#everything feels so hopeless lately

[kaiisers]

if you’re struggling, if you’re going through something that makes your shoulders feel a little (a lot) more tense than usual, that just makes small habits that lead you to harm yourself a little more habitual, if you’re going through something that makes you want to stay in bed just a little longer (just the entire day… the entire month), that makes you feel just… down, in a way that you know is making everything seem and be harder than usual,

you’re not alone.

i don’t know what kind of struggle you’re facing, if it’s a long-lasting one or something that came up recently, but you’re allowed to feel all of it and more; you’re allowed to feel throughout all of it, for as long as you need to, before you put yourself back together.

just do me the favor of finding a little something to hang onto, your little rock for getting though this. for if you’re the person others tend to lean, or hang onto, perhaps sometimes too heavily, too tightly; you deserve to find something, someone to do that for you, too.

it’s not easy to open up, i know that very well. reaching out for help is not as easy for some as it is for others, and that’s okay. but reaching out, if only for a little while, for even just a shoulder to lie on, or company to just listen, you might find that it makes your precious heart if only a tad bit lighter.

you’re not alone.

[cimeriansparrow]

Am I feeling depressed and ugly because I have depression and anxiety and severe self loathing or is all of that just coming out because my periods coming

[nabaath-areng]

I neither believe nor don't believe in ghosts because I can't prove anything and, like the questions of the universe, I'm comforted by the conclusion that I don't need to know everything. But I swear I don't know how I maintain this conviction with everything weird that keeps happening, especially the last 2 weeks in particular.

Last night we heard a loud BANG and when we got to the kitchen, three drawers were pulled open to the point where they nearly got stuck. One of these drawers in particular is hard to open and yet there it was.

Today I woke up from the fire alarm blasting, only for it to stop like nothing happened once I'd gotten up. I checked both it and everywhere in the house but nothing was out of the ordinary.

And after years upon year of footsteps in the stairs with nobody there, various dreams about things none should have had knowledge about beforehand, and other weird signs such as a laptop randomly playing a section of a song we've never heard before that goes "Don't you worry 'bout a thing" while we are in the middle of the worst crisis of our lives...

Or hell, like that time recently while looking for my bee suit and I found it because, I kid you not, something stroked across the velcro around the helmet back and forth. At first I thought it was like, falling or something but it's only to keep it closed around the neck, that sound wouldn't be possible unless you actively went with your finger and stroked.

I don't know. I guess this is why I'm not outright sceptical of anything that might be beyond my comprehension and understanding lmao

[soapkid]

ive gotta be real im kind of losing hope for life

[themostdesperatehoney]

I do respect the yearnful and more sappy/romantic content, I don’t think you need to worry if it fits ur page!! If u wanna be fucked like you’re in love, own itttt 😏 it’s cute

AGHHHHH ur so right honestly. LIKE IT'S MY PAGGEEEEE I can post what I want!!!!

[moe-broey]

Petition to Stop the Passage of Time.

[scarletcomet]

I am so fucking miserable

[swamp-cats-den]

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[aberooski]

I'm seriously hanging on by a thread right now I might just go drop dead 😭

[professorabacus]

*sigh*

[mainfaggot]

oh also shes straight

[chelleisamazing]

I decided to read RW&RB after watching the movie and loving it so much, because I just knew the book would be better and honestly, when I finished it I was in shambless.

[storybook-souls]

ugh i wish it was easier to logic myself out of feeling bad.

[tortademaracuya]

[causticsunshine]

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[m-feys]

It just feels like the people in my life dont really have that much sympathy for all the changes and struggles in my life until I'm stressed out of my mind about it. And part of that is i have a long history of not knowing how to express myself but it just feels like I always have to get to my wits end before someone says hey I can help with that we can work on this. Its always like i have to break down before my effort and my pain gets recognized...