#even more when he did ❤️❤️ it’s embarrassing to admit but I was crying for like days lolol

[clearlydusty]

Game grumps just started playing danganronpa v3, so I might be kaito posting for a while if thats cool with ya'll

[cuverale]

twin flame - t.c.

a/n: I wasn’t going to post this but I couldn’t resist it so here it is. I’ll probably make 2 or 3 more parts of this. Enjoy!

tchalamet

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tchalamet 1095 days with you. thank you for making me the luckiest guy on earth. so ready for round four. let’s do it again, my twin flame.

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yourusername let’s gooo 💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻

tchalamet 🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻

yourusername loveyouloveyouloveyou

tchalamet loveyoumoreloveyoumore

zendaya 🥹🥹🥹

robertdowneyjr happy anniversary you two, kiddos.

yourusername thank you 🥺

tomholland2013 so happy for you two mate!

tchalamet thank you so much brother!

ynmybaby AWWWW 💗💗

ynandtimmy did he just call her his twin flame??? 🥹🥹🥹🥹

timotheefan15 YES HE DID SIS 🤧🤧

timochalamtt time flies 🥹🤧

timmyfan i remember the day i learned they were dating 🥲

ynfan2 i’m so happy for them 💞

pauline.chalamet HAPPY 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY MY BABIES 💗🥹✨

tchalamet THANK YOU PAAAAAULINE!!! 💫🦄💗

timmytimmy EVERYONE, SAY THANK YOU ZENDAYA FOR INTRODUCING THESE TWO

ynmybaby Thank you Zendaya! ❤️❤️

ynandzendayafan Thank you sooo much queen!!

timofann thank you Zendaya!!!!

ynandtimmy Thank you queen!

tchalamet THANK YOU ZENDAYA!!!!

zendaya you’re welcome my babies!!

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yourusername 3 years, 1095 days. yet i still feel like we met yesterday. i can’t and probably never will get enough of you. let’s do it again, mon amour.

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tchalamet i love you so much it hurts.

yourusername good to know our feelings are mutual sir.

florencepugh crying rn 🥺💙

chanelofficial Happy Anniversary you two!

timofann Chanel celebrating their ambassadors anniversary. Wowza 🫨

zendaya seeing you two so happy makes me feel like crying i’m not even kidding

yourusername babyyyy 😭

zendaya i’m a proud mama

yourusername love ya mama

ynmybaby i love their friendship so much 🥺

zendayafann I adored them since their Disney times 😭

ynandzendayafan and look at them now. they found their soulmates and living their best life 🥹

ynsbabygirl they deserve it 🫶🏻

tomholland2013 love you guys!!!

yourusername love you too!!!

ynsbabygirl it’s supposed to be 4 years but- 😭

chalafann ugh I wish they never broke up but I’m grateful bc they’re happy now.

ynmybaby not Kylie liking the post 💀

timmytimmy i was laughing for hours

ynsbabygirl i’m so embarrassed for her

randomuser why? what did i miss? 🥲

timotea0 long story short, according to some “sources” kylie and timothee was dating since the new years. kris jenner and some pr team fueled the story by some pics but none of them actually worked. bc even though him and yn broke up at that time he was still so in love with her so he denied everything about the rumors and admitted that he was still in love with yn. then tom holland and zendaya made them get back together.

randomuser oh god, what a loser she is.

timotheefan15 ikr

kidcudi you guys are so cute

stephanebak my guy and my girl being the cutest couple

pauline.chalamet ok but when are you gonna be my sister officially????

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ynandtimmy WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!

ynmybaby Y/n Chalamet era soon?????

timmychalamet9 omg omg omg omg

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voguemagazine Y/n L/n and Timothée Chalamet are recently seen at a dinner in Venice with Zendaya and Tom Holland, celebrating the couple’s anniversary.

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ynmybaby my fam 🥰🥰🥰

ynsbabygirl i think they’re on a well deserved vacation together 🤧

timotheefan1 they are! 🥹

ynandtimmy the way he looks at her 🥺

zendayafan i love their friendship so much

tomhollandfann seeing them together makes me even more excited for their upcoming movies and euphoria’s new season! I miss Zendaya and Y/n together!

ynsbabygirl same here! I still can’t decide which one should i go first. Y/n and Tom’s or Dune 2???

zendayafan0 ok but i need all of them in a movie together 😩

timotheefan15 same girl same 🤧

chalafann i love how he nuzzles his head on her neck awwwww

ynandzendayafan they’re having so much fun 🥹

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zendaya sisters having fun. period.

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yourusername so you’re not gonna mention how you tried to sink me into the water huh??

zendaya i have no idea what you’re talking about miss

tomholland2013 should i be offended by the way you didn’t post at least one picture of us or..? You didn’t even mentioned that we took them :(

tchalamet you should get used to it bro🥲

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zendaya come over so we can ditch the boys and hang out together!!!

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zendaya love youuu

ynandzendayafan MOTHERS!! 🛐

ynsbabygirl i want what they have 😩

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tomholland2013’s story

[ragequeen94]

NSFW of the Papas looking their virginity?? ....don't judge I'm a simple ho w simple dreams. ❤️❤️❤️

You are doing the dark lords work

CW ... not all of these are happy and cute. I am an angst master so... you know. Enjoy.

Primo

Primo lost his virginity in a ritual. It was his choice. He had been asked if he had wanted to pledge himself to the church now that he was a young man. It was the choice of all, not a requirement. He had been paired with a sister who was a little older than him, so was experienced and kind, she had made him feel safe under the statue of Lucifer with Lillith. She had held him and let him take his time. Nothing but kindness and love and passion. He loved every second. And in the morning she had been so sweet to him, she had sat with him at breakfast and giggled and pet his hair. The other girls of the abbey fawned over him, now that he had opened himself up to carnal blessings it was open season. No one was ever as special to him as his first, and he liked that he had had the experience and done it on his terms, and he loved that he was blessed to have the option. Now he worshiped at the altar of Babylon often, almost every night, and sometimes he was blessed to be chosen as the first for someone the younger congregates, and he treated them, man or woman, with the same care and love he had been given. Love begets love, this are the teachings of his church.

Secondo

He had been born angry. He got it from his mother, he was sure. At least thats what Primo had said, their mother had a vengeful temper. He wouldn’t know. Whatever anger she had when she had birthed him she had put it into him, and then left him. His life was a weird mix of rage at the world and rage at himself. So when he was too young he went out on his own and found himself someone who didn't care how old he was, or if he was okay, or even his name. The night he lost his virginity he hadn’t even been kissed, not for real. A sleazy tumble with a drunk woman in the bathroom of a bar. He had returned home even angrier than before, he took it out on his brothers for a while, then everyone else. He didn't know why he had this anger, he didn't know why he always hurt, he didn’t know why he couldn't let himself cry. He didn’t know why no one wanted to hold him. 

Terzo

Terzo put himself in situations he wasn’t always ready for. He would man up and then dig himself a deeper hole. Its how he was. So when he at the age of 16 found himself in a room of giggling sisters. He steeled himself and flirted back with the women. They were dancers in his brothers show, Papa Primo. The sisters had snuck the cute little brother into their changing room and offered him wine and chocolate, he had fed them strawberries and whispered to them in italian. The American girls loved when he spoke italian. He literally rambled nonsense and they blushed and twirled in their skirts. Then one of them had taken his jaw in her hand and kissed him, then giggled like it hadn't happened, then another girl did the same thing. She kissed him and giggled, he turned back around and the first girl had taken off her shirt, she grabbed his hand and put it on her breast. The girls were giggling, he was shaking. One of the girls climbed on top of him and pushed him on his back. It kept going like that, and he didn’t want it to stop. At least that's what he thought, he still wasn’t sure… but he had been scared and confused and embarrassed. Backstage at his brothers concert, with girls way more experienced than him, playing their games. They probably didn't even think about how young he was… 

Copia

Copia was way older than he would like to ever admit. If someone asked him he’d say he lost his virginity to his girlfriend when he was 18 in an uneventful romp after a teenage sweetheart romance. 

The truth was he was a virgin until he was 29 years old. At first it hadn't seemed like a big deal, he was pretty isolated in life and a lot of the people around him were older, way older than him and weren't interested in anything romantic he might have to offer. Then when he was a little more free he had tried a few times but his awkwardness and immaturity hadn't been too attractive, and he was a little but to unaware of his introvert behavior to realize when he was ignoring someone. He was so focused on his church duties by his mid twenties that sex seemed like some weird concept. He read about it, spoke about it; but for some reason it was this kind of… other worldly thing that happened to other people or in fantasy. he felt things like lust obviously, it was a major cornerstone of everything he believed in… but he had never practiced it. His loneliness was the worst part. As he neares thirty he longed to hold someone in his sleep, To have someone card their fingers through his hair, to be kissed on the cheek. He found himself starting to look at the congregation in a way he hadn't in a while… he just wasn't sure how to get someone to… like him. He knew as cardinal he could probably just ask any sister to join him in his bed and it would happen… but the guilt of the power dynamics stopped him. He hid himself away but desired to be pursued. It didn't help that he lied to anyone who did inquire about his sexual history. He told them the teenage story and admitted to it having been a while. So no one knew he even had a virginity to claim.

But none of that mattered.

Because Papa Secondo had degreed the church start celebrating Lupercalia again, in the way of the old tradionions to honor his ascension. And it involved the members of the clergy authority to perform a rather tedious sex ritual. 

No one asked copia if he was comfortable or interested and he was too anxious about the while thing to speak up in his defense. So he found himself dressed in a red robe, naked, at an altar with a naked woman in a mask Spread before him and the entire congregation. He thanked hell below that he had caught Terzo swallowing some blue pills before the ritual and had been offered some without being asked. His cock was more than ready, and to be honest it was better if he didn't take too long. He wasn't the first man to have offered unholy communication at the altar of Babylon that night… and wouldn't be the last. He wanted it over.

So he did his duty. His virginity gone, to a mystery woman he would never know, and who would never know what she had taken, infront of everyone he had ever known. He cried himself to sleep that night… hugging his pillow to his chest.

[usedtobecooler]

I have SO many virgin!eddie thots... but definitely face sitting, the reader riding him, sloppy bjs... the list goes on. I would love to see him get more confident and possibly lightly degrade the reader since she came from him calling her a slut? That fic was so important to me 🥹😭❤️ keep up the good work!

no because me too my brain is running at a million miles an hour with ideas!! though i think once eddie got more comfortable around our reader he'd really start being vocal... i feel like it would go a lil something like this.

warnings | sexual content (18+ minors dni), oral m receiving, dirty talking, degradation, dumbification, bimbofication, crying during sexual acts.

It's only the second time you've ever given Eddie a blowjob, the first time hardly long enough to actually count, considering the second you'd gotten your mouth around him and sucked properly he was cumming down your throat with an embarrassing yelp.

You had told him - in confidence, may you add, - a few days prior that you had enjoyed being degraded in the past. Eddie didn't flush as dark at your filthy words as he once did, but he did still gawp at you all wide eyed and mouth hung open.

You didn't expect him to actually take anything on board that you said, he still stuttered on his breath when you'd talk dirty to him with your cunt in his mouth or your hand squeezing his balls.

Yet here you were, shoved down in the tiny space between the dashboard of your car and the passenger seat on your lunch break, mouth sucking him down wet and hot, when all of the sudden his gravelly voice comes out of nowhere and shocks you.

"Yeah? You like having a mouthful of cock?" Eddie's rambling but his words lack a bit of heat due to the amount of moaning he's doing between talking, fingers harshly gripping and pulling the hair on the crown of your head, "You're such a slut for it, bet you do this for every guy who plays dumb for you."

You moan around Eddie's cock at his words and try to shake your head no, tears pricking at your eyes as your fingers slip deftly under your skirt, palming at your clothed cunt through your panties for some sort of relief. Your eyelids flutter, two fingers rubbing quick circles on your clit through the fabric, shoving forward a little to force more of Eddie's length down your throat, choking and gagging as you go.

"Fuck, you should feel how good it is having your throat close up around me," Eddie's sighing, a whimper escaping when you gag again, sucking him down hotly, "who's the desperate idiot now?"

You whine, slipping Eddie's cock from your mouth in favour of his balls instead, licking and sucking hotly at them whilst your free hand came to wrap around his shaft, tugging him quickly, "Me, I'm the desperate idiot," You admit, the words muffled around your mouthful.

"Putting that dirty mouth to use for me," Eddie coos, looking down at you with wet eyes full of admiration as you slap the head of his dick against your puffy, abused lips, mouthing hotly at it with a small smirk on your face, fingers still rubbing over your cunt fast, "Can't even wait for me to finish and touch you, you're that hot for it."

"M'just your desperate whore, all yours, handsome," You're shuddering against your own hand, licking fat stripes up his cock before sinking back down onto it, hand twisting around the length you can't fit down your throat and sucking and licking hotly to get Eddie to completion.

Eddie falters quickly with how fast you're going, words catching and dying in his throat before he can get them out, "Jesus Christ, fuck, shit," He's moaning loud, fucking his hips up into your mouth wildly and making you choke, "Fuck, make me cum you st-stupid slut,"

You look up, making eye contact and Eddie is a goner. The look of the mixture of tears, sweat and spit on your face has him whining and shoving his hips up harshly, cumming down your throat so hard you gag, struggling to swallow the mouthful he so lovingly gives you.

You continue licking at him slowly whilst his cock softens in your mouth, fingers still working on your cunt. He slips from your mouth eventually and you whine against his bare thigh, biting down and screaming when you eventually cum, legs shaking and eyes wet with tears.

You lie in between Eddie's spread legs for a moment before you eventually speak, "Don't get it twisted, pretty boy. You're still the bitch in this relationship."

[bellarkeselection]

The Perfect Co-Piolt

Request from Rebelmicheleamidala on Wattpad. Han Solo sees the reader's scars from a past battle and he kisses them when she is insecure about them.

Tag list - @iifloweringnightsii

Sitting in the pilot seat of the Millennium Falcon waiting for my boyfriend and his wookie friend to return from making a deal with a princess and a boy from the sand planet. Moving my shirt up my eyes were focused on the scars that I had gotten from fighting when the Jedi were still the protectors of peace in the galaxy. Even though Han didn't understand anything involving the Force of why I carried around a lightsaber instead of a blaster we still fell in love with one another. "Hey princess, how have you been enjoying your time in the ship or did you miss me too much - hey what are you crying for?" Speaking of Han I could hear his boots hitting the metal floor before I saw him enter the cockpit. He paused seeing that I had some tears slipping out.

"Oh its nothing. How was the run did you guys get anything good?" I avoided the question where he leans down putting his arms on either side of me trapping me in the chair where our noses were hitting each other. "Y/n, don't lie to me. Now be serious what are you crying?" His eyes scanned over my body noticing that I had pulled the sleeve down revealing my arm. I had two long scars on my right arm and one on the left side of my stomach. But since Han and I haven't been fully physical he has never seen me without my clothes on. "Where did you get these scars from exactly. You've never told me about them." Lifting my gaze up to his deep blue eyes I wiped away some tears finally admiting it softly feeling embarrassed lightly blushing. "I never told you because I was afraid that you wouldn't care about me anymore once you saw my scars from serving as a jedi."

I attempted to move underneath his arms and I actually did manage until he snagged my wrist spinning me back into his chest pressing his lips onto mine gently. "I still love you whether you have scars or not. Do you know why princess because they make you look like a badass. Now can I kiss them if you don't mind?" He asked with a smirk on his face gently wrapping his arms around my waist tugging me closer. "Han babe, you don’t have to do that. It's really just nice that you still care about me." He makes me smile feeling him slowly pull my shirt over my head leaning down kissing the scars on my shoulders and the one on my stomach until I tugged on his hair drawing him to kiss me on the lips again. Wrapping my arms around his neck he picked me up making me giggle. "Han, what are you doing?" He carried me into his room gently throwing me down onto the bed kissing my scars once more. "Making sure you know that you are the best co-piolt that I could ever ask for Y/n."

Comments really appreciated ❤️

[skinni-girls-eat-books]

Thursday, January 25th, 2024!

12:49pm my brain feels so burnt out, it's difficult not to just return to bad habits. My body is tired and stress is wrecking my physical being. My back hurts, legs hurt, neck tension and headaches. Owch

Need to find better things to focus my little energy on. Things that feed me, I am very empty, like there's a hole at the bottom of me where everything leaks out. Old is bad, new is better. I want to stop going back to old, bad, tired situations. Nothing in the past changes. New is good.

Lots of just being in my own head, I want to get back to reality. I think that will help me not feel so floaty.

1:22pm omg I just realized my bad bitch playlist is public on Spotify and 6 ppl saved it?? Omg who are you guys and can we be friends what that just blew my mind and made my day how?? What?? I love it

3:24pm Reactive abuse is so real. I have to remember that I am NOT to blame for this shit. I actually didn't DO ANYTHING TO HIM WTF fuck him, he hasn't changed and only serves to prove me right and as a reminder again and again. I feel like he has moments where he'll admit this, or agree with me, but I think it's just breadcrumbing. Yeah so one day he says it's not my fault at all then the next day yeah it is kinda my fault like which one is it 😑 Rip but I know what I'm dealing with. The only reason I'm sad is bc the situation is so fucked up, it's more like grieving than actually being sad sad. It's just like damn wtf. I know I can pullllll when I want to though haha the issue is I just don't want to right now 🤭😁

I think I do need to get help for my depression/ anxiety though bc I don't want it to snowball into something so much harder to come back from. At least I'm aware of the issue, it's just deep rooted in me atm.

9:56pm Sat next to two of my bff's at the TB Lightening game tonight! Learned that there's 3 periods in hockey (I thought there was four) and the fights are REAL not like fake wrestling but the refs just stand there for too long and let them duke it out lmao?? I love my friends :)

Being happy lately results in me literally crying it's like feeling pure joy with no "waiting for the shoe to drop" :) I think I'm crying bc of relief? Grieving the fact that I was not happy for so long so I'm crying? Crying bc for example I've missed out on the past two years of these bc I didn't want to buy 2 tickets and for whatever reason.... It wouldn't work out or he would just be so embarrassing to me... Then it's going alone and ppl asking why he's not there?? It has been too much anxiety >> benefits in the past, but not anymore ❤️ I'm changing for the better. I miss the old me so much, but I know I'll love the new me even more.

Also yeah whatever technically some things were probably my "fault" bc of my anxiety...... But a partner who actually takes time to know you would be able to identify that or at least question the possibility that anxiety is a factor in decision making. But his actions/ emotional abuse >>>> way more impactful than just my social anxiety (plus I literally had the social anxiety for good reason if I can't take you anywhere without you smelling like weed and texting other girls while we're out).... Yeah I'm not fucking crazy, but I do need self-help. The intrusive thoughts are a lot still. They'll dull with time, even if it takes years I have a good feeling they will become submerged and buried under all the good memories I'll make. It's honestly already starting to happen if you ask me. I'm so ready for my birthday, what a new chapter I love it ❤️

11:45pm Went ahead and deleted the emails. He did not respond to me today so it's all moot point. He's abusive and idc if he doesn't know now and idc if he never figures it out. He's one out of 8 billion people on this planet and he needs to stay in the past. His loss I'm literally awesome af future doctor baddie and he's fucking retarded scrub bum byeeeee. Good way to end the evening ❤️

[boydepartment]

WAHHHHHHHH Sorry for worrying you, I'm doing very well, I wrote this message in the afternoon and was about to edit and send it. No transitions today because my ideas are very scattered and chaotic.

Today's writing song is coming of age by mxmtoon. I listened to her and Beach Bunny's music before quarantine, so it always takes me back and you can listen while reading. =)

I hope you have had fun on your road trip. From your pictures of everything, it seems like quite a adventure. As a side note, the outfits on your skzoo are super cute, did you make them yourself?

I spent some time thinking about your advice. I wish I could say that I've completely gotten over it, but progress has been like 3 steps forward, 2 steps back, 20 steps left, 50 steps right, jump 20x, get lost, start to cry, 5 steps forward. Everytime I think I've peaked, there's a another layer to work through. It's been really frustrating, but also rewarding. It's a reminder that I have a lot more room to grow and that's okay. Also, it takes so much more energy to be upset with where I am. I think I need to be more conscious of my own achievements and be okay with my own progress.

I'd like to think I'm a pretty introspective person, but I think everyone needs reminders sometimes, so thanks for being that person. I wish I could eat everyone's compliments and have them be a part of me when I can't see the good in myself. I'm trying to be more grateful for the things I do have, so for the next paragraph, you better internalize my compliments and take my burning heart on a stick or else I'll get really mad. >=( (I'm joking of course)

I think your comment about me being a sunshine was one of the nicest things someone has ever said to me. I hope to make everyone's day just a little better through these messages, but I think a lot of people can say the same about you. Although you say that you wish to be a little more positive, your advice has been and is very helpful, nonjudgmental, and realistic. Thanks for being such a great listener/reader? I like how your responses are always so reflective and introspective. Also, I can tell that your fics are based on your personal experiences based on your word choice, so I want to say that even if I can't completely understand, I will try my best be a listening ear. I think if we actually met irl, I would be a little less of a nervous wreck, maybe. It's super special the kind of friendship/pen-pal ship? we have, considering that our paths wouldn't have intersected otherwise. I'm glad you exist. <3

Okay, that's enough cheese for one day. I'm already embarrassed to admit that I write anything as sheep anon, so I'm going to crawl under a rock until your response. New messages coming soon, may or may not be as mushy as this one, depends on how I'm feeling, have a nice day everyone and stay safe. <3

-🐑

p.s. If you had a fan club, what would you name your fans? I think we need a name at this point, maybe something related to flowers or buds?

It’s okay sheepie!!! It’s no worries I promise :) I just wanted to make sure you were well ❤️

I absolutely loved mxmtoon and beach bunny. Beach bunny opened up for a punk show I went to a few years ago and it was GENUINELY so fun. Mxmtoon will always have a special place in my heart

My road trip is really well!!! I got to see my boys again and it meant the world to me. I would do anything to see them again and again. And hopefully I’ll be able to!!! As for my little jiniret!!! The red lights outfit was hand made!! His little button up tho that was from Disneyland and the hoodie he came with :) my other Amazon bought SKZOOs do have handmade clothing though :)

Sheepie i promise you that going back and forth is totally normal. The fact that you recognize it and are trying to focus on the positives really show how much you’ve grown I can promise you that. You have accomplished a lot even if it doesn’t seem like it. I’m so immensely proud of you. I will remind you whenever I can of this

I really do wish to be more positive and I try to especially regarding what has happened to me in the past. I will always try to not be judgey because we never know what the other person is struggling with.

My fanfics are definitely based on my mental and own life experiences. Pizza Parlor was a way to heal how I wrote fanfics when I was 14. It was just fun for me and a way to let all my daydreams out

I’m sorry. I’m late. Was always meant to be way more grown up. Just like how I wrote the reader, I’ve always wanted to run away ever since I graduated highschool. Just like the reader she landed herself in a bad relationship with bad people surrounding her to the point of putting herself and anyone who lived with her in danger. Unfortunately writing that was me trying my absolute hardest to cope with that actually happening to me. The only way I felt safe alone at night was getting lost in daydreams where I did run away to a small town. Some JayJay lore here, small TW

I also wrote that fanfic in a way where the two main characters love was unconditional. Of course some things had to added for plot to keep it running and not boring. However, the beginnings of their relationship was always something I’ve wanted. Even after my sophomore year to senior year on and off romantic relationship I never got anything close to that. I DIDNT get that cute romance, I never got gifts that actually were meaningful. I was 16 and naive, I was mentally tortured and physically beat. I’m sorry, I’m late, means so much to me because I could actually write something that I’ve always wanted to experience. It helped me cope with the fact that I’ve never gotten that romantic unconditional love.

My past is what also ties me into who I bias, not to crowbar Hyunjin into here but I really started biasing him because of what’s happened to me in my past. The way he describes love and how it should be eternal and forever really gives me hope that I will get that fairytale ending for myself. It’s why I’ll still be kind to everyone I meet and wear my heart on my sleeve even after the fact.

I think me and you could totally have a nice chat over tea or coffee or whatever your preference is!!!! We could probably go on for hours!!! If you ever want to you know where to find my instagram if you’d ever want to call or anything :) as long as you’re comfortable!! I would never want to pressure you into anything!

I’m very happy our paths crossed sheepie!!! I look forward to your messages!! Stay safe until then sheepie 🤍

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I think if I had a fan base would be named doves!!! Even though I have a phobia of birds the dove represents the same thing as white roses. And I think the nickname dove is oh so sweet 🤍

-

Ps sheepie

I’m in college rn and every advisor I’ve had has ignore my emails about my major change (I’m taking journalism classes but signed up as a theatre major) do you have any advice? I’m getting a tincy stressed

[shankschewtoy]

Hi!! Came across your profile❤️ Love your writing! Would it be ok for me to request Law, Ace, Smoker, or Zoro with a masc/gn partner whose terminally ill? If you don’t feel comfortable writing for this prompt, I totally respect it! Feel free to ignore ❤️

a/n - ooo I always love these requests bec I really relate to them a lot- I’m not terminally ill but I’m chronically ill, so it’s nice to imagine these things. Tysm anon for the request :D

Warnings ⚠️ - g/n reader, mentions of vomiting, illnesses (if you’re not comfortable then don’t go past the cut!)

Smoker

- He really cares about you, and when he received the news of your terminal illness, he silently broke down

- He didn’t want to seem depressed or stressed in front of you, the last thing he wanted was for you to worry about him

- He smoked a lot more, mostly out of stress and anxiety for your well-being

- You might have to reassure him a lot that you’re still the same person!

- He’ll do anything for you!

- Tie your hair back when you’re throwing up? Mhm he’ll for sure do that

- He’ll carry you if you get too tired!

- He’s always on calling your doctor if you don’t feel good or feel differently than usual

- he makes sure you always drink enough water and eat enough

- He doesn’t care if you throw up, he’ll clean it up so don’t worry :)

- All he wants is for you to feel.. Healthy and happy :D

- It makes him god so happy when you smile or laugh

- It literally makes his whole heart melt

- He won’t smoke inside, he’ll make sure you don’t breathe it in, he read that it was unhealthy (yea he didn’t follow that advice himself tho)

- the same thought haunts him, someday you’re going to die, and it’s going to be too early

- He never admits that to you, he wants you to focus on being as happy as you can

- He’ll cuddle you whenever you ask, please ask!

- it makes him feel better that he’s doing something that makes you feel comfortable or happy :)

- he loves you SO SO SO much it almost hurts him lmao

- It pains him to see that you’re sick, and it hurts him even more that it’s incurable

- He’ll be there for your last days, holding your hand, holding you in his arms, caressing your shoulders as he leans into the crook of your neck

- When you pass, Smoker really didn’t know what to do anymore

- you were really his purpose of living, more so than the marines

- He’d cry, and everytime he saw a picture of you, he’d put it to his forehead, imagining that it was still you, nuzzling your head with his

- those many moments you and him had before made him feel better in these times

- He knows that you’re with him, all the time, forever more <3

Ace

- Ace is by far not even close to being a medical professional

- but he knows what terminally ill means

- those two words made his whole world start crashing down

- His precious y/n… is sick

- this can’t be happening right?

- it takes him a long time to actually believe those words were real

- why did it have to be you?

- He begged the gods above to let him take your place

- the last thing he wanted was for you to be in pain

- Whatever you ask for, you name it, he’s gonna do it for you

- he doesn’t care if it’s embarrassing, gross, weird, or whatever

- he’ll do it

- bring you some candy? Hell yeah he’ll bring you some

- Cuddles? Oh he’s totally up for that!

- Kisses? You don’t even have to ask >:)

- he makes sure to take you to Marco everyday to make sure you’re feeling alright

- Ace knows that someday, sometime soon you’re going to leave, and he’s never going to be ready

- he tried his best to never even think of it, all he wanted was to focus on having you with him now

- he’ll give you a piggyback ride if you’re ever feeling dizzy, tired, or just kind of lazy, no hesitation there! He’s gonna carry you like there’s no tomorrow

- he also tries to make you laugh by making the goofiest faces and telling the most lame ass jokes ever 😭

- when you laugh, he laughs, when you smile, he smiles

- he loves seeing you happy! That’s what he lives for :D

- when you passed, Ace was shocked even though he knew it would happen

- How could they take you away like that?

- Ace couldn’t even move from that same spot where he watched you leave him for a couple hours

- he was just staring at your corpse in front of him, tears falling down his cheeks

- His life was empty, what would he do without you??

- Marco tried his best to cheer him up to no avail. You were Ace’s reason to live, the love of his life, there was no one who could replace you or even think to be like you.

- That’s what made him so depressed, that no one, no one, could ever be you. Only you could make him as happy as he was before

Law

- He’s a doctor, so he’s the one that announced you were terminally ill

- Even he was shocked even though he was the one that came to that conclusion

- Law didn’t know what to say, he needed a couple hours to register what he had just said

- you’re.. dying? No that can’t be right!

- He refused to believe it, he didn’t want to realize that you were going to die soon

- you tried cheering him up, saying that it was ok, and he decided that he would try his best to make your last days your best ones

- He took a break from work, always checking on you, seeing how you’re feeling

- He’s a bit less romantic than Ace, but his actions and his intentions are the same!

- He loves you to the moon and back, and would do anything to help cure you

- Over the weeks, he struggled and struggled, trying to find something that may prevent your passing

- But he couldn’t figure it out

- Whenever he saw you smile, he thought, “I might never see that again”

- He was there in your final moments, caressing your knuckles with his thumbs, gently rubbing soothing circles on your hands

- the flatline of the monitor made him lose it

- He put your cold hand to his forehead, struggling not to cry, the tears flooding his eyes

- Why would he feel your warmth anymore?

- your soothing touch that always made him soft and happy?

- where did you go?

- Law couldn’t handle it, he just lost the one person that made him feel like maybe the world wasn’t so bad after all

- But now? The world was complete dog shit, why did it take you away from him?

Zoro

- Zoro couldn’t believe it

- he didn’t know if he couldn’t fathom how you were dying, or if he didn’t want to believe it

- You were his one and only, the one who always made him feel at home, loved

- he did everything with you now

- He trained with you in the room, napped close to you, checked on you, brought you food and water

- He did everything without even asking

- he made sure that chopper was nearby in case anything happened to you

- he loves holding you in front of him, with you leaning back against his chest as he wraps his arms around your torso, leaning into your hair, the scent of your shampoo always making him calm

- That lingering thought, “someday, I won’t ever be able to hug y/n like this..” was always present, he just shoved it away in a box like he usually did

- he’ll even help you take showers! (Be proud of him he only bathes like once a week 💀)

- the way he scrubs your back and washes your hair is literally heavenly

- He’s always so gentle with you, making sure nothing he does could possibly hurt you in any way

- he doesn’t care if he’s being extra cautious, he’ll do it for you

- He was there in your final days, holding your hands with his, calloused fingers gently rubbing over each of your knuckles

- once he felt your hand slowly start to completely lean into his, his heart stopped

- you were gone.. weren’t you?

- he didn’t move from that spot for a while, and it made the entire crew worry

- They knew just how much Zoro cared about you, he loved you to the ends of time

- he couldn’t help but feel frustrated, why did you die first? It’s unfair..

a/n - well now this was angsty :/ I was sad while writing this 😭

[darkestcorners]

Hi. Sorry if this is off topic. I just want to share with someone here. Since you are my fav author here and you seem so sweet, i decide to tell you this. Hope you dont mind.

I am asian, next year i will turn 30. I have been into kpop since 2009. I have only liked 2 idol (which i really obsessed with), one has left his group and one is still active and quite famous in kpop. The things is today i scroll on twitter and found that my bias have kissing scene on his drama. I understand that he is just human like us too, and thats his job as an actor but i cant help but to feel so sad and anxious. I started to feel dizziness and nauseous all day. I feel like crying but no tears coming. And I am pretty sure this is not because of food poisoining or something else. But then i recalled when one of my bias left his group in 2014, i got the same situation with today. This make me thinking to stop into kpop. Kpop is like bittersweet for me. Sometimes it makes me happy and sometimes it makes me stress as hell.

Do you think this is normal? You are a physchology student right, if am right? Would you mind to share some advice? I feel embrassed to share with my fellow friends or my family because i am afraid they think me just overact and make fun of me.

If you find this ask annoying, kindly ignore me. But if you feel like replying, i appreciate it so much 🥹 And sorry for the bad grammar, english is not my first language. have a great day 💚

Hi babes! ❤️❤️

I’m so sorry this took so long to answer, I just came across it after coming back from my vacation and I wanted to gather my thoughts on it well. I hope you still see this!

Firstly, I want to say that you don’t have to feel embarrassed by admitting this, you’re definitely not the first person who feels this way and I understand you may not feel comfortable sharing with your family or friends since it’s a subject that can be seen as dramatic.

While I’m no expert on the Kpop industry, from what I’ve seen and researched over the years of being in fandoms and the overall experience, it’s very common to fall into this type of mindset. The industry relies heavily on parasocial relationships and they tend to market idols and groups in a way that leaves fans always wanting more, to the point of even forming emotional connections and attachments. Fan service is another key factor, the industry encourages idols to cater to fans and the type of content that comes out is very telling, ( vlives, fansigns, certain role plays they do when they act like they are a fan’s significant other , interviews catered to pleasing fans ) This this is by no means me blaming the idols or the fans, or saying the idols are not genuine , it’s just an observation & strategy that tends to happen in the industry. Unfortunately, while this is what makes Kpop so entertaining and immersive, it’s also what easily can cause some fans to fall into a mindset that’s not healthy for them. Especially if you’re someone who has gone through tough periods in your life ( we tend to gravitate to what makes us happy and gives us an escape ).

I think what you’re experiencing may be the effects of this parasocial relationship with your biases, you have most likely unconsciously formed this emotional attachment or connection with them and that’s why you’re not sure why you feel so much anxiety upon seeing them outside of this idealized version that they have previously presented themselves to you as ( or that you unconsciously made for them ) Again this is very common for a lot of fans from what I’ve seen so don’t feel embarrassed. What’s important is that you recognize this ( and you already do it seems, you know that what you saw your bias doing wasn’t meant to make you upset or stressed but it did ) . I think what you need to is take some time to reflect and maybe disconnect yourself from Kpop for a little while ( I’m not saying you should let it go completely or permanently ) I believe that just for now, if it’s causing you to feel those irrational feelings and anxiety, it’s best to remove yourself from it for a while and take a break. During this time, I think you should focus on taking some time to focus on doing other activities that make you happy ( any other hobby you may enjoy, try engulfing yourself in it as much as you can, keep yourself busy and if you can, try hanging out with your friends to distract yourself and leave Kpop as a background aspect for this time ) Once you find yourself more connected with yourself and your own life outside of Kpop, you may start to realize how dependent on it you have been for it to make you feel happy and you may reflect on that and how it may have unhealthily been impacting your mental health or life in general. Sometimes we need that push towards reality and it may sound harsh but we need to separate ourselves from the comfort zone we have fallen into or we may continue to down a detrimental path. Focus on yourself and remember that while Kpop is very fun and a form of escapism for a lot of us, these idols do not know us personally and they never will. We shouldn’t ever let them impact our emotions and mental health to that extent because they are essentially strangers and you should always prioritize yourself & the actual relationships with people in your life.

I also want to note that while I am a psychology student, I’m very much a rookie and new at this haha so please if you don’t feel like this helps, always try to seek out a professional ( promise they won’t judge , we are trained to deal with everything ) Of course this is only if you’re able to, I know therapy is expensive so don’t take this as me pressuring you. You can always look up videos on parasocial relationships on YouTube if you’re more curious about what I was referring to and how common it is in the Kpop world, it may help you get some more insight. I really love this Ted Talk and this video specifically targets Kpop so it’s also informative ! Thank you so much for even reaching out to me and I’m always here if you have more questions, I hope you feel better and have a lovely day :) ❤️🥰🥰🫶🫶 Sending lots of love ! Hope this helps you a little bit!

[dumdumsun]

Of Starlight

A/N: And finally, chapter 20. Thank you to everyone who has taken time to read this story. I am so very proud of it, as it was the first thing I wrote after an 8-month hiatus. It's my baby and I am so sad it's coming to a close. Luckily, I'm balls-deep into the sequel, so there is so much more to come. I know I thanked them in my IANOWT fic, but I will do it here as well. Thank you sm to my editor and very close friend, @sapphicsyn, who is the reason I even kept doing this. You're the best, beloved! ⚠️For info about the sequel, see the end of the chapter⚠️ Happy reading, babes ❤️

Warnings: mentions of blood, guns and violence

Word Count: 4136

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Chapter 20: Far From Over

(Y/N) felt a hand squeeze her shoulder behind her, prompting her to turn around in her seat. Allison stood there, eyes slightly puffy and red, no doubt from crying. (Y/N)’s eyebrows knitted together in concern and she began to stand up, but Allison shook her head. The girl went to ask what was wrong, but The Rumor turned her head in search of the missing member of the family. When her eyes settled back on (Y/N), she noticed her digging her fingernails into the knuckles on her opposite hand. “Uh… he’ll be back…” She murmured. Her (e/c) eyes travelled up to her sister to find a look of sympathy painted on her face. She wanted nothing more than to bury her panic and paranoia into the depths of her soul, just to save her from the embarrassment of watching her siblings’ faces contort to those pitiful glances. She knew Five could take care of himself, but that didn’t stop her mind from coming up with hundreds of ‘what if’s.

Her eyes followed Allison as the woman slowly walked over to the chair where she left her black leather jacket, pulling it back on and zipping it closed. (Y/N)’s senses focused on the zipper, the buttons, the collar, just about anything on Allison’s jacket to distract herself. In the back of her mind, she could hear the sounds of pins being knocked down and the squealing cheers of the bowling party beside them. Unbeknownst to her, the three in front of her had been trying to get her attention. But she was too lost in her spiral to even focus on their voices. It had been Luther’s voice that broke her out of her trance. “Alright, where’s Five?”

Her head perked up at the mention of the boy, and Diego met her stare before answering Luther, “He left.”

“Oh, for the love of… Where’d he go?”

“Didn’t tell us,” Diego’s foot gently nudged his sister’s. “But he might’ve told his girlfriend.”

“He said he had to take care of something. I have no idea where he went.” (Y/N) rolled her eyes.

“Well, we’re not waiting around for him,” Luther stopped when his “little” sister’s eyes widened. “Sorry, (Y/N), but the concert is in thirty minutes.”

She sighed and turned forward in her seat as Klaus strolled over to her with a bag of popcorn. She politely turned him down when he offered some. “Then what’s the plan?” She huffed.

“Well, I think that, uh…,” Luther’s short pause voiced his clear uncertainty. “We go to the Icarus Theater.”

“That’s a location, not a plan.” Diego pointed out. “What? Is that all you got? Look, you wanna be Number One, fine, but you’re gonna have to get us on the same page, because right now, we’re all over the place.”

“You’re right,” Luther admitted. “We need a plan.”

“Glad that’s established,” (Y/N) turned back to her siblings, her eyes widening at the sight behind them. “Shit! Get down!” She screamed. From the entrance of the bowling alley, men in what seemed to be gas masks, no doubt from the Commission, ran inside and began shooting up the building. Their targets were no secret. The Hargreeves all did as they were told as bullets rained throughout the bowling alley, the screams of the innocent bowlers clenching (Y/N)’s heart. Klaus pulled her under a counter with him and Allison before covering his ears. Luther and Diego were under the counter beside them.

“Who the hell are these guys?!” Diego shouted.

“Maybe they’re here for Kenny’s birthday!” Klaus widened his eyes. (Y/N) glared over at him.

“Pretty sure they’re not! I could be wrong, but I’m pretty damn sure they’re with the Commission!”

“Who?!” Diego frowned, the girl groaning at his forgetfulness.

“The people Five used to work for, Jesus Christ! We’re involved with him, so they’re here for us!”

Diego rolled his eyes at her before standing from his crouched position and launching his knife at one of the men. It lodged into his shoulder and he fell into the sound system behind him, triggering it to play Saturday Night by Bay City Rollers. With half of them momentarily distracted, Luther picked up the bowling balls stationed beside him and hurled them towards their opponents. With his heightened strength, they began dropping like flies. Diego was working beside his brother, using his knives to take out a few more. The Kraken turned to his sister with wide eyes. “(Y/N), use your clones!”

“It’s no use, they’ll die immediately!” She shot back. Beside her, Klaus turned and picked up a birthday cake that was on the counter. Cake in hand, he stood and threw it, successfully taking one of the men down. He brushed his hands together with a proud smile as he returned to his sisters’ side, the two having not noticed his act of heroism. Allison and (Y/N) had both been staring at the bowling lanes, thinking up the exact same plan. They quickly turned to each other to confirm that they were, in fact, thinking the same thing. “Guys! The lanes!” (Y/N) spoke for her sister.

“Let’s go!” Luther commanded, the five all standing together and charging towards the lanes, each occupying one. Bullets flew past (Y/N)’s feet and ears as she practically slid down her lane, her bowling shoes deeming useless for running. Once she reached the end of the lane, she forced the lower half of her body forward, landing on her rear and sliding into the pins, she and her siblings successfully escaping the attackers for the time being. Regrouping behind the lanes, they all ran towards the exit, Luther grabbing her by the hand and pulling her with him to catch up. He all but flung her out of the back door before him and exited right behind her, Klaus right on his heels as the last of the Hargreeves to leave.

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The swelling music of the orchestra inside the auditorium echoed throughout the hall the five had just run into. Just as they were about to make their plan and head inside, Allison moved in front of Luther, holding up her notepad.

I NEED TO GO ALONE

Diego and (Y/N) had been too caught up in their plan to notice everyone stopped behind them. They halted their stride and turned to their siblings. Luther stared at Allison with a look of regret. “Allison, I can’t let you do that, alright? She’s beyond reasoning.”

“You hear the music?” Diego cut in as Allison continued to argue. “It’s started.”

“Do you honestly think she's gonna listen?” Luther’s attention was focused on the woman in front of him, though. “After everything that’s happened?”

From behind him, Klaus sighed. “We don’t have time for this.”

“I agree, let’s go.” (Y/N) placed her hands on her hips. Luther’s eyes softened as he slowly nodded at Allison.

“Okay.”

His acceptance took Allison aback, the woman glancing from Luther to (Y/N) in slight shock before turning around and heading into the auditorium. The four watched their sister go, and (Y/N) couldn’t help but think-

“You’re using her as a distraction, aren’t you?” Diego asked.

“It’ll be our best chance to incapacitate Vanya… She’ll thank us later.”

With that, Diego and (Y/N) hurried in front of their brothers, the latter faintly hearing Klaus being assigned as lookout. “Alright, here’s the plan,” Luther whispered once he caught up to them. “You two will take stage left and enter from the wings, I’ll take stage right. (Y/N), I need you to summon a clone to assist on my side.”

“On it.” She nodded before singing her tune, her clone appearing from her shadows on command. “Help Luther.” She turned the clone to said brother. Luther stared at the clone for a bit in unease before nodding.

“Good. Now, we’ll sneak in the wings and get close to the stage. On my go, we’ll run out and take her down. Is this all clear?”

“Well, it’s not the best plan-”

“But it’s the best we’ve got.” Diego and (Y/N) finished each other’s sentence. The four split up, the clone obediently following Luther, to their places in the wings. Once they were backstage, Diego stealthily crept towards the stage, (Y/N) right beside him, not having to crouch as low due to her height. On stage was the orchestra, Vanya the center of attention. She was dressed in a black suit, her brown waves of hair spilling over her shoulders. Her eyes, now glowing white, stayed trained on the music before her as she played her heart out on her violin. And even though she knew what her sister had caused, (Y/N) couldn’t help the pit of guilt in her stomach that formed at what she had to do.

Across the stage was Luther and the clone, in the same position as she and Diego. Luther’s eyes darted from Vanya, to his siblings, then back to Vanya. Readying himself, he and the clone ran out, (Y/N) and Diego following suit. Vanya wasted no time in rising from her seat, a rush of energy surrounding her before she swiped her bow through the air, that same energy sending the four back into the audience. (Y/N) landed on the ground, using her arms to prevent her head from smacking against it. The last thing she needed was to go unconscious. Frightened, the audience all fled out of the theater. In the sea of heels and dress shoes, (Y/N) spotted her clone, whose head had come into contact with the arm of one of the chairs. Blood trickled from its forehead and it lay motionless. She silently thanked the stars for her safe landing. Not a second later, she felt herself being lifted from the ground. Looking up, she saw it was Luther. Seeing that his sister was fine, his attention directed back to the stage.

Vanya had just used her powers to forcefully sit the orchestra back into their seats and continue with the song, the first chair standing at the front and furiously playing. Almost all of the audience had fled the auditorium when Vanya sent yet another rush of energy towards her siblings, but they dodged it before it could come into contact, the four ducking behind the seats. (Y/N) had been in a row by herself as she listened to her brothers and sister bicker about what to do next. She turned to see Allison using her hands to imitate the playing of a violin.

“No shit, Allison! Tell us something we don’t already know!” Diego sassed.

“No, idiot,” (Y/N) hissed as she risked a glance at her superpowered sister on stage. “She means the violin! It’s, like, the source somehow!” She watched her siblings peek out of their rows along with her.

“If we can take it from her and stop her from playing, we might have a shot!” Luther proposed. From the back, gunshots rang above the music, directed towards the siblings hiding behind the seats. (Y/N) cursed and hid herself further. The orchestra, no longer under Vanya’s spell, gathered their things and bolted off stage and out of the auditorium. Diego ducked further and looked towards (Y/N).

“What the hell happened to Klaus?! He’s supposed to be on lookout!”

“Yeah, you surprised?” Luther fired back.

“What’s with all the lollygagging?” Five’s voice rose above their own. At the sound, (Y/N) gasped and looked up to find him walking towards them, an open target for the gunmen. Her heart pounding violently, she stood and tackled Five into the row across the aisle from her previous spot, as Luther shouted for him to get down. Five let out an ‘oomph’ when she landed on top of him, squeezing him close. When she felt his hand on her back, she quickly backed off and pressed her back to the seats, her love doing the same.

“Thank god, you’re back.” She breathed and held his hand tightly.

“I had to get back to you.” He held their joined hands to his chest as he occasionally peeked over the seats.

“Hey, can you two make out later?” Diego fumed. “Five, you know these guys?”

“Yeah, I do.”

“And?”

Five looked to his left, where he spotted more gunmen heading their way. “Well,” He wheezed, pulling (Y/N) by the waist and scooting back a bit to stay out of sight. “We’re screwed.”

From one of the exits, more gunmen filed in, but Diego took them down a second later with his knives. Across the auditorium, Klaus ran in, alerting his siblings of the incoming Cha-Cha, unaware of the threat right in front of him. “Klaus! Get down!” (Y/N) shouted, her brother quickly complying before the bullets could hit him. As the men crept closer to the young couple, Five let go of his love and blinked onto the back of the closest one, the man turning and accidentally shooting his own men. (Y/N) yelped when a bullet hit the chair she hid behind, causing her to fold into herself and cover her head.

A few seconds later, the sound of the gunshots was decreasing, replaced with yelling. She glanced up and was met with… Ben. He stood in front of Klaus, a hue of blue, and an adult just like them. Well, not exactly her. Nonetheless, the monster within him was released and grabbed hold of the gunmen, sending them to their doom. The siblings all stared in astonishment at the sight of their dead brother saving their asses. (Y/N) had always known Ben was there with Klaus, but actually seeing his face and watching him in action sent pride swelling in her heart and tears to the corners of her eyes. Five appeared behind her and helped her to stand, neither of their gazes leaving the sight before them. All of them had stood to their feet, not so much focused on the monster quite literally ripping the gunmen apart, but rather on Ben. “It’s him…” (Y/N) grinned as she felt Five place a hand on her shoulder.

Once the gunfire was silenced and the men were dead, both Ben and the monster disappeared, leaving Klaus a gasping mess. “Now who’s the lookout?” He breathed, quietly laughing at his awestruck siblings. Receiving no answer, he simply waved them off. (Y/N) turned her head to the stage to find Vanya, completely immersed in her music, her instrument fueling her power further as the white glow in her chest spread to her suit. Above them, the pillars and ceiling began to crack and cave in, the entire building shaking by now. The music roared in her ears as everyone gathered in a huddle, Diego joining from wherever he went.

“Oh, welcome back! Where were you?!” Luther immediately questioned.

“Honoring a memory,” He answered. “So, how do you wanna end this thing?!”

“We surround her! Alright? We come at her from all angles!”

“So it’s a suicide mission.” Klaus’s voice could barely be heard over the music.

“Yeah, but one of us could get through. It’s the only chance we’ve got.” Five looked at his brother.

“Are we all in? (Y/N)?” Luther turned to his sister, the girl nodding in answer. Receiving a nod from everyone else, he looked up at Allison, who shook her head as if it were obvious. Luther locked eyes with her as he directed Diego to stage left, and Klaus, Five and (Y/N) to the front while he took stage right. Everyone ran to their respective places. The team in the front hid behind the seats once again to keep out of Vanya’s line of vision. Five held (Y/N)’s hand in his before pulling her close, the two sharing a short kiss. It was all of the encouragement they needed, but also would’ve served as a goodbye just in case. They released each other and turned back to the stage.

Vanya looked to be the equivalent of a god. Her now white attire was complete with her same-colored violin and bow. She radiated energy all around her, the same energy that would be released upon the earth if not stopped.

“NOW!” Luther screamed. The five of them charged forwards, hopping on stage. As if she had planned for this, Vanya swiped her bow and sent yet another rush of energy forward. (Y/N) was the only one to dodge, the boys not so lucky. She stared up in horror at the sight of them suspended in air by what looked to be energy tentacles, connected by the glow in Vanya’s body. The girl’s head snapped to her sister, not wasting another second to lunge for her. Vanya caught sight quickly and reached her arm forward, her hand catching (Y/N)’s throat. She gasped and clawed at her wrist, eyes bulging.

Vanya’s piercing white stare bore into her sister's eyes, (Y/N) not sure exactly what emotion was behind it, but she could detect some sort of resentment. The girl choked around the hand squeezing her throat as tears fell down her cheeks. “Vanya,” She gasped. “I’m sorry… I’m s-s-so so-sorry… Ple-Please.”

But Vanya didn’t care for her apology. Instead, she threw her sister onto the stage, the back of her head colliding with the surface below her. She cried out in pain and tried to sit up, but Vanya swung her bow at her, the girl not reacting fast enough and being struck across the face. Terrified, she began scooting back. Vanya raised her bow again and struck (Y/N) over and over, not giving the girl even a moment to regain her strength. (Y/N) cried as her shaking limbs willed her to stand, her tears mixing in with the blood that leaked from her brand new wounds. “V-Vanya…” She whispered, turning to her sister. Before she could even register what happened, another blast of energy sent her flying back into the chairs of the orchestra. Her head smacked violently against one of the stands and that’s when she began to blink out of consciousness. Black spots clouded her vision before she let her eyelids droop closed.

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“See? You’ve got it! Look at you!”

“I actually really like it!”

“This is now our official handshake, Vanya. Don’t teach it to anyone else.”

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“(Y/N)! (Y/N), please wake up!” The girl felt a hand gently hitting her face. She hissed in pain when it came into contact with one of her fresh wounds. Creaking her eyes open, she was met with the most beautiful view. Five, while disheveled and worried out of his mind, hovered over her in all of his glory. She choked out a sob and reached up to his face, caressing his cheek in her hand. He sighed out and turned his face to kiss her palm. “I thought I lost you…”

“Can’t get rid of me that easy, bub.” She weakly grinned. Shaking his head, he carefully pulled her up to her feet, assisting her in walking to their siblings. They all perked up at the sight of (Y/N) and asked all at once if she was okay. She only nodded as her gaze glued itself to Vanya. She was unconscious in Allison’s arms, her clothes still white. She stiffened when her hand reached up and felt the cuts from Vanya’s bow.

“Is she okay?” Luther asked Allison once they brought their attention back to Vanya. Allison checked her pulse and whispered out a ‘yeah’. “She is? Yeah?” He nodded. With that confirmation, (Y/N) sighed out in relief and brought Five into a hug. He hugged back tightly, his hand reaching up to gently stroke the back of her head, careful of the wound.

“We did it. We saved the world.” Luther breathed. But the two teenagers weren’t focused on his words. They pulled apart just enough to bring each other into a loving kiss. Her hands ran through his hair as their lips moved in sync, tears spilling down her cheeks. There were too many close calls, too many ‘safe’s for her to not be clutching at the fabric of his jacket, for him to not be practically crushing her into him. Both were nearly killed just minutes ago, so there was no reason for them not to be desperate in their kiss. The rest would simply have to sit and be uncomfortable with it.

Their moment only lasted for about half a minute more, for Klaus’s uncertain voice grabbed their attention, “Uh… guys? You see that big moon rock coming towards us?” He asked. The two pulled apart and looked up at the opening created when Vanya blasted the glass out of the ceiling. There was, in fact, a fiery hunk of a moon rock barreling towards them.

“That’s not good.” Luther whispered.

“So this is it, huh? So much for… saving the world…”

“If only Sir Reginald could see us right now, huh?” Diego muttered. “The Umbrella Academy. A total failure.”

Michael… Jada… Those two names were all that swarmed (Y/N)’s thoughts as she tuned out everything around her. I have time. I-I can get to Mom’s and be with them. I can take Five, he can blink us there! We’ll all be together-

“This doesn’t have to be the end.” Five turned back to his siblings.

“What do you mean?” She joined his side.

“I think I have a way outta here. But you gotta trust me on this.”

Immediately, everyone refused and turned away, but (Y/N) was not so dismissive. “I don’t know about you idiots, but I’m not exactly looking forward to being vaporized by a moon rock! You know I trust you, Five.” She gripped his hand in hers. He could have kissed her again if only it’d been appropriate.

“What’s your idea, then?” Diego turned back to them.

“We use my ability to time travel. But this time, I’ll take you with me.”

“You can do that?”

“I don’t know. I’ve never tried it before. Well, I… not with a real person, at least.”

“What’s the worst that can happen?” Diego looked to everyone. (Y/N) snapped her fingers to get his attention before motioning between her and Five. Everyone seemed to get the answer and shrugged. “Oh, what the hell? I’m in.”

“Yeah, whatever. I’m in.”

“Me, too. Allison?”

The woman’s nod was answer enough. Luther looked towards Klaus. “What about Ben?” He asked. Klaus turned back from the empty space he was talking to.

“Great, yeah, he’s in.”

Five nodded and walked him and (Y/N) closer to Allison. “Okay, great. Luther, grab Vanya.” He commanded. Luther rushed over and picked up his sister in his arms.

“Wait, should we be taking her?” He asked as they all formed a circle. “I mean, if she’s the cause of the apocalypse. Isn’t that like taking the bomb with us?”

“The apocalypse will always happen and Vanya will always be the cause… unless we take her with us and fix her.”

With that, everyone grabbed hands, (Y/N) in between Diego and Five. They all stared skyward as Five summoned a portal. His face scrunched up in concentration as the same electricity crackled and a blue light shone above them. As the portal grew, Five let out a yell. The crackling increased as Luther shouted out how it was working.

“Hold on! This could get messy!” Five shouted. (Y/N) looked around and almost gasped at the sight of all of her siblings now in their thirteen-year-old bodies. Even Vanya. Though none seemed to notice, too focused on Five’s portal. His hold on her hand tightened just before they were teleported away.

(Y/N) couldn’t tell how long she’d been floating around, but to her it felt like seconds. Seconds before she felt the grips on her hands disappear. She felt the force that teleported her drop her from its grasp, sending her falling from the sky. Her back crashed against some sort of surface she didn’t have time to detect, for she bounced off of it and landed on the ground. Groaning in pain, she lifted herself to her feet and glanced up at the sky.

“Five! Allison!” She called out before the portal above her closed. From her peripheral, she saw some sort of flash, but she was focused on not spiraling into a panic attack. Turning all around, she noticed she was in a dark alleyway, and what she bounced off of was a dumpster. She gingerly rubbed her lower back before turning to the opening, her face dropping at the sight before her.

When the hell am I?

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[trulymadlysydney]

Hi long anon here lol I’m sending this lil bit of thing that I had wrote but got stuck on. But it’s Soft and figured I’d just send it.

Harry’s been busy with his tour, and you’d been busy with your job but the stars and schedules aligned and you’re both in the same city. You’re both not quite sure what you two are, definitely steps above friends with benefits at this point, but you’re both scared of labeling this thing you have for fear of ruining it. But what you do know is that you’ve missed him, so fucking much. You’re not proud to admit it, but you’ve drunkenly called him one night, crying in your bed, telling him that you miss waking up in the middle of the night from a dream, and feeling him next to you and hearing his even breaths, helping to lull you back to sleep. And Harry, was a little overwhelmed, not because he was shocked by your admission, but because it genuinely hurt him to hear you be so vulnerable. So he did the best thing that he could, stayed on the phone with you all night. Talking about anything, telling you that he misses you too, probably more than you miss him (you drunkenly gasp, “no you don’t” and he laughs at that assuring you that he does.) making sure you were doing okay. And he didn’t hang the phone up once he heard your slight snores (made him smile) just in case you’d wake up from a dream, his AirPods in as he went about his post show routine, finally settling in bed himself with his phone nearby. When you woke up the next morning, groaning with the beginnings of a hangover headache behind your temple, you could hear rhythmic breathing coming from somewhere and once you located the source and saw “H” call screen, and the incredible amount of call time, gasped and immediately hung up the phone as snippets of memories from last night came rushing back making your head throb as you tried to piece together what you said. You threw a pillow over your head as you remembered embarrassing drunk sobs, but couldn’t remember exactly what you said to Harry, but despite that, you were also so endeared by the fact that Harry didn’t hang up when you fell asleep. You decided to text him a simple “sorry if I weirded you out or kept you up last night. but thank you for staying up with me. I really appreciated that. ❤️” figuring Harry would see it in a few hours once he woke up. Your nerves setting in as you awaited what he would say or think.

OH MY GOD NO BECAUSE HE WOULD BE SUCH AN ANGEL ABOUT IT!! He would never let you feel silly or beat yourself up for it and honestly, it would be one of his favorite memories-- except for the part where you were sad. Like he'd be SO lovely and sweet and I think he'd slowly try to make it a thing where you fall asleep on the phone together more often :(

[cuverale]

as it was - t.c

face claim: lily-rose depp

a/n: pls don’t think i hate taylor i adore her 🥹

Part 2 here | Part 3 here

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enews looks like our couple is having happy time on their vacation 😍 Let us know what you think in comments!

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timotheefan3 he should’ve been with taylor tho

timmyfan07 agreed!

randomuser yesss she is such a boyfriend stealer

ynfan59 she did nothing wrong u psycho

user47394 this should be taytay! They are end game periodt

ynmybaby lol nope.

taylorfan28 I don’t even know what he sees in her, like no beauty no talent NOTHING

ynfan2 stfu and leave y/n alone

timmyandtaylorr they’re right tho

timmytimmy parents 😍😍😍😍

ynsbabygirl i’m glad there is still persons like you tbh

timmytimmy we’re in this together sis! I love them. And timmy is obviously so in love with her 🥰

tayrussell my babes❤️❤️

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timotheefan13 girl nooo 😭😭😭😭

tayfan95 she stole ur man babe don’t say that

ynfan20 cuties 💖

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tchalamet ma meilleure moitié, before I made this post I called your mom and dad, and thanked them for bringing you to this life (I literally said “thank you for making her” because I was excited and I embarrassed myself but we won’t talk about that) thank you for making me a better man and giving me all the happiness I could ask for. You bring my life the light and colors I needed. And I can’t thank you enough for that. Keep shining my baby. I love you more than life itself. Happy birthday angel girl ♥️

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timotheefan74 he calls her ‘my better half’ AAAHHH 😩💖✨

yourusername this made me cry 🥹

tchalamet from happiness i hope?

timotheefan10 lol bitch cry more

randomuser hahah yes i get so happy when you’re sad

yourusername je t’aime je t’aime je t’aime 🖤

tchalamet je t’aime aussi

yourusername my mom said she never heard something like this before and laughed

tchalamet i can’t look her face rn oh god 😭

zendaya HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEEN!!

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user2947 lol queen of what????

username107 stealing 😂

randomuser48 bro seriously leave her alone it’s her birthday for god’s sake

user183 thank you for reminding us today is cursed 😔🙏🏻

ynmybaby HAPPY BDAY MY BABY! DON’T LISTEN WHAT THEY SAY ABT U WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH 💖💖💖💖

ynfan229 YESSSSS

randomuser19 talk for urself

ynsbabygirl fuck off then

timmyfan29 STAN QUEEN Y/N 🤍

randomuser0 she should’ve never born

user924 ugh 😒

username59374 make this day even better and kill urself y/n 😍

ynfan49 get help seriously

yourdadsinstagram I’ll admit that I was shocked when you called us but I’m glad really. Thank you for making my girl happy Timothèe.

tchalamet that’s why I’m here for sir 🫡

florencepugh Happy Birthday Y/n!!!!!

kendalljenner cutiesss 🥺

hulu her smile is the best thing 🥹

tayrussell Happy Birthday bestie i love you soooo much 😘

ynfan27 some comments even made me cry i hope y/n doesn’t feel sad abt this. It’s impossible tho

timmyfan1 i agree!! She doesn’t deserve this hate

username593 yes she does 😍

timotheefan49 you need help dude stop

timmytim19 the caption is too cute i can’t 😭🤧❤️

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tchalamet 🤯🤯🤯

chanel loved this look 🖤

taylorswift my girl🤍

tayrussell you look amazing!!!

hulu angel 🤎

ynmybaby OH MY GOD ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

pauline.chalamet hottest girl alive

florencepugh hot mamma 🔥

nicoleflender angel girl 💖

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ynandtimotheeupdates the way they look at each other 😩🥹

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timotheefan105 oh he is so in love with her

bonesandallfannn no he isn’t

user2943 god i’m so sick of them

ynhater break up with her already

randomuser42 dump her timmy boyy

randomuser204 i can’t even stand her ugly face

user5947438 🤢🤢

ynsbabygirl can y’all stop like wtf is wrong with you guys? Timothée and Taylor are just friends, they said that like million times already. Stop this shit, Y/n did nothing wrong she doesn’t deserve this hate she is getting.

user28472 yuck

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enews According to a close source, Timothèe Chalamet and Y/N L/N called it quits. They said it is because of the hate she gets and that makes her depressed and they can’t have a healthy relationship together. We are sorry for them.

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timotheefan593 nooooooo 😭

randomuser483 god finally!!!!!!

ynmybaby i just hope y/n is ok.

timotheefan59 now get your queen taylor timmy

timmytimmy wtf is wrong with you

ynandtimmyy she deleted all their pic and unfollowed him 😔

ynsbabygirl but timmy still didn’t deleted the pics

timotheefan473 and he still follows her (he only follows her 😭)

taylorfan482 now he can be with Taylor!!!

tayrussell this is getting ridiculous. Timothée and I are friends and we are ONLY friends. You guys are sick. Y/n didn’t deserve that. And let me tell you something I was their matchmaker and I was proud. You guys need a therapist.

timotheefan583 I saw him at a cafe and he looked so damn sad 😔

ynfan63 I saw the paparazzi pics and god he looks devastated

timotheefan0 hope u guys happy now

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[astroyongie]

Could you please do 127 as brothers like you did with dream?

Note : sorry for taking so long ! Hope you enjoy it ❤️❤️ also for this I made him as older brothers !

NCT 127 As Brothers :

Taeil:

The kind of brother that will pretend that you don’t exist

“You were adopted anyway”

Despite the teasing he loves you a lot and you can always count on him

Would sing to you when you were smaller and you were afraid of the dark

Has once caught up in a beating with Bullies for protecting you

He will steal roll his eyes when you being annoying tho

Doesn’t follow you back in any social media because “I’ve a reputation”

Still, a lot of laughs and internal jokes between you two

You guys also fight for who has the right to be in the front seat of the car

Lots of arguments about food

There’s the “no sharing what I found” rule

Johnny:

Please you would be so embarrassed

The type of brother that brags into your bedroom when you have your friends over

That will sit down and steal your friends, specially if they are girls

Probably has already told secrets about you to others

Will drive you everywhere

But okay a lot of laughs and internal jokes

You guys send each other memes

Johnny would be the type of brother to ask you to like his tweets

All of your boyfriends/girlfriends would be intimidated by him

Wants to have matching tattoos

You steal his clothes and he won’t say anything about it

But won’t complain if he steals your skin care products

Will always blast loud music to annoy you

Also ? You never won a fight against him, never

Taeyong:

What a sweetheart

He will clean your room without you need to ask but he would complain not understand how you can be so messy

A very protective brother get would be more into warnings that actual action

Calls you a lot when you guys are apart so he can have news about family

You guys fight for Ruby’s attention

You once killed one of his cactus

A very close relationship

Taeyong has tones of pictures of you on his phone

Loves you a lot and he will voice it whenever he can

Won’t like when you get too close to guys, for him you will always be too baby

Loves to go shopping with you and just have quality time with you

Already lied to his parents to save you up

Would bore you money whenever you need it

Yuta:

AHAHAHAHAHA brother

Like you can’t date my dear

Yuta wouldn’t have it

Annoying protective brother

Throws you his dirty Laundry to shut you up

You definitely have a love hate relationship with brother Yuta

He can be super chill and pleasant where you guys are just bad mouthing aunts or he can be super rude to the point you want to punch him

Steals your rings and then pretends they were never yours to begin with

When he is in a good mood he will let you do his hair

Long night talks for sure. Sometimes you guys just need to talk it out . He would listen and care

Would beat the crap out of anyone that even tries to harm you

Calls you only to ask for favours

He would give his kidney for you tho

Doyoung:

The strick brother to be honest

That just because he loves you and he doesn’t want anything to happen to you

Yet Doyoung definitely would become very annoying sometimes

He would be like a second dad

Always eyes your friends/partners as if they were some disgusting creatures of the underworld

However he would always give you the best advices

Would sigh when he heard you cry in your bedroom. Would proceed to get in, and comfort you after saying “I told you so”

Stalks your social profile but won’t ever admit it

Will tell the family during social gatherings that he is the smart brother

Definitely already has blackmailed you just to get thing his way

Won’t mind the accompanying you when you go outside

Or even pick you up after parties

He might be annoying but he cares a lot

Jaehyun:

The brother that everyone thinks is your boyfriend

Jaehyun wouldn’t be too annoying not also not too present

You guys would have a good relationship

Very sticks rules in the house, like KNOCKING

Won’t mind if you steal his clothes as long as you ask first

Gets annoyed when you try to argue with him about stuff

Family gathering always make you both competitive to be the best kid

Bathroom fights

You have that girls want to be your friend just to get close to him

You guys also solve a lot of problems by rock paper scissor

Wouldn’t mind your partners but will make them know they better not hurt you

You once bargued into his room without knocking. You regret until today

Jungwoo:

Another annoying brother

Will come to you Saying a new joke and you will have to pretend it’s funny not to hurt his feelings

Very susceptible

Will always demand for hugs and cuddles

You probably already caught him trying out your clothes

You guys make evil packs together to get rid of awful rules your parents made

Despite being annoying you guys will protect each other and support each other during family arguments

Calls you a lot to make sure you are okay

You guys have things very clear habits, like watching a movie together every Saturday night

He has once forgot to pick you up at a party

Lies to you so you won’t ask for favours

Mischavious, always is able to get what he wants from you

Mark:

The cutest come at me

Like all the laughs you would have with him eye-

You guys send each other memes and jokes on twitter

Comes to you for advices when it comes to love

Will sing and play his guitare when you are stressed

You guys probably have the same hoodies

Your friends love him

When kids your parents made you both wear the same clothing

You would share everything, egoism isn’t part of your brotherhood

Will always be proud to say that you are his sister

Would huff in annoyance when you persist on going out with him

You guys would be very comfortable around each other there’s no awkwardness

Haechan:

But who wants to have him like a brother honestly 😭

He would be so annoying yet so lovable ITS EVEN MORE ANNOYING

Like Hyuck would annoy the hell out of you and then come back giggling and throwing finger hearts

Like no bro you mad

Anyway, lots of fighting over the PlayStation

And over the remote for the tv of course

He either says you look amazing or like shit there’s no in between

Once you woke up and left your room and he screamed scaring you. When you asked what was wrong he said your face

Sends you ton of texts when bored

Loves to squat in your room and touch your things

Probably already has read your diary

A lot of cute pictures together

Loves to cuddle you before saying eww

Is probably the reason why you still single