iboughtafruitfly

[iboughtafruitfly]

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[iboughtafruitfly]

I hover at the threshold and look at him. My husband. Seeing him in a whole new light. Eli takes my hand and pulls me into the room. Closes the door behind me, and backs me into it. He traces my skin, hands guided only by hazy moonlight and electric touch. Lighting fires as ardent fingers glide, we undress each other slowly in the dark and though we have visited many times, it's as if we’ve never been in this place before. Piece by piece, we are revealed. I flatten my hands against his bare chest, feeling his heartbeat, feeling his breath, feeling his warmth. My body falls into his rhythm.

My dress soundlessly drops to the floor in a puddle around my feet. Neither of us says a word as he lays me down, but there is no rush for him to take me. When he eventually does, he is unhurried. He moves leisurely inside of me, giving my mind, body, and soul his undivided attention. We breathe the other in. Closer. Deeper. More radiant than we’ve ever been. So tightly knit, the line between our bodies is blurred. Give and take, push and pull. Steady movements. A groove so effortless. A unity that defies everything.

We shift positions, making love to each other for so long, my body trembles from exhaustion. We’re stuck on one another, both sweating against each other as tender kisses are traded between hot, labored breaths. But it is transcendent, and it is beautiful, and it is everything that is ever-perfect in this world.

- excerpt from When the Room Turns White

Thank you @redreart for this beautifully intimate piece of Jordyn and Eli! The way he’s holding her is healing my heart in a way I’ve been needing. 🥺 The lighting, the positioning, the seclusion. Everything about this is absolutely perfect. ♥️

[iboughtafruitfly]

I had to sit down for this one.

So much story, so much pain in one single photo. The ever wonderful @redreart has, once again, surpassed my expectations in creating the most amazing cover for my Far Cry 5 fanfic, my book: When the Room Turns White. The emotionally gripping and harshly devastating story of my OC, Deputy Jordyn Harper Flores.

I wanted something that captured, in a sense, just what it is that Dep goes through, and @redreart absolutely nailed it. The physical and mental abuse, the suffering, the heartbreak, and a hint of the unfortunate ending, which, if you look closely, is reflected in Jordyn’s eyes. So much, yet so little said in this art piece. My heart aches when I look at it, but it’s everything I had imagined it would be.

Thank you again, my friend. You are so beyond talented. I cannot express how perfect this is. ❤️‍🩹

[iboughtafruitfly]

Average person: how does writing work

writer: Well u type an u delete. You rethink. Then u do 187 min of research and correct it. You reread and wonder if u hav a grasp of english. Then u revise

person: then ur done with the book?

writer: then u move onto the next sentence

[iboughtafruitfly]

Honestly 😅

"Oh being a writer must be so cool and artistic"

No being a writer is frantically googling shit like this at 1 am on a work night

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Do you kids know how hard it is to hyper fixate on shit as a goddamn adult?? Sorry boss I know you need those files done but I’m too busy giggling like a goddamn school girl over a fictional man

[iboughtafruitfly]

its so scary to put yourself out there but a SINGLE message saying "hi i loved what you made it touched me in some way" makes it all worth it 10000%

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As an aspiring writer, I hope to achieve this.

I think my favorite thing is when someone tells you that a line you wrote gutted them. Just flayed them open and made them feel everything and nothing all at once. I just think that’s kinda nice.

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What it looks like: I've abandoned my fic

What's actually happening: It consumes my thoughts every single day. The urge to write gets stronger but my putty brain just. won't. let. it. happen.

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❤️‍🩹

the sadness stayed with me for so long that i don't know how to live without it anymore

[iboughtafruitfly]

everyone say it with me:

I didn’t write it for them, I wrote it for me. ❤️

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Why is this my life 😅

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Sharing fanfic updates be like

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Usually it’s video games instead of music but this is pretty much accurate hehe

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She’s done it again!

Thank you to the wonderful @redreart for bringing to life one of my favorite scenes from my fanfic. My favorite couple, my happy place, my obsession, Deputy Flores and her Eli! 🖤💚

You definitely did it justice! It’s beautiful!