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All right, everyone's getting One Singular Boop back so here goes:
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I'm sure everyone has an old dead author/poet/playwriter/etc. that they have personal, probably unreasonable, debatably irrational beef with because of their life/writing/etc. or because schoolwork made them hate the author by association.
What's the author that, should a character based on them appear in BSD, would have you hissing and biting and scratching the walls (derogatory)? What caused this personal grudge? Did it already happen to you and your dreaded author freely walks the BSD world?
I'll start: I have beef with early 1900s French novelist Émile Zola because he came up with naturalism, which is fiction with the pretense of being "scientific" through "objective" observation of the human nature (ignoring that the author has the power of god over their story). If a character based on him showed up in BSD I'd drop-kick them on the spot.
#i cannot stress this enough this is for the personal grudges they don't have to be reasonable#your teacher made you write 6 pages on their life+works and to this day you want to bite something when you hear their name is 100% valid#please include a little bit of context because everyone comes from different countries#also please indulge me and my little hater heart#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#apparently i talk sometimes
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The casualties have officially dropped to 0.
#Makoto Naegi#aoi asahina#danganronpa thh#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#super danganronpa goodbye despair#super danganronpa 2#Sdr2#An art#Can you imagine how stressful it all was for Makoto and how relieved he must've been realizing the program was a success#And that not only did he make the right decision and didnt re-doom the world. But he saved lives#And gets to watch people he encountered in a state of total detachment get back on their feet#I think about it...#I think acc to the anime he didnt actually know if it was a success or not until everyone showed up at the same time#But I wanted to draw this anyway. Makoto aoi bestie friendship !!!!#I just think he'd be so happy for the simple fact that he managed to do a good thing and make ppl happy OK IM DONE#I said I'd take a break from drawing for a bit to prevent burnout. I lied. I am unstoppable and hubris will kill me
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Scrolling in the Ra's al Ghul tag is a jumpscare that you were expecting but still got jumpscared.
The amount of Tim related things I see.... I want to see just Ra's, Talia, Damian,Bruce and other Al Ghul members. I'm so sick of seeing "Ra's al Ghul cherishes Tim's spleen 🤗 and he wants Tim's babies 🤪 Tim knows everything about Ra's al Ghul and the League of Assassins 🥴"
Can Tim stans leave Ra's alone??? Let the man be the family guy he is. Let him love and care his daughter, son and grandson. Let him care for animals, plants, the whole planet! Stop making everything related to Ra's about Tim. Stop making him a creepy pedo.
#anti tim drake#ras al ghul#ra's al ghul#damian wayne#damian al ghul#talia al ghul#bruce wayne#dc#dc comics#al ghul family#im a bit angry#jussstt a bit#i usually don't talk things about this but im very stressed and i needed to get some steam out of my chest#ranting#it's actually fun#maybe i should rant more#and complain#i usually try to do my criticism in a polite and respectful way because everyone has their own opion#but i guess being angry sometimes is relieving
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i really hate how the fandom’s excuse for jayfeather’s shitty behavior (and outright medical malpractice in certain cases. looking at the time he refused to help squilf in labour bc he couldnt be bothered and later blamed her for how bad it was) is “well the clan was ableist to him growing up, so fuck them!” ok how does that excuse him screaming at and berating the cats that didnt do any of that. or the babies.
#or ‘’well hes snarky and mean! we dont get snarky and mean characters!’’ what are you talking about everyone in this series is an asshole#im also a bit bitter bc you know if he were a she cat then he’d get tons of animations of ocs killing him#ppl (fanon and authors) really really want jay to be this underdog whos just grumpy at best#but in reality hes like. one of the head honchos in the clan. he holds a ton of power over people#sure sometimes the narrative doesnt WANT that to be the case but hes literally gods messenger boy#and is in charge of medical care#maybe im just very familiar with shitty doctors/nurses who abuse their patients and excuse it with ‘’but im stressed :(‘’#but this character never was endearing to me even before the team switch#jayfeather is not your beaten down blorbo in a shitty retail job hes the nurse making a tiktok about how cringey pregnant patients are#also i just. really despise ‘’but theyre traumatized :(‘’ as an excuse for abusive behavior#did you ever think maybe some of his patients like twigkit were traumatized by his behavior?
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Hey everyone! this is where the zebra is currently with the design.
It has knee braces!! I will most probably be drawing the zebra usually with them on, but it’s no requirement, for example if anyone else wants to draw the zebra :-]. I always like to make sure an animal design has official colors underneath any clothing and accessory anyway. I think this will be final! thank you everyone for your feedback!
As a reminder, aside from why the zebra was requested for this flag, this is also just a zebra with the disability pride flag on it. It’s just a deisgn to fit the flag, with input from other disabled people in our community. It doesn’t mean other animals can’t have designs with these colors, too! I don’t mean this design to be the only mascot for all disabled people. It’s just a silly series i do of pride animals, and at the time, during disability pride month, I wanted to see what everyone wanted me to start off with for this flag!
the goal with my pride animals is to take requests and make people feel happy and seen.. that’s all <:-)
#disability pride#pride animals#disability#disability pride flag#zebras#I’ve been a little stressed about this animal for the past week.. I will be honest with you#The zebra has many stripes and I wanted to try my best to make sure it wouldn’t cause issues like headaches or other things#also.. if]ve been working on this for a while now.. i want to call it done soon!#But now that this is finished#I will start designing stickers and pins to put on redbubble and also for me to print IRL!#thank you everyone! I’ve also learned more than whatbI already knew this week#Even if it was stressful it was fun to see everyone get so excited when I would show updates to the designs#Sorry for a long speech.. I am a very nervous person today#Excuse my typos! I’m a fast typer and tired from the day#ebonytailsart#Thank you yomcloud for giving me your feedback as well. I don’t have a lot of perspective on visual processing disorders and photensitivity#so it meant a lot to me#just like the other pride animals I am very open to making more animal designs for this flag! But I’d like to save it for the future instea#It’s a bit too soon at the moment. thank youuu
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when i first started this blog i got an anon saying that i shouldn’t tag jensen in my finds because it was unfair to embarrass him.
anyway, i wonder if that anon came from one of the twitter people who repost my finds without credit and get 20k views on “never before seen” pictures.
#if you’ve been here since the start you know that credit isn’t normally something i stress over#cause i didn’t photograph the stuff and it’s not art that i’ve lovingly crafted#BUT it does irritate me a bit when it’s something that i spent stupid amounts of time and energy and often money to find#do i need credit no but does it annoy me when someone writes that it’s a never been seen before picture and it’s something i dug up#yeah it does when i’m feeling pissy#1. well these are in national newspapers so technically they’ve been seen before by a large number of people#2. if you’re that up to date on the extant young jensen photos to know that it’s newly unearthed did you think maybe someone#did the work to find it?#i don’t care if you’re just sharing photos casually but a full time jensen account just hits different#ps i only care about this when i’m in a bad mood so i’ll go back to not caring and enjoying making shit available to everyone
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rereading tintin in tibet, why are are tintin and chang so gay in this book
#i cannot stress enough that it’s so unlike tintin to freak out and be so impulsive like how he is in this book#usually that’s haddocks role and tintin’s the most levelheaded one#but NOPE tintin’s like ‘literally everyone and their mom is saying that chang is dead but based on a vague prophetic dream he’s 1000% alive#bit fruity#tinchang#tintin#the adventures of tintin#tintin in tibet#chang chong chen#tchang#tintin x chang
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How would herobrine in the alien au react to finding Squiddo living on earth with ash? Would he try to bring her back home?
he tries to tell himself at first that it’s fine, she’s just distracted, she just lost track of time, she’ll be back any minute now.
but when she still doesn’t come back, he knows something’s gone wrong
#we’re So back everyone#squiddo#daily squiddo#the real squiddo#mcyt#herobrine#alien au#i’ve actually reworked this au a bit so it’s a fair bit more cohesive but im really happy with it#let’s just say that :) ash is gonna be :) extremely stressed soon :)
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Fluent Freshman - Part 30
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Ichirou Moriyama had long been someone Riko had spoken about and therefore someone Kevin knew of.
First reverently as he talked about how someday his brother would come for him and how he’d watch Riko’s games. Then Ichirou never showed up once and the anger set in and mentions of his brother would result in especially bad days.
Kevin’s only saving grace at the Nest near the end was that Ichirou had been as uninterested in him as he was in Riko.
Neil was the one who had handled any communications with the new Master of the Moriyama family and Kevin was grateful for that. His stomach still twists when he found out what it would cost him to have the closest thing he would ever really have to freedom since his mom’s car accident but Kevin could hardly fault Neil since Kevin has no idea if he would have been able to even open his mouth and speak to negotiate with Ichirou. He certainly wouldn’t have thought to bargain for Neil and Jean’s lives.
So he was going to make sure the Neil had the best possible chances to get on a great team not just because he had every faith that Neil could be on the national court but also Kevin wanted him on the national court. Neil was his partner and his friend.
This was his last year that he could help as directly as this so he and Neil were still putting in the hours in their evening practices. It was also the last year that Neil could rely on him to assist in getting everyone up to snuff.
Ichirou Moriyama was going to be stopping by at some point and Kevin had decided that the best way to handle this information was to focus on something life affirming.
“I’m just saying it isn’t an unknown flavor combination.” Kevin argues.
“Kevin there is something very different about vanilla protein powder in chicken stock and Chicken and Waffles.” Aaron says from his spot behind Kevin in Wymack’s car.
“There shouldn’t be! It’s all the same flavors, just liquid!” Kevin turns in his seat to point at Aaron, “You should put on your seatbelt, what if Wymack crashes?” He says for the third time since the car ride had begun.
“That’s my problem, not yours.” Aaron says and his eyes have been locked on the roof of the car since the car ride began which was rude but Kevin had learned to expect nothing less from a Minyard.
“It will be my problem when your corpse breaks my neck as you fly forward!” Kevin hisses.
“Coach, could you do me a favor-“
“I’m not going to crash the car.” Wymack interrupts eyes on the road and hands at 10 and 2.
“God forbid you do something nice for me.” Aaron gripes crossing his arms.
Kevin decides to change his target.
“Coach-“
“Kevin, you’re not putting any protein powder into Smith’s soup. That’s final. Do you want to mess up his Grandma’s hard work to follow the Doctor’s recipe exactly?” Wymack asks.
No.
No Kevin does not wish to mess up Grandma Smith’s hard work.
He just…
A Food pyramid flashes in his mind.
…thinks he knows more than the hospital dietician.
“It’s not that Smith’s Grandma made bad soup.” Kevin says because the woman was a talent in the kitchen even if she might use a bit too much butter. He’d let her know but Nicky refused to translate and she’d smiled so warmly at him and touched his face so gently… “I think she was led astray by bad science and Nicky wouldn’t translate for me.” He says, “If she understood English she would have understood and agreed with me.” He says because he did manage to get her finely chop a bunch of carrots to put into the pasta sauce so that Neil would get some veggies.
She was a reasonable woman who understood the importance of good nutrition.
“I don’t know about that.” Coach says and Kevin wonders what he means by that.
They’re close behind Andrew’s car and Kevin can see two parking spots next to one another near the front except Andrew pulls into the spots in a way that means it is almost impossible for anyone to get into the second spot unless they owned a tiny smart car.
Andrew often parks like that to make sure no one dings the Maserati.
“That little shit.” Wymack grumbles as he continues to drive.
“Aren’t you going to let us out at the entrance?” Kevin asks.
“Who am I, your driver?” Wymack grumbles and does not slow down to let them out at the hospital entrance. “You’ve been bitching about not getting enough exercise and eating too much fat this weekend, consider this just some of the exercise you’ve been wanting.” He says.
Kevin leans back in the chair.
He does NOT pout. He merely frowns with his lips puffed out and feels as if he has been treated unfairly.
He uses this time wisely.
He thinks about Neil and Andrew’s ‘secret’ conversation.
Kevin still doesn’t know Russian, has no plans to learn it because he does not want to know 80% of what Neil and Andrew say to one another, but Kevin has always been great at understanding tone and it’s not that hard to understand that they were talking about FF when he ‘Kapitan Neil’.
He thinks about what might stress Neil out about FF (never once does he consider that FF being in the hospital with a stab wound may be the thing that stresses Neil out, not when there’s an explanation that involves Exy).
FF might choose to leave.
That would not bode well for Neil.
Kevin has already signed but Neil needs the next few years still to make sure he can follow through on his deal with Ichirou.
FF is a great defensive dealer.
Kevin still doesn’t really understand how he can seemingly just appear on the Court to intercept passes but Kevin has been informed that all of his plans to figure it out are ‘medically unethical’ and ‘likely to get him thrown in prison’.
Nicky patting his face pityingly and saying, “Your face is too pretty for prison.” had been when he stopped looking at how he could buy electrodes.
His follow-up search to find out that no prison in the United States currently had an Exy court as a facility had him drop the outline of his research into his recycle bin and right click to delete permanently.
Since Kevin cannot find a way to replicate that particular talent of FF’s then they just need FF to stay.
He also quite likes the steady freshman. He’s probably not ever going to be National Court level like he and Neil are, but he would be a solid Dealer on a good team. Kevin wouldn’t even mind playing with him professionally.
They park the car far in the back of the lot and Wymack grumbles at a different nice car that is taking up two spots. Kevin climbs out of the car and they start their way towards the hospital.
Kevin considers jogging in circles around Aaron and Wymack as they walk just to burn off more of the lunch they’d just had but decides against it.
Maybe a different nutritionist will be on staff today and will be able to back Kevin up on his plan.
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Captain Neil and Andrew are quickly followed by Nicky and his Grandma both of whom look nervous but some of that seemed to dissipate when they saw him.
“Are you okay?” Captain Neil asks.
FF goes to open his mouth but a nurse interrupts, “He decided to go on a walk in his current condition. I thought we were quite clear that you needed to stay in bed. Stressing yourself is why you collapsed in the Cafeteria like that.” His main nurse chastises.
“Sorry, it won’t happen again.” FF promises because it won’t. He’s planning on asking for a medically induced coma to escape the consequences of his actions so leaving the bed is the last thing he’s going to do. His dad’s trust for him can have money taken out for his medical needs and there has never been a greater medical need in his entire life than right now.
“What happened?” Andrew demands stepping next to Neil.
How does one explain getting a job offer from the Yakuza (Yakuza or Mafia)?
“I wanted to go for a walk.” He answers because he had and that’s easier to explain.
“Why did you meet Ichirou Moriyama?” Andrew asks again in German.
Well dammit.
FF finds himself at a crossroads.
Does he tell the truth? That he’s an idiot and didn’t realize the man was reaching out to Captain Neil? That he went and had an entire conversation with the man who owns Captain Neil, Kevin, and Jean Moreau? That afterward he tried to stand up and fainted which is how he got taken back to his room?
He thinks he has enough lies going on between his own and his grandma’s and he needs to relay something from Ichirou Moriyama.
“Lord Moriyama wanted me to tell you that he no longer needed to speak with you Captain Neil.” He relays just like he said he would and he sees Captain Neil tense.
“Smith.” Andrew says his name.
He also doesn’t want to talk about it any further.
“I’m fine, but I don’t want to talk about it.” FF closes his eyes as he answers back in German. He feels exhausted now and wishes that he had just requested a coma earlier so that he wouldn’t be in this situation. “Captain Neil, you left your phone here and it’s been pinging. Sorry I read one of the texts.” He gestures vaguely to his side table.
None of his guests speak for the next few minutes as the nurses finish reminding him to stay still, that he’s lucky his stitches didn’t break, that he’s on thin ice. He’s tired and he’s hungry so he’s curt with them in a way he’ll regret later but right now it’s just a lot when he can still feel Captain Neil and Andrew’s eyes burning into him.
Then Nicky proves to continue to be the nicest friend he has when the nurses leave and he feels Nicky’s hand take his and squeeze. “Hey, how are you really feeling?” he asks.
FF takes a deep breath, “I have...no idea.” he says. “I’m sorry.” he adds.
Nicky squeezes his hand again, “Hey, Aras made you some soup and we kept it away from Kevin. You’re probably a lil’ cranky because you’re tired, hungry, and in pain. You don’t need to talk about it right now okay?” Nicky says.
He’s really lucky to have Nicky as his friend.
He squeezes Nicky’s hand back and valiantly does not cry. He squeezes his eyes tighter to keep them from slipping out, it’d be embarrassing to cry here like this.
“Thank you.” He says voice quiet but doesn’t open his eyes, knowing what will come out if he does.
His Grandma comes to his side again and strokes his face. Her fingers wipe away the few tears that did slip out despite his best efforts but he thinks she did it so casually that maybe no one noticed.
It hasn’t been a good day, but Grandma’s soup has always been something that makes him feel better. He just wishes he could be alone for a minute with just her to witness the next few minutes.
Nicky, bless him, must sense that because he squeezes his hand tightly before letting go, “C’mon, let’s give Smithy and Aras a moment okay?” He says.
FF doesn’t open his eyes until his Grandma whispers, “My little Rotisserie Chicken, they’ve stepped out.” She says.
“He offered me a job in the Yakuza.” He blubbers immediately. “I don’t even know if they have dental.” He spills one of his lesser concerns.
“Oh honey, let’s eat some soup.” She soothes stroking his face.
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Neil feels bad.
FF was pale, shaking, sweaty, and despite his grandma’s best efforts Neil had seen a tear slip from his tightly closed eyes.
He looks to his side and sees Andrew’s own hands tightened into fists.
“C’mon, let’s give Smithy and Aras a moment okay?” Nicky says and drags them out of the room through the sheer force of his ire. It’s moment like this that Neil really does understand why it is that FF prefers to spend his free time with Nicky over any other of their group.
They get out of the room and down the hall before Nicky starts in. “You two are the KINGS of not talking about shit so, for now, LEAVE it.” He hisses in German in a bid to keep the conversation private from anyone walking past.
“We need to know what deal he and Ichirou came to.” Andrew says in the same language.
“You’re going to find that out from Ichirou probably once he crazy murders Romero and Jackson in the next couple days!” Nicky cries dramatically, “Smithy probably doesn’t even know the full details because he’s in a lot of pain because he’s been STABBED.” Nicky points a finger at Andrew but wisely does not poke him with it. “Do you think he ACTUALLY went on a walk? Ichirou’s men probably took him since they couldn’t find YOU Neil.” Nicky points at Neil and, again, wisely does not poke him with it.
Neil’s stomach twists.
Maybe Neil should invest in a phone clip like Wymack thought the implication that the Moriyamas came to where his phone was leaves him wanting to skip it like a stone straight into the ocean. Too bad going to a beach still makes his palms sweaty.
“So what WE are going to do,” Nicky does a quick circle to point at the three of them, “is we are going to be good friends and help Smithy because he’s stressed, in pain, and needs friends not INTERROGATORS.” Nicky waves his arms in exasperation.
“Who are Neil and Andrew interrogating?” Aaron asks and Neil looks to the side to see Aaron with Kevin being pulled along by the scruff by Wymack.
“Smithy.” Nicky says.
“Why?” Kevin asks.
“Because Ichirou came and talked to him.” Andrew explains.
Kevin goes pale. “Why? I thought he was going to talk with Neil?” Kevin asks looking at Neil.
“He probably came here following Neil’s phone, which he left. So he grabbed Smithy to talk to him.” Nicky says, “Ichirou seemed impressed and pleased with whatever they talked about but Smithy is a little fragile after all of this so,” Nicky stepped into Kevin’s space, “Leave.” He pokes Kevin’s chest once, “Him.” He pokes Kevin’s chest twice, “Alone.” He pokes Kevin’s chest a third time.
“How would he even have an understanding of who he’s talking to?” Kevin asks looking sick. “No one has mentioned anything about the whole thing with the Moriyamas right?” He looks at the rest of them and Neil knows none of them would mention it.
Nicky rolls his eyes with his entire body.
“Kevin, do you know how many languages Smithy is fluent in?” Nicky asks.
“Uh…quite a few?” Kevin responds looking thrown.
“Yeah, one of those languages is French. Which you KNOW because he’s corrected your pronunciation before.” Nicky reminds Kevin and the Son of Exy blushes slightly.
“What does that have to do with this?!” Kevin squawks.
“Kevin, how many conversations have you had RIGHT in front of Smithy in French as you talked with Jean?” Nicky asks.
“None!” Kevin hisses.
“Can you say that for sure? You know how it can be with Smithy. Aaron over here has basically almost fucked his girlfriend in front of Smithy before because he didn’t realize he was there.” He juts his thumb towards Aaron.
“Hey.” Aaron scowls not happy to be reminded of that. “He needs a damn bell.” Aaron grumbles.
“I’ve talked about it in front of him and you never told us?!” Kevin exclaims.
“It’s Smithy! He’s not going to tell anyone!” Nicky argues.
Which is very true.
FF is just not that kind of guy.
“So we are ALL going to be good, supportive friends to Smithy and hopefully he gets out of here today despite the whole shit show with Ichirou and we get him back to Abby’s where he can rest up in her guest room with his grandma.” He points at each of them with a frown.
“But-“
“Kevin, leave it for now.” Wymack finally steps in to the conversation. “How’s he looking?” He looks to Neil.
Pale, tired, pained, and trying not to cry either from pain, stress, or fear Neil does not know.
“Bad.” Neil answers.
Wymack sighs, “Stay out here. I’m going to go check.” He says.
They watch as Wymack enters into FF’s room.
Kevin is still spiraling from the realization of all the different conversations he could have possibly had in front of FF thinking French would act as a barrier.
A thought crosses Neil’s mind, “Wait, Smith doesn’t know Russian right?” He looks to Andrew because he and Andrew have said quite a few things to one another when FF was there.
“No, he said he isn’t learning it here.” Andrew shakes his head. “Even if he does learn it Smith would just leave if he was uncomfortable.” Andrew shrugs.
They have all seen a ‘Smith 180°™‘ before when he’s walked in and has seen Aaron and Katelyn or entered a room where Nicky was talking to Erik or Matt was talking to Dan. Neil has even noticed one or two when him and Andrew may have been in a less than private place.
It was nice to have someone who would just see them like that and leave it alone instead of betting on it, trying to take a picture, or gagging like it’s disgusting.
Wymack walks back out after a minute in FF’s hospital room, “Let’s give Smith and his Grandma a couple more minutes.” He says and Neil’s heart sinks.
***
Wymack wasn’t quite sure what he walked into.
Smith’s Grandma was wiping his face and feeding him soup which is about what he expected. What he hadn’t expected was what FF was saying to his Grandma.
“….didn’t even wash his hands Gran. What if none of them wash their hands? I can’t work in that kind of environment!” FF babbles as he takes another spoonful of soup from his Grandma.
Smith’s Grandma looks up and sees that it’s just him at the door before continuing in English, “Sweetie, you don’t need to accept the job offer from the Yakuza.” She soothes.
“What do I even do?! What’s the etiquette? Do I send a letter refusing the job offer? Do I email him thanking him for the interview? Was it an interview?” FF asks.
Wymack shuts the door and he’s sure FF hadn’t even noticed him.
Yeah the kid needs a couple more minutes
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#Fluent Freshman AU#FF - Pt. 30#Can't BELIEVE there's 30 parts of this#Happy 4th of July to all my fellow Americans#Happy Tuesday to everyone else#FF be going through it a bit in this chapter#He's a silly goofy guy but also he's having a delayed reaction to realizing who he just talked to#Yes Wymack was dragging Kevin because Kevin tried to go get into another argument with the Nutritionist#Also Yes GS had Neil eat veggies without his knowledge but EVERYONE else knew#Also yes the car that was parked the same assholey way that Andrew's was is Ichirou's car#Some other things that FF is worried about with the job offer#How does one ask for a raise within organized crime?#How organized is the crime?#Do they have payroll?#Or is it commissions based?#Is there some sort of ACCOUNTANT who manages all of that?#That's gotta be stressful#If he wants to pursue other avenues of employment how does he use this on his resume?#IS Ichirou Moriyama a good reference?#Do they get paid vacation?#What are his benefits?#Does he get to request 1 free hit a year?#If hired can he push a hygiene initiative?#Like YES you are trying to kill your target#But Sepsis is such an awful way to go#What do human resources look like in a crime family?#aftg#AFTG AU#AFTG OC#Andreil
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still nutty to me how people's legit trauma from things that main characters do are just swept under the rug or mocked. william kaplan, a thirteen year-old boy who didn't do anything, is killed in a car accident and no one even knows because billy/teen took over his body (i'm not blaming him at all i doubt it was on purpose, but a boy did die and no one knows). sharon davis was roped along to the road, mocked the entire time, killed, and then mocked some more. ralph bohner is the closest we get to someone actually saying "what happened was a nightmare and it fucked me up," but even his story is full of jokes that are only made tragic because evan peters is delivering them in such a way that it's clear that it's because he's that mentally unhinged from what happened. the mcu is a place where people get hurt and are made fun of because they couldn't stop it
#what's crazy is that you could say that of any superhero movoe slash franchise but i don#'t think i've ever seen movies go out of there was to mock and shame the normal people who got hurt#quite like this#it's really mean-spirited#during evan peters bit i was kinda impressed because they were stressing that it was a nightmare what wanda did#but instead of him just going 'agatha made me her personal puppet and made me do horrible things against my will'#he also needed to mention that... he was a bad influence on wanda's kids? why would he care?#aside from just being a better person than literally anyone else#but it felt more like he said that because wanda made herself the main character in everyone's lives#i really don't get it#agatha all along#anti wanda maximoff
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oh god i just realised that i sometimes struggle to watch reality tv if i worry whether the participants are having a bad time. this explains a lot
#i don't watch a lot of tv to begin with so i am thoroughly unfamiliar with a great many shows#but i enjoy dropout shows and they work bc for all that i call game changer god's favourite torture chamber#i know everyone in it are In On The Bit and everyone is getting compensated#same with taskmaster even though there's ABSOLUTELY been times where i was just REALLY STRESSED#thinking a particular contestant is having a Bad Time???#anyway i watched gastronauts on dropout and it's great and chaotic and once again i found myself worrying#the chefs had fun right. they looked like they had fun. i hope they had fun#btw i think every reality show participant in the world should be compensated for their participation
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there is something about how when anime official art gets yoichi right fashion wise it's always a comfy bf look like look at him
very fluffy. very huggable. i want to poke and pinch his cheeks. also he often has those lil blushies when he eats and for some reason it's cute. the gap moe between on field and off field is still something else to see each time i remember it. i love it ofc 💚 but it's still something else
#his nickname is egoist. he gets heated and shittalks regularly#deadass say 100% k word kaiser in a panel that is pretty wild. also get d threats regularly (rin barou im not even gonna try to list em)#friendly reminder that i love him even when i do not post about him#comfort character that literally make me look at him when im stressed and just sigh come on lets go#kind of like a bit pavlovian if i wanna bully myself about it. but honestly he is just#but honestly seeing him work hard and being passionate makes me admire him in the “i wish i am like you” all while going#“uwah” in the way that i very much realize i can't never be him and that very fact make him even more admireable to me#everyone has their own pathway and process. and his story is honestly something that makes me soft#hardworking people are something else. always a sight to watch and it's beautiful#okay wow im yapping but it's yoichi what's new. hopefully i can write something for u this valentine babe#babblings
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2023 Brazilian Grand Prix - Parc Ferme - Fernando Alonso
#EVERYONE LOVES HIMM SOOOOOO MUCH#IM SO FUCKING HAPPY FOR HIM#I WISH they showed him actually getting out of car#yeah yeah max but THIS IS HIS 8TH PODIUM CMON WE KNOW WHOS REALLY IMPORTANT HERE#and god him and mark im still dying#can you beleive its almost been 3 hours??????#ugh wow what a da#i can never not talk about that last lap#i wanna rewatch the last 20 laps or so but i dont know if my heart can handle that stress again#what a fucking race old man!!!#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#2023 brazilian gp#we do a little bit of f1
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Destroyer - Behave
(Masterlist)
(Content: physical abuse, alcohol, conditioning, humiliation, dehumanization, stress positions)
Tags: @catnykit @indigoviolet311
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“Sit up,” Paris called from behind the desk. Delta sat up, on his knees.
“Stand,” Paris said. Delta stood up.
“Kneel.”
“Bow.”
“Lower, Delta.”
“Get up. Come here. I didn’t say kneel, stand up. Hand me the bottle.”
Delta handed him the wine bottle. Paris downed the rest of it, before throwing the bottle across the room. It smashed into the door, shattering into a million pieces.
“Clean it up.” Paris spun in the chair, giddily, making himself sick. Delta bent down beside the mess of broken glass, using his powers to shift them into a pile.
“That’s cheating. Come back. Kneel.”
Delta knelt at his side, looking down. Paris slapped him - not as hard as he could have, but enough to sting.
“Don’t cheat,” He scolded. “Go sweep it up. Wait,”
He tugged Delta by his shirt, back to the ground, messily. “Apologize first.”
“I’m sorry, sir,” Delta said. “Look at me when you say it.” “I’m sorry,” Delta repeated.
“Say that I own you. That you’re my property.” He hesitated a moment too long, looked away. Paris struck him again. “You own me. I am your property.”
Paris hit him. A faint handprint was forming on the side of his face.
“Less bitter. Less sarcastic. Like you mean it.”
“I belong to you, Your Highness”
“You have problems talking,” Paris noticed. He had problems talking, the alcohol slurring his speech, “I’ll make you do it more often. Go clean it up, now.” “Yes, Your Highness,” Delta pulled back, glad to be out of his range. He swept up slowly, moving the broken glass into the waste bin. Paris stood up, walking around to the front of the desk. He leaned against it, picking a ruler up off the table.
“Come here. Kneel. Give me your hands.” Paris took Delta’s hands in his own, palms facing upward. He tapped the ruler against them gently. “You know what I want to hear.”
Delta sighed, causing Paris to slam the ruler down on his open palms. As the silence continued, he brought it down again. Paris waited for him to begin, offering no more hints.
“I belong to you,” Delta said, “I’m your property. You can do what you want with me.” Paris delivered another strike to his hands, “Keep going.”
“You’re in charge. My feelings don’t matter. It doesn’t matter what I want. It’s up to you. I’m machinery.”
“Keep going,” Paris repeated, a drunken smile creeping onto his face.
“I’m an object,” Delta said it like he was drowning, “My feelings don’t matter. I’m below you. It’s not my place to question you. It’s not my place to resist. What I want isn’t important. I belong to you.” Paris set the ruler down beside him, placated.
“That wasn’t half bad. Maybe our work has been paying off.”
Delta had his head down, willing himself to sink into the floor. Paris didn’t let go of his wrist.
“Do you want me to let you out early tonight?” Paris asked, trying to set a trap.
“It doesn’t matter what I want,” Delta muttered.
“You’re a fast learner! Hold still.” Paris leaned back on the desk, reaching behind him for one of the civics textbooks he kept in the drawer. He passed it to Delta, “Hold it straight out until I say you can stop. And I want you to think about what you said. It’s one thing to say it. It’s another to understand it. Understand?”
“Yes, Your Highness,” Delta took the book from him, balancing it on top of his palms. Paris slid back into his desk chair, pouring himself another shot. He decided that this one was in celebration.
#whump#whump community#living weapon#conditioning#whump scenario#whump prompt#stress positions#verbal humiliation#destroyer#delta#paris#bit of a short one today! thought id give everyone a break lolololol#dehumanization
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I just need to be told "You Can Do It" right now.
#I've gotten about 3 hours of sleep within the last 48 hours and I'm still behind in my classes#I don't know how I'm supposed to keep up at this point#Just grinding constantly for hours every waking moment of my life#I'm stuck wondering the same things#'When will it slow down?'... 'Will it actually ever slow down?'#If it doesn't i don't think i can keep up#Full time in college and full time in work#However#every time i try to speak my troubles or stress to someone they just chuckle#and ignore me saying ''well college is like that. welcome to the adult world''#Why does college have to be like this? why is everyone so fine with this?#I'm very unmotivated right now#My grades are all low despite the numerous 100%s I've been getting#And they're not going back up no matter how many A+ s I get on assignments#I don't like talking to people - it scares me terribly#So i don't like it when I'm constantly forced to talk to over 10 people every time i go to school (talk to your professor they say#I like to think of my job at my second home#at least that's not too hard and i love the people#But I just need things to get less intense school-wise#Just for me to get a decent amount of sleep please#Just a little bit#Please#i don't know#I'm not going on hiatus no worries#I love my blog dearly and cannot abandon it for my mental health#I just need encouragement#Because I'm so tired#Sorry for the rant I hate to vent#I'll delete this later if i remember#💬
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