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2 weeks post op :)
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the dichotomy of osha waking up after brendok and being surrounded by her new jedi friends, being hugged, being held. she's sad, but sol tells her she won't feel like that ever again, and they're taking her to the temple, where there are plenty of other people (and kids!) just like her. they're taking her to a new home. versus mae, who fell. mae, who (probably unconscious at the bottom of that reactor shaft) had to wake up alone. mae who had to pull herself out of that pit, only to find herself surrounded by the bodies of her mothers', of all the women, the family that raised her. nothing but the dead in a destroyed, burning home. on top of that, her sister is gone too, and she probably thinks she's the one that killed osha with the fire. (i guess partly what i'm saying is that if i was mae, i would've snapped a bit too)
#someone please get these girls some hot tea and a blanket and a nice little home far away from everything so they can start to heal together#mae aniseya#osha aniseya#the acolyte#the acolyte spoilers#star wars
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landing
#i'd recommend zooming in bc the changes between panels are pretty subtle. they'll be easier to see on the cropped versions but i wanted to#include the whole thing too because i think it looks nice like that :)#opening up to yukina as the final hopeful yet unresolved part of hiei's arc of learning to trust and love and be loved by others is like.#aughh. fascinating choice anyway here's a take on how it'd go. from me. a sap#smth smth hiei letting his vulnerability show via the thing that unites them (bloodline via the hiruseki stone) which is inherently tied#to emotion and letting his feelings about her and his past show to someone. grahh#yyh#yu yu hakusho#yukina#hiei#skrunkart#also due to the title and the organization of this comic one could call this a landing strip#anyway um. posting more yyh but this time it's not funny at all oops. glad y'all liked the other one though jksdjfkjs#anyway yukina's important you should talk about her more#would also like to point out how in the final panel hiei doesn't actually touch her with his other arm. it's just resting on his hand#enclosing her but still kinda distant. he's still got some healing to do#edit argh i uploaded a slightly wrong version. fixed now. it just didn't have yukina's crying onomotopoeia#but i wanted them back in bc sound is so important to this one#WAIT PANELS SWAPPED. FIXED FR NOW#ANYWAY HIEI MY BELOVED MY EVERYTHING. LOVE THAT LITTLE GUY#also shoutout to devoted sibling characters. they really get it
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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…
#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war#and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but he’s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him#atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS he’ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be#travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do he’s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with#her .. so he’s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks they’re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war#so jaime being touchy feely isn’t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isn’t anything new either#but this time he means it LOL he’s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking they’d help rebuild lannisport just bc it’s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know#jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone#but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord#also he’s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc it’s for tyrion anyway#so he’s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet#she wants to stay with him and she’s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesn’t exactly want to leave him#but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that she’s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived#the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so she’s just staying and helping out bc a) it’s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister#for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn 🙄😳#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and he’s also looking quite#rugged and handsome post war now that he’s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his#smirks even more ! rogueish … ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair 👀 so now there’s gossips around him#not to mention he’s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war they’ll forget the kingslaying#man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc she’s a chismosa at heart and they’re talking about a#potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and there’s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now she’s remembering jaime IS a#lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and he’s single and very eligible for marriage rn#and now she’s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as#now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield#one that she isn’t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies#with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesn’t think (and she’s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT
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horribly short summary of what im trying to accomplish here, but if you were to read a fic featuring character, a soldier honorably discharged and is officially off the battlefield and yet he can’t seem to shake off the war from clinging to his body, and he’s basically a bit of a mess and feels incapable of returning to ordinary life and there’s you, the sweetest thing in the whole world, and he keeps trying to tell you he’s no good and you’re there to help him with everything (and it kills him a bit, to see you wasting your time to help him, and it kills him because he feels like he shouldn’t be the type of person who needs help) and !! just slowburn and falling in love and just read the tags for the vibe ok, who would it be for
#i was originally thinking ghost from cod since hello there’s so much source material to work with#and the fic would suit him nicely but also idk if i have cod readers left on my blog#so any characters are fine like an aot character would also prob fit the bill for this#but ive just been thinking abt everyone who’s analyzing hozier’s snippet#with how he takes his coffee black and his whiskey neat and how this girl is too sweet FOR HIM#as in… not being deserving of something so nice#and feeling that way but also showing how in the healing process - in the process of getting better -#we start to discover that we are allowed to enjoy and indulge in nice things. that we also deserve to live a life full of sweetness#and it’s a bit serious since it will touch on ptsd; on survivors guilt#and the fic is long - spanning from getting together to him having kids w u#& how even after all this time sometimes the war is still fresh as ever on his mind#and just !!! it’s a lot#also that Taylor line that’s like ‘is it really your anxiety that keeps you from giving me everything?#‘or do you just not want to’ + ‘you wouldn’t be the first renegade to need somebody’
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being a kh mobile fan is so funny because all the kh content i see is going off about motifs and parallels and the development within both the light/dark and interpersonal connection themes and dissecting how it affects the other events within the story… and then i go to the kh main tag and its ‘Top ten reasons sora and riku should make out on kairis grave (and this will make kairi a better character)’
#NO HATE TOWARDS SORIKU BTW I LIKE SORIKU ITS CUTE THERES THEMES AND DRAMA AND ITS FUN AND THEY LOOK NICE AND EVERYTHING#I GOT INTO KH BECAUSE I LIKED SORA AND RIKU OK#But i am also far to aspec to not notice the implications behind the statement “sora cares lots about riku so they are canonically in love”#Like are you kidding me. In the friendship series. Really.#Also a lot of the theories that make kairi ‘better’ are like: “and then kairi will be inside soras heart forever!”#“And not only will sora not really do anything about this but it will make sense for him to not care :)”#“Human bonds being essential for living and powerful and healing? No kh is about leaving your friends behind actually. ”#“Not riku tho”#Sorry uh#Rant#I guess#(again. Not about soriku or shipping in general i am self aware and not a hypocrite. This is about a very hyperspecific genre of kh fan)
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what do you think about the newest penacony story patch in hsr?
penacony numero uno. actually the best arc out of the 3 so far but sunday should kill himself*
#*i cant beat the boss what else is fuckinggggg new 🚬#im typing this after my idk 4-6th attempt#the fact that you cant do the world level thing like you can in genshin is ass#bailus healing annoys me and gallagher...is actually pretty good for the fight i was worried taking him in but he does p well#i hate complaining about the difficulty of the game cause the reality is that im just not a stats guy and only vaguely understand how#everything goes. im better at an open world beat the shit outta everything game like genshin but i like sr more </3#and theres so few imaginary characters. DIE#aventurine and luocha were really good but either didnt care or was saving for someone else and im paying the PRICE#asks#anon#anyways ueah penacony fire story. gallagher and misha u are the world 🫶🏾#also it just looks really good all the maps are so nice looking#the characters are enjoyable i like how everyone plays a part and i actually cared about the story#star rail spoilers#b4 i got to the part ingame i saw mishas va on twitter give a lil thank you and i was like hes deeefinitely dying lmaoo#it was a nice ending for those 2 though bittersweet. im glad misha did get to experience the astral express even if it wasnt the one we kne#mhy
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I mean I was already planning to write a short fic about Isabeau's perspective of Siffrin losing his eye. However, learning Isabeau was the one who Crafted the eyepatch so his friend could wear something comfortably is definitely a useful bit of context.
#in stars and time#isat spoilers#and by 'interesting bit of context' I of course mean 'omg omg he made it for them??? that's so sweet???'#I can only imagine the hesitant smile Siffrin gave Isabeau when trying it on for the first time following the wound healing#they want to show their gratitude because wow this is such a nice gesture#only to realise that damn this eyepatch is actually super comfy#god I cannot wait to beat the king so I can see that crush confession or whatever else he wanted to tell Siffrin#their friendship is everything to me I love them so much
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Hey guys did you know that I've been in so much pain that it forced me to recontextualize not only my definition of being okay but also my judgement and avoidance of that pain and now I'll never go back to the understanding I had before this? :3 me neither (until recently)!
#for those confused this is a positive thing#but its also something i dont think many other people will understand at all#and with that always comes a feeling of loneliness and isolation#ive come to accept that a life without happiness does not have to be worth less to me than a life where i am happy#and as with many things this healing isnt linear. so i doubt ill stay in this mindset for long. but rn im here and its nice#rn im okay even though im unhappy and i cant believe i ever will be#the only thing i expect from life is to die so everything else is a bonus really
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happiness forthe boy :] credits to my darling wife for making me draw him happy /pf
"but he cant canonically fly-" shhhhhhut up I do what I want. lookit him and the swablu.
#pokemon rejuvenation#my art#swablu#rayquaza#HES SO HAPPY...#and yes this is karma files his wings are healed and everything is nice#let me hjave this. no let HIM have this ok#he deserves. everything ever.#giving him a kiss on the forehead#rejuv oc: august
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so sorry ive been inactive - i have had a very long winter holiday ;-; but i did draw a lot of very self indulgent stuff so here,,, doodle dump. i will dig through some asks / requests eventually,
#fandom agere#resident evil agere#agere art#heeheehee i love chris sm hes soooooo <3#i guess life update my therapist has acknowledged and validated basically everything . which is nice but i have been Exhausted#healing is difficult!!! but SO worth it !!!
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a friend of mine attempted suicide last week this is so upsetting
#he survived though thank god#but it’s so sad still#thinking about my high school best friend who commited suicide#makes me worry about all of my friends immediately like please are you okay are you patient with yourself are you NICE toward yourself#please please please please please#i was on vacation when he sent me his goodbye text & i only read it after he had also sent me a message saying he survived#anyways#i hope he gets the help he needs now bc he always refused any kind of help#he seems willing to get like uh into living tho now that he’s out of the hospital#searching for a job & everything#goes into nature a lot#i hope life heals him or smt#idk
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returning to my roots (obsessively pinning pretty images to my hyperspecific pinterest boards)
#pinterest will heal me. if it doesn't what will#I heart pinterest bc it's the only goddamn social media that doesn't suddenly start to play music/someone talking out of nowhere#I hate the tiktokification of EVERYTHING#like let tiktok be tiktok. let everything else be everything else.#side rant not being on instagram goes so hard it's so easy to not have to interact w yucky people bc you can instantly weed them out#bc they will ALWAYS look at u like wtf when you say you don't have ig#it's sooooo nice
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I wrote my little Purge March section for Lights, Camera, Sing Your Sins :) Since I just snuck it into a preexisting chapter, I figured I'd make a quick post with it on it's own 👍
Amane knelt on the cold tile. She watched the water trickle from the ends of her hair. She could feel droplets across her whole body. She shivered slightly in the tight space.
Before Jackalope had even finished uttering ‘cut’ , a dozen hands were lifting her off the ground. Her head spun with all the voices offering comforting words.
She gaped from inside the bundle of towels she’d been immediately wrapped in. Kazui had pulled one tightly around her shoulders while Yuno was using another to dab at her head. Kotoko knelt in front of her, rubbing her hands between hers to warm them up. Muu held up her change of clothes, with what looked like one of her own sweaters thrown in. Shidou and Fuuta ushered them out of the set pieces. The area had been designed to look as clustered as her home, but it was much more open than the cameras caught. With just a few steps she was back in the bright, warm studio.
Amane frowned, trying to shrug off the towel. “There’s no need for all of this. I signed off on my script, same as you all. None of you were treated as such during your videos.”
Mikoto poked his index finger into her shoulder. “Yeah, because none of us went through half the shit you did. Trust me, this isn’t because you’re a kid, it’s because this is majorly fucked up.”
She opened her mouth, but all her words died out. For so long, she’d repeated her protests that this was just how things were. She was finding it more and more difficult to argue with the others. She was having a hard time knowing what was wrong to believe.
“I really enjoyed your marching band rehearsal yesterday,” Shidou said, offering a warm smile. She did not return it. She could see through his weak attempt to change the subject. “Er… that looked very fun…”
“Yes, yes!” Yuno chimed in, giving her towel-swaddled body a squeeze. “I didn’t know you could baton twirl! You need to teach me, I’ve always wanted to do stuff like that!”
“Of course.” As the others joined in agreement, Amane did manage to return a bit of their warmth. She was rightfully proud of yesterday’s work. She’d impressed them with her perfect routine. It felt good to boast of a skill that none of those older than her could. Though it was shameful to admit, Amane was really looking forward to tomorrow’s filming. She wouldn’t even mind Shidou’s attention, if he was part of the group praising her talents.
As Yuno went on about the cute costume she’d get for filming the next day, Amane heard Mahiru from behind her. She’d grown more agitated with Jackalope, and her voice raised.
“What paperwork? This is horrific. You should be able to take her out of there in an instant.”
“We’ve got some unorthodox methods here, but I am not stealing a child. Please, Shiina, I’ll tell you when we make progress. Heh, don’t let this turn you into a kidnapper.”
“Well,” she could hear Kotoko, “it’s better than a murderer. Which is what I may be after watching this. And for real, this time.”
Fuuta joined in. “If I ever see any of these fuckers in person --”
“Keep your voice down,” Kazui said, “that’s her family you’re talking about. …Not that I disagree. But she doesn’t need to hear that.”
“Why not?” Fuuta muttered. “She was gonna do it anyway…”
It was true. Though, her motivation had been righteous, virtuous. Theirs was out of vengeance. ...Though, was vengeance in another’s’ name better? What about vengeance in her name?
“Either way,” Jackalope said, “I’m doing everything I can. You’ll be the first to know, okay?”
Amane tried not to dwell on it. Today, she just needed to hold her head high and do her duty, no matter how difficult things became.
And she had always excelled at that.
So, she sank into the warm bundle. She leaned into Kotoko beside her. She accepted a drink from Haruka. She talked with the others as they asked more questions about her upcoming routine. Conflicting thoughts about what was wrong may have plagued her, but in that moment, she knew for certain that this felt right.
#milgram#amane momose#featuring most of the others#i tried to keep it wholesome and healing but it was a bit tough in her case#the other sections were so nice because the murder was the toughest thing to happen to the character - so undoing it made everything better#but like... amane still went through all that :/ nothing was really undone in this au#shes put into a good household at the end of course#but at this point was hard to find a silver lining -- so i just tried to highlight how willing the rest of the cast is to help her and#dote on her and fight for her like she deserves 👏👏👏#tw child abuse#nothings shown but its implied#fanfic#lights camera sing your sins
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i’ve been working a bit on yaoyao and i can’t tell at all if her build is doing okay or not because my healer standards are simply impossibly high because of kuki😭
#kuki really ruined every other healer for me😪#even when i have furina on healing mode im like ehhhhh#and any time i have to use a non-kuki team im STRUGGLING like wym i can’t just tank everything😭#yaoyao IS really fun though and a really nice healer!!#she’s my only full team healer built right now and it’s super satisfying!#i accidentally killed cyno in the middle of testing him the other day#and after i brought him back with the Egg™️ she fully healed him from 150 for me with her burst😌#usually ive got that split second of risk after using revive foods while i wait for the healing to tick in lol#so it was a relaxing moment lol#wait i also have xianyun built-ish i forget she heals sometimes because i also usually have bennett on my teams involving her#woops should really test out her heals and see how much she’s doing too🤔
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world's finest (1990) #1
[ID: two in-universe drawings from two different orphan children talking about their heros. The first one is by Ann Gray, who's eight years old. She drew a surprisingly decent photo of Batman in front of a yellow background and wrote, ‘My hero — Batman. He is strong and fierce and he can beat anyone. He is very tall. He wears a cool suit with a bat on. He is not afrade of bullits and he saved my life (true). No one nows his reel name or address. the biggist crinminel in all the world could not make him sorender. Batman keeps gothum city safe for everyone and pets.’
The second drawing is by Zachary Sikes who's 12 and a half years old. He drew a photo of Superman using his heat vision as he flies. He wrote, ‘My Hero — Superman. My hero is Superman. He is able to fly and I have seen him lift up a car (with 2 peeple in it). If you hit him in the face then he will just laff. Every one likes him and he saved my life once. The big S on his shirt is for his name (Superman). He lives in Metroplis (where I used to life also). He keeps everything there in law and order.’ END ID]
#WAHHH#‘he keeps everything there in law and order’ ok but does he keep it safe for everyone and their pets?? /j#call this healing my inner child or whatever but as someone that went through A LOT of trauma as a kid... just smthn about these heros from#a child's point of view always gets to me... like both in their universe and also just comics aimed at a younger age group#like its so nice for me (20 yr old adult) to see children getting to have these heros & symbols & characters of hope and love and strength#an example i always think about is batman overdrive. of course it wasnt aimed at me so i didn't get the most enjoyment but there were so#many little cute parts and how they did slightly touch topics (from bruces depression to parent abandonment) in an age appropriate way#and knowing kids get more resources that i didnt at that time? just so nice to know and see#and in universe because yknow we always get the outside perspective and know these characters flaws and struggles#but just to have that innocent and simple perspective of seeing how a child sees and experiences these heros.... ough#<- lemme find that overdrive post to go along with this little ramble hold on...#oh also quick reassurance that i listened back with a screen recorder as always & it reads out fine with the children's spelling errors :)#c: world's finest (1990) | i: 1#crypt's panels#batman#superman#baa mun...
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