#exhibit c) [redacted] and [redacted]

[queenofapeacefuldawn]

SxF Crack Theory: The Identity Of [REDACTED]'s Father

Hear me out here.... but, maybe, Twilight's father could be Yuri's boss, aka, the SSS Lieutenant.

Now, this might be a crack/joke theory, but here is the evidence I have to back up my claim (yes, I'm presenting it because I'm just Like That):

(Warning: Manga spoilers ahead)

Exhibit A: Physical Characteristics

Here is a picture of Agent Twilight:

Here is a picture of Yuri's boss (who, from now in, will be referred to as YB, for my own convenience):

We can see that Twilight and YB have very similar facial characteristics: bluish-grey eyes, blond hair, and a similar face shape (nose, jaw).

We never see Twilight's father's full face: only the lower half, because he has presumably forgotten his face, along with his mother's (King of Emotional Repression™️), but we can see that his jawline and shape of his mouth are very similar to Adult Twilight.

Oh, and look at that- rather pronounced cheekbones, if I do say so myself. Where else did I see those? Hmmm

Exhibit B: Ambiguous Fate

During the War Arc, we're never told about [REDACTED]'s father's fate. We just know he never returns to his family: and the reason why he left for the very last time, was that, "Things have been heating up at the border. I need to take a little business trip." The fact that his, a (presumably) rather important man's, body was never recovered: nor were [REDACTED] or his mother informed of his death. Of course, his body could have been lost in the bombings, or the part of [REDACTED] finding out about his father's dead could have been omitted, but for most of the part, we're left to assume about his father's dead. And... this sounds familiar to another instance...

Like the instance of [REDACTED]'s friends. He (and we) assumed they'd died in the warehouse as children, but later we see that they're alive and in the army (only to die a second time, RIP), but this time, for their deaths to be confirmed: for [REDACTED] to only receive their dog tags after the failed campaign.

This may have been a setup: for Endo to reintroduce [REDACTED]'s father, later in the story, as YB.

Anyway, one thing I've learned after reading and watching so many books, comics, and TV shows: never assume a person's dead, not unless their body/proof of their death has been explicitly shown. This belief was only reinforced after [REDACTED]'s friends.

And, [REDACTED]'s father's last known place was around the Westalian-Ostanian border. He could have escaped in the crossfire, theoretically...

Exhibit C: Fatherly Nature (?)

We all love a good found-family dynamic in the workplace. It's there with WISE, it's there with Garden, and it's kinda there with the SSS.

My main argument about this stems from the chapter which focuses on Yuri's work.

We see YB continuously worry about Yuri's physical health, in panels like:

Obviously, this doesn't happen only in this chapter. Whenever Yuri's there, YB is also there, yelling at him to a) go to sleep, or b) STOP GETTING HIT BY BUSSES OH MY FUCKING GOD IT CAN'T HAPPEN SO MANY TIMES TO ONE PERSON-

And, of course, there's the Yuri Sick Fic chapter:

Not gonna lie, this point is extremely weak, if I brought this up in court I'd be laughed out of there-

Anyway, I just wanted to put this in.

If it does turn out that YB is [REDACTED]'s father then. Bestie. Buddy. How are you managing to be a better father-figure to some insolent kid who gets hit by busses than you were to your actual son, like 20 years ago. Maybe he learned along the way.

Exhibit D: Symbolism (???)

Oh, look, another point I'm pulling out of my ass! But whatever, you're reading it <3

During the War Arc, we see Twilight sustain two major injuries:

One, as a child, when his home is bombed:

And two, as an adult, in the army:

and these injuries are both to his left eye.

Of course, this has given rise to theories of him not being able to see his left eye, it being his blind spot, and Yor guarding his blind spot on missions, etc., etc., which I love bc ✨Twiyor✨

Getting back on point, if we look at YB, we see that he has injuries too... or rather, remnants of them, what with the scars he has...

which, are also on his left eye. Huh! Interesting... this might just be me, but could this be parallels to how similar he and his father were? Are? His father also wanted peace between Ostania and Westalis: but he taught his child that in a very harsh manner (by slapping him), but Twilight wants to teach Anya that in a kind manner. Whenever we see him teaching her, he never loses his cool with her (of course, he loses a lot of hope, but this man's a pessimist, what can we do).

Also shows how much kinder Twilight is, compared to his father.

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Of course, these points are very weak, and it might just be that Endo reused some character designs for efficiency, but let me be, ok!! This is a crack theory!!! Let me be a clown!!!! AKDFJSJF

If I'm being honest, this post was inspired by a convo I'd had with my friend, around the time Chapter 86 was released. She was theorizing that [REDACTED]'s dad is the Shopkeeper, and I was theorizing it was this dude. Of course, our theorizing was sidetracked by Chapter 86, and a certain panel within it, but... WHATEVER.

So, what are your thoughts? Obviously, my own theory is very weak (for example, why would the SSS accept a Westalian citizen into their ranks? Why would he even join the SSS? Could he have defected? Abandoned his wife and kid?), but this was fun to think about, lol. What are your theories? I think the Shopkeeper-is-the-dad theory and the YB-is-his-dad theory are both cool, so, what do you think?

(Also, yeah, I know, his dad could very well be dead. I just refuse to believe it, bc I'm just Like That <3)

[thefilmed2008]

A kid that never had the chance to grow up.

Specimen 14/The madman

Status: unknown

Total Fatalities: 200

Method: dismemberment

A 14 year old boy that exhibits symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia. Their current whereabouts are unknown but they were last seen roaming Specimen Eight’s forest. They have shown increased amounts of aggression towards other specimens, and especially towards Spooky. Going into fits of rage upon seeing her, where he will then charge blindly towards her. Has been shown to be cooperative for periods of time but will usually relapse into a more aggressive state of mind when provoked, there have been many confirmed triggers and efforts have been made to remove these triggers upon further encounters. Has been shown to be proficient in many tools and weapons. Is most effective against subjects that often wander.

Excerpt from an interview:

Interviewer: “Hello, my name is Dr. (REDACTED).”

Specimen 14: “H-hello, my name is Magnus. Uhm M-Magnus (REDACTED).”

Interviewer: “Well Magnus your family is quite infamous around these parts. Especially considering what happened in Hurricane.”

*Specimen 14 shifts uncomfortably in their chair.*

Specimen 14: “C-could you please not mention that? It-it’s a sensitive uhm topic.”

Interviewer: “Of course! Anyways I’m actually conducting this interview to find out why you came to the mansion in the first place.”

Specimen 14: “I-I wanted to get away from every-uh-everything.”

*Specimen 14 looks at a clock on the wall and his eyes widen and he starts to frantically scan the room*

Specimen 14: “He-hey c-could I uhm could I g-go now? I uh I-I uhm have places to be right now.”

Interviewer: “Don’t worry I only have a few more questions. This won’t take long.”

Specimen 14: “No no I-I uhm think I should g-get going uhm now.”

*Specimen 14 gets up to leave. And Dr. (REDACTED) moves to block him.”

Interviewer: “I still have a few questions.”

*Specimen 14 pulls free and rushes towards the door.*

Specimen 14: “I have to leave. I have to go. I have to leave. I have to go. I have to leave. I have to go-“

*A low rumbling is heard and Specimen 14 quickens their pace.*

Interviewer: “What in the god damn?”

*Suddenly Specimen 9 comes out of the wall behind Dr. (REDACTED).*

Specimen 14 & the Interviewer: “Oh shit!”

Specimen 9: “TAKE THE DEAD TO TAKE THE DEAD TO TAKE THE DEAD TO TAKE THE DEAD TO TAKE THE DEAD TO TAKE THE DEAD TO TAKE THE DEAD TO TAKE THE DEAD TO TAKE THE DEAD TO TAKE THE DEAD TO TAKE THE DEAD TO-“

*Dr. (REDACTED) is killed instantly while Specimen 14 goes missing for eight weeks.*

[scpfoundation-site19]

SCP-078 “Katie” or “Kaitlyn Carroll Bockerstette”

@literal-trans-beans

Class: Apollyon; Amida; Critical

Although Katie herself exhibits no anomalous properties, there are specific things that are of note.

She has multiple augmentations, specifically in her brain, back, and arms.

Arms:

Three ports on each arm, which are capable of connecting to any Sevcon AI Override, meaning she could control literally any piece of Sevcon Tech she wants, and by connecting to Facility 19's central AI, she can connect to the Sevcon Server Grid, and take control of EVERYTHING, ANY TECH EVER, at once.

Back:

Five ports, each capable of connecting to Sevcon AI Replacement Tech, meaning Katie, or any one of her clones, can be used as an AI, instead of just an AI Override.

Brain:

An override that allows her to take control of the Clones or Sevcon Drones and use them as a Hive Mind.

Katie and her clones also have earpieces, that allow her to communicate with any Sevcon Facility, meaning she has effective communication to Weapons, Self Destructs, Facility Functions, and Flight Controls from literally ANYWHERE and in any universe.

Katie has an extremely high intelligence, which allows her to quickly jerry rig anything into anything she wants, meaning she can improvise any type of tech assuming she has the right equipment.

Which is usually ANY type of metal scrap.

The only anomalous properties Katie holds are the following:

Origin (Not a clone) Only:

Black inky substance that she can control with her mind, that pumps directly from her heart. The substance is not known to have any limits, even capable of piercing through Sevium (Strongest liquid, and the liquid that Sevcon Uses for warp fuel) reinforced titanium with no effort.

All Katies:

Universal Constant: Katie exists across EVERY universe, no matter what. Her remains were even found in several universes that never formed life.

Immunity To Reality Anchors: As the name suggests, Katie is completely immune to Scranton Reality Anchors.

Kaitlyn C. B. File addendum:

It has been officially proven that IC Katie is aware of OOC Katie.

This also proves a boundary outside of every higher universal layer that is the real world, and not the Sevcon ARG, meaning that Sevcon's timeline truly does encompass every possible situation, including one where Katie creates the Sevcon Timeline itself.

This has developed into an infinite paradox and all records of the quote 'Real World' must be destroyed to protect normalcy.

Addendum 2:

This information has been told to dr. [REDACTED] by SCP-078 herself in an interview where she was asked to talk about herself. May contain false information. Any such instance of false information shall be removed and corrected upon discovery.

[therummonster]

*vibrating intensifies*

so. the monster debacle.

spoiler warning for episode 26 in the Multiverse Tales playlist Redemption of the Were-Jaguar. you've been warned!

from what i've seen all monsters they've become are also a slight reflection of their experiences and self.

EXHIBIT A!!! Vasilia Kuznet

Vasilia becomes a were-jaguar, which of course the obvious is her experience with hunting were-beasts. the second thing can be seen in the above image, she's very confident in just the air around her, but needed to change her own perspective on this other form.

also the finale of that episode was literally Gangadharan was finally trusting Vasilia despite the constant evasion of her fanged form.

EXHIBIT B!!! Astra [Redacted]

Astra becomes a skin walker. she has a tendency to change her identity when in a rough zone. examples: Diamos, Tatyana, and even the dragon form.

although i was a bit confused on why hyena specifically, because before i was researching for this, i mostly saw deer versions of the skin walkers. y'know, like how most people draw wendigos. so here's that info.

EXHIBIT C!!! Charlie/Mikayla Maciel

Bio-MeKayla became a sparking ghoul. the sparking part is obvious, Charlie is a machine based lifeform, and robotics tend to use some form of electricity.

but it's interesting to see that Charlie becomes this twisted version of his worst self, the part of him that's just like every other bio mech they're looking for.

the increased hostility and tendency to control their victims. that parasitic behavior near identical to a symbiote. examples of this behavior: Obi, Emerald Tyrannus, Terror Claw, Fin-Walker, Firecross Dragon.

the controlling part is easy to find in their meeting. he blindly takes control of Kayla and just asks her to try balancing. of course we can mark that up to being completely in a panic at the thought of getting cannibalized.

another fun detail, this corruption also seems to dissolve parts of Kayla to the bone. as you can see with Kayla's corrupt arm. could be a reminder of the slime drake, but without knowing what the leg looks like that is shooting into the dark.

EXHIBIT D!!! Champagne McGregor

champagne becomes a hybrid dinosaur/lizard man. i've already done my reasearch for him a while ago, there's nothing i can pull from mythology. what i can pull is his correspondence.

aka: his job and history. he created monsters of his own that were searching for their next chance of survival, be it food or safety.

heck he even lost his arm to a mutated freakshow of a tyrannosaurus.

exhibit e, the thing giving me the most trouble: Benny Sharp

Benny becomes a jersey swamp skulker. not much to refer to unless you want table top rpg ideas. and even if i do refer to other swamp lurking mythology, there's honestly nada. no fishy abominations i've found from movies are good references either... so we just gotta go off the THREE LINES that gangadharan gives.

this is a human that touched a cursed barnacle. they can propel themselves through the water at extremely quick speeds to the point the best way to hunt them down is to get them on dry land. they also have sharp blades on their forearms. wow. what help.

alrighty, time to bs my way through this... i'm probably gonna move around exhibits so we get me struggling to deal with this guy at the end.

literally what do i pull from???? the monster simply doesn't exist. it is there, it was created for one purpose: and that was a community redraw. hfffffffffff. i even finally tried to check out what swamp skulker is in the ttrpg. it's a sea roomba. with a vague appearence of an axolotl crustacean.

not even kidding. anyways, back to shooting in the dark with a leaf.

obviously the outer shell is there in place of the mech armor he was no doubt wearing. the ability to propel itself at high speeds as to avoid danger could be equal to his tendency to run in the past if things were getting too... dangerous for others.

but my main confusion is: why water? he's honestly never really interacted with it. literally one of his key sayings is basically "if a mech can't fly, it's not worth it." so maybe that shows that he doesn't have any worth in his eyes?????

the extra mouth like cover being of course kinda like a mask, maybe showing the fact he usually is counted as the positive "don't worry, we can win if we go fist fight god!" despite me staring at every trauma past christmas demons.

[cerberuschewtoy]

The Science Behind Pyrokinesis

27 June 2023

Dr. [REDACTED] - Researcher

Subject regulates an internal temperature of 75°C (~167°F) when not combusted. The internal organs are coated with a thick layer of a foreign, mucus-like substance. This substance contains thermophile properties to prevent the organs from roasting. Subject eats approximately 8lbs (~3.6kg) of food a day, which is double the average human, and also absorbs external heat sources to create energy. These external heat sources are the sole contributors of maintaining the subject’s internal temperature. When deprived of these external sources, the subject exhibited a dangerously low internal body temperature of 37°C (~98.6°F). Despite this temperature being normal for the average human, the subject exhibited symptoms of profound hypothermia and the subject’s organs seemed to function abnormally.

To prevent the body from being overwhelmed, the subject makes all excess energy dormant. This dormant energy is used for combustion. To achieve combustion, the subject sends electrical pulses to the brain and skin. These electrical pulses excite the stored energy and ignite it. It is expelled from the body and onto the subject’s hands to be used for whatever purpose. The more electrical pulses to the brain, the hotter the fire will be. When ignited, the subject’s internal temperature ranges anywhere from 85°C-150°C (~185°F-302°F). Subject can regulate this internal temperature due to having a ‘different’ metabolism. The subject’s skin is unharmed due to the subject being covered in microscopic thermophilic bacteria. The subject has smoke inside their lungs when combusted and, to prevent being overwhelmed internally, expels that smoke through exhaling. Smoke is not dangerous to the subject, but too much can be threatening to the internal structure of the subject.

Subject’s internal structure is different compared to the average human’s. The subject stores water in his/her bloodstream when preparing to ignite. Subject can store approximately 3.7 liters in his/her bloodstream without raising their blood pressure. When studied, it was determined that this storage tactic is similar to the camel. Water is also stored in the eyes of the subject due to his/her head having the ability to be consumed by flames. This is possible due to the subject’s cells being thermophilic, protecting it from drying out. 

When combusted, the subject creates a ‘by-product.’ This residue allows the subject to manipulate the fire and make fireballs, fire streams, etc. The residue is made up of special proteins that the fire clings to. The residue separates from the subject due to static electricity and kinetic energy. The static electricity and kinetic energy forces the fire to travel to the desired body part and/or ‘shoot’ off the body part. However, the subject cannot manipulate fire that is not ignited by their brain.

Subject does not need to live in a specific climate to thrive. Due to his/her thick skin, the subject’s internal body temperature is not affected by the outside temperature. However, the subject’s powers seem to weaken in moist environments while strengthening in dry environments.

More information will be provided when more tests are conducted.

[droctaviolovecraft]

ANM №: ANM-536

Lead Researcher: Cerberus

Identification: Welcome to North Korea

Danger Level: Darlig 🔴

Containment Difficulty: 4 (Difficult)

Type of Anomaly: Dimensional, Mutant, Historical, Cannibalistic, Utopian, Political

Containment Procedures: ANM-536 must be contained within a 10 km² exclusion zone, designated Site-536, located in a remote area. Access to the containment site is strictly prohibited without Level 4 authorization. The site perimeter must be monitored by armed security personnel at all times. Unauthorized individuals attempting to breach the perimeter are to be shot on sight.

Any personnel entering ANM-536 must undergo a rigorous psychological evaluation and be equipped with full-body protective suits fitted with tracking devices and audiovisual recording equipment. Interaction with any entities within ANM-536 should be avoided unless absolutely necessary for research purposes. Personnel showing signs of psychological distress after exposure to ANM-536 must be quarantined and receive immediate medical and psychological support.

Description: ANM-536 is an extradimensional space accessible through a portal located within Site-536. The portal manifests as a rippling surface, resembling a mirror, approximately 2 meters in diameter, and remains stationary at a fixed location within the containment zone.

Upon entering ANM-536, individuals find themselves in an environment that closely resembles the Democratic People's Republic of Korea (North Korea) but with several notable differences. The landscape is perpetually overcast, with a gray and oppressive sky and a pervasive sense of despair. Buildings and infrastructure are in a severe state of disrepair, and the air is filled with a burning, suffocating odor, making it impossible to move through the area without a mask.

The inhabitants of ANM-536, designated ANM-536-A, are deformed humanoid creatures with grotesque and exaggerated features. Instances of ANM-536-A exhibit extreme hostility towards outsiders and display behaviors similar to police and military forces. They are heavily armed and frequently seen patrolling the streets, engaging in acts of violence and intimidation against the local population.

The local inhabitants, designated ANM-536-B, appear to be human but show signs of severe malnutrition, psychological trauma, and physical abuse. These instances are submissive to ANM-536-A and display a high degree of fear and compliance, often subjected to public beatings, forced labor, and summary executions by ANM-536-A.

A central figure within ANM-536, designated ANM-536-C, is a heavily deformed humanoid resembling a high-ranking military officer. ANM-536-C exerts absolute control over 536-A and, by extension, over 536-B. 536-C is known to deliver long propaganda-filled speeches, extolling the virtues of its regime and denouncing foreigners as enemies of the state.

Addendum 536-1: Exploration Log

Date: [REDACTED]

Team: Gamma-6 ("Deep Explorers")

Objective: Initial reconnaissance of ANM-536

Log Transcript:

[BEGIN LOG]

Command: Gamma-6, you are authorized to enter ANM-536. Proceed with caution.

Gamma-6 Leader: Copy that, Command. Entering the portal now.

(The team passes through the portal and emerges inside Dimension 536. The sky is overcast, and the air is thick with an acrid smell.)

Gamma-6 Leader: This place is... grim. Visibility is low, and the atmosphere is oppressive. Moving forward.

(The team proceeds through a ruined urban area. Instances of ANM-536-A are observed patrolling the streets, occasionally stopping to harass instances of ANM-536-B.)

Gamma-6 Member: We have eyes on the locals. They look human, but they're in bad shape. Malnourished, scared. Definitely not a friendly territory.

Command: Avoid contact if possible. We need intel on their leadership structure.

(The team continues toward a large ruined building resembling a government headquarters. ANM-536-C is observed giving a speech to a crowd of ANM-536-A and ANM-536-B.)

ANM-536-C: (Unintelligible, but the tone is harsh and authoritative.)

Gamma-6 Leader: That must be the leader. Acquiring visual documentation now.

(Instances of ANM-536-A suddenly become agitated, seemingly sensing the team's presence. An alarm is triggered, and ANM-536-A begins converging on Gamma-6's location.)

Command: Gamma-6, you've been compromised. Evacuate immediately.

Gamma-6 Leader: Understood. Pulling out!

(The team retreats toward the portal, engaging in a firefight with instances of ANM-536-A. One team member is injured, but they manage to reach the portal and return to Site-536.)

[END LOG]

Addendum 536-2: Psychological Impact Report

Personnel exposed to ANM-536 reported severe psychological effects, including depression, anxiety, and recurring nightmares involving ANM-536-A and ANM-536-C. Prolonged exposure resulted in symptoms consistent with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). It is recommended that exposure to ANM-536 be limited and that all personnel undergo comprehensive psychological evaluation and receive support after missions.

Conclusion:

ANM-536 poses a significant threat due to its hostile environment and the aggressive nature of its inhabitants. Ongoing research is necessary to understand the origin and mechanics of ANM-536, as well as to develop effective countermeasures against the psychological effects experienced by personnel. Containment protocols must remain strict to prevent any possible breach or spread of ANM-536-A entities into our dimension.

[icannotgetoverbirds]

tell me about your fic on ao3- @rowans-blues

warning i am going to be talking in caps and this post may be very long

HI YES HELLO YOU CALLED TO ASK ABOUT MY BLORBOS???? YES YES RIGHT THIS WAY I HAVE MANY A FINE WARE TO SHOW YOU

EXHIBIT A:

JAY: BIRD BLORBO. HOMEMADE. AGED LIKE FINE WINE. SHAMELESS SELF-INSERT. potential mary sue BUT WE DON'T TALK ABOUT THAT. ULTIMATE FLOOF WHEN SPOOKED/EXCITED. CAN TURN INTO AN OWL. ACCIDENTALLY MARRIED THE LOCAL DOCTOR BEFORE EVEN LEARNING HIS NAME. FAT TRANS AND AN ABSOLUTE WET BEAST. WILL KILL ANYTHING THAT ATTACKS HIM AND CRY THE ENTIRE TIME.

EXHIBIT B:

DOCTOR HARVEY: HAUNTED AS FUCK. GREAT MUSTACHE. LOOKS LIKE BDG. THE UNCHARISMATIC BISEXUAL WET PAPER BAG OF A MAN. DID NOT SIGN UP FOR ANY OF THIS MAGICAL SHIT. IS TRYING HIS BEST AND TO HIS CREDIT HANDLING THINGS REMARKABLY WELL GIVEN THE CIRCUMSTANCES. DOES NOT KNOW THAT HE'S MARRIED TO JAY. shhhhhh don't tell him anything. SERIOUSLY HE DID NOT ANYWHERE REMOTELY NEAR SIGN UP FOR ALL OF THIS SHIT WHERE IS THE INFORMED CONSENT PAPERWORK FOR LEARNING MAGIC IS REAL.

EXHIBIT C:

MONA SYLVIA JASPER: NOT A FEMME FATALE BUT CERTAINLY A FATAL TRANSFEM. ROCKING THAT WHITE HAIR AND ELDRITCH MAGIC. MENTORED ALONGSIDE JACKSON BY RASMODIUS HIMSELF. died a horrible death BUT THAT'S OKAY BECAUSE SHE CAME BACK TO TIE UP SOME LOOSE ENDS AND IS STILL HERE FOR ADVICE FROM TIME TO TIME.

EXHIBIT D:

JACKSON, ABIGAIL, SEBASTIAN, AND SAM, AKA THE JACKASS CREW. GOOFY GOOBERS WHO CAN ABSOLUTELY WRECK YOUR SHIT.

D1: JACKSON. BASED OFF OF MY IRL BESTIE WHO'S THE SINGLE MOST OUT OF POCKET FEMBOY I HAVE EVER KNOWN. LOCAL CHILD PICKS UP THE EQUIVALENT OF THE CORE OF A NEUTRON STAR WHICH THEN EMPTIES ITS CONTENTS INTO HIS SYSTEM - PROCEEDS TO BLOW A MASSIVE HOLE IN THE CLOUDS WITH A MASSIVE FUCKING ELDRITCH BLAST. LIVES TO TELL THE TALE, IS NOW EVEN MORE POWERFUL THAN WAS PREVIOUSLY POSSIBLE. IN POSSESSION OF SCHRÖDINGER'S GODHOOD.

D2: ABIGAIL. AROALLO POLYAMOROUS TRANSFEM. SKILLED WITH A SWORD AND EVENTUALLY GAINS THE ABILITY TO [SPOILER REDACTED]. We all know who the real father is AND SHE HAS TO FIND OUT EVENTUALLY.

D3: SEBASTIAN. LOCAL EMO WEED BUYER, USER OF ICE AND ELECTRICAL MAGIC. PART OF A LOVE TRIANGLE BUT DON'T WORRY WE TAKE THE POLYAMOROUS WAY OUT HERE. HAUNTED BY NIGHTMARES AND THE WAY THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN.

D4: SAM. LOCAL BUNDLE OF SUNSHINE WHO IS CONSTANTLY WORRYING ABOUT HIS BESTIES THAT HE'S ALSO IN LOVE WITH. EVENTUAL USER OF LIGHT AND ELECTRICAL MAGIC ONCE HE COMES AROUND TO IT. WILL MAKE OUT WITH [SPOILER REDACTED] TO PROVE A POINT.

AND THAT'S JUST THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG, MY FRIEND. WE HAVE SO MANY OTHER BLORBOS FOR YOU TO SEE, AND A SECOND FIC ON THE BACKBURNER WITH A SIMILAR CAST OF CHARACTERS.

Small-Town Tales is my pet project. It's my baby and if anything happens to it i'll kill everyone in this room and then myself (reference). Jay is a barn owl avia (bird equivalent of a selkie) and arrives in town to the rudest greeting possible: getting mauled by wolves. After mauling the wolves back, he manages to fly his sopping wet bloodied self to the front door of the clinic before collapsing in the plaza, essentially on Doctor Harvey's front doorstep.

Cloak shenanigans ensue in the following chaos as Harvey saves Jay's life, bada bing bada boom you got an accidental marriage that nobody wanted. Jay manages to settle into Pelican town which, despite seeming like an idyllic little village, is actually a massive source of chaos for anyone living there. Other character arcs coming soon to a chapter near you.

Promise? Is my project on the back burners. Despite this, I love it just as much as STT - although it certainly won't end up anywhere near as long (pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease have mercy on me gods of writing and hyperfixations). Doctor Harvey finds himself down bad with hanahaki for the local aspiring author. Angst ensues - do not fear, for i am an absolute slut for the comfort part in hurt/comfort.

More details on both can be found on my sideblog, @gracklekeyer2000 , as well as my Ao3 account by the same name. All of my writing on Ao3 requires an account to view because of the muskrat's data scraping. However, The Incident is linked in the pinned post on my sideblog. It's not quite complete yet - there's meant to be a part 3 - but the most important, plot-relevant details coming from that piece have been ironed out in the first two parts.

[anndezann]

“But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night, in which the heavens will pass away with a great noise, and the elements will melt with fervent heat; both the earth and the works that are in it will be burned up’’2Pet.3

It was the time we thought was the end.. Like in the book of Revelations we knew it was the end. We had to hide in the bunker that was 22 feet below ground because Our houses were destroyed,people were dragged out of their homes, our worship places were burned down. People started killing each other. We knew it was the work of the anti messiah, we didn;t know who it/they were.. But the signs led us to know the time has come.

There were 7 of us that lived down there. There was a big red C painted outside our bunker that differentiated us from others. We were aware they knew about us. Even down below We could hear the the scream on the street hailing the anti messiah.The beginning of the persecution was predicted long before . almost all of us were prepared for this we were all prepared to die.. Die for THE LORD but the misery never ended we couldn't kill ourselves we wouldn't fight back since we were helpless, all we could do was wait and have faith. And that’s what we did at least most of us.

Though we were hiding they knew where we lived they could come ANYTIME. The fear was more crippling than the torture. Everyday day felt like night… the screams outside were haunting.. We were told that there was no one outside to be screaming..making us realize it was actually the sounds in our minds.

All we had was faith and hope.. We waited for something to happen and the fear was driving us insane. The voices in our minds grew louder. The inner turmoil wanted me to claw myself in pieces.. We started losing, we were crying all the time,... but we held hands a prayered each passing day got difficult at a point we couldn’t even comprehend the passing of time .

. Our faith and belief that kept us together is what tore us from the world and we were seen as outcasts. We always felt that way even when things were normal. But this hatred we couldn’t fathom. However we knew that there were many like us, we communicated through letters , On one occasion, we even received a letter inscribed in blood due to the absence of ink, a striking testament to our determination to support and uplift each other in our shared journey. Things would never be the same if we accepted it..We could wait for the messiah to return.

“For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms” Ephesians 6:12

When will this fallen world come to and end, when can we escape the clutches of this terror. Will the messiah come soon? Will we witness the fight between the angels and demons? I feel weak helpless overwhelmed .

It wasn’t just a human battle but also a spiritual war.

The paper was burned, the text in between couldn’t be deciphered but the last statement said.

Into your arms I put my life waiting for my journey of eternal life,

2 Peter 3:13 (NIV) "But in keeping with his promise we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth, where righteousness dwells."

-Redacted Archives of a 14 year old believer.

Description: The child started writing the story from 7 years old. The last part written by the child was 14 with no subsequent information of the child and the other letters of the child remain known. Meanwhile, within the Museum of the Second Coming, archives chronicling Christian persecution were exhibited, serving as an inspiration to fortify and embolden fellow believers for the approaching end times.

[natbplease]

[ID: Several screenshots of the blaseball website edited with text from nuclear waste warnings.

1. Section “Prehistory 1” of the library. Added text reads “This place is a message… as part of a system of messages… pay attention to it!”

2. The Alaskan Immortals team page, labeled as Disceased with the Hall of Flame icon. Added text reads “We considered ourselves to be a powerful culture. Sending this message was important to us.”

3. The Hall of Flame with the teams tab selected. The Alaskan Immortals are the first team listed. Added text reads “The danger is to the body, and it can kill.”

4. The eDensity map, showing each team’s icons at different vertical positions. Added text, split vertically, reads “The center of danger is here… of a particular size and shape, and below us.”

5. Parker MacMillan’s player page. The Firewalker modification is highlighted, which reads “When this player leaves a particular location, they’ll leave instability behind.” Added text reads “The danger is in a particular location.” Parker’s pregame ritual is “Obsessing over past mistakes,” with added text reading “It increased towards a center.”

6. Library entry for prehistory season B. Added text reads “No highly esteemed deed is commemorated here.”. Day 15 reads “You earned 0 coins from Parker MacMillan hitting a grand slam!” Day 58 reads “You earned 0 coins from Parker MacMillan hitting two home runs!” [“You” is in the Coin’s text color both times.] Day 181 is redacted, with added text reading “Nothing is valued here.” The election shows the Alaskan Immortals revoking Parker.

7. The Coin, saying “An Exhibition Match for the Ages”. Added text reads “The danger is released only if you substantially disturb the place physically.”

8. Library entires for several seasons. Beta season 22, day 18 reads “Roam failed. Parker MacMillan was gripped by Force. Season D election, Season C day 187, and season C election are all redacted, with added text reading “The danger is still present, in your time, as it was in ours.” Season C election reads, “Parker MacMillan left instability in their wake. The Canada Artists became Unstable!” end ID.]

this message is a warning about danger

[jiessicas]

07.07.23 field trip notes

nice day <3 thankful for pretty lights and health insurance (more notes below)

notes on light

light at mcad - michelle yi martin's petaled cosmos" - woven lighting gels with light cast through, which is then photographed, then printed onto layered silks

took the muni to the new station in chinatown; the light indoors/underground felt like natural daytime light, maybe in thanks to the mirrored ceiling

golden hour along california street; a place i & i meandered along some day during spring 2019

thinking about my dad (nam june paik) at the ambient rave with projects cast throughout the entire depth of the cathedral

most memorable part of seeing the sutro tower installation was walking on the uphill road in the dark, listening to the trees swaying through the wind, seeing their silhouettes cast against the glow of tower

misc wants/wonders

noticed the mentioning by z of the experience as transcendent/otherworldly; i wonder what it would be like to keep my gaze upon something steady, with a belief, an insistence that this could exist in this world, as much as it is possible to do so

broadened imaginations; people who help challenge/broaden that imagination

wanting for myself and others: a sense of deep okayness and a zest for life and intention and surprise

field trip!

field trip day at the dogpatch ~ we went to mcad, the exhibit was about crafting a life in the bay area was an artist, one of the pieces made me wanna carry around pencils to draw again; at their maker station, i lined my notebook with butterfly fabrics, and taped a silvery paper onto random pages

picked up "design by time," a survey of projects that focus/collaborate with time >:)

light at mcad - michelle yi martin's petaled cosmos" - woven lighting gels with light cast through, which is then photographed, then printed onto layered silks

took the muni to the new station in chinatown; the light indoors/underground felt like natural daytime light, maybe in thanks to the mirrored ceiling

wandered around a large walgreens; saw skincare products staged with furniture in a very ikea type way

went to an ambient rave at grace cathedral

scooted to sutro tower and got to stand amid many a powerful laser & many a camera pro/enthusiast (thank you v)

most memorable was the walk up to the tower in the dark, listening to the trees swaying through the wind, seeing their silhouettes cast against the tower

additional notes

putting faces to names for mag was sweet! a lil writer/editor meet n greet <3 "in 10 years when we're like [redacted]"

venkatesh rao's "cafes & grand narratives" post was wild

small world; running into a at the ambient set, met z, c at sutro and of course we have mutual friends, small world when we took a shared car to our respective homes that made a neat route between sutro and v's spot

everyone laid down at some point to look up at the lasers; it was funny to see people responding to it in a way that they would an ambient set (which is where i was coming from before sutro)

health note

a relief, light at the end of the convoluted bureaucratic tunnel ....!!! i feel so insanely grateful to have access to a solid hospital through insurance

and yet the process of scheduling felt kafkaesque because multiple (3-4 times) attempts to talk to a person were autohangups; i got routed between three different departments, and when i was with the right department they thought i was looking for something different

[taromilksnake]

12:20am full day

hanging out with sherry and mikey — bunny cafe, art exhibit, mini golf, the fair. it was a lot of fun.

stomach was oddly queasy throughout, coming off cramps and just having poor appetite as of late. odd heartbreak from an awkward, terrible, distressing hangout with redacted.

…i think i might be a (gay?) trans guy with deep deep social/physical dysphoria. i strongly reject ftm porn, probably a deep sense of jealousy and sense of impossibility. my ideal/romanticized dynamic is one of a sweet, intimate boyhood. how that one person points out the how many parts of the “lesbian masterdoc” deeply resonates as a trans guy…really makes me think.

i think some part of me is deeply, deeply frustrated and angry about the impossibility of being seen as a guy. between my height, mannerism, family…being scanned as a guy (child?) always startles me, but it makes me really happy (see: getting ‘sir’d in the market on 8th). not to mention my desire to be approved by cis men (also an impossibility, see disgust toward gay ftm porn), and sense of alienation from them (b/c lack of interaction with them).

maybe it’s cooldown from finally trying to process this past (school) year, maybe it’s hormones, but whatever it is it’s the hinge attempt that is the catalyst of a deep sense of familiar sadness + frustration + anger.

meowu is so cute and clingy though, she’s in my lap now lol. she is soft to the touch b/c of her recent bath. let’s hope her flea medicine comes soon.

one step at a time. talk to you soon.

[yackronin]

[REDACTED]

CODE NAME: THREE OF ADAM

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION: Description of [THREE OF ADAM] is an exercise in futility. at the time of recording, [THREE OF ADAM] measures ‘’4′10 in height, and exhibits features consistant with someone of north african descent. The current accent of [THREE OF ADAM], meanwhile, bares resemblance to the Burgundy region of France.

As of [REDACTED] 2018, [THREE OF ADAM] has taken to using their FIST issued suit with greater regularity, albeit with many functions disabled. With this in mind, attempts to ascertain [THREE OF ADAM] through physical description should instead focus on a modified FIST bodysuit, often with the headpiece in a permanent state of being mid-customisation.

For full descriptions of [THREE OF ADAM] See personnel document 221.a

ANOMALOUS ELABORATION: On an inconsistant basis the physical and metaphysical form of [THREE OF ADAM] shifts, taking form into new physicality and metaphysical ability.

For full descriptions of [TREE OF ADAM]’s recorded properties and test logs, See personnel document 221.b

PSYCHOLOGICAL BRIEF: [THREE OF ADAM] internally referres to themselves as plural. While initially, FIST retrieval operative [REDACTED] Believed this to be preference, during early psychological asessments, Dr.[REDACTED] found [THREE OF ADAM] to be governed primarily by three seperate entities controling portions of [THREE OF ADAM]’s motor control.

Further Psychological asessment has remained inconclusive about whether the three entities are consistant, or fluctuate with [THREE OF ADAM]’s physical attributes.

For [THREE OF ADAM]’s full psychological profile, see personnel document 221.c, Mission log 319, and Dr.[REDACTED]’s unpublished thesis ‘Unpredicability and Subjectivity in the Anomalous Mind’.

ADVISORY: When instructing [THREE OF ADAM] as an operative, employ similar diction, and command technique as one would a small unit. Additionally, familiarise with the current capabilities of the [THREE OF ADAM] instance at FIST’s disposal.

[crimeronan]

talking about the concept of therapy for me is like. sure great mental health tool EXCEPT that i would have to repeatedly expose myself to extreme stress and pain and fear to teach myself to tolerate the environment before i could reap any mental health benefits, and for some reason exposing myself to stress and fear and pain until i'm able to go limp like a prey animal has never actually made the situation less stressful or painful, so! i will not be doing that ever. i will be doing self-directed mental health work and that will be fine because i'm just as committed to it as i would be to a theoretical professional therapy relationship. it's literally fine. it literally is fine

[kyungsupremacy]

i think kpop would be funnier if we just all admitted to ourselves that not all members of a group like each other. if u put 3-23 people in a house together and tell them to get along, they won’t.

[rainbowsky]

Anonymous asked:

Queer person here, wondering if [redacted]?

Anon, I'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt and not question whether you're really queer, or whether you're just an anti.

I'm going to assume you are instead... egregiously lacking basic information and basic common sense. In which case perhaps the following will enlighten Anon.

Anti bullshit spreads online, don't be foolish enough to believe it exhibit A

Anti bullshit spreads online, don't be foolish enough to believe it exhibit B

Anti bullshit spreads online, don't be foolish enough to believe it exhibit C

The answer to your question, in case that didn't make it clear enough is, no. All of your assumptions and assertions are lies, so they can't lead to any conclusions except that there are probably as many hateful people in the world as there are credulous people.

[littlewetbeast]

you know... sometimes i think i've got jackles figured out, i think i've nailed down why he's so inconsistent about destiel, why he acts so weird about it sometimes and other times not. then some information is flung at me and it's back to square one. why is that man so insane. he just genuinely confuses me.

aw man. this shit is like catnip to my overactive, over-analytical brain.

okay. listen. i’m not gonna lie: the more i try to understand the goings-on behind spn with any degree of nuance, the more my head threatens to melt. HOWEVER. while i joke about jensen ackles being an enigma, i don’t... actually think he is.

[disclaimer: the following points include speculation. i don’t know these people and will never claim to. this is just my take on it. never bring this up to the actors in question.]

the quick and dirty: i believe jensen is likely queer himself. i believe that he strongly identifies with dean, that he feeds off of the environment around him, and that how he feels he can act around destiel and dean’s sexuality depends on 1) his support network, 2) the immediate social environment, and 3) his work environment, all of which have evolved throughout the years BUT can also vary day to day. increased confidence and securer social environment has helped him decrease the need to perform and lessens the likelihood of acting out from insecurity, but doesn’t completely eliminate it. point is: the environment matters. the more insecure you are, the more it will affect your behaviour.

that’s it. not trying to excuse any shitty behaviour, just saying that’s what it is. 

the NOT so quick and dirty: so - my point is, as a queer guy in this industry, he has obviously learned to put up a front to protect himself. (even misha does this to some extent!) it’s douchey, and it’s stupid, but i understand it. think of the drastic difference of how he behaves around misha vs j*red, or even in a large group setting. i’m not saying he’s not friends with j*red, but i DO immediately see the difference of ‘front switched on’ and ‘front switched off’.

firstly - just because jensen has matured a lot over the past 15 years and is far more relaxed about himself today than he was back then, doesn’t mean he can’t still have moments of uncertainty that can occasionally push him back to his old, bad habits. basically, for someone who has grown up in a toxic heteronormative environment (being taught by his dad that drinking through straws was gay) - and in an industry that is very unfriendly to queerness and queer narratives until VERY recently (and even now is still pretty toxic) - utilizing his stupid douchey dudebro front during moments of anxiety has probably been his go-to coping method for the majority of his life. 

secondly - we all know he’s insanely close to dean as a character. dean is a part of him. he slips in and out of character effortlessly. he cares about dean and dean’s happiness. but dean was never intended to be a queer character. jensen has played queer characters before, but that’s the difference - he is ‘playing’ a queer character. he wasn’t supposed to be ‘playing’ dean as a queer character. readings of dean as queer makes, well. readings of him as queer. that’s it. for someone who puts up such a front, i can imagine he’d be shitting himself at people picking this up from him when he’s NOT in a supportive environment for it. (yes the ‘jackles acting choices’ are a Thing, but they most likely happened within more supportive environments and during times of confidence - and, let’s face it, i think sometimes jacting choices just naturally bleed in because he’s a good actor who makes good intuitive acting choices. that was likely the primary reason for it, especially early on.) 

basically - queer readings of dean are taken as queer readings of him. therefore, his reaction to destiel has also varied depending on the environment and his work circumstances. think of there being like... a constantly shifting scale of how supportive his social environment and work environment are of queer readings of the character he plays. the further back we go, the less supportive all of these factors are; the closer to the present, the more supportive these factors are.

“but rosa! why hasn’t he just shrugged and said it’s up to audience interpretation what dean’s sexuality is, like he has recently?”

because of *points to all of the above*.

let’s illustrate what i mean. 

exhibit A) it’s fairly early days of “destiel”, maybe season 6 or so. an audience member brings up dean’s reaction to dr sexy and asks why he can react like this yet destiel is not possible. jensen says dismissively because “destiel doesn’t exist” and that dean is simply a fan of the show, to an audience that cheers.

(work environment (spn): not supportive. immediate environment (audience): not supportive. social environment (j*red): less supportive*.) *I am not claiming j*red is homophobic; however, jensen HAS felt the need to perform around him aside from the last 1-2 years.

exhibit B) it’s 2019. jensen gets straddled by misha on stage and gets a [redacted] which j*red notices and covertly jokes about in front of a large audience. he visibly becomes upset and is in a vulnerable state. misha points out a ‘destiel is real’ t-shirt (the very fact that misha did this suggests he’s far more used to a jensen who is relaxed and supportive). jensen gets defensive and asks ‘where is destiel real?’

(work environment (spn): uncertain. immediate environment (audience): uncertain. social environment (j*red and misha): mixed*.) *do i think jensen would have reacted 10x better if j*red had not been there? yes. yes, i do. do i think he would he have reacted better if he hadn’t had a [redacted] that j*red made fun of? yes. yes, i do.

exhibit C) it’s 2019. jensen and j*red are in front of an audience which, given today’s times, are likely more used to queer narratives. it’s highly possible the queer storyline for cas has been confirmed at this point. jensen is calm and in control, and is not feeling the need to act up his front. someone brings up ‘samstiel’ and j*red gags. jensen, unprompted, shows support for destiel.

(work environment (spn): given the timing, likely supportive. immediate environment (audience): likely supportive. social environment: (at home) supportive, j*red: supportive or mixed.)

we know that he has progressively felt less of a need to use his ‘front’ and has become more relaxed over the years, which i believe is likely hugely due to the positive influences of danneel and misha (and maybe others). i don’t think that has been the case for ONLY the last two years. i think jensen during exhibit B was miles away from jensen in exhibit A. jensen is not miles away between exhibit B and exhibit C. those two are differences of environments where he feels confident, in control, and is supported by the narrative he’s meant to play (C), vs an environment he felt less supported and less in control of (B).  i won’t get into it in depth here, but it’s worth noting that the past ten years have also seen huge changes in fandom culture, how actors and fandom interact, and how the film industry and corporations at large handle queer narrative and fans. that certainly affects this dynamic.

and that’s it, really. jensen is a sensitive person who feeds heavily off the people and environments he’s in. he’s matured a lot over the years and i truly don’t think it’s a stretch to say that, in environments that would have supported it, he likely has been very positive about queer narratives in spn. source: his stark difference around misha, his willingness to flirt and joke about dean and cas with him, his occasional calmer and balanced reactions to destiel in more private settings.

aaand that’s how i see it, really. even if you don’t subscribe to truthing - or even jensen being queer - all of these things apply just as strongly to men who feel the need to perform. what can i say, toxic masculinity and homophobia sucks a lot and i’m glad society is shifting slowly in the right direction, and that jensen feels safer and more secure than he once did. shame the cw is unwilling to get with the times. EDIT: for some additional, vital context, i refer you to these two additional posts, which cover his upbringing, how speculations about his sexuality has hounded him his whole career, and his first intro to shipping on supernatural being j2/wincest, which included some real ugly shit.