turns out if u quit ur job on a whim, no one pays u anymore
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jack 🤝 albert
UPDATE! the great news us that unlike michael, benji is still alive!!
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Something so incredibly fucked up it makes me want to scream about how almost every time Roman recalls some fucked up childhood event EVERYONE around him denies it. I don't recall. That wasn't how it happened. No, you actually liked it.
Growing up in an abusive household where everyone is pitted against each other by the abuser, it means that you can't really talk about the abuse as it happens if you're isolated, and the abuser gets in the ears of everyone and tells their side only, and everyone else thinks you deserve it.
And so you grow up, and you get the courage to talk about it but everyone denies it ever even happened - they don't even fucking remember it, or they do but that you deserved it, you had an attitude problem.
And so you fucking tear your hair out as an adult wondering if any of it was real or if these personality altering things really were somehow imagined. You gotta choose to be delusional to your family or choose to be delusional to yourself. Either way you're alone and you're the only one that will ever understand and have your own back.
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something about fruit being a symbol for abundance and temptation and overindulgence but also that it serves as a reminder of our mortality bcus its nature is to rot… something about fruit being the food we see them in eating in the bacchanal shots… something about how delusion turns jackie’s body into a scene of utter gluttony and overindulgence but when you strip that delusion away it’s not actually fruit it’s just a reminder of mortality and how fragile it is not only in that wilderness but in the crushing dynamics of teenage girl friendships. something about strawberries being a symbol of tender flesh and sensuality that also once upon a time signified temptation. oranges symbolising fertility and shauna putting her hand on her pregnant stomach before saying ‘she wants us to’. something about how jackie taylor literally represents all of these things in a way including shauna’s fertility bcus without jackie taylor there would not be a baby at all.
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My bed is soo empty ☹️ and I feel so very shit… I wish I had a boyfriend to snuggle and have his hands running through my hair and comforting me as we watch our comfort shows/movies
Is it so much to askk for??
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Need
My
Daddy
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thought about a challengers ballet au a little too long
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If you post links to video with titles lke "Pretty Woman Raped Fucked" then do not follow me, do not interact with my blog. I will report your blog to the fullest extent. Fuck off and delete your account.
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Cigarettes and late night walks :3
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They lied to meeeeeee eating is not good for you 🥺😭
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seeing adams corpse in saw 2 makes me fucking insane actually like that’s my boy. my special guy. he didn’t wanna die. he meant to call his mom back, and he didn’t get the chance. he literally did exactly what he was meant to do he passed the fucking test and he still died. he said it doesn’t matter how far down the pit we seem there is always ALWAYS hope. and then there fucking WASN’T.
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When u eat too much are your tummy hurts :(
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Major Headache
I'm currently feeling sick, so posts will resume next Monday, have a good weekend.
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