect (sarcasm.)
the agency itself is uhhh not doing great because dedede doesn’t know what he’s doing (did you think he would? self proclaimed king, everyone /lh) but he is very enthusiastic, at least, and good with people
there’s also professional fight choreographer meta knight and the kid he swears isn’t his (it is. he’s adopted) said kid listens to a lot of music and even becomes a fan of the mages <3
meta is the only one here to actually have a reason to wear sunglasses other than in an attempt to look cool lmao.
susie, in charge of marketing, who has her own dad problems that would definitely parallel the mages’. she totally isn’t jealous of them and their bond and that they get to be idols (also sarcasm)
yeah she’s gonna join later lol
there’s also the superstar solo idol, (stage name) sectonia
she takes her work very seriously and really plays up the whole parasocial relationship aspect of being an idol, meeting fans and putting on an act for the cameras. she is very charismatic but kiiiind of self centered, and her desire to be adored often gets the better of her
since there’s not really magic in this au, she never had the chance to turn evil, but that longing for love and approval is still there
she’s kind of the mages’ rival because she embodies so much of what zan hates about idols (but maybe they’re more alike than they think…?)
#i have thought way too hard about this and have a few other ideas but we’ll see if I ever draw them out#this post is a little old i just got nervous and over thought it#kirbyposting#my art or something#meta knight#kirby#king dedede#magolor#zan partizanne#francisca kirby#flamberge kirby#kirby sectonia#zan would be a little inspired by miu from 22/7 and sectonia/joronia by lanzhu#it’s probably easy to see i was inspired by r3birth in that first drawing—they’d definitely have kind of that vibe#i cant lie my zls drawing from Halloween never left my head there’s some inspiration there too#kirby idol au#massively over explaining this stuff because i do think there’s room for an actual narrative only i will not be writing it all out lol#it’s a quinn post you shouldn’t be surprised /lh#cw dark humor#mags and dedede just wear sunglasses to look cool. meta has sensory issues lol#happy cringe day Wednesday#doing this for a wednesday cause i felt very silly making this post. And that’s okay
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(today on things I wish I could tell my younger self)
Honestly, write that self-indulgent fanfic. Draw that self-indulgent art. Even if it’s cringe or done bad. You don’t have to post it. But if you feel compelled to make it, then make it.
#And keep it too#I wrote a fanfic a few years back that I hated writing bcse it felt too self-indulgent but also desperately needed to get down somewhere#Essentially I was super stressed and wrote my comfort characters validating my stress (in a made-up scenario) but also helping me through i#It was cringy and badly written#I still come back to it sometimes#When I feel super stressed but don’t feel like I can go to anyone about it#Thank you past me for pushing through the cringe and writing it anyways you did amazing#I never posted it and never will#But goddamn I’m so glad it exists#writing#fanfic#fanfiction#writer#fanart#artist#fanartist#this is 100% directed at fan content creators but goes for any other creator do the thing
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three cheers
#fire emblem#fire emblem engage#ivy#alcryst#ivycryst#blood#HONESTLY never have felt more silly to post a drawing but. hahahaha yknow#i am cringe i am free this was fun to work on anyways#*twirling my hair* i like them
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#this is a stupid joke I'll never tire of#i was rubbing meat for bbq and my brain said hey. don't you think they would.... do that#yeah i do think that#then i drew it and felt very cringe for making this stupid joke again but. here.#maybe if i post it it can be like giving that feeling a big kick
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Made a few low effort edits for some Xbox icons that got out of hand, I enjoyed making these a lil too much lol (mk 11 Raiden one was my original icon a while ago xd)
And also a bonus Kenshi for gits and shiggles:
#not my usual content but i felt i needed to post cus why not#raiden with makeup should be a thing imo#and side note ive loved the games for a while i just never really posted anything about it lol#raiden#mk raiden#kenshi takahashi#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk1#mkedit#my edit#goofy goof#its cringe or be cringe and i choose to be#ibispaintx#yes thats what i used thank you#stabby does talking
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crystalline knowledge of you
#my stuff#ffxiv#gpose#c: aurelain vermarrec#and orion#i took these ages ago but never posted them because i felt so cringey it killed me#but here we are#cringe and free
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i am something of a non-practicing cutter
#i think the last time was the summer of 2021 IIRC 0_0 i placed my Tools in some small shelf in the bath room (intentional distinction)#never saw them again... they probably rusted with the humidity anyway Not that that would have stopped me#went to see how much the thing of razors i stole from some guy's office & they were THIRTY TWO dh. like 3 dollars !!!! that is insanity#but anyway also there is the dilemma of self harm being cringe after a certain age ( if it is not for a performance that is ) ...#however i never did that when i was sad it just felt like a good Release sort of like bloodletting [lite...-er version]#whenever i felt a big emotion like fear disgust ( especially disgust ) i just released it out & it warmed me up it felt good#if music was being played it was nice guys finish last or accidentally in love nothing emo because i was never sad i was having a ball#anyway ever since then everytime december rolls around i think of that one post “Destroy Wrist December”#& i think maybe this time... not yet so far. i am ♯Clean as they say
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There was a place where I used to have to stay. When I was bad.
The little room that was all cold floor. Where I would be alone in the dark for so long that I would miss people. Even though people were bad.
I would sit in the corner and try to think what a soft place would be like. I would lean my head on the wall and.. if I stayed in the same place, the tile would get warm there.
And to sleep I would try to pretend the warm place was... somebody. Like there was such a thing as somebody who would be nice to me.
I thought about that when I got in your bed that night. And you made me comfortable. And you read to me.
And I put my head on you.. and you were warm and soft and nice to me. And I was not alone.
(excerpt from do not cry because I know not everyone reads elmax fic but the sleepover scene torments me and I want to make sure you all suffer too)
#eleven#elmax#I've never cried at any st deaths#but I have cried thinking about how it must have felt to el to fall asleep with her head on max's shoulder#it's this casual little move that max doesn't seem to think anything of. and why would she? el does it like she's done it 100 times before#but I can only barely begin to imagine what it means to el after growing up so starved of human contact and warmth and affection#even though this is an adorable elmax moment I kinda hate when I see it boiled down to something shippy#this isn't romance it's just el feeling human and warm and loved#fic#lab feels#mine#gifs#do not cry#cringing at posting my own excerpts but. I wrote this bit as a standalone ficlet before I absorbed it into dnc so I'm giving myself a pass#angst
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Recently, I realized that this fossil aka my first madatobi one-shot had a few more kudos than I thought… so I scrambled to revamp and flesh this out into something a bit less cringy and more similar to my current style of writing.
#tobirama dies from cringe lol#I posted the original once upon a time#and never took another look at it ughhh#it really showed#reading it felt like I had to blow away a thick layer of dust off of it#it read kinda clunky and weird too#this version isn’t perfect but reads a bit more smoothly#madatobi#madara#madara uchiha#tobirama#tobirama senju#naruto#my writing#izuna uchiha#izuna#naruto fanfiction#madara x tobirama#aurora story remasters#uchiha madara#senju tobirama#uchiha izuna
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me after i let my anger get the best of me and accidentally kill someone who could have been purified and the resulting gut-wrenching guilt consumes my every waking moment and my terror that it might happen again is so severe that it manifests as horrible nightmares that plague me every night and the worst part about them is that i actually enjoy killing my victims in the nightmares which is a thought more horrifying than any foe i might face and that's why i can never tell any of my friends about what im going through because if they knew the full truth they would surely think me a monster and, honestly, i couldn't blame them and so all i can do is suffer in silence and wait for the guilt and shame as well as what are sure to soon become full-fledged psychopathic tendencies begin producing malevolence in me until i am completely consumed by it and wind up destroying everyone i love and leading the world to certain catastrophe. but it's okay haha im totally fine you don't need to worry about me
#I LOVE BEATING UP MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS I LOVE MAKING THEM COMMIT ATROCITIES AND GIVING THEM CATHOLIC GUILT I LOVE#this may be the edgiest thing i've ever posted. actually scratch that i think it's the first thing this edgy to make it into the physical#realm. this shit usually just lives in my mind instead#it's a good thing cringe is dead because baby im livin in it#i'm reconnecting with my edgy 14 year old self and fellas i have never felt more alive#genuinely kind of don't want to main tag this because it's just sooooo. you know. a lot. but i mean hey worst that happens is it gets zero#notes and nobody ever sees it right#ahahaha. sorry. these are just so incredibly self indulgent#wyvern art tag#tales of#tales of zestiria#sorey#angst#cw angst#death mention#ask to tag
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time a flat circle why the hell am i usin the same loafers i bought for one cosplay of my fave antagonist for another fave antagonist
#snap chats#can i even call it cosplay. why are police sirens going off in the bg oh my god shut UP#anyway yeah ill elaborate. Super Snap Stalkers will remember my p4 era and will remember the time i did in fact do an adachi cosplay#i deleted the og post like an hour later. plus that blog's gone. but im sure some freak can find it if they dig hard enough#ew i think i was 17/18 in that pic (not at all that long ago) ok anyway.#i use the same loafers for my aoki outfit. and yeah i do Regularly wear my rgg outfits i TOLD YOU its functional cosplay i QUIT#just funny that like.... damn everything always goes back to square one LOL#these busted ass old ass loafers still rockin with me years later#if im feeling cheeky i think i will post all my rgg outfits actually. for halloween#hang on gotta be depressed and cringe for a moment#cause ive always liked cosplay but whenever i did it it never felt. Good Looking#like i always just felt like my face never worked for the charas i wanted to portray and so thats why i say with a heavy heart#that aoki's round-ass square-ass head is perfect LOL it makes me wanna throw up looking in the mirror#i got the same weird lips. ok not that squished Similar but Its Awful that he makes me feel comfortable with my face now#at least my eyebags arent double deckered... i at least look like i get sleep.. some days.#breaking !!!! objectively one of the most vile bitches in this franchise makes you feel comfortable with your body and existence#NAW to continue from last post if i had a webcam i prob coulda done a cosplay y7 stream LOL thatd be funny#anyway since this tag ramble is just pure cringe let me round it off with a final bit of cringe#the Forbidden Mention of my trans masato hc cause one reason why i have a Teehee over the thought is how raspy his voice is#and i only really now realized how right i was tonight because my prof called on me to speak and when i tried speaking DAWG.#the forbidden acknowledgement of Myself GROSS#BUT DAWG MY THROAT WAS FUCKIN CRUSTY it felt like sandpaper EW?? WATER FOR YOU?? christ. i hope that was just a one-time thing#ok im leaving now BYE
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get booped idiot
(fun fact-booped autocorrected to boiled. get boiled idiot)
AH AHHHHHHHH aaUUGHHHHHHHHH IM NOT ONE OF THOSE FROGS IN BOOKS PLEASE-
Also Maine pfp? (Myne?) Ascendance of a bookworm? *looking at you*
#What people don’t know is I’m into so many things and I just never tell anyone#Anyways is this fate I was just thinking about bookworm today on tumblr#I was looking at that post about making letter prints and I was like “Maine from bookworm would love this”#and then I had to stop because I felt the cringe overtake my body#so#I LOVE BOOKWORM I NEED TO FINSIH READING IT#*dead*#anyways thank you insert-clever!!#ask ask#Bwoop back
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