#fank u :3

[flowerygraves]

5/12/20

5:A song that needs to be played LOUD

this song has probably done some pretty considerable damage to my ears

12:A song from your preteen years

\m/

20:A song that has many meanings to you

special place in my heart for this one

[againstme]

🎧 🎧 :)

hiiiiiiiii :3 ! gonna do 3 songs from my spotify wrapped of 2023, w lyrics i like and why! sowwy i'm a day late but thanks for sending an ask :P

oh hell yeah. i love hedwig and the angry inch. first time i watched this movie i was wayyyyyyy too high and barely comprehended anything, except for the visuals from this song, and wig in a box. basically, watch the movie. so good, so trans, i love it. u have to experience it if you havent. anyways, lyrics. this song is based off of the symposium by plato. that is obviously quite a long and dense read, but the song is loosely based on it, in a non euro-centric retelling of the story. i love the gender, if that makes sense, lol.

And there were three sexes then One that looked like two men Glued up back to back Called the children of the sun And similar in shape and girth Were the children of the earth They looked like two girls Rolled up in one And the children of the moon Were like a fork shoved on a spoon They were part sun, part earth Part daughter, part son

i love bayside. i feel like they're so underrated. such divorce songs, though. i love divorce songs. and their guitars are incredible.

I don't know where to go I don't know if this thing's still working My heart's not beating anymore And I don't know if I bleed Test it out just to see Cuz the best that I can hope to be Is strong enough to leave

i know this song is definitely about divorce/an ending relationship, but while reading these lyrics, i'm relating these ones in particular to being in residential treatment right now. i really don't know where to go, i don't know if treatment is where i'm supposed to be. i'm slowly feeling like i'm running out of steam, but the only, and best thing that i can do, is try to keep going.

oof, yeah this song hits. i've been into it since maybe my sophomore year, but i think i've started to relate to it more as i've grown older and my relationships have changed.

i've always had a hard time making friends. i was never the one with a large friend group, that was always my brother's thing. so i really only had like one, or maybe a handful, of people that i kind of felt like i could talk to, on a semi-regular basis, but i'd never have them over to my house, or vice-versa. so i didn't really feel like we were truly friends, at least to me. it felt like the other friends were more friends with each other than they were with me. which was really just my life, up to that point.

i think partially due to my doubts about the integrity of the friendships, but also due to distance and time, we all drifted apart. and i kind of felt like i failed at the whole "making friends" thing, for a bit, as i watched the friendships that i thought were going to last for a while dwindle and fizzle out.

anyways, like the lyrics say, i did resolve to make new friends. i liked my old ones, but i feel like i fucked up, and when moving to a new place and being introduced to a new group of people, it was what felt like my one and only opportunity to try the whole having friends, especially having a friend group, thing again. and it worked, this time.

Is there anyone here I know? I look around the room, Whatever, I let it go.

I resolve to make new friends, I liked my old ones, But I fucked up, so I'll start again.

What's the worst that could happen?

okie yeah those are the three chase songie songs u get. with the classic long winded chase commentary of me basically just word vomiting all over my keyboard. i'm avoiding doing my chore of cleaning the dining room right now and i'm doing this instead because it's more fun.

so thank u for the distraction. i'm gonna play this song on guitar now and, reluctantly, clean the dining room.

<3

[blondebxt]

Timsteph in college/ timsteph but they have super powers/ batfamily thanksgiving

Idkkkk feel free to choose one or ignore xd💜

college au college au college au

[garoujo]

i just wanted to say a huge thank you for not only reaching 20k followers right at the end of the year but also 4 all of the kindness i’ve been shown on this blog ! fank yew 4 letting me have this little corner of the internet as a little safe space ^_^

i wanted to do my own sort of ‘year in review’ i guess so i could kind of throw a spotlight on all of my favourite fics / blogs / artists that have rly added to my time here with everything they do <3 if you’re not included pls don’t take it personally i hav smol brain + also couldn’t involve everyone since theres so many !

WRITING SPOTLIGHT 2022

a small list of all of my favourite pieces of writing i’ve read this year, mostly for my favourite blorbos <3 please read the warnings before proceeding on creators blogs + b4 reading !!!

WHATS TAKING A LIFE OR TWO [IF IT MEANS GETTING TO KEEP YOU] — hanma shuji. ( @hijackser ) this is my absolute FAVOURITE SERIES PERIOD. obviously i’m actually insane 4 hanma but no this series made me EVEN MORE INSANE ! i’ve reread it an insane amount of times, i think about it 24/7. it is my favourite piece of writing to even exist.

SHOW OFF — hanma shuji ( @killsaki ) dallas is probably sick of me talking about this fic but ILL NEVER BE OVER IT ! favourite stand alone shuji fic ever ! everything about it is soooo perfect n so insanely him i could cry <3 absolute favourite shuji fic in the world.

ABSENTEE LOVER — hanma shuji ( @shoyoist ) ive read this an absolutely criminal amount, words cannot DESCRIBE !!! how much i love it like it has such a special place in my heart i adore him in this ! rekha never disappoints w the shuji content <3

CLOUD 9 AND SICK DAY — nagi seishiro ( @iitoshi ) everytime kai writes nagi i absolutely eat it up + these little drabbles are on my mind literally always !!! i will never be able to get enough w how well he’s written here EVER !!!

BLLK BOYS WORKING IN A PIERCING SHOP — multiple. ( @pinteukr ) i literally just read this, specifically nagi’s part but i HAD to include it because i was a MESS !!! ABSOLUTELY DONE !!! it is so good + this imagery / au is EVERYTHING 2 ME <3

PROPOSAL — nagi seishiro ( @tcshi ) i read this a few days ago + it’s still on my mind constantly hes just SO IN CHARACTER ! EVERYTHING IS SOOOO RIGHT !!! would reread one million times after !!! infact i’ll reread right after writing this !!!

WHEN THEY GET JEALOUS — multiple bllk characters ( @lalunanymph ) SO GOOD !!! SO CRAZY !!! nagi’s part had my toes curling n my feet kicking like akajakaka dawn !!!! i literally ate up every character honestly i’d read anything from u <3

SUGARSTREAM — gojo satoru ( @satorhime ) THIS FIC CHANGED THE TRAJECTORY OF MY WHOLE EXISTENCE !!! literally thee reason i became like actually unhinged 4 gojo satoru . it changed me down 2 the core it’s TOO GOOD !!! FOR FREE TOOO ????

BLOG SPOTLIGHT 2022

a small list of some of my favourite blogs who are also amazing writers + i recommend with my whole heart ! again i can’t include everyone but just know ily <3 again please read warnings byf !!!

@saetoshis + @goroushis — multifandom [+ genshin writing blog] nsfw + dc !

@getoswhore — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@bbiemilk — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@tetsutits — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@alhaithms — multifandom. nsfw !

@anantaru — genshin impact . nsfw + slight dc !

@blueparadis — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@itoshi-s — blue lock. nsfw + dc !

@ilykento — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@r-oronoa — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@touyyes — mostly jjk but multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@510hz — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@starlitheaven — jjk + hxh. nsfw + dc !

@torufilms — blue lock. sfw + nsfw !

@sailewhoremoon — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@dilu3 — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@shirohyorin — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@saneminx — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@takaholic — multifandom. nsfw + light dc !

@haruchiyos — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@satorini — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

@ohsatori — multifandom. sfw + nsfw !

@suget — mostly jjk. nsfw + dc !

@bleubrri — multifandom. nsfw + dc !

ARTIST SPOTLIGHT 2022

a small list of the artists who i follow + love seeing on my dash ! they’re just so crazy talented it’s insane <3

@tinymaru — reine is the one who drew my emmie x nagi fanart in my header and they are so craaaazy talented <3

@kita-dynasty — laine is SO AMAZING !!! every single time she posts i eat it up i could look at her art all day !!!

@omiishii — i’ve followed jace for YEARS ! and he only gets even better it’s actually insane !!! it’s just so amazing to see their art whenever i’m on dash <3

@omiyours — remi made my theme for me + she is so CRAZY TALENTED i just think she deserves absolutely everything 4 sharing it with people and being so kind <3

if you don’t want 2 be tagged pls let me know + i can take you out but i just wanted 2 do a little round up and also thank everyone 4 all the support they’ve shown me on this lil blog of mine <3 i am so very grateful ! again if i’ve not included u i’m super sorry there were so many !!! I STILL LOVE U I SWEAR !!! yay 2 2022 tho >_<

[seluniite-archived]

7. Do they have their own personal quest that spans the course of the game?  Can it take different branching paths depending on the choices the Player Character makes?

𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙿𝙰𝙽𝙸𝙾𝙽/𝚃𝙰𝚅 𝙰𝚂𝙺 𝙻𝙸𝚂𝚃

I freakin' love this question tbh and yes. Eira is a fairly new cleric when the events of the game begins. She's got this deeply rooted self-doubt thanks to her trauma, but tries to handle herself with grace, feeling that Selûne wouldn't have bestowed her with these gifts had she thought her unworthy. She's always been one to put her faith in the Moonmaiden without question.

A COMPLETE EIRA COMPANION GUIDE

【 ACT I: CONFRONTING / TALKING ABOUT HER TRAUMA 】

Eira is a pleasant cleric, and upon meeting her, Tav will learn that she is quite enthusiastic about helping others, albeit a bit nervous. She's fairly easy to recruit and shows interest in helping find Halsin (she has already met him before Aradin's party sets out), but worries about the goblins that have set up camp at the old temple of Selûne.

She is not quick to spill on what has happened to her. She harbors a lot of survivor's guilt, and so much of her self-doubt comes from wondering why she would have been given her abilities when she was in such a fearful and vulnerable position. Losing the only person she's ever loved (Kasimir protecting her, taking the fall, and literally dying on her) in such a manner makes her constantly fearful that she might fail those around her.

Harboring all of that guilt without an outlet is why she completely loses it upon first walking into the Goblin Camp. If she slaughters everything in sight, she will be filled with so much guilt and dissatisfaction, even though these goblins have done some horrible shit, because she isn't one to act in such a manner. She's always been one to approach situations in a very diplomatic way. Tav would have the option of persuading her to not act so rashly, and despite a higher DC, she would approve and apologize. If they fail the persuasion check, she will disapprove and cause the goblins present to go hostile.

After the Goblin Leaders are defeated and Halsin freed, a GOOD approval rating will allow Eira to open up about how she got the scar on her neck. She will mention the attack on the temple, but isn't ready to talk about Kasimir just yet, so she will let Tav know that she narrowly escaped and the Moonmaiden answered her prayers by way of gifting her with her abilities. Trying to pry into her mind and learn more will earn HIGH disapproval from her, but a DC10 Insight will let you know that she is holding back on telling you more. She won't share more at this time, but will express that she feels like she's a lot worthier than she gave herself credit for, and will thank Tav for being such a great companion.

At the tiefling party, she is allowing herself to have fun for the first time in...probably ever. She gets silly drunk and giggly. If you're attempting to romance her and have a high enough approval, there won't be sex, but she will express that she's only ever been with one person and fears how inexperienced she is. The truth is, she's afraid of getting closer to someone in a romantic manner because Kasimir's death hurt more than anything. I imagine there will be a nice stroll through the forest and the option for a kiss in front of some sweet backdrop.

【 ACT II: CONFRONTING HER SELF-DOUBT 】

I like the possibility of a corruption arc for Eira, and have considered exactly how this might go down.

GOOD PATH: Upon meeting Isobel, she is fangirling. A very "I wanna be her when I grow up" moment. If Marcus fails at taking Isobel, then things will continue on. She will be relieved and will want to help Isobel in whatever way they can so that the cleric can finally catch a break. If you kill Isobel, Eira will leave the party.

The Gauntlet of Shar is another test. She's been trying to level with Shadowheart until now, but failing to convince SH not to kill the Nightsong or killing the Nightsong yourself will lead Eira to leave your party for good. If the Nightsong is freed and she discovers that Dame Aylin is her goddess's daughter, she will be overcome with admiration and just get down on one knee and bow. At this point, she feels more confident in her abilities and feels that she is worthy of the gift bestowed upon her by Selûne, which I do believe both Aylin and Isobel will confirm.

CORRUPTION PATH: If Marcus takes Isobel and the Last Light Inn falls, then Eira will attempt (and fail) to keep the barrier up, but realizes she isn't strong enough - she is nowhere NEAR Isobel's level. And this pisses her off and fills her with a lot of grief once she sees the shadow curse take down everyone at the Inn. Once again, she has failed while those around her have perished.

She's angry and feeling betrayed by the Moonmaiden; wallows in that and lets it fester, but the true corruption possibility will not present itself until the Gauntlet, where I feel Shar will attempt to whittle her way into Eira's mind and corrupt her as you complete each gauntlet task. She becomes noticeably more jaded and even callous as you do. By the time you reach the Nightsong, Eira will actually volunteer to be the one to execute her if Shadowheart isn't present (if Shadowheart is present, then she will simply stand back and watch).

You get one more chance to convince her not to fall into the bullshit.

ROMANCING: Either pivotal point would allow Eira to open up about her fear of losing another person that she loves, but she will confess feelings either way, whether true, unconditional love, or lust. The good path is sweet and you get sweet shmex, and the corrupted path is uh...feral. You get feral shmex. You're either making love to her or getting fucked by her either way, congratulations.

SHADOWHEART: I feel like Eira's arc can also work in tandem with Shadowheart's. It would still be up to Tav to save SH, but I feel like the Moonmaiden ultimately set this path out for Eira as well, and she finds that her purpose had to do with her own potential as well as the potential to help others through her goddess's teachings. In Eira's good arc, I think she would react to Shadowheart not giving in to Shar much like how Karlach reacted to Astarion not sentencing all those vampire spawn to death. Just SO PROUD.

【 ACT III: GARRICK KORLYS 】

I think the conclusion of Act 2 effectively concludes Eira's main arc, but getting to Baldur's Gate comes with the optional opportunity to discover that her brother, Garrick, has been in debt with the Guild for some time and has been working to pay off his debt via working for them. Depending on Eira's arc, she can either refuse to help him (unlikely, but corrupted Eira has become super jaded) or try to find a way to get him out of debt.

I didn't do the Guild side quest, so this part is still sort of pending as I finish my second playthrough. I wanna rope Gortash into this somehow just to make it a little more difficult on Eira and her brother and what it would mean for his future, but TBD.

This presents an opportunity to recruit Garrick as an ally in the final battle.

ROMANCING: Once the Elder Brain is defeated, then Good Eira will likely comment on how she has always wanted to open an orphanage, and how she loves healing, but fighting is not exactly her expertise. If you're romancing her, then there's the option of encouraging her to pursue her dream and settling down or persuading her that she is cut out for the adventurer's life with you. As for Corrupt Eira...she's responded to love much in the same way that Ascendad Astarion or Justiciar Shadowheart has. Very flippant and distracted by a newfound darkness.

And that's what I got, thank you if you read through all this because holy shit.

[satorisoup]

hiii sweetest lene!! ꒰✿´ ꒳ ` ꒱♡ i have a special delivery for ya! it's lene x ume! (lumeya) kyaaaaa you two make the cutest pair <3333

a lil token of my gratitude for your beautiful kajimii illustration~

ume made a flower crown just for you, cuz you are his flower queen! ✿ i hope you like it! i also incorporated some colors from the selfshippie color palette you did with ume cuz it's so cute!!! link to hq version

UWAHHH MY PWECIOUS MII !! (っ⸝⸝⸝ <) hewwo, hewwo m’ honey !! m’ soso happy to see yous in my inbox !! YIPEEE !! >//<

SOBSOBSOBSOB GASPS !! FOR MWE ??? 🥺 ouh, words can’t explain how excited i am rights now !! PWEASE !!

KYAAAA ME N’ UME !! ME N’ UME !! LUMEYA !! ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝ ouh, ouh, MY HEART IS MELTIN’ !! tha wittle pose, my wittle outfit, tha sweet pink blushies, DA FLOWER CROWN !! mii, i swear, m’ screaming !! DIS IS DA CUTIEST ART IN DA ENTIRE WORLD !! are yous kiddin’ me ?? i fink i just might cry from da cuteness overload !! pwease, gives mwe an ounce of your beautiful talent !! (っ⌓ ˂̣̣̥ ) m’ ume’s flower princess, you say ?? (✿´꒳`)ﾉ WAHHH !! i fink my heart just might burst from da amount of cuteness !!

WAHHH mii, ouh my pwecious fwiend !! ( ˃̣̣̥ ᴖ ˂̣̣̥ ) words can’t describe how twuly grateful i ams for you !! you did all dis, just for mwe ?? even usin’ da color pallete of lumeya ?? da amount of thought and effort you put into dis has me meltin’ into a puddle of affection !! T^T how do i even begin to tell you hows much i love and cherish dis & you !! <3 ouh, THANK YOU !! fank you, fank you, FANK YOUS SHOSHOOOO MUCH FOR DIS !! you are so thoughtful, kind, & pwecious my sweet mii !! T^T dis has made me da most happiest girl in da WORLD !! I ABSOLUTELY LOVE & ADORE IT !! >_< i mean it !!

EEEEK m’ sweet mii, how are you doin’ today ?? i hopes you’ve been hydrating and feelin’ well !! m’ tellin’ kaji to come & gives you a smoochie, right now !! i wuv you shosho much, m’ givin’ you so many big smoochies !! FANK YOU !! MWUAH MWUAH MWUUUUAH EHE !! <3 🍓

[jesuistrestriste]

The agnst blurb was TEWW good btw. God i love your writing

angellll ughhh <3 :,,,(

[courtjester69420]

hello can i ask about aubergine i'd love to hear about him. what's his deal what's his backstory what's his love life like how evil is he on a scale from 1 to 10. do you have any pictures of him you're fond of

Hello yes absolutely I love talking about aubergine so much I’ve been insane about him for 7 years (I also kept meaning to message u and then woe the illnessTM)

Local man actually not local at all, from a different universe entirely, he never talks about it because it’s simply not relevant to the situation at hand. He’s the half-elven bastard son of the third daughter in a middle level elven noble house, and because he’s the only child in the family (and because his family does love him so so much) he is the heir. Everyone else fucking hates this (bastard + not even a full elf + just really annoying to be around). To me they are from fantasy Singapore where it’s a small self autonomous island state that is in name only attached to a larger empire this isn’t relevant I’m just insane.

His dad is a human adventurer, both him and his mom love aubergine lots but are also low key absent. His dad because you know how it is with adventurers, his mom because as it turns out trying to manage an entire noble house with all the networking and trying to influence the emperor and militaristic expansion (don’t worry about it) with three (3) people is a little demanding.

He got shuffled off to a wizarding academy and got like 80% the way to becoming a first level wizard when his draconic lineage kicked in (Chinese people will relate their dnd characters to dragons etc etc). His whole relationship to his peers can be summed up as that one buzz feed unsolved image that’s like “I’ve met a lot of insufferable people but hey they also met me”

OKAY BACKSTORY COMPLETE (ish)

In bg3 he is dating Halsin but unfortunately his addiction to men who so sucks. Imagine being expelled from baldur’s gate for saying what he did to that mind flayer. Sorry his naturally slutty nature… He does like Halsin a lot though, he reminds Aubergine to be a nicer person than he is naturally inclined to be.

Which brings me to explaining how despite letting all those slaves in the forge die and not really caring when other people die Aubergine is like. A solid 5, God’s most neutral soldier. He’s very much a care for your own person, his own being everything he considers part of his hoard (his friends, coworkers he spends a considerable amount of time with, any child he comes across, his 30k gold <- perpetuating stereotypes), and anyone and anything else outside he literally couldn’t care less about. His moral compass is influenced solely by the compasses of the people around him ❤️

Additional extremely important Aubergine note is that he will imbibe whatever people hand him and tell him to consume. It never processes through his brain that he shouldn’t. This has killed him several times.

pichures:

this wip ive had for the past like 2 years that remains the only time ive capture Him Face and this game screenshot from when i finally found red dye in the city and got so excited i scrempt

[lottiecrabie]

Was that the better ending crabie pls say yes

Also cyosa was literally so fun

🪻

it was not the better ending🤓☝️ if cuddling had won they would have ended up together🕊️ i did not want to write showering i only put it in because i was sure it wouldn’t win😭😭

[timothylawrence]

its kinda amazing how i've only ever had to turn of rbs on two posts considering my tolerance for stuff. kinda horrible that both posts were about kat

[babybluebex]

(anon who said about the burst blood vessel here😛) yes!! they last for years, i literally had mine through my whole childhood and then it just disappeared one day😭 so it would make sense that it’s in his old photos too !! although it looks fainter now than it was during the filming so it might be going !! also i want to say thank you for your content cause it’s some of the only A++ dom content on here atm😌😚

i'm over here googling "burst blood vessel" just to see what's goin on with that, and this webpage i'm on says it can develop in people who "have lighter skin tones" and "play contact sports".... sounds like our dommy lol, he checks those boxes pretty well (i'm writing smth rn about him playing hockey, so it's on the brain)

[garoujo]

omfg finding your blog was a fucking blessing

[tteokdoroki]

where do you find the cute little symbols you use in your fics/masterlists? they’re saur cute and it makes everything come together

emojicombos.com ! <3

[sleephearts-archived]

hi cia, i am dropping off a smooch for u bc i was thinking abt you and i hope ur week has been well :> ! 💗

HI BBIE ! i am keeping dis smooch very close 2 my heart 'n making it last 4ever (´,,>ω<,,`)♡ my week has been alright ! 2 b extremely honest im fighting off weird burnout 'n trying 2 fix my sleep schedule so i can properly fxn during da day + not b so zombie-like ... but i did hav a great time @ a concert last nite ! slowly figuring out where i am ueh..

[a-ikuoliver]

oooohhh i simply must know about “like a girl does”

*rubs my hands together evilly* ehehehehe toxic masc lesbian bakugou

i still have to edit her AND im gonna do a v smutty follow up bc this is already at 4.3k and its just all lead up lmao

[brilliantdisguises]

made a bg3 withers playlist :3c