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BEGINS episodes I would like:
RAVI- I love him and he deserves to be shown more, also I really need him to become a regular because until he isn't, he is considerably much less safe from permanent injury/death.
MADDIE- Deserves a begins episode with backstory not just about Buck/Doug. I think we should see Maddie before Buck was born, and her relationship with Daniel. The impact of Daniel on Maddie hasn't been given the time and thought it deserves. Also Ravi and Maddie begins could be combined so well.
EDDIE- another Eddie begins, this time about before Chris. Would be massively on theme for the season, because Eddie will be exploring who he is without Chris, and Chris is literally at Eddie's childhood home, and has already been to the lake.
Also I want to see more about Chim and Hen's childhoods please!!!
ALSO much of this post is like silly and I know begins episodes are normally about how they became first responders, though tbf Bobby's ones were not.
ADDING THIS BC PEOPLE CANT SEE/IGNORED THE ORIGINAL TAGS: PLEASE DO NOT REBLOG ABOUT WANTING A TOMMY BEGINS. Feel free to post about that separately but I don't want to see that and please respect this boundary!!!
#and also please dont reblog to add anything about a tommy begins bc my blog isn't really for you and i am uncomfy with the character#feel free to post what you want on your blog though!#setting the boundary that i dont want to hear any justification for his past actions ot celebrating of the character on my blog#pls pls respect that#911 abc#9-1-1#eddie diaz#9 1 1#911 show#maddie begins maddie begins maddie begins please#maddie begins#ravi begins#maddie buckley#maddie buckley han#maddie han#ravi panikkar#s8 predictions#s8 speculation#jwpyyy#911 season 8
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Whistledowns Whistledown Partners
Mei. Zuko
Adam. Shiro
Lance. Keith
Neil. Andrew
Katelyn. Aaron
Katara. Aang
Suki. Sokka
Ikki. -----
Jinora. Kai
Asami. Korra
Sakura. Sauske
Hinata. Naruto
Flora. Helia
Tecna. Timmy
Kisara. Set/Seto
Syrus Truesdale. ------
Akiza. Yusei
Carly. Jack
Misty. Kalin
Tori. Yuma
Ruri. Yuto
Rin. Yugo
Serena. Yuri
Aoi/Skye. Yusaku
Hyacinth. Apollo
Charlie. Kit
Darcy. Tara
Elle. Tao
Satine. Obi-Wan
Anakin. Padme
Annalise. Julian
Dominic. Erika
Cornelia. Caleb
Will. Matt
Clover. Blaine
Steve Rogers. Natasha Romanov
Betty Ross. Bruce Banner
Bobbi Morse. Clint Barton
Diana. Bruce Wayne
Connor Kent. M'gann (s1, haven't seen s3-4 and been a minute on s2)
Dick Grayson. Zatanna
Barbara Gordon. Starfire
Artemis. Jason Todd
Raven. BB/Damian
James Rogers. Torunn
Cinder. Kaito
Winter. Jacin
Percy. Annabeth
Thalia. Luke (pre-tree Thalia)
Jason. Leo/Piper
Will. Nico
Bree. Nick/Sel
Red/Ash. Leaf/Green/-----
Henry. Alex
Luz. Amity
Willow. Hunter
Gambit. Rogue
Vaggie. Charlie
Blitz. Stolas
Moxxie. Millie
Cherri. Sir Pentious
Angel Dust. Husk
Kushina. Minato
TenTen. Neji
Kit. Ty
Dru. Ash
Alec. Magnus
Simon. Izzy
Helen. Aline
Cristina. Mark/Kieran
Aqua. Terra
#not all of these have to be romantic they can be platonic#mai x zuko#sukka#andreil#aftg#atla#legend of korra#the shadowhunter chronicles#the wicked powers#kit x ty#dru x ash#the lunar chronicles#pjo#heroes of Olympus#tsats#trials of apollo#cinderella is dead#pokemon#kingdom hearts#feel free to add more ships (platonic ot romantic)#naruto#naruhina#sasusaku#x men#marvel#avengers#heroes of tomorrow#young justice#hazbin hotel#helluva boss
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Instances of blood in Wendell & Wild
#wendell and wild#wendell & wild#blood#blood tw#injury#injury tw#hopefully these tags are sufficient- but please feel free to tell me if I need to add another one!#not counting the skeletons death cause- they're dried up they got no blood ajjsjd#also the animation of blood appearing on Helley's bandage was cool as hell I loved ot
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OK I've procrastinated enough, time to explain!! I apologize for the formating or verbiage, I'm gonna be mostly rambling.
To preface: MAJOR ENDWALKER SPOILERS AHEAD!! Also tw for blood mention, parasitism, violence
When you and Zenos go down to the arena at the end of the world and you have the whole epic, climactic battle and you both lay there dying it's pretty obvious the both of you are in like a shared pool of blood. The symbolism, imo, is very akin to like blood-pacts and the whole concept of a "blood brother", the comingling of blood with someone who isn't family to signify your bond. You and Zenos, fighting to the death, two sides of the same coin, tools of war for their respective countries, nature vs nature, ect. At this point I think it's pretty fair to say that the two of you are inseparably bound to one another.
"But Drac", I hear you cry, "I get the whole soul-bonding thing and the inherent erotosism of fighting your rival to the death, but what does this have to do with succubi!"
I'm getting to it.
We've seen Zenos die before, so I think it's a pretty fair assumption to make that he perhaps isn't dead at all, not in a way that matters. This is where the succubus part comes in.
A little part of Zenos went back with you when the Scions came and picked you up. The little part has been sapping aether from you to build zenos back up so he can be nice and healthy again so he can go find you. However, i feel like aether theft/sharing would have a ton of side effects on your body? So you'd have chronic fatigue and body aches but that could easily get explained away by the fact that you're recovering. I feel like you'd also have really weird dreams, especially since aether is essentially lifeforce, so your fully present conscious and zenos' parasitic subconscious would commingle when asleep and would cause a lot of super weird dreams/nightmares. Thus the whole succubus thing!
Plus if you pair that with the first essentially being like a demonic realm and the possibility that Zenos could have a reflection there that he could possibly inhabit should he fully recover enough to be normal again. You could get a fully succubus zenos, cause he would have to eat aether to compensate for being from the first and well you'd look like a whole snack.
But yeah!! That's my Succubs!Zenos AU! I'm v̶e̶r̶y̶ s̶l̶o̶w̶l̶y̶ working on a fic of this au! So hopefully I can find the motivation to finish it!!
HELLO DOES ANYONE WANNA HEAR ABOUT MY SUCCUBUS!ZENOS VIATOR GALVUS AU I HAVE
ITS BEEN RATTLING AROUND IN MY DOME FOR A W H I L E
#sorry about the formatting#this is my first time making a post like this lol#but i really think it could work as an AU!#its such a fun concept thats been rattling in my brain#feel free to add more to ot if you want!#zenos#zenos ff14#zenos viator galvus#zenos yae galvus#ffxiv zenos#ff14#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#au#tw blood mention#tw parasitism symbolism
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hii babes congrats on 1k!!! prompt 3, 5, 17 & 12 with max?
how you love me — MV1
pairing: max verstappen x fem!reader
warnings: one sexual innuendo if you squint
prompts: the others notice chemistry and point it out at any time they can, always turning their head if your name is mentioned, the causal flirting turning into something else because you start to have feelings for them running into their arms after being away for too long, kisses. on. the. tip. of. the. nose.
a/n: on my period rn FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE
masterlist ! | 1k celebration prompts !
. . .♡ the others notice chemistry and point it out at any time they can.
ever since max started bringing you to the paddock, rumors started spreading quickly through the grid. they all noticed the longing glances you two shared. daniel's pointed it out ot you multiple times in the past week. same thing with alex and lando towards max.
"max, you realize you haven't stopped looking at y/n since you guys got here?" lando stated to the dutchman, in which he only grumbled and walked away.
whenever you all were out during the weekends, they still noticed.
alex and logan were deep in a conversation about which soda was the best, when logan turned his head at the sight of max and y/n. max had his arm wrapped around the girl, while they were talking in a small group. of course the williams drivers were quick to tell the other drivers.
at the paddock the following week, charles and carlos may or may not have been spying on y/n and max from outside the redbull garage. the ferrari drivers watch how close max and y/n stand, with max's fingertips tracing lightly over her arm. from a bystander's point of view, anyone would say the duo has heart eyes. "and they still say they're just friends." carlos mumbles under his breath.
. . .♡ always turning their head if your name is mentioned.
lando and oscar were sitting side by side against the wall of the mclaren garage. all of the drivers were waiting for free practice to start, and were wasting time in different ways.
"so who's coming to the team party this weekend?" lando can't keep track of his emails, so he can't help but ask oscar.
"obviously all of the drivers, and i'd think whatever girlfriends are able to come," oscar replies.
lando starts listing off the girlfriends, ending on y/n. oscar continues with the conversation, until max comes up towards the mclaren drivers.
"what were you saying about y/n?" max asked, his tone laced with nothing but curiosity.
lando and oscar just laughed, this wasn't the first time max got distracted by y/n's name alone.
sometime last week lewis, max, carlos and george were talking while walking into the paddock together. george was on a tangent about why wet wheels were the best invention on the planet, but max's head turned as soon as someone walking by mentioned y/n. he felt his cheeks flush slightly, and he couldn't help but feel saddened when his girlfriend wasn't around.
. . .♡ the causal flirting turning into something else because you start to have feelings for them running into their arms after being away for too long.
you knew max was the type of friend to use physical affection. it was his go-to when he was congratulating someone, or giving someone a quick side hug when he thought they were upset.
it wasn't out of the ordinary for max to be hugging you right now. well– hugging might not be the right word. he was crushing your ribs while spinning you around after getting told he was world champion yet again.
once he took his helmet and balaclava iff he couldn't help but kiss your cheek, which caused a pink shade to adorn your face.
moments like this only occured more. max was most likely by your side whenever you were around, and vice versa with you. max constantly kissed your cheek, but you thought nothing of it besides an add to your friendship. the constant flirting didn't go unnoticed by the other drivers and even some team managers. christian couldn't help but notice how close you and max have gotten in the past weeks, physically and emotionally.
once you had to leave max and the other drivers because your job required you back home in england, you felt like you lost your other half. it's been weeks since you last saw max. you missed him. you missed his smile, and his laugh, and the way his hand ran through your hair perfectly. you were quick to realize what these sudden feelings meant.
when you got off the plane in bahrain, for the final grand prix of the season, your anxiousness skyrocketed. you were planning on kissing max. for real this time. and you needed to tell him how you felt. you haven't told anyone, not even your own mother.
minutes felt like hours, as you watched max pull into the first place spot, securing yet another world chamption title under his belt. your smile grew as he got out of the car. his eyes only bulged once he realized you were at the front of the red bull crew. he ran to you, muttering dutch under his breath in astonishment and in unbelief. your arms wrapped around him, as his did to you, and you never wanted to let him go. "i love you," you whisper, not thinking he hears your words. less than two seconds later, he whispers the same three words in his native language.
. . .♡ kisses. on. the. tip. of. the. nose.
max couldn't stop kissing the tip of your nose. you don't even remember how the tradition came about. maybe once after a race? or it could've started during one of your many mornings in a hotel room. however it may have started, you definitely didn't want it to stop.
you thought it was the sweetest thing. it showed he still cared and adored you, but yet was still miniscule. you've returned the favor a few times, all of them catching him by surprise. once after he cooked you breakfast, again before he had to get ready for a race, and lastly just as you two woke up after a night you'd never dare to forget.
#shelbi writes#keerysfreckles#shelbi's 1k celebration#max verstappen#max verstappen f1#max verstappen x fem!reader#max verstappen x reader#max verstappen x fem reader#max verstappen x you#max verstappen x y/n#max verstappen fic#max verstappen x female reader#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen fanfic#f1#f1 fic#f1 imagine#formula 1#f1 fanfic
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This blog is happy to announce… FRATT WEEK 7 !
From October 28 to November 3, this blog is hosting an entire week about Matt Murdock and / or Frank Castle, but their exact relationship is up to you - lovers, fuckbuddies, enemies, friends, partners… you pick! You can also do a Matt-only or a Frank-only work. OT+ (Fratt+) welcome!
All versions of Frank Castle & Matt Murdock are welcome: comics, TV shows, movies… All lengths and sizes, all types of fanworks welcome: fic, art, fibercraft, translation, podfic (don't forget to check in with the original creator if you're podficcing/translating!)... or a new chapter of a fic, an outtake from a series...
Halloween is also right in the middle of FW 7 so if you're in the mood for a little spook... feel free to add bats, spiderwebs, or ghosts to all your Fratt content!
Each day comes with a theme: Monday 28: Blood Tuesday 29: Bar Wednesday 30: Trust Thursday 31/Halloween: Spirit Friday 1: Pray / Prayer Saturday 2: Bag Sunday 3: Free topic / Amnesty day if you couldn't post before!
You can participate as much or little as you want, it’s all up to you!
If you create art / graphic works, a description for accessibility purposes would be much appreciated.
Don’t forget you can already post in the dedicated AO3 collection earlier - one month before the start of the event, the collection will be set so that all new works are invisible! All newly posted works will be revealed on Fratt Week, so you can start as early as you’d like ^_^
On Tumblr, just @frattweek us and #frattweek in the first five tags :-) More info in the FAQ (open the link in a browser!) and if you can’t find your answer, send an ask or leave a message on DW!
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Detailed ID under the cut, as well as extra ideas for the prompts!
Digital art of Matt Murdock and Frank Castle stand back to back on the left of a dark red grid background. Matt is in his red daredevil suit, hanging upside down and his head resting on Frank's right shoulder. Frank is angry frowning and looking up. Two white lines form a tilted X are on the right side of the art. The text on top of the line is "Fratt Week 7 28th Oct - 3rd Nov", the text at the bottom of the line is "Frattweek.tumblr.com"
1/ Blood -- bleeding, family, kin, clan, spill, martyr, thicker than water, vampire, fake, communion… 2/ Bar -- drinking establishment, bar exam, disbarred, rebar (construction worker!Frank, anyone?), ka-bar knife, to bar someone from something, things going fubar... 3/ Trust -- trust fund, to trust, trust in god, mistrust, trusty (gun, fist, baton, friend/partner…) 4/ Spirit -- ghost, alcohol, spiritual, spiritism, spirited, sprite... 5/ Pray / Prayer: religion, Madonna (Like A Prayer;-), misheard prey... 6/ Bag -- under the eyes, heavy bag, grocery bag, to bag (a criminal?), baggy (clothes?), gym bag, duffle bag, bag over the head, bodybag, bagged a criminal…
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✧ ۫ 𑄼ల۫ ۪ sfw xiao boyfriend headcanons
because he‘s a lil honey bunch sugar plum 🍀
genre: fluff, gn! reader, sharing kisses, he's struggling, reassurances, xiao‘s clingy
+ ˚ quality time and doing his eyeliner for him
well, xiao needs you close, all the time, your body soothes his skin and loosens his tensed up muscles, it‘s so calming he truly cannot believe it but the moment your soft fingerpads rule on his rough skin, he can finally rest greatly.
as a matter of fact, whenever you do his eyeliner for him, xiao beckones you to sit on his lap.
at first when you suggested to draw it on for him, xiao was more or less flustered and unsure, he doesn‘t want to be a bother but the moment you gently held onto his face to apply the liquid, he found comfort on your tenderness.
besides, it was a win-win situation for him, wasn‘t it?
first, he doesn‘t have to do it himself and second, you‘re so close to him, so warm and soft, he simply cannot stop watching your face slightly tense from concentration.
how you cradled and handled his skin, as if he was made out of the finest, most sensitive material in all of teyvat, operating with great caress.
it’s safe to say that it‘s difficult to you as well, to somehow focus with xiao‘s golden eyes piercing and watching you that intently, gifting you a faint sweetness of a smile.
+ ˚ being vulnerable with each other
eventually, the irrational, darkened thoughts in xiao‘s mind will plague him like an incurable disease, a current of parasites eating him from within, inch by inch, until nothing was left to gnaw on.
at this point xiao‘s expression will change to something haunted and terribly wounded, the air in his lungs heightened and hitching within every newly taken breath in.
for that, you have to be patient. He insists he was okay, yet it's not hard to guess that it was evident he wasn't.
in that, he wouldn't speak much, less than he already did in the first place and keep himself sheltered, xiao doesn't want you to see him in such, weak and disgusting light. he loathed himself very much right now, it brought him to tears which wouldn't fall.
and no matter how many times you tried to get him to open up, in the beginning of your relationship he will not talk nor say anything but a simple "i am fine".
to give him enough space and time was key. there was no victory to be received if you'd urge him to do something he was uncomfortable with it, unfamiliar and embarrassed about.
at this you have to tell xiao that regardless of it all, you will remain where you are and he knew where to find you.
as your emotional bond continues to grow, he will gradually come back and speak, not much, just a bit, reaching his hand out for you to take it as you dwelled in each others warmth together on a cold night in wangshu inn.
the sheer fact that he made an effort to even seek you out despite it all was everything you needed to know.
xiao had it hard and difficult, yet after a while even he will gradually open up and tell you about his worries, the painful suffering he endured and the scaring sensation whenever he got too close to you, whenever he was terrified to hurt the love of his life.
+ ˚ getting used to your touch
to add to the difficulties of the previous point, xiao will admit that your touch might be much easier to get used to than talking about his feelings and concerns.
in the first instance, you will take his rough hand into yours, tracing a single finger over the silent scars on his teared skin.
xiao will shiver, but you carried on with comforting circles on his flesh. his adams apple will bob harshly at every swallow when you placed his hand on your chest at last, on where your heart was located.
in midst of it all, his eyes were wide and glowing, focused on your faint heartbeat and archons, it made him want to protect you even more. it sounded so fragile and tiny underneath his palm.
his free hand you held onto too, intertwining your fingers and keeping him close, relaxing on each other.
it is easy to lose himself in you, to melt into you and seek you close. He was an overly clingy boyfriend, yet he was also oblivious to said fact.
but you did not mind it, his unwavering attention on you was flattering and made your heart flutter with consuming love.
xiao needed nothing but the best and you were here to give it to him, he slightly wiggled himself out of your hold to take your hand into his fully, drawing you closer to his lips to place a soft kiss on each of your knuckles.
one, two, three and four, savoring each kiss and worshipping your person alone.
+ ˚ conclusion and his karma
at last, you will watch his golden eyes and he will oblige to your gaze, the vulnerability laced around them was clear, xiao wanted to be good at this, to be a boyfriend that would make you happy and fulfilled.
even though he wasn't the greatest in searching for help, nor accepting it in the first place, he was ready to come clean with his emotions to you.
yes, it will take time, quite an impressive amount at that but he learned to trust you, after all you were there, right now, aiding him with his karma and handing him enough time to get comfortable with the newfound passion he experienced with you together as one.
©2022 anantaru do not share, copy, translate
#genshin impact x reader#genshin x reader#xiao x reader#xiao x you#genshin x you#genshin impact x you#genshin impact xiao#genshin fluff#genshin impact fluff#xiao fluff#genshin impact xiao x reader#xiao x y/n#genshin impact#xiao x reader fluff#genshin impact alatus
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Wyked's intro
Hey, I'm wyked (wicked) been on Tumblr a while now and finally got around to my intro
About me:↪ Wyked, she/her/psycho
↪ writer questionnaire here and here and another one here
↪ I'm 23 and would prefer not to interact with minors.
About my blog:↪ This is the blog for interactions and reblogging and tag games.
↪ Reader, writer, nerd,
↪Alpha/Beta reader, idea bouncer. (Send a pm if your looking for an extra set of eyes, just tell me what your looking for. I can be brutally honest if that's what you're looking for but I'm still listing my favorite parts regardless.)
↪Taurus born
↪I write mostly fanfiction multi fandom and have a blog for it here @wyked-fanfiction
↪ I'm currently writing my first original work the TPCG series and all lore and a majority of writing shares and ask will be shared on this blog @wyked-original-writing
All fandom related stuff will be contained to @wyked-fandom
↪My current game fandom's
Zelda (it's more link than Zelda but whatever lol) I have played (wind waker , orca of time, twilight princess, and a little of skyward sword)
Elder scrolls (Skyrim is my favorite)
Devil may cry 2-3
Red steel
Assassin's creed (can't wait for the new one��although I'm still not sure about upgrading from the PS3 lol)
↪My movie/series fandoms
Merlin, Twilight, Supernatural, Lucifer, Grimm,Once upon a time, Stargate (all), Primeval, Criminal minds, NCIS, Star trek, Harry Potter, Hannibal, Marvel, Harley Quinn, Shadow hunters, Arrow, How to train your dragons (all), Troll hunters (they ripped my heart out) Avatar the last Airbender, Avatar (blue), Jurassic world, Jurassic park, Dragon prince, The last of us?(Not the biggest fan of it but I do read the fic's and wrote for ot occasionally, Lost, Charmed (original), Originals (didn't finish it….I'm a softie okay), and to be honest I'm forgetting some… may edit as I remember or hit a phase where they are my favorite show again….
↪Anime fandom's…..some I'm only in due to my sister but it still counts…..
Black Butler
Heavens official blessing
Skum villain D
emon king academy
Welcome to demon school iruma (I love this)
Fairytail
↪My Never seen but I could probably convince you otherwise do to my sister's rambling list that will update as I remember names
Inuyasha
↪My interest and writing memes will be posted on @wyked-rebellion
Herbs,plants,trees, mushrooms, nature (I can keep going) animals,fish,corals and aquatic plants, invertebrates, mythology, pirates, knights, druids,shamans, hanfu, feudal era, history involving any of the above.. writing, gardening, wood carving and burning, sketching although I think you get more detail with wood burning……I can keep listing but most of that will not be covered here so I will stop now but feel free to drop in my inbox to chat
I will add more eventually here
↪My mutuals original story recommendation list
My favorite western, time loop horror romance by @tragedycoded I can not recommend this enough it got me hooked on a western.
If you like gay pirates, kidnapping, drama and found family that will keep you on your toes then check out @the-golden-comet 's story (read the warning)
↪My mutuals fanfiction recommendation list (it will change as I think of some I added the recommendations last minute so oops)
If you are into sarcastic lovable OC's and mandalorians from star wars check out @lillybaaaka 's work
she also has a fem Harry Potter/startrek crossover that I'm in love with lol highly recommend it, it's more startrek then Harry Potter
if you are into the bat family you should check out @gods-graveyard 's work
if you like bananafish fanfiction then check out @gioiaalbanoart she has several amazing ones but my favorite so far is this one
if you are a Zelda fan who ships Ganon and Link then I highly recommend you check out @the-golden-comet just make sure to read the warnings
#my intro post#writblr community#writerscorner#writers on tumblr#my recommendations#fic recomendation#story recommendation#Original story recommendation#Zelda fanfiction#Zelda fanfic recommendation#Bananafish fanfiction recommendation#Bat family recommendation#Starwars fanfic recommendation#Western recommendation
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Carpe Noctem 23
Warnings: dark elements, noncon, age gap, gaslighting, manipulation, violence, blood, other dark elements. Proceed with caution. (short!reader)
Note: Please let me know what you think as it helps me a lot with ideas and I love interacting with you all.
Part of The Club AU
You set out your ingredients, trying to strategize what to do first. You have ideas, lots of ideas, and that sort of anxious motivation that keeps you from sitting still. Maybe it’s a need for distraction from the sudden swerve your life has taken, or your incessant urge to do everything for everyone, or maybe it’s just easier to lie when you look busy.
You don’t owe Lloyd the truth. The more you think about it, you barely really know him. And he said it himself, it’s just sex. Good sex. The best sex you’ve had, not that you have much to compare it to. So fuck your feelings, as he’d so eloquently proclaim.
Scones first. You’ve settled on a white chocolate and cranberry, but think that might be better kept until the festive season. You’re still in the throes of fall so the pumpkin walnut squares will like be the bigger hit. Oh, and the maple croissants. If you have time, you might experiment with some apple caramel creation too.
You prop your phone against the wall at the back of the counter. You put your music on a low din, keeping a base recipe open as you begin your first bowl of batter. The flour puffs out of the bake and dusts your shirt. Too late to remember the apron.
You add the rest of the dry ingredients and carefully stir. You bought a whole set of mixing bowls after you noticed Lloyd’s lack of essentials. You’ll see if you can expense that out with the ingredients. Your surprise might not go over well for your wallet.
You add the butter and carefully mix it in until crumbly. You put that in the fridge and start on the wet ingredients, humming as you focus on the little tasks. It’s easier than thinking of anything else.
Your fatigue nips at your eyelids. It’s been a long day and with all this ahead of you, it’ll be a longer night. You yawn and flick your wrist, whisking the cream and eggs diligently. You feel something tickle up your back before two hands settle on your hips.
You lurch in fright and still the whisk as Lloyd leans into you, peeking over your head. He drones and rubs his crotch against your ass. He clicks his tongue as he brings his hands up to fondle your chest.
“You’re making another mess,” he says as he flicks the bag of sugar, “Really living up to the whole sugar tits thing.”
“Oh, I’ll clean it up,” you try to ignore how he kneads your tits.
“Hope this isn’t all for me,” he growls.
“Actually, no,” your pulse piques as you summon your preconceived lie, “it’s for the kids. At the daycare. Just doing something nice.”
“Mmm, you’re so nice, Mimi,” he lilts his tone mockingly, “you wanna be nice to me, mommy?”
“Lloyd,” you push your elbow back into his side, “please. Later.”
He exhales, ot breath fanning over your scalp. He bends to nuzzle your head, gritting in his throat. “I’m not asking.”
You stiffen and grip the whisk, putting it back into motion.
“I’ll be done in a bit, I really can’t let this rest–”
“Something’s up. You’re not telling me something…” he brings his hand back to your waist.
“I’m baking. What would I lie about?”
“Come on,” he grinds into you, “you know our deal.”
“It can’t wait?” You clang the whisk off the side of the bowl.
“No,” he says firmly. “I’m tired of waiting and lately, you’ve been making me do a lot of that.”
He pulls you back and you let go of the whisk as it clinks against the metal. He leads you back as you latch onto his wrists, trying not to lose your balance. He spins you to face the island and crushes you against it.
“Lloyd,” you squeeze his forearms, “you’re being… pushy. Please, let me at least put everything away–”
“No,” he snarls and twists free of your grasp.
He grabs your wrists and brings your hands up to the marble countertop. He presses your palms flat under his large and leans his weight on you, a warning. Suddenly, you’re all too aware of his strength and size.
He nuzzles behind your ear as he growls again, “don’t move, mimi.”
“Lloyd,” you push your fingertips into the marble and try to shove yourself back.
He keeps you penned in as he trails a hand up your arm. You reach up to follow his touch, brushing your fingers along his bicep as he curls it around your neck. You raise your chin to keep from being strangled. What the hell is he doing?
“Please, give me some space,” you feel the panic surge in your veins, so hot it beads over your brow, “I’m a bit claustro–”
He hushes you as he flexes his bicep against your neck. You gulp as your eyes round and you stare at the pristine walls. You shudder in horror as your powerlessness sets in. Not only in that moment. This man holds your life in his closed fist.
“I won’t be long, sugar tits,” his other hand creeps back and he feels along your side and hip. He curls his fingers beneath the back of your pants and tugs, yanking harshly until the button pops loose. “Something about the whole mother hen shit gets me going.”
“Lloyd,” you eke out, eyes wetting as you quiver, “please, I don’t want this right now.”
“That’s too fucking bad. That’s not our deal.”
“Wha– No–”
“Shhh,” he forces your pants down roughly as he kicks your feet apart, “if you’re not screaming my name, keep your mouth shut.”
Your body locks up in terror. You can’t make a noise, you can’t move as he peels down your panties. You’re trapped in the heat of his body and the crush of his weight. This can’t be happening.
You close your eyes, blocking out the kitchen, trying to tune out your reality. Your ears zero in on the low drone of music still buzzing from your phone.
Go on and be a big girl You asked for this now Go on and be a big girl Well, everybody's gonna drown you out
#lloyd hansen#dark lloyd hansen#dark!lloyd hansen#lloyd hansen x reader#drabble#au#series#the club#carpe noctem#the gray man
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Most of yall said you'd like to see this tutorial on how to make the cubito heads. So here I am, ready to serve the people. I'll be making Doc, but obviously this tutorial works for whoever you'd like to make.
Technically, the poll hasn't ended, but like forty people said they wanted a tutorial and I had time to make one today, so here you go.
Tutorial under the cut
Materials you'll need.
1 10x10 inch canvas (or you can use whatever size you want as long as it's square)
Paint Brushes, specifically the flat edge ones
Acrylic paint. (You could probably use whatever paint you have on hand, but acrylic is the best for this)
A mixing plate, for your colors, I'm not a professional, so I use a paper plate.
Pencil, to map out your squares.
Ruler, to make sure your lines are very even. (My rulers small, I couldn't find the big one, I'd really recommend a regular 12 inch.)
Alright, now move everything to the side, grab your canvas, your pencil, and your ruler.
The first thing you'll do is use your ruler and find the center of the canvas. If you're using a 10 inch, the center should be at 5 inches. Once you find the center, draw a line directly down the center using the ruler to keep ot straight.
After you do that, you'll want to find the center of each side. The left side measurement should be 2.5 inches, and the right side should be at 7.5 inches. Once you find draw a line.
Now, you should have 4 equal segments. On each of those 4 segments, find the center and draw a line directly down.
Alrighty, now you've got 8 (mostly) even lines, turn your canvas 90 degrees and do it all again. Find the center.
Once you've drawn that line you know what to do, find the center of the two different segments you made and draw a line.
Nowww, you'll have to do it 4 more times, find the center of each and draw line down.
And now, you've got a mostly perfect grid.
Next, you'll find a photo of your specific MCYTs head. Mine is Doc.
It doesn't really matter which colour you decide to start with, but do all the colours of that value first. I'm going to start with the blacks.
I guess it's quite simple really, just paint the black where the black goes.
It doesn't have to be perfect, but try to stay in the lines. Then add the lighter values, your grays and whites.
From there, I added the Red in. To make the darker reds, I just mixed black in with the reds.
And then the green
And the final touches of brown, which I usually do browns last because I can mix together all the colors I already made to make it.
And you can hang him up on the wall with all his other friends <3
So anyways, I hope this was a decent tutorial, and it helps you make one of these cute little guys. If you have any questions on how to mix colors or the process, feel free to ask, I'd never judge you for asking.
#hermitcraft#docm77#docm77 fanart#doc hermitcraft#hermitblr#mumbo jumbo#grian#cubfan135#goodtimeswithscar#rendog#hermitcraft fanart#tutorial
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I have finally decided to put my knowledge as a occupational therapist in training to good use and made a little comic about some ADL (activities of daily life) things!
The little cutting aid Leo is using in the last panel is a cutting board with an extra board that has spikes on it. The spikes can be used to impale something, an apple in this case, so its easier to cut it apart with one hand! Also the cutting board has little anti-slippery thingies under it so it doesnt move around while trying to cut something. There are so many things that people without disabilities take for granted, me as well, that we would never notice!
This is @intotheelliwoods Little poptart btw! He is great for demonstration purposes since he only has one arm and also is a little guy and i love him <33
Those cutting boards with spike and anti-slipping aids also exist in real life and are used by people who have problems with motor functions in their hands or are missing an arm/hand alltogether! You can also put toast on it if you wanna spread butter on it or other things to cut apart.
I think anything that can educate and empower a person to be more self confident, self sufficient and independent in what they do is important and more people should have access to aids like these if they need it!
Im gonna link an english website that I found (i apologize for lack of ressources, i am german and mostly only have german one sbdhwbch) and if anyone wants to, feel free to add your own ressources as well! Also if you know that these websites might be shit, also feel free to tell me *insert keysmash* (though unfortunately these can get so fucking expensive, though we learn in our training as well how to make lots of these aids from scratch for our clients!)
#rottmnt#rottmnt au#2al fanart#2al au#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leonardo#rise leo#he is just a little guy you know!!!!#ALSO IM SO SORRY I WENT ON A FUCKING RANT WITH THIS ONE HOLY SHIT
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I thought it would be fun to write a little bit about myself, so come over and get to know me! (As far as I know myself because I didn't come with a manual so I'm still figuring myself out..) If you have any more questions, feel absolutely free to ask them!
Expect a karkload of ramblings below the cut, this turned out so much longer than I intended I am so sorry, no one is probably going to read this but I'm just leaving this here anyway because I don't really have people to share my ramblings with
PERSONAL
My name's Julie (she/her)
Lupe is actually my OCs name, but I adopted it as a nickname here on Tumblr when I first started posting and I kinda stuck with it
Quickly approaching my 30s help
I'm from the Netherlands 🇳🇱 so my first language is Dutch
That obviously means English isn't my first language, so please excuse any errors in my writing
I am Dutch, therefore I love cheese 🧀 (like Gouda, NOT cheddar)
I am an archaeologist! I've been a history nerd all my life
I work in a museum (obviously one with a history collection)
My #1 all-time favourite animals are wolves
In RL, I am super introverted and people scare the kark out of me
I never got any diagnosises, but I'm pretty sure I'm neurodivergent
I prefer the internet over meeting people IRL, because I feel way more comfortable to be myself and ramble about the things I love online than IRL
I tend to switch between my several hyperfixations from time to time, but I really hope to stick around the Star Wars fandom for a long time <3
HOBBIES
Star Wars obviously ahahahaha what are you doing here otherwise?
Drawing, writing, photography, gaming, history, nature, collecting, listening to music
Drawing: has always been one of my favourite pastime activities. I used to draw wolves almost non-stop, until life happened I guess? I only recently picked up drawing again. Drawing humans is a struggle, but it's so much fun practicing with clones <3
Drawing: I'm currently drawing with my ergonomically irresponsible mouse in Photoshop CS6 (I've been using the same software for over 10 years now and I am too afraid to switch to something newer)
Writing: I used to write stories about wolves (shocker) but same as with drawing, life happened. Until I recently picked up writing again! I started writing fanfiction for the first time when I started posting on Tumblr around June 2024
Writing: publishing a book has been on my bucketlist for a long time but I'm not sure that's ever going to happen, so let's keep it with fanfiction for now (which I am REALLY enjoying)
Gaming: I prefer gaming on my PlayStation 3 and 4, but I occasionally play PC and Nintendo Switch games. I mostly play single-player games. Assassin's Creed got me into gaming and is still my favourite series. I also really enjoy The Witcher III, Red Dead Redemption I + II, LA Noire and Far Cry Primal. And others, obviously
Gaming: I play Pokémon GO! If you're a player as well, shoot me your friend code and I'll add you (:
Music: I'm a metalhead; metal is my favourite genre! But I also like (hard) rock and (folk) punk. My favourite metal subgenres are power metal and folk metal. But I can listen to movie/game soundtracks for weeks as well!
Music: Rammstein got me into the heavier stuff and is still an all-time favourite. I was a die-hard Volbeat fan for years, but I haven't felt drawn to their latest releases. My current favourite band is definitely Powerwolf (more wolves lol)! Other favourites are (among many others) Sabaton, Amon Amarth, Slipknot, Nightwish, Within Temptation, Dropkick Murphys, Flogging Molly, The Real McKenzies, Heilung, Wardruna, Eluveitie, and some amazing older stuff like Alice Cooper, Pink Floyd and E.L.O.
STAR WARS
This is where the fun begins
I've been a Star Wars fan for as long as I can remember
My brother and me used to watch the OT and Ep I on VHS when we were kids and were lucky enough to see Ep II and III in cinemas
I missed watching EP I in cinemas this May (due to its 25th anniversary) because I was moving homes during that time and I am still crying about that, see you in 5 years I guess
What I like about the Prequels: everything? Obviously the clones ahahaha. But kinda everything. The setting, the plot, the characters, the tragedy. I know there's a lot of hate on the writing, but I grew up with them and I think they're awesome. Definitely not perfect, but (and please don't hate me) I would choose the Prequels over the OT anytime. Also the meme material coming from this?? Legendary.
What I like about the OT: the story and the characters! It felt less complicated back then, more about good and evil (there's a lot of grey area now, which is obviously more realistic; but as a kid growing up with the movies, good vs evil was less complicated)
What I like about the Sequels: BB-8, porgs, and the Somehow Palpatine Returns-meme, that's it. Maybe Poe Dameron, but that's probably because it's Oscar Isaac.
I also VERY MUCH like Rogue One; what a wonderful and sad story. I won't shut up about how much I love how this story blends into Ep IV/the OT; I think this was so well done, I- aaaaaaah I love it
What I like about the animated shows: CLONES. Clonesclonesclones. And Ahsoka. And a lot more, but at this time, the clone brainrot is real. I actually really like how some things are further explained in the animated shows (I think they're a real addition to the movies/story). And the angst and the tragedy, ugh my heart. Also the animation style of course! And clones, did I mention the clones?
Favourite characters (non-clones): Ahsoka Tano, Darth Vader, Obi-Wan Kenobi (prequel era), Plo Koon, Aayla Secura, probably Darth Maul too, Jyn Erso
Favourite clones: Hunter (he started it), Fives (I cannot put into words how much I love and feel for this man I just need to wrap my arms around him and tell him it's alright and that he and the clones deserve so much better and that I'm there to listen to him and it's going to be okay I'm going to make all his problems go away and also some adult stuff I'm not going to write here), Echo (my beloved), Wolffe (awooooooo), Cody (good man that Cody), Rex (obviously), Fox (you matter but please stop drinking caf and get some sleep), Vaughn (my love, my heart, my soul; I would die for you) (> I get obsessed over a different clone pretty often but it's safe to say I love all clones)
Favourite droids: R2-D2, Chopper, BB-8, Gonky, K-2SO, (also BD-1 is super cute), the droids helping out Ahsoka during Shattered/Victory and Death (R7-A7, CH-33P, RG-G1), mouse droids, (I haven't played Outlaws yet but I have normal feelings about ND-5)
Favourite animals: loth wolf (duh), tooka, massiff, varactyl, acklay
I used to collect Star Wars LEGO and Hasbro and I would love to put those on a shelf/into a cabinet one day
I would love to go to some sort of fan con one day but I'm afraid I won't survive all the stimuli/amount of people there
I did visit the Star Wars Exhibition in Brussels somewhere in the late 2000s/early 2010s; it was kriffing majestic
I used to play Star Wars Battlefront II (2005) with my brother all the time. We played it so much the disc got damaged by the PlayStation 2 itself and obviously we bought it again to keep playing
I played Jedi: Fallen Order (2019) and it was awesome! I really need to replay it so I can play Jedi: Survivor (2023) afterwards (haven't played it yet, I need to get myself a PlayStation 5 first, RIP)
Since we're talking about PlayStation 5, I'm dying to play Outlaws (2024) help (I need to know what is happening between Kay and ND-5??)
I really want to play Republic Commando (2005) (I even have a PS4 copy laying around) but haven't found the time yet
LASTLY
So one of my other hyperfixations is Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron (2002), the 2D-animated movie by DreamWorks. (I know, I'm super weird; I'm a metalhead switching between Star Wars and an animated movie about horses (and some other hyperfixations but let's not go there).) I even created a fansite, if anyone's interested (which has still lots of WIP-pages I'm sorry I'm into Star Wars at the moment)
Alright that was a lot of super random information no one asked about. If you've come this far, holy kark my utmost respect to you, please leave a comment so I can send over some cookies because you kriffing deserved them?? I might consider writing a ficlet for you.
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was thinking od these drawings of school uniforms eddo made, broke down the colors she used an then triend making school merch like jackets, hoodies, shorts, skirts, shoes, shirts, yeah. + idol duo in ther calder outfit bc i want to . this started out as me just wantinf to draw idol duo an dget ther lil shapes down but iii snowballed lol anyway close ups
idol duoooo yippieee Loon/JJ's pants can be blue tone or red tone then her belt and shoes can also switch between being red or blue depending on the tone of the pants bc i like switching it up!! uhhh i gave malva grey in her regular outfit's socks to bring down the grey of her council vest, then made her shoes grey in the other one to do the same thing but whitened her socks for contrast between the dark skirt and dark shoes and to bring down some more white. i made jjs socks brown to brign down th ebrown of her hair, idk i just like trying ot balance their colors around and have them repeat somewhere else at least once... the two of them have matching red earrings, matching planet pins, and their hairstles srt of have a matching flow to them, (what are you talking about loops) mattching stripe things at the socks / cuffed bit of the pants bc i ii wanted then to have a mayching band thing??? i want them to have a million matching things they are BEST FRIENDSSSS. uh friendship braceltes as always... fun fact jj gets cold easily and malva doesnt, shes quite comfortable in the cold lol the planet pins based are off their planets in loons "planet loop" cover
yeah. i feel like every time we post our usagi (we call her malva) she looks different, nut i swear we arent just redesigning her over and over again, we just turned her redesign that happens in the series into a plotpoint for her ToT she has to get a haircut and then it grows back in darker and curly cause the weight of thigh-length hair was keeping it straight but now that its lighter it matches bons curly texture. (we made bon and usagi/malva siblings. twins) she however did not always have that white eyebrow that is relatively new lmao
animatronics with school merch uh i noticed the univorms have both horizontal and verdical stripes, vertical lines going up the arms and side of the leg, adn then horizontals typcally going across the chest, and just did my best to make it look similar to the uniforms and add little things or make it look interesting idk tell me if it looks good ig? i feel like i may have just copy pasted the sports uniform stuff onto different types of clothes lol
uhhh also golden has more birthmark stuff going down their whole arm, i dont think ive shown that off beforeeee. chica also has freckles down her entire body but its msot abundant at the bottol of her legs, arms, and shoulders cause thats where the sun hits the most. she also did some red make up eyeshadow thing on her eys to match the school colorsss i just got the idea to make a school scarf. damn. uh. if you guys have any ideas for school merchandise i should do feel free to suggest some in the tags ! i found this very fun to do
loops from 2 hours after posting this: im gonna re-do eaks versity jacket yes yes…. that would be cool……
#fnafhs#fhs#idol duo#scraps#ive been thinking abt this lightly since th etime i drew owynn with a guagua de pan of loon#fnafhs usagi#fnafhs loon#loon/jj#malva#fnafhs freddy#fnafhs chica#fnafhs fred#fnafhs fox#fnafhs bonnie#fnafhs golden#uniforms
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✨ Shiny Meloetta ✨ distribution (via HOME)
Okay so if yall haven’t seen the news, you can now get Meloetta as a shiny! …but there’s work involved.
Info can be found on this Reddit thread.
ETA: AustinJohnPlays has now made a video on it, but he doesn’t talk about the Pokémon needing to originate from SV.
I’ll try to summarise the main points here:
• Available through Pokémon HOME - the mobile version is needed.
• No known end date.
• Based on the wording of the announcement, it appears we may get more distributions like this in the future. I want Shiny Victini please.
• You’ll need to transport complete dex for Paldea, Kitakami and Blueberry Academy into HOME. This means you either need the DLC or to trade for the Pokémon available in the DLC. If you’ve completed the dex properly, you’ll get the crown icon as pictured above.
• The Pokémon need to be caught in Scarlet or Violet, meaning you can’t catch a Pokémon from another game and have it count towards the dex. I don’t believe the OT matters though, so long as the Pokemon originated in Scarlet or Violet.
ETA: If you have a Pokémon that is from another game, you can always breed it and transfer the baby Pokémon to HOME. The way to tell if it’s counted as from SV is by looking at the origin mark on the Pokémon’s summary. It should look like this:
• To check whether a Pokémon has been registered • Unsure whether evolving the Pokémon in other games works (eg. moving an Electabuzz into Legends Arceus and transferring back), but I’ll be testing this myself later if I don’t get info on whether this works and will edit this point accordingly.
I’ll add any information as I learn of it. Please feel free to chime in and add info in the comments.
Good luck, y’all! ✨
#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarlet#pokemon violet#pokemon scarvi#pokemon sv#meloetta#shiny pokemon#nagichi talks
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BLACK SWAN- ✧˖°BTS Challenge - 𐙚
Main concept: of this challenge is that I have to bring my passions back to life that died long ago
Bit inspired by @zzzzzestforlife 🍾🫶🏻
As in song's lyrics of 'black swan'
"If this can no longer resonate, no longer make my heart vibrate, then like this may be how I die my first death."
[ You can reblog this post and start this challenge by yourself after adding your own goals under the reblogged post of yours... :)) ]
[ Academics:- ᥫ᭡🎐
As to bring back my interest in studies there are some goals of mine and some tips (I am referring myself as 'you' as some external force for myself) 🎀
☆ By the mid of September you must be on track in academics - complete notes and zero backlogs , regular revision ! 📄❕️❕️
☆ 📌 Complete pw modules till December
☆ work on weak chapters🗯 - relation and functions , trigonometry , periodic classification and topic electronic configuration of chapter - 2 of chemistry 💨
☆ listen to podcasts like 'ACADEMIC VALIDATION'🗒and 'YOUR A+ LIFE'📈 while studying mathematics. (As I kinda not get maths yk )
☆ study along with study vloggers - 'STUDY WITH ME' 🩰 because it helps when you find a 'partner' in studying.
☆ Have a mindset that you are not a student but you are a employee working for a greater position in your job or for greater income....🏷 which means position- topper or sum and income - grades ⏳️
☆ while studying physics you should use whiteboard 📇cuz I know it gets boring at times so yea
☆ for chemistry I would say that read books and make pretty pretty notes 🪄 and if you still can't study it then just watch some study vlogs and restart 🎲 (it helps me sometimes)
☆ study computer science chapter of - 'PYTHON' 🖥 whenever you get time as of getting mind off STEM subjects
[ Workout :- ᥫ᭡ 🎳
☆ I know it's not easy getting off bed but just use 1-2-5 minute rule 🎗
-stand up for 1 minute and drink some water
- start off with some stretching next for 2 minutes
- do 4 plank sessions in 5 minutes or any other favourite exercise move of yours
(This is my concept btw) And this will help about 70 percent to actually get you up.🥊
☆ do pilates in case you don't feel like exercising⛳️
☆ do 'lazy' stretching either before sleeping ot after sleeping.🎯
☆ walk minimum 6k steps a day♠️
[ Hobbies/Extra curricular :- ᥫ᭡ 🎱
☆ subscribe/follow to multiple dance pages so you automatically get the urge to dance🪀
☆ watch your idol dancing...it helps🧩
☆ dance atleast twice a week no matter what , even if you have to force it. It will individually get better if you were some day passionate bout it once.👯🏻♀️
☆ start writing your incomplete book by visualizing the scenes of the book...may help sometimes🖇
☆ during breaks from studies play basketball even for 5 minutes... put your phone away and walk around with your basketball around you then you will automatically feel the urge.🏀
☆ take part in school activities as much as you can....I get it that there is lot of academic work but it shouldn't stop you from being an all rounder🏆🏅
[ Social :- ᥫ᭡🥂
☆ cut people off...yea exactly CUT THEM OFF !! Lot of people don't really deserve you. You know who those people are.🌬
☆ don't get too comfy with some people. I get it that its your nature but keep that aside rn because it can be pressuring your self respect.🛑
☆ cut off atleast 3 people this year (atleast)💬
☆ don't be too kind to endure every other 'tease' of thiers. No this degrades your self respect and standards✋🏻
☆ if they are constantly mean then cut them off or just give them what they deserve(be the karma).🗣
☆ be as much confident as you can.you know nothing is cringe.... your definition of cringe is limiting you from your potential.🧭
So this is it for this challenge. I will regularly add more goals if needed and keep on updating my process.
You all are free to join :))🍾💐
#academic validation#academic weapon#light academia#student life#study#study blog#study motivation#study with me#studyblr#studyblr community#challenge#IT girl#bts#black swan#bangtan#bts jungkook#park jimin#kim taehyung#jung hoseok#mindset#min yoongi#namjoon#kpop#study buddy#study inspo#studyspo#high school#dark academia#teenagers#black swan challenge
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Anakin´s tragedy
When I saw TPM for the first time I wondered why George Lucas made the choice of making Anakin/Vader a slave, instead of bassically anyone else, this was hinted but never focused on in the OT but when you add how that experience shaped his mind and pov, it makes a lot of sense and helps to integrate, Anakin the noble slave child who helped free Naboo, Anakin the angry padawan, Anakin general of the clone wars, Anakin the fallen dark lord of the sith and Anakin the risen chosen one of the force.
You can see how Anakin´s pov relates to Vader´s mental logic coming from all those experiences.
Anakin was born a slave first to Gardulla the Hutt and later Watto and while he was a child he resented watto but could not get truly angry at him because he didn´t beat him too often and he was a bussines man after all, even if his bussines was owning him and his mom using a bomb inside their bodies.
Anakin as a child is noble, self sacrificial, resourceful, with a deep wish to make the galaxy better with good actions and maybe someday, become a Jedi to be able to free his fellow slaves, because Jedi are the warriors of peace and justice right? yet he still sees himself as property to be owned simply because that´s how he was born.
But then this kid was told by a Jedi master, well we didn´t come here to rescue slaves but we may rescue you because you are the chosen one and can help the Jedi in their fight agaisnt the Sith and Anakin still helps him and Padme because it´s the right thing to do and then he has to make his first compromise, leave his mother a slave to become a Jedi.
The Jedi brought Order to the galaxy and were it´s guardians even if they mostly do missions for the Senate right? therefore he should not hold agaisnt them the fact they never helped free his mother. He sacrificed his life with his mother and later lost her to be a Jedi and he was free in exchange, more or less. He still can´t help but be angry about it.
Anakin marries the love of his life and feels guilty for his votes towards the Jedi but after losing his mother he doesn´t care much for his Jedi title but he wants to stay and help Obi-Wan and the Jedi Order during the clone wars, this leads to him becoming one of the greatest jedi war generals the Jedi Order ever saw but it distanced him further from his Jedi peers because they saw him as a war mongering unstable man, which ironically he would not be if he wasn´t send to mission after mission in service of the Jedi Order and the Republic.
Anakin swears on his mother grave to use his force powers to stop people from dying in her memory. He uses it to try to keep his fellow padawans and soldiers from death, it helps but it isn´t enough.
The very virtues that helped shape him into a great general and warrior who cared for his troops and helped the citizens of the republic to the best of his habilities, which was exactly what the Jedi Order needed in times of war, were the reason why he became even more isolated from the order, no matter how much he helped them and how much they needed him, there was just something wrong with him from the beggining from the Jedi pov and they can´t trust him.
Anakin can´t believe how they can still mistrust him so much because most of what he did in the war was to help and please the Jedi council and the Order, his mother was killed over his choice of becoming a Jedi and that isn´t enough for them? he is half fallen for his anger over losing her and his guilt keeps him from talking to anyone about this except Padme and Palpatine.
Anakin went from being a noble, sweet boy who didn´t mind making sacrifices for what was right to a person who had to accept you had to make compromises in life, after all, he made the compromise of leaving his mother as a slave to become a Jedi right? and during the war the jedi keep making more compromises, like accepting a slave army with a chip on their head to keep them obedient right?
It isn´t hard to see Anakin going from this, believing it will matter at the end, to making the compromise of well, for Padme and for peace, the only other thing he asked Palpatine "Will we have peace?" before going to attack the Jedi temple, he will have to sacrifice the Jedi Order after they almost did a coup by trying to kill the Chancellor of the Republic.
The Empire brings order to the galaxy even if it goes overboard sometimes.He can work with that, just like he did when he was a slave or a jedi. Vader wants to bring order to the galaxy. Vader belives in bringing that Order by any means neccesary, another compromise he made but one that makes sense for him, after losing everything, his old childhood dream of making the galaxy better can be made with the Empire if he only tackles enough of whats wrong with it, with Luke´s help.
Palpatine may punish and torture him sometimes but it´s alright, he rescued him from mustafar and he is his master, the closest person he has to a father and he loves him, he has the authority to do so even if by all purposes he is also his slave.
Vader only truly starts to strike back at Palpatine´s authority and ownership over him until he wanted to own Luke or kill him and forced him to accept that decision as his only two options, only then the Anakin as he used to be starts to come back and he does it fully when he realizes he can free all the slaves(subjects of the Empire) from his master and that he doesn´t completely own him body and soul, he just has to die with him, his mission was to stop the sith and he is a sith so he must die as well but it will be worth it, to keep Luke alive and maybe paid his debts.
It´s quite hard to see Anakin going this same path if he wasn´t born a slave and joined the Jedi Order in the circunstances he did but Lucas wrote the tragedy of Anakin Skywalker and that´s how things happened.
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