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looseleafteeaves ¡ 2 years ago
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Back on my Blue Beetle bullcrap...
Hahahahaha..... Reach code was not enough... Khaji Da has some basic phrases and words to use from Kharana(my reach language)... Feel free to use any of it! Sneak Peak/Snippet from "Desperate Measures":
Khaji’s panic flooded the scarab. There was no escape from Reach here. So the SC4R48 flared with power from the star heart that Reach had stolen and placed inside Khaji-da -efek-ney-del-tey*. Within that panic, Khaji Da breathed. Vos’jorak** they reminded themselves. Torathar ek yolkhan nek vorikhan.***
*Khaji da's serial number, infiltrator-8-500-90-4-10
**embrace stillness
***Cross the abyss with undaunted determination
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kittenintheden ¡ 6 months ago
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When I Think About You
surprise jorkin it PWP fic drop lol. enjoy.
Rating: Explicit Pairing: Astarion/Reader (You) Word Count: 1550 Content: 18+, jealousy, voyeurism, masturbation, mutual masturbation (sort of?), pillow humping, gender-neutral Tav/Reader
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You went to bed early tonight.
Well, earlier than you typically do. Not that Astarion has been paying you much attention. Hardly any, really. You’re just easy to miss.
Notice. You’re easy to notice. Because you’re so obvious.
Obviously annoying, obviously infuriating, obviously determined, and obviously infatuated with him. True, that had been his goal, but hells, you could blush a little less at his come-ons. Even if it does look cute on you.
Not that he thinks you’re cute. Not really.
The others are packing up their gear and turning in for the night. Astarion will take first watch like he typically does, have a quick trance, and get up in the early morning hours for a hunt. Easy. Routine.
So what if he’s falling into a routine with these people. It makes things simpler.
He should check on you. Just to make sure you’re not ill. For his health more than yours. These days, a headache could mean a rapid onset of calamari face. He’s doing everyone a favor, honestly.
When he approaches your tent, his steps slow to a stop as his ears pick up noise from inside your tent. You aren’t asleep.
And by the sound of it – and it’s a sound Astarion knows well – you aren’t alone.
He huffs an irritated breath through his nose. Gods damn it. He really thought he had you in the bag. There’s a shard of something sharp lodged beneath his rib. Annoyance, probably. Disappointment that he’s back to square one. Bitterness that he lost another competition, even when he’s doing what he does best.
Astarion turns to walk away. Takes three steps. Stops. Turns his head back toward the sound.
Who is it?
Who are you with?
He has his suspicions, but might as well take a quick peek to verify. His steps as he approaches are catlike. Not that you’d notice anyway, preoccupied as you are. He won’t look much. Only enough to see who stole his prize.
His mark. Who stole his mark.
Astarion pauses at the far side of your closed tent flap and finds a gap in the cloth. He leans in, eyes keen in the dark, and his mouth goes dry when he sees your hips grinding against someone, the length of your body pressed tight to theirs while you move over them. A blanket covers you both, but it doesn’t hide the passion of your movement.
He jerks his head away, a ball of tension aching in his gut. Ridiculous. He should go kill something. He walks toward the woods.
And stops with a sigh.
Astarion hates himself for it, this burning curiosity to know exactly who you’re riding so enthusiastically. Steeling himself, he creeps back and peeks once more through the split in the fabric.
You’re sitting up, now, showing him the long line of your spine in the center of your bare back as your hips continue to work. Every puff of breath through your lips is desperate, occasionally lilting up in a breathless moan.
Astarion worries his lip between his teeth. The muscles beneath your skin ripple, your blood thrumming so close and smelling so much of you, sweetened with the scent of arousal. If you’d just lean a little one way or the other, he could see who’s working you so… so…
There’s a flash of heat in his core followed by a sparking current of electricity, setting everything alight. He’d been doing his best to ignore the steady swell of his cock, but ignoring it is no longer an option as he goes hard as stone, the length of him straining toward his hip bone. Subconsciously, he cants his hips into the empty air and finds absolutely no relief. He has to swallow back a soft moan of his own.
The rolling globes of your arse are shaped perfectly beneath your thin wool blanket. Sharp, rocking thrusts against your playmate, against whichever lucky wretch currently feels the sticky heat of you while he watches.
Astarion lets his hand drift to the front of his breeches and sucks his breath in through his teeth when his palm grazes firmly over the covered head of his cock.
 You run a hand up your side and feel your own chest, maintaining your rhythm as you whimper.
Astarion’s fingers move to loosen his laces, lips parted as he begins to softly pant.
Your hand moves back down and you’re… yes, you’re putting your fingers between your legs, and you throw your head back with a gasp.
His fingers dip below his waistband and he curls in on himself with a huff as he takes himself in hand and begins to pump. Once, twice… ah, gods, that’s nice.
Though being under you would be even nicer.
Lucky sod. Who is it?
The blanket slips down over the curve of your arse, falling to one side and his breath catches as he realizes he’s about to get his answer.
Fabric falls aside and your incredible arse is grinding back and forth. You’re riding yourself to absolute delirium with…
A spare bedroll.
Astarion’s hand stutters to a stop and he doesn’t even breathe as realization hits him. You weren’t with someone else at all. The whole time, you’ve been furiously fucking yourself, grinding needily against your bedding for relief.
And somehow, some way, that makes him even harder. He mouths “oh, fuck” and goes back to stroking himself with renewed vigor. 
You’re desperately aroused, no longer trying to quiet your whimpers as you work your hips in circles against the bedroll while you rub yourself at the same time, your shoulders flushed with need. Your body undulates in wave after wave and Astarion feels quite certain that if he were inside you right now, he’d have come already. He puts his free hand over his mouth, pressing his palm to his lips to keep quiet.
You make a frustrated noise and swing your leg off the bedroll, and for a brief alarming moment, Astarion thinks you’re about to give up, and there’s no way he could let that stand. For either of you.
But then you shove the bedroll away with a huff and flop onto your back without opening your eyes, which is good news for Astarion, since you’d almost certainly see the silhouette of him outside your tent if you were paying attention. Instead, you spread your legs wide and give him a glorious view as one hand returns to its place between your legs and is quickly joined by the other.
Astarion shudders out a breath, the sound thankfully masked by your own rapid pants as you stroke yourself with one hand and trace around your entrance with the other. When you push two fingers inside and begin to pump in and out, Astarion’s knees threaten to give out as he picks up his pace. The tide of pleasure in his core rises and threatens to crest.
Gods, gods, he isn’t even fucking you and you’re still going to make him come before you do.
Your pretty little moans are too much. Your furrowed brow, your flushed cheeks, the way your thighs twitch and your belly shivers with the pleasure you’re lavishing on yourself. What a beauty you are, what a treat, what a-
“-arion,” you whisper, so quietly that he nearly misses it.
“Hah,” he breathes, his pleasure shuddering right on the edge of its peak. His mind must’ve filled that in. There’s no way you said what he thought you said.
He presses his face to the split in the fabric and leans against the tentpole, jerking himself firmly as he watches you arch your back up off the ground, lifting your hips into the air again, again, again, until your hands slow.
“Oh, Astarion,” you whisper just before you slam back down to earth and groan out your release, your slick making your skin shine in the low light.
“Sh-”
Astarion slams his hand over his mouth and ducks to the side, sinking silently to the ground around the corner of your tent just before he creams himself, a pulse of spend striping the ground beneath him, followed by another, and another. His head hangs heavily before him as he catches his breath and dazedly tries to piece together what the fuck just happened.
He sits back, chest heaving and ears ringing.
Then whips his head to the side when he hears you stir inside the tent and tentatively say, “... Hello? Is someone there?”
Astarion holds his breath, which does not help with his current state of floaty lightheadedness.
Then you say, “... Astarion?”
And the sound of his name on your lips sends another ripple of pleasure through him as his cock pulses and drips one last time for good measure.
It takes a minute, but you eventually convince yourself you were hearing things and settle down to sleep, presumably in a more relaxed state than when you first retired. Astarion waits until your breathing slows before he sneaks away, silently tucking himself back into his clothes.
He holds his breath the entire time.
On the other side of camp inside the safety of his own tent, he releases it in a rush, running his unused hand through his curls as realization finally catches up to him.
“Oh, no,” he whispers.
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em1i2a3 ¡ 11 days ago
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All The Small Things
Pairing: Congressman!Bucky Barnes x Serum Enhanced!Fem!Reader!
Warnings: No warnings, just pure fluff, we have an established relationship already going between Bucky and Reader, there’s also an age gap (it’s referenced kind of but it’s not specified)
Author's Note: As I’m finishing up all my big bois (my 20,000+ word posts) I thought I’d continue contributing to the fluffiness of Bucky Barnes. I got to see Thunderbolts last night and I’m literally going again today. Such a freakin banger of a movie, loved it and I’m excited to keep writing with all the ideas I got!! Hope y'all enjoy this one tho :)
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The second you stepped into the apartment you knew that Bucky hadn’t left his office all day.
It was easy to connect the dots.
The place was quiet, not just from the absence of sound but from the absence of life. It was as if you were home alone, even though you knew that wasn’t the case at all. There wasn’t any soft music playing from the Bluetooth speaker Bucky always forgot to turn off, no low humming of the kettle, not even the smell of a fresh pot of coffee, it was just pure stillness.
Sam had messaged you an hour and a half ago to tell you he would be out for the night and that he fed Alpine, and that had told you everything you needed as he would never do that unless Bucky was too tied up to do it himself.
You slowly closed the door behind you and dropped your bag to the ground with a soft thump, and like clockwork, you heard the little taps of nails against the wooden floor.
Alpine bolted down the hallway like a snow-dusted rocket, skittering towards you like she had a fire lit under her tail. You smiled, opening up your arms to her so she could jump up into the space with a quick hop. Her heavy purr immediately clouded your senses, as her paws pressed into your chest.
“Hi baby girl…” You laughed, scratching behind her ears, “Sam told me you’ve been wreaking havoc around the place but it sure doesn’t seem like that to me hmm?” She chirped proudly, nudging her face against yours, her little pink nose wetting your skin. You kissed the top of her head proudly.
”Did you miss me, or are you bribing me with love so I will give you a second dinner?” You asked jokingly, running your hand down her spine, until Alpine meowed again.
”That’s what I thought.” You lowered her gently to the floor and gave a final affectionate pat, “No second dinner, but I’m going to need you to make sure your father hasn’t turned into furniture, please, cause I don’t hear that stupid keyboard.” She trotted away from you, with her tail flicking behind her, taking your orders loud and clear.
You let out a small sigh and straightened up, cracking your back in the process before brushing off some of the stark white fur Alpine left clinging to your jacket. You padded quietly toward the kitchen, your fingers already tugging at your sleeves before shrugging the fabric off your shoulders.
The kitchen was your area of solitude after arriving home from work, it was where you found peace, and it eased your mind after stressing all day. Of course, it wasn’t just because one of your hobbies was cooking, it was also the thing that brought you and Bucky together after living your own lives for the day, and it always made you look forward to coming home.
You draped your jacket over the back of one of the island stools, smoothing it down absentmindedly before heading towards the large fridge. The big stainless steel doors still gleamed like they were new, even though they were riddled with fridge magnets, grocery lists, and little nose prints from Alpine. There were word magnets spelling out obscure messages, some of them reading like broken up haiku’s, mostly from Bucky rearranging them mindlessly while waiting for coffee. Your brows furrowed at the latest one.
“I married a traffic cone–our kids are just wet noodles.” You whispered under your breath, before smirking and shaking your head. You reached out and opened the door slowly, a soft chill spilling out onto your face as the ice cold light flickered on, nearly blinding you.
Your eyes scanned the semi-organized shelves, trying to get ideas on what to make for dinner.
Top Shelf: Oat, Almond, and Regular milk because everyone in the house had their own preferences, an aggressively large bottle of sriracha that had somehow survived three moves, and two glass meal prep containers Sam left–each with exactly one bite left inside of them.
Middle Shelf: Three eggs, a quarter block of sharp cheddar, a large block of mozzarella, an open jar of sweet pickles, half a lemon wrapped in wax paper, and a head of lettuce that had seen better days.
You let out a soft sigh, tapping idly against the door, scanning lower.
Bottom Drawer: A sealed pack of tortillas, a loaf of sourdough bread, one lonely stick of butter, and two green apples–crisp, bright, and firm to the touch when you reached in and picked one up.
“Guess we’re gonna do something simple tonight.” You murmured.
Grilled cheese, apple slices, and maybe a bowl of kettle chips that you stashed away in the back of the pantry, if they weren’t gone at least. Bucky rarely admitted to late-night snacking, but with the loud crunch of those chips it was pretty easy to know when he was sneaking around.
You placed the apples gently on the counter, before grabbing the cheese from the middle shelf and collecting the loaf of bread and butter from the bottom drawer, heading back to the counter with full arms, nudging the fridge closed with your hip.
You laid everything out in front of you, and commenced your routine. You sliced, arranged and layered cheese between the sourdough bread, buttering both sides of the sandwich before prepping the frying pan, letting it slowly heat up as you washed both apples in the sink beside the stove–surprised that Sam actually washed his dishes.
You let the apples rest on a clean towel and turned your attention back to the pan, letting your hands move on pure instinct. You threw a piece of butter in, hearing the loud sizzling, as you reached for one of the prepared sandwiches and pressed it into the heat. The familiar scent of butter and crisping bread instantly curled through the kitchen, while you reached for a spatula in one of the drawers to make the toasting even.
You moved with ease, but your thoughts, as always when cooking for Bucky, were heavier, like a thick drip of molasses. The memories always arrived when it came to this ritual, and it always gave you a pang in your heart.
Bucky never talked about his relationship with food much, not directly at least, but over time you were able to piece most things together. He had his tells. The way his fork sometimes hovered over a plate for too long, like he was waiting for permission to eat it even though he didn’t. Or the way he picked apart meals that were unfamiliar to him, dismantling them until they were mush. Or the way he never said no, even when you knew something didn’t sit right with him–because he had a fear of disappointing you.
The first year with him was difficult. He’d spent so long eating only what HYDRA allowed–processed, bland, gloop as you liked to call it–that he completely forgot how real nutrition tasted. To them it was enough to fuel the machine but never the man. He once told you, in the dead of night with your legs tangled and his breath warm against your bare shoulder that everything tasted like glue, or pencil shavings, or just static, and it stayed with you.
Once you got him over the hurdle of simple variety it opened plenty of doors. You made him every version of a sandwich you could think of. Ham and cheese, turkey and greens, BLTs with crisped bacon and soft tomato. Some days he could handle a little mayonnaise, a hint of onion, maybe pickles, others just butter, and some days he’d surprise you and ask for a little hot mustard and then pretend he hadn’t the next day.
You also made sure to change the sides too; apples, strawberries, grapes, sliced cucumber with a little salt. He favored plums when they were in season, or clementines when they weren’t on the sour side. When peaches were ripe and available, you would slice them thin and watch him savor every moment in having them, because you didn’t just cook for him.
You learned him, and that was something nobody really did, or at least the ones that did had left by this point. Maybe that’s why it meant so much–even now– to make him things he’d actually eat.
You flipped the sandwich, and were greeted by the perfect shade of gold–edges crip, center soft, cheese pooling at the corners. The sound of sizzling was almost soothing now, a him of comfort beneath the heavy weight of your thoughts. You pushed on through the routine though, toasting both sandwiches perfectly and placing them onto separate plates after slicing them diagonally, moving on to the apples soon after. Bucky took his plain, you took yours with a light drizzle of honey, and you arranged them accordingly in fanned out half moons.
The tea was the last step out of all this, which was supposed to be the easiest, or so you thought. You did your usual approach, fill the pot, and wait, then you collected the tea bags, and added whatever fix-ins were required. Bucky took a bit of lemon and nothing else. You on the other hand took honey, milk, and sugar, which always perplexed Bucky because he couldn’t imagine how it tasted with the food. It only took a minute and a half for the kettle to start whirring, but right when you reached out to take it off the burner, the steam hit your wrist, scalding and sharp.
”Shit!” You hissed, jerking your hand back, going to clutch the area out of pure instinct, but with how quick the pain came, it was gone even quicker. You tilted your forearm toward you, watching the redness fade before your eyes like it always did. The skin washed itself clean on its own. No burn. No mark. No evidence of an unwanted steam incident. You let out a shaky sigh, closing your eyes for a moment to ground yourself before returning to what you were doing, only this time with more caution in your actions.
You were used to the little miracles your body performed; the healing, the reflexes, the slowing down of aging, and you were appreciative of it, even though you didn’t use it outside of that. Not since you met Bucky, and not since life became close to normal.
You never dwelled on it. Not when your mornings were spent in shared silence with Bucky, curled up in bed whispering to one another and giggling, and certainly not when your nights ended with his arms around your waist and Alpine draped like royalty over the both of you.
You were living the life you wanted, or trying anyway.
But for all the forgetting you did, Bucky thought about it any time he saw the effect of the serum course through you, because he knew the one thing you never said aloud anymore.
You had a choice, and he didn’t, and it gutted you every time the conversation came up, or when someone referenced it in general.
It wasn’t that you regretted taking it, but when you learned what they had done to him–what they had stolen, and warped, and ripped out–it made everything curdle inside you. You remember crying in the quiet of his room, trying not to wake him because your transition to super soldier had come so easy but his came with such pain and anguish.
You shook yourself out of your thoughts and began to stir the tea gently, tapping it off the lip before setting everything onto a tray and rushing over to the pantry to throw a snack bag of the kettle chips on there too for good measure, then you began your descent down the hallway.
The door to his office was cracked open already, probably from Alpine’s invasion, and as you got closer you could hear the clicking of his keyboard, it was quick and steady, with no stops in between, like he wasn’t contemplating his next words. You saw the soft steady glow of his desk lamp beckoning you to come closer as you nudged open the door with your foot.
”Congressman Barnes,” You said, your voice light and teasing, “Your legislative aide is here to make sure you don’t starve yourself to death while rewriting Section Four.” His typing stopped in an instant, as he looked up from his computer. The second his eyes found yours the tension in his jaw softened and a crooked smile pulled at the corner of his mouth.
His hair was slicked back neatly–though a few strands had started to fall loose near his temple–and his striped tie was draped over the back of his chair like a white flag of surrender. He wore a dark blue button up shirt which had become crinkled from the way he was slouched over his desk, but he still looked godly. He was done for the night, and you could see it in the way his shoulder dropped the second you entered into his line of sight.
“Well,” Bucky started, clearing his throat from the hours of silence, “For a second I thought I was having a stroke when I started to smell toast, but I’m happy to realize that’s not happening.” You shook your head, stepping further inside the book filled office, your feet dragging across the thick rug that lined the floor.
”Lucky you I’m not the harbinger of death,” You replied “Just the bringer of carbohydrates.” You added, placing the tray on his desk, watching as he pushed himself out from under it so he could wrap his soft arms around you, tugging you gently into the narrow space between his legs. You moved without protest, your hands automatically wrapping around his shoulders, while he tilted his head up to find your face.
“Hi,” He murmured, like he was telling you a secret. His eyes crinkled with affection, the kind that reached deep into the corners, where his laughter lines had started to live. You reached for him in those moments, smoothing his hair back, seeing the soft silver threads along his temples, the signs that he was slowly aging. It was beautiful to see it, and you didn’t say a word to him about it.
”Hi,” You whispered back, leaning down to press a kiss to his mouth–just enough to melt into. His hands flexed gently at your waist as he brought you closer to him so he could give you a longer one, like he’d been waiting for it all day and you were quenching his desire for it. You pulled back from the kiss just enough to see his face again, your nose brushing his while your thumb traced the line of his jaw. He opened his eyes, looking up at you with the soft, warm, glassy blue irises, closing them when you kissed his nose.
”Quit trying to distract me from my mission. You need to eat.” Bucky sighed. a gentle sound of surrender.
”Alright, alright,” He said, his mouth curving into a wry smile, glancing toward the tray behind you, “Bring the carbs over here before I vanish into dust. You know I can’t resist your meals.” You huffed a laugh and reached behind you, carefully balancing the platter in your arms as you shifted it from the corner of his desk right to the spot in front of him. He made room quickly, pushing a few documents around, his eyes lighting up at the sight of the food in front of him.
You slipped up onto the desk, crossing one ankle over the other, watching as he reached for the sandwich first, looking at the way the crust on it glistened in the light. He hummed for a moment before taking a large bite, which was almost half the sandwich. You smirked, watching him chew, then pause. His eyes shut slowly, as if the taste short-circuited something inside his nervous system.
”My god,” He groaned softly, leaning back in his chair, “Did I tell you I love you today?” He asked, almost in a pained way, like he doesn’t tell it to you enough, which he does.
“Yes Bucky.” You said, smiling down at him, as he devoured another bite of the sandwich like it was his first meal in days. There was something boyish about the way he ate your food, the satisfaction, the way he voiced how pleased he was, the look of him closing his eyes and sighing. It was the best compliment you could get from someone you loved so much.
”You know,” He muttered around one of the bites of apple that he had picked up, “We should really consider opening a sandwich shop. You’re good at making all kinds of them, and I’m good at managing…We could call it Bread and Bucky,” You rolled your eyes at him, laughing at his proposal.
”Absolutely not.”
“Come on!” He exclaimed, moving his chair towards you, “It’s catchy! Bread and Bucky–bread being you, obviously, because you're soft and warm and comforting, and me…Because…Well I’d be your best customer and the manager.” You shook your head, taking a bite of a slice of your own apple.
”You flatter me, but you know pharmacy is my life.” He let out a small laugh, leaning back in his chair again, keeping himself close to where you were perched.
”Yeah…I know…I know…How was work anyways?” You shrugged, taking another bite of the apple.
”Busy, and burning. Same as always. That teenager came in again, the one with a new prescription every other day. He told me the government is watching him this time around.” Bucky raised his brow.
”Is this the same one who thought he was poisoned by that fast food mascot?” You nodded.
”Yep, same kid.” Bucky shook his head.
”I’m really admiring the creativity of that kid, it’s a new thing every week.” You smirked.
”Well, when the doctor will write any prescription for you, I guess that’s what he needs to do to spice things up.” Bucky snorted and picked up another slice of apple, chewing slowly as he watched you. The corners of his mouth were still twitching with the remains of a grin, but his eyes were softened again, less amused now–just full of the admiration he had for you.
You reached for the mug of tea you made for yourself and blew on it gently, taking a small sip, letting the sweet, nectar-like flavour swim down your throat, keeping your eyes on Bucky’s, catching him leaning back in his chair again, glancing at your knees, like he was thinking for a moment, contemplating his next moves, calculating if it was the right time or not.
“What’re you thinking about?” You asked, squinting at him with a devious look in your eye. Bucky set his apple slice down on the edge of his plate and brushed the crumbs off his button up shirt, coming closer to you.
”I’m thinking…I want to spend every day of my life with you.” You blinked down at him, not because the words surprised you, but because of how he consistently said these things with such softness in his voice that it never failed to make your heart seize. He reached for a slice of your apple, twirling it once between his fingers before glancing back at you, holding it up in front of your face.
”Marry me,” He said, the words low and steady. No grin this time. Just pure sincerity, “For real.” You let out a quiet, breathy laugh, shaking your head.
”Bucky, that’s the fourth time this week you’ve asked me…”
”I know.”
”And you’ve been asking me every other day for the past three months.”
“I know.” He responded again, his pupils dilating, almost like he was being serious this time around.
“You already know what my answer is.” You said gently, setting your tea down on the desk.
”Still,” He said, his voice a touch raspier now, “I need to keep hearing it. I like hearing you say it.” You sighed, leaning toward him, reaching out to brush your fingers along his jaw, watching as he smiled and closed his eyes.
”I’ve said yes a billion times over.” You whispered, “And it’s always going to be a yes no matter how many times you ask.” He wet his lips, before looking up at you, like he was memorizing every inch of you, and then with a slow inhale, he shifted his hand to the top drawer of his desk. Your brow furrowed the second he slid it open.
”What’re you doing?” You asked, voice soft. He didn’t answer right away, which made you lean forward slightly, unsure of what he was grabbing, until you saw what was resting inside.
A small, black velvet box.
Your breath caught in your throat and your jaw went slack, your lips parting as your eyes flicked from the box to his face, and then back again. You could feel your heart pounding in your ears, and the blood rushing to your cheeks and chest. You couldn’t believe what you were seeing.
He picked up the box with such tenderness that it made your throat tighten, like he was handling something precious, something out of this world. He held it in his palm, while his vibranium hand opened it slowly, revealing a delicate ring perched right in the center of it.
It was a hazy greyish blue sapphire stone, something that you had always wanted, something that Sam had asked you about exactly three months ago. You had rifled it off to him, a sapphire stone with a little halo of tiny tiny diamonds around it with a silver band, and that was what was in the box.
You were stunned into silence, and you felt like you couldn’t breathe, as tears began to cloud your vision. Bucky glanced up at you, smiling gently.
”I was going to actually propose on our trip last week,” He said, thumbing the corner of the box with his nail scratching against the velvet, “Had it all planned; hike in the morning, breakfast by the lake…But then…” He chuckled softly before continuing, “You got the flu,” He glanced back down at the ring, then back up to you, “Then I realized, I didn’t even need to plan this, I didn’t need to find a moment…I already had one and I had it every time I was with you.” You stared at him, your fingers curling slightly against the edge of the desk to steady yourself.
“This is our life and I want it every single day, until we go grey…If you’ll let me-“ You were already reaching, as you practically crawled off his desk and into his lap, his arm instinctively opening to catch you. The box was still in one hand between the both of you while you cupped his face with and kissed him breathless. He smiled into it, a little stunned himself now by how quick you moved.
“I take it that’s another yes?” He mumbled against your lips, as you tried to continue to mesh your mouth on his.
”Yes,” You whispered, pecking his lips again, “Yes, that’s another yes.” He laughed at your excitement, pulling back a little so he could adjust and grab the ring from the box.
”Then give me your hand,” He said, his voice drawing low. You held your left hand out, seeing it tremble a little as he slid the ring onto your finger. It fit perfectly, like he had taken a sizer and measured your hands during your sleep or something. Bucky looked at you with glassy eyes.
”Jesus Christ you’re my fiancée.” He let out a small laugh as you leaned back into him to kiss him again. It was short, and calming to him.
”I love you so much Bucky.” He smiled.
”I love you too…Jesus I love you too.”
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emmiesoverthemoon ¡ 19 days ago
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correct me, i dare you
pairing: bang chan x reader
word count: 8k
summary: as chan's choreographer, he told you not to test him. now you’re all messed up in a studio chair, trying to remember your own name while he’s planning round two.
tags: brat/brat tamer dynamic, porn with plot, unprotected sex, oral (f receiving), tension. enjoy
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It always began the same way.
With him being late.
You were halfway through your warm-up, music echoing low through the empty studio, when his reflection emerged in the mirror—hood up, the ghost of a smirk already tugging at the corner of his lips. He moved with the casual arrogance of someone who had never once been told no. Someone who knew you would forgive the delay simply because he was good.
You did not turn to greet him. Did not acknowledge him. You continued to stretch, breathing steady and precise, though your skin buzzed with a treacherous awareness—an irritating, familiar hum that only he could summon. The kind that made you feel seen in a way that was almost unbearable.
Behind you, the studio door closed with a soft thud.
"You’re late, Chan," you said, gaze fixed forward.
"I’m worth waiting for," came his reply, smooth and infuriatingly self-assured. His voice, lower than usual, dragged across your spine like velvet laced with steel. You heard the dull thump of his bag hitting the floor. A moment later, he stepped into your space as if it belonged to him. “Unless you missed me.”
You finally turned, offering him the flattest look you could summon. "I missed the part where you follow the schedule."
"Schedules are tedious."
"And you’re exhausting."
He hummed, letting his eyes wander over you with the kind of unrepentant interest that made your blood simmer. His head tilted slightly, all charm and provocation. “Strange. You look wide awake to me.”
He came to a halt too close—deliberately close—and there was something maddening in the way he regarded you. Expectant. Like he was waiting for you to snap. To bite. To rise.
You did not dare give into him. Not yet.
Instead, you stepped forward, refusing to retreat. "Are you going to follow the routine today? Or must I play babysitter again?"
Chan’s smile curved, sharp and wolfish. “You can try.”
He moved past you with infuriating ease, brushing his shoulder against yours in a way that felt far too intentional. You swore he did it just to steal the air from your lungs.
And it worked. You exhaled through your nose, reached for the speaker, and pressed play.
As the beat rose and the session resumed, you already knew—this would be difficult. He would not merely follow the choreography. He would flirt with it. With you. With every boundary you had erected between what was permissible and what was not.
And worse still?
You were going to let him.
The first mistake was subtle—a  single beat too early. A downward roll of his shoulder when it should have lifted. Barely perceptible to anyone else—but not to you. You saw everything.
You cut the music.
The abrupt silence cracked through the air like a whip. He glanced up, one brow raised, a bead of sweat sliding down his temple, breath steady despite the interruption.
"You’re early on that step," you said as you crossed the floor toward him, your tone calm, precise, with the faint edge of authority you had learned to wield like a shield.
"I’m in the pocket," he countered, the corner of his mouth twitching. "You’re simply obsessed with clean lines."
"No, I’m obsessed with accuracy."
"Mm." He made a thoughtful sound, amused. "Is that what we’re calling it?"
You stopped in front of him. "Turn."
He obeyed—slowly, deliberately. As though he were indulging you. As though you had not earned his compliance.
You stepped into his space, eyes on his shoulders, fingers lifting to adjust the angle. The moment you touched him, everything shifted.
His muscles stilled beneath your hand. The air thickened. His breath caught, barely audible—but there. Real. Raw. You were too close. You could count the freckles scattered beneath his jaw, trace the curve of his smirk with your thumb if you dared.
"Like this," you said, your voice softening, almost in spite of yourself. Your fingers guided his arm upward. "Not down. It ruins the symmetry."
You anticipated a nod. Silence. Deference.
Instead, his gaze dropped to your hand. Then lifted to meet yours. His lips parted, just enough to be dangerous.
"Are you always this hands-on with the others?" he asked, his voice low and curling.
Your fingers twitched. You pulled away like he had scorched you.
He turned to face you fully, his expression unchanged—confident, calculating, unreadable.
"Go on," he said. "Correct me again."
The words were a dare.
An invitation.
A spark held too close to dry kindling.
Your pulse quickened. Your mouth dried.
"Keep pushing me," you murmured, almost without thinking. "See what happens."
He stepped forward, gaze unwavering.
"I am."
You held his stare.
And for a moment—just a single, suspended second—he believed you would retreat. That you would fall into old patterns: step away, bite your tongue, pretend this was not a game you both played in heat and proximity.
But not this time.
This time, you lifted your chin, voice cool and unwavering. “Is it attention you want that badly, Chan? Fine. Let’s correct the entire routine.”
You stepped forward with deliberate poise.
His eyebrows rose—barely—but the subtle arch was all the proof you needed. A hairline fracture in that maddening self-assurance.
You reached for his wrist, adjusting it into the proper position—higher, tighter, until the tension rippled through his forearm. Satisfaction bloomed in your chest at the way his breath hitched, ever so slightly. Your other hand swept across the line of his back, palms pressing flat, coaxing his shoulders into symmetry with a precision born of practiced control.
“You’re slouching,” you murmured, your tone featherlight and biting.
“I’m relaxed,” he replied, tone casual, though his posture betrayed him.
“Wrong energy.”
You moved behind him, fingers barely skimming the plane of his spine as you traced a slow descent. He stiffened beneath your touch, every muscle drawn taut, as though your proximity alone threatened to unravel him. You paused at his hips, nudging them into alignment, the silence between you swelling with something unspeakably charged.
“You like giving orders, do you?” he muttered, the words caught between a breath and a challenge.
“Only when people fail to listen.”
His head turned slightly, gaze sliding to meet yours over his shoulder. His eyes had darkened, that lazy grin now replaced by something sharper. Edged. Curious.
“Is that why you keep touching me?”
You offered a smile—sweet, sharp, devastating.
“Would you prefer I simply tell you that you’re wrong?”
And then—purposefully—you let your hands fall from him, slow and final, the ghost of your touch lingering even as you stepped away.
“Your choice, Chan,” you said with a shrug, voice dripping with implication. “Keep testing me. I don't mind showing you exactly what you can’t get away with.”
The atmosphere shifted.
His breath caught.
That ever-present smirk faltered.
And for the first time since he arrived, he remained completely still.
Throughout the rest of practice, he listened.
Not perfectly. Not without that trademark insolence glinting in the curve of his mouth or the flick of his gaze. But he listened.
Because now, he knew what it cost not to.
Every cue you gave, he followed—sharp, fluid, intentional. Every correction you made, he absorbed without a word. You watched him from the corner of your eye, and it infuriated you just how good he looked when he was focused. How easily he slipped into that quiet dominance, body cutting through the choreography like he was born to lead.
And still—you felt it.
The shift.
With every pass, the space grew tighter, the air more fraught. Every glance he threw your way bore a weight it had not held before—no longer teasing, no longer smug.
Something else had taken its place.
Something coiled. Waiting.
At one point, you reached for your water bottle and caught him watching you through the mirror—openly, steadily, unflinching. He made no effort to look away.
You raised a brow.
He licked his lower lip—slow, subtle—and exhaled the softest laugh. The sound was quiet, but it struck you like a match dragged across dry kindling.
It lingered between you. That laugh. That look. That dare.
By the time the last beat dissolved into silence, your pulse thundered in your throat, your skin overheated—not from exertion, but from him. From the unbearable presence of him, the pressure that never eased.
You knelt to unplug the speaker, sweat cooling against your spine. You never heard his footsteps—only felt the warmth of his approach, the charged silence that always accompanied him when he drew too close.
His voice came low. Measured. Dangerous.
“You push harder when you are flustered.”
You rose slowly, subconsciously standing just a little too close for professionalism. “And you make more mistakes when you want attention.”
He smiled—barely. But it was different now. The mischief was muted. The darkness had settled in. He leaned even closer to your face, mere centimetres away by now.
The proximity sent your brain into haywire—was he about to kiss you?
Then, he broke the silence softly—almost like a secret—
“So what happens when we slip?”
Your breath caught.
He did not wait for a reply. He turned and walked away, towel slung over his shoulder, leaving nothing behind but the echo of his actions and the heat it carved into your chest.
You lasted four minutes.
Four long minutes of stretching, of pretending to cool down, of rationalizing your stillness in an empty room now thick with unsaid things. You told yourself you were being responsible. That this was routine.
You waited for him to return, to shut up your flustered little brain with his lips, like he threatened to do before he left. But, the doorway remained empty. So, you went after him.
The hallway outside was dim, lit only by vending machines and flickering overhead lights. You found him by some lockers, shirt clinging to his back, head bent as he scrolled through his phone like nothing had happened.
Your voice cut through the quiet.
“You always walk away like that?”
He looked up—slowly. No trace of surprise. Just a small flicker of something that told you he expected this. Maybe even wanted it.
“That a complaint?” he asked.
You gave a half-shrug. “Doesn’t feel like your style to run.”
He offered a lazy smile, but his eyes were sharp beneath it. “I wasn’t running.”
“Could’ve fooled me.”
There was a pause then. Something softer. And when he spoke again, it came quieter. “You followed me.”
The air changed again, heavier now, suspended in a silence that could shatter with one wrong word.
You took a step closer.
His eyes tracked the movement—first your mouth, then your hands, then back again.
“You keep starting things you don’t finish,” you said, your voice low.
He tilted his head, gaze steady. “And what exactly is it you want me to finish?”
You let the question settle for a breath. “Pick one.”
His jaw clenched—subtle but telling. You saw the moment something inside him shifted, his control fraying at the edges.
“You really want me to finish something?” His voice dropped, warmer now, tinged with restraint.
“I want you to stop pretending this isn’t real,” you said, barely more than a breath. “Whether you act on it or not, stop playing like it isn’t there.”
He stepped forward, closing the space between you. Still not touching. But the pressure of his presence was overwhelming.
“Then tell me,” he whispered. “Which one do you want?”
And God help you—you could not tell if he meant the choreography or the almost-kiss.
But either answer would be dangerous.
And either way, you were about to find out.
You said nothing. You had no need to.
Because something in him changed. His gaze dropped to your mouth—and stayed there. Your breath stuttered, heat washing over your skin.
He moved closer.
Not boldly. Not recklessly. Just—closer. Deliberate. His hand lifted, hovered near your jaw, fingers twitching as though asking permission he would not voice.
Your lips parted. Not in invitation. In instinct.
You did not lean in.
But your eyes flicked to his mouth—and that was all it took.
He leaned forward.
Just enough for your foreheads to brush.
Your breath mingled. His hand found your waist, not with confidence, but with care—uncertain, hesitant, like the moment might collapse beneath the weight of it.
You tilted your head, just enough for the moment to turn.
And then—
The door swung open.
Footsteps. A voice, casual and unaware: “Yo, Channie—manager’s looking for—oh. Uh..”
You broke apart as though scalded.
His hands dropped. You stumbled back. Blood roared in your ears, a deafening rush of shame and unspent want. Chan cleared his throat, turning away as if to hide what could not be hidden.
“Right,” he muttered. “Coming.”
The third voice mumbled an apology and disappeared.
And what followed was silence.
Not the charged kind. The kind that ruins everything.
Neither of you spoke at first. You didn’t even look at each other.
But as he reached for his bag, something passed between you—unspoken, trembling.
“I wasn’t going to do anything,” he said quietly.
You nodded. “Me neither.”
A beat passed.
Then the faintest, wryest smile. “We’re such liars.”
You said nothing, you just watched him walk away for the second time.
But this time, the tension did not dissipate, it settled. Sank deep into your bones.
Waiting. Waiting for the next time. The inevitable. Not if.
When.
The next time you encountered him, it was in another studio. The mirrors were unfamiliar, the playlist unfamiliar still, yet the weight beneath your skin remained unchanged. A pressure that had not dulled, only shifted—waiting. You had arrived early, already moving through stretches when he stepped in. Earlier than usual. Deliberate, perhaps. His gaze found yours too quickly, and for the briefest of moments, both of you froze, suspended in the remnants of memory. The lockers. The breathless hush of almost. The air between mouths that had nearly touched.
But no words acknowledged it.
“Morning,” he offered with the kind of ease that could only be forced, lifting one arm to stretch overhead, voice deliberately light.
“You’re on time,” you replied, nonchalant.
“Trying to be good.”
Your eyes flicked toward him, measuring.
His smile curved, laced with implication. “For now.”
Electricity pulsed between you—not overt, not overwhelming, but coiled tightly beneath the surface, waiting for friction. You chose silence, turning toward the speaker as though the task of finding a track demanded all of your focus. In truth, your hands betrayed you, trembling faintly with the effort it took to maintain distance.
The music began. The session commenced. But the silence between the beats—between the counts—spoke louder than anything the speakers delivered.
Every motion you made was shaped by awareness. His presence carved itself into your periphery, every mirrored movement sending subtle tremors down your spine. When your rhythms aligned, when his shadow stretched too close behind you, it no longer felt like mere choreography. It felt deliberate. Intimate. Dangerous.
He slipped once, losing half a beat on a glide. Your eyes met his in the mirror, and the atmosphere shifted. That heat—undeniable and hungry—returned with a vengeance.
You were the one who looked away first this time, though only just. And yet, before the song had finished its final measure, you reached for the speaker—only to find him behind you once again. Not touching. Merely present. His breath a soft warmth against your neck, the scent of sweat and something inherently him clouding your thoughts.
“Still correcting me?” he murmured, voice pitched low, brushing the back of your mind like velvet dragged slow.
You did not turn. “Do you still require correction?”
There was a pause—barely a breath—before he answered, quieter still. “Perhaps.”
Then, as though his nearness had not unraveled the composure you fought to maintain, he turned away, towel in hand, a ghost of a smile curving his lips. He left you standing there, the ache blooming inside your chest like a bruise kissed too many times.
And this time—this time—you cursed him, because it had been you who wanted to close the space. You who ached to kiss him first.
It began with a glance. He was mid-step, face composed, body fluid—until your gaze found his in the mirror once again, and you gifted him a smile far too knowing, slow and sweet, laced with an innocence you did not possess. He faltered, missing his mark by a fraction of a second.
“Too early,” you noted smoothly, your tone silk and challenge in equal measure as you crossed the studio floor. “Again.”
He cleared his throat, gave a terse nod, and reset his posture. He did not meet your gaze this time. Did not dare.
The music restarted, but you no longer danced. Instead, you circled. A quiet predator draped in calm, arms crossed, watching him with all the patience of something waiting to strike. He held steady, but you saw it—the tension in his shoulders, the way his jaw clenched slightly each time your footsteps drifted too close behind him.
You waited.
You let the chorus build.
And then you moved.
When he turned, you were there—too close again, and yet not touching, until your hand rose with precision to adjust the angle of his posture. The movement echoed your earlier correction, but this time your fingers lingered. They traced the length of his forearm, slow and deliberate, pausing at his wrist before gliding upward again, your eyes never leaving his.
“Better,” you murmured, your breath teasing the edge of his skin. “I hadn’t expected you to be so obedient.”
His breath caught—a shallow hitch—and you watched the restraint tighten across his brow.
“You like it when I touch you, don’t you?”
He tried to laugh, but the sound caught, strangled by the atmosphere. “Don’t start something you won’t finish.”
You stepped in until your chest nearly brushed his, your gaze heavy-lidded, your voice a murmur blooming like smoke between you. “Who said I wouldn’t?”
His stare burned. His hands remained clenched at his sides, but his entire body trembled with the effort to remain still.
And then you touched his chest—once, lightly, a single mocking tap over the steady thrum of his heartbeat. “Start again.”
He did not move immediately.
You saw the conflict in him, the tension that curled like a storm behind his eyes, the desire barely restrained. He waited. He wanted.
And in that hesitation, you knew you had won.
Because this time, he had no words.
This time, it was him left breathless.
You continued, unabated.
The lingering touches, the glances heavy with implication, the murmured suggestions veiled in choreographic critique—each one became more deliberate, more artfully placed. A calculated seduction cloaked in professionalism. And he? He accepted it all in stride. A faint smirk here, a deeper inhale there. But he never rose to the bait. Never stumbled. Never retaliated.
So you pressed further.
During a lull—water break, bodies gleaming with effort—you leaned casually against the far wall, the curve of your hip framed in sunlight spilling through the studio window. You sipped slowly from your bottle, letting the straw linger between your lips, tongue brushing it just so. A test.
He looked.
This time, he did not smile.
Instead, he walked toward you—unhurried, unflinching, and terrifyingly assured. Each step reverberated like a silent countdown. You straightened, half-formed wit on your tongue, some flirty retort meant to reestablish the upper hand—but you never spoke it. He reached you first.
One hand braced against the wall beside your head, grounding you in place with a subtle dominance that stole your breath. The other hand lifted, slow, deliberate, until his fingers curled beneath your chin. Gentle, yet inescapable, he tilted your face upward, commanding your gaze with nothing but touch.
His eyes were not cold—but they were unreadable. Deep and calm, like a still ocean hiding a storm just beneath the surface.
“You finished?” he asked, voice low and unshaken.
Your stomach dropped, heat coiling in its place. “What?” you whispered.
“Playing.”
You blinked, feigned confusion. “I wasn’t—”
“Don’t lie to me.”
His grip did not tighten, but it also did not relent. His thumb traced lightly along the line of your jaw, as though mapping it to memory—or warning.
“You’re charming when you tease,” he murmured, the edge of a smile tugging at his lips, though it held no mirth. Only precision. “But don’t forget what could happen when I stop indulging you.”
Your breath caught. Blood surged, dizzy and hot beneath your skin.
He studied you like a man memorizing a work of art—one he intended to wreck, piece by piece. His voice remained smooth, but it darkened, dipping into something far more dangerous.
“You believe you’re in control here?” His smile sharpened, languid and lethal. “Princess, I’ve only allowed you to think so.”
Then he leaned in—not enough to kiss, not quite. But his breath caressed your skin, hot and deliberate, brushing your ear like a secret.
“You want to be a brat? Go on, be my guest,” he breathed. “Just remember—”
He withdrew, slowly, his gaze sweeping you from head to toe with devastating intention.
“Brats get handled.”
And then he stepped back. Casual. Composed. As if he had not just stolen every shred of power from your body and left it trembling in your veins.
You remained there—motionless, lips parted, heart thrumming in your throat. Breathless, undone.
You knew, then. The game had shifted.
The next round?
You would not be the one in control.
But you did not stop. Even after that moment at the wall—after the words that laced threat with promise, after the heat of his breath echoing in your skin like a burn—you could not seem to stop. Perhaps it was the way he looked at you now, gaze simmering with warning and anticipation, like a man one heartbeat away from devouring. Perhaps it was the thrill—the exquisite danger of pushing too far, too fast, too close.
But today, he was done playing.
Today, he struck the match.
You had been playing a dangerous game—one step too close, one brush too many, your body skimming his in a way that most certainly did not belong to the choreography. And he saw it. Saw you smirk at your own boldness in the mirror.
That was all it took.
The music cut, abrupt and echoing in the sudden hush that followed. The studio stilled. Heads lifted. A few half-smiles, expecting a correction, perhaps even a teasing remark.
But he did not joke.
He turned to you. “Come here.”
Your stomach turned over at the sound of it—low, commanding, unmistakable. You hesitated, just long enough to register your heartbeat climbing.
“I said—” His tone sharpened. He snapped his fingers, pointed to the floor in front of him with infuriating precision. “Come. Here.”
You moved, pulse thudding like thunder in your ears.
He did not touch you. Not at first. He circled you slowly, like a thought forming in real time, eyes raking over your frame with unnerving composure. And then, he began to correct.
His hand settled at your hip, adjusting the tilt with a firm, measured push. His palm rose to your arm, guiding it upward, fingers splayed just wide enough to graze the sensitive space below your ribs. He stepped in closer, lifted your chin with a single knuckle—not gently, not cruelly, but with a control that brokered no disobedience.
He said nothing.
Not until he stood behind you, breath whispering against your ear like silk edged in flame.
“You want to be a brat?” he murmured. “Very well.”
His hands did not wander—they instructed. They placed. They demanded.
“You will hold this form. You will listen. And if you test me again—”
He leaned in, just close enough for the strength in your knees to falter.
“—I’ll deal with you in private.”
And then he stepped away. As though the warning had never left his lips. As though he had not just carved a promise into your spine with the threat of restraint.
You remained where he placed you—locked in position, every nerve alight, throat tight with anticipation.
And from that moment forward?
You behaved. But it was not fear that tethered your obedience.
It was desire.
After the rehearsal had concluded, you gathered your things in silence, though every motion, every breath, was steeped in tension. You felt his presence behind you like heat radiating from a fire you refused to face. Each glance toward the mirror caught his reflection—poised, dispassionate, but never inattentive.
He was watching.
Waiting.
Your steps carried you to the smaller practice room—the one without windows, the one with a door that locked. You stepped inside. The door closed behind you with a soft, decisive click.
You did not need to turn.
He followed. Still, he did not speak.
He moved toward you with the same deliberate calm, the air between you darkening, thickening, drawing tight around your throat. His eyes raked over your body—not with lust, but with intent. Calculation. Possession.
“You don’t listen,” he said, his voice quiet, surgical in its stillness.
You did not reply.
“You flirt. You provoke. You test.”
He stopped in front of you.
“And when I warn you?”
You glanced at his lips, unthinking.
His hand snapped to your jaw—not violently, but with unwavering dominance—redirecting your gaze back to his with a pressure that brooked no defiance.
“You smile.”
The silence that followed was suffocating.
Then, without ceremony, he leaned in. His lips did not find yours. Instead, they brushed your cheek—deliberate, lingering. A claim, not a kiss.
“You wanted this,” he whispered, voice deep enough to tremble through your bones. “Every little stunt. Every subtle touch. Every glance.”
He pulled back, just enough to study your expression.
“You wanted to be handled. Is that right?”
You swallowed. “Yes.”
His smile returned, slow and devastating.
“Then put your hands behind your back.”
Your breath stilled.
“Now.”
And you obeyed.
The moment your wrists crossed behind you, he moved—swift, precise. One hand gripped your hip, dragging your body flush to his. The other tangled in your hair, firm but controlled, tilting your head until your throat bared for him.
“You don’t speak unless I say so,” he growled, voice rich with heat and power. “You don’t move unless I command it.”
A kiss, featherlight, brushed just beneath your ear.
“And you don’t come until I allow it.”
You shuddered.
He felt it. Smiled.
“Good,” he murmured against your skin. “Lesson begins now, right?”
His fingers tightened in your hair—not cruelly, but with authority. A signal. A seal.
You nod meekly in answer.
He tilted your head just enough to force your gaze to his, his thumb ghosting along your jaw with a delicacy that belied the command in his posture. His eyes locked to yours—unchanging, fathomless, a storm beneath glass.
“Words.”
“Yes,” you whisper.
He studies you for a moment longer, then releases your hair with a final stroke and began pacing behind you. Slow. Silent.
You did not turn to look. The weight of his eyes was too heavy to bear.
You felt him instead—circling, appraising, plotting every step like a predator does when they know the prey cannot go anywhere.
Then, without warning, his voice unfurled at your ear—low, deliberate, velvet-wrapped steel.
“Take off your jacket.”
You obeyed. Fingers trembling slightly, you slid the fabric from your shoulders. Slowly. Precisely. Offering him the ritual of your submission with each inch revealed.
He didn’t move to help. Didn’t lift a hand to touch.
Just watched.
When it fell to the floor in a soft rustle, he made a sound—deep and approving, barely more than a hum.
“Good girl.”
The words landed like fire in your chest.
“Now,” he murmured, “come here.”
You stepped forward, heart caught in your throat. But before you could close the distance, he halted you with a hand at your hip. His grip was firm—anchoring, possessive. You felt the shape of his restraint pressed against your body, his power held tightly in check.
Still, he did not kiss you.
Instead, his palm slid upward, trailing the curve of your waist with exquisite slowness, watching your eyes as if waiting for the moment they’d break.
“You know what I want?”
You shook your head, breath caught in your lungs.
His fingertips ghosted along the edge of your waistband—just enough to tease, never enough to give.
“I want to hear you beg.”
Your breath stuttered. But before you could speak, his smile curved—dangerous.
“Not yet.”
Then suddenly—motion. Heat. Pressure.
His hands closed around your hips, lifting you as if you weighed nothing. He placed you on the table’s edge, the wood cool and unyielding beneath your thighs. He spread your knees, stepping into the space he now owned like he’d claimed it by right.
His mouth brushed your cheek. Barely there.
“You’ve been restless all week,” he murmured, breath hot and intimate. “Acting out. Testing limits. All so I’d give you this.”
“I—” you started, but your voice came out as a whisper, shaky and small.
His hand slid beneath your shirt, knuckles trailing your spine, an ache of contact that never satisfied—too light, too brief, too intentional.
“Quiet,” he said, voice like silk drawn tight. “You don’t speak unless I say.”
You nodded.
He clicked his tongue softly. “Still not listening.”
Then his mouth descended on your throat—not with tenderness, but with claim. Each kiss dragged, teased, taunted. He pulled soft, involuntary sounds from you—gasps that dared to break past your lips before you swallowed them down.
His hand dipped lower, brushed between your thighs—once. Barely.
Your body jerked forward, instinct chasing what it needed.
Immediately, he withdrew.
“Don’t,” he growled—low, sharp, searing. “Do. Not. Move.”
You froze. Eyes wide. Breath stalled.
He waited until the tremble settled in your legs, then tilted his head with that maddening smirk.
“I thought you wanted to be good.”
“I do,” you said, the words spilling out, hoarse and needy.
“Then prove it.”
And with that, he stepped back—not to leave you, not to show mercy, but to begin.
To take his time.
To teach you exactly what it meant to fall apart at the hands of someone who delighted in denying you everything until you earned it.
He returned to that maddening rhythm—touching, teasing, coaxing you to the precipice only to steal it away with surgical precision. Again. And again. Each retreat more cruel than the last. Each denied high a blade across your nerve endings.
Your thighs trembled, the ache blooming into something unbearable, your lips parting in a silent plea you no longer knew how to suppress.
His mouth traced your collarbone like a secret he’d memorized. Up the delicate slope of your throat, across your jaw—each kiss a promise without fulfillment, a cruelty dressed in velvet.
Still, he didn’t kiss you.
Still, he withheld.
“You feel that?” he murmured, voice a warm breath against your skin, fingers pressing almost—almost—to where you burned for him.
You nodded, a frantic gasp caught in your throat, a tremor running through you like lightning.
But he only leaned closer, his voice dropping to a whisper edged with wickedness.
“Not even close to earning it yet.”
Then—emptiness.
He stepped back, stripping you of warmth, of touch, of relief. You were left gasping, trembling, hands clenched in the fabric of your shirt like you might come apart if you let go.
His smile as he watched you was both tender and merciless—beautiful and brutal.
“You’ll beg soon,” he said, voice like a verdict.
And then, to your disbelief, he turned.
Walked to the other side of the room with unhurried grace. Dragged a chair across the floor, the sound scraping through the silence like a dare. He sat—legs spread, arms folded, gaze fixed on you with the full weight of his dominance.
“Try again,” he said. “From the top.”
Because this wasn’t indulgence.
This wasn’t even pleasure.
This was a lesson—and you, trembling and undone, were the student.
The chair groaned beneath him as he leaned back—composed, commanding. He looked relaxed, leisurely, like a man with all the time in the world.
But you knew better.
His eyes were sharp—cut-glass cold. Unforgiving. Watching not just your body, but the unraveling of your will. He wasn’t waiting.
He was watching you fall. A performance, a masterpiece in the making.
A slow, sweet descent into obedience.
You were still trembling—perched on the edge, slick and aching, every nerve a livewire. Jaw set tight, lips parted, your whole body strung taut with need. And still, you did not move.
Not until he allowed it.
His voice slid into the silence like silk over a blade.
“Go on,” he said, low and unhurried. “Beg.”
You blinked, your breath catching, heart stuttering like it had forgotten how to beat.
“What… what do you want me to say?”
That earned you a slow, dangerous smile.
“I want you to admit it. Tell me what you need.”
The silence stretched. Heavy. Punishing. You swallowed.
“I… I need you to touch me.”
He hummed—displeased. Like that wasn’t enough.
“You’ll need to do better than that.”
Your hands clenched into trembling fists. Your voice, when it came again, was louder. Frantic.
“Please. Please—just touch me. I need—”
He leaned forward just enough to steal your breath.
“That what all this attitude was about? All week?” he asked. “Pushing buttons, playing games—just to fall apart at my feet?”
Shame flared hot across your cheeks, but you nodded. The truth clung to you like heat, undeniable.
“Say it,” he ordered.
Your throat worked. You were already breathless.
“I want to come for you,” you whispered.
His smile sharpened, cruel and beautiful.
“And why should I let you?”
“I can’t think—I can’t breathe—” The words tumbled out in broken pieces. “I’ve been aching since you walked in—I need you to take it—I’ll be good, I swear—please, please—”
And then he moved.
Two strides. A fist in your hair. He tilted your head up, forcing your eyes to his.
“You’ll be good?” he growled.
“Yes.”
“You’ll listen?”
“Yes—yes, I promise—”
“No more bratty little stunts unless I ask for them?”
“God, yes—please—”
His mouth descended on yours in a brutal kiss—hot and claiming, teeth and tongue, a devouring hunger unleashed. His hands gripped you everywhere—commanding, unrelenting—like your pleading had finally torn the leash from his restraint.
And then he pressed you to the mirrored wall. One hand slipped between your thighs, the other pinned your wrists high above your head.
He smiled.
“There she is,” he murmured, reverent and wrecking.
And you broke.
Not from the touch itself, but from what it meant—that he had made you wait for it. That you had earned this.
He kissed you like he had starved for it. No space. No mercy. Just his mouth consuming yours, swallowing every whimper, every gasp. One hand fisted in your shirt, the other tracing fire between your legs—not teasing this time.
This time, it was real.
Your hips jolted forward, seeking more, but he pulled back—just a hair.
“Don’t,” he said, voice razor-sharp. “You begged to be good. Be good.”
You froze. Your whole body trembling in the silence that followed.
His smile was maddening.
And then he moved again.
His fingers pressed between your thighs—deep, slow, deliberate strokes over fabric. Not fast. Not generous. Just enough to have you writhing, your hands twitching in his grip.
“Still,” he reminded.
You obeyed. Barely.
His mouth traveled down your neck—biting, soothing, leaving traces only he would know were there.
“I could keep you like this all night,” he murmured. “Dripping, trembling, obedient. Until you forget everything except how to beg.”
You whimpered—weak, wrecked.
His fingers circled your clit again, slow and torturous.
“You’d let me, wouldn’t you?” he whispered. “Let me take you apart. Piece by perfect piece.”
“Yes,” you breathed. “Please—”
“Then ask.”
“Please… let me come.”
He stilled.
And smiled.
“Good girl.”
Then everything changed.
He slipped beneath your waistband, found you bare, drenched, desperate. Two fingers pushed deep, curling just right, sending shockwaves down your spine. You cried out, your body arching, but he held you fast—his strength the only anchor in the storm.
“You hear yourself?” he growled, mouth against your ear. “So fucking loud. So needy. You were made for this.”
He moved with purpose now—no longer denying, but delivering. Each thrust of his fingers uncoiled something unbearable inside you. His mouth was at your neck again, claiming every sound, every twitch, every unraveling breath.
“You take it so well,” he whispered. “Fucking perfect.”
Your body tightened—hips trembling, core clenching around him.
“Say it,” he commanded. “Who do you come for?”
“You,” you gasped. “You—Chan, fuck—please—”
“Then come.”
And you did.
With a cry that shattered the silence. Your body convulsed, clinging to him, coming apart in his hands while he whispered you through it, holding you like something precious. Reverent. Relentless.
“That’s it,” he breathed. “That’s my girl.”
Your vision blurred. Your limbs trembled. But he didn’t stop.
He slipped his fingers free—wet, glistening. He moved to hold them up to your mouth.
“Open.”
You obeyed wordlessly, to which he slid them past your lips, watching as you sucked yourself clean, dazed and undone.
“That’s right,” he whispered, “You’re all mine.”
And then—he lifted you.
A gasp escaped before you could stop it, air rushing from your lungs as the ground disappeared. Your arms wrapped around his shoulders, legs instinctively circling his waist. His grip was firm, assured—like he’d done this a thousand times in the dark of his mind. He carried you like you weighed nothing, then lowered you into the chair with reverence, like he was crowning you, before sinking to his knees between your spread thighs.
“You don’t get to stop now,” he murmured, dragging you forward until you were right where he wanted. “I decide when you’re done.”
You barely managed a nod before his mouth was on you.
His tongue moved slowly—devastatingly—like he intended to savor every inch, like you were something forbidden he’d finally been allowed to taste. He licked into you with aching patience, moaning against your soaked skin, hands gripping your thighs with a possessive edge as he opened you wider, held you still.
You tried to shift.
He growled.
“Still,” he ordered.
A whimper rose from your throat.
He only smiled, smug and sinful, and kept going—flicking the tip of his tongue over your clit until your eyes rolled back, sucking you softly until you cried out, until your legs trembled around his head and tried to close. He forced them open again with a harsh squeeze, unrelenting.
“No running.”
And then you shattered—quick, brutal, your climax torn from you in a sob that barely sounded human.
But he didn’t stop.
Didn’t pause.
He kept licking, mouth locked to your heat, tongue dragging through your second orgasm as it surged up behind the first—hot and helpless, tearing through you as your body arched, your fingers twisted in his hair, and your voice broke on his name.
When you finally slumped, boneless and breathless, reaching for him with a wrecked sort of need, he rose.
Unbuckled.
His cock was flushed, hard, slick with precum as he stroked himself lazily, watching you with a hunger that made your knees shake all over again.
“Get on my lap,” he said, voice dark velvet—an order barely veiled in honey.
Your breath hitched, heart pounding against your ribs as you obeyed, your limbs moving on instinct alone. You climbed into his arms with a quiet gasp, thighs trembling as they slid around his waist. His hands guided you with slow precision, anchoring your hips as he settled you astride him. The chair groaned beneath the shift of weight, wood creaking with every motion like it, too, was aware of what was about to happen.
“Take it,” he murmured, eyes burning.
Your fingers trembled as they slipped between your bodies, wrapping around his cock—hot, heavy, slick with need. You guided him to your entrance, breath shallow as your body quivered with anticipation, still pulsing from the high he’d already coaxed from you.
You began to sink down—inch by inch, unbearably slow.
He filled you like fire—stretching you wide, pushing into the sensitive ache he’d left raw and wanting. The pressure stole your breath, your spine arching as you took more of him, your walls fluttering helplessly around the thick drag of him.
He didn’t help.
Didn’t thrust.
Didn’t move.
He just watched—utterly still beneath you, like a king on his throne, content to let his prize struggle to claim him. His hands rested on your hips, warm and commanding, but he offered no lift, no aid—only possession. His gaze tracked every twitch of your mouth, every tremor in your thighs, every desperate gasp you made as you worked to take all of him.
“You can take more,” he rasped, his voice jagged with restraint. “Be good for me. All the way.”
You whimpered, nearly undone by the fullness—the way he stretched you open, made you feel too much. But you didn’t stop. Couldn’t. Not with the way he was looking at you, like nothing had ever captivated him more.
Finally, with a trembling sob, you sank the last inch, until he was buried to the hilt—hot, thick, deep. Your body clenched, fluttering in overwhelmed surrender, your thighs quaking around him as you tried to breathe through it.
He didn’t move.
Just one large hand rose, slow and sure, to wrap around your throat—not tight, but claiming. He tilted your face up until your eyes met his.
“Now ride.”
You tried.
You set a rhythm—fragile, unsteady, the rise and fall of your body a stuttering dance over his cock. Each descent was a war against gravity and exhaustion, your slick walls dragging along his length in maddening friction. But your strength was spent, your body trembling from earlier pleasure, and your movements slowed with every pulse of overstimulation.
He watched you falter—watched the way your head dropped to his shoulder, your grip on him desperate and shaking.
And then he took over.
His grip on your hips turned unyielding, and he slammed you down onto him with brutal precision. His thrusts were deliberate—slow, devastating, designed not for pace but for impact. Each one drove up into you with a punishing force, making your eyes roll back as he filled you again and again, bottoming out so deep you saw stars.
“Still think you’re in charge?” he panted against your ear. “Still think you can tease me, push me, and not pay for it?”
You sobbed, lips parted, unable to form a single word as your next climax rushed toward you like a breaking wave.
He caught your face again, palm hot against your cheek, thumb dragging across your lower lip.
“Look at me,” he growled. “You’re gonna come again. On my cock. Right now.”
And you did.
Your body broke like glass—shattered and blinding and unbearable. Your head fell back, mouth open in a silent scream as you clenched hard around him, your walls fluttering in helpless spasms as pleasure exploded in white-hot waves through your core.
But he wasn’t done.
He held you there—crushed against his chest—and kept thrusting into you. His pace slowed, but the force remained—deep, relentless, possessive. He fucked you through the aftershocks, through the sobs, through the trembling collapse of your strength.
“I’m gonna fill you up,” he groaned, voice breaking. “So deep you’ll feel me dripping out of you every time you move. You’ll think of me every time your thighs press together.”
You clenched around him, broken by his words.
And it was enough.
He let out a guttural moan and buried himself to the base, spilling inside you with a shudder that rocked through both your bodies. His hips stilled, jaw clenched tight as warmth spread between your thighs, thick and hot and endless.
You collapsed against him.
Ruined.
Shaking.
His.
The silence that followed felt holy. Your breath came in broken exhales against his shoulder, your fingers tangled in the damp hair at the nape of his neck. His hand rubbed slow circles into your back, grounding you as you melted into him—sweat-slicked and spent.
“You alive?” he asked, his voice a rough whisper.
You nodded, the movement barely there. “Barely.”
He chuckled, low and tender. “Didn’t tap out. I’m impressed.”
“You didn’t let me,” you mumbled, lips brushing his skin.
“Of course not,” he said, mock-affronted. “You begged for this. Over and over.”
You groaned weakly, burying your face in his neck. He laughed again, thumb sliding beneath your chin to tilt your head.
“Hey,” he said gently. “Look at me.”
And his gaze—soft now, reverent—melted everything inside you.
“You okay?”
You nodded. “Really okay.”
“Good,” he murmured, and kissed you slowly. Like a thanks. Like a promise. Like a home.
Then—“Gonna have to carry you to the showers, aren’t I?”
You scowled. “I can walk.”
He arched a brow. “Is that so?”
You tried to shift—and winced.
His grin turned feral.
“Thought so,” he said smugly. “Guess I’ll have to take care of you. Again. What a burden.”
“You’re enjoying this way too much.”
“Obviously. You were such a brat. And now look at you—wrecked and clinging to me like I’m the only thing keeping you alive.”
You slapped his chest half-heartedly.
He caught your wrist, brought your fingers to his lips, and kissed them with mock solemnity.
“Don’t worry,” he whispered as he stood with you cradled in his arms. “I’ll deal with you properly once you’ve recovered.”
You blinked, dazed. “That wasn’t properly?”
His smirk darkened.
“Oh no, sweetheart,” he said, walking toward the showers. “That was just the start.”
You were curled against his chest, limbs boneless, body swaddled in the oversized hoodie he’d tugged over your head with gentle hands—still warm from him, still carrying the ghost of his cologne. That scent—clean, musky, unmistakably him—wrapped around you like second skin, grounding you in the aftermath.
A thick studio blanket had been pulled from the couch and thrown over both your bodies, tangled at your waists where your legs remained loosely knotted, thigh to thigh, hip to hip. The lights had been dimmed to a golden hush. Somewhere, the mirror still wore the breath of your bodies—fogged and glistening in the low light, like it remembered.
Everything was slow now. Quiet.
His fingers brushed idle shapes into your bare thigh, the pads of them warm and absentminded, like he couldn’t stop touching you, even when he had no destination in mind. His voice came low, laced with the softness of a man who'd thoroughly undone you, and was still basking in the afterglow of your ruin.
“You were good,” he murmured, tone deceptively casual. “Eventually.”
You huffed into his shoulder, lips twitching. “I tried.”
He hummed, thoughtful and amused, his lips brushing against your temple like punctuation.
“Next time,” he whispered, the words velvet and sin against your skin, “don’t make me work so hard.”
You smiled, eyes fluttering shut as you nestled closer into the cradle of his arms. “Where’s the fun in that?”
His chest rumbled with a deep, lazy laugh—content and unhurried—as he tilted his head and pressed a kiss to your hair.
“God,” he said, almost to himself, “you’re lucky I like you.”
A quiet grin curved your lips, full of warmth and weariness and something dangerously close to love.
“I know,” you whispered.
And then there was nothing but his steady heartbeat beneath your cheek, the rhythm of his breath against your back, and the comforting weight of his embrace as he held you there—tucked safely in the stillness, limbs entangled, skin to skin in the hush that followed the storm.
He did not speak again, he just kept holding you, as if he were protecting your tired form from the world outside his arms.
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PAIGE BUECKERS x FEM!READER
SYNOPSIS: A fall shattered her future, dreams slipping through trembling fingers—but in the quiet ache of recovery, love reveals itself. Not in grand gestures, but in the steady presence of Paige, who has always been home.
WARNING(S): -ish, angst ⋮ yelling ⋮ argument ⋮ ACL injury ⋮ pain ⋮ crying ⋮ reader feeling lost(ig) ⋮ kissing ⋮ fluffy towards the end ⋮ ACL recovery ⋮ friends to lovers ⋮ emotional ⋮ slow-burn(ish) ⋮ kind of shit writing :/ ⋮ i'm not sure if i'm missing anything...
WORD COUNT: 9.2k [Here's a pretty long one before I start writing the series <3]
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ONE SECOND, I WAS IN THE AIR—suspended between gravity and glory—the ball in my court, the championship within reach.
The lights above gleamed like stars, burning bright against the cavernous arena, the roar of the crowd swelling like a tidal wave, pushing me higher, willing me forward. 
Every muscle in my body coiled with purpose, years of training condensed into this single, breathless moment. This was for us. For my girls, who bled beside me in every grueling practice.
For coach, who shaped me from raw talent into something unstoppable. For every person who had ever screamed my name, believing I could be something more than just a player.
And then the next second, it was as if time twisted, crueling and unrelenting. 
Time did not just slow; it fractured. The moment of collision ripped through me like a lightning strike, sudden and merciless.
My body twisted midair, momentum stolen, limbs flailing before the ground rose up to meet me. But it wasn’t just a fall. It was a crash, a brutal, unforgiving descent into agony.
The court was not hardwood beneath me; it was steel, unrelenting, and I crumpled against it like a marionette with its strings cut. Pain detonated through my body—sharp, blinding, all-consuming. 
A firestorm in my knee, a searing knife twisting in my hip, a sickening pop I both heard and felt.
The scream ripped from my throat before I even realized I was the one making it, raw and jagged, swallowed by the gasps in the crowd, the shrill of the referee’s whistle, the frantic shouts of my teammates.
 But none of it was louder than the relentless pounding in my ears, the deafening rhythm of my own heartbeat, slamming against my ribs like it wanted out. This isn’t how it’s supposed to end.
Tonight was the night. One of the biggest games of the season–– the Big East Championship. The night we were supposed to take everything we had bled for and make it ours.
And yet—here I was. Not sprinting down the court, not lifting the trophy, not standing.
Just lying there, my fingers digging into the polished wood, as if I could anchor myself against the inevitable.
Something was wrong.
Something was very wrong.
The pain wasn’t fading. It was swelling, spreading, sinking into my bones like venom. My knee was twisted at an unnatural angle, the joint already ballooning, throbbing, pulsing with heat. My hip screamed in protest when I tried to move, sending shockwaves of white-hot agony racing up my spine. And then there was the fear—the cold, creeping dread settling in my chest, suffocating, paralyzing.
Because this wasn’t just a fall.
This was something worse.
Something that could rip basketball from my grasp. Forever.
The world around me blurred, colors bleeding together, faces twisting in and out of focus like smudged paint on a canvas.
My chest rose and fell in ragged, uneven breaths, my fingers twitching against the slick hardwood as if I could claw my way back to before. Before the fall. Before the pain.
Before the moment my entire world began to slip through my fingers like sand in an unforgiving tide.
A hand pressed against my shoulder—firm, steady, yet trembling at the edges.
Coach.
His voice was a muffled hum against the static in my ears, but I could hear the strain in it, the forced calm he was trying to wield like a shield. I didn’t need to see his face to know. 
He was scared.
I blinked hard, my vision swimming in and out of clarity, and through the overhead glare, I saw them. My team. My girls. Their faces frozen in horror, hands clasped over their mouths, eyes wide with something I had never seen in them before—helplessness. 
They were warriors, fighters, the kind of players who clawed and scraped and pushed through anything. But now, they stood frozen, as if moving might shatter what little hope remained.
The trainers were there now, speaking in hushed, urgent tones. Hands hovered over me, assessing, measuring, calculating the extent of what I already knew was devastating.
“Where does it hurt?” one of them asked, but it felt like a cruel joke.
Everywhere.
The answer sat heavy on my tongue, but I couldn’t force it past my lips. My knee throbbed violently, a deep, bone-deep ache that spread like wildfire, the joint swollen, stiff, unnatural.
My hip burned with a pain that rooted itself into my spine, anchoring me to the floor in agony. But worse than all of it—worse than the physical destruction—was the creeping, soul-crushing certainty that this was it.
This wasn’t just a sprain.
This wasn’t just another injury to ice and shake off.
This was something bigger. Something worse. Something that could take everything from me.
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to drown out the noise, the panic, the sheer, unbearable weight of it all. But I couldn’t ignore the way the stretcher was brought onto the court.
I couldn’t ignore the hush that fell over the crowd, the way thousands of voices had shrunk into silence, waiting, watching, knowing what I wasn’t ready to accept.
The trainers moved carefully, methodically, but even the slightest shift sent a fresh wave of agony rolling through me. I bit down hard, tasting copper, my nails digging into my palms, a futile attempt to ground myself in something other than the pain.
And then—Paige.
I didn’t see her at first. I felt her. The familiar presence before I even heard her voice. Then, suddenly, she was there, pushing past the others, dropping to her knees beside me, her fingers brushing against mine in a whisper of warmth. Her touch, the only thing in this moment that didn’t hurt.
Her eyes locked onto mine, stormy and wild, brimming with something fierce, something unbreakable.
“I’m here,” she breathed, voice tight, shaking. “I’ve got you.”
And for the first time since the fall, I let myself believe that maybe, just maybe, she did.
Her touch was a lifeline, delicate but unwavering, as if her fingers could draw the pain out of me, pull it from my skin like a curse unspoken.
I clung to her, the rhythm of her breath syncing with mine, a soft, fragile beat in the chaos of the world spinning around us. 
Her presence was the anchor in a sea of doubt, the only thing keeping me tethered to something solid, something real. But even that wasn't enough to quell the storm raging inside me.
"Hey," Paige whispered, her voice steady, but there was something raw underneath it, something jagged that cut through her carefully controlled words. "Look at me. You’re going to be ok, alright?" 
I could see the way her lips trembled, the way her hands were clenched tight around mine, as if she feared that if she let go, I might disappear. And in a way, I understood. Because in that moment, I felt like I was slipping.
Like the very core of me was being pulled apart, thread by thread, until I was nothing but a collection of broken dreams and what-ifs.
The stretcher came, the cold, unyielding metal frame beneath me sending a shiver through my body, and with it came the realization: this wasn’t a bruise I could ice away. This wasn’t a sprained ankle that would heal in a few weeks. 
The look in the doctor’s eyes when he glanced at me told me everything I needed to know.
They couldn’t say it yet, not with so many people watching, but I saw the truth there. A diagnosis, a future that wasn’t certain, a career that might slip away in a single, cruel breath.
“You’ll be alright,” I heard Paige say again, her voice barely a whisper, but it wrapped around me like a cloak, warm and tight.
The words burrowed deep inside me, sinking into the wound of my heart, and for a moment, I allowed myself to let go of the panic, of the fear that gnawed at the edges of my mind. 
For that fleeting moment, it was just the two of us, her breath mingling with mine, her presence filling the empty spaces where I used to believe in things like certainty and control.
I couldn’t feel my leg anymore, the numbness creeping in like the dark, but the pain in my chest—a hollow, aching emptiness—was enough to consume me whole. I had built my life on this game. 
On the rush of the court beneath my feet, on the ball in my hands, on the endless hours of practice, sweat, and sacrifice. And now, as I was lifted away from everything I had ever known, I wondered if I would ever feel whole again.
The stadium lights, once brilliant, now seemed like distant stars, fading and flickering as I was carried away, as if the universe itself were dimming in sympathy with the crushing weight on my soul. The cheering, once deafening, now felt like an echo from a life I could no longer touch. 
My dreams, so close they had once seemed within reach, were now drifting further away with every inch the stretcher moved.
But then, I felt her hand again, pressing against mine, warm and steady. Her fingers intertwined with mine, a promise, a tether to something I could still hold onto.
“We’ll figure this out,” she said, her voice strong now, like a steady current cutting through the storm. “You’re not alone in this. I’m right here.”
Her words were a balm to the raw, open wound inside me. But the truth was, no one could take away the fear. The cold, gnawing fear that my future in this game, the one thing I had known for so long, was slipping through my fingers like smoke.
I closed my eyes, my heart beating slow and heavy in my chest, and for the first time, I let myself lean into the warmth of Paige’s presence.
Her hand was the only thing that kept me from shattering, and in that brokenness, I allowed myself to believe—if only for a moment—that maybe, just maybe, I could rebuild.
We would rebuild. Together.
Together.
Togeth-
To-
“Y/N?” 
“Y/N.”
Paige’s voice slipped through the static, sharp enough to cut through the fog wrapped around my mind. My head felt heavy, thoughts sluggish and tangled, like a radio caught between frequencies—just white noise and fleeting, incoherent signals. 
I barely registered the crease in her brows, the slight part of her lips, the way she hovered, waiting.  
“I was asking what you wanted for dinner,” she repeated, her voice softer now, laced with something careful, something that tread lightly.  
Her words reached me slow, like sound traveling through water, distant and warped. 
My gaze flickered, landing on the deep blue of her eyes, then the soft parting of her lips. I caught the quick flick of her tongue, the way it glossed over her bottom lip before disappearing again. 
Something about the motion anchored me, pulling me just enough from the haze to remember I had to answer.  
I blinked. Tilted my head slightly.  
“Mexican— please.” The word tumbled out, weightless, thoughtless.  
Paige lingered, watching me, waiting for something more. I gave her nothing. Just turned back to the window, to the blurred streaks of streetlights smearing gold across the glass. 
The world outside moved, but I felt detached from it, like I was watching from behind some invisible barrier.  
She sighed. It was soft, almost imperceptible, but I caught it.  
She thought I was tired. Or maybe that’s just what she told herself.
Brent Faiyaz murmured through the speakers, his voice smooth, weaving into the quiet like silk. The hum of the car, the occasional flick of the turn signal—it all blended together, a background score to the silence stretching between us.  
Paige broke it first.  
“Talked to Macy today.” She kept her voice even, dipping her toes into cold water. Testing. “told me you made some pretty great progress at therapy.” 
A quick glance, then a nudge against my arm, something light, something meant to pull me in.  
I rolled my eyes instead. Kept them fixed on the moving world outside.  
I could feel her waiting. Expecting me to say something.  
I did.  
“What is this?” My voice came out flat, edged with something bitter. “You keeping tabs on me now? Counting my steps, measuring my progress? Waiting for me to finally catch up?” A dry, humorless laugh.
 “Bad news—I haven’t gone anywhere in the past 10 months.”  
The air in the car shifted. Grew heavier. Paige’s grip on the wheel tightened.  
“You know that’s not what I meant.”  
I didn’t respond. But my gaze—it drifted.
Down, down, to the brace wrapped around my right knee. The one I had worn like a second skin since the accident. 
The one that screamed at me every time I moved wrong. A reminder. A weight. A sentence I hadn’t been given the choice to serve.
My fingers curled into my palm, pressing deep, grounding myself in the sting. Paige noticed. She always noticed.  
Her eyes flicked toward me, then to my hands—tense, unmoving. Her right hand left the console, found mine, threading our fingers together with ease. Like it was natural.
It was.  
It had been, for a while now.  
"Hey," she murmured, softer this time. "Don't let yourself think that just because you hit a bump in the road, you don’t matter. Don’t—don’t ever let that shit get into your head, alright? Because you’re still in this, whether you think so or not." 
I swallowed, but it did nothing to loosen the knot in my throat.  
She didn’t get it.  
10 months. 10 months of feeling trapped in the same aching cycle. Wake up. Pain. PT. More pain. Nothing changed.
I had pushed, forced myself through every damn exercise, through every stretch, through every stair climbed and weight lifted. And still—I was stuck.  
It felt like being locked in a room with no doors, no windows. Just walls that kept closing in, pressing tighter, leaving just enough air to exist but never enough to breathe.  
And at night, when the world was quiet, when the weight of it all sank into my bones, I could still see it.  
The accident.
The moment my body folded wrong, the sickening pop, the way pain swallowed me whole before I even hit the ground.
The way the sky blurred—too bright, too vast—as the sounds of the game faded into white noise. Hands on me. Voices I couldn’t recognize. The panicked rush of the ambulance.  
The surgery.
Sterile lights. Cold air against my skin. A mask over my mouth, the slow, creeping pull of anesthesia dragging me under. Then—darkness.  
The first day of PT.
The first time I tried to move and failed. The sharp, unforgiving pain that shot through me like a live wire. The way my body refused to listen. The way my therapist had smiled at me, patient and kind, telling me it would take time. That it was a process. That I had to trust it.  
But trust was hard when every step felt like a battle I kept losing. 
Behind all of it, lurking beneath the surface, was something heavier. The articles. The ones that used to paint my story in bright, bold letters, capturing every slam dunk, every game-winner, every moment that made me feel like I was on top of the world.
 But now, they only reminded me of the cracks, the moments where I stumbled, where my body couldn’t keep up with the force of my ambition. 
The whispers. The ones that echoed in locker rooms, in hallways, in the stands. They used to ask when I’d get drafted, when I’d make it to the next level.
Now, they barely spoke my name. It was as if I was just a ghost on a paper trail, slowly fading away. 
The expectations.The ones that used to drive me, that pushed me harder, faster, until every second of the game felt like life or death.
Now, they were suffocating, bearing down on me, reminding me of what I was supposed to be, not what I had become.  
And underneath it all, the weight that felt the heaviest—the fear that I was being left behind. Everyone else was moving forward.Everyone else seemed to be finding their place, their rhythm, their future.
 But me? I was stuck in this moment, this place, where I didn’t matter anymore. 
I could feel it, like a knot in my chest. The chance to get drafted was no longer just a dream—it was a distant possibility I couldn’t touch. It felt like I was watching from the sidelines, a shadow on a game I used to play in.  
I couldn’t shake it. The thought that I was slipping through their fingers, just another name, another headline that would eventually fade into the past.
 Every time I closed my eyes, I saw them all moving forward, without me. 
I saw the clock ticking, louder and louder, as if it was counting down to a time when I was no longer relevant.
Paige’s thumb brushed against my knuckles, slow and steady, pulling me back to the present.  
“I know it’s been hard,” she murmured, voice threading through the quiet like the first crack of dawn against an endless night. “I know you feel stuck. But you’re not alone in this, Y/N/N. You never have been, and you never will be.”
Her words hung in the air, fragile, like the last leaves of autumn clinging to their branches before the wind came to take them.
I stared down at our joined hands, at the way her fingers curled around mine—gentle, warm, steady. A tether in the storm.
I wanted to believe her. God, I wanted to.
But belief was a fickle thing, slipping through my fingers like sand, impossible to grasp no matter how tightly I tried to hold on.
“Right,” I muttered, the word slipping past my lips, hollow, weightless. I exhaled slow, deep, as if trying to empty my lungs of something heavier than air—something that had settled deep inside me, thick and unmoving.
My teeth grazed the inside of my cheek, sharp against soft, the dull sting grounding me for just a moment. My jaw clenched, a quiet rebellion against the emotions pressing at the edges of my ribs, waiting to spill over.
Instead of letting them, I turned back toward the window, watching as the world blurred past in streaks of amber and shadow, a silent film playing at a speed I couldn’t match.
And then—her grip.
Slightly tighter. Once. Twice. Three times.
A rhythm. A pattern. A pulse against my skin.
She always did that. And I always wondered why.
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"You think this is just about your knee?" Geno’s voice cracked through the air like a gunshot, sharp and unforgiving. "No, kid. This is about you. About that damn wall you keep building between yourself and the game. Between yourself and the people trying to help you."
I sat there frozen, my pulse thrumming in my ears, my arms crossed so tight it felt like I was trying to hold myself together. His words struck like a match against dry wood, igniting something volatile inside me. 
My chest was tight, my jaw locked, my breathing uneven. I wanted to fight back, to tell him he didn’t understand, but I knew the second I opened my mouth, the weight of everything I’d been carrying would come spilling out.
"You don’t get it—"
"Oh, I get it just fine." Geno stepped closer, his presence towering, his voice like thunder rolling low in the distance, a storm waiting to break. "You’re pissed. You’re frustrated. You feel like the universe dealt you a bad hand, and now you gotta crawl your way back to where you were. And instead of taking the help, instead of trusting the process, you’re making it harder for yourself."
The air felt thin, my lungs refusing to expand fully. My fingers dug into my arms, nails pressing crescent moons into my skin. I needed to hold on to something, anything, before I shattered.
"You think I want to be like this?" My voice came out sharp, like broken glass, words slicing at the edges of my teeth. "You think I want to wake up every damn day feeling like I’ve lost everything? That I have to fight just to move like I used to? To watch everyone else move forward while I’m stuck in the same place?"
I was unraveling, the seams fraying, every emotion I had buried beneath exhaustion and frustration clawing its way to the surface.
Geno let out a slow breath, measured, but his gaze stayed locked on mine, unyielding. "No one’s saying it isn’t hard, Y/N. But you? You’re the one making it unbearable."
The words slammed into me like a body check. I flinched—barely—but he caught it. He always did.
"You think the weight of all this is yours to carry alone, but it’s not. You have people who want to help you, who believe in you, who see more in you than just this injury. But instead of trusting them, instead of trusting yourself, you’re shutting down. You’re keeping yourself in this prison of doubt and anger, and the only one suffering for it is you."
My vision blurred for a split second—not with tears, but with the sheer force of everything I’d been trying to suppress.
The articles. The scouts. The draft. The future I had spent my entire life chasing, now dangling just out of reach, taunting me.
Because what if I never reached it?
What if I clawed my way through the pain, through the rehab, through every grueling day of physical therapy—only to come up short?
The thought had been haunting me for months, a quiet, insidious whisper in the back of my mind.
What if you never get back to who you were?
What if you’re just… done?
I swallowed hard, the lump in my throat thick and immovable. "It’s not that easy."
Geno’s expression softened for a fraction of a second before the steel returned, unwavering. "No. It’s not. But you’re making it impossible."
The silence between us was thick, weighted with everything left unsaid. I could still hear the echoes of that moment—the sharp crack of impact, the way the world had wrenched sideways as I hit the ground. 
The crowd’s roar had died in an instant, replaced by a suffocating stillness, a beat of eerie quiet before panic surged through the air.
I could still see the blur of the stretcher, the sterile white of the hospital room, the forced smiles on my parents’ faces—strained, trembling at the edges, unable to mask the fear in their eyes.
I could still feel it.
All of it.
And the worst part? It hadn’t stopped feeling like that moment.
Like I was still on the ground. Still watching everything I had worked for slip through my fingers.
Suddenly the air in Geno’s office felt suffocating, thick with the weight of words I wasn’t ready to hear.
The walls felt closer than they should have, the fluorescent light above casting a harsh glare over the desk between us.
"You don’t understand," I whispered once more, my voice barely there, fragile like glass threatening to shatter under pressure.
Geno tilted his head slightly, his gaze steady, unrelenting. "Then make me." His voice was quieter now, but no less firm. "Or better yet, make yourself get it. Because if you don’t? If you keep fighting the wrong battle, Y/N?"
He shook his head once, slow and deliberate, letting the silence stretch between us like a chasm. "You’ll lose before you even step back on that court."
And that—that—was the part that scared me the most.
Because deep down, I knew he was right.
I could survive the rehab, the pain, the grueling hours of training. I could take the blood, the sweat, the exhaustion. But losing myself? Losing the game—the only thing I had ever truly known, the only thing that had ever made sense?
That was a different kind of pain entirely.
The weight of it sat on my chest, heavy, suffocating, clawing its way up my throat. I couldn’t lose myself. But the fear of losing everything I had worked for—it clung to me, ghosting over my skin like a warning, like a whisper of what could come.
The protection of being the greatest player on the court was no longer in my hands.
The realization was devastating.
My breath was shaky, uneven, as I pushed back from the chair. My legs felt unsteady, my head light, but I stood.
My eyes burned, the tears I had spent weeks—months—trying to hold back brimming at my waterline, desperate to fall. I wouldn’t let them. Not here. Not in front of him. Not in front of anyone.
I turned on my heel, fingers curling around the doorknob. I needed to get out. I didn’t want to hear any more, didn’t want to face the truth that Geno had shoved in my face like a mirror I couldn’t look away from.
But when I pulled the door open, my stomach dropped.
They were there.
KK. Azzi. Sarah. Ice.
And Paige.
All standing just a few feet away.
The hallway was eerily quiet, but the way their faces fell, the way their eyes flickered with something between concern and hesitation—I knew they had heard everything. Well, more like the yelling.
My breathing stuttered, my chest rising and falling too quickly. Tears I had barely been holding at bay slipped past my lashes, hot against my skin, and I hated it. Hated how exposed I felt. How raw.
I turned my back to Geno, my vision blurring as I wiped at my face roughly, as if scrubbing the emotion away would make it disappear.
But when my gaze met Paige’s—that soft, worried expression, the way her brows knitted together, the way her lips parted as if she wanted to say something but didn’t know how—I felt something snap.
I stood frozen for a second, caught in the weight of her stare, the quiet understanding that sat between us like something unspoken, something fragile.
I shook my head, as if shaking myself out of a trance.
I pulled my hoodie over my head, the fabric swallowing me whole, a pathetic attempt to disappear, to make myself small, to push them all away.
And then, without a word, I walked past them.
Didn’t know where I was going, but I just kept going.
The world around me blurred—faces, voices, the rush of movement all melting into a distant hum.
The neon signs above the storefronts flickered weakly against the night, their glow swallowed by the thick, humid air that clung to my skin. Even at this hour, UConn’s campus still pulsed with life. 
Groups of students spilled onto the sidewalks, their laughter and chatter weaving into the distant wail of sirens and the rhythmic hum of cicadas.
No one noticed me.
No one saw the way my shoulders curled inward, the way my breath hitched unevenly in my chest.
The farther I walked, the quieter everything became.
My hands clenched deep inside the pockets of my hoodie, fingers curling into fists.
The fabric was rough against my knuckles, grounding me in something tangible, something real. My heartbeat pounded in my ears, heavy and uneven, drowning out the world around me.
I didn’t stop walking.
Didn’t think. 
Then, suddenly, I was here.
The gym.
Its towering structure loomed before me, untouched by time, yet somehow different—colder. The doors groaned on their rusted hinges as I stepped inside, the air thick with the scent of sweat, aged wood, and the faint metallic tang of dust.
The fluorescent lights overhead buzzed, flickering like dying stars, casting long, distorted shadows against the polished floor.
I stood there, still.
The court stretched before me, vast and empty, its boundaries marking the space where I once felt whole—where every movement had purpose, where my body knew exactly what to do before my mind even had to think.
Now, all I felt was the crushing weight of everything I’d lost.
A presence loomed above.
Geno.
Watching. Silent. Measuring.
I wasn’t supposed to be here. I knew that.
But my feet had brought me anyway.
Like they always did.
Like they always would.
My gaze flickered to the sidelines, where a lone basketball rested against the edge of the court. Its once-vibrant orange hue was dulled with time, scuffed and worn, its grooves filled with dust. It looked abandoned. Forgotten. Just like me.
I bent down to pick it up, fingers brushing against the rough surface. The weight of it settled into my palms—familiar, yet foreign. Like holding a memory that no longer fit the shape of who I was.
A past version of myself lingered in this gym, in these walls, in the phantom echoes of sneakers squeaking against polished wood.
 I used to belong here. This court had once been my second home, a place where I moved without thinking, where my body knew exactly what to do before my mind had even caught up.
But now?
Now, it felt like a cage.
A cruel joke. A reminder of every second, every minute, every month that had slipped through my fingers while I sat on the sidelines, watching.
Ten months.
Ten months of physical therapy.
Ten months of rehab.
Ten months of stretching, icing, strengthening, pushing—only to feel like I was standing still.
They told me healing wasn’t linear. That progress took time.
But what if I had wasted all this time just to end up exactly where I started.
I swallowed hard, exhaling sharply. Then, I moved.
Dribble. Dribble. Dribble.
The sound cracked through the empty gym like a heartbeat—mine, erratic, desperate. I gripped the ball tighter, fingers pressing into the seams, trying to anchor myself to something real. Something solid.
One step. Two steps. Pull up. Shoot.
The ball clanked off the rim.
My breath stuttered, the sound scraping against the silence.
Again.
One step. Two steps. Pull up. Shoot.
Short.
The sound of failure echoed through the hollow space, wrapping around me, sinking into my skin.
What’s wrong with me?
I used to make this shot in my sleep. I used to move without thinking, without questioning, without this crushing weight of doubt pressing into my lungs.
Now, nothing felt right.
Not in the way I jumped. Not in the way I landed. Not in the way I breathed.
The brace on my knee squeezed like a vice, a silent reminder, a whisper in the dark: You are not the same.
And I knew that. God, I knew that.
But I was so tired of waiting.
Tired of time moving like a glacier, of watching the world spin without me, of clawing at progress only to feel it slip through my fingers like sand.
I wanted to be back.
I needed to be back.
But what if—what if when I finally got there, I wasn’t enough?
What if I had lost her—the version of myself who soared, who dominated, who had no fear of falling?
What if I was chasing something already gone?
I pushed harder.
Faster.
More.
The court blurred beneath me, my body moving on pure defiance, on the raw ache of desperation. My lungs burned, sweat slicking my skin, my vision tunneling to the basket—because if I just made this shot, if I just did this one thing, maybe—just maybe—I could prove to myself that I still belonged.
But then—
I misstepped.
The world tilted.
Gravity seized me in its merciless grip, and before I could catch myself, I was falling. Again.
My body collided with the hardwood, the impact reverberating through my bones, but the sting barely registered. Because the real pain—the kind that burned beneath my ribs—had already settled in.
I wasn’t the same.
I wasn’t the same.
And maybe—I never would be.
Footsteps rushed toward me, quick and urgent.
"Y/N!"
Paige.
Her voice cut through the thick silence, but I couldn’t bring myself to look at her.
She crouched beside me, her presence warm and unwelcome, hands reaching, hovering, like she didn’t know if I’d let her touch me. "What the hell are you doing?"
I let out a sharp breath, turning my face away. "I’m fine."
"No, you’re not." Her voice was gentle but unyielding. "Seriously, Y/N/N—"
"I’m fine!"
The words came out too sharp, too raw, slicing through the space between us. I shoved her hands off me, a final push, a desperate attempt to keep her at arm’s length.
Paige froze, hurt flashing across her face before she quickly masked it.
I groaned, dragging a hand through my hair, my breath coming too fast, too uneven. "God, Paige!" My voice cracked, splintering under the weight of something I wasn’t ready to name. "Why can’t you just—leave me alone? For one fucking second?"
She didn’t move.
Didn’t flinch.
And that only made the anger rise higher, hotter, burning through my veins like wildfire.
"All you’ve done these past months is get on my ass!" My voice wavered, but I couldn’t stop. "Tellin’ me what I need to do, how my progress is going, how I should be feeling. Just—just stop!"
"Y/N..." Her voice was quiet, but it held so much weight. "I’m just trying to help."
"Help?" I repeated, sarcasm lacing my words. "Is that what you’re calling it? 'Cause it sure as hell doesn’t feel like help. It feels like... like I’m some fucking project, and you’re the goddamn teacher, making me jump through hoops to prove I’m worth something."
Her brows pulled together, frustration flickering in her eyes. "Because I know you’re trying! I know you’re putting in the effort. But you’re the only one who can’t see that. We want you back, Y/N. We need you back. But you’re so afraid of failing, you don’t even wanna try more."
I let out a hollow laugh, empty and bitter, the sound barely resembling something human.
"What else do you want me to do, Paige?" I snapped, my voice raw, my throat tight. "You think I’m making this harder for myself?" My breath hitched. My vision blurred. "You think I’m not tired? Tired of feeling so useless? Tired of feeling so stuck while all of you are out there, playing, living, moving forward—"
I swallowed thickly, my pulse roaring in my ears.
"I have been fighting." My voice trembled. "But nothing—nothing is fucking working." My shoulders sagged, the exhaustion settling deep in my bones.
"I’ve spent the last ten months working my ass off to get back to who I was. But what if I never do?"
The words hung between us, thick and heavy, raw and real.
Paige opened her mouth, but nothing came out.
Silence pressed down on us, suffocating.
Then, suddenly, I was moving––pushing myself up, turning away.
"Where are you going, huh?" Paige’s voice was louder now, tinged with desperation. "Nothin’s gonna do you any good if you’re just gonna go back to your dorm and feel sorry for yourself."
The moment the words left her mouth, regret flashed across her face.
Instantly, everything stopped.
I stood there, my back to her, my fists clenched so tight my nails bit into my palms.
She didn’t mean it.
I knew she didn’t.
But that didn’t mean it didn’t hurt.
I swallowed, forcing my voice to stay steady, even as the weight of it all threatened to pull me under.
"I never asked for your help, Paige."
And with that, I walked away.
Again.
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It was another Wednesday. Another grey morning that bled into the warmth of the afternoon, stealing a touch of brightness into the dullness of winter.
 Late January had no business feeling this warm, yet there it was, a surprise sunshine pushing through the clouded sky.
 A slight breeze played with the edges of my jacket, tugging at me in gentle reminders of the world continuing outside my small bubble of frustration.
I hadn’t spoken to Paige since last night… since the words I threw at her like stones, sharp and unwarranted. I could still hear them echoing in my mind.
Practically telling her to fuck off.
 It felt like a jagged thing to say, even now. I had no right.
I knew I shouldn’t have said it. I knew that, but the frustration in me boiled over—too much, too fast. She didn’t deserve that.
Especially not after everything she’d done for me.
I couldn’t even count the nights she’d stayed up with me when the pain from my surgery made sleep impossible.
The nights where she curled up on the floor beside my bed, her hand resting lightly on my wrist, grounding me when the discomfort turned unbearable. When I got frustrated—at the limitations, at myself—she never snapped, never told me to get over it.
She just listened.
The endless drives to and from physical therapy, even when I wasn’t able to offer her any thanks, because my knee was a constant reminder of my limits.
When I’d been too bitter to acknowledge her efforts, when I sat in silence, fuming, she never wavered. 
She would just let the music play softly through the car speakers, her fingers drumming lightly against the steering wheel in time with the beat. Letting me exist in my anger but never letting me sit in it alone.
Paige had been nothing but patient, kind, and steady. She had shown up—again and again.
When I lashed out, when I pulled away, when I made it impossible for anyone to get close—Paige stayed. She pushed when I needed pushing and gave me space when I needed air.
She brought me my favorite snacks, even when I refused to eat, leaving them on the table without a word. She sat with me through the rough nights, playing old movies on her phone when I couldn’t sleep.
She learned how to tape my knee properly when I complained that the physical therapists always did it too tight.
She carried my bag when the weight of it pulled too much at my shoulder. She made jokes, teasing me just enough to make me forget—if only for a moment—how much everything hurt.
And I had the audacity to act like she was the problem. Like she was in my way.
The regret curled up at the edges of my chest, cold and insidious, a reminder of just how unfair I had been. How blind..
But the words… they’d slipped out, a careless storm of resentment, clouding everything. And now, here I was—silent in my guilt, unable to shake the weight of what I had done.
I sighed deeply as I glanced into the vanity mirror, the soft hum of the Bronco’s engine cooling into stillness. The reflection staring back at me was no different than usual. 
My hair was simply braided, strands falling loose in a few places, and my UCONN sweatshirt, the one I’d worn so many times, hung comfortably over me like a second skin. 
I adjusted the brace on my knee, a reminder of everything I had gone through, and grabbed my bag, my phone, my lifeline.
The parking lot outside the facility was quiet, save for the occasional shuffle of other cars coming and going. I could feel my nerves gnawing at the edges of my thoughts. And then, across the lot, to my left, there she was.
Paige.
Leaning casually against her black Jeep, arms crossed, eyes gazing off into the distance, lost in thought or perhaps waiting for me. I stopped. My breath caught. She wasn’t supposed to be here. Not now. Not after what had happened.
My heart skipped a beat in a way it never had before. It wasn’t just the sight of her—it was the fact that she was here. Standing in front of me, even after last night. Even after everything.
I furrowed my brows, walking toward her slowly, hesitantly, as if I weren’t sure whether I was moving toward her or away from the uncomfortable mess we’d made.
"You’re here."
I muttered the words under my breath, a small disbelief lingering between us. 
Paige looked at me with that soft, half-smile that could always make me feel like everything was going to be okay, even when I didn’t feel like it. "When have I ever missed any day of your PT?"
Her smirk seemed almost like a challenge, but also a quiet comfort. I shifted on my feet, looking anywhere but directly at her.
But, I knew better. Paige wasn’t just here because of that. There was more to it, something unspoken, yet too heavy to ignore.
The words I wanted to say felt too large, too complicated to voice, and the silence settled between us like an unsolvable puzzle.
"What are you doing here?" I asked, barely above a whisper, a soft curiosity edging into my voice.
Paige uncrossed her arms, letting them drop to her sides, and sighed, a long exhale that seemed to carry all the tension she’d been holding onto.
She turned away for a moment, looking toward the distant horizon, her fingers twitching at her sides. When she turned back, she seemed more vulnerable than I had ever seen her, eyes searching mine as if she were weighing something in the space between us.
"Because I realized that you’re right."
She paused, swallowing hard, and I felt the ground shift beneath my feet, the weight of her words settling heavily in my chest. "I have been on your ass..."
Guilt flooded through me, sharp and biting. I bit down on the inside of my cheek, holding back the emotions that were rising too quickly. She didn’t deserve my frustration.
"Paige," I started, but she was quicker, cutting me off with a softness that disarmed every defense I had left.
"But because I care about you," she continued, and the world seemed to stop for a heartbeat, the air thickening with the gravity of her words. "And I love you."
Her hand found mine, delicate and warm as she slid her fingers between mine, grounding me in something familiar, something safe. My heart tripped over itself, a sudden skip that sent a confusing wave of emotion through my chest.
I love you wasn’t new. I had said it a thousand times before—both to Paige and to others. Yet now, with her hand in mine, it felt different. It was a deeper pulse, a deeper truth.
Paige continued, her voice lower now, carrying an apology wrapped in care. "And because I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t have said that shit to you yesterday."
The weight of her words settled over me, washing away the sharpness of the argument. Sorry.
It was a small word, but it held so much. She didn’t have to say it. She didn’t owe me an apology. But there it was, hanging in the space between us, an offering I didn’t know I needed until now.
I looked at her, and everything inside me stilled. The guilt that had knotted in my chest began to loosen, though it lingered, hanging like the last drops of rain after a storm.
I felt the pulse of her heartbeat against my skin, felt the truth of everything we had shared and everything that was still left to be said.
In the quiet that followed, I squeezed her hand gently, offering something I couldn’t yet say aloud.
My heart still raced, uncertain but softening. And in that moment, everything else—the anger, the argument, the walls we had built—felt like echoes in the distance.
We were here, together, standing in the light of this new, fragile truth.
The world around us seemed to blur, melting away like the early morning fog caught in the sun’s embrace. The faint hum of cars in the distance was a muffled memory, drowned out by the beating of my own heart.
The warmth of her touch seeped into my skin, spreading through me like a slow fire, awakening parts of me that had long been dormant. Every breath I took felt deeper, more intentional, as if we were both waiting for the next breath, the next word to break the silence.
For a long moment, neither of us spoke, our bodies suspended in that fragile space where everything is too big to express and too important to leave unsaid.
The world felt slower, gentler. The sun was still climbing, its rays now stretched wide across the parking lot, casting long shadows that seemed to mirror the tension between us, but there was something tender in the way the light fell.
As if the day, too, was waiting for us to choose the next step.
I shifted my weight, my fingers tightening around hers. A small gesture, but it felt like I was offering something I wasn’t sure I had—my trust, my willingness to try again.
The ache in my chest softened just a fraction, though I couldn’t help the flicker of uncertainty that lingered in my stomach.
Was this real? Would we ever be the same after last night?
I opened my mouth, but the words I’d rehearsed in my head for hours felt inadequate, too small for what was swirling inside me. I wanted to apologize, but I didn’t know how to make up for everything. How could I?
“I’m sorry,” I finally said, the words feeling foreign on my tongue, but necessary. I didn’t even know if it was enough.
But I needed her to know—needed to feel like I was trying, like I was reaching for something beyond the anger, beyond the frustration. “I shouldn’t have said that. I shouldn’t have pushed you away like that.”
The guilt crept back, cold and insidious, curling up at the edges of my chest. I could feel it there, a constant reminder of how much I had hurt her, even though all she had ever done was try to help me. Try to love me.
Paige’s thumb brushed softly over the back of my hand, grounding me once again. Her gaze softened, the sharpness of earlier giving way to something warmer, something more vulnerable.
She was here, and she was willing to meet me where I stood, even after everything.
“I know,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper, but the sincerity in it was enough to stop time. “I know, and I’m sorry, too. I didn’t mean to make you feel like I was… like I was smothering you.”
“You weren’t,” I said quickly, shaking my head, hating the way my own words had made her feel. “Paige, you were just—” I exhaled sharply, rubbing a hand down my face before dropping it. “You were just looking out for me. You always do.”
Paige let out a dry chuckle, her tongue running along her bottom lip. “Yeah, well… maybe I need to chill out a little,” she admitted, and then met my eyes again. “But I just—” She sighed, shaking her head. “I just hate seeing you struggle. I know how hard this has been for you. And I didn’t wanna let you go through it alone.”
I swallowed hard, her words settling deep into my chest.
“I know,” I whispered.
Paige stepped closer, just slightly, but enough for me to notice, enough for my body to respond before my mind could catch up.
“I meant what I said,” she continued, her voice softer now. “I care about you. And I love you.”
My breath hitched. I knew this feeling—it was familiar, something safe, something that had always been there between us, unspoken but present. So why did hearing her say it make my stomach twist?
 I forced a small chuckle, trying to lighten the air before it swallowed me whole. “You act like we don’t always say that, P,” I murmured, shrugging. “We say it to Azzi and the girls all the time.”
Paige tilted her head slightly, studying me in that way that always made me feel like she saw more than I was willing to give. A slow smirk tugged at the corner of her lips.
“Yeah,” she said, voice almost teasing, but there was something else beneath it—something careful, deliberate. “But do you feel like this when you say it to them?”
I blinked, caught off guard. My breath hitched before I could stop it.
Paige had never said anything like that before—not so directly, not so openly. My mouth opened. Closed. My throat felt tight.
The air between us shifted, something unspoken crackling in the space where our fingers touched. Paige must’ve noticed, because she let out a small, knowing breath, her amusement laced with something softer, something more dangerous.
“Yeah,” she murmured, glancing away for the briefest moment before her eyes found mine again, steady and sure. “That’s what I thought.”
My heart slammed against my ribcage, a sharp, unmistakable rhythm.
Her fingers curled just a little tighter around mine, and suddenly, I wasn’t sure if I was still breathing.
She sighed, breaking the tension slightly. “Look, I know we fight,” she admitted. “And I know you’re stubborn as hell.”
A small, breathy laugh escaped me, and she rolled her eyes with a chuckle of her own.
“But I also know you,” she continued, a little more serious now. “And I know that when you push people away, it’s because you’re hurting. And I don’t care how much you fight me on this, Y/N—I’m not going anywhere.”
I felt my chest constrict, emotion creeping up my throat faster than I could swallow it down.
Paige smiled then, small but warm. “So,” she murmured, nodding towards the building behind me, “are we gonna stand here all day, or are you actually gonna let me walk you in?”
I huffed out a laugh, rolling my eyes. “God, you’re annoying,” I muttered, shaking my head as I turned on my heel, my hand still in hers.
Paige grinned. “Yeah,” she said, tugging me along beside her. “But you love me for it.”
And, for the first time in a long time, I didn’t argue.
The tension between us began to dissolve like mist in the early morning sun, and I could feel the space between us closing, slowly, like the tender stitches of a wound trying to heal.
Paige spoke again, a teasing lilt in her voice. “You’re the best player on this team—maybe even on the same level as Michael Jordan.”
I rolled my eyes despite the smile etching on my face. “Ok, now that’s reaching.” I laughed.
Paige laughed too, her laugh sweet and familiar, but then she shook her head, her expression softening. “Alright, that’s not the point!” She nudged my arm.
She hesitated for a second, as if choosing her words carefully. “Look, I know it doesn’t always feel like you’re getting anywhere. I know how frustrating it is to work your ass off and still feel stuck. But, Y/N, that doesn’t mean you’re not growing. You’re not just a great player—you’re one of the hardest-working people I know. And you know what happens when someone like you keeps pushing, even when it’s tough?”
I raised an eyebrow at her. “Enlighten me.”
Paige smirked. “They don’t just get better. They come back stronger, smarter—more unstoppable than they ever were before. So yeah, maybe you don’t feel like you’re at your peak right now. But that doesn’t mean you won’t be. And when that happens? Michael Jordan better watch his back.”
I let out a breathy chuckle, shaking my head, but the warmth spreading through my chest told me that her words had landed exactly where they needed to.
Something about the way she said it—the quiet certainty in her voice—made my heart clench. She didn’t just say things to make me feel better; she meant them.
And that realization hit me like a wave, pulling me under before I even had the chance to catch my breath.
My gaze drifted from her deep blue eyes to her lips—soft, perfect, slightly parted as if waiting for something, for me.
My heartbeat stuttered, a rapid, uneven rhythm against my ribs.
Before I could overthink it, my hand moved on its own, fingertips grazing the sharp line of her jaw. Her breath hitched, a subtle intake of air that sent warmth rushing through me.
Slowly, I tilted her face down to mine, closing the space between us, and then I kissed her.
The world around us blurred, faded into nothing. There was no noise, no expectation, just the quiet press of her lips against mine—soft, warm, achingly familiar yet entirely new.
It was slow, unhurried, like the moment had always been waiting for us to catch up to it.
I could feel everything in that kiss—the way her lips moved against mine, tender but sure, the way my hands trembled slightly where they held her.
She tasted like something sweet, something comforting, and yet there was a fire beneath it, a spark igniting deep in my chest. The way she melted into me, the way her fingers curled ever so slightly against my waist, sent a shiver down my spine.
By the time we pulled back, I felt lightheaded, breathless in a way that had nothing to do with oxygen. Paige’s eyes searched mine, something unreadable flickering across her face before her lips curved into a small, knowing smile. 
“I love you,” I murmured, the words tasting different now—deeper, more honest than they had ever been before.
Paige’s smile widened, and she squeezed my hand gently. “I love you, too.” Her voice was steady, but there was something raw in it, something that made my heart flutter. “And I’m not going anywhere, okay?”
I nodded, unable to find the right words to say back. What could I say? She had already given me everything I needed to hear.
I didn’t need grand gestures or promises that we’d be perfect. I just needed her to stay—to show up, like she always had.
She pulled me into a hug, and I let myself fall into it, the warmth of her body pressing against mine, grounding me.
In that moment, I could feel the weight of everything that had been said and unsaid—everything that had hurt and healed—begin to settle in a place where I could finally let go.
I breathed her in, the familiar scent of her hair, her skin, mingling with the cool air around us. The sun, now higher in the sky, warmed my face as I closed my eyes.
The world outside continued, but in this moment, everything felt still, everything felt possible again. The past was never going to be perfect, but we could make the future ours, one step at a time.
And for the first time in a long while, I felt like I was finally ready to move forward, with her by my side.
Paige smiled knowingly. “You’re already incredible, Y/N. And I can’t wait to see the player—the person—you’re becoming.”
My heart fluttered, an unexpected rush of emotion tightening in my throat. I looked away for a moment, trying to play it cool, but Paige caught my chin gently between her fingers, guiding my gaze back to hers.
“And just so we’re clear,” she added, her voice a little softer now, “no matter how good you get, I’m still totally claiming credit for hyping you up first.”
I rolled my eyes, but I couldn’t fight the grin spreading across my face. “Obviously.
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margeoww ¡ 3 months ago
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Hi Mar, idk if u write AUs but if u do, would u write one with mafia!max Verstappen where he is like super ruthless and like feared, but he’s a simp for reader? Like idk he would do anything for her and loves her so much!! Thxxx
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pairing: mafia!max verstappen x reader
summary: feared by all, Max Verstappen is ruthless—except when it comes to you, his only weakness and greatest obsession.
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The room was silent, the kind of silence that weighed heavy and suffocating, broken only by the faint ticking of the ornate clock on the wall. A man sat tied to a chair in the center, his face bloodied and bruised, his breath coming in ragged gasps. Around him, Max’s men stood like statues, their gazes locked on the dark figure leaning casually against the desk.
Max Verstappen.
The man’s name alone had sent shivers down the spines of countless rivals. Now, in person, he was even more terrifying. His sharp blue eyes bore into the captive, a cold smirk playing on his lips. In his tailored black suit, he exuded an air of effortless power, his very presence commanding respect and fear in equal measure.
—You thought you could steal from me. —Max said, his voice smooth but laced with steel. —And then what? Disappear into thin air?
The man whimpered, struggling to speak through the blood pooling in his mouth. —I… I didn’t mean…
Max raised a hand, silencing him instantly. —No. — he interrupted, his tone icy. —You didn’t think. That’s the problem. You took something that belongs to me, and now you think begging will save you?
The room tensed as Max pushed off the desk, his steps slow and deliberate as he circled the man. —Do you know what happens to people who cross me? —He paused behind the captive, his voice dropping to a whisper that sent chills down everyone’s spines. —They disappear. No one remembers them. No one cares.
The man’s muffled sobs filled the room. Max’s smirk widened. He didn’t need to raise his voice to assert his dominance; his presence alone was enough.
But then, his phone buzzed in his pocket.
Everyone watched as Max pulled it out, his expression unreadable. The moment he glanced at the screen, his entire demeanor shifted. The coldness in his eyes softened, his lips curving into a small, almost tender smile.
—Clean this up. —he ordered his men, tossing the phone onto the desk as he walked toward the door. —And make sure he understands my generosity is not infinite.
Without sparing another glance at the trembling man, Max strode out, his mind already consumed by thoughts of you.
The moment Max stepped through the door of your shared penthouse, the weight of his world seemed to lift. The chaos and violence of his empire faded, replaced by the warmth and light you brought into his life.
You were curled up on the couch, wearing one of his oversized sweaters, a book in your hands. The soft glow of the lamp illuminated your features, and Max felt his chest tighten at the sight of you. You were his everything, the one person who made him feel human in a world that demanded he be a monster.
—You’re home. —you said, looking up with a smile that could melt glaciers.
Max crossed the room in a few long strides, dropping to his knees in front of you. He cupped your face gently, as if you were the most fragile thing in his world, and pressed his forehead to yours.
—I missed you. —he murmured, his voice a stark contrast to the cold authority he wielded just an hour ago.
You placed your hands over his, your thumbs brushing over the faint scars on his knuckles. —Tough day?
His eyes closed briefly, the weight of his decisions momentarily forgotten in your presence. —It doesn’t matter now. —he said softly, opening his eyes to meet yours. —You’re all I care about. kg
You smiled, leaning in to kiss him. It was slow and sweet, a reminder that no matter how dark his world was, there was always light waiting for him here.
But as much as you loved him, you couldn’t ignore the growing fear in your heart. Max’s world was dangerous, and no matter how much he tried to shield you from it, you knew it was only a matter of time before it came for you.
—I worry about you. —you admitted quietly, your fingers brushing through his hair.
Max’s jaw tightened. —You don’t need to. —he said firmly, his hands sliding down to grip your waist. —I’ll protect you. Always.
You wanted to believe him, to trust that his power could keep you safe. But deep down, you knew love wasn’t always enough to fend off the darkness.
And Max, for all his promises, was willing to risk everything to keep you by his side, even if it meant sacrificing himself in the process.
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ingeniousmindoftune ¡ 11 days ago
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Smoke and Sin
Rating: Explicit (18+)
Smoke & Stack x Reader
Note: Set during the chaos in Sinners (2025), the twins— identical, lethal and seductively unholy— find themselves entangled with you, a sly speakeasy informant with secrets of your own. When you slip too deep into the game of lust and power, the twins close in- not as enemies but something far more dangerous…
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The speakeasy on Mercer and 5th didn’t need neon. A faint halo of incense smoke drifted like a smokescreen under dim lamps carved from jade. The air tasted of sandalwood and gin. A cracked gramophone dripped ragtime piano keys, each note a slow pulse. You stood at the bar in your black velvet sheath—so tight your pulses showed through the slit that climbed your thigh—and clutched a coupe of ruby-red vermouth. The cold glass sent shivers across your palm.
Pleasure wasn’t your agenda. You traded in whispers: crooked card games, smuggled shipments, alliances bought with lipstick-smudged lies. But word had reached you that Elias “Smoke” and Elijah “Stack” Moore “Smokestack Twins”—twins notorious for leaving trails of bodies—were stalking the Quarter again.
“Trouble, table for two.” Benny’s breath ghosted at your ear. His voice trembled—a good omen. You didn’t spare him a glance. You felt the shift before you saw them.
Two silhouettes moved as one down the smoke-tinged aisle. Elias’ jaw was a blade; Elijah’s gaze a slow burn. Both wore charcoal suits cinched at the waist, collars open to reveal skin that gleamed like obsidian. Their eyes—smoldering coals—swept the room, sucked the air from conversations, blurred the edges of every patron’s glass.
“Y/N,” Smoke rumbled. His voice was velvet and steel. Your spine quivered.
Stack’s lips curved into a grin that tasted of promise and threat. “We missed you.”
You toyed with your glass, the ice clicking against crystal. “Didn’t know I was that entertaining.”
Smoke slid into the seat beside you, hips brushing yours. His nearness sent a pulse through your core. “You’re not entertaining, sweetheart. You’re worth the chase.”
Silk and incense and low-hunger music wrapped around you. The bartenders froze; the pianist’s hand caught mid-note. When the SmokeStacks arrived, the world contracted to their orbit.
But you came armored. A veil of perfume spiked with silver dust—an old charm against monsters. You lifted your chin, letting the soft glow catch your lashes.
“Still flirting with fire?” Stack traced a lazy finger up your thigh. Heat bloomed under his touch.
You tipped your head back, lips curving. “Only when I want to get burned.”
After that, the night blurred in green-whiskey shots and laughter threaded with tension. Lips brushed necks in shadowed corners. You slipped upstairs, guided by Benny’s nod. The VIP lounge glowed blood-red. Velvet sofas curved like sin. Curtains pooled on the floor, as if bleeding.
Smoke and Stack flanked you—two halves of a single desire. Stack’s scent was dark amber; Smoke, raw musk. You let Stack’s hand ghost over your ribs, then slide under your dress. Smoke’s mouth was hot on your nape, teeth grazing, sending sparks along your skin.
Smoke’s lips crushed yours—hard, demanding—tongue opening you like a secret. You gasped, arching into him. Stack’s fingers fumbled with your fasteners, sending velvet pooling at your hips. He kissed a path down your collarbone, tasting sweat and promise.
When Stack’s hand pressed between your thighs, slick with anticipation, you trembled. Smoke parted your hair to expose a tender curve at the base of your skull. His teeth grazed—you inhaled sharply. Every nerve ignited.
“We want the truth,” Smoke whispered against your jaw, voice a caress and a command. “Or we take it.”
Your breath stuttered. “I—I told you everything I know.”
Stack’s lips clamped on your breast, tongue flicking. You moaned, arching, the breath rattling free. Smoke’s fingers found your center, curling in slow, precise strokes. Heat pooled, pressing outward, making your vision blur.
“Say our names,” Roman murmured, thumb circling your clit with cruel devotion.
“Elias…Elijah…” Your voice was a plea buried in pleasure.
“Say our names…” they both growled.
“Smoke…Stack..”
Their rhythm shifted: one twin pulling pleasure from your moans, the other marking you with hot, insistent kisses. You were stretched between them—each movement an exquisite crime.
Then Stack’s teeth sank into your neck. Pain lanced through pleasure, making your blood drum in your ears. A strangled cry tore free. Smoke’s hand froze, crimson unfurling across your collarbone.
“You bit her?!” Smoke’s eyes flared, coal-red anger.
Stack’s grin was wicked. Lips wet with your blood, he pressed another kiss to the wound. “She tasted like sin.”
Smoke’s suit jacket dropped to the floor. He knelt, one hand at your pulse, the other steadying your thigh. His gaze flicked between the wound and Stack’s gleeful grin. “Our pact—if she bleeds, she dies.”
Warm dread pooled in your belly, but the silver dust in your perfume hissed at the venom, slowing its creep. You teetered on the edge of oblivion.
Stack’s fingers brushed your cheek, gentle now. “I didn’t plan it…her scent was too much.”
“Then help her,” Smoke ordered, voice brittle as broken glass. Pain flickered in his eyes.
Your breath came in ragged sobs. “Stack…” It was an apology, a plea.
He closed his eyes, knuckles white as he pressed a kiss to your blood-stained lips. His voice was a broken promise. “I should let you bleed out right here.”
You shivered, tears mingling with sweat and blood. “Then why—”
He silenced you by sweeping you into his arms. Softly, tenderly, as if cradling something precious meant to break. His suit ragged against your skin, his heartbeat thundered against your ear.
Stack hovered, guilt and desire warring in his sharp features. Smoke’s fingers brushed away your tears. “You’re ours,” he murmured. “And I’ll damn the world before I lose you.”
Your heartbeat steadied in his warmth. The twins—destroyers and saviors—held you between sin and salvation.
When they carried you toward whatever came next, you knew nothing would ever be the same.
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Summary: Y/N, a Kryptonian, encounters Conquest, a Viltrumite warrior, on a earth. They engage in a tense exchange, testing each other’s mental strength and resolve. Despite their differences, an unexpected bond forms between them, leading to a new alliance.
Warnings: Cursing/ MDNI 18+/
Info: Words 2,554 / Author's Note at end /
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Y/N had felt it before she had seen it. A ripple in the air. Not like a Kryptonian. Not like anything from this planet.
As the figure slowed, its silhouette took shape—a man, clad in white armor with deep gray accents, the sigil on his chest foreign but unmistakably worn with pride. A Viltrumite.
Y/N brow furrowed. She had read about them, heard whispers from her own people patrolling deep space. A warrior race, a civilization built on conquest. Y/N had fought many powerful beings before, but this was different. The moment their eyes met, she understood.
This man wasn’t powered by the sun. He wasn’t drawing from an external source. The strength, the durability, the sheer presence—it was all just him.
The Viltrumite hovered, analyzing her with the same intensity. A smirk tugged at the stranger’s lips, as if he had come to the same realization.
"You’re not human," the Viltrumite finally said, voice rich with confidence.
You glanced up at the older viltrumite and taking a stance.
“Neither are you.”
You could see his dead eye lock onto you with a sort of curiousness.
He chuckles to himself as he hovers around inspecting you.
"You really do have guts don’t you? Most aliens would be shaking in their shoes just being in the presence of a Viltrumite." He circles you around inspecting your body language and physique, the way you stood, the way you talked.
"So, what’s your name?” He asks in a mocking, condescending tone. His eyebrow raised as he continues to circle around you like he’s trying to find a weak spot.
You exhaled slowly and rose up to met him, his face looked a bit shocked to say the least.
“I’m not human..” You answered him meeting his steel gaze with your own, “It’s..Y/N.”
His eyes go wide as he takes a closer look at you, your body, your facial features, everything. His steel gray eyes lock into your own gaze.
"You’re an alien aren’t you?" He asks, his tone serious and mocking to say the least, his thick white mustache moving as he does so. “What is it? Martian? No..” He circles around you again, his eyes narrowing as he studies you.
You allowed him to observe me but you watched him closely, your eyes going to his partially missing arm.
“Kryptonian,” You answered him, “Our..people go way back.”
He raised an eyebrow, his mocking and condescending tone gone now as he studied you closely. "Kryptonian?" He says with a scoff, "I have to admit, you’re the first one I’ve met."
He circles around once more observing your Kryptonian physique and your powerful stance, his eyes landing on your clenched fist.
"I’ve heard of your kind." He says, his tone slightly changing as he does so. "Powerful… indestructible."
“That I am,” You replied watching him more intently now, “And what is your name?”
He stops in front of you, his feet hovering just above the ground. "My name’s Conquest." He says, his tone now slightly different than before.
He looks you up and down one more time, his furrowed eyebrow now relaxed as he observes you even closer.
Your walls didn’t go down but there was a sort of..stillness between the pair of you.
“Conquest,” You replied back.
That wasn’t a name. Your eyes went to his flesh scared face his one white eye and other brown shining almost curiously under the sky.
He stood there just staring at you intently, the stillness in between the two of you almost deafening.
The way you said his name sent a shiver down his spine, he was used to people being afraid of him, scared of him, running from him…
But you.
You weren’t like that. He couldn’t pinpoint it, but there was something different about you. Conquest’s face hardens but his gaze relaxes as his eyes meet yours.
You notice it was only him here..
A lone soldier..
“They only sent one??” You questioned him, “There’s usually more..”
He smirks to himself as he folds his arms across his wide barrel chest. "You’re a smart one aren’t you?" He say with a scoff, his smirk still on his face.
He looks around the area, taking in your surroundings as his smirk fades. "It’s just me. They didn’t think they needed anyone else… but now I’m not so sure." He says with a chuckle.
You rose a brow, folding yours arms as seeing him smirk??
“Huh,” You mused hovering in mid air, “I can’t harm you, you know that right? The truce between your people and mine.”
It was a royal decree of sorts since the first war. Killing two powerful races with mindless bloodshed was a waste.
He rolls his eyes as his smirk fades away, his expression turning serious.
"Of course I know." He says with a scoff and a sigh, "It’s a mutual feeling I’m sure every Viltrumite has when they find out that a Kryptonian is around."
His eyes scan you top to bottom once again, "You’re different though, I’ll give you that much."
You tilted your head with a slight grin.
“Careful sounds like you’re trying to woo me there, Conquest.”
His face stiffens as his eyes widen slightly, he didn’t expect that.
"Woo you?" He asks with a scoff, "I’m not trying to ‘woo’ anyone. Especially not a Kryptonian."
He folds his arms across his chest, but his expression softens slightly as he looks at you.
"Don’t get any funny ideas."
You zoned on your hearing however as his heart was beating A bit quicker.
“And yet..your heart is beat a bit more faster.”
You watched him again as your gaze at his white eye once more.
He looks a bit flustered as you mention his heartbeat. He never expected anyone, let alone a Kryptonian, to be able to pick up on that.
He composes himself as his expression hardens once more, "I have no idea what you’re talking about." He says defensively, but his face gives away a hint of a blush.
He sees you looking at his white eye and averts his gaze for a moment. "What’s with you anyways? Why are you staring at my eye like that?“
“I’m curious about you, I’ve only seen two viltrumites in my years here. One being Nolan and the other his son..but you..” You paused as your curiosity peak again.
Why was taking a curious to this one..this older man..
He stands there in slight confusion as you say that. He doesn’t expect you to be curious about him of all people.
He feels a slight rush of pride, knowing that you’re taking a curiosity to him, but he keeps his guard up nonetheless.
"You’re taking a curiosity to me?" He asks with a scoff, "Why exactly? I’m just another Viltrumite. There’s nothing special about me. "
“No, your scars say different..” You spoke softly..a bit more softly than intended to.
He’s taken aback for a moment, he didn’t expect that sort of reply from you. He stands there for a moment, his expression softening slightly, before hardening once more.
"My scars?” He repeats, his voice a bit more quieter than usual. “You’re curious about my scars?”
He doesn’t know what exactly, but there was something about the way you said it. He’s felt…seen.
"Why? They’re just scars." He says, trying to brush it off, but his tone betraying him.
You wanted to take a small pace forward. But he looked, skittish now. Like a wounded animal. You cleared your throat and looked at him once more.
“A testimony,” You replied.
Your attention the went to your home feeling a sort of sadness, “You mean to destroy this planet?"
His face hardens once more, he sees the sadness in your face as you say that last sentence.
"I do what must be done." He says with confidence, but at the same time, a certain melancholy to his voice now.
He sees you looking at the house and understands what’s going through your mind right now, a memory resurfacing in his own mind.
"...for my people." He says, this time with a much more resolute tone
A tightness came over your chest as you looked at your house once more. Sure You didn't have emotional ties to this planet, in fact it was all going to hell sooner than later.
"I..I have no where else to go," You admitted looking away.
He watches you from the corner of his eye, his expression remains stone cold as he tries his best not to let his curiosity take the best of him.
He turns his stare away as a flash of guilt washes over him for a split second, but he quickly shakes it off.
"Why do you care so much about this planet?" He asks with a cold tone in his voice, "What does this waste of a planet have to offer?"
A light scoff left you as you furrowed your brow.
"I don't have emotional ties to this planet, I just finally settled into a home."
It's not like You were the last kryptonian in the universe but you kept yourself hidden, You managed to keep up the walls around yourself and now here was this viltrumite, destroying the foundation.
"It gets..tiresome starting again," You mumbled.
He looks at you for a moment, the emotion evident in your expression as you speak.
"You're tired, aren't you?" He asks with a stern tone, but his eyes are much softer than his voice.
"I can relate to that." He continues, this time a more empathetic tone to his voice, "But I have a duty to my people."
He steps back a bit, giving you some space.
"I can give you a choice. You can join me, or you can stay here and let this planet die."
My face collapsed in almost a shock. Conquest did not hold back, his attitude and stature matched that much.
"You let join you?" You asked him, "As what? A pet, a slave???"
It was suspicious enough that a viltrumite would even offer Kryptonian this.
He lets out a small chuckle as you say that, a bit of humor in his tone as he speaks.
"A slave?" He asks with a scoff, "No, not a slave. A mate."
He continues, "You've proven yourself to be worthy of my attention. I don't often offer this choice to people, but I am offering it to you. It's a great honor to be given this choice, not many get it."
It had clicked as you understood what he meant. He wanted..you, as companion..or in his words. A mate..
"You certainly are forward aren't you?" You replied as you looked at your home once more then to him.
He nods slowly, his expression now a bit softer as he sees you considering his offer.
"I am a Viltrumite, I am direct and to the point. I know what I want and I try to get it as quickly as possible. And what I want right now, is you."
He folds his arms, waiting for you to consider your options. It’s obvious he’s serious about this, a rare thing for a Viltrumite to be sure.
"I see," You answered as he hovered a bit closer to you.
With a exhale you held out your hand, "Very well."
His smirk turns into a small smile as he sees you hold out your hand. He hovers down a bit closer to you, his own hand out to grab yours.
He takes your hand in his own, his grip firm but not too tight. There’s a sense of gentleness in his touch.
“Deal.” He says with a nod, his gaze locking onto you with an intensity you haven’t seen before.
It was almost uncharacteristic feeling his touch over my hand, but it quickly left. You composed yourself, "Do you mind if I leave the planet so you can..do what you do?"
He let out a scoff and a chuckle as he let go of your hand, his hand dropping to his side.
"No, I don’t mind if you leave the planet." He said with a smirk, "I’ll be done here soon enough, then I’ll come find you."
With a nod as you flew a paces back.
"See you up there."
With a sonic boom you shot up into the atmosphere feeling your clothes burn in through the layer until you were only in a bra and black boxers briefs.
"Shit," You sighed in annoyance looking at your pale skin. You watched stoically as the planet below being..well..desolated. Soon enough you saw a figure appear, it was Conquest. His face red and bloodied. That wasn't his blood..not in slightest.
Conquest flew up into space, his white Viltrumite armor stained crimson and his face bloody. He saw you waiting for him, his intense gaze fixated on you.
A sense of relief washed over him as he spotted you, his tense shoulders relaxing a bit. He took a deep breath and hovered over to you, his eyes boring into yours.
"You actually stayed, hm?" He said with a scoff, a smirk appearing on his face. "I thought you'd leave and I'd have to chase you down."
You made your lips into a fine line and glanced at him, "I'm not really in the mood to be chased. Especially like this. Do you have a cape I can wear? My human clothes burned up.."
He looks you up and down, noticing the absence of your clothes. He let out a scoff and a chuckle, amused at your current state.
"A cape?" He repeats, his smirk widening as he hovers in front of you. "Sure, I have a cape you can wear."
He takes off his now bloodied stained Viltrumite cape, now only wearing his white spandex suit. He hands it over to you, his gaze still on you.
You took the battle worn cape fastening the cape over your shoulders.
"Thanks."
You glanced at the now desolated planet with a soft sigh. You knew where you would follow him next. It was a place that wouldn't entirely welcomed you but not entirely shunned you. Planet Viltrum.
He watched you wrap the cape around yourself, his gaze still fixed on you. There was a strange feeling in his chest as he looked at you.
He followed your gaze to planet Viltrum and let out a scoff.
"You know where we’re going, don’t you?" He asked, his tone slightly different than before. He knew it was his home, but he didn't know how you'd feel about it.
You nodded as clutched onto the cape seeing that planet in the far off distance. You inhaled a breath of courage.
"You promise to not let them break the treaty?" You questioned him, searching for any hint of dishonesty.
He turns his gaze to you, his eyes locking onto yours. There's a seriousness and a sense of determination in his gaze.
"I promise I won't let them break the treaty," He says firmly and without hesitation. "You have my word."
He hovers closer to you, his white spandex suit almost touching the white Viltrumite cape wrapped around you.
With a exhale of unease you followed his lead, keeping yourself close to him as we flew toward planet viltrum.
You landed on the cold steel. The planet was beautiful not doubt, clean, untouched, but cold..unfeeling. A group of viltrumites gathered their cold gazes landing on you then Conquest. Like a part of the sea all the viltrumites parting making a path for Conquest. Not just out of respect but of..fear.
A.N: Well You guys asked for this and here it is. I know everyone wanted to have this. Maybe smut for a possible part 2? Photos I found on google and gif found on here.
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athenagc94 ¡ 4 months ago
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Dear Daddy Long Legs
Jason Todd x Fem!Reader
A concept I've been toying with. Will probably post the complete fic to AO3 once I've got a few more chapters written, but though I would share some of the chapters here first to garner interest. This fic is inspired by the (musical mostly, but also novel) of Daddy Long Legs.
Warnings: Some angst and self-reflection, nothing too heavy yet.
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First (You are Here) | Next
Prologue
Taking the subway had to be the most mundane thing a person could do, and after the night he just had, Jason needed mundane.
He traded his uniform and helmet for a well-worn hoodie and a Wonder Woman cap that hid the streak in his hair. He sat with his shoulders hunched to make himself smaller, less imposing, but no amount of hunching could hide the broad planes of his chest. The stench of blood and gunpowder clung to him despite ringing off before he left the Outlaw safehouse.
It would have been wiser to stay behind and regroup. Everything that could go wrong with their assignment did, but he didn’t want to sit and stew in all the ways they failed—in all the ways he failed. Bizzaro let him without much fuss. Artemis had more to say.
“You can’t run from your failures like a coward.”
Leave it to her to keep him humble.
Their latest job took them halfway across the globe, and after facing metahumans, myths come to life, and sorcerers, Jason missed the psychopaths of home. This wasn’t the first time he’d been away. A month was nothing compared to five years, but he yearned for the familiarity of Gotham.
Nostalgia was a bitch.
Being back brought a well of complicated emotions with it. Anger, regret, but there was something else, something that tightened his chest and left his stomach soupy. He tried to ignore it, knowing he wouldn’t like what he found if he sat with it too long.
So, subway.
Mundane.
Human—he just wanted to feel human.
His knee bounced as lights rushed past, casting harsh shadows across the rubber floor. It was quiet, save for the slow grind of steel on steel as the car raced down its track. It was empty save for him.
Well, him and you.
He might have missed you entirely if not for the bright yellow jacket thrown over your button up and slacks. Unless your name was Robin or Signal, yellow was a bold choice for Gotham—especially this late at night. You chewed on the plastic end of the drawstring as you pored over the book in your lap.
Jason, despite every instinct telling him not to, craned his neck to identify the book. It might have been an effective strategy if you weren’t halfway across the car and facing him. You seemed to sense the weight of his stare and looked up. The string fell from your mouth as it tightened with the guarded look in your eyes.
An embarrassed flush burned his ears as he looked away. It was easier to pretend he knew how to socialize when compared to people like Bizarro and Artemis, who were far from the paragons of conservation. Charm was learned, and his was a little rusty.
But now that he had your attention, he might as well ask. “What’re you reading?”
Your eyes narrowed a fraction as you gave him a once over. When you found whatever, you were trying to ascertain, you lifted the book to show him the cover. The edges were frayed and discolored; its spine well-worn, but the words ‘Wuthering Heights’ popped against the taupe cloth.
Jason sat a little straighter. “First time reading it?”
You rubbed the page between your thumb and forefinger as a thoughtful deliberation creasing your brow. “Second time. I read it in high school, but I didn’t fully appreciate it. Now that I’ve dipped my toes into a few more classics, I thought it was worth revisiting.”
“And what’s the verdict?”
You were two-thirds finished, which was more than enough time to form an opinion. Jason had thoughts, but he wanted to hear from you first.
You considered him again, almost conflicted. “I appreciate it more than I did back then. I understand why people consider it a cult classic. It’s complex, and I like complex. Heathcliff is deeply flawed, Catherine too, but that’s what makes them compelling characters.”
He smiled. “I’ve never read a more complex, mutually destructive love story like Wuthering Heights in years. I mean, like, full-body chills every time I read it. There’s something thrilling about it.”
“Right,” you exclaimed, a passion igniting in your eyes.
“Now, Darcy, that’s a real paragon of romance.”
The car slowed, coming to a stop at an empty platform. The doors opened with a soft hiss as the automated voice announced the stop. Your gaze flicked to the door, then back to him. He half-expected you to make a run for it, but you stayed planted in your seat. He blinked.
Or maybe you expected him to leave instead?
He settled back in his chair to make himself comfortable. The doors closed once more, and the subway continued down its track.
You relaxed a little. “Well, Mr. Darcy, if you know so much about the classics, what do you recommend I read next?”
He choked on his laugh.
Jason was no leading man despite how often he dreamed of being transported into a regency-era romance novel. Throw him in a silk waist coat with a messily knotted cravat and call him a rake because he’d make the fictional women swoon.
Reality, however, was much darker and hung over his head like a thick smog that threatened to suffocate him. He didn’t exist on this earth to sweep ladies off their feet or duel for their honor. That, and he wasn’t nearly as suave in action as he pretended to be.
“And for the record, I’ve already read Pride and Prejudice.”
He rubbed his hands together. “Oh, boy. How long do you have?”
A small smile curved your lips. “I'm not going anywhere.”
Discussing books came easily to him—probably because he had a lot of opinions and not a lot of people to share them with. Artemis didn't read, Bizarro preferred movies, and Roy—well, Jason was still reeling about their last book-related discussion where Roy tried to convince him that movie was always better than the book. For both their sakes, Jason made a conscious choice to not discuss books with him after that.
You listened as he rambled, going off about his favorite authors Austen and Dumas. He should have been embarrassed by how much he was talking, but the quiet intensity in your gaze spurred him to keep going.
His chest tightened with every stop, believing the next would be the point where you two parted ways for good. From the way your gaze kept darting to the door at each stop, he had an inkling that the feeling was mutual. He decided not to ask, lest it break whatever spell had fallen between you two.
All good things must come to an end. When the door slid open on the Park Row exit, Jason stood, albeit reluctantly. You did the same, slinging a plain canvas bag over your shoulder.
He curbed his surprise. “Park Row, eh?”
“The lifeblood of Gotham,” you said humorlessly.
Jason laughed. You did not. It died on a grunt as he tried to appear more sympathetic.
You exited the car with him, zipping the front of your hoodie as the unseasonably cool air pebbled his skin. He stuffed his hands in his jogger pockets and followed you up the stairs that led out onto the street. It was dark, darker than usual given the city had yet to replace the shattered streetlamp on the corner. It might have been his doing, errant bullets were a hazard of the job, but he was mildly irritated to find it was still broken.
Calm washed over him as he breathed. It was good to be home, even with all the complicated emotions that came with that sentiment.
“You live nearby?”
Your dubious look made him cringe. That sounded creepy coming from him, a random guy you barely knew. Sometimes it was difficult to separate Jason from Red Hood, not that he believed for a second that it would change your reaction. If you lived here, which he assumed you did because no Gothamite in their right mind would willingly follow him onto the street lovingly dubbed Crime Alley, the name Red Hood held weight. For all the good he did for the citizens, there was plenty of bad stack against him. He didn’t expect you to trust him with or without the helmet.
“Forget I asked,” he said.
You stared at him a second longer before walking away. “Stay safe, Mr. Darcy.”
Your tone carried an edge of finality, like you never expected to see him again. Despite the disappointment purling in his chest, he agreed that was probably for the best. A brief conversation with you was a warmer welcome than he anticipated, but he wasn’t about to push his luck by asking for more.
He lifted his hand to wave, though you had already disappeared around the corner. “You too.”
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ketaundkrawall ¡ 11 months ago
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Licky ☽。⋆ Joost Klein
Summary: Joost knows you reposted that edit.
Warnings: smut, unprotected piv (wrap it before you tap it), female masturbation, voyeurism (blink and you’ll miss it), sub!reader, fluffy ending, cuddles with Joost okay I need that 🥺, no use of Y/N, afab!reader
WC: 1.3k
A/N: so here it is, my second fic 🥹 hope you guys like it lmao. Also this man and THIS FUCKING EDIT have a chokehold on me 👹 Also I will probably do a part two of Keta und Krawall :p
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18+ under the cut!
Sundays at home were the best. And they were even better when your boyfriend was at home and not somewhere out on tour.
Joosts head was resting on your chest, his arms wrapped tightly around your torso as you listened to his slow, steady breathing.
It was still very early, the sounds of birds chirping outside and the soft tapping of the rain against the window had a calming effect on you.
Giving up on sleep, you turn to grab your phone and open TikTok. Turning the volume down, so you wouldn’t wake your sleeping boyfriend, you start to scroll through your For-You-Page.
Liking some trends people were doing and watching tons of those little John videos with his galvanized steel wood veneers, you soon got bored.
Just as you scrolled again, you thought it was just a simple edit of some actor you liked, your eyes widened.
That wasn’t some actor. It was your boyfriend who was flashing before your eyes on your phone screen. And he looked absolutely stunning.
Biting your lip softly you clicked the little save button in the corner before watching the edit a few times more.
Joost was stirring on your chest slightly, opening his eyes slowly. As he looked up at you they were still heavy with sleep.
A soft sigh escaped your lips. “Didn’t mean to wake you sorry.”
Shaking his head he softly looked up at you. “You didn’t m’en meisje (My girl).”
The nickname made you smile. You loved when he talked Dutch.
“Good.” Leaning forward you pressed a soft kiss against his lips. “Let’s take a shower.”
Getting out of bed you watched him stretch and pulling the covers off himself. He was only wearing some boxers to bed and they didn’t leave much to the imagination.
“Wanna take a picture?” He grinned as he got up. Snapping out of your daydream you rolled your eyes. “I don’t need a picture. Having you home is enough for me right now.” A soft smile played around your lips as you wrapped your arms around his middle looking up.
His arms wrapped around you, finding the small of your back and pulling you slightly closer into a loving hug. “Ik hou van jou (I love you).” He whispered in your ear, sending shivers down your spine.
Being with him for quite some time now, you understood some Dutch. Not everything, you still needed some help and practice. But hearing that sentence almost everyday, you knew what he said.
“I love you too.”
He pressed a kiss to your temple before pulling away. Taking your hand he pulled you into the bathroom, closing the door behind you.
Few moments later both of you were naked and standing under warm flow of the water. A few kisses were shared every now and then.
You were just so happy Joost was home again.
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Later that day, Joost was running some errands, you cuddled up onto the couch and opened TikTok again. That fucking edit didn’t leave your head the whole day. Clicking on your saved videos you clicked on the one you saved.
Groaning you closed your phone and covered your face with your hands. Starring at the ceiling for what felt like hours your hand slowly found its way down your body.
You could already feel yourself getting wet.
Soon enough your fingers brushed over your already soaked panties. The thought of Joost touching you made you moan softly as you pushed the fabric out of the way.
Imagining it were his fingers circling your clit you arched into your touch, your other hand finding your throat, squeezing it softly.
Being so lost in your own pleasure you didn’t notice the door open.
Leaning against the wall Joost watched your fingers pump in and out of your pretty little pussy, grinning to himself. His jeans instantly tightening.
“Enjoying yourself I see?”
You insanely froze in your position on the couch, eyes widening in shock as you looked into your boyfriend’s blue eyes which were clouded with lust.
“I-“ Your throat suddenly felt very dry.
Closing your legs you were quick to get up. As you tried to walk past him he held you back by your arm.
Leaning down he kissed just right under your ear. “I want you to get naked and wait for me on the bed, got it?”
A gulp and a nod. “J-ja (Yes).”
You had no idea what would happen next but you did as you were told. Walking into your shared bedroom you were quick to take off all your clothes. Sitting on the edge, you waited for Joost.
After 5 minutes or so he finally walked in, eyeing your naked figure up and down. “Schitterend (Stunning).” He mumbled.
Blushing you looked down at your hands. As you heard his belt snapping open you looked up again and there he stood butt naked and absolutely ravishing.
“Open your mouth.” He whispered and grabbed your jaw softly. “Wanna feel your pretty lips around me.”
With a desperate whine you did as you were told. Holding your head in place Joost softly pushed himself in the wet and waiting warmth of your mouth, groaning in the process. “Fuck that’s my good girl. Making me feel so good.”
You could basically feel your pussy dripping with need at his words. Looking up at him through your lashes you wrapped one hand around his shaft and started to bop your head up and down his length, working the rest that didn’t fit with your hand.
Eyes watering your gaze met his. He softly pulled you off his hard dick. “Lay on your back. Need to fuck that pussy now.”
“Fuck yes please I need you so bad!” You whined as you laid down. In no time he was on top of you, teasing your entrance with his tip.
Wrapping your arms around his neck you looked deeply into his eyes. “Ik hou van jou (I love you).” You whispered and brushed some hair out of his eyes.
Leaning down he captured your lips into a sweet and passionate kiss before pushing himself all the way inside you, making you moan into the kiss.
Pulling away, Joost started to kiss down your jaw while fucking inside of you. His hands found your breast, pinching your pebbled nipples and making you arch more into his touch.
Grinning against your skin his hand wandered further down your body, rubbing right circles on your swollen clit.
“Look at mijn mooi meisje (My beautiful girl).” Joost whispered. “So good for me. So close.”
Your foggy mind couldn’t really comprehend what he just said so you just nodded, a soft “close” coming across your lips.
Your boyfriend gave you a cheeky grin. “Cum mijn hart (my heart).”
That’s was all it took for you to come undone unter him. Squeezing his cock tight, as your slick coated it.
His thrusts got slower as his hips stuttered. “Fuck, here it comes.” He said releasing everything he had, painting your walls with his cum.
A warmth spread across through your abdomen, making you shiver.
Giving you another kiss he pulled out of you, making you whimper at the loss of contact.
Laying down beside you he pulled the covers over you, pulling you into his side.
“That was amazing.” You said and looked up at him. “I missed you.”
Joost smiled down at you. “I missed you too.”
Pressing a small kiss to his chest, he takes your left hand in his, playing with your fingers.
“Jij bent de liefde van mijn leven.”
Your head turned to look at him. “What does that mean?”
Kissing the tips of your fingers Joost gaze softened. “It means you are the love of my life.”
“Really?” Your cheeks flushed. He gave you a nod.
“Oh and you reposted that video by the way. I saw it on TikTok.”
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A/N: thanks again for reading to the end :p also my requests are open so pls don’t hold yourself back ✨
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dunebrat ¡ 1 year ago
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PAST LOVERS ୨♡୧
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Feyd Rautha x reader
Summary : you return to his planet years later to lay your mother to rest, only to find Feyd, once a boy now a man. You struggle to reconcile the memories of the boy you once loved and he is determined to take you back as his.
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As you step off the shuttle onto the dusty surface of Arrakis, memories flood back of your time here, memories filled with warmth and pain, all centered around him, Feyd Rautha. The boy you once knew, the one who captured your heart among the harsh sands of this his planet. Years have passed since you last saw him, since you made the painful decision to leave, to escape. Back then, he was just a boy but he was your first everything, love, kiss he even took your virginity but your family left Arrakis in search of a better life, a life free from the constant danger. As a child, you witnessed firsthand the brutality of life under the rule of the Harkonnens, the constant struggle for survival in their environment.
But it was more than just the oppressive regime that drove your family away. It was the violence. Despite their best efforts to carve out a life for themselves, they knew that staying meant risking everything they held dear. So when the opportunity arose to leave, to seek refuge on a distant planet far from the reach of the Harkonnens, they seized it without hesitation. It was a chance for a new beginning, a chance to leave behind the pain and suffering of their past and start afresh. And though it meant leaving behind everything you knew, everything you loved, you knew deep down that it was the right decision. For the safety and well-being of your family, you were willing to leave behind the only home you'd ever known, to venture into the unknown in search of a better future. But now here you are 7 years later back at your birth place to lay your mother to rest on her planet. She had fell sick a year ago sadly. Grief weighed heavy on your heart, with the bittersweet memories of your childhood on the desert planet.
But as you watch him now, standing tall and commanding, the years have transformed him into a man. His features are chiseled, he’s way taller now, and his aura is so dark. It's both intimidating and mesmerizing. You can't help but notice the change in him, how the years of training under his uncle has hardened him, turned him into someone you barely recognize. Gone is the carefree boy who you thought once loved you. In his place stands a man who is cold and distant. It was as if with each passing day, his uncle's influence seeped deeper into his soul, twisting him into someone unrecognizable.
Yet despite the bitterness that lingers in you, there's still a spark, a connection that refuses to die. As your eyes meet his across the crowded room, you were determined to ignore him, to shut out the memories of your past together and focus on the task at hand. Every time you felt his eyes on you, you forced yourself to look away, to steel yourself against the flood of emotions threatening to overwhelm you. But you couldn't afford to dwell on the past, not when there were more pressing matters to attend to.
And as the days passed, you couldn't shake the feeling that he was watching you. Then, one evening, as you found yourself alone in the dimly lit corridors of the palace, his voice cut through the silence like a knife, sending a shiver down your spine. "I've been looking for you," he said, his tone low and husky.
You turned to face him, your heart pounding in your chest as you met his gaze. There was a hunger in his eyes, a fierce intensity that sent a thrill of anticipation coursing through your veins. You couldn't help but feel a surge of excitement at the sound of his voice after so long apart.
"Feyd," you breathed, your heart pounding in anticipation. He stepped closer to you, his eyes dark and intense as he studied your face. "I've missed you" His words sent a shiver down your spine, and you couldn't help but feel the familiar pull of attraction. He leaned in close to whisper into your ear "I want you."
Seeing him so close you can see he had grown into his features. His body now more muscular and defined than before. He ran his hands down your back as you leaned in to kiss him passionately on the lips.
"No," you said firmly, stepping back to put some distance between you. "This... this isn't right." His expression darkened, a flicker of frustration crossing his features. "What do you mean?" he demanded, his voice tinged with anger.
"I mean," you replied, your voice trembling with emotion, "that I can't just forget everything that's happened between us. I can't pretend like nothing has changed." you say, your voice trembling. He stops in front of you, his eyes burning into yours. You can feel the heat radiating off him, the power and strength that he exudes.
It's almost overwhelming. His eyes darken
"After all the mercy I’ve shown you and your family" he growled
"What do you mean" you squinted confused
"When you left me, I could’ve had you’re whole family killed and you returned to me. But I knew somehow or something would bring you back" He reaches out, his hand wrapping around your throat in an instant. You gasp, the air being cut off from your lungs. He leans in close to you, his breath hot on your face as he whispers into your ear, "You're mine."
You can feel his grip tighten around your throat, cutting off the air to your lungs. You try to gasp for breath but it's no use as he holds you in place with a firm hand on your neck. You can feel your body starting to tremble as the lack of oxygen starts to take its toll. Your vision begins to blur and you start to see spots in front of your eyes, but still he holds on tight.
He lets go and you fall on the ground gasping for air
"He grabs your arm and pulls you up to a standing position, his eyes dark with desire." I'm going to have my way with you again and again until you learn that I own you now" You can feel his hot breath on your neck as he leans in close, and you know what's coming next. He bites down on your neck, his teeth sinking into the flesh. You cry out in pain and pleasure as he sucks hard at the wound, leaving a mark that will be there for days to come.
"I couldn't help but notice," he said, his voice barely a whisper, "how much you've grown, how... how beautiful you've become." his eyes trailing over your body with an intensity
His words caught you off guard, he sounded more calm. "I've missed you," he said softly, his voice laced with longing. "I've missed us. And I'm not willing to let you slip away again."He reaches down and grabs your hips, lifting you up off the ground. You can feel his cock pressing against your entrance as he positions himself to enter you from behind. He thrusts into you, his cock filling you up in one swift motion. You cry out as he starts to fuck you hard and fast, pounding away at your pussy with a fervor that's almost animalistic.
You can feel his cock hitting your cervix with each thrust, and you know that he's going to make you cum hard. He reaches around and grabs your tits, squeezing them hard as he continues to fuck you.
"I want you to have my child". You look up at him with wide eyes, your mouth still full of his cum. He grins down at you," You, little one. Are mine forever and ever."
He’d been thinking about breeding you the second he saw
Defeated you whispered "Im yours, Take me however you want to take me."Just please don't hurt my baby if we make one together" He grins down at you again.
"ll be gentle with you, little one." "I promise."
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arcadia-smith ¡ 3 months ago
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Note: Gonna be like 4 or 5 parts of this one. I've had this planned for so long.
Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3
Summary: I think the title speaks for itself.
TW: idk, angst, fem!reader is a traitor, Simon Riley is pissed. Mention of blood, torture. Let me know if I've missed anything.
Flashback—Two Years Ago
The campfire crackled, casting flickering orange light over the small clearing. It was one of those rare nights—no mission, no gunfire in the distance, no orders barking through comms. Just a handful of them out in the open, the cold air nipping at their skin while smoke curled into the dark sky.
Ghost sat across from you, mask off, but the skull-painted balaclava still hung around his neck. A rare sight, one not many got to see. His face was all sharp angles, tired eyes shadowed by the weight of too many sleepless nights.
“You keep staring like that, I’m gonna start thinking you’re in love with me,” you teased, poking at the fire with a stick.
He huffed, shaking his head. “You’d like that, wouldn’t you?”
You smirked. “Maybe.”
Ghost leaned forward, forearms resting on his knees. The firelight made his eyes glow, sharp and unreadable. “You always like playing games?”
Something in his voice made you pause. The teasing between you was common, but there was something different about tonight. The air was heavier. Charged.
“Depends on the game,” you murmured.
He studied you for a long moment, the quiet stretching between you. Around you, the others had already begun turning in for the night, leaving just the two of you with the fire and the dark.
Ghost’s voice was quieter when he finally spoke again.
“You ever think about leaving?”
You frowned. “Leaving what?”
“This life. The missions. The constant fightin’.” His fingers flexed, curling into loose fists. “Ever think about just... walking away?”
You exhaled slowly, considering him. “No,” you lied.
Ghost gave a short, knowing laugh. “Bullshit.”
You rolled your eyes, but he wasn’t wrong. The thought had crossed your mind before—more than once. The weight of it all, the things you'd done, the blood staining your hands. There were nights you dreamed of just disappearing.
But you never thought he did.
You watched him carefully. “Why are you asking?”
His gaze flickered to the fire, jaw tight. “No reason.”
You nudged his boot with yours. “Liar.”
Something passed over his expression—something raw, something real. It made your stomach twist, made you want to reach for him, to—
“I just…” He hesitated, as if trying to find the right words. Then, softer, “There’s gotta be more than this. More than just killin’ and losin’ people and waiting for the next fight.”
For a moment, you didn’t know what to say. Because, in the end, that was all you knew, wasn’t it?
You forced a smile. “You planning on running off, Riley?”
He huffed, shaking his head. “Not without you.”
The words hit you harder than expected.
Not without you.
You swallowed, the fire crackling between you, the world feeling too small all of a sudden.
If things had been different...
Maybe.
You nudged his boot again, this time softer. “Better be careful, Ghost. Someone might think you actually care about me.”
He didn’t smile. Didn’t joke.
Instead, he just held your gaze and said, “Yeah. Maybe I do.”
And for the first time in a long time—you didn’t have anything clever to say back.
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Your wrists are bound. Ankles too. The cold steel of the chair presses against your spine, the weight of your capture sinking in. But you don't beg. You don't cry. You simply watch him.
Ghost stands before you, arms crossed, the balaclava masking everything except those sharp, piercing eyes. Eyes that had once softened around you. That softness is gone now. Replaced by something colder. Something lethal.
“You gonna start talking?” His voice is rough, scraped raw from battle, from betrayal. From you.
You tilt your head, feigning confusion. “About what?”
His gloved fingers curl into fists at his sides. He’s not stupid. You knows that. He’s watching, waiting, searching for the lie before it even leaves your lips.
“Don’t pretend you’re some meek, pathetic little girl,” he growls, stepping closer, the weight of him suffocating. “Not when I can see that vicious mind working behind your eyes.”
Your lips twitch—half amusement, half something else. “You always did see too much.”
“And yet, not enough,” he spits. His hands slam down on the arms of the chair, caging you in. “I trusted you.”
Something flickers in your expression, something so quick that most wouldn’t have caught it. But Ghost does. Regret? Guilt? No. It’s not that simple, is it?
“You shouldn’t have,” you murmur.
His fingers twitch like he wants to grab you, shake you, make you tell him why you did it. Why you sold them out. Why you left him picking up the bodies of men who should still be alive.
Instead, he exhales sharply, dragging a hand down his mask like it might help steady him.
“You don’t get to sit there and act like this wasn’t your choice.” His voice is lower now, dangerous in a different way. “You chose this. Chose to lie. Chose to betray us. Betray me.”
Your gaze drops to his chest, the black combat vest littered with dirt, dust, blood—none of it his. You wonder how much of that blood is because of you.
When you speak again, your voice is quiet. Almost regretful.
“If you were in my position, you would have done the same.”
Ghost goes still. His entire body. Like a predator moments before the kill.
“I’d never be in your position.”
You smile then—small, sad. “That’s what you think.”
For the first time, uncertainty flickers in those dark eyes of his. And you know you're still in his head, whether he wants you there or not.
But Ghost is nothing if not relentless. And he’s going to get his answers. One way or another.
And you?
You're going to make him work for them.
It’s a standoff, a battle not fought with fists or bullets but with patience and will.
He’s waiting for you to break.
You're waiting for him to snap.
The dim light above you flickers, casting shadows that stretch and twist across the cold concrete walls. Somewhere outside this room, soldiers are cleaning up the mess you left behind. Counting bodies. Patching wounds. Cursing your name.
You wonder if any of them are still defending you. If any of them think maybe there’s an explanation.
But Ghost isn’t like them. He doesn’t deal in maybes. He deals in facts. In truths. And right now, the only truth that matters is that you put a bullet in the trust he once had for you.
His fingers twitch at his sides. Small. Almost imperceptible. But you catch it.
He’s angry.
Good.
You tilt your head, pushing against the restraints just enough to test them, to remind him that you're still here. “You gonna hit me, Simon?”
His jaw tightens.
You say his name on purpose, tasting the weight of it. Simon. Not Ghost. Not the soldier. The man.
But the man is gone, buried beneath layers of war and loss and rage.
“You’re not worth the effort,” he mutters.
You chuckle, the sound light despite the situation. “That’s not what you used to think.”
Ghost stiffens.
There it is. The crack.
You lean forward as much as the bindings allow, your voice dropping to something almost conspiratorial. “Tell me, do you hate me more because of what I did? Or because you didn’t see it coming?”
Ghost’s breath flares through the mask. His shoulders square, tension winding through every muscle like a wire pulled too tight.
Then, suddenly, he moves.
You barely have time to process before his gloved hand grips your chin, forcing you to look up at him. It’s not gentle. But it’s not cruel either. It’s something in between, something laced with frustration, with an anger he doesn’t quite know what to do with.
His thumb brushes against your jaw, just for a second. A ghost of something softer.
And then—
“You have no idea how close you are to finding out exactly how much I hate you,” he murmurs, voice dark.
You swallow. Not fear. Something else.
His eyes burn into yours, and you realize with certainty—
Ghost is not here for vengeance. Not yet.
No, he’s here for the truth.
And he’s going to tear you apart to get it.
Ghost steps back, a shadow falling over you as he moves to the table beside you. The clink of metal as he retrieves something—a pair of pliers, a knife, a set of instruments. Tools for precision, for control, for breaking a person in more ways than one.
You don't flinch.
Don't give him the satisfaction of reacting.
“Still playing tough?” he asks, voice low and dangerous.
You don't answer. There’s nothing left to say.
Simon’s fingers linger over the pliers before he sets them down with a soft clink, his eyes still on you. “I should’ve known better. You were always good at hiding what was underneath.”
The words catch in your throat. A memory—of laughter, of something real between you, of trust that now feels like a cruel joke.
Your lips part. "I never lied to you."
Ghost’s eyes flash at the statement, like the very idea of you suggesting any innocence on your part angers him. "You didn’t need to. You betrayed me without saying a word. Without hesitation."
A beat of silence, and then he steps forward again, crouching so he’s eye level with you. The mask hides everything, but his posture speaks volumes. This isn’t just about information anymore. It’s personal.
"Tell me why," he demands, voice raw, "why the hell you did it."
You meet his gaze—cold, calculating. There’s nothing in your eyes now. Not fear, not guilt. Just silence.
The silence eats at him. You know it does.
And he knows that you know.
Simon’s hand snaps out like lightning, grabbing you by the jaw with an iron grip. Your teeth click together, the pressure of his fingers hard enough to make you see stars.
"I won't ask again," he growls.
You don't blink. Don't give him the satisfaction of even a flicker of weakness.
"Then you’ll never get an answer," you retort, voice tight but defiant.
His grip tightens.
"God, you’re stubborn." He lets out a harsh breath, more exasperated than angry now. His fingers leave your jaw, and he steps back. "Fine. You wanna play it like this? You wanna be a goddamn enigma?"
You don't respond.
For a long moment, he stands there, staring at you, calculating. You can see the storm swirling behind his eyes, and for the first time since the betrayal, you wonders if he’s considering breaking you. For good.
Then, to your surprise, he steps back even further, turning his back to you.
A loud clink echoes in the room as he picks up a chair, spinning it around before sitting down, his broad frame leaning into the backrest, arms crossed over his chest.
"Not gonna make it easy, huh?" he mutters, almost to himself. "Thought you might’ve learned something from your time with us."
You lift an eyebrow, the barest hint of a smirk curling your lips. "I’m not your puppet, Simon. Never was."
He narrows his eyes, glaring over his shoulder. "We’ll see about that."
Another long silence.
Then—
Click.
Your head snaps up at the sound of something sharp. Ghost is holding a knife now, just barely out of your line of sight, running it lightly over the edge of the table. The sound alone is enough to send a shiver through you.
"You’ve never been good at waiting, have you?" He tilts his head, his voice softening just a little. It’s the calm before the storm, and you both know it. "You always had to be in control. I gave you control. I trusted you. And now look where we are."
Simon’s eyes narrow dangerously. He leans forward slowly, placing the knife on the table with deliberate precision.
And for a moment, just a fleeting moment, Simon hesitates. His eyes flicker toward the blade, then back to her.
“Answer me, and I’ll make it quick,” he says, his tone now laced with an edge you haven't heard in years. "Why. Did. You. Do. It?"
You don't answer.
Because the truth is too damn heavy.
And Simon—Ghost—isn’t ready to hear it.
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red, white and ruin. part two. cody rhodes.
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dark!cody rhodes x make up artist!reader.
synopsis: on the surface, cody is everything clean-cut. honour, legacy, gold. but you saw the mask slip once, and now you can’t unsee it. he wants you because you see him, the ambition, the darkness, the violence under the white light. and when he decides you’re going to be his, he wraps you in red, white, and ruin.
warnings: reader mentions an abusive ex. cursing. toxic.
part one // part two // part three
the gifts started with the boots.
you found them sitting outside your hotel room door the next morning. matte black, ankle-high, perfect stitching, identical to the ones you’d had to toss last winter after they’d cracked clean through at the sole. you never told anyone how much you missed them.
but there they were. brand new. same cut. same make. down to the way the tongue tucked in.
you stared at them for a long time.
no note. no receipt. just waiting.
you wore them that day.
you didn’t ask questions.
the second gift was a book.
old. first edition. the spine worn just enough to show it had been read, but not ruined. you’d mentioned it once offhand, in passing, while brushing powder from his collarbone.
"it’s the kind of story that stays under your skin", you’d said.
now it sat on your vanity. wrapped in crimson ribbon. the exact copy you’d scrolled past on an out-of-reach rare books site five months ago.
again, no note.
but your name was scrawled in the corner of the inside cover, in that same confident, slanted hand.
"yours. always."
then came the necklace.
not flashy. not something you’d ever buy yourself. just a thin gold chain with a pendant the shape of a matchstick delicate, almost unnoticeable.
but the back was engraved.
let them strike you. you’ll burn them all.
you didn’t show anyone that one.
you wore it under your shirt.
every day.
by the end of the week, the pattern was clear: he knew you. deeply. closely. obsessively.
and you couldn’t bring yourself to stop him.
you told yourself it was nothing. just a weird form of gratitude. just cody being cody. you didn’t even know how to define what this was.
but every time you tried to pull back, you remembered the look in his eyes. that night you told him about your ex. that softness edged with steel.
i’d never touch you like that…
but now you wondered would he touch you at all?
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you found him alone in the training ring. the place was mostly cleared out just the dull echo of ropes creaking under his weight, the hum of old fluorescents overhead.
he was taping his wrists, forearms flexed, sweat darkening the collar of his t-shirt. He looked up when you stepped into the doorway, eyes flicking over you like a habit.
"you have good taste", you said, lifting your foot slightly. the boots. still spotless.
he smiled. "they fit?"
"they fit."
you stepped closer, the toe of your boot catching slightly on the mat. close enough now to smell the chalk and cedar of him.
"and the book?" he asked, like it was normal. like it wasn’t a thing that he even knew.
you exhaled, slow. "that’s kind of what i came to talk about."
he tilted his head.
"the gifts", you said. "the... whatever this is. i didn’t ask for it."
"no", he said softly. "you didn’t have to."
"that’s not the point, cody."
he nodded like he understood. but the gleam in his eyes said he didn’t, not in the way you needed him to.
"you could’ve asked", you added. "you could’ve just asked what i liked."
He set the tape down.
"why would i ask something i already know?" his voice was gentle. confident. "i pay attention. you think i don't see the way your face changes when you talk about something you miss? the way your voice gets quieter when it matters? you told me without saying a word."
your mouth went dry.
"that’s not normal", you said, quieter now. not accusing. not afraid. just honest.
"i’m not normal."
that made you freeze.
he stood, walking toward you slowly not aggressive, just steady. eyes locked on yours like he could feel your pulse ticking under your skin.
"i know what it looks like", he murmured. "but this isn’t about control. it’s about care. i see what the world does to people like you. how it forgets you, uses you, breaks you. i'm not gonna let that happen."
you swallowed. "cody, i don’t need saving."
"no", he said. "you need someone who won’t look away."
he stopped just in front of you. his hand lifted, slow, deliberate, fingers brushing the chain around your neck, the matchstick pendant.
"i give you things because you deserve to have something that’s yours. something good. something that knows you."
"and if i told you to stop?"
he smiled, slow. not cruel. not mocking. just certain.
"you won’t."
and the worst part?
you didn’t correct him.
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the next week you accidentally bled at work.
you hadn’t even noticed the gash at first.
it happened backstage, rushing between talent, touching up someone's bruising eyeliner before a promo. you brushed past a lighting rig that wasn’t fully secured, its jagged metal edge catching your arm.
it stung, sure. but it was shallow. just a scrape.
you barely registered it until you were rinsing your hands in the sink and saw the blood dripping down your forearm.
"shit", you whispered, grabbing a paper towel.
that’s where cody found you.
you didn’t hear him come in. you never did.
but the second he saw the blood, his voice sliced through the air.
"what happened?"
you turned, startled. "it’s nothing, just caught it on some rigging, i’m fine"
he was already across the room.
"let me see it."
you opened your mouth to protest, but the look in his eyes stole the words right out of you.
he took your arm in both hands gentle but tight. his eyes scanned the wound, jaw locked so hard you could see the twitch in his temple.
"it’s not deep", you said softly. "i’ve had worse papercuts"
he didn’t answer.
"cody."
his grip tightened. not enough to hurt, just enough to say don’t move.
"you bled", he said, almost to himself. "i didn't protect you."
you blinked. "okay…? that’s not something you can control"
"no." his voice dropped lower. shakier. "but i should’ve been there."
"cody, i’m not made of glass. it’s not a big deal"
he looked at you then. really looked. and for the first time, he didn’t just look obsessed. he looked wrecked.
"it is to me."
you felt your breath hitch. he wasn’t angry. he was panicking.
you tried to pull your arm back gently, but he didn’t let go right away.
"i can’t lose you", he said, voice barely above a whisper.
"cody. i’m not going anywhere."
that was the wrong thing to say.
because his eyes went soft in that way that meant he believed you. completely. irrationally.
"good", he breathed. "because i’ll never let that happen."
he pressed a kiss to your wrist, just below the wound. tender. careful. and completely, terrifyingly sincere.
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you told yourself it was just adrenaline.
that the way your breath caught when he kissed your wrist that wasn’t affection. it was shock. that the reason you let him drive you back to the hotel, walk you to your room, tuck the throw blanket around your legs while you sat in silence that wasn’t comfort.
that was just easier than fighting him.
you told yourself all of that.
but it didn’t stop the way your chest ached when he left. and it didn’t explain why you didn’t lock the door behind him.
the next morning, your ride had already been cancelled. you didn’t cancel it.
in its place, a black suv idled outside the hotel entrance, your name flashing on the screen behind tinted glass. the driver greeted you by name. opened the door like he was told exactly how you liked it.
when you asked who sent him, the man just smiled. "mr. rhodes wants to make sure you get there safe.”
at work, your kit was already restocked. all the brushes you'd been meaning to replace. the brand of setting spray you could never justify splurging on. a new leather case with your initials stitched into the inside flap in silver thread.
you didn’t tell him what you needed.
he already knew.
your phone buzzed that night. a new number.
unknown: you need anything before your call sheet tomorrow? late runs, caffeine? i;ll send it. just ask.
you didn’t respond.
you didn’t delete it either.
later, lena caught you lingering near gorilla position, watching cody’s match from behind the curtain. you didn’t even realize you were smiling until she said your name.
quiet. wary.
"he’s got his hooks in, huh?"
you didn’t answer.
she studied you a long moment.
"the scariest part isn’t when they’re angry. it’s when they’re soft. that’s when they bury the sharpest pieces.”
you laughed. forced. "he’s not like that."
lena didn’t argue. she just said, "no. he’s worse. because you like it."
that night, your hotel room door had a note taped to it. just one line, written in the same slanted hand that had haunted your thoughts for days.
don’t bleed where i can’t stop it.
and for the first time, you realized it wasn’t just obsession.
it was ownership.
and you’d already handed him the key.
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it was late.
the hallway lights of the hotel had flickered out hours ago, and the only thing between you and silence was the buzz of an old vending machine down the hall. you weren’t even sure why you knocked.
but he opened the door like he’d been waiting.
not dressed for you. no stagewear. no curated mask.
just a black hoodie and drawstring sweats, hair damp from a shower, the tattoo on his neck still glistening like ink freshly spilled.
you started to speak, but he stepped aside without a word.
you walked in.
The room was warm. dim. not hotel lighting, he’d changed the bulbs. brought his own. the walls were lined with framed photographs from different eras: dusty barns, boxing rings, a black-and-white of dusty rhodes mid-promo. all of them carefully placed. intentional.
this wasn’t a temporary room.
this was his world.
he didn’t ask why you were there. didn’t smirk or tease.
he just looked at you like he knew.
"it’s hard to turn it off", he said eventually.
you glanced up.
"the show", he clarified. "the noise. the lights. the people wanting pieces of you, like you’re not allowed to keep any for yourself."
you said nothing.
then he did something that shocked you, something quiet.
he sat on the floor.
back against the edge of the bed, long legs stretched out in front of him. like he needed to be grounded. like standing made the weight too heavy.
"i’m not the man they want me to be", he murmured. "but i know how to wear him. i built him. brick by brick. smile by smile."
you sat beside him, knees brushing.
"and you?", he asked. "you’re not what they see either."
you swallowed. "what do you think i am?"
he looked at you then, and there was no performance in it. just raw, stripped-down heat and knowing.
"surviving."
he leaned his head back against the mattress. his voice went even quieter.
"my dad once told me, ‘don’t let this place make you mean.’ but you can’t build a kingdom with soft hands."
"so i stopped being soft."
you didn’t realise you were holding your breath until he turned toward you again, eyes shining faintly in the warm light.
"but you, you make me want to be gentle again."
the words hit like a whisper pressed into your throat.
you didn’t move when he reached for your hand.
you didn’t flinch when he kissed your fingers.
and when he pulled you closer, slow, like he was waiting for you to say no you didn’t.
you let him fold you into him. let your head fall to his shoulder. let his thumb trace lazy circles on your wrist like he was memorizing your pulse.
and for a moment, the world shrank down to warmth and breath and nothing sharp.
you told yourself this was real.
that this was him.
not the way he watched. not the way he claimed.
just cody.
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you didn’t remember falling asleep.
But when you opened your eyes, you were still wrapped in cody’s hoodie, your head against his chest, his hand resting against your hip like it belonged there.
he was already awake.
watching you.
he didn’t smile when you blinked up at him. He just studied you like you were something rare. something precious. something that could disappear if he looked away too long.
"you look softer when you sleep", he murmured.
you shifted slightly, nerves tingling. "i should go."
he didn’t stop you.
but he didn’t move, either.
"if you want to", he said, quiet. "you always can."
the door was right there.
and you didn’t move.
not until you really had to.
and even then you weren't sure if you really want to.
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goldfades ¡ 3 months ago
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i love crash out series and thanks for your service queen 😭 i had an idea for like a fight and then make up between them with smut? a lil longer too if you don’t mind
hi baby! i hope you enjoy this!!
warnings: NSFW under the cut, minors pls dni! i feel like i forgot how to write smut so PLEASE give me some feedback
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The door barely clicks shut before Luka exhales, sharp and frustrated. You don’t look at him.
You haven’t looked at him since dinner.
Your coat is already halfway off when he reaches for you, fingers just grazing your wrist before you pull away, stepping into the kitchen like he’s not even there. Like the whole ride home hadn’t been thick with tension, the air between you stretched thin, fraying at the edges.
Luka leans against the counter, arms crossed, watching you with narrowed eyes. You don’t acknowledge him.
He hates it.
Hates the way you move around the kitchen like he’s invisible. Hates the way your lips are pressed into a tight, unyielding line. Hates the silence, because god, anything is better than this. You could be yelling, cussing him out, shoving at his chest with all the fight you have in you—and he’d take it. He’d welcome it.
But this?
This cold, calculated ignoring? He feels like he’s losing his mind.
“Are we gonna talk about it?” he asks, voice clipped.
Nothing.
Luka clenches his jaw. Pushes off the counter. Takes one step closer.
“Seriously? You’re just gonna act like I’m not here?”
Silence.
You open the fridge, grab a bottle of water, twist the cap with a little more force than necessary.
He watches. Seething. His patience, already thin, finally snaps.
“Oh, my fucking god.” Luka drags a hand down his face. “Can you just say whatever you need to say? Yell at me. Call me an asshole. Something.”
You take a slow sip of water. His eye twitches.
“You’re such a brat,” he mutters under his breath.
That does it.
Your head snaps up, eyes blazing, shoulders tight with irritation. “Excuse me?”
Luka smirks. Oh, now you want to talk.
He shrugs, leaning against the counter again, arms lazily folding across his chest. “I said,” he drawls, tilting his head, “you’re a brat.”
Your nostrils flare. He bites back a grin. He knows he shouldn’t be pushing you, shouldn’t be stoking the fire—but at least now you’re giving him something.
You slam the bottle onto the counter, stepping closer. He can see the tension in your jaw, the way your fingers curl into fists at your sides.
“You’re impossible.”
“And you’re dramatic.”
“Oh, fuck off.”
“There she is.” Luka grins, infuriating and smug, but there’s something else beneath it—something restless. Something hungry. His voice dips lower. “I was starting to miss you.”
Your pulse jumps. But you’re still pissed. Still fuming.
And Luka?
Luka loves you like this—fierce, unrelenting, all fire and defiance. But he loves breaking you down even more.
You glare up at him, chest rising and falling with each sharp breath. Luka is standing so close now that you can feel the heat of him, the way his broad frame crowds you in, making the kitchen suddenly feel smaller.
His smirk is lazy, but his eyes—his eyes are dark. Heated. He’s enjoying this.
And that pisses you off even more.
“You are such an asshole,” you hiss, pushing at his chest.
He doesn’t budge.
“Am I?” His voice is all silk and steel, infuriatingly calm, like he’s barely restraining a laugh. “For what? Wanting you to actually talk to me instead of acting like a little kid?”
Your jaw tightens.
“You think I’m acting like a kid?”
“I think you’re acting like someone who wants me to lose my patience.” He steps even closer, and you take an automatic step back—until your spine meets the edge of the counter. Luka leans in, bracing a hand beside you. “And you know what, baby?” His voice drops, low and thick. “It’s working.”
Heat pools low in your stomach.
You hate how easily he gets to you.
How his presence, his voice, his everything makes you feel like you’re standing too close to the edge of a cliff, toes curling against the drop. But you’re still mad. And you’re not about to let him just bulldoze over that.
“You embarrassed me,” you say, voice tight.
Luka’s brows knit together. “How?”
You scoff, shoving at him again—harder this time. He lets you. “At dinner. The way you were talking over me, making fun of me in front of everybody—”
“I wasn’t making fun of you.” His voice is firmer now, the teasing edge fading.
“Yes, you were.” Your fists tighten. “You always do this. You always think it’s so funny to push my buttons, and I know you don’t mean anything by it, but sometimes—sometimes it’s not funny.”
Luka exhales slowly, running a hand through his hair. He watches you for a long moment, his gaze flickering over your face. Then, finally—
“Shit,” he mutters. “I didn’t—fuck, baby, I didn’t mean to make you feel like that.”
Your anger is still there, but it softens, just a little, at the raw sincerity in his voice. You cross your arms, looking away. “You’re an idiot.”
Luka huffs out a laugh, his hands settling at your waist. “I know.” His thumbs stroke slow, deliberate circles against your hips. “But I’m your idiot.”
You bite your lip. “That’s not a good excuse.”
He dips his head, lips brushing your ear. “No?” His voice is low, dangerously smooth. “Then let me make it up to you.”
Your breath catches. Luka presses closer, his body warm and solid against yours. His nose drags along your jaw, his lips just barely skimming your skin.
Your fingers twitch at your sides.
He notices, then smirks.
“C’mon, baby.” His voice is pure sin, rough and coaxing. His hands slip lower, gripping your thighs. “Let me fix it.”
You shouldn’t give in this easily. You should stay mad. But Luka—your Luka, with his infuriating smirk and teasing touch—knows exactly how to unravel you.
And right now?
You’re about to let him.
The tension between you crackles like static in the air, thick enough to choke on. Luka's hands are still heavy on your hips, thumbs dragging slow, deliberate circles against the fabric of your dress. He’s waiting—for you to push him away, for you to tell him off, for you to fight back.
But you don’t. Instead, you stare up at him, lips parted, breath coming just a little too fast. He notices. Of course, he does.
“Say the word, baby,” he murmurs, his lips ghosting over your jaw. “And I’ll stop.”
You don’t say it.
His smirk is slow and satisfied. “That’s what I thought.”
You should still be mad. You should still be fuming, pushing him away, making him work harder for it. But Luka knows you too well. Knows the way your pulse is racing, the way your fingers twitch at your sides like they want to grab him but your pride won’t let you. Knows exactly how to break you down.
“Luka,” you breathe, and that’s all it takes.
He moves.
His hands slide down, gripping your thighs, hoisting you up onto the counter like you weigh nothing. You gasp, fingers tangling in his hair as he steps between your legs, pressing his body against yours, trapping you in.
“You gonna let me fix it?” he murmurs, his lips trailing down your throat, sucking just hard enough to make you shiver.
You hate him for this. Hate how easily he gets under your skin, how he turns every fight into something else entirely, something heated and breathless and dangerous.
And you hate even more that you love it.
“You’re such a menace,” you whisper, nails scraping against his scalp.
He grins against your skin. “You love me.”
And god help you, you do.
Your fingers tighten in his hair, yanking his head back just enough to make him groan. His hands squeeze your thighs in response, his control slipping, his breath warm against your lips.
“I’m still mad at you,” you tell him, but your voice is shaky, betraying you.
Luka smirks, pressing his forehead against yours. “No, you’re not.”
You glare at him, opening your mouth to argue, but he doesn’t give you the chance. Instead, his lips crash against yours, and everything else melts away.
The fight, the tension, the anger—it all disappears the moment his mouth moves against yours, the kiss hot and needy and just a little desperate. His hands are everywhere—sliding up your thighs, gripping your waist, pulling you closer.
Your legs wrap around his hips, anchoring him to you, and Luka groans, deep and low in his throat. He breaks the kiss just long enough to drag his mouth along your jaw, his breath ragged.
“I hate when you ignore me,” he mutters against your skin. “Drives me fucking insane.”
You smile, tilting your head to give him better access. “I know.”
His teeth scrape against your pulse. “Brat.”
You tug at his hair, making him growl. “Cry about it.”
His laugh is dark and breathless, and before you can say another word, he’s lifting you off the counter, carrying you towards the bedroom with purpose.
“You wanna play games, baby?” he murmurs, voice thick with something dangerous. “Let’s play.”
And just like that, the fight is forgotten. Because Luka may hate when you ignore him, but he knows just how to make you beg for his attention.
Luka's steps are measured, each one echoing through the hallway as he carries you effortlessly in his arms, the sheer power of his body on display. The air around you crackles with an electric current, every brush of his fabric against yours sending jolts of desire straight to your core.
The bedroom door swings open with a soft thud behind him. Luka sets you down gently on the bed, his eyes never leaving yours, burning with an intensity that sends shivers down your spine. He leans down, his hands planted firmly on either side of your head, caging you in with the strength of his arms.
“You sure you can handle this?” His voice is a low drawl, teasing, yet laced with an edge of seriousness. He knows your games, the push and pull of your resistance, but tonight, the unspoken challenge hangs heavy between you.
Without waiting for your response, Luka’s lips find yours again, more forceful this time. His tongue slides against your lips, demanding access, which you willingly grant. The taste of him is intoxicating, a mix of mint and something uniquely Luka that makes your head spin.
His hands roam downward, finding the hem of your dress and pulling it up slowly, tantalizingly, until it bunches around your waist. Cool air hits your skin, causing you to gasp into his mouth, a sound that seems to drive him even further. His fingers trace up your thighs, light yet firm, mapping the skin he’s claimed so many times yet still can't get enough of.
“God, you’re beautiful,” he murmurs against your lips, pulling back just enough to speak. His gaze is fixated on your exposed skin, as if memorizing the sight before him. His fingers hook around the edge of your underwear, teasingly pulling them down as he locks eyes with you, his intentions clear as his lips curve into a smirk.
The fabric slides off with ease, leaving you bare before him. Luka’s breath hitches slightly as he takes in the sight, the raw desire in his eyes enough to make your heart race. He dips his head, pressing kisses along your inner thigh, inching closer to where you want him most—but deliberately avoiding it, driving you crazy.
You squirm beneath him, trying to guide him where you need him, but he gently pins your hips down with his strong hands. “Patience, baby,” he chides lightly, his breath hot against your skin. His refusal to satisfy your needs makes every touch feel like both a punishment and a promise.
Finally, he relents. His mouth moves directly on your pussy, his tongue masterfully invoking sensations that leaves you writhing beneath him. Each lap sends waves of pleasure crashing through you, intensified by the sheer anticipation he's built. His name falls from your lips in a helpless mantra, echoing around the room, filling it with the sound of your pleasure.
Luka's hands grip your hips tighter, a silent command to stay still under his ministrations. But it's a tall order when every flick and swirl of his tongue draws whimpers from your throat. Just when you think you can’t take anymore, his fingers join the play, sinking into you with a precision that sends another jolt of pleasure coursing through your veins.
The room is thick with the heat of your bodies, every breath, every moan mingling in the charged air. Luka’s movements grow more urgent, more focused on your clit, as he senses your climax building. His name becomes a litany, a plea, a declaration as you teeter on the edge.
With a few more skilled movements, you cum all over his tongue, waves of pleasure rolling over you in a relentless tide. Luka slows his pace, riding it out with you, his own heavy breaths a testament to his satisfaction at your unraveling.
As you float back down, he crawls up your body, his weight a welcome pressure. His lips find yours again, kissing you deeply, passionately, sharing the taste of you. “You’re beautiful,” he whispers against your lips, a smile in his voice, his eyes crinkling with genuine affection.
Luka's gaze holds yours, intense and fiery, as he shifts his position. You can feel the solid weight of his bulge pressing against your thigh, a promise of what's to come. He trails one hand down the center of your body, a teasing path that makes every nerve stand on alert.
When he reaches the junction of your thighs, he pauses, his fingers playing at the entrance that beckons him. His other hand braces beside your head, his thumb caressing your cheek softly, a stark contrast to the hunger in his eyes.
Without waiting any longer, he aligns his cock at your sopping pussy. With a slow, firm push, he slides home, filling you completely in one smooth motion. You gasp at the sensation, a perfect stretch, a perfect fit, as Luka pauses for a moment, allowing you both to savor the moment and adjust.
Then, the restraint vanishes. Luka sets a pace that is both relentless and passionate. His hips snap forward with precision, each thrust driving him deeper, eliciting moans from deep within you. The sound of skin slapping against skin fills the room, a rhythmic beat that drives the intensity of the moment.
Luka’s face is a mask of concentration and raw pleasure as he watches the effects of his movements reflected in your expressions. His name spills from your lips in a crescendo of sound, each utterance a spur to his motions. His hands roam over your body, one settling to anchor your hip, the other reaching up to pull your leg around his waist, changing the angle of his thrusts to delve even deeper.
"You feel so fucking good," he groans, his voice rough with desire. His movements become even more targeted, designed to hit all the right spots within you. The change sends sparks of pleasure zipping through your veins, your back arching off the bed as you meet him thrust for thrust.
The intensity builds, a coiling heat in your belly that signals the rushing approach of your second climax. Luka senses it too, and his motions become even more focused, desperate, as if he’s chasing his own release that's tethered to yours.
"Cum for me, baby," he urges, his lips trailing hot kisses down your neck, his breath scalding against your skin. His words, spoken in that commanding tone, pierce the fog of pleasure and tip you over the edge. With a final, deep thrust, he pushes you both past the brink.
Your climax shatters through you, waves of intense pleasure washing over you in relentless surges. Luka follows closely behind, his own release claimed in the tight clasp of your body, his name a prayer on his lips.
The room is warm, hazy in the golden light spilling through the curtains. Your skin hums, still tingling from him, from everything.
Luka collapses beside you with a heavy, satisfied groan, one arm flung over his face, the other instinctively reaching for you. His fingers find your waist, tracing absentminded circles against your damp skin. He’s still catching his breath, chest rising and falling, a lazy grin stretching across his lips.
“Jesus,” he mutters, voice hoarse, wrecked. “You’re actually tryna kill me.”
You laugh, soft and breathless, turning to face him. His cheeks are flushed, hair an absolute mess, sweat-damp curls sticking to his forehead.
“You deserved it,” you murmur, dragging a teasing finger down his chest. “Brat.”
Luka cracks an eye open, fake-offended. “Excuse me?”
“You heard me.” You smirk, shifting closer, your lips grazing his jaw. “You love pushing my buttons.”
He sighs dramatically, rolling onto his side to look at you properly. “I don’t mean to,” he says, quieter now. His big hand finds your cheek, thumb stroking over your cheekbone. “I just love messing with you.”
You arch a brow.
“Okay—” he amends quickly, lips twitching “—sometimes I go too far.”
You hum in agreement, stretching your legs against his under the sheets. “Yeah, you do.”
Luka groans, grinning as he buries his face against your shoulder. “Shit, you’re really making me work for this apology, huh?”
You bite back a smile. “You should suffer a little.”
“I’m literally dying.”
You laugh, carding your fingers through his messy curls. “You’ll live.”
Luka leans into your touch, all soft now, pressing lazy, open-mouthed kisses along your collarbone, your shoulder. “I really am sorry,” he murmurs between kisses. “I never want to embarrass you, baby. Ever.”
The sincerity in his voice makes your stomach flip.
You nudge your nose against his, letting the last remnants of your irritation melt away. “I know.”
He exhales, relieved, and then—because he’s Luka—grins. “Sooo... am I officially forgiven? Or do I need to go another round to prove how sorry I am?”
You roll your eyes, smacking his arm. “Go to sleep.”
Luka laughs, grabs you, and pulls you against his chest with a satisfied sigh. “Mmm. Fine. But only ‘cause you wore me out.”
You tangle your legs with his, feeling warm, sated, and impossibly content. Luka’s arms tighten around you, and for a long moment, neither of you speak—just breathing in sync, just existing together.
Then—
“Still think you’re a brat, though,” Luka mumbles sleepily against your hair.
You pinch his side.
He yelps.
Then, he laughs.
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sweetwolfcupcake ¡ 1 month ago
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Gaze
Secret Garden
Part II
Category: Drabble
Yandere John Wick x Reader
Warning: None really
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The place is grand. All glitter and gold, clinking glasses and trays floating around with formally dressed staff offering appetisers and drinks to everyone. This ‘party’, if one can call it that, is beautiful to you like a classic piece hanging on the wall of a reputed art museum. You can admire it all you want, but from afar. Admiring the technique and beauty with your limited knowledge about art would be futile, though you can come up with a story .
You are technically a guest because you are accompanying your friend, who is seeking to expand the reach of his art gallery. His collection has caught the eye of a man well-known in the circle, and so came the invitation.
You glance at your friend speaking to... well, you don’t remember. From above, you can see every individual walking into the main hall, mostly with a ‘plus one’. And only a few, alone. You count the people entering out of sheer boredom-
One
Three
Five
Seven
Nine
Eleven
Twelve
Thi—
You stop midway, just looking.
Because this is the first guest who has looked up, directly meeting your gaze. He is handsome, no doubt, but not more than the magazine-worthy faces you have seen today. Yet he stands out somehow. Dressed in all black, ebony, chin-length hair and a maintained patchy beard that calls for your fingers to run over them, he could have easily become one with the crowd. But he does not. 
There is just something about him that strikes out in a way that you straighten up, as if something primal is bringing you to alertness. It’s pure instinct, something years of evolution could not suppress, or perhaps had nurtured. You don’t know, but you stand slightly straighter, more alert, and you look into his. 
Ah, yes. It is his eyes. A strange and alluring studio of softness and steel with a tinge of melancholy that one can miss if they do not look for long. They are observing and assessing you. And you just know that he already knows that you do not belong here, that you are bored, and a silly part of your brain goes the extra mile to be afraid that he can read your thoughts. 
Yet something about his gaze is electric and awakening. What has awakened within you? The sharp heat that takes your spine and your abdomen before warming your cheeks? Or the realisation that you might be somewhere you should not be. His gaze is disarming—not like those giggly romance novels; it is disarming like a dark surrender. As if you know what ever you do, wherever you go, you are powerless here; there is no other option but to surrender.
You want to look away. At least a part of you does, but you simply cannot, you feel compelled to keep looking, drinking in everything his gaze has to offer–dark, soulful eyes—hypnotic, electric gaze, and you are caught, butterfly in a jar.
With sheer will, you manage to drop your gaze to your drink and turn around, baffled and flustered. Maybe it is about time you get laid; hopefully, those eyes will not haunt you the way they have imprinted themselves in your mind at the moment. Every time you close your eyes, you see his them.
Maybe you will find him again.
Maybe he is a stranger to you, but to him, you are not.
Maybe you will never find out that your friend has been explicitly instructed to bring you along in exchange for his gallery’s expansion.
He will only look for now, as he has been doing for so long.
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Thanks to @johnwickb1tsch's Donaka bots, I got the idea of involving an art gallery. Whew! It has been a while since I wrote a John Wick drabble.
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2crtz ¡ 5 months ago
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₊˚⊹ ᰔ A SLIPPED APOLOGY .
CHARACTERS: wriothesley x f!readers
WARNINGS: fluff. fighting. apologies and everything sweet. sigewinne being cute. friends to lovers. childhood friends.   SYNOPSIS: an invitation to a ball hosted by lady furina came to your doorstep, taking it as an opportunity to drag wriothesley along with you find him a wife, but he did not enjoy that idea whatsoever.
WORD COUNT: 1.938 A/N: can you guys tell i'm obsessed with a particular troupe? you'll understand at the end of the post ;)
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Having a friend who constantly refuses join in activities with you was beyond annoying. He'd been like this since youth, and his unwavering habits were adding up onto your everlasting list of problems with Wriothesley.
When an invitation was sent to your family home, without another though, you began your trek to the Fortress of Meropide. Each step laced with determination, your mind set on convincing your ever-stubborn friend to join you in whatever the letter contained.
Pushing open the door, there he sat. Your graying friend leisurely sipping on his tea, surprised by your sudden appearance.
"Ah, and what pleasure do I own?" setting his porcelain cup, a familiar, teasing smirk tugged at the corners of his lips. As taunting as it is, you found it quite endearing he continued to play childish games with you.
Tossing the wax-sealed envelope onto his desk, his eyes flicker towards it. The seal was unmistakable, a hue of blue so infamous it could only belong to one unique character.
"You got a letter from the Archon. So what?" he dismissed the importance of the letter as he lazily laid back into his seat. The way he went about it so casually left you wondering that the Archon was a frequent sender of his.
"Open it, Wrio." you crossed your arms over you chest.
The seal was already broken, its contents not a surprise to you. As you prepared yourself for an inevitable rejection, your gaze was sharp, studying his every movement.
Wriothesley exhaled a weary sigh before retrieving the letter. As he skimmed through the words, inspecting each part with precision, he could only laugh before discarding it.
"If you honestly believe I would go to a ball, of all places, you are sorely mistaken." his tone laced with dry amusement.
"Wriothesley," you began, your voice softening, holding a weight it lacked when you first arrived. "It is time for you to enter a new chapter in your life."
Your friend could not help himself but to roll his eyes. "And you think the Fortress of Meropide will be beneficial for both me and my "wife". What a joke."
A losing fight you have declared. Yet, that did not stop you from trying. Watching Wriothesley go on his days in solidarity, surrounding himself with the steel walls of the prison was a lonely sight.
"It's because I care for you." you replied, holding up your ground, unwilling to raise the white flag.
"Then stop caring." he retorted sharply. "All you ever do it point out my flaws that I do not care for fixing."
You scoffed, not understanding why he won't listen to you. "You cannot just spend the rest of your life in solitude, refusing to open up for someone."
Wriothesley rose from his seat, palms slamming hard onto his desk with such force his paperwork and books shifted, his tea nearly spilling over. "For gods sake, stop pestering me with these fairytales you refuse to let go of!"
His shouting caused you to flinch, sending a shiver down your spine.
"Just because you were raised in a wealthy family and had everything handed to you on a silver platter does not mean you can bother me." he spat, words sharp with bitterness.
Watching him grow angry at you was entirely unfamiliar to you. Your tongue begged to retort, however you were incapable of producing sound. You were left speechless, caught in his wind of fury.
Without missing a beat, you quickly left his office and back onto the surface.
Why was it that every time you tried to be helpful, push him towards being a better person, he always brushed it off? How can he just accept the fact that he will end up alone, locked away in the Fortress of Meropide?
The questions remained in your mind, forever being unanswered.
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Wriothesley hadn't intended to shout at you, but your never-ending questions had worn him thin. He did not understand why you wouldn't stop bothering him about finding love, why it mattered so much to you?
He never asked you to carry that burden of constantly worrying about him.
"Fuck," he sighed, reclining back into his seat, hands rubbing his face. He understands that you only care about him, but damn, it really annoyed him. The frequent concern, the never-ending push to change.
"I should probably apologize," he spoke to himself, voice muffling in his hands.
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The night of the ball arrived, but you still felt the lingering aftershocks of your fight with Wriothesley. Days have passed since you've last seen him, and the ache in your heart only deepened.
On the days you didn't meet with him, he exchanged letters with you, brief summaries of his day, keeping you informed with changes within the prison. Yet, none have been sent, a silent reminder that you went too far in your pushing.
The words slipped from your tongue quietly, an admission that weighed you down. "I need to apologize to Wriothesley."
You knew you had to make things right between you, but the thought of facing him after scaring you off, shattering the walls he kept restrained for a long time, filled you with anxiety.
What if he didn't accept your apology?
A shaky breath escaped your lips as you looked down onto the delicate jewelry in your hand, ready to be put on. A symbol of what Wriothesley had said, his voice echoing in your mind, that everything had been handed to you on a silver platter.
Ashamed, you placed the piece of jewelry into it's container, closing it with a quiet snap. With one final glance on your dress and jewelry, you had to fix this, no matter how difficult it will be.
Without hesitation, you felt your feet move.
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Wriothesley adjusted the cuffs of his sleeve, positioning them nicely around his wrist. He didn't know why he is going to the ball-- no, he knows why. It is to apologize to you after days of deciding.
Perhaps seeing him there will prove to you that he does listen to you, that he understand why you push him towards greatness. It was his way of showing you that, despite his stubborn head, he was trying to bridge the gap between you and him.
Maybe, for a slight moment, you would catch a glimpse of the Wriothesley you had always believed was hidden beneath the surface. One who was listening, one who cared.
In truth, Wriothesley was doing this because he missed you more than he'd ever admit. It was torture not speaking to you, not writing to you, not being near your presence. He needed you to survive, act as his anchor-- as dramatic as that sounds.
If he didn't care, he wouldn't go through such lengths for a ordinary person, but for you, he'd walk on Natlan's lava barefoot just to protect the soles of your feet.
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You ran up the steps, heart pounding in your chest, each step echoing your urgency. You pushed the heavy doors leading in Wriothesley's office, calling his name.
But as the door swung open, the room before you deprived of his presences. The air hung thick with his absence.
"Are you looking for Wriothesley?" a soft, child-like voice came from behind you, standing in the doorway. Sigewinne gaze fixed on you, a hint of concern in her eyes. She could see the look etched in your face, one that she noted down as disappointment.
Nodding you head slowly. "Yes." it was clear you were upset about missing your friend.
"He just left to the surface, something about attending an event." Sigewinne's hand rubbed her face as she tried to recall where exactly Wriothesley's had gone.
Your eyes widened as she ended her sentence. "The ball?!" you exclaimed.
Sigewinne, with a sudden snap of her fingers, nodded. "Yes! It's strange. He does not usually attend in those gatherings," she spoke softly, pondering the unusual turn of events.
Without a second thought, you hurriedly made your way home, slipping on your dress and jewelry. The realization struck you in awe. He truly was at the ball, and it was for you! Never, in your decade and a half of your friendship, had you ever imagined seeing Wriothesley grace such an event.
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Wriothesley was well aware why he'd always avoided events. It was nothing but a dating pool for unmarried men and women. The sight was sickly, almost nauseating-- though, perhaps, that sour feeling was from the alcohol.
His eyes scoured through the sea of people, scanning each face in the crowds, his gaze sharp and attentive. Yet, despite his search, his efforts were met with failure. He could not find you.
Perhaps you were engaged in conversations with men, and the thought caused his blood to boil. The mere image of other suitors admiring you, swoon you with their words, might ignite the room from the flames of his fury.
As he seized another glass of alcohol from the tray of a passing servant, the murmurs around him grew louder, the guests' attention drawn to the top of the grand staircase.
There, fitted in the most beautiful gown, was you. Standing over the people as if you were their goddess, answering the silent prayers around you. Wriothesley set his glass down, eyes locked on your being descending the staircase, each step capturing his heart.
Wriothesley watched as your eyes scanned the crowd, searching through the sea of guests as if you were looking for something-- or perhaps, someone.
The moment your gaze met his, you made your way towards him in purposeful strides, your eyes locked onto his sea of blue, your voice tinged with both frustration and relief. "I ran around the world searching for you."
A humorous smile threatening to appear on Wriothesley's lips when you spoke. "Really?" his voice laced with amusement.
"My world consists of the Fortress of Meropide, so yes, really." you replied.
Once noticing the determined look in your eyes, Wriothesley gaze softened, a rare vulnerability flickering in his expression. "I came to apologize," he confessed, voice laced with sincerity. "To show you that your words hold meaning, and that they haven't fallen on deaf ears."
"I also apologize for constantly forcing you in a position you clearly have no interest in," it was difficult maintaining eye contact with him, shame swelling within you. "I miss you, Wriothesley." you whispered, words hanging between you both.
Not caring for the eyes of others, he gently cupped your face in his hands, tenderly and reassuringly. "I've missed you too," he murmured, his voice low and filled with sincerity.
"Wriothesley--"
"Marry me."
His words hit you like a thunderclap, leaving you stunned momentarily. Your eyes widened, unable to grasp on his unexpected proposal.
"What?" you could not mask your surprise.
"I cannot imagine myself marrying anyone else," he confessed, his tone steady. "All the times you asked me about marriage, only you comes to mind. The thought of you entertaining other men stirs something in me, a jealousy that consumes me whole."
Not understanding the grasps of his words, your knees buckled beneath you, threatening to give out as the rush of emotions overwhelmed your senses.
"I should have never raised my voice at you, and I intent on making it up to you, now and for as long as I live." his hands never leaving your face. "So please, do me the highest honor and marry me."
Without a second thought, you nodded eagerly, the words tumbling from your lips with no effort.
"Yes--" you breathed, heart pounding. "Yes, of course, Wrio."
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