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Happy Birthday Charlie!
It's @sentientcave's birthday, and I wanted to F I N A L L Y do an author rec for him!
Name: Charlie (He/They) Links!: Twitter - AO3 - Ko-fi
My Favorite: Retirement Party Price has retired from Military life, and he's not handling the change well. But on the one year anniversary of him hanging it up, his boys bring him something special to help keep him busy. You. (Dark fic! Read the content warnings)
Runner Up: Heavy Weighs the Crown Fantasy AU - A princess in self-imposed exile is forced to come home to face the man who took her father's crown and the life she left behind. 141 x Reader.
Runner Up to the Runner Up: Hit Me With Your Best Shot When Rory "Scout" Price moves in with her dad after a rough break-up, she's looking forward to reconnecting while she gets her feet back under her. But unfortunately, a post-divorce Kyle Garrick is moving in too, and he seems determined to be a pain in the ass. But then again, he is kind of hot.
Favorite Not Yet Posted Story:
EVERYTHING
WITH
RIPPER
AKA The Rugby AU (I'm working on a Kinktober Prompt with Ripper in it and I know I'm overthinking it but I want Charlie to like it so so so bad it makes me stupid.)
Why I recommend: It's long, so it'll go under the cut.
Where do I even start?
Every reader character and OC invites you to explore what makes them tick. They're flawed, and because they're flawed, they're good. They're real. And they're diverse, lovingly and intentionally. It's clear that Charlie does the research to intentionally write about experiences outside of his own. (Y'all... he researched Philippine Spanish for Retirement Party. For a conversation with a side character. The stars in my eyes...)
Charlie loves the complexities of these characters. Their ups, their downs, their triumphs and their failures. I don't think I've ever rooted for and hated and loved and wanted to strangle Captain John Price like I do when Charlie writes him. There's no glossing over the fact that Price is an asshole with Charlie. But there's no mistaking that he cares, either (in his awful, terrible, patented John Price ways).
I've grown so much as a writer for the conversations I've been able to have with Charlie. My understanding of the 141 is deeper, not just when it comes to cannon, but also what makes them tick in my stories. I'm so excited to explore the world of Being Gaz's Ex, which was directly inspired by the way Charlie writes Price in Nobody Does it Better. It's the way Price loves and it isn't enough and how sometimes it's okay that that's not okay.
Every time Charlie shares a bit of writing with me, I lose a little bit of my mind. And I hope that you all will appreciate Charlie with me, today!
#sentientcave#author recs#please go read some of these fics#comment your favorite line!#reblog so more people can see those awesome stories#sprinkle a little sugar in the kofi link if you're so inclined!#i hope you love these characters as much as i do#i want to do more of these author recs but i feel like i never have time#but if you click the author name tag on anything i reblog you'll find other works i've reblogged
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'I flirted with the idea that instead of being trans that I was just a cross-dresser (a quirk, I thought, that could be quietly folded into an otherwise average life) and that my dysphoria was sexual in nature, and sexual only. And if my feelings were only sexual, then, I wondered, perhaps I wasn’t actually trans.
I had read about a book called The Man Who Would Be Queen, by a Northwestern University professor who believed that transwomen who were attracted to women were really confused fetishists, they wanted to be women to satisfy an autogynephilia. And though I first read about this book in the context of its debunkment and disparagement, I thought about the electricity of slipping on those tights, zipping up those boots, and a stream of guilt followed. Maybe this professor was right, and maybe I was only a fetishist. Not trans, just a misguided boy.
About a year later, on the Internet, I come across a transwoman who added a unique message to the crowd refuting this professor. Oh, I wish I remember who this woman was, and I wish even more that I could do better than paraphrase her, but I remember her saying something like this: “Well, of course I feel sexy putting on women’s clothing and having a woman’s body. If you feel comfortable in your body for the first time, won’t that probably mean it’ll be the first time you feel comfortable, too, with delighting in your body as a sexual thing?”'
-Casey Plett, Consciousness
#this quote always moves me almost to tears when i remember it#i'm not a trans woman and i don't share the author's specific experiences with transition#but it really moves me that she frame transition as joyfully giving yourself permission to approach your body#not as something that has to be disciplined and deprived and made small in all these various ways#but as a means for experiencing pleasure and joy and delight and for insisting that our feelings and desires are worth#valuing and exploring and treasuring#i always used to think of prioritizing those things for myself as selfish and irresponsible#but who does it harm to want to experience pleasure in your own body?#it's such a beautifully simple and powerful switch to have flip in your head#and equally why are we forced to deny our own pleasure in transition and anything else related to our bodies in the name of moral rectitude#this is why i get so confused and pissed off when other trans people are fatphobic for example#like why are you so invested in politics of shame and disgust that never had any purpose other than#violently disciplining people as if they've violated moral codes by existing in a body#to say nothing of white people being racist in gay and trans communities#like again this system of violence is foundational to homophobia and transphobia#so why are you acting like it has nothing to do with you#even if you are unmoved by the urgency of other people's suffering which btw you should be moved by#what do you hope to gain by acting a collaborator and handmaiden to those systems#Casey Plett#she really is one of my favorite authors i wish more non-canadians read her#this quote is from a series of columns she did ont transition and every single one is a banger#i love when she talks about the people-pleasing elements of dysphoria and transition denial#she's so sharp about noting how many of us deny our own dysphoria on the grounds that others like and validate our bodies#that's how i always felt during my cis conventionally feminine era#it pleased other people so much and also that reception felt so hollow and joyless to me because i hated it#i get less of that positive feedback but that feels so unimportant next to the joy and pleasure i get to experience#said with the understanding that i'm very privileged in being able to prioritize those things without fear. but it was a switch flip#personal nonsense
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Seeing that one post going around that's just basically 'say if you ever read fanfictions that are better than published books' and it's like, yeah of course there are some that are better, because some people are genuinely good writers, but also there are good books too, and then seeing people say things like, 'I have never read a good book I only prefer fanfictions' and it's just?? Seek out some books? There are so many different kinds, for so many different things. It just sounds like you're reading for an easy serotonin boost than really engaging with the work.
People who write books and people who write fanfics have one thing in common: they write. They are doing the act of writing, and each person is going to have different styles and come at it with different experiences. Also, if your favorite fanfic writer comes out with an original work that's not just filing the serial numbers off, will you read it? Or are you only there because they're writing your favorite characters from another piece of media (which might even be from a book?). Speaking as a fanfic writer who is happy when people compliment my writing, please read some books I'm begging. Not everything is from booktok.
#shrimpy rambles#I am probably looking into this too hard but sometimes people are weird about fanfic#it's this amazing thing but also they will never read anything outside of this author's portfolio that is not about their fave m/m ship#I also just think you become a better writer by reading from different things#which includes novels that aren't just YA#I just also really like some old classic novels like the scarlet letter and edgar huntly which are not perfect but fascinating to me#and I have also definitely read completely awful novels too#but I think you learn something from them still#anyway this is also a reminder to myself to read more books because I've been slacking#I love fanfic and I love writing it but that wouldn't have happened if I never read books#even those outside my favorite genre#read some books plz
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My best friend Fandom has once again returned and asked me to post to Tumblr for her! Once again, I have permission to post this video and all edits were done by Fandom (http.redshoes on Instagram)
These memes are all based on Cryptid Sightings by @naffeclipse
She has a lot to say this time around!
A message from Fandom:
"Hello Naff!! And hello everyone :D
It’s me, your girl, your local meme and edit maker, Fandom (aka http.redshoes on Insta 😎)
I’ve come back to make another meme comp for you guys! I wanted to make this earlier, but:
1. I was busy saving/collecting ATSV content on Instagram like Pokémon to getting noticed twice by Jack in the Box ☺️
2. I had to create an Ao3 account (understandably ofc AI theft sucks) and was um. You know… being silly in the comment section 👀 (please don’t mind me if you ever stumble upon them - I react and appreciate the stuff I enjoy in weird ways 💔)
3. Was waiting for my friend here to finish reading so I didn’t spoil anything in the memes! We both loved the series so much and man. The Naff do be eclipsing fr in releasing chapters left and right biggest round of applause for one of my favorite authors here 👏👏👏
Naff, you did such a great job writing this fanfic. I’m going to repeat myself from the comment section BUT you need to give yourself a pat on the back, relax, take a break - just reward yourself. You deserve it all and I hope that you take care of yourself for all the hard work you’ve done 💞💞💞
I’ve also included the lovely artist themselves, @themeeplord , again in one of my meme comps.
It’s only one meme but dang they always draw Eclipse to be getting that gain 💪💪💪 (bc of how muscular he is haha.) Mad respect to all of the drawings they create - they’re always a banger to see.
(Most of the memes surround the last episode + epilogue so if you haven’t read those chapters LOOK ‼️ AWAY ‼️ Don’t get spoiled 🤯)
(P.S. for the imagine scenario that’s not a meme, this is what they’re saying in the audio:
“[Amused] You can hear their heartbeats? Come on, that’s a little far fetched.”
“[Soft chuckling] I can hear yours too… Your heart’s beating pretty fast.”
I’d like to think this would take place around the beginning of “The Episode Bedeviling Bodies,” where the Hunter is still trying to understand their dear friend and what they’re capable of. I thought it was fitting ngl and included it in the comp.
There were uh, more memes I wanted to include, but I’m running low on storage space atm. I’ll get back to making more after I’m done clearing that out ^^’)
(P.P.S. Okay I don’t have Tumblr obviously but 🕴️ apparently you guys really liked the SJ memes I made??? Because my friend’s been receiving notifs of it still??? Thank you so much you guys!! I didn’t really expect people to enjoy them that much 😭💘💘💘)
Now without further ado, enjoy the meme comp! >:D " -Fandom
#river says...#bestie posting#cryptid sighting#crytid sightings spoilers#many more memes for everyone to enjoy :)#now that I've caught up to CS i can actually look at these memes hdjssjn#real talk though#crytid sightings is genuinely such a beautiful fic and one of my favorite stories of all time#naff has such an incredible writing style and is such a good storyteller#i really recommend reading CS even if you're not into fnaf#it's such a rollercoaster#the fluff is so sweet and the angst is so heartbreaking#but everything just works#I'm so grateful to have found Naff and her work#she's such a lovely person and an extremely talented author#I am so excited to see what she writes next#especially since the end of CS had me so emotional#i will never get over this fic#sorry for the long rambling tags but i had to gush a little bdjdjsj#hope you guys enjoy the memes <3
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I just don't think an author should edit the racist (or otherwise problematic) shit they wrote out of an edition of their book, let the other editions go out of print, and not at least leave a note acknowledging that they made the edits because they wrote something problematic and they apologize, but if you're buying this book you should probably know that it had content you may find offensive.
#romance novel blogging#people are discussing the kleypas edits again and i'm just very tired of my fellow whites going#'but see i don't wanna read that racism! i'm glad she's editing it out'#lol like..... maybe the issue is less the edits and more the lack of ownership...?#maybe the edits when made without a note suggest less of a moral motive and more of a 'make the books sellable' motive#and it's probably SOME OF BOTH#god knows i can't speak for her#but if you don't admit you did something and attempt to erase it idk man will never sit well with me#(AND KEV AND CAM ARE STILL WEIRDLY WRITTEN!!!!!)#idk i also think that people especially white people need to sometimes reconcile w the fact that authors we love#have often written shit we don't agree with#especially if the author has been working forever#and i say this as someone who loves kleypas's books#i'll also say that the depiction of joyce in my favorite kleypas book dreaming of you is messed up!#there's some really weird homophobic shit that happens when she threatens to SA sara to see what derek was getting out of her#i would rather know that was in there than not
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Had an opportunity to talk about my goal to read The Anatomy of Melancholy in 2025 with my best friend's brother & his girlfriend. She's a literature teacher, so she recognized it and seemed really impressed by the goal. She's was like "Wow! Isn't it like 1500 pages? That's a really good goal for the year, please keep me updated on your progress!" and when I got really serious and said "I'm GOING to read it entirely. It's my White Whale." she laughed & started clapping & nodding at me.
#txt#she said she's never read it bc it's “far too long”#& she said “I don't read nonfiction very often bc you always have to do research alongside it#& that feels too much like homework for me to enjoy it.”#to which I said “That's exactly why I LIKE reading nonfiction.”#Not only is that exactly why I like reading nonfiction but it's also my reason for reading most fiction too#I love heavily referential fiction that I have to do a lot of research into understanding#it's why some of my favorite books are The Divine Comedy & The Name of the Rose#& House of Leaves though you don't really have to do MUCH research to understand that one. it's just a fun side project#it's also why I'm (still) reading Homestuck. I guess I just love self-imposed homework.#I love doing a lot of research & taking notes & “basically doing homework” when it's something I choose to do for myself#Nonfiction is actually much easier than heavily referential fiction#because nonfiction at least cites its sources. All of the research materials are right there already you just have to browse them & their#authenticity. Heavily referential fiction usually makes you hunt for its sources esp. if the author hasn't explicitly clarified them#she seemed like completely fascinated & sympathetic when I was explaining all this to her which I liked.#People often treat me like I'm crazy or miserable when I talk about this.
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reading a random one-shot manga and got jump scared by a transmasc sapphic and their girlfailiure girlfriend in the best way possible
#please read these tags it talks about the manga#it was so fucking confusing in the first 3 chapters#it follows 3 sets of characters#and they all come together from ch4 onwards#but it's kinda confusing cuz the mangaka is infamous for having very inconsistent quick pacing (she's gotten better in the past 3 years)#and HORRID same face syndrome (something that will never change lol)#BUT ITS SO GOOD WHEN YOU PUT IT ALL TOGETHER I SWEAR#I love kanna kii#my favorite lesbian y@oi author#her ass is not beating the lesbian allegations#even when she wrote a BL she couldn't resist the urge to put a lesbian couple in there#I love her work#she's just like me fr#my post#even if i can't use magic#Mahou ga Tsukaenakutemo
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Fic Rec Masterlist
Some of my favorite stories and authors. Limiting myself to 3 recs per author. Visit their ao3 profiles + tumblrs for more!
intangibly_yours (@intangiblyyourswrites)
Synchronous botw | zelink | modern AU | 3.5k | T
Even in Death botw | zelink | 14.7k | M
sink or swim (but don't let me go) various | zelink | compilation | 9k | M
socksock (@airplanned)
Anonymity botw | zelink | 14k | M
Displaced botw | zelink | 163k | M
K.K. Love Song botw | zelink | modern AU | 20k | T
yourenotacat (@yourenotacat-writes)
Sweet Dreams, Princess unspecified | zelink | modern AU | 44k (incomplete) | T
Putting Faith in Fools various | zelink | compilation | 4.6k (incomplete) | M
bahbahhh (@bahbahhh)
desire path botw | zelink | 6.4k | G
like someone would botw | zelink | 9.7k | M
WolfWarden (@wolfwarden)
The Lesson: A Whumptober Tale lu | wars, mask, fierce deity | 4.7k | T
Rynling (@pocketseizure)
When the Moon Didn't Fall mm | zelgan (platonic) | 13.6k | T
A Hero's Inventory various | gen | compilation | 8k | G
Linksthoughtbrambles (@linksthoughtbrambles)
Blindsighted botw | zelink | 5.8k | T
Link's Thought Brambles botw | zelink | 203k | M
Sifl (@sifl-senpai)
Facades mm | gen | 109k | T
Leadernovaandthemacabre (@leadernovaandthemacare)
Lord Floria's Anthology botw | zelink | 36k | T
gerudo__desert (@aegon-targaryen)
If I Falter botw | zelink | 4.5k | NR
The Rise Before the Fall botw | zelink | 2k | T
Need more? Further reading: (my ao3 bookmarks) (my #fic recs tag) (my fic masterlist)
#zelink#legend of zelda#fanfic#fic recs#masterlist#embyr's favorites!#they really are my favorites I've read them all multiple times lol#some of these authors have tumblr-only fics as well#like airplanned's Trill AU or intangibly's Even in Death AU#or airplanned's elevator AU. does anyone remember the elevator AU? because I do.#and obviously this list is not exhaustive and there’s tons of good authors and stories out there besides these#these are just the handful I keep coming back to again and again#this list is a work in progress and will never be completed as long as there's imagination in the world#just like disneyland 🏰#long post
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There's an English class on Golden Age detective fiction being offered next semester but the prerequisite for it is the intro to literary study class required for all English majors (which I haven't taken because I'm in a hard STEM major and don't have much time for electives, which means that I have to be really picky with my electives and only go for stuff I like AND doesn't have an awful workload) and also even if I did have that prereq, I wouldn't be able to take the class because it's at the same time as one of my major reqs. And also I'll be in two labs next semester and one of them is pure hell so like I literally don't have the time to take more than 13 credit hours (as tempting as it is to keep up my streak of taking 17-18 every semester even though it's been like really pretty bad for my social life and hobbies). Sigh. (Pressing my hand wistfully against the glass) maybe someday they'll offer the class again
#.txt#at least i had a blast in my sci-fi class this semester#i don't talk about sf on this blog because that's what my secret main is for but guys i LOVE sf you should read more sf#i'm currently sitting at an a+ in that class and my professor has been giving me SUCH good feedback on all my assignments#he used one of my short essays as the class example (which has never happened to me before!)#and also asked if he could use my creative writing midterm project as an example for future classes#and on the last day of class he quickly went through some powerpoint slides recapping the class#and on one of them he had a drawing i submitted as part of a different creative assignment :)#also we read a book from one of my all-time favorite authors in that class AND he visited our class too which was absolutely insane#won't mention the author's name because his books comprise like half the posts on my main. i'm insaaaaane i'm craaaazyyy#currently trying to figure out which topic to write my final paper on but i will definitely be writing about that book#english classes are actually such a morale boost#the only reason i'm not an english major is because that would actually for real kill me#i'm good at writing essays but the process is actually agonizing and i'm a ridiculous perfectionist when it comes to writing#so combining that with poorly medicated adhd means that i almost never turn essays in on time#and spend way too long suffering over each one to make sure they're as perfect as i can get them to be (unattainable standard)#and then they also always end up going way over the word count#for my crime fiction class in the spring i wrote a 19-page final paper about decagon house when i only needed a minimum of 8#and i honestly could have written even more but i had to stop myself because the paper was already like 2 or 3 days late#and i had been staying up until dawn every night trying to finish it#so basically i can hardly handle having ONE english class#having to take multiple and turn in so many essays on a regular basis is a literal death sentence#i'm taking 2 upper level classes for my other major (haven't declared it yet though) this semester#and i have to write final papers for both of them :') and the instructions are super vague and they're due in a WEEK#one of them is SLIGHTLY more clear because i just need to write about the results of my research project#however. i was unfortunately only given 3 weeks (one of which was thanksgiving so basically i was only given 2)#to design and execute this whole project#and i got a little too ambitious (as i tend to do) and even though i ended up cutting out a lot of the stuff i wanted to do from the projec#it'll still definitely take ages to finish (conducted my experiments yesterday and spent 11 hours in that building. hell on earth)#and that's on top of needing to study for and take 3 final exams...
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Maybe if I had a professor like Avery I'd be actually motivated to work on college assignments and do them well-
He would be an amazing teacher- I always wanted to be one too, he'd do wonderful at it uwu
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I think if I had a professor like Avery in college... I would have been very distracted.
Maybe too distracted...
#Ironically... I did have a very severe crush on a teacher when I was in college#I did exceptionally well in his class... he was a good teacher#He was very passionate and it was my favorite subject so that “didn't help”#It would have never been possible though for a lot of reasons and I just had to get over it. Unrequited feelings suck#In the end I bombed his final because something tragic happened in my life and I could barely function#He still gave me a C on it anyway and said he didn't have the heart to fail me because he knew I was capable of better#That was... over 10 years ago#Hope he's doing okay#Moonshot chance the 102 teacher who wrote a book about his favorite author is reading this#Thanks for handling everything with compassion and professionalism#Sorry I told a story in these tags lmao WHEW anyway#ask#rubes
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imma keep it real with you guys and tell u the most basic common sense thing ever which i thought everyone knew but apparently not (not said in a mean or condescending way). ahem. it's ok to write a byler fic that only has byler in it. no one is going to stone you or bite you if you don't include the entire party or every other character. it's literally okay 🩷
#you don't know where to fit x character? or you don't feel confident writing them? brother you literally don't have to include them lol#ngl i love fics written by oldheads who give side characters the most random assignments ever#ESPECIALLY when they're only described physically and it makes you go ''hm.. red hair.. glasses.. WAIT IS IT BARB?! 😦''#read this one fic where everything is different and it's totally 100% au in every way and there was a character that we never got their#name and it FUCKING KILLED ME!!!!!!!!!!!! bc i couldn't tell if it was joyce or karen omfg jus tht it was an older kind brunette#and then the author disappeared so now i'll never kno </3#but ya. some of my favorite fics have had only mike and will and maybe the byerses#just because the source material is an ensemble show doesn't mean that all of the fan works have to also be an ensemble!
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while taking an emotional break from My Grandmother Asked Me To Tell You She's Sorry (Fredrik Backman), i decided it'd be a good idea to read The House In The Cerulean Sea (TJ Klune).
i cannot say whether or not it was a good or bad idea because i ended up finishing it in less than 24 hours (thank god for audiobooks), it left me in a "found family overthrows the government" flavor of emotional rather than an "omg fredrik backman has seen into my life and knows more than me about my own soul" emotional flavor, and i still have four and a half hours left of mgamttss to listen to when i can't stop sobbing unconsolably at the end of every chapter.
like i said. its good. its bad. either way, i'm a puddle of emotions and i still have four and a half hours left of mgamttss and the sequel for thitcs doesn't come out until september i rEQUIRE MORE CONTENT TO FEAST UPON
i think it's a good thing, then, that i bought all of fredrik backman's books AND all of tj klune's books
#my grandmother asked me to tell you shes sorry#fredrik backman#the house in the cerulean sea#tj klune#books#reading books#books and reading#reading and books#book reading#idfk how to tag this#all i know is that#1. i am a puddle#2. i have discovered two new favorite authors in the span of approximately one (1) week#and 3. I DONT KNOW HOW ILL SURVIVE UNTIL SEPTEMBER#IVE NEVER HAD TO WAIT FOR A BOOK TO RELEASE BEFORE WHAT AM I GONNA DO WITH MY LIFE TIL THEN#i guess ill just remain in puddle form and wait patiently#...#is it too early to mention i am not a patient person-#my bank account is crying
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okay okay okay. hear me out. author beard. like the whole he’s had a million lives bc he says just yes to things and people like him/he knows everything bc he listens more than he talks? all the movie and book references with ted? his reaction to trent having him and ted beta read? just the idea of him sitting down one day and realizing he’s done so much but never done anything because he desperately wanted to and it’s given him so many stories. and he just. starts writing.
YES PLEASEEEE YESSS
#one of my favorite little au ideas is bookstore owner beard or librarian beard#but him being an author is something that can be so truly personal#beard Reads. like he reads so much all the time. and he loves to write#esp if he gets into therapy and his therapist suggests journaling …#and that snowballs into writing just for fun too …#I just think abt the fact that whatever dreams or passions of beard’s came second to coaching#he was never able to have the life he really wanted
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perhaps the reason why aup ended like *that* is because it was not supposed to have a happy ending in the first place, but sayren didnt have the guts to deal with readers' backlash for when they finally kill off the main character so a half baked happy ending is what we get 😔
#for a happy ending of a story to be narratively satisfying the characters gotta actively work hard for it#this happy ending feels empty because quite frankly speaking ludger did nothing to deserve it#he has zero character developments from the beginning to the end and has always been the same#well except for his emotional state getting worse over time#bc instead of making any attempt at all to healthily address it like a mentally mature 40yo adult he let it swallow him whole#(not that im necessarily blaming him but its quite frustrating to see him remain unchanged if aup is meant to be a redemption story)#his OPness is inherent#his genius is inherent#(this is not to say he isnt hardworking / only relying on his inborn talents but the author repeatively failed the 'show dont tell' checks)#(bc it was only implied in the past and we've never truly seen it in the canon present timeline either)#his kindness is inherent#ngl dad!ludger content doesnt appeal to me as much as dad!edgeworth cuz the latter is the fruit of the character's growth and hard labor#while the former is well... its just who he is#usually i love found family content but in aup it bores my mind out bc his interactions w the students + owens are so static & predictable#it was heartwarming at the moment of adoption but later on i find it as tedious as reading generic established romantic relationships#was it because of the lack of tensions and conflicts i wonder#they all became his yes men and no one ever actively challenged his unhealthy mindset or behaviors#anyway id have been more interested if he recognized his biases/favoritism/prejudices towards some certain characters & worked to change it#but welp. that would require character growth which is too much to expect from him ig#he has learnt quite nothing from his journey and tbh aup would ironically feel more meaningful if it ended on a tragic note#ofco i got noblesse'd again 😔#would i kill for aup to have a happy ending? yes#would i rather have a sad ending over the half baked and empty good ending we get? also yes#if it must burn then let the whole world burn. cuz at least it would be more much memorable and impactful that way#and i wouldnt have to feel this disappointed and lose all of my interests in one of my only two beloved aroace MCs in aup </2#rant
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You know you have a tab issue when you have 6 of the same tab open over the course of a year 💀
Fam have you ever left a fic tab open because “you were gonna read it later” but then forget about it and get distracted by like 15 other fics?
Yea, so I knew I had it bad, but I just found multiple tabs that are just the same page, the same fic, or the same author and I had NO IDEA THEY WERE OPEN
#When the fandom is so small that you only have so much to read so you reread the same things over and over but forget that you already have a tab open for that 💀 😂
#me things#so I accidentally sorted my 499 tabs by title and uh#APPARENTLY#I JUST FORGOT I HAD THOS OPEN#OF MY 499 TABS#A GOOD 20% ARE JUST DUPLICATES#that’s uh#that’s pretty bad ehe#sometimes I like to go through a certain author’s favorites to read things#and I don’t close it bc I haven’t finished going through EVERYTHING of course#but then I lose interest for a while and forget it’s open until I inevitably circle back to it#Anyways today I found out I can’t give my mother shit for never closing her tabs#because she may be bad but I figure I have actually reached worse with this#ascendence of a bookworm fic community is so small (it’s grown but still!!)#anyways I have 99 problems and it’s called duplicate tabs#I’m gonna have to sort through this all fml
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when someone asks me to show them one of my tumblr posts I never do or I like change stuff up. This is mainly bc a lot of my tumblr/internet experience consists of me attempting to find posts and even though it takes wayyy more effort than I expect anyone Ik irl to take it’s still like Possible. And I don’t need my irls seeing this account 💀
#mylife#Tumblr#no bc like Ik that I would take the large amount of pointless effort to find an account after someone shows me a post 💀#I wouldn’t look through the account beyond looking at their main theme or checking to see if they have any organization but still.#It’s like I was talking to a friend of mine who’s an a03 author and she wasn’t telling me what ship her work was for BUT she showed me the-#-comment of a user on one of her chapters. And from there it took be about 3 minutes to find her account and what fic it is#It would probably take the average person much longer but like once again that’s like my favorite thi to do on the internet find posts#I’m never going to read her fic bc like invasion of privacy and I feel bad for checking what it was at all but my point is if I’d do that-#-it’s possible for others to do so. I like doubt anyone would bc like weird insane behavior but internet safety from opposite direction ig
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