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sculien · 6 months

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what really sucks about being chronically sick and having weird things happen to your body all the time and it essentially be "normal" for you, is never really knowing when to seek out medical help jfkdfjs

i have pots and ehlers danlos syndrome so im in pain a good amount of time and i have other things wrong with me that cause pain as well, so i never really try to figure out what is causing what pain

but today my right lung and/or rib cage is throbbing and really hurting at random moments and im kinda just like oh i probably popped another rib out again which is normal for eds but then the other part of my brain is like TUMOR ITS A GROWING TUMOR WITH TEETH AND ITS GOING TO EAT YOUR ENTIRE LUNG AND YOURE GOING TO DROWN IN YOUR TUMORS MOUTH

and then im like well as cool as that sounds maybe i should go to the er, and then ultimately im like you know what its not that bad i can still breathe... better just stay at home and complain on the internet about it

#its just me walking around the house like every thing is fine and normal but saying ow ow ow oW ow ow fucking shit ow #every time i have to take a step #but im fine im sure its nothing #ive named the tumor gretchen and we're bffs now its fine #shut up airi #chronic illness tag

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omnificent-orion · 6 months

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Don't ever forget. Wherever you go…

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buwheal · 18 days

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Mr. Spamton, have you ever tried sewing before? The patterns some people draft up are bamboozling to the mind, for sure...

-Silly woman who tried, but only managed to stitch together lopsided "pillows" from t-shirts and stuff them with cotton balls

#he so silly #It takes a little bit of staring to get used to the angle honestly but eventually.... eventually ill do enough of them to be able to piece #it into motion rather than stills #one step at a time :-33 #He's so excited to tell you that lol hes so proud he's been able to upkeep that nasty thing #im sure he had to learn at some point or another after it got some tears or something.#[you've got mail!]#spamton #spamton g spamton #deltarune #deltarune spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #i hope you guys arent under the impression that five fingers one these is a friday only thing lmao #fifth finger friday is every day for ygm because i dont have a strict posting schedule... he is free for now #i like the way this one looks a lot and maybe its cause of the new angle i fought with #eventually in a month or two ill hate it but for now im happy with it :-3

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yardsards · 2 months

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im like the lorax when it comes to women's body hair. we should let it grow.

#eliot posts #the other day my roommate was talking abt how she hates shaving #but does it anyway bc she doesn't want people to be mean to her about her body hair #and i was like yeah i mean i used to #also worry about that bc my mother was always so fucking cruel to me when i didn't shave #but as an adult i find that it's extremely rare that anyone even mentions it (tho my body hair is pretty light so that could be a factor)#but even when people are shitty i find that i no longer give a shit about what what those idiots have to say about my body #but i understand that that can be a hard step to take so if you need to keep shaving for your own comfort then i won't judge #but on the inside i was just like #*ibuprofen hand meme* ''let's get called disgusting hairy d*kes together <3''#i had a great time showing off my pit hair at the pool today!#(i get read as a woman when im swimwear cuz i can't hide my body as much. so i get read as a hairy masculine woman.)#i show off my leg hair every time i wear shorts but like. my leg hair is Pathetic #i look practically prepubescent vis a vis my leg hair (my mother still calls it disgusting lmao)#but my pit hair is pretty good #i occupy a weird gendered place in society where i am more of a man in identify but society genders me as a woman #the only time i feel remotely okay being seen as a woman is when i am seen as a BAD woman. a woman who cannot/will not be A Proper Lady #it's not an entirely ACCURATE view of me but there's Something in it

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luuxxart · 3 months

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#p5 pmd au #p5 pmd comic #persona 5 #pokemon #pmd #shuake #(if that gets annoying in the tag after a while shoot me an ask and I’ll take the tag off lol just trying to advert)#((not putting that warning in every page tho 😗))#WOOOOO first thirty pages done !!!! this will encompass only the first chapter ofc #the next three chapters are going to be merged into one bc like. the drenched bluff chap and gatekeepers chap are like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also in my playthrough I never got the gatekeepers chapter notification ….. even tho I clearly remember it being a thing….#loudred was just like. HEY. gatekep.#ALSO HMMMMMMMM mightyena guild……. I wonder who the Guildmaster is…..#I never really understood why it freaks the partner out to step on the gate . like. babey. It’s not that serious #akechi does have a reason tho and I will not be elaborating at this time

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theloveinc · 5 months

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À LA the met gala: Bakugo is the type of "celebrity" to dress down when he knows he's going to be standing next to you at big events. There's definitely a collection of photos somewhere called: "dynamight admires partner from afar" where he's the background of all your paparazzi shots looking at you in stoic awe

#bakugo #in class #he's like don't take a picture of me take a picture of them #like there's only a few shots of him by himself #most of them are with you or in the background #he always steps back to let you have the spotlight #and. i know that upsets you so there's always a photo of you pulling him back next to you in the shot too #and dynamight y/n fans go wild for it every single time #asdfjalkdsh #gotta go #shii posts #gen

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drawbauchery · 6 months

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Imposter, thy nickname is “You’re Gonna Take Care of Yourself Even if I Have to do it for You” I love them so much it’s fucking gross. (nobutforrealthough)

hhhh me tooooo

#nobutforrealthough #submission #bus au #ultimate imposter #they're just. so.#'oh you're having a hard time? you're struggling to take care of yourself?'#*aggressively tries to make life easier and be there for support every step of the way*#i mean there's literally an anthology strip #where mikan is crying and imposter just bursts through the window like #'I'LL BE YOU FROM NOW ON SO YOU CAN REST'#fuck this guy he's illegal

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youchangedmedestiel · 4 months

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I need help from fic writers. Especially long fic writers. I need advice.

How do you write a long fic? What's your process compared to writing short ones? (More questions in the tags below).

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vanweezer · 5 months

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that type of person who you think you'd be friends with in every universe - expressed through jim & corey - id/transcript in alt text

so this is a kind of not-so-surprise for my friend @sinclarsupremacy , bc they were the first person i showed this two and was on the phone with me the whole time while i made it. didn't give a single thing away until everything was scanned and done. five dead pens and one reliable sharpie later, i show him this. wanted to get used to drawing the slipsour guyz more but also wanted to articulate something i have troubles saying to important people. this is kind of an ode to all my close friends ive made who i definitely wouldve hung around some graveyards with, and an ode to some bands i didnt know id like as much as i do 🫶

#corey taylor #jim root #also based on that one jim page where they called him the 'group ghoul' and talked about how hed get nightmares #of a flaming head telling him he was gonna burn in hell #ill tell you one thing. having dorks like nate in my life wouldve saved ME some melodrama #however i am always melodramatic (eg: this very post) so maybe it just wouldve made things melodramatic-er #slipknot #stone sour #<- again purely organizational i dont wanna step on anyones toes #artings #nate tag #dunno if i should tag this as #rpf #but considering this is a story ive growth'd from my dome. fictional retellings of irl doofuses & whatnot. whateva #prolly gonna go on a sideblog soon. you know how it goes #also im sorry jimberly i made you have the silhouette of a yugioh character #if this is rpf in the traditional sense call it the au where jim and corey are able to shoot the breeze like this #in a way that isnt insanely passive aggressive or terribly jokey or downright explosive. yknow how they be #drinking game: take a shot each time jim says yknow or coreys fucking HAT deteriorates in quality #tell your friends that you would be friends in every universe

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velvetwyrme · 3 months

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hiiiiiiiii. lil updatey thing.

so. i got a boyfriend a few months back! which was nice, but for SOME REASON i had a massive creative block for the entire time i knew him, and i could barely draw or write?? which sucked, on top of being very stressfully unemployed (job hunting here is currently abysmal. most people are getting fired, not hired atm) because writing and drawing are my no.1 way of relieving stress :']

for unrelated reasons, i broke up with my boyfriend, which coincided with me regaining my creative drive, so i am getting back into the swing of drawing and writing again! (also reading because my GOD so many fics and friends updated and returned while i was being woefully depressed !!!)

ANYWAY this is an update, so heres an update of whats coming up:

THANK YOU FOR YALLS PATIENCE, i wanna lay down in the dirt and rot away but im not gonna!! I HAVE ART TO MAKE AND THINGS TO WRITE!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAGH,,

also i'm plan ing on setting up kofi commissions to hopefully streamline that process and make it easier to order :P!

#velwy.txt #unrelated but ao3 has also been going down for me every night and my little heart is breaking #ALSO ALSO ive gotten really really into transformers so its kinda only a matter of time before that starts showing up here sorry not sorry #i WILL infect your dash with robots. mechas. both.#if you follow my main im already doing that normally but anyway #im getting back in the saddle babey!!!#except every few steps the horse takes i fall off cos i got distracted by the scenery and have to get back on the saddle again #but IM GETTING THERE #im fucking Doing it. Im doing the Thing.

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thisantithesis · 3 days

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i’ve started playing god of war again and i can’t help but tear up over kratos and atreus’ emotional scenes

#knowing what happens and what i have to do allows me to focus a lot more on the characters themselves #and every time these two manage to take a step forward in their relationship i cry #there’s just something so special about their story #it’s ridiculous how much i missed playing this game #kratos #atreus #kratos and atreus #god of war #god of war 2018

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roastbeasts · 2 months

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hey! things are kind of dire rn, could any of yall kick my roommates & i a 20 so we can get food for the night?

p: paypal.me/roastbeasts

v: @ seacucumbers

c: $seacucumbers

rbs appreciated 🐉💖

0/20

#rest assured im working on those comms so i can clear my queue #its just been rough coz ive been having like. trauma responses every night and its extremely hard to sleep #sorry for pulling this shit again rent is due so soon and we're kinda in panic mode #trying to take it one step at a time tho

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spacedlexi · 1 year

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violentine literally has everything. tension to friends to lovers. i wall myself off from people to keep myself safe but theres something about you. we understand each other. going against your group to stand up for this person and what you believe is right. "i saw that you were in danger and i just acted without thinking". battle team. co leaders. "ive lost so many people and i cant lose you too i wont". struggling single parent finding someone who supports her And her kid. not-so-ex-girlfriend one of the main villains. go to war together. captured together. escape together but lost in the chaos and later reuniting. twice. fighting ex together. twice. making it back (mostly) safe and sound and building a real home worth fighting for together

BUT theyre in a choice game so you can also have: betrayal. manipulated by not-so-ex-girlfriend in a moment of severe weakness into agreeing with the wrong side. fighting against each other (and later apologizing). severe injury? DEATH?? no matter what a sacrifice is Made???

#clem looking for a home and finding one at ericsons. vi never seeing ericsons as a home and even wanting to leave until clem showed up 😭#clem wouldnt have even been ALLOWED to stay at ericsons post ep1 if not for violet sticking up for her throughout ep2 #violets act of standing up for clem being the catalyst for her stepping into a leadership position. seeing her self confidence grow sm #clem already knowing how to lead. helping take some weight off violets shoulders. balancing the work of keeping everyone going #THEY ARE EACH OTHERS ROCKS!!!!!! AAAAHHH #star watching date making up their own constellations.......slow dancing.............#calling each other girlfriends....#4 kisses 🥺#3 way girlfriend smackdown sdfgsdg TWICE #they feed me so well #their ship name is also S tier what can i say but thats just bonus points #holds the mic out anybody got anything to add did i miss anything #these two inflict so many emotions upon me every time i replay they are everything 2 me #it speaks #twdg #violentine

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furuba · 6 months

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living by the quote "the time will pass anyway" has done wonders for my motivation fr

#like why not? go for it #sure it'll take time but the time will pass whether you do it or not #so it's better to have done it #i think back to when i was randomly motivated to start running in the morning #so i got running clothes and got up at dark every morning to go for a jog #and that lasted for only a couple of weeks #but when i think about it i don't regret it at all #i don't think it was a waste #like at least i did it when i was motivated to even if it was only for a short time #i did it and it was something #and these days it's pushed me to take a big step towards something in regards to a career path #and it feels good #i feel like i can finally see a future ahead when before i never could #thanks to this quote lol

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practically-an-x-man · 13 hours

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Me describing all the projects I've gotten in touch with by being in theatre: It's a whole bunch of creative people in the area, all gathered together, and you get to know them really well. It works for getting new projects!

My mom: it only "works" if you get paid...

Me: I mean... I need the portfolio work too, right now. Obviously it's not as good as getting paid but it's still good. And I am getting paid for the mask project, and for the new Beauty and the Beast makeup...

My mom: Hm. 😒

#why tf does she always have to do this #every time I express any sort of passion or excitement for the work that I do she just finds a way to murder it #I mean seriously what the fuck is it going to take for her to see this as a legitimate thing???#and then she talks about 'oh I can't wait to be invited to your movie premiere/awards ceremony someday!'#like bitch you're not going to get invited if you actively shoot me in the foot and try to kill my passion for the career at this stage #you don't get movie premieres without low-budget portfolio work first. get this in your goddamn head. this is the first step

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rexcaliburechoes · 7 months

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gale is ambition, so he has both crippling self doubt and debilitating pride in his work.

gale is ambition, so if a character tries to undermine him by one-upping him, he'll think he's not nothing left. more else can the orb destroy that it hasn't already?

gale is ambition, so if a character tries to undermine him by one-upping him, he'll vehemently deny that. he's the wizard of waterdeep. he was mystra's chosen. he was her lover. who could be any better than that?

gale is ambition. it's his greatest flaw and his greatest asset.

#baldur's gate 3 #gale #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #gale bg3 #bg3 gale #spoilers #bg3 spoilers #rex rambles #obvious take is obvious but i've been ruminating on his reactions to sorcerer tav/tav generally undermining his experience and expertise #it's the same principle if anyone's every played an instrument and you see a 5 year old playing music better than you #who has had 20+ years of study and practice #it's humbling; it makes you feel like shit; it incenses you to try harder to get better #that's ambition. it's both the self doubt and the pride #of course gale is going to be petty back; you've literally just stepped on both the pride and self doubt at the same time #ruminating on the bg3 cast a little too late but it's fine lmao. i think he's neat and i like him a lot #i'm very obsessed with my own drow war cleric though. oh no he's hot ig lmao #i also have some thoughts about the soundtrack which ar very interesting to me

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