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simpjaes · 2 days ago
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hello! I realize how often I get asked to provide tips for new writers and here I am making a full post for it so that way I can always have something to refer people to! So, here's my personal tips with writing. they might not work for everyone, but these are all things I do or have done when starting out.
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• something I always do, and literally beg other people to do: please put works over 1k under a read more bar. not just for the ease of scrolling for others, but because when you don't you end up forcing anyone and everyone to scroll your work. this is not being mindful as there are minors who may run across your fics and you should not be allowing it to be that available for them to witness. better yet, force them to scroll through it. • see the gradient text titling this post? this is cute, it's fun, pretty to look at, but keep in mind not everyone uses light mode like i do, they may not be able to see the darker parts of my text because of this. same goes the other way around. maintain visibility if you're trying to make your fics legible. not everyone has the best eyesight either, keep that in mind when making your posts and trying to make them pretty. • tag. your. fics. properly. in. the. content. section. of. your. work. do not censor your trigger words, be blatant and honest about what you are posting so that people do not find themselves shocked or upset if you happen to write darker fics. • also tag your fics properly within the tag area of your post. do not tag every member on your post if they aren't in the fic. it will more often than not annoy people rather than get them to read your work. additionally: i wouldn't tag hard hours under the smut tags unless it's actually relating to smut or is long enough to be considered a drabble. Otherwise, tag it under the hard hours tag for your fandom, not the common fic tags. • no, you don't need a banner or "cover" for your fic though I will say that it helps tremendously to include a visual alongside it. many gif makers here do not want their work involved with smut though, so be sure to make your own banners or gifs and do not use someone else's images without their permission.
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• How do you come up with new ideas? typically, for me at least, ideas come naturally or when I get some sort of inspiration and build off of it. Many times, inspiration comes from a lyric or a scene in a movie. Other times, it can come from something as cringy as a dream, or a funny conversation with friends. You can even base your fics off of your real life, just be careful with that if you're sharing them publicly, as with anything personal, it's not always fun to share with everyone. • how do you start to flesh out an idea? I have different methods but my first tip is to keep your notes app open on your phone and write down literally any and every idea possible. whether it's for a new fic idea, or one you're already working on. Often times just a few words is enough to remember your state of mind at the time and inspire you all over again when you get to it. fleshing it out is different. my primary way of doing this goes in this exact order: ➤͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏write a few paragraphs that would sum up the entire fic in a document. from start to finish, summarize it however you need to. it does NOT need to be perfect.➤͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏give it a title and a make a banner. ➤͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏i always write the fic synopsis at this point, it helps me stay on track and stick to the plot. if I go off track anyway, I just change the synopsis lmfao. ➤͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏take your previous paragraph of ideas and one sentence at a time, start outlining each portion.
ex paragraph: jake is always alone, and it's driving him mad. so mad that he seeks the company of a familiar face that would never, ever, expect to see him again. Strangely enough, your curiosity upon your ex best friend's ex boyfriend contacting you drives you to places you never thought you'd go (his house.)
➤͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏now ask yourself questions: why is jake alone? why is he going mad? what makes him seek company? why does he choose you? how does he contact you? what happens after he contacts you? what is the point of view? how do you as the reader feel when he contacts you? where does this lead?
all of that is the very start of an outline. from there you can start fleshing out scenes vs. filler in as much or as little detail as you like.
example of outline: ① ➤͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏scene of jake alone in his room wallowing in his thoughts. angst angst angst filler. talk about his dynamic with his ex girlfriend and why he's so lonely at this point. move forward to his relationship with reader and explain why she's on his mind too. ② ➤͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ jake texting you, blah blah blah, you give him the run around but he seems really desperate. not for like...sex or anything, he genuinely just seems lonely. you're curious despite, you know, being well aware that if your ex bestie found out, she'd beat the fuck out of you. cute flirting for like a few weeks via text. ③ ➤͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏three weeks pass, you and jake are kinda flirty via text but it always ends abruptly. he's....very sad, like a lost puppy. you might sort of have some sort of crush. explain reader's point of view, her dynamic with jake before vs. now. she ends up texting him after he dips on his previous flirting again, being blatant and forward with him about it. "why do you keep flirting then acting like im weird when i flirt back?" etc etc etc, you get the point. I'm not seriously going to sit here and flesh out an entire outline i made up just now and don't intend to ever write, sorry KJFHDSKJ
• Do i need an outline? hell no you don't. sometimes it's better to just take your initial idea and run with it. my best advice here is to do a first draft. free write, as in: write without fixing anything, go wherever your mind takes you, then when you're done for the day just leave it be and come back with fresh eyes. if you like where it's going, keep going. if you don't, boom, second draft.
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• don't be hard on yourself. no one is looking at your fic but you right now. try any and all ideas, shift scenes around, change whatever you want. it doesn't matter if it's not what you promised. you are the writer. • you may notice that i rarely proof read my works, you can search for a beta/editor if you'd like. just make sure they know the time frame you'd like for your fic to be posted and set some boundaries so they don't end up insulting your work. for instance, in the past, i only allow editors to fix typos, sentence flow, and grammatical errors. i do not ever allow them to comment on plot changes, character changes, etc. • don't want an editor but also don't want your fic to be full of typos? the best I can offer is: every time you finish writing for the day/night and pick up on another day...re-read everything you previously wrote. not only does this help get you into the right mindset, you can catch typos and errors along the way. • not every fic needs research, sorry. If you're writing a smut fic and you intend to focus on smut, just let people know you may have incorrect information regarding whatever. for instance: i like religion kink because i hate religion. because I hate religion, i do not do research on it and use the knowledge i know and what i grew up with. I make that loud and clear to everyone. It's kind of bitchy and lazy though, not gonna lie. but again, if it's smut, people are there for the porn anyway, and not the ins and out of the career one of your characters has.
• TALK TO YOURSELF. Speak the dialogue out loud, yes, even the dirty talk. This is the best way to determine if something sounds awkward.
• this is more of a me thing but, avoid using "y/n" in dialogue. more often than not, this is where it gets very very cringe. In reality, you do not need "y/n" as an indicator that your name is being said or called. You can change that part from dialogue to "He/she/they call(s) your name." or "You hear your name in a broken voice as you swiftly turn, only to find no one there."
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• Motivation is hard and not every method works for me. Meaning, it probably won't work for everyone else either. What I do is: i write fics in my head before going to sleep. I listen to songs that remind me of the fic. I re-read feedback from previous fics. If you've not written one yet, the best move here is to discuss it with a trusted friend.
• do not allow numbers, notes, likes, anonymous messages, or any form of "popularity" force you to write something you're not in the mood to write. sometimes we just need a break, and it's okay to break promises. people want fics you loved writing, not the ones you suffered for to get through.
• IGNORE ENTITLEMENT. This will kill your motivation more than anything else imo, and it will fucking destroy your confidence.
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• first and foremost, block and ignore any and every hateful or entitled anonymous (or not) person in your inbox. I'm not joking, if you respond to them, you will have your friends defending you but at the end of the day, it does nothing but generate negativity and pity. I answer my hate from time to time too, but at the end of the day, it's more like a slap in the face to the hateful anons when you ignore them and continue to be happy. do not let them feel like they have power over your emotions or mood, even if they do. do NOT let them dictate what you want to write and do not be a people pleaser. you are doing enough already by making attempts to write. you don't owe anyone anything.
• relating to the last point, eventually you just grow numb to it. the bigger your blog grows, the more people will hate you for one reason or another. stay kind, try not to let it make you a miserable bitch like I was at one point. focus on the plethora of love you can and will receive.
• don't resent or send anons to other writers either. so what if their fic did more numbers? so what if they didn't follow you? so what? so what? being a writer on this site has a lot of down sides to it, and the writing community + all the shit that comes with it can really be exhausting. My best advice to you is to remember that this is tumblr. nothing more, nothing less. it's not the end of the world if someone dislikes you, and it's not the end of someone else's world if you dislike them. feeding into that energy ruins the entire environment for everyone.
That's all I have for now! Feel free to ask anything else, i'll do my best to answer and add it here! I am open to giving advice on designing and editing your banners btw, i'm not some bitch ass gatekeeper. i will go into more depth with all of this too, such as "how do i write a good synopsis?", "how do you know when your fic is finished?", or "how do i start the fic in a way that's interesting?" etc etc etc
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euniexenoblade · 8 hours ago
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Why do you refer to yourself in your bio as a "biological dysphoric female?"
the short: "biological female" and "dysphoric female" are phrases coined by terfs to be transphobic, and there was a movement for trans women to take them from terfs as our own.
the long: sex is fucking fake. gender is just sex. i know this makes a lot of people, cis and trans, mad, but shit is not real. sex as society uses it is the scientific application of gendered oppression. "biological sex" has been a method of misogyny for a long, long time. (side note, biological sex has also been a used to enforce racist, ableist, homophobic and intersexist thought).
saying something is "scientific" is "bigoted" or "fake" always seems to throw people through a loop. but "science" is not a neutral concept. a scientist with a bigoted agenda will skew results to affirm their bias. the easiest example of this is transphobic/homophobic studies that conservatives point to that when you dig into them you realize it's research done by a right wing think tank that's just making shit up, or did a study that is immoral or flawed specifically to yield their result. the point is, if a scientist goes into their work with a bias, the bias will alter the result. now imagine a scientist from a hundred or two hundred years ago doing gender or race sciences, we look at them like they're stupid and bigoted and we've advanced so far, but a lot of their bullshit still exists, it's just been reworked into something more acceptable.
sex, like actual "biological sex," is a very complicated thing that is more than just genitals. the body can vary in so many ways, but these concepts have been dumbed down into the male/female dichotomy we all know, and even though we know this dichotomy isn't real it still sticks around in low level, basic biology courses, identification stuff, medical stuff, etc, thus enforcing the age old gender separation (and thus oppression).
i know youre rolling your eyes and telling me to get to the point, but the point is that, the separation of gender and sex is new, and frankly i've never enjoyed it. "you're a woman but you're male" isn't true and leads to mistreatment by....everyone.
i refuse to let the world define me and my body. "female" just means "woman" in literally everything. so i define myself, i'm female. im a trans woman and i'm biologically female.
the "dysphoric" angle is a lot quicker to explain. despite my annoyance with the term "dysphoria" it is heavily associated with transhood. I don't define transhood by dysphoria (you don't need dysphoria to be trans) but the world sorta does. and being that terfs confuse their own dysmorphia and whatnot as "gender dysphoria" and coined "dysphoric female" too....I guess "steal" dysphoria from trans people, i decided i, too, am a dysphoric female. the funny thing is, i don't even experience dysphoria really. i used to but i don't really anymore.
but, take both of those, and wa-la, biological dysphoric female.
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asteralexpress · 2 days ago
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✧.* i'm aster, aka aeryth, and i'm new to ( posting on ) shiftblr / tumblr .ᐟ
✧.* basic info :: 20y , he / him prns but i do change my gender a lot in drs , INTP , leo , pagan witch , total extrovert online ( i love replying to dms / comments / asks.ᐟ )
✧.* shifting since about 2020 ( yes i was in the shifttok trenches ) , took a break in 2022 for about a year , still have not shifted to a desired reality for a desired amount of time but have shifted to countless alternate timelines as well as random different realities for up to an hour , minishifted ( to drs or otherwise ) countless times .
✧.* i do not use a method, i just do whatever feels right in the moment . i will go over what aspects i use interchangeably in another post later / if there is demand for it .ᐟ
✧.* most ( if not all ) of my drs to fictional universes are NOT for the plot and mainly for the world without the plot . i always script safeties for this , and all of my drs are just really chill . for example :: my mha drs have the whole war scripted out , and all for one is always scripted out as well . you get the idea . if you see me not mention that i scripted out a traumatic plot , just know that i did . i also love scripting multiple lives for the same universe .
✧.* otherwise a very spiritual person ; i don't bite .ᐟ we can totally be friends :))
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( not all of my drs )
✧.*avatar dr ;; i have 3 drs on pandora :: one where i am an avatar and sully triplet -- this dr is mainly for learning purposes , as i want to learn about na'vi culture , language , etc . my second dr on pandora is just as a native na'vi where the humans never come to pandora in the first place . i am an insignificant na'vi , but it's mainly for the na'vi experience . oh to live like them . third is a group shift dr with my best friend ( that i am married to in that dr ) and another friend that we adopted as a child . we are friends with the sullies in that dr .
✧.* bungou stray dogs ;; this dr has a TON of lore , but to sum it up , i am with the decay of angels . i scripted the plot out ( duh ) and it's a dr that is mixed with royalcore . instead of the casino being just a casino , it's a castle as well , and we host balls / masquerades . i am dazai's sister in this , and this was NOT scripted .
✧.* mha ;; i have two active drs for this universe :: one is an mha student ... i just want to experience being a high schooler at UA . i do not have a scripted s/o , and i made my own class as well ( sorry class 1-a, y'all are kind of boring ) . i am tamaki amajiki's sister in this , also unscripted . second is a pro hero ( sort of ) dr . i am roommates ( and best friends ) with hawks , and we are both considered pro heroes but we both do vigilante type work . again , just calm UA universe shenanigans .
✧.* haikyuu ;; you guessed it .ᐟ two drs :: one is a dr i made back in early 2021 , and have minishifted there multiple times , so i can't just let it go . i go to inarizaki here , and my scripted s/o was suna . this dr is somewhat on the back burner , for now at least . cozy japanese life . two is a more recent dr , where i go to itachiyama . me and the i schools , man ... anyway , i actually play volleyball in this one , and am a setter . i did script itachiyama's school colors to be magenta and lavender instead of the neon green and yellow .
✧.* hoyoverse ;; grouped these tgt cs it makes sense .ᐟ 4 drs :: one is genshin impact , where i am tartaglia's twin sister ( again , not scripted , it just happened ) and i basically travel around teyvat and meet everyone . no scripted s/o , i'll just see who i hit it off with . second is also genshin impact , but i am a sumeru native , and tighnari is my best friend . i scripted that i am khaenri'ahn ( i hyperfixated on khaenri'ah back in 2022 ) and nari took me in basically . no s/o again , but my friend group is 4ggrevate . i adore hot and humid climates , so i am very looking forward to living in the jungle . third is honkai : star rail . i have two drs for hsr , but i will only talk about one , as the second is not quite fleshed out yet . in this dr i am an avgin that got adopted by the nameless very early in life ( not experiencing that trauma , no thank you ) and grew up with them . i am in a polycule with aventurine , sunday , and ratio in this dr . could not choose . fourth is a modern college au of genshin impact . my s/o is scaramouche ( very specifically , noah's version ) . just your average college au .
✧.* k-pop ;; i made an original kpop group ( called NYX , as that was my name a while ago ) . it is very diverse , and i spent a really long time scripting all of the members . there are 6 members . if you want to know more i can yap about this dr for ages and ages .
✧.* acotar ;; ( a court of thorns and roses ) adore this dr . i have once again been bestowed with a brother ( rhysand ) without scripting it . my s/o is lucien . very obviously scripted out the plot . i just wanna be a fae in prythian , man .
that is all of the drs i feel comfortable sharing atm . likely more to come , and i do have other drs i have yet to fully flesh out , but i certainly have other ideas .
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other places you can find me ::
pinterest | @ aery.th on tt (it won't let me link it for some reason) | instagram | bluesky | spotify
i am most active on tiktok .
enough yapping and happy shifting :))
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bluemoonsymphonies · 1 day ago
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RotTMNT Fic Rec #1
Adventures in NYC by beanieable
Chapters: 6/6 Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Words: 12,294 Summary: What happens when the Hamato Clan gets their hands on some cloaking brooches and start to explore New York with them? The rumors about Lou Jitsus kids are just a coincidence. or 5 times their were recognised as Lou Jitsu and kids and the time they revealed it all.
I had to include this fic first because it is what pulled me into this fandom in the first place. It is hilarious in the best ways and everyone is in-character. I don't want to spoil it, but I can say that it includes a lot of nosy reporters, petty older twin Donnie, Medic Leo, Mikey getting first person experience in case of mistaken gender, and Raph being a sweetheart to an old lady.
Though there is Draxum/Splinter as a couple, but you can ignore it if you want. All and all, it is a great fic and totally worth the read.
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Donatello's Impromptu Method of (Literally) 'Winging It' by NighttimeWishes
Chapters: 1/1 Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Words: 6,045 Summary: Donnie just injected unknown mutagens into his bloodstream. It seemed a good idea at the time (approximately five minutes ago). He can’t remember his logic now, mostly because he didn’t write it down. It was probably something about reversing mutations. Whatever, it doesn’t matter anymore. He cannot tell a living soul about this incident. [A surprisingly fluffy story about Donatello accidentally mutating himself and realizing how much his family loves him.]
This one is so sweet and hilarious. It is a great fic a definitely worth the read, Donnie is super in-character. I can't think of anything else to say that wouldn't be spoiling it, so go check it out!
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Trinkets by SmilesRawesome
Chapters: 1/1 Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Words: 3,940 Summary: Based on a headcanon by @donatellosgogglelens on tiktok “Thanks, Donnie!” He said brightly, his other brothers chiming in with their own thanks after him. Donnie flapped his hands and giggled, making Leo clutch his new present tighter. Donnie did love them, and this was the proof.
I LOVE THIS ONE SO MUCH! It is literally one of my favorite fics ever! It's Disaster Twins fluff and angst (Hurt/Comfort), but it's still so sweet. Donnie's love language is 100% gift-giving (Me too, Donnie, me too) and this represents that perfectly.
This is worth ∞ reads. I cannot exaggerate how much I love this fic and think that everyone should read it.
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Operation Sleepy Slider by Artralic
Chapters: 1/1 Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Words: 5,196 Summary: “Trust me this is way more serious.” Raph tries to bring the younger turtles up to speed, only to be interrupted. “Booooo! No, you know the rules! No seriousness on Lazy Sundays!” Mikey is a big proprietor of lazy days and makes sure everyone follows the rules of having a stress free day. It works only because it guilts them all to rest, if only so Mikey isn’t stressing about them not resting. “It’s Thursday Micheal.” “Yeah but it has the spirit of Lazy Sunday” “Guys!” Raph’s outburst brings their attention back to him, but their deadpan stares show they still don’t appreciate the seriousness Raph is trying to infringe upon their relaxation. “Guys, we got a code Sleepy Slider on our hands.” Raph’s voice is grim, his face shadowed with the weight of the situation they find themselves in. With the code spoken, Donnie and Mikey sit at attention. ~ ~ ~ or Leo's insomnia strikes and his brothers help him get some rest.
I love this one, it's pure sibling fluff. I always read it when I can't sleep, and it almost always makes me fall asleep. Also, sleep-deprived Leo is extremely funny.
Raph is such a good big brother in this one (like usual, but extra in this), Donnie nearly gets mauled by Sleepy-Leo, Mikey almost goes full Doctor Delicate Touch on Sleepy-Leo, but it still remains supper fluffy and sweet. Certainly worth the read!
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Sorry this fic rec is short, it took forever to find a format I liked and I wanted to get it out today. The next one should be out by next Friday, have a nice day!
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silly-billy010 · 2 days ago
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THANOS TK HEADCANONS <3
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cw // mention of romantic/flirty tickles but nothing $exual, and mention of drugs/being high and usage of curses (but cmon. it’s thanos)
🍇💜👾☂️🎪
・honestly gives off such pure switch energy
・ like. that boy would destroy everyone and anyone
・ but would also be destroyed by everyone and anyone
・ quite literally a 50/50 split
LEE
・ this boy. this boy as a lee
・ looord have mercy
・ he likes to pretend he’s not ticklish but like. cmon. everyone knows
・ he’s a tad bit embarrassed over being ticklish…
・ cackles LOOOUDLY, he can’t help it
・ the longer you tickle him for, the more genuine sounding his laughter gets
・ ^ to add onto that, he has a lot of endurance but the longer you tickle him, the more you can see the genuine choi su-bong slipping out, not thanos
・ if you want to actually like, take him down a peg, you’ll have to tickle him for a WHIIILE
・ if you target his knees, he’ll sometimes snort (and denies ever doing so if you ask him about it)
・ worst spot a close tie between armpits and hips
・ the only people he’d even possibly ’let’ (he’d just shove them off instead of punching them in the face LOL) tickle him would be min-su and nam-gyu, and maybe gyeong-su and mi-na if they were still alive
・ squirmy as fuck, those legs and arms will be FLYING if he were to ever get got
・ to tickle him for more than 5 seconds you’d have to hold him down completely, like that bitch will go into attack mode
・ doesn’t really get flustered or blushy or anything except in rare scenarios
・ teasing will result in him cursing you out through his laughter
・ ^ “SHUT YOUR MOHOHOHOUTH” “BIHIHITCH” etc
・ will never EVER admit how much he likes being tickled. if he had a gun to his head he still wouldn’t
・ he doesn’t really let soft tickles affect him
・ ^ if it was with his s/o or a very close friend MAYBE he’d let a few giggles slip out, but that’s a very strong maybe
・ his piercings are too sensitive for his own good
・ he has ticklish ears but just hides it because he’s embarrassed lol
・ i could definitely see him provoking others to get tickles but would never admit it
・ usually gets revenge but sometimes doesn’t depending on who did it/how they tickled him
・ overall, this boy needs more tickles in his life
LER
・ oh boy. oh lord
・ RUN FOR THE HILLS
・ unless you’re min-su or his s/o (and even then), RUUUUUNNN
・ he will NOT hold back
・ ^ the only person he’d ever hold back for would be min-su or his significant other
・ usually tickles really roughly
・ VERY PLAYFUL.
・ a huge tickle monster
・ loves to sneak squeezes on nam-gyu’s sides just to embarrass him lol
・ ^ also thanos thinks his reaction is funny
・ MUCH prefers to pin down his lee rather than let them just flop around, he finds it kinda annoying
・ once tried to tickle se-mi
・ ^ he got kneed in the crotch in response and immediately learned his lesson
・ isn’t too big on using anything except for his hands, but they fucking WORK
・ sometimes uses his mouth (teeth/raspberries/etc) in a flirty way towards his s/o but never towards a friend or anything
・ doesn’t really tease, more so taunts
・ ^ again, there’s an exception min-su lolol, you will hear him call min-su cute
・ ^^ but like. if his lee like snorts or squeals or something he WILL go ‘awww’ regardless, whether it be in a genuine manner (for min-su) or in a mocking manner (for nam-gyu)
・ likes to comment on the ticklishness of his lee, especially with nam-gyu
・ laughs a lot with his lee (he can’t help it)
・ while not on drugs, he’s a bit softer
・ if hes on drugs, he’s a little meaner
・ but on an intense high… he is so much rougher
・ thanos likes to take out his stress on nam-gyu from time to time by ruthlessly tickling him, not a lot though
・ ^ rest assured though thanos gets nam-gyu outside of when he’s stressed
・ overall nicer to his s/o, but that does NOT mean they get spared
・ if you’re his friend/in any way close, you are not safe from him
・ sometimes tickles nam-gyu as a method of ‘payment’ for the drugs
・ ^ “i’ll give one to you if you let me tickle you” he knows what he’s doing.
・ he can be summarized with three words: just fucking run
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AAAH MY FIRST EVER POST OUTSIDE OF REBLOGS!!!!!! HELLOOOO
this guy has been infecting my brain so you get this, blame @estelle-skully (/j) cause i love their posts too much (and if you like squid games and tickling, they make banger content you should check out)
sorry for the wordiness, this is mostly me just spitballing onto a google docs lol, but i love thanos so much and i thought maybe other people would enjoy this too?? idk we’ll see
oh and tysm for reading bah. it’s not too long and it’s not a masterpiece but i still appreciate any and all likes, comments, and reblogs (seriously they make my week) idk how to end this though so??? uh???? bye LMAO idfk??
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mintystudies · 2 days ago
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hii minty!!!
it's mindy from @glowettee <3
i wanted to ask you what your detailed strategy is for studying and/or cramming for exams. i'm super curious to see what methods you use, advice you have and just your overall strategy <33
- love from mindy
OMG, hi Mindy!!
This is so exciting to receive this is the first proper ask I've received on this blog, sorry it took me a while to get round to answering it, I had a few exams today and some nonsense to sort.
OK so!
Studying throughout the term
It really depends on the subject. For my content heavy subjects such as Biology and History, I take notes as I go and file them all carefully. For Biology and RMPS I need to remember specific quotes or specially worded phrases, so I add these to online flashcards as I go, and make sure to review regularly.
Any practice tests we do in class through the term, I file and keep track of my grade averages for specific topics within the subjects, so I always know how I am doing.
If the teachers recommend that we read or watch anything then I make sure to do so, by doing this I've been exposed to so many interesting documentaries so I would really suggest that everyone does this.
Studying during exam leave
I don't know fully what kind of education system you are in, I've always assume you live in North America due to the time zone of your blog but I may be wrong with that assumption.
My school provides us with exam leave, so during the month or so that we have examinations, we are not required to be in school.
During this time I have a very strict schedule.
First I work out how long my leave is, and make a schedule with half hour spaces from 9am to 9pm. Then I fill in previous commitments such as my volunteering, family events, music lessons, and of course the actual exam time.
Then I block in time to do the daily things I have to do. I don't set specific times for these but I make sure every day I have half an hour of fresh air, half an hour where I am around people, time for cello and piano practice, and time to exercise.
Then with the time left I work out how much time I want to spend on each subject, and allot each subject a certain amount of slots.
For the first slot I organise all my notes for that subject, find past papers and print them, and see if there are any sites or methods my teacher recommended.
Once I have worked this out I revise by practicing my flashcards, and doing practice exams.
My favourite study method is Do + Review, I do have a queued post about this, but I might as well share it now.
The Do + Review Method
I complete the past paper in exam timings and exam conditions. Then I go over it with the marking instructions. (This is easy for me as the system I am learning in has a website where the last few years papers and marking instructions are online, if this is not a thing where you learn, then look online because people are bound to have made and published papers of their own creation) I find every question I got wrong and I work out my mistake. I go over it again and again until I totally understand it.
Cramming
I know the feeling, you know the feeling, everyone knows the feeling. The exam is tomorrow and you have not been able to make yourself study. I am an expert crammer, I will admit that I am aided by the fact that my memory is exceptional and I am very clever, but I have crammed for so many exams.
My credentials:
I got the highest possible score on a DT Final which I had spent 5.5 hours the previous day cramming for.
I got 95% on my Nat 5 German Final after three hours of revision on the morning of the exam.
I got an A on the Nat 5 History Exam, the hardest of the social sciences, approx. 38% of people across the country got this grade, and I did it with two hours of revision in the morning.
For cramming I would highly recommend the do + review method previously mentioned.
Other things that work for me are...
coming up with mnemonics to remember key phrases
reading notes or listening to recording of them while drawing circle or figure of eights, the repetitive motion helps make your brain more relaxed and receptive
pretend you're helping a friend cram, explain topics aloud and ask them questions, this will help you feel as though you have prepared and are helping someone else, which relaxes you
chew flavoured gum while going over concepts, and then chew it again in the exam. taste is the most powerful sense. I am unsure of how much of this method is placebo effect, but it seems to be pretty effective for me
when you get to the exam hall and are waiting outside, do not talk to others about how nervous you are and how sure of failure you feel, this will only stress you out. Drink water, make sure you have the correct equipment, take deep breaths, a panicked mind is a forgetful mind.
Alright! I hope this was helpful, it was so fun to write! Anyone who read this far deserves a round of applause because I wrote a lot! Please anyone feel free to send me more asks like this, I love sharing tips!
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biotic-raptorian-angel · 1 day ago
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Friendship- Moicy
The dim glow of Angela’s desk lamp illuminated the small medical lab in the Overwatch headquarters. It was late—far too late for anyone to still be working—but Angela was no stranger to long nights. Her fingers danced across the holographic interface, adjusting the parameters of her latest nanite prototype. The project was close to completion, but something felt… incomplete. She sighed, leaning back in her chair and rubbing her temples.
The sound of the lab door sliding open startled her. She turned, expecting to see a security officer or perhaps Winston checking in on her. Instead, she was met with the sharp, calculating gaze of Moira.
“Still here, Angela?” Moira’s voice was smooth, laced with her faint Irish lilt. She stepped inside, her lab coat billowing slightly as she moved. “I thought I was the only one who enjoyed the solitude of the night shift.”
Angela smiled faintly, though her exhaustion was evident. “I could say the same about you. What brings you here at this hour?”
Moira held up a small data drive, her long fingers tapping it lightly. “I was reviewing your latest research on nanite-assisted tissue regeneration. Fascinating work, truly. But I couldn’t help but notice a few… inefficiencies in your approach.”
Angela raised an eyebrow, her curiosity piqued despite herself. “Inefficiencies?”
Moira stepped closer, her tall frame casting a shadow over Angela’s desk. She placed the data drive on the table and activated the holographic display, pulling up Angela’s research. “Your nanites are designed to prioritize healing above all else, but they lack adaptability. What if the host’s body rejects the treatment? Or if the injury is too severe for the nanites to handle? You’re limiting their potential.”
Angela frowned, her pride bristling slightly. “My priority is saving lives, Moira. I won’t compromise that for the sake of experimentation.”
Moira’s lips curved into a faint smile, though her heterochromatic eyes remained unreadable. “And yet, isn’t experimentation the very foundation of progress? You and I both know that true innovation requires risk.”
There was a pause as the two women studied each other. Despite their differences, there was an unspoken understanding between them. Both were brilliant, driven, and deeply committed to their work—even if their methods and philosophies often clashed.
Angela broke the silence first. “Why are you really here, Moira? It’s not just to critique my research.”
Moira’s expression softened, just slightly. “Perhaps I simply wanted to see how you were holding up. You’ve been pushing yourself too hard lately. Even perfection has its limits.”
Angela blinked, surprised by the concern in Moira’s voice. It was rare for Moira to show such vulnerability, and Angela couldn’t help but feel a pang of gratitude. “I’m fine,” she said quietly. “There’s just… so much to do. So many people who need help.”
Moira nodded, her gaze drifting to the holographic display. “I understand. But you can’t save everyone, Angela. Not alone.”
The words hung in the air, heavy with something more than just a haphazard comment. Angela looked at Moira, really looked at her, and saw not just a colleague, but a kindred spirit. Despite their disagreements, Moira had always challenged her, pushed her to think beyond the confines of conventional medicine. And in her own way, Moira cared—about the work, about the future, and perhaps even about Angela herself.
“You’re right,” Angela admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “I can’t do it alone. But I’m not sure I can trust anyone else to understand what’s at stake.”
Moira stepped closer, her presence both intimidating and comforting. “You don’t have to trust anyone else. Just me.”
Angela’s breath caught in her throat. There was something in Moira’s tone—a sincerity that she hadn’t heard before. For all her arrogance and ambition, Moira was offering something rare: partnership.
“Why do you care so much?” Angela asked, her voice trembling slightly. “We’ve never exactly seen eye to eye.”
Moira’s smile returned, though it was softer now. “Because you’re the only one who’s ever challenged me as much as I challenge you. We may not agree on everything, but I respect you, Angela. More than anyone else.”
The admission was unexpected, and Angela felt a warmth spread through her chest. She had always admired Moira’s brilliance, even if she couldn’t condone her methods. And now, seeing this side of Moira—the side that cared, that reached out—made her realize just how deep their connection truly was.
“Thank you,” Angela said softly. “For believing in me.”
Moira’s gaze lingered on her for a moment longer before she turned back to the holographic display. “Don’t thank me yet. We still have work to do.”
Angela laughed, the sound light and genuine. “Of course we do. But maybe… maybe we can do it together.”
Moira glanced at her, a hint of amusement in her eyes. “I’d like that.”
As the two women returned to their work, the lab felt less empty, less isolating. In the quiet hours of the night, surrounded by the hum of machinery and the glow of holograms, they found solace in each other’s company. Their friendship was a delicate balance—a dance between science and compassion, ambition and empathy. And though neither of them could have predicted where it would lead, they both knew one thing for certain: they were stronger together than they ever could be apart.
A-Z Prompts
I've decided to try and keep up with daily writing by doing 1 prompt a day for each ship via the A-Z prompts I came up with below. If you like it or have suggestions for other prompts, please let me know!
Adoration
Bravery
Chivalry
Devotion
Ethereal
Friendship
Glamour
Healthy
Idol
Jukebox
Kingdom
Letter
Moss
Nude
Observation
Paint
Quiet
Rejection
Sea
Turntable
Unanimous
Vermin
Wings
Xenomorphic
Yitten
Zephyr
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makenna-made-this · 1 year ago
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I love you chickens and offer two of my own. Do you have any advice on how to improve my backgrounds? I have a lot of trouble with flowers and other plants, like the purple hyacinths in the first drawings?
all your BAWKtobers are so cute I love them
!!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad you are enjoying BAWKtober! It is the highlight of my year. And my goodness, these are lovely! Your choice of colors are so nice to look at, they feel like a soft place to rest your eyes.
Honestly, backgrounds have always been something I myself struggle with, and I don't know if that makes me more or less qualified to offer advice, but I can pass on what I have found helpful for myself.
1.) Start with something you LOVE. Trying to draw something you struggle with can already flick the little task avoidant I Do Not Want To Do This switch in your brain, so we are going to stack as many positives against it as we can in an effort to get our mindset as far away from This Sucks and I'm Not Doing It zone as we can, so: Start with something you love.
Are you passionate about nature and plants? Start practicing with nature backgrounds. Fascinated by roman architecture? We're gonna get drawing those pillars. Have a bunch of OCs that live in a fantasy setting and desperately want to be able to draw them interacting with the places you've imagined in your head? Get ready to get worldbuilding. If it's a subject you are already interested in it is going to feel significantly less like pulling teeth at the start than if you are stuck doing Boring Square House In 2 Point Linear Perspective (unless you love Boring Square House in 2 Point Linear Perspective, in which case, follow your heart).
I do this a lot with my BAWKtober drawings. I love drawing chickens and want to be able to have them interact in fun environments. The Chickens Part of the drawing are easy and familiar for me. It's something my brain is comfortable with. So I use it as a bit of a mental touchstone to keep myself skirting just shy of the This Sucks edge long enough to stay motivated on the background part of it.
Find your "Chickens."
2.) SIMPLIFY! Even complicated things are just many big and small shapes. Learn to break things down into their most basic shapes and use those as the building blocks to map out your background. Everything is Shape. Think Shape.
You don't have to get hung up on finer details right now. Those can come later. I did this with the rows of wheat field in my Harvest Moon prompt. Envisioned them as large blocks laid out next to each other. I mapped out shadows by darkening the sides away from the source of light (Big Ol' Moon Circle),
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And after i got that base work i built off it with details (notice how you can still picture those shapes underneath it all). While this is by no means a Complicated background, the general method works for more intricate things too.
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It's also helpful when trying to map out lights and darks. I do this a lot when I am trying to get a sense of depth and shadows for an environment:
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Start with the really basic shapes. I like to imagine the background, middle ground, and foreground are all on different layers stacked atop each other facing the viewer (think those cut paper shadow boxes).
GENERALLY speaking, you are gonna have things closest to you be darker and more vibrant colored, and objects in the distance will be lighter and less saturated as they fade into the atmosphere. There are of course instances where this is not the case ( a background of a dense jungle or mouth of a cave may do the reverse, getting darker and darker the deeper you go, to show the lack of light and shadows that grow the further you venture from light) but it is a good rule of thumb when starting out, especially with landscapes.
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Once you have that figured out, you can start slapping down more details~
3.) REFERENCES! I know everyone and their mother says this but it's true. The human eye and memory can be so, so faulty when trying to think back on how something looks. You might THINK you know, but when you try to sit down and draw it you sit there and have a 10min existential crisis (If you don't believe me, just try to draw a bicycle completely from memory. It's miserable).
So look at real things! Pay attention to the way your fav walking path curves over the hill on your walk home. Make note of how the distant skyscrapers on the outskirt of town fade into the soft pinks of the sunset much more the the stark, towering ones right outside your window. Look at cars and bushes spaced out in your local wal mart parking lot, take pictures of the flowers in your grandmother's window box. What's the simplest shape they can be broken down to and still be recognized? You are training your eye to see things in a new way and help you get good at positioning them in 3d space. Eventually, you will get better at this and won't need to reference things as often (but you always CAN. References are your friends!)
4.) Lastly, JUST DO IT!!!
JUST DO IT OH MY GOD JUST DO IT! JUST DRAW tHE BACKGROUND. I know, i know! It sucks and it's hard and it's not as fun as drawing the characters that you love and it might look bad at first but jUST DRAW IT BAD.
In the past i've spent so much time getting in my own damn way because I somehow get it in my head that there's some hidden knowledge or information or tutorial that i am missing, and if i wait until i Learn It i will finally understand the thing and Then i can go about learning it the "right way." Which is a wonderful way of shooting yourself in the foot before you even take a step.
It's really easy to get bogged down in the mindset of "i'm not good at this right now, so i have to wait til i Get Better so i can do it right" and this is Lies. This is the devil on your shoulder talking. This is the mind killer, and it is also a paradox. You want to get better at The Thing before you Do It, but you have to Do It to get Get Better. So you just do Nothing and then you feel bad 'cause you haven't moved anywhere.
So, just start trying. Pick something you love and let that carry you through the hard parts of the learning. Try not to care so much about how it looks at first. You are learning a new language, a visual one. If you get frustrated take a step back, or try drawing something else. Keep it simple, at least at first. And if you feel discouraged, remember i recently had a 10min existential crisis when i realized i couldn't remember how to draw an egg carton, which I see and hold in my hands every single day.
TL;DR DRAW IT BAD, BUT DRAW IT!
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spamtoon · 9 months ago
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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)
Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...
Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!
(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)
I know what you are.
Farewell, now!
(She then leaves the way she came from.)
(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)
And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...
(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)
You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?
I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.
(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)
Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way
(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)
Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.
WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.
Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever
#bright spark#<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky#the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE#SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh.#that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things.#today was an event.#i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you#to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this#is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay#nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are#honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang#spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main#cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her#own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally#i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to.#i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel#like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything#with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have--#living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite#finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives#happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander.#that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared#to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that#respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a#method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family.#the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy#excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around.#spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much.#spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going#sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay
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shiftthemoon · 1 month ago
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reality shifting isn’t hard. you’ve been told it’s hard because everyone’s too scared to admit it’s not. they cling to their 800-step methods, their must-have crystals, their perfect conditions because they think that if they let go of that control, they’ll fail. but here’s the thing: the more you try to control the process, the more you convince yourself it’s out of your control. and that’s the problem. that’s why so many people feel stuck. shifting isn’t some big, far-fetched thing. it’s just you. it’s always been you.
we’re conditioned to think we’re powerless. think about it—school, work, society, all of it drills this idea into us that everything has to be proven, earned, validated. so, when you hear about shifting, your brain freaks out and says, wait, wait, this is too easy, this can’t be real. and then you spiral. you overcomplicate it. you make yourself think you need the “perfect” script, the “right” subliminal, or that you have to meditate for three hours while the stars align perfectly. like, no… you don’t. all of that? it’s fluff. it’s noise.
at its core, shifting is belief. just belief. no, really, let that sink in. you don’t need to “do” belief perfectly. it’s not something you master through sheer willpower. it’s something you already have. you’ve believed in things your whole life. you believed in gravity without needing proof. you believe your favorite songs are beautiful without needing to explain why. belief is natural. it’s effortless when you stop overthinking it. that’s the energy you need to bring to shifting—trust. trust that your mind knows what it’s doing, and that if you let it, it will take you there. every single extra thing you pile on? the overthinking, the doubt, the need for guarantees? that’s what’s slowing you down. not the “lack of progress,” not some mythical “block”—it’s you convincing yourself it’s harder than it is.
and let’s talk about social media for a second. oh my god, the shifting community on social media… i get it. it’s comforting to see other people on this journey. but let’s be honest—how much of that content is actually helping you? like, really? 90% of the time, scrolling through shifting advice isn’t inspiring; it’s overwhelming. everyone’s got their own opinions, their own “best methods,” their own rules. one person says scripting is a must, another says it’s a waste of time. one person swears by affirmations, another says visualization is the only way. and before you know it, you’re sitting there questioning everything you thought you knew, wondering if you’ll ever get it “right.” spoiler alert: you already know how to shift. you don’t need a thousand voices telling you what to do. in fact, the more you listen to them, the harder it becomes to hear yourself.
take a break. seriously. log off the apps. give yourself space to breathe and think. ask yourself: why do i want to shift? what’s stopping me? what feels right to me? no tiktok trend, youtube guide, or reddit post can answer those questions for you. only you can. and i know that sounds scary. we’ve been conditioned to think we need external validation for everything, but shifting is a deeply personal thing. you don’t need a step-by-step tutorial. you need to trust your instincts. that’s it.
and let me be clear: i’m not saying methods or subliminals are bad. they’re fine if they help you feel aligned. but they’re not what makes shifting happen. you are. methods are just tools. if you use them, great. if you don’t, that’s great too. because the truth is, shifting isn’t about doing things “right.” it’s about letting go of the idea that you need to.
so let me break it down for you. the only things you really need to shift are:
1. a desire. you have to want to go to your desired reality. no brainer, right?
2. belief. this is the big one. you have to trust it’s possible. no “what ifs,” no “but hows.” just trust.
3. persistence. if it doesn’t happen right away, that’s okay. don’t give up. if you’ve ever learned to ride a bike, you know that falling doesn’t mean you can’t do it—it just means you’re learning. shifting is the same.
that’s it. no fancy rituals, no endless research, no “perfect” conditions. the process is simple because it’s natural. you’ve probably done it before without even realizing it— the only reason it feels hard now is because you’ve convinced yourself it has to be.
stop making it harder than it needs to be. shifting isn’t this unattainable, mystical thing reserved for “chosen ones.” it’s something anyone can do. you can do it. your mom can do it. that anti-shifter lurking in every crevice of shiftblr could do it. you’ve always been capable. but you have to stop getting in your own way. stop doubting yourself. stop relying on others to tell you what’s possible. this is your journey. own it.
and above all, be patient. shifting is not a race. it’s not about how fast you can get there or how perfect your dr is. it’s about trust, intention, and focus. log off, tune into yourself, and let it happen. shifting has always been yours to claim. it’s not something you need permission for. it’s not something you need to earn. it’s just you, your mind, and your belief. always has been, always will be.
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charlietheepicwriter7 · 1 year ago
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Despite Danny's best efforts, no matter how much time past, Amity Park refused to see Phantom as a hero.
Sure, there were pockets of support, particularly among teens, but most of the town blames Phantom for the property damage, saying if he didn't fight the ghosts then it wouldn't be so bad, to that time he got mind controlled by Freakshow and "attacked" the mayor. It wears him down. It wears Tucker and Sam down. Jazz can only try to support them all.
Then one day, a member of the Justice League visits. Someone minor, and kinda a jerk... maybe a Wonder Twin? Zan? Whatever. They don't investigate; they don't look deeper. They listen to the town folks and declare the ghost hunters, Red Huntress and the Fentons, to be the official heroes of the town.
Worse? Danny Phantom is officially considered a villain to the Justice League. Tuck hacks into the Watchtower and confirms that they have a file (a heavily inaccurate file) about how to defeat Phantom.
Danny doesn't think he can do this anymore.
A few weeks later, a young villain escapes into Amity and demands (begs) that Danny help them escape from the hero after them. No idea who, I can't find a lot of info on teen villains in DC, so let's fudge some ages and make it Kyd Wyckyd from the Teen Titans cartoon. Danny agrees, because to hell with the Justice Losers, and they defeat the hero, becoming friends in the process. Kyd confesses that they became a villain after being ostracized bc of how they look, and they've been trying to avoid villain organizations because HIVE was abusive, but it's really hard to be a villain alone bc of all the heroes.
Sam gets an idea. Tucker agrees with the idea. Jazz is just happy they'll end up making friends.
The next day, the Teen Villain Alliance is formed, ready to assist with any teenage illegal shenanigans their allies might get into.
Some notes:
It's created to be a healthier option for teen "villains" to connect with others and support each other.
It's more important that this is for Teens rather than Villains. They're tired of adult villains taking advantage of them. The TVA would rather ally with a teen vigilante than with an adult villain.
Again, no idea who the teen villains are, but Klarion is definitely here. He leaves the Light for the chaos of the TVA. Maybe Ember is there too?
Timeline wise, this is around when Tim is still Robin, but Damien has arrived at Wayne Manor.
This is because, when it comes time to try to infiltrate the TVA, they'll have a convenient child-assassin who has none of the monitors of a teen hero that Phantom immediately picks up on.
Damien, who at this point has been abandoned by his mother, dismissed and scolded by his father, and has had no success at carving his own place in the family, jumps at the chance. He is then surrounded by peers who don't insult him or try to change his behavior (too much; jazz is trying to help him find healthier methods of expressing himself). He... might not want to continue being a spy.
Danny, Sam, Tuck, and Jazz are the founding members.
Danny reinvents himself as the High Prince of the Infinite, Prince Phantom Dark. He got kingship from fighting Pariah Dark, but since he's still alive, he's only a prince. He steals the last name Dark as an intimidation tatic against those in the know; only Danny would have the balls to claim family with Pariah.
Sam works as a powerless villain, but she might no be powerless? Either way, Danny gives her a bunch of repurposed Fenton tech, and she buys the rest with her parents credit card. She does NOT care if that's traced back to the Mansons. She would choose something goth, maybe something spider related or even bat?
I love Pharaoh Tucker, so I think he should get magic powers? Since pharaohs of old were considered the balance between the real and the divine. He's still a tech guy, now he's a tech and magic guy.
Jazz isn't really a villain, more of a team mom who's planning on using everyone's psyche's as her thesis paper. You know what, that's her callsign, she's Psyche. Sometimes she flirts with Nightwing.
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siyzuii · 6 months ago
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shifting is self discovery.
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excuse the yap but i think it’s very important that people realize how fundamental you are in your shifting journey and that you are literally the only thing you need to shift.
you do NOT need:
a method
subliminals
(guided) meditation
to look for advice hour after hour online
symptoms
the void state
lucid dreaming
to visualize
to use your 5 senses
a script
you DO need:
yourself
you can say fuck you to the universe, doubt as much as you want, and still shift. i say that because i’ve done it before even with doubts! so you can too!
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“how do i shift?”
every time someone asks this i lose 5 years off my life span. i can’t determine that for you, nobody can. i can tell you what has personally worked for me and so can others, but there’s no guarantee it’ll work for you.
“so what do i do?”
sounds a bit harsh but you figure it out. and that’s what i mean by self-discovery.
of course, you can & should see what other people are doing to create a base line of what you think could work for you. for example try getting into the void state, see what happens from there. doesn’t work or you don’t like it? (because that obviously won’t do the same thing for everyone) try something else!
play around. add new things into the mix. affirmations. intention. you can visualize or use your 5 senses. keyword can. you don’t have to. because what do i think works the best? minding your business and shifting your own way.
remember that you can literally just say “fuck you i want to shift” and shift. you can shift accidentally. so who’s to say what you’re doing doesn’t work? (if it really doesn’t then you can adjust it slightly. look back on your behavior and think about what you want to change.)
seriously!
you can shift:
tired
awake
asleep
in the hypnagogic state (the state of the transition from wakefulness to sleep)
in the hypnopompic state (the state of consciousness leading out of sleep)
while dancing
sitting
standing
laying down
on the floor
accidentally
through a lucid dream
with doubts
and so much more i didn’t mention. seriously no need to overcomplicate it.
just remember that other peoples’ shifting journeys are not yours and that you’re the most important part of your own.
you are what makes you shift.
it’s not your subliminals or your method or whatever, it’s you. YOUUUU. subliminals? “methods”? those things? just helpful tools. they can HELP you shift, but there’s no guarantee.
for example, i personally have been getting more effective results after listening to specific subliminals regularly (psst.. i make sure they’re safe! to check if they are safe, look at the comments around the page and if you’re still not sure and you feel uneasy then do not use the subliminal. if it makes you feel unsafe or weird then do not use it. always read the benefits or what you can find in the description.) it works for me. it got me results (along with other stuff) but it might not give them to you and that’s okay. you don’t have to use subs.
just a reminder that you don’t need anything but yourself to shift <3
it’s self discovery because you’re learning from it and actively finding out (discovering) what works for you.
your shifting journey is yours so don’t make it rely on what someone else does.
THERE’S NO KEY TO SHIFTING EXCEPT YOURSELF.
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mostlysignssomeportents · 1 year ago
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How lock-in hurts design
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Berliners: Otherland has added a second date (Jan 28) for my book-talk after the first one sold out - book now!
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If you've ever read about design, you've probably encountered the idea of "paving the desire path." A "desire path" is an erosion path created by people departing from the official walkway and taking their own route. The story goes that smart campus planners don't fight the desire paths laid down by students; they pave them, formalizing the route that their constituents have voted for with their feet.
Desire paths aren't always great (Wikipedia notes that "desire paths sometimes cut through sensitive habitats and exclusion zones, threatening wildlife and park security"), but in the context of design, a desire path is a way that users communicate with designers, creating a feedback loop between those two groups. The designers make a product, the users use it in ways that surprise the designer, and the designer integrates all that into a new revision of the product.
This method is widely heralded as a means of "co-innovating" between users and companies. Designers who practice the method are lauded for their humility, their willingness to learn from their users. Tech history is strewn with examples of successful paved desire-paths.
Take John Deere. While today the company is notorious for its war on its customers (via its opposition to right to repair), Deere was once a leader in co-innovation, dispatching roving field engineers to visit farms and learn how farmers had modified their tractors. The best of these modifications would then be worked into the next round of tractor designs, in a virtuous cycle:
https://securityledger.com/2019/03/opinion-my-grandfathers-john-deere-would-support-our-right-to-repair/
But this pattern is even more pronounced in the digital world, because it's much easier to update a digital service than it is to update all the tractors in the field, especially if that service is cloud-based, meaning you can modify the back-end everyone is instantly updated. The most celebrated example of this co-creation is Twitter, whose users created a host of its core features.
Retweets, for example, were a user creation. Users who saw something they liked on the service would type "RT" and paste the text and the link into a new tweet composition window. Same for quote-tweets: users copied the URL for a tweet and pasted it in below their own commentary. Twitter designers observed this user innovation and formalized it, turning it into part of Twitter's core feature-set.
Companies are obsessed with discovering digital desire paths. They pay fortunes for analytics software to produce maps of how their users interact with their services, run focus groups, even embed sneaky screen-recording software into their web-pages:
https://www.wired.com/story/the-dark-side-of-replay-sessions-that-record-your-every-move-online/
This relentless surveillance of users is pursued in the name of making things better for them: let us spy on you and we'll figure out where your pain-points and friction are coming from, and remove those. We all win!
But this impulse is a world apart from the humility and respect implied by co-innovation. The constant, nonconsensual observation of users has more to do with controlling users than learning from them.
That is, after all, the ethos of modern technology: the more control a company can exert over its users ,the more value it can transfer from those users to its shareholders. That's the key to enshittification, the ubiquitous platform decay that has degraded virtually all the technology we use, making it worse every day:
https://pluralistic.net/2023/02/19/twiddler/
When you are seeking to control users, the desire paths they create are all too frequently a means to wrestling control back from you. Take advertising: every time a service makes its ads more obnoxious and invasive, it creates an incentive for its users to search for "how do I install an ad-blocker":
https://www.eff.org/deeplinks/2019/07/adblocking-how-about-nah
More than half of all web-users have installed ad-blockers. It's the largest consumer boycott in human history:
https://doc.searls.com/2023/11/11/how-is-the-worlds-biggest-boycott-doing/
But zero app users have installed ad-blockers, because reverse-engineering an app requires that you bypass its encryption, triggering liability under Section 1201 of the Digital Millennium Copyright Act. This law provides for a $500,000 fine and a 5-year prison sentence for "circumvention" of access controls:
https://pluralistic.net/2024/01/12/youre-holding-it-wrong/#if-dishwashers-were-iphones
Beyond that, modifying an app creates liability under copyright, trademark, patent, trade secrets, noncompete, nondisclosure and so on. It's what Jay Freeman calls "felony contempt of business model":
https://locusmag.com/2020/09/cory-doctorow-ip/
This is why services are so horny to drive you to install their app rather using their websites: they are trying to get you to do something that, given your druthers, you would prefer not to do. They want to force you to exit through the gift shop, you want to carve a desire path straight to the parking lot. Apps let them mobilize the law to literally criminalize those desire paths.
An app is just a web-page wrapped in enough IP to make it a felony to block ads in it (or do anything else that wrestles value back from a company). Apps are web-pages where everything not forbidden is mandatory.
Seen in this light, an app is a way to wage war on desire paths, to abandon the cooperative model for co-innovation in favor of the adversarial model of user control and extraction.
Corporate apologists like to claim that the proliferation of apps proves that users like them. Neoliberal economists love the idea that business as usual represents a "revealed preference." This is an intellectually unserious tautology: "you do this, so you must like it":
https://boingboing.net/2024/01/22/hp-ceo-says-customers-are-a-bad-investment-unless-they-can-be-made-to-buy-companys-drm-ink-cartridges.html
Calling an action where no alternatives are permissible a "preference" or a "choice" is a cheap trick – especially when considered against the "preferences" that reveal themselves when a real choice is possible. Take commercial surveillance: when Apple gave Ios users a choice about being spied on – a one-click opt of of app-based surveillance – 96% of users choice no spying:
https://arstechnica.com/gadgets/2021/05/96-of-us-users-opt-out-of-app-tracking-in-ios-14-5-analytics-find/
But then Apple started spying on those very same users that had opted out of spying by Facebook and other Apple competitors:
https://pluralistic.net/2022/11/14/luxury-surveillance/#liar-liar
Neoclassical economists aren't just obsessed with revealed preferences – they also love to bandy about the idea of "moral hazard": economic arrangements that tempt people to be dishonest. This is typically applied to the public ("consumers" in the contemptuous parlance of econospeak). But apps are pure moral hazard – for corporations. The ability to prohibit desire paths – and literally imprison rivals who help your users thwart those prohibitions – is too tempting for companies to resist.
The fact that the majority of web users block ads reveals a strong preference for not being spied on ("users just want relevant ads" is such an obvious lie that doesn't merit any serious discussion):
https://www.iccl.ie/news/82-of-the-irish-public-wants-big-techs-toxic-algorithms-switched-off/
Giant companies attained their scale by learning from their users, not by thwarting them. The person using technology always knows something about what they need to do and how they want to do it that the designers can never anticipate. This is especially true of people who are unlike those designers – people who live on the other side of the world, or the other side of the economic divide, or whose bodies don't work the way that the designers' bodies do:
https://pluralistic.net/2022/10/20/benevolent-dictators/#felony-contempt-of-business-model
Apps – and other technologies that are locked down so their users can be locked in – are the height of technological arrogance. They embody a belief that users are to be told, not heard. If a user wants to do something that the designer didn't anticipate, that's the user's fault:
https://www.wired.com/2010/06/iphone-4-holding-it-wrong/
Corporate enthusiasm for prohibiting you from reconfiguring the tools you use to suit your needs is a declaration of the end of history. "Sure," John Deere execs say, "we once learned from farmers by observing how they modified their tractors. But today's farmers are so much stupider and we are so much smarter that we have nothing to learn from them anymore."
Spying on your users to control them is a poor substitute asking your users their permission to learn from them. Without technological self-determination, preferences can't be revealed. Without the right to seize the means of computation, the desire paths never emerge, leaving designers in the dark about what users really want.
Our policymakers swear loyalty to "innovation" but when corporations ask for the right to decide who can innovate and how, they fall all over themselves to create laws that let companies punish users for the crime of contempt of business-model.
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I'm Kickstarting the audiobook for The Bezzle, the sequel to Red Team Blues, narrated by @wilwheaton! You can pre-order the audiobook and ebook, DRM free, as well as the hardcover, signed or unsigned. There's also bundles with Red Team Blues in ebook, audio or paperback.
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If you'd like an essay-formatted version of this post to read or share, here's a link to it on pluralistic.net, my surveillance-free, ad-free, tracker-free blog:
https://pluralistic.net/2024/01/24/everything-not-mandatory/#is-prohibited
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Image: Belem (modified) https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Desire_path_%2819811581366%29.jpg
CC BY 2.0 https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0/deed.en
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incorrectbatfam · 11 days ago
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One thing I rarely see in injury and chronic pain fics is the grief that comes with missing out on stuff you love because you can no longer do them without hurting yourself. Writers who have been disabled their whole lives (or at least a long time) tend to forget that not all disabled people are used to being disabled. For able-bodied characters, especially athletic ones like vigilantes, a serious injury could mean a jarring change that includes giving up the things that mean the most to them.
I was physically fine until I was 18. Back then, my sense of self was entwined with interests that required a lot of movement and dexterity. I started doing MMA in middle school for self-defense. I loved parkour and even had a few hundred subscribers on my old YouTube channel. I learned to shoot and was gifted my first gun when I was 16. I took up multiple instruments. You get the idea.
My motorcycle accident fucked up the joints on my left side—my knee and shoulder especially, but also wrist to an extent. When it first happened, I thought I'd be on crutches for a bit but things would eventually get back to normal. The pain didn't go away even after I got rid of the crutches but I figured it was just residual and I should do what I'd been doing before. It's why I turned to substances—to block the pain and do what I love, but that's another topic. I didn't recognize my injury as a disabling thing until the end of the pandemic, when I put my parkour channel on an indefinite hiatus because it was seriously wearing my body down. It might sound silly to you but I was devastated. It's like if Spider-Man wasn't allowed to swing from buildings. It took me a long time to make peace with losing that part of me.
Another piece of that grief is even when you can do stuff, it's not the same because you have to exclude certain aspects of it for your own health. It's like the Robin that died and came back wrong. I can't use certain gym equipment and I have to tell my sparring partners what to avoid. I don't go to the shooting range much now because I can't extend my arm and hold a rifle for the amount of time it takes to aim without it starting to hurt. I'm a drummer, but I need breaks throughout the setlist and I can't do anything too fast or complex with the pedals, which means I can't play some of my favorite songs and my band is limited in what we write and perform. I can't take my motorcycle on road trips without frequent rest stops. Making accommodations helps physically, but emotionally, they're not always easy to accept because that means accepting the pain as a long-term disability rather than a temporary setback.
This got super long because I think it's unexplored in fics so some tips for creators:
First, learn how the body works and how stupidly fast and easy it is to get hurt. Mine was on a residential road because I didn't pay attention for 0.2 seconds
Learn the difference between internalized ableism and being upset over becoming disabled. I think a lot of writers skip over the feelings someone would naturally experience because it can be construed as ableism. Let them be in denial, sad, angry, etc. upon finding out because acceptance almost never happens right away. That's different from being a dick to themselves or others based on disability
Also, not everyone uses the same labels or has the same vocabulary to describe themselves. Different characters will have different ways of describing depending on their personality, level of knowledge, where they come from, and their relationship with their disability. I still don't really call myself disabled since I don't have it as bad as others so I tell people what happened instead (anyone who says "differently abled" will receive a different ability from me in the Denny's parking lot)
Think about how they cope with their new disability. Do they realize it's a disability right away? Do they talk to someone? Search desperately for a cure? Numb the pain? Turn to alternative methods? Do they worry about something else first, like money? Do they develop something else because of it, like a mental illness? Again, coping poorly is not ableism
What stays the same and what changes? I think about the difference between Forrest Gump and Lieutenant Dan after they were both wounded in battle
If they have a passion they can no longer pursue, it doesn't make much sense for them drop it so readily. Maybe they find a way to continue with accommodations (a good place to get creative!). Maybe they try and push through anyway. If they do ultimately resign, include the thought process and internal conflict behind it
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harmoonix · 12 days ago
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Caribbean Blue
Astrology Observations
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Neptune aspecting the ASC, sun or moon can sometimes give you the impression that something is not real within your life and is just an illusion. You can have moods when you think that life is not real and is just a dream
Sun harshly aspecting Moon = Identity issues, is hard to find yourself because you constantly live in a chaotic cycle which you need to break
Jupiter in the 1st, 5th, 11th houses thrives to explore the personality of the native. Creativity plays a big a role. You can easily express yourself, sometimes in the face of multiple people
North Node in the 3rd or 5th house has the lesson of exploring themselves throughout all their life. Their lesson is to learn about themselves, to discover their talents, to make connections (Same for Gemini or Leo North Node)
North Node aspecting Jupiter is good for manifesting luck in the natives life. Don't skip good opportunities in your life because they for sure will come at you
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Everyone can manifest, there are different methods but everyone can do it, you can look at your 11th house, sign, ruler planet, degree they all tell you
Your 10th house sign can indicate how you'll get along with your boss/es and colleagues at your work/job. Pluto can create a tense relationship while Venus and Moon can create a harmonious relationship
Sagittarius Placements hate to be restricted from doing things they like to do. It's like you take away their freedom which they absolutely depend on. They might also hate strict people
Your 2nd house can tell how you value yourself and what makes you unique. Venus in Sun in this house can have high standards of themselves
1st house ruler in the 6th house = Prioritize your health, body, mind, peace, take a break when is needed, do things you enjoy and give you a mental break
11th house ruler in the 7th house = Create good relationships with everyone because it can benefit you. Even if not everyone will like you, be a good person for yourself not for others
9th house ruler in the 10th house = Travel more if you can. Traveling can open so many doors for you in your life and you might end up working in that field or in a educational one
7th house stellium (and if you're single), I know your soul deep down thrives to have a relationship. To feel loved, and the time will come for you but its the best first to focus on your need for a bit
South Node aspecting the Moon can make you too attached to your past. It can become a problem if you can't let it go. We all know we can can't change the past and is for the best to focus on the future (and present)
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Scorpio Mars might have a tendency to get annoyed at people flirting with them especially if they just met. You might simply ignore them
I was not aware of Sagittarius/9th house Venus game because damn they can be flirting with everyone in the room but will have only 1 person in their heart
Chiron in the 1st or 2nd house might not have the best relationship with their bodies. Sometimes to even cause an ED but is better for a doctor to analyze that. Your body shall not be hated, is your own mirror
Capricorn Sun/Moon/Asc want to appear as cold people but inside they can be the sweetest (it matters the combo of your big 3)
If they have their Venus in the 12th house or Venus aspecting Neptune, these people can drain your energy, sometimes making you addicting to love them or addicting in not leaving them (manipulation)
8th house ruler in the 7th house = The people you may be dating can be secretive, they may tend to keep things away from you or simply prefering to not tell you every single detail in their lives. They may choose to have a private relationship
I observed that earth venuses will try to find a more stable relationship rather than a relationship when both partners chase each other like a fire venus.
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Mars or Saturn in the 10th house tend to create a strong image for themselves. A person who never gives up. If they have strong aspects, your personality can be intriguingly
Bad aspects to your 4th house ruler can indicate family members backstabbing you or being toxic/bad in general. You might want to protect your energy
Cancer Jupiter or Jupiter in the 4th house tends to have lots of family members (some of them might even have step family members, but still, family will be expanding)
South Node aspecting Venus gets attached early in a relationship (can happen from the talking stage). This can be due to your fear of them leaving you
An earth venus or mars will be attracted more on the way you think (mentality) than looks or sexual desire. To be honest, these can keep their sexual energy pretty hidden from others or not showing it at all
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💙 Hope you have a great weekend 🙌🙌🙌 lots of love and warm hugs to everyone reading this!!
Love you, harmoonix 💙
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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago
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the more I play the more I think lucanis basically knows it's illario who betrayed him right from the beginning (he's had a year in the ossuary to think. not that many people knew where he was going. when you ask him 'did Illario know you'd be on that ship' his only answer is the hardest flattest 'yes' you ever heard). so it's not so much about figuring out who the traitor is (because that's ludicrous. we all know. immediately. they didn't really bother to hide it lmao) as about methodically closing off every single avenue of denial lucanis has clung to that whole time with as much or little gentleness as you might prefer until he has no choice but to admit it. because the moment he has to admit it, he'll have to do something -- feel something -- about it. and that's such a catastrophic event in lucanis' inner landscape (he has had TWO people in this whole entire world up until now and will do anything to hold on to them with a heartbreaking child-like desperation, even at and especially through the detriment of his own self) that he'd rather just. not. what if we quite simply. didn't. what if we just stayed here in the emptiness where we can both pretend you didn't hurt me in a way I should never forgive. I have so much practice in that with caterina already it's always worked out great for everyone so far. (press x to fucking doubt but that's trauma logic for you lol)
after everything illario did, so much of the storm of lucanis' emotions around it is 'what the FUCK did you get yourself tangled up in this time and how do I get you out of this mess safely'. what's worse: the fact that your brother murdered you, or that he put himself in horrible danger doing so and thus exposed you to the risk of losing him forever. lucanis' heart certainly has an opinion here and it's fucking unhinged (affectionate)
the themes of dissociation in lucanis' character in general makes me feel nuts. allllll these contradictory messy things he needs to cut off from each other because they can't coexist or be easily reconciled inside him. but all remain stubbornly true separately anyway and will have their due one day. love and resentment. tenderness and fear and rage. terror and longing. love and freedom don't coexist. the burned out golden child anthem is playing in the background. he was always caterina's favourite and he has to keep striving to deserve that dubious honour with every breath he takes and then, presumably, mercifully, some day he will die and be excused and can rest. and until now he's suppressed all the -- natural, healthy, protective! -- negative feelings that threaten the few attachment relationships he actually has, at the cost of ever actually having his needs for connection and safety met and leaving his core self imprisoned and compromised. and spite goes 'what. no. that's dumb fuck that' (*spite voice* I do not understand that and even if I did I would not respect it) and does not allow him to fall back into that, which I think is what saves his life, ultimately. it took being possessed by a demon for lucanis to even contemplate telling anyone he loves 'no' in any way, but hey. whatever gets you there right lol
lucanis is dealing with the freeze response allll the way down baby. and he was even before the ossuary, that just turbo powered it and brought it to a breaking point way before it could happen naturally. but something was going to break eventually no matter what, and I'm just glad that in the end, through the power of friendship and also pure spite, it doesn't have to be him
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