#existentialeating

[ijustwannamakeemojis]

[ID: Six pixel hearts of various flags in order being Existentialic, Autism/ASPD, Monabyssique, Fem Butch, Masc Butch, and Disseaic. End ID]

[gravitycoil]

When I was younger and whenever I would think of specific animals that evolved to look like common objects/nature it broke my brain cause I was like "How does something natural learn to look like something unnatural" and it fucked up my brain hard until I learned basic evolution

[autumnhobbit]

me on any given day at home: bored, angry, lonely, existentialling

me on a day i have people over: on my period, in pain, tired, just want to sprawl on a couch or go back to bed

[dethretina]

existentiall chill

space cadet amongst the cosmic clutter

[laertesthelocalstranger]

Jon i really need you to take me to the eye doctor dude fast bc i have begun uncontrollably existentiallizing people. I am sorry Andy you seemed nice. You shouldn’t have asked me about identity

[erzabett]

Listening to that new Ethel Cain album and I swear to god its the best thing since sliced bread. "Oh but its just droning ambient, no real songs on it" shush, Im laying in absolute darkness and staring at the ceilling while putting my favourite characters through existentiall horrors to the sound of "perverts" and youre ruining the vibe

[phanfictioncatalogue]

‘Having A Crush On Each Other’ (4) Masterlist

part one, part two, part three

All I Want For Christmas (Is You) (ao3) - lestered (clonetrobed)

Summary: AU where Dan is Phil's Christmas coworker crush, and awkward boys are awkward.

Art Class - narcissistpenguin

Summary: AU in which Dan and Phil has to draw each other in art class. Although Dan is good at art, he’s still super nervous since he had a secret crush on Phil for a very long time. Includes a fanboy Dan.

Broken Like You (ao3) - TearDrop1234

Summary: Dan and Phil meet at a theater in a nowhere town. Their friendship is instant, but the rest not so much.

Covet (ao3) - americanphancakes

Summary: The only thing making Dan feel alive is his all-consuming crush on the new deacon.

cloud watch (ao3) - howelllesters

Summary: I asked for people to leave words in my askbox so I could write a mini phanfic. existentiall-crisiss didn’t play fairly, and left me ‘clouds’. Or, pastel!Dan hates his new journal but writes in it anyway, and accidentally just ends up recording his feelings on punk!Phil, in a suitably melodramatic way.

Crappy Situations, Happy Endings - dxnhowell

Summary: Dan Howell comes from a strict family and lives with a homphobic dad. Phil Lester is the school’s ‘bad boy’ and also happens to be Dan’s crush. Things go horribly wrong at a Christmas party at the Howell’s house when Dan and Phil are spotted kissing. Crappy situations turn into happy endings.

Crushing On The Bad Boy - dxnhowell

Summary: In which Louise tries to help her best friend out by setting him up with his biggest crush, Phil Lester, the bad boy Quarterback on the football team. They’re total opposites, but Louise thinks Dan has a chance with him. However, things don’t exactly go to plan.

Drowning in You- botanistlester

Summary: Dan is the BAMFy popular boy, Phil is the quiet nerd. Dan secretly really likes him, so he always teases him and calls him names. One day Phil is fed up, so when Dan calls him a stalker he replies and gets really close to Dan and says “Would you call this stalking?” to make him uncomfortable.

fish me up (ao3) - megiaolf

Summary: Dan has a crush on the pet store clerk

Flower Crown Luck (ao3) - HeartsAndSpades

Summary: Punk!Phil has a slight crush on Pastel!Dan and when Dan drops his flower crown in the library, Phil returns it and they start talking.

give this thing a try (ao3) - pasteldanhowells

Summary: Dan is a cashier at a grocery store, and Phil is his supervisor. One evening at work, Phil surprises Dan by asking him out on a date, and of course Dan, who's had a crush on Phil since forever, says yes. Cue, the freaking out and comfort ensues.

Hearts on Ice (ao3) - yourlocalhipster

Summary: Dan has a small crush on Phil. Big deal, right?

Here’s Hoping - adayinthelifeofphan

Summary: high school and phil just moved and dan is like mr.popular and like he hates him but secretly loves him and Phil finds something that shows that dan actually loves him and stuff like that.

I think I'm in Love with my Best Friend (ao3) - marleejo0

Summary: Dan has always had a crush on Phil, but he knew that Phil could never like him back. That is until one eventful day when Dan realizes Phil might feel differently. Tooth rotting Phan fluff.

repeats and replays (ao3) - Tarredion

Summary: phil’s had a crush on his coworker dan for way too long. he’s never had the nerve to ask him out, as much as he’d like to, but their friendship is good as it is.

one day, though, dan slips up mid conversation, and everything changes

The Scent of Pining (ao3) - americanphancakes

Summary: Dan and Phil grew up together, but were separated by university and the mundanities of life. After years of missing each other, keeping track of each other's careers, and asking their families about each other, they finally reunite at a Christmas party back home. Surrounded by fragrances that cast their memories back to their childhood together, they each work up the nerve to finally do something about how they've been feeling for a decade.

Thoughts and a Train Conversation (ao3) - croissantbleu (orphan_account)

Summary: It's 2009, Dan is on his way to meet Phil for the first time, and thinks back on some of the choices he's made

You Be The Art, I'll be The Brush (ao3) - t_hens

Summary: Phil is a harried art student just trying to do his best and he may have just a little bit of a crush on his sketching class' new model Dan.

[dorna0]

eu personal functionez pe un sistem de o mica parte din mine se schimba in fiecare luna si faptul ca nu se mai termina ianuarie imi cauzeaza 32 de crize existentiale la fiecare 5,7 minute pt ca sunt aceeasi persoana de 4 saptamani si gen nu mi se pare normal

[babyawacs]

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[author-a-holmes]

I feel like this question wasn't supposed to send me into a existentiall crisis, but it did rofl

Because my gut reaction was to click "Nah". I have a lot of struggles, mentally, health wise, financial, general life struggles, that I don't feel I've done anything to 'deserve'. But... BUT... there's also a lot of good things in my life. And while, on bad days, I can feel like I don't neccesarily deserve those either, I think it's ungrateful of me not to acknowledge that eeveryone deserves good things, and so... yeah. I don't know exactly what I did to deserve the rubbish stuff, but I do deserve the good things in my life too... and I think, I hope, that balances out?

So yea. But also. How dare you ask this when I'm high on Flu Fever *Sobs* ;-)

[autumnhobbit]

okay fr fr i’m here existentialling because two weeks ago when i went to mass down here a dude invited me to a ‘prayer breakfast’ after mass which was really just a bunch of relations & old friends getting breakfast after mass and everyone was nice but tbh it made me super depressed because it was made clear to me that everybody was like ‘oh we’re those cool catholics who don’t actually believe any of that stuff about it being a sin to miss mass or remarry after divorce or any of that silly stuff’ and now i’m like. shit i always sit in the same place if i go back i’m gonna get invited again maybe and i’m gonna have to come up w a reason i don’t want to and look like an asshole/weird

[1-800-i-ship-it]

highs i chase include the 15 min refreshed on-top-of-the-world feeling i get after i shower before reverting back to my mundane self  

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[the-kk-crow]

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BLEG that was existential. My whole... philosophy of the UTMV lies in this video. It's a good reminder that we, the creators, are characters in our own story. Our consciousness, our time spent creating, is what powers this fantasy. It's fictional- it is, but it, like all other stories, is real. Not in the sense of being able to touch it, or go there, but in the sense of it being real inside of us. These characters exist within all of us, and when we die, they die as well.

It's even a thing is psychology. The characters may not be real, but your relationships with them are. In your mind. In your heart. These fictional beings like Ink and Error aren't real- but we put so much thought into their personalities and relationships that in OUR MINDS and in OUR HEARTS, they are real. And they will continue to be real for as long as we care. 

It's really interesting. The Sans fandom may be strange, but it is one of creation. Its entire concept is based around a game, something we love, with characters we love, and wanting to do more with it. And more. And branching out, and creating OCs. It has nothing to do with the original anymore- but it's still real, and a story. Its own universe without a canon that we can create whatever we want for. The entire thing is about creation. 

Without creation, it will die.

[raventons]

half of my pics make no sense tho. Like, here is a vase and a skateboard on the floor. How many questions doesn’t that bring? Who put it there? Why? Is it a trap? Who will get their feet full of shattered ceramics?  (I would make #sims 4 existentialism a hash tag. But the hash tag section doesn’t have spell check and there’s no way I’m spelling existentialism without help). 

[acnlgf]

heyhey i happen to see an artist share your hero academia outfit and and upon clicking the link to your blog, it basically feels like i've stumbled into a treasure cove!! your designs are super pretty i love them so much~ keep going at it and good luck with school ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Wow thank you so much!! I’m so happy you like my qrs and thank you I’m working hard with school!!❤️❤️❤️