#farcry fanfic

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Masterlist 2:

Full Fanfic Masterlist

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Marvel:

How Peter Parker and Steve Rogers react to their crush asking to play with their hair

Hobie Brown helping trans!male!Reader with dysphoria Hobie Brown reminding ftm!Reader not to overbind Hobie Brown turning into a cat and causing chaos in the SpiderSociety

How Miles Morales acts on a rooftop date with another hero Miles Morales reacting to grieving reader Miles Morales being caught wearing his guy crushes hoodie Miles Morales reacting to his crush suddenly asking him out in the middle of a normal conversation Miles Morales with a younger!sister!reader

Platonic!Miguel O'Hara comforting transmale reader after a breakdown Miguel O'Hara reacting to reader coming out as trans (ftm)

Miles Morales and Hobie Brown (separate) reacting to male!Reader with brain issues Miles Morales and Hobie Brown (separate) reacting to male!Reader getting a good grade on an exam

Pavitr Prabhakar and german!male!Reader bonding by learning about each other's cultures

SpiderTeens reacting to gn reader adopting them all

Stranger Things:

Nothing yet!

The Umbrella Academy:

Nothing yet!

Criminal Minds:

Nothing yet!

Hitman Trilogy:

Nothing yet!

Mission: Impossible:

Ethan Hunt reacting to his son being a part of the syndicate

FarCry 5:

Nothing yet!

Valorant:

Nothing yet!

Detroit Become Human:

Connor helping male!trans!reader with testosterone shots Connor helping gn!Reader calm down from a panic attack Connor with a s/o who's a maladaptive daydreamer Connor with an insomniac s/o Connor with a s/o who's a wild/active sleeper

Our Life Beginnings & Always:

Nothing yet!

Error 143:

Nothing yet!

Sally Face:

Nothing yet!

WatchDogs Trilogy:

Nothing yet!

COD: Modern Warfare2:

John Price dealing with being a sleep talker

Konig reacting to short!male!Reader climbing him like a tree to see something Konig reacting to short!male!Reader being on his shoulders^^Part 2

Ghost, Konig, and Price (separate) reacting to male!Reader with dermatillomania Ghost and Konig (separate) reacting to having to cuddle up to male!Reader for warmth Ghost and Konig waking up to cuddling male!Reader ^^Part 2 Ghost and Konig (separate) having M!Reader be their gay awakening

The Imperfects:

Nothing yet!

Encanto:

Nothing yet!

Girl From Nowhere:

Nothing yet!

Metal Lords:

Nothing yet!

Dc Universe:

Batfam being jealous of the readers pet/animal Batboys reacting to Tim Drake's "bad-boy" boyfriend Taking care of Batboys (seperately) after they got their wisdom teeth removed Batboys reacting to boyfriend!Reader smacking their ass and running away Batboys + Conner & Wally being caught wearing masc!Readers hoodie Batfam reacting to Tim Drakes boyfriend who is the Jokers son ^^Batfam reacting to Tim Drakes boyfriend who is the Jokers son pt2^^ Batboys reacting to getting hard during training with M!Reader Anthro!Batboys having their ears and tail expose their romantic feelings for male!reader Batfam reacting to Tim Drake making a contract with a demon!male!reader BatBoys reacting to them thinking male!reader called them a goodboy

Sugar Daddy!Bruce Wayne accidentally falling for male!sugar-baby!reader Bruce Wayne with an energetic anti-hero husband

Conner Kent accidentally using X-ray vision on trans!male reader

Male!Justice League members reacting to rogue!reader moving out of Gotham and into their city

Jason Todd reacting to male reader falling asleep on him Jason Todd reacting to a gn reader who can't swim Injured!Jason Todd waking up to Reader in his hospital room

Damian Wayne with a child!brother!Reader Damian Wayne being caught wearing his guy crushes hoodie

Dick Grayson reacting to a very cuddly male reader Dick Grayson waking up his cuddly guy crush Dick Grayson reacting to a sad!male!Reader needing cuddles

Hal Jordan's (Green Lantern) reaction to reader having a lot of lantern rings Hal Jordan (Green Lantern) x recovering!male!Readers Hal Jordan reacting to being bitten by masc!alien!Reader

John Constantine reacting to a food-pusher Reader John Constantine with a werewolf s/o (gn reader) Hungover!John Constantine waking up in a caring Readers bed John Constantine reacting to a male!Reader that reminds him of his younger self ^part 2. John Constantine reacting to similar!male!Reader reading his soul John Constantine being bullied by a cat in a pub John Constantine reacting to a Reader that smokes John Constantine having a demon!Reader be attached to him John Constantine reacting to reader being turned into a baby John Constantine reacting to male!Rader lighting his cigarette with John's

Kid Flash (Wally West) reacting to accidentally courting alien!reader Kid Flash (Wally West) with a night owl boyfriend Kid Flash (Wally West) accidentally petting one of winged!male!Readers arousal zones Kid Flash (Wally West) and winged!male!Reader finally getting together Kid Flash (Wally West) cudding male!naga!Reader Kid Flash (Wally West) with a partner who's part of the BatFamily

Tim Drake reacting to guy crush reader accidentally cuddling him Tim Drake reacting to Rogue!Reader flustering him Tim Drake with a caring and patient boyfriend Tim Drake with a boyfriend who's very physically affectionate

How Superman, Batman, Hal Jordan, The Flash, and John Constantine react to someone handing them the unconscious reader out of the blue How Batman and Superman reacting to their long-term partner being their worst enemy How Batman, Superman, Hal Jordan, and The Flash would react to gn magic user reader using a gun out of nowhere

How Wally West, John Constantine, Hal Jordan, Dick Grayson, and Conner Kent react to falling asleep on their crush (male reader) How Wally West, Dick Grayson, Tim Drake, and Conner Kent taking care of their drunk guy crush How Dick Grayson, Wally West, Tim Drake and Conner Kent react to playing seven minutes in heaven with their guy crush How Dick Grayson, Tim Drake, and John Constantine react to their crush asking to play with their hair How Tim Drake and Damian Wayne react to their crush randomly asking them out in the middle of a conversation (seperate) How Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Tim Drake, Wally West and Conner Kent (sperately) react to Alien!Panther!Male!Reader cuddling up to them randomly

How Justice League boys react to empathic color!alien reader turning pink around them How Justice League boys react to male!Reader being turned into a cat How the Young Justice League reacts to a male!Reader with an Eating Disorder

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[pande-monty-um]

Fanart for @221bfakerstreet my friends amazing fic on AO3. May Mecry Follow I got inspired to draw more because of it lol. Please go and read it!

[dragonriderwarrior]

Old art and concept. This is Runner, based on a Roadrunner bird, had a fanfic idea of a yautja living on prehistoric Earth. I was inspired after playing FarCry Primal.

[iboughtafruitfly]

She’s done it again!

Thank you to the wonderful @redreart for bringing to life one of my favorite scenes from my fanfic. My favorite couple, my happy place, my obsession, Deputy Flores and her Eli! 🖤💚

You definitely did it justice! It’s beautiful!

[xeresmalfoy]

WIP name game, taggued by the talented @kimazuiiii 😍

I'm not one to work on multiple projects at once so I'll include my ideas for later projects and old projects that I intend to translate into English....

Current WIP : Brianna Fraser/Stephen Bonnet drama/comedy fic, 7 chapters are done so far and I'm having a lot of fun.

Ideas :

- MOAR Brianna/Stephen fics of course, i have several ideas of long fics

- I'm also thinking about writing Naruto fics about my Kings Gaara and Deidara, and of course my Queen Sakura but I'm quite new to this fandom so I'm still struggling with plot details cuz I don't wanna screw up 🙈

Translations :

- I started translating my Far Cry 3 fiction cuz I absolutely love it and I also love Vaas (another pirate, seems like I have a type, guys)

- And I'm also thinking - MAYBE - I could translate some of my old Dramione fics but I've left the HP fandom 4 years ago and I still don't know if I'll ever join back, so wait and see....

Let's see who I can tag.... @rhaenella @bakapandy @babybinxxx

[xsh4rk-bl00dx]

I write fanfics btw

[usuallythebadguy]

Seeking RP or collaborative fanficing!

Looking for RP partners/new pals, SFW/NSFW/Evolving, Short/Long term, play by post or chat form. These are my favourite worlds and characters to play AS or AGAINST. Of course, I'm open to many other characters also. I have no hard limits, can play dominantly or submissively as any oc and am adaptable to any ideas, concepts or pairings.

I have plenty of plot ideas, but I'm just as excited about catering to yours. Likewise, as much as I love canon pairings, I also love OCs and will happily romance or befriend your characters of any kind.

I love playing morally ambiguous bad guys and crazies but can be a perfect angel when needed. I'm nonbinary and in my thirties. While not necessary, would love to rp with people my age. Like mentioned, sfw and nsfw rps are fine! I have no hard limits, but am respectful of my rp partners! Also, potentially interested in doing fanfics with others, cuz that's cool too. I especially love slow burn long term rp <3

Arcane: Silco, Victor, Sevika, Singed, Vi, Jynx Deathnote: L, Light, Mastuda, Mikami, Mass Effect: Mordin, Jack, Wrex, Jaal Skyrim: Cicero, Derkeethus, Veezara, Lucian, Vicente Dragon Age: Cole, Varric, Sten, Josephine, Merrill Baldur’s Gate: Astarion, Abdirak, Kar'niss, Lae'zel, Karlach, Gale Steven Universe: Jasper Detroit Become Human: Connor, Hank, Inside Job: Rand, Reagan Hannibal TV Series: Will, Hannibal She Ra: Hordak, Entrapta, Scorpia Horizon Zero Dawn: Aloy, Erand, Kotallo, Nil Encanto: Bruno, Camilo Kipo: Jamack, Kipo, Hugo Simpsons: Flanders, Smithers, Bob, Skinner Rick & Morty: Rick, Morty, Jerry, Summer, Beth MLP: Discord, Queen Chrysalis Avatar: Zuco, Lin Beifong, Soka Harry Potter: Snape, Fallout: Cooper Howard, Norm, Lucy, Farcry: Joseph Seed, Supernatural: Castiel, Sam, Dean Snow Piercer: Melanie, Bess The Witcher: Geralt, Yennefer, Jaskier Vikings: Ragnar, Athelstan, Lagertha Stardew: Shane, Linus, Sebastian

[megraen]

Before, I made reaction GIFs just for John, but I've decided to add all the siblings. The following are things I've said while writing my Farcry 5 fanfic

And as a bonus...

@alwayssunnyinedensgate got them done :D

[cxlxrx]

soooo little heads up: i'll write two more parts for my farcry 3 mental hospital au series and then finishing it up. I'm nearly done with part 4 and will start part 5 soon. writing the series is so so much fun, seriously, but i wanna write another trikey fanfic and start my first lacho ff. I just want to wrap the series up and not just letting it hang in the "not finished" modus for eternity, so yeah, two more parts will come and then the series is done

[swampbrick]

As an early WIP Wednesday, here is a small snippet of my John/Rook wip titled "in place of hymns, i sing your name"

for @kennyaxoxo, who commented- so now i have to work on it (oh no, it's exactly what i asked for! who would have thought?)

I need somebody to force me to finish one of my three FC5 wips PLEASE

[thatonewatching]

What a will and won't write

Fandoms: Any Slenderverse thing; Sally Face, Omori; John Doe (Game); FNaF; Welcome Home; Little Misfortune (SFW only); Resident Evil; Farcry 5-6; Fran Bow (SFW); Dialtown (SFW); DSaF (SFW); Helluva Boss; Hazbin Hotel; Texas Chainsaw Massacre; The Boy; Halloween; Friday The 13th; Call Of Duty; Baldur's Gate 3; Scream; Howl's Moving Castle; Silent Hill (game and movie); My Bloody Valentine; Spirited Away; etc.

I will write: Smut; Angst; Fluff; Fanfics; NSFW and SFW alphabets; trans reader; GN reader; GF reader; trans character (requested); FTM; MTF; comfort; AU's; headcanons; pegging; femdom; most kinks; BxB; GxG; T4t; etc.

I won't write: Dark themes consisting of non-con; bodily fluids like piss or vomit; political views; child x ANYONE; incest; etc.

I only post on Tumblr and a Wattpad, and the listed accs are the only ones used.

If there was something you were wondering about that I didn't list, send it in my askbox or DM, and I'll get back to you.

I don't write much anymore because it's honestly kind of exhausting.

Hope u liked this and I will be posting soon, I hope. 🫶

[boredferret23]

°•Welcome to my blog!•°

I make headcanons and oneshots (sometimes fanfics). I'll also repost random stuff and post me ranting about a character or just random things.

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Supernatural:

Sam Winchester

Dean Winchester

Castiel

Lucifer

Gabriel

Micheal

Rowena McLeod

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FarCry 5:

John Seed

Joesph Seed

Jacob Seed

Faith Seed

Sharky Boshaw

Staci Pratt

Joey Hudson

Nick Rye

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Eli Palmer

Hannibal:

Hannibal Lector

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Creepypasta:

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Things I Will NOT Do:

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Please do not hate on me for my work! Thanks!

[infam2024]

Okay look,dear people of DeviantArt..I know I haven't posted the whole hell fest of what I said..so here's the thing. I want to at least now if any of you..want maybe,just maybe a fanfic of where Joseph seed has a new wife during the process the beginning of FARCRY 5?..or A whole completely new remixed Sega of CALL OF DUTY

Of my own kind OCs in the mix?

And if this can maybe..getting to 1K pageviews..maybe I can work on it day to day if possible.okay?

Okay.bye

[iboughtafruitfly]

I had to sit down for this one.

So much story, so much pain in one single photo. The ever wonderful @redreart has, once again, surpassed my expectations in creating the most amazing cover for my Far Cry 5 fanfic, my book: When the Room Turns White. The emotionally gripping and harshly devastating story of my OC, Deputy Jordyn Harper Flores.

I wanted something that captured, in a sense, just what it is that Dep goes through, and @redreart absolutely nailed it. The physical and mental abuse, the suffering, the heartbreak, and a hint of the unfortunate ending, which, if you look closely, is reflected in Jordyn’s eyes. So much, yet so little said in this art piece. My heart aches when I look at it, but it’s everything I had imagined it would be.

Thank you again, my friend. You are so beyond talented. I cannot express how perfect this is. ❤️‍🩹

[hopecountysfavhoe]

‘Cold’ Chapter Five

Word Count: 2,939

TW: Violence (abuse, scars, trauma, ((maybe)) victim-blaming), course language, advanced themes

    The Deputy was having a nightmare. It was one she'd had before, a recurring nightmare that still got to her. It caused her to bolt straight up in bed, breathing heavily while staring ahead. Her heart was pounding in her chest and her mouth was dry, contrasting her sweating forehead. She used her sleeve to wipe off her face, trying to control her breathing.

    "What's wrong?" Jacob asked, he was looking at her with a frown from down on the bed.

    "It's...it's nothing, just go back to sleep." The Deputy said and faced the fire again, pulling her knees up to her chest.

    "I can't, I already got more sleep than I ever get so I'll be up for hours." Jacob said and folded the covers off of himself. His shoulder winced as he lifted himself off the bed, his bandage still holding tight.

    The Deputy didn't say anything, she just looked at the fire with tired eyes. She hated having nightmares, they made her feel weak, especially that one. She didn't sleep that often either, because when she did she'd have dreams and they always changed to nightmares. Adelaide had told her to talk to Xander about it, that he'd probably have something he could give her that would help with them but the Deputy was just too busy.         This hunting trip was some of the only 'her' time the Deputy'd gotten since she came to Hope County and it was weighing on her. She got sick all the time, she was much skinnier than before. Even Hudson noticed, making a comment when she rescued her from John's bunker. But the Deputy knew (or rather hoped) that she was doing the right thing. Besides, she'd made promises to people like Pastor Jerome and Eli, and Whitehorse, and hundreds of other people that she'd do whatever it took to help save this place, and that was what she was doing. No matter the cost.

    Jacob noticed how uncharacteristically quiet the Deputy was being. He also noticed her blank stare when he added yet another piece of wood to the fire. "I know that stare all to well." He said, confusing himself on why he cared about what she was thinking. "Nightmare?" He asked and the Deputy hesitantly nodded, not looking away from the fire.

    "Just something from my past I can't seem to get away from." She spoke in a gravelly voice, her eyes staying unfocused. She gave her head a gentle shake, snapping out of her daze. She sighed and rubbed her hand across her face, as if she wanted to wipe the memories away.

    "Is he the one that gave you that scar?" Jacob asked after sitting in silence for quite some time, which proved he was actually thinking about what the Deputy was thinking about.

    "What scar?" The Deputy asked absentmindedly.

    Jacob motioned to the side of her neck, using a single finger to trace a line down to his shoulder blade, following the same path as one of her scars. The Deputy shook her head. "No that was something else, surgery... Wait how did you know I had a nightmare about-"     "Klaus? You mumble in your sleep. Kept saying his name over again and telling him to stop so I could only assume." Jacob said, looking down at the knife he used before to whittle. Klaus...he was the Deputy's nightmare. He was the reason the Deputy moved to Montana, she was trying to get away from him. But even after moving hundreds of miles he still had a hold on her life.

    The Deputy grew red faced, who knew what else she'd said in her sleep. She didn't want Jacob to know that much about her.

    "He didn't give me that scar, he gave me others." The word 'others' was hard to say, each one crystal clear in her memory. She knew where they were and when she got them, but most importantly she knew why she got them. She knew Jacob had probably seen them, for while there she was pretty much naked. She just didn't know if she wanted him to know which ones were because of Klaus.

    "Why would you be with someone like that? Someone so weak they had to hurt you just to keep you?" Jacob asked, his tone was harsh but not exactly towards the Deputy.

    The Deputy was quiet. That was a question she'd been asking herself since the day she left Colorado. "I don't know." She finally said, looking down at her hands. "He had a way of pulling me back, and he was my first so-" The Deputy stopped herself, that was to much information. Jacob didn't need to know, nor did he have any right to know about her sex life. Her face grew hot with embarrassment and she tried desperately to avoid Jacob's eyes.

    "He's the only one?" He asked, surprisingly sounding curious and even gentle.

    The Deputy hid the bottom of her face by balancing her chin on her knees, using her arms to hide herself from the nose down. She didn't know how to approach this. She could always lie and say no, but Jacob had a way of seeing right through people's lies.

    "I...guess so."

    "You guess? Deputy, you've either fucked someone else or you haven't, if you're not clear on which one I think you have a problem."

    "I haven't." The Deputy snapped, bringing her face back to her knees. She closed her eyes and tried to take a small breath, not wanting to let her fight or flight mode start a fight.

    Jacob didn't say anything, he seemed to have all the information he needed. The thought that Jacob now knew something like that that he could hold over the Deputy's head made her stomach turn. She'd normally saw off her own leg before she'd tell Jacob Seed anything about who she is or who she's been with. But for some reason it was different up there, sitting in a cabin in the winter storm. Jacob set his knife on the table and stood up. He walked over to the bed and sat himself on the corner.

    "Show me the scars he gave you." Jacob said out of the blue, his voice gentler now. The statement shocked the Deputy. She figured those would be the last things he'd be interested in seeing. "I want to see where he hurt you."

    The Deputy couldn't speak. She had absolutely no idea how to react, it was as if her brain couldn't process what was happening. But then she held her hand out flat, facing her palm up to the ceiling. Her body was working despite her brain having not made up its mind. She used her finger to trace the small scars that dotted her palm. Jacob moved closer to her so that he could see her hand. "What's this one from?" He asked.

    The Deputy stared at the scar, not looking up at Jacobs face. "We were having a fight, I don't remember why, probably because of something I said to him. But he threw a broken bottle at me and I caught the wrong side." She looked up, her eyes catching Jacob's. It was one of the less painful memories, on the scale of pain it was pretty low compared to the other scars he'd given her.

    Jacob nodded, looking back down at her palm. His eyes dotted up her covered arm, wondering if there were more there. The Deputy rolled up her sleeve carefully, as if she was worried about what would happen if she went to fast. She showed him her upper arm, pointing to a jagged scar near her shoulder. "Another fight, this one he used a cord, I don't remember what I did but it was bad."

    Jacob paused and raised a careful hand, gently moving her chin to the side, a scar on her jawline caught his eye.

    "What's this one?" He asked and pulled his hand away from her chin.

    The Deputy swallowed and felt the scar with her fingers. "He wore rings." She said simply and lowered her face. She looked at her other hand, looking over her soft skin, it didn't bare any scars but the Deputy knew it wouldn't take all that long to acquire more.

    Jacob waited for the Deputy to say something else, but she didn't. She took a shaky breath and ran her fingers through her hair, trying to use it to help hide her face. Jacob raised his fingers up to her hair, brushing it behind her ear so that he could see her face. His touch was like static, it scared the Deputy by how good it felt to be touched gently.

    The memories of Klaus were overwhelming. She'd of course thought about it before but she'd never been close enough to somebody to share with them about it. She quickly tried to wipe away a tear, scared about what would happen if Jacob saw her cry. Klaus always hated it when she cried. But what Jacob did shocked her.

    Jacob cupped the side of her face in his massive hand, using his thumb to wipe her cheek. He could feel her trembling underneath his touch, but he didn't blame her, he knew that he wasn't what she was really afraid of.

     "He isn't worth your tears." Jacob spoke quietly but firmly. The Deputy nodded in his hand, squeezing her eyes shut as if to block out the memories. Slowly, Jacob leaned into her, pressing his lips to hers in an electrifying kiss. Jacob's beard scratched against the Deputy's soft skin, their lips moving slowly but together.

    The Deputy didn't understand what was happening but it felt good. It felt good to be with someone who understood her pain, even if it wasn't theirs to share. This was the most gentle she'd ever seen Jacob be with anyone, part of her wondered if this was some sort of test. But even the Deputy couldn't imagine Jacob getting so physically involved with a test. Her body was tense but she was melting into his hands. She lowered her knees and Jacob pulled his hand away from her face, snaking his arm around her waist. The Deputy wrapped her arms around his shoulders, holding him closer to her.

    He placed a firm hand on her back, holding her into him. With his other hand he moved the covers off her legs, snaking a hand up her thigh. When he touched her thigh the Deputy flinched, her body tensing again. They separated, the Deputy glanced down at his hand.

    Jacob removed his hand. "Did he hurt you there too?" He asked, his breath warm against the Deputy's cheek. The Deputy bit her lip and took her hands off of the back of his head. Jacob backed off of her.

    "I just don't think I can." The Deputy spoke barely higher than a whisper. Jacob nodded, his eyes went back to their natural studious look. "I'm sorry." The Deputy's voice became a plead, she didn't know how Jacob would react to her saying no. It took everything in her to say it and it felt wrong.

    "Don't apologize, I'm not even sure what I was thinking was going to happen. You should try to get some rest." Jacob said and turned around, getting up off the bed. The Deputy's heart stayed pounding as she tried to quietly even out her breathing. It felt so good to be in Jacob's arms but she had to remind herself who he was. Even if he made her feel better about her scars or wiped away her tears, even if he saved her life, he was still Jacob Seed.

    She just couldn't get past his actions. The soft tone he spoke in, his hand on her cheek. She didn't think that he could be like that, so affectionate and attentive. She wondered to herself which Jacob was the facade and which one was real. She'd heard about his childhood, all of those terrible things his parents did to him, she'd only imagined that they must have squashed the love out of him but in those two days in that cabin the Deputy was starting to go back on her original idea.

    She watched as he sat back down in his chair, picking up his knife to continue whittling. His body language had returned to normal, as if nothing ever happened. As if they weren't just making out as enemies never do.

    "I really am sorry." She said again, wishing that her voice would stop wavering the way it did.

    "It's fine, Deputy. I was too forward." Jacob looked back at her again. His facial expression wasn't angry, it wasn't even disappointed, it was just Jacob's normal expression, the one he had when he was planning the next step. In his mind he was three steps ahead of whatever could happen, he had it all down. Or at least that's what the Deputy assumed.

    They sat in silence, the only sound was the wind and the fire crackling. The warm light from the fire danced across the cabin walls, flickering larger and smaller every second, casting tall shadows against anything out of reach.

    Jacob did think he had been to forward and that the Deputy was probably right to stop him. They were enemies, and they would leave the cabin enemies, he couldn't imagine the sort of mess that would have started up if they'd actually slept together. But still, she fit so perfect in his hands... He could see how badly that Klaus guy had wrecked her, he was convinced that he was the reason the Deputy hated talking about herself. The reason why even in the exhausting heat of summer she kept a jacket on to cover herself.

    Jacob had tried to pry his way into the Deputy's mind, into why she would fight so hard against them, but she never budged. He'd been trying for months to get even a scrap of something he could use to either put in the trials or throw back at her, but he didn't think he could use this. It wouldn't be right to hold that much trauma over someone's head. Besides, if she told him about Klaus and he used it against her? She'd probably kill him for it.

    He glanced over at the Deputy, her eyes lost in the flames of the fire while the rest of her body curled up under her arms. He tried to remember her rage, the rage that had cursed him on his cameras and destroyed his outposts. He just couldn't see it. He saw a broken person, trying to get past their trauma for the people they cared about.

    It was scary for him to think about how similar they were to each other. He'd spent numerous nights laying awake trying to stop thinking about Miller. He spent years roaming the streets of Atlanta, trying to find enough alcohol to make him forget about who he was and enough food to make sure he didn't die. He was angry, and that anger manifested itself into leading his own men and training his Judges. He found a cause, same as the Deputy. But he'd had his time, he'd gone through the stages to figure out who he was, even if he was still trying now.

    He didn't know how much time the Deputy had had to process her anger, but he knew that if it was unchecked for too long then she'd wind up killing herself trying to do the impossible. That was another reason why the Father wanted to get her to join them. Not only would it solve most of their problems but he had seen what that sort of inner rage had done to Jacob. Granted, Joseph had no idea what the Deputy was facing, but he could tell that it was something that was terrible. People with no trauma don't fight the same as those with trauma, it's just a fact of life. If nothing is there that's driven you to the point of fighting then why would you fight?

    The Deputy moved the sheet's off of her, getting up off of the bed. She didn't say a word as she walked over to Jacob. He looked up at her as she stood in front of him, looking down at his shadowed face. The Deputy guided his hand to set the knife and wood down on the ground then climbed onto his lap, straddling his hips with her own.

    "Let's go slow." She said.

    "What are you-" The Deputy cut Jacob off with a kiss on the lips, putting her hands on each side of his face.

    He grabbed her hips with his hands, pushing back into the kiss. They pulled away from each other, searching each other's eyes for some sort of answer. They could have been trying to ask each other if they knew what was happening, but neither of them had a response. They kissed again, knowing it was wrong but it felt too good to stop, their hands searching for more of each other.

    The dark night outside grew quieter until there was no sound but the distant call of wolves howling. The crisp cold tried to nip it's way into every house but was blocked by heat everywhere it tried. The clouds had cleared, sending streaks of white moonlight down to the surface of the snow, causing everything to sparkle magnificently.

    Many people were snuggling closer to each other that night, all trying to stay warm in the cold.