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Half the crew casually saying they never really had toys as kids- cut to franky furiously creating a bunch of little toys for each of them. Usopp helped too after hearing Franky's plans, being one of the crew to actually have toys as a kid gifted from some grown ups at his old village. He'd paint the figures franky made, as well as gather some material
They made a few toys for each crewmate, more for those who mentioned never having toys
Luffy and chopper get star eyes once gifted to, yelling in amazement at all the little features some had, forcing the others to play with them too
Nami was given a wooden doll that was carved with a fallen branch of one of her trees, plus a cat pillow, she thanked them in awe and slight embarrassment
Zoro said he never had toys, if you don't count his wooden training swords (he did) , so they made him one with carvings on the handle that inscribed all of the strawhats names. They also gave him a little movable figurine of a samurai with it's own sword.
Robin was given a handful of cute animal toys and plushies, each a different color. She instantly blushed at receiving something so cute
Sanji was handed a big fish stuffed animal and he looked at them like "I'm a grown man." But he thanked them none the less. Of course he ends up sleeping with it under his arm every night, plus he named it.
Brook was gifted a small ukulele that looks exactly like the one he had when he was younger, he instantly started writing a song, full of creativity.
Franky also made Usopp some stuff too, keeping it a secret. Once he was gifted a small box of toys he almost started crying before getting tackled by Luffy, who was trying to command the rest of the crew to play with his awesome new figurines.
#one piece#one piece fic#feeling wholesome tonight guys#i alsmost fell asleep while making this#franky heard them say how they never played with toys as kids and went into full dad mode#hes not doing it for the crew hes doing it for the crew hes never met#the little kids he never met before they grew up#drabble#one piece drabble#luffy
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Headcanon that Dust absolutely resents how much he resembles Classic. There are elements of this back in Dusttale, with how Dust prefers to hide his face and identity while building his LV, but this is more out of practicality (and even shame) than anything else. He doesnât want his victims to recognize him because itâll make it harder for him to sneak up on people, and a part of him really doesnât want them to know that he was the one who killed him. The longer this goes on, the more his disguise transforms from a way of hiding his shame to a way of distancing himself from who he used to be. Sans would never kill all those people, but he isnât Sans anymore. Heâs not really a person anymore, he is the act of murder itself. He is Dust.
I think this would get way worse when Dust leaves his AU and enters the multiverse though, because right off the bat he encounters murderers, just like him⊠who donât look innocent. Horror, Killer and even Cross are set completely apart from who they used to be. They are scarred and twisted and nightmarish. Looking at them doesnât trigger memories of a happier, innocent past. They have renamed themselves, taken on a new identity - but for them, this change was physical as well. No one will ever mistake them for Sans.
So Dust wears his hood. He hides his face. He keeps his magic burning constantly, because if he stops his eyes will darken and there will be nothing setting him apart from the monster who died, years ago, the first time a knife ripped through his chest. The others realize it, too⊠Horror probably wouldnât care either way. Cross would understand the desire to distance oneself from an old identity, but would ultimately be in a similar boat as Horror. Killer would bring this up to taunt Dust once he realized it bothered him - and would quickly get bored with it. Ultimately, the others would just accept Dustâs refusal to show his face, his hatred of his own voice and reflection, as part of who he is.
I like to imagine that one day, the gang get into a serious combat. Itâs vicious and close; both sides are bloody and exhausted by the time itâs over. If one side wins, itâs by a hair, and not much of a victory. In the dazed silence following the battle, Nightmare slowly assesses each of his acolytes, ensuring that they are still alive and intact. When he reaches Dust, he pauses. The assassin is bloodied, slumped over. His HP is steady but low; heâs taken a lot of hits - more than most monsters would have been able to survive. His hand vanishes beneath his hood, carefully inspecting his face. That night, back at the castle, Dust steps in front of a mirror. He takes a deep breath and, for the first time in years, removes his hood to look his reflection in the eye. The combat left deep wounds across his face, injuries that would never heal completely, that would leave him permanently scarred.
Dust looks at his battered reflection and smiles.
#I know this headcanon is hardly original#but I love it so much I had to write about it#I mean really#the guy wears a hood full time#most of the time you canât make out any of his features#he does that for a reason#I also love the idea that eventually he does get scarred or something and if itâs a more wholesome situation with the others#they are concerned about it#but heâs actually so happy he doesnât look like sans anymore#heâd still wear the hood and everything probably but wouldnât feel as bad if it dropped#hm I want to write more about him#I have so much to say#thatâs it for tonight though#dust sans#dusttale#cross xtale#killer sans#horror sans#bad sanses#murder time trio#they all show up anyway#utmv#utmv headcanons#madbard rambles
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Appetency 2
Welcome to the other half of Appetency 𫶠I left it off wholesome, so Iâll give you the smut you deserve now lol. Thank you for such a good reception to it, I had no idea you guys would like them this much!
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Harry was warm.
After he had eaten and changed, he lounged back on her couch, making himself back at home at her place. Heâd seemed to have no problem doing that. It had done something to her to see her make the furniture look smaller, but she recollected herself. When he patted his lap, however, she shocked him by crawling onto his thighs and sitting across them.
Back again, she was wrapped up in his arms as one of his hands dragged up and down her bare waist while the other sat leisurely on her hip.
He slid his hands down to her thighs, his palms warm against her bare skin. He loved having her like this, perched on his lap like a precious toy he could play with whenever he wanted. She hadnât seemed to mind the manhandling as he shifted their positions, a giggled squeal all the protest she let out.
He pulled her closer, his body pressed up against hers. His hands continued to roam over her bare waist and brushed over the waistband of those stupid pants that had been working him up the whole night. Of course heâd been behaving the best he could, but the promise of kissing had held him to it. "You're feeling pretty naughty tonight, aren't you?"
âNo.â She grinned, face completely opposing what her words said. âI just⊠I dunno.â She looked down to his chest. âYou work out a lot, huh?â
Harry's smile widened as he felt her gaze shift to his chest. He was feeling rather smug, having her sitting in his lap like this after where theyâd started. His hands slid further up her thighs, his fingertips tracing small circles against her warm fabric. "Yeah, I work out a lot. Do you like it?" he asked, trying to keep from feeling smug.
âYeah. Youâre just⊠I donât know how to describe it. I feel safe with you like this. And I like when you hold me.â
Harry's smile softened at her words, the playfulness melding into true fondness. Of course he loved that she felt safe in his arms, and he loved that she even admitted it. It was a vulnerability in its own way, one that she hadnât given him much of prior. He wrapped his arms further around her waist, shifting so that she was even tighter against his strong chest. "I like holding you, too." He murmured, his voice soft and low but audible over the TV.
It was hard to muster up the nerve to ask outright, but the ball was in her court. He had given her control in that regard and he wasnât going to do anything without her saying so, but she could feel him looking at her lips. Heâd been staring most of the night. âI thinkâŠâ Sheâd been thinking all night, really. For days. But he didnât know that part. âI think we should kiss. I think youâve been really nice to me tonight and you deserve a reward for it.â
Harry's heart rate quickened at her words. He had been holding himself back for days, respecting the desire to go as slow as she needed to go. But now, hearing her actually say that she wanted him to kiss her was like a dream. Hands cupped her face, gently tilting it up to look at him. His eyes were darkened with a mixture of desire and affection as he looked down at her pretty face. "I think you're right." He murmured, his voice husky as he took the time to observe her the way he wanted.
Harry's thumb brushed across her lower lip, his touch gentle and yet solid. He had been craving the feeling of her lips against his, and now that it was about to happen, he could barely contain himself. The man had been so good, and now he was getting exactly what he needed. Good things came to people who wait, he was finding out.
It was slow as he leaned in, closing the distance between them. His lips found hers in a soft, slow kiss. It was gentle, tentative at first, as if he were afraid of going too fast and scaring her off. But as she responded, he deepened the kiss, his tongue delving into her sweet mouth to taste her the way heâd been desperate for.
Her response was all the encouragement Harry needed to let go of his restraint.
His tongue explored her, tangling with hers in a passionate kiss. He wanted more, needed more, and the feel of her perfect body pressed against his was driving him wild. It was something heâd been essentially edged on after the memory of how perfect it had been the first time, and it brought him right back. He shifted, pulling her up so that she was straddling him so he could have better access to those lips heâd been daydreaming about.
âIs this okay?â He paused to ask her, panting against her lips. âYouâre alright?â
âMhm.â She nodded with her eyes still closed, her nose brushing against his. âIâm so good. Keep kissing me.â The manhandling had made her want to scream in the best way. Heâd handled her like a doll, and she loved every single second. For someone who was so loving of control in her life, it felt incredible to let him take the lead. Let him physically move her where he wanted, kiss her how he craved.
Sure, she knew they should probably be slower. Warm up, show more restraint, but she didnât want to. She wanted him to kiss her like he wanted to. While he had been edged- so had she.
With confirmation, he captured her lips in another deep kiss, his tongue sliding against hers as he devoured her. It was clear that he wanted her. He wanted her so badly it was almost painful.
Her fingers tangled in his hair, tugging slightly on accident. She went to apologize, but there was quickly shown there to be no need. The response had been him letting out a low groan against her mouth, a surprise reaction. Heâd liked his hair played with, but sheâd not expected the hair pulling thing with him.
Harry was lost in the feel of her lips against his, that softness of her body pressed flush against his chest. But as soon as she pulled on his hair, the sensation sent a bolt of pleasure through his body. He let out a low groan, his hands flexing on her. He hadn't expected to love the feeling of fingers tangled in his hair so much, but there was something about it that had him feeling desperate for another taste.
"Do that again." he growled, the words low and needy. âTug.â
Y/N needed no second command, repeating the action and feeling her tummy heat up as she watched his head fall back, face paint with pleasure as she tightened her grip. It was hot, so hot that she knew that she wanted to keep seeing him like this. âYeah?â She whispered, letting her other hand run her nails over his scalp. âYou like that?â
Another low moan fell from Harry's lips as she repeated the action, his head falling back against the couch and his eyes fluttering shut. He loved the way she was teasing him, the momentary spark of pain her fingers tugging in his hair sending sparks of pleasure shooting through him. "God, yes." he hissed, his voice dark and rough. "Keep doinâ that."
Harry's body shuddered as she continued to tease, his hands gripping her hips as he pulled her against him. The sensation of her touch was driving him wild, and he let out another low moan. His body was taut with tension, and he was clearly struggling to keep himself contained. âFuck, baby.â
Y/N knew she was the one who said they had to behave, but that was before this. Before she was reminded how good he could kiss, how good his hands felt on her body, how gorgeous he was when she made him feel good.
Why had she wanted slow again?
Her poor core ached and she could feel him thickening underneath her, so she decided to give them both a little relief. Rolling her hips, she rubbed herself against the hardness that had grown obvious underneath her, lips pressing over his jaw as she continued tugging his hair.
Harry's eyes darkened as she rolled her hips against him. He couldn't help but push back against her, trying to get more friction. The man let out a low moan as she continued to rub herself against him, the lips on the sensitive spot on his neck, the feeling driving him wild. "God, you're driving me insane." he growled, his voice thick with desire. He tilted his head back, giving her better access to his throat. "Don't stop."
Letting out another low groan in his throat as she continued to roll her hips against him, he watched as she rubbed herself against his thickening length. âFuck, that feels so good.â He urged, his hands gripping her hips tightly as he lifted his hips up to meet her own.
Harry was beautiful like this. Head tilted back against the couch, hands on her hips as he guided her against his thickening cock, the rocking nudging her clit each time through her thin leggings.
âHarryâŠâ she whispered. âI know I said we should go slow⊠but this feels so good.â Her forehead pressed against his as she breathed him in, feeling his cock twitch under her.
The man groaned in agreement, his hips grinding up to meet hers as she rolled them against him.â I know what you meanâŠâ he panted, his breathing heavy as he felt her clit through the thin fabric of her leggings. "I jusâ don't want to rush this..."
âMe either, butâŠâ Pressing herself down harder, she let out a weak gasp, feeling all of her mental walls start to crumble. Part of her briefly wondered if sheâd regret going past this, but she knew she wouldnât. Harry had been proving himself time and time again as the days had gone on, never once complaining seriously about the speed she had asked to go⊠and their sex prior had been so good it was coming back in waves every time she thought about it. âGod, I missed you touching me like this.â
He moaned at the feeling of her grinding down against him harder, the feeling almost too much to handle. "You were the one who wanted to take things slow... but fuck, you're making it so hard." he groaned, thrusting up against her as she mentioned missing his touch.
"Fuck, you're so hot..." he laughed under his breath as he continued to rock his hips up against hers, the friction from the movement starting to become unbearable. It felt too good, and he knew if he didnât stop he could easily orgasm just like this.
It was when her hands tugged at his hair again, he finally lost the battle. Self control slipping, a loud groan escaped his lips as he thrust up against her, the movement causing their clothing to bunch up between them a little. "Fuck, baby⊠Please, like that. Kiss me" He cursed out, lips connecting with hers again.
Y/N let out a weak moan, let him move her on top of him. Their clothing was evil, she thinks. Evil and downright rude for keeping her from feeling him completely. The notion of slow, the mere thought of getting off of his lap had her whimpering into his mouth, grinding back against him the best she could. âYouâre in control. Itâs your turn.â she whispered. âI trust you.â
The words "I trust you" sent a surge of power through Harry. He felt like he had conquered something heâd been yearning after for ages, and finally getting the permission to show her just how much he wanted her. Gently pushing her back, he broke the kiss to look at her. His eyes were filled with adoration as he spoke. "Good girl... Yâcan always trust me."
With a gentle smile, Harry carefully moved, lifting Y/N with him in his arms, laughing at the squeak of surprise as he shifted her on his lap, smoothing out her hair as he looked at her. "How far do you want this to go?â His cock was throbbing with need, but he wanted a limit before he indulged.
âAll the way. Everything.â Y/N knew what she said, she knew she had been the one to pause all physical things between them but just a singular taste had reminded her of the immense chemistry between them. It was no wonder they had such an intense relationship before- even if it was negative. Passion had always been there- it just needed to be channeled a different way. âYou can touch me however you want. I need it.â Her hand reached for his wrist. âNeed you.â
Harry's heart skipped a beat at her words. He was drowning in desire for her- it would be a pleasant death. Slowly he let his his hand wrap around her wrist and brought it to his lips. He kissed her knuckles softly before speaking "Okay, Angel... I'll give you everything you need."
With a hand curled around her waist, he whispered in her ear, "This gonna be a fuckin' experience." He took her mouth in a deep kiss, tongue sliding against hers.
With her hand in his, he helped her move from her position to sit higher on top of him, groaning at the view he had been blessed with. Her little crop top exposing her tummy, leggings clinging to her legs, he couldnât get enough. His hand settled on her waist as a slow smirk stretched across his lips. Looking her over, he let out a sigh, nose brushing against hers as he got closer. "Fuck, you're gorgeous, baby. Mâgonna have so much fun with you ..."
Harryâs hands slipped further up her top, letting their breathing mingle as he approached her ribs- only to find the lack of bra. Heâd been unsure if it was just a thin one, having seen her nipples hardened against the cotton, but it was abundantly clear that she had forgone the undergarment entirely.
Letting out a ragged breath, he couldn't help himself as he explored the lack of bra with his own hands. "Fuck, baby... no bra today?" His fingers grazed against the nipples, eliciting a soft gasp from her. He wanted more.
âNo.â She whispered, breathing quickening as he brushed his thumbs rubbed back and forth over the hardened buds. It was surprising considering she wasnât usually very sensitive with them, but something about the way he was touching them⊠maybe just him in general. it had her feeling hot, itching to get it off. âTake it off. please.â
Harry could feel her body temperature rising, heating up as he played with the nipples. It was unreal, finally getting to touch her again. The way she pleaded for it had his dick twitching in his pants, anticipation running through him. He took a deep breath, the words âpleaseâ leaving her lips had him inching his fingers up her sides before he hooked them in the soft blue fabric. Carefully, he trailed them up, past her ribs and up and over her tits before tugging onto the fabric and pulling it over her head, exposing her chest for his eager, hungry eyes.
His eyes widened as he took in the sight of her bare tits, the soft, smooth skin and the hardened nipples standing out. They were beautiful. There was no hesitation as he cupped them into his hands, letting out a shaky sigh at the feel of them. It was even better than his memory of them. He loved how they fit perfectly in his palms and how they bounced when he moved themâŠ. They were exactly what he wanted.
âDo you like them?â Y/N could tell he did just by how he was staring, almost like he was in pain- But she wanted to hear it from him. His hands cupping them, warm and large, she ached for more. For his mouth, for him to play with her nipples, something. Anything. âDonât know if you remembered them from last timeâŠâ
Harry's hands gently squeezed around her tits, his thumbs rubbing over the nipples in a slow, maddening circle. "I remember every fucking detail, baby," He whispered, his voice husky with desire. "These perfect tits, how they fit in my hands, how they look when you move fâme..."
Without warning, he lowered his head and suckled her right nipple into his mouth, the sensation enough to make her cry out, before letting go with a soft âpopâ. "You taste so damn good, everywhere." His voice vibrated against her skin, barely pulling back.. Harry's mouth wrapped around her nipple again, his tongue swirling around it in circles before he suckled harder, his cheeks hollowing out as he pulled on the sensitive bud. He released it with a satisfied hum and moved to her other nipple, giving it the same treatment, his fingers tweaking and rolling the other one.
âOh, fuck.â Y/N dragged out the curse, fingers returning to his hair as she sat up in his lap to give him better access to her. It hadnât felt this good before, a new sensation to her as she pulled him in slightly into her plush chest. âThat feels so fucking good.â
Harry groaned at the feeling of her soft tits pressed against his face, her fingers threading through his hair and pulling him closer. "Glad you like it," he said, before returning his attention to her nipple, sucking on it with more fervor this time.
Harry's hands were in constant motion, squeezing and massaging her breasts and teasing her nipples between his fingers. He was worshiping them, showing her just how much he loved them and how much he had missed them.
The man was honestly in heaven as he worshiped her tits, his tongue tracing the outline of her breast and his fingers tweaking and pinching her nipples. He couldn't get enough of them and he could spend hours just loving on them, but he knew they had other things to do. He would very much ensure he had hours dedicated just to her breasts later on down the line.
âShit, baby.â Harry whispered against her skin, kissing up her clavicle. âYou are perfect⊠but I know you need some more from me. Donât you?â Fingers slipped down between them, cupping her poor, hot cunt through her leggings. âOh.. my poor baby. Sâaching, isnât it?â Harry's cock throbbed as he kissed his way up her neck, his fingers teasing her through her leggings. He knew she needed some release and he was going to be the one to give it to her. "Do you want me to take these off, princess?"
âYeah.â She mewled, rocking her hips against his hand. it was firm and his grip was solid, oddly arousing for her as he shifted his other hand from her breast to the waistband of her leggings. Taking the hint when he patted her hip, she stood in front of him to let him take them off. âDo it.â
Harry grinned at her eagerness and wasted no time sliding her leggings down her legs, revealing her bare, soaking wet pussy. "Fuck, Me," he growled, taking in the sight of her. âJesus⊠did you just say âfuck itâ to all your underwear?â The minx wasnât wearing panties, either. âPlanned on doing this to me? Makinâ me lose my damn head and wanted me tâget my hands on this perfect cunt?â
Chuckling at her coy little smile in response, he got his answer. Of fucking course, she did. "I personally didn't plan on this happening, but I'm not complaining." He leaned in and kissed her tummy, his hands roaming her body. He broke the string of kiss and whispered against her silky skin. "You're perfect. Donât think I can say it enough."
He took her in his arms again, his hard cock pressing against her bare wetness. Carefully, he lifted her off the ground and adjusted her to lay on the sofa, spreading her thighs out for him to get a good look at the glistening cunt he was about to get his hands on again.. His mouth nearly watered as he took her in, the slick little slit and groomed thatch of hair on her mouth. âMm⊠I like this.â He ran his fingers over it.
âHarry.â Y/N whimpered, desperation coating the word. Making him wait hadnât just effected him- no. She had edged herself, too. She was just as desperate for him to touch her, devour her with his mouth like he did so liberally with his eyes. âPleaseâŠâ
âSo polite.â He crooned, nose running over her mound. âSince yâhave manners⊠let me take a taste of this.â With a low, hum of appreciation Harryâs head dipped fully between her thighs. He let out hot breaths against her folds before using his thumbs to spread her open. His tongue flicked out and lapped at her clit, making Y/Nâs hips buck off the sofa with the sudden pleasure. Harry laughed against her wet heat but didnât stop- He had only just gotten started. He lavished her cunt, worshiping every inch as if it was a religious experience.
Harryâs tongue flicked out, tracing her clit with a gentle touch before he sucked it into his mouth. Y/N couldn't help the way she moaned as his suction intensified, making her slowly grind her hips up against his face. She was making a mess of him, but he didnât seem to mind at all. Even more so, he hummed happily against her clit, the sound of soft sucking filling the room. He was being gentle with it, but there was no doubt of who was running this show.
Harry spread her thighs even wider, baring the sweetest part of Y/N to his hungry mouth and roaming eyes as he began to properly eat her out. His tongue lapped at the plump glands of her labia, lathering the delicate skin with heavy strokes. His eyes were almost glazed over with his own pleasure, as if eating her out was a euphoria in itself. When he switched to sucking at her clit again, it was with even more vigor, and his tongue sucked and darted messily against the sensitive bundle of nerves.
Y/N's back arched off the sofa, her fingers tangled in Harry's hair as she held him against her throbbing cunt. She was making the whiniest, most desperate sounds as she rode his face, her juices dripping down his chin and neck as he sucked and licked at her clit with reckless abandon.
Her eyes rolled back in pleasure, her head thrown back as she moaned so loud she would be embarrassed if she was in her right mind and not in the depths of being licked out better than she had ever experienced. Her entire body trembled with need, hips bucking wildly as Harry continued his onslaught of wet and sloppy kisses all over her clit. The man looked up at her, his face drenched in her with pure lust in his eyes, his chin all wet and shiny and dripping. âYouâre so beautiful.â he mumbled, swiping his tongue across his lips to taste her.
She couldnât help it. Y/N reached for his face, pulling him up to kiss him. She didnât care about the mess, tasting herself on him, anything- she just needed the intimacy.
Harry happily obliged her, kissing her back with messy passion, sliding his tongue into her mouth to mingle their tastes. His wet cunt-soaked fingers trailed down her body and slipped between her thighs, slipping one inside of her entrance. Gently, he thrust his finger inside her, loving the way she moaned against his lips, still fucking her needy pussy with slow, steady strokes as he kissed her.
Harry pulled back slightly, plunged another finger into her wet, molten heat, and watched with rapt attention as she cried out, bucking her hips hungrily. Every single moment of this was a fantasy come to life. He hooked his finger upwards, finding her spot, swollen and tender with need for attention. âThere you go, sweetheart. Work that pussy on my fingers.â
Y/N laughed in disbelief. Why had she waited for this? Her own fingers had absolutely nothing on him. His were thicker, longer, reaching where she couldnât. In any other scenario, sheâd be embarrassed by the squelching, how wet he was getting her, but from the pride on his face she really couldnât.
Harry smirked as she writhed, hips moving into his hand as she whined against his mouth.. He knew he was good, but he didnât realize how much different this would feel with someone he actually liked- someone he cared about. He loved how she moaned, gasping, how her cheeks got deliciously hot. When he took his hand away, he was surprised as she released a disappointed whine.
âNoâŠâ She pleaded. âI was so close.â
Harry shook his head, pulling away from the kiss. He was still fully clothed, and he didnât like it. âNo, no, baby- I want you to be close when you cum for me.â He murmured against her lips before sitting back further and stripping down completely. Dragging his shirt over his head, he smirked as she looked over his tattooed torso. âWaited for this, mânot gonna have you cumming unless its around my cock.â
Her mouth dropped open slightly, as she watched him strip. He was so much more than she imagined in all the right ways. The way his muscles rippled, the way his tattoos peeked out with intricate pictures and patterns, swirling and dancing across every part of him. Of course she had seen him before, she knew he was attractive, but with all her walls down and her attraction for him now in the open, she was seeing him for the first time unfiltered.
Their last hookup had been quick, mostly clothing on, so this was new. Sheâd seen his arms, she had glimpses of his tattoos from those slutty shirts he wore barely buttoned, but seeing it in all its glory was incredible. The tattoos that decorated his hips, leading towards his groomed pubic hair and base of his cock as he slowly pulled the shorts down- god, he was gorgeous.
He didnât miss her observations at all.
Harry smirked, knowing exactly where her eyes had landed. âSee somethinâ you like, baby?â He questioned, letting his shorts fall to the floor completely, leaving him fully nude in front of her. His cock was already straining towards her. It cock was long and thick, with a girth that made it look almost intimidating. None of her toys were as big as him, that was for sure. She could recall how stretched she had felt last time, but seeing it in the light had her mouth watering. She wasnât sure if sheâd be able to take it, but she was going to try.
She could see every vein in his shaft, pulsating from the tip to the base. The head was slightly flushed, a bead of precum already forming at the tip. Never had she considered a dick pretty before, but there was a first time for everything. Her eyes traveled upwards along every crevice of his toned core as she drank him in. Harry truly was gorgeous. âLove when you look at me like that, sweet girl.â Holding it in his hand, he gave the base a squeeze while his other hand stroked over the top of her head, smoothing out her hair. âWhy donât you give it a kiss, hm? Youâve been thinking about it. havenât you?â
Harry let out a hum at her small âyesâ taking it as his sign to move forward. He took a small step closer to her, tapping the tip against her lips, smearing a little of his precum onto them. He chuckled, moving his hand to the back of her head and gripping her hair to tilt her head back.
Her breath stuttered, her lips parting slightly as she felt the precum smearing over her lips. Rubbing her thighs together to try and soothe the ache between them, she felt herself get hotter as he moved the tip of his cock over her lips. Ever so gently, her lips puckered and pressed to the tip. A soft kiss to his aching length, followed by another, and another, slowly trailing down as her eyes stayed on his face.
Harry's head rolled back momentarily at the gentle touch, his grip on her hair tightening slightly as he watched her kiss the tip of his cock like it was the most precious thing in the world. He let out a shaky breath, his other hand coming up to gently stroke her cheek as she kissed down his length.
âLike this?â she murmured against him, leading her kisses down to the base of his prick. âIs this what you like, H?â
"Fuck, yes," Harry groaned, his voice strained. "Just like that, princess. Keep kissing it like that. So sweet tâme." He looked down at her, his eyes filled with a mix of desire and adoration as she peppered kisses along his shaft. He couldn't believe how fucking good she was being. It was rewarding to have gone from her sneering and snapping at him to finally having the sweet girl he knew laid underneath that thick skin come to the surface for him. To have her trust this way, to have her eager to please him⊠it was a gift in and of itself.
Gently guiding her head back up to the tip, his precum starting to leak out and drip onto her lips. "Open your mouth, my good girl." He gently pushed the tip past her lips, the precum smearing her her lips again to make the prettiest picture imaginable. As he pushed further, he made sure to go slow, giving her time to adjust to the size. He watched in awe as her lips stretched around his girth, his heart racing with anticipation.
She didnât stop him, hands settling on the back of his thighs as she urged him to continue. He continued to push his cock deeper into her mouth, the tip of it hitting the back of her throat. His grip on her hair tightened slightly as he took control of the pace. He could feel her gagging a little, but she didn't try to pull away. âSâthat okay, baby?â He checked on her, slowly inching himself back. âGotta tap my thigh if yâneed me to stop, okay? Don't want to hurt you, yeah?â
âMhm.â She nodded her head, catching her breath. Giving head usually wasnât one of her favorite things but this⊠giving Harry head? It was actually nice. The weight of him on her tongue and his affection as he guided himself in, she felt appreciated. Yeah, it was a struggle- her jaw was going to ache- but it was going to be a reminder to her of how good she had made him feel.
He smiled at her reaction, his thumb brushing against her cheek one more time as he pushed back in slightly. âGood.â He praised, watching as she swallowed him down again. The way she gave into him was satisfying on a whole other level. âI know itâs big, but youâre doing perfect.â
Her hot mouth was a perfect fit for his thick cock. He was kicking himself for not getting his shit together earlier. He could have had her for much longer. Granted, all it took was one hook up for him to get his ass in gear. She was powerful that way.
She sucked on him eagerly, her lips wrapping around his girth and her tongue swirling around the head as she got into it on the pull back. It was something else, feeling her true desire for him put into physical action. The sound of her sucking and slurping filled the room, making Harry's eyes roll back in his head.
She felt so incredibly wet, she wouldnât be surprised if she was staining the sofa. Harry's cock was making her drool in the best way. While she had her fears about being able to take it, his thick cock was a welcomed challenge, touching new spots in her throat. Enjoying giving head was still a new sensation, but seeing him throw his head back and hiss between his teeth as she let herself gag around him was even more arousing than she could have ever anticipated.
His reactions were everything she could have asked for and more. The way his eyes would roll back in his head, the way his breath would hitch in his throat, the way he would grunt and curse under his breath. It was all so fucking hot. She loved seeing him lose control like this, loved knowing that she was the one causing it. âShit.â He grunted, watching her take him down the best she could. âBaby⊠itâs time to pull off. I need tâbe inside of you.â
With a groan, he reached down to push her off, his cock soon popping out with a lewd trail of saliva and precum connecting from him to her lips. Her tongue stayed out, laying flat as he looked down at her with furrowed brows, lightly tapping the slick tip against the pink. âYou are so fucking filthy, baby. Never expected this out of you.â
âI have a lot more where that came from.â Her grin was sly, spit dribbled down her chin as he pulled his cock away from her face. Her poor cunt was dripping, aching, desperate. The man had already edged her, and she needed him inside of her in a primal way. âWhere do you want me?â
He chuckled darkly, his eyes raking over her soaked face and hair before landing on her needy cunt. âLaid back on the fucking couch, legs spread wide. I want to see that pretty little pussy of yours while I stretch you open.â His thumb brushed some of the spit from her chin, helping her up as she shakily laid herself down onto the cushions.
Panting heavily, he settled between her wide spread thighs, one hand supporting his weight while the other gripped his cock. He gave it a few strokes, eyes never leaving her cunt as he spat into his palm then coated himself in it.
His cock was a beautiful sight, thick and long with a prominent vein running along the underside as it laid against her swollen cunt. He gave it a few more pumps, smacking the fat head against her clit with a lewd smack. "Fuck, look at that, baby. My cock, against your little pussy. Sâright where it should be, isnât it?â
âMhm.â Her eyes hooded, she looked like the picture of eroticism that heâd not anticipated. It blew his expectations out of the watch, seeing how beautiful she looked splayed out underneath him.
âIâm sorry for making you wait.â
He snorted, giving his cock another few pumps before guiding the tip against her soaked entrance. "Shut up, baby. You donât have tâbe sorry. I know what this means to you⊠and I hope you know it means the same to me.â His soft voice took on an edge, though, as his smirk turned mischievous. âIâd have waited as long as it took, But Mâsure weâre gonna make up for lost time. arenât we?â
âYeahâŠâ She nodded, feeling his body as he leaned over her. She felt safe, even with his taunt. Honestly? The safest she had ever felt during something like this. More eager than overthinking, thatâs how she knew this was perfect- That she was making the right decision.
Grinning, he gave her a little squeeze before giving it to her. Harry slowly pushed his cock forward, inch by inch, until it was seated completely inside her. He hissed out a breath, pausing so he could gather his bearings before he started moving, the both of them perfectly still as he rested his forehead against hers.
Harry took his time with as he gave her a kiss, savoring it. It was slow and laced with the passion heâd been keeping under wraps, his lips pressed against hers gently but firmly, opening up to her tentatively before delving in completely. He could feel her chest rising and falling rapidly as she panted, feeling the same desperate need he did. Once he broke the kiss, he brushed her sweaty hair away from her face, beaming down at her and humming in pleasure to get her taste on his lips. "My god, you're perfect.â he praised, his voice husky and soft, full of awe.
"It was worth the wait.â He whispered, his eyes shining as he gazed at her. He leaned in to press another tender kiss to her lips before pulling back slightly to look at her again. âYou're so fucking beautiful when you're waiting for me, good girl."
âHarryâŠâ She pleaded, nails lightly digging into his shoulder as he ground himself into her, not yet thrusting. âIâm so full.â His cock filled her up to the brim in the best way possible.
Harry's breath caught as her nails lightly dug into his shoulder, making his cock twitch inside of her. He pressed a kiss to her neck and sighed in contentment. "I know, sweet girl," he murmured against her skin. âDo yâneed some more?â
âPlease. I can take it, I promise.â It was a need, now. Her cunt clenched around him, not fully adjusted but she didnât care in the slightest. All she wanted was to feel him thrusting inside of her. Giving her what they both had been craving, the thing she had been holding them back from. All gloves were off now, and she wanted to feel every bit of it.
Harry groaned at her pleading, his hips moving of their own accord as he slowly began to thrust into her, each movement calculated as he started to claim her cunt as his own. He set a slow, steady pace, giving her what she needed as he looked down at her with hungry eyes. "I've been waiting for this for so fucking long, Y/N," Harry told her softly, his breath hot against her skin. His eyes searched hers, affection and pure desire shining in his gaze as he gave her exactly what she needed: him. âLonger than you even know. That one time?â He shook his head. âJust that taste was enough tâmake me want to change my whole life. Wanted tâhave all of you, all the time.â
He continued to thrust into her, each movement sending waves of pleasure through both of them. "Every day since then, I've thought about you, dreamed about you," he confessed, his voice trembling with emotion. "Wanted to be inside you so badly, to feel your tight little cunt squeezing my cock. Get as close as I could possibly be."
As he spoke, he picked up his pace slightly, his thrusts becoming a bit more urgent. "I've wanted to fuck you in every room of this house, in every bar, at every party- fuck, even the in the store, I wanted you. You donât even know⊠Baby, look what youâre doing to me.â He growled, his hips moving deep and thorough against hers now.
Y/N looked up at him with hazy, lust-filled eyes, her mouth parted slightly as she panted for air. Her nails dug into his back as he continued to thrust into her, her body completely at his mercy as he took what he wanted from her.
As he fucked her, Harry's body was a beautiful mess of muscles and tattoos. His dark curly hair stuck to his sweaty forehead in messy strands as he rutted into her, hips moving with an enthusiasm that showed on his face. Harry's eyes were bright with pleasure - the same pleasure he was taking from Y/N. He could be so obnoxious and pushed the buttons outside the bedroom, but as he fucked her he was raw and unfiltered, all hard lines and moans and whispers of dirty words.
He whispered filthy praises into her ear as he fucked her, his hot breath making her shiver. "You're so fucking good for me. So fucking perfect. My sweet girl taking my big cock so well. You were made for me, weren't you?" His nose brushed her damp skin tenderly. As his words got sweeter, Harry's hand slid up her neck to gently wrap around it, never squeezing- just lightly putting pressure on her. It was a reminder of who owned her in this moment - and the words that followed only reinforced that fact. "Good girl for me. So fucking perfect."
Y/N's reaction was one of pure bliss. Her eyes rolled back in her head as he whispered sweet nothings into her ear and gently wrapped his hand around her throat. She felt so delicate and safe in his arms, completely at his mercy as he fucked her and praised her. being fucked by him was the best she had ever had. His cock was thick and heavy, stretching her cunt to its limits as he fucked her. The head of his dick pressed against her most sensitive spot with every thrust, making her see stars. She could feel every ridge and vein as he moved in and out of her, the culmination of it all driving her mad.
She needed more. Falling into the primal headspace, the pleasure overwhelming her, she pleaded for more. âH-Harder.â she said breathlessly. âGive it to me, H.â
Harry's grip on her throat tightened slightly, his other hand reaching down to grip her hip and pull her onto his cock harder. He slammed into her, his balls slapping against her ass with loud smacks. "Fuck, you want it harder? You want my cock wrecking this perfect cunt?" His grin was slightly feral, something she had experienced during their hookup. This was the familiar part, his roughness. âWant me tâown it, baby?â
âYes.â It came out as a squeak, hand holding his wrist as it held her firmly. âItâs yours. Mâall yours.â
Who was he to say no when she asked so nicely?
Harry's thrusts became harder at her plea, his hips pounding into hers as he watched her tits bounce with every slam. He could see her hands gripping the couch, her head thrown back in pleasure. This was all he could have asked for. "Say it again..." He growled, his own body losing control.
âI wanna be yours. I wanna-â Her eyes watered as she felt her orgasm cresting, building as he tightened his fingers at the spots on her throat to give her that head rush. Doing his best to give her what she wanted.
His fingers tightened at her throat, cutting off some oxygen as he felt her cunt clenching around him, a sign she was close to cumming. He kept his pace, the slick sloppy sound of her cunt getting fucked fueling him on. "Cum for me, baby." he crooned. âGive it tâme, my girl. show me.â
Her orgasm was a slow burn that started at her toes, creeping up her body until it took hold of her senses. Her hands gripped the couch so tightly her knuckles turned white. She tightened around his cock, her walls milking him as her pleasure washed over her. It started hot, making her legs quiver uncontrollably. She could feel herself tightening around his cock, her walls contracting and releasing around him repeatedly as he kept thrusting into her in a hard rhythm.
As she rode out her orgasm, Harry praised her nonstop, his words a steady stream of affectionate praises. Itâs what she deserved, only the best. "Fuck, you're so fucking tight when you cum. Look at you, trembling for me, my good girl. You're so perfect, baby. So fucking perfect." His lips connected to hers, the thick, deep thrusts continuing. âDo you think you can give me another one? Hm?â
Y/N's reaction was one of complete surrender. She was giving herself over to him, finally giving in to her innermost desires. The ones she had been holding off for far too long as he proved he truly wanted her. She couldn't speak, could only manage to nod her head frantically as Harry asked if she could give him another one.
As she came down from her intense orgasm, Harry took a second to appreciate the beautiful sight before him. Her cunt was a perfect mix of them, soaking wet and clenching his cock tightly in a few different places as aftershocks of pleasure ran through her body. Her folds were puffy and shiny wet, swollen from the rough use and deep fucking he had given her. A mixture of their juices covered the length of his shaft as he continued to look down at their connection.
Harry could feel his own orgasm building, his balls tightening and his cock pulsing with each thrust. But he knew he couldn't let himself cum yet, not until he had her reaching another orgasm first. He needed to make sure she was completely spent before he allowed himself the release he so desperately craved.
His thumb found her swollen clit, rubbing it in tight, fast circles as he continued to pound into her. The little nub was throbbing under his touch, desperate for attention. He rubbed roughly, applying just the right amount of pressure to make her see stars. âCâmon, my baby. Give it tâme. Was mean and took one away before, I know⊠let me give you another one before I cum.â
âHarry, Harry-â she didnât get a break. from her orgasm he was hell bent on getting her there a second time. The thrusts were hard and his thumb rubbing at her clit, her sensitive cunt couldnât take much more. âMâgonna⊠again.â she babbled. âSâalmost there. itâs, I love it. Love it, Harry.â She rambled, pleasure overwhelming her.
âThatâs it, princess. Let it happen. I wanna feel you come apart on my cock again.â Harry cooed, his own orgasm right behind hers. He rubbed her clit mercilessly, his thumb moving in lightning fast circles as he fucked deep. Give it tâme again, you can do it.â
Y/Nâs whole body tensed again, shaking and trembling as a second, even more intense orgasm hit her. Truly, she wasnât sure her first had ever stopped. She cried out, her back arching off the bed, her nails digging into Harryâs back.
Harry's orgasm hit him like a tidal wave, his balls drawing up tight as he pulled out of her and painted her swollen cunt in hot ropes of pearly cum. He shot ribbon after ribbon all over her pussy, coating her lips, her clit, and the sensitive folds inside. It dripped down her thighs, pooling on the fabric beneath her. Theyâd need to get that professionally cleaned, but it didnât matter. Harry pumped his hips forward into his hand, ensuring every last drop of his load covered her. âFuck⊠shit, baby.â he keened, milking every drop out of his cock as his mouth stayed slack, breathing fast. Her body laid limp, gaze lulled at she looked up at him, taking every bit he fave her. Her eyes were glazed over, her breath coming in soft pants as she looked down at the mess Harry had made of her. She could feel the warm, sticky cum coating her folds, dripping down her, making a mess that she hadnât fully anticipated. It was so much, more than she had ever seen before. She shouldâve known- everything with him was.
As soon as he finished, Harry immediately moved to gather her into his arms, holding her close and whispering praise and affection into her hair. "You are incredible. So fucking good. Look at what a mess I made of you." he cooed, brushing the sweaty hair from her forehead. it didnât matter that they were sticky with sweat, he was going to tend to her.
Maybe it was a bit much, but she whined slightly. The empty feeling⊠it wasnât what she wanted. âBack inside. please.â She peeped. Harry lifted her legs, wrapping them around his waist as he settled back, snug inside her. He took a sharp breath as his softening prick giving a weak twitch while the warmth enveloped him. "You are so fucking good to me, so beautiful. I want to worship you, make you feel so good.. You have no idea." He murmured, kissing her gently.
With her sitting on his lap, Harry's arms wrapped around her, holding her close to him, his hands gently caressing her back and hips. He was so tender with her, almost reverent in the way he touched her, as if she were something precious that could break at any moment.
Gentle words were whispered to her, letting their heart rates calm. It didnât matter that they were a mess, that they needed to clean up, that they were sweaty and sticky. Y/N felt the most satiated she had ever experienced, safe and warm in his arms as he rubbed her back and caressed her cheek, like he couldnât get enough of her. Couldnât get close enough.
"You are so perfect, you know that? So fucking beautiful," He whispered, his fingers tracing the curve of her cheek and down her jaw. The skin was hot to the touch from how flushed her face was from the sex, but it was another reminder that it was real- this had actually happened. He couldn't help but feel a sense of awe at the way she looked at him, like he was everything to her in this moment. Especially after how far theyâd shifted from their original dynamic.
There was one other question, though, that he needed to know the answer to. He hesitated for a moment, his heart pounding in his chest as he contemplated the question. He wanted to be her boyfriend so badly, to have her by his side. She said she didnât want hookups and heâd been working to gain her trust, to show her he wanted more. Hopefully he had proven it enough for her to give it a shot. "Baby... Can I be your boyfriend? Like, officially?" He swallowed, approaching the subject with a gentle caution. It wasnât like he didnât know why she had made them wait for this- reflecting back, he had been a prick and didnât give her any reason to believe he was being serious. But since heâd committed to proving how much he actually wanted her, he could only hope she would understand just how serious he was. âI know mâstill proving myself to you, and I understand⊠but if I canât call you mine for another day, I think Mâgonna lose it.â
Y/N's heart skipped a beat as he asked. She looked at him, really looked at him, seeing the sincerity in his eyes, hearing the vulnerability in his voice. She felt the warmth spread through her chest, a feeling of safety and happiness that she had never experienced before. Even though she had been so hesitant about it before, she could feel his change. Had seen it first hand by how he had treated her, how heâd committed to doing everything sheâd asked while still showing his personality to her. There had been no sign he had tried to deceive her since asking for this chance, and she couldnât deny him. She knew he was being genuine and he had done everything he could to give her peace of mind. It was clear that sheâd misjudged him in the past, because he was one of the best people sheâd grown to know.
âI think we can make that happen.â
The moment she said yes, Harry felt like he was floating on cloud nine. Wrapping his arms around her tightly, he held her close as he buried his face in her hair. "Really?" he whispered as he pulled back to look at her. "Really, really?" He couldn't stop the goofy grin that spread across his face as she confirmed it, nodding her head. He laughed in pure joy, giving her a playful nudge. "Good girl, you said yeah."
âOh, shut up.â She groaned, giving his shoulder a push. âI can take it back.â She wouldnât, though. Y/N was far too happy In the moment. Maybe it was the orgasm, the endorphins, the high of being asked to be a girlfriend, but this could be the start of something new coming to fruition. Something sheâd pushed away and heâd diligently worked for.
Harry's eyes widened as he fell back into the couch. "No way you're taking it back!" He scoffed grabbing her hand and bringing it to his lips, kissing the back of each one of her fingers softly before letting go. âWorked too hard for you, miss. Youâre mine now. No take backs.â
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Hi! I've been following your writing for a bit now, and I really like your style of writing. There's a sort of flow to it. Anyways, I was wondering if you could write a Bruce Wayne x Batmom! Reader. Where Damian clings to Batmom a lot and it's so obvious he loves her more than he loves Bruce. So Batmom overhears Bruce paying Damian like a large amount of money to not interrupt their date? I think this would be really cute, and it's okay if you can't write it. And thank you so much in advance! <3
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Pairing: Bruce Wayne x Reader, Damian Wayne x Batmom! Reader
Genre: Fluff (?)
Warnings: Characters may be out of character, reader is shorter than Bruce Wayne, jealousy
Synopsis: Will Bruce ever get a moment with you?
It happens a lot, almost too often. Every moment Bruce thinks he has alone with you , he doesn't.
The first time was when Damian started getting comfortable with you.
You and Bruce were in your bedroom, limbs entangled, just enjoying each other's presence in the dark, cold room. The only warmth was your bodies and the blankets.
Bruce was enjoying this, he was enjoying you. You guys had all boys, and oh lord were they mama's boys who needed you for all simple. Thank god he didn't have to worry about Damian turning into one like his brothers. At least Bruce thought.
There was a knock on the door.
"Go away." Bruce's voice booms.
You move from the position you and Bruce were in and you sit up.
"You can come in, Damian." You say.
It was quite obvious it was Damian, your boys all knocked on the door differently. Damians seemed more hesitant.
Damian walked in coming to your side of the bed. Bruce stares blankly , and confused on how the hell you knew it was Damian.
"Y/N , I had a nightmare can I sleep here?"
"Nâ" Bruce started.
"I was asking Y/N. Not you." Damian cuts him off. He sure was Bruces child.
"Of course, love." You smiled as the boy climbed in between you and a grumpy Bruce.
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Another time it happened was when you and Bruce had a Gala to go to but the boys were gonna stay home.
However, he couldn't find you anywhere in sight to be found. Until he walked into the living room to find you and Damian cuddled under a blanket.
Damian leaned back on you with you rubbing his hair until he spots his father and he immediately jumps up acting like his mother wasn't just giving him affection he craved.
"Y/N, why aren't you dressed. We have that Gala tonight." Bruce raised a brow at you as he stood in front of you in his tuxedo that he looked EXTREMELY handsome in.
You give him a nervous smile, "Well about that," You raised up a thermometer, "Damian is feeling a bit under the weather so I will stay here with him while you attend."
Damian did a fake cough while smirking at his father. His face out of your vision you couldn't see the smirk.
Bruce squinted at Damian. He wasn't going to rat out his son to you because at least Damian warmed up to you and even then you wouldn't believe Bruce.
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The last straw was when Bruce found Damian taking his favorite thing to do with you.
Every evening you would sit in the garden. It was labeled your bench because the boys always saw you out there on it no matter the weather.
One of your quiet places, you just sit out and read, crochet or some other peaceful activity until Bruce comes out. You two watch the sunsets every evening together and it was just a romantic, wholesome moment.
That is why when Bruce came outside to the garden to see Damian in his mother's arms he almost lost it.
Bruce wanted to be in your arms and Damian should not be there at all.
"Room for one more?" Bruce speaks.
This time Damian doesn't move out of your arms for his father has seen him like this multiple times and he just doesn't want his brothers to spot him being babied in his mother's arms.
"Sorry dear, there is only enough room for two people on this bench. You can come tomorrow." You look back and smile almost guilty.
Unfortunately tomorrow never came, because everyday Damian would beat Bruce to your arms on the bench.
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All those events lead up to now. Bruce sitting Damian down to have a talk before you and Bruce went out for a date that Bruce has been looking forward to.
"I've noticed you spend a lot of time with Y/N." Bruce spoke to Damian.
"Ummi and I are just having normal mother-son time." Damian speaks.
Bruce furrows his eyebrows, "Yeah..whatever."
"Great! Conversation ended." Damian was about to get up till Bruce stopped him.
"You are not to sabotage this date." Bruce says.
"I'm not going to sabotage it but I am starting to feel a little sick." Damian smirked.
"Do not fake sick, I will pay you a million dollaâ" Bruce was about to give Damian a bribe until he heard your laughter from the doorway and his face dropped.
"You two are really something." You place your hands on your hips after you stop laughing.
The two just stare at you waiting for you go finish what you are going to say.
"Damian, if your sick Dick will be here to take care of you in a little but until then you have Alfred." She walks towards him and brings her hand to his cheek, cupping it, "I spend a lot of time with you Dami, it is time I give your father some attention."
Damian melts into your touch, nodding. You were right, he had been spending a lot of time with you.
You then turn to Bruce, "As for you, you shouldn't have to bribe your son to not "sabotage" , our dates." You roll your eyes.
"I know, but we haven't had much time together lately." Bruce comes towards you.
When he's in-front of you, you look up while grabbing his forearms.
"I know, that's why tonight it will only just be us. I promise." Your eyes glimmer as you speak those words to him.
He was about to lean down to kiss you till Damian gets up and runs out the room yelling, "GET A ROOM!!"
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warning. this story contains themes of slow-burn romance, fluff, and mild angst, sub!hee (??), alcohol-use, cute drunk moments, emotional connection. while the story leans heavily on wholesome and lighthearted moments, there may be mild language and themes of insecurity. explicit content (18+). mdni.
after jay kicks him out for drunkenly spilling his secret, heeseung is set on drowning his sorrows. what he doesnât know is that youâve had your eye on him for a while. with a bit of liquid courage, you decide to make your move. your attempt to impress heeseung leads to way more than you bargained for.
credits to @slvtella, she is the one who gave me a base storyline and i just added sprinkles.
heeseung stumbled out of jayâs room, his vision swimming a little as the vodka hit him hard. he could still feel the embarrassment creeping up his neck, heat rising to his face as he replayed the disaster in his mind. why the fuck did he have to blurt out the one thing no one needed to hear tonight? jennie. jayâs fucking sex doll. heeseung groaned, rubbing the back of his neck, cringing at the memory. he had one job tonightâbe the perfect wingman, help jay finally hook up with the girl heâd been crushing on for months. instead, he got piss-drunk and spilled the dumbest secret right in front of her. he could still see the look on jayâs face, the way it shifted from shock to betrayal in seconds. heeseung felt like a fucking idiot. âstupid, fucking idiot,â he muttered under his breath, avoiding eye contact with anyone as he pushed through the crowded room. it felt like every pair of eyes was on him, like they all knew what heâd done. the music was loud, bass pounding through the floor, laughter and chatter filling the air, but it didnât matter. all he felt was out of place, a walking fuck-up. he definitely needed more alcohol. heeseung found his way to the kitchen, grabbed the first bottle he saw, and made a beeline for the couch. the couch was safe, away from the crowd, away from the judgment. he slumped down, tipping the bottle back, letting the sharp burn of alcohol flood his throat. maybe if he drank enough, heâd forget how badly he screwed up.
the party moved on without him. people laughed, danced, paired off, while heeseung just sat there, watching like a ghost. he wasnât part of their world, not tonight. maybe not ever. he could feel the alcohol numbing him, dulling the sharp edges of his embarrassment, but not enough to forget. âwhat a fucking night,â he muttered, taking another drink. he wasnât the guy who got the girl, never was. just the awkward dude who couldnât even wingman right. maybe thatâs why he got so wasted in the first place, trying to feel like he belonged here, like he could keep up with everyone else. heeseung shifted, his eyes catching the couple next to him. they were all over each other, lips locked, hands roaming. he could feel their heat, their bodies pressed so close he could practically feel them on his skin. he tensed up, looking away, pretending like he wasnât sitting there, the third wheel on their couch. he tried to move, inch away, but his legs felt like lead, weighed down by the alcohol. their wet kisses filled his ears, the low murmur of their voices mixing with the music. it was too much. he gripped the bottle tighter, praying for an escape, but every time he looked around, the room seemed more packed, more suffocating. moving meant more awkward interactions, more people looking at him like he didnât belong. so, he stayed put, sinking deeper into the couch, swallowing down another long gulp of vodka.
and then he saw you. you were across the room, eyes locked on him. not judging, not laughing. just⊠watching. there was something in the way you looked at him, something soft, curious. like you saw him, really saw him. and not in the way everyone else did, not like the awkward fuck-up stuck between a horny couple. there was no pity in your gaze, no judgment. heeseung blinked, his heart stuttering in his chest. it wasnât the alcohol this timeâit was you. you looking at him like that. he hadnât noticed you before, too caught up in his own mess, but now? now you had his full attention. and suddenly, he didnât feel so invisible. didnât feel like the guy who always messed everything up. for a second, it felt like maybe, just maybe, the night wasnât a total loss.
heeseung had no clue youâd been watching him all night.
even now, as he sat there looking like a complete wreckâhis hair a tousled mess, his eyes half-shut, drunk as hell, slouched into the couch like he was hoping itâd just swallow him upâyou couldnât tear your eyes away. it was pathetic, honestly. but something about the way he always seemed so out of place, so awkward, drew you in more than it should.
he never noticed you. not like you wanted him to, anyway. youâd been crushing on him for longer than you cared to admit, but always from a distance. it wasnât like you could just go up to him, make it clear you were into him. heâd probably freeze up, stutter through something dumb, or worse, think you were messing with him.
because that was lee heeseungâawkward as hell, too wrapped up in his own world, and so fucking oblivious it made your chest ache. he wasnât the guy everyone noticed, wasnât smooth or charming. he was just⊠there. but you didnât care. you liked him. more than you should, probably.
you liked how real he was, how he always seemed like he didnât know where he fit in, even when he tried so damn hard. he wasnât perfect, far from it, but thatâs what made him so fucking endearing. every time you saw himâwhether it was in class, during group work, or at parties like this, blending into the backgroundâyou couldnât help but notice. the way heâd sit off to the side, like he was hoping no one would call on him, or how he zoned out completely, probably thinking about the games heâd play when he got home. you noticed the way his eyes lit up just a little when someone talked about sports, like it was the one thing he was secretly proud of.
and now here he was, stuck on that couch next to some couple basically mauling each other. they were all over each other, hands and mouths everywhere, and heeseung looked more uncomfortable than ever. he was stiff, like he didnât know what the hell to do with himself, his eyes darting around the room, looking for some way out.
god, it made your heart flip.
you couldnât stop staring, watching the way he scratched the back of his neck, like he was trying to make himself smaller, invisible. no one else noticed, but you did. you always noticed. and maybe thatâs why youâd never had the guts to make a move. you didnât want to add to his discomfort, didnât want to freak him out when he already had enough on his plate just trying to survive the night.
you liked him too much. way too much. but you were careful. you stayed in the background, letting him be, never wanting to scare him off. you were always there, always watching, wishing heâd look at you the way you looked at him. but he never did.
until now.
the alcohol in your system was doing something, messing with your head, making you feel braveâor stupid. you werenât sure which. but for a second, you thought⊠was he looking at you?
heeseungâs eyes, hazy with drunkenness, seemed to meet yours. his expression was curious, like maybeâjust maybeâheâd noticed you this time. your heart skipped a beat, that stupid giddy feeling hitting you hard. but then, just as quickly, the moment passed. he blinked, his gaze darting away, and that familiar awkwardness took over again. it was like he hadnât even meant to look at you in the first place, just happened to zone out in your direction.
you liked him too much. way too fucking much.
the alcohol wasnât helping. it was pushing you, telling you to go for it, to stop sitting in the corner like a damn creep and just talk to him. your heart was pounding, your palms fidgeting in your lap as the idea crept up on you. this wasnât youâyou didnât make moves like this. but right now? with the buzz in your veins and the way he looked like he could use someone to save him from this disaster of a night?
fuck it.
this might be the only chance you had. and besides, you were tipsy. what did you really have to lose?
you shifted in your seat, adrenaline kicking in, your mind spinning with possibilities. it wasnât like heâd push you away, right? not heeseung. not when he was sitting there, awkward and alone, looking like heâd appreciate anyone giving him a way out.
before you could stop yourself, you stood up, heart racing and mind spinning from the alcohol. heeseung hadnât even noticed you as you walked toward him, the music and chatter fading into the background, each step toward him feeling heavier, more uncertain. the couple next to him had finally fucked off, leaving the seat next to him empty, and you werenât about to waste the opportunity. who knew where they went? who cared? it was just you and him now, and that was all that mattered.
as you got closer, you watched heeseung straighten up a little, like he was finally free from the suffocating makeout session happening beside him. you saw the relief in his face, the way his shoulders relaxed, and he let out this small, tired sigh. poor guy had been through hell sitting there. you could almost feel his discomfort from across the room, and it tugged at something deep in your chest. he shifted back against the couch, clearly buzzed, his eyes slightly glazed, and though he wasnât as tense anymore, there was still that air of frustration clinging to him. you could practically hear the self-deprecating thoughts swirling in his head.
it made your chest ache seeing him frown. you knew he wasnât the most confident guy, but damn, you didnât think he was this hard on himself. the more you watched him, the more you wanted to be near him, to sit next to him and maybe make him feel a little less alone in all this mess.
but god, you were just as awkward as he was. every nerve in your body felt like it was buzzing as you made your way over, trying not to trip over your own feet. heeseung, predictably, didnât even notice you coming. he was too wrapped up in his own thoughts, lost in his head like always.
you stood there for a second, gathering whatever courage you had left, and then slid onto the couch beside him. you tried to do it smoothly, but your nerves made everything feel stiff, awkward. heeseung barely glanced up, still too caught up in his anxious energy, but you could tell he was struggling. the way his body slumped forward a little, the tension in his hands as they gripped the empty bottle⊠yeah, he was a mess.
you cleared your throat, trying to break through his haze. he glanced at you, almost like he didnât really see you at first, and then quickly looked away. classic heeseungâtoo stuck in his own head to notice when someone was actually paying attention to him.
âhey,â you said, voice shaky but determined. âuh, you good?â as soon as the words left your mouth, you cringed internally. seriously? thatâs what you went with? but it was too late to take it back now.
he blinked, staring at his drink for a moment before glancing at you again. âuh, yeah. fine.â his voice was quiet, almost unsure, and he took another quick sip, like he was trying to drink his nerves away. you werenât surprised, honestly. youâd expected this.
you pushed forward, hoping to keep the conversation alive despite the awkward start. âso, uh⊠you come to these things often?â you winced as the words left your mouth, knowing how lame and clichĂ© they sounded. his lips twitched, maybe the beginning of a smile, but it quickly disappeared as he turned back to his drink, downing more of it.
ânot reallyâŠâ he mumbled, voice already slurring a bit. yeah, he was definitely drunk, and he was definitely not handling it well. heeseung was never the guy who could drink much without turning into this red, nervous, slurry mess.
but you werenât about to give up. leaning in slightly, you tried again. âitâs pretty loud in here, huh? kinda overwhelming.â
he nodded, muttering something under his breath as he took another long drink, clearly hoping the alcohol would somehow make him less awkward. but instead, it seemed to pull him deeper into his own head. with each sip, he retreated further, barely answering your questions.
by the third question, it was clear he wasnât going to be much of a conversationalist tonight. he was chugging his drink like it was the only thing keeping him from falling apart, and you could tell he was barely hanging on. âso⊠what do you do when youâre not, uh, here?â you asked, trying to steer the conversation into something he might enjoy talking about.
heeseung blinked, his face flushed as he struggled to respond. âuh⊠yâknow⊠stuff,â he muttered, sounding more and more like he wanted to disappear into the couch entirely.
you sighed softly, not even upset. still, it was a little disappointing to see him this far gone, too drunk to even attempt to keep up the conversation. heeseung had a habit of sabotaging himself like this, and tonight was no exception.
eventually, his words turned into grunts, his eyes growing heavier with each drink. you couldnât help but chuckle softly, watching him fumble with the now-empty bottle, clearly surprised heâd finished it so fast. his hands scrambled awkwardly on the table, searching for more alcohol, and you watched him with an amused smile, feeling the warmth of your own buzz settling in.
you had no idea how many drinks youâd had at this point, but you were tipsy enough to feel bolder, less afraid of making a fool of yourself. seeing him struggle for another drink, you leaned in, holding out your cup with a small grin. âhey, you can have mine.â
he looked at you, blinking a few times like he was trying to process what youâd just said. for a moment, you thought heâd refuse, but then he let out a quiet, awkward laugh and took the cup from you. âuh, okayâŠâ he mumbled, his fingers brushing against yours as he took it, that tiny contact sending a spark through you, making your heart skip.
you watched him take a sip, his eyes lingering on the cup like it was the holy grail, and for the first time tonight, he seemed a little more⊠open. maybe it was the alcohol loosening him up, or maybe it was because youâd given him something without expecting anything back. either way, he wasnât brushing you off anymore.
he took another small sip before looking at the cup again, then back at you. he hesitated for a second, then held it out to you, his fingers brushing yours as he handed it back. âhere⊠you probably want this back,â he slurred, his voice soft, a little unsure. you smiled, shaking your head as you gently pushed the cup back toward him.
ânah, itâs all yours. seriously,â you said, your heart skipping at the brief contact.
he blinked, glancing down at the cup before he looked back up at you, a bit surprised. âoh⊠uh, thanks,â he muttered, clearly still a little thrown off by your kindness, but not nearly as guarded as before.
you tried again, feeling a little braver now. âso⊠you having an okay time?â
this time, he didnât hide behind the cup. he glanced at you, his expression softening just a bit. âuh, yeah⊠just, yâknow, not really good at these party things,â he admitted, his words still slurred, but now more open, more willing to talk. âtoo many people⊠and, uh, stuff.â
you nodded, sipping the last bit of your own drink, feeling the warmth spread through your veins. âyeah, i get it. sometimes itâs a lot. but hey⊠at least youâve got me to talk to now, right?â
heeseung blinked again, like he hadnât even considered that you might actually want to talk to him. âyeah⊠I guess so,â he mumbled, a shy smile tugging at the corner of his lips. it was small, barely there, but it was enough to make your heart flutter a little.
with both of you sufficiently drunk, the tension started to ease. maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it was the fact that he was starting to realize you werenât here to judge him, werenât here to make him feel awkward or like shit for being himself. either way, conversation started to flow, clumsy and random, but comfortable.
each time you asked a question, heeseung would take a sip, trying to answer without tripping over his words. you found yourself laughing softly at his attempts to sound smoother than he was, finding his drunken honesty almost endearing.
heeseung was definitely at the point where you knew he wasnât going to remember anything tomorrow. his eyes were glazed over, movements slow and a little too loose, words slurring together more with every sip. but there was something cute about how hard he was trying to stay present, like he wanted to keep talking, even though the alcohol was winning.
you, on the other hand, were riding the same buzz, but it just made you bolder, like all your usual fears had melted away. and before you could stop yourself, the question slipped out.
âso⊠you like games, right?â
you already knew the answer, of course. heeseung always talked about games whenever you managed to get him to open up, but something about the alcohol made you want to hear it again. maybe it was just an excuse to keep him talking, to keep the conversation going.
heeseung blinked, slow and confused, like he was trying to process what you just asked. âgames?â he repeated, voice thick and sluggish, but then he gave you a small, drunken smile. âyeah⊠love âem. theyâre, uh, fun.â
you bit your lip to keep from laughing at how ridiculously simple his answer was. âyeah? whatâs your favorite?â you pressed, not even caring that you already knewâhe was talking, and that was all you wanted.
he squinted, like he was trying to remember through the haze in his head. âuh⊠I dunno. depends,â he muttered, gripping the cup a little tighter as he took another shaky sip. âlike⊠fps stuff. and sports games. yâknow.â
you chuckled softly, nodding. âfps, huh? thatâs cool. I bet youâre pretty good at them.â
he shrugged, but a small, shy smile crept onto his lips again. âyeah⊠I guess,â he slurred, his head tilting a little as he tried to focus on you. âbut I dunno, âm not good at⊠other stuff,â he mumbled, voice growing softer, trailing off into his drunken haze.
you leaned in, feeling a rush of warmth as you pressed a little more. âwhat do you mean, âother stuffâ? come on, youâre good at games, right?â
he let out a half-hearted laugh, his eyes closing briefly like he was fighting off sleep. âmaybe⊠but not good at, uh⊠everything else,â he mumbled, barely holding on to the conversation.
âwe should play sometime,â you said, throwing it out there without expecting much, just feeling bold enough to suggest it.
he blinked slowly, his head bobbing a little before he mumbled, âyeah⊠thatâd be cool.â
and with that, he slumped back into the couch, his drink slipping from his hand as he finally gave in to the drunkenness, completely checked out. you sighed softly, shaking your head with a smile as you watched him.
the brief moment of contentment you had was short-lived. reality smacked you hardâhe wasnât going to remember any of this. not you, not the awkward conversation, nothing. what the hell were you even doing? he was practically passed out, slumped against the couch like a dead weight. there was no way he was going to remember anything, let alone you trying to talk to him.
you sighed, glancing around the party, hoping someoneâanyoneâmight notice how far gone heeseung was. but no one gave a shit. everyone was too busy dancing, making out, or lost in their own little worlds to even glance in his direction. great. of course, no one noticed. and where the hell was jay? wasnât he supposed to be keeping an eye on things, especially since heeseung came with him?
you scanned the room again, feeling your stomach twist in frustration. still no sign of jay. perfect. heeseungâs head lolled to the side, completely oblivious to the chaos around him. someone needed to make sure he got home safe, and it sure as hell wasnât going to be him.
âheeseung?â you leaned closer, shaking his shoulder lightly, trying to wake him up. no response. you tried again, a little louder, shaking him harder this time. âhey, come on. wake up. you're wasted, we need to take you home.â
his eyes fluttered open, but he looked so out of it, like he had no idea where he was. âhomeâŠ?â he mumbled, his voice a raspy whisper.
âyeah, home. do you even know where your phone is?â you asked, your concern growing as you watched him struggle to focus.
he blinked slowly, his hands fumbling through his pockets but coming up empty. âuh⊠no?â he muttered, his voice barely coherent.
you rolled your eyes, but you couldnât shake the worry settling in. âokay, hold on. weâll figure it out.â you glanced around again, hoping jay would miraculously show up, but no such luck. just more people partying.
âheeseung, you gotta wake up a little,â you said, shaking him again, but he was barely coherent. his eyes opened for a second before closing again, his head drooping back down.
this was gonna be a long night.
he stirred slightly, blinking up at you with that same drunken daze. for a second, you thought maybe he was starting to come around, but then, in the most slurred, half-assed voice, he muttered, ây'know⊠if i was a controller⊠iâd let you push all my buttons.â
you stared at him, blinking. did he really just say that?
his eyes widened in slow motion as the realization hit him, his face turning bright red. he groaned, slapping his hands over his face like he could hide from the embarrassment. âshit⊠that was so dumb,â he mumbled, his voice muffled by his hands. âwhyâd i say thatâŠâ
you couldnât help itâyou laughed. it was absurd, so random, and so fucking corny, but in the cutest way possible. âseriously, heeseung?â you teased, biting back more laughter as he squirmed in embarrassment. âthatâs your best line?â
he let out another groan, his hands still covering his face. âiâm such an idiot,â he muttered. âjust⊠pretend i didnât say that. please.â
shaking your head, you grinned despite how ridiculous the situation was. yeah, he was a drunken mess, but that dumb line somehow made you like him even more. âdonât worry, it wasnât that bad,â you said, nudging his arm lightly. âjust⊠maybe save the pick-up lines for when youâre less drunk.â
heeseung peeked out from behind his hands, his face still flushed, and let out a defeated sigh. âgod, iâm really gonna forget all this tomorrow, arenât i?â he muttered, sounding like heâd already accepted his fate.
you sighed, the reality hitting you again. âyeah, probably. but hey, at least youâll forget that awful line too.â
he gave a weak laugh, still clearly mortified but trying to play it off. âiâm gonna need to drink even more to forget that one,â he half-joked, his hand fumbling around, searching for another drink. but before he could even find anything, his body gave out completely, and he blacked out mid-reach.
without any warning, he collapsed off the couch, hitting the floor with a loud thud. your eyes widened in shock, a shriek of surprise slipping out before you could stop it. âheeseung! oh my god!â you gasped, scrambling to check if he was okay.
you dropped to your knees next to him, heart pounding as panic started to rise in your chest. heeseung was out cold, completely knocked out from the alcohol. shit. you tried shaking him gently, calling his name, but nothing. he didnât even stir. not even a flinch.
âheeseung?â you called again, shaking his shoulder a little harder, but he was gone. damn it. you couldnât just leave him like this. you needed to find jay or someone who could help, but when you glanced around the room, it was clear no one was paying attention.
where the hell is jay? you cursed under your breath. wasnât this his party? wasnât he supposed to make sure shit like this didnât happen? you got up, your eyes darting around, searching for any sign of him. you started knocking on random doors, hoping one of them would lead to jay.
after a couple of tries, you heard a muffled voice from behind one of the doors. âJUST GO AWAY!â
you froze. that was definitely jay, and he sounded pissed. you stared at the door, debating whether to knock again, but you werenât about to deal with him in that mood. heâs clearly busy with his own shit, you thought, your stomach twisting in frustration.
with a sigh, you glanced back at where heeseung was sprawled on the floor, completely out of it. no one else was going to help, and jay was a lost cause. guess itâs up to me.
you took a deep breath, steeling yourself. thereâs no way iâm leaving him here like this. heâd never make it on his own, and no one else seemed to care. kneeling down beside him, you muttered, âokay, heeseung⊠letâs get you home,â even though you knew he wasnât going to hear you.
you tried lifting him, but holy shit, he was heavier than he looked. âdamn it,â you grunted, barely managing to prop him up against the couch. âcome on, work with me here,â you muttered under your breath, even though you knew he was too far gone to do anything.
shit, where does this guy even live? you stared at him for a moment, realizing you had no idea. you shook his shoulder again, this time a bit more urgently. âheeseung? hey, you gotta wake up. where do you live?â
he blinked up at you, his eyes unfocused, his head swaying as he tried to process what you said. âwhaâŠ?â he mumbled, voice thick and slurred.
âheeseung, i need to get you home. where do you live?â you asked again, louder, hoping something would click in his foggy brain.
he blinked again, looking like he was trying to focus, then lazily pointed in some random direction. âi⊠live, uh⊠over⊠there?â he mumbled, before his hand flopped back into his lap like heâd just given you the most important information ever.
you couldnât help but laugh at how ridiculous this was. âyeah, over where exactly, genius?â you muttered, giving him another shake. âcome on, focus. whereâs your house?â
heeseung squinted, his face scrunched up like he was trying to solve the hardest math problem ever. âmy house⊠well, weâre not at my house right now,â he said, giggling to himself like it was the funniest thing heâd ever heard.
you rolled your eyes, but a laugh slipped out before you could stop it. âyeah, thanks for clearing that up.â
he squinted again, like he was finally realizing how unhelpful he was being. âno, wait⊠i got this,â he slurred, lifting a finger like he was about to say something profound. âmy mom⊠she makes pancakes. really good ones,â he mumbled, his head bobbing as he tried to stay awake.
you sighed, half amused, half frustrated. âheeseung, how is that supposed to help me get you home?â
he shrugged weakly, his eyelids fluttering shut. âi dunno⊠but pancakes are good,â he mumbled, clearly on the verge of passing out again.
god, this is going nowhere, you thought, trying to suppress a smile. as much of a mess as he was, you couldnât help but find the whole situation kind of funny. here he was, trying his best to be helpful, and all he could come up with were pancakes and vague directions.
âalright, buddy,â you muttered with a sigh, shaking him a little more firmly. âletâs try this again. do you know your address?â
heeseung nodded, then immediately paused, like heâd forgotten what you just asked him. âuh⊠what was the question?â he mumbled.
you sighed, shaking him a bit harder. âheeseung, please. whatâs your address?â
he blinked slowly, and after a few moments, it finally seemed to register. âoh⊠uh⊠i live like⊠three blocks from here? yeah⊠three blocks,â he muttered, sounding half-asleep but at least coherent enough to give you a real answer.
âthree blocks?â you repeated, more to yourself than him. âokay, i can work with that.â
looking down at him, still a complete mess but not entirely unconscious, you steeled yourself for what was coming. âalright, come on,â you said, grabbing his arm and using every bit of strength you had to pull him up. âletâs get you home.â
heeseung stumbled to his feet, barely managing to stay upright as he leaned heavily against you. as you guided him toward the door, his body weight pressing into yours, he gave you this drunken, confused look, his words slurred as he blinked at you in disbelief. âyouâre really helping me? why?â
you couldnât help but laugh a little at how genuinely surprised he sounded. âbecause iâm not about to let you pass out on some random couchâor worse, end up in a ditch,â you said, rolling your eyes playfully. âsomeoneâs gotta make sure you donât get lost trying to find your way home.â
heeseung blinked again, his face scrunching up in a mix of confusion and what looked like genuine gratitude. âoh⊠thatâs nice,â he mumbled, sounding almost touched. "thanks⊠like, really⊠thatâs⊠nice.â
you shook your head with a grin, keeping him steady as you both made your way out of the house and into the cool night air. the sounds of the party faded behind you, replaced by the quiet of the neighborhood, the occasional distant car the only noise breaking the stillness.
"itâs no big deal,â you said, adjusting your grip on his arm to keep him from wobbling too much. âjust making sure you donât end up in a situation youâre gonna really regret tomorrow.â
heeseung let out a low, awkward chuckle. âyeah⊠âpreciate it. didnât think anyoneâd⊠care enough to help,â he muttered, still sounding like he couldnât quite believe you were doing this.
you glanced over at him, his head lolling slightly as he stumbled along. despite his drunken state, you couldnât help but smile softly. âwell, now you know someone does.â
you walked in relative silence for a bit, his steps still unsteady, but he was at least following your lead. but then, halfway to his place, he suddenly mumbled. âman, i was already at jayâs house, though. i couldâve just crashed there⊠people know me thereâŠâ his words dragged out, like he was trying to convince himself of something. âand now i gotta walk home⊠and⊠i gotta peeâŠâ
you stopped in your tracks, blinking at him. oh, my god. he was right. this whole party is at jayâs place. of course he couldâve stayed there. your stomach twisted as the realization sank in. âoh my god, iâm an idiot.â
heeseung, in his drunken haze, nodded solemnly, like youâd just made some grand discovery. âyeah⊠but i gotta pee though.â
âwait, when i knocked on jayâs door earlier, he sounded super pissed,â you explained quickly, trying to justify your mistake. âi didnât think heâd let you crash there. he seemed really⊠busy.â
heeseung blinked a few times, processing your words through his foggy brain before shrugging lazily. âyeah⊠jay can be a dick when heâs stressed.â he stumbled forward again, catching himself on you. âbut, uh⊠yeah, itâs my fault. i said some dumb shit earlier. no wonder heâs mad.â he sighed, his head hanging lower. âguess i really do need to go home.â
you stood there for a second, letting it all sink in. turning back now seemed pointless. youâd already walked this far, and heeseung himself had admitted that he probably pissed jay off. crashing there wouldâve likely been a disaster anyway.
you sighed, adjusting your grip on him again. âwell, weâre almost halfway there. might as well keep going,â you said, trying to sound more confident than you felt. âand, uh⊠weâll find somewhere for you to pee on the way.â
heeseung let out a half-drunken chuckle. âthanks for⊠not leaving me in a ditch.â
âyeah, well, youâre welcome. just⊠donât pee on yourself, okay?â you teased, shaking your head as a small smile tugged at your lips. the whole situation was absurd, but somehow you were both laughing about it.
âactually⊠if you could stop here?â heeseung mumbled suddenly, already fumbling with his belt as he swayed slightly. you blinked at him, confused for a second, but then it hit youâhe was really about to pee. right here.
âuh, okay, sure,â you muttered, glancing around awkwardly as he stumbled off to the side of the sidewalk, finding a random bush to aim at. you quickly turned your back, trying to give him a bit of privacy, though the whole situation felt ridiculous.
you stared up at the sky, doing your best to pretend this wasnât happening. this night just keeps getting better, you thought, cringing as the unmistakable sound of him fumbling around and finally peeing filled the air.
heeseung froze midstream, clearly realizing how loud it was. âuh⊠sorry, this is⊠louder than i thought,â he mumbled, his voice laced with embarrassment.
you couldnât help but snort, biting your lip to keep from laughing out loud. âitâs fine, heeseung. just⊠finish up,â you said, shaking your head, doing your best not to die from secondhand embarrassment. what a mess.
heeseung groaned softly. âiâm so fucking sorry⊠this is the worstâŠâ
âjust⊠donât fall over, okay?â you teased, still looking away, but you couldnât help but let out a small laugh.
âi'm trying,â he muttered, clearly more embarrassed with every passing second. the sound of his pee hitting the ground seemed to echo in the quiet night, and you could practically feel the heat of his embarrassment radiating off him.
finally, after what felt like the longest, most awkward moment of your life, he zipped up and stumbled back over to you, still red-faced and avoiding your gaze. âokay⊠all done,â he mumbled, clearly mortified.
âgreat,â you said, trying to sound upbeat as you started walking again. âletâs never speak of this again.â
as you reached out to steady him, your arm slipping around his waist to support him for the walk ahead, heeseung suddenly jerked back a little, still wobbly but clearly distressed. âshit⊠i didnât wash my hands,â he mumbled, voice thick with drunken regret, like this was the worst thing that had happened all night.
you couldnât hold it in anymore. a loud, genuine laugh burst out of you, echoing down the quiet street. âoh my god, heeseung, itâs fine,â you managed between fits of laughter, your shoulders shaking as you tried to hold yourself together. âweâll survive.â
he blinked at you, his expression confused and a little lost, staring at his hands like they were contaminated with something deadly. âbut, like⊠germs,â he slurred, his face scrunched in concern.
âitâs fine,â you repeated, still giggling as you shook your head at the absurdity of the situation. âweâve been through so much tonight. i think iâll survive without you washing your hands.â
heeseung squinted at you for a second, then let out a small, sheepish laugh. âyeah⊠okay,â he muttered, stumbling back toward you. âbut, like⊠sorry.â
âno need to apologize for that,â you said, still grinning as you slipped your arm back around him, helping him walk again, this time without him pulling away. âyouâre not the first drunk person to forget about hygiene.â
he chuckled, leaning heavily on you as you both continued down the street, a little more relaxed now that the awkwardness had passed. âstill⊠iâm a mess, huh?â he mumbled, more to himself than to you.
âyeah,â you agreed with a soft smile, keeping him steady. âbut itâs okay.â
because it was heeseung. no matter how messy, awkward, or downright ridiculous the night had been, it was perfect in its own weird way. the fact that you were here with himâthis version of him, drunken, embarrassed, and just so himâmade it feel like something special.
heeseung, oblivious to the thoughts running through your mind, kept leaning on you, muttering little apologies under his breath, his head hanging low as he walked. but you couldnât stop smiling. you couldâve left him at the party, passed out and miserable, let him wake up tomorrow with no memory of any of this. but instead, you were here, guiding him home, laughing at his drunken antics, and feeling this strange sense of contentment.
he might forget everything by morningâforget the dumb pick-up line, the awkwardness, even this entire walk home. but you wouldnât. this wasnât perfect by any traditional standard, but it was real. and in its own way, that made it⊠kind of perfect.
as you both continued walking, the night air cool around you, you couldnât help but smile to yourself. this moment, as strange and chaotic as it was, felt like yours to hold onto.
finally, after what felt like forever, you made it to heeseungâs house. your legs ached a little from the walk, but relief washed over you as you stood in front of his door. you reached out and rang the doorbell, hoping someone inside would answer and help you out.
nothing.
you rang it again. still nothing.
âcome on,â you muttered under your breath, glancing over at heeseung, who was leaning against the wall beside the door, half out of it. he was barely holding himself up, his head bobbing as he blinked slowly at the house.
âheeseung,â you said, nudging him lightly. âdo you have a key or something?â
he mumbled something incoherent, still not exactly helping the situation. you sighed, running a hand through your hair as you tried to figure out what to do next. standing there for what felt like forever, you finally turned to him again.
âheeseung, come on. help me out here. do you even live here?â
he blinked a few more times, his expression blank before he suddenly focused on the door. âoh⊠wait⊠yeah, itâs unlocked,â he slurred, like it had just occurred to him.
you stared at him, a mix of disbelief and amusement washing over you. âseriously? you couldâve mentioned that ten minutes ago.â
heeseung just grinned sleepily. âsorry⊠drunk.â
you sighed, shaking your head as you reached for the door handle and pushed it open. âalright, letâs get you inside.â
you helped him inside, guiding him carefully through the doorway, but the second you stepped into the dimly lit entrance, hesitation washed over you. you glanced at heeseung, who was barely able to stand, his body weight practically leaning on you, and then around the quiet house. should you even be here?
âum⊠are you sure i should help you in?â you asked, unsure if you were overstepping. the last thing you wanted was to intrude, but the thought of leaving him in this state alone didnât sit right either.
heeseung gave a lazy nod, still leaning heavily on you, his words slurred. âyeah⊠iâm good. youâre good. âs fine,â he mumbled, though the way he said it wasnât exactly convincing.
you carefully stepped inside, trying not to make too much noise just in case his parents were home. the last thing you needed was to wake them up and have to explain why their son was stumbling around like heâd just lost a fight with a bottle of vodka. tiptoeing through the house, your nerves on edge, you glanced aroundâit was eerily quiet.
âheeseung⊠whereâs your room?â you whispered, praying heâd give you a straight answer.
he squinted at you like youâd asked him to solve a riddle. âuh⊠upstairs? or⊠maybe⊠downstairs?â he mumbled, clearly just as lost in his own house as you were.
he thought about it for another second before nodding. âupstairs⊠definitely upstairs,â he slurred, as if heâd finally cracked the code.
you gave him a skeptical look but decided to roll with it. slowly, you began leading him up the stairs, each step feeling like an exercise in stealth, hoping with every creak that no one else would wake up. your heart raced a little more with every step, praying youâd get to his room without waking anyone.
at the top of the stairs, you paused, glancing down the hallway. âokay, which oneâs your room?â you asked quietly.
heeseung blinked, swaying a little as he pointed down the hall. âuh⊠second door on the right? yeah, thatâs it,â he mumbled, his voice full of uncertainty.
you sighed but figured it was the best lead you had. guiding him to the door, you opened it slowly, half-expecting it to be the wrong room.
âalright, home sweet home,â you whispered as you helped him inside. ânow letâs get you into bed before you pass out in the hallway.â
as you stepped into his room, his scent hit you instantlyâa mix of something clean but a little musky, warm, and somehow comforting. your heart fluttered for a moment, and you took in your surroundings. the room was exactly what youâd expected, messy but lived-in. clothes were strewn across the floor, his gaming setup in the corner, and his bed, barely made, was in complete disarray. it was soâŠÂ him.
distracted by the details of his space, you shook it off and focused on the task at hand. get him to the bed. guiding him over to the mattress, you gently helped him sit down. he flopped back with a groan, limbs heavy and uncooperative, sprawling across the bed in a way that made you shake your head.
as you were about to leave him to sleep it off, you noticed how dry and cracked his lips were. heâs gotta be dehydrated, you thought, glancing around the room for something. you spotted a half-full water bottle on his desk and grabbed it, kneeling beside the bed.
âhey, heeseung, drink this,â you said softly, nudging his shoulder to wake him enough to take a sip. âcome on, youâll feel better.â
he blinked groggily, clearly struggling to stay awake, but when he saw the water, he mumbled something incoherent and reached out slowly. you guided the bottle to his lips, tipping it carefully as he took a few slow, sloppy sips. a bit of water spilled down his chin, but he managed to drink most of it.
âthere you go,â you murmured, using your sleeve to wipe the droplets from his face. âbetter?â
he hummed softly, his eyes already closing again, the water seemingly calming him a little. âthanksâŠâ he muttered, his voice barely audible as he sank deeper into the bed, finally looking more comfortable.
you couldnât help but smile at how helpless he looked, sprawled out like a kid whoâd played too hard and crashed. he was a mess, but god, you couldnât deny how endearing he was in this state. with a soft sigh, you stood there for a moment longer, just taking him inâhis messy hair, flushed face, the way he was finally peaceful after such a chaotic night.
âthanks, heeseung, i had a lot of fun,â you whispered, more to yourself than to him, knowing he wouldnât hear or remember any of this. it didnât matter, though. this night had been something youâd treasure, as imperfect as it was.
you pulled out your phone, glancing at the screen, debating whether to text someone for a ride home. as you turned to leave, ready to let him sleep off the rest of his drunken haze, you suddenly felt a tug on your arm. your heart jumped in your chest.
heeseung had grabbed your wrist, his grip clumsy but just firm enough to stop you from walking away. you turned, wide-eyed, looking down at him. he was still half-asleep, his eyes barely open, but the message was clearâhe didnât want you to leave.
âwhereâre you going?â heeseung slurred, his voice low and heavy with sleep, but the question hit you harder than you expected. your pulse raced, caught completely off guard by the way he held onto your wrist, his grip firm enough to keep you there. for a moment, you couldnât even find the words to respond.
âhome,â you finally managed to whisper, your heart pounding in your chest. his hand was hot against your skin, and despite how out of it he was, heeseung managed to pull you closer. before you knew it, you were standing right at the edge of his bed, his sleepy eyes blinking up at you like he was trying to figure out what to say next.
heeseung stared at you, his brow furrowed in concentration as if he was trying to fight through the fog in his brain. âyou⊠donât have to go,â he mumbled, slurring his words but sounding oddly sincere. âi⊠iâm really glad you helped me and⊠yâknow, stayed.â
you raised an eyebrow, half amused and half confused. âheeseung, youâre drunk.â
he groaned softly, rubbing the back of his neck in embarrassment. âyeah, but⊠i donât want you to leave yet,â he admitted, his voice nervous as his eyes darted away. then, out of nowhere, he blurted, âyou can⊠maybe just⊠stay here?â the moment the words left his mouth, his face flushed deep red, and he quickly backpedaled. âi meanânot like that! i mean, we could⊠like, justâŠâ
he trailed off, clearly mortified, and you couldnât help but laugh softly at his awkwardness. âwhat are you trying to say, heeseung?â you teased, watching as his face grew even redder.
he sputtered, clearly struggling to string together a coherent thought. âiâIâm not asking you to sleep with me! i just meantâyou could, uh, cuddle? if you wanted to?â his voice grew quieter with each word, until he was practically whispering, his eyes wide with embarrassment.
you stifled a laugh, shaking your head. âheeseung, you donât even know me,â you said teasingly, though your heart was doing flips at how vulnerable he was being.
he looked up at you, his eyes a little glassy but serious despite the alcohol clouding his mind. âi⊠i know enough,â he mumbled, his words slow and slurred. âyouâre not dangerous. and you kept up with me even when i was, uh, difficult.â
he tugged on your wrist gently again, his expression almost pleading. âjust⊠please?â he asked softly. âitâs⊠nice when youâre here.â
your heart melted a little at his honesty, and you let out a quiet sigh before sitting down on the edge of his bed. the moment you did, his grip on your wrist loosened, and heeseung gave you a sleepy, grateful smile. âthank you,â he murmured, his voice barely a whisper.
he blinked up at you with his heavy-lidded eyes, his face still flushed with both drunkenness and embarrassment. âso, umâŠâ he slurred, clearly nervous, âhow can i politely ask you to allow me to cuddle you?â
you couldnât help but laugh softly at how ridiculous he sounded. in all his drunken glory, he somehow managed to be both an absolute mess and the sweetest guy in the room. as he sluggishly shifted toward the pillows, his movements slow and awkward, it was clear he was urging you to follow him, his hand still loosely holding onto yours.
you stared at him, unsure if you should actually move closer, but heeseung was fully beckoning you, his eyes droopy yet focused on you, like he wasnât going to let you leave without getting his way.
âuhâŠâ you hesitated. âheeseung, I donât think youâre exactly in your right mind right now.â
he looked up at you with the most pitiful puppy-dog eyes, a sleepy smile tugging at his lips. âbut⊠i really wanna cuddle,â he mumbled, his voice soft and a little pleading. âand youâre⊠really comfy-looking.â
âcomfy-looking?â you repeated, biting back a laugh.
he nodded, his head bobbing lazily as he made grabby hands at you from the bed. âyeah⊠youâre like⊠a human pillow or something.â
you snorted at that. a human pillow? only heeseung could make something that ridiculous sound like a compliment.
âcome on,â he muttered, slurring his words even more as he patted the spot beside him. âjust⊠for a bit. iâll be good, i swear.â
with a sigh, you finally gave in, sitting down beside him on the bed. âokay, but if you drool on me, Iâm leaving,â you teased, though your heart was hammering in your chest.
heeseung grinned lazily, clearly pleased with himself, and wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you closer. âdeal,â he mumbled, already half-buried under the blankets, his breath warm against your shoulder.
âwow, you smell good,â he mumbled sleepily against your shoulder, his voice thick with drowsiness but laced with genuine appreciation. his nose brushed lightly against your skin as he inhaled deeply, like he was savoring the scent.
you froze, your heart pounding in your chest. was this really happening? heeseung was cuddled up next to you, telling you that you smelled good, like it was the most casual thing in the world, while your brain was going into overdrive.
âyou smell likeâŠâ he paused, his words slow and thoughtful despite his drunken state, âlike⊠vanilla. and⊠something warm, like fresh laundry.â
you blinked, caught off guard by how oddly specific his observation was. vanilla? fresh laundry? it wasnât anything special, just the everyday scent of youâclean, comfortable, and familiar. and somehow, even in his drunken haze, heâd picked up on that.
your cheeks flushed as he snuggled closer, his arm loosely draped around your waist, his warmth radiating against you. is this real? your mind screamed as your heart raced, pounding in your chest like it was about to explode.
heeseung nuzzled closer, his breath tickling the side of your neck as he lazily muttered, "yeah, like⊠really comfy. you feel⊠safe.â his voice trailed off, and for a moment, you thought he was finally drifting off to sleep.
but then, you felt itâsomething unmistakable pressing lightly against your thigh.
was heâŠ? your brain scrambled, trying to process the situation as the atmosphere shifted from soft and sweet to something entirely different. heeseung, still half-drunk and completely unaware of what he was doing, shifted closer, his body pressing tightly against yours. his arm around your waist pulled you into him, and he let out a soft sigh, completely oblivious to the storm he was creating inside you. your mind was a mess, caught between pure panic and disbelief. part of you wanted to wake him up, shake him out of this, and bolt for the door. but the other part of you⊠the part that didnât want to admit how much you liked this, that part wanted to stay.
you shifted, trying to pull away, to put some distance between you and heeseung, but your body betrayed you, jerking forward in an awkward attempt to escape. and thatâs when it got worse. every time you moved, he pressed closer, chasing the warmth of your body like he was seeking comfort. the way he nestled against you, so warm, so closeâit made your mind spiral with thoughts you couldnât control.
oh god, how big is he? the question flashed through your mind before you could stop it, heat rushing to your face as your cheeks flushed with embarrassment. stop it, stop thinking like that, you scolded yourself, but it was impossible. his body was too close, too solid, tooâŠÂ there.
you swallowed hard, guilt creeping in as you realized that, drunk or not, heeseung had no idea what he was doing. heâs drunk, you reminded yourself. he doesnât know. but every time you shifted to create some space, he followed, letting out a soft, sleepy groan and instinctively pressing deeper into you.
and before you knew it, his body had nestled itself right between your thighs. your breath caught in your throat, and every little movement from him sent a ticklish, torturous sensation through you. you tried to ignore it, to focus on anything else, but then his hard length brushed against your clothed core, and your hips jerked involuntarily, a wave of panic and heat spreading through you.
oh fuck, this is bad. you could feel itâfeel yourself getting wet, and your mind screamed at you to do something, anything, to get out of this situation before it got worse. but heeseung, completely unaware, kept moving closer, his body acting on autopilot, chasing the comfort of your warmth.
you froze, caught between the desire that was creeping in and the guilt that was clawing at your conscience. what the hell were you supposed to do now? your mind was a whirlwind of conflicting emotionsâdesire, confusion, guilt, panic. you were stuck, unable to pull yourself away, and then the worst thing happened.
a soft, unexpected moan slipped from your lips.
the second the sound left your mouth, heeseungâs breathing changed. it became heavier, more deliberate, like he was responding to the noise. a low groan rumbled from him, and though his movements were sluggish, they felt more⊠intentional.
his hot breath fanned over your ear, and before you could stop yourself, you turned your head, desperate to see if he was awakeâif he was really aware of what he was doing. and thatâs when your eyes met his.
your breath hitched.
he was already looking at you, his eyes half-lidded and dazed, but there was an intensity behind them that made your pulse race. but the more you stared, the more you realizedâhe wasnât fully there. his eyelids fluttered, his gaze distant, but somehow still focused on you.
he let out another low groan, his voice raspy as he mumbled, âthis feels⊠goodâŠâ his words were slurred, heavy with sleep and alcohol, but the raw honesty in them sent a shiver down your spine.
his hand brushed lightly against your side, his fingers grazing your waist, and another soft groan escaped him as he buried his face into the crook of your neck. he nuzzled against you like he was sinking deeper into a dream, his body responding to yours without any awareness of the chaos he was causing.
his breathing grew more ragged, and his grip on you tightened, like he was afraid youâd slip away. âno⊠you canât leaveâŠâ he muttered, his voice shaky and filled with a desperation that made your heart pound. âyouâre not real⊠itâs a dream⊠just a dreamâŠâ
the conviction in his voice was clearâhe thought this was all a dream. he was convinced that none of this was real, that you werenât really there, that everything was part of some fantasy his drunken mind had created. a pretty girl in his bed, your warmth against his body, your scent filling his sensesâit was too perfect for him to believe it was real.
heeseung inhaled deeply, as if trying to memorize the way you smelled. âwowâŠâ he whispered, his voice low and rough, sending another shiver down your spine as your back arched involuntarily. âno⊠donât go.â
his grip on you tightened, becoming more possessive, as if holding onto you would keep the dream from slipping away. his fingers, trembling slightly now, traced the side of your waist, slipping under your top. his touch was tentative, almost like he was confirming that you were still there, that this dream of his hadnât disappeared.
and with each touch, your body reacted, your stomach clenching, your thighs pressing together as you felt yourself getting wetter by the second. his fingers danced across your skin, soft and slow, and you could barely breathe.
heeseungâs desperation grew with each passing second, his movements more deliberate, needier, as his lips pressed warm, clumsy kisses along your neck. each kiss sent jolts of electricity through your body, and despite the alarm bells blaring in your mind, you felt yourself relaxing into his touch. god, you couldnât help it.
there was an unexpected tenderness in the way his lips moved against your skin, a slow, deliberate trail that made your heart race, pounding so hard it almost hurt. part of you knew you should stop this, pull away before it went any further. but then heeseung groaned softly, his lips pressing a little harder as he bit down gently on your neck, and the last of your resistance melted away.
you were drunk too, the alcohol lowering your inhibitions, making your body react without thinking. every kiss, every touch, left your skin tingling, and you let out a shaky breath, barely able to hold back the moan that slipped from your lips. instinctively, you tilted your head back, giving him more access as your hands gripped the fabric of his shirt, your mind lost in the moment.
but then you felt him shifting, his hands fumbling as he slowly tugged down his pants, and panic sliced through the fog in your mind. heeseung, wait, you thought, but your voice came out shaky. âthis isnât a dream,â you whispered, but it was like he didnât hear youâor worse, he didnât believe it.
he let out a low, frustrated groan, shaking his head. âno⊠youâre not getting away this time,â he mumbled, his words thick with need. âjust⊠let me put it in. please.â his voice was so desperate, filled with a longing that made your heart twist in your chest. it was like he had begged for this in his dreams, over and over again.
the sound of his cock slapping against his stomach was unmistakable, and your mind reeled as you heard him whine, âiâm so horny,â his tone almost childlike in its frustration, like he couldnât handle being denied any longer. his hand wrapped around his length, and you could feel the heat radiating off him as he positioned himself, dangerously close to you.
the air between you felt thick, heavy with tension. he shifted again, and then he asked, almost too dejectedly, âdo you really not wanna do it?â the way his voice cracked slightly, the vulnerability in his tone, made your stomach churn with guilt. god, yes, you thought. you do want this. but he was drunk, confused, and he had no idea what he was doing.
before you could find the words to say anything, you felt him. the tip of his cock brushed against your damp, clothed core, and you let out a shaky gasp. âplease,â he whispered, not giving you a chance to speak, his voice laced with desperation.
oh fuck it.
before you even realized it, your body was moving on its own, pulling him closer, your hands reaching behind to grip his waist and press him against you. the desperation in his voice, the raw need in his movementsâit was contagious, wrapping around you like a fever, and any trace of rational thought disappeared.
heeseung groaned softly, his breath hot against your neck as his hips moved more frantically, grinding against you with a helpless urgency. his cock, hard and throbbing, dragged along your clothed pussy, sending shivers up your spine with every slow, torturous movement. you could feel every pulse, every inch of him pressed so close, teasing you.
his tip grazed the entrance of your pussy, the friction lighting up your body, making you gasp. âfuck,â you whispered, your hips rolling against his, your body responding to his every move. each drag of his cock against you only made you wetter, the thin fabric of your underwear soaked from the tension building between you.
heeseungâs breath came in heavy pants, his head resting against your shoulder as he let out a soft whine. it was like he couldnât get enough of you, his body chasing the friction, the need to be closer, to feel more. âmhmm⊠yes, god yes,â he muttered, his voice thick and broken, filled with raw need.
any hesitation you had melted away, consumed by the heat of the moment. all that mattered now was thisâthe way heeseungâs body was pressed against yours, his hands gripping your waist like he was holding on for dear life, his cock rubbing against you with a desperate intensity.
âplease,â he whined again, his voice trembling, thick with need. his hips stuttered against yours, the friction driving him wild as he ground into you, chasing that feeling that seemed just out of reach. âjust⊠let me⊠just a little moreâŠâ
his lips brushed against your ear, his voice barely a whisper, shaking with desperation. âjust the tip? please?â
the way he spoke, his voice filled with such need, sent a shiver down your spine. you could feel him, pressing against the entrance of your pussy, his cock straining, desperate for just a little more.
every nerve in your body lit up in response, your skin tingling with anticipation. you knew you shouldnât cross this line, knew it was wrong, but the way heeseung beggedâhow could you say no?
just the tip, he had said, like it was the simplest thing in the world. and fuck, you wanted it. more than anything in that moment, your body was screaming for it.
your breath came out shaky as you considered it, your hips tilting up ever so slightly, pressing against him. you wiggled your hips, testing the waters, wanting to see how heâd react.
heeseung gasped, his body trembling against yours as you teased him. his reaction was immediate, a soft, needy groan slipping past his lips. âplease⊠stop teasing,â he murmured, his voice husky, desperate. âlet me feel your pussyâŠâ
the nerves that had been creeping up on you only made the moment more intense. your hands trembled slightly as you slowly lifted your skirt, the fabric bunching around your waist. each movement was heavy with anticipation, your breath hitching as you hooked your fingers into the waistband of your panties and tugged them down, shakily. the cool air hit your skin, and the awareness of how wet and ready you were for him made your head spin.
you werenât a virgin, but god, the intensity of this moment made you feel like you were crossing some new, dangerous lineâand you loved it.
heeseung propped himself up on his elbow, his eyes locking onto yours as his hands gently cupped your cheeks, pulling you closer. the desperation in his gaze was undeniableâhe needed to see you, to watch every flicker of emotion cross your face as the intensity of the moment built between you. his breath came out in shaky pants, his gaze half-lidded, filled with hunger and disbelief.
âpleaseâŠâ he whispered, his voice raw and filled with awe as he leaned in, his hands sliding down your body to grip your thigh, pulling it up toward your chest. the closeness, the need between you two, had your heart racing, matching his shallow, ragged breaths.
his eyes darkened with need as he released his cock, painfully hard, guiding it toward your exposed entrance. âjust the tip,â he repeated, his voice trembling with desperation, like he was trying to convince both of you to believe it was enough. his hands shook slightly as he held your thigh in place, steadying himself as the head of his cock brushed against your wet, sensitive entrance.
the warmth of him teased your slick folds, sending a shiver of anticipation down your spine. despite the nervous flutter in your stomach, there was no turning back. heeseung let out a soft, needy groan as he slowly pushed the tip inside, the stretch immediate. your pussy tightened around him, the sensation overwhelming, and you gasped, your body instinctively responding to the pleasure of him barely entering you.
as he eased the tip in further, heeseung grunted, his breath hitching in his throat as your tightness enveloped him. the warmth, the snug grip of your body around himâhe hadnât expected it to feel this good. not like this. his jaw went slack, a low, breathless moan escaping his lips as his head tilted back, his eyes squeezing shut in pure bliss.
heeseung trembled, overwhelmed by how easily he slid inside, the pleasure shooting through his body like fire. âfuck,â he rasped, his hands gripping your thigh tighter as he tried to hold himself back, his body shaking with the effort. but the feeling of you wrapped around him, even with just the tip, was driving him insane.
âohhh yesâŠâ he groaned, his fingers digging into your hips as though you were his lifeline. his body trembled as he fought to maintain control, the promise of âjust the tipâ quickly slipping from his mind. you could feel his desperation in the way he shook, the tension in his muscles as he struggled to keep his word. but the way your body clenched around him, how tight and wet you were, made it nearly impossible for him to stop.
heeseungâs head lolled forward, his eyes glazed with lust as he gazed down at you, panting heavily. âso⊠fucking tight,â he muttered, his voice trembling, barely able to form the words as the pleasure overwhelmed him. his cock throbbed inside you, each pulse sending a wave of pleasure through both of you, his body clearly begging for more, desperate to push deeper, to give in to the need that was consuming him.
he was trying so hard, his breath shaky and shallow as he struggled to hold back. the slick between your legs coated his cock, making every movement feel so much more intense. âwow, youâre so wet,â he whispered, his voice quivering with awe and raw need. there was a frantic edge to his words, like he couldnât believe what was happening, but he also couldnât stop himself from craving more. his body shook with restraint, but the desperation spilling from his lips betrayed him.
âplease⊠it feels so good,â he whimpered, his hips stuttering as he slid the tip in and out, teasing both of you. the sound of his cock moving against you, the slickness of your arousal, only made you both want more. every time he pulled back, the sensation left you aching, desperate for him to push further.
âcan i⊠just a little more?â heeseung begged, his voice cracking as he gently pushed the head of his cock in again, only to pull it back out with trembling restraint. âyour voice, your wet pussy⊠fuck⊠i canât hold back,â he mumbled, his words coming out in shaky, breathless pants.
heeseungâs fingers dug into your skin, holding on for dear life as he fought the overwhelming urge to push deeper. you could see it in his eyes, the battle he was losing, the way his body was shaking, desperate to feel more of you.
despite how much you wanted it too, you found the strength to shake your head. âno,â you whispered, your voice barely audible, trying to hold on to some control in the situation. you couldnât let this go any further.
heeseung let out a soft, defeated whine, his head dropping in frustration as he continued to thrust the tip of his cock in and out, his body visibly trembling from the effort of holding back. âokay⊠okay⊠'m sorry, just the tip,â he repeated, his voice filled with both submission and longing, his hips grinding slightly against you despite his promise. he was trying so hard, you could see it in the way his muscles tensed, his hands gripping your hips as though they were the only thing grounding him. âiâll be good, iâm trying not to put it all in, i promise⊠just the tip,â he mumbled again, like he was convincing himself just as much as he was you. his hips jerked forward in short, erratic bursts, trying to keep the sensation alive without pushing deeper. every tiny movement made him shudder, his breath catching with every second that passed.
âf-fuckâŠâ heeseung stuttered, his inexperience painfully clear in every shaky breath, every clumsy but eager movement. he was overwhelmed. completely lost in the sensation of your pussy, barely able to comprehend the pleasure that had him teetering on the edge.
âholy fuck⊠it'sââ his voice cracked as his hips jerked forward again, the tiny thrusts barely giving him relief, yet still too much for him to handle. his hands clutched your hips tighter, his body trembling as he struggled to maintain control, but the way you squeezed around him, how tight you felt, made him shudder.
you could feel his desperation in every sloppy, uncoordinated thrust. his lips parted, little gasps and whimpers escaping every time he pushed just barely inside you, the sensation clearly overwhelming him. he was fucking adorable, the way he whined, the way his voice broke with every breath, the way his whole body trembled in need.
âyouâre s-squeezing me,â he stuttered, his forehead pressing against your shoulder, his breath hot and shaky against your skin, making everything feel that much more intense. you couldnât help itâyour hips began moving on their own, rolling into him, meeting his small, desperate thrusts. your fingers dug into the sheets, and you gave in, pushing back against him, taking his cock bit by bit, your body responding to his in a way that made you crave more.
âshit,â heeseung whimpered, his voice breathless, on the verge of losing control. âoh god, iâm actually inside you⊠i-iâŠâ his confession was innocent, almost vulnerable, and it sent a fresh wave of heat rushing through your body, turning you on even more.
âyes, that feels so goodâŠâ you whispered shakily, your words heavy with pleasure. it did feel good, despite his inexperience, despite his trembling hands and ragged breath. he was making you feel so fucking good, and it was impossible to deny it.
you moaned louder, your hips rocking back against him, each thrust from him fueling your own need. he was desperate, but so were you.
as you took him deeper inside you, you both gasped in unison. the stretch of him filling you was intenseâhe was bigger than you expected, and the way he fit inside you, stretching you so perfectly, made you cry out. your hips picked up the pace, sliding up and down his cock with an eager, desperate rhythm. the need to feel him deeper, harder, consumed you.
âfuck, heeseung, youâre stretching me so good,â you gasped, your voice dripping with lust. your walls clenched around him, wet and tight, and each time he responded with a breathless hitch, his whole body trembling beneath you.
âi canâtâŠâ he whimpered, his voice cracking, overwhelmed by the sensation. his hands gripped your hips, trying to steady himself, but he was just as lost in the moment as you were.
his jaw hung slack, his eyes fluttering shut as he whimpered softly, his hands gripping your hips even tighter. he was struggling, unable to keep up with the rhythm you set, his movements sloppy and unfocused. you could feel itâhe was on the verge of losing control.
then, it happenedâa loud, choked sound escaped him, followed by a shudder that rocked his entire body. his breath caught in his throat, his jaw clenching as a deep, desperate moan tore from his lips. âohâoh fuck, agh!â he gasped, his voice cracking as he shook beneath you.
before you could fully register what was happening, you felt itâthe sudden warmth flooding inside you as he came, hard. his hips jerked wildly, his cock twitching uncontrollably as he spilled into you, his entire body trembling with the force of his orgasm. he tried to hold back, tried to last longer, but it was too muchâhe was too inexperienced, too caught up in the moment to stop himself.
âoh shit, no,â heeseung whined, his voice barely audible, his hands clutching your waist as he struggled to catch his breath. his eyes were squeezed shut in a mix of embarrassment and lingering pleasure, his face flushed as his chest heaved from the intensity of his release. you could feel his frustration radiating off him as he came down from his high, clearly upset with himself for losing control so quickly.
heeseungâs eyes fluttered open briefly, his gaze hazy and dazed, looking up at you with a mix of shame and apology. âiâm⊠iâm so sorry,â he mumbled, his voice weak and slurred, struggling to get the words out. âi couldnât hold it inâŠâ regret washed over his face, his brow furrowing in disappointment as his body sagged beneath you, the exhaustion from the night quickly taking over.
âmâ sorryâŠâ he slurred one last time, his voice barely a whisper before his head lolled back against the pillow, completely spent. his grip on your waist loosened, his hands falling away as his body succumbed to sleep, leaving you on top of him, alone with your thoughts. his chest rose and fell steadily, his breath evening out as he drifted into a deep, drunken slumber, completely unaware of the turmoil swirling inside you.
you sat there for a moment, still processing everything that had just happened. your body still buzzed with the warmth of desire, but it was unfulfilled, leaving you aching with a strange mix of emotions. even so, you couldnât help the small smile that tugged at your lips as you looked down at heeseung, now passed out beneath you, his face soft and peaceful in the dim light.
oh, heeseung, you thought, shaking your head softly, letting out a quiet sigh.
as you caught your breath, you took in the sight of himâhis face completely relaxed, the tension from earlier gone, leaving him looking innocent, almost angelic. you like him so much. the way he had been so desperate, so shy and eager to pleaseâit made your heart swell with affection, despite the mess of the situation.
but then reality hit you like a cold splash of water. shit, he really came inside me. panic bubbled up for a moment, but it quickly faded as you rememberedâyouâre on birth control. everything was safe, and relief washed over you. thank god for that, you thought, running a hand through your hair as you tried to make sense of the whirlwind of emotions.
you glanced back down at him, his face still slack, peaceful, completely unaware of the chaos he had just been part of. what a night. you couldnât help but chuckle softly to yourself, the absurdity of it all settling in.
but as much as that warmth lingered, as much as you liked heeseung, the weight of the situation started to press down on you. things are complicated now. really complicated. the intensity and desire of the night didnât erase the fact that it had been a mess from the start.
sure, he was home now, safe in his bed, and that was the least of your concerns. if you left, heâd be fine, but the thought of facing him in the morning, with both of you piecing together the nightâs events, made you feel uneasy. no, you couldnât stay. leaving seemed like the best option, for both of you. it was better to avoid the awkwardness and confusion that would come when the alcohol wore off, leaving only the raw reality behind.
quietly, you moved around the room, making sure he was tucked in comfortably. you adjusted the blanket over him with care, your fingers brushing lightly against his skin as you pulled the covers up to his chest. as you stood there, looking down at his sleeping faceâpeaceful and completely unaware of everythingâdespite the chaos of the night, it had been special.
messy, chaotic, and complicated, but in its own strange way, one of the best nights youâd ever had.
you leaned down slightly, brushing a stray strand of hair from his forehead, whispering, âthank you,â even though he couldnât hear you. heeseung remained still, breathing deeply, lost in whatever dreams his drunken mind had drifted to.
with one last lingering look, you quietly slipped out of his room, closing the door softly behind you. it was time to go.
as you made your way out of his house, your mind raced, replaying everything that had just happened. how did it even get to this point? just hours ago, you had been at that partyâdrinking, laughing, watching heeseung from across the room like you always did, quietly from the sidelines. everything seemed so normal then. and yet, somehow, the night had spiraled into something else entirely. the walk home, guiding his stumbling, drunk self, making sure he didnât end up passed out on the sidewalk somewhere. you had seen his room, tucked him into bed, made sure he was safe. how did it escalate from that toâŠ
you stopped in your tracks, eyes widening as a sudden realization hit you like a punch to the gut. fuck, he probably doesnât even know your name. you never mentioned it, and he was too drunk to ask. not once did heeseung stop to question how you knew his name, or why you were even with him. the entire night had unfolded in a blur of concern, awkwardness, and then passion, but through it all, not once had you introduced yourself.
the more you thought about it, the more absurd the whole thing seemed. it wasnât just some drunken mistakeâit was more than that. youâd shared something with him, even if it was messy, rushed, and impulsive. something had happened between the two of you, something raw and unexpected.
but maybe⊠maybe it didnât need to mean anything. maybe it was okay for it to just be what it wasâa fleeting moment, chaotic and imperfect, but still somehow⊠perfect in its own strange way.
as you walked down the quiet street, the cool night air filling your lungs, you felt your head begin to clear. the more you thought about it, the more you realized you were content. you didnât need heeseung to remember every detail, or even remember your name. it didnât matter if he never asked who you were, or if he didnât wake up in the morning knowing what had happened between the two of you.
it was enough that it happened at all.
heeseung, with all his shyness and awkwardness, had let you in. he had been vulnerable with youâdrunk as he was, yes, but still, heâd let his guard down in a way that felt meaningful to you. even if he didnât remember, even if it never came up again, you would still have this night to hold onto.
a soft sigh escaped your lips as a small smile tugged at the corners of your mouth. it didnât need to be more than that. you didnât need answers, or closure, or some kind of follow-up. this night had been unexpected, but it was yours nowâyours to keep, to remember, to cherish in your own way.
for the first time since the night began, you felt a sense of peace settle over you. it didnât need to be perfect. it didnât need to be anything at all, really. what mattered was that it had happened, and that, in its own way, it had been exactly what you needed.
and as you walked away, disappearing into the night, you felt lighter, more content. this moment, chaotic and impulsive as it was, belonged to you now, and that was enough.
heeseung groaned, his head pounding like someone was hammering nails into his skull. every throb behind his eyes made him wince, the hangover hitting him like a truck. he shifted under the covers, pulling the blanket over his face to block out the harsh light cutting through the room. his throat felt like sandpaper, mouth tasting like something had died in it. he blinked, trying to shake off the fog clinging to his brain. what the hell happened last night?
âwasnât i at jayâs?â he muttered, squeezing his temples, trying to force some clarity through the pounding headache.
he pushed himself up slowly, blinking through the haze, but panic already began settling in his chest. his clothes were a messâpants barely hanging on, his boxers sticky with dried cum. wait⊠what the fuck? his brows knitted together, confusion swirling in his mind. this wasnât just the aftermath of a wet dream. something felt different. the smell in the room⊠it was strong, musky. sex. it had to be. but it wasnât just his usual scent. this was unfamiliar, unsettling even.
he sat up fully, heart pounding as he scrambled to piece together what had happened. did i have some crazy dream? shit, i canât remember. he tried to shake it off, telling himself he was probably just being paranoid. maybe jay brought me home, and iâm overthinking it.
but the thought didnât sit right. jay wouldnât drag my ass home like that, he thought, especially not when he was wasted. no, something else was off. thatâs when it hit himâthe scent. he inhaled cautiously, slow and deliberate. was that⊠vanilla? it was faint but clung to the air around him, something soft, delicate, feminine. his chest tightened with unease.
how the hell would a womanâs scent be here? he thought, his pulse quickening. thereâs no way. i donât have that kind of luck. if something did happen, she probably left the second she realized what a fuck-up he was.
âwhat the hell?â he mumbled, throwing himself back onto the bed, frustration spiking. nothing was adding up, no matter how hard he tried to piece it together. every time he reached for a memory, it slipped away, like water through his fingers. but the scent lingered. it was like a soft whisper of something that had happened, something real, something he couldnât quite grasp.
and he liked it. god, as confusing as it was, that scentâit was comforting, like a warm hug wrapped around him.
he shook his head, deciding to push the thoughts away. maybe jayâor someone elseâbrought me home, he reasoned, and the rest was just a weird, jumbled mess in my head. yeah, that had to be it. he rubbed his temples in a futile attempt to ease the pounding in his skull, letting out a long sigh.
he flopped back onto the pillows, pulling the blanket up to his chin, his eyes fluttering shut as he tried to block out the chaos in his mind. whatever it was⊠it didnât matter. if something had happened, he couldnât remember it now. and maybe that was for the best.
he took one last breath, the faint scent of vanilla lingering in the air around him, and allowed himself to drift back into the haze of sleep, convincing himself that when he woke up, everything would make sense again.
heeseung dragged himself across campus, head still pounding from the aftermath of last night, a heavy knot twisting in his stomach as he neared jay. this is gonna be rough, he thought, each step feeling heavier as he approached. jay stood by the wall, arms crossed, eyes narrowed in angerâstill pissed, and heeseung knew there was no easy way around it.
âyo, jay,â heeseung started, awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck, avoiding jayâs glare. âdid you take me home last night? 'cause, uh, I honestly donât remember shit after you⊠well, after you kicked me out.â
jayâs glare deepened, and the irritation practically radiated off him. ânah, man, i didnât take you home. why the hell would i after you fucking ruined my shot with her? figured youâd just pass out in the living room or something. i wasnât about to deal with your drunk ass.â
heeseungâs stomach churned. fuck, guilt weighing down on him even more. he had hoped maybe jay had cooled off, but hearing it so bluntly only made it worse. âlook, man, iâm sorry,â heeseung muttered, his shoulders slumping. âi was wasted. i didnât mean to bring her up like that. shit just slipped out.â
jayâs eyes rolled, sharp as a blade. âyeah, well, you didnât just bring her up, heeseung. you made it sound like i was screwing around with other girls or some shit. like, seriously? i finally got the confidence to talk to her after losing my virginity, and you just shit all over it.â
heeseung winced, feeling the weight of his own stupidity. âfuck, dude. i didnât mean to screw it up for you. iâm really sorry.â
jay sighed, the tension still there, but starting to thaw. theyâd been friends too long for one drunken mistake to completely shatter things. deep down, jay knew heeseung wasnât trying to sabotage anythingâhe was just a dumbass when he drank too much.
âyeah, well, next time, donât be such a fucking idiot,â jay muttered, though his tone had softened. âyou shouldnât even be getting that drunk and saying stupid shit like that. just⊠keep your mouth shut next time, alright?â
heeseung chuckled, feeling some of the tension ease between them. âyeah, yeah, I got it. i owe you for this one.â
jayâs lips twitched into a smirk, his irritation fading. âdamn right you do.â
heeseung exhaled, relieved. they were good againâthank god. no matter how much of a mess he was, jay wasnât the type to hold a grudge. not for long, anyway.
later that day, during class, heeseung couldnât get his mind off the night before. his memories were patchy, but nagging fragments kept resurfacingâthe scent of something soft and feminine, the way heâd felt when he woke up. none of it added up. the more he tried to piece things together, the more his head spun.
sitting in the back of the lecture hall, he leaned over to jay, keeping his voice low. âhey, do you, uh⊠know if i was with anyone last night?â he tried to sound casual, but the shakiness in his voice gave him away.
jay raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. âwhat, like, with a girl?â
heeseung shrugged awkwardly. âyeah, or like⊠did anyone leave with me? i canât remember shit.â
jay snorted. âdude, after you started running your mouth about jennie, i stopped keeping track of whatever the hell you were doing.â
heeseung frowned, feeling even more confused. if it wasnât jay, and no one saw me leave⊠who the hell got me home?
jay glanced at him again, picking up on the unease written all over heeseungâs face. âwhy, man? you get lucky or something?â he teased, a smirk tugging at his lips.
heeseung felt heat creep up his neck, shaking his head quickly. âno, no, itâs not like that. just⊠never mind,â he muttered, sinking back into his seat.
jay gave him a curious look but didnât push it, turning his attention back to the lecture. but heeseungâs mind wasnât on the professorâit was still stuck on the unanswered questions swirling in his head. who brought me home? and⊠what else happened that I canât remember?
he leaned back in his seat, frustration gnawing at him. why the fuck does this scent keep haunting me?
by lunchtime, jay and heeseung sat at their usual spot in the cafeteria, but something felt off. heeseung dropped his tray beside jayâs and sat down, glancing at him. jay wasnât his usual selfâthe cocky smirk was gone, replaced by a frown as he stared at his phone, scrolling through pictures of his crush. the same girl heeseung had messed things up with the night before.
âdamn, man,â heeseung muttered, feeling the weight of guilt settle heavy in his chest. âyou still upset?â
jay didnât look up, his frown deepening as he swiped through the photos with more force than necessary. âwhat do you think?â he muttered, barely acknowledging heeseungâs presence.
heeseung sighed, poking at the food on his plate, knowing heâd screwed up bad. âlook, i said i was sorry,â he offered, hoping it might ease the tension.
jay finally looked up, irritation clear on his face, though it wasnât the kind of anger that led to a fight. âyeah, i know. but you donât get it, man.â
heeseung nodded, knowing full well how deep jayâs frustration ran. heâd watched his friend build up the courage to approach his crush for months, and heeseung had been the one to ruin it all in one drunken moment. âi do get it,â he said quietly. âiâd be pissed too.â
jay sighed, tapping his fingers against the table in frustration, the weight of the whole situation pressing down on him. he wasnât angry anymore, just⊠defeated. heeseung could see it in the way jay was starting to give up on his crush, all because of one dumb mistake.
âhonestly, i donât even know why iâm still thinking about it,â jay muttered, shaking his head. âsheâs probably telling all her friends iâm some creep now. whatâs the point?â
heeseung winced, guilt gnawing at him. âyou donât know that, man. maybe if you explain, sheâll listen.â
jay let out a small scoff, though it didnât have the usual bite behind it. âi bet sheâs already told hanna iâm a complete joke.â
the silence between them stretched uncomfortably. heeseung didnât know how to fix this, didnât know what to say to make things right. jay sighed again, finally setting his phone down on the table, poking at his food without much interest. the sharp tension had dulled, but it was still there, hanging between them like a shadow.
âlook,â heeseung said, his voice softer, âif thereâs anything i can do to make it right, just tell me. i know i screwed up, but maybe if you talk to herââ
jay shook his head, cutting him off. ânah, dude. you know me.â he paused, his jaw tight, clearly holding back more than he was saying.
heeseung leaned back against the bench, feeling the weight of jayâs frustration sinking deeper. it wasnât just about the girlâjay felt exposed, vulnerable, and thatâs what hurt the most.
âsorry, man,â heeseung muttered, his voice thick with regret. âi didnât realize how much it meant to you.â
jay dragged a hand through his hair, sighing again. âitâs whatever now. iâm done trying. youâre my friend, heeseung, but this whole thing just makes me feel like a complete idiot.â
heeseungâs chest tightened at jayâs words. âyouâre not an idiot.â
jay shrugged, pushing his food around the plate like it didnât matter. âi donât know, man. now i have to live with the fact that sheâs probably never gonna talk to me again. it just sucks.â
he looked over at heeseung, his expression softening a little, the frustration giving way to exhaustion. âiâm not holding it against you, heeseung. weâre good. iâm just⊠over it.â
heeseung felt a small weight lift off his shoulders, but he still nodded, feeling like he owed jay more than just an apology. âi get it. if you ever wanna hang out, no games or anything, just let me know.â
jay gave him a tired smile. âyeah, thanks, man.â
they sat there for a moment, the silence more comfortable now, settling into that familiar rhythm between them. heeseung was just about to take a sip of his drink when the cafeteria doors swung open, and professor kang strode in, making a direct beeline toward their table.
heeseung glanced at jay, both of them confused as to why their professor was heading straight for them.
heeseung didnât need to see professor kangâs face to know he was screwed. the sharp, predatory gaze the professor wore as he strode toward their table sent a chill down his spine. heeseung and jay exchanged a lookâshit, what now?âbut neither dared to move.
âlee heeseung,â professor kangâs voice boomed across the cafeteria, slicing through the chatter. heads turned, eyes locking onto him as the weight of curiosity and judgment settled over the room. beside him, jay stifled a laugh, leaning over with a smirk. âgood luck, man,â he whispered, like heeseung was about to face a firing squad.
kangâs stride was too confident, too smug for heeseungâs liking, and his expression all but screamed that this wasnât going to end well.
âoh no,â heeseung muttered under his breath, dread creeping in.
professor kang stopped in front of their table, crossing his arms, his glare cutting through heeseung like a knife. âheeseung, your gradesâŠâ he trailed off, raising a brow. âletâs just say theyâve been less than satisfactory.â
heeseung swallowed hard, resisting the urge to fidget under the professorâs piercing gaze. âi⊠uh⊠iâve been working on it,â he stammered, knowing damn well he hadnât even opened a textbook.
kang chuckled humorlessly. âworking on it? from what iâve seen, youâve been avoiding it like the plague. and you know what that means.â his eyes flicked to jay, who had stopped laughing and was now watching intently, clearly enjoying heeseungâs impending doom.
heeseungâs stomach dropped. this is bad.
âstarting tomorrow,â kang continued, his voice dripping with satisfaction, âyouâre going to have a tutor.â
heeseung blinked, thrown off. âa tutor?â
kang nodded, his smirk deepening. âyes, a tutor. and not just any tutorâone of my best students.â
jay couldnât hold back his laughter this time, snorting and covering his mouth. âgood luck with that, man.â
heeseung felt like the universe was playing some kind of sick joke on him. a tutor? really? he could barely hold a normal conversation without stumbling over his words, and now he was supposed to sit through tutoring sessions with some overachiever? fantastic.
âwaitâuh, professorâŠâ heeseung stammered, trying to think of an excuse. âi think i can handle this on my own. really, i donât needâ"
kang wasnât having it. âitâs not up for debate, heeseung. iâve already spoken to your parents. theyâre expecting results.â his gaze shifted back to jay with a smirk. âif you think you can dodge this like you and jay do with your other responsibilities, think again.â
heeseungâs heart sank. he told my parents? fuck, now he was really screwed.
as if things couldnât get worse, kang reached into his pocket and pulled out a list. heeseungâs stomach churned.
âletâs review the subjects youâre failing, shall we?â kangâs voice rang out, drawing even more attention. heeseungâs face flushed as heads turned, the whispers starting to spread like wildfire.
âmath, history, science⊠and english,â kang listed, each word hitting like a punch to the gut.
jay was losing it beside him, laughing uncontrollably. âdude, thatâs like⊠everything.â
kang wasnât finished. âand letâs not forget economics. thirty-two percent on your last quiz. truly impressive.â
the cafeteria buzzed with whispers, and heeseung could feel every pair of eyes on him now, judging, mocking. he wanted to crawl into a hole and disappear.
âlook, professor,â heeseung started, his voice edging into panic. âi know my grades are bad, but i donât needââ
kang raised a hand, silencing him. âyouâll be working with y/n. starting tomorrow.â
heeseung blinked, confused. âwho⊠who even is y/n?â
jay leaned in, grinning from ear to ear. âonly the top student in every class, dude. youâre so fucked.â
kang nodded, clearly enjoying himself. ây/n is the best. if anyone can get you back on track, itâs her.â
heeseungâs heart raced, and in a desperate plea, the words spilled out of his mouth before he could stop them. âwait, professor, canât you pick someone else? anyone else? please?â
kang raised a brow, his amusement barely hidden. âwhy? do you have an issue with y/n?â
heeseung rubbed the back of his neck, feeling the heat rise to his face. the thought of being tutored by someone so smart, someone who would probably think he was a complete idiot, made his skin crawl. and the fact that itâs a girl? great, just great. âitâs just⊠i donât even know her. maybe a guy would be better?â
jay burst into laughter, clutching his stomach. âoh man, this is priceless. youâre doomed.â
kang wasnât budging. âthereâs no one better than y/n. iâve already made arrangements, and sheâs agreed. besides, your parents are fully on board.â
heeseungâs face fell. thereâs no getting out of this. âprofessor, please. iâm begging you.â
kangâs eyes narrowed, his tone final. âthis isnât up for discussion. y/n will be tutoring you at your house, every day after school. and if you even think about bailing, your parents will be notified, and the consequences will be much worse than just bad grades.â
the cafeteria had gone dead quiet, more students now eavesdropping on the conversation. jay, meanwhile, was practically shaking with laughter, enjoying every second.
âfuck,â heeseung muttered, slumping in his seat, defeated. âiâm done for.â kang gave him one last satisfied look before walking away, leaving heeseung to wallow in misery. jay slapped him on the back, still grinning like an idiot. âbro, this is gonna be hilarious. y/n tutoring you, at your house? iâm showing up just to watch you crash and burn.â
heeseung groaned, burying his face in his hands. âthis is a fucking nightmare. iâm gonna make a complete fool of myself.â
jay leaned in, his grin widening. âoh, trust me. i wouldnât miss it for the world.â
heeseung stared blankly ahead, his mind trying to process what had just happened. tutoring, with y/n, at my house, every day. there was no escape.
âi am so fucked.â
heeseung slammed the stall door shut, leaning his back against it, trying to catch his breath. how the hell am i supposed to survive this? tutoring with some girl he didnât even know? he rubbed his face, feeling the tension building behind his temples. he can barely talk to girls without turning into a stuttering idiot, and now he has to deal with this?
just skip it, heeseung, a voice in his head whispered. whoâs gonna care if you bail?
but he knew he couldnât. professor kang and his parents had him on lockdownâthere was no running from this now. fuck.
he checked his phone, tapping his foot impatiently. jay was supposed to meet him after class, their usual spot in the restrooms to decompress and talk shit, but jay was nowhere to be found.
âwhere the hell is he?â heeseung grumbled, dialing jayâs number.
the phone barely rang twice before jay picked up, his voice low and irritated. âyeah?â
âdude, what the hell? you ditched class without telling me? we couldâve bailed together,â heeseung snapped, his frustration boiling over.
jay sighed heavily on the other end. âi didnât wanna hang out. just need space.â
âyeah, well, next time, fucking tell me,â heeseung barked, the edge of anger creeping into his voice. âyouâre being weird as shit lately.â
there was a tense silence. jayâs irritation bled through the phone. âiâm fine,â he snapped back. âi just need space.â
before heeseung could say anything else, jay hung up, leaving him standing there, staring at his phone like an idiot. great. fucking great.
he stuffed his phone back into his pocket, frustration bubbling inside him. âfuck,â he muttered, running his hands through his messy hair. jay bailing is the last thing he needed.
he stepped in front of the mirror, staring at his reflection. he looked like hellâdark bags under his eyes, his hair a wreck, and he felt like the world was crashing down around him. i canât deal with this shit right now.
heeseung grunted, pulling out his phone again to type a text to jay:Â call me when youâre done being a moody bitch.
just as he was about to hit send, someone crashed into him, hard. his phone slipped from his hand, clattering to the floor as he stumbled back.
âshit,â he cursed, quickly bending down to scoop up his phone. he looked up, ready to give whoever it was a piece of his mind, when his gaze landed on you.
you stood there, wide-eyed and disoriented, about to apologize when your stomach dropped. oh fuck. itâs him.
lee heeseungâthe guy youâd been secretly crushing on for months. the same guy youâd kind of hooked up with. and now, the guy you were supposed to tutor. what are the fucking odds?
your mind raced, panic rising in your chest. of all the people to run into, why did it have to be him?
âuh⊠s-sorry,â heeseung stammered, his eyes flicking toward yours before quickly darting away, clearly flustered. âi didnât see you.â
your heart pounded in your chest, your mind spiraling. just moments ago, you had found out you were assigned to tutor him. heeseung. the same guy who had begged for you, desperate and needy, finishing way too fast. yet, somehow, it was one of the most intense moments youâd had.
and now, he didnât even remember.
âuh, itâs fine,â you mumbled, trying to keep your voice steady despite the tension tightening your stomach. get it together. he doesnât remember. just act normal.
you forced a smile, your mind buzzing with the memory of how his body had felt against yours, the heat between you, the way heâd gripped you like he couldnât get enough. stop thinking about it.
as you opened your mouth to say somethingâanythingâhis scent hit you. that familiar scent. your heart skipped a beat, and you felt your cheeks burn. shit, not now.
heeseungâs brow furrowed as something flickered in his eyes, like he was trying to place a memory. the scent tugged at his mind, but he couldnât quite figure it out.
âiâiâm y/n,â you stammered, your nerves tightening your throat. âiâm, uh, your tutor.â
heeseung blinked, the words sinking in. y/n? the girl professor kang mentioned? the best student in every class. fuck.
âoh, uh, y/n,â he mumbled, feeling dumb as hell. âright. iâm heeseung.â
as if i didnât already know that. you let out a small breath of relief, grateful that he wasnât connecting the dots. thank god.
ânice to meet you,â you managed to say, even though your heart was racing like a runaway train.
heeseung nodded awkwardly, his thoughts spinning. the scent still tugged at something in the back of his mind, but he pushed it aside. no way. you seemed too⊠well, smart and collected. and cute. he felt his face flush as he shoved his hands into his pockets.
âuh, yeah, nice to meet you too,â he muttered, his brain still whirling, trying to figure out why you seemed so familiar. but for now, he let it go.
the awkwardness between you was thick, both of you standing there like you were stuck in some weird limbo.
âso, i guess iâll see you tomorrow for tutoring?â you asked, desperate to escape the tension.
heeseung scratched the back of his head, feeling just as awkward. âyeah, sounds good.â i sound like a fucking robot. he glanced down at his shoes, mentally kicking himself for how weird this was.
âokay, cool,â you mumbled, your voice cracking slightly. why am i like this?
heeseung nodded again, gripping his phone so tight it was a miracle it didnât break. âlooking forward to it,â he said, immediately regretting how stiff and formal it sounded. who the hell says that?
you swallowed the embarrassment, shifting from foot to foot, trying to appear casual when everything inside you screamed awkward. âso, um⊠what subject do you wanna start with tomorrow?â
heeseung paused, like he was mentally sifting through his options, before blurting out, âuh⊠history? i suck at that.â he let out a nervous laugh that sounded more like a wheeze than anything else.
you forced a small smile, unsure if you were supposed to laugh too or just nod. âhistory it is.â
the silence that followed felt like it lasted an eternity. neither of you knew how to end the conversation without making things worse, both awkwardly standing there, too self-conscious to make a move.
âi⊠should go,â you finally said, pointing toward the bathroom door like it was the most obvious thing in the world. you winced immediately, what the hell was that?
âright!â heeseung blurted, his response way too eager. âyou probably have to pee. bathroom. makes sense.â
you cringed, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks. âyeah, iâm about to burst,â you muttered, the words spilling out before you could stop them. oh god. without waiting for him to respond, you darted into the bathroom, shutting the door behind you as fast as possible.
heeseung stood there, dumbfounded, replaying the conversation in his head. what the fuck did i just say? he muttered, dragging a hand through his messy hair in frustration.
inside the bathroom, you leaned against the wall, pressing your palms to your face, trying to calm your racing heart. iâm about to burst? seriously? the embarrassment washed over you in waves as you replayed the entire cringeworthy conversation in your head.
tutoring tomorrow, you reminded yourself, taking a deep breath. just get through that, and everything will be fine. he doesnât remember⊠right?
heeseung muttered curses under his breath as he shoved his things haphazardly into his bag. there was no way he was staying at school, letting the anxiety about tutoring with you eat at him all day. heâd rather face it head-on, get it over with, and maybe not lose his mind in the process.
as he slipped out of the bathroom, his heart pounded, the hallways feeling too small, too crowded. his mind replayed every awkward moment from earlierâthe way heâd stumbled through his apology when you ran into each other, the way he fumbled over his words. and now i have to spend hours with her? at my house? every day?
and my roomâs a fucking disaster. panic crept into his chest. shit, i gotta clean up. his pace quickened as he made a beeline for the exit. and the porn stash. fuck, gotta hide that.
he practically sprinted the whole way home, bursting through the front door with a sigh of relief when he realized his parents werenât home yet. thank god. he had some time to fix the chaos that was his bedroom before you saw it.
he stood in his doorway, staring at the disaster that was his room. clothes were scattered everywhere, empty food containers littered his desk, and his bed looked like a tornado had swept through. fuck, iâm a slob.
without wasting any time, he threw himself into cleanup mode, tossing clothes into his closet, kicking dirty socks under his bed, and frantically shoving cans and wrappers into the trash. out of sight, out of mind. he glanced around for anything incriminating and yanked open his bedside drawer. the stash of magazines sat there, mocking him. with a frustrated grunt, he stuffed them into the back of his closet behind a pile of sneakers, hoping youâd never find them.
just as he was tossing the last of the junk into his closet, he heard the front door creak open. shit, theyâre home.
âheeseung?â his momâs voice echoed up the stairs. âyou home already?â
he froze, feeling like heâd been caught doing something illegal. âuh, yeah! just⊠studying!â he yelled back, cringing at how fake that sounded.
footsteps approached, and soon enough, his mom was standing in his doorway, raising an eyebrow at the semi-clean room. âwow, you cleaned your room. impressive,â she said, crossing her arms with a smile. âso⊠professor kang called. youâre getting a tutor?â
heeseung groaned, flopping onto his bed. âyeah, i know.â
his mom walked over, ruffling his hair affectionately. âitâs not a bad thing, heeseung. you could use the help. maybe itâll give you some confidence.â
confidence? heeseung could barely talk to people without feeling like he was choking on his own words, and now he had to sit through hours of tutoring with you, someone who was smart, pretty, and totally out of his league. disaster waiting to happen.
âmom, itâs just awkward. i donât know her. what if itâs weird?â he said, trying to explain without giving away how much this was freaking him out.
âitâs okay to be a little awkward. just try,â she teased, shaking her head. âwho knows? maybe youâll make a friend.â
he cringed at the thought. âmom, please.â
she laughed, giving him one last ruffle of his hair before walking out. âjust give it a shot.â
âand no skipping the tutoring sessions, heeseung!â his dad shouted from downstairs. âprofessor kang said sheâs one of his best students!â
he rolled his eyes, groaning. of course, dadâs on board.
as soon as his mom left, heeseung flopped back onto his bed, staring up at the ceiling. the reality hit him againâyou were going to be in his house. in his room. tomorrow.
and then, there was that scent. it clung to his memory like a whisper he couldnât shake. every time he thought about you, that faint vanilla scent flooded his mind. why the hell is this scent fucking me up so bad? he shifted uncomfortably, feeling the tension in his chest grow and⊠lower. fucking great.
he sat up, running his hands through his hair in frustration. get it together, man. but no matter how hard he tried to push it aside, your scent lingered, making him restless⊠and hard.
he grabbed one of the magazines from his stash, flipping through it to try and clear his head, but it wasnât working. his thoughts werenât on the glossy pages. they were on you. the way you looked at him earlier, the way your voice sounded when you said his name, that damn scent that wouldnât leave his mind.
he tossed the magazine aside with a frustrated groan. this is fucking stupid.
the tightness in his jeans wasnât going away, and no matter how hard he tried to ignore it, his mind kept drifting back to you. sheâs smart, pretty⊠and sheâs going to be sitting in this room tomorrow, tutoring me.
and then it hit him, full force. i have a crush. a stupid, overwhelming, all-consuming crush on my tutor.
âfuck,â he muttered, rubbing his face. this is gonna be a disaster.
your fingers trembled around the straps of your backpack, grip so tight your knuckles had gone white. standing outside his house, all the memories came flooding back, overwhelming you. this house, this fucking house.
âgoddamn it,â you muttered, biting hard on the inside of your cheek. how the hell were you supposed to pull this off? how were you supposed to walk into that house, sit there with him, and pretend nothing ever happened? like he didnât get wasted and stick his piss-stained dick in you, thinking it was some messed-up dream?
your heart pounded, stomach twisting into knots tighter and tighter. every detail from that night replayed in your mindâhis drunken giggles, the way his arm slung lazily around your shoulder when you walked him home, and thenâŠÂ that.
you stared at the door, pulse quickening the longer you stood there. just knock, you told yourself. just get it over with. but your feet were glued to the spot, hand hovering over the doorbell like a coward. you wiped your sweaty palms on your jeans, trying to force air into your lungs.
after what felt like forever, you finally knocked.
the door swung open almost instantly. it wasnât heeseung thoughâit was his mom, smiling wide, completely oblivious to the storm of hell brewing inside you. âoh, you must be y/n! come on in, dear.â
you plastered on a smile, stepping inside even though everything inside you screamed turn around, walk away. the smell hit you immediatelyâfamiliar, something warm and comforting, but god, it twisted your stomach with nerves. your pulse hammered as the memories washed over you, the same house, the same scent. shit, this is real.
âheeseung! your tutorâs here!â his mom called out, her voice carrying through the house like everything was perfectly normal. she turned back to you, still beaming. âheâs been so nervous about this, you know? but we think thisâll be good for him. he really needs the help, poor thing.â
you nodded, forcing that fake smile to stay on your face, even though inside you were screaming. heâs nervous? what about me?
âheeseung, come down already!â his dadâs voice rang out from the living room, laced with amusement. âdonât keep her waiting, son.â
heeseung stumbled into view at the bottom of the stairs, looking just as flushed and panicked as you felt. his eyes met yours for a split second before darting away, awkward as hell. âuh⊠hey,â he mumbled, rubbing the back of his neck, avoiding eye contact.
you forced out a shaky, âhey.â
his parents exchanged amused glances, like they were in on some joke. âheeseung, sweetheart, relax,â his mom said, patting him on the shoulder. ây/nâs here to help, not interrogate you.â
heeseung let out a weak laugh that sounded on the verge of breaking. âyeah, i know, mom.â
from the living room, his dad chuckled. âyouâre acting like itâs the first time youâve ever had a girl over. lighten up.â
your face burned with heat, the irony punching you right in the gut. if only they fucking knew.
heeseungâs face turned beet red, and he looked like he wanted to crawl under a rock. âdad, please,â he muttered, practically begging for the conversation to stop. you shifted uncomfortably, wishing for the same.
his mom, still smiling, turned back to you. âheâs been talking about this all day, you know? but youâre such a sweet girl, iâm sure youâll make this easy for him.â
heeseung visibly cringed at her words, his gaze glued to the floor. âmomâŠâ
âwhat? itâs true!â she laughed, giving him another pat before finally leaving. âweâll leave you two to it. make yourselves comfortable, okay?â
you nodded stiffly, heart racing like it was ready to burst out of your chest. this is a fucking nightmare.
heeseung barely lifted his head as his mom disappeared down the hall, leaving the two of you suffocating in silence. neither of you moved. the tension was thick, almost unbearable. after what felt like an eternity, heeseung finally cleared his throat, still not meeting your eyes. âuh⊠we can, uh, go to my room. for the tutoring.â
âyeah. sure,â you mumbled, trying to sound normal while your heart pounded against your ribcage.
he led the way upstairs, every step another painful reminder of that night. heeseungâs shoulders were stiff, his back rigidâhe looked just as fucked up over this as you did, but that didnât make it any easier.
his room hit you like a slap in the face. this fucking room. heeseung motioned to the desk without looking at you. âyou can, uh, sit there. iâll just⊠grab my stuff.â his hands fumbled through his bag, shaking like this was the hardest thing heâd ever done.
you slid into the chair, trying to steady your hands as you opened your own bag. âmaybe we should start with history?â you said, your voice coming out shaky.
heeseung froze for a moment, then nodded, his fingers trembling as he grabbed his books. âyeah. history. sure.â
he pulled out a textbook, but it slipped from his hands and hit the desk with a loud thud. âsorry,â he muttered, face turning red as he sat on the edge of the bed, trying to stay as far from you as possible.
âitâs fine,â you whispered, flipping through the textbook even though your hands were shaking like crazy. this is so much worse than you thought itâd be.
heeseung scratched the back of his neck, his knee bouncing with nervous energy. âso⊠history. what chapter?â
you pretended to focus, flipping through the book without really looking. âuh⊠chapter seven? ancient civilizations.â
âright,â he nodded, but you could tell he didnât give a shit about ancient civilizations. his eyes kept flicking to you and then back to the book, like he couldnât decide if he should look at you or not.
jesus christ. every glance at him brought back flashes of that nightâthe slurred voice, his hands on you, the heat of his breath against your neck. and now, here you were, pretending like none of it ever happened.
âuh⊠any questions on the chapter?â you asked, your voice cracking despite your best effort to sound normal.
heeseung shifted uncomfortably, his knee bouncing faster. ânot really. i mean⊠i just donât get why any of this shit matters, you know?â he let out a nervous laugh, scratching at his neck again. âlike, why do we need to know about a bunch of dead guys?â
you forced a laugh, but it came out awkward and stilted. âyeah, i guess thatâs one way to see it.â
and just like that, the suffocating silence returned, hanging over the room like a weight neither of you could shake.
âthanks for, you know, doing this,â heeseung mumbled, breaking the thick, uncomfortable silence. his voice was low, barely above a whisper, like he was trying not to make things even more awkward than they already were. âi know itâs probably boring as hell.â
you shook your head quickly, almost too quickly. desperate to respond, to fill the heavy tension weighing down on the both of you. âno, itâs fine. really.â your voice came out too eager, almost like you were trying to convince yourself as much as him.
your nails dug into the wood of the desk as you clenched your hands. the awkwardness was suffocating, thick in the air, making it hard to even breathe. every second you spent sitting there was another reminder of the memories you were trying so hard to bury. this was shaping up to be the longest fucking day of your life.
but then, something unexpected happened.
at first, heeseung was stumbling over every single word, barely managing to string together a coherent sentence. his nervous energy practically spilled out of him, the tension in the room reaching a breaking point. but as you started actually going over the material, you noticed something that surprised you. beneath all that nervousness, he wasnât completely clueless. in fact, there was something sharp underneath all that anxiety. heâs not stupid, you realized, a bit caught off guard. he just hasnât been taught right.
as you started asking him about key points from the chapter, he struggledâobviously. he could barely meet your eyes without his face turning bright red. but little by little, he found his footing. his responses became clearer, more confident, though his voice still wavered slightly. the blushing didnât go away, but with each right answer, you saw a flicker of pride in his eyes that he triedâand failedâto hide behind his nervous façade.
the air between you started to ease, just a little, like the worst of the awkwardness was finally fading. but your muscles were still tight, your whole body feeling the strain of holding yourself together in the same room as him. fuck, I need a break.
stretching your arms over your head, you stood up. âhey, um, iâm just gonna go to the bathroom real quick,â you said, your voice casual, but the truth was you needed to step away before the tension swallowed you whole.
as soon as you stood, heeseung froze, his eyes going wide like you had just found some dark, terrible secret. his mind spiraled into overdrive. shit, did i leave something out? his heart raced, his eyes scanning the room frantically. fuck, i hope she doesnât see anything.
he scanned the room, panicking, making sure everything was hidden. is there something i forgot to stash away? goddammit, no, itâs fine, everythingâs hidden. he kept repeating it to himself like a mantra as he watched you head toward the door, praying to whatever god might be listening that you wouldnât find anything embarrassing.
itâs fine. everythingâs hidden. she wonât see shit.
but then, as you walked past him, it hit him againâthat scent. the one that had been messing with his head since the moment you stepped into the house. heeseungâs breath caught in his throat, and his entire body reacted, a tension tightening low in his stomach. why the hell does she smell so good? the question ricocheted through his mind as a rush of heat surged through his chest, making his skin prickle.
he didnât understand why, but your scent was driving him crazy, pulling at something deep inside him he didnât want to acknowledge. it was all he could focus on, filling his head, clouding his thoughts.
completely unaware of the turmoil happening just a few feet away, you walked past him like nothing was wrong, heading to the bathroom. meanwhile, heeseung sat there, gripping the edge of the bed like it was the only thing keeping him from losing his mind.
as soon as the bathroom door shut behind you, heeseung let out a shaky breath, running a hand through his hair in frustration. fuck. his thoughts were a mess, his body betraying him in ways he couldnât control. he leaned back against the wall, staring up at the ceiling. this is gonna be so much harder than I thought.
when you came back into the room, heeseung was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking like heâd seen a ghost. his hands fidgeted nervously with the pillow he had awkwardly placed over his lap, and you quickly realized what he was hidingâhe wasnât exactly subtle about it.
âready to pick up where we left off?â you asked, trying to pretend you didnât notice. but it was obvious. he was flushed, his eyes darting away, and when he nodded, his voice cracked.
ây-yeah, sure. letâs get back to it.â
he was acting weird as hell, but you didnât push it. you sat back down, flipping open the textbook, trying to focus. but every time you glanced at him, you saw how he squirmed, his knuckles white as he gripped the pillow over his lap. what the hell is going on with him? you wondered, but tried to brush it off.
âso, we were talking about the fall of the roman empireâŠâ you leaned in slightly, pointing to a page, your shoulder brushing against his arm. it was just a casual touchânothing to make a big deal aboutâbut his reaction was immediate and intense. he stiffened, going rigid like heâd been electrocuted, his hands clutching the pillow even tighter.
âuhâIâll be right back,â heeseung muttered, standing up so fast he nearly knocked the pillow off his lap, almost exposing exactly what he didnât want you to see. he fumbled, yanking the pillow back into place, his face burning bright red.
you blinked, utterly confused as you watched him practically run out of the room. âokay⊠yeah, sure.â
heeseung slammed the bathroom door shut behind him, leaning against it like it was his last line of defense. fuck, fuck, fuck. his entire body was on fire, his mind spinning out of control. this canât be happening. the scent of you, the way your shoulder brushed against himâit was all too much. now, he was hard as a rock, panicking like a fucking teenager.
he turned on the faucet, splashing cold water on his face, his hands shaking. âget it together, man,â he muttered to his reflection, staring at the mirror as if it could fix everything. but no matter how hard he tried, the memory of your touch, your scent, clung to him, making his pulse race and his skin feel too tight. iâm so screwed.
back in the room, you sat there, still trying to wrap your head around what just happened. heâs acting so weird. maybe he was just anxious, maybe he needed a minute to calm himself down. but the way he bolted out? way too dramatic. something was definitely off.
and then you heard it.
at first, it was faintâso quiet you almost convinced yourself youâd imagined it. but then it came again, clearer this time: a low, breathless moan.
your eyes widened, your heart stuttering in your chest. oh my fucking god. no. thereâs no way. you froze, straining to hear, but now there was no mistaking itâthe soft, needy sounds coming from behind the bathroom door. heâs jerking off.
because of you.
a rush of heat shot through your body, every nerve on fire as you sat there, paralyzed by the realization. what the hell am I supposed to do? your heart hammered in your chest, torn between shock and⊠something else. something hotter, more dangerous, pooling low in your stomach as his muffled groans filled the room.
you pressed your thighs together, trying to ignore the way your body was reacting, your breathing shaky as you listened. it was insane, this whole situation was insane, but there was no denying the effect it was having on you. you were turned on, and that knowledge sent a thrill through you that you couldnât quite suppress.
when heeseung finally returned, he looked way too refreshed, like heâd just hit the reset button on his whole system. his face was still flushed, but there was a smug, almost guilty glint in his eyes. he thought heâd gotten away with it.
he smiled awkwardly at you, rubbing the back of his neck, avoiding eye contact. âuh, sorry about that,â he mumbled. âdonât worry⊠i washed my hands.â
you laughedâan actual, real laugh that slipped out before you could stop it. something about the way he said it, like a dumbass joke he thought would break the ice, hit differently. it reminded you of the night, a jolt of familiarity running through you, an inside joke only the two of you would get.
âweâve already been through so much material today. i think iâll survive without you washing your hands.â
the second the words left your mouth, you saw itâthe flicker of recognition in his eyes, the way his face shifted, like something deep in his brain snapped into place. fuck. his body went stiff, the color draining from his face before flushing a deep, panicked red.
heeseungâs wide, frantic eyes locked onto yours, his voice cracking when he spoke. âwhat?â
your heart dropped, hands going clammy as the weight of it all crashed down on you. shit. you could see it in his face, the way realization slowly crept in, the horror dawning on him. he remembers.
âwhat?â you echoed, panic rising in your chest. but then you saw itâthe way his expression crumbled, the memories hitting him like a freight train, dragging both of you back to that night.
âfuck,â heeseung muttered, stepping back, his eyes darting between you and the floor like he was trying to escape a nightmare. âthat was you?â he whispered, his voice breaking under the weight of the question.
the second he said it, your stomach dropped. this canât be real. you stood there, frozen, heart pounding, every beat louder in your ears. heeseungâs eyes were wild, panicked, and when your expression confirmed the truth he dreaded, he stumbled back like heâd just been hit.
âthat wasnât a dream?â he practically shouted, his voice cracking, the panic raw and undeniable.
you didnât have words. what the fuck could you even say? you stared at him, mouth open, trying to catch your breath as the weight of everything settled over you both like a goddamn storm.
heeseungâs hands flew to his head, fingers gripping his hair as he muttered to himself, âholy fuck, holy fuck,â over and over again. his eyes were wide with disbelief. âi thought⊠i thought i fucking dreamt that.â
you couldnât breathe, couldnât move. your throat felt like it was closing up, memories of that night replaying in sharp, excruciating detail. you watched as heeseung flinched, stepping further back from you like youâd just set him on fire. guilt, panic, and something else flickered across his face, thickening the air between you.
he stared at you, voice trembling. âyou knew?â
his question felt like a punch to the gut. you swallowed hard, your chest tightening as you tried to find something to say. but everything felt stuck. âi⊠i didnâtâŠâ you stammered, feeling your face burn as the walls closed in on you. âi didnât think youâd remember.â
heeseung groaned, fingers pulling at his hair as he started pacing, his whole body a bundle of nerves. âholy shit, this is fucking unreal,â he muttered under his breath, voice barely holding together.
he stopped in his tracks, turning to face you with wide, panicked eyes. âso you knew the whole time?â his voice rose, cracking. âyou knew and didnât say anything?â
you blinked, your heart hammering against your ribs, hands trembling as you tried to explain. âi didnât think youâd remember,â you whispered, voice small.
he let out a frustrated groan, collapsing onto the edge of the bed, burying his face in his hands. âfuck.â
heeseung looked back up at you, his voice cracking under the weight of everything. âiâm so fucking sorry, but likeâŠâ he hesitated, panic clearly building again. âwas this whole thing⊠planned?â
the question slapped you in the face. planned? your mind reeled for a second, trying to catch up. âplanned?â you repeated, disbelief bubbling up. âheeseung, no! what the hell? of course not.â
he blinked, still wrecked with guilt, but now his expression wavered, uncertainty creeping in. âso⊠you werenât pretending?â he asked, voice barely a whisper. âthe tutoringâwas that real?â
you sighed, rubbing your temple. oh my god. âprofessor kang literally told me this morning that you were failing. i didnât even know until today.â
heeseung blinked at you, still processing, stuck in his daze. then heeseung narrowed his eyes, suspicion flickering across his face. âso you just act like it never happened?â he asked, voice tense. âwhy?â
the air thickened with tension, your throat tightening. do i really have to explain this?
âbecauseâŠâ you hesitated, looking away. âi didnât think youâd want to remember it like i wanted to.â
heeseungâs eyes softened, scanning your face, the weight of your words sinking in. realization slowly dawned on him.
âwait,â he said, voice lower now, more serious. "you wanted to? i don't get it.â
your heart skipped a beat, body freezing in place. every muscle tensed up as your mind scrambled. fuck.
there was no turning back now.
you closed the textbook in your hands with a quiet thud, the sound cutting through the thick silence. your heart raced, palms sweaty as you tried to steady your breath.
heeseungâs eyes stayed locked on you, dark and intense, searching your face. the air between you crackled with something electric, something you couldnât shake. you didnât want to.
âdid you?â he asked again, voice softer this time, almost like he was afraid of what your answer would be. âdid you want that night to happen?â
you swallowed hard, the weight of his question settling into your bones. the room felt like it was closing in, every breath getting harder to take. you didnât want to lie, didnât want to pretend like it didnât mean anything. but saying it out loud? confirming it? that was like stepping into something you couldnât undo.
âiââ your voice cracked, and you looked down at the closed book in your lap, gripping it like it could somehow ground you. âyes,â you whispered, your throat tight. âi wanted it, but i never expected it to... go that far.â
heeseung froze, hyper-focused on you, the rest of the world fading into the background. his eyes, dark and intense, locked onto yours like he was seeing you for the first time. and before you knew it, he was moving closer.
his face was inches from yours, so close you could feel his warmth, his breath unsteady. but there was no awkwardness this time, none of that usual nervous energy. he didnât even seem to realize how close he was, or how this shouldâve freaked him out.
he just stared at you, unwavering, like he was trying to see inside your head, trying to understand every word you werenât saying. his breath hitched, and you could feel the tension between you shift, deepening.
âcause iâve alwaysâŠâ you started, your voice barely above a whisper.
heeseungâs breath faltered, his gaze flickering down to your lips before meeting your eyes again.
âseen you,â you finished, voice soft but steady, the confession hanging in the air.
he blinked, stunned, disbelief written all over his face. âseen me?â he echoed, like he couldnât quite wrap his mind around what youâd just said.
you could see it in his faceâthe insecurity, the doubt. why me? thatâs what he was thinking.
you leaned in slightly, meeting his eyes. âi know what youâre thinking, heeseung. you think youâre a loser, right? thatâs what you see when you look in the mirror.â
he flinched, the words hitting him square in the chest, his mouth opening and closing like he wanted to argue, but couldnât. the room felt heavier now, the silence deafening.
âbut, god,â you breathed, your voice faltering for a second. âi was happy we had that moment, even if you didnât remember me. i was just⊠content, heeseung.â
you paused, watching him closely, seeing the way your words settled into him. âyouâd probably freak out if you woke up the next morning remembering what happened, so i let it go. i didnât want it to be complicated.â
heeseungâs voice was barely a whisper, raw and hesitant. âyouâre really making it seem like you like me, y/n.â
your heart pounded in your chest, every muscle in your body tight. you swallowed hard, biting your lip before finally speaking.
âseem like?â you said, your voice soft but certain. âheeseung⊠you think iâd have gone through all of this if i didnât?â
his breath caught, his eyes wide with shock. it was like he hadnât even considered the possibility.
âi donât seem like i like you,â you added, your voice steady now. âi do like you.â
his breath hitched again, his eyes flickering with something intense, something raw. he looked at you, stunned, like he was finally seeing what had been in front of him the whole time.
âi always have,â you admitted, each word bringing a wave of relief. âand at that party⊠i just wanted to make a good impression. you were drinking by yourself, andââ you paused, a small smile creeping onto your lips, âadorably so.â
heeseung stared at you, his eyes wide, disbelief still lingering, but slowly giving way to something else. the weight between you both was shifting, the tension thickening, but in a different way now.
as the truth settled in, you felt lighter, like youâd been carrying a weight for so long and had finally let it go.
but heeseung didnât react the way you thought he would. instead, he pulled his knees up to his chest, resting his chin on them, staring off to the side like he was anywhere but here with you. he was listeningâfuck, you could tellâbut he couldnât look at you. not really. and that hurt more than anything. the silence between you was thick, almost unbearable, your chest tightening with every second that passed.
he was processing it all, you knew that much. but seeing him curled up like that, so small, so fucking vulnerableâit made something in you twist painfully.
âanyway⊠iâm sorry for not telling you,â you whispered, voice shaking under the weight of guilt that had been sitting on your chest for what felt like forever. âi just⊠i felt like i took advantage of you.â
he didnât say shit for a moment, just let out this long, heavy sigh like heâd been holding everything in, and now it was all crashing down on him. his eyes, distant and glazed, started to focus again, and the expression on his face shiftedâlike all the pieces were finally clicking into place.
âno, y/n,â he muttered, voice low but steady. âi kept you here, didnât i?â
you blinked, staring at him, trying to make sense of what he was saying, trying to figure out what was going through his mind. the words hung between you, heavy, like the truth of it was sinking into both of you at the same time.
âitâs all coming back now,â heeseung said, sounding a little stronger this time, more certain. âi remember⊠you were kind. you didnât have to take me home, but you did. and⊠you made me feel safe, y/n. i didnât want you to leave.â
his voice softened then, almost trembling. âi asked you to stay, right? because⊠you put up with me.â
his head dipped, eyes flickering toward you before quickly looking away again, like facing you was too much. âi even asked you to cuddle me,â he muttered, and you saw him wince, the embarrassment creeping up his neck, turning his ears pink. âgod, that was so cringy.â
he rubbed a hand over his face, trying to hide from himself, like the memories were too much to handle. âand then⊠everything blurred. i couldnât tell what was real or not.â
his gaze met yours for just a second before dropping again, his voice barely above a whisper. âand you smelled so fucking good,â he admitted, voice cracking. âand⊠i got horny. like, really fucking horny.â
he buried his face in his hands again, clearly mortified by his own words, his whole body tense, like he was bracing himself for something. his breathing was ragged, the weight of everything crashing down on him all at once.
âiâŠâ he started, voice shaking. he peeked up at you, shame all over his face, red as hell, like he wished he could disappear right then and there. âi even⊠came inside you, didnât i?â his voice cracked on the words, the confession spilling out like it was choking him.
heeseungâs eyes finally locked on yours, searchingâfuck, maybe he was looking for forgiveness or somethingâbut all you could see was how raw, how broken he was, like he was laying everything bare in front of you. his body was wound tight, waiting, terrified of what you were going to say. the air between you was suffocating, thick with everything that had been left unsaid.
âis⊠is that why you didnât want me to find out?â his voice wavered, eyes wide, realization dawning on him all at once. âbecause⊠you might be pregnant?â the question hung there, thick and cold, like the air itself had stopped moving. his whole body tensed up, eyes locked on you, fear creeping into his expression. you could see him struggling to breathe, his hands twitching nervously in his lap.
âfuck,â he mumbled, barely loud enough to hear. âcould you be pregnant?â
you couldnât help it. you lost it. the laugh ripped out of you before you could stop it, loud and sudden, shattering the tension like a glass hitting the floor. you were laughing so hard your sides ached, gasping for breath in between fits, the absurdity of the moment too much.
heeseung just sat there, staring at you like youâd lost your mind. his eyes went wide, his face going from confused to embarrassed in seconds, the color rushing to his cheeks. he was frozen, completely clueless.
âwhat the hellââ he stammered, voice cracking. âwhatâs so fucking funny?â
you wiped a tear from your eye, still giggling. âoh my god, heeseung,â you gasped, trying to get your breath back. âno! iâm not pregnant. thatâs not why i didnât want you to find out.â
he blinked at you, completely thrown off, like he couldnât process what you were saying. âwait⊠what?â
âdude, relax,â you snorted, trying to hold back more laughter. âiâm on the pill. and itâs only been, like, what, not even that long ago?â
heeseungâs face was now burning, his embarrassment practically radiating off him. âoh⊠uh, right,â he muttered, rubbing the back of his neck, avoiding your eyes like the plague.
you watched him fidget, clearly still mortified. his fingers kept twitching, his face still bright red. âright⊠okay,â he mumbled, his voice quieter now, embarrassed as hell. âsorry, i just⊠fuck, iâm still processing all of this.â
the room fell into an awkward silence again, the laughter dying down. you studied his face, seeing that raw vulnerability creeping back in. softly, you asked, âyouâre not mad at me?â
heeseungâs head snapped up, eyes wide with surprise. âmad? no! no, y/n, iâm not mad at you at all,â he said quickly, shaking his head like he couldnât believe youâd even ask that. âi just⊠i donât know, i was scared. i thought i fucked up or made you feel weird.â
his hand went back to rubbing his neck, that nervous habit of his you were so used to by now. âbut no, i could never be mad at you. i just⊠i wish i remembered sooner.â
your voice softened, quieter now, the laughter completely gone. âand if you had remembered⊠what would you have done?â
heeseung looked at you, finally starting to relax a little. the tension between you shifted, turning into something more open, more real. it didnât feel so heavy anymore, and for the first time, it felt like you were both being honest.
he let out a long sigh, his lips twitching into a small, awkward smile. âhonestly? probably nothing. i wouldnât have had the guts.â
you blinked, surprised. ânothing?â
he shrugged, his blush creeping back, but this time it felt⊠softer, like he was just a little shy. âyeah. iâd have overthought the shit out of it. by the time i figured it out, youâd have moved on, and iâd still be sitting there like an idiot.â
he chuckled, the sound nervous but genuine, scratching his neck again. âguess iâm not really that bold.â
you couldnât help but smile, warmth creeping into your chest. âyou never had to be bold, heeseung,â you said softly. âi like you because youâre you. awkward, cute⊠and you turn red like a fucking tomato.â
you poked his cheek playfully, and he batted your hand away, grumbling, âstop it, y/n.â but there was a smile on his lips, soft and shy. the tension between you had melted, replaced by something lighter, something that felt easy, like you were finally just⊠okay.
âactuallyâŠâ heeseung started, glancing at the scattered study materials before turning back to you, his expression kind of nervous. âoh, sorry, i think iâm taking up too much of your time.â
you shook your head quickly, not wanting him to get the wrong idea. âno, heeseung, i donât have a curfew. what were you gonna say?â
he shifted in his seat, eyes flickering to the floor as he tried to gather his thoughts. âitâs just⊠the morning after that night,â he began slowly, his voice a little quieter now. âi woke up, and i could still smell you. your scent was everywhere, but my memory⊠it was completely blacked out.â
he looked down, clearly embarrassed, like reliving the confusion made him uncomfortable. âi tried piecing it together, but nothing made sense. i thought maybe i dreamt it. but now⊠now that i remember, it feels like this weightâs been lifted, you know?â
you watched him, that familiar warmth spreading through your chest. he seemed like he was finally making sense of it all, and seeing him find some clarity in the mess of things made you smile. but before you could say anything, a knock on the door interrupted the moment.
heeseungâs mom came in, completely oblivious to the tension lingering in the room. she was all smiles, carrying a tray of snacks like everything was perfectly normal. and the second she walked in, heeseung shot up from his seat, looking so damn stiff and awkward, you had to bite your lip to keep from laughing at how ridiculous he looked.
âoh, no need to stand, sweetheart,â his mom chirped, setting the tray down with a proud grin. âbrought you two some snacks. keep up that energy while you study!â
âuh, thanks, mom,â heeseung mumbled, his voice strained, like he was trying so hard not to die of embarrassment.
his mom winked at you, completely missing the vibe in the room. âdonât let him distract you too much, y/n,â she teased before walking back out, leaving the door cracked open.
heeseung sank back into his chair, his face bright red, still not able to look at you. he was so flustered, you could practically feel the secondhand embarrassment rolling off him.
you couldnât help itâyou grinned, leaning back a little, eyebrow raised. âyou okay there, heeseung?â you teased, smirking at how frazzled he looked.
âyeah, totally fine,â he squeaked, voice way too high-pitched to sound convincing. âjust⊠didnât expect her to come in.â
âsheâs sweet,â you said, reaching for one of the snacks on the tray. âitâs not a big deal.â
he let out a long breath, rubbing the back of his neck like it was a reflex. âyeah, she just⊠can be a little overprotective sometimes.â he finally glanced at you, but you could tell he still wanted to crawl under a rock and disappear.
you chuckled, taking a bite of the cookie. âi think itâs cute. besides, we got snacks out of it, so iâm not complaining.â
he smiled, and for the first time, it actually looked like he was relaxing a bit. there was this softness in his expression now, his guard dropping. âthanks⊠for not making it weird and for coming back here.â
you paused, surprised by the sincerity in his voice, but then smiled at him warmly. âheeseung, i wouldnât have come back if i didnât want to.â
the tension between you both seemed to melt away, the air feeling lighter now, like you could just exist together without all the heavy shit hanging over you. you popped another cookie into your mouth, enjoying the calm after all the earlier intensity.
âso, now that your momâs gone,â you teased, leaning back in your chair, âyou wanna pick up where we left off? or are you too traumatized to continue?â
heeseung shook his head, his smile lingering on his lips. ânah, iâm good now. besides, youâre supposed to be tutoring me. canât bail on that.â
you laughed softly, trying to hide the grin tugging at the corners of your mouth. âoh, i would never. besides, youâre doing pretty well. maybe iâm not even needed anymore.â
heeseung glanced at you, his expression softening in a way that made your chest feel tight. ânah, i still need you.â
the way he said itâso simple, so honestâcaught you completely off guard. your heart skipped a beat, but before you could even process it, he turned back to the snacks, picking one up like he hadnât just said something that made your entire body feel warm.
for the next week, you found yourself going to heeseungâs house almost every day. each time you walked through that door, it was like a layer of awkwardness between you both peeled away. with every study session, heeseung started to relax, not just with the material but with you. his stuttering wasnât as bad, and there was this growing confidence in the way he answered your questions. it made you feel proud, seeing him actually believe in himself more.
of course, he was still his awkward self sometimesâblushing like crazy whenever his mom brought in snacks or when you caught him staring for a second too long. there was an ease now, a rhythm, this natural back-and-forth that felt⊠good.
as the days went on, heeseung began to open up more, not just about school, but about everything else. he told you about his favorite music, the stupid shit his friends did, even embarrassing moments that made him groan but that he still shared with you anyway. it felt like you were getting to know him all over again, piece by piece, like he was finally letting you see the parts of him no one else got to.
you were both hunched over the desk, working through equations when the door suddenly burst open, slamming against the wall. you both jumped, startled, as jay barged in with his usual loud energy and a shit-eating grin plastered across his face.
âyo, heeseung!â jayâs eyes flicked between the two of you, then settled on a teasing smirk. âoh, shit. am i interrupting something?â
heeseung shot up from his chair, his entire face turning bright red. âjay, what the hell, man?â he muttered, rubbing the back of his neck, clearly embarrassed.
jay completely ignored him, his grin only widening as he stepped further into the room like he owned the place. âso this is what youâve been up to, huh? no wonder youâve been ditching us all week.â his eyes shifted to you, mischief sparkling in them. âstudying, huh? real convincing.â
you rolled your eyes, biting back a laugh at how flustered heeseung looked. âweâre literally going over formulas, jay,â you said, holding up your notebook as proof.
jay leaned casually against the doorframe, that playful smirk still on his lips. âyeah, yeah, formulas,â he teased, but there wasnât any bite in his tone. âso⊠is that a no to valorant?â
heeseung looked like he was tempted, his posture shifting as he considered jayâs offer. you couldnât help but chuckle softlyâheeseung had been working his ass off. he deserved a break. âhey, itâs fine,â you said, closing your notebook and packing up your things. âyouâve earned it. we can pick this up another day.â
heeseung shot you a grateful smile, clearly relieved. âthanks, iâll finish the assignments, i promise.â there was sincerity in his voice, and you knew he meant it, but before he could say anything else, jay cut in with his usual easy grin.
âthanks for not hogging him, y/n. i was starting to think heâd forgotten about me,â jay joked, nudging heeseung playfully.
you laughed, slinging your bag over your shoulder. âheeseungâs been doing great. youâd be surprised how much he knows, jay.â
heeseungâs cheeks flushed again, rubbing the back of his neck in that way he always did when he was embarrassed. âjay, come onâŠâ
âwhat?â jay grinned, throwing an arm around heeseungâs shoulders. âiâm just saying, itâs good to see my buddy killing it. but seriously, y/n, thanks for helping him out.â
you smiled warmly at heeseung, feeling proud of how far heâd come. âsee you tomorrow, heeseung. donât forget to review what we went over, okay?â
heeseung nodded, his voice soft but filled with appreciation. âyeah, i will.â his gaze lingered on you for a second longer, a flicker of admiration in his eyes before jay gave him a light shove toward the door, both of them grinning as you waved goodbye.
as soon as the door clicked shut, jay turned to heeseung with a shit-eating grin, barely holding back laughter. âthanks, iâll finish the assignments, i promise,â he mimicked in a high-pitched voice, dripping with sarcasm. âyouâve got it bad, man.â
heeseung groaned, running a hand through his hair, cheeks still flushed from embarrassment. âshut the hell up,â he muttered, though the small smile tugging at his lips betrayed him.
ânah, seriously though,â jay continued, nudging him with his elbow, his grin widening. âyouâve got heart eyes for her, bro. iâve never seen you like this.â
heeseung buried his face in his hands, groaning louder. âiâm gonna kill you.â
jay, clearly enjoying himself way too much, flopped onto the bed with zero regard for heeseungâs sanity. âso, whatâs the deal, man? yâall have been âstudyingâ for, like, days now. spill it.â
heeseung, looking completely mortified, muttered, âjay, get out.â
ânah, iâm good,â jay shot back, smirking. âcome on, just ask her out already. whatâs the worst that could happen?â
heeseung avoided his gaze, rubbing the back of his neck in embarrassment. âitâs not that simple.â
jay groaned dramatically, throwing his head back. âbro, it is that simple. she likes you too. itâs so fucking obvious.â
heeseungâs face went a deeper shade of red. âyou think?â
jay scoffed. âdude, sheâs been coming over for a week straight. you really think itâs just for the tutoring?â
heeseung hesitated, then quietly muttered, âwell⊠she did say she liked me.â
jayâs eyes went wide, and then he burst into laughter, clutching his stomach. âwait, what? she said she liked you? and youâve just been sitting on that info like an idiot?â
heeseung cringed, feeling more and more like a complete idiot by the second. âyeah⊠and, uh⊠we hooked up,â he added, barely above a whisper.
jayâs laughter came to an abrupt stop. his jaw dropped. âwhat the fuck? you hooked up with her?â
heeseung nodded, wincing at the memory. âyeahâŠâ
jay was practically vibrating with excitement, eyes wide. âoh my god, heeseung finally fucking did it! you didnât dream it? it actually happened?â
heeseung groaned, rubbing his temples like he could erase the embarrassment. âitâs real, jay. it happened.â
jay collapsed back onto the bed, laughing hysterically. âholy shit. butâhow did it go down?â
heeseung shifted awkwardly, his voice dropping to a mumble. âi, uh⊠came too soon.â
jayâs laughter died instantly, replaced by a choking noise. âwhat?â he stared at heeseung in disbelief. âyou came early?â
heeseung winced, face burning with shame. âi was drunk, man⊠it just happened.â
jay shook his head, smacking his forehead dramatically. âdude, you had one shot, and thatâs how it went down?â
heeseung groaned again, burying his face in his hands. âtrust me, i know.â
jay just stared at him, shaking his head in disbelief before smacking heeseungâs arm. âso, what now? youâre just gonna sit here, do nothing, and keep pretending like sheâs just your tutor?â
heeseung blinked, caught off guard. âuh⊠yeah?â
jay groaned louder, throwing his hands in the air. âyouâre killing me, dude. she likes you, you like her, youâve already hooked up, and youâre doing nothing?â
heeseung shrugged, clearly conflicted. âi donât know, man. iâm not good at this shit. what if i mess it up?â
âyou already messed it up,â jay teased, though his smile softened a little. âand sheâs still coming over. whatâs stopping you?â
heeseung bit his lip, hesitation clear in his expression. âbut⊠what if sheâs just being nice?â
jay rolled his eyes so hard youâd think theyâd get stuck. âsheâs not just being nice, dude. stop overthinking this.â
heeseung sighed, finally giving in. âfine, iâll ask her. but if it gets weird, iâm blaming you.â
jay grinned wide, slapping his back. âtrust me, sheâs not going anywhere.â
but even with jayâs pep talks, heeseung still couldnât bring himself to ask you out. every time he tried, the words got stuck in his throat, and he convinced himself that staying quiet was safer. he didnât want to ruin whatever the hell you two had going onâwhatever this was.
so he settled.
you were still coming over, still sitting beside him during these study sessions that had long turned into just excuses to hang out. you didnât seem to mind, and truthfully, neither did he. there was a comfort in the way you both just were. heeseung stole a glance at you while you were focused on your notebook, a soft smile tugging at the corners of his lips. every time he thought about asking you out, that fear crept back in. so for now, this would have to be enough.
âby the way,â your voice cut through the haze of heeseungâs thoughts, snapping him back to reality. he blinked, focusing on you as you kept going. âi wonât be able to come over tomorrow.â his stomach dropped instantly, but he tried to act casual, even though he could already feel himself missing you. âoh, really? why not?â he asked, his voice light, like it didnât bother him at all. âmy childhood friend, jake, is coming back, and iâm picking him up from the airport,â you explained, smiling easily. jake? childhood friend? the name hit him like a punch in the gut, and his mind started spinning. âoh⊠jake, huh?â he repeated, forcing the words out, trying to keep the unease out of his voice.
âyeah, we havenât seen each other in years,â you said, completely unaware of the storm brewing inside him. âweâre just gonna catch up and hang out.â heeseung nodded, forcing a smile that felt way too tight. âsounds cool.â his mind, though, was screaming who the fuck is jake? the thought of you spending time with some other guyâa friend you clearly cared aboutâmade his chest tighten. he didnât want to feel jealous, but it crept in anyway. he cleared his throat, trying to play it cool, but the words came out too forced. âso, uh⊠jake?â you glanced at him, noticing the slight frown pulling at the corners of his mouth. you raised an eyebrow, your lips twitching into an amused smile. is he seriously jealous? âyeah, weâre pretty close,â you said, watching him carefully, finding his reaction kind of adorable. âheâs like a brother to me. we grew up together.â
heeseung nodded again, but his expression stayed stiff, that faint frown deepening. âright. like a brother.â it sounded like he was trying to convince himself more than you.
you bit your lip, holding back a laugh. the way he was squirming was too cute. âheeseung⊠are you jealous?â you teased, your voice playful as you watched him struggle to keep his cool. his eyes widened, and he straightened up in his seat, clearly caught off guard. âwhat? no, iâm not jealous!â he blurted out, his voice way too high-pitched to sound convincing. âwhy would i be jealous? itâs just⊠jake.â you couldnât help but laugh at how flustered he was getting. it only made you like him more. he actually cared. âi think you two would get along,â you said, enjoying his discomfort just a little too much. âhe loves gaming, like you and jay. iâm sure you guys would hit it off.â heeseung blinked, trying to process what you just said, but the mention of jake still had him thrown. âfit in with us?â he repeated, his voice hesitant. âheâs a gamer too?â
âyeah, heâs obsessed with valorant,â you grinned. âyou guys would probably end up playing for hours if you met.â
heeseung shifted uncomfortably in his seat, the jealousy still eating at him. âsounds⊠cool, i guess,â he mumbled, trying not to let his frown take over. âso⊠heâs just a friend, right?â you laughed, shaking your head at how obvious he was being. âyeah, just a friend, heeseung.â he hesitated for a second, his voice dropping to a whisper, barely loud enough for you to hear. âhave you kissed him?â your eyes widened at the sudden question, but you quickly recovered, fake gagging in response. âno way! itâs not like that,â you said, laughing. âheâs like family.â heeseungâs entire body relaxed, like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. âoh⊠okay, good,â he mumbled, his tone sheepish but relieved. you grinned at him, leaning in a little closer, enjoying how easily he got flustered. âwere you really that worried?â heeseungâs blush deepened as he rubbed the back of his neck, looking anywhere but at you. âi donât know,â he muttered, his eyes flicking nervously to your lips. âjust⊠had to be sure.â âwhy?â you pushed, raising an eyebrow as you leaned in just a little more, watching him squirm. âdoes it make you feel better that i kissed you and not jake?â
heeseung froze, his entire face turning a deep shade of red. his eyes widened in panic, like he was scrambling for something to say but had nothing. âiâI mean, yeah, maybe a little?â he stammered, clearly flustered and caught off guard. you smiled wider, seeing how easily he unraveled around you. âso it matters?â you teased, not letting up. he bit his lip, looking like he wanted to crawl under a rock. âwell⊠yeah,â he admitted quietly, his voice barely above a whisper. âit matters because⊠i like you.â the confession hit you like a truck, and you quickly lifted your notebook to shield your face, trying to hide the way your cheeks burned. heeseung just said he liked you, and your heart felt like it was about to burst. âoh right⊠i never actually told you,â heeseung mumbled, suddenly realizing the weight of his words. just as you lowered your notebook to respond, the door slammed open, and the moment was shattered. âdad, seriously?â heeseung groaned, rubbing his temples as his dad burst into the room, completely oblivious to the situation. âletâs celebrate!â his dad shouted, grinning like it was the best idea ever, with his mom trailing right behind him, bottles and glasses in hand like they were about to throw a full-blown party. you and heeseung both stared at them, caught off guard. âwhat?â âjust saw your grades, kid! you passed everything! weâre celebrating!â his dad announced, shaking the bottles with excitement. ây/n, youâre joining us too!â his mom added, extending a glass toward you. you exchanged a quick look with heeseung, both of you in shock, trying to process what was happening. heeseung let out a defeated sigh, clearly resigned to his fate. âyeah, sure⊠why not.â you couldnât help but giggle, nudging him playfully. âguess weâre celebrating, then.â his dad raised a bottle triumphantly. âi called your mom, y/n,â he said, flashing a proud grin. âshe said you could stay the night!â
both you and heeseung instantly turned bright red, whipping your heads toward each other in disbelief. âwhat?â you said in unison. âyup!â his mom chimed in, completely unfazed. âfigured itâd be fun. besides, you two have been spending so much time together, it just made sense.â heeseung groaned, sinking further into his chair, clearly mortified. âdad, you canât just⊠do that.â your cheeks flushed even more, completely thrown by how casually they planned it. âuh⊠if itâs really okayâŠâ
heeseung peeked through his fingers, still looking like he wanted to disappear. âyeah⊠if thatâs what you want.â
you laughed awkwardly. âwell⊠looks like weâre having a sleepover.â âbut sheâs a girl!â heeseung blurted out, clearly panicking. âwell, isnât she your girlfriend?â his dad asked, like it was the most casual thing in the world. both you and heeseung froze, turning an even deeper shade of red. âwhat? no!â you shouted at the same time, the words tumbling out in unison. his mom chuckled, clearly amused by how flustered you both were. âoh, come on, you two are practically inseparable.â heeseung groaned again, burying his face in his hands. âmom, itâs not like that!â you cleared your throat, trying to regain some composure. âyeah, weâre just⊠friends,â you said, though the word friends felt strange given everything that had happened. his parents exchanged a knowing glance but thankfully didnât push it. his dad waved his hand dismissively. âwell, either way, itâs settled! y/nâs staying, and weâre celebrating!â
before either of you could argue, his mom was already clearing away the textbooks, setting down the bottles and glasses like theyâd planned it all out. heeseung groaned again, muttering into his hands. âthis is a nightmare.â you giggled, nudging him gently. âlooks like weâre having a party.â âplease kill me,â he muttered, but you could see the hint of a smile creeping at the corners of his mouth. your eyes flickered toward the bottles of alcohol on the table. âlooks like they want us wrecked,â you mumbled. heeseung peeked out from behind his hands, glancing at the alcohol. âtheyâre trying to ruin my life,â he grumbled. you laughed, picking up one of the bottles. âwell, we could always just⊠go with it. celebrate your grades, make a night of it.â heeseung raised an eyebrow, still hesitant but clearly tempted. âyou wanna get wrecked with me?â âwhy not?â you grinned, pouring a small shot. âmight make things less awkward.â he let out a breathy laugh, shaking his head. âyeah, well⊠anythingâs better than this.â he grabbed a glass, finally giving in. âletâs just hope my parents donât come back.â âwhy? you planning something?â you teased, watching him fumble with the bottle. heeseung froze for a second, eyes wide before quickly pouring the drink, mumbling, ân-no, I just⊠thought itâd help loosen things up.â you laughed, thoroughly enjoying how flustered he was getting. âiâm not gonna bite, heeseung.â he handed you a glass, managing a shy smile. âyeah, well⊠i might need a few of these to survive tonight.â he raised his glass with a grin. you raised yours, smirking as you clinked it against his. âhereâs to surviving tonight.â heeseung downed his shot too fast, immediately coughing from the burn. âshit,â he muttered, wiping his mouth.
you shook your head, laughing at him. âlightweight.â âhey!â he protested, pouring another shot, clearly determined to redeem himself. âi can handle it.â
you took a sip of your drink, the heat crawling down your throat as you leaned in, a grin teasing your lips. "so, heeseung,â you started, your voice light, playful. âwhatâs the wildest thing youâve ever done? i bet thereâs a troublemaker hiding in there somewhere.â
heeseung blinked, clearly thrown off by the question. âwildest thing?â he rubbed the back of his neck, looking like he was actually trying to come up with something. âuh⊠does passing out drunk at a party and making you carry me home count?â
you shook your head, grinning wider. ânah, thatâs just you being a dumbass.â
he laughed, the sound a little looser now as he leaned back in his chair. the alcohol was starting to settle into him, easing the tension in his shoulders. âokay, okay. iâve done some dumb shit with jay, but nothing⊠wild. not like youâre thinking.â âreally?â you teased, raising an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. ânot even a single scandalous high school moment? iâm disappointed.â he snorted, shaking his head. âif youâre looking for scandalous, youâre barking up the wrong tree. iâm awkward as hell. you know that.â you leaned in a little more, closing the space between you just enough to make him shift in his seat. âyeah, but that doesnât mean you canât surprise me,â you said, your voice dipping low, teasing, with something heavier lingering beneath it. the atmosphere shifted, the air thickening as you hovered closer. heeseung swallowed hard, his eyes flicking to your lips before darting away again, his nerves clear as day. âi can be full of surprises,â he mumbled, though his tone wobbled, like he wasnât sure if he believed it himself. âoh yeah?â you leaned back, pretending to think it over, enjoying the way he squirmed. âlike what?â
heeseung grabbed his shot glass and downed it like he needed it to survive, the alcohol clearly giving him the little boost of courage he was looking for. âwell, iâm here, arenât i? with you. thatâs gotta count for something,â he said, trying to sound casual, but the way his voice wavered gave him away. the nerves were still there, bubbling just under the surface. you chuckled softly, your eyes holding his. âyeah, i guess it does,â you murmured, your words carrying more weight than before, something unspoken, something just on the edge of everything you werenât saying. the conversation kept going after that, but the energy between you two had changed. it was lighter, more comfortable, the tension from before still there but softened. you laughed together, swapping embarrassing stories and favorite movies, the topics flowing easily. but every now and then, youâd catch him staring a little too long, or feel the brush of his knee against yours under the table, and each small touch sent sparks buzzing across your skin. heeseung fiddled with the empty glass in front of him, his voice dropping, more hesitant. âyou know, youâre⊠different than i expected.â you tilted your head, heart picking up pace. âoh yeah? whatâd you expect?â his eyes stayed on the glass, thumb tracing along the rim as he shrugged. âi donât know⊠i guess i didnât expect to feel like this.â âlike how?â you leaned in slightly, your curiosity spiking, the tension between you building, thick with something unspoken. heeseung inhaled deeply, lips curling into a small, awkward smile. âhonestly? i thought iâd never have a girl interested in me. theyâre usually, uh⊠repulsed.â you blinked, his bluntness catching you off guard. ârepulsed? heeseung, youâre not repulsive,â you leaned closer, your words carrying more weight. âawkward, maybe, but in a cute way.â
he let out a short, self-deprecating laugh, shaking his head. ânah, you donât get it. iâve had girls literally avoid me. so when you stuck around? i didnât know what to do.â âwell, iâm still here, arenât i?â your voice softened, leaning in even more. âand iâm definitely not repulsed.â heeseungâs eyes met yours, his face flushing deeper as he tried to process your words. âyeah⊠i guess youâre different,â he mumbled, voice shaky, like he didnât fully believe it. you leaned in, your knee brushing against his under the table, the contact sending sparks up your spine. âi donât think you give yourself enough credit, heeseung. the only person getting in your way⊠is you.â
heeseung swallowed hard, his gaze flickering to your lips, lingering for just a moment before darting away. âfuck,â he muttered, barely audible. âwhy do you even like me? i feel like iâm gonna mess this up any second.â you smiled softly, your voice dropping to a whisper. âmaybe thatâs why i like you. youâre real. awkward, messy, but real.â he ran a hand through his hair, clearly flustered, muttering under his breath, âand a guy who came in, like⊠seconds.â you bit your lip, trying not to laugh as a flush crept up your neck. âyeah,â you leaned in, your voice teasing, a little bolder. âbut i didnât mind.â heeseungâs eyes widened, snapping to yours, shock and disbelief written all over his face. âyou didnât?â you shook your head, your hand brushing against his lightly. ânope.â you held his gaze, watching him swallow, his breath catching, the tension between you rising. heeseungâs voice came out barely more than a whisper, breath shaky. âi thought youâd hate me for that.â âif i hated you, i wouldnât be here,â you said softly, your fingers lingering against his. âand i definitely wouldnât still be thinking about it.â heeseungâs eyes darted down to your hand, then back up to meet your gaze. his lips parted slightly, his breath coming in short, shallow bursts. âfuck,â he whispered, the tension in his voice obvious. âiâve been thinking about it too⊠a lot.â he shifted, grabbing a pillow to cover the growing bulge in his pants, trying to hide it, but failing miserably. âdamn, y/n,â he muttered, torn between embarrassment and the arousal coursing through him. âthis again?â you teased, leaning in with a smirk. âgonna jerk off to me in the bathroom again?â heeseung froze, eyes wide as realization hit him like a ton of bricks. âwait⊠you knew?â his voice cracked as he sat up, completely caught off guard.
you bit your lip, trying not to laugh. âoh yeah, i knew. you werenât exactly subtle, heeseung. these walls are thin.â heeseung groaned, burying his face in his hands, the pillow slipping from his lap as he practically melted into his chair. âoh my fucking god,â he muttered, voice muffled by his hands. âthis is so embarrassing.â âhey, no judgment,â you said, your amusement barely contained. âitâs kinda flattering, honestly.â he peeked through his fingers, still horrified but curious. âflattering?â you nodded, your grin widening. âyeah. at least i know i have that kind of effect on you.â heeseung groaned again, slumping further into the chair, torn between wanting to disappear and being completely turned on. âfuck, y/nâŠâ he muttered, his voice strained with frustration. âiâm starting to think youâre a liar. 'cause itâs like you never get as flustered as i do. shy, yeah, sure⊠but do i even make you wet?â his voice came out breathless, desperate, searching for reassurance.
the boldness of his question hung in the air between you, thick and heavy with anticipation. your heart raced, your lips parting as you considered your answer.
you raised an eyebrow, surprised by how bold heâd gotten, but the smirk on your lips couldnât be stopped. âoh, you really wanna know?â you teased, eyes locking with his.
heeseungâs breath caught, but he nodded, his face turning redder by the second, gaze not leaving yours. âyeah,â he whispered, voice so soft you almost didnât catch it. âi need to know.â
leaning in close, you brushed your lips against his ear, letting your breath ghost over his skin, the tension between you crackling like electricity. âwell, letâs just sayâŠâ you paused, savoring the moment, then pulled back just enough to look him in the eyes again, your voice dropping low, âiâve been wetter than i care to admit this whole time.â
his eyes widened, his breath catching, the weight of your words hitting him hard. âfuck,â he groaned, running a shaky hand through his hair, clearly torn between excitement and embarrassment. âwhy are you so good at this?â
âiâm not,â you murmured, your voice dripping with teasing heat. âi just donât have a dick to give me away when iâm turned on.â
heeseung let out a breathy laugh, the tension in his body spilling over, but the flush on his cheeks remained. âfuck,â he muttered again, shifting awkwardly, the pillow doing absolutely nothing to hide the obvious. âthatâs so unfair,â he whined, his frustration clear in the way he fidgeted. âyou just sit there all calm, and iâm over here losing my mind.â
you leaned back, the smirk never leaving your lips. âwhy donât we drink a bit more then?â you suggested, your tone playful but laced with challenge, watching the way he struggled under your gaze.
heeseung swallowed hard, clearly debating whether alcohol would help or push him deeper into the mess. âyeah, maybeâŠâ he muttered, his hands trembling as he reached for the bottle again. âfuck, i need to calm down.â
you chuckled softly, amused by how flustered he was. âtake it easy,â you teased, raising your glass. âyouâre making this way too fun.â
heeseung groaned, downing his shot far too quickly, wincing as it hit his throat. âfun for you, maybe,â he mumbled, setting the glass down with a shaky hand, his face still flushed with heat.
you threw back your own drink, feeling the burn in your chest, but what really made your pulse race was the way he was looking at you nowâhis wide eyes, the way his lips parted like he was struggling to breathe, that growing desperation in the air between you both. âheeseung?â you whispered, voice trembling with the warmth of the alcohol and the intensity of his gaze. he blinked, like he was trying to snap out of it, but his eyes stayed glued to yours. âgod,â he muttered, voice strained like he was barely holding it together. âyouâre making it so hard to think straight.â you bit your lip, and his breath hitched, his chest rising and falling in these shaky, uneven breaths. âdonât do that, please,â he practically begged, his voice laced with desperation, eyes squeezing shut as his head fell back, neck exposed, tension radiating off him like heat. âdonât do what?â you whispered, voice soft, fingers tracing slow, teasing circles on his thigh. you pushed the pillow out of the way, and the second your hand made contact, heeseung gasped, the breath in his throat trembling like he was on the verge of falling apart.
âthat,â he rasped, his body trembling under your touch, fists clenched so tight his knuckles turned white. you leaned in closer, your hand drifting higher, watching him unravel beneath your fingers. âi thought you wanted this,â you teased, your lips brushing lightly against his ear. heeseungâs eyes fluttered open, staring at you with this raw mix of desire and desperation. âi do⊠but youâre driving me fucking crazy,â he whispered, his voice thick with need. âi canât handle it⊠not when youâre this close.â âthen touch me,â you whispered, voice dripping with temptation, the tension between you suffocating. âdonât you want to?â heeseungâs eyes shot open, wide, filled with disbelief. âcan i?â he asked, voice shaky, his hands hovering like he wasnât sure if he was allowed to. âyou really want me to?â you nodded slowly, your breath grazing his lips, every part of you buzzing with anticipation. âyes, heeseung⊠i want you to.â
for a second, he hesitated, but then his hands, trembling, finally made contact, resting on your waist, tentative and careful like he was scared he might break you. âfuck,â he whispered again, fingers tightening on your hips as he pulled you closer, his voice cracking with disbelief. âi canât believe this is happening.â âwhat if i cum just from touching you?â he muttered, nervous excitement all over his face, his hands still shaking slightly as they gripped your waist harder. you didnât even answer, just straddled him, thighs pressing down on either side of his hips, and the second your lips crashed against his, it was like all of his control snapped. heeseungâs arms wrapped tight around you, pulling you against him like he couldnât get close enough. his kiss was hot, needy, filled with every ounce of tension that had been simmering between you both. instinctively, your hips ground against him, and both of you groaned at the sensation. he broke the kiss, lips trailing down your neck, hot and messy, his breath burning against your skin as he groaned, hips pushing up into yours, hands gripping your waist like you were the only thing keeping him grounded. and then, in one quick move, he lifted you up like you weighed nothing, placing you down onto the bed. the sudden shift made your heart race, excitement thrumming through your veins as he hovered over you, eyes dark and wild with need. but then, just as fast as it started, you saw the hesitation flicker across his face again, that shy, unsure side of him slipping back. his hands hovered just above your body, trembling all over again. âwait, y/nâŠâ he whispered, voice shaking. âi donât wanna mess this up.â âheeseungâŠâ you whispered, your voice soft as your hands cupped his face, pulling him in close. âyouâre not messing anything up. i want this. i want you.â heeseung swallowed hard, eyes locked on yours as if he was trying to process the reality of what you just said. âyouâre sure?â he asked, voice barely above a whisper, like he still couldnât believe this was happening. âiâve never been more sure,â you reassured him, pulling him even closer, your lips brushing against his. he hesitated for a second, breath shaky as he stared at you, then slowly started fumbling with his shirt, his hands trembling. even as he undressed, his eyes never left yours, like he was afraid to break the connection. the intensity in his gaze, even though you were still fully clothed, sent shivers racing up your spine.
when his shirt finally hit the floor, revealing his toned chest, he froze, hovering above you like he didnât know what to do next. his hands trembled, barely grazing your skin, unsure and nervous. âheeseung,â you whispered again, gentle but insistent, urging him forward. âitâs okay⊠come here.â âyouâre so beautiful,â he mumbled against your neck, his voice thick with need as his lips pressed hot kisses along your skin. his grip on your hips tightened, and you could feel the slight tremble in his hands, his restraint barely holding. âcan i take it off?â heeseungâs voice shook with desire as his fingers hovered at the hem of your shirt. the question hung in the air, thick with anticipation. you nodded, giving him the green light, and he wasted no time, peeling your clothes off piece by piece, his breath catching in his throat with every inch of skin revealed. his eyes were dark and hungry, devouring your body. âfuckâŠâ he muttered, voice thick and almost breathless, his fingers grazing your waist, trailing up to your ribs.
âiâve imagined thisâŠâ he confessed, his voice raw and rough, his hands trembling as he unclasped your bra. his eyes locked onto your chest, pupils blown wide as he whispered, âand fuck, youâre even better than i imagined.â his lips trailed lower, leaving hot, open-mouthed kisses down your chest, his hands wandering down until his fingers found the waistband of your pants. âi need to see all of you,â he whispered, his breath shaky as he slowly tugged your pants and panties down. the way his gaze devoured you made your pulse quicken. once you were completely bare beneath him, heeseung paused, taking in the sight of you with a mix of awe and disbelief. âwowâŠâ he whispered, his fingers trailing up your thigh, the touch light but electric. âyouâre perfect.â he settled between your legs, his breath shaky as he pressed a kiss to your inner thigh, inching closer and closer to your core. âgod, y/nâŠâ he groaned, fingers gripping your hips as his nose brushed against your heat. âitâs so pretty⊠and wet,â he muttered, almost to himself, before dipping his head down and dragging his tongue over your folds. the groan that escaped him was pure need as his lips wrapped around your clit, swirling his tongue in slow, messy circles. "you taste amazing,â he moaned against you, the vibration of his voice sending waves of pleasure rippling through your body. he was uncoordinated, his movements sloppy and inexperienced, but the raw hunger driving him made up for it. your hips bucked involuntarily, his groans muffled as he buried himself deeper between your thighs, sucking and licking with frantic desperation.
âheeseung,â you gasped, your hands tangling in his hair, tugging him closer as your body arched beneath him. his fingers found your breasts, squeezing with nervous eagerness.
he whimpered against your pussy, his desperation evident in every flick of his tongue. âi want more,â he groaned, voice strained as he latched onto your clit, sucking harder, his movements growing frantic.
âheeseungâŠâ you moaned, your body shaking with the intensity of it all, your legs trembling as you teetered on the edge of release. âfuck, youâre perfect.â
he lifted his head, lips glistening with your arousal, eyes wide and uncertain as he asked, âdo you like it? am i doing good?â
your heart swelled at his words, at the vulnerability mingled with his overwhelming need to please you. âyes, heeseung⊠fuck, yes,â you breathed, fingers tightening in his hair. âyouâre doing so good. i love it.â
his face lit up at your praise, a small, satisfied smile tugging at his lips before he dove back in with renewed determination. his fingers fumbled at your entrance, sliding inside you, hesitant but eager, trying to mimic what heâd seen in porn. his movements were clumsy, but the desperation in each thrust, in every flick of his tongue, was enough to push you closer to the edge.
his fingers pumped in and out, curling inside you as his mouth worked messily over your clit, his body trembling with the effort to make you cum. every whimper, every shaky breath only added to the tension building in your body, sending you spiraling higher and higher.
âheeseung⊠donât stop,â you gasped, your voice breathless, pleading. âpleaseâdonât stop.â
âshit, iâm making you cum, arenât i?â he whimpered against your core, his voice shaky with anticipation. âit's so warm...â
and with one more thrust of his fingers, you shattered, your orgasm crashing over you like a wave, pulling you under. your hips bucked, thighs squeezing around his head as you cried out his name. heeseung moaned against your clit, the sound vibrating through you as he worked his fingers inside you, prolonging the pleasure as long as he could.
âfuck, y/n⊠youâre so hot,â he groaned, his voice thick with awe as he watched your body writhe beneath him. "so fucking pretty when you cumâŠâ
heeseungâs face was flushed, his breath coming out in ragged gasps as he looked up at you with wide, desperate eyes. âdid i do good?â he whispered, voice trembling with the weight of everything that just happened. his hips kept grinding against the mattress, searching for some kind of relief, his cock straining painfully against his pants. the sight of him so worked up, so needy, had you biting your lip to keep from giving in too quickly. âyou turn me on so muchâŠâ heeseungâs voice cracked, overwhelmed by the sight of you. he was a mess, nearly shaking as his need for you grew stronger, and the lust was becoming unbearable. he's so fucking horny. âplease, y/n⊠i need to be inside you,â he begged, his voice raw with emotion. âi canât⊠i need you.â but instead of giving him what he wanted, you leaned down, your breath hot against his ear, and whispered, ânot yet.â heeseung froze, wide-eyed, panic flashing in his expression as he tried to process what you said. his breathing got shallow, and he almost looked like he was about to break, but before he could speak, you grabbed him by the face and kissed him hard, hot, and breathless. it left him gasping, his hands trembling as they clawed at your waist, desperate to feel you, to have you.
âshit, i can taste myself on you,â you murmured against his lips, and the sound of your voice alone made him moan. His hands gripped you tighter, but every touch felt like it was pushing him closer to the edge, like he was going to lose control at any second. âi thought youââ he tried to say, voice barely holding together.
you cut him off, flipping him onto his back with one swift move, leaving him stunned beneath you, his breath coming in sharp gasps. The way you moved over him, the way your lips trailed down his chest, sent shivers up his spine. âwait,â he pleaded, his hands fisting the sheets as your lips grazed his skin, leaving a burning trail in their wake. âgod, if i wasnât so wasted that first time⊠it wouldâve felt this good.â you smiled against his skin, your tongue tracing a line along his waist as your fingers hooked into the waistband of his pants. heeseung gasped, body tensing in anticipation, completely at your mercy. âi want it to feel better than you ever imagined,â you teased, slowly pulling his pants down. when his cock sprang free, hard and leaking, you hummed in satisfaction, eyes locking onto his as you leaned in, dragging your tongue up from the base to the tip.
heeseung let out a loud, desperate moan, his back arching off the bed. âfuck⊠oh my god,â he cried out, his voice cracking as pleasure hit him like a tidal wave. âthis feelsââ he couldnât finish, his words dissolving into incoherent sounds as you swirled your tongue around the tip, tasting his precum. every flick of your tongue had him trembling, his breath coming out in ragged gasps, his hips jerking up into your mouth uncontrollably. âmore,â heeseung begged, voice barely a whisper, body shaking with need. his desperation was clear in the way his fingers tangled in your hair, gripping tight but not pushingâlike he was too afraid to break the moment, even though he needed you so badly. you took him deeper, inch by inch, savoring the way he bucked underneath you, his moans turning louder, more frantic. heeseungâs jaw went slack, his head thrashing back into the pillow as he clenched his eyes shut, trying to hold on but clearly losing the battle. ây/n,â he groaned, his voice breaking, raw with need. âhow are youâoh my god, this is insane.â his breathing became erratic, his hands fisting the sheets as the pleasure built inside him, spiraling out of control. you could feel him tense, his entire body shaking as the tension mounted higher and higher.
âoh fuck, fuck⊠i canâtââ he panted, panic edging into his voice as the intensity threatened to overwhelm him. âwait, s-slow down⊠what if i canât get hard againââ
but that wasnât enough to stop you. you took him deeper, your hand stroking him in time with your mouth, driving him closer to the edge with every motion. his moans turned into ragged, broken sounds, his hips bucking up into your mouth despite himself.
âah, y/nââ heeseung gasped, the tension inside him snapping all at once. his entire body seized, his hands gripping the sheets so tight his knuckles turned white. with one final thrust, he came hard, spilling into your mouth with a loud, desperate moan that echoed through the room. his voice was raw and unrestrained, his mind blank from the sheer intensity of it all.
as he finally looked down, he saw you still between his legs, your lips hovering close to his still-twitching cock. then he heard itâthe soft sound of you swallowing, gulping down everything heâd just given you.
âno fucking way,â heeseung whimpered, wide-eyed, voice trembling with disbelief as you licked along his still-sensitive length, your tongue teasing him in slow, deliberate strokes. every touch sent jolts of electricity through his already overstimulated body, but despite it all, his cock stayed hard, throbbing under your attention.
you raised an eyebrow, that playful smirk pulling at your lips as you glanced up at him. âoh? still hard from that?â your fingers wrapped around him, stroking his cock lightly as you spoke.
heeseungâs head dropped back onto the pillow, his hands fisting the sheets. âi-i shouldnât be⊠i donât even know whatâs happening,â he groaned, voice thick with pleasure and exhaustion. âbut fuck, y/n⊠that wasâholy fuck.â
his breath hitched as you moved, straddling him with an ease and boldness that left him completely wrecked. âdonât tell me youâre gonnaâ youâre killing me,â he muttered, chest heaving, trying to sit up, his hands reaching for you. but before he could get a grip on anything, you had his wrists pinned down above his head, your hips hovering just above his throbbing length.
âshhâŠâ you whispered against his ear, your voice soft but demanding. âlet me take care of you.â
heeseung whimpered, eyes wide and filled with lust and disbelief, completely at your mercy.
âbut i⊠fuck, i want this so bad,â he whined, voice cracking, body practically vibrating with need. âi want you to ride me, but i also want toâŠâ
you silenced him with the smallest movement, pressing your hips down just enough to have him gasping. âyouâve done enough,â you whispered, lips brushing against his ear, making him shiver. ânow itâs my turn.â
heeseungâs body tensed under you, his head pressing into the pillow as he watched you take control, watched you slowly lower yourself onto him. âwaitâŠâ he gasped, feeling the way your warmth enveloped him, the sensation hitting him all at once.
you rode him slow at first, deliberate in every motion, your body grinding against him with an intensity that had him completely undone. âjust like that, please,â heeseung whimpered, voice trembling as he sniffled, overwhelmed.
his hands clenched into fists above him, pinned down by your grip, his hips bucking up to meet your movements, trying desperately to keep up. every squeeze of your warmth around him, every roll of your hips, sent shockwaves through his entire body, his cock pulsing, threatening to push him over the edge again.
ânot so fast⊠y/n,â heeseung begged, his voice breaking, glassy eyes filled with desperation. âyour pussy⊠fuck, itâs so tightâi donât think iâm gonna lastâshit,â he panted, chest rising and falling rapidly.
âam i still making you feel good?â he whimpered, the need for reassurance thick in his voice. âi wanna make you cumâŠâ his words wobbled, dripping with pride and vulnerability, desperate for your approval.
your moans answered him first, loud and unrestrained, and even though that was enough for him, he needed more. he needed to hear it straight from your lips. driven by the sound of you coming undone, he bucked his hips harder, faster, trying to match the rhythm you set, every roll of your hips pushing him deeper.
âyou look so good⊠i love this⊠fuck, i love you,â heeseung choked out, barely coherent as the words tumbled from his lips. his hips jerked beneath you, wild with desperation, his breath ragged, voice broken. "i love fucking you⊠you're so wet, make my cock feel so goodâ" he babbled, eyes half-lidded, entirely mesmerized by the way you moved, by the pleasure consuming both of you.
âi love you,â heeseung repeated, voice raw, thick with emotion. his hands twitched, still pinned down by your grip, desperate to touch you, to pull you closer as his love and need for you flooded every inch of him.
the way you bounced on him, making sure he fucked you deep with every thrust, had heeseung completely shattered. every moan slipping from your lips was like a hit straight to his sanity, and the tight, wet grip of your pussy clenching around him had his vision blurring, his mind spiraling. âfuck, iâm so closeâplease, please let me cum in your pussy,â he begged, voice trembling, the desperation in every word clear. âi wanna see it spill out of you.â
you leaned down, your breath hot against his ear, sending a shiver through him. âoh yeah? how bad do you want it?â your words teased, but they hit him like a punch, and he locked eyes with you, pleading silently, needing you to take him over the edge, needing you to give him the release he craved.
âso bad⊠please, itâs all i wantâfuck, please!â he sobbed, voice cracking as his hips bucked uncontrollably, his body convulsing beneath you. pleasure and need swirled inside him, almost unbearable, and you still didnât let up. each roll of your hips, each slow grind, was torture, dragging him right to the brink, his hands flexing, desperate to hold on, desperate for you.
âiâll evenââ he gasped, his chest heaving, âfuckâiâll eat it out of you, eat my cum out of your pussy once iâm done,â the words tumbling out in a breathless moan as his head fell back against the pillow, lost in the intensity. the wet, obscene sounds of your bodies colliding only added to the heat between you, his mind spinning, overwhelmed by it all but still needing more.
âyou're crazy, hee,â you groaned, breathless, âyouâd really do that? what else have you been thinking about doing to me?â
his hands gripped your ass tighter, guiding your movements, his hips thrusting up to meet you with a frantic need. heeseungâs breath came in short, ragged bursts, his eyes blown wide with lust. âi think about you all the time,â he admitted, voice hoarse, shaky from how raw it all felt. âevery night⊠thinking about you riding me just like this. fuckâsometimes i imagine you tying me up, keeping me there so i canât move⊠and iâd just have to take it.â
he choked on a moan, the fantasy making his body shake beneath you, each confession spilling out uncontrollably. âyouâd be in control,â he whimpered, words barely coherent. âmake me earn every second i spend inside your pussyâŠâ
the thought alone had him dizzy, his body quivering beneath you. âand thenâfuck, iâd be so desperate, iâd cum so fast, but you wouldnât stop, would you? youâd make me keep going, even when it hurts⊠'cause i want it, i want all of it.â his voice cracked, hands shaking as he held onto you for dear life, eyes glazed with pure need.
he was practically vibrating, his whole body humming with arousal, his mind clouded with filthy thoughts that only made him more desperate. âwanna learn how to make you squirt with my mouth,â he gasped. âcould spend forever eating your pussy.â
your own arousal spiked at his words, his dirty fantasies making your heart race as you leaned down, brushing your lips against his ear. âyou want me to sit on your face?â you whispered, your voice dripping with teasing cruelty. âwant me to smother you with my pussy until you canât breathe?â
heeseungâs entire body shuddered, his grip tightening on you as he gasped. âyes, fuck yes,â he moaned, voice trembling with need. âplease, suffocate me with it. i want to drown in you, taste every inch of your pussy. iâd let you use me until i canât think straight, i swear. fuck⊠justâŠÂ anything.â
you bit your lip, smirking as you watched heeseung completely unravel beneath you. âso you want to be my little toy, huh?â you teased, grinding down on him harder, forcing a loud, broken moan from his lips.
his entire body tensed, head falling back against the pillow as he whimpered, hands clutching your hips with desperate need. âyes, fuck, iâd be anything you want, just use me,â he begged, his voice cracking. âplease, y/n⊠i just want to make you feel good.â
âoh, heeseung,â you cooed, amusement dripping from your voice as you leaned down, kissing him deeply, your tongue teasing his as he moaned into your mouth. âyouâre such a good boy, arenât you? always so eager to please.â
he groaned, trembling as you continued to ride him, the wet sounds of your bodies moving together filling the room. âyes, i just wanna be good for you,â he whispered, barely holding it together.
his words, his submission, his desperationâit only pushed you closer to the edge.
you quickened the pace, grinding harder, faster, driving him to the brink of insanity. the tight, wet heat of your pussy squeezing him had heeseung losing the last shred of control. his breath hitched, his body stiffened beneath you, overwhelmed by the building pressure.
âfuck, y/nâiâm gonnaâ" his voice cracked, trembling as he begged for release. his hands twitched, desperate to touch you but still pinned down. âplease, i canâtâiâm gonna cum,â he whimpered, tears filling his eyes as he stared up at you, completely at your mercy.
but you didnât stop. pushing him deeper into that maddening pleasure, his hips bucked beneath you uncontrollably. âplease, please,â he sobbed, his voice shaking, body trembling as his orgasm hit him like a wave, stealing his breath. âoh fuck, oh god, pleaseââ his moans grew louder, higher-pitched, raw with submission as he came deep inside you, cock pulsing wildly.
âi canâtâi canât stop,â he cried, tears streaking his flushed cheeks as his hips jerked beneath you, unable to control the way his body responded. âiâm so sorryâno, iâm cumming so much,â his voice cracked, filled with both pleasure and apology as his release seemed endless, his cock twitching violently, spilling more and more inside you.
and the sight of him like thisâlost in his own pleasure, tears running down his face, voice shatteredâpushed you over the edge.
your body tensed above him, the pressure inside you snapping, and your orgasm crashed through you in powerful waves. a loud, unrestrained moan ripped from your throat, your body trembling as you rode the high, your walls clenching tight around his cock, milking every last drop.
as his orgasm finally began to fade, heeseung was still gasping for air, his body trembling beneath you, completely spent and sensitive. small, broken whimpers escaped his lips as the intensity of it left him dazed, his skin slick with sweat, chest rising and falling rapidly.
even after his release slowed, every slight movement made him jerk beneath you, soft, needy moans slipping out. ây/nâŠâ he whispered, voice shaky, barely able to form words. âi couldnât stop⊠you made meâŠÂ fuck, it was so much.â
his eyes fluttered open, hazy with exhaustion and pleasure, his face still flushed and tear-streaked. when your body settled down on top of his, heeseungâs trembling hands reached up, pulling you close. he buried his face in the crook of your neck, trying to catch his breath.
âiâm so sensitive⊠so fucking sensitive,â he murmured, voice barely audible, his body shivering beneath you. every small touch sent shocks through him, leaving him overstimulated, yet still craving your warmth, your touch.
heeseungâs grip on you tightened, his arms wrapping around your waist as he held you close, chest heaving against yours. soft, shaky kisses pressed to your skin, his lips brushing gently against your neck. âthat was⊠i donât even have wordsâŠâ he let out a soft, breathy laugh, still panting, mind completely blown by everything that had just happened. âi didnât know⊠it could feel like that,â heeseung whispered, his voice shaky with disbelief.
âso you love me, huh?â you teased, resting your head against his chest and glancing up at him with a playful smile.
heeseungâs heart stuttered, post-orgasm bliss now mixing with a wave of nervous energy that hit him all at once. his cheeks burned a deep red as he tried to find the right words, arms still wrapped tight around you, like he couldnât bear to let go.
âi mean⊠yeah, i guess i did say that, huh?â he mumbled, embarrassment thick in his voice, his eyes darting away from yours for a second, too flustered to meet your gaze.
he bit his lip, trying to hide how hard his pulse was racing, but then, as if he couldnât hold it back any longer, he shyly glanced back at you. the vulnerability in his eyes was clear, he answers, âbut fuck⊠yeah. i do.â the blush on his face deepened, spreading down his neck, hot and intense. âi love you.â
he let out a small, awkward laugh, rubbing the back of his neck like he always did when he was nervous, clearly unsure of how to navigate this new level of intimacy. âdidnât really plan on confessing like this, thoughâŠâ he sighed, gaze flickering to the ceiling, face still flushed. âsuch a dick move, right? confessing during sexâŠâ the nervous chuckle that followed only made his embarrassment more obvious.
his hands rested gently on your back, a bit hesitant, like he didnât know how to fully relax into this moment. âi didnât mean for it to come out like that⊠it justââ he paused, struggling to find the right words, his voice softening, more sincere now. âit felt right⊠but not because of the sex.â his eyes found yours again, searching your face, his voice a quiet plea. âi meant it, y/n. even if it was the worst possible timing, i really do love you.â
he paused again, his blush darkening, clearly thinking about his premature orgasm from that first time. âgod, you couldâve had anyone, and you still decided to tutor me after that messâŠâ
his words hung heavy between you, and you could feel the rapid thudding of his heart beneath your palm. he was still so vulnerable, even now, as if he couldnât quite believe that you had chosen to be here with himâhis arms wrapped around you, both of you lying together after the most mind-blowing sex of his life.
âheeseung,â you whispered, your voice firm but filled with warmth. âi wanted you then, and i want you now. that doesnât change just because things didnât go perfectly.â
heeseung stared at you, eyes wide with disbelief, like he couldnât quite wrap his head around what you were saying. âreally?â his voice was quiet, fragile, like he was afraid to believe it.
âyes, really,â you reassured him, leaning in to press a soft kiss to his lips. âi love you. you donât have to be perfect for me to feel that.â
his face lit up instantly, a wide, boyish grin spreading across his face, almost as if he wanted to cry from sheer happiness.
âsay it again,â he practically whined, his voice overflowing with joy as he eagerly leaned down to kiss you, lips messy and eager.
you laughed into the kiss, pulling him closer, your heart swelling at the sight of him so happy. âi love you,â you repeated, louder this time, playful. his whole face lit up like a kid on christmas morning, and you could feel his excitement in every touch, every eager kiss, his hands pulling you as close as possible.
âyup, iâm never gonna get tired of hearing that,â he mumbled between kisses, his hands roaming your back, holding you tighter. âsay it forever.â
âwell, i totally fell in love with you first,â you teased, looking up at him with a playful grin.
heeseungâs smile widened, eyes gleaming with mischief. âi should be thanking you for that, 'cause i wouldâve been way too chicken to do anything.â he chuckled softly, shaking his head in disbelief. âseriously, i wouldnât have done shit.â
âwas it because of myââ he started, obviously about to crack a joke, but you cut him off with a laugh, shoving him lightly.
âdonât even try it,â you teased, giving him a pointed look. âit wasnât because of whatever you're about to say.â
he grinned, refusing to drop it. âno, reallyâwas it because of my charm or my amazing⊠skills?â he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively, even though his red face gave away how flustered he still was.
you rolled your eyes, but couldnât stop the smile tugging at your lips. âitâs because youâre awkward, sweet, and everything i didnât know i needed,â you said, voice softening as you leaned in to kiss him again. âbut sure, letâs pretend it was the 'skills.ââ
âlook at you, mr. confident all of a sudden,â you teased, feeling the warmth spread through you as he relaxed completely, more playful and at ease than ever before.
heeseung shrugged with a smirk. âmaybe iâm learning from the best,â he murmured, leaning in for another slow, deliberate kiss. âyou bring it out of me, y/n.â
âwhatever, hee,â you chuckle, and he groaned softly at the nickname, arms tightening around you as he buried his face in your hair, pressing soft kisses to your forehead.
âa nickname?â he gushed, pulling back just enough to look at you, eyes shining with excitement. âiâm totally your boyfriend now, arenât i?â
his excitement was contagious, and you couldnât help but laugh at how happy he seemed. âyes, youâre totally my boyfriend now,â you teased, running a hand through his hair, watching him grin down at you like he was the happiest person in the world.
âfuck, i love that,â he mumbled, his voice filled with pride and affection as he kissed you again, this time slower, savoring the moment. âyour boyfriend,â he whispered between kisses.
he pulled back slightly, a teasing grin tugging at his lips. âsoâŠâ he started, mischief clear in his voice, âcan i tell jay you totally made the first move?â
you snorted, shaking your head. âheeseung, you can tell jay whatever you want,â you teased, brushing your hand along his jawline. âi know you just wanna brag that you didnât cum prematurely this time.â
heeseung blushed, but his sheepish smile was impossible to miss, his eyes gleaming with playful pride. âwell⊠i mean, itâs kind of a big deal, right?â he chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. âi finally made it through without embarrassing myself, so yeah⊠maybe i will brag a little.â
âyouâre ridiculous,â you muttered, laughing softly as you nuzzled into his chest.
heeseungâs grin widened, but then he shifted, his fingers trailing down your side with a teasing glint in his eyes. âoh, but before i do thatâŠâ he murmured, sending a shiver down your spine. âremember what i said earlier?â he leaned in closer, his breath hot against your ear.
âi still want to eat my cum out of your pussy.â
the heat rushed through you, your pulse quickening at his words, and you felt your body tense with anticipation. heeseungâs eyes darkened, filled with lust and longing as he watched your reaction, waiting for you to give him the green light.
âfuck, hee,â you whispered, breathless, your body already responding to the idea. âyouâre really gonna do that?â
he nodded, his tongue darting out to wet his lips, breath hitching slightly, eyes flicking up to meet yours, wide and full of anticipation. âif youâll let me,â he whispered, voice soft and pleading. âi⊠i want to so bad.â his hands trembled slightly as they rested on your hips, his gaze filled with a mix of awe and desperation.
heeseungâs entire body shuddered as he lowered his gaze, like he couldnât bear the weight of how much he needed this. âyouâre gonna love it,â he whispered. âplease⊠tell me i can.â
you couldnât resist the way he begged, voice trembling with need, so you nodded, granting him what he so desperately wanted. without hesitation, heeseung kissed down your body, his lips soft, breath hot against your skin. when he reached your core, he paused for a second, taking in a deep breath like he was savoring the moment.
âthank you,â he whispered, barely audible, before his tongue flicked out, tasting both you and the remnants of his cum. the sensation sent a shockwave through your body, making you jerk slightly from the overstimulation. his grip tightened, keeping you steady as his tongue worked slow, deliberate strokes along your slit.
âfuck,â he groaned, eyes rolling back for a second, licking another long, slow stripe. he looked up at you, eyes wide and submissive, tongue covered in the mixture of his cum and your juices. without breaking eye contact, he swallowed with a deep moan, like it was the most delicious thing heâd ever tasted. âwe taste so fucking good,â he mumbled, diving back in with more eagerness, licking your pussy clean.
your fingers tangled in his hair, tugging gently, guiding him as he continued, every flick of his tongue sending electric shocks through your body.
the overstimulation was intense, but his desperation to please made it impossible for you to ask him to stop.
heeseung pulled back only when he was sure heâd cleaned every last drop, his lips glistening, chest heaving. âdid you like it?â he asked, voice trembling, eyes still wide, desperate for approval.
âyeah, you did so good,â you whispered, still catching your breath.
he smiled, pride swelling in his chest, and he kissed your inner thigh before crawling up to hold you tightly. his body trembled with exhaustion as he collapsed into your embrace.
âcome on,â you whispered softly, brushing the hair from his sweaty forehead. âlet me take care of you now.â
heeseung blinked up at you, too tired to protest even though you could see he wanted to. âbutââ
âno buts,â you teased, kissing him gently. âyouâre exhausted. I want to run you a bath.â
he watched you with those wide, trusting eyes as you moved around the room. grabbing his hand, you pulled him to his feet, guiding him to the bathroom. âyou donât have to do this,â he whispered, but the look of gratitude on his face said otherwise.
âi want to,â you insisted, turning on the tap, watching as the water filled the tub. his body was flushed, still trembling from everything that had just happened, mind blown from the intensity.
âsit,â you commanded softly, helping him into the tub. the moment the warm water enveloped him, heeseung let out a soft sigh, leaning his head back, his eyes fluttering shut.
kneeling beside the tub, you ran your fingers through his damp hair, massaging his scalp. he hummed contentedly. âthis is nice,â he whispered, voice sleepy.
âyou deserve it,â you murmured, kissing his temple. âjust relax, heeseung.â
he smiled lazily, reaching for your hand, squeezing it gently. âthank you for this⊠for everything.â
as he started to drift off, he opened his eyes, a playful glint shining in them. âhey⊠does this mean i can tell jay now?â
you laughed, shaking your head. âyou can do whatever you want, hee.â
grinning like a little kid, he grabbed his phone and, with zero shame, called jay. âhey, jay?â he said, trying to sound casual, but his voice was still filled with excitement. âyeah, youâll never guess what just happenedâŠÂ nope, no premature shit this time. and guess who made the first move?â
your eyes widened in disbelief, laughter bubbling up. âyouâve got to be kidding me, heeseung,â you muttered, shaking your head.
he winked at you, a cheeky grin plastered on his face as he continued bragging to jay. âtold you iâd brag,â he mouthed, clearly proud of himself.
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Thinkinâ bout me || Rafe Cameron x fem!reader
gif by @chenslucy
Summary: inspired by the lyrics of âthinkinâ bout meâ Morgan Wallen đ€đ€
Warnings: slight angst ig
Word count: 1,964
A/n: I rlly wanna do one with a Zach Bryan song but the ideas arenât coming to me đ
MASTERLIST
divider by @h-aewo
Don't know where you at, don't know where you've been. Don't know nothin' 'bout that boy you're into.
It had been two months since youâd left, pulling yourself out of Rafeâs orbit so completely that heâd almost started to believe youâd vanished for good. Then tonight, here you were, mingling at the yacht party like nothing had happened.
Only now, an unfamiliar blonde had his arm wrapped casually around your waist, his fingers tracing lazy patterns against your hip as you leaned in close to hear him over the music, a bright, carefree smile lighting up your face. Rafeâs stomach twisted at the sight.
He couldnât hear what you were saying, but he could see the way you laughed at something the guy said, your head tipping back as if his words were the funniest thing youâd heard all night. The version of you he saw now felt almost foreign to himâlike heâd been replaced by someone who wasnât weighed down by your shared past.
Maybe you really were happier, but seeing you with someone else so soon cut deeper than heâd anticipated. It was the smile that got to him the mostâthe one he remembered as hisânow aimed at someone else.
Don't feel bad for you, but I feel bad for him. And all the hell you gon' be puttin' him through. Probably tell him we're a burnt out flame. Probably tell him that I ain't been on your mind. How I ain't nothin' but a long gone thing. You can cuss my name, but baby, don't you lie
The unfamiliar blonde looked wildly out of place in the gleaming luxury of the yacht party, as though heâd just wandered into the wrong scene altogether. He had a wholesome air about him that felt like it belonged more to a Kildare bonfire than this slick, exclusive gathering. Rafeâs jaw clenched as he watched the guy, wondering what you could possibly see in someone so blatantly average.
âWho are you staring at?â Topperâs voice broke into his thoughts, a teasing chuckle in his tone as he followed Rafeâs gaze. He spotted you almost immediately, his eyebrows lifting in mild surprise. âOh. She looks goodââ
âShut the fuck up, man. Donât wanna hear it,â Rafe muttered, not breaking his stare. He didnât need anyone telling him how good you looked; he already knew. Topper just threw his hands up, backing off with a smirk. Before Topper could throw in another comment, you shifted, turning around just enough to spot him.
Rafeâs lips curled into a smirk, catching the way you froze for a split second and in that instant, he saw the flicker of nerves in your expression. Rafeâs lips curled into a smirk, watching the way you subtly fidgeted under his stare. He could practically see the wheels turning in your mind as you quickly turned back to the guy beside you.
The blonde followed your gaze, catching sight of Rafe and Topper watching. His expression tightened just slightly, his eyes darting back to Rafe every few seconds, clearly trying to size him up. Rafeâs smirk widened; he knew exactly what was going through the guyâs mind. You were probably telling him some watered-down version of what you and Rafe had beenâa burnt-out flame, a chapter youâd left behind.
Maybe you were painting Rafe as the villain, the one youâd gotten over, glossing over the parts that didnât fit. Even cussing him out just to make it seem like youâd moved on. But he saw right through it. He knew the kind of hell youâd probably put this guy through, the stories youâd tell him, the ways youâd pretend youâd forgotten.
Heâd been in your life long enough to know you, and he couldnât help but feel sorry for this poor bastard. He didnât feel bad for youânot anymore. But for the guy who thought heâd won you over? Rafe almost pitied him. He had no idea the hell youâd eventually put him through, just like youâd put Rafe through.
When you're tastin' what he's drinkin', are you thinkin' 'bout me? When you're ridin' where he's drivin', are you missin' my street?
Rafeâs eyes lingered on you, the smirk slipping into something colder as he watched you lean closer to the blonde, your laughter ringing out over the music. But he saw right through it. He knew you well enough to pick up on the tiny tellsâthe way you glanced over your shoulder just slightly, probably checking if he was still watching.
You were putting on a show, and he knew it. He could almost picture it: you, lifting a drink to your lips, tasting the same burn of bourbon he used to pour you, and wondering if it would ever hit the same. Or maybe it was later, on some midnight drive as the blonde took you back home, the car turning down familiar roads but never quite the right ones. He could almost feel that ache settling in you when his road, the one leading up to Tannyhill, passed by without a pause.
You might be so close, just one turn away, and yet still missing that feeling of belonging youâd only ever felt pulling into his place, the street youâd once called home. He could feel Topper glancing his way, but he didnât care, didnât let up. He wanted to make sure you knew he was still there, that he was watching you, and that no matter how hard you tried, you couldnât just erase him. Not from those old habits, not from those half-forgotten memories that clung to you like shadows.
And even as you turned back to the blonde, pretending you didnât care, he could tell. Somewhere, deep down, he knew youâd feel that same hollow acheâthe same one he was feeling right nowâwhenever you tasted what he was drinking or found yourself driving down a street that just didnât feel the same.
Every time you close your eyes, tell me, who do you see. Comin' over tonight, wish that truck in your drive was mine. Just like you know it's supposed to be
Every time you closed your eyes, he wondered if it was his face you still saw, if memories of him filled those moments you tried to shut out. He imagined you lying awake, maybe with that blonde by your side, but when you let your guard down, it wasnât him youâd see. It was Rafe, pulling up to your place, the sound of his truck rumbling in the driveway as he walked up to your door, familiar and steady as if heâd never left.
He could picture it so clearlyâhis truck parked outside, headlights washing over your front porch, the way heâd make himself at home in your space without a second thought. Rafe knew you could pretend all you wanted, but when you closed your eyes, heâd be there, waiting in those memories you could never quite shake. And somewhere, deep down, he knew youâd feel that pang of regret every time you wished that truck in your drive was his.
When you're up in his bed, am I up in your head? Making you crazy, tell me, baby, are you thinkin' 'bout me?
He couldnât help but wonder if, in those quiet hours of the night, when you were lying beside him, it was his name that slipped into your mind uninvited. When you were up in that guyâs bed, was it him who filled your thoughts insteadâif the memory of his hands, his voice, his presence stayed just beneath the surface, making it impossible to forget. He wanted to know if heâd left a mark, lingering even now, pushing you to the edge of madness as you tried to convince yourself youâd moved on.
Rafe moved in quietly, blending into the crowd, making his way closer as he watched the blonde step away, leaving you alone for the first time all night. He didnât hesitate, just closed the distance, eyes fixed on you with that knowing look youâd tried to ignore. Reaching for a glass, he pretended to pour himself a drink, but his attention was fully on you, his voice low and taunting.
âTell me, baby,â he murmured, just loud enough for you to hear, âare you thinkinâ âbout me?â The words hung in the air between you, his gaze steady, daring you to look away. He didnât need to say anything else. The challenge was in his eyes, his tone, the slight smirk playing at his lips as he watched your reaction. He knew he was under your skin, that no matter how hard you tried, memories of him had a way of creeping back. And now, standing close enough to feel the tension humming between you, he was waiting, pushing just enough to make you wonder if heâd ever really left your thoughts.
You swallowed, eyes narrowing as you tried to brush off the effect he still had on you. But the heat of his presence was unmistakable, almost magnetic, pulling you into that familiar territory youâd been trying so hard to avoid. His eyes searched yours, unreadable, but you caught the flicker of something darker beneath the surfaceâa mixture of anger, curiosity, maybe even the smallest hint of longing.
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â you replied, keeping your voice steady, forcing a smile that you hoped would mask the way your pulse quickened. But Rafeâs smirk only grew, as if he could see right through your act. He leaned in, close enough that his breath brushed against your ear, his voice dropping to a near-whisper. âSure, keep tellinâ yourself that.â He paused, letting the weight of his words sink in as he stared at you side profile before chuckling to himself.
âBut we both know whoâs really on your mind tonight.â You felt a shiver roll down your spine, his proximity making it impossible to ignore the pull between you, the way his presence filled every corner of your mind despite the months apart. He lingered there, eyes never leaving yours, daring you to deny it, to keep pretending he was just a part of your past.
âYou look good,â he added, voice soft, with just the slightest edge. âBut maybe thatâs âcause I remember how you used to look at me.â The words hit harder than youâd like, his eyes holding yours with an intensity that left no room for anything else. You wanted to come up with something quick, something sharp to throw back at him. But for a second, you just stood there, caught in the moment, feeling the weight of every memory between youâthe late nights, the laughter, the arguments, the way heâd looked at you like no one else ever had.
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AHHHHHHH THE BOYS EVERRRRRR
SO CUTEEEE!
I LOVE IT THANK YOU :D
Can we get some Twilight and Sky fluff please? :D
I feel like it is a combo I don't see very often
the boys ever
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HOSHII MY LOVE this is gonna be my first ever request to you đ i usually refrain bc i get shy but im so touch deprived rn i NEED YOU TO (only if u want to no pressure pookie) MAKE A LIL MAKEOUT DRABBLE with literally any character plsplspls its carnal atp i love u
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đ. đ§đšđđ: the way i wanted to make this a multi-post, but i've been thinkng this exact scenario w/ toji for the past week, it needs to get out of my head!! i appreciate you entrusting you're first req w/ me awwww ;w;
âč đđšđ§đđđ§đđŹ: Toji x afab/fem! reader - suggestive content; minors DNI - kissing/making out - dry humping/grinding - thigh riding - fluff yet...suggestive - grinding - thigh riding - fingering (f! receiving) - pet names (angel, baby, princess, sweetie) - Toji and you being touch starved - implied reader is toji's partner who looks after Tsumiki and Megumi (yes, I'm feeling soft, shut up) - mention of spit.
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After swaddling Megumi to sleep, you slowly put him in his cradle. The year-old baby snores silently as he leaves your armsâ warmth and lies in the comforting chill of the sheets. You then move silently to tuck in Tsumiki, the toddler sleeping in her tiny bed. You kiss her forehead gently, making her smile unconsciously. After saying a hushed goodnight, you close the door.
The plan was to stay until the kids fell asleep, stopping by your boyfriend's place for a night since it's been a little while since you last saw each other. Workâs been keeping you away for a minute, and stopping by at his apartment was needed to happen before you crash out from stress. And seeing the little onesâ faces was the cherry on top, their wholesome beaming faces instantly fueling your social battery.Â
After silently walking out of the hall, you enter the living room, where your boyfriend stands by the chair with your bag. You smile pleasantly, teetering your way to him. And he, Toji, smirks at you, straightening a bit when youâre close enough. âGotta go,â you say with a whisper. âBetter catch some sleep before heading back to the office tomorrow. Megumi should be out till morning, so you should sleep easy tonight.â
âThank Christ,â he makes you giggle, hushed not to wake the children.
The silence pushes you to look at him, your heart skipping at his forest green orbs already latched onto your frame. You cough faintly before grabbing for your purse. âNeed anything before I go?â
A hand grabs your wrist to pull, and Toji impersonates thinking to himself while his hands snake to your waist to draw you closer. You roll your eyes â knowing what game heâs playing â but the smile on your face doesnât falter. He then says, âMmm, only one thing comes to mind.â
âAnd what would that be?â You quirk a brow, but your expression changes once he brings his face inches closer.
âIâm still waitingâ frâ my kiss.â His gruff tone is dialed down, but his words affect a warmth to coarse through your chest.
Itâs hard to say no when Tojiâs nose brushes yours, lips hovering over yours, and your eyelids closing on their own. How long has it been since youâve been close to him like this? You canât even remember, work corrupting you for so long that this moment feels a little surreal.
âHmm?â He teases you with a kiss on your cheek, and you shiver at the contact. âA guy canât get a goodnight kiss before seeinâ his baby off?â
You bastard⊠Holding back is futile when he kisses the corner of your lips, your hands cup his face, and bring him to your lips properly. He groans, the both of you sighing as your hands wrap around his neck.
You break the kiss, knowing it isnât sufficient for you both. Toji licks your bottom lip, and you whimper as he kisses you again, a soft noise resulting from the withdrawal. âTojiâMmm,â scarred lips claim yours once more, this time with more hunger. âI have to goâŠâ
Your words arenât acknowledged, not when he chews on your bottom lip â a signal for more access. Fuck, your resolve dwindles with the insertion of his tongue, almost going weak in the knees. But before that, Toji smoothly picks you up, and the sudden shift has you yelp.
âStay with me,â Holy shit, the way he was looking at you caused your stomach to do flips. So entranced that you donât realize he is walking to the couch to place you down on your back, crawling above you. âI missed you. Just tonight, sweetie.â
Liar, you know he wants you here for more precisely because thatâs what you wish. But, âIâŠI canât, I have to goâMmmphâŠ!âHe slammed his mouth to yours again, nibbling on your lip until his tongue was let back inside your mouth. You moan, his leg propped in between yours, bumping his knee to your groin, which has you screaming silently. âAhhnn! Toji, not there!â
âShhh, relax, angel,â he coos, using a hand to massage your skull affectionately. He moves his knee, and youâre practically grinding on his thigh with a chewed lip.
âI canât stay,â youâre hushed by his lips again, and your hips move on their own. âI have to goâŠOhhh.â
âYou say that, but look whoâs ridinâ my thigh.â His chortle is low, and your stomach does knots. Toji moves your legs so he can be nestled between them, and kissing your neck melts you under him. âCâmon, princess, ya know I canât let you go like this.â
Your brows scrunch together at him sucking your skin, legs coming around his waist as you hump into him. Toji does the same, rocking his hips to you perilously, the groin of his sweats grinding onto your bottoms, covering your throbbing chasm. God, it felt too good to stop now, your hands roaming inside his white wifebeater to purchase.Â
He kisses you again, spit covering your soft lips, and you whine as he teases and sucks on your tongue; your breath hitches while his free hand slithers down inside your bottoms, and a shaky shriek is prompted by his fingers pushing into your panties.
âThatâs right,â he coaxes you between pecks, loving the way your hands scratch on him. âGonna treat ya right tânight, angelââ
However, the fun stops once you two hear the sound of a door crying, sniffling, and cries getting louder as they approach closer. It was Tsumiki, the poor girl shedding tears through her drowsy state.Â
âMiki?â You call to the toddler; Toji quietly moves off you so the little brunette can come running into your arms. âCanât sleep, sweetie?â She nods and burrows her face into your chest. You kiss her temple, âMustâve been a nightmare.â
Her father hums and ruffles his daughterâs hair, chuckling when she swats his hand away. Toji then leans to your ear, âIâll get the bed ready.â A mild glare meets a naughty grin before he gets up to his bedroom, leaving you on the couch to soothe the crying child back to sleep.
So much for sleeping easy tonightâŠ
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TFOne!D-16/Megatron x Cybertronian!Reader One Shot: Conjunx
Hereâs another One Shot with my bbg D-16. This one just cam e into mind so of course i got to writing. Iâm pretty proud of this story and I enjoyed writing for only D. I hope you all enjoy!
TW/Tags: Fluff/Wholesomeness at beginning, D is precious and silly, angst after cut after wholesome romance, Implied abuse (mild), kidnapping, toxic relationship at end. Might make part 2? Weâll see what my brain throws at me at 2 am lol
You and D only really hanged out when Orion was around. Not because D was embarrassed but because Orion was usually busy doing something else. You were seen as a quiet bot and also cool by D. You always stood up to the superiors knowing you werenât out of line. And despite being a few inches smaller then D. You were strong! D wonât admit it but he was defiantly attracted to you.
One day when getting off the train, Orion did something stupid again. Elita dragged him away to do a late mining shift as punishment. Later D was alone and worked on punching the punching bag in the mining quarters. The others left him be, knowing his temper without Orion. He was so focused he didnât notice you came up behind him. Knowing he might try to punch you if you startled him. You descide to pick him up by the waist strartling him âHey you glitchin bot! Put me dow- Oh its you.â You put him down. He looked at you no longer startled.
âSorry D didnât want you to punch me if I didnât pick you up.â You chuckled.
âYou know you couldâve handled my punches right?â
âYes but I wouldâve had to punch you back.â
ââŠ..Good point.â He pointed his digit to you.
âYou mind if we talk?â D almost froze as his smile shows to have strained a bit as he looked at you. âItâs nothing bad.â You chuckled. âCome on lets go where we can see the Iacon 5000 sign.â
âO-ok.â You two walked and once up there you finally spoke.
âSo D Iâve been thinking. Weâve been good friends for a good while and was hoping. Since after all this time-â You continue to speak as his head only started to overthink.
Was so lost in thought of you possibly leaving him that he barely heard you. He then heard you say Conjunx out of the blurr of what youâre saying. But that word brought him out of his thoughts âWhat you say?â
âD-16 will you be my Conjunx?â You were on one knee. (Thought it be cute shud up) D was dumbfounded until he realized and his face no longer showed a blank expression but had a cute little grin appear on his face. He then shakes a little. Little sounds of metal being heard. You reached a cervo toawrds him once you stood, a bit worried âUhhh D??â
Then out of no where he hugged you and started spinning, you around as he shouted in cheer and joy. You were now dumbfounded and put your cervos on his shoulders gently patting. âSoâŠ..thatâs a yes?â He then holds you up with his hands holding your waist.
âYES!!!!â I have been waiting for so lo-â He looked at you once he stopped. He can tell you were trying to hold in a laugh. âUhhâ
âGuess tonight will be a night to never forget.â You both chuckled and embrace each other. Both of your foreheads touching as you two closed your eyes.
D then lets out a soft sigh as he gently lowers you. You standing once more. Your arms around his neck and his around your waist. Your foreheads still touching as you two stared into each otherâs eyes.
âI love you Y/Nâ
âI love you D. Mine. Always and Forever.â
You both leaned closer together and as your lips both finally touch. The sparks in your chests soon glow. Shinning around you as you two stay in the moment together with the sign of Iacon 5000 behind you both in the dark city.
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(Last chance guys skip this part if you donât wanna feel pain)
Megatron sat in his throne as he thought about that night. It is truly the night to remember. After everything. He lost his best friend, his home, and after realizing he has been lied to for all his life up to now. He just couldnât lose you. The high guard was third to him. His new cause is his new goal but you. YOU are the one thing that truly belongs to him.
As he sat there, his head resting on his fist as he watched the high guards having a meeting. He listened, only glancing down to see you every so often as you rest your head and one of your cervos against his chassis.
Your optics closed as you sat on his lap. You had a cog and a decepticon logo on your chassis. His arm around behind your back and cervo resting on your thigh. Your other cervo that wasnât on his chest resting on top of his on your thigh. You had a few dents. Proof from when he forced you to come with him when sneaking into the city and take you with him. After some time he had to discipline you to behave. Same thing when he forced you to stay still as the Decepticon logo was put on you. You are His Conjunx. You should really learn to trust him. He even threatened to hurt you more if you chose to break the bond from that very night. Ever since then youâve been tired and miserable. You always felt his feelings through the bond. But you can still feel that love he has for you. Only itâs much darker now.
You listened to his spark beat as you two stayed silent. Starscream and Shockwave started to argue as Soundwave sat there with a data pad. Youâd slowly open your optics. You had a little rust under your eyes. Not very visible if far enough.
You cried. You cry every night after Megatron goes to recharge. The meeting eventually ends and Megatron dismisses everyone. Once everyone was gone he looked down at you. Finally lifting his head so heâs more straight sitting up. Moving his cervo to now hold your chin. Making you look at him as his now red optics narrowed and stared down at you. âHungry sweetspark?â His voice was darker and rough. It still makes you flinch when he speaks to you.
You didnât answer. You only shook your head as your optics remained dim. He leaned his head lower a bit. His face only inches from yours. âAlmost ObedientâŠhmâŠâ
You two remain silent for a moment.
âMine. Always and Forever.â
He closes the distance. His lips connecting with yours once more after so long. His lips now cold as he closed his optics. You closed yours a second after.
But you didnât return the kiss. His cervo moving from your thigh to the back of your head. Pushing your head a bit closer. Your kiss is no longer the same. His kiss. Is no longer the same. Megatron wasnât Your D-16.
SoâŠ.. yâall like đ? If you wish for a part two please let me know.
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Part 1 Part 2
Ghost was sweating bullets, feeling a little too warm for comfort as he stared at the articles of clothing he had on his bed, his closet practically empty. Since when was he a âI donât have anything to wearâ guy? It wasnât anything special, just dinner. He could throw on any button up and slacks, but the mere thought of appearing like he didnât care had him wanting to strangle himself. He got you flowers, and a reservation at a nice Mediterranean place heâd been saving for, remembering a comment you made about how much you loved their food, but how expensive it was. He couldnât do all that just for you to think he wasnât serious. He had to have you! He gulped thickly, wondering how pretty you would look. Would you doll yourself up just for him? His heart threatened to break a rib from the inside at the thought.
A headache was starting to form in his skull as he carefully stared at what he had to work with. How did you like men dressed? He had never paid enough attention to your rambles before. You had to have said something though, that he couldnât help but overhear. Alas, no matter how much he wracked his brain, the thought wouldnât come to him. He wipes his sweaty palm on his bare thighs. You may have said something about black button ups, but he couldnât remember if you had actually said that, or if his brain was just making something up out of desperation. Either way, he quickly put it on, choosing black slacks to go with it. Usually he wore silver, but he noticed you usually wore gold, not that you got the chance to wear jewelry often on base.
He wanted to match you, his face felt a little hot at the thought people would think you two were a couple, even if you technically werenât yet. He quickly chose his few gold rings, along with a small chain around his neck. You had a similar necklace, only smaller and daintier. Maybe youâd be wearing it tonight. He had the image in his head, the pretty color on your skin, your pretty skin he wanted to bite and-
No, he reminded himself, we arenât doing this right now. Checking the time, he figured he should get going soon if he wanted to show up early, and see that cute face of yours light up when he gave you the flowers.
Sure enough, once you opened your door and took in the sight before you, your pretty eyes Ghost had been admiring lit up, your lips quickly finding their way to his cheek. You might as well have electrocuted him. He stood dumbfounded at your door while you placed his gift in a vase. He quickly snapped out of it once your tapped his bicep, asking if he was ok.
"Oh, yes, love, more than okay"
Your face heated up at the look he gave you, his eyes obviously lingering on places a gentleman shouldn't be looking. It was the same when you got to the restauraunt. He knew in the back of his mind he appeared like a creep, but you were such a pretty one, he couldn't help but stare obsessively at you, especially now that you were so much closer, and he could see more details he couldn't spot from the distance he usually sat from you. Besides from that, as stressed as he'd been earlier, it was so easy to fall into conversation with you. He tried to keep the subject on you as much as possible, not because he didn't want to share anything about himself, but because he wanted to make up for lost time, learn as much about you as possible, so he could be your perfect man. If you would accept him, that is.
Shit, he wasn't even sure if you wanted to pursue something serious, meanwhile he was already trying to guess and imagine what wedding dress you'd like, and how you'd give him such cute babies. Little does he know you were more than happy to think about a future with him, though, to be fair, your thoughts were a little more impure, but still wholesome.
He was starting to question why he didn't start chasing after you sooner, when you knocked over your drink of choice. Ah, right, he had considered you useless and clumsy. He chuckled to himself, but practically got whiplash when you started apologizing profusely, turning red out of embarassment. How had he missed that before? God, you were just so cute. Ghost practically seethed at himself for not paying more attention and snatching you up sooner. But that thought quickly flew away as he started thinking about how he wanted to see you jump and yelp and laugh at your mistakes again and again, forever.
And sure enough, you did, as you knocked over various things as he dragged you along the darkness of his home, his assurances and kisses on your head that it was 'ok, love, just keep following him', until you both landed on his bed, soon to become yours too.
Most likely not gonna write a part 4, besides some more cute drabbles about Ghost x incompetent! Reader cuz idk I just love the concept
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Pizza date with Satoru
Summary: After a cancelled date, you and Satoru bake pizza together ⥠Content: Fluff, kinda suggestive. Tried making it wholesome too! 𫶠Word Count: 3.7k a/n: Hello you guys! I really wanted to write some Gojo fluff after whoring him out so here we are! I hope you like this! Also, big big BIG thank you to Nici @lostfracturess for helping me make this fic 10x better. She is the best!đ· Oh, and you might find this similar to Bake Date, if you have read it, because both the fics have similar actions in them. But nonetheless, I really hope you enjoy reading this!
Satoru held you close as he fumbled with the keys, the click-clack of metal drowned out by the relentless drumming of rain on the roof. You shivered, the dampness seeping into your bones despite Satoru's warmth. His jacket, while a comforting shield, did little to keep away the cold. Droplets of water dripped down from your hair and clothes, leaving dark patches on the carpet below your feet.
As always, Satoru was pristine, his sorcerer uniform spotless amidst the chaos of the storm raging outside. "Stupid infinity," you muttered as a playful exasperation colouring your voice. A chuckle rumbled in his chest as he finally unlocked the door, the scent of home and Satoru's familiar cologne washing over you.
He gently removed his jacket from your shoulders as you glanced outside the kitchen window. The world outside was a blur of grey, the once vibrant Tokyo skyline muted by the downpour. Disappointment gnawed at you. Date nights were invaluable treasures for the two of you, carved out of busy schedules filled with sorcerer duties and teaching the students. Tonight was supposed to be one such night, and the two of you were supposed to go to this charming Italian place, but the rain had other plans.
"Looks like our plans are foiled," you sighed, the craving for sourdough pizza suddenly overwhelming. âI was really craving their pizza.â
Satoru hummed softly, his hands cupping your damp cheeks. His thumb traced your lower lip, sending a wave of warmth through you. With a gentle smile, he pressed a kiss to your forehead. His eyes, a striking blue that mirrored the sky on a clear day, stood in stark contrast to the stormy chaos outside. A sense of calm emanated from him. "Don't worry, love," he murmured, his voice a soothing balm. "We'll figure something out." The way he sounded, you could tell he was already planning something.
A playful glint sparked in his eyes as he added, "But first, you need to warm up. Wouldn't you want to catch a cold, now would we?" he said teasingly.
A playful scowl crossed your face. "You're lucky I love you," you retorted, though the chill had already begun to seep into your bones. A hot shower sounded increasingly appealing. "One of these days, I will figure out a way to get you drenched in the rain too," you vowed, a mischievous grin tugging at your lips.
Satoru chuckled, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "I look forward to it," he teased. "But for now, let's get you out of those wet clothes."
Before you could say anything else, another shiver ran down your spine. Yes, a warm shower sounded heavenly.
The shower washed away the chill from your bones, leaving you feeling refreshed and enveloped in the cosy warmth of Satoru's sweatshirt. You padded out of the bathroom, eager to be in his presence. Usually, Satoru waits for you in the bedroom, but right now, the bedroom was empty. With your curiosity piqued, you ventured into the kitchen.
The moment you stepped inside, your breath caught in your throat. The once ordinary space had been transformed into a cosy, warm space. The rain-streaked windows cast dancing shadows on the walls, while the soft, golden glow of kitchen lights and the warm scent of apple cinnamon from the candles filled the air. Soft notes of classical music reached your ears, their gentle melody soothing your soul.Â
Satoru was hovering over the counter, his back turned towards you as he placed some mixing bowls on the platform. When he heard you walk in, he turned to face you, a smile instantly lighting up his face. He was clad in a navy turtleneck, his hair sticking out from places, yet somehow gracefully framing his face. But what stood out the most was an unexpected apron with small floral prints and olive green border that adorned his lean, muscular frame.
"You were craving sourdough pizza, right?" he asked, his voice soft as he gestured towards the counter. The counter was organised perfectly, with every ingredient laid out meticulously. Flour, tomatoes and a vibrant array of herbs awaited, as if ready to serve their purpose. And there, amidst all these ingredients, sat a small, unlabeled jar.
Intrigued, you reached for it, your fingers brushing against the cool glass as you removed the lid to see its gooey, bubbly contents. A sourdough starter! Your eyes widened in surprise. "Where did you get this?" you asked, disbelief colouring your voice. You and Satoru rarely cooked; a sourdough starter wasnât something one would find lying around in your kitchen.
Satoru chuckled, amused at your astonishment. "Let's just say I owe Nanami a big favour," he confessed, his eyes sparkling under the golden lights that filled your kitchen.
Nanami! Of course, Nanami was the man who would have such things just lying around in his house. The realisation hit you like a wave of warmth. "You asked Nanami!" you exclaimed, still in disbelief.
Satoru nodded, a proud grin spreading across his face. "He was happy to help when I told him it was for you. Good thing you two are such great friends."
A soft smile tugged at your lips. You couldn't help but feel a surge of affection for both Satoru and Nanami.
Satoru grabbed your apron and moved behind you, helping you put it on and tying the apron strings together, his hands lingering on your waist. He pressed his lips right on the spot behind your ear before pulling you into his gentle embrace, his arms wrapping around you.Â
"Ready to get your hands dirty, hm?" he whispered, his breath warm against your skin. A surge of excitement pulsed through you as you nodded eagerly. "That's my girl," he murmured, pressing a final kiss to your cheek before squeezing your waist gently.
He reached for the recipe, his tall frame hovering over you. You skimmed through the instructions, a sense of anticipation growing. "This doesn't look too complicated," you commented, glancing up at him. The soft glow of the kitchen highlighted his striking features, making him look almost ethereal. He nodded, his eyes scanning the page. "Yeah, seems pretty straightforward," he agreed.
With that, Satoru began washing and preparing the vegetables - something he couldnât do earlier, while you began measuring the dry ingredients for the dough. It was a simple task â flour and salt â but you approached it with precision, making sure it was the exact amount as mentioned in the recipe. As you measured, a splashing sound erupted from the sink.
Startled, you turned to see Satoru standing there, droplets of water clinging to him. He'd accidentally cranked the tap to full blast as he held the tomatoes under the tap, and since his infinity normally didnât activate around you, the splashes had reached him.
Tiny droplets of water clung to his hair, and droplets raced down his face, some disappearing into the collar of his sweater. You couldn't help the laughter that escaped your lips and Satoru shot you a look of amused surprise.
Reaching for a stack of paper towels, you gently dabbed at his face, your fingers brushing against his damp skin. "I told you I'd find a way to get you wet," you teased, your voice light and playful.
Satoru chuckled, his eyes sparkling with amusement. He brushed away the remaining water droplets, his gaze lingering on your hand as he tilted his head. With a tender smile, he placed a soft kiss on the inside of your palm. "Well, good thing I don't need to find ways to get you wet," he retorted, his voice low and teasing. His arms found your waist once again, drawing you closer to his heated body.
Another chuckle escaped your lips as you playfully swatted his shoulder. "You know what? You're demoted from this position. Go and prepare the dough."
Satoru's smile widened, revealing a flash of white teeth. âWhatever you say, my love,â He said softly before placing a kiss on your cheeks, taking the spot you once occupied and started preparing the dough.
You started working on the vegetables, arranging the tomatoes on the baking tray before filling the empty space with garlic and onion. ignoring the recipe's modest suggestion, you generously filled the gaps, trusting your instincts. Who uses only three cloves of garlic anyways? When you were done, you drizzled a generous amount of olive oil over the prepared vegetables, before putting it in the heated oven to roast.
With that done, you turned your attention to Satoru, who seemed to be engrossed in the sourdough starter. He reached for the jar, unscrewing the lid as a peculiar scent filled the kitchen, a mix of tangy and earthy notes that was both intriguing and off-putting. Satoru peered into the jar, his nose scrunching up in slight disgust. It was a comical sight - Satoru had exorcised countless curses, yet sourdough starter was disgusting to him. "This seems to be⊠alive," he muttered, lilting the jar towards you so you can have a look too.
You leaned in, peering into the jar. Indeed, it was a strange sight. The starter was a bubbling, gooey mass. It was fascinating, but slightly repulsive too. "It's like something from a science fiction movie," you commented, a hint of amusement in your voice. âSomething you donât want to fall into.â
Satoru nodded, eying the mixture with scepticism. âIf this wasnât from Nanami, I would have thrown it away by now.âÂ
You hummed in agreement, leaning in closer to get a better look. Your hand rested on his shoulder, your fingers brushing against his hair. "Are you sure Nanami isn't trying to poison your ass?" you teased, a playful glint in your eyes. "Imagine the strongest sorcerer being taken out by food poisoning."
Satoru laughed, a deep, throaty sound that sent a shiver down your spine. "As real as that sounds, you know his wife wouldn't let him. She loves you too much for that." It was true; you were incredibly close to Nanami and his wife. Trusting their judgement, you and Satoru decided to incorporate the starter into the dough. With a splash of water, Satoru began to knead the mixture, his long fingers effortlessly combining the ingredients into an elastic mass.
You leaned against the counter, pulling yourself up into a comfortable sitting position as Satoru worked his magic on the dough. Watching him was oddly mesmerising. The way his strong fingers kneaded the dough, the rhythmic rise and fall of his shoulders, the subtle flex of his arm muscles as he stretched and pressed the dough together - it was a captivating sight.
Your gaze moved to his face, drawn in by the way the soft kitchen light danced across his features. His silvery hair seemed to shimmer with a golden hue, framing his face with a halo-like effect, making him look angelic. His eyelashes cast delicate shadows on his high cheekbones as he focused on the dough, his eyebrows knitting together slightly in concentration.
Out of all the different versions of Satoru you had seen all over the years, this Satoru was your favourite. The carefree Satoru, who didn't seem to be burdened by the responsibility of being the strongest. Not the six-eye user, but simply your Satoru, grounded in the mundane, yet radiating an undeniable charm.
Satoruâs hands abruptly stopped as he felt your gaze heating his skin. His eyes found yours, something dark swimming in them. âKeep looking at me like that love, and pizza would be the last thing we'll be making,â he said, his voice low. Satoruâs fingers retracted from the dough as he moved to settle between your knees, leaving the dough unattended on the counter.
Maintaining eye contact, his large hand grabbed your sides, pulling you closer till you were on the edge of the counter, the space between your bodies disappearing. You wrapped your hands around his neck, fingers combing through his hair - his undercut - oh how much you loved his undercut. His scent, so uniquely Satoru, filled your senses as he leaned in, his breath warm against the already heated skin of your cheeks.
"What will we be doing, then?" you asked, your voice barely a whisper as you searched his face. Satoru just smiled, his eyes twinkling. Before you could process his intent, his lips found yours, capturing your attention completely. His hands roamed over your back, pulling you impossibly closer as he deepened the kiss. A low moan escaped your lips, a sound that seemed to encourage him further. The kitchen, the rain, the music - everything faded away, replaced by the intoxicating sensation of his touch and the warmth of his lips.
You knew what he was doing - this was just an aperçu, a tantalising tease, a glimpse of what may come. But you devoured it nonetheless, leaning into his touch, savouring every stolen moment.
But of course, stolen moments don't last forever. The sharp ding of the oven timer startled you both, bringing you back to the present. Reluctantly, Satoru broke the kiss, his forehead resting against yours as he held you close to his body. A soft, frustrated groan escaped his throat, causing you to chuckle softly. Your arm moved to cup his cheek, your fingers tracing the rough texture of his stubble. His warmth seeped into you, a comforting contrast to the cool stone of the counter.
The oven dinged once again, reminding the two of you of the task in hand. Satoru wordlessly pulled back, his hands lingering on your waist before helping you down from the counter. He grabbed the oven mitts, sliding on the thick fabric even though he didnât really need it. With a careful grip, he slid the tray out of the oven, the rich aroma of roasted vegetables filling the air as he set the tray down on the counter.
Your attention shifted to the recipe, looking for the next step.You were supposed to blend the vegetables with herbs and spices to create a smooth sauce for the pizza. Allowing the vegetables to cool slightly, you turned your attention to Satoru, as he placed the dough in a bowl, covered with a cloth, and set it near the warm oven to rise.
The two of you worked side by side, the gentle notes of the music creating a soothing ambiance. You began the process of blending the roasted vegetables, adding a pinch of salt and a mix of oregano, rosemary, and basil. The whirring of the blender filled the kitchen as the ingredients transformed into a smooth, fragrant sauce. You could feel Satoru's gaze on you as you worked, his silent observation making your cheeks warm.
Taking a spoonful of the sauce, you tasted the mixture, a satisfied smile spreading across your face. You turned to Satoru, holding out the spoon, inviting him to taste the sauce. His warm hand enveloped yours as he guided the spoon to his lips. He tasted the sauce, his eyes closing briefly as he savoured the flavour. "Oh, this is really good," he said, licking his lips to capture the lingering taste. The smile on your lips turned even bigger. "Really? It's not too spicy for you?" you asked, remembering he wasnât a big fan of spicy food. He shook his head, a genuine smile playing on his lips. "No, it's perfect love," he replied.
Now that everything was ready, it was time to assemble the pizza. The dough had risen beautifully, doubling in size. A proud smile spread across Satoruâs face as he dusted the counter with flour, then gently extracted the dough from the bowl. He divided the dough into two equal portions, each one soft and pliable.
You grabbed the rolling pin and handed it to Satoru and he began to roll out the first base. The dough was surprisingly elastic, shrinking back at every attempt. Laughter bubbled up as you watched him struggle with the dough. You decided to take over, using your fingers to gently coax the dough into shape, making the edges slightly thicker than the rest of the base. To Satoru's amusement, you managed to create a perfect circle and a whimsical heart shaped base.
Satoru spread a generous layer of the prepared sauce over the bases, creating a vibrant canvas for the toppings and cheese to go on.
While he focused on the sauce, you gathered your favourite toppings, arranging them on the pizza. With a sprinkle of oregano and a handful of grated mozzarella, you transformed the plain dough into a mouth-watering masterpiece. Finally, you transferred the two pizzas onto the baking tray, the anticipation building with each passing second.
With a satisfied nod, Satoru slid the trays into the pre-heated oven, the comforting hiss of heat filling the room. Turning to you, he said, "Now we wait." Nodding your head, you echoed his words, a smile playing on your lips as your eyes were glued to the oven, a wave of gratitude crashing over you.
You turned to Satoru, your eyes sparkling with gratitude. Reaching for his hand, you squeezed it gently. "Thank you so much for arranging all of this, Satoru. It was so much more fun than just going to a cafe," you confessed, your voice filled with warmth.
Satoru squeezed your hand back, a smile gracing his lips. "Hey, no need to thank me, you deserve this," he replied, leaning down to press a soft kiss to the crown of your head.
As the two of you waited for the pizza to bake, the music playing in the background took a familiar turn. Your favourite melody filled the room, its soft notes creating a warm ambiance. Satoru turned to you, a knowing look on his face as his eyes met yours. His arms found your waist, pulling you close. "Come here," he murmured, his voice low and inviting. You melted into his embrace, your arms wrapping around his muscular frame as he guided you to the centre of the kitchen.
It was still raining outside, and the sky had turned pitch dark. Somehow, it felt as if nothing existed beyond this kitchen. The kitchen felt like your world - a world you shared with Satoru, lit up by the warm glow of the oven and the soft lights.
Satoru's body pressed against yours as he pulled you closer, a comforting warmth radiating from him. You closed your eyes, letting the music wash over you as you leaned completely into him, your bodies forming a seamless unit. The two of you gently swayed to the music, creating a harmonious dance in the heart of your kitchen.
Satoru buried his face in the crook of your neck, his breath warm against your skin. You felt a shiver of contentment as he left a soft kiss there, a tender mark of affection. You ensconced your head on his shoulder, your cheek nuzzling into the warmth of his neck. The world seemed to fade away as you held him close, finding solace in the simple act of being together.
The two of you remained wrapped in each other's embrace until the insistent beep of the oven timer broke the spell. Satoru sighed, a note of reluctance in the sound as he pressed a lingering kiss to your forehead. You unwillingly pulled away, already missing the warmth of his body against yours, but the promise of pizza was tempting.
The intoxicating aroma of melted cheese and roasted vegetables filled the kitchen as you approached the oven. Peeking inside, your heart skipped a beat. The pizza looked absolutely perfect - the toppings were caramelised to golden perfection, the cheese was bubbling with an irresistible allure, and the crust promised a satisfying crunch.
Satoru effortlessly slid the tray out of the oven, his bare hands unaffected by the heat thanks to his infinity, before placing it on the counter. Satoru grabbed the pizza cutter and began dividing the pie into slices. The circular pizza was simple enough, but the heart-shaped one proved to be a bit of a challenge. But it was Satoru holding the blade - he managed to do it perfectly, of course, while maintaining the pizzaâs charming shape.
You grabbed your and Satoru's favourite drinks, pouring them into two glasses before you rearranged the candles and flowers, creating a cosy little dining nook. Satoru placed a steaming slice of pizza on your plate, claiming one for himself as well.
The two of you settled into chairs, the anticipation thick in the air. "You look nervous, love," Satoru commented, his eyes shining with amusement. Your heart raced, a mix of excitement and trepidation bubbling within you. âI am sure it will be amazing - it already looks so good,â Satoru said, reaching for your hand and squeezing it gently. His words were comforting, and he was right too - it was just pizza, why were you feeling so nervous about it?
With a deep breath, you reached for your slice, the warmth of the crust radiating through the plate. As you took a bite, your eyes widened in surprise. The flavours exploded in your mouth, a perfect balance of tangy tomato sauce, the toppings, melted cheese, and the slightly chewy crust.
A small sound escaped your lips, a mixture of delight and satisfaction. Satoru chuckled, his eyes sparkling with amusement. "I take it, itâs really good?" he asked, picking up his own slice. He took a bite, his expression shifting from anticipation to pure enjoyment. For a second, Satoru looked surprised, "Okay, I knew it would be good but I didn't expect it to be this good."
You laughed, taking another bite. "We are never going to a pizza place now, are we?" The crust was perfectly crisp, the sauce tangy yet sweet, and the cheese melted to gooey perfection. It was everything you had hoped for and more.
The two of you savoured every bite, the silence broken only by the occasional hum of satisfaction. When the last piece was gone, you leaned back in your chair, a contented sigh escaping your lips. Satoru mirrored your actions, a satisfied smile on his face. "Best pizza I've ever had," he declared, reaching across the table to squeeze your hand.
You returned his smile, a sense of accomplishment washing over you. Together, you cleaned up the kitchen, the lingering aroma of pizza filling the space. As you glanced out the window, you noticed the rain had dwindled to a gentle drizzle.
A soft smile graced your lips as you felt Satoru's arms wrap around you from behind as he left a kiss on your shoulder blade. He turned your body so you were facing him, his body creating a comforting barrier between you and the world. With ease, he lifted you onto the counter, his hands finding a secure hold on your thighs. As he settled between your legs, darkened eyes met yours. "Now, we have to take care of some interrupted business from earlier," he whispered, his breath warm against your skin. Your smile turned even bigger as his lips captured yours in a tender kiss.
a/n: I think one of these days I am gonna lose my mind because my fics don't show up in the tags ughhh. But that aside, I hope you enjoyed reading this and it bought you some comfort! đ«¶đ«¶ dividers by @/saradika-graphics
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request for virgin eddie munson who loses his shit over anything and everything reader does
you are speaking my LANGUAGEEEE GOOD GOD
warning: smut, wholesomeness, eddie is down bad
"So... you've really never done this before?" you said, biting your lip. You have no excuse for why it kinda turned you on. Perhaps because it was the last thing you expected from a guy like Eddie... or because you got the feeling you could blow his mind without putting all too much effort into it.
"I-I mean, I've done stuff," he assured, "just... not this, yeah."
"Don't tell me you were saving yourself for the right girl," you joked, and he laughed nervously as he rubbed his palms on the trailer's ratty old couch.
"No," he breathed, "not really, just... never had much luck with girls, I guess."
"Well," you purred as you leaned in closer, running your hand over his chest through the adorable DIY Hellfire shirt, "if you don't mind giving up your virginity, you can get lucky tonight. How's that sound?"
"Uh... pretty much perfect," he laughed thinly.
But what truly sounded perfect was Eddie himself-- the way he moaned, whimpered, even begged for you as soon as you did anything for him. Grinding in his lap, making out and running through your fingers through that beautiful mess of hair... it seemed so easy to drive him crazy, and you loved it.
"Baby," he breathed, "I-- I don't know how much more I can take of this..."
"You've still got your jeans on," you noticed with a smirk.
"Yeah, and you've got your top off-- can't help it," he grinned, "you're gorgeous."
"God, I want you to fuck me," you sighed.
"What are we waiting for, then?" he cooed, running his hands up your bare back.
"W-well, it's just--"
"Oh, fuck," he breathed, "been down this road before-- sorta how I ended up still a virgin by now. But it's fine, we don't have to--"
"No, it's not that!" you interrupted. "I really want to... I just feel kinda weird about being your first."
"Weird, like, you don't want to be?" he asked, concerned.
"Weird, like, not sure why you want it to be me. Are you really sure?" you pressed.
"At this point, doll, I want it to be anybody," he joked, rubbing the back of his neck nervously.
You thought you hadn't shown your disappointment on your face, but he still noticed, and reached up to turn your head towards him when you looked away.
"Hold on, I didn't mean it like that," he promised. "I-I really want it to be you. Specifically-- like, not just any girl. Yes, I would pretty much take 'any girl' by now, as long as she's not, you know, an objectively horrible person, I guess... but oh my god, you..."
He pulled you a little closer, looking right into your eyes, and you had the terrifyingly wonderful thought that this might be more than just casually hooking up. You might have a tiiiny bit of a crush...
"You-- you're... so much better than I ever thought I could do," he continued laughing. "And I never made a big deal out of my first time-- I mean, I wanted it, but I didn't think it had to be special or anything. And it doesn't have to be, especially if you don't want it to be, but... I think it kind of is, more than I expected. Because, honestly, getting lucky with a smokin' babe like you is always gonna be special-- whether it's the first time or the thousandth time."
You kissed him again, a little differently than before; and he pulled you closer, holding you tight and sighing against you.
Before that, you'd imagined 'special' meant sweet, slow, patient-- really romantic stuff. That night, though, Eddie taught you that special could be wild, desperate, and just downright animalistic. Actually, he taught you that lesson repeatedly...
"So... just as special whether it's the first or the thousandth time, huh?" you remembered what he'd said as you both laid back, staring at the ceiling, panting like dogs.
"Yeah," he agreed, to exhausted to say much else.
"How about the second time?"
"The second time was five times ago, sweetheart," he laughed breathlessly.
"No, I mean like... the second date," you explained.
"As long as you give my dick a few days to recover... yeah, it'll be just as special next time."
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um um um Eve I had a bad day today and I was wondering if you could (please feel free to ignore me if youâre not interested or Iâm annoying!!) write something about some of the windbre boys showing off their chubby gf đđŒđđŒ they can get smutty or stay wholesome, whichever is easier for you. Maybe ume, togame, sakura, endo, and hiragi? Idk if thatâs too many people. I hope youâre having a great day!!
Authorâs Note: Hi, Anon! Iâm sorry to hear you had a bad day,and even though Iâm fulfilling this request a few days late (sorry!) I hope that the little piece below makes you smile even a little bit. Iâm a thick girl myself, so I love when writers talk about readers' curves, rolls, cellulite, big asses, BREASTS, BIG THIGHS (oh my). Also, please donât say youâre annoying because you arenât and never could be, babe đ. Sorry for not writing for Endo yet (I still havenât gotten to him in the manga!). I enjoyed writing this. Sakura, please marry me!
Content Warning: Made with fem! reader in mind :) Reader x Haruka Sakura, Reader x Hajime Umemiya, Reader x Toma Hiragi. It's fluffy, except Hiragi does try to sneak something inappropriate in there. Also, tw: for body insecurities.
Word Count: 892 (itâs not about size, itâs what you do with it!)
Dividers by Saradika
Haruka Sakura
Quite frankly, Sakura is tired of your bullshit tonight. Youâve been acting out of the ordinary, hiding behind him, avoiding eye contact with others, and talking barely above a whisper.
âWhat is wrong with you?â His dual-colored eyes search yours for any indication of what might be your problem.Â
âYou havenât given me shit all night, and itâs startinâ to make me nervous!â
You briefly let out a small laugh, but itâs so barely detectable that Sakura canât savor the sound.Â
You open your mouth but avert your eyes from him. âIâŠIâm being dumb, but I donât like the way this dress feels on me. I shouldnât have worn it, and now people are s-staring at meâŠâ
Sakura looks around at the packed bar. Sure, he notices glances, but he knows what itâs like to be looked at as though youâre shit on the bottom of someoneâs shoe, and thatâs not what heâs seeing. He leans closer to you, his face so close that you can see the individual hairs of his eyelashes.
âLook at me. Everyoneâs looking at you because youâre fucking gorgeous, and if someone did have anything to say about your dress,â he pauses, âmy new favorite dress, Iâll kick their fucking asses!â
You look up at Sakura in pure adoration, love, and devotionâfeeling the insecurity wash away as he looks down at you as though you are the only person in the entire world that mattersâand to Haruka Sakura, thatâs the case.
âThe man that you are, Haruka.âÂ
Hajime Umemiya
You stand nervously in the bathroom of Cafe Pothos as you splash cool water on your face. You feel on the verge of passing out as anxiety grips your throat and chest, making it hard to breathe.
Quick but soft knocks at the door break you out of your panic attack, and Umemiyaâs soothing voice reaches you, âY/N, my friends are here. Are you ok, babe?â
You are not ok.
Youâve been dating Umemiya for months, and everything had been perfect until he planned a meet-n-greet with his friends. Residual insecurity from partners who were cruel after their friends disapproved of you and what you looked like set you into a spiral that you couldnât break out of.
But itâs now or never.
You pull open the door and give him your best attempt at a smile for someone who was just having a panic attack in a public restroom.
Umemiya knows exactly whatâs going through your mind without you having to say it, and despite his constant praise of you, he understands that sometimes actions are far more effective.
He grabs you by the hand and pulls you into the central area of the cafe, where all of his friends sit. You want to crawl into yourself as all eyes are on you, but before you shut down, Umemiya speaks first.
âGuys! This is my girlfriend, Y/N. Please donât embarrass me in front of her; she thinks Iâm cool.âÂ
Hiragi offers a kind smile, âWell, sheâs going to be disappointed because thereâs not a cool bone in your body. Nice to me ya, Y/N. He talks about you all the time.â
Your eyes get wide as you look up at a blushing Umemiya.Â
âReally?â
Someone you recognize as Tsubakino chimes in, âAll the time, and who can blame him when youâre so cute?â
âHey, guys, leave the complimenting my girl to me, please. Not trying to have you steal her.â
You feel Umemiyaâs hand squeeze yours, and your shoulders relax as you wonder what you were worrying about to begin with.
Toma HiragiÂ
Hiragi sighs heavily as he listens to the continuous chatter of Umemiya who is giving a long-winded update on the state of horticulture efforts across North America. Itâs a random topic, but Umemiya is in hyperfixation mode, and thereâs no stopping him once he gets started.
Youâre sitting with them, trying not to let your mind wander in case thereâs a pop-quiz on the subject.
Hiragi looks at you and rolls his eyes with a smile; you manage a barely silent giggle in return.
Twenty minutes pass, and the torture ends; as Umemiya squeezes out of the booth and you stand up to allow him to pass, Hiragi follows suit, placing a hand on your stomach and giving the soft flesh a gentle squeeze almost on instinct.
Your face heats up because surely Umemiya saw that, but if he did, he says nothing as he waves goodbye to you both.
You quickly turn to Hiragi once Ume is out of sight, âToma! Whyâd you do that!?â
His brows furrow in confusion at your sudden outburst, âdo what?â
âYou grabbed my stomach in front of Ume and it was NOT an innocent grab!â
âThere you go, being a pain in my ass again. What are you talking about? Ume knows youâre curvy, everyone knows, and Iâll be damned if I let you police my squeezing of you in public.â
âYou are an undeniable pervert that should be on a list with other perverts!â
He shakes his head and pulls out his gas-kun10. For someone that he loves beyond a shadow of a doubt, you still somehow manage to stimulate the wrath of his poor digestive system.
âYou owe me for that smart-ass remark, girl. You can sit on my-â
âTOMA!â
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Blushing, Crushing, and Totally F*cked! Part III
Summary: Reader finally gets totally f*cked! Final Part!!!
Part I: https://www.tumblr.com/piperlivingdeliberately/731031070307401728/blushing-crushing-and-totally-fcked?source=share
Part II: https://www.tumblr.com/piperlivingdeliberately/731124314601062400/blushing-crushing-and-totally-fcked-part-ii?source=share
Word Count: 2.6k
Warnings: SMUT 18+ MDNI! Awkward, giggly, wholesome sex because theyâre both cute little losers, fingering (r! receiving), tit play (both receiving), oral (r! receiving), scissoring, top!hazel, swearing, mostly just cute fluffy first time sex!
âFuck,â was all you could think to say to your reflection in the mirror as you stared at the deep purple hickey on your neck. âFuck,â you repeated, remembering that you had to be at school in less than forty minutes. âFUCK!â you shouted once more, realizing that all of your friends would also be at school, and being the nosy freaks they are, they would not be stopped until they knew who had marked you up.Â
Hazel. Oh, God, Hazel. Every time you touched the bruise, you swore you could still feel the ghost of her lips and teeth against your sensitive skin. You had fallen asleep so quickly the night before, exhausted from just a short makeout session. When you woke up, you had an internal debate about whether or not it had all been a dream. It was too good to be true, right?Â
The purple that Hazel had painted on your neck said âwrongâ.Â
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Relief flooded you when you realized that Hazel was the first of your friends to arrive to Mr. Gâs class. Her perky smile greeted you as you sat beside her.Â
âHi,â she said awkwardly, the greeting a bit late considering that she had already been staring at you for twenty seconds.Â
âHi,â you returned. Nervous laughter floated between the two of you.Â
âSo, I was thinking that you could come over tonight after school,â Hazel began, words stumbling out faster than she could properly form them. âI know itâs short notice so itâs cool if you want to go home first and get your stuff. Or itâs totally cool if you donât want to come anymore! I would totally understand and not careââÂ
âHazel,â you cut her off. âI would be happy to come over tonight. Iâll need to run back to my house to get ready, but Iâll text you when Iâm on my way. âÂ
âOh,â she exhaled, eyeing her own hands in her lap. âGreat. Perfect.âÂ
With Hazelâs eyes on her lap, you finally looked away from her. Of course, just your luck, you were met with the wide-eyed stares of Josie and PJ standing above you.Â
âHey, guys,â you said flatly, waiting patiently for PJâs flagrant comments to begin.Â
âHey to you two, as well,â Josie said formally. Her voice was almost squeaky, like a balloon trying not to let out too much air.Â
âPJ, youâre awfully quiet this morning,â you prodded. It was true. You hadnât even thought she would last a second seeing you and Hazel so blatantly ogling each other.Â
âI have nothing to say this morning,â she retorted, jaw clenched in frustration or concentration, you werenât sure. You flicked your eyes to Hazel, who had started to notice your friendsâ obvious self-restraint. She held her ringed hand up to her mouth to hide her smile.Â
âHow strange,â Hazel joined in on the game. âItâs very, very rare that you have nothing to say, isnât it PJ?âÂ
âI suppose,â PJ replied.Â
âSo you really have nothing on your mind?â you questioned her. âThereâs really not a single thing that might be on the tip of your tongue?â You watched her eyes light up like a kid on Christmas when you moved your hair to the side, deliberately exposing your hickey.Â
âOh my fucking God!â PJ pointed at your neck. âI knew it! I fucking knew it! I told you, Josie!âÂ
Josie simply stared in silent admiration, allowing her best friend to make herself look like an idiot as she jumped up and down. âYes, PJ. You did tell me. How could you ever have guessed?â Sarcasm coated her voice.Â
âSo, whoâs the top?â PJ asked, and was thankfully cut off by the beginning of Mr. Gâs lecture.Â
You were nearly able to focus entirely on class until you felt Hazelâs breath as she whispered softly against your ear. âDid I give you that?â She jutted her chin out at your bruise. You almost laughed before you realized that she was genuinely asking. You simply nodded at her, unable to contain your smile when she flushed from her forehead to her neck.Â
A sudden flash of bravery came over you as you watched her blush, so you leaned into her. âI wouldnât want anyone else in the world to give me that.â She shivered at the whisper, eyes locked on yours from the moment you had said it to the moment the bell rang. You blew her a kissâa painfully chaste gesture compared to your previous actionsâand bounded out of the room as if nothing had happened. Hazel was dumbfounded and couldnât stop staring at the door until PJ clapped her on the shoulder.Â
âGood luck with that, champ,â she taunted, prompting Hazel to finally get up from her seat. âTell us where you put the next hickey after tonight!â Hazelâs middle finger waved goodbye to PJ, because she couldnât be bothered to think about doing anything else with her hands that didnât involve you.Â
âŠÂ
Despite her one-track mind earlier in the day, Hazel could do nothing with her hands but hold them awkwardly behind her back as she welcomed you into her home that night.Â
âHi, Haze,â you started, sensing her nerves. âCute jammies,â you complimented the baggy blue and black flannel pajamas she wore. You framed it like a joke, but you were just trying to distract yourself from how sexy she looked in the black sports bra that scarcely covered her top half.Â
âShut up,â she laughed, clearly not sensing your thoughts. âYou, on the other hand, actually do look cute.â She grew a bit bolder and placed her hand on the small of your back, fiddling with the hem of your bunny-print PJ pants.Â
âWhy are you acting so surprised that I look cute?â you feigned offense, clutching your hand to your chest. âIs it so shocking that I could look good?âÂ
âWhat?â Hazel nearly fell over her own feet. âYou always look cute! You are quite literally the cutest, most beautiful person Iâve ever seen. I would neverââÂ
You cut off her rambling with a deep kiss. You hadnât planned on making your move so early in the evening, but something about those compliments hit a deep spot inside you. âI was just kidding, Haze,â you whispered against her mouth, punctuating the sentence with another quick press to her lips.Â
âI like it when you call me that,â she whispered back, pulling away to move a stray piece of hair out of your face. She began turning her head in all directions, taking in the foyer as if she hadnât seen it thousands of times. âHoly shit. We didnât even make it past the entryway.â You erupted into laughter, grasping her arms as you caught your breath. She took the opportunity to grab one of your hands and wordlessly led you to her room.Â
Hazel closed the door behind her, turning around to see you facing her expectantly. She didnât waste a second before grabbing your face and kissing you again, so impatient for you. Realizing she should have at least brought you to the bed first, she giggled as she gently pushed you in the right direction. She laid you down softly against her pillows before climbing on top of you.Â
Every second that she stared into your eyes, you felt the butterflies in your stomach multiply. You pulled her in by the collar of her shirt, disappointed when she only offered you a short, closed-mouth kiss. Her deep blue eyes bore into yours once again, grinning almost mischievously before she dove into your neck.Â
You moaned as her tongue flicked out against the hickey she had already created, whining when she created a friend for it on the other side of your neck. She trailed her kisses down lower until she reached the top of your camisole.Â
âCan I?â she asked, breaths already growing heavy. You only nodded, not confident in your ability to speak properly at the moment.Â
âUse your words for me,â Hazel said, her voice a low depth that you had never heard before.Â
âYes, Hazel,â you gasped. âYes.â You were grateful that she didnât taunt you for your desperation and instead just pulled your shirt down enough for her to kiss down to your nipple. She waved her tongue around the bud, circling it before taking it between her lips. The gentle sucking motions had you arching your back into her. She pressed her face into your cleavage as she made her way to your other tit. She played with the nipple that had just been in her mouth, pulling soft sounds from you as she rolled it between her fingers.Â
âYou sound so pretty, baby.â You moaned in response and began tugging your shirt over your head. Hazel jerked back in surprise. âOh, getting impatient, huh?â she teased. You would have laughed, but you were too busy trying not to shrink under her penetrating gaze as she stared at your tits. It felt like minutes before she finally looked back at your eyes, asking, âDo you even know how fucking sexy you are?â Then you did laugh, covering your face with your hands.Â
âStop it.â You blushed behind the blanket of your palms. Your quiet giggles turned into a gasp when you felt Hazel pry your hands away from you.Â
âI mean it.â You almost felt like she was scolding you. âYou are so unbelievably perfect.âÂ
âThank you.â You genuinely meant it, trying to convey your appreciation through your eyes. Feeling needy and nervous again, you distracted yourself by running your hands up and down her back. You eventually felt brave enough to begin pulling at her sports bra. She understood your silent command and removed it, her breasts hanging over your face tantalizingly.Â
She must have finally understood how you felt in your earlier position, because she laughed shyly and fell into your shoulder so that you couldnât stare.Â
âNope,â you said. âCome here, baby.â She climbed up your body further, red-faced and avoiding your gaze. She couldnât help but look at you again after you took her left nipple into your mouth.Â
âGod,â she uttered in shock, rolling her hips into yours. You whimpered against her chest, urging her to gyrate even faster. âFuck.â She pulled her tits away from your mouth, giggling at the pout that had formed on your face. âThis okay?â she asked, her finger now playing with your waistband. Your pouty lip quickly transformed into a grin while you helped Hazel remove your shorts and panties.Â
You felt yourself grow wetter with every kiss that Hazel placed on her journey down. When she finally reached the spot between your legs, she started planting kisses even lower, sucking into the plush flesh of your thighs. She looked up at you once more, silently confirming that she had your consent.Â
âPlease,â you whined, and she didnât hesitate.Â
Hazel licked a long, slow stripe from your slit to your clit, refusing to break eye contact as she watched you squirm. When she reached your most sensitive spot, she clamped her lips around it, flicking her tongue out to tease your clit. She reveled in your moans that grew louder with every lick. Every minute that passed, the coil in your stomach tightened more and more. You gasped out praises and shouts of her name when she began fucking you with her tongue.Â
You almost dragged her back down by her hair when she emerged from between your thighs, grinning face covered in slick and spit. She hovered over you once more, but this time her finger danced around your entrance.Â
âLet me know if itâs too much, okay?â she asked.Â
âMmhmm,â you sighed, pushing your hips downward to try to meet her in the middle. At the same time that she smashed her mouth against yours, she slipped one finger into your soaking pussy, gasping against your lips.Â
âFuck,â she groaned. âYouâre so wet for me, baby.â She sat back a bit to watch her fingers as they disappeared inside of you. She was only released from the trance when you pulled her in by the back of her neck and forced your tongue into her mouth.Â
The kiss was messy and sticky and tasted overwhelmingly of your own juices. You didnât care about being reserved or self-conscious about your kissing skills when Hazelâs fingers were so perfectly curling into that spongy spot that made your back arch. You moved your hands from her hair to scratch red streaks down her back with her nails, only stopping when her guttural moan made you realize something.Â
She had been grinding against the mattress searching for her own pleasure this whole time.Â
âHazel,â you called to her between kisses. She pressed her forehead to yours and waited for your request. âI want you.âÂ
âYou already have me, beautiful.â She kissed your cheek softly. âIâm all yours.âÂ
âI want you on me, Haze.â Your pleads finally made sense to her and she began frantically undressing her lower half. She was completely naked on top of you in seconds. The skin-to-skin contact had you reeling for her. She hooked her right leg over your left, tentatively floating above you. Making sure she had your attention, she grabbed you by the chin, forcing you to meet her eyes as she sank herself onto you.Â
You moaned in unison as she began grinding her wetness onto yours. You rose slightly, using her thigh to give you leverage to pull yourself against her. It took you a moment to find your rhythm with each other, but once you did, sounds of pleasure bounced around the room.Â
That familiar feeling began to reach you again, and Hazel could tell from the way your moans transformed into whimpers and quiet whines of her name.Â
âYouâre doing so good, pretty girl,â she cooed as she stroked your breast. âSo good for me.âÂ
âHolyâ Haze, fuck!â You were so thankful that her mother was away, since you were shamelessly yelling at this point. âIâm so close, babe.âÂ
âYou can do it, sweetheart,â she urged you on, speeding up her hips as she neared her own end. âCum with me.â Not a minute passed before you were heeding Hazelâs gentle command, moans cut off by the waves of pleasure that coursed through you. Hazel brushed your hair out of your face, uttering praises and giving you a break before she continued to use your slick to ride out her own orgasm. The overstimulation didnât last long, for Hazel had been close to finishing just from hearing you moan her name.Â
Her hips stuttered on top of yours until she collapsed back onto the bed. Her body was folded in half, her legs outstretched awkwardly.Â
âComfy, Haze?â you joked, laughing as she shook her head and repositioned herself beside you.Â
âOh, my god.â She stared at the ceiling, then at you with wide eyes. âI just fucked you.âÂ
âThat you did.â You giggled at her disbelief as you kissed her cheek. âAnd you did it very well.âÂ
The praise made her blush. She buried her glistening face in your neck, wrapping her arms around your still naked torso.Â
âSo,â she began, still hiding her face due to nerves. âAre you my girlfriend now?âÂ
âI better be after that,â you said. You laughed together for a minute before urging her to look at you. âI would love to be your girlfriend, Hazel Callahan.âÂ
And so you were.Â
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goodnight â a.hotchner
[warnings: none. i think pretty wholesome. oh jack and a new baby are included]
summary: in which y/n leaves hotch voicemails while heâs away
word count: 471
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Night One
âHey, sweetheart. I hope everythingâs going okay and that youâre staying safe. Jack missed you a lot todayâhe spent half the evening drawing you a picture of our family for when you get home. Heâs determined to surprise you with it. And our little one was asking for you at bedtime. They were reaching for your side of the bed like they know itâs missing something without you. I think theyâre starting to understand when youâre away, which is sweet but a little heartbreaking too. Anyway, I just wanted you to know that we love you, and we canât wait to have you back home. Sleep well if you get a chance, okay? And call us if you can. Goodnight, Aaron.â
Night Two
âHi, love. I donât want to bother you if youâre resting, but I just wanted to hear your voice. Itâs been a long day here, but Jack was such a trooperâhe had his first soccer game, and he scored a goal! He kept saying, âDad would have cheered the loudest,â and you know what? Heâs probably right. Youâre on his mind a lot, even though heâs trying to be brave. And our little one fell asleep holding onto one of your old shirts. They wouldnât let go, like they can feel you in it. It makes me feel close to you too, somehow. I hope youâre holding up, my love. I miss you so much. Weâll be here, waiting. Goodnight, sweetheart.â
Night Three
âHey, baby. Just wanted to say goodnight. Jackâs out cold after an evening of running around like a maniacâhe wanted to show our little one how to play hide and seek. They kept calling your name like they thought youâd pop up in the next hiding spot. They both miss you so much, but I think itâs safe to say I might miss you even more tonight. Iâm keeping the bed warm, and your pillowâs already waiting for you. Sleep tight if you can, and remember weâre all sending you so much love. Goodnight, Aaron. Dream of coming home to us soon.â
Night Four
âHi, honey. Itâs me again. I know itâs silly, but I canât help leaving these voicemails. It makes me feel like Iâm tucking you in from afar. Jack fell asleep with a book he swears heâs saving to read with you. And the little one was asking for âDa-daâ all night, every time they woke up. Weâre all counting down the days, my love. This house feels a little emptier without you, but weâll fill it up with love until youâre back. Goodnight, my heart. Be safe, and know weâre waiting right here, just as you left us. All my love.â
[AN: had this idea while on my road trip. hope you guys enjoy. and of course, the link to my taglist]
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drive in â
steve harrington x fem!reader.
warnings: pure fluff.
words: 650.
summary: going to a drive in theater with stevie!
request? no
a/n: cute lil fluff. i have two stories almost done, but i wonât be able to post them until tmw. i figured you guys deserved a wholesome cute fluffy story in the mean time. like and reblog if you enjoy. please follow if you enjoy! i appreciate you guys and am so happy you guys read my stories.
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steve had asked you on a date to the drive in theaters. he picked you up, eager to get to spend time with you. âokay i got your favorite snacks, and i brought pillows and blankets!â you smiled at his enthusiasm, âperfect! thank you! i brought us some drinks too!â he sets up the radio to pair it to the sound system. you situated your snacks, getting comfortable in your seat. the windows were rolled down halfway, allowing the nights air to creep in. the credits begin to play. you look over at steve, in awe of his beauty. âyouâre sexy,â you reach up to cup his chin. âthank you baby.â you pull him towards you, pressing a soft peck on his lips, he sighs, ânot so fast,â he pulls you into a deeper kiss, and places his hand in yours. âthatâs more like it.â you grin. âi love spending time with you stevie.â he smiles at the nickname. âiâm very happy you came with me.â the movie begins to play, you feed steve some candy, engulfed with happiness.
you could spend every second of everyday with steve, and never get tired. he treated you with so much respect and kindness. he genuinely cared, and went above and beyond. he never put this much effort into anyone. he wanted to be the best version of himself for you, he couldnât loose you. heâd do anything for you. âthis was all so perfect. the snacks, the blankets, everything. i could never explain in words how much i love you.â his heart freezes. you hadnât said the âLâ word before. you knew you felt that way for awhile, but you wanted to be certain before you told him. his heart speeds up, a smirk rises to his lips. âi love you so much,â he kisses your forehead, one hand is holding your thigh. the other one grabbing your chin. âyouâre perfect baby, iâd do anything for you.â your love was unconditional for steve, your heart warmed at his confession. âyouâre too good to me,â you shake your head, wondering how you got so lucky. âi know itâs crazy, but you donât deserve any less, i would do anything for you. youâre mine, and i donât want to loose you.â you kiss him abruptly, âyou wonât. i need you. i canât even think about not having a life with you.â the idea of not having steve by your side was nauseating. âcan i sleepover tonight?â you ask. he grins in response, âyes of course!â silence falls between the two of you as the movie continues to play. steve held your hand the entire time, feeding you some popcorn. you knew you loved steve harrington. you wanted to go on a thousand more dates. any moment you could be, you wanted to be by his side. you love him.
steve and you applaud at the end of the movie, the date went by smoothly. you enjoyed the movie, especially enjoying the parts where you could sneak a kiss on steveâs lips. steve tunes the radio back to his favorite station before starting the commute to his house.
after arriving at his place; you change into one of steveâs shirts. you sit carefully on his bed, waiting for him to join you. he turns out the lights, only leaving a small beam of light from his bedside lamp. you cuddle into his side, and he places a kiss on your temple. âyou had a fun night?â he asks. you reach up to kiss his lips, âyes it was so much fun.â he smiles, feeling accomplished. âyou ready for bed?â you frown, but the sleepiness is taking over. âmhm.â
he rubs you back, reaching over to shut the lamp off. âsweet dreams baby.â you nuzzle your head into steveâs bare chest. âgoodnight stevie.â darkness surrounds you two, as you cuddle close while drifting off to sleep.
this is the cutest date idea everrrr. đ©·đ©· my requests are open :)
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