#even if they aren’t dating and it’s just platonic I want what they have fr

[scarlet-streak-rambles]

Anime/Manga Writers: Why don’t the fans like the canon straight couple instead of the non-canon gay ships?

MC looking at their canon love interest: So pretty and fights good.

MC looking at their rival/best friend/partner: They’re like the sun, brilliantly blinding and all-consumingly powerful. There’s a deadly beauty and grace to every action they take. They’re the other half of me that I never thought could exist, the one person who pushes me to be my best self, and life without them would not be worth living. There’s nothing in this world that they could not accomplish and I am but a fool chasing after them in hopes of reaching their level. Even then, having them in front of me/by my side has pushed me to heights I never thought imaginable.

[420pogpills]

people can be so weird about calling others truthers or ‘serious dnf stans’ in a derogatory way… just because someone has a ship and like to believe that dnf are dating fr? 😭 whether someone just thinks it’s entirely a bit or if they are convinced dream and george and engaged - who exactly is getting their feelings hurt by either belief?? 😭😭

some people will act SO offended if you even insinuate that they are potentially a couple, almost as if they forget the fact that.. you are allowed to just continue on believing they’re not a couple? and others are allowed to believe ‘personally i think they are’.. like we aren’t out here presenting our opinions as though they are hard facts (if there are people who do, i am not talking about about them) so what is the problem with people choosing to believe what they want to believe - if at no point did the two people who make up the ship have ever stated they do not want people believing so..?

if you think dnf are entirely platonic buddies - good for you. if you think dnf are the most romantic love story ever written and you think they’re soulmates - also good for you. some people just need to learn to maybe not care so much about shit that could not be less relevant to their lives in any way if it tried to be 🙂

[cryspymf]

platonic cynonari hc cuz im a sucker for besties

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Being a platonic cynonari stan in a primarily romantic cynonari stan world is tough bruh

Idk if anyone agrees but I cannot imagine Tighnari having romantic feelings in general. Maybe it's me projecting a bit but i headcanon his view on romance is very aromantic but he doesn't even realize it (or care) himself. Now let's pretend I didn't whip half this paragraph outta my genshin headcanon doc,,, anyways-

Tighnari aro king because I said so (this is partially a joke pls I respect anyone's headcanons lol) He's the type to have those really strong platonic relationships like with Cyno. The type where people are like "Oh you guys are dating, right?" and Tighnari just be like "no we just besties fr" He loves Cyno so unconditionally in such a platonic sense to me. Fr will cuddle with his besties and be super affectionate but it's still very much so platonic. Again, he's like unaware of it though lol romantic thoughts don't even really cross his brain unless he's asked about them to which he'll literally say he hasn't really thought about it. I just can't see him having romantic feelings for some reason ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

And I know the majority of people ship him and Cyno so I once again want to establish that I have no beef with the ship and just don't ship them lol

I think Tighnari and Cyno are such platonic soulmates. They are attached at the hip and are literally with each other any time they aren’t busy. Tighnari isn’t one to take breaks (nor does he like the heat of the desert ofc) but Cyno will most definitely pause his duties (if it’s not detrimental) to stop by and say hi to Tighnari even if he’s just greeting him and leaving 2 seconds later. Even if all Cyno gets in response is a quick “hello” They are besties your honor

I had to get this out in the world because while I do not mind people who ship cynonari, whenever I see romantic content abt them there's a lil voice in the back of my head that's like "ayo where the platonic cynonari content at why r they kissing-"

And not to tarnish this post by bringing up Al Haitham (who I must establish that I dislike to the extent that I'd be ok if he never existed and was never introduced to the genshin plot :) so warning if you don't wanna hear me slander Al Haitham lol), while I don't see Al and Kaveh having a solid friendship like I do with Cynonari, I'm not a fan of Alkaveh (Kavetham? idk what the ship name is tbh) content either. Maybe it's the Al hater and Kaveh liker in me but Al Haitham don't deserve that love smh. That and I just can't see any romantic tension between the two it just seems like two roommates who genuinely don't get along lol I could honestly go on a whole tangent about my dislike for Al Haitham but i'm choosing to keep that in the dms with my friend, we r the #1 and #2 Al Haitham haters up in there lol

Summary, I like cyno and tighnari as besties and I hate al haitham, I don't think he deserves kaveh in general mhm ^^

edit like a month later lol; ive concluded i see cynonari as a queer platonic relationship mhm mhm i still hate al case closed

[boxdstars]

Oh I got this:

1. I’d rather read Seb’s mind, I want to pick apart his brain fr

2. Prof Fig. I feel like he’d be really normal and apologetic about it, Solomon probably gon call me a harlot or smth 💀💀

3. Solomon can watch so i can establish my white boy swag and stunt on him

4. I’ll look into their futures instead, I feel like i’d be too paranoid to see my own future and know what’s going to happen, but i’m nosy so i have no qualms with looking into others futures hahah

5. I think changing the past would make all the future problems irrelevant. Plus Anne is my girlie I gotta save her 🫂

6. Dom ftw

7. All men should be submissive, truly the hottest take the masses aren’t ready for

8. Sebastian can mald in the corner or smth, I’d date Ominis in a heartbeat.

9. If they hate me, atleast they remember me lmaooo, plus I ❤️ irritating men, they’ll come around fr

10. Sebastian is the GOAT i would never send that boy away, regardless of circumstance

11. this is EVIL. sebastian. only cause he’s my ride or die, the og homie.

12. I’ll sacrifice myself for Ominis, he’s the baby boy of all time

13. Id also sacrifice myself for Anne cause dear god the other option is FOUL. my girl deserves the world

14. As a lesbian, I see this as an absolute win! We can be cute and platonic and I don’t even have to deal with the sex, major dubs all around.

15. I’m curing Anne and grabbing Sebastian by the collar and forcing him to be my friend regardless. That mf is not getting rid of me anytime ever

BONUS Q’s

fuck/marry/kill (in that order)

Fuck Peeves(?) - i don’t think that’s how that works but i know it would be funny asf i bet he makes loony tunes noises, Marry Moony, Kill Solomon

Sebastian, Ominis, Garreth (soz garreth enjoyers)

Poppy, NATTY <333, Imelda (i love her i just could never kill the others)

Anne, NATTY (again), and then I kms because I’ll be damned if i kill Poppy

Garreth, Amit (the perfect husband tbh), Leander (sorry there’s only room for one ginger in this house)

Would you rather:

Sebastian x Ominis Edition ʕ •̀ω•́ ʔ✧

I just like interacting with you people, okay, enlighten me. Now, these are going to be a mixed bag — humour me. (Reblog with your answers!!!)

WOULD YOU RATHER:

Be able to read Sebastian's mind or be able to put visions into Ominis' head?

Be seen, naked, by Solomon or Professor Fig?

Have Solomon walk in on you having sex or you walk in on Solomon having sex?

Be able to see your own future or be able to see Sebastian/Ominis' future, but not your own?

Be able to change the future or the past? (Anne's curse, Ominis being traumatised or stopping Sebastian killing his uncle etc)

Be submissive or dominating?

Have Sebastian/Ominis be submissive or dominating?

Date Sebastian, but Ominis hates you for it or date Ominis, but Sebastian hates you for it

Have the boys hate you or have the boys have no idea who you are

Save Sebastian from Azkaban, but have to silence Ominis or agree with Ominis and have to silence a refusing Sebastian

Sebastian or Ominis (only can have one rip)

Sacrifice yourself for Ominis or have Sebastian sacrifice himself for you

Sacrifice yourself to save Anne or pretend you don't know how to cure her

Have Ominis despise you, but you get angry sex (only sex, never anything more) or have Ominis love you, but never have sex (no teasing, nothing)

Cure Anne, but Sebastian no longer needs you or don't cure Anne and Sebastian uses you as a replacement

Bonus Questions:

FUCK/MARRY/KILL —

Solomon, Moony, Peeves (LMAO)

Sebastian, Ominis, Garreth (RIP)

Poppy, Imelda, Natty (RIP)

Anne, Poppy, Natty (RIP)

Garreth, Amit, Leander (side eye)

I really don't know what this is but have fun with it, I'm truly curious lmao and I am so sorry. (not really LOL)

[lemonietrinket]

how dream would react to you getting the hiccups

genre: pure fluff, humour wordcount: 965 warnings: some foul language (1x s**t, 1x f**k) an: just soft fluff that i wrote when really tired oops. sorry for the sudden hiatus of sorts, i am starting to pick up studying again (hangeul & sociology) as well as cleaning the house since it makes them all so salty to trip over stuff all the time but then they never do anything about it. basically its going to take me a while to hit that balance between work & writing again so please bear with me gender neutral reader

~ all members below the cut ~

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mark

his immediate reaction would be to laugh at you

you would hiccup in between your words, and he would pause, stare at you with those puppy eyes and just 

“dude/babe was that a hiccup?!”

and then boom hes doing that contagious giggle he always does

especially if your hiccups aren’t the dainty little hic that the media portrays 

it’ll only get worse if you end up laughing with him bc how could you not or try to continue talking, only to be interrupted by your own hiccups

if they don’t go away quickly then he will likely offer you some water

but if you hiccup again while accepting it to the point that a small bit spills hes just going to laugh again

i’m sorry

he means well!

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renjun

he is much more sensible than mark

and yet still would find himself instantly chuckling at how your hiccup sent you stuttering

however he’ll stifle it as best he can, maybe covering his mouth as he does

immediately offers to get you a drink if one isn’t already at hand

if you’re dating he’ll give you his without a thought

if it doesn’t work he may just google what will help, finding a spoonful of sugar as a remedy, and will drag your ass into the kitchen if you refuse

will spoon feed you if your hiccups are getting more annoying than endearing and you don’t want to take the sugar

idk why you wouldnt but then again my sweet-tooth is insane

if you stop him before he finds that page, or if your hiccup doesn’t sound like you’re suffocating then he will try to power on through with you

then i think he would just treat as normal after a bit tbh he’s not as giggly with it 

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jeno

cue the samoyed smile!

ok but fr if you’re dating he’ll find it cute ok

may squish your cheeks if you let him

otherwise

yeah he’s going to zone out while you talk a bit, just listening for the hiccup and then the slight embarrassment that follows

you’re cute when you’re shy and slightly frustrated 

if you want to get rid of them tho and ask for some water then he’ll give you his drink if you’re dating or will straight up buy you one if you’re not bc he’s a good friend :))

where can i get a jeno 

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haechan

“it’s just disgusting how they think they can get away with that stuff all over again, the sick fu-IC-cks...”

oh boy he is going to tease you 

it’s a funny noise and the way it interrupted your rant mid curse word and just ruined all the passion you spoke with is just

it’s hilarious, tbh

i’m not saying he’ll impersonate the sound but he’ll give a good play of cuckoo bird, echoing your humiliating defeat

might coo a little bit too if you’re dating

“awww, have you got the wittle hiccupss yniee?! awww poor wittle—hey!”

steal his drink or his sweets to help and get your own back

trust me, he deserves it

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jaemin

is going to laugh at you 

but is going to find it endearing 

and unlike mark will help

will laugh straight out loud bc the hiccup was hardly dainty, and then immediately apologise and ask if you’re ok

that big charismatic smile is still very much on his lips tho throughout

will chuck his drink over if you’re dating or not

but will listen more intently if you’re dating, his smile brightening every time you hiccup and the blush/pout deepens as you continue to talk

“jaeminnn stop!”

“what! i’m not doing anything!”

“you’re laughing at me!”

“am not!”

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chenle

finds it strangely cute, how shy you get

and so will smile and giggle quite loudly and ask if you want some water

if you choose to power on through you’ll just find his grin blinding and him laughing every time you hiccup

if you accept the water and whine when it doesn’t work he’ll look up what will help, leading him to get sweets for you

best friends or dating he will steal that shit for you he doesn’t care

and anyway maybe the tension of breaking into his manager’s room will scare them out of you

he’s a good friend

and will attempt the scare tactic on you once, in probably a really obvious and ineffective way

but it’s cute so who cares

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jisung

a sweetheart

will immediately stifle his laughter as best he can but won’t make much of an effort to help 

until it dawns on him that scaring may work

i feel he has a devious streak, especially if you’re really close, so even when you show disdain that it won’t work

he will take it upon himself to make you jump for as long as it takes for the hiccups to go away

and if they last all day then

i’m so sorry boo

he’s adorable though, even if he is predictable

and on the off chance he does succeed in making you jump he will listen intently, even shushing you, to hear if the hiccups continue

and just by his luck that’ll be when they decide to stop and then you’re going to have a mildly smug best friend/boyfriend for the rest of the day

and boy he won’t let you forget it, in his own quieter way

“see? i saved you,” he would murmur, bumping your arm or putting an arm carefully round your waist

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an: woop there it is. i hope these arent too samey :(( i also wanted to write it as if for both romantic and platonic scenarios since there’s not enough platonic stuff on here and bc this is quite a general topic

masterlist

~ pls dont forget to offer comments on my work! they mean the world to me and really motivate me to work more :)) tysm! ~

[cottoncandyjester]

How would your Yandere Ocs react to Y/N enjoy having friends? They are not into having a romantic relationship but they enjoy giving out platonic affection to their friends. Platonic cuddles, kisses, and hugs.

Anyone ever have those moments where not writing feels weird and unnatural? That's my current mood so decided to write this ask at 7am lol

Warning this contains: talk of sex but nothing nsfw, toxic relationships, yandere behavior, manipulation, blackmail

Theodore

As your friend he urges you to not do that

His scolding feels more like a worried father

He shows you the logical side

"what if someone catches feelings when you do that? Wouldn't be good"

He just wants your kisses to himself

If you become affectionate with him he will love it

Honestly though jealously will set in quite fast

You're not his but you basically are

You just don't know it

His suggestions turn into a warning if you keep it up

After seeing you kiss other people for so long it won't be long until he's snatching you up

Taking you away from that situation the only way he knows how

He makes sure to manipulate you, after all theodore works hard to make sure you see him as the voice of reason

He's so smart and reasonable he's only trying to help you don't you see?

"they really said that?"

"I'm afraid so, but it's okay you have me"

Theodore smiled at you gently, his news about your friends hating you shocked you to the core but you were unsure if you were to believe such a thing after all that simply couldn't be true you had a close bind with them

"maybe I should talk with them, we can work it out or some-"

"you know that not the correct answer dear"

Theodore pulled you in for a hug a long sigh escaping him as he held you close, his voice whispering in your ear

" you know it's true, be logical now. The facts simply line up..all those times they told you that they were all going to hang out only to ditch you, or those moments or the fact that they start to whisper about you when you just aren't aware, I see all those things darling"

Theo was a snake, he was able to make you unsure about it all. Placing a small seed of doubt was all it took to ruin everything, of course he did the same little trick on your friends making sure they doubted your friendship as well.

In the end all those friends you adored for some reason stopped hanging around you, you did never understand why but that was okay cause theo stayed by your side no matter what cause..that's what friends are for

Hikaru

Oh honey

He knows this game all too well

Hell he's played it before

It's so easy to befriend your friends

Win them over and win you over as well

It's all in the plan

Of course he wants to slam your friends' heads into a brick wall for touching you but that's besides the point

Flashing around his debit card was all it took to win your friends over

Once they were his..he corrupted them

Spreading rumors and gossip is his favorite hobby

From fake dark secrets about you to gross remarks

It wasn't long until all your friends thought you were a little whore

They all stopped hanging out with you after that

You have no idea why

It honestly broke you

And now hikaru could break you even more

"what do you expect from greedy little bitches, [y/n]?"

Hikaru had to hold back a grin at the sight of you teary eyes about your friends telling you that they don't want to be around you anymore. All that hard work paid off and he was way too happy, you were all his now but this wasn't enough

You had to want him as much as he wanted you.

"honestly though, maybe we shouldn't be fr-"

"No! Please! You're my only friend left!"

Hikaru eyes you with a cold stare now walking closer and gently pushed you down to your knees

"beg for my friendship, after all you're gonna need allies. I think one of them posted a nasty tweet on Twitter and it's going around. But with my help I can definitely make sure you're safe"

Your eyes widened and you honestly had no choice, it was either have your whole friends and family think awful things about you or become his best friend

Hikaru wasn't too bad..right?

"p-please, be my friend hikaru..I need you"

Hikaru couldn't hide a grin anymore as he leaned down roughly grabbing your face forcing direct eye contact

"that's right, you need me. Without me you will be alone and you don't wanna be alone..right, [y/n]? So be a good little bitch and do exact what I say"

His threatening tone terrified you but it scared you more to think what will happen if you didn't do as you were told.

Axis

Goes straight to guilty tripping

He should get the most affection cause he's your bestest friend ever

He needs you!

Please treat him far more special than the rest of your friends

He becomes extremely clingy

He is always around you..like always

He doesn't really get along with your others friends quite as much

He isn't smart like the others

This blind bag of rocks thinks being a brat will solve it

It does annoy your friends and they complain about him to you

If you try to break your friendship off with him he will break down sobbing

Will say anything to prevent you from seeing him in a bad light

"w-what are you saying, [y/n]?"

"we can't be friends, you're scaring my other friends"

Axis felt shocked but quickly knew what to do, tears rolled down his face as he sniffled now playing the pitiful pathetic role. Seeing his heavy tears made your eyes soften and you stepped towards him unsure of what to do

"it's cause I'm blind isn't it? It's cause I'm not like them right?"

That single sentence sent you in for a loop and you were quickly comforting them male before you knew it

"nononono! That's not it I swear! They all said that you've been threatening them and that you being clingy with me is weird"

"lies lies lies! It's not true! I just wanted to be friends, why do they hate me [y/n]?"

Axis suddenly reached out clearly wanting you to grab him so you did and he wrapped his arms around you hugging you close

"h-how come they can be clingy with you but I can't? That's not fair..they hate me cause of my disability, people like that are the worst"

Seeing how fragile and vulnurable axis was made you bubble up with anger, how could your friends treat him so poorly? There was no way he was making threats towards them!

He was such a sweet guy and having him sob into your arms made you confirm that! Axis wasn't a danger to anyone and your friends were selfish and cruel..is what you believed

Axis sniffles softly now hiding a small smile as he hugged you close, his sweet [y/n] will be all his someday, so what does it matter if he told a few lies or spilled a few tears.

Prince

So that's how you wanna play?

Okay!

Of course he's jealous but he isn't going to have a bitch fit over it

He knows what to do

He proceeded to seduce and sleep with your entire friend group

Gender does matter

Sexuality doesn't matter

He somehow did it

Once he did that it was only natural for things to fall apart

Your friends liked him

Loved him

Wanted to screw him

And he used that to his advantage

Having them fight each other was just amazing

It didn't take much for jealously to kick in amongst your friends

A simple hand hold with one of your friends made the others very jealous

You were blissfully unaware

You didn't understand why your friends were so tense around another

Then they started to bad mouth each other to you

It was utter hell and chaos trying to keep the peace

Prince of course was there to comfort you every step of the way

"babe, some people are just toxic y'know?"

"y-yeah, but this came out of nowhere like we were all fine I have no idea what happened"

You sat with prince in his room he let you vent our your troubles and you needed that. All your other friends were fighting with each other every chance they get and you still don't know why

"what do you think, P?"

"ehh, I dunno? People are weird huh? Well whatever it is dont stick your nose in it or they will snap at you too"

"yeah, I should wait til this all blows over, it will be fine I mean we are all best friends"

Prince held back a chuckle as he watched you, you trusted him and he loved that. He leaned close planting a kiss to your cheek

"how about you spend the night yeah? We can just chill and eat food yeah? You definitely need that"

"yeah sounds good"

Checkmate. You were his.

Yuki

Okay..do it to him

Kiss him too

Hug him as well

When he sees you go to hug or kiss someone else he quickly stops it by distracting you

Whether it be tugging your shirt to get your attention or showing you a random video on his phone of a cute animal

He will distract your mind for that moment

He end up stealing all the kisses and love

Your lap is just perfect for sleeping

He does have to dispose of your friends though

After all you two were 'dating' and cheating isn't a good trait

He does it by intimidation

Blackmail does the trick nicely

Blackmailing all of them has scared them away

But that's okay cause yuki will take all their affection

"I think she blocked me, I'm not in the group chat anymore what about you?"

You spoke to the male who rested his head in your lap, you two were in your room relaxing and as always yuki had his head rested in your lap looking like he was about to fall asleep

His light grunt answered the question for you and you gave a long sigh, your fingers now running through his hair and he's a satisfied groan from him

Yuki was a quiet one but you liked that about him, he reminded you of a cat.

"guess I'll try again later, a nap sound good huh?"

Yuki turned to his side his face buried in your stomach now as he held you close nuzzling his face into you with a pleased him. He wasn't sure how long the blackmail would work but it was working that's all that mattered to him

"forget them...'m here"

His soft whisper shocked you but you grinned as you leaned down kissing your best friend on his cheek

"yeah I could always count on you huh?"

Of course you could, he was your future husband!

[sozotohakai]

meet the mun

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LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE - Name: Chris - Eye Color:  Brown - Hair Style/color: Varies, I tend to prefer mid-length hair, with layered cut style, and they’re naturally dark brown, I’ve dyed them with strands of copper or strands of auburn in the past, I’ve felt like letting them be just their natural colour but I’m pretty sure it’s possible I’ll dye them in one of those again in the future. - Height: 5′7 (170 cm) - Clothing style: Uh. That is a good question :’) Casual I guess, I love most jeans/tight pants that are either blue or black, I love my tops to be fitting though not too tight but I have various kind of tops I like (from tank top to short sleeved shirt to long sleeve ones), I do have a weakness for button up shirts though. Boots are also my faves kind of shoes. - Best physical feature: I guess, my overall figure?

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE - Your fears: I think my overall, big fear is the fear of physical pain, but it’s translate most in fear of drowning, of sharp objects pointed at me or near me in someone else’s hand, fear of heights, and fear of stingy insects. I think I do have a phobia of wasps and bees and the likes though, like, I used to be deathly afraid of every insects, even butterfly. I’m still a bit uneasy when anything insects gets close to me, but I only really fear afraid when I know it can sting (or if I don’t know if they can, like if I’m surprised by buzzing but can’t see it, or if I don’t know the insects). I tolerate bees? By that I mean I just freeze and repeat like a mantra it’ll die if it strings it won’t easily sting you. But wasps? Nah man, I’ll hide behind anyone I know or I flee. If you ever see me make a sudden, wide off-way from a straight line, you know I heard or saw a wasps or something insect-y. Like. At least you know i’m the best radar for them. At least, it is the fear of being stung by then, rather than of the insects themselves, so I’m okay with just seeing them and/or hearing them if they can’t access me. Although the sounds make me tense like BUZZING-oh its okay XD - Your guilty pleasure: I see a cat, I hope I can pet the cat, I won’t bother the cat but if there’s  cat and cat willing, I’ll pet cat. Same with dogs, though cats feel calmer so easier to be around. Also tbh food? I’m weak to good food, or just anything tasy enough for me, which is pretty much anything (that isnt overcooked or the very few tastes I wont like). - Ambitions for the future: In all honesty, being able to continue with the life i’ve created. Take care of mom, visit&see my brother every weekend, spend my way between writing and working on little things and my hobbies. I do wish to be able eventually to travel and meet my online friends (and/or welcome them here). And tbh I have zero wish to get known, if I get some fanbase and just enough to contribute at home, i’ll be the happiest. The only real dream for future I have is a shared one, mom and my bro (and I) kind of hope we’ll one day be able to live in a house together, either those houses that can be split in smaller houses (like three small flats making up a bigger house), or simply that it has enough rooms for each of us to have a personal space.

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS - Your first thoughts waking up: Vary, half the time it can be some leftover dreams so it’s like, finishing a thought from a dream (including at times literally thinking oh i’m dreaming ohhhh i’m waking up), sometimes it’ll be the slow realization of a sound, most often there’s also hearing if mom is awake (or not). Then I can daydream a bit. - What you think about before bed: Most often, daydreaming to sleep.

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER? - Single or group dates: Not sure tbh, I guess both depending on people and context? - To be loved or respected:  Respect. You can love without respect; but respect is a form of love in itself. Like I’d honestly much prefer someone who respect me but doesn’t feel much of anything, that someone who “loves” me but doesn’t have respect. Of course, if I’m loved and respected, that’s the best. - Beauty or brains: Either one or both. I honestly see people as whole, so I can see “details”, but I also see the whole. Probably both is the most correct reply, though beauty has a bit less impact on me than brains, but beauty is subjective so. - Dogs or cats: Both, though I do have a preference for cats, cat-energy is like... calm. I mean they can be no calm at all, but their overall energy feel calmer than dogs. But I love both.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU. - Lie: I myself tend to be truthful, although I can also simply omit truths if voicing them has no real impact or need, mostly it’s like, if something doesnt feel important to share, I wouldn’t really think of it, but if asked or if the subject comes to it, it might pop into my head. So basically I don’t lie (unless I’d have a pretty good reason life safety), I’d mind my words with hurtful truth (if they have to be voiced), and I don’t really care if i’m lied to, as long as it’s not malicious. - Believe in yourself: I think? I’m secure in myself now, so yeah I guess there’s this implicit confidence I know myself enough. Like I can have insecurities, but I guess I believe in myself to handle it so. - Believe in love: I do, I believe in all forms of love, including at first sight, though I also believe it needs work to remain love, and the loves that don’t have a real label (like, there’s romantic, platonic, queerplatonic, and then those loves you can’t really place as any of the three but could be any of the three). And I believe friendship love and family love are just as strong as others, but I kind of believe more in family of the heart than of blood? And that its basically luck when you have a heart’s family that’s also blood family. Like they are part of your heart family, and the fact you’re blood related is just a secondary detail. - Want someone: I do feel like it would be nice to have a partner (or partners, I’m neutral about exclusivity), but I’m going out of my way to look for one. That’s why I also feel like if I ever have someone, it’ll be a friend, someone I know and we think okay we could be partners too. I’m not ruling out meeting someone that gets me doki-doki but yeah, I’d still want to know them better first. I easily crush, but I don’t easily fall (and I easily friendship crush too and confused crush sooOOO).

LAYER SIX: EVER? - Been on stage: Not really? Presentation yes, but nothing else. I mean one time a presentation took the form of a small sketch but. Yeah no real stage. - Done drugs: No. - Changed who you were to fit in: I don’t think so? I adapt, but that’s part of myself. But I don’t change the other parts? Like I’m quiet naturally, I can become chatty about cetain things (especially if I feel comfortable, which is harder in person), and I’m not going to shut up nor am I going to speak up if I don’t want to. If I can see people aren’t listening, i’m also not going to bother trying. The same kind of logic is applied to anything, I can notice what works and doesn’t work in a given setting, but I only adjust if I want to and if it’s not going against who I am.

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES - Favorite color: Blue, green, silver, gold, white, black. - Favorite animal: Foxes, cats, felines&canines in general, horses. I also blame WWX and LWJ from making me coo harder at bunnies now. EDIT: Yo I’m an idiot whose brain didn’t work, but I actuall love wolves as much as foxes, they need to be properly mentioned and I dont know why I forgot :’D - Favorite movie: I can’t say I have faves in movies? There are movies I enjoyed, but none I consider faves, unlike animes/mangas or games. - Favorite game: Tales of Symphonia, Fire Emblem Path of Radiance, Skyrim, Tales of Vesperia, Breath of the WIld, Pokemon games (X/Y so far my favourite with weakness for FR/LG).

LAYER EIGHT: AGE - Day your next birthday will be: July, 2nd - How old will you be: 27 (I still mind-freeze because part of me still feel like I’m, what, 24? Not quite anymore at the 20/21 stage, but not really past my mid-twenties) - Does age matter: Not really, it’s people personality and their ability to handle the world, as well as how they interact with it. In a sense, its the age you feel like that matters more, but to yourself. Like yeah you can care about the number ages of people around you, but its how they are and feel and act that end up mattering more.

[samingtonwilson]

Marriage Material - Part 2 - Jim Kirk

Part 1

Summary: in this chapter, you make your first decision as a married couple.

Warnings: language

A/N: good god.

A pulsating pain seemed to expand and contract your skull uncomfortably, your limbs tired, sore, and wrapped in something much warmer than the clothes you could vaguely recall wearing just the night before. You twisted in the bed, pulling a cloud-like white comforter around your body tightly.

You almost moaned at the plushness of the mattress— it was softer than you remembered it being every other night for the previous week. Your pillow even smelled different— saturated with the scent of tea tree shampoo, icy peppermint, and refreshing citrus. You inhaled it deeply, exhaling a sighed breath.

You opened your eyes halfway, using your hand to shield your aching forehead from the light pouring in from windows that were actually larger than you thought they were. Your eyebrows came together at that, sending another wave of discomfort across the crown of your head.

You opened your eyes wider when you noticed the size and lack of cleanliness of the boots strewn before the windows and closet. You then noticed the watch on the nightstand, the wallet beside it— you could have screamed when you recognized both.

You were suddenly overwhelmingly aware of the weight over your waist, the warmth so close to you that you thought you might burn. A wave of nausea washed over you and made you shut your eyes when you perceived the light blue sweater you wore.

You turned slowly after a few deep breaths. You tried to prepare yourself for what you might see, what you knew you would see.

His eyes were open when you faced him. The blue matched your sweater— or, rather, his sweater that you were wearing. That blue could have consumed you entirely as he watched you cautiously, as if you’d disappear into thin air if he moved even a little, if he touched you even with feathery lightness, if he acknowledged you being there with something other than his stagnant gaze.

You took a breath and glanced at his bare chest. It was so, so bare and so, so close to you. Your thoughts were an endless train of “No’s” and your gut twisted.

You wouldn’t forget sleeping with him. It was Jim, after all! It wasn’t a casual one night stand, it wasn’t a cheap hook-up. It was Jim.

It was Jim. You could have vomited.

He just watched you. He watched as your features changed from worried, to shocked, to mortified. He watched as you scowled, he watched as your lips fell open. Of course, he’d gone through a similar progression— but he was considerate enough not to go through it in front of you. “S’real rude.”

You closed your mouth immediately and shook your head with shut eyes. “Sorry, I’m sorry.”

“No need to be sorry, you weren’t bad.”

You slapped your hand against his chest when he laughed to himself. “Jim!” you shouted opening your eyes and laughing humorlessly. “It’s not funny! We couldn’t have— I mean, we didn’t— I think I’d remember—”

“I don’t think we did,” he interjected, unable to stop his fingers from reaching out to touch and trace your jaw. “I’m still wearing jeans and underwear. Besides, you’d remember if we had sex.”

You made a face of disgust despite yourself. “No clichés please. The last thing I remember is ordering a milkshake that tasted like bottled chocolate syrup.”

He hummed, glancing at the hand that was beside your jaw, a glint upon the third finger catching his attention. His throat ran dry.

You turned onto your back, your left hand reaching up to comb through your hair. Something on your third finger shone at him as well. It was his turn to almost vomit.

You looked at him, narrowing your eyes at his stare. “What?”

“Have you—” he cleared his throat. “You’ve always worn a ring, right?”

“A ring?” you asked, shaking your head as you lifted your hands to your neutral line of vision. “Why would I wear a— What the fuck is this?”

You might have screamed but Jim’s lack of movement and shock made you realize it was in your head, that the shock hadn’t found your mouth.

You reached for his left hand and held it in front of you, tilting your head. You held your own left hand adjacent to his, you compared the nearly identical rings. “Please tell me they’re, like, best friend rings from one of those stores that have purple walls and charge, like, a dime to pierce ears.”

“What makes you think you’re my best fr—” he clicked his tongue and shook his head before you could reprimand him. “This isn’t the time for that.”

You sat up, pulling on his arm so he would sit up beside you. You stared at your hand. All of it only pointed to one thing— the planet upon which you sat, the recollection you had of telling Jim about Uhura and Spock’s plans, the vague soundbite you could hear of your voice saying “Zoroastrian.” “Can you say it? I think I’ll throw-up if I say it.”

“I think we—” he trailed off, taking a deep breath. “I think we— We, uh, we— I think we got married.”

“We didn’t get married,” you said quickly, shaking your head. “We couldn’t have gotten married! My brother’s supposed to be my maid of honor— we had a deal. I was best man at his wedding, he owed me one.”

“That’s the only reason we couldn’t have gotten married?” he asked as you climbed out of the bed and let your feet hit the cold floors so you could register how tired they felt. He watched as you paced, your left hand against your forehead— he could really see your ring that way. “Not that we’ve never kissed, or had sex, or gone on a date? You called us ‘the definition of platonic’ last night, for fuck’s sake!”

Your right hand flew up to your forehead as well, his voice ringing and slamming in your head. “So you remember that I said that, but you don’t remember marrying me? You don’t remember signing a marriage license with me? You can’t remember where these rings came from?”

He sighed. “It’s not voluntary, starlight.”

“I’m aware it’s not voluntary, I just— Who lets people as drunk as we were get married?”

He shrugged. “This planet’s inhabitants.”

After what felt like eons of thinking and over-thinking on both your parts, you stopped pacing and knelt on the bed in a spot before Jim so your knees dug into the mattress. You appreciated his small smile, but were unable to reciprocate it. “We didn’t have sex, though, right? You’re sure about that?”

He shrugged one shoulder. “I’m pretty sure. Why?”

“It’s harder to get an annulment if you’ve consummated the marriage— we’re friends, too. Which isn’t a problem at all if it’s totally platonic, but having a history of a positive relationship and then having sex once married would totally throw the annulment option out the window.”

He gaped at you for a few moments, silence hanging heavily between you two— but he thought maybe it was heavy just on his behalf. You were clearly not on the same page, you weren’t searching for the silver lining he desperately looked for. “Annulment?”

“I mean, I’d say divorce but I didn’t think you would want a ten-minute marriage to your friend in your locker.”

“Why get either one of those things?”

You tilted your head. “Because, that way, we won’t be married to each other anymore.”

“Breaking my heart again, starlight.”

You sighed loudly, moving to sit comfortably. “Jim, this isn’t a joke! We’re married!”

He nodded. “I know we are.”

“We’re not supposed to be married!”

He nodded again. “I know that.”

“We can’t be married, we’re not in love.”

Another nod. “Yeah, I know.”

“We had a wedding that I don’t remember.”

“I don’t remember it, either.”

“The only logical next step is ending the marriage,” you continued, watching his features carefully. “We can’t stay married to each other.”

He thought he might try to bring you to that page. He chose his words carefully. “Well, we are friends,” he told you with a second shrug and a small frown. “And I did say you should marry a friend.”

It was your turn to gape. “What?”

He leant forward, taking your hand in his. He touched the ring softly, he turned it on your finger so he could inspect the stoneless band. “It wouldn’t be a bad marriage, you and I. We’d last longer than Bones’ lousy marriage.”

“What are you talking about?”

He looked at you again. He offered you another small smile. “The only lawyers we know are Starfleet lawyers, no way this doesn’t get back to the admiralty.”

“Why does that—”

He sighed. “I’m Jim Kirk— Captain Kirk. They have more than enough reasons to demote me, more than enough reasons to take the Enterprise away. A few miracles here and there, saving the galaxy once or twice— it’s apparently not enough when your behavior is ‘consistently reckless.’” He toyed with your fingers absentmindedly. “This is particularly reckless, even for me.”

“Are you even thinking?” you nearly shouted. You were angry, sure— you felt that in your ears, in the pinch at the back of your neck. But the fear plaguing your chest, shaking your limbs was greater. “You can’t be suggesting that we stay married. Divorces aren’t a big deal! Everyone gets divorced— it’s like a rite of passage in the twenty-third century.”

Maybe you were better off on your own page. “Yeah, but not after three hours of marriage. They try for a reasonable amount of time, it doesn’t work, they split-up. It’s perfectly honorable that way.”

He sighed once more when you remained silent. His smile was a little bigger now, more of the convincing kind. “I can’t have a three hour marriage brought to the attention of the admiralty.”

“Do you know what you’re asking me?” you were still shouting at a volume that created a hammering sensation in your head. You tried to find a glimmer of humor in his blue eyes, something to indicate he wasn’t serious— but you came up short. “You’re asking me to stay married to you for a reasonable amount of time. I don’t know what you think a reasonable amount of time is, but I doubt it’s less than a month or two.”

“It isn’t less than a month or two— it’s a lot more than that, I know.” He leaned closer to you, you caught the scent of tea tree shampoo, of icy peppermint, of citrus, maybe even a little alcohol. You wanted to reach out and touch the rough beard he’d let grow over the course of leave, resisting the urge to make contact with your husband. “But it’s us! We can do it, right? Especially when we have such an important reason to.”

“You don’t think that’s selfish?” you asked, your voice still too loud for even your own head. You massaged your left temple with your fingertips. “You don’t think it’s selfish to ask me to stay married to you just to help you keep your starship?”

“It is selfish.”

“You don’t think it’s selfish to basically uproot my life for your own benefit?” you continued despite his answer. “Say we tell everyone we’re married, that we did it fully aware of what was happening— how do we date other people? You said it yourself, you’re Jim Kirk. How are you going to stay celibate?”

He snorted. “I’m not a sex addict, starlight, I can adhere to abstinence. Besides, we’ll only date people we really trust to keep it under wraps, we can even have ‘em sign NDA’s or something.”

“Yeah?” you scoffed. “Who’ll draw the contracts up? The only lawyers we know are Starfleet attorneys, after all.”

He conceded a bit. “Okay, no NDA’s. But we’ll figure it out! ‘Til death do us part.”

“Don’t even joke about that,” you mumbled, burying your head in your hands. “Oh, God. My mother’s going to kill me.”

“We’ll be back on the Enterprise tomorrow morning— it’ll be hard for her to get to you by then.”

You lifted your head to bare your teeth at him and he just chuckled in response. You clicked your tongue a moment later. “If you know it’s selfish, how are you so okay with asking me to do this? Don’t you have some dissonance or reluctance? I mean, I won’t—” you sighed, “I’m not going to get anything out of this.”

“I know,” there was less playfulness in his voice. “And I keep thinking of what I can do for you, I just can’t figure it out.”

“Can you promote me to CMO?” you joked, managing a smile. “Really piss Len off.”

He rolled his eyes. “Ever since M’Benga left, you’re Bones’ second in command. You really want it to look like you’re sleeping with and married the captain for a small promotion?”

You hummed. “You’re right. And Len will already be angry enough seeing as we didn’t invite him to our wedding.”

“He hasn’t sent his gift yet, by the way,”

“I’d take money over a gift as it is.”

He laughed, gingerly pushing your shoulder with his fingertips.

“I want to tell him the truth,” you added, dropping your gaze again. “We can’t lie to him— of all people, it’s Leonard McCoy. The man will see through our act in a second.”

“Yeah, I was just thinking that.”

“Our first decision as a married couple,” you mumbled, snorting to yourself. “Have you considered just not telling Starfleet? We could just stay married in secret— get a divorce when we’re back on Earth and can find a decent, unaffiliated-with-Starfleet lawyer. It’ll be too late for an annulment but it’ll be like nothing’s changed.”

He nodded with a frown. “I did consider that. I just thought marriage would make my character out to be better than what they think it is. That I’ve calmed down, settled down, fallen in love rather than in more trouble. And Starfleet would find out about a secret divorce-- which would make matters worse because we would have never filled out relationship declaration paperwork.”

You stared at him blankly. “You really thought this through.”

He smiled at that. “Silver lining’s are my thing. But it’s up to you— entirely. Whatever you say, we’ll do. We can stay married in secret, we can tell Starfleet, we can get it annulled— whatever you want.”

“It’s not whatever I want when I know what you want. I can’t make a decision that would go against that,” you said softly. “I care about you, Jim— so much. We’ve been friends for ages and— What kind of friend would I be if I didn’t do this for you?”

His lips spread into a grin— a grin that warmed your stomach and made it flip uncomfortably all at once. Leaning forward, he pressed his lips to your forehead. He was still grinning when he sat back. “I’ll make it up to you, I promise.”

“You better. And if I’m expected to live in your quarters now, you need to get a new mattress. I don’t know what you’ve done on that thing and I’m not taking any chances.”

He offered you a sarcastic expression. “Good one.”

PART 3

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[your-missing-period]

Questions 7, 20, and 28 for Charcoal and Cupid (who is so pretty btw oh man). And then I kinda want to ask A-J but that's a lot and you might want to talk about characters other than those two so... Wildcard A-J with wildcard characters...?

Cupid thinks he’s pretty too. He says you have good taste xD

7. What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling?

Charcoal: Thinking, thinking, thinking. “I miss my old clan.” He started softly. “I’m from the Ashfall Waste, the Emberglow Hearth to be exact. I miss the dry air. The air isn’t dry, or heated, in the Labirynth. But the scouts bring food from there, and when we get to eat it, it tastes like home.”

Cupid: “Honey, my darling dear my little dandelion, I don’t focus on the past. I don’t miss anything! I have me and me alone and my two lovely little fae children and that’s all I need to get by in such a, ugly, clan.” 

20. If they were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would they do so?

Charcoal: “Uhh.” The difference? “Well one is like me loving Carolina, because she’s from my old clan with me, so I love her like a sister. That’s familial love. Platonic is me loving my friends, like Carolina, because we’re from the same clan. Oh but she’s my sister so I can’t love her twice uh.. I guess... Mayall, is friendly love?” He had his arms cross before holding his chin, or the bottom of his beak (dragon physiology) with a claw. “So I guess romantic love would be who you’d want to make hatchlings with. I don’t have anyone like that.”

Cupid: The dragon watched the other one try to mentally work it out. Oh boy. “Love is a very complicated thing.” He butt in with a smile. “But in the end, all love is the same in the end.” He raised a claw. “Hard to believe, I know, but think about it. You need to love your friends to hang around them, you rarely ever find a mate unless you’re friends with them first, and even with family you hear the phrase ‘they’re like my best friend.’ You need to be friends with those you love, and it needs to be love. Sometimes we confuse love with obligatory feelings, like how you need to love your parents, but that’s not always the case, because if you ask Ranch, Honeydew, or Eggplant, parents can be absolute shit.” He stood straighter, wishing he had a board to help describe all of this. “So it starts at friendship, so to speak, all love in the end is platonic love of some sort, because you want to keep your friends in your life forever. The difference moving on is just trying to box in love. If you love your sibling like a friend, but also love your friend romantically, which love do you choose? It all gets very very complicated. However, I can agree that romantic love is a person you would like to get emotionally and physically closer to, someone who you can see a future with,” he motioned towards Charcoal. “Someone you would like to raise a family with.”

28. Would they prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth?

Charcoal: “An unpleasant truth. It’ll hurt or be awful but at least you know. You can move on when you know things.”

Cupid: A laugh left the spiral. “Oh honey, it’s definitely a lie. You can attract more flies with honey and all that. Keep your friends close and enemies closer, and lies are just the way to do that. After all, you think I like you!”

Charcoal: He looked down, unamused. “You don’t like anyone trust me this isn’t subtle.”

With your A-J questions, I’ll use each dragon starting a row!! c: I love Charcoal and Cupid but they’re not as super fleshed out as other dragons.

A) Why are you excited about this character?

As my Clan Leader, Cici has a lot of potential. If you’ve kept up with other asks, you’ve heard that people actually think PomeGrape is the head of the clan because he makes the decisions and orders people around, which then brings the question as to why Cici allows that and allows that belief to live while she’s also Clan Head. I’m not too sure myself why she does it yet, but Pome always does come to her for final decisions, as do other dragons as well. So they know she’s clan head but they just like Pome more. I think she lets him be the figurehead the face of leadership, when she does most of it. We haven’t delved a lot into her backstory yet (especially since she’s my progen) but there’s definitely a lot of potential with her that I can’t wait to unlock!

B) What inspired you to create them?

So Honeydew is actually one of the few dragons to have some decent lore (at least decent in terms of how much there is). His father is the same as Ranch’s, making them half-brothers, and when my friend told me that Felix hatched another nest and asked if I wanted any, I had to look. Her Felix is know for being pretty gaudy, pretty full of himself (a lot like Cupid) so I figured, since him and his wife are both really bright yellows, Honey, who seemed a little less bright, would get thrown out. From there I knew he would be a lot different from his brother, and I really wanted Ranch to get out of his scared depressed state too, so raising someone who was his opposite was the surefire way to do that! I like character growth where I can get it.

C) Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?

PomeGrape definitely had some rocky beginnings, he was a gift from a friend and he was supposed to be really cold and really mean and turns out he’s anything but that. So it was harder to develop his personality than it actually was his role. He sort of fell into his role of ‘organizing the life of the clan’ but since he was pretty solitary, I had to find reasons for other dragons to visit him. Turns out he’s a pretty nice dude. He ended up good thanks to his mate. 

D) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?

HA YES I WAS HOPING THIS QUESTION WOULD LINE UP WITH ILIANA. Okay so Iliana is actually an original character of mine!! Her original appearance, as a human, which is what she is originally is based off Saoirse Ronan in Hanna. She’s a clone set in an xmen universe and she’s always been somewhat shy, sticking close to one person. To transfer that Iliana to dragon form was hard because she’s such a soft, gentle, very kind girl who was put through very cruel and unusual situations but still came out very nice. I wanted her coloring and her breed to reflect that, but I could never scry anything perfect. I forgot how I ended up finding the nocturne that is now dragon Iliana. I really don’t remember what I was looking for but I saw her and it wasn’t even a second guess I just immediately bought her for all the treasure she was worth. She still looked very soft and very gentle and very princess-like, but I’ve been saving up for a skin from here because dragon Iliana does go through the coliseum a lot with her now-girlfriend Georgiana, and it hasn’t been very kind to her.

E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?

Frir is an odd dragon. When I first joined FR I really really loved snaps so I was disappointed when I couldn’t make a snap, and he was donated to me. Naturally I loved his appearance half to death because I love brightly colored dragons but I never knew what to do with him, and I still don’t. I just know he’s mute, he follows Mayall around a lot (technically they’re dating) and he likes to go scavenging. I don’t think I’d get along with him, because I love to talk a lot and I love the conversation that happens, but I think Frir could get along with anyone. He’s a very loving dragon who cares about everyone.

F) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?

So, Phosphorescence makes me feel.... I’m not sure. I kinda want to hate him but I don’t? He doesn’t have the same pack-mentality the other mirrors have. If anything he displays none of the mirror traits of bloodthirsty-ness and needing to survive. He does eat a lot but he’s managed it, especially in Viridian Labyrinth where there’s never a lack of food. But I feel bad for him, because he can’t relate to other mirrors, so he’s sort of friendless because that mirror stereotype is applied to him when he doesn’t fit it at all. He ends up working at night, because he glows in the dark so helps lost dragons find their way back, or helps Minnie and Carolina with plants that can only be obtained at night. 

G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?

So Heng is a recently created dragon (because her and Jian are part of my breeding project for another oc dragon) and I think what bothers me about her the most (aside from my lack of giving her lore) is that she seems really clever very early on. Or really possessive. She works as an acolyte for the demigod Jian, so she spends a lot of her time with him and she swears she loves him, but something about her just rubs me wrong, like, I know she doesn’t have good intentions but I haven’t figured them out yet.

H) What trait do you admire most?

Ugh, Anteros. He’s technically one of Cupid’s adopted kids but like all faes in my clan, he has a really hard time speaking the common tongue that larger dragons share, because faes mainly communicate body language through their head frills. And with a slightly neglectful dad (cupid swears he loves them, but their ideas aren’t always up to cupid standards) he’s sort of been sitting and doing nothing with his sister a lot. I guess I admire the way he cares for his sister and helps her out despite their circumstances. Cupid’s not a bad dad, but he’s not great. Anteros prefers to be alone because of it, but him and his sister will go talk to the other faes to get some socialization and understanding what’s going on. He’s learning to be independent, that’s what I like.

I) Do you prefer to keep them in their canon universe?

HA. No. So Calzone is originally a subspecies of dragon called ‘Pizza Dragons.’ Which means, logically, he should be made of pizza. But lord knows I only loved calzone for his genes and not for his ‘canon lore.’ So I threw him out of it and made him the exalter of the clan instead. I loved the genes but not the lore. He’s actually friends with Chikan. 

J) Did you have to manipulate or exclude canon factors to allow them to create their character?

Ugh, Lamp. So the thing with Lamp is that she’s for sale. I love her, I love her genes, I love the potential she holds, but I cannot for the life of me think of any lore or dress her but god I love her half to death. I haven’t created anything for her. I don’t know how. I love her and want to keep her but I don’t know how or what to create. I have scraps at best and nothing at worst.