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rokurookajima · 1 month ago

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the actual funniest part of writing metalbanders in this the year of our lord 2024 is that my partner of five and a half years is…… a musician. a punk/metal/whatever drummer specifically lmao so now i’m like ok … harmonic convergence’s music would all sound like my partner’s deranged bands (like the ones ed plays in not just what he listens to) ✔️ delusions of grandeur ✔️ dress wan like ed for the most part (the jacket… the source for why i know u should never lean ur head on that spiky shoulder) ✔️ i know the exact amount of ANNOYING this type of musician is to be intimately linked with ✔️

#except ed is a professional biologist and wan famously failed health class six times #metalbanders raava (young) is my perfectionist private school girl gifted child issues condensed into one high strung being #but i am not a musician and nowhere near that smart lmao #ik me and nye both filled her with parts of 16/17 yr old us back in the day #and yes also i love my partner very much but he is also ANNOYING #he can give me Bone Nausea in two seconds #which also helped flesh out their relationship WAY better than when i was a baby who had never been in a real relationship #which i suppose ofc that’s true of just.. writing skill developing w age or whatever #but also i know what it’s like to want to be with someone that also makes u want to smash your head into a wall sometimes :’)#but.. no else understands either of them like the other!!#to want to be with each other even with that #in the original fics from early days i don’t think i quite pulled that off all the way #like what was the glue holding them together the magnet that keeps pulling them in #idk. i am just thinking LMAO #not to mention that metalbanders is a different flavor of my original novel as well lmaoo #which i spent SO much time working on in deep over the last year #which 1. has really really polished my writing into something i’m so much happier with #2. has made writing in general feel so much easier than it ever has #3. this is my GENRE lmaooo the dysfunctional codependent but also deeply loving under the surface relationship #my bread and BUTTER #(see tag #bittertooth #if you ever want to see like anything about my little book project hehe)#tho i have never posted any scenes from it at all just drawings and memes that fit my kids lmao #personal #metalbanders

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