#feels unreal and I cannot freaking wait

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[i-love-def-leppard]

my def leppard meet n greet experience 2023 🫶🏻🫶🏻

a/n: this is my personal experience that actually happened to me a few months ago. it sounds crazy but it actually happened. i have never been more grateful for an experience in my life. i love the def leppard boys with my whole heart and manifest that you all get to meet them one day as well. i hope you enjoy my story time and lmk if you all would like to hear a list of my concert highlights from being right in-front of the boys (especially joe) during the concert. i love you all and hope you enjoy my attempt at putting all my thoughts into once place haha!! ❤️❤️

okay everyone! storytime.

SOOO…back in february i did the meet n greet package with def leppard and it was the best thing that ever happened to me. so, as i was waiting in line i was FREAKING out obviously!!!! when it was my sister and i’s turn to go next, they pulled back the curtain and the boys were standing right in front of us on the little platform that they stood on to maintain the 6 foot distance that they are keeping for their meet n greets (sadly because i want to shake their hands but i completely respect their choice). my heart is racing just thinking back on it.

then, i remember walking in and saying hi to all of them but i remember not being able to look away from joe. HIS EYES! they literally drew me in. they are unbelievable to see in person and are unreal. i don’t even have the words to describe it. they are cat-like if that makes any sense. ANNDDDDD he was wearing dark red which sent me over the edge! anywaysss, i walked in and my sister and i said “hi” to all of them and i was able to say a few things to them which are kinda irrelevant for this storytime but all that matters is that I MADE THEM LAUGH!!! i remember hearing sav laugh the loudest…i am so proud of myself. then after i finished briefly talking, i turned around to the camera man so he could take the pictures. i put my arm around my sister as we waited for him to finish and LET ME TELL YOU…it was SOOOO scary standing in-front of them because i knew they were all just standing behind me! the people i have been idolizing for years are just standing there. it is so intimidating but so thrilling!

to continue…the camera man says to us that he got the pictures he wanted which sadly meant it was time for us to leave. as i was walking out from the curtained off room we were in, i made sure to look behind me and walk kind of side ways so i could take them in for as long as possible. now here is where it gets good. as me and my sister were walking out i told them “thank you” and that it was so great to meet them when joe said, “bye ladies i hope you enjoy the show” as he reached out with both hands (in a little wave) and leaned forward to us. THEN…it is at this exact moment when i saw his eyes trail down my body and back up with a smirk on his face. LIKE OMG ITS GETTING HOT IN HERE YALL!!!!!!!!!!

at this point i was absolutely losing my shit and couldn’t even talk. when we left the curtain my sister goes “*my name* DID YOU SEE HOW HE LOOKED AT YOU AT THE END?!” and i said “UM YESSSS WHAT THE ACTUAL F***?!” so yeah. woah.

now guys. it’s been months since this has happened and i am still in the recovery process. like what?! i feel so lucky and grateful to have been able to meet the boys and experience that night. now i have become even more obsessed.

i cannot stress enough how sweet they were and it is so easy to tell that they are all genuinely amazing people. i have so much respect for them.

also i was able to get front and center at the barricade for the concert and joe kept looking at me and at my tits. he would look at me during the songs and i could see his eyes trail down MULTIPLE times. joe hun…you aren’t as sly as you think haha! it’s so weird to type out but it actually happened which is even crazier! and now…i know some of y’all might think i am being de-lulu but I have people to back up these occurrences. anddd my joe hoes already know that he can be a little slutty at times even at his current age. (he has had many slutty eras lol) i mean just listen to him sing pour some sugar on me during the concerts lol 😏😏

also from this, you all should take notes to wear something similar to what i wore if you want joe to notice you. because he clearly enjoyed it. i wore a low cut red cropped corset top with black leather pants and black platform boots. and yes i wore red on purpose because i knew it was joe’s favorite color. i also wore the leather pants because it gave me rockstar gf vibes and also made my butt look good lol. red long acrylic nails too!

alright. okay. wow, that was a lot of words. thanks for reading all of this if you have gotten all the way down here. this is not my usual content but i personally love hearing other people’s experiences so i figured i’d share mine. i appreciate you all!

p.s. i am super tempted to add my picture in here from the meet n greet with me and my sister but i prefer to stay anonymous. i hope you all can understand as much as i would love to show it <3

hugs and kisses to you all from i-love-def-leppard 🫶🏻

[ch0cocrave]

yk, I think something that really scares me in this horror stuff is the body dysmorphia, and just being trapped. im mainly talking about poppy playtime, tadc, and Amanda the adventurer.

in poppy playtime, human KIDS were forced into a toy body against their will and having to deal with that. it's unknown if they remember their life before the transfer, but in chapter one, in the Huggy vent chase, there is writing on the wall and at one point you can see the phrase "this isn't my body!" Just the horrors of being taken deep underground and undergoing a traumatizing process, coming out scarred and fucked up. And you're stuck like that. Catnap's throat I believe is all fucked up because he can't talk or breathe properly. And Huggy and Kissy are super unstable due to the lack of bones in their arms and legs.

then tadc is horrible in a whole different way. You wake up in a whole new non-human and unrealistic body, and ur stuck in a world that defies everything you were used to. the physics, the looks, the touch- everything feels unreal, like you're trapped in a dream. but you know ur trapped in a world where you have no real control for yourself. and you know you can't die here. you live on forever, but always with the threat of "abstracting" and staying in a deep dark hole, being trapped there forever. Just knowing that there is no way to escape this world or body ur trapped in sounds.. terrifying to me.

Amanda the Adventurer is pretty similar. Amanda used to be a girl named Rebecca (if I recall correctly, it's been a while) who was transferred into a computer. and she grew so lonely and trapped that she started bringing people into the computer with her. And her anger against Wooly makes sense -- I think he only exists to keep her trapped and to keep her from going insane.

The horror that really gets to me is stuff like that; psychological and existential horror. Have u ever heard of Jim's Computer? That one is really good.

But yeah see this is why "dumb little kid's games / shows" really get to me sometimes. I think so deeply about it, and I imagine myself in the world, and it scares me, but it also really captivates me.

I cannot wait to see the dark stuff in tadc. tadc is so brightly colored and super goofy and comedic, so dark moments would just be freaking awesome. I love dark themes.

All of this makes me furious that content farms even exist in the first place. LIKE THIS SHIT AIN'T FOR KIDS. IN. ANY. WAY.

Also, new episode in a couple of days... YEYSHDBJFB3KBDBDL1EJBKJFEBJFELQ FWRL JL

[lunesprite]

GiTM Characters - as Tom Cardy Songs

A Good Enough Tm List.

Hello and welcome to a very silly list I decided to make this morning. It is now a full 12 hours later and my vision must be shared. 

Tom Cardy is fantastic, and even without this silly list, I do think y'all should check him out! But keep in mind, a lot of these songs are suggestive/NSFW for various reasons, so maybe put in some headphones first. 

Also, I make these silly suggestions, every single one of them, out of immense love for these characters, so if one seems mean… I am ragging on them. I am pulling on their rays in the playground or whatever. 

I love each and every one of them, scouts honor. And with that out of the way….

Wonderful @/venomous-qwille's Ghost in the Machine Cast - specifically as Tom Cardy songs only.

Part 1: I Will Not Be Taking Feedback I Am Correct: 

Clip.exe: Red Flags

I love Clip.exe so so much it is unreal. He's a freak /endlessly affectionate. If i am feeling particularly silly with him, then i can offer a second for young, baby Clip: Monster Truck. Either way, I am kissing him.

Sanii: Hot Shit

He is. I would pay an inconceivable amount of money to see this. I want to see him performing this in a silly glittering red jacket to try and cheer Misuta up.

Nova: The Ballad of Smokin' Joe Rudeboy

This beautiful, perfect man. Important context: Fool is singing it, narrating our wonderful tale, and Nova is performing his ass off and having a blast. He is wearing a cowboy hat and yes, one of his rays is sticking through it. I love Nova. I am kissing him right on his face.

Noon: Artificial Intelligence

He would sing this song and you wouldn't even need to ask him to.

y/n: Repress it!

Look at that, we get a song too. :) Almost forgot to, tbh.

Part 2: I Got My Reasons:

Soleil: Read Between the Lines

Can I picture him singing it? No. I will not pretend. There are certain lines, however, I absolutely can. He very nearly falls into the 'Didn't Wanna Leave Anybody Out' category, but I just. I needed to manifest this.

Fool: Perception Check

You know, I don't think I need to explain this one.

Sunspot: My Secret Shame

Oh darling Spot, it might very well be there's another song that fits you better, but imagining this one, which is so sweet and harmless but absolutely on point for something that WOULD be his shame, made me almost break down laughing at work.

Misuta: All the Stupid Things I've Ever Done

:)

Sandman: Level Clear!

Sandy is kind of riding the line between this category and the next, but like. I give him this one because I cannot wait to see what this little man has going on, and I really wonder what his life has been like! I just know there's trauma under that hat.

Harvest: About 8 hours

There was another song here but this was a late suggestion that I realized was simply. Too correct.

Part 3: I Didn't Wanna Leave Anybody Out and By This Point I Was Invested And Too Proud to Back Down (I Will Take Cardy Suggestions Here):

This section is particularly silly. 

Ruin: Love Language

The angle. I confess: I forGOT them. I am a fake fan. But I come with a secondary song for Ruin.

Call your Mother (just links now because there is a 10 video limit woopsie): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AV5HKWRMyAY

Profanity aside - and the funniness of imagining Influencer Ruin - I think this is about as accurate as this section gets.

Part 4: JK i backed down instantly

Sunflower & Sombra

I had to admit defeat with these two. I don't think there is one by Tom Cardy that fits Sunflower, but I know so little about her I... As for Sombra, I did have a joke one but later (right now) accepted I also know very little about him. I toss in my hat on these two, I have done my best. 😔

I also debated an extra song for Nova - and a particularly silly one for Sol - but I thought I should cut myself off before I lost myself completely in the sauce. I suppose it works out, since I ran out of video embeds (oops).

Thank you for attending this uh. Post? Yes.

[holistic-alcoholic]

a fill for WI Server Pride Prompt Party: First Time.

Gen Rating: T Warnings/Tags: Iron Man (2008), near death experience, weird magic

“First time?” the voice says, loud and encompassing and unreal.

Tony tries to breathe, but knows, somehow, that it’s impossible, that the mere concept of breathing is gone, lost, forgotten. He isn’t hurting. It’s the most horrible thing: he isn’t hurting, but he should be.

“Where am I? Who is it?”

Questions, too trivial. He knows, he feels it, he remembers: a sudden chaos of the attack, blood on his chest, soldiers, dead, his name written on it in blood and soulless letters of the bomb. But that’s the past, and here, now, there are no feelings, no time. Just him. His conscience, left alone. A soul, he would say were he a believer.

And the voice. It sounds wrong for Death. Too human, even with the sound effects.

“This is an in-between place. I think.”

“Aren’t you supposed to know for certain?” Tony doesn’t mean to sound contrite, he doesn’t; but the words come out of him before he stops to think.

Well, pissing off Death in their first meeting would be on-brand for him.

“Eh, haven’t been here that long. It doesn’t come with an instruction,” the voice is closer now, clearer, more mundane, if that can be said.

It also sounds a bit annoyed.

Tony has a creeping realization that the voice is not, in fact, death personified.

“You’re not a part of this place, are you?” he asks just to be sure and gets a snort in answer.

“Oh no. I’m just like you, pal. Passing through, stuck for a while. You’ll get better, don’t worry. Wake up and forget all of this.”

“Forget? Wait— it’s not your first time, is it?”

“Nah. I’m pretty much a regular. There are others, sometimes, but they don’t stay for long. Never come back, too. You won’t as well.”

There’s a sadness in the voice, carefully covered but deep. It’s oddly easy to understand it, to feel the emotions in another’s voice without bodies standing in their way. Tony wants to make it better.

“Maybe I’m going to stay. You never know.”

“Maybe. You wouldn’t like this, though. It’s pretty boring. Peaceful, sure, just floating around. Nothing hurts. But it gets old after a while.”

“Huh. Are you lying in a coma somewhere, if you stay here for so long?”

It’s a dangerous question — Tony himself isn’t so keen on returning the favor and telling his life — death — story, but his curiosity gets the better of him.

“Something like that,” the voice sounds more closed off, now. Not a good topic, then.

But then he doesn’t ask in kind, and they are silent. It’s easy to lose himself in the floating, in the foggy non-existence. Tony feels peaceful. The voice starts humming something, a tune without words, and something about it is familiar and calming. The back of Tony’s mind keeps thinking that he has to act, to try something, to move, to freak out, at least — but the power of this place seems to overrule it. The voice is a pleasant companion.

Time goes — or not, for there is no time in here, no sense of it, just endless non-existing — and Tony has a sudden epiphany. The tune — it is an old-timey song he barely remembers that his godmother used to sing. He says so to the voice, content to have solved the puzzle.

“Is it that old?” the voice says with confusion laced with fear, and something’s wrong with it, too, but Tony cannot see what.

Not now.

“I like this, being with you,” he says, barely registering his own words. “I’d have to find you when I wake up.”

“You won’t remember,” the voice says, sad, too sad — he has no right to hold this sorrow in itself. “It’s soon, already. Everyone talks this groggy before waking. Try to concentrate. You won’t like the waking.”

Tony only has a moment to process it when it comes.

He wakes in pain, his chest on fire, and he does not remember.

[redbleedingrose]

Thank You!!!

This afternoon was a fucking shit-show. 

I wanted to take the time, and thank you for 505 followers!!!! That is fucking incredible, and is literally the only thing that is getting me through today. I appreciate every single one of you and I am so grateful that you guys enjoy my writing enough to follow me. 

This journey has been so insane in the best way possible. I never thought people would like my writing, let alone want more out of it. TBH, I never even thought I would continue with writing Always until people requested a part 2. And then, my entire life changed. 

I wanted to take a second and thank a couple of people who have just been so above and beyond in terms of their kindness towards me. 

@fieldofdaisiies my love, how can I ever thank you for giving me the courage to start on this journey? Your encouragement is the reason that Always and Girl Dad!Eris exists. I can’t thank you enough. Lemme know your thoughts on the epilogue when you get the chance <3

@brekkershadowsinger your support has been so unreal. Every time I post something, I am waiting for your comments to see what you thought. My literal comfort follower. I need your approval to ensure my writing is actually somewhat okay. Thank you for everything my dear friend. <3

@kennedy-brooke your constant requests/asks and comments have ideas flowing through me. You are incredibly kind with the comments that you leave, and you are also one of my comfort followers. I need your comments and thoughts on my writing for me to feel like it is somewhat good enough to post. Thank you so much <3

@azrielhours ugh my bestie... no words for you. I am so thankful you reached out to tell me how impressed you were with Always and the time it took for me to write it. Thank you for being there to listen to my rants, my stress, my concerns, and just giving me the best advice and support. I appreciate you so much, and am so lucky to have you as a tumblr bestie!!

@augustinerose I mean.... come on!!! Your writing has me on the floor every freaking time I read it. Chasing Starlight has become a comfort fic for me that I constantly go back to reread whenever I am feeling down. I literally get so incredibly shy every time I see you like one of my writing posts because I cannot believe one of my favorite writers is reading my stuff. 

@nemesis6666 Your support with Always has been unreal. Your comments make me feel so incredibly good about my writing, like to the point where I am actually giggling and kicking my feet. And it keeps me going. 

ALL OF MY ANONS, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! You guys are so so so fucking cute and incredibly kind and gentle with me. Without your support, I seriously would have stopped writing at part 1 of Always. Your thoughts are always appreciated, and I want you to feel open about talking to me about anything and everything. I love love love participation. FRL it has my heart beating so fast anytime I get a message from an anon. I appreciate every single one of your asks, and I am sorry I am so behind with putting out requests. I promise, as soon as I am down with Always, I will get started on those requests <3

And to all of you lovely people who decided to give me a chance and follow. I am incredibly thankful for each and every one of you. I hope that I can continue to prove myself to you. 

[alittlebitof-love]

Still cannot believe i managed to secure tickets!!! Literally my expectations were so low and it feels so unreal

I'm so freaking ecstatic but so sad for all the other OG swifties that missed out so far today 🥺

The ticketmaster waiting page was fucked though. Disappointed that they didn't put us in a queue so it was more fair and we knew how close we were to checkout. Staring at the refresh screen for 2 hours made me feel like giving up but so so so so glad I didnt

[aziraphalesbookkeeper]

Hnnnng 🗣❔💗

Ayoo ty for this!! heck yeah let's discuss WIPs

🗣️Talk about your favourite WIP

So against my will, the People of Tumblr have strongarmed me into writing a team awesome last of us au. I've been losing my shit about it for days because---it just. works so well??? I've had the idea for a team awesome zombie apocalypse au for about a year (btw go read @littlemisslol-fic's incredible Alone We Have No Future to scratch a similar itch) but seeing the found family slow burn of tlou play out in the HBO show has me in the THROES of team awesome feels. (In particular, the winter chapter because my god Ellie vs David is the perfect parallel to Varian vs Andrew, like come ON--)

I also just have a Need to give Eugene a shotgun don't look at me

❔Choose a random WIP and talk about it.

You know what WIP i really adore? Where the Moon Meets the Horizon. studio ghibli varigo is so freaking pure. the number of times i've nearly given myself cavities writing fluff in that verse...unreal

💗Is there a scene you can’t wait to write for a WIP?

bestie listen, the whole reason i'm writing the when the stars came falling aka the varigo Your Name AU is so i can write The Mountaintop Scene and if you don't know what that is that's okay because it's the most emotionally devastating climax of any film i've ever seen and it makes me want to chew on glass. everytime i think about that scene with varigo i start tearing up and i cannot WAIT to write my own version of it to make you all sob with me >:D

[saewokhrisz]

Okay rq idk if you like Sombra or not but I really need someone to ramble too and your the only overwatch account that I actually feel comfy talking to about my rambles so like- ksjahfjkldsa- Either way I freaking ADORE Sombra I think shes such a cool character and her abilities are some of my favorites in the game, shes my second main for DPS (First being Tracer who I could also ramble about for hours- Including about how I think Tracer and Sombra are AuDHD solidarity buddies but eitherway) and even before I started playing ow2 and only knew her from the cinematics she was one of my most favorite characters <3 I have so many headcanons about her like how I think she would be able to drink at least HALF if not more of the Overwatch crew under the table (Exluding specifically Moira and Rein) and how I think she hates pancakes AND french toast because their both gross (She tolerates waffles but if she could choose to not have them she would) Also I think her lore is SO interesting and I really wish they would explore it more cause there's so many ways her story could go that her Cinematic and Character Trailer just didn't explain- We know next to nothing about her except for what we see in game (Which isn't much) and the lil its of stuff with her videos n stuff-- I want them to explore her and show us more about her as seasons go on especially with the supposed new PVE stuff coming in eventually-- I just want a PVE thing with a story line based around her :(-- Idk if there's any comics for her like there are others mostly because I haven't gotten around to reading the comics but I will eventually-- ALSO I LOVE HOW SNARKY SHE IS!! Her personality is so fun and I adore her!! I like how she has this front up to make people hate her but also clearly has soft spots for certain people (Expecialy Talon Members (Mostly Sigma)) and how despite how much she pretends to dislike someone there's always SOME sorta interaction that just shows its a front and its I just adore her <3!! I wish I knew more about her family and how she felt I cant seem to find any good fanfics that I would enjoy reading about her which always makes me sad and I feel like a lot of the fandom really mischaracterize her (At least mischaracterize what I see of her) which is the absolute worst--

tracer and sombra are just adhd vs autism respectively for me so very very real

i think sombra is SUPER COOL i love her sm but i cannot play her for shit (skill issue) so i never do dshndfjgds,i love her personality and voice sm, and her dynamic with sigma makes me WEEP :((((( i havent really read into many works with her but i always enjoy seeing fanart of her and the such, and i really cant wait for pve so we can all get more content of our faves cuz the ow team is literally starving all of us its UNREAL

there is a comic with sombra and zarya, albeit more zarya centric, called "Searching" so have fun anon !!!! i personally didnt read it yet tho

[faithinlouisfuture]

I started to type all of this on the night of my show but literally passed out in the middle, cuz I had been up for 23 hours at that point! Today was my flight back home. It feels surreal that I saw him just day before yesterday (yesterday for me if you account for all the time zone differences) and now I’m back in my bed thousands of miles away 😭 Literally feels like a fever dream! To get to the point though (and you know this is about to get insanely long cuz who am I if not a rambler?)

First and foremost HE IS NEVER EVER BEATING THE SUN ALLEGATIONS!!! I had been in Istanbul for a week before the show day, and the weather had been cool and cloudy and it had even rained on and off, come concert day the SUN came out in full force!!! It was the sunniest it had been all week! He literally just carries the sunshine with him 😭

About the show itself; OMG!!! I have watched every single livestream from Dallas to Mexico City n3 but nothing could have prepared me for Louis in real life. Seeing him with my own two eyes makes him even more unreal if that’s possible. He’s literally impossibly beautiful. He radiates. He’s everything! HIS VOICE. It’s so pretty 😭 it’s wind chimes on a sea side resort, it’s hummingbirds in a serene jungle, it’s gritty when it needs to be and soft when it needs to be and I just… I’m speechless but I also want to write multiple essays on the topic! If only I was eloquent enough! Livestreams truly cannot capture the real quality of it, even though he sounds so beautiful on those too, but in person it’s just, there’s this quality to it, like dripping honey and so effortlessly cool.

God he was so happy and babie!!! Ngl I was hoping I’d get a slutty Louis show but OMG he was so so so happy and babie and cheeky! And he looked so good I can’t even explain. I absolutely loved the top he wore for the show! 😍 he had the most beautiful wispy hair situation going on, his skin looked so unreal and beautiful, his tattoos in real life 😭😭😭 His bone structure!!! How is that even possible?!? The royal peach?!? EXCUSE ME SIR! With that waist, and the way he holds himself! And moves his delicate hands and pops that hip sometimes. His smile!!! It lit up the entire place!!! HIS EYES!!! like they literally sparkle like actual gems 😭 I just could go on and on and on times infinity!

It took me about 4 songs to notice that Matt wasn’t even there cuz I couldn’t peel my eyes away from Louis. (I may have peeled them away for a few seconds to oggle at Michael though - GOOD GOD. That man is hot! I have some Michael content to post too!)

And I know that so many people have already mentioned this fact before but omg his stage presence. He owns the entire space. There were tens of thousands of people there, and the crowd was insanely rowdy but the second he hits that stage - he commands every iota of your attention. The way he prowls the entire stage, at times bunny hopping, and makes sure to go to every corner, and interact with every section! Mr. Pointy Fingers as always, pointing at signs, flipping people off, being his cheeky adorable self! It was an EXPERIENCE™ seeing it all live 😭 I will never forget, I want it all tattooed on the inside of eyelids! And I truly hope that every single louie gets to experience it for themselves!

Seems like he’s gonna stick to the San Juan set list for the Asian leg. (I tried to include my track by track rambling on the show in this post but tumblr said I dont think so cuz apparently I exceeded the word limit allowed for one post 🫣 so I guess I’ll make a separate post for that even if just for myself. Cuz I want to remember it all)!

TRULY AN EXPERIENCE OF A LIFETIME. And I’m so glad that I got to share it with other solos 🤍 So glad to have met both of you in person Max & Vee! @fearlesspuff @sunshinebinx and so so thankful to have had you there throughout the waiting line torture and the gate entrance madness and then the after show freaking out! Hope we can attend future Louis concerts together some day too! x

[i-am-true-believer]

I have no one in my real life who I can rant to about things I'm into so imma do that here so bare with me:

The amount I'm hyped for In Space With Markiplier is unreal. I fangirl and freak out every time I see the trailer, I have a whole day blocked out to experience it the same way I did Heist, I have money saved for a merch drop. I legit can't wait.

It also feels kinda bittersweet because it's a huge project that is premiering on Marks 10th anniversary of making videos which means I've been watching the channel for almost ten full years. That's insane. This man who has no idea I exist has been with me for ten years as i experience every high and low you can think of.

Everytime I've had a bad day or a bad time in general there's a Mark video to make me laugh or comfort me and I've been having the absolute worst year and here's another project to lose myself in.

I have so many theories about Space and I'm so excited and I know I'm already devoted to saving as many people as I can as captain, I know I'm saving Chica no matter what. I know I'll have a notebook ready to chart my way through all the endings and I'll be all over Twitter with fellow fans trying to find all the secrets. I can't wait to see the fan art that is gonna come outta it, I can't wait to see what the Fandom does.

And God I am so so fucking proud of Mark. That probably means nothing coming from one of 30 million fans but I'm so fucking proud of him and so grateful for everything he and his friends have done for me.

Anyway rant over, I'm super hyped for ISWM and I cannot wait for April 4th

[tojikai]

AAAAAAAHHHHHHH i just read the new PM chapter and first of all, it feels so freaking good how miserable Satoru is 😭😂😂 cry harder boi 😈😤😂 but save your strength cause im sure there still more waiting for you just ahead 😎😉 ive been waiting for this tf 💅.

Okay, so Rie is actually not as bad as we thought she was but still, like one of the nonnies said, i don't think she's a very good person judging by how she celebrated in her head how she managed to get together with Satoru despite being the active reason why he broke up with his ex 😒😑. The audacity is unreal 💀. I already saw the signs of how this relationship might not last that long 🙈🙊. That sting, pain, jealousy, etc. in her heart will probably build up over time until one day when she cannot contain it any longer, and it WILL get messy. Hehehehe 😈 the hater inside me just jumped out, okay?

But srsly tho, I hope Y/N will wake up soon 😢. Her dying will create more angst, but it will be even more satisfying to see her wake up, heal and live on. Brain swelling may lead to amnesia too but I hope she can move on with her memory intact.

Actually, yk what will give this fic more suffering for everyone involved 😈? Due to brain and psychological trauma, Y/N went blind 💀. But tbh, I'd rather see Y/N go blind than making her witness Satoru being lovey dovey with his new hoe again. It's good for her too but that's just my opinion 😤. And the stupid couple will probably know better than to approach her casually now. Rie also better figures own her shit out with Satoru herself than bothering Y/N again.

I also got this idea of when she became blind, while learning to navigate around, she learns self-defense or martial arts too to better protect herself and who is the one perfect for the instructor role? It's Daddy Toji obvi 😜👀😋😆. I feel like this relationship will feel much more natural than with a doctor/therapist bc not only Y/N is trying to heal, she also learns to overcome adversity so there won't be much coddling like if she's a patient and she won't be too dependent on the person who helps her. Yes, life gives her brain trauma and blindness, but it also gives her a somewhat rought yet fresh start where she learns to stand on her two feet again and I think that would be so beautiful and fitting for her. Dating Toji is just a treat on the side 😉😂(yes, i used him for y/n character development. not sorry) but then again, after what she went through, Y/N deserves all the treat she can get 😉.

Ik I ramble way too much but Ive been waiting for the new chap to come out so I need let all of my thoughts out. Pls bear with me. Love this chap sm. Im looking forward to the next one 😘 Pls don't rush yourself and take your time ^v^

HHIIIII OMGGG I LOVE THISSSSS !!! when you mentioned yn going blind , the song I'd rather go blind started playing in my head and ohmygoshh IT HURTSS😭 the song's abt how the woman would rather lose her sight than see the man she loves walk away w someone else AND I CAN SEE YN SAYING SOMETHING LIKE THAT :'((( i really like that idea !!! AND YOU'RE RIGHT. things will get messy *evil laughs* JFJDKKSSKSK thank you so muchhh omg it makes me very happy that you took the time to analyze the story and characters 🥺 ilyyyyy

[jjuzoir]

Random Kageyama Tobio HCS

Word Count: 1851

Warnings: just... me being in love with a m*n other than masumi 😔 also! these are my headcanons as in,,, what i personally i think he’d be like ‼️ also me projecting my ideal man into him (as if he wasn’t it already 😋)

A/N: i... i love tobio so much it’s literally unreal... i couldn’t wait for a request (i’m still working on the remaining 4 too lolol) so take me projecting my love for tobio >:(

— Kageyama normally wears loose fitting clothes or athletic-style clothing. His favorite go to outfits tends to be a loose tee, some loose pants with an obnoxious Nike logo he swears are super cool but look like two garbage bags sewed together, and running shoes. Throw a hoodie in there for colder weather, even then he still manages to look good.

— He takes very good care of his hair, like freaky good care, because of Miwa. Once she enrolled in cosmetology school and she saw Kageyama use the same baby shampoo from when they were kids she freaked out (if she’d been any later he’d start using 3-in-1) and chewed his ear off about hair care. His hair is super shiny and there’s literally no freeze, he uses nice smelling shampoo and conditioner too. Ugh, I love him.

— He has a very sensitive nose but it gets clogged easily so he doesn’t notice much unless it miraculously unclogs itself and he’s complaining about everything.

— “Eh! Hinata, why’d you smell like a fucking axe bottle?!” “Why does no one say anything about Tsukishima smelling like strawberries?” “Yamaguchi smells like... milk.” “Hah?! Sugawara smells bad-?!”

— He says he’s a picky eater to appear cool but as long as you don’t say what’s in the food he’ll down it. He’ll say he doesn’t like carrots but if you give him a salad with carrots he might even say “it’s the best salad he’s ever had”.

— He’s a hot sleeper, and not in the “oh he’s sexy” type of way. I’m talking, he’ll sweat buckets if he sleeps with anything other than a flimsy white t-shirt and his underwear.

— Might be me projecting my love for bunny teeth but he has bunny teeth, his front teeth are a bit bigger than average (not to the point it’s super noticeable but it’s still something Miwa teased him about), his aunties probably squeezed his cheeks and called him “baby bunny” when he was younger.

— He doesn’t go to sleep later than 9PM, he thinks if he does it’ll ruin his schedule (which it will) and fuck up his body - he’s seen Miwa screw up hers after she pulled a bunch of all nighters in her third year in high school and has been afraid since.

— The type to forget people were coming over and come out of his room shirtless asking for his clean underwear.

— His sister forced him to let her cut and style his hair which led to many questionable hairstyles. Tsukishima is genuinely so grateful to Miwa, especially when she was first starting - he’s got some pictures of Tobio with the shortest most embarrassing bangs ever saved in his phone in a file for blackmail if the need for it ever presented itself.

— Likes pissing people off on purpose sometimes, during one of the training camps he probably walked into the bath with socks on and was made fun of but out of spite he just… never took them off. Said he’d done it on purpose and all too. Tanaka cried out of fear for like a hot minute when he saw him standing under the shower with Iron Man socks on.

— He’s so petty too, if you make fun of him for messing up he’ll remember until you embarrass yourself to make fun of you. And when I say he remembers, I mean it - he can’t for his life remember when to use make and do in english but he remembers when Hinata made fun of him for wearing different socks back on their first year and yes he will bring it up on their second year when he did the same thing what are you going to do about it?

— Probably got scouted for a modeling agency once and began running away because he thought they were trying to kidnap him.

— If he had Tiktok… he would’ve gone viral after posting a video of him practicing, he posted for a while for fun and to flex on people that he was hot but then he saw a comment saying they wanted to drink his milk under a video of him drinking milk and he deleted his account, he can’t buy from that brand for a while.

— He’s got a video of a gorilla walking in two legs saved on his phone for when he’s feeling down and watches it whenever he’s not going well. People think he’s texting his S/O but no, he’s just watching a gorilla walk like minecraft Steve.

— He can’t pose for pictures to save his life, his default pose is an NPC stance with his arms stiffly hanging down and his eyes wide in surprise, don’t ask him to smile or else he will look like a serial killer.

— He’s got a bit of baby fat on his cheeks that won’t disappear no matter what. It’s become a pre-game ritual to pinch his cheeks. He’s also got dimples you can really only see when he smiles naturally but he doesn’t know and he’d get shy if he knew and try covering his face so don’t tell him, that’s a fact he told me so himself.

— Cannot dance to save his life. He’s so long (?) his limb control is non-existent, it appears in game and vanishes when he steps out of the court. He really just bounces on his heels and moves his arms like a t-rex, don’t ask more of him.

— Buys his clothes one size bigger just in case and Miwa teases him saying he’ll need them when he gets old and fat.

— Gets asked out often but always rejects, then has the audacity to complain he’s never dated anyone like he hasn’t turned down half of the school's population.

— Can’t sing. He’s got a nice speaking voice but ask him to sing and he’s out of tone, out of sync, out of breath, and out of the room in 5 seconds.

— Sugawara joked about having him singing as his alarm clock and Kageyama actually believed him, probably sent him a new recording as a gift after he annoyed him during practice.

— Surprisingly funny when he wants to but most jokes fly over people’s heads since he seems so serious most of the time, it annoys him to no end. Yachi still struggles differentiating when he is and isn’t joking because his tone literally doesn’t change at all and she doesn’t want to offend him.

— When he was younger he liked to collect rocks, not even the pretty ones he’d pick the most average, raggedy rocks off the ground and clean them up and tuck them to bed because he saw Miwa play with her barbies like that. Still owns his first rock, he named it “Johnson” after Dwayne Johnson, aka the rock (he’s had to explain it so many times he’s exhausted).

— Accidentally drank expired milk once and didn’t notice until his stomach began hurting and he thought he became lactose intolerant and he was inconsolable for days until he realized it had expired like a month ago - he went on a milk shopping spree and the milk sales that week saw a 20% rise from the last few months.

— Tobio had bad handwriting until he was in Junior High because his teachers couldn’t understand him and had him practice calligraphy, his handwriting is now one of the prettiest ones in the team and he’s the official inker of the VBC posters (as designated by Goddess Yachi Hitoka herself).

— His biggest fear for a long time was getting eaten by piranhas because he saw it happen so often in cartoon shows he genuinely thought it was going to be a bigger deal than it turned out to be but for like a solid 6 years of his life he avoided suspicions puddles just in case.

— Kageyama has a habit of rolling and unrolling his sleeves when he’s deep in thought, it soon made way to a habit of checking his wrist watch (he absolutely has a wrist watch, you cannot change my mind on that) but not actually reading it.

— His nails are very pretty, like most setters, he takes very good care of them. They’re filed down to a perfect length and he puts oils and creams, his hands in general are so nice. He takes a lot of pride in them, you know his cuticles are pushed back and trimmed and he could absolutely be a hand model. Kags’ hands are calloused, he’s a volleyball player of course they are, but it’s not to the extent of Ushijima or Daichi’s hands.

— Talking about hands, it’s probably one of his favorite features on people. He loves holding hands with his S/O and tracing the wrinkles in their palm, being able to interlock fingers with them and feel the bumps in them.

— Mumbles to himself when in thought too! Very nonsensical if you’re not informed on what he’s thinking about, if he’s thinking about you he’ll mumble your name or something like “pretty eyes”.

— Has a very healthy diet, like extremely healthy and thought out. He won’t eat anything too sugary or that could throw off his body, but he does have cheat days (which are rare but exist). He also doesn’t drink much soda or alcohol (once he’s of age).

— Things like smoking are a big no, he takes so much care of his body he wouldn’t even touch a cigarette or be near a smoking area, lowkey paranoid of ingesting the smoke too.

— When he’s older I can see him having a dog and a cat, the dog would be a big dog; if they stood on two paws it’d be the same height as you, he’d name or something like Tobias and think he was super clever and funny, the cat would probably a small cat he’d name Milk (it probably would be a black cat too but he does not care).

— Probably tried baby formula because he heard it was a substitute for breast milk. No further comments on this.

— I feel like he doesn’t listen to music, but if he had to choose something he’d pick instrumental music - not orchestral music or anything like that - but more of a chill, no deep meaning just guitar and piano track. I could see him listening to Shego Sekito or Joe Hisashi on occasion, he might even listen to some 2000’s pop if he wants something to pump him up during training (he works out to Brittney Spears’ “Womanizer”).

— A cuddle-bug when he’s sleepy, he’ll throw himself across his S/O and not move at all, he just wants to stay there and not move ever again (or at least until he’s not feeling like passing out). He’ll like to wrap himself around them and cuddle their neck, he’ll attach himself to their arm like it’s a lifeline.

— In other words, Kageyama Tobio… b-boyfriend material.

[hellsbellschime]

You’ve seen Dune? I haven’t watched it yet because I’ve just been hesitant to watch it because it already has an intense fandom and I also didn’t want to be disappointed with it. But I’m guessing you liked it. What did you like about it?

I LIKED EVERYTHING ABOUT IT OH MY GOD, I am seriously prepared to dive head first into the Dune fandom. The movie was just a perfect spectacle of a movie, like everything about it was taken to the most fully realized level that it could have been. Shockingly even though I hadn't read the books beforehand I found the movie pretty easy to follow and the mythology pretty easy to understand, and now that I'm halfway through the first book I can say that it is a pretty solid adaptation of the material. LOL also oh my god I cannot believe that George Lucas deadass just made Dune for kids and it became the biggest sci-fi franchise of all time, it is absolutely WILD to see how much Star Wars ripped off Dune. If you have ever enjoyed a Star Wars movie then you will like this movie because it is essentially very elevated Star Wars.

But Dune really has it all and I love that Denis Villeneuve really leaned into the weird side of sci-fi. If you can see the movie in theaters I would recommend that, just because the visuals and especially THE FREAKING UNREAL SCORE rocked my ass, it was the first time in a long time where I saw a movie and it felt like it was vibrating my entire being because it was all so intense. I haven't actually rewatched the movie yet because I'm waiting for it to go to the cheap theaters near my house just because I want to have that in-theater experience again. Like, I'm sure it's fantastic on streaming as well so if that's how you watch it then go for it, but every scene just knocked my socks off, and even my mom who is not a movie person was like LET'S SEE IT AGAIN, and even an hour after we left the theater my mom was like damn I feel like I'm still buzzing because that movie was so cool. I can't wait for Part II and I hope that this is the start of an actual long-term franchise because I AM SO HERE FOR IT IT'S CRAZY.

[theunstuffedpepper]

Today marks one week of life outside my body for baby pepper! (Are we going with that nickname? Idk. Time will tell).

I cannot believe one week ago today I was laboring with this little guy. Still, in my mind, it’s unreal and surreal and crazy... it’s all the things. The past week has been really hard and really wonderful. Breastfeeding is not as easy as one might think, but I’m getting better at it, and so is he. We went back to the pediatrician for the second check-up yesterday and I’m so relieved that he’s starting to gain weight back. Gotta keep it going.

I’ve had a number of meltdowns over the past week, sometimes I have no idea why, even, except for perhaps hormones. The post-birth hormones are a total dick, am I right? Luckily I seem to be balancing out a little — at least for the current moment. 😆 B has been home from work and will be for a while, and thank the good lord for that. He’s been my absolute rock. He gives me total support, patience, and love, never has gotten impatient with me even when I would have myself. I didn’t think I could love him more and yet, here we are. He’s an incredible husband and dad.

Callie and Casper are MEGA curious about the baby. When we brought him home they freaked out and I kept them totally separate for a few days, but now the cats will do a quick drive by sniffing of his head now and again. They’ve got their eye on him for sure.

I’ve not been focusing on dieting or weight loss or what I eat AT ALL yet, because there’s enough going on aside from that and I need a grace period. I have, however, eaten both an Italian and a turkey sub and they have been glorious. Cold cuts, how I’ve missed you so.

I’ve stepped on the scale just to see what’s up a few times and to my surprise I’ve lost over 20 lbs from my pre-delivery weight. To make some quick notes...

Pre-pregnancy weight (April/May ‘20): 215

Full term pregnancy weight (1/14/21): 240

Current weight (1/23/21): 218.4

I can’t believe the weight is coming off so quickly but of course most of it is just the extra fluids I’ve been retaining. I’m doing my best to stay hydrated. Just a few more pounds and I’ll be back at my pre-pregnancy weight, which feels good. I can’t wait to get out of the 200s all together, if we’re being honest. One step at a time. Now: off to spend more time staring at this adorable baby!

[ggkobold]

Character Headcanons as Things I Do or Have Issues With

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While most of my headcanons are based off of aspects of myself, these in particular were apart of my series posted on tiktok.

Regulus Black

When Regulus is a bit unfocused or has nothing to focus on he picks at his nails. He picks the ends off more and more because they’re uneven and then can’t function because either he’s picked too far and hurt himself, or (more commonly) just can’t stand the feeling of the very tip of his fingers actually coming into contact with surfaces. His long nails from before would prevent that contact.

If he’s not 100% focused he will forget to stay the beginning or end of his sentence out loud. He will either trail off without finishing, or start halfway through his sentence

Regulus has a sugar addiction, but he hides it in lots of different foods. His tea has a normal amount of sugar, his pancakes have a regular amount of syrup, he has a regular amount of sweets each day, and a small desert with every meal. But added together, its a TON of sugar every day.

Sirius Black

Sirius walks a little bit diagonally, he doesn’t even mean to he just starts walking on the left side of the hallway and ends up on the right, or when walking next to someone ends up bumping into their side a bunch because he just walks on a diagonal while they’re walking straight and their paths cross at some point.

He forgets to eat. His stomach has hungry windows and if he waits too long he’s not hungry anymore. But he is always doing something and is always too busy to actually sit and eat and so puts it off till he’s done whatever he’s doing but by the time he is done he’s not hungry anymore and ends up going without food for long periods of times (mostly till Peter or James reminds him to eat).

He imitates people’s accents without realizing he’s doing it. Sometimes while talking he will slowly slip into an accent that isn’t his and it’s hard to notice he’s done it until it’s really strong. When someone with an accent different than his speaks to him he will reply with their accent and people often think he’s making fun of them but he just doesn’t know he’s doing it.

Lily Evans

Lily got greasy hair really fast. I imagine her with thick hair that needs to be washed often because it produces a ton of oils. Daily showers!

Lily falls asleep everywhere, no matter how awake she is if she lays on something soft she is OUT.

Lily gets headaches almost daily but it’s never enough to make her think she should tell anyone, until it is but she still doesn’t for fear someone will ask her when it started and she will have to admit she doesn’t know.

Peter Pettigrew

He procrastinates for hours and hours and Physically Cannot do homework for days on end (always hands things in late) except for those days where he is so fucking productive it’s unreal. Everything he hasn’t handed in and gotten in trouble for is done TO PERFECTION and in no time at all pLus the homework he has then and it baffles the teachers but they recognize this pattern and usually don’t give too harsh of punishments when he doesn’t hand something in, knowing it’ll be coming soon and that he just needs a bit more time.

He is constantly rearranging things. Photo frames, books, furniture he just gets bored of it’s position very quickly and so moves things around a lot.

He can’t stop touching his face!!! When he zones out or is thinking really hard or doing anything really he’s always touching his face and has horrible acne because of it.

Remus Lupin

Remus doesn’t pay attention to a lot of things, or rather is trying very hard to multitask all the time and so very often jumbles his words and it takes him a bit to realize he just said “in couch the Padtea’s foot hands on” rather than “tea’s in Padfoots hands on the couch” when James asks.

He also ends up doing that thing where he switches the sounds of words and for some reason his mouth won’t fix it like “the chirds are burpin… the chirds are burpin no the chirds are burpin oh my god”(the birds are chirping)

King of stubbing his toes and walking into things. He can’t turn fast enough to avoid corners of walls or tables and ends of hitting his knees toes and hips on things all the time.

James Potter

James is an early bird. He cannot for the life of him stay up past 11 and if somehow he does, he will be up and awake at 6:30 regardless of how much sleep he got.  He could and would sleep for 24 hours a day (wouldn’t enjoy missing a whole day tho). He says he stayed up late so much before coming to hogwarts that his body is making up for lost sleep.

James can’t bake or cook. loves the idea of baking and cooking and will 100% find recipes and begin but 5 minutes in he is distracted and doing something else he just can’t do it.

James will cry if something sticky touches him. He can deal with every foul smelling squishy gross thing on the planet but as soon as something is sticky he freaks out.

Dorcas Meadowes

Dorcas doesn’t like the feeling of grass. I think it just feels icky. especially wet grass because her feet get wet but not soaked and so from the time it takes to take another step her foot mostly dries off but not fully and so when her foot touched the grass again it gets wet again and it’s just a vicious cycle of wet, half wet, wet and she hates it.

Dorcas gets really loud when she’s excited, like obnoxiously loud

Her hands get really smooth when they’re cold.

Mary Macdonald

Mary sits everywhere. I think she could be anywhere at all and just sit down cross legged on the floor. Waiting in lines, at a party, on the sidewalk, anywhere.

Mary sing/narrates everything she does. Instead of speaking aloud to herself as she does tasks, she sings it.

Mary likes to be squished, she hugs everyone all the time mostly just so they hug her back, and when she lays on couches she piles the cushions onto her, and she likes to sleep in the cold so she can have like 8 thick blankets piled on her, nice and heavy.

Marlene McKinnon

Marlene’s muscles twitch. I think she doesn’t know why they do that but like she will be laying in bed and her lower back will start twitching, or her eyelid, or her upper arm or thigh. It lasts basically until she’s got someone’s attention and they turn to see, then it goes away (of course).

Marlene obsessively makes lists, its like her favourite thing to do. Not for anxiety reasons, just for fun.

There’s a lot of foods she doesn’t like because she’s a picky eater but she really wants to like a lot of those foods. Things like cheeses and berries she doesn’t like but she thinks they’re really fun to eat so it makes her really sad that she doesn’t like them.