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Hey friends, I hate to ask again, but with missing work due to covid;
for my birthday this year, (June 1st) I would like to ask for, and appreciate, any help with raising what I'd have made while working, is around $400.
any, and every bit of help is appreciated and I'm hoping next year will be better.
vmo: @RubyLovehart csshaap: $rubylovehart pypall: @rubylovehart
rb's help immensely.
#please wear a mask and test often#currently on day 4 of my mulvoprivir#or whatever the name of the other kind of paxlovid is called#feelin a lot better#but this still really stings especially with how close i felt like i was gonna bite it
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you ever think abt what if you gave a girl your whole life but she didnt even want it? you gave her your life to protect her and she threw you away?? what if even after that you still took care of her the best you could???? and then when you next see her shes not even her???? because you gave her your whole life to save her but you couldnt protect her?????? wouldnt that fuck you up?????? wouldnt that be so painful????????? you ever think about that?????
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#gtn#gtn spoilers#htn#htn spoilers#gideon the ninth#saphy i SWEAR TO GOD if you see this#you BETTER have one of these tags blocked#🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫#anyways idk how this looks ive spent about 10000 hours looking at it#and ive had to fix so many things that made her look gooft#so maybe ill delete tmr#maybe i wont tho who knows#ive been feelin a lot of feelings abt gideon#poor girly#wait i forgot to tag#gideon nav#tlt#tlt fanart#the locked tomb#gideon spoilers#its night time im eepy
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I think a vastly underrated form of anti-capitalism/fascism/discrimination is radical self acceptance. Like just accept being “ugly.” Fuck beauty standards fuck beauty products fuck trends fuck diet culture fuck fitting in fuck “beauty is pain” mindset fuck “healthy things have to taste bad” fuck skin care fuck plastic surgery fuck filters fuck trying to appeal to beauty standards that profit off of your insecurities just exist outside of what the system demands of you. Leave your acne gain weight wear the same clothes forever learn to view what society deems as your “flaws” as an anarchist symbol of power and freedom
#just watched alexander avila’s new video essay n I’m feelin distinctly anarchist now lmao#the video wasn’t even about any of this it just instilled that feeling in me which I then directed at something else#I’m just so sick of trends lmao I wanna wear clothes that people think are weird and cringe#sick of capitalists profiting off of insecurities#I want people to learn more about fat liberation so they can fall into the radical self acceptance pipeline that fuels me now lol#this shit rules I love myself so much and my life is awesome outside of uncontrollable societal horrors#and those uncontrollable societal horrors would get a whole lot better if a bunch of people would get on the same level I’m at real quick#lyla's talking again#fat liberation#sort of
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Also I stole this ask just so I can post this fuggin weirdo I made smhh (I raise from the dead just to post an oc again LMAOAOAOAO)
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Hopefully this will be my last one in a long while I can live with 7 fuggin wh characters HHFHFUDJSNKSSJ- well- technically 8 if you include Betsy-
But to keep it (somewhat) short and sweet- my loser- a ye ol Milkman- Zachary Milksop (chronically lactose intolerant) and Betsy (a lil mascot moo sentient puppet)
Another character made almost spur in the moment again (like Mari) though thankfully not another bUG, but just some average human smhh. He’s a really simple guy, a loser, is as interesting as normal milk— he’s just the ye ol milkman who delivers you that gud shid smhh— enjoyer of the finer things in life (lunchables). A lil flirty and charming (in possibly the cringiest way possible) however he doesn’t really seem to pick up anyone besides the local cows that constantly harass him (and eats his pants). He enjoys watching them though, from v e r y m u c h afar——
hes just kinda, “that guy”
Also Betsy- a very sweet woman! She always greets everyone and has the friendliest extroverted personality ever! Always the type to bring (albeit tiny) gifts for her favorite neighbors and always leads when talking to anyone. Not like she would allow Zach to say anything anyway, she hates his polyester guts (and only him smhh)
#HOPEFULLY#h O p e fu l ly#Last oc in a while I am too tired to make another one in the spur of the moment again JDHCGDDH#I’m trying to rest damn it LMAO#But also doesn’t help that iv been feeling like absolute garbage lately#Last night specially- I just couldn’t sleep for the life of me- I was so upset and disheartened-#Dw I’m a lot better today- just still feelin a lil hollow#But anyway!#a loser 😔💔🥄🥄 iv been wanting to make a painfully dumb human character since iv made Dusty#But nOOOOOOOOO I MADE EVERYTHING EL S E#Now iv basically made every version of characters iv been wanting to make-#So now I can finally be at e a s e -#Welcome home#welcome home oc#Also hopefully that will actually motivate me to draw welcome home content again LDNHDJDDJDJ been severely l a c k I n’#Zachary Milksop & Betsy#They share a tag 💔🥄🥄
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Bugstuck mituna would be so totally rad to the max…
sure!!! *heir doom song plays* heres your totally rad 2 the max gamebro!!!!
#homestuck#buggy trolls#bugstuck#mituna captor#yellowblood#i feel like his character as in the comic is kinda ableist but i do like that people love him a lot#when i get asks my philosophy is to assume that people like just want to see characters they like and might have interpretations or#reimagine the characters that are better#everyone has reasons to love the characters they do#i just wanna make ppl requesting characters happy thats my feelin ok bye
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Jes I love you (/p) please don't die
i am not dead 🙌🙌🙌 god tried to kill me but i live on alskskdk
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good morning and happy tuesday friendz !! i hope today is a good one ! please treat yourself extra gently and unclench your jaws 🤍💫 we will get thru today !
#eeeeeep !!#better days are coming ! they are on the horizon :3#woke up feelin wonky but we move !#sometimes this silly lil site gets to my head and i contemplate everything a lil too much#so i will queue things and take a step away todaaay 🙂↕️#the crowd cheers#i’m hoping i can finish one of my fics bc i feel bad not posting much writing lately !!#hoping that what i’m writing is coming across as lovely bc i am pouring so much into it <3#love these lil guys#i hope you all have a very good day and that you find something that makes u smile#sending out lots of love !#seeeee you on the flip ! ‹𝟥#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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Gggoooood M. Morningggghggggghg💥
OUghdhf goomronrhd 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
#in feelin . a lot better :]#i mean m llim groggy as hell cuz i jus woke up but yeee#hdjdjskdjjs#ouhh yh e coffee calls me-
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i really find it interestin that you can kinda clock an artist's age based on how self-deprecatin they are lol
#its the uh. 'OMG THIS SUCKS SO BAD!!! SAWRRY' attitude#which is like. yeah. i get it#and im an adult rn and i also dunk on my art#but i feel like the way an adult dunks on their art vs how a teen does it is. noticeable#adults usually are like 'eh. this kinda sucks but w/e' (at least i am in this camp)#teens are just way more mean to themselves and dont shut up about how much their art 'sucks'#i was there before so i understand#but i think. ppl need to realize. when theyre overly self-deprecatin and put themselves down a lot it becomes annoying#which i know is very harsh of me to say#i used to be there so i know that feelin of insecurity but MAN#once you mature more you realize that expressing yourself in such a way is kinda cringe!#PLEASE just practice being kind to yourself#i think the cringe comes from the fact that no one really likes to see that stuff#if you need comfort or anything please talk it out with someone but like.#being VERY terrible publicly to yourself just makes a lot of people uncomfortable#keep in mind. if you post it online a bunch of strangers will be seein you moan about how 'bad' you are#and guess what! they dont know you! and they wont care!#it can start with 'i dont like how it turned out but at least its done'#what matters if that you enjoy yourself#if you start being terrible to yourself about your hobby that you should be enjoying then remind yourself youre there to have fun#skypeaks#also i will add. self-deprecation will also not help you in the long run. i would know from experience#cause rather than being productive with your self-deprecation you stick to 'i just suck!!!'#rather than like 'okay. im bad at this. but what can i do to better myself??'#i say from experience. this attitude CAN affect your relationships. not in a good way#so practice bein nice to yourself. truly.#you dont even need to be NICE just be neutral#start there. start with 'im okay at this'
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accidentally drank a whole cup of water before bed, night o7
#just me hi#i don't wanna wake up to use the bathroom 2 hours before i gotta wake up but i. don't know what happened Jfvshfjs#and i brought it to sip on... oopsie#//anyway was feelin Much better today ouuuu >wo#to the point i have another blender project open bc i couldn't get to the first one fast enough Lmao#it's just a rough floorplan for the palace in pi.e [<- place i have mentioned maybe 3 times tops] but i'm leeeearning so it's takin a minut#lol :>#i have the whole first floor sized up and cut out i just need to add that one raised platform and add maybe some walls so it can be a prope#reference for later !!#i'm not gonna add a toooon of details (probably) and Definitely not gonna add furniture bc a lot of it gets moved around so it wouldn't eve#make sense lol .v. though i'm thinking details for the windows and passageway would make a lot of sense for me#they'll be hard but i think it'd be rewarding :D#/i have a lot of stuff i visually want to work out for the 3 cities too so I gotta do that... and i'm not looking at the kingdoms they're#mean nothing to me right now.... (untrue)#AH and i've gotta figure out the temple stuff i always forget hfvshf ; but i guess that comes with the cities lol so we hold off#//but oh yea i gotta sleep lol :3#tune in next time to: keeps is confused and/or somehow on a totally different thing than you had last seen them doing 5 min ago !! Toodles#:D
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✧⁺⸜( ´꒵` )⸝⁺✧ g’mornie lovies! i hope you’re all well rested for a fantastic day ahead!! my bf & i are both off today & i think we’re gonna go to the mall!! :3 ilyasm forever!! <33
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#hi friends! sorry for my disappearance ໒꒰ྀི っ◞‸◟c ꒱ྀིა i had some health troubles but i finally got them taken care of :’3#i feel sm better after weeks of nonsense ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ but im takin everyth 10 secs at a time <33#im like…the worst moot ever im surprised so many of you still follow me (⸝⸝o̴̶̷᷄ ·̭ o̴̶̷̥᷅⸝⸝) i am forever grateful for all of you!!#im also feelin the effects of spring & have been cleaning out old stuff + tryin new things & i love it (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)⁾⁾⁾#i feel like the coming months will be kind to me ♡₊⁺ & ik they will be for you all too!! ૮꒰っ´༥'ς꒱#feelin lots of feelins but im first & foremost always grateful <33 for everth in my life! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১#HAVE THE GREATEST FRIYAY EVER!! ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ YAYAYAY!!!!
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bluh-nitram >> bambamnesiac
still the same guy !! just a new url :3
HELLO FOOLS :D
my name is bam bam !! thank you for visiting my page :33
im an artist who's best in inks and traditional mediums but ive tried just about everything i can get my hands on, i love to experiment from time to time !! please feel free to send me asks and art requests :DD i can't promise ill answer terribly quickly, but ill try my best
i also have commissions open, please send me a message or an ask to inquire :3
ABOUT:
22 years old
white and living in central usa
transman (on T since October 2020 woOHOO)
bi, demiromantic and demisexual, polyamorous
autistic, adhd, bipolar, cptsd
im a leo sun and scorpio moon in case youre curious ? im interested in astrology but it's not law to me
CURRENT HYPERFIXATIONS (ranked by severity and subject to change):
dungeon meshi
fairy tail
SPECIAL INTERESTS
homestuck
dragons
classical music
greek mythology (yes bc i was a pjo kid)
#text post#ive been wanting to chamge my handle for a super long time actually#wanted to steer away from fandom related handle and instead make one that feels more like me#bc i made the name bluh nitram when i was 13 and it was the first thing to pop into my head#its served me well but i like this one a lot better#also who knows this might come w a whole blog overhaul#at least prolly a mobile vers makeover im not feelin the green anymore#bluh bluh bluh#edit: made this a whole intro post :DDD#ive meant to make myself one for like years now smh but at least it exists now !!
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skirt ive been working on :) look, it has a pocket!
#just waistband n hem to do#i think i need to shorten it too#but ill use that to make a hem facing#i feel like it might be too flared at the hem but like. this was the least amount of flared i could do easily honestly#any smaller of a circle skirt and it wouldnt have fit#theres not actually a lot there anyway its just how to fabric behaves#i probably need to press the seams better#sewing#not feelin it lads (not the skirt just. doing things. trying to motivate myself remembering what i have to do)
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what if Vivia found og Yakou's spirit pre reveal
I'm loving that concept honestly! Only problem is where the heck Vivia would find the original Yakou's spirit. With what can be discerned from canon appearances of ghosts in Rain Code, those with ties to the mortal plane usually manifest at or close by the spot they died in. Such as Ryo walking around the area close to the building she took her life at (and having the most spiritual power in the elevator), and Yakou's wife finding him at the homunculus lab (it's unknown whether she died in that lab specifically, but it's very plausible).
However, if Vivia were to ever attempt to find the real Yakou's spirit if he manifested himself on the mortal plane, where would he be? We have no idea where Yakou died during the Blank Week. If my theory/headcanon that Yakou didn't even start living in the submarine agency until after the Blank Week is in effect, then there's no telling where else he could be! Vivia definitely would've seen Yakou's spirit if it was at the old office, but there's no sign of it there, so that's ruled out as well. With knowing nothing of the real Yakou's whereabouts during the Blank Week, it's tough to figure out a plausible location that Vivia would find that ghost. He might as well be at the bottom of the riverba-!
Wait... that's a great idea actually...
So grand, I had to write about it!
#so uh chat how we feelin about the idea of original yakou dying from a mixture of drowning and being chased down by homunculi in the river#he thought he could get away if he could swim to some form of safety but nope the homunculi can also swim and they're a lot better than him#and so his spirit manifests in the depths of the river since that's where he died#listened to serenity from resident evil 4's ost on loop while writing this#master detective archives: rain code#rain code#rain code spoilers#yakou furio#vivia twilight#viviakou#my writing
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I wish i could just HANG OUT with somebody dude damb lmao.
Either working! Or 5 states away lmao
I wanna just show up to someones house brah and ir have an adult sleepover and just party and crash
#atleast im meetin people#ive been feelin a lot better.#anyone is welcome to hit me up anytime btw.#p
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it feels surreal working on The Hunt For Love again after so long, I feel both equal parts giddy and nervous to develop it and my game making skills between now and whenever I'm able to finish with an end product that I'm satisfied with!!
there's been some developments behind the scenes recently which have just made the project even more real and a a a a I'm just really excited to get this out into the world and share this with y'all >u<
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#forrest speaks#the hunt for love#game development#bwaaahhh im just feelin a lot of feelings!!#it feels unreal that i feel like..well enough to proceed with this project now that im in a better mental state#i wanna keep that feeling close and use that energy to plan n construct this weird lil bit of fiction x3
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