#even if this made me sad omg
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bf dreamies misunderstanding and thinking reader cheated on them, is mean to reader. then when they find out the truth they grovel for reader's forgiveness (if its too long for all the members can u make it for either jeno or jisung pls, but doing it for all the members would be appreciated)
angst is my SPECIALTY!! thank u anon
(gn!reader. warning for the obvious, cursing, cheating, angst, all that jazz. sfw!)
mark
renjun
jeno
haechan
jaemin
chenle
jisung
#nct dream x you#nct dream texts#nct dream x reader#nct dream imagines#mark lee x reader#huang renjun x reader#lee jeno x reader#lee haechan x reader#na jaemin x reader#zhong chenle x reader#park jisung x reader#im good at angst guys#i thikn#i like it at least#even if this made me sad omg#ok anyway enjoy#ty for all the reqs im having sm fun ^^
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lochlan really doesn't have it easy like... he does what piper wants, she tells him she loves him so he thinks that that's it, he's finally doing things the right way. he's gonna stay to be with the person that loves him AND because he found purpose in what buddhism is preaching just for her to... reject him. he must feel like he's unlovable, it hurts.
#idk exactly why piper reacted that way#if it's bc lochy saying this made her realize it's actually a big deal and she doesn’t want that (talk to me abt a reality check shirt lol)#or if its bc even if she loves her family; she's trying so hard to escape her life as she knows it and lochy staying would be like a “stain”#if that makes sense#anyway it's just sad omg#put me in the show so i can give my boy some love#lochlan ratliff#piper ratliff#the white lotus#twl
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Dazai-POSE🎶 | BSD 122
#✨lot of pretty boys lot of funny business✨🎶#-me reading bsd🌝#I put this to 15 Minutes by Sabrina Carpenter on insta mehehhe#phantom-Dazai was stressing Atsushi out but omg Dazai was just as pretty as ever😭😍#can’t even begin to unpack how sad & beautiful this chapter was !!!#no Fyodor or NIKOLAI❤️🩹 but my other faves ofc made up for it with the feeeels🥹💕🥲#cannot wait to see where the story is going rahhh !!🤠 I have so many theories✨#dazai#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#dazai fanart#osamu dazai fanart#dazai osamu fanart#bsd#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#bsd 122#bsd chapter 122#bsd ch 122#bsd manga#artists of tumblr#artists on tumblr#anime#atsushi#atsushi nakajima#nakajima atsushi#atsushi fanart
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I drew him being miserable (bcuz he’s a wet cat of a man) but felt bad. Gave him lollipop.
#tw blood#cw blood#it’s not blood it’s givanium but just in case#garten of banban#Garten of banban fanart#gobb#gobb fanart#he was born in a wet cardboard box all alone#and I adore him for that#he’s just Such a guy#am I the only one who’s actually kinda really sad about him#I’m listening to my sad playlist and thinking ‘omg this is Literally him’#he’s so ‘I bet on losing dogs’ by Mitski to me#do u think banban would like mitski. I think he would#idc if this is cringe#he’s SO sad. I have to make him worse#how to convey that I have to make him feel the Worst. even tho he’s my fav#love this creature. the bong bong#<- was gonna type something like that last tag but ig I’ve already made that joke.?#sorry for so many tags I just Love the tagging function#I can convey so many emotions in just one post with both Text and TAGS it’s the BEST#it’s late an I’m tired. need to sleep before I write more tags abt how I want banban to be sad
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just thought of stamps treatment of elendira again ..no .. NOO
#what the hell did she ever do to them#i saw a twt abt trigun stargaze (?) stamp s2 (?)#and how its 2 yrs after season one and i first got sad bc i was hoping for her og design revival#but then i remembered they made her a CHILD????#& not even that but the ?? what was it . changed her into a half plant prototype ?#canonical trans woman changed into child laboratory experiment like what compelled you to do that.why#no i cant even think ab it too much or i legitimately get upset HELPP#LIKE SHES ONE OF MY FVAORITE CHARACTERS EVER AND THEY RUINED WUITE LITERALLY EVERYTHING THAT I LOVED ABT HER#ugh.xAIHHGGHJHG#elendira#sometimes i wish . soo hard that i could j be normal and like things and have fun#but im such a stickler abt consistency w characters and stories such that any deviation makes me like .no#i cant deal w it HELPPP we need to adhere by character bibles again . we need to maintain the general chronological order of events#wlfwood characterization is a mess across the board and introducing late stage concepts / characters / plot devices early#just messes w the story in irreparable ways imo😭#yess ‘stamp was never meant to be max’ i get it .. but 98 accomplished what stmp couldnt#with 16% the published og materialHELP#all of this AND u made legato ugly as fuck LIKEE GIVE ME SOMETHINGG.? rem too omg..
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“Kajiyama?” “Fuuta.” Even a statue would be moving more than him, as Mikoto’s mouth hangs agape, staring unblinking at Kajiyama, his prior confessions all but forgotten. Mikoto is stuck isolated in a freeze-frame caught at the moment that word escaped his mouth, and even Kajiyama’s head has snapped up in shock, and he’s pretty sure neither of them are even breathing at this point because, surely, that’s not - “What?” Kajiyama is first to break their eye contact, turning away as he quietly mutters out, “My name. It’s my name, Kajiyama Fuuta.”
I've been going crazy over @lostxmelody 's assassin au, Parts of a Human ! Little tribute to a moment that made me actually gasp out loud (and promptly apologize to my sister for teasing her for the habit...)
(Lighter version but I think I like the first better)
#milgram#mikoto kayano#fuuta kajiyama#a few details are changed for composition purposed but OUGH that scene made me absolutely insane#i made fuuta smiling for the contrast but LMAO i love that he was as annoyed as usual even during such a meaningful/vulnerable confession#the physical closeness/trust/irony/unexpectedness of this scene just HIT - i hope i could do some of it justice#and yeah... i always make fun of my sister for gasping and saying things out loud while watching movies so i had to apologize 😅#tried something new with lighting this time - i hope it worked idk#i wanted to draw brown hair mikoto but he did dye his hair by this scene lol#and fuutas EARRING i wasnt expecting that OUGHHHH but i was sad i needed him facing the wrong way so you cant see it here#this chapter destroyed me omg
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ANON??? im pretty sure someone sent me an inbox today about jean x kevin x shawn but i can’t find it anymore and i think i might have accidentally deleted which KILLS ME bc i really wanted to take a look at it now omg this just ruined my day i hope anon knows i did not ignore them and will now forever think about your inbox :(((
#also for all the other inboxes i promise i’m not actually ignoring you#i wasn’t even gonna post ANYTHING today anymore but i felt so bad about accidentally losing the inbox :((#but i’m going through one of my worst depressive episodes since like lockdown rn#so i’m just trying to wait it out and be in a proper headspace before interacting w people SHSJDHDH#but now that im posting this i might as well post the next socmed part and immediately turn my phone off and sleep#so good night y’all sorry @ anon i swear i LOVED your inbox and it was the highlight of my day and actually made me feel better#(which is why i wanted to get back to it now sigh)#but ily i swear#SO SAD I LOST IT FR YOU DONT GET IT (if u even see this omg)
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girls i am down horrible
#if u guys remember the guy i have a crush on i was sad he never saw my stories but now he watches all of them even though he follows 2k ppl#last night we had a gala for our poli sci department and god made me so shy i couldn’t go talk to him despite many opportunities to do so!!#and he’s graduating this year and idk if i’ll ever see him again :(#i’m crashing out so badly i keep crying i might end up living with this regret the rest of my life omg i feel so sick#but i do have him on ig i could message him but that scares me#if anyone knows how to message a guy and be like hey i wish i talked to u last night and ur so so cute do you wanna go out .. then pls help#also what is it about having a crush that gives u the worst body dysmorphia of ur life bc i wanted to kms last night#but looking at the pics now i looked nice i totally could’ve approached him i’m going to kms fr</3
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happy birthday!!!! 🎉🎂🎈🎁
thank u so much mariam!! 🤗❣️❤️
#i finished in memoriam btw it was the first book where i wish it was 400 pages so it could go into detail about everything going on 😭#i was so relieved hayes n devi survived even if they were such minor characters. hayes hugging ellwood before their battle in somme had#such an impact on me even if it was a very small maybe inconsequential line.#wait omg realizing that roseveare did literally the day before the ceasefire made me so sad omg. he almost survived but he didn’t know that#so maybe that’s a small mercy. that he didn’t know#sorry i am typing out a lot n god i wish the book was Much longer so it could go into detail about elly n gaunt#n why was gaunt much calmer than ellwood when he was falling apart in the trenches?#pulling alice winn back by the shirt like get back here n Finish this book!!!!!#💌
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Can you believe Otto Hightower got kidnapped and ended up in the venomverse having a road trip with his second family???
#what can i say before i forget....#venom wants to make that man pregnant so bad.... “you would be a great father” yeah#eddie looking at couples and the only relationship he has is with venom like her ex fiancee doesn't even cross his mind ajdhakdhak#but who needs to be hanged for that end montage with that fuck ass song.... if it was tom hardys idea i can forgive him bc he looks corny#and i can see him enjoying it he has an age now..#also thia movie was practically made by him and kelly idkherlastname..... written by them both and directed by her...#she has been on ao3 i can tell#it was just like a venom eddie bucket list#the start was insufferable and whiever wrote that dialogue needs to step up bc jesus christ but yeah.... enjoyable past that#eddie on the ground laying on his arm with his hand reaching to venom dying whispering “no...” with his big juicy lips.... incredible#also let me be clear i do not care ablut the blonde scientist.... the other woman deserved the symbiote but hers died.... that was so sad#like thanks for saving my girl but she fought with that thing.... she gave it all....#omg is the blonde scientist a self insert......#well that will be all#thank you for reading my 0 notes post#watching venom 3#talking tag
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eunji as a character is so weird. if this is her personality and its been like this since before jihyun was in the picture. i wonder why jaewon even decided to date her?
was it another mask he put himself into because everyone around him decided that they were the "perfect" pair? she entertains the idea of this ultra feminine role that is present in society to jaewon only. she's clearly narcissistic and egotistical. she values herself as better because she's pretty and she's a senior. she commends jaewon and demeans him as she digs at his own choices by saying that she's glad he finally woke up, and chose her. (which is so weird because jaewon is so deadpan to her its sad)
eunji values jaewon because of what he represents. and how that will look good on her. not once did she seek to empathize with him in any way. i wonder if she was always like this? or if she slowly gained this sense of superiority as she grew up in the age hierarchy that's in their culture? i feel like jaewon did actually like her at one point in their relationship but its so mind-blowing to see the aftermath and try to picture them together and actually working out.
#the eighth sense#the eighth sense spoilers#i think eunji as a character is so annoying because its been done b4#they havent even dived into why they broke up i feel like it was set up 2 be a big thing?#and now its like... ?#also her kissing jaewon while he just stood there made me burst out laughing#hes literally 5secs away from breaking down n she thinks she can seduce the sadness out of him#hellooooo ??????#😭😭😭 its so sad 2 see like girl stand UP#rant#omg ill shut up now 😭☠️#i have a lot of thoughts man....
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I saw the most GORGEOUS girl today so probably gonna live off that high for the next week
#Shewassohotohmygodyoudontevenunderstand#i was trying so so hard not to stare at her when she walking by cause she was waitress at a mexican place while i waiting for my food so sh#was just trying to do her job and i didnt want her to notice and make her uncomfy#but omg it was so hard cause when she was in the room she was the only one in the room#she was so pretty and it just seemed so effortless#im genuinely so sad that i will never see her again i am not a eat in girly im a order in girly#so the fact that i was even in there today was a rare situation but i gotta find another reason to go there again cuz lord#and not to brag or anything buuuut i was there with my family and its not i was the one talking to them giving them the togo order#but she was one who brought our food out and she did hand the bags of food directly to me in the middle so im pretty sure she like me too s#or she was just handing it to the group and she wasnt really paying attention who she handed to cause she did turn her head when she did it#probably that one#oh and i fear i made waaaaayyy to much eye contact by pure accident i also accidently raised my chin at her#so she mightve picked up on my vibe but idk i want to say she was also making alot of eye contact with me but likely she was just bopping#around doing her job and just happened to catch my eyes a couple of times i mean it wasnt the biggest place but also not the smallest and#not busy at all so i can see why she would catch my eyes a couple times cuz i feel like if it was busy she wouldnt have time for her eyes t#wander you know#if you read all this i hate you this is my diary wtf are you doing here lol but can you tell im obsessed?#lgbtq#queer#birthday made tbh#Lgbtq+#gay#pride
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i love how kh games are just sometimes psychological horrors
#like#u forget it a little bit when playing bc its like haha disney and also like#the gameplay kind of breaks what the fuckness bc u got shit to do now#at least for me im like woah thats fucked up but i cant think too hard abt it bc im trying to finish the game#but its not until you like actively sit and think abt it or like even explaining it to someone else#where youre like god damn this is a tragedy and also a horror story#like fuck castle oblivion and all the horrors of com is like???#and then the prologue for kh2 is definitely a psychological horror#i see a lot of people praise sora and go aw hes so brave and strong when sora like#actively ignores literally anything bad that happens to him#like that one scene in neverland in kh1 where sora was like LITERALLY SO SAD AND UPSET ABT KAIRI#and then immediately does a u turn and is like omg i flew wait until i tell kairi :)#and some people are like aw hes being so brave and he has faith that kairi can come back and he can save her#and that made me so upset when i first saw that scene bc to me i was like immediately oh hes just repressing#or someone was even like what a good boy about him stabbing himself in the heart to save kairi#like yeah i love a self sacrifical 14 yr old#i guess cuz like. idk most stories that are like in the same genre as kh do make shit like this like a positive thing? like dont focus on th#the bad things stay positive and all that#and it works in those stories dont get me wrong i do like them and it works in the beginning of kh but like#then you notice that sora doesnt process literally anything#in the game that tells you repressing the negativity is a bad thing#like rikus whole story line staring you in the face and youre still saying sora being positive and Not Thinking about literally anything bad#is a good thing#and like i said it worked in the beginning! it worked as intended!! then weird and upsetting things started happening to sora and that shit#piles up!!!! and you can see it happen in real time and sora was cracking HARD in kh3 i dont think ive ever seen that kid so god damn sad#idk where i was going with this#oh yeah psychological horros#the parallels between data sora and real sora and the contrasts haunt me every day#michi tag
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officially finished awtwb a few days ago and after thinking on it for a bit i do have to appreciate the opportunity taken to make them both fucked up little guys that potentially make each other worse but are too connected at this point to go back
#like omg no wonder i was obsessed w them in sophomore yr. i too am fucked up and me and my gf made each other worse#by them i mean simon and baz if this wasnt clear#baz literally looking at simon and going god. hes so fucked up. gonna kiss him on my moms grave anyway. what are u even#it almost makes up for whatever the shitshow that wayward son was. like did we resolve that well enough??? not really#but it does add well to them making each other worse <3#also canon simon snow monsterfucker and ankle biter like i get it whatever#simon snow whimsical guy but also sad wet dog energy#thats all i have to say rn im waiting for my irl to catch up#if i make snowbaz art one last time its only because i never could my sophomore yr of hs. do not say a word#shut up liz#also im on 4 books for my 10 book goal on goodreads YIPEE
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last few hours in boston :(
#purrs#conference tag#we literally just got here and now we have to go 😭💔 i havent rly felt as enriched by this conference as i have in the past (though there’s#still 2 more sessions to go to incl the closing plenary and we’re getting lunch in the station before the train ride home) but ive walked#around so much and have spent time with people i love and some people i miss. and have been on adventures i have been looking forward to for#a rly long time though i am kinda bummed i never made it down to fanueil square. but… idk what happiness feels like anymore but maybe for me#it’s just absence of misery and despair. or contented ness. i have gotten a little triggered from time to time these last few days and ive b#been lonely in my hotel room but MAN it has been nice to not be miserable and suffering and to take walks and to not go to every session (ev#even though i do feel bad abt it like i missed 2 plenaries and an afternoon concurrent session which is more than i usually miss) and to#be in this city which feels so much like brighton and so uncity like in some ways. it’s so charming and omg i went to harvard and it was#NOTHING like what i imagined it to be / feel like.. just a quaint artsy quirky town. and the rest of the places ive been have been like that#too. and people LIVE here every day!!!!! there’s a big beautiful world here both above ground and below!!!! and im gonna be late to#breakfast but… i just feel nourished and healed in a way i wasn’t expecting to. I haven’t been this far away from home in 3+ years and#it’s just been really nice being somewhere else and going on adventures and seeing things surviving. i miss my grandparents a lot and im sad#to not be visiting them and to be unable to visit them now lol but it’s just rly nice and special being here. im goingto miss it so much and#im trying to savor every second. i wish we had one more day here and im a little sad to be going home lol#* what i meant when talking about happiness earlier is that i think… i have been happy these last few days. for the first time in a really#really long one. and that’s nice. it’s good to be happy again. and good to be here
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