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Random thoughts on Lynette von Valancius (and possible relationship between RT and Heinrix)
I think when it comes to Heinrix, the RT's main intention may be to give him some grey hair and, eventually, drive him completely crazy. Probably, even to make his presence on the board hardly bearable, yet not confronting him directly. Why so? Because after Lynette spent years under the watchful eye of the Inquisition for some reason, without any real chance to make her rules, becoming RT is like a breath of fresh air for her. This title came out of the blue, but she intends to take as much advantage of that as possible.
Although teasing an interrogator and making his life less comfortable aren't the most signicant benefits, they're definitely enjoyable ones! She slowly gets softer with him. Still, he doesn't 'pass her trust check' until Commorragh. Shame, but even after that she has a few doubts about his true intentions nearly till the end of the game.
P.S. What's more, at first, subconsciously, Lynette'd like him to lose his mind, get back to Calcazar in such a condition, and corrupt the entire Inquisition there... (dark side points gained!)
#everything is complicated#one day she wouldn't mind driving him crazy in a bit different way...#the power her title provides doesn't tempt her#it's more freedom and safety which allow her to put up with great responsibility her title demands#why do i make people from my fav pairings suffer and have complicated relationships???#rogue trader#heinrix van calox#von valancius#warhammer 40k rogue trader#lynette von valancius#heinrix x von valancius#heinrix x rogue trader#everything is complicated to friends to lovers#random thoughts
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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*plays slipping through my fingers by ABBA*
This was made for this tumblr post I made a while ago.
#complicated family dynamics#my beloved#they grew up side by side#thats his son#his best friend#his first kid#and despite everything#they still love each other#so much#i just want to draw them happy#fanart#batfam#batfamily#dick grayson#nightwing#bruce wayne#batman#the first robin#batman and robin#my art
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Log #2: 01302024
Maybe it’s the night wind coercing me to write about you. Maybe it’s the fear of letting go of things so fast. Or maybe it’s the anxiety of waiting for another day to pass. Whatever it is, I wish you well.
How do you do these days? I hope you’re getting nice sleep — unlike me who’s unable to have a proper one ever since starting a new year. I always seem to have it the worst during the early months of the year — maybe my body remembers that night. Did you know our bodies can store memories? On a cellular level, it can. Do you think it’ll explain why my fingers twitch, my eyes suddenly hurt or my chest heave at the recognition of even the smallest thing that can remind me of you? I already know the answer to that.
My parents said I was good at making friendships when I was a child. Now it seems to be the complete opposite. Nobody stays. Even you. I still hold a grudge for the people who leave me. But I know I don’t hate them, not really. Because I can’t. Because I can understand people to a level they aren’t even aware of. I understood why you left and I accepted it even like my next breath. I’m so understanding of others, I overlooked everything that concerned me because I deemed it too low compared to other people’s. Have you experienced the same? Is this a bad attempt on still finding something we can both relate too? I told you I’m bad at this now.
I think the distance is a good thing. Sometimes, that is. Sometimes, I force myself to have fun because not everything should revolve around you and your life. Sometimes, I beat myself up over all the things I did wrong. It gets worse at nights — hence whatever I’m doing right now.
Do you miss it as much as I miss it?
I missed out on a lot of your teenage years, and you missed out on a lot of mine. Which is good, I think. It’s for the better that you didn’t witness how I was firsthand, right after you left. Or they left. A lot of people leave, please tell me why they do. Maybe you can convince me, you were always good at it.
Do you hate me?
I know there were moments where I was absent. I’m self aware. Do you hold it against me that I didn’t choose to view your messages? Is it the reason why you stopped reaching out?
If you knew the things I knew, would you have still ignored me?
I like to believe I’m stronger now. But everytime I’m faced with a problem and everything crashes down and I remember, I still get petrified and scared. But I don’t cry anymore. Maybe that’s an improvement.
I’m sorry. I need some sleep.
#sleep deprivation#should be illegal#letters#are complicated#everything is complicated#friendships#or the lack thereof#vulnerability#should be banned#this is stupid
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At least I know my dad was always proud of me. Literally no matter what I did he always was proud and loved me unconditionally. I wish my mom would do the same
#I know my mom loves me but she’s not proud of me ever and also it’s just complicated w her#everything is complicated#kurt says
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other misc gnshn stuff from while i’ve been playing this summer
#genshin impact#genshin fanart#illustration#kinich#wanderer genshin#the freeroam playstyle of it has consumed me now thta i have a good work-free time balance but it’s been awful for my art this year lmao#i just like logging on to roam around and take screenshots of the mountains.#i told my friend i wanted to play just to have a new enormous video game map to memorize everything on and boy have i memorized it all#if u can make a complicated geoguessr game out of the games map then it is a game i want to play
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@buggachat said redraw these Miraculous screenshots and I don't even watch Miraculous but I love her art so much I had to obey 😍😍 (seriously she's one of my favourite artists check out her work if you haven't already!!)
#miraculous ladybug#mlb#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#alya cesaire#nino lahiffe#mlb season 6#miraculous#miraculous fanart#my art#i dropped everything to draw this idk why#I've only seen a couple episodes of miraculous#however i read buggachats bakery enemies comic#omg it's soooo good you have to read it!!#adrien is like an honorary blorbo. because of her art#i drew alya's shirt in the most needlessly complicated way#ml
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#Akane owari#Aoi asahina#an art#sdr2#super danganronpa 2#danganronpa#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#I feel like my colours are always paler on tumblr?? Idk if its my eyes tricking me bc I have dark theme on#Anyway. I'm in a girl drawing mood#And I was thinking about Aoi having complicated feelings about Akane#Like it's so great that she's thriving and happier than ever after everything#But. ' That should have been me and /my/ huge buff S.O having beach dates... :'( '
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All ancients re-designs + their weapons. Working on this took way too long, man. I had to get the anatomy accurate for everyone too for a separate ref sheet. But they're finally done.
#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#dark cacao cookie#hollyberry cookie#pure vanilla cookie#golden cheese cookie#white lily cookie#me when a simple design exists and I complicate everything in a redesign
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I'm afraid of disappointment
Money is bad and awful
I can't trust people
And I don't know what's causing my vulvitis
How are you today?
#having a time#just got back from therapy#I'm a lot#and my brain is tired#everything is complicated#spectrapy#spectralshit
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because there is nothing to lose the people saying biden should resign now so kamala can still be the first female president are absolutely right but why stop there? inauguration day is 70 days away let's make "president for a day" a real thing. say "fuck it we ARE going to do the arbitrary quota DEI bullshit you accuse us of" and speedrun first [category] presidents. revolving door type thing.
first female president. first openly gay president. first transgender president. first president who has been to space. first president gamer president. first mime president. just play president bingo and hit as many categories as possible while we still can. make all of trump's #47 merch unusable by forcing him to be the 115th president instead. who cares anymore let's peacefully transition power but do it in the most chaotic hot-potato way possible
#us politics#politics tw#election 2024#joe biden#kamala harris#this is how bernie can still win!!!#like fuck it even let hillary have it for a day since she wanted it so freakin bad#each person pardons the one before and half the action is just pardons#if they're gonna dismantle the justice system as well as all the other systems of government just preemptively pardon anyone#if there's a policy that really needs to get passed just do executive order chain where each new person goes 'ditto'#make everything so frickin complicated to untangle that the trump admin has to spend the first 100 days#just sorting through paperwork#maybe malicious compliance and bureaucracy was the answer all along#'i guess you guys wanna do autocracy but we're gonna make it really irritating for you'
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Claudia and Soren be like “they aren’t my sibling anymore, I will do whatever it takes to stop them.”
And still unintentionally speak of each other with fondness in their heart
#jelly tarts#the dragon prince#god i miss when they loved each other without having intensely complicated feelings about how everything went down#Viren is gonna haunt the narrative SO hard in Arc 3#tdp soren#tdp claudia
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"Still not helpful."
#thought i'd have to go back and record this but turns out i already recorded it#this being the one (?) time he uses that nickname is so funny. hit him with the exasperated long-suffering voice and everything#tfw your husband admonishes you in front of people for being shitty. significant other more like significant bother#but it's also such a good scene in general. i love that the game has them at opposite ideological ends#(even if its just to further complicate/bolster the choice being made)#ashur despite being a resistance leader isn't politically revolutionary at least not in the same sense as tarquin#who obviously sees the necessity of armed struggle and violence to force change in a highly stratified society. very fanonian *gets shot*#something something inherent ideological differences re: class struggle when you're at the top vs at the bottom#two very different vibes in these tags. anyway im cool and fine about them actually#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv#datv ashur#the viper#datv tarquin#datvedit#ashur#tarquin#veilguard#**da#viperquin
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DP x DC: The Most Dangerous Card Game
Ok so Danny has essentially claimed earth as his. And he is fully aware that there are constant threats to the planet. Now he can’t stop a threat that originates on earth (that’s something he’ll leave to the Justice league) but he can do something about outside threats. Doing some research on ancient spells, rituals, and artifacts, he cast a world wide barrier on the planet to protect it from hostile threats so they cannot enter. This will prevent another Pariah Dark incident. However, barriers like this come at a price. You see, there are two ways to make a barrier. Either make one powered up by your own energy and power (which would be constantly draining) or set up a barrier with rules. The way magic works is that nothing can be absolutely indestructible. It must have a weakness. The most powerful barriers weren’t the ones reinforced with layer after layer of protective charms and buffed up with power. Those could eventually be destroyed either by being overpowered, wearing them down, or by cutting off the original power source. No, the most powerful barriers were the ones with a deliberate weakness. A barrier indestructible except for one spot. A cage that can only be opened from the outside. Or that can only be passed with a key or by solving a riddle. So Danny chooses this type of barrier and does the necessary ritual and pours in enough power to make it. And he adds his condition for anyone to enter.
Now the Justice league? Find out about the barrier when Trigon attempts to attack, they were preparing after he threatened what he would do once he got to earth. How he would destroy them. The Justice league tried to take the fight to him first but were utterly destroyed, so they retreated home to tend to their injuries, and fortify earth for one. Last. Stand. Only when Trigon makes his big entrance…he’s stopped.
The Justice league watch in awe as this thin see-through barrier with beautiful green swirls and speckled white lights like stars apears blocking Trigon and his army’s advance. The barrier looks so thin and fragile yet no matter how hard the warlord hits, none of his attacks can get through and neither can he damage said barrier. That’s when Constantine and Zatanna recognizes what this barrier is. Something only a powerful entity could create. For a moment, the league is filled with hope that Trigon can’t get through yet Constantine also explains that it’s not impenetrable. And clearly Trigon knows this too for he calls out a challenge.
And that’s when, in a flash of light, a tiny glowing teenager appears. He looked absolutly minuscule compared to Trigon and yet practically glowed with power (this isn’t a King Danny AU though).
And that is when the conditions for passing the barrier are revealed. And the Justice realize that the only thing stopping Trigon and his army from decimating earth. The only way he can get through….is by beating this glowing teenager in a card game.
Not just any card game though. The most convoluted game Sam, Danny, and Tucker invented themselves. It’s like the infinite realms version of magic the gathering, combined with Pokémon, and chess. And Danny is the master. So sit down Trigon and let’s play.
(The most intense card game of the Justice league’s life).
After Danny wins, this happens a few more times with outer word beings and possibly even demons attempting to invade earth, yet none have been able to beat the mysterious teenager in a card game. Constantine might even take a crack at it and try to figure out how to play. He’s really bad though. Every time this happens, the Justice league worry that this might be the time the teenager looses. Yet every time, he wins (even if only barely).
Meanwhile, Danny, Sam, and Tucker have gotten addicted to the game and play it almost daily. Some teachers might seem them playing the game are are like ‘awww how cute’ not realizing this game is literally saving the world. Jazz is just happy they aren’t spending as much time on their screens playing Doomed.
#DPxDC#Kizzer55555 ideas#Danny makes a card game to save the world.#Technically he worded the ritual so that they had to ‘beat’ him as those are the most powerful barriers and most reliable.#keys can just get lost or stolen (like the one to Pariah’s Coffin)#A riddle would be useless once someone figured out the answer. Like how no one takes the sphynx seriously anymore.#(Sorry Tuck. But it’s true).#And there is NO WAY Danny is just leaving a hole open for anyone to pass through. No thank you!#So…beating him. But it’s not like Danny wanted to fight so…he edited the ritual a TINY bit. Card games are good. Much less painful too.#Danny Tucker and Sam made the most complicated card game they could imagine.#It’s based on their strategies for fighting ghosts. Capturing them in thermoses. And MUCH based on a on field battle strategy.#It often requires spontaneous thinking on the spot. So Danny? In his ELEMNT. It doubles as practice for his actual ghost battles too.#They had SO much fun making this.#Sam added an entire series of plant cards that act as traps and healing ointments and duds that just take up the field.#Tucker added legitimate hyroglyphics combined with Latin as well as English and ghost speak.#Yes. You actually have to speak that language to play. With proper pronunciation. (Amity Parker’s think the three are talking gibberish.)#I headcanon Sam and Tucker are fluent in Ghost.#Constantine WILL figure this game out SO HELP HIM!#Some of the cards also have combinations related to constellations either in name or placement on the board.#By the way the board is based on a Hexagonal summoning circle with Rhunes along the edges#And the placement of the cards on the board and on what rhune MATTERS.#Also the cards move disintegrate and have certain abilities. Think of Harry Potter Wizard Chess.#But they are normal when Danny plays at school. This is just for ✨effect✨ Against invaders.#Danny faces multiple opponents. He also halts alien invasions.#While Danny COULD stop crime on earth he’s not sure how to fight a normal human and hold back so he sticks to ghosts.#The Justice league are going crazy trying to figure out who this entity is and after deep research are convinced this is some sort of#Ancient being who has protected earth for millenia. They have paintings on ruins and everything.#Danny is not aware they think this.#Raven starts praying to Danny as if he is a god and wrangles the other Teen Titans into doing so as well. Danny is still unaware of this.#Danny is not a King or an ancient. Just a very VERY strong ghost.
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The reason why I lean towards the directive is because many trans people I know personally were told "hey I think you might be trans" and it prolonged and complicated things, rather than helped. Theres some people in that group who have lasting effects from it, too, extremely anxious that they might have transitioned "to fit in" (obviously thats baloney but anxiety brain rarely cares about being reasonable). I can see the logic behind how some people tout the directive for transphobic reasons, but I think like everything its not black and white. My interpretation and interaction with this personal rule has been "dont tell someone theyre trans. remind them that exploration is an option, be an open resource, but dont decide for them", with how overt I am about recommending exploring their gender identity varying based on circumstances.
Point is, I'm reluctant to cast all of this as "transphobic people trying to stop more trans people from living as themselves" or the like. Its a fine line though, I get it.
Ramona: Yeah, uh, Roxie and I are both trans women.
Scott: Oh! So that's how she's one of your "evil ex boyfriends" despite being a girl!
Roxie, six inches from slicing him to bits depending on what he says next: Oh?
Scott, oblivious: Not "ex ... boyfriend", but "ex-boy ... friend!"
Roxie: ... y'know, that's the funniest way I've ever heard any "cis" person describe it.
Scott: Oh, really? -- Wait, why was "cis" in quotes?
Ramona, as innocently as she can manage: What do you mean in quotes?
Roxie, ditto: Yeah, this is a verbal conversation.
Scott: Uhhh, never mind.
The catgirl speedrunner from the High Council of Trans Women who was ready to clip through the wall and deck Ramona or Roxie in the face if either of them tried to violate the Trans Prime Directive, like with the Vegan Police: (retreats)
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a collection of early game ingellvar moments that made me go '...oh. oh rook LOVES loves the grand necropolis huh' with devastating force in my first playthough (+ one bonus lucanis being -- perhaps not quite convinced because his delivery makes me so happy and I made this for me. every day I'm so incredibly glad you're here even if you maybe aren't so much yet lucanis)
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#the grand necropolis#myrna#rook ingellvar#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#emmrich volkarin#lucanis dellamorte#who'd be DUMB enough to trespass in *our* necropolis <3 I do so love emmrich and ingellvar's shared brain wavelength#of being insufferably nevarran and even more insufferably watchers about it all every chance they get#rye's relationship to home is complicated but not in the way that he doesn't love it with all his beating heart. because he does#and he probably will with his unbeating heart when that day comes too#I think part of why I love this lucanis delivery is that it's just so good when he talks from his chest properly#he's soft-spoken most of the time even when he's being quite intense about something#so when something has him expressing himself with his whole chest as it were it's so perfect haha#mostly he does it when he gets incredulous and confused enough I think. not even when he's angry just when everything gets too ???#for him to keep equilibrium. he really does spend 80% of this game audibly confused and still keeps going#it's why he's my inspiration#also myrna literally telling rook to stand up straight as the second thing she says to them fhsdkj#yeah the mourn watch IS rook's family isn't it
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