#feel alone

[goldenpoet1]

These past few days, I've been sober. I left my emotions dormant. Drinking demons to fix the leaking pipes like duck taped wrapped around a water hose. The problem wasn't addiction; no, it was the feeling of not feeling. Not feeling the pain, tiredness, depression, anxieties, alone, problems, not hearing the voices, and the brokenness. It was the novicane to the pain like a toothache. Addiction is the feeling that it gives you; the comfort of not being alone. Not alone from the outside world but in your head. That dark place you get trapped at sometimes. Now I feel everything, overwhelmed and overflowed of feelings that I thought I would hide. I thought it was dormant, but it just became more torment. Yet, these past few days, I've been sober.

[lonely-abstraction]

I don't matter....

[lovejunkie97]

[anxietyqueenme]

[daugterofliterature]

Autumn has begun

[mikrhsnobara]

Did you ever feel so lonely even though you have friends? Because you know if they have to choose, it won't be you.

[khaosritual]

[hope-iis-a-waking-dream]

I crave and need emotional connection in all forms. It’s messing with my head.

[64sue]

I fuckin hate new year's eve fuck...

I hate those all celebrations, fireworks, parties, people...

I've never had a good time on new year's eve, and honestly I don't wanna

idk but I hate everything and everyone especially on new year's eve idk why

on every single fuckin year I hate myself more and more because of it...

idk I just want to go to sleep like it was a normal night.....

[goldenpoet1]

I REMEMBER that day.

I REMEMBER the loneliness I felt

I REMEMBER the cards that life dealt.

I REMEMBER when the pain hurt so much, my spirit started to melt.

I REMEMBER the tears that only the rain could understand and relate to.

I REMEMBER the darkness I walked through alone.

I REMEMBER my soul being ripped like paper in a shredder. Not once being able to be put back together.

I REMEMBER it locking it away with self-loathing dditlctions.

I CONFRONT IT LOOKING AT THE SUNRISE OF A BUILDING AND I.........

[lonely-abstraction]

Do you ever felt like you live in the shadow of someone ? No matter how hard i try i Will never be good enough... I Will always live in their shadow... I'm not important... I'm at the point i talk alone since nobody reply to me...

[smsmatamba1-blog]

[hopelessdreamcatcher]

[sensationsart]

feel alone

[mikrhsnobara]

I just a family that loves me..is it too much to ask for?