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MWHA

Hey so how would lilia feel about apocalypse yuu and the obvious world ending war and after effects from where yuu is from?

Thank you for feeding us apocalypse yuu <3

I started maniacally laughing as soon as I read the name lilia

FEM ALIGNED DNI

How Lilia Vanrouge reacts to the war and its effects: 

Lilia would say your relationship was pretty good. As nameless and as vague as it was. It was...peaceful. 

It was nice.

You were learning to trust people, to trust him. To let your guard down just a little bit more each day. To speak your mind and make decisions and to just simply walk with him without looking over your shoulder every few seconds. 

He’ll never forget that feeling of happiness and relief when you fell asleep with him right there next to you for the first time, or when you saw him enter a room and he saw your shoulders drop just that much. 

Once, in the pop music club room, Cater had asked him how he got you to relax around him so easily. He only gave a small chuckle and a vague response, as he himself didn’t truly know at the time. 

He still doesn’t. only having a few loose theories here and there, but he is grateful to be able to know you just a little bit more than the average person. To be able to live this long to see you come here, to this world, scared and confused and hopelessly, utterly lost, and then to see you start to really live for the first time.

He hopes he hopes that he’ll be blessed enough to live to see you thrive. 

Honestly? he thinks it’s because of something simple. So, so simple

He listens.

Not to say the others don’t of course, they listen!

they just ...don’t really believe you. 

Lilia doesn’t blame them, honestly.

It truly feels like you exaggerate your past and lack of knowledge at times.

The most obvious example he can think of is when epel, that pretty first year boy, gifted you one of those beautiful red apples that grew on his parents farm, only for you to look at it with confusion and distrust. 

You didn’t know what an apple was.

You didn’t know what most fruits were period. (Or cheese, or most meats,or most vegetables, he thinks he saw you reboot like an old computer the first time you saw milk) Often confusing the names and refusing to eat them if you forgot what they were. 

It was at that point where he could tell your rag tag little group of friends started to doubt your words. Just a bit.

He would have too, if not for the clear, heavy distress that simply couldn’t be faked that was ever so evident on your face when he'd asked.

“Perfect, do you really not know what any of these fruits are”, he has taken extra care to keep this conversation playful. He wasn’t trying to embarrass you after all. 

You simply huffed, a bit of frustration showing. 

Lilia ignored the little happy spark he got from seeing you show what you were feeling. You were getting better at that.

“Of course I don’t! we don’t have fresh fruit in the tunnels! Not to mention things like "cheese" and dont even get me started on good meat!”, you said it like it so obvious...

You never explained what the tunnels were. But lilia could guess.

He had a bad feeling about them either way....

So yes. The others listened. But you could both see crystal clear that they took what you said with a heavy grain of salt. 

Lilia on the other hand, believed every word. Or at least tried too.

So when you asked him to swing by Ramshackle saying you wanted to show him something, how could he refuse?

Really, how could he?

....

Lilia Vanrouge didn't know what he was expecting. He knew it was probably something big, judging from your earlier tone of voice.

But this....

this was just sickening.

you sat shirtless on the floor, with your arms out in the air in front of you. 

with your scars on full display. 

there were (oh great seven) there were slash marks all across your chest. Ragged and uneven and ugly. Looking like whatever cut them in took extra care to truly rip and tear your flesh apart.

There were burn marks on your shoulders and your stomach. Looking like they came from both fire and electricity. The electric burns spiderwebbing their way up the side of your neck and around your sides.

There were what looked to be claw marks and dog bites on your stomach as well, like you were almost frantically mauled to death and just barely made it out with your life.

There was a circular hole he didn't know the cause of on both sides of your right forearm, the underside scar being in the same spot but significantly worse.

There were like deep (deep) bruises that he could see everywhere on your body.

and then there were the marks on your back....

There were whip marks and lashes absolutely everywhere. Slashed across every which way, overlapping with each other and digging into your flesh. there were a few places that he swore had less skin than others. and oh God some of them only looked a few months old. 

Some of them were fresh when you came here.

Lilia didn’t know what the rest of your body looked like, but he already knew that your back was in the worst condition out of everything.

A small whimper snapped him out of his thoughts.

You were still on the floor, now sifting slightly, like you were embarrassed.

Embarrassed. What an odd little human.

Lilia immediately got down on the floor and sat in front of you, dust and possible bugs be damned.

He didn't touch you, only looking at your face and tried to make eye contact.

He tried his best to avoid looking at your neck. The lighting in this old dorm was bad but he swore he could still see a slash-

"Y/N....can you please look at me?", gentle. Just keep the tone gentle for now.

You still looked away from him. Lilia sighed.

Gently, oh so gently, he brought his hand to your face and slowly turned you head towards him.

You didn't flinch. Not once! And if lilia silently celebrated this feat later? Well, that was his business, and his alone.

Your eyes held a hint of fear when you looked at him. Fear of rejection.

Why would he ever push you away for something like this?

...Did someone do that before?

He heard you let out a faint, shaky breath, trying to find your voice.

He still didn't say anything. Just let you take your time. He couldn't rush something like this.

So he sat there, just out of reach as to not overwhelm you, as you took a deep breath and tried to compose yourself.

"So uh...I'm sure you have questions", you tried to say it in a way that lightened the mood, but your voice came out small.

It was fine. You couldn't lighten something like this either way.

The fae infront of you looked at you with the patients of a someone who's lived a dozen lifetimes and counting, which made you relax just a bit more.

Good.

"That I do perfect, but make no mistake, you are not obligated to answer"

"No! No, I- I want you to know. I wouldn't have shown you otherwise...", your voice trailed off.

Lilia took a deep breath.

Ok. Sharing scares.

Sharing memories.

Sharing war stories.

He could do that. He's done it before hundreds of times. He could do it again.

He just...didn't want to do it with someone so young. Someone who had absolutely zero business doing any type of life or death fighting.

Unfortunately, life was a total bitch and just loved putting him in these exact situations.

"Ok...ok. so why don't you tell me about...this one first", lilia pointed to the circular hole that went through your arm. He wanted to know what caused it.

(And maybe. Just maybe, find something that could heal it)

You sighed a bit. He thinks in relief? And smiled just a tad.

"Ok... that one was caused when me and a rescue team were trying to locate one of the medics that had gone missing during a surprise raid on the southwest base.... I wasn't even supposed to be there really...", you trailed off again. Your eyes glossing over a little.

Well. That couldn't happen.

The last thing he wanted here was for you to relive any one of these scars.

"What was the medics name?", it was the only thing he could ask, really. He didn't understand much of what else you had said.

You took a deep breath. Right.

You weren't there anymore.

"Caroline. Her name was Caroline. And she has a sister named Kate.... she's the one who put in the request for her to be found. Her body, at the very least"

Lilia began to wonder what exactly happened during these "raids". And why it required children to clean up the aftermath.

"Caroline. She was the medic. Ok.... you said you weren't supposed to be there?"

You looked a little sheepish at that.

"Yeah... our base was short on explosives manufacturers so they sent me. I was still learning but apparently I knew enough to go out there anyway. Heh...yeah, it didn't turn out too well"

....explosive manufacturers?

Lilia had met and worked with plenty if mages that specialized in more.. dramatic shows of magic. Especially during the wars.

How, lilia wondered, was something like that simulated without magic?

...He didn't know if he wanted to find out.

Instead of asking what in the seven an explosive manufacturer was, he asked:

"Why did you have to go though? Surely there were other uh...people in your field? That had nore experience", he kept his tone soft, trying to keep you unaware of the anger that was slowly building in his gut.

You silently shifted where you were sitting, looking like you regretted this more and more.

Damn.

Carefully, he added, "where were the others?"

"...active combat was getting more and more rare....no one thought- I mean- we just needed farmers and hunters and medics more than we needed weapons at the time"

The look on your face was...hard to describe as you struggled to explain your past situation as quick as possible. Like you would be punished if you didn't do it fast enough.

Hm...

"Y/N...", lilia started slowly

He had an idea of what your world was like.

He had a good idea of what your world was like.

And he was hoping that he wasn't right.

Your head raised a bit. Making eye contact with him and calming down just a little. Good. But he was going to feel all the more guilty about what he was about to say.

"Were you by chance, involved in any type of warfare?"

Lilia didn't know what you'd do. He had been ready for anything. For you to scream and shout and scratch and fight. For you to try and deny what you both already knew for whatever reason.

But you never did.

Instead, you just tilted your head to the side, like a confused dog.

Then you said:

"The war ended around...50 years ago? 60? I don't know for sure. The records were all destroyed, and the elders that fought in it are quickly dying out"

Lilia breath hitched.

All those scars. All their stories. Are from the aftermath? The aftermath of a finished war is still producing what lilia believes might very well be child soldiers.

And then you spoke again.

"When I was...I think twelve? I don't know. No one really knows their age. But I was definitely around twelve. The other manufacturers with more experience and a better idea if what they're doing got sent to the northern bases. They were needed there. They wouldn't tell me why"

...

...Twelve?

"Anyways, a couple months later -or were they weeks?- some time later, Caroline went missing"

Twelve?

"And I was really all they had to send"

Twelve.

"Now that I think about it...it was probably because they could replace me well enough if it didn't go as good as it did"

Fucking TWELVE?!

"As good as it did?!", lilias voice startled you out if your own head.

You looked at him. He looked back at you with an expression of exasperated rage.

You stopped talking.

"As good-as GOOD as it did!"

"Y/N. Y/N there is no good in this! This-" He grabbed your arm. Gesturing to the old, half healed scar that had started this whole mess "-is terrible! Dammit this is a crime against morality!"

...

...oh.

You looked at your arm. At the old shot gun would you had gotten after getting your arm stuck just outside if the entrance to the tunnel you and your temporary team had taken.

You could barely even remember why you had it out in the first place.

To throw a grenade you had put together on the spot? A stick of dynamite? You didn't know.

All you knew was that it hurt.

It still does sometimes.

You looked down at your own body.

They all still do sometimes.

....

Oh God...

You looked back at lilia, and the night resumed.

None of what you said will likely never be repeated outside if the walls of Ramshakle. Not all of it at least.

You didn't tell lilia about the scars on your back. You probably never will.

That was fine.

You told him what you had to do to survive, and he told you that you shouldn't have had to do that in the first place.

There were things that were never really explained. Like guns or grenades or that old, abandoned army tank that you played when you were a child.

("So it's a car...with a Canon on it?"

"Uhhhh. Sure. Yeah")

And other things...

Well. Turns out some scenarios are seen a bit different here.

You don't your age.

That's sad. Not bormal.

You don't know who your real parents are. The high infant mortality rate in the southeast base and the tunnels surrounding it that most mothers simply give away their children to avoid the pain of burying their babies.

That's a tragedy. A horrible, horrible tragedy.

Not normal.

Just like your life.

........

As soon as he got back to Diasomnia, lilia went to check on silver. Then sebek. Then malleus.

Silver and sebek were asleep. And he could see malleus taking a walk about the dorm from his bedroom window.

They were safe. Lilia felt his shoulders drop for the first time that night.

...and then he did something he never thought he would need do again.

Slowly, lilia walked over to his desk, lighting a tall, white candle and setting out an expensive piece of meat.

Wasn't the best offering, but it'll due for now.

He hoped it would at least.

Religion had long since died out of twisted wonderland as a whole, with only a few churches and temples remaining in certain parts in the shaftlands and a few of the older families in briar valley truly practicing in this modern age. 

Even so, later that night when his dorm and his children were all sound asleep, lilia knelt beside his bed and prayed to his old god for the first time in centuries.

He could only hope that they would be answered. 

[imustbenuts]

Reading of Fire Emblem Awakening with a Buddhist lens and the context of the 'sacrifice mc' ending

Preface: Writen by a person who is a massive nerd living in South East Asia. Not a practicing Buddhist but grew up on the fringes of its local influence. Most points here are copy pasted and heavily edited from a prev post I wrote in reply to felikatze's post about Brave Robin some time ago.

EN: Fire Emblem Awakening

JP: ファイアーエムブレム 覚醒

Awakening is a pretty important word when it comes to religion and spirituality, but specifically when put in the light of Buddhism, it takes on extra meaning. Kakusei 覚醒 in JP language has a heavier emphasis on Enlightenment than just waking up after an alarm bell rings.

In this entry, the word Awakening isn't thrown into the title in reference to Robin awakening to the fell dragon; it's a bad end if followed straight anyway. Trying to read it with a non-buddhist lens will often yield the confusion of why self-sacrifice would ever be justified, and in my experience many anglo speaking fans online have indeed express dislike of the sacrifice ending in Awakening.

Which is understandable. But! To the Japanese and many other Asian players, this overwhelmingly isn't the case. And the reason is I think: culture + Buddhism.

The flow of this post will go in this rough outline while I try to explain it from a more Buddhist pov. Sorry if it's messy :(

Buddhism 101 Crash Course (orange so if you wanna skip it feel free)

Original Timeline Awakening

'Our' Shown Timeline Awakening

Ending

Ok. Let's begin

Crash Course on surface level Buddhism 101 (please please go read more on your own if interested, this is VERY surface):

The core idea of Buddhism is that everything is dynamic, fluid, and fluctuating. Never in perpetual stasis. In Buddhism cosmosology, there are different tiers of being ranging from low to high. The goal of Buddhsim is to break out of the cycle of death and rebirth (samsara), and enter into a state of peaceful non-existence (nirvana). Suffering and yearning is inevitable as a part of life, and is meant to be reduced as much as possible for both the individual and others. Causing more will cause the individual to stray further away from the goal of nirvana. Also, that everything in the world is deeply interconnected, and an action will affect things down the line.

And, the final condition of being able to nirvana is to essentially, let go of attachment.

Buddhism Cosmology 101 and FEverse:

So in Buddhism cosmology, there are tiers of beings. The higher one is in this existence tier, the closer one is to breaking out of the cycle. Humans are the baseline, and animals are the lower while supernatural beings are higher as a general rule of thumb. (theres exceptions to this like the hungry ghosts but not impt here for this post)

IN FEA, we have a few characters who are of a vague but present 'higher' tier. Naga, Tiki, Nowe, and Nah. And then there's Grima, the gigantic Fell Dragon. Though we can interpret these characters as different races of beings compared to humans, if we apply Buddhism cosmology, then these are 'higher' tier being. With Naga being one of the highest tier. In fact she functions exactly like a Buddha.

And still, despite being a higher being relative to humans, Grima isn't out of the cycle. In fact, Grima is locked into it. Contrast Naga where it feels like she could go at anytime but choose to stay behind.

Locked in the cycle and not allowed to change

Instead, Grima is bound to a blood pact with Forneus after being artificially created. No matter how its sliced, Grima is closer a tier to the divine dragons than humans and should technically be closer to nirvana, but no dice. In-lore, this supernatural aspect grants power to Forneus' bloodline and subsequently Validar and Robin, on top of binding them to the plane of the living. Grima gets back into existence over the 1000 years after their initial defeat to inflict incredible pain and devastation and gets sealed for it.

So, Grima isn't able to break out of samsara from a Buddhist pov, and each time they come back they're requested/demanded by the summoners to cause immense pain and destruction. As much as there might be manipulation on the Grimleals' side, it's equally possible its willing to on some degree on their side. Thus the cycle of suffering for both them and the world continues.

But there is one extra nuance here to the reincarnation idea in Buddhism: Buddhists prefer the term 're-becoming' or 'rebirth' rather than reincarnation. Its not exactly a re-inheritance of the same exact unchanging soul in a new body, but the passing on of a mind/consciousness which can be malleable. And since a mental state is a lot more fluid and changeable, it's much more preferred to the idea of a same-ish soul being passed on like a hot potato typical in western Catholic interpretation of the same concept. (eternal paradise or damnation being a big thing from what I understand, so it's a very one soul one life one chance kinda deal.) Subtle differences, but put a pin in this for now.

On the topic of memories

A reincarnated person isn't supposed to have their old memories... at least, at first, the orignal Robin seems to do. Now, while big Buddha himself had his past lives' memories, it was only after he mediated and gained enlightenmnet. If we follow this logic, it's likely something broke original timeline (OT) Robin in the opposite way, leading into a... let's just say false awakening. This leads into the first timeline where Robin, retaining all their current life's memories and told their identity was Grima and not allowed to basically begin anew, destroys the world with a zombie apocalypse. In this timeline, Robin awakens, but not to a cool gucci love and peace Buddha enlightenment. Rather, the cynical, nihilistic all things should die and shut up kind.

In normal reincarnation situation, the reborn person is allowed to begin anew. There is a Buddhist hell which fucntions as a means to cleanse one of their bad karma, and so there is a strong emphasis on this. Grima is being shackled to 1 identity imo, and it sucks a bit.

Semi HC territory with this lens too: It's very likely that despair at various point was exploited for this to happen by their worshippers. Bc what better way to than to cut off a person from the rest of the world, from people, and create a situation where the victim has no one to lean on? Exactly like how baby Grima was cut off like in FE:Shadows of Valentia in that sealed off tower known as Thebes Labyrinth. Ofc, this is pure independence at the worst, and also very textbook cultist stuff.

(Side note: remembering past lives isn't really a loud thing in Buddhist practice, I think. It's sort of egotistical to claim oneself as so-and-so, going against some teachings and practice of it since it makes the claimer seem egotistical and arrogant, and thus it's just... bad form to do so. Also its more often than not used as a tactic to scam/manipulate people >_>. )

So, original timeline was played straight to the title: Fire Emblem Awakening. False Awakening. (I hope I'm making sense so far. x_x;;)

Fire Emblem Awakening's original timeline is true to its title and a bleak world.

This Awakening is just. Wrong. Remember that I mention interdependence being a big part of the core religion's philosophy? Grima shuns this by ignoring bonds and killing all those they might be friends with otherwise. Despite the constant preaching of Buddhism to be peaceful and do good things, Grima kind of murders and kills and is everything associated with darkness and death. Rather than lessen suffering, Grima causes more and takes away others' ability to walk their own path in their goal of total destruction.

Grima also does not even come close to understanding the world and interconnectedness. Thus, Grima with their actions here is doomed to be perpetually trapped in a never-ending spiral of life and death.

Amnesia zap!

So, stuff happens, Lucina takes on the world and breaks into another timeline. Grima follows, causing alternate (our) Robin to get the big amnesia zap. To do over, basically, to let go of the past and redo it from a clean slate devoid of prior biases and judgement.

In effect, this is as good as being reborn from the Buddhist pov. Remember when I mention not remembering the past life at least in the beginning? And that the mind is fluid?

Later in the game, amnesia'd Robin meets OT Robin/Grima, and it gets. Interesting. The both of them seems to be disturbed by each other. If we follow the logic that these are the same person, then the schism, I think, is rooted very much in their lived experiences and thus take-away of their understanding of their own world.

This characterization further continues into Fire Emblem Heroes. They trigger each others' panic response. It's the maximum uncanny valley feeling, I think, bc it's like looking at a doppelganger: the exact same in appearance, but slightly ever so different in personality, in experience, in belief. To the point that its not exactly them, even though it should be.

At their meeting in FEA, Our Robin the Avatar the MC has already grown close to Chrom and friends. Our Robin understands bonds and their place in the world and finds love and acceptance and a place for themself beside Chrom, and in Ylisse.

This Robin understands the concept of love and interconnectedness. Grima/OT Robin, however, continues to shun it all to the end.

Conditions ok in the new timeline. Let go, Yes/No?

...So in the timeline we're familiar with, what is the Awakening referring to?

If we go by how one is supposed to attain enlightenment in Buddhism, it's by gaining an insight to how the world works, how everything is connected, and letting go of cravings/yearnings. While I think there's possibly a bunch of ways to interpret this in FEA, there is a very simple one.

The easiest interpretation would be that Robin understood their role in the world to be a vessel/reincarnation of Grima, and that it isn't the correct way because bonds are too important, and that no matter how difficult it must be, a worse future must be prevented no matter the cost. Bc they have come to adore their friends and the family of said friends and their future.

And to that future, possibly even the world in which they reside.

Grima however, stands against this. Grima's existence means the future for their friends, possible spouse and children, and Chrom, cannot live. What Grima stands for is annihilation.

There is a way to remove Grima permanently, but that comes at a cost, and that cost is them. Choosing this is to know that Grima as Grima was known cannot be allowed to come into existence, and if they were Grima or even hold the potential, that chance needs to be non-existent. The Grima before them needs to be non-existent. Robin has to be non-existent. (Out of the samsara cycle as you could say hohoho)

The alternative would be to seal Grima away and then let the future deal with them again in 1000 years. To say that Robin is too attatched to their newfound love ones and cannot let go. And this might be more preferable to some.

But we're talking about a game with Awakening in the title made by a bunch of Japanese. And with a somewhat shared culture at least I and my friends here understand. And so, pretty much everyone around me in this part of the world overwhelmingly chose the mutual destruction option.

>Yes

In the sacrifice ending, they let go of their yearning to be with their friends, their possible spouse, their possible children, and Chrom. The world, essentially.

The key difference between Our Robin and the OT Robin is, Robin has hope for the world despite being cut off from his loved ones and knowing they might be in some afterlife hell where they might very well be alone. The emotions of hope and love is just so strong it's convinced Robin that death was worth facing.

This is the True Fire Emblem Awakening.

After the credits, Chrom finds Robin on the ground again, seemingly returned and now fully unchained to the identity of Grima. This is framed as a good thing, as reward for choosing the hard path. (Even tho technically Robin doesn't break out of samsara here but. It's a good job reward for the player I guess)

So when the game asks if you are willing to sacrifice your Robin, it is in effect asking if you the player are willing to accept letting go in hopes of change and the new. (at least in my pov)

And remember the pin? About the soul/mind being malleable?

Grima and Robin are direct contrasts. Line up the themes and they contrast in every way. Past vs Future, Despair vs Hope, Death vs Life. They can be interpreted as the same person or different depending, but it remains that they share the same soul despite being very different.

In effect, this is saying that yes, even indirectly, a complete irredeemable being who has commited so much attrocities it breaks the scale like Grima can change. Can be better. The conditions just has to be there.

Now, all of these is just a reading from a Buddhist pov. There's many many more takeaways and possible routes of extrapolation, so don't take this as me saying it's the only way to read FEA. It is not. It is sooo not there's a bunch of fans out there writnig their own analysis about it.

Also, the Buddhist narrative is not exclusive to FEA. It is in every FE games to some degree. I think FEA and Engage are some of the loudest and explicit. I've written more and complied them here if you are interested in checking out more of my word vomit.

Thanks for reading!

[yurnu]

Para TODOS AU'S

Cual sera su final de la historia?, ya que aqui el protaginista es Adam.

Para Templar Monster

Que hizo Lucifer cuando charlie en algun futuro le diga que su sueño no se logro y se encargara de un hotel comun? le cantara cancioens o la trarara por fin como una adulta?

Los 2 estaran deprimidos Charlie por su sueño roto y Lucifer por no lograr ayudarla y por lilith?

Charlie seguira cantando o estara algo amargada y solo cantara en momentos especiales?

Quiero conocer el final feliz de Vox ya que vio perder epicamente a Alastor, morir el sueño de Charlie (que le molestaba tambien).

Para BUTTERFLY EFFECT AU

Que diria Adam cuando descubra que los arqueolos descubran sus restos humanos junto con dinosaurios y eh inventos de piedra y pinturas en cuevas y quedaran confundido y darse cuenta que ordenar la historia antes de jesus es un desorden sin sentido?

Por cierto que tanto cambio la religion ya que Adam no fue el padre de la humanidad sino Steve (si quiera saben de Adam?).

Para Deadly Sin!Adam

Como reaciono Adam cuando un pecador llego al cielo?

En esta AU charlie lograra llevar mas gente o solo a sir pentious al cielo?

Alastor quiere gobernan el infierno era un peligro para Adam?

Y fue real que Adam fue quien tuvo el bebe de Eva o era un chiste y estan juntos realmente?

Para Chimera!Adam

Esta charlie tambien se rendira ya que solo sir pentious lograra subir y hara del hotel un hotel normal por culpa de Adam que puede comercelos y puede tratarlos mal si sube de nuevo al cielo?

Es justo que Adam no considere alma buena a sir pentious y ahora no pueda subir hasta que los angeles encargados lo encierren de nuevo?

Le pondran el casco de nuevo a Adam o usaran otra cosa para que Adam no este tan atrapado pero sea seguro con la mala gente o si muestra mas control lo ayudaran con un te y Michael a superar su crisis viendo que no es mejor que un genocida por que mato mucha gente inocente sin querer (en la tierra)?

Te imaginas que Vox por accidente graba a Lucifer haciendose cariño con imagenes y fotos tomadas de lejos de Adam y lo publique en todo el infierno?

Charlie le hara citas con seres peludos del infierno en un intento que su padre olvide a Adam ya que en esta vida no conseguira nada y le averguenza mucho?

llith regresando por alguna razon y viendo todo lo que hizo Adam y que ahora es un enorme monstruo

lilith: Por que deje a esos idiotas en el infierno, charlie heredo la estupides de su padre como su fea cara, bueno ya mire mejor regreso al cielo y hare como si no me improta a no espera no me importa ya esta mierda de lugar o mi familia.

Para ADAM'S THIRD WIFE AU

Adam descubrira que Ariel esta en ese cuerpo de pecador y que haria al respeto?

Ariel podra salir del infierno sin un cuerpo?

Lucifer intenta coquetear con Adam o a diferencia de Chimera!Adam si entiende que no tiene esperanza con el y lo deja tranquilo?

Charlie continuara redimiendo pecadores o tendra problemas con Ariel?

Charlie se enterarar de la suciedad de sus padres como los vera luego de eso?

lilith hara algo ya que Ariel ¨murio¨ necesita detener a su hija que hara?

Para BUTTERFLY EFFECT AU

A diferencia de los otros AU o canon veremos mas el mundo humano como seran las aventuras de charlie en la tierra?

Se disfrasara o esta ahi sin ella y vaggie tambien se disfrasa?

Alguien descubrira que viene del infierno?

Como ayuda a gente en la tierra a ir al cielo apoyara mas a charlie que la del canon?

Emily conocera a charlie o oira de ella ayudando a humanos llegar al cielo y de su terrible forma de nacer?

Como invocabas a Adam para pedirle cosas en esta AU?, lucifer era con una cabra

lilith buscara venganza por perder su poder o estara en la playa sin hacer nada?

que es de Steve?

Lucifer ira encima de Adam o Adam de Lucifer?

Haran cosas cursis de pareja cuando esten juntos?

Quiero ver la boda ;_;

||🔱👑⚜️🍃🪹💝 ALL AU'S 💝🪹🍃⚜️👑🔱||

Pues sinceramente aún no he pensado en eso (⁠；⁠^⁠ω⁠^⁠）

⚜️ Templar Monster ⚜️

Ella dejara de lado su sueño, sabiendo que es completamente inútil ir en contra del cielo con las fuerzas que ellos manejan. Lo cual hace que Lucifer se sienta mal por ella ya que sus sueños fueron contados, pero al fin la vera como una adulta.

Charlie no estará tan amargada, ya que tendrá a sus amigos con ella, pero ahora solamente cantará cuando el momento lo requiera.

Vox es el más feliz en este AU. No le importaría mucho morir en algún exterminio, lo hará feliz sabiendo que Alastor ahora ya no es tan respetado entre los Overlords y lo ven nada más que un chiste y que ese hotel ahora es un complemento fiasco.

🍃 BE 🍃

Adam: ¡AHAHAHAHAHAHA! ¡PERO QUE PENDEJOS! —Viendo a los científicos tratando de darle algún sentido a sus travesuras atraves del mesozoico — Tengo que admitir que mi cadáver de agrega un toque a esta mierda — viendo atraves de su esfera de cristal a los conspiranoicos perder la cabeza y decir que había una civilización de gigantes en la época de los dinosaurios — Valió la pena esperar por esto—

Los religiosos no saben de Adam, ya que su nombre se perdió en el tiempo debido a los numerosas interpretaciones y traducciones de la biblia. Así que Adam, el verdadero primer hombre quedó perdido en el tiempo.

Charlie ocultara sus rasgos demoníacos, al igual que el resto de su personal y Vaggie. Sus aventuras en la Tierra no tendrá problemas, ya que sabe cómo manejarse ahí arriba.

Nadie sabe, ni sabrá que Charlie viene del infierno.

Charlie reformará a esos humanos pecadores con ejercicios o actividades, manteniéndolos dentro de su hotel como estadía hasta que se reformen y sean aptos para la sociedad.

Emily conocerá a Charlie y con el permiso de Sera ella también ayudará.

La manera de invocar a Adam es con un buitre y con sangre de un toro.

Lilith estará en la playa, sabiendo que no debe tentar a su suerte.

Steve maneja una florería y está divorciado de Lilith.

Soy partiraria del hombre musculoso pero sumiso en la cama y el que tiene apariencia de Twink es el top, así que ahí tienes mi respuesta.

Son asquerosamente dulces, tanto en público como en privado (Adam a menor grado pero se entiende)

Habrá boda.

👑 Deadly Sin!Adam 👑

Adam reaccionará disgustado ante esa información ¿Un pecador entre las que alguna vez fueron sus posibilidades víctimas en el pasado? Eso lo enoja más haya de lo razonable.

Los demás pecados capitales le exigirán a Lucifer que detenga está mierda de su hija, ya que involucrara al resto del infierno en una pelea que no les concierne y ni le importa por el estúpido capricho de su hija.

Alastor no representa un peligro en lo absoluto para Adam. Ya que él es el mal primordial ahora (se transfirió los pecados de la manzana a él hace años) así que para Adam, Alastor es solamente un insecto con aires de grandeza.

Nunca dudes del poder de una mujer que estuvo en abstinencia por MUCHOS años.

🪹 Chimera! Adam🪹

Charlie no se rendirá, ya que Adam no ataca a Angel Dust o a Husk si están en cierta distancia.

Adam no le importa si te "redimiste" tus buenas acciones en el infierno no borran las vidas que arrebataste en vida, para él no mereces estar entre los virtuosos.

No encerraran de vuelta a Adam, ya que eso solo trajo más repercusiones cuando se libero. Así que solamente lo dejan libre hasta que su conciencia vuelva y se logre controlar.

Michael lo ayudará en su crisis, cuando su mente vuelva, haciéndole ver que las personas que mato durante el diluvio eran unos degenerados consumidos por el pecado, que poco le importaban la vida de un niño con tal dd tenerlo como esclavo (sirviente o sexual) que lo que Adam hizo fue purgar en gran medida el pecado sobre la Tierra que alguna vez existió.

Aunque lo de Vox jamás pasará, ya que Lucifer lo hace en su castillo, digamos que el pobre cara plana no tendrá un lugar seguro en el infierno por la furia de un rey avergonzado.

Charlie intentará hacerle citas a ciegas a su padre con otros pecadores o hellborns, pero no habrá Éxito.

Lilith: No esperaba nada de ustedes, pero aún así me siento decepcionada —se vuelve al cielo para otras vacaciones —

💝 ADAM'S THIRD WIFE AU 💝

Cuando Adam se entere abrazara con fuerza a su esposa y llorara sobre su hombro, tanto de alivio como de felicidad.

Ariel puede salir del infierno sin un cuerpo, pero debe ser con la precensia de un ángel, ya que sino su alma se borrara de la existencia sin tener un recipiente para contenerla.

Lucifer entenderá que ya perdió su oportunidad con Adam desde el momento que manipuló a Lilith. Así que lo dejará tranquilo, es lo único bueno que puede hacer por él.

Charlie descubrirá las mierdas de sus padres y todo lo que ella creía se derrumbará.

A Lilith le importa una mierda.

[ordinorultor-if]

So I decided a while ago to do some facts about me when the demo dropped. Even though the demo’s been pushed back to Friday, I wanted to share some stuff about myself anyways!

So! You guys can call me JB, and today is my 21st birthday (shoutout to that one anon whose birthday is also today). I’m a cis man, and while I’m questioning my sexuality, I’m fairly certain I’m bisexual. I’m a practicing Roman Catholic, but I’m not an asshole about it - be who you wanna be, love who you wanna love, and believe in what you believe in, as long as you’re not an asshole I’m cool with you.

I was born in Chicago and lived there for a while, but me and my mom moved to Wisconsin shortly after my father passed away. Up here we basically live on a farm. We have a garden and lots of animals - two dogs and a whole flock of chickens, and we used to have horses and ducks too. I also used to have a bearded dragon (named George, because of St. George and the Dragon), but I took terrible care of the poor guy and he got sick and passed away.

When I was a kid, I wanted to be a scientist really bad. To some extent I still do, but I’ve always loved story telling, so a few years ago I realized I wanted to be a creative writer instead. While I’m currently on break from university, while I was attending I had an English Major with a Creative Writing Focus. I never declared a minor, and I was intending on a Chemistry Minor, but I might decide on an Engineering Minor when I return.

Besides reading/playing IFs, I’m into video games, TTRPGs (which is actually how I got into Interactive Fiction), firearms, history, religion and mythology, and general culture stuff. Seeing some of that, I think you could see how I ended up with the ideas for this game lol. Some of my favorite games include Crusader Kings 3 (which is how I came up with the idea for this game, playing a custom character in the Duchy of Aquitaine), Hearts of Iron IV, Skyrim, Fallout 4 (I haven’t seen the show yet, please don’t spoil it ~_~), and Cyberpunk 2077.

As mentioned above, I got into Interactive Fiction because of my love of TTRPGs. I think I’ve mentioned this story before, but I’m into Vampire: the Masquerade, and shortly after V:tM - Night Road released, I bought and played it. Around this time last year I looked into Choice of Games because of it, and the rest is history.

Also, since I couldn’t fit it in anywhere else, some genres and writing/trope stuff I like:

Childhood friends to lovers (all time favorite romance trope)

Peggy Sue fix-it fics (after all, I’m writing one over on AO3 lmao)

The former friends reconciling while facing impossible odds

Blending genres, like with sci-fan or gothic western

Related to the above: when fantasy settings have sci-fi lore/origins, and vice versa (FE3H my beloved)

Tarot motifs (again, FE3H my beloved)

Eldritch/cosmic horror

Gothic settings

Dragons that are really weird (FEA my beloved. And again, FE3H my beloved)

Anyways, that’s really all I can think of. Also, a reminder: Warlock is the best class in D&D 5E /s

[venomhasrabiess]

**Holy/religious/heaven/angel-themed pronouns!!**

Angel Themed:

Ae/Aen/Gel/Gels/Aenself

Ae/Gel/Angel/Angels/Gelself

Aen/Aen/Gels/Gels/Aenself

An/Gel/Gels/Gels/Anself

Ar/Arch/Angels/Angels/Archself

Arch/Arch/Angels/Angels/Archself

En/Mes/Ger/Gers/Mesself (Messenger)

Se/Aph/Seraph/Seraphs/Seraphself

Se/Ser/Aphs/Aphs/Seraphself

Se/Ser/Ser/Aphs/Serself

Ser/Aph/Ser/Sers/Aphself

Cupid & Cherub Based:

Che/Cher/Ubs/Ubs/Cherubself

Cher/Ub/Cher/Chers/Ubself

Cherub/Cherub/Cherubs/Cherubs/Cherubself

Cue/Pid/Cues/Cues/Pidself

Cue/Pid/Cupids/Cupids/Pidself

Wing Themed:

Fea/Ther/Feathers/Feathers/Therself

Fea/Ther/Ther/Thers/Therself

Wi/Wing/Wings/Wings/Wingself

Wing/Wing/Wings/Wings/Wingself

Wy/Wing/Wings/Wings/Wingself

Wy/Wyn/Wyngs/Wyngs/Wynself

Halo Based:

Ha/Lo/Los/Los/Loself

Hae/Lo/Halos/Halos/Loself

Hae/Loe/Loes/Loes/Haloself

Hae/Loem/Loes/Loes/Haloself

Halo/Halo/Halos/Halos/Haloself

Religion Themed:

E/En/Edens/Edens/Enself

Ede/Ede/Ens/Ens/Edeself

Ede/En/Edens/Edens/Enself

Fai/Fain/Faiths/Faiths/Faithself

Sai/Sain/Saints/Saints/Saintself

Saint/Saint/Saints/Saints/Saintself

Heaven Based:

Hae/Ven/Heav/Vens/Venself

Hea/Ven/Heav/Heavs/Venself

Angel-esce Words:

De/Vine/Divines/Divines/Vineself

Di/Div/Vine/Vines/Divself

Di/Vin/Nes/Nes/Viself

Div/Div/Vine/Vines/Divself

Div/Vine/Vines/Vines/Vineself

Divine/Divine/Divines/Divines/Divineself

Hol/Hol/Ys/Ys/Holself

Hol/Holy/Holiest/Holiest/Holysel

Holy/Holy/Holys/Holys/Holyself

Pure/Pure/Pures/Pures/Pureself

Angel-esce Animals:

Dove/Dove/Doves/Doves/Doveself

Lamb/Lamb/Lambs/Lambs/Lambself

[greenpanda-basicfakewitch]

Book Of Shadows Index

I see a ton of Witchtoks/people who only give a basic summary of what to research along with a ton of books and I'm more of a bullet point girl. So... Here we go.

A book of shadows was coined by Alaisar Crowley, alongside garnder who was the founder of Wica, then changed to Wicca later on [I will go in depth in history with links/sources and more detail on another post]

So here's the index for a book of shadows, full of all things you the individual want to learn include in your practice and like Pirates of the Caribean, take it more as guidlines and you're free to decide what you like/don't like.

So Include a Book Of shadows Blessing in the begging of your book [or digital document] And a BOS is like a diary, only you can see it or your coven.

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Beginner Studies; Introduction to Witchcraft. I.e: What is Paganism, Wicca, Witchcraft? What is the difference? Wicca History: Origins in your country of origin. Salem, etc. Covens and Hierchies and Solitary witches. Basic rundown, you have your first, second, third degree. Like an employee, a suvervisor and a manager. Managers are in charge of their own store, like a third degree can create their own coven.

Lore: Tree of life, Triple goddess, Horned God, Morgan le fey and other mythical lore and research depending on which one your aligned with. Like Norse, Greek, Celtic, Viking, Roman, or any other types. Wiccan Rede, rules of Wicca power of three times three. Etc.

Symbols: Look up certain symbols, or sigils, runes, thats commonly used in Wicca/Paganism or your preffered craft. Cast a circle: Most begin a spell and cast a protection circle before you begin your spell. Pentacle [Star with circle] Pentragram [No circle] *Include the Spirit, fire, earth, water, air. Evil eye. [usually used as protection AGAINST the evil eye]

Witch Tools: Witch tools you use, or place on your altar. Like an Athame, cualdron, wand, etc Tools of Divination: Pendulum, spirit board, tarot, angel cards, scrying mirror, playing cards, etc Additional tools: Candles. Crystals. Elements Herbs Chakras/Meditation Lucid Dreaming Astral projection Milk baths

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Year Calender/Sabbets Month Calender Day Calender: Like Moday is MOON. Sunday is SUN, Saturday is Saturn etc. Deities Celtic/ Roman/Norse Other gods to research. etc Astrology.

Star Sign, Moon sign, Sun Sign, other planetary signs. Planet Retrograde, Mercury retrograde, mars, venus etc Moon Phases. Like hunters moon, pink moon etc.

Animals as omens [Careful with this one, as it links to other occult/cultures/religions and best not to appropriate and lead to indiginous tribes or others. But not all animals as omens is a sign, usually it links to the Fea as animals are fea and fea are animals and other religions like kitsune, tanaki, are shapeshifters or known as spirits in other cultures]

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Spells Moon Water Witch bag/bottle Broomsticks Seashell collecting [A practice looked down on now for enviormental effects, but I have bottles/jars of shells I've collected when I was six so I've kept them and included them as I have some] Witch Outfits [this is just my personal interest, it ties in with the history a little] Symbolism of the Hat [Like a Candle] Witch Nudity Haute Couture Bohemian/Grunge goth fashion Media/Pop culture:

Books or movies that have had witch consultants or other ties to witchcraft/wicca etc. Such as practical magic, the Craft and maybe even Neil Gaimans works such as the ocean at the end of the lane. Coraline that had mentions of a dowsing rod, and rock with a hole in the center to find lost things. Music:

Listening to music can also set da mood, so I will compile playlists and songs that made me feel witchy. Anything else to include feel free to ask or reblog :D

*ALSO IMPORTANT! CLOSED/OPEN Practice! Wicca as it is is open, you can buy a wicca book/watch withtok who have you whatever whatever! But a closed practice? Thats a religion or something you CANNOT access too UNLESS you are invited in, or iniated into that group! Indeginous tribes/jewish traditions/hoodoo/voodoo/ etc. A closed practice is a closed door. You cant access that by yourself. Which is why White sage cant be used, theres many alternatives and other incenses/sages to burn. Not the one thats sacred/endangered and used speicifially in indeginous tribes. They've already had enough taken away from them what do witches need white sage for in this current enviromental crisis? so yeah...

Additional last note: I will also include passages alongside the books I have by cunningham and others with the book as well as the passage and page/chapter and try to include web links in any future post I make.

Bear in my mind and I will TRY to be as accurate as I can, but I will make mistakes and end up posting some things thats misinformed even when I post links. But I will try my best to fix any mistakes if I can.

Blessed be.

[red-dead-disaster]

Fun fact. If you don't help Mary the first time. In the next letter, she mentions that Jamie is fine and safe he left the chaleonians on his own.

i know who you are and while yes, that's true, how was she supposed to know that at the time? The chelonians jump off the cliff in the epilogue and if you fuck up the mission, they all kill themselves. I'm fairly sure this had been happening before those times.

Mary could not have known he would leave on his own considering he doesn't seem to be keeping contact with her at that time, and her convincing clearly was not working. He's in a literal suicide cult.

Oh, and he attempts to kill himself in front of Arthur. He clearly had it in him to do it.

[the-feminist-philosopher]

I love (/sarcasm) when some chronically online person (this time an r-fem) sees- maybe- two posts or tweets about an experience similar to their own and makes some wide sweeping generalization. This time, someone assumed that we must all naturally gravitate toward matrilineal and matriarchal societies because they saw two tweets about kids not having much of a connection with their father's side of the family and assumed that no one has much of a relationship with their father's side of the family.

Look, if this were the case, we'd have never lived under a patriarchy and matriarchies would have been far more common over human history. The waves of patriarchalization that came in the wake of male pastoralists migrating and settling in new lands, the introduction of pack animals, the spread of Abrahamic religions, and cycles of conquest and colonization would not have stuck around.

I am going to turn to the brilliant bell hooks for some guidance here:

“Usually adult males who are unable to make emotional connections with the women they choose to be intimate with are frozen in time, unable to allow themselves to love for fear that the loved one will abandon them. If the first woman they passionately loved, the mother, was not true to her bond of love, then how can they trust that their partner will be true to love. Often in their adult relationships these men act out again and again to test their partner's love. While the rejected adolescent boy imagines that he can no longer receive his mother's love because he is not worthy, as a grown man he may act out in ways that are unworthy and yet demand of the woman in his life that she offer him unconditional love. This testing does not heal the wound of the past, it merely reenacts it, for ultimately the woman will become weary of being tested and end the relationship, thus reenacting the abandonment. This drama confirms for many men that they cannot put their trust in love. They decide that it is better to put their faith in being powerful, in being dominant.”

However, in some cases, this dynamic becomes someone's mother and father. The man would marry the woman who he'd "feel" rejected by. As soon as she became a mother; an actual parent to actual children, he was no longer able to find the motherly love and care he desired, and desired from from her. This "feels" like rejection to him. To him, he is now in competition with the child for her attention and affection. This competition he thinks he has with his kids for her affection adultifies the kids and creates an adverse relationship with them.

When he needs further help, he'll eventually go back to his mother.

On the other side of this, the mother is not getting an adult relationship from her husband. She's looking for a partner; someone she could go to for her adult problems and adult emotions. His emotional neglect of his spouse leads her to lean more into her relationship with the kids, and eventually lean on them- especially a son- for emotional support. This also adultifies the kids. And it starts the process all over. Because no longer is the son getting love from his mother as a mother, but rather as a "partner" of sorts. She leans on him for emotional support as she otherwise would her husband.

When she eventually needs a hand, she'll go back to her mother. And she'll bring the children who she's developed a relationship with (rather than an adversity with) with her.

Now, in some more traditional houses, there may be a more traditional division of labor. In which case, the father is not home to develop a bond with his children while the mother is expected to be and so does. She is going to be closer, emotionally, to her own parents. So, when she needs an extra hand, she'll go to her parents as parenting is demanding and oft requires biparental involvement, so with a largely uninvolved husband, she will need the help of her parents.

This isn't some grand conspiracy to suppress our natural matriarchal tendencies, it's a feature of the patriarchy.

[sinsentidopostsblog]

Deterioro genetico y plasticidad mental

Ando leyendo este libro

Es una historia simple... hace cientos de miles de años la humanidad se fue de la Tierra.... con ayuda de unas supercomputadoras que hicieron practicamente todo... el viaje, la preservacion de la humanidad, la terraformacion Pero luego de cientos de miles de años... algun operario ha dado ordenes a la supercomputadora de traer a la Tierra a una comunidad elegida por la computadora para repoblar y generar a la humanidad una vez mas sobre el planeta Es una trilogia que mezcla ciencia ficcion, religion, y conducta humana La computadora solo puede guiar a pocas personas... a traves de pensamientos y "habla mental" mientras el resto no tiene esa capacidad de ser influenciados o escuchar a la computadora En una parte... un hombre ... se va quedando soltero... y una genetista al verse en la misma situacion... le pide que se casen... ASI SOLO SEA PARA APARENTAR Y NO QUEDARSE EXCLUIDOS DE LA COMUNIDAD

Ella lo desprecia... el hace las tareas mas repudiadas y asquerosas de la comunidad... en una comunidad donde ni siquiera hay respeto por lo mas necesario

El aunque servil... no era estupido y sabia tarde o temprano sucederia tal encuentro... no le interesa esa mujer

Ella era fea, poco simpatica, hosca, creida y ni siquiera mostraba AGRADECIMIENTO por las tareas que hacia el sujeto o sentia respeto a su servilidad

Mas adelante se va describiendo que el no queria hacer parte de este viaje... pero le fueron coartando opciones... maquinaciones de la alma suprema (la supercomputadora) Y QUE ERA GEY... o sea... no entendia como si el no tenia interes alguno en reproducirse... fuera seleccionado para tal comunidad... para evitar la lapidacion o el ostracismo... se volvio servil y mantuvo el bajo perfil para no llamar la atencion

Y llegue a la parte que me intereso

Segun el autor... LAS ANSIAS DE PLACER POR ENCIMA DE LA SUPERVIVENCIA Se deben a un daño genetico... la naturaleza busca entonces desviar el interes REPRODUCTIVO con mas enfasis en EL PLACER sin consecuencias geneticas que dejen DESCENDENCIA GENETICA Luego de años de no salir... ayer lo intente y fui a un bar... estaba relativamente lleno... y mientras pensaba en como acercarme a una chica... escuchaba en la barra las cosas que conversaban entre personas... donde hubiera una chica Desde mi pensamiento racional... ALGUIEN TAN ESTUPIDO Y ABURRIDO seria ignorado... pero eran chicas... no importaba que estupidez dijeran... sus acompañantes nunca replicaron Estuve apenas 45 minutos Notando que aunque estaba calenturiento... solo escuchar idioteces... me hastiaba... no me imagine aguantar eso para el tipico cogidon aburrido, monotono e insatisfactorio de siempre... y me fui... apenas 3 cervezas Hoy reflexione... ¿A DONDE CARAJOS SE FUE MI PACIENCIA? ¿NO AMERITABA ESCUCHAR A UNA ESTUPIDA A CAMBIO DE COGER? No podia comprender tal situacion... me era dificil aceptar que una paja tenia mas placer que coger con una desconocida real Y recorde ese fragmento del libro HE conocido modelos.... strippers, prostitutas... y aunque eran guapisimas.... muchas pasaron sin tener un solo hijo... yo siempre pense que era un DESPERDICIO GENETICO pues es que eran GUAPISIMAS Y ojo.... que a diferencia de nosotros... solo tienen que mostrar cuerpo y ganas de coger.... les llueven interesados... les sobran Y AUN ASI DESDE LA ABUNDANCIA DE OPCIONES Quedaron menopausicas y sin hijos Yo apenas tengo 42--- y ridiculamente senti comprension por esas mujeres... pero mas que eso... comprension RACIONAL hacia el fenomeno

[youleftandnevercomeback]

Florence Pugh para la revista "British Vogue"

Florence Pugh es la cara de la nueva edición de la revista "British Vogue", y debajo podrás leer algunos fragmentos de la entrevista:

Sobre afeitarse la cabeza para "We Live in Time" (su próxima película):

“Estoy muy contenta de poder hablar de ello ahora. Para cualquier actor que interpreta un papel como este, es absolutamente importante que veamos su cabeza y que la veamos afeitándosela; siempre fue algo obvio. Tienes el honor de hacerte algo que apoya totalmente al personaje. En muchas religiones, el pelo es lo más preciado del cuerpo: es donde almacenas tus recuerdos, tus sueños y tu historia. Afeitarme fue realmente extraño. Mi cabeza estaba muy sensible y mucha gente intentaba tocarla y estaba muy viva. Mi cuerpo sufrió un pequeño trauma por ello. Tenía frío todo el tiempo”.

Sobre Internet:

“Internet es un lugar muy cruel. Es muy doloroso leer a gente que habla mal de mi confianza o de mi peso. Nunca me siento bien. Lo único que siempre quise lograr fue no venderle a nadie algo que no sea mi verdadero yo”.

Sobre su relación con su ex Zach Braff:

“Tuve que hablar públicamente en el pasado porque la gente me acosaba a mí y a mi pareja. La relación entre Zach y yo era bastante privada hasta que se puso fea y pude ver el precio que eso le estaba pesando a él, a nosotros y a nuestras familias. Y fue entonces cuando hablé. Creo que quiero proteger a todas las personas con las que estoy. No es agradable saber que la gente dice las peores cosas que he leído sobre alguien a quien amo. Así que era necesario. Necesitaba hablar de ello. Creo que cualquier relación que esté en el centro de atención va a ser estresante”.

Sobre si está en una relación:

“Sí, estoy. Bueno, algo con lo que me identifico es con que creo que si la magia es real, entonces es enamorarse. Y soy una persona a la que le encanta enamorarse. Me encanta cuidar a la gente. Me encanta la sensación de que alguien esté ahí. Me encanta saber que alguien está pensando en mí y que alguien se preocupa por mí de la misma manera que yo pienso en cuidarlos. Creo que en esta parte de mi vida, estoy tratando de asegurarme de que estoy tomando todas las decisiones correctas para poder tener lo que quiero... que es seguridad, familia, un hogar y protección”.

“Estamos descubriendo lo que realmente somos. Y creo que, por primera vez, no me estoy permitiendo subirme a una montaña rusa. Me estoy permitiendo tomarme un tiempo para dejar que algo evolucione y que sea completamente real en su núcleo, en lugar de apresurarme hacia eso”.

[uniquetyphoonmiracle]

Por qué Madrid es fea... y me gusta

MADRID ES LA CAPITAL DEL ANTICRISTO FELIPE VI..EL EPICENTRO DEL MAL ..CAPITAL DEL INFIERNO..ESTAIS MAS QUE ADVERTIDOS..TRAS VUESTROS PLANES ABSURDOS Y MALVADOS QUE SOLO SIRVEN PARA IR A LA PUTA RUINA CON IDOLOS, RELIGION, POLITICA, MUJER DE LA FALSA MORAL O DINERO Y VICIOS..PUTOS INUTILES

La virtud de la capital consiste en la ausencia de identidad. Tan madrileño es un chino de Usera, como un estudiante foráneo de Erasmus y como un ecuatoriano de Tetuán

No ha terminado de convencer entre algunos lectores y activistas mi propuesta de dinamitar la catedral de la Almudena. Se me ha identificado como un yihadista, como el artífice virulento de una guerra de religión, ignorándose al mismo tiempo que la propuesta incendiaria no tenía nada que ver con Dios sino con el despropósito estético perpetrado por los hombres.

[ro-botany]

Opinion take, but I feel you can tell the Young Emmeryn quote is from FEH because she says her father talked about being descendants of the "Hero King" and not the "First Exalt".

Awakening's Ylisse doesn't care much about the "Hero King", whom is only mentioned in one easily missed line in an optional support Male Robin can have with Tiki. Instead they constantly talk about the First Exalt all the time. They don't even seem to remember Marth's actions outside of very vague legends and fairy tales.

Conversely FEH doesn't care about the "First Exalt" at all and instead constantly has Ylissean constantly talk about the "Hero King", even when they should be talking about the "First Exalt", such as when talking about the origin of their royal brand.

The cynic in me says this is done because the "First Exalt" is a faceless character the Gacha can't make money off of, unlike Marth.

Also even without Awakening's writing being more concerned with the "First Exalt" than the "Hero King" and no one seeming to remember Marth's exact actions, logically it makes far more sense for Emmeryn's father to idealize the First Exalt over the "Hero King". Marth fought to save humans from Manaketes and feral dragons, as well as re-assemble the Fire Emblem. The "First Exalt" fought Grima and presumably the human followers that became the Grimleal. You don't need to guess which figure is far more relevant to Emmeryn's dad starting a crusade against Plegia to wipe out the Grima religion.

...Huh. It hadn't occurred to me the significance of the Hero King vs First Exalt title usage in FEH dialogue. Good catch.

I'm a bit hesitant to attribute this particular mix up to some kind of corporate malice, though. I think this can be more easily explained by inconsistencies in FEA causing some confusion, because FEH's writers do try to stay consistent to even obscure details in FEA.

The issue is that FEA treats the First Exalt as a sort of Schrodinger's Marth. In some places it's implied they were the same person, and in other places they maintain a clearer distinction between the two.

It doesn't seem far fetched to me that some writers for FEH might spot the apparent Caeda reference in the Donnel+Cordelia supports, or something, and think that the "First Holy King" title (what they call the First Exalt in Japanese) must be another name for the "Hero King", Marth. This wouldn't be the first time inconsistencies or lack of clarity in FEA's lore caused issues in FEH writing, lol.

Regardless, though, in the case of Young Emmeryn's dialogue, we can just slot in the character that makes more sense in context and proceed with our theorizing and other fun. It's one title mix-up; we don't have to invent a whole retcon out of it. 🤷

[empressl6]

DRA As pokemon Trainers(This gave me some trouble)

Okay, Yuki and Teruya already god their types decided back in the Sdra2 pokemon Aunt's post. So let's skip them.

Akane: Dragon Type because of her strength and how loyal she was to Usturo.

Haruhiko: Flying type because of his personality and Ultimate. I think this one was obvious.

Ayame: none. She doesn't specialize in a type. She doesn't even chose her pokemon most of the time. They chose her. I also couldn't think of a type that would fit her.

Tsurugi: Dark type because of A, his father and I won't elaborate on that; B, He is a police officer and we seen in pokemon a certain Police officer being a Dark Type trainer; C, it also hints at him going a bit Psycho in the future. I also thought a police officer using the dark type would be fun.

Satsuki: our first dual type Trainer because giving her just one was hard. I thought Psychic and Ghost type pokemon would be good for a circus. Like, you can perform so many tricks with their help. Not to mention during Halloween, ghost type pokemon would be apparently perfect for an Halloween event at the circus.

Rei: Psychic Type, I don't think I have to explain it.

Mitch: Fire Type. I was think of Pokemon Leon and it fits his personality. Not to mention one of the most popular starter pokemon is the Fire Type Charmander.

Kizuna: Fairy Type. This is pretty obvious as well. I won't explain.

Kanata: Poison type, they help her take care of her patients and to find new medicines. I thought it would fit. Like oh, you were poisoned by a mega bee drill, well, I got this medicine specifically for that.

Kiyoka: Water type. It's one of the most popular types and I just want to give her Clawitzer and Inteleon.

Yamato: Electric type. I think this is obvious too. His Ultimate talent and his more energetic personality. Also, the Kisaragi Foundation, an electric type trainer would be very useful for a Foundation. Being able to paralyze someone like a taser.

Mikako: Ghost type. This one is self explanatory. She would probably ended becoming one since It's super effective against itself and she's often surrounded by them due to her Ultimate Talent.

Kinji: Normal and Fairy type. Normal is obviously, Arceus. Fairy type, I know he is the Ultimate Priest and That's why I chose it. Christianity's past with witches, fea, and other religions(especially Paganism) is, in my opinion, important to the religion's history. So I figured because of that history, fairy type would fit. It would also be good with kids.

Kakeru: Fighting type. For the most part, it's consider the Justice type and he is the Ultimate Lawyer, but I also like to think he caught these pokemon because he thought they could help his sister to get better. At the very least these pokemon could protect her in case she is in danger and ill at the time.

[nemocrostion]

Los colonos se organizan para volver a Gaza: "Hay que arrasarlo todo y repoblarlo con 300.000 judíos" - El Periódico de España

Estos del paño de cocina por bandera, qué fea. Panda de psicópatas. Libro grande, libro mediano. Religiones unas, religiones otras. Sin religiones, sin dioses, sin ignorantes. Llevan tantísimo tiempo dando de comer al perro malo. Cada día que pasa el mundo os odia más. En cuanto pierdan el apoyo de gringolandia se van por el desagüe. Gringolandia se va al carajo. Guerra civil, hambre, destrucción.

[hala2021]

Mi peor error

Recién, navegando por una de mis redes sociales, me interrumpe una llamada proveniente de la misma red. Me sorprendo, porque no autoricé a esa persona, además, no soy famosa como para que alguien decida llamarme sin mi permiso. No rechacé la llamada, solo esperé a que se cortara. Tenía un nombre en árabe, que me costaba leer. Yo sé leer en árabe, pero es un idioma que no coloca ciertas vocales cortas (así se las llama en árabe) y por eso no logras pronunciar el nombre. Se veía un torso de hombre desnudo, solo el torso; no la cabeza ni las piernas. La verdad que eso me tiene cansada. En mi juventud yo pensaba que toda la gente era como yo, auténtica y leal. Por eso, en el amor no entendía que hay hombres que solo buscan a una mujer como si ella fuera un pedazo de carne, solo para usarla sexualmente. Y eso no quiere decir que no disfrutes de la intimidad con una pareja, pero yo buscaba algo más que ser un trozo de carne. Y algo parecido me pasó en la religión, cuando me convertí al Islam, y en otras religiones. Yo pensaba que toda la gente que asistía era igual que yo, leal. Es decir, más allá de que seas o no muy espiritual, buscas a Dios y sus normas, es decir lo que antaño se consideraba como «moral». No obstante, tarde descubrí que las intenciones dentro de las religiones pueden ser muy variadas. Muchas veces le decía a una musulmana que a veces no llegabas a entender por qué algunas se convertían al Islam. Yo le hacía una broma, le decía que a muchas no les interesa ni el «fatay». Es que en realidad, el «fatay» es una comida árabe, típica. Por supuesto, en la misma frase se encuentra la ironía. Es decir, resulta irónico que alguien se convierta a una religión por su comida tradicional, de última, la comes, pero sigues siendo de tu religión. 

Lo cierto es que yo por años busqué a Dios, en muchísimas religiones. Fui auténtica y Dios ve mi lealtad. El mundo de las religiones tiene un sector de fanatismo. Pero no pienses que el fanatismo solo lo encuentras en las religiones, porque también hay ateos fanáticos en contra de Dios; extremistas en el fútbol, principalmente en la Argentina; fanáticos delirantes de ídolos, como las famosas Armys del grupo de música BTS, que no se te ocurra hablar mal de uno de ellos porque te incineran; fanáticos en la política, ahora tenemos los partidarios de Milei, un loco que probablemente será nuestro presidente. Por cierto, mañana se vota. 

El fanatismo es algo que lo aprendí en el Islam. Y la verdad que da miedo. Pero no todos los musulmanes son fanáticos. ¡Gracias a Dios! Y es que muchas veces la gente compra una imagen. Es decir, se hace ilusión de una ideología, pensamiento, persona, etc. Y esa ilusión la vive tal cual si fuese una realidad. Y a mí me gusta vivir realidades, por más que sean feas o deprimentes. En una palabra, para que me entiendas de forma concreta, te lo voy a decir en forma coloquial, vulgar y callejera: la gente vive de la pavada. Claro, yo en mi juventud era como una modelo. Les mostré el otro día, a la noche, a dos profesoras fotos de cuando yo tenía veinticinco años. ¡No podían creer que era yo! Hasta una, defensora de Israel, me preguntó si tenía Photoshop. ¡Qué mala! Y yo de joven le regalaba mi amor a cualquiera. ¡A cualquiera! Te imaginas esos hombres que usan a las novias de prostitutas, porque no pueden pagar una. ¡Te imaginas tener una modelo como yo! Ahora estoy vieja, por supuesto. Hasta estoy haciendo los trámites para jubilarme. 

Por eso digo que mi peor error fue pensar que las personas eran iguales a mí. ¡Noooo! Nadie es como yo. ¡Imposible! Y pienso que entender eso fue el primer paso para confiar en mí. Pensar que el otro tenía buenas intenciones como yo las tenía fue mi peor error. Y a veces suelo retroceder y sigo confiando. Debo entender que existe algo único en mí, que no soy la copia de nadie.