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These past few days, I've been sober. I left my emotions dormant. Drinking demons to fix the leaking pipes like duck taped wrapped around a water hose. The problem wasn't addiction; no, it was the feeling of not feeling. Not feeling the pain, tiredness, depression, anxieties, alone, problems, not hearing the voices, and the brokenness. It was the novicane to the pain like a toothache. Addiction is the feeling that it gives you; the comfort of not being alone. Not alone from the outside world but in your head. That dark place you get trapped at sometimes. Now I feel everything, overwhelmed and overflowed of feelings that I thought I would hide. I thought it was dormant, but it just became more torment. Yet, these past few days, I've been sober.
#poets corner#forypupage#new poets society#just smile#love poetry#clean and sober#soberlife#loner life#poetas en tumblr#deep poetry#sad poetry#alcohol#sober thoughts#feel alone#feel nothing#emotions#empty spaces#mental health#death mention#journal#poetry#dark poetry#dead poets society#poetic#just leave me alone#lost#no love
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#love#relationship#deserve#self love#time#whole heart#alone#feel alone#broken heart#seperated#ex boyfriend#goodbye#best friend#important#not important#feelings#show feelings#quote#broken feelings
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Autumn has begun
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Did you ever feel so lonely even though you have friends? Because you know if they have to choose, it won't be you.
#mental health#academic validation#burnt out gifted kid#tw depressing thoughts#burnout#gifted burn out#friends#friendship#lonely#my feelings are hurt#feel alone
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#juice wrld#999#robbery#bandit#all girls are the same#lean wit me#bye bye#marshmello#lucid dreams#cigarettes#go hard#fast#empty#the light#feel alone#righteous#goodbye and good riddance#death race for love#fighting demons#legends never die#emo rap#soundcloud rap#music
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I fuckin hate new year's eve fuck...
I hate those all celebrations, fireworks, parties, people...
I've never had a good time on new year's eve, and honestly I don't wanna
idk but I hate everything and everyone especially on new year's eve idk why
on every single fuckin year I hate myself more and more because of it...
idk I just want to go to sleep like it was a normal night.....
#new year's eve#new year#i hate new year's eve#i hate myself#i just wanna disappear today#hate hate hate#i hate fireworks fuckin hell get away from me with this shit#feel alone#friends hate me huh#well i don't have friends lol#one day closer to the grave yay and ppl celebrating
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I REMEMBER that day.
I REMEMBER the loneliness I felt
I REMEMBER the cards that life dealt.
I REMEMBER when the pain hurt so much, my spirit started to melt.
I REMEMBER the tears that only the rain could understand and relate to.
I REMEMBER the darkness I walked through alone.
I REMEMBER my soul being ripped like paper in a shredder. Not once being able to be put back together.
I REMEMBER it locking it away with self-loathing dditlctions.
I CONFRONT IT LOOKING AT THE SUNRISE OF A BUILDING AND I.........
#new poets society#poets corner#forypupage#books#just smile#journal#love poetry#feel alone#in the dark#heartless#sad poem#dwellers empty path#hold me#feelings#true story#no hope#i've done it#dark poetry#sinking#kiss me#im lost#no one understands#loveforher#im done
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Do you ever felt like you live in the shadow of someone ? No matter how hard i try i Will never be good enough... I Will always live in their shadow... I'm not important... I'm at the point i talk alone since nobody reply to me...
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#black and white#photography#feelings#girl#love#art#sad quotes#sadness#dark#thoughts#lonely#feel alone#alone#missunderstood#depressive thoughts#depression#pain#heartbroken#heartache
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I need love, but I need even more money 🤑
Please, don't hate me 💕
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I just a family that loves me..is it too much to ask for?
#mental health#burnt out gifted kid#tw depressing thoughts#burnout#gifted burn out#family#found family#toxic#toxic parents#my feelings are hurt#feel alone#never feeling enough#someone to talk to#i want someone to be proud of me#someone love me
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Aprendo qualsiasi tipo di social vedo solo gente che posta grigliate, gente che sta insieme a bere con gli amici in un parco, oppure persone che si sono presi il ponte per poter far una gita fuori porta.
E io lavoro, pranzo e cena ma non è un problema, oppure non la prendo come altri miei colleghi che stanno, come dire, "rosicando" per il fatto di non essere con le loro persone.
Ma forse è qui il problema, o almeno i pensieri di oggi si focalizzano sul fatto che fossi stato libero a pranzo non avrei concluso nulla perchè non ho quel tipo di amicizie qui, or maybe dovrei meglio dire non ho amicizie qui. Ma la cosa mi disturba?
Honestly vedere praticamente la stessa stories o foto in loop, tutti felici (o così pare), tutti insieme, un po mi fa rimanere.. little down, ma poi riflettendoci su penso che io non sono quello. Non sono quel tipo di persona che riesce a trovare soddisfazione o piacere, se così si può definire, nel stare ore seduto al tavolo a mangiare o bere, o oziare su una sdraio al sole o al parco. Naah thanks.
Però qui ulteriore pensiero; non sono quella persona che enjoya fare queste cose, con altre persone; probabilmente in un universo parallelo se avessi avuto una cerchia di amicizie che mi invitavano e io avessi potuto, senza lavoro o altri cazzi, avrei probably rifiutato, ma perchè stare con altra gente per un asociale del cazzo come il sottoscritto please no. Ma allora dico: di cosa ti lamenti?
Del fatto che ti senti solo (forse perchè effettivamente lo sei) oppure che non hai qualche amicizia con cui fare quello che fanno tutti? Ma se li avessi ti inventeresti ogni tipo di scusa pur di evitare di stare in quel tipo di situazioni, lo sappiamo.
Amo il mio saper stare solo, senza aver bisogno di qualcuno really, ma a volte questa "consapevolezza" contrasta con la solitudine invece vera e propria, e se mentre in me c'è una parte che ama farsi i suoi 2-3 joint la sera/notte alone, l'altra vorrebbe qualcuno accanto, magari di "stabile" idk..
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