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Going into the Bangel tag to read it like my morning newspaper (as one does), and seeing a post that I had to scroll way too long to get to the bottom of, which consisted of repeatedly bashing on Bangel/Angel, followed by bashing on Briley/Riley, followed by a dissertation about how amazing Sp*ke and Sp*ffy are. And the biggest fuck you of all, is that this person used my gifs (along with several others), without crediting me.
They wrote that they don’t want to start a fight, (because they all fucking say that) but everything about the post is specifically designed to offend. The complete lack of courtesy, common sense, and the delusions in this fandom are things that truly need to be studied.
Anyway, Happy Valentine’s Day to Buffy and Angel ONLY, and I hope that Buffy stakes Sp*ke onscreen in the reboot 🥰
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two glorious anniversaries in a month. you go king.
#undertale#undertale fanart#utdr#utdr fanart#ut sans#sans the skeleton#tumblr sexyman#ney’s art#sans undertale#ut sans is usually the only tag i use but… c’mon man. this is The sans undertale day#i feel like every time i draw him it changes how he looks lol#so glad my undertale phase returned just in time for this#been too exhausted to fully render but. i had to#even if messily
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coming out as a "Will snores obnoxiously loud" and "Nico breaths so quietly you can barely tell hes alive" truther
#LISTEN OKAY. WILL WORKS CRAZY HOURS. EXHAUSTS HIMSELF PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY#hes going to snore. really loud. as soon as he hits the pillow.#its not uncommon for even people who dont snore! that i know anyways.#happened to family members of mine who dont usually snore#also additionally nico sleeps like a corpse so it works out for both of them#i think personally nico is usually like 3/4's awake but once his body actually lets him rest? out. gone.#sleep deprived x also sleep deprived for different reasons#also on a different note (slightly) i feel like will just grabs nico sometime in the middle of the night like hes his teddy bear#nico is lets himself get dragged into wills arms because he too. is completely and utterly asleep#solangelo#nico di angelo#will solace#the sun and the star#rrverse#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo
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ooo if you’d like to, bad boys? your art is so shaped /vpos :DD
bad boys 4 u <3
#sphynx sketches#sphynx asks!#trafficblr#limited life fanart#grian fanart#smallishbeans fanart#solidaritygaming fanart#swear i’m still doing the requests LOL. some real stressful stuff happened in my life recently so im even more exhausted than usual.#plus i’ve been working on some personal art so mcyt was on the backburner for a minute. been thinking about my ocs more lately#but i have some things i want to do so maybee if i don’t procrastinate like hell i will have some more art for tumblr soon
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weird hearing "were you a Theatre Kid" "were you a Sports Kid" "were you a Choir Kid" "were you a Dance Kid" bc no? i mean i did all of that and more but resented ever minute of it? actively avoided sticking with anything? i was a "In This Family After School Activities Are Mandatory Kid"
#oh and i was really really bad at all of it btw#which was a good thing actually otherwise i would have gotten bored even *more* quickly#christ if i was good at a Activity i probably would have had to stick with it#that would have been EXHAUSTING#i survived soooo many Activities by standing in the background doing the bare minimum so I could focus on the Hyperrealistic Daydreams#baseball was my favorite. if u wear a glove u can literally just stand in the back of a field & stare at grass & no one bothers you#i mean usually no one bothers you but there is one specific situation where everyone starts yelling your name real loud and pointing
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The dog world is so allergic to “management” as a concept like “my dogs are fighting!” Separate them. “My dog runs off!” Leash them. “My dog is aggressive!” Muzzle him. “My dog destroys my house!” Put him in a secure area he can’t destroy stuff in. It is literally that easy.
#dogblr#dog behavior#and train what you DO WANT the dog to do in addition of course#but like. dog making your life stressful? there is usually an easy management answer here#especially when it’s like…this is all normal dog stuff ya know#sometimes dog reddit just….exhausts me#separate your dogs that are fighting!! malamute and yorkie??? that’s a dog death waiting to happen
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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"Why don't we lower the net?"
JESUS CHRIST HOW MANY LIFE LESSONS CAN YOU EVEN FIT IN A STORY? ARE YOU NOT TIRED FURUDATE? ARE YOU NOT TIRED OF COOKING 24/7?
#how is this man not exhausted#dropping BANGER after BANGER after BANGER after BANGER after BANGER after#im foaming at the mouth#and usually when it comes to stories like this after incorporating like three or four different themes it can start to feel a bit forced#NOTHING ABOUT ANYTHING IN HAIKYUU IS FORCED UGH#when the storytelling is so good you're actually pissed off#haruichi furudate#coach nekomata#kuroo tetsurou#thinking about how this simple piece of wisdom altered his perspective forever#especially after being the person to lower the net for his best friend#kozume kenma#haikyuu#hq#haikyuu!!
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Scribbled these Emmy on the plane. Too tired to doodle a new piece. 🥺🤲
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#da manfred#my art#so so scribbly jeez….#I’m sorry I scribbled these on the plane at like 2am#half asleep and in pain and all#wanted to doodle another piece but I’m just so exhausted after walking around all day#everything hurts rn ahah#I can feel my heartbeat in my back#and I might as well upload these scribblies or they’d never see the light of day#I usually scrap ugly scribbles
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raphie doodles from a rage filled day
(first one is the only kinda /srs one, u can laugh i promise bc if this wasnt me i'd laugh my ass off /pos) i had to project. also i love my friends sorry i yelled at yall xx
just period thingz... surely it has nothing to do with my genuine anger issues. no its just all hormones i promise guys. trust.
its a little pathetic i was genuinely warm inside and inches away from trashing my desk for ZERO FUCKING REASON. WHY?!?! WHAT THE FUCKAEHNGHJSDAGHAH send me to hell im begging
that second panel is something i actually do irl to iben when i need him to stfu so fucking immediately and he has dubbed it "the jojo stare" and its so fucking funny until i need him to stfu so fucking immediately (he drew this one time when i did it at him)
#AS IM POSTING THIS I REALISE THAT THE BACKGROUND IS ALOT DARKER THAN I USUALLY DRAW IN IM SORRY GUYSSSS I HOPE ITS OKAY STILL#ALSO the tales are true i genuinely exhausted (and overstimulated) myself from being mad for no reason#my life is a sitcom#ah shit guys he's on his period again#F#my art#nordidia art#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise raph#rottmnt raph#period raph is back
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bluestar. i crave more content of my insane old lady

#bluestar#warrior cats#my art#I love interpretations that design her differently as she spirals… so have a messy exhausted blue star…#I relate to how she handles struggles (to an extent haha) but overall she used to be one of my favorites .#she’s a color point. to the right is her light gray non-messy coat.#her pelt is also slightly thicker��� because it always stands on end it gets messier and tangled where it shouldn’t udusklu#*usually.#she feels spiky��� pet her.. smoothing her down like a bird..
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My little sister reminds me of Charmy so much I decided to redraw a moment we had from this weekend as Espio and Charmy :')
#sth#team chaotix#espio the chameleon#charmy bee#mydoodles#she was watching tv while I was (trying) to read my book lol#the tv was very distracting okay FDHGF#but literally she was full of beans just all weekend and I've been exhausted for about a month and a half lmfao#so I couldn't really engage with her as much as I usually am able to#but we did draw a bit together and she did end up cuddling into me so I can be glad in the fact that she wasn't mad at me for#for being all boring the whole time lol
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bumpin that ....
ndsjmsm im so tired. redrew kon as this ↓ bad boy

#scp#scp foundation#dr kondraki#erm#clefdraki#im so sorry idm what ca.e over me.#actually i have no shame#sorry anyways. or your welcome idk i wont yuck ur yum#dr clef#almost didnt tag him#im more exhausted than usual today the post nut clarity might hit tommorow . probably#scp fanart#fanart#illustration
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World’s best matchmaker and brother-in-law, everyone.
#ok im genuinely so frustrated and disappointed in myself because I wanted to draw 2 other things to go as bonuses with this#ynow what i USUALLY do but im so exhausted like i feel so drained i think art block is starting to creep up on me#because even drawing this was a challenge .. and normally im really good with getting out harder compositions than this so#:/ i just want to draw.#i think i jsut need to sleep on it im fresh off of an all nighter#ok theyre in their late 20s here when jordan and al just met.#hmm how do i make wesker look younger ooh i know *gives him 1 loose hair strand#resident evil#oc x canon#resident evil oc#biohazard#oc#re oc#biohazard oc#albert wesker#fengshuioc#jaiden manalang
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i dont think a lot of u understand just how strong wind can be.
and yes this stemmed from a thought i had about venti bc when am i NOT thinking about him. anyways…
like yeah, other elements can be rlly fucking powerful too, but i think many ppl r downplaying just how fucking powerful wind can be — and in turn, they shouldn’t downplay venti’s abilities either.
i’ll use his previous feats as an example. venti was able to blow away all of the ice and snow within mondstadt, he split the mountaintops off and tossed them into the ocean (along with pilos peak), and guided monsoons to the nation to make the land more fertile. now, the last one isn’t rlly much of an example ig, but the others are.
we still don’t know how much damage he can actually do. for all we know, he could literally take the air out of someone’s lungs, summon tornadoes, uproot trees, cause hurricanes, etc.
we already know venti can create a literal vortex, he does it in his ult. who’s to say he can’t create catastrophic damage like raiden or zhongli 🤷♀️
all this to say, i rlly hope we see him display some of his godly power in the future, i think it would be so fucking cool
im sorry if none of this makes sense, it is literally 1am for me and i have such a bad fuckass migraine anyways venti enjoyers follow me, i write cool shit about everyone’s favorite bard
anyways gn i love venti sm
#genshin impact#venti#genshin venti#not adding any of my personal tags like i usually do bc im literally so fucking exhausted#— [ venti rambles. ]
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Spoilers for Simulanka Day 3
There's a conversation that I've had with friends from time to time about the fact that the world of Teyvat is, at its core, incredibly kind. Shockingly so, even for most fictional stories that aren't directed towards children. Even though the traveler has faced many antagonists on their journey, the people around them have always banded together to overcome those challenges. Even when people are hurt it's very rare for anyone to die, and many of the antagonists in question aren't pure evil and have their own reasons for taking the actions they take. They may not always operate on the same morality as the traveler or the player, and they might not be "good people", but they still believe that what they have to do is right, or at the very least necessary.
To put it more simply, Genshin is filled with characters that are made to be liked. Not every player will like every character, but very few of them are actively trying to work against you, and even when they do there's still something there to like. Except for like, Il Dottore, but he's likable for how unlikable he is (I have to say that or my Dottore enjoying friend will be sad lmao).
I got to thinking about this when playing the last part of Simulanka because it was a reminder of how, despite the kindness that they've been shown by Teyvat for the past three and a half years, the traveler's morality is still shockingly black and white in many situations.
We see this the most in how they interact with the Fatui. The Fatui, particularly the Harbingers, have cause a lot of damage in the past, but a lot of the grunts are just ordinary people following orders. the commission line in Mondstadt with Viktor, Golden Apple Archipelago 2 and The Chasm come to mind for times when we've interacted with Fatui grunts in a way that really humanizes them and shows that a lot of them really are just people doing a job. Some of them have just been surveyors or low-level guards, but the traveler and Paimon treat them like they're cartoon villains until proven otherwise (and sometimes even after proven otherwise).
The way that they acted towards Simulanka Durin before the party gave him their blessings also seemed to reflect this, especially in comparison to the other party members. Wanderer was obviously the most sympathetic to Durin, since his memories were like looking into a mirror for him, but Nilou, Navia, and Kirara all stepped forward to give Durin their support while the traveler was still showing doubts. They were thinking about how the residents of Simulanka might not forgive Durin, or how his form was too big and scary to coexist with everyone, which was an incredibly unsympathetic outlook even though they were ultimately able to change Durin's form.
It honestly reminds me a lot of how the traveler treated Scaramouche/Wanderer in Inversion of Genesis, like he was a person to be kept the company of only out of necessity as a means to keep him under control, even after Nahida said that she trusted him. Even though something did go wrong at the time, it still showed that the traveler's suspicion and distrust of Scaramouche was strong enough to outweigh their trust of Nahida, despite Nahida having proved herself many times to be wise and worthy of trust in the past. That mistrust and even disdain for him even carried over into when he reappeared with no memories, as the traveler was forcefully adamant that he needed to reclaim his memories and atone, to the point that it seemed like they were being a little bit mean about it.
It's arguable that Scaramouche deserved that treatment, since he was kind of a little shithead who caused a lot of harm in the past, but the traveler was also witness to how deeply he was hurt and manipulated in the past, and therefore would have some kind of understanding of why he turned out the way that he did.
Despite the traveler's usual helpfulness in Simulanka, Nilou, Navia, and Kirara all feel like contrasts to them. Nilou's whimsical outlook and positive mindset allowed her to grasp the magic of creation and even gave her the initiative to try and change Durin's form with magic in the first place. Navia is used to taking care of "the little guy", as it were, through the Spina, and was therefore willing to listen and empathize with the toy people who didn't want to undo the power of prophecy. (With those guys also being called "conservatives" or a "conservative radical" in English, that doesn't really have a good connotation depending on your political leaning, but Navia listened to them anyway). And with Kirara, while I haven't played her little sidequest yet, the description of her outfit described how the little cat burglar stole and returned the emotions of the cats that they hadn't been given when they were created, casting her in the role of someone who can understand the balance that anger, sadness, and pain bring to happiness.
The three of them, as well as the Wanderer, all carry Teyvat's fundamental kindness with them, and it was then coaxed out of the traveler only when all of them had already stepped forward.
It made me wonder if this is some kind of lesson that the traveler has to learn before reuniting with their sibling, that they need to be more willing to put their trust in people, or at least be more understanding of others. While the abyss twin hasn't divulged too much of what they've learned yet, they've made it clear that there are lessons that the traveler needs to learn about the world before they reunite. While that likely has a lot to do with various truths about Celestia and the sky being fake and all that, perhaps they're hoping for their sibling to learn that at least in Teyvat, sometimes people who cause harm to others are simply trying (or have tried and failed and lost hope) to find a path towards co-existing with others.
Since the abyss twin is supposedly born of Teyvat as well, perhaps they've already understood that part of this world from the very beginning and are waiting for their sibling to catch up.
#genshin impact spoilers#genshin impact#navi gets meta#lumine#aether#wanderer#scaramouche#durin#Usually when I'm writing the traveler I try to give them morality that's a bit greyer#But it's also fascinating to look at how they act in the game itself#Because honestly it's just kind of exhausting sometimes#Like Lumi you've met so many people by now you think you'd be less of a doubter#I was hating on Paimon a lot for this quest for being utterly whimsiless#But the traveler could use a bit more whimsy too#Or at least positive thinking#The fact that genshin's world is filled with so many well-meaning people will never not be fascinating to me#I kind of doubt that it's a fact that will ever be acknowledged by the narrative#But as the player it's so interesting to examine
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