#everyone is so indecisive 🙄

[mushtoons]

so the gang and i finally agreed to a persona

[starlooove]

Bruce yelling at clark about being mean to kon << they justify eachother’s crap parenting like their life depends on it

Real

[bomber-barbara]

So I was reading one of those big published Homestuck books, I forget which one, and one of the authors notes under the page that had Jake showing up through his letter to Jade stood out to me.

It seems like Hussie is really trying to push the idea that everyone hates Jake, not just in the comic, but irl…not buying it, personally.

It does show up in the comic too, mostly in beyond canon, but the narrative treating Jake like he’s a terrible freak who did everything wrong when literally his only crimes are: not actually doing anything, being indecisive/un-reciprocal of others romantic advances, and being kinda of pathetic.

Yet it licks Vriska’s dirty shoes and treats her like a heroic mastermind when she’s the most heinous person in the entire comic lol (behind Lord English/Caliborn). Make it make sense 

I don’t think the way they talk about Jake is supposed to be a joke either because if they were taking Jake’s character seriously at all they would be more sympathetic towards him (or at least imply their kidding but they seem to be going all in), but they’re acting like everyone is lining up to spit on him 🙄🙄🙄

I don’t actually know how hated Jake is in the fandom, but I think it’s really unfair that he’s treated that way in the comic as well give the dude a damn break

(Disclaimer: please don’t misinterpret this to mean that I think male characters deserve more sympathy than female characters or something lmao)

[strawberrystepmom]

i’m very curious what you have to say for my gemini sun virgo moon virgo rising placements. when i tell people i’m a gemini they are always so shocked lol have a lovely tuesday, ken!! <3

jess!!!! I hope your Tuesday has been wonderful !!!! 🫶

so, refresher on basic functions of each placement. sun - life’s motto/goal/mission and your message of This is Who I Am, moon - internal emotion and desires, rising - how you seem to other people

it also doesn’t surprise me that people are shocked to find out you’re a gemini because it is a mutable sign. so is virgo but the indecisive, easy going nature of gemini can very easily be cancelled out by louder or more exacting signs and that’s exactly what has happened here with virgo.

gemini sun’s life mission is “I wanna give everyone a chance” which sometimes can come across as a flip flopper. i feel like that’s a pretty unflattering generalization although I would argue it isn’t necessarily that gemini’s flip flop it’s that they don’t see themselves as arbiters of justice the way other signs may. they’re willing to take things at face value to keep themselves floating above it all.

this directly goes against everything Virgo sounds for and it sounds to me that you tend to identify a lot more with your Virgo placements overall.

your Virgo moon likely makes you a little frustrated toward your outward decision making processes because it deals in things that are quantifiable. this is why Virgo placements tend to be a little bit particular in the way they want things done and they turn it internally. you may be a perfectionist and get frustrated when your own standards are met and generally with this and a Gemini sun, you have to trust in your easy going nature to avoid this being harmful to your confidence. you are a good decision maker. your decisions are valid. Virgo just demands absolutes at times. fickle mistress 🙄

Virgo rising 🫶🫶🫶 but Virgo risings come off as dependable. this may seem like a roast and i swear it’s not but teachers pet-y even in their adulthood because they love to achieve! they love to strive! they love to be recognized for their efforts! you are probably the most reliable person most of your friends and loved ones know and you always show up and always 10 minutes early.

[mebiselfandi]

🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings

Hi Kris! (Again🥰)

Head canon for my favourite ship? Well domitrent is my favourite ship but I’m also in such a Virgil/trent mood lately. I’m indecisive, so I’ll give you one for each!☺️

Domitrent:

Head canon for them is Trent becomes really sappy when it comes to Dominik but he tries to act like he isn’t and also doesn’t realize how sappy he’s become. Now I’m not necessarily talking like petals on the bed and foot rubs. But just, he’d do things he normally wouldn’t do like let him borrow his most personal belongings. And everyone looks at him like 🤨🤨🤨 since when are you so open and loving this fast. But to Trent it doesn’t feel like he’s doing anything different necessarily. It feels so normal he doesn’t realize how abnormal it is for him

Virgil/Trent:

They’re both into cuddling big time but they don’t wanna seem like they are so it takes them so long until they realize they’re both into cuddling. Imagining them not sitting next to each other on flights cause there’s so many seats but sitting next to each other and dozing on each others shoulders. Also the whole team thinks they’re together and they’re like yeah it makes sense and we’ll support them no matter what when really they aren’t even together (yet). But everyone’s like ‘yeah our vc and c are dating. And what about it🤨. Why do you think our team bond is so strong silly🙄’

The game

[spikrock]

my mad t party lgbt hcs explained

very messy post below! some are genuine reasonings and others are just "yeah haha trust me bro"

tarrant: bisexual & nonbinary

i mean for all the bi characters the hc is pretty self explanatory, i mean look at them yknow. hes a little too fruity with mally and thackery 🤨 but tarrant and alice are literally bi4bi couple of all time as for the nonbinary hc, i dont know! id like to know if anyone else sees him this way or if its just me :) hes just got too much enby swag 

alice: bisexual & trans

its all spiderwebs fault!!!!!!! it made her gay!!!!!!!!! /j but seriously, kissing ladypillar and different numbers such ho hey (you know how every now and then theyll switch alice standing with mally to someone else like thackery or absolem, the few times she did it with ladypillar are so funny because they cant rhyme the pronouns 😭). also ik this sounds silly but i really appreciate that in the mtp shows once ladypillar was added they didnt stop doing spiderwebs or change it to be like “haha were both girls 😵‍💫blehh this is so weird 😂”/play it off as a joke or anything because they very easily could have done that. shes trans. i already made that post with her and mally but again, if shes not trans then why is her color palette blue and pink? checkmate liberals. 

thackery: bisexual & bigender

yeah hes bi i dont know what else to say he and mally are in love frfr i actually just completely made up bigender. made it up, i dont know where i got it from i just remember early february drawing mad t party on my laptop and suddenly thinking “bigender thackery” and its stuck with me since then. (the two genders i hc him with are male/female though so) i wouldnt say he feels just one or the other, he feels both at the same time

mally: bisexual & trans

he is top ten bisexuals of all time,, whenever they do the pretender and tarrant and alice stand on either side of him and take turns singing he is DYING. passing away HE IS TRANSGENDER!!!!!!! we all know it. instead of coming out as trans he made up some crazy story about being killed in a war and then coming back as a man 🙄/j hes just dramatic like that

chessur: gay & trans

haha this is mostly because of @thatrandomartistjavi's hcs xd chessur is special in the sense that hes the only mtp character that never really gets a chance to flirt with anyone else since hes always hiding behind that drumset. from what ive seen he was shipped with dinah a lot, presumably just cuz theyre both cats since they rarely interact, so ive never really understood it :p i usually hc cheshire cats as nonbinary/something under that umbrella but this guy gives me transgender vibes. idk

absolem/ladypillar(? dont know if she ever got a real name): lesbian & trans

shes very much a lesbian. just. just like yeah. i think the most prominent character that she flirts with (other than alice) is mally. from what ive seen it only really happens when its el dormouse on stage but before i started seeing that i always saw mally/absolem/thackery as like, a trio. i mean obviously everyone in the band are friends, but idk. i have lots of drawings of those three hanging out so maybe thats just something my delusional brain has completely made up. but anyway the point is i dont ship those two and i sort of see them with a more sibling dynamic. mally always holds her back when shes trying to touch the little castle music box thing, at the end of sets he’ll pull her antennae to take her off stage/she'll pull him by his scarf, etc. (also theres a clip where she kisses him on the cheek and as they begin to walk off stage she turns to the crowd and mouths “no” and does the throat slitting gesture thing which makes me think theyre sorta just playing around :p)

sooo in a post a while back i said i hc her as genderfluid but ive changed my mind?? actually before i made that post i headcanoned her as trans but then switched to genderfluid and now ive uhh changed my mind again. im very indecisive like that and very easily swayed on my opinions haha,,, @ticktockteapot's metaphor for her “becoming the beautiful butterfly she was always meant to be” is very nice i like it lots. also the fact that ladypillar has a much higher stage presence than absolem (obviously not including the spiderwebs number…or crazypillar) was always so sweet to me cuz like,,,aw shes finally more comfortable being herself and performing :’)

tl;dr none of them are straight none of them are cis. happy pride month and thank you for coming to my TED talk

[ghostboyjules]

I posted 14,507 times in 2022

That's 4,532 more posts than 2021!

90 posts created (1%)

14,417 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@feraligatr

@lemememeringue

@cry-4-judas

@wantnothing

@hxh

I tagged 4,619 of my posts in 2022

#the sandman - 519 posts

#hxh - 305 posts

#dream of the endless - 234 posts

#dreamling - 215 posts

#my beloved mutuals ✨ - 144 posts

#hob gadling - 115 posts

#prev - 81 posts

#jjk - 80 posts

#killua - 53 posts

#gon - 48 posts

Longest Tag: 113 characters

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

tagged by the ever iconic @hxh, thank you bestie :3c

rules: tag people you would like to know/catch up with

Last song 🎵 : Nothing Else Matters (Metallica Cover) by Phoebe Bridgers (I, of course, love the original as well but this is just gorgeous)

Last movie 🎬 : Everything Everywhere All at Once (if you have mother issues™, do not watch this until you are mentally and emotionally prepared. I'm fucked up. and will be so until the foreseeable future.) [thanks @wantnothing and @halflove 🙄]

Last book 📖 : hmmm.. I'm of the opinion that manga definitely counts, so like. technically Vol 14 of jjk, if we're talking physical. or like, the neat lil booklet that comes with my tarot deck 😅

okiieee I'm gonna tag @wantnothing and @halflove, if they wanna do it. since they have helped emotionally damage me 💀

I'll also tag @watermelon-mafia, @caprisun-overlord, @rabooots, @croakings, @queen-alluka, and @queen-eevee (woah that's two royalty in my mutual circle, love to see it ajfjsjfn)

y'all have a good day, and ily 💙😘

9 notes - Posted August 10, 2022

#4

hi yes hello it's me again. so I'm working on my dream of the endless™~ playlist.. and I was looking through this BROODS album that I liked a lot and... just. just look at this.

uugghh Dream just being so overwhelmed after everything and going to Hob.. and Hob's just. Over the moon that Dream feels safe enough with him for comfort.. the bridge is especially destroying me cause like - of course Dream would beat himself up abt needing comfort in the first place and he can't stop thinking abt all that needs to be done and- AAHHH Hob just gently pulling him out of all that, if just for a moment...

I love fics with this premise and now I have a SONG to go with them???? I'm in shambles.

here's the song btw :

BROODS - Bedroom Door

10 notes - Posted November 10, 2022

#3

hey um. i am genuinely so unwell about this song & dreamling

See the full post

11 notes - Posted October 26, 2022

#2

beloved @hxh tagged me in this and I am not gonna lie this was kinda hard. mostly just because I'm v indecisive 🤦‍♂️ also this will absolutely say something abt me as a person, feel free to roast me abt it ajdjajfnf

10 characters, 10 fandoms, 10 tags

1. Megumi Fushiguro (jjk)

2. Cloud Strife (ffvii)

3. Kurapika (hxh)

4. Dream of the Endless (sandman)

5. Kaeya Alberich (genshin)

6. Ling Yao (fmab)

7. Thanatos (hades sg)

8. Shinobu Kocho (kny)

9. Allen Walker (dgm)

10. Mae Borowski (nitw)

okay okay stopping here before I change anything else 💀 I don't think I'm gonna tag a full 10 ppl, but we'll see sjdjfj

okay let's gooo @watermelon-mafia @croakings @caprisun-overlord @lemememeringue @eel-divinity @queen-alluka @queen-eevee @rabooots

almost but not quite 10, good enough for me 💀 ily my beloveds, hope everyone is having a pleasant time (if not I'm wrapping you in a blanket and giving you cookies okay gn)

14 notes - Posted October 13, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

It appears the last two (2)….times I’ve tried creating this post, tumblr thought I was too wordy, so I’m going to attempt to get in and get out before it eats itself again

this playlist (a Dream of the Endless™ character examination via my silly brain and sad ass music) took me entirely too long and I'm going to throw my laptop out of the window if I have to look at it any longer so pls pls take it and I hope that if you listen or even read the lyrics that you find something new, or hear something you like.

This absolutely would not have ever seen the light of tunglr.hell if not for the beautiful souls of the Sandman fandom, and a few of my new friends and mutuals. So special internet cookies and hugs to these inspirational, encouraging, and beyond talented individuals; @wordsinhaled , @weirdfishy , @wizardofgoodfortune , and @xx-vergil-xx - i love y'all dearly and I hope this is even HALF of what you would have expected, or a quarter of the amazing content y'all have bestowed upon my lil eyeballs. Now Onward! to words that personally injure me!

Florence + The Machine -Too Much Is Never Enough

And the crown, it weighs heavy

'Til it's banging on my eyelids

Retreating in covers and closing the curtains

One thing's for certain, oh

A year like this passes so strangely

Somewhere between sorrow and bliss

~I first encountered this song in it's source material FFXV, and there it destroyed me. Now, wearing my dumb lil blorbo glasses yet again, it is back with vengeance..goth royalty sad wet cat flavored (gross), vengeance. "too much is never enough" .... oh sweeties...

Oh, who decides from where up high?

I couldn't say "I need more time"

Oh, grant that I can stay the night

Or one more day inside this life

VIRA - God Complex

God, I could try

To be the one

To be the one

I'll tear down the sky

What do you want?

I'll do it all for life

My love, my alibi

Tonight, tonight

I'll try to do it for you

~pretty sure this is the angriest sounding song on this thing? but it is fitting.. and desperate.. and wanting and... painful. when she grits out 'try' and 'sky' the way she does.. god the emotion. this just brought to mind Dream and falling for someone hard enough to the point of destructive devotion...

I'm gonna be where you are

Doesn't matter how far

Because we are meant to be

I'm gonna be what you need

Darling, please worship me

Unless you prefer to plead

AJJ - Body Terror Song

~ I love seeing people explore the idea of Dream just...not vibing with being fully corporeal. At least not in the way he is while in the Waking.. what a mood, and especially after the fishbowl...whew.

It will betray you

Be used against you

Then it will fail on you, my dear

But before that, you'll be a doormat

For every vicious narcissist in the world

Oh, how they'll screw you all up and over

Then feed you silence for dessert

Philip Wesley - Lamentations of the Heart

[Instrumental~]

~I wanted to include a few instrumental tracks in here and this one felt apt because I used to fall asleep to this album all the time. Like it was one of the only ones I could fall asleep to with any certainty. The feeling and title for this one tho struck me with Dream specifically so I went with it. The rest of the album is so nice though, highly rec.

Iris Lune - Paper Mache

~ this song!! it sounds so so ethereal and her voice is GORGEOUS but the lyrics!! have mercy the lyrics! big ole owwie! "save me from myself" , "make me believe that I can change, make me believe that I'm not strange" hhhh (also if y'all couldn't tell, this will be dreamling flavored, I think I'll tag them too jic but. yes...)

Save me from myself

I've been in the dark too long

Paper mache love

Make me believe that I can change

Make me believe that I'm not strange

At all

Penny and Sparrow - A Kind of Hunger

tremble, recognize the distance

Go try and murder every preference

I’ll keep hangin' ‘round for reference

come care about me

come care about me

~this is... such a heavy song. hadn't heard it before starting this playlist but found it and immediately had to add it.. just. come care about me. changing, watching you with wonder. Dying is just a kind of hunger. that line specifically. -lays on the floor for 3hrs-

changing, watching you with wonder

you’re less and getting even younger

dying is just a kind of hunger

come care about Me

come care about Me

Carly Rae Jepsen - Gimme Love

~originally was gonna be a joke song to lighten the mood but haha! nope! I mean it is lighthearted but it still absolutely, in my mind, fits Morpheus. beautiful babygirl of the endless...smooch

Gimmie love (Oh)

It's the way we are together (Oh)

Wanna feel like this forever, forever (Oh)

It's the way we are together

And I never thought I'd ever say forever

Jon Bellion - Stupid Deep (Acoustic)

~this song fucks me up! 😀 for real though, I highly suggest watching the acoustic performance of this that he has on youtube cause the vibe is so.. intimate and dreamy and gorgeous.. and the lyrics.. jon bellion, sir.. smh.. the ending..

What if who I hoped to be was always me?

And the love I fought to feel was always free?

What if all the things I've done

Were just attempts at earning love? Yeah

'Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, oh, stupid deep

See the full post

48 notes - Posted November 11, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[halfbakedreviews]

Half Baked Review: The Brave Yong Su-Jeong

Length: 120 episodes | ~ 30 min/episode Half Baked Jury: Watch it if you have nothing else to watch Emotional Investment Level/Binge Degree: Overeasy & Telenovela (High Medium) FL: She aight, strong but also not powerful or influential so that makes her weak in the grand scheme of things ML: adorable and annoying, indecisive, the kind that makes you want to scream 2ndML: idk what is happening with this character, to be honest. he is mostly aggravating. Genre: I think this is a romance revenge plot

Characters Ingredients:

M. Group: The Evil Corporation 🤨: Main Female and Protagonist 🍹: kind ajussi who finds 🤨 and becomes her adopted dad 🙄: Gigachad with a weird attitude and Second Lead and apparently a murderer 🤴🏻: Lil Bro of 🙄 and Main Lead 🦟: Evil Stepmom of 🙄, Daughter-in-law of 👵🏻 and a murderer 👩🏻: Mistress of Late M. Group Leader and Biological Mom of 🤴🏻&🙄 👵🏻: Chairwoman and Granma of Lil Bro and Gigachad 😈: Evil Antagonist Chic and super jealous ... at this point she's basically a serial killer 👺: Mother of 😈 and also evil -- gambler and rude... and a murderer 👹: Father of 😈 and also evil, and the chief secretary, retired thug and murderer

Plot Synopsis Instructions w/ a Dash of Spoilers

Okay, so 🤨 is orphaned and almost killed thanks to the handy work of 😈&👺 -- she's a child at this point which makes the whole thing even more insidious. 👺 Finds a way to steal 🤨's deceased parents' wealth and home and gets away with it -- thanks to 👹. Then 😈&👺 flee to America.

Luckily, 🤨 is saved by 🍹 and they are living la vida loca van life together when they spot a lady in the water, pregnant and clearly needing to give birth -- turns out to be 👩🏻 pregnant with🤴🏻.

👩🏻 didn't just end up washed ashore though. 🦟 had put a hit on her via 👹. 👹 had kidnapped her, but then 🦟 hit her with the car, she was about to fall off the cliff, asked 🦟 for help, and then 🦟 just Lion King Mufasa her off that cliff. It was pretty cold. 🦟 👹 try to find her but she is gone ... because she is currently washed ashore and 🤨 &🍹 are delivering her lil baby 🤴🏻.

🤨 &🍹 take 🤴🏻&👩🏻 to a monastery and they live there quietly -- well quietly enough that everyone thinks they are dead. 😈&👺 are living it up in the States-- well kind of. 😈 falls in love with 🙄 and 👺 gambles away all their money. 😈&👺 return to Korea with different plans 😈 wants to marry 🙄 (even though he had married her BFF and had a child with her and then killed her.......?) &👺 wants to cash in on some more of the inheritance she stole from 🤨.

This is a decent stage for a revenge plot.

Recipe Hiccups

My biggest quam with this drama is that 🤨 starts off seemingly a strong FL but soon because of her socio-economic status, she just keeps losing. I find that K-dramas tend to be a commentary on society and what is being experienced. But it's a little depressing to see that happen over and over again to this character.

Making the first and the second lead brothers definitely creates a weird dynamic -- since they like the same girl. But I do think it is weird that they made the first lead 🤴🏻 a mama's (👩🏻) boy who is enticed to upward mobility because of the power in status and 🙄 is portrayed as dutiful in a sense, but also completely useless at his job and also a mama (🦟) pushover and essentially slave to status. I found it extremely odd that 🙄 had no personality until he fell in love with 🤨. In fact, he struggles as a dad and comes off as an emotionally absent father.

Baked till Golden

👵🏻 is played by one of my favorite actresses - Kim Yong-Rim. She is absolutely phenomenal.

But they do not allow her to be one of those dynamic characters who learn from history. And I think that has really stifled the potential of the character she is playing. I'm about 60 episodes -- quite half baked and I'm seeing her react the same ways she did in the beginning about a situation she is not pleased with. I wish they surprised us and done something different.

As always I love 😈 Lim Ju-Eun's reactions. Her expressions are what mean girls are made of

Lastly, evil seems to win too much in the first half which lets me know that it will most likely end really cheese-y and gooey. So right now this is ⭐️⭐️⭐️. I love the cast though, it's been a fun ride. Let's see how it finishes! happy watching! 🍪

[lavender-annd-lilac]

YAY ty for the tag!!! My self-absorbed ass loves this stuff 🤩 hahaha why yes I’ll answer questions about myself 😌😌😌 don’t mind if I do lol

nickname - not fun enough to one one tbh 😂 but I’m part of several discords where people just refer to me by my gamer tag which is different for literally every game lmao, so if those count as nicknames then a few would be

Sauce (which I guess is a nickname in itself for “Applesauce” haha)

vvitchcraft, or craft

Cord

Badwolf

Unicycle

And then the usual obscenities u would expect to be called when u use the mic bc u can’t type quickly enough during combat situations and ppl (men) discover u are a Girl on the internet 🥲

sign - scorpio baybeeeee

height - I actually managed to shrink 2cm since my last doctors visit so idk the conversion but 171cm… it think that’s around 5’6”?

last thing I googled - “monty putt huh on joeknspecch” (intended to be Monty Python joke speech but through autocorrect and just laziness that’s how it came out)

song stuck in my head - I just want to let everyone know that I had to physically restrain myself from leaving a rickroll link here 😤😤😤 but prob that offspring song where the only lyric I know is “hit ‘em right between the eyes”

number of followers - 54 (roughly 8 confirmed real ppl and the rest likely bots lmao)

lucky number - if this is the same as “favourite number” then it’s 9

dream job - having to do work of any kind is a nightmare for me tbh I consider myself above “having to earn a living wage” 🙄 and I don’t “dream” of have to toil and labour like some common peasant 😏 lol jk forensic psychiatrist or coroner but don’t twll anyone I have actual aspirations that’s so cringe for my brand 😳

wearing - down my teeth every night bc I have anxiety and I literally chewed/bit through my last night guard and those custom ones are like $400+ to replace… maybe bc I need them like industrial strength lmao.

movies/books that summarise you -

yaaasss I love using pop culture references as a substitute for self awareness!!! Ok I’m just going to go ham here lmao u won’t be able to close this can of worms now that you’ve opened it 😈

I have the following traits:

the narcissism of Holden Caulfield (Catcher in the Rye)

the criminal self consciousness of Pip (for like, the first 80% of Great Expectations)

The hyperfixation of Brain (Pinky and the Brain)

The intelligence of Pinky (Pinky and the Brain)

the crippling indecisiveness of Hamlet (from the comedy “Hamlet 2” lol jk from from the original Hamlet)

The hubris of Raskolnikov (Crime and Punishment)

The fatalistic idealism of Don Quixote (Don Quixote)

The cringe factor of Candide (Candide)

The addictive personality of Alexei Ivanovic (The Gambler)

The short term memory (or lack thereof) of Drew Barrymore’s character in “50 First Dates”

The condescending and judgmental attitude of the Emily Blunt character from “The Devil Wears Prada”

The entitlement of Veruca Salt (Charlie and the Chocolate factory)

The abandonment issues of Azula (Avatar, the Last Airbender)

The perfectionism of Tracy (The Election)

The emotional range of the Zooey Deschanel character in “The Happening”

Oh and last but not least, the self awareness of Kuzco in “The Emperor’s New Groove” (ie. none of these things are probably accurate lmao🫠)

favourite song - this is the second time I’ve had to refrain from rickrolling and honestly it hurts me 😓 maybe… 3-way tie btwn “Bleecker Street” by Simon & Garfunkel, “Spectacular Views” by Rilo Kiley, “Manifest” by Andrew Bird

favourite instrument -

that I can actually play? Ukulele

That I wish I could play? Cello

That I wish I could play and would be realistically possible for me to learn? Autoharp

My brain: wait… what about the almost 20 years u spent playing the

Me: We don’t talk about the violin 🫥

aesthetic - yes

favourite book - no

random fun fact - hmmm…

Me carefully sorting through my brain

HMMMM… 🤔 idk if I have anything…. OH WAIT

*casually scrolls back up to previous post*🫥

*discretely highlights text* 😬

*quietly pressed ctrl c + ctrl v*🤫

“DID YOU KNOW: crocodiles can communicate with each other and also if you ever see either an alligator or a crocodiles snout sticking out of ice, do not break it as they are still alive and ready to attack.”

🙃😫

Tagging: no one bc I feel like I’ve lost my tagging privileges due to the fact that I keep rickrolling people so I’m going to have to build up my credibility again lol

Ok tagging one brave soul who will risk the rickroll @xieyaohuan

17 Questions, 17 People

Thank you for the tag! @hannibals-favourite-meal-meal

Nickname: Rosie

Sign: Taurus ♉︎

Height: 5'4

Last thing I googled: A math question for school.

Song stuck in my head: Come and get your love - Redbone

Number of followers: 431!! and I’m barely noticing it right now! I love you all <3

Amount of sleep: maybe a good 5 or 6 hours during the week for school but like 3 during the weekends lmao

Lucky number: I don’t know. I see a lot of 2’s, 3’s, and 4’s so I guess those three lol.

Dream Job: Nurse or Doctor.

Wearing: old pair of biker shorts and my Tony & Peter shirt  #marvel nerd  🤓

Movies/Books that summarize you: I honestly have no clue. 

Favorite song: I have many but at the moment I’ve had Summertime Sadness by Lana Del Rey on repeat.

Favorite Instrument: this is biased because I played the drums in elementary school. However, I’m fond of the piano.

Aesthetic: A big farmhouse in the fall or A winter mountain house/cabin hehe.

Favorite book: I don’t read a lot but I’d say the hunger games and twilight series.

Random fun fact: I always wanted to travel the world and go to New York. I had the privilege to do so back in 2019 with my school. It was the best trip experience so far :)

Tags: @vbecker10 @springdandelixn @sarahrogersevans @nana1000night @imyourbratzdoll

[loveliii]

Hello! Huuuge fan of your writing! I saw that you now write for Iluna and Luxiem?

Here’s a hilarious scenario: the reader (a streamer) gets into an argument with maybe Ren about “Who’s hotter? Aster or (other character of your choice)” and both said characters are there in the call like ??? O///o :O Honestly any characters work, but the more squawking the reader and Ren (or anyone) have the better.

Feel free to respond (or don’t, no worries truly) to this however you please!

ren vs y/n

who is hotter? aster or scarle?

a/n: thank you for requesting! sorry if this is kinda short😓 i didn’t really know how to make this longer.

⚠️warnings⚠️ cussing, idk if there’s anything else but please lmk if there is!

KEY: r= ren. y= y/n. a= aster. s= scarle. e= everyone

WORK BELOW THE CUT!

y: so, ren, really important, deadly serious question. 

r: okay? what’s up??

y: who is hotter-

r: PFFT WHAT

y: SHUT UP IM NOT DONE

r: okay okay continue

y: 🙄anyways, who’s hotter, aster or scarle?

r: uhhhh i can’t decide

y: of course you can’t indecisive bitch

r: 😧 EXCUSE ME!?

y: you heard me. you’re an indecisive b i t c h.

r: well who do YOU think is hotter y/n???

y: that’s easy. scarle is hotter while aster is the prettiest. 

a: WHAT NO IM HOT😭😭

s: AND IM PRETTY😭😭

r: mhm y/n you hurt their feelings

y: WHAT WAIT HOLD ON NO I DIDNT MEAN TO. ALSO SHUT THE HELL UP REN GUYS IM SORRYYYYY

a: THIS IS UNFORGIVABLE Y/N

y: NO ASTER DARLING IM SORRY YOU ARE SO HOT

s: 😭😭😭

y: YOU TOO SCARLE YOU ARE SO PRETTY AND GORGEOUS IM SORRY

a: WAIT SO IM NOT GOREGOUS?!

y: NO WAIT YOU ARE I JUST- AHSHSJSHDHSHDH

e: …….

r: y/n?

y: 😭😭guys i’m sorry i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings i didn’t know you’d react like thisss😭😭

s: NOOO Y/N IT WAS JUST A PRANKKK REN TOLD US TO MAKE U FEEL BAD IM SO SORRY LOVE

a: YEAH BLAME THIS ON REN HES THE ONE WHO TOLD US TO! sorry ren

r: WOW GUYS THANKS

y: 😪it’s okay guys. also, ren YOU ARE SUCH A BITCHHHHH I WILL HAVE MY FUCKING REVENGEEE

r: NO Y/N PLEASE HAVE MERCYYY😭😭

y: NEVER😈😡

[annetaa]

What i DISLIKE about each zodiac sign (check sun/moon/mercury/rising etc.)

~don't take these seriously, it's just for fun, and not everyone will relate to these~

x don't u dare steal x

leave some feedback if u want 🤭

masterlist

im not going easy on any of yall

⚡capricorn mars/rising/sun yall need to stfu sometimes because you guys seem to know everything and have a superiority complex

⚡all the water signs(pisces, cancer, scorpio) esp sun and moon stop being so manipulative ✋

⚡leo moon/venus are the pick me type

⚡taurus sun stop giving everyone the "i am better than you" look

⚡libra sun/venus/mercury can be MAD annoying sometimes 🙄

⚡sagittarius placements stop being the class clown 🤡

⚡scorpio rising/sun think that staring at someone with their "deep" eyes makes that person uncomfortable.... stop it u look ridiculous

⚡some virgos are so self centered like... you're not so important you sis 😭

⚡yall say that libras are indecisive, but PISCES are worse ++ they can be people pleasers too (pisces and libras are what i like to call them "sister signs")

⚡don't even get me started on geminis, even though you're a close friend to them, or someone they really trust, they WILL lie to you eventually, and they do it so well too

⚡all the aries i know are loud (esp aries in the 3rd house) and swear a lot🤬🤬

⚡leo sun/rising don't want attention, but they get it, but leo moon crave attention

⚡libra risings can be fake too

⚡i noticed that gemini moon have no feelings, or if they do have feelings, you'll never know

⚡virgo venus have high ass standards (as we should) <3

⚡just because you have an aquarius rising doesn't mean that you're DiFfErEnT and SpEciAL and QuiRqY😐 you're not

⚡aries mars YALL NEED TO STOP SCREAMING WHEN YOU'RE HAVING AN ARGUMENT

⚡cancers men are crybabies

⚡some gemini/taurus risings have a weird ass sense of style

⚡ leo suns need to stop with the lion tattoos, it's getting boring, get creative

⚡aries have anger issues also may bring other people down if underdeveloped

⚡taurus are so fucking stubborn and you can't change my mind that they have huge egos

⚡geminis talk too much nonsense and then they're mad if you're not listening

⚡cancers literally whine about everything like babies and talk too damn much shit

⚡leos have a HUGE ego too, kinda annoying, need a reality check sometimes

⚡virgos think that being perfectionist is their whole personality... guess what... its NOT and they can also whine about that fucking project form 6th grade where they forgot how to spell a word...wut

⚡libras: passive aggressive to the point where they think that everyone and everything is against them all the time, like chill it's not THAT deep, try talking to a therapist sweetie

⚡scorpio.. hmmm, also need a reality check and they get angry too fucking fast sometimes like uhuuu i was just making a joke (they also can't take a joke)

⚡sagittarius can be annoying when they're enthusiastic about something

⚡capricorns think that having money is everything that matters and having friendships or relationships is just a thing for people that have feelings... sweetie u need friends too, and a relationship

⚡aquarius' people are weird as fuck, not in a bad or good way, in between

⚡pisces are the type of people to listen to you talking for hours but not remember anything about what you said, also may daydream a lot, which is not bad, but not when you have 5 essay due tomorrow 😅

💀well, i guess that's it... PLEASE DONT UNFOLLOW ME!!! 💀

[jinhyun]

Oh. My. God. He pushed her away because he's trying to sleep with the other girl? 😑🙄 I almost want to say I'm not surprised it was that shallow, but I am. I expected them to already be fwb with the speed at which she got pushed away. Not that he's been trying to get a quick lay. At this point I'm like 100% team anybody but Hyunjin! Like fuck him, omg. Really want to see her have more fun with Binnie and stop making herself available to hang out with Hyunjin now. I want him to chase her and not understand why. I want him to get so insanely jealous that he can't think straight and then realize "oh these are feelings™" and then have to confront the fact that he's been acting like an ass to her for soooooo long. I want him to realize HE DOESN'T DESERVE HER!! And then watch him scramble to figure out how to win her back. Basically I just want him to suffer. I want him to suffer the way the she has suffered or worse. Cus that's just..... I'm like fuming mad at him now 😤 I can't believe he's such an idiot. Like how does everyone but him know how he feels about her and he doesn't 🤦‍♀️the mixed signals he is sending, no wonder our girl is so confused!

On another note tho, I want to wrap Felix up in all the blankets and give him all the cuddles 😭 he is so soft and I love him being the best friend she deserves. But I also really want to see protective Minho being more than ready to go kill Hyunjin the second she says so lmao!

I hope you had/are having some much needed quality time with your bestie!! Thank you for the update while you're busy 😘🥰 You're amazing! I hope you have a great time but I hope you get some rest too!!

yup, that he did :) at this point it doesn't seem surprising at all tbh, like felix said he's just thinking with his dick and sadly it can backfire any time

all you just said about him suffering... ig we'll just have to wait and see whether karma gets him or not 😭 but it would be good for him to realise what she's worth and stop being an indecisive idiot for once and for all.

LMAO wbk minho would go beat his sorry ass the second y/n said the word. he's been wanting to for a good while now after all...

thank you so much!!! we just finished watching heartstopper and crying about it and now we ordered a 1lt mojito for each and are currently watching kpop funny moments so tonight should be fun lmao. i hope you're doing great too! tysm for this long ass ask, i love these and you sm 😭💖

[msmarvelouswinchester]

My Knight In Shining Armour

So two days ago I was complaining about a social gathering aka picnic and @awkward-and-indecisive​ gifted me this drabble.

Pairing - Dean x Reader (aka, me, Chan)

Warning - Just fluff

Abby’s POV -

As requested, here’s you Dean Drabble. More like a oneshot because it’s 1854 words💀

Anyways, don’t think I did this for you because this helped me also in overcoming my writer’s block. I hope this is not absolute shit because it’s the first thing I’ve written in like forever.

This is completely unbeta’d since my beta is currently being harassed by gossip aunties💀

I hope this helps you survive and makes your day a little better. Love you 😘

Dean was working on his precious baby, applying a thin coat of wax after washing it. He was almost done with the task when his phone, kept on a table nearby, chimed, indicating that he got a text.

He quickly finished the last area that was left unwaxed and made his way to the table to see who texted him while wiping his hands from the rag he had kept in the back pocket of his jeans.

Sweetheart: HELP. SAVE ME. I‘M GONNA DIE.

He chuckled at the dramatics of his girlfriend but couldn’t help the little worry that made its way to his heart.

Dean: What’s wrong?! 🙄

Sweetheart: My mom emotionally blackmailed me into going to this picnic, YES A FREAKING PICNIC 💀, last minute yesterday night and I don’t wanna socialise and make awkward small talk with old ladies who I don’t even know and who have nothing better to do than judge everyone and gossip about them. And I woke up at 7 am and and it’s so cold and I travelled for hours in this stupid bus and I swear to god I’m so frustrated that all I wanna do is grab one of these oldies by their hair and bash their head in a tree nearby. SAVE ME 😭💀

Dean: Okay, firstly I’m just gonna ignore that you just told me you wanted to commit murder. Secondly, how can I help? I mean what do you want me to do? And where’s this picnic by the way?

Sweetheart: These ladies turn everyone in their general vicinity a cold blooded murderer. 😒 All I want is you to come and kidnap me and then we can have a Baby date!!😩😩 Aah never mind. Ignore me and my wishful thinking. And last I checked picnics mostly took place in a park.🙄

Dean: Okay smartass.😒 I’ll keep you company here, okay?

Sweetheart: Thank you. You’re the best. 😘

Dean quickly placed all the things in their respective places and went to his bathroom to take a shower. He got dressed in his usual clothes, a pair of jeans, a tee, a flannel, and a jacket to top it off while managing to keep texting Chan and keep her a little company.

* * *

Chan huffed loudly, her fists tight at her sides, as another one of the members of the gossip group went away after making small talk with her one second and then directly jumping onto the subject of her private life. Oh how she hated all of them, strangling all of them in her mind.

She took a few deep breaths to calm down because spending the rest of her life in jail for committing murder is certainly not “socially acceptable”. She rolled her eyes at the thought.

A tap on her shoulder made her growl.

Not. Again. Not. Another. One. Of. These. Damn. Gossip. Girls. She thought, internally groaning.

But when she turned, all her frustration and agitation went away and she wanted to cry tears of happiness while thanking the whole universe for her saint of a boyfriend.

Dean gave her a smug smile and wiggled his eyebrows at her. She launched herself into his arms and he let out a ‘oof’ at the impact, instantly wrapping his arms around her waist.

“You’re literally my knight in shining armour and you’re my saviour and my hero and I love you and you’re the best boyfriend in the whole wide world and have I told you how much I love and appreciate you?” Chan rambled onto his skin while hiding her face in the crook of his neck.

Dean let out a chuckle at her cute little rambling and parted from her. He placed a kiss on her forehead, nodded to a bench in the corner of the park, far away from all the people where no one would bother them, and said, “How about we go sit over there? No one will bother us there hopefully.”

Chan nodded and Dean grabbed her cold hand in his warm one. She hummed at the warmth while the green eyed man guided the both of them towards the said bench.

They both took a seat and Dean said with raised eyebrows, “The weather is really nice today, isn’t it?”

The young woman swatted at Dean’s chest and grumbled, knowing he was mocking her by trying to make small talk. But let it go after a few moments.

Chan kept close to Dean, feeling cold. As if on queue, her boyfriend took both of her hands in his, trying to warm them up, while she rested her head on his shoulder and him kissing the crown of her head in return.

A few moments passed in silence, nothing but the sound of the usual gush of cold wind keeping them company, both of them enjoying each other’s presence.

Chan opened her eyes and saw one of the ladies coming their way, a plastic container with something edible in her hand which she probably brought as an excuse to ask her about her job and when she’ll get married and “settle down” and how much she earns so that she could get told that the Williams’ girl earns more than her and ugh it was a never ending vicious cycle which always ended making her feel bad about herself.

She rolled her eyes and sat up straight, taking her hands back and putting them in her lap. Dean looked up in time to see a woman in a white cardigan stop right in front of them, her hands holding out a container with some mini sandwiches.

“Hey! I saw you two younglings sitting here and thought you’d be hungry. Here have some! The Robinson’s high schooler made these. What about you Chan, do you know your way around the kitchen?” The lady, Mrs. Pearson Chan guessed, said in an annoyingly cheerful way.

Dean stifled a laugh knowing if her girlfriend ever got into a kitchen it would only end in a visit from the fire department to the house and all Chan wanted to was smack his arm.

“I can manage my way in the kitchen.” The young woman replied politely, trying her hardest not to tell the lady off.

“Oh!” Mrs. Pearson said as if not knowing how to cook was the biggest disappointment, “You should maybe ask Alice for some tips. She’s the one who made these. They’re literally so good!”

She turned to Dean then and continued, “The kids these days I tell you. How is she gonna take care of a family and feed her husband if she doesn’t know how to cook. You know how, when men don’t get what they want at home they look for it outside. And I mean I don’t blame them. A woman should be a perfect all rounder so she can easily juggle all the things you have to do to take care of a household. All these young women care about these days are having boyfriends and clicking photos and staying out all day and even at night. Roberta, the Richardson’s daughter, I heard she lost her virginity to a boy in her school. Can you believe that she had-” she whispered the next word, “-intercourse before marriage?! I’m telling you it’s all because of these smartphones. Modernisation will make us all go to hell.”

Dean leaned in and sneakily whispered in Chan’s ear, “Roberta actually had sex with her daughter, Susan only. Wonder what she’ll think about that.”

Chan snorted but when Mrs. Pearson looked at her with confusion and Chan then coughed to cover it up.

“There’s so much pollen in the air here.” Dean dismissively said while shaking his head, rubbing her girlfriend’s back to sell the act.

Mrs. Pearson looked both of them up and down a couple of times and then went away after saying, “Anyways, you two enjoy.”

“Now I understand the urge to murder them. These women are worse than the gossip girl.” Dean sighed.

“Right?! I mean for god’s sake we’re living in the 21st century. Change that stupid way of thinking that a woman’s sole purpose in life is to get married and have children and settle down and serve her family for the rest of her life.” Chan added while rolling her eyes.

The couple ranted to each other, talked about random things and made each other laugh so hard that some people around them gave them weird looks. But none of them cared, too lost in the comfortable presence provided by the other person.

The day went by quicker than they both realised and Dean left when she saw her mother bidding her adieus so as to not make any troubles for his girlfriend.

Chan had a huge smile on her face all the way back home and even hummed when her mother asked her if she’d had a good time today which left her in shock.

When they reached home the young woman went to her room, flopping on her bed and dialing her boyfriend’s number.

“Hey!” His deep voice came out from the other side.

“Hi!” She replied back.

“Reach home okay?” He asked.

“Yep! I know I’ve already said this but thank you for today Dean. I needed that. You turned a horrible day into a great one. I hope you know how much I appreciate and love you. I’d do anything to repay you for today.” The young woman softly said.

“There’s no need for any of that because what are boyfriends for, huh? And I did it for myself too. Wouldn’t want my pretty girlfriend to spend the rest of her life in jail because she killed someone who was making small talk with her. But anything? I’ll give it a thought. But all jokes aside, I love and appreciate you too and I know you’d do the same for me when you get the chance.” He said sweetly.

“Yeah. By the way, how do you know Roberta and Susan had sex?!” She asked him, perplexed at how Dean knew the gossip more than these professional gossipers.

“Oh that. Well Charlie is the one that set them up.” He chuckled.

“Oh…oh wow!” She voiced out, shocked.

“Yep.” He chuckled again.

“Chaaaaan!” Her mom’s voice called her out.

“I have to go. Mom’s calling me.” The young woman sighed.

“Okay. Love you.” Dean said.

“Love you too. Talk later.” She said back.

“You bet.” Dean said and with that he hung up.

Chan turned on her back and sighed as she looked at the ceiling of her room. She was so, so grateful to have such a good boyfriend like Dean. He cared about her so much and probably canceled all his plans to spend the day with her in a park just so she didn’t have such a bad day. He really loved her and she loved him back too and she hoped that one day she could return his fav-

“Chaaaan!!” Her mother’s voice broke her out of her daydream.

The young woman sighed and shouted back, “Be there in a second!”

****************************

Alright Abby!!! This drabble is everything. The way you portrayed me so perfectly and now I’m scared. Do you have hidden cams in my house? *looks around nervously* Alright, alright apart from the jokes, I really loved this. I read this during the picnic and this was the only thing that put a smile on face. And ykw, this time there was no prying aunties but uncles -_- I hate people, I hate socializing -_- I need a Dean to save me in times like this! 

I loved how dramatic she sounded on texts because I did that too when I texted you LMAO but hey that got you to write this cute fic which I really adore <33 Thank you so much for preventing me from killing anybody and saving my day, bb <33

[bellanut]

🍑🥥 damn it this was supposed to be peach raspberry coconut cranberry for the ask game but the emojis failed me so it looks like I’m trying to say butt coconut. Whatever that means.

🍑 - do you have any piercings or tattoos?

just a regular earlobe piecing! In high school I got both my upper cartilage done as my first ever piecing, but I went on an exchange program and let them grow out because they were in the “not acceptable” part of the cultural guide book they gave us. I am THAT much of a rule follower, like did I really think they wouldn’t let me go on the exchange if I had a very regular and normal ear piercing? As if piercings aren’t common IN JAMAICA? 🙄😤I should really get them done again, I miss them.

No tattoos, I’m so indecisive and prone to regret 😅 But! My brother got one recently and his tattoo artist is bewilderingly amazing I’m convinced I would love anything she put on my body so I’ve been tempted lately.

Raspberry - favourite flower?

Oh I don’t have a favourite flower yet! I think dahlias as so pretty, and peonies (the pinky peach ones????), and DAISIES, and hydrangeas, and lilac, and cherry blossoms, and I’m mildly obsessed with green mums thanks to animal crossing 😂. One day I’ll find my flower bias.

🥥 - favourite perfume?

Nshfjdbsj jha okay so when anna and I first started talking we discovered we had the same perfume, so when she recently mentioned indigo by nest I HAD to try it and then immediately buy it. It’s not a scent I thought I would like at first (it’s kind of spicey and tea like at first?) but then all these fruity notes come out??? 🥴🥴 It transforms as you wear it, I’ve never had a scent this complex and intoxicating before. Zero regrets purchase. I use it all the time even when I’m chilling at home JUST FOR ME. lately I’ve been putting a dab on my face mask. If I have to work for a living I might as well have exo in one ear be inhaling my favourite perfume. I keep a list of perfumes to try ☺️

Cranberry - favourite time of the day?

There are so many good times of the day! I’m not naturally a morning person but once I’m up I do LOVE mornings. Like the day feels so full and long when you’re up early? And getting to see the sunrise? Please! lately it’s been so pink and the ground is all white with snow, it’s so pretty. But when it’s late and everyone else has gone to bed, oh I love that too, that’s like feeling free. Like the tension is gone. I can breathe. No more walking on egg shells. just stay up absurdly late in bed. And there’s no pressure to be productive anymore because it’s too late, try again tomorrow 😅. And then you get to drift off to sleep? 🤌

[faeriesuns]

whats been on ur mind lately ?

Moving 🙄 my stepdad hasn't decided if I get the attic or the basement so I dont know if I can paint and decorate my room the way I want. Im hoping to get the attic. I want to start packing stuff up but there's not much to do until he chooses what room is get because then like every other weekend I can go down there and bring a few boxes with me so I can gradually take my stuff down there. I hate having to move at the last second and have everyone be stressed and stuff

Tomorrow I'm just gonna start cleaning out my bathroom because there's a ton of stuff that I haven't touched since we moved in, like almost 10 years ago

Also I am worried about house dynamics. My stepdad has never seen me anxious or upset or paranoid or psychotic so there's gonna be a learning curve. Also we Haven't lived together since I was a child and im afraid he's gonna feel like he can order me around

Like ill follow my mom and his house rules but I am not going to let myself be treated like a child

Also his indecision about where I get to live is annoying me, he keeps going back and forth and it's annoying as hell

Despite all this im still looking forward to move there and to get away from this town and my bad memories

Sorry I started ranting on you 😅

[jocy-diaries]

07-09-2022

Day Eighteen: Pisa

I walked into the living room this morning and there was a random guy I didn't know on the couch, and someone cuddling with someone on the other couch o.o Like okay I just wanted my coffee 😅

We went to Pisa! It was so so pretty, and the train/bus ride was like going through the country side~ I did notice that a lot of the poorer neighborhoods had whole community gardens and backyards that had huge gardens, while the richer ones had more commercial gardens for mass production with only one thing growing. Commercialized gardens versus permaculture.

But then we went to Pisa, and I wanted to go to the Leaning Tower, but we went to the beach instead. And honestly, I didn't mind it! It was so pretty~ And I did go swimming for a bit! I was reminded that I am not a strong swimmer and lack any sort of endurance 😅 But I did go and climb on the rocks! That was a lot of fun. I love climbing rocks. I didn't slip this time! The consequences for that could have been deadly.

Oooohmygoodness the most Looney Tunes thing just happened to us. We got on the wrong bus (it was earlier and our app wouldn't let is buy tickets for it) so i texted my roommates to get off and take the next train. They do, and I notice them and head out too. And the doors close right in front of me before I can reach them 😵 I felt so bad lol

Then I had to meet the Stefano guy.. I got dressed up, went to join him, and ohmygosh he is the most Indecisive old man I've ever met. It's like. My good dude YOU wanted me to come out here, so what do YOU want to do?? Fucker. Plus then I wanted to check out the concert going on nearby and he just wasn't into it 🙄 Then I got left at the altar lol First time for that happening to me! He said he'd get his car to go do a statue and he sped off like the devil was on his hind quarters lol. To be fair I waited a bit, but left after 20min. And I've been texting him and even called him and he just didn't respond or look at the messages, and he no longer has a picture on his What's App. Freaking weird. My roommates say it might have been a sex trafficking thing and I have my doubts but. Possible.

I got some Perseccot on the way back home but we don't have a bottle opener, so I will be 0% tipsy for tonight's game. I'm so disappointed by not having something to drink. My roommates are home right now watching Call Me By Your Name but they fell asleep halfway through and they didn't want bellinis. This would never have happened if I had my Soju >:( Anyways, early night for everyone, plus DnD tonight.