FOR ALL THE YEARS I HAVE LOVED YOU - HAN
pairing - bf!han ♥︎ fem!reader
genre: fluff & suggestive (16+)
word count: 0.6k
warnings: mentions of food, 1 swear word, suggestive at the end
A/N : happy birthday hanji <3 we love and appreciate all the work you do for stays !
“Mhm five more minutes” he groans, grabbing your waist to pull you closer to him. “You said that five minutes ago ji!”
You may be a tad bit annoyed but you can’t put up that face for long, not when he’s resting so cutely next to you. I mean, who are you to wake him up on his birthday?
Around five more minutes pass before you’re finally able to wake him up properly, Han slowly sitting up and stretching.
“Happy birthday baby” you say before leaning in to give him a kiss. He gladly accepts, grabbing the back of your neck to deepen the kiss.
You guys stay there for a while, no thoughts that aren’t of eachother are running through your minds. You almost forget that you have breakfast you had cooked earlier getting cold downstairs, too lost in the feeling of him.
You pull away, much to both of yours dismay. “Wow, happy birthday to me” he says, licking his lips slightly. You chuckle at this, feeling a blush rise to your cheeks. “I’m not done with your presents yet, lover boy” you mention before standing up and peeking under the bed.
Han tilts his head in confusion as you slowly grab a letter and a small box from underneath the bed. “Happy birthday love.” You smile, handing them both to him.
Han grabs the box, shooting you a shy smile as a silent thank you before open up the letter. He silently reads it, (much to your liking considering you would have literally exploded with embarrassment if he read it out loud) tearing up the longer he reads. A tear never drops, but you could tell he was close.
“Thank you so much baby, I love you so much” he’s saying before giving you another deep & passionate kiss. This one last just a little longer than your previous one did, your hearts connecting. You have to force yourself to pull away from him so he can see the other present you put together.
After he composes himself, he slowly opens the box. A small handmade scrapbook sits delicately inside, small assortments of paper that read “For all the years I have loved you” situated on top.
You smile sheepishly as he flips through the book, various candid photos, love letters, and messages showing up as he flips through the pages, not even noticing the few tears that actually do escape as he does so.
He finishes after a while, looking at you with the most intense grin you have ever seen on his face. He’s not saying anything before he’s smothering you in a hug, holding on to you tightly as if you could slip through his fingers at any moment.
When you pull away and look into his eyes, you could tell he dizzy with love. Only thoughts of you swirling around in his mind. “Seriously baby, this means so much to me. I love you so fucking much.”
All you could do is at him grin lovingly and give him one last peck on the lips. “Ok no more sweetalk! I have some food I made you down stairs, let’s go eat before it gets cold.” You say before standing up and grabbing his hand.
“Oh my god there’s literally no way this day could get any better” he replies, standing up alongside you.
You turn around at this, giggling with a sly smirk as you hover your lips right over his “I’m sure I have one more way of making this day even better.”
back to masterlist…
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Okay now that I've reblogged that one post...
Holy shit
Like, please understand me. This is how I already interpreted these relationships after reading Journal 3 but like
Wow Ford really was in a weird kinda complicated gay situationship with Bill and Fiddleford, huh? When he's all alone on Christmas in tbob he's all like "Oh yeah haha of course...of course. You have. Yeah. You have a wife, F. How could I expect you not to leave. I am totally not secretly hoping you'll turn around and come back to me, or that you'll even bring your family back here if you have to so I can see you. I'd retreat to my dreams but I haven't seen my muse in weeks and I miss him so badly. I'm so alone"
He and Fiddleford aren't even dating but it's hard not to get the light impression that this situationship is such that Ford kinda treats Bill like his comfort triangle from his head and dreams and Fiddleford like his comfort best friend in his lab. Like he's sad on Christmas that his boyfriends left him alone, you know? Of course it's definitely more complicated than just that, but they are dear companions to him
Or when Bill finally comes back and Ford is pissed
"You return now? After all of that, after me missing you so badly, almost dying, wondering if I'd dreamed it all up. You return now like it was no biggie? Did you ever mean the things you said? Did you not find some other scientist or some other big brain to talk up? Have you found someone else? Another partner?"
And then Bill, dodging the question was like "Funny you think I'm cheating on you as if you haven't been spending all that time with F. The side bitch. The third wheel. You've even considered telling him everything, even though you know he has second thoughts. Heh. A little birdie told me he dreams of shutting down the project even."
Leading Ford to be like "Aw hell how could I accuse my muse of such a terrible thing when I haven't been a saint. He's right! F has been much less motivated lately and I've just gotten so paranoid from the isolation. I'm so sorry for my baseless accusations."
I don't even have a lot to say I just love these three. Fiddleford put up with a lot of shit from Ford while also dealing with his own problems and trying to help him regardless, while Stanford saw him as a comfort and a good friend but ultimately someone who was of lesser mind than he and couldn't see things through his eyes, while Bill was in Stanford's corner actively making him worse and contributing to his isolation (trying to get him to drop Fiddleford and actively feeding his paranoia), while Stanford was seeing both relationships of his with stars in his eyes and rose tinted glasses because he refused to do some introspection
There's so much stuff that journal 3 and tbob added to the equation that's just bad/shitty all around. Can't believe Ford went through a double divorce/breakup despite not having ever been married (or, at least, despite not even officially dating them sorta)
The entire situation in the past is just tragic and hilarious and concerning all at once and that's what I like the portal trio for tbh
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like i'm so fucking ill about it. the (shipped) gold standard was the last song they needed to play to have performed every single song off of folie à deux live at least once. the record that has caused them the most pain. the one that they avoided like the plague for over a decade after its release, save for i don't care and the occasional instances of disloyal order, what a catch, or 20 dollar nose bleed when they toured with panic! that one time. the one that patrick wouldn't even talk about, for the longest time. it got them booed visciously, it got them dissected by critics, it got them pelted with garbage and glowsticks at shows, it got them stressed and strained to the point of needing to pause all efforts as a band to make sure they could still stay FRIENDS in the wake of it, and now it is the only fall out boy record that they have played 100% of, INCLUDING lullabye and fucking pavlove. and the last song left was (shipped).
you can only blame your problems on the world for so long. i want to scream "i love you" from the top of my lungs, but i'm afraid that someone else will hear me.
(or, they used to be afraid. evidently, not anymore.)
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While rereading mdzs I am once again shocked by how talked about the "you were the only mistake he ever made" line from Lan Xichen to Wei Wuxian is and how heated it gets some people because honestly... I don't think he actually even believes that.
Stay with me. Look at the actual line. (I Included 2 translations for comparison's sake)
Firstly, yes he is mad at Wei Wuxian in this scene. But his biggest moment of anger was actually before this. By this point he's realized that Wei Wuxian forgot what happened after nightless city (and therefore ISN'T stringing along his baby brother on purpose) so he has in fact calmed down a bit.
Secondly, notice that he starts by talking about how his uncle felt. This is not Lan Xichen making a value statement about what he thinks. When he says Lan Wangji was proper and righteous he is talking about him being a model lan, he's talking about their family and clan's perspective of Wangji. Indeed, in their eyes, Wei Wuxian is the only time Lan Wangji was ever not the textbook perfect Lan.
Thirdly, what is Lan Xichen trying to say here? What is he mad at Wei Wuxian for? It's that he doesn't know Lan Wangji is in love with him. His anger is eased by realizing Wei Wuxian doesn't remember the very blatant confessions lwj made in the cave after nightless city, or Lan Wangji fighting his own clan elders for Wei Wuxian, and so had no way of knowing the whipmarks on Lan Wangji's back were related to him. But he is still mad, he still thinks Wei Wuxian should have been able to figure it out. So what does he highlight?
The fact that the only thing Lan Wangji, perfect model-Lan righteous Lan Wangji, ever defies his clan for is Wei Wuxian.
And Wei Wuxian has seen him do this! Even if he doesn't remember this one instance. Because Lan Wangji has been doing that the whole story through. Wei Wuxian has watched Lan Wangji blatantly stand against the entire cultivation world for him, and here Lan Xichen is highlighting just how unusual that is, how much Wei Wuxian must mean to Lan Wangji that he's willing to do that. The important part of the sentence here is not "mistake" it's "only."
Lan Xichen here isn't trying to say that he disapproves of Wei Wuxian, or telling him to stay away from his brother. Remember, the thing that made him mad in the first place was Wei Wuxian saying that he and Lan Wangji slept in seperate rooms. He thought they were together! He's mad because they're not!
At no point does Lan Xichen say he individually considers Lan Wangji's feelings for Wei Wuxian a mistake. If he ever did, it's clear he accepted them regardless long ago. Mistake or not, what he wants is for his little brother to be happy.
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