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bongsavior · 11 months ago

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#in my soul i'm yours #but we're not together #and i'm thinking #i'm scared #on and off i consider that i may not be the one you fall for #i know that there are possibilities that others may take your heart #it's okay if they do #what happens is meant to happen #but i really hope it's me #things just. make sense #ever since you came into my life #now more than ever i finally feel clear-headed. i have learned more from you than anyone in my life i think #you have already taught me so many valuable lessons that will stick with me for the rest of my life #unfortunately i learned the hard way in the same regards with my exes and ex friends #but i digress #things make sense when i'm with you #personal #corvid

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gravelsong · 8 months ago

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THAT FUCKING DEER

#IF YOU KNOW ME PERSONALLY (YOU PROBABLY STILL WON'T KNOW THIS) BUT YOU'LL KNOW I'VE BEEN OBSESSED OVER THAT DEER SCENE IN ISSUE 2 EVER #SINCE IT FIRST CAME OUT. 'THAT FUCKING DEER' IS MY INTERNAL CATCHPHRASE AT THIS POINT EVERY TIME I START FEELING THINGS #AND THE FUCKING DEER CAME BACK IN A BEAUTIFUL CIRCLE OF HOW LIFE PERSISTS DESPITE LOSS #DANIEL WARREN JOHNSON IF I EVER MEET YOU I'M GOING TO SCREAM AT YOU (I WILL NOT ACTUALLY BECAUSE I WANT TO BE POLITE BUT STILL)#transformers #transformers skybound #transformers 2023 #transformers spoilers #spike witwicky #optimus prime #my post

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iceclew · 8 months ago

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Part 2 is out as well, have a look! c:

Well GUESS who's got some days off of work, and is about to waste them solemly with drawing fandom -> THIS GURL HERE IS, WOOH!! (๑♡⌓♡๑)

Haaah...yes, me and the words again.. This is way to much dialogue for a comic isn't it? I hope it helps that I put down the whole text in the description as well (see below)..

Ah, yess the old "we ran into each other sometime somewhere before, but we cannot remember of course" (honestly, I just wanted to draw the two of them to interact as kids so badly, I just had to make something up for it)

Since Soshiro would have sort of a dialect, I tried to "englishify" that with slang..? (Slang I am not familiar with, because I am not a native english speaker, and just know about it because of the internet. Sorry if this is causing confusion somewhere) And when Kafka is speaking rather different than he does, I imagine it would sound funny to a 8 y/o... in case you've been wondering his comment..

Also I don't know if ppl would go on vacation, I literally just made everything up, analyzing a universe's law is so not my speciality... (*ﾟｰﾟ)ゞ

*transcript below*

*getting out of a shelter right after a Kaiju attack*

Soshiro: 'Scuse me, have ya seen ma brotha? He's like this tall! Kafka: Uh... sorry dude, I haven't S: Can you like ... look for him? (since you'r taller and stuff...) K: Sure. So what does he look like? S: Like my brotha... K: Uh.... ok.. S: Hehe, ya sound funny! K: You think? Yeah, I'm not from around here. I'm on vacation right now. S: REALLY?! People come on vacation? HERE? Like for real?? WHY? XD K (thinking): what an annoying brat, better find his bro soon...

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K: So, are we just looking for your brother? Your mom and dad are not around? *looking for anybody slightly resembling* S: NAH, they kill'd the Kaiju, they won't be home anytime before ev'ning. K: So they're Defence Force officers then? S: Tkch, as if! My dad's a platoon leader! K: Really? That's cool! I want to get into the Defence Force too in a few years! :) S: HAH! YOU? You look like a whimp! There's more to a D.F. Officer, than being tall, you gotta have what it TAKES!!

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K: Oh, let me guess. And you think YOU have that? S: YEAH? Well.. MOST OF IT!! I'm not allowed holding a gun yet... But just you wait! I'mma BEAT those Kaiju's BUTTS for sure!!

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K: Relax, I believe you, don't worry! Look at ya, a feisty one like you can become Captain in no time! S: Ah! D: K: Keep going, so we get to spare in Tokyo one day! Let's see who's the better fighter when we're grown-ups, okay? S: ... YEAH! I'mma beat ya ass, tall guy!!

#Kafka motivating people since always and ever #without knowing about it #look at 'em #there are my bb bois being precious #i tried to not think to much about my usual flaws like bg and I think it turned out alright #also for color scheme I was like.. what should we go for? a yes...RAINBOW IT IS..#and so the rainbowy shading came back to town #squish their cheeks and makes eeepy noices #kaiju no 8 #kn8 #fanart #sketch #soshiro hoshina #kafka hibino #kafhoshi #it's not actually kafhoshi but you know to me it is ok?#also tiny soshiro brat energy gives my life a meaning #icy's art

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vinelark · 4 months ago

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Hiiiii, just came here to say how much I love BBTS!!!

Also I saw you have a playlist for chapter 6, do you have one that includes every song that’s inspired BBTS? Could you share it?

Either way thank you for writing such a lovely fic! Best wishes from México 🇲🇽

Here’s a little Kon from a roller coaster for you troubles

thank you so much, i’m glad you like it!!

yes i do have an overall bbts playlist! these are songs i associate with it (roughly in plot order):

#thank you for this kon as well 🙏#rollercoaster like…six flags or something??#‘disaster’ by conan gray came from someone telling me about it on here but for the life of me i can’t find the original ask #but it’s been on my playlist ever since!#vinelark asks #my fic #bbts extras

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lukesdefenceless · 2 months ago

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how many nights does it take to count the stars?

thats the time it would take to fix my heart.

#i miss him so much so this is a lil vent post okay erm #today someone told me i dont understand why you feel so deeply about his death and they dont understand what these boys mean to me #1d has always been part of my life ever since i gained consciousness like literally.. i was 5. thats my whole life basically.#and im the type of person who turns to music with all of my emotions whether im happy sad or whatever so theyve always been there for me #i think you all here can understand #anyways if i feel left out or upset theyre some of the people that made me feel like i belong idek how to explain what i feel its too much.#been missing him extra recently and i just wanted to let it out #rip angel🕊️🤍 you’ll always be in my heart #liam payne #1d #one direction #niall horan #louis tomlinson #harry styles #zayn malik #infinity #♾️#also just came back from school and lowkey feeling left out in my friend group recently ESPECIALLY today so not a fun time for me!#Spotify

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asgardian--angels · 19 days ago

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things I wish I could relive for the first time again:

that magical window where you finish a new piece of media, having watched/read it all by yourself with no fandom contact whatsoever, and you are just so happy about it, and full of interesting theories and takeaways, and just in love with it as a gorgeous piece of art.

because I swear to god as soon as you join the fandom for anything, you're bombarded with how you're supposed to view characters and their arcs, how you're supposed to morally and ethically judge the plot and the ways it apparently failed to present the right message, and if you don't you'll either be shunned for not sharing the popular headcanons or you'll be harassed for not criticizing the source material enough.

like how is it that the fans of a piece of media are also the ones being the most negative about it? If I like a show or a movie or a book, well, I liked it. That's kind of the point. I'm actually not here to tear it apart and talk about how it didn't live up to standards other people had! I enjoyed it for what it was, and forcing myself to find negative things to say about it doesn't actually bring me more enjoyment of it or reap any benefit to me. Fandom's a double-edged sword; you want to join a community to share your love for a piece of art, and the price you pay for a modicum of joy is a mountain of negativity. that's one main reason that I never engage with fandom until I'm completely done with a show, because if I was plugged into all of that commentary and discourse during the process, I'd be completely colored by how I'm expected to interpret everything this piece of art is presenting to me without being able to even form my own opinions.

#this is currently about arcane but it's also every fandom i've been in since the dawn of time #there is so much political discourse about how the show handled the piltover zaun conflict and class struggle and i just #like i don't even know what to say besides. art doesn't have to provide the correct answer you know #it's not asking you to accept their explanation as the right one. it's just presenting a story. a scenario. a nuanced one at that #which of course the internet is the enemy of nuance as we know #especially in arcane i thought it was fairly clear that the end wasn't the bright shining future anyone hoped it'd be.#was anyone right in their actions? did anything turn out the way they wanted? or was it just as messy and gray as real life #we're living in such a myopic time for art where it's believed every story must take the correct stance or be invalid or even harmful #instead of just offering a perspective. a lived experience. a hypothetical. a story.#and when it gets to be headache inducing all I can do is take myself back to how I felt when I watched the show for the first time #and I came away from the whole thing being incredibly moved and captivated by the entire story and its nuance.#i had no qualms and no criticisms and i was very impressed with the depth of storytelling surrounding the political parts of the plot #as well as the character arcs. i guess people like to dunk on viktor's s2 arc nowadays and i just. shrug. i was blown away by it #for me at least i have nothing but pure love and admiration for art after i've viewed it. it's only after interacting with fandom #that the criticisms seep in and now i can't unsee it and even if i don't agree with it it still muddies my ability to enjoy the art #fandom is a curse in that sense. like i seek out art that i enjoy. i have no desire to make myself dislike that art. whats the point #why are the biggest haters of a piece of media the 'fans' of it idk.#me finishing a show: wow i love all the characters and the plot and the cinematography! I want to talk to others about how cool it is!#meanwhile the fandom hating characters to the point of death threats to their creators #after 13 years in fandom i can say this - if you don't need to join the fandom for smth then don't lmao.#you'll be able to retain your genuine enjoyment of the thing.#that whole 'if you didnt like what i made then make your own' philosophy people use on fanfic/fanart should be applied more #to actual published art too. you should be able to meet art where it's at and if you don't like what it's saying or how it looks then #just move on and find something else. another branch of the 'the greatest enemy of the left is the left' tree imo #a show has a lot of queer rep? bash it to the point of making the creators go into hiding for not doing it how you think it should be #no artist will ever be able to satisfy everyone's demands. they just want to put their experiences and ideas into the world #creators that try to do good get more vitriol than those who never try. they're scrutinized harder and judged more harshly #it's just. one of those 'real fucking tired of fandom' nights. the best cure is just going back and rewatching the source material #all on your own and falling back in love with it. just you and your genuine connection with the art.#anyway what happened to steven universe was unforgiveable and it really ruined fandom for me. like. yall don't deserve nice things

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scare-ard--sleigh · 3 months ago

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yeah if you read the g*iman allegations and are still quibbling over how this is "hard" for you as a fan and you wanna separate art from the artist, i do not have space for you in my life.

#silver jelly #i didnt even read the full thing just a summary of it and it was one of the most disgusting things ive ever seen #if you have these feelings at least have the decency to keep your mouth shut about them #like he used his platform to perpetrate these acts. you can't continue to give him a platform lmao.#'ohhhhhh well i've been into him longer than a lot of his fans have been alive' boo hoo hoo i was up jkr's ass since book 1 came out #it was actually very easy to say 'hm! this person is causing a lot of harm to my community maybe i find another thing to make #my whole personality!' like sorry. i'm stronger than you i guess???#like sorry for being harsh but . the abuse/sa survivors in your life are watching you and taking note. and if you want to claim #that you support them you best at the very LEAST shut the fuck up and take this nonsense to a private chat with friends #who you know feel the same way so you can ~~process~~ together and move on.

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spaciebabie · 1 year ago

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does any other demiromantic (or arosepc doesnt rlly matter) feel like. extremely awful when they experience romantic attraction or is that just me.

#spacie spoinks #bruh #like. while im experiencing it i wish so badly that i wasnt 😭#i feel disgusted. is this what romantic repulsion is???#cuz like ill be experiencing all the lovey dovey stuff yk #''ooohb i wanna kiss dem oooh what if we help hands'' romantic crap but its like. anxiety inducing #like it feels awful??? is this normally how it feels?? i dont like it.#it like. doesnt feel right or natural and im assuming its b/c i just like?? barely feel it ever?? and thats why???#strange as hell.#i recently felt romantic attraction 2 someone (it has been 2 or 3 years since i last felt it) and it came on really strong for like #a week and that was like the worst week of my life #i couldnt think abt anything else but them like it wasnt even like. fantasies or anything just like.#the concept of them. my brain would just be like ''hey remember this guy''#I LIKE COULDNT SLEEP #HOW DO YOU PPL ENJOY THIS????#me; clutching my head for ~a week: AUUUGH!! THE PERSON!!! THE PERSON!!!!!#im so serious this is how it feels w/springtrap. hes like a blight on my psyche #the feelings have faded mostly i think. i think im normal abt them again (thank god)#its so strange. i think a romantic relationship would be fun but then i start feeling the feelings and its. awful.#so horrid #also like. im considering that maybe the relationship i would like some day isnt romantic but a qpr #idk. ive never been in any kind of serious relationship (never wanted 2 and have never been approached for it)#sometjing 2 think abt i guess?#anybeans. i tire.#hope i never experience that again #ik that like in 2-3 years ill be like: ''man. idk what past spacie was talking abt. would be nice 2 feel romantic attraction again''#NO SPACIE IT WONT!!! REMEMBER!!!!!! REMEMBER WHAT YOU WENT THRU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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simbleleven · 9 days ago

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I got a few days off lined up, and I want to impulsively get that small tattoo I've been dreaming about done.

#eleven talks #i fucking hate needles but i want one SO BAD #its a small undertale-themed tattoo bc no joke #that game changed my brain on a molecular level #while i knew about it and loved it ever since it came out #i've never played it myself bc im very bad at playing games on my laptop #but i became a massive fan anyway; watched LPs of it; researched the hell out of it #then it came out on the switch and i finally played it to completion #experiencing it first hand was something else man i was so emotional #had a small breakdown at the iconic 'despite everything it's still you' moment #imagine knowing you'll have to battle depression for the rest of your life #and then playing the pacifist route of this game that holds your hand and tells you #that your kindness in the face of adversity is both bravery and mercy all at once #fuck man this game just means a lot to me

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buttercup-barf · 10 months ago

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Under the cut are mostly self-insert doodles of decreasing quality. Again, not much directly tied to Team Fortress 2. Might as well toss these out while I have no access to my puter. Much yapping under the cut and in the tags incoming.

Another self-insert, this time less of a "here's me as a tenth class" and more of a "here's my game experiences translated into the class I would take the place of". The Cleaner. Although I guess they could still be wearing either suit. It doesn't matter that much.

That one Convict's Case taunt with Backup would be extremely funny, because the man would be on the verge of a breakdown (he does not want to go to jail so bad you have no idea). The second image- I owe no explanation. You know what I am. You see the pattern with my favourites.

The duality of the man. Resting face versus "just heard you express interest in religion/Russian folklore" face. He's not that hard to make friends with, when you pull him away from all the explosions.

Some doodles of trying to figure his face out. Unfortunately, the more I stare at him, the more I worry that he looks like A Certain Guy With The Last Name "Kazarin", and the fear of never being original in my life caught up to me.