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#probably my last sunny walk at home :(#keeeeellll meeeee#i think one of the things i hate about going back to uni is not being able to experience autumn and winter at home like i used to#itâs weird because iâve always loved them and considered them my favourite seasons.#but last year (and now this year) iâm realizing that oh! i think itâs because i got to come home after a long day and be in a safe familiar#space. and at uni everything is still a bit unfamiliar and not very comforting so the long cold days get so much harder#but i will surviveeeeeee#counting on gilmore girls to get me through it!! and also love is blind s7. i LOVE having things to look forward to every week it makes tim#fly by so fast. last yr every friday night was reserved for me and i ate frozen pizza or takeout and/or my favourite snacks and#watch my comfort films :( i cooked a lot those nights too 2 save money but yeah. it was rlly nice to have that comfy safe time to myself#i think it rlly got me thru uni.#ik itâs gonna be so hard to get back into a routine but im trying to tell myself that i need to like. focus on the basics first. adulting#can be so hard & i wanna do everything at once! i wanna b perfect in all areas. always do my hobbies. etc etc but i#i couldnt even get out of bed to make myself meals sometimes đ so i need to like remember if i donât journal or read a whole book in a day#not the end of the world. and most importantly i need to be EATING and staying active and SLEEPING FIRST and foremost cause then hopefully#i wonât feel like a zombie.#okay anyways.#feeling sad feeling tired feeling unmotivated but also feeling a teensy bit excited for finally BEING ALONE!!!!#i have my cardiologist appt tmrw so maybe thatâs why i feel so yuck also. just thinking abt it makes me wanna throw up#i hope everything goes well#anyways bye bye#⥠dear diaryâŠ
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most of the time i really don't care but. today i'm feeling a bit sad that i don't think i'll ever be able to tell my dad i'm queer. and i know it's literally so stupid to think about and its not that bad or anything but just. gahhh idk. i'm just a bit angry and sad bc i feel like it would change everything + i'd just let him down. GAHHHHH :) okay anyways back to the main program....
#actually going 2 overshare a little bit more sorry.....#(<- tumblr user ass thing to say..)#okay like. last year when i was just abt to move out for uni for the first time ever. he wouldnt stop going on abt#how i needed to shave my legs. like he wouldnt stop he kept going on abt how everyone would laugh at me + how i needed to do it#implied that it grossed him out or smth. like he tried to bribe#me??? to shave my legs at one point???? which was. i mean it was kind of funny + also i was so devastated hahaha#like top ten things 2 tell your eighteen year old daughter the month before shes about to leave home...#can't WAIT until i enter my late 20s and he inevitably starts asking me why i dont have a boyfriend etc etc :)))#but yeah it's so like. i love him and i wish i could tell him all abt me#and it makes me really sad that i cant do that anymore. like i used to tell him everything. idk its all different now :(#anyways oopsies so sorry for the oversharing dump umm hello i love u + youve done more for me than youll ever know seriously xx
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tired girl hours iâm just ranting bcos i donât have enough time to cry
#tw rant#studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not#its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels#so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday#i feel worse knowing thereâs this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me#n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone#yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my#friends study minimum 4 hours a day. weâre all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep#of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle#but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today#i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts#and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics#just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people#im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier#im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk#and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know#but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or weâll dislike eac#h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe#ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch#people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and#seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want#are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to#spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was#i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next#ïżœïżœïżœis this all im ever going to be?â im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes#me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good#but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im#intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout#but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone
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that terror canvas is on procreate! i tend to paint primarily with a mixture of sargent oils by sadielewski and brushpack #2 by drizzle drawings with a number of other collected/edited/original brushes thrown in which would be impossible to list in their entirety bc i am a brush hoarder and when i paint i can go a little nuts with it! honestly the default oil paints on procreate are fairly good and i think editing/making brushes on there is quite intuitive so go nuts.. but that's what im doing
#i would say spending money on brushes is like. not something you need to do ever#at the time that most of my brush packs were bought i was recieving an equipment allowance from uni#and spending ÂŁ20 on brush packs was like a nice way to be like okay and now i can spend the rest of this on rent. you know#tad talks#that being said brushpack 2 LIFESAVER. i LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU MWAH MWAHWAH thats my go to for EVERYTHING#my default sketch brush is rough flat brush with the opacity played with a little from that pack and it BEAUTIFUL
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two-ish months later and im still very amused by my reaction to hearing end of line when in line for power/run :]
(dont repost the video please thanks!!)
#voice reveal đłđłđłđłđłđł lol i forgot to share this after coming back from the park in april i was very busy and tired#truly tho the ride was great but the entertainment design of it all???!?!?! absolutely fantastic#i was already in tears in the waiting room behind the giant shiva laser#you know. the room with the reveal. THEE reveal. you know. that made me cry. sam flynn moments#this was a fantastic time and im glad my friends seemed actually interested in tron too!! this was a fantastic day#id post more pics but i dont have much that doesnt include me and my friends. it was a uni trip technically idk art school things ig#but i will have you know i bought the yori collectable figure and flynn's arcade keychain. i love them dearly. any tron 82 merch is gold#everything else was too pricey lmaoo but im sure ill visit again in a few years :)#anyway. this is okay to reblog but pls dont repos.t#this is the closest ill get to hearing daft punk live#all the music for the queue was absolutely stunning too btw i was in tears#rex speaks
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#if i don't get this out of my system i may explode lmao#but man the fact that im not a uni student anymore is getting more and more real with each passing day n the fact that i have to start#searching for a job is getting more and more real each day and it's giving such huge amount of anxiety bcs im scared abt what's to come#i'm terrified of getting a job i hate. i'm terrified of losing my life in something that drains me. i'm terrified of getting stuch where#i am. of seeing my life pass and not accomplishing what i want. of everything i've dreamed of stays as that. a dream.#i'm terrified of being stuck in this country. in this city. bcs all i wanna do is leave but i dont have the means to do it!!!!!!#i dont have the money. my mom doesn't have the money and im scared. terrified of dedicating my life to working for it to be all pointless#i wanna travel n i wanna leave n i wanna land a job that i like!!!!!!!!!!!!#i don't think i'm fit for capitalism bcs routine bores me. bcs i don't want to lose my life in a job i hate#but then again i don't rlly have a dream job. i have smth i want to do but it doesn't rlly allign with my degree#and i'm scared!!!! of not being able to accomplish it!!!!!!!!! i'm so terrified of never doing what i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i'm terrified of staying here bcs it's easier and less scary. i don't want to live a life of it is what it is!!!!!!!!#but everything at this point overwhelms me and idk where to start!!!!!!! idk what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i feel so silly by#asking other ppl bcs they don't have the answer n i hate it. bcs i need an answer i need to know im gonna be okay#life is unexpected n that alone makes me dread it. bcs i don't have full control of what's to come#sure i can do things to get me where i want to be but it's not 100% guaranteed it will happen the way i want it to#like. i dropped out of a major i thought i wanted n loved. i got a degree in smth that isn#isn't rlly a passion of mine#i dread the unexpected. i dread not having full control. i dread not knowing stuff#i dread things going out of plan n sure i do have a life plan#but i'm terrified of it just being a life plan#peace n love on planet earth#jo.txt
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love you đ„șđ€
#just wanted to say that i feel so bad!!#i'm so sorry for being so slow w msgs friends#like i keep wanting to sit down and go through them but i find nearly no time to even breathe until right before going to sleep#but i also want to say thank you for all the sweet messages regarding my writing or my blog or us all in general#and for trusting me with your long vents and personal feelings and ty that you ask for advice đ„ș and all the amc asks and feedback#pls know i appreciate you so much and am not ignoring you.. will get to everything!!#just pray that this job and my uni dont kill me lol#and am also working v diligently and hard on cmi11 and i think it wont take toooo long!!! đ„ł#in any case i love you and pls dont stop sending msgs they REALLY make my gloomy n tiring days SO much brighter and make me smile đ„ș#and wait for me pls.. okay? :') love you more than the stars <3333
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#the weather is so lovely today. itâs breezy and cool but the sun is warm so itâs not too cold or too hot out.#i wish it was like this forever.#ive been feeling so tired lately. physically n mentally & idk if its an underlying health issue or bc i havenât been sleeping super well#the past few days i wake up in the middle of the night but im able to go back to sleep fairly quickly. but i STILL feel exhausted.#im supposed to talk about my lab results w my doc tmrw on the phone so. i hope everything is okay but tbh i wouldnât be surprised if#something wasnât optimal. my iron was okay last time i checked it though. sigh i just idefk anymore.#im sick of everything. im irritable for no reason. i donât wanna do anything. like anything. i just want to rot in my bed#and even my interests are slowly slipping away from me. writing? couldnât care less if i donât write anything for the rest of the year tbh.#reading? i couldnât even care to browse the shelves when we went to the bookstore the other day and it scared the shit out of me#kpop? meh.#i have a massive to do list and uni starts in a month and i have no energy. + dealing with my own brain and nonsensical thoughts on top#of that. overthinking anxiety all that super great stuff.#im also sick of putting in 110% into my relationships and getting half of it back. family friends whoever. and it makes me so sad. +#i feel like nobody even understands me. or even tries to or wants to.#im just tired#sick and tiredddddd#actually a bit sick too my throat hurts#anyways whatever#itâll be fine i guess#i donât want to give up but i donât have any desire to push through im sort of just. floating. ill deal with it when i deal with it#⥠dear diaryâŠ
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life just went from 0 to 100 super fast!!
#life is crazytown rn#in many good ways!#I'm getting featured in the uni news#and also graduating from my program#and starting a huge (Huge) life change and new academic program#and trying desperately to make time for friendships now#because this is the last few months of being at my current church#and I want to treasure them#and and and#life and loving others and the beauty of God is so wonderful right now#and sometimes I want to freeze time and breathe out songs to Him#I got to babysit a 10 month old and when he playfully refused being carried after his nap so I sang hymns at him#and he laughed with so much glee and babbled in time to the music#and children are wonderful and the God who made them is wonderful and#I feel close to bursting with joy and i'm fighting the urge to try and be perfect at everything#I won't be#that's okay
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Hidden | Max Verstappen
WC: 1.5K
Max x wife!reader
Summery: May has always a private person, but is he that private that he could hide his wife of 8 years and 2 year-old son.
Warnings: none
AN: This is a little something, while Iâm working on two big fics
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Max Verstappen is many things, and when people ask you to describe him they always have a lot to say. Heâs a great driver, at the top of his career, heâs aggressive, heâs sarcastic, definitely has an unhealthy relationship with his skinny jeans. Heâs also incredibly private, not much is known about him that he doesnât want to be known, how he does it is a mystery.
You both value your privacy, and any post made of you before he made it to F1 was deleted the second there was a possibility he would join. You were both young, and you knew how much hate some wags get and you didnât want that. While Max was off racing, you were back home finishing your studies, the moment you finished high school and you were both 18 you got married. A small wedding with only family and very close friends in attendance. Some of your families were against it at first, saying youâre too young, too naive but you never listened to them. Both you and Max knew what you wanted, and there was not stopping you from getting what you wanted.
You finished Uni and when Max moved to Monaco you did too, you met some of the drivers, the ones close to Max, you met some of the team that were also close to him. And you even attended a few races, but no one paid you any attention, thinking youâre just a fan.
However the last time you made it to a race was well over a year and a half ago, you gave birth to your baby boy last winter, and after a hard delivery and a long recovery, where Max stuck by your side through it all. Your boy is almost 2 and he misses Max every time heâs away from home.
âAre you sure this is the right time?â Max asked you as you got yourself ready, Karel happily playing with his toys next to Max on the bed.
âI mean weâve been married for 8 years now, and dating for three before that.â You point out and finish the last touches to your make-up. âWe have a son and I want him to grow up seeing you do what you love to do, I donât know when you actually want to retire, so let him see you do it before itâs too late.â
You walk over to your husband and sit in front of him with a smile.
âYouâre right.â Max leans over and presses a kiss to your lips, that leaves you craving for more, Max pulls back leaving you chasing after his lips. The dutch driver laughs and lets you close the gap, your lips meeting for a bit longer, before you have to pull back or things would escalate.
âDon't forget your ring.â
âAlready wearing it.â
Walking in the paddock with your son on your hip and your hand in Maxâs turned a few heads for sure. It was the tack of the paddock, Max has a girlfriend and a son? Thereâs no doubt in anyoneâs mind that the boy youâre holding is anyonesâs but Max, heâs a literal mini Max, with the small red bull merch and everything.
âOh my god! Loca.â Lando said seeing you both, your son wiggles in your arms. He loves Lando who he sees a lot when youâre all in Monaco. Lando is one of the few people who knew about you for so long and heâs seen Karel mere days after he was born. âCome to uncle, Lala.â Karel leans out of your arms and easily goes to Landoâs. âI didnât know you guys were bringing him today.â
âWe werenât 100% sure.â Max explains and you give him a look. âOkay, I wasn't 100% sure Iâd want to bring him.â
âWell, Iâm for one glad that you did.â Lando said entertaining your son.
âThat makes the two of us.â You say smiling, as Max pulls you closer to his side.
After Max is sure you and Karel are comfortable at RedBull, he goes off to do his round of interviews and media duties. And it's just his luck that, he's on the panel today.
And it didn't take long before he was being questioned about his family.
âQuestion to Max, you seem happier today, does that possibly have something to do with your ring and those that came with you today?â Max chuckles, he looks at his wedding ring. On the panel today with him, Charles who knows about his family, Lewis who has no idea, Oscar who has no idea and Pierre who has a suspicion but hasn't been confirmed by Charles.
âEh, if you're talking about this ring, yes. My son is here for the first time, he's finally old enough to come.â Max is smiling but just because his family came means he's suddenly open with the press and will spill everything.
âYou have a son?â Lewis asked confused the gossip hadn't reached Mercedes yet.
âI'm not over the ring, you're married?â Pierre asked, Oscar was looking super confused at the RedBull driver, he heard Lando talking about Max and a child and wife but he thought it was the other Max not this Max.
âKarel's here?â Charles asked, smiling.
âYeah, I have a son, he's almost 2 and I'm married.â Max said as if he didn't Just drop the biggest news in F1 at the moment.
âYou knew about it?â Pierre asked his friend feeling left out, Charles looked cheapish and shrugged.
âIt was a secret mate.â
After the panel the drivers waited for Max to ask him some more questions.
âWhen were you married?â
âDid you get married because of the kid?â
âWhat's his name?â
âWhy did you hide them?â
âWhen can we see him?â
and so on and so forth, Max knew that this would cause quite a stir in the media but he had no idea the other drivers would be interested.
âOkay calm down everyone, let the man speak.â Lando, the latest person to join the circle said. He wrapped his arm around Maxâs shoulder. âLet me answer the oblivious stuff. His nameâs Karel, he was born during the winter break of last year, heâs a carbon copy of Max, and yeah, I knew about everything for a few years.â
Lando looked so smug with himself for being in the know.
âAnd youâre married? Never saw you wearing a ring before.â
âYeah, got married when we were 18-â
âEIGHTEEN!!â There was a gasps and repetition to the number 18.
âMate, thatâs over 8 years ago.â Pierre said with wide eyes, heâs been Maxâs teammate and he was married and he had no idea.
âYeah, we were dating for 3 years before that, and decided to just do it.â Max explains, he was itching to get back to the garage and see his family. But he had to stand there for a few more minutes to answer all their questions, which he was comfortable with anyways.
You could see a few of the drivers shaking their heads as they dispersed from the circle in disbelief. The gossip and new information was hot, it will be all they can talk about this weekend.
You were out of his driverâs room, and standing beside Maxâs car talking with a mechanic as Karel was looking at his dadâs car in fascination. Itâs the car he saw every week on the TV.
âHey.â Max greeted coming in and giving you a quick kiss, he took Karel from your arms and kisses his cheek. âHowâs everything?â
âGood, Karel wants to get in the car.â You inform your husband, smiling as your son nodded his head furiously.
âDada, car.â Karel says cutely and points at his fatherâs car.
âYou can sit baby, donât think youâll see anything but you can sit.â Max says and places his child into the cockpit, RedBull cameras snap pictures and take videos.
âFuture RedBull champion in the making.â You tease Max and grin, Max had this adoration look on his face. âYou should get in and put him on your legs so he can see.â
Max does as you say, he hands you Karel, who you shower with kisses making him giggle and push your face away. Max gets in and you hand him Karel who he places on his lap, the child now able to see out of the car.
âHere Max.â One of the mechanics hand him the steering wheel, and Max puts it in.
âDada, drive.â Karel says and takes a hold of the steering wheel, Max helps him turn it right and left, itâs. too heavy for him to do it alone. You take out your phone and also film this moment.
If there was ever doubt about bringing Karel, just seeing them making memories and enjoying themselves proves that itâs the right thing to do. Thereâs no guarantee for how long Max will stay in F1, the motorsport is forever changing and youâve always wanted Max to make these memories with your son. And if Karel continued showing interest in cars as he does now, thereâs no doubt in your mind that youâll be back at karting tracks soon enough, and replete the cycle that you went through with Max with your son.
Max looks at you and smiles, you couldnât help but lean over and press your lips to his, in a sweet and short kiss.
âItâs good that I can kiss you whenever now.â You comment and wink at Max before you pull back.
âLucky me.â
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ËËË âĄ ËËË đ»đ đ©đ đŹđđđđ đšđđđđ | Jonathan Crane
NOTES -> Hello hello! im gonna be in uni full time again starting first week of september so uploads will be much slowerrrr im sorry. Iâll try to write as much as i can for u my little loves!
REQUEST -> Based off the prompt 15 from this list here
SUMMARY -> Your boss, Jonathan Crane, plans on isolating you away from your old life, consuming you whole until you become nothing but devoted to him...and you're too naive to see the mind games that the expert psychiatrist is playing.
WORD COUNT -> 3.3k
WARNINGS -> Smut, p in v, soft!dark Jonathan, doctor/nurse relationship, boss/employee relationship, creampie
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Jonathan felt his chest tighten as he narrowed his blue eyes behind his glasses. His focus was locked on you and only you, along with the orderly speaking to you for the last few minutes.
You were a nurse at Arkham, young and bright-eyed, so full of energy â and that caught Jonathanâs attention. Your unusually cheerful demeanour and sweet aura drew him in, whether he liked it or not. Maybe it was how youâd always give him a cute little wave every time heâd pass by you, or maybe it was how youâd smile at him when everyone else seemed to cower away from the stoic doctor.Â
Or maybe it was because once he saw you leaving work in your everyday clothes instead of your usual scrubs, and when you seemingly bent over to pick up your keys which you dropped on the ground, he could see the lace of your pink panties poking out of your low-rise sweatpants â but I guess weâll never know.Â
See, that was the problem. You were so sweet, but you were like that with everyone you worked with; which made Jonathan feel inferior in many ways, but he promised himself that heâd have you eventually.
He didnât want to hurt you by any means â oh god, no. Heâd rather torture himself than watch you suffer through any anguish. However, he did want everyone around you to fall victim to a rather sinister fate if it meant they stayed away from you.Â
Jonathan didnât really consider himself a sadist, but watching those around you seemingly go missing and suddenly quit their jobs at Arkham (unwillingly, of course), derived an innate sense of pleasure within him.Â
That was one of the perks of being the chief psychiatrist â he had all the power in the world to do whatever he pleased within the walls of Arkham, no matter who he hurt in the process. Jonathan would quietly fire many employees who he felt were âtoo friendlyâ with you, but heâd always tell you that theyâd mysteriously quit or that they had changed jobs.Â
âPerhaps they just didnât have it in them to help theâŠunique patients we house here,â heâd say to you. âNot everyone is as dedicated and as kind as you are, you know?âÂ
Foolishly, you let his flattery get into your head; you let yourself fall for him without even realizing it.
You believed that the universe divinely guided you to him. You were sure of it â he was just so kind and understanding. You couldnât believe the other staff of Arkham didnât see him the way you did! How could they dislike him? Fear him?Â
To Jonathan, you were like an angel that fell from above, capturing his cold, dead heart within your warm, beating, and very alive one. You were so kind to the patients, so gentle with them â and your patients only ever had good things to say about you.Â
As you spoke to the orderly in front of you about what you did over the weekend, you noticed your boss looking rather tense from the corner of your eye. His jaw was clenched slightly, and his expression unforgiving. He exhaled sharply before ushering you over toward him, causing you to excuse yourself from your current conversation.Â
âDoctor Crane,â you greeted sweetly, âhow are you?â
âIâm rather stressed today,â he answered softly, taking on that same gentle tone that he always seemed to take with you.Â
âIs everything okay?âÂ
âEverything is fine, but I'm worried about you.â
âWhat do you mean?â you asked innocently, cocking your head to the side slightly as if to emphasize your confusion.Â
âI think perhaps we should speak in my office about this,â he offered. âCome with me, please.âÂ
Your smile suddenly faltered slightly as anxiety and paranoia ran rampant through your veins.
Your paranoid thoughts had to be put on the back burner as you took a seat across from him in his office, watching him as he sat down at his desk. His suit was pristine as always â and today, he opted for a brown sweater vest underneath it.
Youâd count every thread and stitch on his suit for him if he asked you to.Â
âDoctor Craneââ
âJust Jonathan is fine,â he interrupted before clearing his throat. âI wanted to speak to you in private about a certain concern of mine.âÂ
âWhat is it?â
He sighed before he took off his glasses and meticulously placed them on his desk. He leaned forward slightly, and you stayed quiet as he hesitated for a moment before his smooth voice finally cut through the silence in his office between the two of you.Â
âIâm worried that you may be overworking yourself,â he explained, looking at you with his tantalizing eyes. âI notice you pick up shifts and work overtime frequently, and I worry that you may be taking on more than you can handle. As your boss, I just want to make sure that youâre not burning yourself out as that canât be good for you, and I believe in a healthy work-life balance.â
You made an âoâ shape with your mouth, unsure as to what you could say to him â that wasnât what you were expecting him to say to you. Perhaps you had been overworking yourself, but that was just a part of you. Having a strong work ethic was something you strongly believed in, but maybe he was right. You couldnât care for your patients if you were too exhausted to, right?Â
Now that he mentioned it, you were quite tired today. You started to think about it â as of recently, youâd been slamming coffees left right and center to stay awake at work, hadnât you? You just wanted to help out since you were fairly new around here, but maybe it was doing you more damage than good.
Jonathan saw your usually cheerful demeanour deflate in his office, and he looked at you sympathetically, âI know this is not something youâd want to hear, especially from your boss of all people â but I just want to ensure that all my staff are doing well, you know?â
You bit your lip for a mere second, hesitating to speak before you let the words fall from your lips, âYou know, Jonathan, sometimes I feel like youâre the only person here who actuallyâŠcares about me.âÂ
He internally applauded himself â in a moment of vulnerability, you sought out comfort in him. Just like he had planned. Just like he wanted.
âI think youâre an exceptional nurse,â he mused, âand truthfully, I do enjoy working alongside you. So yes, of course, I care about you. I remember when I first started working after finishing my residency, I would exhaust myself constantly. Iâve learned through many years that itâs just not good for you.âÂ
Jonathanâs plan was being executed perfectly â he wanted to isolate you. He wanted you to come running into his arms, far away from everyone else around you. He was on his worst behaviour today, but he believed you brought out the best in him.Â
You werenât overworking yourself, but with Jonathanâs quick wit, years of training in psychology, and exceptional gaslighting skills, you thought perhaps he was right. Maybe you should take some time off of work, you thought.
âTell you what,â he said softly, âhow about you and I have drinks tonight instead? Forget about work and such. I think you need it.â
His words caused your cheeks to heat up. He was your boss, and this was way out of line for a boss to ask an employee. However, it didnât help that you were very attracted to him.
âDrinks?â
âMy place at eight. I have a bottle of cabernet I think youâd enjoy â If I remember correctly, you said it was your favourite?âÂ
âY-yeah,â you stammered. âIt is.âÂ
âSo I'll see you tonight at eight, then,â he smiled softly, causing butterflies to erupt in your stomach. âIâll text you my address.âÂ
You nodded, slightly starstruck.Â
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Once youâd parked your car on the side of the neighbourhood street, you stepped out into the chilly night, your high heels clicking against the pavement of the ground loudly as you made your way onto his porch.
You gave three soft raps to his front door before you heard shuffling coming from inside the house. After a few moments, the front door swung open gently, and Jonathan stood there with a small smile on his face.
âCome inside,â he ushered you, âmake yourself at home, darling.â
And so you did.Â
You two talked over a few glasses of cabernet, bringing up the topic of work a few times here and there, but he mostly attempted to get to know the real you. What you did in your spare time, what your hobbies were, if you were seeing anyoneâŠ
âOut of curiosity, are you seeing anyone?â Jonathan asked you casually, but his voice dropped an octave as he looked directly at you, resting his hand on your thigh rather boldly. âIâm asking because I've seen the way you look at meâŠâÂ
âI-Iâm sorry?â you stammered, your cheeks feeling warmer and warmer by the second with the way his hand was now resting on your leg. You couldnât deny it now. âI didnât meanâŠum, I just â youâre always so kind to meâŠand Iââ
He shushed you softly, creeping his hand up a little further. âIâm quite flattered, darling. Not to worry,â he purred. âI figured it wouldnât be very appropriate of me to tell you how hard it is for me to not look at you when youâre at work, but after today, I just donât think I can help myself anymoreâŠâÂ
Suddenly, his lips brushed up against yours, and as if it was instinct, your hands came to wrap around his shoulders. He let you pull him in even closer, his hands now coming to rest on your hips as you two kissed feverishly on his couch.
You and him were like a chemical reaction â explosive, unpredictable, and potentially fatal.
âYouâre perfect,â he whispered against your lips in between kisses.Â
A shiver ran down your spine as his hold on your hips tightened slightly, his words causing your brain to short-circuit for a moment before you could think clearly again.Â
âJonathan, Iââ
âDonât speak, just give into it, my darling.â
You let yourself get lost in the constellation that was Jonathan Crane, letting him run his hands all over your body and kiss you with an insatiable hunger. Soft moans left your mouth as he peppered kisses down your jawline and neck, nipping at the delicate skin gently.Â
You wouldâve been worried about him leaving marks because you wouldnât want your boss to see the next day at work â but you had to remind yourself that he was your boss.Â
But none of that mattered when it felt so right; when his lips felt so good against your skin.
âCan I take this off?â he rasped, toying with the strap of your dress.Â
âMhm,â you hummed. âPlease, JonathanâŠâ
Slowly, he took the dress off of your body, gently tossing the garment to the side as he looked at you in absolute awe. It was like looking at a priceless piece of art in a museum exhibit to him â nothing could compare. Even a picture wouldnât do the sight in front of him justice.Â
âShould we go upstairs?â you suddenly asked.Â
Maybe it was the handful of wine youâd shared that evening, or maybe it was just sheer arousal; you werenât sure which one, but all you knew was that you needed him to have his way with you.Â
âYeah, of course,â he agreed, taking your hand in his. âJust up the stairs to the left â I think I'll let you lead the way, darlingâŠâ
The two of you got up from the couch, hand in hand, and Jonathanâs eyes roamed your body from behind as you made your way up the stairs together.Â
Of course, you came prepared â you know, just in case things were to happen. Before you left, you threw on your sexiest, laciest, lingerie underneath your dress, and it was a good thing you did because that investment certainly paid off.
He watched your hips sway in your lingerie, along with the heels you were still wearing (because we simply canât forget about those), and he could feel his cock straining against his pants. âPretty girl,â he mumbled from behind you. âYour body is heavenly.âÂ
âShush,â you giggled, grabbing him by his tie and pulling him close once you reached the bedroom.Â
He looked down at you in the dim lighting of his bedroom, noticing the way your skin was glowing under it. Your hair was slightly messy from making out on the couch earlier, and you had a small smile tugging at your lips â you were perfection if heâd ever seen it.Â
Jonathan kissed you rougher this time, his hands finding their way into your hair, tugging ever so gently against your scalp. He backed you up onto the bed, pushing you down onto it as he undid his tie, looming over your delicate body which was sprawled out on his king-sized bed.Â
After taking his tie off, he threw off his suit jacket and started to unbutton his shirt. You hummed softly, running your heel against his leg as he rushed to get himself out of his clothes. The tent in his pants made it all the more obvious how desperate he truly was for you, but you stayed patient.Â
Once he was on the bed with you, he helped you out of your bra and panties, causing your cheeks to heat up from how exposed you felt. âYouâre cute when you blush,â he commented when he noticed your blush, making you all the more flustered while he undid his belt.Â
After freeing himself, his thick, veiny cock caught your attention, and you swallowed the lump in your throat. He was big â you werenât sure how that was supposed to fit, but right now you were so wet, you were almost certain your walls would stretch out around him with ease.Â
He lined himself up with your dripping entrance, giving himself a few strokes before looking at you with his lip caught between his teeth. âAre you sure?â he whispered, and you nodded feverishly.Â
âPlease,â you whimpered.
Your back was arched and you let out a filthy moan as he slid himself into your warm, sticky cunt with little resistance. The sheer size of him alone had you feeling so full, and he stilled as he bottomed out in you so that you could adjust to him. âTell me when,â he said softly, his hand coming to brush up against your hips softly.Â
âYou can move now,â you breathlessly said, giving him the green light. Your breath got caught in your throat as he started to set a gentle but deep pace, the tip of his cock brushing against that spongy spot inside of you with every thrust.Â
âO-ohââ you moaned.
His hands found purchase on your hips, and his eyes trailed over your face as he fucked you sensually, but slowly, eventually going harder and faster as you got accumulated to him. âSo fucking tight, Jesusââ he choked out. Youâd never heard him curse before, and his smooth voice had you clenching around him, to which he let out another moan. âFuck, darling â you feel so good.âÂ
âMm-hmm!â you squeaked, taking his cock deeper and deeper into your soaked cunt with every stroke. âJonathan, fuckâ!â
âRight there, darling?â he cooed softly, slamming his cock into your hole much rougher now, causing you to see stars as he stretched you open on his thickness. âFeels good, baby?âÂ
âYes, yes, yes â oh my god!â you chanted, grabbing onto his biceps as you felt his fat cock drilling you. You were letting out feverish moans, your eyes rolling into the back of your head as you became increasingly more cock-drunk by the minute.Â
Your moans were like music to Jonathan. Like the sound he would hear being played once he died and went to heaven â because to him, this was heaven. Youâd come running into the arms of the man who was slowly isolating you, breaking you; cornering you into his heart.Â
But thereâs always something so right about something so inherently wrong, isnât there?Â
âI can feel you squeezing me,â he groaned, watching you with furrowed brows as he concentrated on your pleasure. âAre you close, darling? Fuck, you are, arenât you?â
âYes,â you whimpered breathlessly, moans being forced out of you with every delicious thrust he gave your cunt. âGonnaâ oh, Iâm gonna cum!âÂ
Jonathan watched in a mixture of pure bliss, awe, and satisfaction as you fell apart in his very hands. Yes â this is where he wanted you. He just wanted to love you, to show you how perfect he was for you, to take care of you and make you see that everyone else around you was just a waste of time.Â
No more talking to orderlies whoâd flirt with you, no more going out for after-work drinks with the other nurses. No, none of that. He was going to make sure that youâd work under him only, figuratively and literally.
âGonâ cum,â he groaned, feeling his cock spurting ropes of cum into your warm, tight hole as he gave you a few more lazy thrusts, not bothering to pull out. Your mind went blank as he filled you up wholly, stuffing you with his sticky, warm seed as you lay there fucked out from what just happened moments prior. âWhy donât you stay over tonight?â
You looked up at him groggily, mind still foggy from your orgasm. âWhat? I work tomorrowââ
âTake a paid day off,â he shrugged, pulling his softening cock out from your worn-out hole. âUse as many as youâd like darling, I wonât tell.âÂ
His teasing words caused you to throw your head back into the pillows blissfully with a sigh, genuinely believing that he only had your best interest at heart â he just didnât want you to overwork yourself. Itâs not like he was planning on totally locking you away from every living being in Gotham besides him or anythingâŠ
âI feel bad though,â you murmured sleepily. âI feel like Iâm â I dunno â abusing my privileges.âÂ
âDonât be ridiculous, pretty girl,â Jonathan assured you softly, turning off the lights so that only the moonlight was dimly shining into his bedroom. He placed a soft kiss on the top of your head as he pulled the covers over you both, cradling you in his arms like you were made of fine china. âYou know I only want whatâs best for you.â
âYouâre so lovely, Jon. You truly have such a kind soul.âÂ
âSurely nothing compared to yours, my darling,â he whispered against your hair as you closed your eyes. âNow, get some rest. We can talk about moving your things in here in the morningâŠâ
Unfortunately, you had already dozed off in his embrace; too busy being washed away by sleep to hear his words. Jonathan smiled to himself â heâd never let you go now. Youâd lost all control the moment you stepped into his house, unknowingly making yourself a hostage of some sort. Â
In the end, as you clung to him, believing he was the saviour from your exhaustion, you failed to see that it was his âloveâ that had slowly consumed you whole, leaving you nothing but a hollow shell, devoured by the very hands that promised refuge.
Sometimes, the most dangerous traps are the ones we walk into willingly, thinking theyâre the key to our freedom, as they say. But the cruel irony of it all is that we think weâre being saved from the jaws of this terrible world, only to be eaten alive by those who we call our saviours.Â
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good girls have gone⊠bad?
summary: her sister has been on your thoughts ever since you became friends with yelena. you two exchanged a quick gaze, and you both wondered right away who natasha romanoff was. sleeping with your best friend's sister isn't such a bad idea, considering yelena left you to spend some time alone with natasha, right? you knew she was way older than you, and you loved that.
warnings: smut, age difference (reader is 21; natasha is 37) blowjob, natasha has a penis, dirty talking, and more - 18+ minors dni
note: i'm back! i'm sorry if i haven't been updating, if i have to be honest i lost interest in this account. but now that i'm back, i think i'll be writing here more often! i apologize if there are some errors with this fic
âI have to get my report card at uni today,â While I was engrossed in a vlog on my phone, Yelena let out a sigh as she devoured her bag of chips. âAre you okay being alone here for now? I mean, youâre with Natasha. So youâre in good hands.âÂ
âYeah, Iâll be fine. Your sister doesnât talk much.â
âShe has a day off from work; give her a break.â
I laughed involuntarily. âEven though sheâs not at work, she doesnât talk much. Sheâll talk if we want something for dinner or something.â
"I believe she is simply shy," Yelena kissed me on the forehead and said as she got her bag off the couch. âListen, call me if you need anything. Just hope that I have a signal.â
I smiled at her as she departed, leaving me in solitude within the living room, embracing the tranquility. Yelena and I have been friends since senior year, which I find amusing considering that I have always seen her at school since I was a freshman. It's etched in my memory how she was the one who reached out to me initially, and from there, we embarked on a whirlwind of parties and adventures. Over the course of the past two years, she became the sole person I could rely on. We were supposedly living together at our university, but she mentioned that I could sleep at her place any time whenever weâre on campus since her place was conveniently located nearby. Then, upon encountering her sister, Natasha Romanoff, my heart seemed to come to a halt.
She was absolutely stunning, without a doubt the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on. She had a chic, cropped hairstyle, delicate hands, and a radiant smile that seemed to stretch for miles whenever I caught a glimpse. I found everything about her quite appealing, including her tendency to be more reserved in conversation. I often pondered whether or not Yelena had parents, but she remained tight-lipped on the subject. She only shared with me that from a young age, Natasha whisked her away from their parents and they began their life in New York. Her sister has always been the one supporting them financially, which is why she has been consistently absent. However, Yelena's admiration for her sister knows no bounds.
It was sweet, which made me jealous sometimes.Â
As I made my way back to Yelena's room, Natasha emerged from her own room, a warm smile gracing her face.
âI assume Yelenaâs not at home?â
I shook my head. âNo, sheâs getting her report card at university today.â
âOh,â She let out an exasperated sigh and casually leaned against the wall. âAnd you? Youâre not getting your report card?â
âI already got it; my parents werenât so proud this time.â
âWhat did you fail?â She let out a soft laugh, fixing her gaze on me intensely, causing a knot to form in my stomach. I'm not sure if it was positive or negative, but her intense gaze made my heart skip a beat.
âFinance,â I murmured. âI didnât focus with that subject that much, which I completely regret.â
I heard her giggle again, and it made my heart race even faster. When I give it some thought, I realize that Natasha and I are similar in one area: sex. I don't discuss it with Yelena or my other friends, but I don't feel embarrassed talking to Natasha about it. Although we've never actually done it, we were both flirtatious about it. Natasha usually asks me to come to her room while Yelena is sleeping, where she usually spends her time masturbating at the foot of the bed. And when it was my turn, I would smother my fingers when Natasha expressed her wish to touch me.Â
In her bed.Â
The following day, we just look at each other as if nothing had happened and don't discuss this. Since Yelena didn't seem suspicious, which I was grateful for, I carried on doing this with Natasha until she eventually became tired of me. I was probably just another girl in her view, someone to be used. She was, nevertheless, to me like the book that I couldn't put down. I was drawn to her and wanted to spend time with her.
I could never acknowledge such a thing.
âI was wondering if...â Her mouth became silent as she walked over to me, smirking, and brushed her delicate fingertips over a strand of my hair. âMaybe youâd join me in our secret affair?â
I snorted. âAffair? Natasha, we arenât in a relationship.â
"Well, it would be impolite to suggest that we watch porn together or something; you are aware of the subject."
I debated whether or not to do it today because Yelena might return at any moment. I sighed heavily and shook my head because she had not told me what time she would be home. It was a bad idea, because if that turned out to be true, we could be caught.
But it wouldnât hurt to do this... Right?
âOkay,â I whispered to her as she trailed her fingers on my collarbone. âTake me to your bedroom.â
âShit,âNatasha whispered, holding on to her mattress sheet. âThat feels so good, baby. K-Keep going; donât stop.â
I stared at her face, contoured with lust, and bobbed my head up and down. Considering that her cock felt erect in my mouth, I find it fascinating how much this makes her want to engage. She lifted her hips a little as I licked and sucked on the tip of her dick.
âGood girl,â She whispers, pressing my head farther down as she runs her fingers through my hair. âYou like that? You like my cock in your mouth?â
I let out a quiet affirmation as I sensed a certain anticipation on my tongue, observing her eyebrows furrow each time I took her length into my mouth. âYouâre so big,â I withdrew my mouth from her cock and caressed her whole length, filling the room with loud, sloshing sounds. âIâve never done anything like this, Daddy.â
âOh yeah?â She gently sat up on the bed and slapped the head of her dick onto my lips by grabbing the base of her length. âOpen up, sweetheart. I need to cum in your throat.â
Ideally, I would prefer that not to occur. I had to taste her, though, because it was Natasha. Heck, I didn't even give a damn if Yelena was home right now. All I wanted was for this to occur, for her to require my presence. I bobbed my head angrily and made gag noises as I sucked on her dick once more. Â
It turned on Natasha even more as I did so.Â
âYouâre so warm, fuck...â I knelt on the bed as her words faltered. "You're such a slut for my dick, look at you. Tell me, you wanted this, didnât you?â
More than you could ever know.Â
She was probably amazed at my ability to pull off such a feat as she watched me in disbelief as I placed her genitalia into my mouth. The action caused me to cough a little, and I choked on her genitalia right away. And I pulled my head back. She pouted, her whole length smeared across my face as she gripped the back of my head. "Baby, I thought we were just gon' talk dirty to each other."
I whimpered. âI needed you, Daddy.â
âYeah? You needed me?â
âSo bad,â I whined as I kissed her length. âPlease donât stop.âÂ
âOpen your mouth.â
She fucked her cock by pushing it back down my throat. Hard. I throw my eyes back, and Natasha's hips falter as she strikes the back of my throat. She recoils her head. âIâm going to cum down your throat, and youâre going to swallow it, okay, baby? You are so good for me, so so good...â
If I were the only girl in the world, I would do this every single day. However, I was aware that I was probably not destined for her because she was much older than I was and I was too young. People will make judgments; she wouldn't think that of me.
Natasha remained motionless for a few moment before turning to face me with a broad smile. "You feel like you're wet to me?" I moaned around her cock as she reached for my covered cunt and gripped it. "Oh my god! Fuck, keep doing that, baby girl.â
I kept moaning all over her length as she quickly and forcefully fucked my mouth, causing me to gag every time her tip touched the back of my throat. I was her sex toy, and I never wanted to be anything else once she put both of her hands on the side of my head.
âI want to fuck your pussy,â She continued to fuck my mouth like an animal while whispering in a rough manner. âI want toâughâI want to rip your pussy apart, especially that throat of yours. I bet youâre so tight, baby. Fuck, I can imagine myself ripping you open.â
Rip me open, make me fall apart. Iâll be anything to you, anything.Â
âYouâd like that, wouldnât you?â Natasha drew her length a bit and rolled her hips against my face, her cockhead resting on my tongue instead. âIâm going to cum on your tongue and you better swallow it; donât waste any drop.â
She was hooding her eyes and idly stroking her dick when I parted my lips wide for her. She glanced at the door once, then grabbed my jaw and drew me in. âHere it comes, baby. I-Iâm going to cumâfuck almost there just... Argh!â
She stroked her dick widly as she came onto my tongue. She kept stroking her length, and I had to close my eyes because I could feel some of her semen falling on my face. However, she released all of it on my tongue. Slapping her tip on my face and smearing her length all over it, Natasha let out a long, raspy moan. âYou look so pretty in my cum.â
âYou c-came a lot...â
With a nod, she reclined on the mattress. "Yes, I did. It's been a while since I've truly done that," she says, continuing to stroke her dick, albeit more slowly. I got up and grabbed the closest towel I could find after realizing that I had to go before Yelena could see or smell the sex in this room. "Are you sure you haven't done that with anyone?"
âI never give blowjobs,â I stated with a small voice as I wiped off my face with a clean towel. âWhen was the last time you had a girl suck on your dick?â
Natasha was standing in front of me as I turned around. As soon as she gripped my waist and drew me even closer to her body, I felt my breath catch. She let out a long breath and muttered, "You were the first person to give me an orgasm in a very long time, darling."
I chuckled lightly. âI thought youâd never do something like that. With me, at least.â
âYouâre very pretty,â She pulls down my shorts, gesturing for me to roll my eyes back as she holds her dick in her palm. âCan I feel you? Just a bit? I just... I want to imagine what itâs like to feel your pussy rubbing on me.â
I gazed into her eyes, taking note of the intensity of her desire. So I lowered my panties to my mid thighs and touched her cock, gently stimulating the sensitive area. We both felt a rush of pleasure as Natasha leaned her head against my shoulder, drawing me in closer to her.
âYouâre making me hard again,â She whimpered and pressed her cock against me, causing me to scream quietly. âOh shit, you are tight!â
âFuck, NatâYelena could go home any minute!â
âJust one minute,â she begged as she looked at me in the eye. âBaby, let me fuck you.â
âOkay, okay,â I whispered and felt myself being pushed against the edge of her desk, her hands hoisting my legs up. âOh godââ
"God, Iâm about to rip you open here,â Natasha spoke with such assurance that it began to pique my interest. I bite my bottom lip as she retreats a little and thrusts back into my cunt. âLet it all out, baby girl. Let Daddy hear youââ
âY/n, Iâm back!â
âShit!â I exclaimed and pushed her away, pulling up my shorts. She immediately grabbed her boxers and wore them before I reached for the door. âNatasha, she canât see me like this. Or you like this!â
âJust hide here for a moment,â Natasha led me into her bathroom, responding to my request. I widen my eyes in anticipation, waiting for her next words. âJust for this moment, okay? Iâll handle everything.â
I recognized what I had done as soon as she shut the door. I looked so desperate that I should never have given Natasha a blowjob in the first place. I shook my head carefully, running my fingers through my hair. "What did I do?" Sitting on the floor, with more memories of us playing along in my thoughts, I asked myself. Was I a lousy friend? Would Yelena even accept me if I was?
I donât know.Â
hehe let me know if i should make this as a story
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the call. I (sevika + vi)
SYNOPSIS: reddit: a place for thought-dumping and being horny [college au] WORD COUNT: 9.5K WARNINGS: this was supposed to be dark but its very crack-ish, sevika and vi play rugby(kinda minor plot tbh), oc is a crazy redditor and wears skirts, STALKING, 90% SMUT MDNI(fingering + phone sex + munching + mult orgasms + dirty talk, tensionnnn) brief mentions of grief and loss bc me, recreational drug use, JUST TOXIC, abby makes an appearance later A/N: WROTE THIS WITH MY BABY!!! @trackinglessons art by lottie my love my light my everything this is a product of #OVULATIONWEEK and the #ARCANETAKEOVER
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u/artkiller    3y
no one likes me.Â
i [f18] donât have any friends. at all. i donât have anyone thatâs not family that likes me and sometimes im convinced my family regrets keeping me adound. i just moved cities for uni and havenât been able to have a valuable conversation with anyone and im starting to think iâm the reason why. to be honest iâve always been the âweirdâ one or whatever ppl at school called me. but i donât think im weird at all. I think iâm nice but ppl treat me like a germ lol they just stare and whisper to each other but i know theyâre talking about me
does anyone have any advice on being more approachable? or whatever iâm not even sure what to call it tbh.
kewlio313 âą 3y
Everybodyâs weird in college! Youâre young and finding yourself. Join some organizations and put yourself out there! Itâll work out kidÂ
     artkiller OP ⹠3y
     i wish there was a chess club lolÂ
Margie âą 3y
how do you go about approaching people?Â
      artkiller OP ⹠3y
      i just walk up and start talking about myself
      Margie ⹠3y
      Okay⊠and whatâs their reaction?Â
      artkiller OP ⹠3y
itâs different every time. sometimes they just leave, sometimes they laugh then leave, other times theyâre outwardly mean. one guy told me to âshut the hell up bitchâ and i immediately wanted to commit a federal crime(not murder)
      Margie ⹠3y
      Goddamn lol. Maybe u r weirdÂ
miKrophone âą 3y
shut up hoe
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     ?? :/
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u/artkiller    2y
Advice Needed
how do you know if youâre mentally ill?
hello fellow redditors. lol. iâm finally back⊠very odd first term i think i got ghosted or whatever itâs called by some dude on the hockey team but yeah i plotted homicide. iâm pretty sure that situation sent me into a spiral. i think im sick.Â
iâm not sure whatâs going on with me but my thoughts have been really dark recently. not necessarily suicidal or harm inflicting(on myself) but⊠yeah⊠prettyyyy dark. idk. itâs weird what my brain conjures up sometimes. i guess im curious why my brain thinks the way it does. iâm not a bad person and i know that, but my brain makes me believe that i am. idk what to do at this point. iâve never been to a professional and tbh i donât think i should because i donât wanna be admitted somewhere lolÂ
kewlio313 âą 2y
Welcome back kid. Itâs often better to seek help even though it can be fucking horrifying, especially in adulthood. Get help and youâll be fine
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     and if iâm not fine? what do i do then?Â
     kewlio313 ⹠2y
To be frank, I'm not sure. Iâve been through alot and even I donât have clear direction on life. Iâve been allowing my intuition to guide me for some time. Just try it and see what happens. Rooting for you
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     thank youÂ
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u/artkiller    2y
Advice Needed
am i a lesbian?
i [f19] think im attracted to females. i canât stop staring at their tits. i always assumed my middle school peeping was from jealousy or whatever the hell twitter said but now that iâm grown i think i wanna fuck girls. or like. girl adjacents??? idk the terminology or whatever.Â
PetersJoker âą 2y
go eat some pussy and find out
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     no fuckhead
kewlio313 âą 2y
⊠Girl adjacents? Females? Are you actually 40?Â
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     is this a dig
     kewlio313 ⹠2y
     You crack me up. Have you experimented before?Â
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     i never passed a science class
     kewlio313 ⹠2y
     ⊠Alright.Â
 I meant hooking up. Have u kissed a girl before? Slept with one? Or whatever you youngins say these days?Â
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     no. iâm not a slut lol i hardly go outsideÂ
     kewlio313 ⹠2y
Finding out what you like isnât being a slut. Youâre in college for fucks sake. Find you someone to lay with, ya loser.Â
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     or i should just shoot myself. less complicated then sex
     kewlio313 ⹠2y
     Maybe so, but theyâre equally as messy.Â
ButchesForChrist âą 2y
Questioning is usually the first sign. Lol
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     fuck me
     ButchesForChrist ⹠2y
     Well
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r/AskReddit
u/artkiller    2y
what does sex feel like? (wlw)
[f19] just watched scissor porn for the first time. what the fuck was that. (i need it)
MisandristInTraining âą 2y
the work of demons aka men
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     i drink their blood
     MisandristInTraining ⹠2y
     Lmao
OnHorseback âą 2y
Feels like dying but emotionally âą 2y
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     i wanna die physicallyÂ
     OnHorseback ⹠2y
     Iâm sure some dirty fuck can set that up for you
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     lit
kewlio313 âą 2y
Welcome to the dark side.Â
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     flirt a little harder oldheadÂ
ButchesForChrist âą 2y
Ready to come out?Â
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     of where
     ButchesForChrist ⹠2y
     BitchâŠ..
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r/AskReddit
u/artkiller    2y
home sweet home.Â
hello found family. been mia bc fuck school but iâm back⊠and i think im a sadist.Â
does anyone know where rugby originated from? i like watching large women be physical w each other and i wish they would harm me in similar ways. pls push me to the floor and stomp me out(specifically directed to one pink head) iâve been thinking dirty things all day i need her so fucking bad. is this why ppl r so obsessed with sex? bc of hot people? i get it now. i need her to bend me over and put her cleat on my neck
lezziesthatembezzle âą 2y
good morning to u too bitch
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     big muscly girls pls rail me from da bckÂ
     lezziesthatembezzle ⹠2y
     someone muzzle this thot
Accuntress âą 2y
A dykeâs pride and joy: large women.Â
kewlio313 âą 2y
This is crazily your most normal post. Missed ya. Do well in school
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     :3 đ©·
[deleted] âą 2y
The cards are in my favorÂ
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     would you like to sex through private message?Â
     [deleted] ⹠2y
     What the fuck you crackhead
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r/AskReddit
u/artkiller    2y
Advice Needed
sex addiction while a virgin?Â
is this possible? i shouldnât have watched ppl with big clits trib. quite criminal. even more criminal when iâve imagined the girl iâve been following around for the past 2 weeks doing it to me
[deleted] âą 2y
is this who we areâŠ.Â
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     obviously.Â
kewlio313 âą 2y
This is my last straw.Â
     artkiller OP ⹠2y
     hugs xD
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r/AskReddit
u/artkiller    6mo
iâm confessing.Â
idc anymore. i donât give a FUCK. i am in love. i [f21] am in love. the deepest kind i think. love at first sight truly. itâs the kind of love thatâs painful. it kills and leaves behind trails of misery if betrayed or lost. whenever i see her, i cry from happiness. her joy is my joy. her hurt is my hurt. our hearts are forever intertwined no matter the distance. iâm writing this for her. if you ever see this: i love you, darling. thereâs not a second that goes by where youâre not at the forefront of my mind. iâll treasure everything weâve built thus far, and promise to never take it for granted. i hope to die by your side.Â
i love you. i love you so much.Â
even if weâve never spoken.Â
kewlio313 âą 6mo
Yup⊠sheâs lost it, folks. Very deep sigh.Â
     ButchesForChrist ⹠5mo
     Thatâs part of being a lesbian. Sheâll live. Trust me
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âViolet! ⊠VIOLET!â
Whyâs Sev always so loud in the goddamn library? The receptionist already has tacks on her behavior chart like some kindergartener. âI heard you! Jesus Christ, Iâm sitting right fucking next to youââ
âI wouldnât haveta fucking scream if you woulda answered me when I asked 3 days ago! Are you coming on Saturday?âÂ
How does she tell Sev fuck no bitch I donât wanna go in a polite manner? Itâs the first weekend after Christmas break and quite frankly, she's already sick of being on campus. Vi loves her friend to death but holy fuck does she wish she had an off button.Â
âJust come the hell on and stopââ
âDude, Iââ
âYou know itâs not gonna be fun if youâre not there! Half the bitches are cominâ for you! Plus⊠I think you could use a fun time after⊠yâknow.â Sevika softens â only a bit, she's still Sevika. Hard ass.Â
She does know. At this point, who doesnât? Her last year of university started on a bad foot when her family home caught aflame with her little sister and father still inside, but the icing on the cake was when her long term, blue-haired girlfriend sent her the can we talk? important text. Now sheâs single with corpses for relatives(she thinks her sister wouldâve found that funny). Her teammates returned to campus with her; eyes mournful and hearts sunk to the bottom of their stomachs, so prepared to shield and coddle when needed. Sev was one of them: through every breakdown and anxiety attack and hungry but nauseating night.Â
âIâm not tryna bring up old shit. You been through a lot and deserve some fun. Thatâs all Iâm sayinâ. Get your last bit of jitters out before the season starts.âÂ
Vi nods. She gets it. Losing her sister was just as much of a loss for Sev as it was for her, but somehow, she was able to ease back into herself. Become⊠normal again. Socializing takes so much energy outta Violet, now. Sheâd rather go lift or go sock the shit outta rich person. In some ways, she wishes she had as much willpower as her friend.Â
She knows why Sev wants her to go. New pussy, new me, her and Abby once told her, but sheâs not in the mood to smash right now. Sheâll probably start crying if they donât kiss both her cheeks before her nose like⊠Ugh. She shivers in disgust⊠and extreme longing. She misses her ex like crazy.Â
âI know. Iâll, uh, think about it.âÂ
âMâkay⊠now what the fuck is epitactic theory.âÂ
âGirlâŠâÂ
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r/AskReddit
u/artkiller    12mi
Advice Needed
how crazy is it to ask for a threesome from two ppl that donât know you?Â
[f21] iâm currently in my campus library watching my girlfriend study with her teammate from my stiff ass beanbag and i need them both like crack. how do i bring intercourse up without making it awkward or uncomfortable? help asap pls
also i might c her this weeknd sheâs going out and i wanna go
CreamTeam âą 5mi
Wait ⊠so is she your girlfriend or not?? đđÂ
     artkiller OP ⹠2mi
     we have a complicated relationshipđ©·
     ButchesForChrist ⹠1mi
     Aka sheâs stalking her. Scroll down a little
     artkiller OP ⹠30s
     stay out my businessÂ
     CreamTeam ⹠1s
     What the fuck
kewlio313 âą 2mi
I thought we were better than this, honey.Â
     artkiller OP ⹠30s
     you prob are. im not
     kewlio313 ⹠4s
     Deep sigh.Â
Your phone drops from your jittery hands and into your lap, screen glowing with every disappointed reply from fucking Kewlio who youâve grown to love. You like to call them a friend. A faceless, emotionally intelligent, oddly attractive friend who youâve never met.Â
The love of your life is right there, as always. Exactly 34 steps away, past the shelves littered with history novels and biographies, sat at the table surrounded by Liberal Arts textbooks and her star-littered laptop. Black jacket, black shirt, ripped black jeans, hair dyed black: thatâs new. Still streaked with pink and somehow youâre even more hungry for her. Sheâs looked a mess recently: beaten and bruised, coming to class with black eyes and bandages across her pretty nose. It makes you wanna burn down the entire Arts and Sciences building with everyone inside of it.Â
Sheâs annoyed with Sevika, you can tell. Theyâre talking about something. Maybe her sister, rest in peace. Or piss if she sucked. Whatever. A small part wishes you listened a little closer when she talked about Jinx(weird ass nickname, but okay) so youâd know exactly what to ask. She can take out any aggression or sadness on you anytime. In here, outside. Youâd drop âem for her wherever.Â
Kewlio is a dirty liar. Youâre not a stalker. Youâre a fan, an admirer, a lover. Your girlâs simply unassuming⊠How the fuck is that your fault?Â
She wonât be like that for long, though.Â
Vi lost her cleats a few days ago. Her black and blue ones that are worn the hell down and hanging at the seams, but she loves them. Wears them almost every match despite how unsteady they make her on the field. Theyâre her lucky charm, besides you, of course.Â
Her lucky charm found her lucky charms.Â
And by found, you mean broke into her gym locker with the code you memorized 2 years ago and snagged âem. She should really get those locks changed before someone takes something important.Â
The explanation of how you found her cleats exactly? Youâre not sure and youâre not dwelling. Sheâll be so relieved that you found them that it wonât even matter. Might even drop to her knees and praise you like a God. Is she religious? One of the minor details you donât know about her.Â
But youâll find out soon enough. No worries at all.Â
You wonder how Caitlyn is doing.Â
â
Rabbit holes are either your best friend or worst enemy. Today, theyâre straddling the fence. Your brain never shuts off when you're in a crisis. Youâre ovulating, overstimulated, and searching for a cure from someone youâve never said hello to.Â
The internet can solve your problems though. Especially if theyâre sex-deprived millennials. Their long-term lack of human contact makes for some hilarious stories and useful what-not-to-dos.Â
how to finger a vaginaÂ
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Reddit searches are always on your side. All answers to the world at the tip of your fingers. You love the media! Squirting is not pee evidently. PornHub comments are not a reliable source. You should ask your girlfriend if she squirts.Â
Caitlyn would know. Fucking BITCH!
how to make girlfriend come
Mansplainer misogynists geeking about making their wives do housework while they sit on their asses and flirt with young Discordians. âI clap and she appearsâ
âŠ
You should craft a bomb that only targets cis-het men because what the fuck is going on right now.Â
how to make girlfriend cum
â[M48] Iâve never made my wife climax and weâve been together for 15 years and have 2 childrenâ
Your eyes are fucking burning. Is it bad to wish death on a person? Cursed imagery. Your fingers attempt to salvage the last bits of your sanity.Â
how to make girlfriend orgasm wlw
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Youâre normal youâre okay youâre literally fine.Â
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âMaâam.â
You gasp sharply. Librarian. Fuck oh shit
âHi. Weâre, uh, lockinâ up, soâŠâÂ
Youâre still at the library. How much time has passed? How many rabbit holes have you fallen into? Whereâs your girlfriend? Her and Sev are goneâŠÂ
But you know where to find your g-spot! Hooplah!
âOh yeâ Yeah! Uhh⊠bye.â You stand so fast you get whiplash. Your backpack beats against your back when you adjust the straps on your shoulders. Headphones on, music blasting, and just like that, the world is off and youâre on. Right into the darkness of the city.Â
You love a stripperâs playlist in times like this.Â
You love Reddit in times like this.Â
You walk and walk with an extra skip in your step. Time to drive Kewlio crazy.Â
r/AskReddit
u/artkiller    1s
guys im happy
the joy that i feel rn is unmatched. i love my life. im so excited for the future. thank you god and or universe for these blessings
And post. Nothing could wipe the smile off your face. Nothing nothing nothing you love it here! You love school. You love your girlfriend and her friends and her sport.Â
âOofââ
âAHââ
You back connects with the angles of your hardcovers and fuck you hope your laptop survived that drop. Not enough cushion in your bag to cover that fall fuck your life you hate everyoneâ
âYOU FUââ
âHoly fuckinâ shit Iâm so sorry are you okââ
And your mouth zips. OhâŠ
Oh.Â
Your girlâs in running shorts. Squeezing her thighs good ân tight and she glistens with sweat, brows pulled down in concern as she eyes you from above. If the fun was still out, the rays would dress her head like a halo. A heavenly sight. Youâd die here⊠but not before a drop of her sweat falls on your face. You need that at least once. Zooweeemaâ
âAre you okaâ fuck, gimme your hands, up ya go, câmonââ
Oh sheâs talking. And grabbing you.Â
Your hands are warmed by skin and your spine tickles when youâre pulled to your feet like a feather. The pain in your back and shoulders donât fucking matter anymore. Life works in mysterious ways, doesnât it?
âHi, Vi.âÂ
âIâmâ hey, uh⊠do we know each other?âÂ
We love each other actually!Â
âNoâ I uh, sorry! I go to watch your matches and all that. Kinda a fan⊠Sorry if thatâs weirdââ
âNo no no no, not weird at all. Uh, very flattering actually. âPreciate it.âÂ
Youâre gonna fucking pass out.Â
âAre you okay though? Nothing hurts, right?â And your knees wobble when a squeezing hand lands on your shoulder, gauging you for pain. No pain. Just deprived. Needy. Desperate. Touch me some more.Â
âM good.âÂ
âCoolâŠâ Her hand drops and you nearly screech like a banshee, âAnd your name? Sorry bout tââ
You interrupt with yours and she smiles. Nice to meet you, she says with gravel and your heart grows another heart inside of another heart. Holy fucking youâre boutta
âI like rugby.âÂ
Kill yourself. Youâre boutta kill yourself.Â
Viâs eyes widened before nodding in agreement, âYeah⊠me too. If it wasnât obvious enough. Itâs a great⊠stress reliever.âÂ
So is sex, according to Sexcopedia.edu. Do me.Â
âReally? It looks painful sometimes.âÂ
She sighs with tension, âIt is. We gotta lot of aggressive people playing against us so we have to always⊠do more. I guess, I dunno. But whenever Iâm mad itâs great. Very useful.â
âAre you mad often?âÂ
âAre you studying psychology?â She pins with an arched, slit brow, but her eyes remain light and friendly. Itâs funny, she doesnât appear to be this approachable with her grunge-ness. Â
âNah. I need to, though. Could do me some good.âÂ
Her laugh is hearty. Genuine. âShit, me too. Help me out.â
âDo you wanna be my friend?âÂ
She seems stunned and you donât know why. Doesnât banter create friendship? Whatever. Fuck it. She can say no. You donât care. You still got her shoeâ
âGimme your phoneââÂ
Your heart drops to the floor, through the concrete, right into the center of the Earthâs crust waiting to burn and cease to exist. Sheâs got you figured out. Youâve been exposed and sheâs gonna fry you in the middle of the damn street
ââIâll put my number in.âÂ
⊠Oh.
You meticulously make sure your notis are deleted and OFF before handing her your device with the keypad on display. Her fingers are pretty and nimble. Flexible with how slender they are. Pretty hands. Pretty, blue veins and you're instantly reminded of her ex. You hate the color blue.Â
She hands your phone back, âThatâs me. Hit me up when you get⊠wherever youâre going. And lemme know if I need to cover your medical expenses for spinal cord surgery.âÂ
You laugh. Really fucking loudly and she flinches, but smiles after. Sheâs so fucking cute! Is this flirting?Â
âY-Yeah, I will.â
Her head tilts fondly, âCool.â
âCool.âÂ
She gives you one last look before plugging her earbud in to continue her jog. You check her contact to make sure itâs real and fuck you have her fucking number! Fuck fuck fuck fuck
You leap like the happiest frog in the pond when sheâs out of your line of view and a sharp pain whips through your shoulder blades.Â
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r/AskReddit
u/artkiller    3mi
lads i just got proposed to. spring wedding in sweden
number collected. so it begins.Â
kewlio313 âą 48s
Christ help us all.Â
CreamTeam âą 10s
Ring pics.Â
     artkiller OP ⹠3s
     cawk ring pics***
     CreamTeam ⹠1s
     Shouldâve fuckin known. I hate you genuinelyÂ
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r/AskReddit
u/artkiller    30s
whenâs a good time to text the girl youâre obsessed with?Â
[f21] soooo iâm laying in bed lookignat her contact and idk what to do. iâve fantasized about this so many times and now its in my lap⊠im so used to shit going wrong that idk how to react to it going right. itâs kinda late but i really wanna talk to her but idk she might be sleep or whatever.Â
should i scale her building and check if sheâs awake? :(
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Vi doesnât know why thereâs a pit in her stomach. She sits on her teammateâs fluffy rug with a smoked out Sevika who patiently waits for her green light, but it hasnât come. She feels an oncoming breakdown and she needs a babysitter just in case.Â
âFinish this for me?â A roach floats in front of Viâs face before she pushes it away.Â
âNo.â
âBuzzkill.âÂ
Sev and Vi sit in silence for 12 seconds before the roach is stolen and hit by the latter. Sevika snickers. Vi drops her head on the couch and exhales her worries through clouds. Stressed, anxious riddled, maybe not the best headspace to get high but fuck it.Â
âWhatcha thinking about?â
She shrugs, âEverything.â
âTalk ta me. Whatâs happening.â
Viâs face burns when her mind plagues with you. Your giant bifocals and smudged mascara and acrylic-stained hoodies. You had a backpack on⊠Could be a student here. You might be a freshman. Vi hates making assumptions about strangers but you seemed a littleâŠÂ
Immature? Your eyes were too shiny to be a senior.Â
âYouâre gonna laughâŠâÂ
âIâll always laugh at your stupid ass,â She snickers. âWhat happened, though, seriously.âÂ
Wafts of smoke curl around her words, âI almost bulldozed a girl earlier.âÂ
Sevika scrabbles to her knees with a slack jaw, âWHAT THEââ
âOh my fucking god can you be normal forââ
âBITCH BULLDOZED? WHAT THE FUCK FREAKY ASS BITCHââÂ
âNOT LIKE THAT!â Vi scoffs, âI went on a run and bumped into her! Fucking WEIRDO!â Â
Sevika slumps back on her ass, clearly disappointed, â⊠Oh.â
Vi tends to the roach until her fingertips burn, stubbing out the burnt paper on Sevikaâs ashtray. When she looks up, she finds a very intrigued looking fox. Here she fucking goes.Â
âShe hot?â
Viâs sigh is littered with agitation at her friend while she laughs, âI hadta fucking ask! Tell me! She smell good?âÂ
âI donât fuckinâ remember! We talked for like⊠2 minutes!âÂ
â2 is enough time to check her out. Showâa hands, how fat were her tits? Like this?â Sevika mimes holding watermelons that are too goddamn heavy and Vi cringes.Â
âYou fucking disgust me.âÂ
Sevika relaxes back onto her elbows, legs extended in front of her. Her brow quirks when she catches Viâs gaze drop to her waist, âMeh. You like that about me.âÂ
âSometimes. Not when Iâm in a crisis.â
âMeeting a girl is a crisis now?âÂ
âYes! I donât fucking know, she wasâŠâÂ
Honestly, Viâs unsure how to describe you.Â
âDoes she at least go here! Youâre not giving me shit to work with.âÂ
âI DONâT KNOWââ
âDONâT FUCKING YELL AT MEââ
Vi groans with her palms in her eyes, âShe just asked to be friends. She told me she watches us play and that sheâsââ
âBack the fuck up,â Sevika raises up again, âDo you not see whatâs happening here!âÂ
ââŠâÂ
âYouâre actually fucking stupid, wow,â She scoffs, âYou know she set all that up, right?âÂ
â⊠What in the fuck are you talking abouââ
âShe ran into you on purpose! Sheâs a fan bitch!â Sev reaches for her phone on the coffee table, âWhatâs her Instagram?âÂ
Vi whines, âI donât knowââ
Before Sevika can cuss her out for the 40th time, she bursts, âI GAVE HER MY NUMBER!â
â⊠Did you get hers?âÂ
ââŠâÂ
âBROTHERââ
âShut up! Iâm not⊠I donât flirt! I donât know how, not anymore! She caught me off guard honestly.â
âWhat's her name?âÂ
Vi sheepishly mumbles your title; itâs slimy the way it curls on her tongue. You were so nice and now sheâs setting you up to be pestered by her best friend.Â
Itâs silent for 3 minutes, only the pittering of Sevikaâs fingers on her device while she hunts for you. Another 4 pass before she tosses her phone in annoyance.Â
âYou sure you werenât hallucinating? Nothingâs poppinâ up.âÂ
âYouâre so annoyââ
WHO THAT IN THE BAAAAAAACK, WHO THAT IN THE BAAAAAAACK
Viâs phone screen glows gray with an unsaved number across the top⊠One with their area code⊠Sevika watches the number scroll like a hawk. The smile that grows on her face is crooked. And knowing.Â
Itâs 11PM. Itâs not you. It couldnât be you.Â
âThatâs your ringtone?â Sevika snorts.Â
âShut up.â Whyâs she so anxious all of a sudden? Her sweaty palms arenât enough to stop her from reaching for the device, though.Â
She answers and puts you on speaker.Â
âHello?âÂ
ââŠHi. Itâs me.âÂ
Sevikaâs brow lifts in questioning. Is that her? She mouths and Vi nods. Her eyes roll when her friend whispers, cute voice. Â
Sheâll never say, but Sevikaâs presence re-energizes her. Makes her a little more playful, so she teases, âMe who?âÂ
A beat of silence passes before you start mumbling to yourself, âIâm gonna fuckinâ throw up is this the wrong perââ
Sevikaâs hand flies over her mouth to smother her laughter while Vi coddles you; laughs that sheâs joking and that she was waiting on your call. Her cheeks burn when her teammate throws her an accusatory look.Â
âDo you mean it?âÂ
âMean what?âÂ
âThat youâve been waiting on me?âÂ
Before Vi can answer, Sev raises up onto her knees and mimes fucking somebody from the back, face slack with faux and exaggerated pleasure. She ignores the sinful jolt in her tummy and flings a throw pillow right at her face.Â
âYeah, âcourse I wasâŠâÂ
And then itâs silent again. Her muscles freeze with every deep breath you take over the phone. Sevika waits expectantly, talk to her, she says with flapping fingers.Â
âWhatcha up to?âÂ
â⊠Uhh⊠nothing?â
Your laugh is featherlight, âAre you asking me?âÂ
âMaybe?âÂ
Sevikaâs had enough of the tomfoolery. She wiggles over and hits the mute button with a heavy slam. Leans in close while she whispers,Â
âDude, sheâs tryna fuckââ
âNo, she isnâtââ
âYes she is, dodo, did you hear how she was talkinâ?â Her tone heightens in pitch, mocks seduction, âYou were waiting on me, baby?ââ
âH-Hello?â Your mumble is drenched with insecurity. Sevika doesnât give a fuck.Â
âSee?â She nearly screams, âSheâs DJinâ right nowââ
Violet shoves her back before unmuting, âSorry, mâhereâŠâ
â⊠Was it a bad time to call?â Youâre quieter now. Ashamed sounding. Embarrassed.Â
âNot at all! Sorry, I was smoking earlier, makes me lose my train of thought.â
âItâs okayâŠâÂ
âYou make it home safe?âÂ
âMhm. I was about to fall asleep but then I remembered to call, soâŠâ
Vi catches her smile before her friend can bully her for it, âSo, you calledâŠâÂ
âYes,â said excitedly. She can hear your smile. Very puppy-like. Cute. Vi jolts when Sev starts snoring obnoxiously fucking loud. She flicks her forehead.Â
âIs someone there with you?âÂ
Both their eyes widen. A sharp hand raises to slap Sevika, but she flinches before it lands, âSorry. Just my stupid ass roommate.â
âHi, Sevika.âÂ
Youâre oddly calmâŠ. But why wouldnât you be? You had no other intent for this phone call other than keeping your promise. They still share a look though; a brief flash of intrigue and skepticism. Howâd you knowâŠ
Itâs not pondered on for long by Sevika before she sings, âHey, sweetheart.âÂ
You sound like the wind has knocked outta you. âH-Hi.âÂ
Sev singles for Vi to pass the phone over to her. She obliges with a hard stare, âI was just passing through, but while Iâm here, I gotta couple⊠questions. That good with you?âÂ
âYes.âÂ
âGood. You single?â
âMhm. For forever, sadly.â
âGreat. Are we at the same school?âÂ
âDuh. Iâm at every match. Weâre, uh⊠graduating together if everything goes as planned.âÂ
So definitely not a freshman. Just when Vi thought it was impossible to finish college without a chip on your shoulder. You seem to have made it through just fine.Â
Despite Sevikaâs reputation of being cold-hearted and abrasive with wicked flirtation skills, she speaks to you like youâve been in her life for years. Gentle. Inquiring. She lays flat on her stomach with her feet kicked up behind her, âWhatâs your major?âÂ
âArchitectural engineering. Whatâs yours?âÂ
âYouâre so smart. âM doing mathematics. You should tutor me when you getta chance.â
âSure. Just lemme know when. Iâm always in the library, so.âÂ
âWell, what a fucking coincidence, so are we! You coulda dropped by and said hello if that was the case.âÂ
âIâm trying to do that now⊠Am I doinâ okay?â
âJust fine actually. Arenât you sweet.âÂ
âI taste sweeter.âÂ
Sevika drops the phone on the plush rug beneath them. Sits upright with urgency. Gawks at Vi whose jaw is nearly in her lap. Thereâs hardly any air in her chest. She squabbles for her phone and ensures that the volume is all the way up. Holds the device right in between them.Â
â⊠Swear? I donât think thatâs possible.â Sevika hums at you, holding her roommateâs gaze while her tongue traces over the dryness on her lip.Â
âYou could find out⊠Both of you can if you wanna.âÂ
ââS that easy?â Sevika rasps, and Vi flinches when her breath hits her mouth. Leans in a bit closer to feel more on her face.Â
âWhy do you sound like that?â Vi huffs at your genuine curiosity. Youâre so fucking cute, fuck.Â
âBecause youâre turning me on, hon,â Her gaze washes over Vi and her skin burns with trails. âBoth of us.âÂ
âOh⊠cool.â You exhale unsteadily. They canât help but laugh at you. âCool?â Vi repeats.Â
âYeah. Awesome. Iâve never done that to someone before.âÂ
âYou a virgin?âÂ
âYup.â
âFaceTime us.â
âI have a Samsung.âÂ
Both girls explode into laughter, âWeâll call you, then, Jesusââ Vi sends an eager finger towards the small camera before you mumble,Â
âWho says Iâll answer?âÂ
Sevika tuts, âYou donât wanna watch us kiss?âÂ
âIâd rather watch in person.âÂ
Sevika throws Vi a look and sheâs instantly reminded of Abby. Usually, that glance â filled with an equal amount of tenderness of filth â is shared between her teammates and sheâs forced to endure whatever nonsense they plan to take out on somebody together, but now sheâs here. Sevikaâs including her in such a sacred ritual. Sheâs suddenly skittish, âYouâre killing me, baby. Whatcha doing this weekend?â Sev quiets, timbre amorous.Â
âPlaying Overwatch.âÂ
âFuck that shit. Come to Kappa on Saturday. Everybodyâs goinâ.â Sevika snips down at Violet, and she whines while her fingers dig into her roomieâs tank top. A little closer, and theyâre kissing. Just an inchâ
âWhatâs Kappa?â
Vi giggles, âHouse,â Sevika mumbles against Viâs mouth, âFrat house. Right off 16th. It's bright blue, canât miss it.â Â
ââK, Iâll go. See ya there.â
âWhââ
Three dial tones break through the smoke in the air before the screen goes dark, both girls left stunned and⊠very tempted to track your location. Maybe pop a titty for your RA in exchange for your room number. Wouldnât be the first timeâŠ
⊠Is that too much?Â
It could be, but you didnât hesitate to drop bomb after proposition, and the selfish part of her heart canât help but think you wouldnât mind two ravenous strangers at your front door. The knowledge that theyâd give you everything you needed would be enough for you to allow them entry.Â
And the way Sevikaâs staring at her⊠Craving, but careful. Sheâs so patient.Â
Itâs been such a long time â two years since theyâve had any physical connection. Drunken nights, quickies in the locker room showersâ the distractions from grief were all put on the back shelf when Vi got into her relationship. Sevikaâs a sleaze, not a homewrecker â most times, so she kept her hands to herself out of respect, no matter how many times Violet would catch her staring where she knew was off limits.Â
Vi can't get to you, but she can get to Sevika.Â
So she yanks her close, dissolves the space between them as their mouths collide with heat and a newfound ache for you in the middle. Sevikaâs just as rough as she remembers â pushes her down so her back molds to the floor, entangles a cinched hand in her hair to pull and expose her neck to the attacks. Sheâs got blotches and teeth marks on her throat â the unrestrained and possessive and her stomach flips. She gasps at the ceiling when her nightshirt shreds under a forceful hand.Â
She hasnât had the heart to have sex in months â propositions were turned down on dozens of occasions because her mind couldnât focus on enjoying. Every second of euphoria gets overshadowed by hollow, unforgiving guilt.Â
You sparked something in her with your forwardness, that curiosity that left her aching to read your mind. Her best friend, too, evidently.Â
Every movement is fast. She crawls down her torso with intent â fangs sharp where they leave blood down her sternum. Viâs fingers pry Sevikaâs shirt off, her tongue separating from her waist for mere seconds before reattaching. An eager hand fondly moves her friendâs hair out of her face.Â
You want it? Sevikaâs eyes read.Â
Yes, I want it, please. Vi says aloud. Eager with a twisting hand in her scalp.Â
Sevika sends waves through Vi with every wrestle her tongue devotes to her clit. She canât think of anything but Sevika and you and both of you at the same time; on top of her â you sat on her face while Sevikaâs fingers drove inside her. She wants her tongue inside you; unrelenting and feverish until you scream and soak her tongue in your sweetness.Â
Sevika eats like sheâs hungry. She eats like she misses having her like this and that wounds Vi up tight; it sends shockwaves down her legs. Makes her twitch, but Sevika forces her still with a tight grip on her waist.Â
Vi curses with fluttery eyes when a finger â then two, circles around the entrance that aches for a stretching.Â
Theyâre heaven sent when they push in. Sheâs getting fucked like sheâs hated and she loves it. She deserves to feel like nothing; her walls are selfish where they encase the digits that bring her to the sun, massage against every sensitive ridge just how she needs. Her mouth spills with whatever energy she has left within her; slurred and drooled fuck yes yeses. She can barely conjure a warning when her core locks tight, right before she explodes.Â
Thereâs wetness everywhere while she pulses through her pleasure, thighs squeezing around Sevikaâs head with every satisfied moan that vibrates on her clit. Tells Violet to give her more and to take it take it take whatever she gives her like she knows she can.Â
Itâs not until Violet starts sobbing and Sevikaâs mouth is dripping wet that she pulls out and separates from her completely. She kisses her pussy gently before shifting to help unlock Violetâs knees. She shivers with every peck thatâs trailed up her torso to her chest to her neck.Â
Sevika laughs when Vi does, choked and clogged, but elated and genuine. Itâs been so long since her bodyâs felt this light.Â
âYou needed that. Ya look better already,â Sevika cackles. âCan you stand?âÂ
âFuck off, gimme a sec.â Vi shoves playfully at her chest.Â
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u/artkiller    3s
guys.Â
i love being a liar. it makes me feel alive never let a bitch tell you lying is wrong it literally makes life so much easier!! wishing everyone a good night.Â
everythingâs going as planned. just one more tally on the board and weâre set
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u/artkiller    20mi
Advice Needed
itâs been 24 hours and my girl whoâs not my girl has been texting me nonstop.Â
[f21] hello. im in a crisis but a good one? if thatâs possible. long story short im in love but not dating the girl im in love with yet. i took some of yâallâs flirting advice and i think it worked. im betting my life that yall do witchcraft. i barely said anything to her and now she wonât međđđ and tbh⊠i think her friend wonât me too!!!!! sheâs always asking about my day and asking if i ate and if id wanna eat with her but i always decline bc im not ready physically mentally like iâm gonna combust the second she walks up to me i barely survived our first interactionâŠâŠ but her friend invited me to a party tomorrow nightâŠâŠ.. wtf do i wear to that iâve never been outside before LOL
might get a train ran on meâŠâŠ WEâLL SEE FRIENDSÂ
adding her undies to the shrineđ©· yaaaay
CreamTeam âą 14mi
bro is she your girlfriend or not? Itâs been years at this point.Â
     artkiller OP ⹠12mi
     yes i mean no or yes :)
kewlio313 âą 7mi
Wear something that you wouldnât wear to your parents funeral. Good luck dearÂ
     artkiller OP ⹠5mi
     i would whore out if my family died
     kewlio313 ⹠2mi
     Good God.Â
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What does genuine happiness feel like?Â
Youâre unsure how long youâve been on your beanbag, but Violet and Sevika have been laughing since you sat down. Theyâre so relaxed around each other, content with silence. Accepting of failure.Â
Youâre not a jealous person at all. Far from, actually, but something furies from within whenever you see them â or people, in general, gleeful; the desperation to feel. You havenât had the privilege. Maybe thatâs why you cling to whatever you have with Vi. She has birthed a wanting inside you. A desire for connection after spending decades comforted by the sound of your own voice. Or comments under your posts.Â
Violet makes you happy. And Sevika might, too. Just as long as she doesnât get too close to your light.Â
Youâre standing right behind Sevika. She canât see you, but Vi can. Her fear is swiftly overshadowed by delight. She greets you with a smile that makes your heart throb.Â
Sevikaâs gaze wanders down to your legs, that remain exposed despite the weather,Â
âYouâre not cold?â She asks. Not exactly the introduction you were expecting, but that makes you giddy. Vi must tell her about you!Â
âYes,â You say with ease, âY'all should come to my room. Itâs warmer there.âÂ
Vi nods after gawking, 2 books immediately tucked to her chest with her bag on her back. Sevika just laughs. She gets it. You like that.Â
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u/artkiller    1s
Advice Needed
how do i mentally prepare for sex? (virginity)
literally fucking freezing walking to my room rn with two burly butches that i want to throw me around and i think theyâre going to bc theyâre not talking to me but the y are very close i donât want them to see my screen guys im about to have a threesome pls fucking help me
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âCute room.â Violet says, inspecting your horror movie posters and stuffed animals.Â
âThank you.â You smile.Â
I hid the 14 polaroids of you that I had taped to my door. Hope that makes you more comfortable!Â
âItâs just you in here?â Sevika chimes, eyes glued to the small bed up against the wall, right next to your PC setup. You should ask if they game afterwards.Â
âYes.âÂ
Violet takes her jacket off and hangs it on your doorknob.Â
âAlready takinâ off your clothes?â You plop down onto your freshly made mattress. Both girls look very stiff in your space; Is that normal? Maybe theyâre nervous.Â
Both girls laugh the same. âNot like that. It is warm in here.â Sevika follows in Viâs lead, removing her hoodie and her undershirt is squeezing her and yup those arms are still there those muscles are popping out yup yup yupâ
âYeah. I canât sleep in the cold.â You pat your bedspread for them to sit⊠and they do. On either side of you. Vi brought her notebook and pencil. Sevika brought her heavily ringed hands.Â
She scoffs, âMe neither. Immune system is worse than a newbornâs.âÂ
âDo you get sick easily?âÂ
âYes. I just got over it last week.âÂ
âDamnâŠâÂ
âAlmost got me sick,â Violet pins playfully, skimming through her pages. She erases before rewriting. So so so so smart; too bad both her answers were wrong. Youâll show her the way soon enough.Â
âCoach would hate me. Her star pupilâs under the weather, what ever shall we do,â Sevika mocks and you both chuckle.Â
âThe season starts next week. Yâall nervous?âÂ
âNoââ âYesââ
âIâm nervous for games, not practice,â Vi corrects, âI canât find my fuckinâ shoes.âÂ
âWhat shoes?âÂ
âMy cleats. My sister got âem for me a while ago, wear âem every match for good luck. I donât remember where I fucking put them though.âÂ
âAww, âm sorry.âÂ
Sorry for keeping them in my closet.Â
âS whatever. Just gotta get new ones.âÂ
Small talk is boring as fuck, but it continues between you and Vi. Sevikaâs quiet as a mouse; every glance in her direction is met with hooded eyes. Sheâs very focused on your nightstand drawer. Can she see whatâs inside it? You hope so; Maybe your unworn thongs will motivate them to move this along.Â
âAwww! Wait, you used to play soccer?âÂ
You already know all this. Itâs on her fucking Instagram for fucks sake!Â
âOn the junior team when I was like⊠10! I wasââ
Trash. I kept tripping over the fuckinâ ballâ
ââAnd forgetting to tie my shoes. It was a hot fucking mess!âÂ
Yup. Same as the caption.Â
The laughter between you finally quiets. You count 12 seconds in your head. You raise a hand to place it on the Hello Kitty bandage directly under her eye.Â
âWhat happened here?âÂ
Sevikaâs breathing is very calming.Â
âGot in a fight,â Vi mumbles. Poor things embarrassed! âGot socked in the eye.âÂ
âSorry,â Your hand rests in your lap, âDid I hurt you?â
âYouâre good⊠still stings though. They gotta good one in.âÂ
âHowâd it happen?âÂ
âDonât remember honestly.â
âOh okay.âÂ
The conversation ends. Another 12 seconds.Â
âSo⊠Did you guys fuck after I hung up?âÂ
Sevika smiles and Vi chokes in shock. Theyâre so different. No wonder theyâre so close.Â
âIâ sorry, thought we were studyingââ
âWho said we were gonna study?â You stare at Vi quizzingly.Â
âNo one did. We mighta fucked.â Sevika shrugs nonchalantly.Â
âOh⊠was it fun? Whatever it was.â
âAsk her.â She nods in direction of the girl whose face is beet fucking red. How cute!Â
âVi⊠was it fun?âÂ
Her eyes droop to the pencil in her hand before flicking it nervously.Â
â⊠I guess.âÂ
âYou guess?â
âThatâs what I said.âÂ
â⊠Okay.âÂ
Vi sets her book and pencil on your nightstand before releasing a stuttered sigh.Â
âTell me what happened if ya wanna,â Softness wafts off your tongue.Â
Vi swallows, âI⊠uhâŠâ
âMhm?â
âWe⊠I didnâtâŠâ
âI gave her head til she cried.â Sevika whispers right in your ear; tickling against your lobe and youâre suddenly winded. Viâs legs twist until one crosses over the other.Â
Gave⊠OhâŠ
This isnât new information. Youâre 79% sure Sevika was Viâs first kiss⊠or you heard something like that in passing, so why does the sudden confirmation make you wanna hide? Curl into your blankets and shield yourself from both of them?Â
âOh⊠fun.â Your face burns underneath the skin.
âVery.âÂ
âYupâŠâÂ
âYouâre shy now? After all that?â Sevika almost laughs when your eyes drop to the floor.Â
âItâs uh, easier to talk when no oneâs actually there.âÂ
âWe coulda been if youâd answered the fucking phone.âÂ
â⊠Sorry.âÂ
âItâs okay, baby.âÂ
Sevikaâs captain of the team for a reason; a leader by nature and Vi allows her to despite her anticipation. She's much closer now, the respectful distance she kept up upon arrival now completely shut, her shoulder touching yours, nearly straddling your leg.Â
Thereâs a light tickle on your thigh; Sevikaâs index finger barely grazes the skin exposed beneath the hem of your skirt.Â
âYouâre so stiff,â She whiffs tender against your neck and you choke a noise.Â
âIâm ⊠âmscaredtobreatheââ
âDonât be scared,â Sevikaâs whole hand caresses your knee, eases you into her, all while Vi mouths at your neck. âHere, wanna know a secret?â
You release the air in your lungs, âSureâŠâÂ
Sheâll never tell, so I will. Your head bobs so encouragingly.Â
Vi told me something after she showered that night.Â
With every buttery brustle against your shoulder, Viâs hands gently attack wherever they can reach; the plush of your hips, on your thighs, grabbing at your tummy over your hoodie that takes up too much fucking space for her liking. You canât stop squirming with every taut pull at the pit of your stomach.Â
I was sitting on my bed and she came in, and she smelled so good. I was trying to roll up again, but she took my tray and put it on my dresserâŠÂ
Roll up? Tray? What what what the fuck is she sayingâ
And she got on her knees in front of me⊠and she looked so fucking cute just staring up at me like that, like sheâd do anything to make me happy⊠Sheâs sweet like that if sheâs in the mood.Â
She said âmay I practice on you, please?â⊠And I said okay⊠So she pulls down my underwear and treats me so well. You wanna know who she was practicing for?Â
Yes, yes, pleaseâ
It was you, baby. She kept telling me how good she wanted to make your first time.Â
A strained noise chokes from your throat, and Vi smiles against your ear before her lips close around your lobe and itâs too much theyâre too muchâ
Uh huh, and her tongue felt so fucking good on me. Almost impressive⊠and she loved every second of it.Â
Please⊠please, IâmâÂ
Listen to that, Violet, sheâs so fucking cute, isnât she?
So sweet, too. Bet she tastes so fucking good.Â
Sheâs so hungry for you, baby, Sevika coos at you, Gonna stop teasing and give us what we want?Â
You agree obediently â desperately, with every thrumming cell you can use at the moment.Â
Viâs benign hand rests on your cheek to turn you towards her before kissing you softly. A gentle peck before she pulls away. Itâs overstimulating; Vi kissing and touching you like youâre made of glass while Sevika sucks large bruises on the side of your throat. Your nails dig into the muscular thigh that hardly shakes at your grip in attempts to ground yourself, but they fail because youâre about to faint.Â
Your sun kisses you deeper, holds your face tighter to keep you where she needs to tongue at your lips. Youâre trying to keep up with her, to use the muscle like she uses hers, but youâre falling behind. They donât seem to mind, satisfied with the fact that theyâre gonna devour you regardless.Â
And when Vi lays you back nice and cozy against your pillows while Sevika kisses all over your face, you know youâre fucked.Â
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Sevika and Vi take turns kissing you.Â
Itâs a messy and uncoordinated mess of teeth and saliva, mainly because of you, but you like it. You love it. You hope they do, too. The warmth of their bodies beside you resonates deep in your core. Whenever one of them pulls away, the next is more than open to take her place, over and over. Your thighs are already shaking.Â
Your hoodies raised up thanks to Viâs wandering hands, tucked right above your rib cage. Your stomach jolts when a feathery finger teases at the band of your skirt.Â
âYou ticklish?â Vi mutters against your cheek.Â
â⊠Nope.âÂ
âYesââ She swipes the same finger against your exposed skin and you jump with a giggle, âyou are. Liar.â
âFuck you!âÂ
âYeah⊠I really, really want to.â
She doesnât give you time to think of a response; just kisses you one last time before climbing onto her knees. Meanwhile, Sevikaâs struggling to get comfortable in your bed. Sheâs essentially on top of you, both her legs wrapped around one of yours.Â
âFucking â small ass mattress! I forgot how much I hate these!âÂ
âS-Sorry! Couldnât afford anything else â mmh!â
Sevika reconnects your mouths while the bed dips beside you. Then thereâs lips on your tummy.Â
Laughter explodes outta you; Sevika canât help but laugh into your mouth while Vi nibbles at your pudge. Her grin glows on your skin before her tongue glides on your hip. Her attention stays there; sloppy noises from above and below, your gasps swallowed with every bite Vi gives you.Â
You hardly register her pulling your skirt down. Youâre just colder. And fuzzier in the head. Sevika breaks away to ask,Â
âHow wet is she?â
Huhâ oh sheâs not talking to you yup yupâ
âCome see.âÂ
Sevika rises from position and youâre even colder. When she whistles at the spot on your underwear, your thighs squeeze shut⊠for 000.3 seconds before she pries them open again.Â
âStop Iâll fucking cryââ
âCry about what? Thatâs so fucking hot. Youâre so cute, baby.âÂ
âBro I wanna dieââ
Sevika rolls her eyes, âBust one last time at least, damn.âÂ
âCan we make it quick please Iâm already on the vergeââ
âOf cumming?â Sevika purrs.
âOf suicideââ
Viâs in hysterics. You shouldnât be this fucking funny. She watches you and Sevika go back and forth with tears in her eyes.Â
You bite, âWonky ass foreplayââ
âIâll strangle youââ
âIâll like itââ
Both of you are fucking stupid. Neither of you notice Vi tugging your panties down. She almost starts drooling at the sight of your pussy. Swallows down the lump of saliva before it can drip down her chin. Youâre wet and throbbing and pretty and you smell like heaven.Â
You gasp when two curious fingers separate your sticky lips; strings of slick cling to Viâs digits. Sevika watches with an insatiable hunger.
âWhat do you like?â Vi whispers, and you shrug.Â
âI dunno, Iâm new here.âÂ
She rolls her eyes, âI mean what do you do when you touch yourself?Â
âI donât do that.âÂ
âNever?â Both girls exclaim.Â
You shake your head. âI tried once and nothing happened so I just ate spaghetti and went to bed.âÂ
âWere you wet?âÂ
Viâs forbearing with her inquiries, but still, youâre on the fucking spot and you might start sneezing from anxiety. Theyâre too patient with you; Maybe youâve been misreading how they were in bed this entire time. You were expecting them to be knuckles deep in every available hole by now.Â
Youâve never been so nervous, and for you, thatâs saying a lot. âI donât remember, it was years ago.âÂ
âYouâve never used toys or anything?âÂ
âI⊠No.â
Sevika stares at Vi, and Vi at Sevika, and you at the wall.Â
Your thighs twitch when velvet nuzzles at them, Viâs voice deep as the ocean. âIâm gonna try something, tell me if you like it and Iâll keep going⊠okay?âÂ
You canât formulate a response but your head bounces in approval. A finger applies the gentlest of pressure on your clit and you expel a wheeze.Â
âOkay?â Sevika hums from above you, a hand easing underneath your hoodie to massage your breast.Â
âYe-ahââ
âSit up for me, honey,â She whispers and you obey so she can creep in behind you, your back resting against her chest. Both her hands rub at your chest this time, her fingers massage your nipples while Vi strokes your clit in slow, teasing circles.Â
âHowâs this feel, babe?âÂ
âGâ good! Great⊠h-hooray?â How do pornstars dirty talk so eloquently? Youâre literally fucking dying right now. Sevika laughs to herself in your neck and your chest burns.Â
âYeah? And this?â She utters right before pressing in, flicking you from side to side and your core squeezes tight. Youâre dripping and she watches so closely.Â
âOh fuckââ
âThere she is, good girl, just feel what sheâs givinâ you.â Sevika rasps against your shoulder.Â
You are feeling and itâs too much for your body to comprehend. Your brainâs never been this focused on one thing. On one feeling, especially one this enjoyable. Itâs so good itâs so good you love your fucking girlfriendâ
âTell me when youâre gonna cum?â Vi says against your soft skin
âUhhâŠ? Iâ oh godââ
âGetting there, baby? Feel how tight youâre getting? I can see it.â
2 ragged inhales and your eyes roll back and your jaw slacks and your nose tickles oh shitâ
âYeah, yeah, give it to me, câmonââ
ACHOO!
Your thigh squeezes shut when euphoria overtakes your entire system; thighs clamping shut around Viâs wrist while she giggles and rubs out your pleasure with ease because sheâs stronger than you. Your initial efforts of staying as silent as possible were in vain because youâre squealing your little head off. Sevika rests back on her hands and watches like a hawk while you thrash and clench and leak all over her roommateâs hand.Â
âGood job. Felt nice, hm?âÂ
You struggle to nod because youâre still cumming so hard and her fingers wonât cease on you. Your thighs stick together with your wetness.Â
âIâm still eating you out, you know that, right?â
Your whines of approval sound wounded.Â
You couldnât see it, but when Vi finally pulled her hand from you, slurping noises swiftly followed, alongside Sevikaâs hums of satisfaction.Â
Mentally preparing for your burial.Â
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Vi might be obsessed with you.Â
Sheâs back in her original position between your thighs â with Sevika this time because sheâs greedy â and fuck sheâs never been so antsy to give head. She loves it and she loves getting it even more⊠at least she thought so. The aliens could come crashing down from the clouds and her first focus would still be getting you to soak her face.Â
Youâre fully undressed now, minus a sock that slipped off some fucking where but she doesnât give a fuck. Sheâs so desperate to touch you again. It plagues her mind; stuffed with everything that sheâs learned about you thus far. You sneeze before you orgasm for fucks sake thatâs the cutest shit ever â
Can I?
Sheâs asking you and youâre whispering yes, please and fuck you moan so pretty when she first glides her tongue on you. Sevika allows her to ease you into the feeling, but she stays close enough to see every drop of slick that glides on Viâs tongue. Youâre so noisy and she loves that. All she can think about is how loud youâd be with your face in her pillow and your hands behind your back while she â
Vi! Violet! Iâm cumming again!Â
Youâre a fucking dream. An insane fucking freaky ass dream.Â
If anyone were to walk past your room right now, theyâd be appalled at the ruckus that permeates through your space; sloppy sucking noises and encouraging praises and dehumanizing name calling that makes you grind your hips faster. Youâre nearly riding her fucking face.Â
Vi wishes she could see you in entirety; memorize every thrust and wriggle you give into her face, drowning her in your scent and juices and everything she could ever want in this moment. Youâre exactly what she needed; a pliant distraction. You turn her mind off so easily.Â
Sevikaâs greedy and selfish as she raises one of your legs up with ease. You fall back onto the mattress with your back arched to the skies, a cracked wail squeezing from your lungs when another tongue smushes against your clit. Sevika sucks hard at your clit when Viâs tongue swirls down to meet your entrance. The eager muscle wastes no time to shove inside and catch whatever bursts from you.Â
She moves on autopilot; eases one finger past your pulsing heat and your legs start to shake. The digit curls deep inside, plunges into you with vigor and determination to get you there, hits a spot that almost lands her a kick in the back of her head, but she catches you; curls an arm around your thigh to keep you still.Â
And the night â or afternoon or morning, none of you remember, continues like that until youâre drained completely dry and your body contracts from memory.Â
Hours pass when Sevika and Vi finally start tonguing each other down for your viewing pleasure, and it starts all over again.Â
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u/artkiller    1s
2 butches are sleeping next to me rnâŠÂ
never let a hoe tell you to stop following your dreams. iâve been following mine for almost 3 years and now theyâre sleep next to meâŠ.Â
#HAPPYPRIDE
#vi smut#vi arcane#vi fanfic#vi league of legends#sevika#sevika smut#sevika arcane#sevika x you#vi x you#lesbian#rugbyplayer!vi#works đ§§àŁȘ#arcane smut#arcane
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this narlie hug is the Bane of my existence i am crumbling to the floor as i type this Let me tell u why . itâs bc in this scene, for the whole week nick had to endure being forced to sit next to b*n in his revision period; endured his taunts and shitty attitude and the doubt he was trying to plant into nickâs mind, listening to him only think of nickâs boyfriend as an object and bully charlie behind his back. and whatâs even better? his homophobic brother is home from uni, so nick practically gets the same treatment he does at school at home but instead of ben, itâs his own brother. on top of that, heâs stressed about his exams, trying to navigate coming out, and of course, charlie was grounded. but charlie snuck out for nick anyway to see him, and i just. you can FEEL how much that meant to nick; that charlie was there for him and willing to break the rules if it meant he could see nick even if heâd get in trouble. and then when they meet up, they hug and itâs the way you can see Nick hold Charlie so tight despite only having one arm to, burying his face into charlieâs shoulder and scrunching his eyes up tightâ you just know nick needed that hug SO bad. heâs been having to put up with so much shit from other people, heâs been so stressed out, but none of that really matters when he has charlie there to hold and to talk to and to cheer him up.
tldr ; THAT BOY IS NICKâS HOME AS LONG AS CHARLIE IS THERE WITH HIM EVERYTHING IS OKAY OIUUUGGHH HE IS SO IN LOVE đđđđ
#heartstopper#heartstopper s2#heartstopper season 2#heartstopper series#heartstopper show#nick nelson#charlie spring#alice oseman#heartstopper spoilers#netflix heartstopper#alice oseman youâve done it again#heartstopper netflix#heartstopper charlie#heartstopper nick#heartstopper thoughts#heartstopper webcomic#narlie#heartstopper volume 4#nick and charlie
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pairing/warnings - 2.3k,, spider-man!jay x f!reader, college/uni students, switch!jay x switch!f reader,, smut, blood, wounding đ„
a/n: no fancy theme because iâm writing this on a whim: inspired by this tiktok i saw earlier, no doubt mv has actually changed me and i loveeeeee jay so enjoyđ€
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You sat in your bedroom tapping your pen unconsciously at your desk.
âI need the report in for tomorrow, Yn. Youâve already had a week.â⊠You remembered the head of the school newsletter scolding you earlier.
How on earth did she think that you could gain access to the football team in order to ask them about their frat lifestyle AND write up everything from your seven-hour interview as a small section in such a short amount of time.
You thought back to your best friend Jay.
Heâd always had a way with words and you knew that if he were with you heâd say something like, âSunghoon said heâs ditching his playboy rep to focus on himself, weirdo because he literally threw himself at you during this interview, you can simplify it to âIâm a lame loser who doesnât get any hoes because I fucked around and found outâ, done!â
A giggle slipped from your lips at the thought of imaginary Jay but you quickly gained composure because the thought of having to pull an all nighter, in order to finish, didnât seem appealing.
And the fact that Jay had turned down your plan of him helping you because he claimed he had âimportant businessâ whipped you into shape.
Ding!
7 messages from motherđ»
hey pumpkin!
i may be later than usual tonight
just been told to prep for emergency surgery
left your dinner in the oven to heat up
first aid kit above the front cabinet
donât hurt yourself pls!!!
love you bye đ„°
You reacted with a heart and wished her luck then threw your phone onto your bed.
The upper half of your body slumped onto the desk.
âIâm so screwed.â you whispered in defeat.
Your phone then began to ring causing a loud groan to leave your throat as your body lugged itself to the source.
âHey Jay, whatâs up?â you sighed. âWhat do you want?â
âOpen your window.â he panted out.
You could hear sirens in the background and Jay didnât sound too good.
âWhats happening right now? Are you okay?â
âOpen the window, please.â he begged. âTrust me, just open it!â
âI donât trust you.â You joked. âBesides which one would I open, thereâs three.â
Jay started shouting at someone on the other end of the line.
âFuck!â he groaned in agony. âThe- the one facing central park.â
âUh.. okay. I just did it.â
âStep back! Like backkkk.â he warned.
âMoving back as I speak.â you sighed. âIs this the super important thing you had to do?â
You had spoken too soon.
A man precisely shot his body through the gap of your window then slammed it shut behind him and slumped onto the ground.
âSpider-man?! What the..â you stepped towards him tentatively. âAre you- wait Jay! Oh my, I think heâs hurt.â
You began to type out a message to the boy when Spider-man ripped his mask off.
âJay Park?! You have got to be shitting me!â you gaped. âWhat the fuck?!â
Jay winced in pain as he shot a web at your jumper to pull you down towards him.
Heâd pulled you off balance and while your legs straddled his hips, your hands fell onto the gaping wound in his abdomen.
âStay down.â he whined. âCanât let them see.â
âThem..?â you mouthed.
âI was in the middle of a fight.â he rolled his eyes. âObviously.â
âWeâre gonna talk about this later, I need to close that up.â you glared at him.
His head hit the wall behind him as he began to register the state he was in.
You crawled out of the room and ran over to the cabinet that your mother left the first aid in. Nimble fingers turning the oven and a timer on your way out so that Jay would have something to eat before he left.
If any other friend of yours were in this situation, you wouldâve patched them up, scolded them and sent them on their way.
But with Jay, you always wanted to keep him around because you⊠liked him.
You had to stop yourself from checking him out when you got back to your room, heâd pulled his suit down to his hips, toned stomach on display.
âYou sure you know what youâre doing..?â he frowned.
Instead of responding you shoved a piece of cloth into his mouth.
âBite on it.â
Jay used his free hands to pull the cloth out. His hands reached into the box to grab a painkiller and swallow it dry.
âEw.â you sneered. âI have water..â
He ignored you. âThereâs nothing in the wound, I already checked.â
Taking alcohol, you cleaned the outside of the wound and prepped your synthetic polymer fibres.
As soon as the cool metal pierced Jayâs skin he began to squirm around.
His jaw flexed as he groaned out in pain.
âPlease stop moving, Jay,â you begged. âItâs gonna hurt more if you keep moving.â
Despite your plea, he continued to twist and turn.
You groaned in frustration.
âStop moving!â
The cloth was placed in his mouth again and you got up onto your knees to snatch the scarf that dangled off your bed frame.
Your hands grabbed his wrists and tied them behind his back, double knotting the scarf so that he wouldnât move.
Jay thrashed around trying to rip out of the restraints.
âOkay, calm down, Iâm starting again,â
You slowly but surely sutured the wound and wrapped his waist in a bandage.
Jay whimpered.
âHuh?â your head snapped up as you took the cloth out of his mouth.
Without missing a beat, he leaned forward and kissed you.
Your fingers automatically made their way into his hair as you licked along his bottom lip.
He opened his mouth and pressed his tongue flat against yours before fighting for dominance in your mouth.
You couldnât get enough. Your lungs gasped for air as you continued to practically eat his face off.
Subconsciously you lowered your hips onto his, rolling to get friction from his semi hard on against your pulsing core.
âFuck.â he whimpered. Again.
âAlways whining,â you teased him. âNever thought youâd be such a bottom, Jongie.â
He ripped the scarf as he broke free from the restraints.
Now you were the one whining.
âAll I did was rip the scarf and youâre already dripping into my lap, whoâs the real bottom here?â he mocked you with a fake look of shock all over his face. âAlways wanted to have you under me..â
His words had your hips rutting against his, pathetic moans leaving your throat.
âDo I even have to do anything or will you get off just like this?â he grinned, marking up your neck.
A faint beeping broke you out of your trance.
âAHHHH! THE OVEN!â
You got up immediately, ignoring the way your fuzzy cat pyjamas clung to your lower body, and ran to the kitchen.
Thankfully the food wasnât burnt but you clutched your heart as Jay launched himself onto your waist.
âI meant to say thank you.â he whispered.
His fingers made their way to where you needed him most, circling your clit through the fabric.
âYeah- right. You.. Youâre welcome.â you moaned at the end of your sentence, the pressure building up.
âIs this okay..?â he asked.
âYes.â you nodded.
Jay pulled away laughing at your protest.
âWhat do you want me to do?â he asked.
You kept your lips shut. There was no way in hell that you were gonna submit to him so easily.
âCome on, baby.â he stared down at you through half lidded eyes. âTell me where you want me..â
You shook your head, stubbornness radiating off your body.
âIs it here?â Jay asked.
His fingers unbuttoned your shirt, gasping at your uncovered chest as he tugged at your nipples.
A loud whine left your lips.
âSensitive.. I see.â he looked determined.
âIâm not.â you grumbled.
He grazed your left nipple with his teeth, fondling the other with his warm hand.
âFuck.â you moaned as his wet tongue circled the sensitive spot.
âYouâre not huh?â he shook his head at your lie.
âJay please.â you whined, hips chasing his.
âPlease what?â he leaned away.
You swallowed your pride for the sake of your pleasure.
âI need you.â you moaned. âNeed your fingers inside me.â
Jay lowered his head as an overwhelming wave of pleasure hit his body. He always knew that heâd liked you, but those words sent him over the edge.
He needed to have you immediately.
âSay it again.â he growled.
Once his lust filled eyes made eye contact with yours, you clenched your legs together.
âI need you so bad, Jay.â you whined.
He manhandled your body onto the kitchen counter, ripping off your pyjama bottoms and underwear in one go.
His tongue licked a stripe up your dripping hole, collecting the slick that leaked out.
Jay closed his eyes, taking in the taste.
âYou taste so fucking good.â he whined.
Without missing the chance to take advantage of his submissive state, you tugged at his hair.
âFuck..â he moaned loudly.
âYouâre so hot.â you whimpered.
Seeing him like this made you feel a certain way.
He eagerly embraced your clit with his tongue and shoved his fingers into your cunt. They scissored you open before curling into you at a rapid pace.
Your hips thrashed up, chasing your high, not even caring about the loud sounds leaving your mouth and lewd sounds coming from Jay.
âYou close?â he asked between moans.
You nodded, unable to form proper sentences.
âYou have to ask.â Jay firmly stood his ground.
âJay, please. Please let me cum!â you pathetically begged.
âOkay, princess.â he nodded. âCome for me..â
The orgasm hit you like five trucks, it truly felt never ending as Jay helped you through it.
Once your body recovered, you jumped down onto shaky legs attacking Jayâs lips as you pushed him backwards.
He absentmindedly followed the direction, tripping backwards as his legs made contact with your bed.
âClose your eyes.â
Jay made himself comfortable, lying down with his eyes closed.
âWait- what!â his eyes shot open.
Youâd handcuffed him to the headboard.
âNow why do you have these..â he questioned.
âWas saving them for when youâd come around.â you whispered into his ear, sending shivers down his spine. âNow iâm gonna help you, with your little problem.â
You gestured to the way his cock painfully throbbed in the tight material of his suit.
âItâs not a little problem- Shit.â
He closed his eyes as you grabbed at his crotch.
You left kisses down his body, licking his abs before pulling the rest of his suit off.
His cock slapped up against his stomach causing him to moan loudly.
âHow are you so wet..?â you questioned in awe, staring at him in disbelief.
âStop staring at me..â he blushed.
âYou werenât lying about this not being a little problem.â you praised, licking a stripe along the underside. âYouâre so big, so thick.â
Jayâs hips thrusted up, more precum leaking out.
âPlease.. help me.â he cried.
âDonât cry, baby,â you wiped away the tear that left his eye, babying him. âIâll help you.â
Instead of sucking him off, you lowered your hips onto his dick.
Jay felt like he was going to explode.
âFuck! Youâre so tight,â he moaned.
The stretch had your eyes rolling back.
Hands falling onto his chest for support, you slowly found your own pace to bounce at.
âPlease let me touch you..â he begged.
âNo.â you scolded. âIâm going to go at my pace and youâre gonna get off this way.â
Tears were fully streaking down his face at this point.
His balls were heavy and tip throbbing, the sensation being too much for him to handle.
You continued to bounce on him, eyes closing at the pleasure of his thickness rubbing against your walls.
The moans leaving your throat increased in volume as slick gushed out of your pussy. The thought of using Jay had you excited.
Seeing you on top of him, using him for your own pleasure had Jay going insane.
He broke out of the handcuffs and flipped you onto your stomach.
âFuck! Jay, right there!â you cried out in surprise.
His palms smacked at your ass, rapidly pushing you back onto his dick.
âWait.. wait I wanna see your face when I cum.â he whined, flipping your body over.
Your legs rested on his shoulders as you cried at the newer, deeper angle.
His balls smacked against your ass as he slammed his hips against yours.
âJay, I canât,â you moaned.
âYes you can.â he growled. âIâm so close.â
His hips began to falter before they stilled, shooting cum deep inside you.
You came right after him, his whines and moans setting you off.
Jay slumped onto your body, cradling your face with his hands.
âI like you so so much.â he confessed, kissing you sweetly.
âWell I think Iâve liked you for longer.â you laughed.
âIf you say so.â he giggled, hugging your chest. âThat was so good, I donât think Iâll ever let you have anyone other than myself.â
âSame here.â you played with his hair. âWAIT FUCK MY PAPER!â
THE END.
~
bonus scene:
After getting cleaned up and eating (Jay forced you to) you sat on his lap at your desk, typing onto your desktop computer.
He read out the transcript and helped you summarise it into text.
âSunghoon says that heâs ditching his playboy rep to focus on himself, weirdo because I remember him throwing himself at you during this interview hoping that youâd give him attention, you can simplify it to âIâm a lame ass bitch who doesnât get any hoesâ he truly did fuck around and find out!â
You laughed at his words.
âI knew youâd say something like that.â
He snuggled up to your back.
âSo Iâm getting predictable now, huhâŠâ
You shook your head. âNever..â
âGuess our date will have to be something you wouldnât expect.â
He was right, you really didnât expect lunch on top of Brooklyn Bridge.
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pairing: Uni Professor Leon Kennedy x Fem!student reader
CW! : Leonâs cheating ;( , age gap (18 and mid 30s) , degrading themes, reader is a dummy, semi-public sex, (not really) fingering, piv sex, unprotected sex use protection! Reader looses virginity, readers lowkey obsessed , leon fingers her w/ wedding ring (sorry) , Leonâs rude as hell, some religious themes??
A/N : please lmk if thereâs any spelling errors! I was really excited to publish this so I proofread fast. Please share this! Itâs my first one shot on this blog . EDIT: I proofread now so lmk if thereâs still spelling errors or grammatical errors
Okay, fine. Maybe your mother was right. Beauty doesnât get you that far in life. How were you supposed to know?! For half your life, all you had to do was smile big and everything was handed to you.
Your friendsâ your popularity.. your boyfriends! You kind of figured everyone just liked your dumb-blonde personality. Not only that but you were just as sweet as a sugar cookie; something someone could crave and desire.. and cherish when it was in their grasp. Sweet and a little dumb? You had everyone at you feet.
Many wished they were you. You were the full package. Except, you were missing just one thing..
Your fucking brain.
Itâs not like you were a clutz.. dear god no you werenât helpless! You just needed extra help. Your daddy always told you that you were a special girl. Your frontal lobe just hasnât developed yet! Thatâs why you almost flunked freshman year, thatâs why you still use the âLâ method to distinguish your left and right, and thatâs why it took you nearly 6 retakes of the drivers ed test to finally get your license.
Yet, nobody trusts you enough to give you the keys to their car.
You hated it but you knew it was the price for your beauty. You canât be that perfect in a world of monstrosity. But yet, even with just your face alone (and maybe a rather rich father) you still got into a good university.
You were so excited when you stepped foot on that campus, you would finally be living out your Rory Gilmore dreams! You were majoring in psychology, and biochemistry. You knew you had to try hard, harder than ever.
Your future depended on whether or not you completed college, and you werenât going to mess this one up! You were determined. You wanted to live your rich-dentist fantasy with 2 boys. You needed to try your hardest.
Even if your hardest wasnât enough.
It had almost been a month at university and you already had your eyes locked on someone in particular.
He was so soo dreamy, almost too dreamy. He made you forget that you were here to study, to be a rich mother of two!
You sometimes had to slap yourself to bring yourself back to reality. (Yes, you unconsciously did it in public) youâd get a weird stare or two but you didnât really mind anymore.
His deep voice echoed against the lecture halls, he sounded sternâ mean almost. You absolutely loved it. You loved every minute of that 3 hour lecture period. You thought youâd be bored out of your mind but your brain moved the little thoughts you had left and replaced them with the images of him.
You knew you werenât the only one who had a infatuation strong liking towards the man.
You heard his name echo all through out that school, the gossip traveled. Every single girl who had a lecture with him either loved him or will eventually love him, it made you jealous.
Youâve never felt like you had to compete for something like this before,
It was always given to you on a golden platter.
Itâs not like you could have him anyways. He was your professor. Shocker! You always went for the harder to get ones, figured your looks would do the rest.
Months of just looking down at him from the theatre seats were excruciating. You needed to be right beside him. For the past 4 months thatâs all you wanted. You didnât need to purposely flunk any test because that was already going to happen.
You just wished there was a moment where you could have him all to yourself. Thatâs all you wanted, a little one on one.
You couldâve easily emailed him and asked for tutoring sessions but why should you? It just doesnât make sense why he hasnât offered you any help. Your grades were a mess.
You started to get unmotivated, all you did was analyze him, and hyperfocus on every single one of his attributes. Its the hardest youâve ever focused on something in your life. Just to go home and fantasize about everything he could do to you. Thatâs was probably why your grades were a mess.
You decided to pull yourself together and stop. Your dad was threatening to pull you from university calling it, âa waste of money.â So you knew you had to get your act straight.
It was hard, very hard but you stopped obsessing over him. You didnât want to give up on your own dreams so you went to tutoring groups with your classmates to help get your grade up. Thatâs where. you met a guy named Miguel that helped you a lot.
You guys usually studied after class, or on the weekends with a cup of complementary coffee always purchased by him. It was a nice distraction from everything. You even managed to start passing the class before the progress report! Your daddy would be proud.
It was like this for weeks. Just the two of you studying for any upcoming tests, or even finishing an assignment together. It was really nice. You were even starting to get really comfortable with him aswell.
Today was another day of that long psychology class. Your usually giggle session with Miguel was some what masked by Professor Kennedyâs talking. You guys were barely taking note of what heâs was teaching.
His same, deep voice echoing through out the lecture hall. Except, every time Miguel and you started to talk amongst yourself, Professor Kennedy went quiet until you guys stopped, embarrassing you both.
You looked up every once and awhile from your computer, pretending to focus on his lesson, just to turn and talk to Miguel again. Professor Kennedy grew annoyed, and paused his lesson.
âIs their something more important up there then what Iâm teaching?â
His voice was laced with his grim expression, making your heart drop. Hes never even addressed you like this.
âExcuse me?â Your soft voice ecoed against the loud silence. By the looks of it, your response pissed Mr. Kennedy off.
âIs that the issue? You cant here me? Why donât you sit down here, sweetheart.â Professor Kennedy looked up at you, meaning buisness. A pout forming on your lips as you picked up your bag. Miguel looked just as shocked as you did while you walked awkwardly down the theatre steps. Plopping yourself in the center of the front row, like he asked.
His arms met the table before you, giving him leverage to lean down. His annoyed voice loud enough for only you to hear,
âHow dumb are you? If you wanted to help yourself, youâd pay attention to my lecture. Instead, your giggling up there hoping to clutz your way into his pants, huh? For Godâs sake, donât be stupid and a slut.â
Shock was the only emotion desplayed on your face. Mouth dropped, eyes widening. He smiled before apologizing to the class before continuing his lecture.
Now, itâs a known fact you arenât the brightest star in the universe, but this was a new low. You didnât care what he said at all, it just made your stomach fluttery. You knew itâs probably wasnât okay or even allowed for him to say that.
Not saying being called a slut didnât hurt your pride, but it just made you fantasize him in a newer light. If slutty was being a little slower and wearing sundresses so be it. You thought you got over this obsession, you thought it was over.
The rest of the class you spent with your mind in a daze and your thighs clenched together. Nobody has made you feel this way. You felt hot, really hot. Tingly too.
If it was any other person, you wouldâve let your father handle it. But no, it was Professer Kennedy. Quite frankly, youâd bend over backwards for that man
Class ended, you slowly packed up your things before putting on your school bag. You grabbed your watered down latte in sync as you took a step down the lecture theatre stairs, before hearing your name echo in the now quiet classroom.
âYes, Professor Kennedy?â Your voice softer than usual as you slowly walked to his desk, your caked face tilting in the process.
âLook, I have my daughters dance recital in a hour and if Iâm late my wife is going to beat my ass. So, Iâm going to make this quick.â No.. did you here that wrong? he didnât say wife.. Hopefully he didnât notice the frown that formed on your face.
âIâve noticed youâve got your grades to passing and thatâs fine but your barely passing. Your grades arenât fantastic. I need you to focus on me in my class, not the man sitting next to you. I want you sitting front and center in my lectures going forward.â His tone harsh, how you liked it. This was a blessing from God, putting you right in the path of Leonâs view.
âI thinks itâs best if I sit next to Miguel, he actually helps me out a whole bunch. You shouldâve came to me when I was actually failing, Professor Kennedy.â Dumb or not you knew what you were doing. Your sweet smile dawning on your glossed lips, your hands clasped together. He didnât like that, at all.
âIf you wanted to get your grades up, you wouldâve came to me. Its university, doll. Do you need your professor following behind you asking if you submitted you assignment?â This is what you loved, the way you were talked to by him made your heart flutter. It was weird, youâve never felt this way.
âWell, it wouldâve helped.â You shrugged, a little giggle escaping your lips but you were met with dead silence and a cold stare. So you stopped.
âWednesdays, Fridays, and occasionally Saturdays youâll meet me in here at 6:00 to 8:00 for personal lectures. Dont tell anyone, youâre lucky Iâm wasting my time on you. Your grades reflect my teaching so this is mandatory.â His tone monotone and uninterested, you had a bright smile on your face, though. Much more time with Professor Kennedy? This was a dream come true. Sadly, youâd have to end your study sessions with Miguel..
âThank you so so sooo much Professor! Iâll be sure to come in tomorrow.â Genuine happiness was displayed on your pretty face. Professor Kennedy rolls his eyes before grabbing his briefcase and exiting the lecture haul
âDonât be late.â
And you did just that.
It wasnât really your fault⊠you needed to look good for you tutoring lesson! You wanted to wear this yellow sundress with white ruffles but you couldnât find it. You looked for almost half an hour just for it to be on your bed.. too bad! Your makeup wasnât working out either so you needed to restart. Then the car wouldnât start and⊠well you get the point.
You also needed your latte so you were about an hour late. You showed up to the empty lecture room, no denying that you looked really good. You just couldnât find Professor Kennedy.
Suddenly, his office door opens up and your met with an angered man, peering into your soul like heâs about to take it.
âI am so sorry look-â
âSave the bullshit. Your late but you have a fucking Starbucks coffee in your hand?â Proffesorâs voice is echoing off the walls, you gulp before responding
âCoffee helps me focus! I can get you one next time.â Your sweet smile stretched across your face again, trying to lighten the eerie mood.
âNo, I donât want your gratitude. You look like you stepped out of a paegent. Get in here.â He degrades before stepping into his enclosed office. This was the first time his words actually upset you, did you do to much? You thought you looked pretty..
You slowly crept into his office, looking around. It was bare, but it looked comfy ish. He had a nice fuzzy blanket in the corner chair. His desk was front and center with a wooden chair in front of it. Maybe you were looking for a little too long..
âAre you just going to stare at the chair or are you going to sit in it?â His usually demeaning words, he made you feel more stupid than you already did.
âSorry.â You mumble, siting in the chair before you, your eyes look directly at his, eyelashes batting in his face. Almost felt like a brag.
âYour staying until 9 know since you decided it was okay to be late.â he bowed his head in disappointment as he typed on his computer for what felt like hours.
âGet your text book out and turn to page 132â he demanded, and you did exactly that. The first time in forever youâre accurately following instructions
You stay quiet and still while he types away, your textbook wide open and your phone next to it. Sometimes you found yourself basking in his features. His dyed blonde hair, his piercing blue eyes, his lips, his muscles⊠god his muscles.
âYouâre staring.â Professor Kennedy breaks the silence as you flinch, turning to look at other rather boring things in his room. You couldâve sworn you saw him smile a little.
He actually wasnât a bad teacher. He guided you through the text book chapters, and adjusted to your learning pace. He knew it would take a while for you to grasp onto the concept of psychology, but for the first time in a while he was willing to wait.
These study sessions helped a whole bunch, somehow with a brain capacity like yours you were actually learning some new concepts. You were finally able to say that youâve learned something here. Your grades went up to high Bâs and periodically low Aâs which was a stretch from the beginning of the year. Just a little more studying and.. what?
You failed the chapter 7 test. Now, from the normal point of view youâd be confused, baffled even. How did you bomb a test when you were doing amazing in the class course? But in your point of view, you needed this, this had to be done.
You purposely flunked that test without a care in the world.
Why? Because youâve noticed he became more distant the more you began to grasp onto psycology, the more you understood it. The tutoring sessions went from four days a week to only once or twice a week for an hour. That wasnât enough time at all. He even gave you the opportunity to sit next to Miguel again but you didnât. Why? Because you needed to be front and center. The first thing he sees when he looks around. You wanted to be the only thing on his mind and itâs not fair that heâs not getting the hint.
Why is this happening to you? You were always front and center, the first thought on everyoneâs mind. You were practically a god at getting the male gaze and he didnât bat and eye at you. Is it his wife? He already expressed the discontent in the relationship to his colleagues on the phone. He mustâve thought you werenât listening.
This isnât fair at all.
But at least he emailed you last night, you smiled so wide when his notiftication popped up on your phone, and even wider at what he wrote.
Sunday 6:30pm lecture room. Donât be late. Professor Leon Scott Kennedy
You honestly didnât think heâd care, and he probably noticed something was fishy because of the ratio from your test to your average grade. It was nearly impossible but you didnât care, at all. You needed an excuse to see him and that plan fell right into your lap.
you eagerly waited for Sunday to come, it was only two days away but you didnât have his class for the rest of the week. It felt like itâs been weeks since youâve last seen him.
Sunday finally rolled around, and of course you had to doll yourself up. That signature sweet smile plasted on your full face, the dress that barely covered your ass. Youâve also grasped the concept of turning others on. Something that came natural to you but you wanted to crank the knob a little.
Your sandals clapped against the wood flooring as you approached his office door, before knocking on the door (knock, knock knock, knock). You were so excited that you instead brought ice cream today.
Leon reluctantly opens the door, to be met with you all dolled up, batting your stupidity long eyelashes in his face, and a ice cream cone in hand.
âSit down, now.â This was different, or it felt different. Your heart actually dropped. Usually his tone made butterflies appear in your stomach, but he sounded genuinely pissed off.
âYes sir.â Your words barely audible as you sat in the familiar wooden chair. You dress impossibly bunching up more, you take a light lick of your ice cream cone, as you watch him walk around to his side of the desk.
Leon wouldâve usually sat in front of you, but no. He stood instead. His muscular arms on full display to you. He bunched up his sleeves but you were a mess already for this man. Your eyes couldnât peer away from the veins that were prominently on display in his biceps. Only his voice couldâve broken you out of that trance like state.
âWhat the fuck is your problem.â
âHuh?â You look up in utter confusion, taking another lick of your icecream, a little dripping on to the side of your lip. His tongue pokes his cheek as he looks up at his office ceiling. Oh, heâs mad. Really mad.
âI tried so hard to be patient with you. So hard to give your dumb ass a chance. You were genuinely impressing me, growing on me even. Just for you to throw it all away.â His face inched closer to yours, you swallowed nothing out of pure fear. Professor Kennedy could practically hear your heart beating
âProfessor Kennedy-â
âOh, donât you fucking call me that!â His voice impossibly louder than ever causing your eyes to widen and you to jult up in your seat. He decides to sit now and leans back, just for his eyes to narrow at you. Heâs never looked better.
âDonât act like I donât know this game your playing. Prancing up in here with those stupid ass dresses, always something on your face, and seriously? Practically deep throating that ice cream cone in front of me? Youâre not niave as you think you are.â His words shock you, you just liked looking pretty for him was that such a big deal?
âI donât know what your saying.â You whisper, your doe eyes only growing bigger as you stick your tongue out, taking another drag of the ice cream.
âIf you wanted to fuck your professor, you shouldâve just asked. You look patheticâ Ouch. Now that one hurt, pathetic? You donât even recall ever being called that.
âI donât want to fuck youââ
âOh, sure you do sweetheart. Youâre telling me if I offered, you wouldnât agree?â He caught you, he did. This was embarrassing being put on spot like this. Pouting as you look away from him. Heâs mocking you, and your not going to fall for it.
âSir, Iâm not a slut. Plus, you have a wife.â You reminded him like he somehow forgot. He scoffed as he sat in his chair, looking at you face to face you.
âCome hereâ he demanded, his demeanor not faltering as your eyes widen, and your body stiffens up.
âExcuse me?â
âDo you have a hearing problem? I said come here.â You did just that, slowly standing up in confusion as you walk to the side of him
His computer was ahead of him, he pulled up a different tab before spreading his legs before him,
âSit.â
You heard that wrong, you mustâve. He didnâtâ He pat his thigh, his glare looking meaner every second as you finally speak up.
âI- I canât.. Your my teacher andââ
âAm I asking you to take off my pants and suck? No, I said sit.â You reluctantly sit on his lap, awkwardly as you looked at the laptop before you.
âYeah, you see that? Thatâs your score. A fucking fifty-four. Do you know how badly thatâs going to affect your average for my class?â This felt too degrading, you were somewhat disappointed in yourself.
âWhy did you fail my test on purpose?â Its over, he hates you. He fucking hates you more than he already did.
âI- I didnât.â You stutter through your lie as he spanks you thigh, causing you to jult forward as his hands come in contact with your hips.
âFine! You started seeing me less.. I just wanted to see you more, and I knew If I passed the test that the tutoring would stop.â Youâve never felt so ashamed before, he shakes his head in disbelief as you fiddle with your fingers nervously
âHow sad, you flunked your test for extra time with your professor..â He mocked, grabbing a hold of the back of you neck, causing you to yelp as his lips met the shell of your ear
âYouâre going to get what you wanted, baby. But, your retaking this test as well.â And with that he grabbed a hold of your hips, forcing you to face him on his lap as your hands met his shoulders, startled.
âWaitâ I canât this is morally wrong. You have a wife..â
âYou didnât care when you bent over with those short ass skirts, you didnât care when you âaccidentlyâ brushed my leg with your foot.. donât try to sell me that bullshit now.â
It was all too much, never in a million years would you have thought this would happen. Youâre sitting on top of your wish, and itâs getting harder beneath you.
âWhat if we get caught?â You mumbled, eyes faltering away from his in shame.
âDonât be loud and we wonâtâ Without warning, his soft pink lips met yours. You were in shock but you finally kissed back. Your eyes closing in the process as your arms wrapped around his neck.
The kiss only got deeper as his hands went from your hips, onto your bare ass. Rubbing it soothingly before spanking it causing you to interrupt the kiss with a whimper against his lips. He forced his lips back onto yours as his tongue begged for an entrance, which you granted.
Your tongues faught for dominance before his would win the battle, taking over you as his hands crept below your dress and only your lower back. You shivered above him as you broke the kiss.
âWe canât do anything else.â You confessed in a daze, the thought of him cheating on someone for you had you feeling too responsible for the outcome. His forehead met yours as he whispered,
âJust a few kisses, I promise.â
Your niave self believed him as your lips met again, before they would finally travel to your neck, subtly biting and kissing causing you to whimper out,
âJust kisses.â You reminded him as he nodded, before sucking on the spot just below your jawline, your hands met his chest as you clawed at his suits vest. He finally decided to grab a hold of your hips before placing your back against his chest, your sandals propped on his knees as the laptop faced you now, and the image of your spread legs.
Your dress now settled on your hips, showing your frilly white panties that are drenched in your arousal, causing you to grow embarrassed and try to remove yourself off of him. This annoyed him as his much bigger hands forced you back down on his lap.
âYou promised just kisses!â You whined out as he snickered below you, before whispering,
âYeah, my fingers wanna give your cute little pussy some kisses too.â This startled you as his hands crept below your panties, forcing them to the side of your lip as he rubbed your clit, causing your legs to grow weak as he picked up the pace.
âThese are not kisses!â You whine out, a moan following shortly behind you. The office door was still wide open, if anyone walked into the lecture theater theyâd smell the aroma of sex, and they most definely hear your sweet little noises.
He finally scooted his chair closer to the laptop, before speaking up âBegin, sweetheart. Go ahead and take your test.â You shook your head defiantly, you couldnât even think straight and he wants you to take a fucking thirty question test right now?
âI canâtâhmph!!â You stumble out, before letting out the most pornstar like moan. He forced his fingers inside of you, the same fingers his wedding band sat on. It hurt, a lot. He smiled as he saw little streaks of blood on his fingers
âA slutty virgin, I never thought Iâd see this sight.â He chuckled as your head flung bag, earning a tsk from him.
âNu -uh, doll. You have a test to take. We can do this all night.â His fingers slipped inside you like a symphony, your gummy walls trying to squeeze him out as he forced his way through
His hand crawled from your hip to his laptop as he prest âbegin testâ the test was on a time limit, 45 minutes. There was no way you were finishing at all. Your eyes met the screen as your fingers clawed into his biceps, trying to slow down his relentless pace.
The pain was far long gone and your brain was mush. You werenât going to be able to even think properly so why was he making you take the test now?
âSection one, vocabulary. Sleep and mediation are examples of what?â His tone far more happier than ever, heâs never acted like this in your near 5 months of knowing eachother.
Heâs starting off easy and you couldnât even open your mouth, your ears were ringing, fuck you were so close. âProfessor Kenn- hmphh!!â Thatâs it, he found the spot you never knew existed. The spot that made your legs spasm uncontrollably and you pussy pulsate. You were so close you could feel it
âRight there! Oh.. Professor Kennedy!â
âShhh, baby, you donât want an audience, or do you? Answer the question.â He demanded, looking at the beautiful sight before him, 18 year old hottie pratically loosing the few brain cells she had stored up in her head, going dumb on his fingers. He wondered how youâd react on his dick next.
âI canât- I.. I feel weird..â You confessed, itâs never felt this way before. Sure, youâve touched yourself a handful of times, even to him. But youâve never came from penetration, the feeling is so much more different and harsh. Your stomach had this forever feeling of it sinking, and your extremities just felt hot, and stuffed up.
âIâm- Iâm gonna cum!â Your eyes began to roll back and within a second of hearing that, he pulled his fingers out and that beautiful feeling left your body, and your soul. âNo.. no no! Professor Kennedy why-â he stuffed your talkative mouth full of his fingers, you felt his wedding band on your tongue, making you mouth taste metallic like.
âI donât want my baby cumming until she answers the questions, does she get that?â Heâs speaking to you like he has to break down the simplest of words. Technically, in your state of mind he did.
All you did was nod as your tongue swirled on his fingers, before your teeth came in contact with his wedding band as you open your mouth, your teeth removing the wedding band as you place it on the table. He practically moans beneath you as he grabs a hold of you thighs
âYou so dirty, baby.â He places you on your back, right beside his computer before bunching up your dress. You whined beneath him as your hands struggle to reach his chest, just wanting to feel on him. So much for just a few kisses. He had you right where he wanted you.
âYou gonna take you first dick like a good girl, huh? I bet you are.â His words felt like drugs coursing through your body, making you clench around nothing as he practically ripped your panties off.
âMhm, I promise.â Youâre saying that now, until he unbuckles his trousers and pulls down his boxers that make you rethink your very decision. God, it was big, too big. His tip was irritated, looked bruised almost. With vigorous precum spilling from it as he pumped his dick, warming it up.
âIâll take it slow since itâs your first time, sweetheart.â Is this a joke? You were struggling taking his fingers. Thereâs no way he thinks thatâs going to fit.
He shifts his laptop to face your face, you turn your head sideways to look at the laptop as you whine. You shouldnât be doing school work while getting fucked for the first time.
He slapped his tip into your exposed clit, earning a flinch from you.
âPlease- sir..â you just loved that name didnât you. âI have to teach you some patience as well, donât I?â He snickered as he slowly attempted to slide himself it, you were squeezing from the pain causing him to grunt in response.
âRelax baby, youâre going to love it. Fuck⊠just relax.â His eyes were slowing shutting as his dick slid into you, with a struggle before he finally bottomed you out.
âNo- no. Its to big I canât take it.â You whined out as you struggled against him, his hands met the back of your knees as he pushed them against your chest, creating a easier and way deeper angle
âOh- oh god!â You cried out as he began to thrust into your warm cunt, his chest heaved against yours as he fucked himself relentlessly into you, only picking up the pace.
It definitely hurt, but that pain would soon shift into probably the best pleasure youâve ever got to experience. Not even your pink bullet vibrator could bring you to this euphoria.
âGod! God! Dâ sir I canât .. I nmphhh!!!â You practically screamed as the desk creaked below you, your test long forgotten about as he kissed your neck, trailing up to your ear as you whisper
âHow many time did you dream about thisâshit.. how many timesâ Jesus Christ.. did you touch yourself to me, baby? We both know you did, ohh⊠fuck..â He would periodically break out into a groan and his pace only quickened, your mind was in another dimension, all you could feel was your pussy being filled and pulsating, and your stomach filled with butterflies.
You were long gone, you ears doing much more than ringing, âgoing stupid on my cock, huh? Pretty girl probably canât tell what Iâm saying canât she.â And all you could do was shake your head and moan like a bitch in heat.
âGod you look so beautiful, getting fucked dumb next to my wedding ring. How slutty can you get?â His pace was quickening almost sending you over the edge, his tip hitting your crevix as you cried out hoping something could answer your prayer of pleasure and allow you to cum.
Leon grabbed his ring, putting it on his finger as he rubbed your starved clit with it, using it as a stimuli. Before shifting his hips to hit that perfect spot within you, that spot that makes your vision splotchy and you legs shake.
âGod- Daddy Iâm gonna cum! Please donât stop! Please please please!â His pace only quickened as the rope in your stomach snapped, causing you to practically scream, which was hushed by his hand as you came on his cock.
âThatâs a new name. What happened to professor, baby?â You canât talk anymore, thereâs tears building up in your eyes from the overstimulation and he seems to be getting impossibly faster. The room was filled with his balls slapping against your ass, and the squelch your wet pussy makes every time his tip hits your gummy spot.
âI didnât tell you that you could cum, but itâs your first time so I know you canât handle it.â He mocked as he picked you up, sitting you on his lap. You fell like a ragdoll onto him, your head on his shoulder, your arms wrapping around back as he grabbed your ass and used his legs as leverage to bonce you on his cock.
Just this action alone made you spasm uncontrollably and cry out, your cunt vibrating against him had even him seeing stars as he quicken his pace. His office chair squeaking below him, his phone buzzing couldnât be heard over his heavy breathing and your cries
âFuck- baby where do you want my cum.â He asked, fucking into you like a sex machine, cranking up his speed by ten as he abused your pussy.
âInside! Nghhh Iâm gonna cum again!â
âYou wanna get stuffed full of my cum? Have it leak out of you pretty girl? Say itâ his words alone could send you over the edge, and they did
âI need it so bad- fuck daddy Iâm cumming!!â The overstimulation was too much, everything was too much. You practically saw the gates to heaven as you squirted on him, this action alone made his dick twitch as he came inside you, his hips spasming causing him to thrust inside you as him came, he gripped onto you for dear life before the orgasm washed over the both of you.
ââM sorry, âm so sorry.. I didnât mean to.â You practically slurred out of exhaustion. All he could do was breathlessly laugh.
âDonât apologize sweetheart, it was adorable.â
You sat there, in utter silence just in the embrace of one another. His hand met your hair, combing through it as he kissed your forehead. Your head lied on his shoulder, feeling his cum drip from you onto his cock. This was the softest he ever acted towards you.
âYou said just a few kisses.â You mumbled tiredly, looking up at him as he laughed to himself.
âThat was just a few kisses, sweetheart.â He said as he pulled out, causing you to whine from the sudden loss and a whine to escape your lips.
âYou still never answered the question, baby.â He mumbled against your forehead, as you both sat still, recovering from the bliss you two shared.
âOh, shush.â
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