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bildadthefuckingshuite · 2 months ago
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Ugh. Hi.
Fuck. It has been kind of a long time, isn't it?
I was in a big art block cause im working AND doing art college now, so, yeah.
Im a very fucked up dude, so i kinda didnt posted anything because i felt obligated to post the little comic i was doing (so since i havent had the time to invest on a comic, i didnt post at all)
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jey-chan · 3 months ago
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Working as a school psychologist is interesting, and even more so when you are also an experienced childcare specialist.
But it is even more so when you work in a school specialized in educating the new generation of elementary and preschool teachers.
Most of the time, students come to me to ask about how to take care of "that child who just seems to not get it" on theyr intership, how to deal with parents, and how to accuse their teachers of school misconduct
Then there is the clasic one that is here because the parents are teachers too and do not want to work with childrens.
And the ones that realy needs my help on psycology isues.
So far my work had been this:
5% actualy psicology problems that i can work on/ students on a emotional crisis.
5% problems that need legal and more heavy healcare specialists (those oh how i cry at nights)
40% help idk what im doing in this scholl! this is not my choice carrier!
40% how do i deal with a kid with sepcial nesesitis and/or the parents. Is this adecuate for my intership? WHAT DO I DO WHEN IM SUPOST TO TEACH A KID ON THE INTERCHIP! THEY DO NOT CARE ABOUT ME! QWQ
5% romantig things that i am so ace to be dealing with but that they think i am the only reasonably and somehow a miracle worker.
5% how do i tell my teacher to go to hell?
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monky567 · 5 years ago
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CHAPTER ONE: The Dungeon.
In Japan, a guy with shaggy Untrimmed hair, with Black Circles underneath his eyes, was playing One of His Favorite RPG's. His apartment was dark just how he prefers and would seem that he has been leaving like that for some time, what with all the stuff that was scattered throughout the room. And yet, this individual was too preoccupied with his game to notice as he just completed a level five Quast and now was off to Level four.
"My Name is Tanaka Akria. Full-time gamer, and Full-time Shut-in, I spend most of my time in my bedroom playing Dungeon RPGs to the point where I'm a total Boss, at it."
The Character he was playing as was a Level Sixteen Warrior and he was almost Eaton by a man-eating Treasure chest. or it would have appeared that way, but actually, he was trying to Attack it. "Please as if I'll fall for a weak cliche like that how dumb do they I am?." Akira sigh as he Easly Defeats it with no effort what's so ever and but then the clock on his wall turned Twelve minutes, midnight. And Already his body started to feel sluggish.
"Huh? I. can't. fall. asleep, now… I am just about to take on the Dragon boss…"
but even though he tried desperately to stay awake his body, just couldn't hold out anymore, so he passed out face first on his Keyboard. And something strange happens the likes he thought in a million years wouldn't happen. But it was a bit different then what he would have thought for the next thing Akira knew he wakes up in a dark dank Tunnel.
"Huh? What the heck? Am I dreaming about Dungeons again?. But this is an odd Dream though usually when I'm Dreaming I have a Sword and the room isn't so big what am I small in this Dream?."
he sighs to himself before he tried moving but found that could feel his legs or his arms, in that matter and yet, he was moving but very slowly though which had him even more worried.
"Okay, something isn't right here how can I be moving if I can't feel my legs? Or even my Arms!?. I'm starting to get the Sinking feeling that this isn't a Dream… "
And he would be right with that assessment as he frantically moves around trying to find any Reflective Service. until he Accidentally trips on a Rock and started to Roll before making a complete stop, when he hits something hard and after using a slime Tentacle hand to rub his head.
"Ow, what the heck did I hit? Hmmm."
But as when he looked at what he just hit, he stops and stares at himself in the reflected Suffice of a Chest plated Armor. and it wasn't seeing some guy's skeleton that made him Freeze-up no, it was the Image of what he saw did it, cause looking back at him was an Image of a dark red Slime that did it. looked like any other order Slime, you would fin in a game the only thing was Different was its color, which was Dark Red. Now, at first, he didn't want to believe it but as he tried to rase up his hand, the slime did. the same thing so he tried a number of movements like Jumping, running in a circle everything and it matched them down to the last letter.
Now completely tired he took deep breaths before he finally came to the Shocking Realization that he was not Dreaming but all of this, was real but and the first thing that comes out of his mouth, was.
"What the hell?! Why am I a slimmme!?!?!."
He shots up to the ceiling as he holds his head with his slime tentacle hands.
"This can't be happening!? I mean, sure, in anime and maybe in a few mangas but if that's the case then, how Come Am a slime!?. All the Anime and Manges I've read and watch kept the is MC human at last and gets reincarnated as with some special hidden power. But this, what Hell I've been Rip off! What the Hell, can a slime even do besides dissolve things when they fall in it! Or Sallow But that's just it!?."
And now, that he had come to the realization that he has somehow wind-up in the body of a smile red Slime he slinks down to almost a puddle in depression and sighs.
"Man… I guess this is just my luck that a guy with no friends or a girlfriend would end up a place like this, but one thing I don't understand... How can I see and hear even though I don't even have a body or a face in that matter?."
He said rising back up and looking at both of his Slime tentacle hands before something caught his attention up ahead. It was a sound- well several other sounds, like people fighting something, so he turns around and follows the sounds down another tunnel. and what he saw not only terrified Akira but made him wish he never followed them in the first place. For what he saw was several guys in suits of Armor battling what appears to be a razor talon Raptor, but this one was a lot bigger than the one he fought back home in the game. But hear it was more Terrifying and a lot nastier then it's counterpart as it uses its claws to slice one guy in half, and if Akira had a mouth right now, he would have thrown up At the sight of it.
"Holy Crap! That thing just cut that Guy into TWO?!, oh man what was I thinking?! Coming here. I gotta get out of here quick before that thing sees me so while it's distracted I just need to move back and-"
But just before he could back the way he came a body was thrown at the tunnel now blocking his only way of leaving.
"Aww come on!?. Really?! Just Seriously!?. What the hell man my luck SUCK!."
he shouted to himself while holding his head but then the Razer Raptor's roar snapped him out of it immediately. and so he hid behind the corpse of the dead Adventure. and just waited for all the Screaming and walling to end.
"Is this hell? Have I finally dead and end up here for some miss deed I've done?."
He asked himself as his gelatinous body Jiggle and shock with Fear, and all he can hear was the sounds of the Adventures meeting a Grizzly end at the Hands of that thing until suddenly all of the Screaming came to an end.
That's when he noticed he couldn't hear anything anymore, so Akira carefully crept up the Dead warrior's body to have a look-see at what happened. there he saw the other Adventures body parts Scattered all around the room and nowhere could be seen of the monster, and so he let out a sigh of relief before coming out of hiding and looked at the damage it did.
"Man, do I feel bad for these poor guys I mean running into that thing is definitely something you would want to avoid at all costs. well, I better go I don't want to be here when that thing comes back hungry for seconds."
But as he turned around to leave his Slime body bump into something before taking it inside.
"Huh? That's odd did one of those guys dropped some food or something?. Well, whatever it is it sure tastes good I wonder what was-"
just then when he turned around he saw his Reflection again in another suit of armor, but this time what he saw in it made his slime stand up. For inside his body was a Severed human hand just floating around inside him.
"There's a human hand inside me… there's a human hand floating around inside me… huh. There's a human hand floating inside of my body!? Ahhh haha ahhh!!!! Ew, ew, ew, EW!?. Get out, get out, get out!?."
He said as he tried very hard to spite out the human hand but his body would not do it, and soon the hand begins to dissolve inside him, bones and all. As not even a single Trace of the hand was left And Akira was completely lost for words. As he just witnesses how his body just Disgusted that hand before he suddenly felt an odd sensation move up his body, but was still focus on how he just ate someone's hand.
"I can't believe… I just Ate some dude's hand… and the odd thing about it? It tasted like chicken… and now i am cannibal, Oh lord. If I'm supost to 'hero' then why am I a slime this doesn't make any sense and no girl is going to like a slime so even if I do find away out of there then what?. Get a love interest and then go on some adventures? Yeah right, no girl would be interested in a slime. Well, looks like I should put my Dreams of meeting my Dreamgirl in the Trash."
He told himself as his body became a puddle again before he started talking more about his dreamgirl who he well never see.
"I always dreamed of meeting a girl with a slender waist, long slinky hair, a nice and perky B-cup, and a cute face But now, all of that is ruined." And as he was sulking he suddenly heard a voice right after he said that. "Design acceptable please stand by." upon hearing that he raise back up Freaked out by it as he frantically looks around to see where it came from. "Huh?! Who said that!?."
And then all of a Sudden Akira started to feel funny, not funny hah, haha but funny, weird. As his slime body started to Jiggle violently before it lifts up from the ground and starts to Take on a match more familiar form. And before Akira knew what happening to him it all suddenly stops and finds herself on the ground.
"Ugh... what the hell was that? Ow, my head."
And she puts a hand on her head, to soothe her headache.
"Man, what hell- wait why do I sound so girly? And when did I get hands!?."
he only now Realised that 'he' became and 'she' now, and she stood up on her two feet and puts her hands on her face in total, shocked as she thought.
"what the Hell is this!? Why am I suddenly a GIRL!?."
and as she thought that she turns her head over to the suit of armor, and with her newly acquired limbs. So when she picks it up and looked at Image in the Armor she literally drops the chest plate, falls to her knees, and so Scream loud that it echoes throughout the room and in the tunnel, she came in.
"This can't be happening!?, It just can't!?. How can I be a Girl? First, a slime and now a girl!? What hell is going on!?."
She asked herself that question that is until she the Answer from the same voice from before.
"Subject has now Evolved into morphing slime, new skill: absorb."
And she again freaked out, when she heard that voice and thought she was losing her mind until she really listens to what it said and how odd it sounded like an Admin for a video game. Explaining how your character would level up when you reach a certain point in the game, and voice sounded just like that.
"Hmmm, could it really be possible that I'm in a game? Nah it can't be. I mean this place is way too real to be game but it does have the feel of one. So maybe I am in a world just like all the dungeons games I've played and if so, I just level up. Cool even though I'm a girl now… it's still not so bad."
she said trying to be optimistic about the situation she was in before she gets up and few her body again as a sudden realization just struck her.
"Holy crap! This is the form for my Dreamgirl?! The hair, the boobs, everything!?. So... When that voice from Earlier said Design acceptable? It was meaning how I wanted her to look!. This means I've really become a girl now, but... This isn't what I wanted!?."
She whines as her boobs bounced up and down before she notices it and tries to cover herself with her hands as she blushes. And looks moves her eyes side to side, as tries looking for something to cover herself up.
"Okay, I need some clothes fast… maybe I can borrow something from one of these guys? God knows they won't need it."
And so she looked around the Chamber full of the dead bodies of the same Adventures from earlier. and was about to put to getter something for her to wear it wasn't pretty but she was able to find an old tattered shirt, worn-out pair of pants with a few slash marks on them, and two old boots.
"Okay, this may not be pretty but… at last, I'm not naked anymore. Now, time for me to make my way out of here. But first I better take this sword and shield dungeons like these would have another monster waiting for you as soon as you go inside the next room."
And given Akira's knowledge on Dungeon games, she would be right and since the dungeon, she was in looked like the one from her game. She wasn't going to take any chances so she grips the Sword and Shield of the floor and took a deep breath before she gulps while looking at the exit of the chamber's exit.
"Okay… here goes once do this there's no turning back… I just hope I don't run into that Razor raptor."
With a light sigh, she slowly started walking into the tunnel and as soon as she did she immediately regretted it. Cause as soon as she started walking it got harder for her to see her way since there were no touches. so she had to feel her way around it and walk slowly, so as not to trip any traps, while the whole time she was thinking.
"You know, maybe the room full of dead bodies weren't so bad I mean, I could cleaning it up and make it into my own room?."
She was having doubts about whether she should keep going or turn around and head back. However, they all want away as soon as she saw some light up ahead and she immediately thought it was the way out. which she got so excited she started to run towards it.
"Is that? The way out!?. Finally! I thought I would have to go through some lame dungeon crawl just to escape. Well, time to blow this rat hole!. "
but just as she thought her Troubles where over turns out they were only just starting, for as soon as she runs out the Tunnel she was suddenly snatched up by something strong and sticky. And no matter how hard she struggled she couldn't get out of it.
"Hay what gives!? This isn't the Exit? Where am I and wait- minute this isn't a-"
she cuts herself off in mid-sentence when she finally gets a good look at her surroundings, there was plenty of the white sticky thread everywhere around the room including on the ceiling. And there a horrible realization came to her of where she was right now, as she noticed the bones of humans scattered everywhere on the floor. And there above the ceiling on the far corner within a huge web cacoon came out the biggest spider she has ever since. It had long black eight legs razor-sharp fangs and two big red lens eyes that were looking right at her. and as it crawled out of the hole on its spinneret was a red Hourglass and all the color on her face was drained once she saw that insignia.
"N-n-no way… don't tell me...did I just walking into the… GAINT SPIDER ROOM!?. I always hated this room! spiders totally freak me out!. I don't want to get eating by one i just got used to hands and feet again! am too young to be eaten!?. "
she struggled harder against the thread in a hopeless attempt to free herself but found it to be too strong. and she tries to reach for her sword, thet was hanging above her hand but she couldn't reach it. And soon the spider stared mover towards her and that's when she freaked out even more as she whines and struggles even more. As she could see herself in the spider's eyes as it gets closer to her until it crawls right on top of her and Akira's eyes, widen before she tried pleading with it.
" no Please don't eat me Mr. Spider I don't taste very good no please don't!!."
But her pleads didn't sway it one bit so it sinks its fangs into her and Akira Screams loudly and closed her eyes, thinking it was all over. But however, she opens them again and blinks several times as she thought it would have hurt but actually, it didn't. In she didn't feel any pain at all as though it never happened and yet here she is with a giant spider's fangs inside her chest, and yet nothing. she found it strange until she saw why it didn't hurt her, for the wound it made didn't show a single drop of blood at all. and the only thing that was showing was her slime and that's when she remembers that she wasn't really a human but a SLIME. Meaning she only looked but in truth, she was just a slime in human form so it couldn't really match hurt her. In fact, it looked like it was having trouble pulling out of her. And then she remembers something that voice said earlier, back in the other chamber about her new skill right after she ate that hand. And that's when she started grinning down at the spider as it struggled to get loose but was glued to her.
"Ku-ku-ku��� you though I was just a helpless girl huh? Well, guess what Mr. itsy bitsy am not a girl at all!. am really a slime, and now since you were going to eat me it's only fair if I return the favor~ here goes absorption!."
And suddenly her body turns back into her slime form and immediately it spread out and covered the spider head to toe, before being Disgusted just like the human hand by her. And as her lifeless clothes, fall to the floor, Akira's took human form again but this time something different happens. now she has six black spider legs protruding from the base of her back and soon the voice was back and it said.
"Black widow spider has been successfully absorbed subject has now been upgraded and has been given a new title: " predator" subject now has the following skills: steel web, sticky web."
-And once it was done she opens her eyes, and looked at her new spider legs and gasped then squealed with Excitement.
"Oh wow! I can't believe It actually worked, I got spider legs now that's awesome. Hmm, I wonder if I can shoot out web?."
-She asked herself while looking at her own, hands and from her, the palms wed shoot out and stick to the ceiling.
"Well, that answers that question now… where are my clothes?."
Ahe noticed them on the floor and without thinking her two front spider legs shots out two threads on to them and brings them to her. "Oh, well that works, and with my new spider skills and my abortion skill getting out of here will be easy peasy. And I might have lucked out being a slime after all okay, new plan, Is going to hunt down every last monster in this Dungeon and gain their skills than find the way out. Who knows, maybe it's in the boss room there's always one once you defeat the boss. So I am going there but first, am going to need a lot more skills, if I want any hope of taking on the boss." And with her newfound confidence she jumped out of the web with ease and used her new spider legs to land safely to the ground there she puts on her clothes. And saw her way to the Next Tunnel and retracted her spider legs and stared walk and with her new Skills, Akira sets her plan into motion, by hunting down all the monsters in the Dungeon. and use her new skill to make their power her own And hopefully, escape the Dungeon she found herself in.
(so she starts her new journey from a male gamer on earth to a female slime monster in another world thanks for thinks for reading. And I hope you all have a great day, and who knows I just might update this if it turns out well that is anyway bye and I hope some of you like it.)
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legodown · 7 years ago
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BTS Reaction | having your first argument
- Jin
You and Jin never argued over anything. But when you refused to eat all of your food because you wanted to lose weight. He wasn't happy. He started yelling at you, surprising you because he never raised his voice at anyone. Everything stopped when he seen you hide your face in your hands and begin to tear up. "Y/n, please don't cry. I just want you to be healthy." You looked up at him with an angry expression. "Healthy, does this look healthy to you Jin? I just want to be pretty, but I can't do that apparently!" Jin looked at you wide eyed once he realized what this was all about. He walked over to you and bent down, facing you towards him. "You are perfectly, perfect in every possible way. I wouldn't change anything about you. So please eat what you want." You looked up at him to see if his facial expression matched his kind words. It did, you looked at him and smiled. He reached out to hug you but you met him half way. He stood you up and walked you toward the bedroom.
"Let me show you how beautiful you are."
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-Namjoon
You decided to wear something a little revealing over to the dorm to visit your boyfriend. And you didn't think about how he would react. You two had respect for each others choices and you didn't think he would mind. You walked up to the door and walked right in. Most of the guys were sitting in the living room watching a movie or on their phones. You walked into the room and only Jimin noticed you, "Hi y/n! Come sit and watch this with me." You smiled and walked over to the couch and sat down close to Jimin without meaning to. It was a small couch with seven people, what were you supost to do? You laided back on the couch and watched the movie. Everyone was their except your boyfriend, Namjoon. "Where's Joon?" Tae looked up realizing you were there. "Oh hi y/n, he's in his room." You kept sitting there to lazy to get up. After a few minutes Namjoon walked in and looked at you. You smiled and he smiled back at first but than looked very angry. "Quit looking at her like that!" He said looking toward Jungkook who was sitting on the other side of the room. He quickly walked over and grabbed your wrist leading you to his bed room, slamming the door behind him. You turned as soon as you entered his room. "What was that for?" you said laughing. But Namjoon was still angry, " why must you show yourself off like that in front of those little boys?" You looked at him confused, "You mean Jungkook? He looks at me like that all the time. Don't be jealous Joon." You went to grab his shoulder but he pushed you away. You decide to just sit on his bed and let him cool off. After awhile he walked over to you and hugged you while having his head hanging low. He went to pull away but you wrapped your legs around the lower side of his own legs. Causing him to smile. "I'm not letting go, I'm holding on to this side of Kim Namjoon forever!" you said as he tried to pull away laughing. "Fine" he said as he picked you up and climbed onto the bed kissing you until you let go. He was in between your legs looking down at you, " I can see why Kook was looking at you in this little crop top. You look so delicious." He said as he started kissing down your kneck.
"I'll let him know how good you taste baby girl"
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-Yoongi
It was Yoongis birthday, and you wanted to plan something special for him. He had been working very hard here lately and he deserved it. He has never been someone who has wanted to go out. He would rather stay home and sleep. So that's what you planned to do, well kinda. You walked up to the door of the dorm you texting Jin to come let you in. You had let him in on the plan because he is the only one mature enough to know what was going to happen and not pick on Yoongi for the next month about it. As he walked out he turned to you, "he's in his room asleep, have fun" he said laighing. You smiled and closed the door behind him, locking it so you wouldn't be interrupted. As you walked toward the bedroom you took off a piece of clothing and left it in every room until you finally came to Yoongis door. You slowly opened it and walked into the door closing it behind you. It was dark but you could see Yoongi laying in the bed asleep. You walked over to the bed and climbed over him. He remained asleep as you just stared at him, looking at all of his features. Wow, you were so lucking to have him. You started by rubbing his arm to wake him. He rolled away from you as he became angry. "Stop!" You were surprised at his reaction, but he was just being normal Yoongi so you tried again. You wrapped your arm around his shoulder and kissed his neck gently. He slightly eased up but then he reached over and shoved you off harshly. He got up from the bed screaming, "I swear I can't ever get any fucking sleep." He didn't even look at you before he stormed out of the room. You sat up on the bed with tears in your eyes regretting everything you had just tried. You got up from the bed and followed Yoongi into the living room, not giving up just yet. "I'm sorry I woke you up, I just wanted to surprise you." You said to him with puppy dog eyes. He looked up at you with an angry expression, but as he seen what you where wear his face changed into shock. "What is that?" He said pointing to your navy colored bra and panties, laced with gold. "It was supost to be your birthday present, but it doesn't seem like you want it." You started to gather your clothes up. But you were stopped by Yoongis hands around your waist pulling you into a hug from behind. "I'm sorry, I've just been so tired here lately." He tucked his head into your neck beginning to kiss you as you responded. "It's okay, maybe I should go so you can rest." He could tell he had really hurt your feelings. "No, dont. Please stay." You turned around and wrapped your hands around his kneck, smiled with your response. "I thought you were tired."
"I think you'll be worth losing the sleep."
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-Hosoek
You and your boyfriend, Hosoek had been very excited to go to a dinner party that your boss was throwing. You had to admit to yourself that you were nervous though. Everyone knows Hosoek had a very loud and excited personality that sometimes let him to go a little overboard. You arived at the house of your boss. Before going in you had a little talk with your boyfriend. "Hosoek, you know I love you with all my heart and I would never do anything to change you. But tonight you need to be calm, okay?" He nodded and smiled, even though on the inside he was slightly hurt that you thought we was to excited all the time. He was just a happy person. And all he wanted was to make everyone else as happy as him. As you walked in you felt Hosoeks hand round your waist which made you calm down a little more. After awhile everyone with standing around drinking while music started to play. You were sitting with your friends when you heard the music knowing that this would be bad. As you turn around to look for your boyfriend he was already on the dance floor with a drink in both hands, dancing with girls all around him. You're face became red as the anger sat in. You said to yourself, " I trusted him..." you walked away with out even saying a word to Hoseok. Leaving him to do as he pleased with out you hanging to watch. You didn't want to leave him stranded so you just went to the car and stayed there until Hosoek finally noticed you were gone and went to fine you. You seen him walking to the car and you became steel faced not wanting to show any emotion. He got in and didn't even dare to look at you already knowing what he did. You got home and didn't say anything to him until you were both inside the doors of your house. He grabbed your wrist and turned you toward him. "Please forgive me, I am truly sorry" ,he said getting down on his knees. You looked at him with no emotional on your face, but you couldn't help but melt into the fact that he was begging you like that. You knew that he deserved your forgivness. You bent down to him and told him was okay. Kissing him on the forehead. Sometimes you had to be the one in the relashionship who had to nurture the other. You stood up taking Hosoeks hand in yours, " come on let's go to bed." He dried up his tears and followed you.
"Is that code for we're about to fuck?"
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-Jimin
You and Jimin never argued, you never really talked about anything to do with a problem. You both just kinda held things in. Until you seen him in the dressing room, with a girl sitting on his lap did you have a problem that you just couldn't hide. You decided to be nice and take your boyfriend some food for lunch at the studio. You walked in and seen Jimin smiling through the crack of the door. You stood their starring like a idiot. You walked there the door and was suprised with the image you seen. Jimin was sitting in a chair with a girl sitting on his leg doing his makeup. You felt your face become red with anger. But you didn't want to make a scene so you just walked over to the table beside him and sat the food down, turning and walking away without even looking at him. You knew he seen you by the look on everyone's face as you walked by them. You called out to the car and began to cry. You sat there and cried for what seemed like forever. You looked up and to your surprise Jimin was know where to be seen. You figured if he seen you he would have came running after you. But he didn't, so you went home. Realising how stupid you were to think a guy like him would love you. Once you got home you went straight to the shower to relief some stress. After a few minutes you heard the door unlocking. Followed by Jimin calling your name. You isn't answer you just turned your back to the curtain and continued washing. Suddenly you felt hands around your waist fulling you into a hug from behind. You just stood there not really caring what happened next. Jimin slowly started kissing over your shoulder. That's when you pulled away. "You think that after today, you can come home and do that. Don't touch me again!" He let go of you as you put yourself in the corner. His heart sunk at this sight. He really hurt you with out even meaning to. He knew letting that girl sit on his lap was wrong but he didn't mean anything by it. And ether did she. "She's gay" he said with his head down. You turned slightly seeing if you heard him right. "What?" "She has no interest in me and I'm now that I still shouldn't have let her do that but I didn't see anything wrong with it. I'm so that I hurt you." You turned around moving you hair out of your face. "Then why didn't you come after me?" He looked down with a smile. Because then I be able to do this. He turned the water off got the both of you dried off before taking you to the bedroom. The light was off, he turned it n and instantly your emotion changed. He had but rose petals everywhere with candles lit. On the bed he had your favorite pair of pajamas laid out next to your favorite snacks. He went to say something, but you turned around and kissing him with more pation then you ever had before. You slowly removed your lips from his still hugging him.
"I guess you won't be the only one getting a treat tonight."
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-Jungkook
You had always been the jealous girlfriend that all the girls in school hated because you wouldn't let them even look at your boyfriend Jungkook. He was the hottest guy in school. You expected this from everyone. So, when you glanced at him in the hall and seen a girl standing at his locker you just looked away. Knowing that he wouldn't do anything. When you finished getting your books you looked up towards him again and to your surprise he was leaning over her, his hand rested above her head, smiling at her. You were confused more than you were angry. You trusted him, you didn't think he ment anything by what he was doing. You calmly walked but to them. Stopping behind Jungkook, clearing your throat to get his attenchen. He turned around, as the girl walked away. Scared by the glare you gave her. As he turned and saw you he just rolled his eyes pushing past you without even saying a word. Which left you even more confused. Once you got home that night you texted him to come over so that you guys could talk about what happened earlier that day. He didn't reply but after about 30 minutes you heard a knock on your door. Running to see who it was, you looked through the peep hole. Seeing Jungkook standing there. You quickly opened the door. You didn't even have time to say hi, before he once again pushed past you to sit on the couch. You followed behind his slowly. Sitting down, crossing your legs Indian style before facing towards him. He had laid back making himself comfortable. But you could tell he was mad by the way he clinched his jaw. You slowly moved your hand towards his. He didn't move away but he did stare at your hand until you decided to just bring it back. You began to speak but he cut you off, "Jungk..." "How could you do that? And then call me here to try to say I'm in the wrong. I don't want to listen to it. I just want you to apologise" he said standing up and crossing his arms. You looked at him with big eyes, wondering what the fuck he was talking about. He must have notice when you just say there trying to put the pieces together because he said in a calm voice "you don't even know that I seen you..." You began to speak but he cut you off again. Sitting down and turning your way as well. "I seen you with him, smiling and laughing" he said looking down Ikr he was about to cry. You scooted closer to him, lifting his jaw. "I dont know what you're talking about , please explain." His eyes softened at your touch. He looked at you for a moment. "Jimin" he said as tears gathered in his eyesonce again. You looked away trying to think about what he was talking about. After a moment you got up from the couch to go get your phone. Bringing it back , handing it to Jungkook. He read what the messages had said between you and Jimin. After awhile his face softened like his eyes once had. Looking at you with regret forming in his eyes. "He likes you. You could have at least been a little easy on him" He said making only himself laugh. You kept your face straight as you looked at him. "I said those mean things after he hit on me because that's what I would want you to do if it were the other way around " you said turning away from him and fiddling with your fingers. He looked at you realising He had done. "I'm sorry..." we're the only words that came out of your mouth. He looked at you with surprise at the fact that you were apologizing to him. He grabbed you and you felt like he was going to scream but he kissing you to your surprise. You kissed him back once you realised what was happening. "Do not be sorry I was wrong, I shouldn't just asked you what happen" he said pulling away. You smiled feeling a relief being lifted off your shoulders. As you through yourself on top of him. He smiled and said with a laugh.
"I'm going to start apologizing to you more often."
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-Tae
Sitting on at the table looking at tumblr was something that you did a lot and you enjoyed it so much. Reading fan fiction about your very own man, reading things that you could imagine him doing. It made you wet just thinking about it. You were scrolling and scrolling until you came over the latest reaction that your favorite tumblr page had posted. Of course you had to read it. As you were about to start reading a hand came over the top of your lap top, shutting it. You looked up at your boyfriend who had a smirk on his face. But you didn't share his emotion. You quickly pushed him away and grabbed your computer walking away. Not without glaring at him first though. You suddenly felt a arm around your waist. "Y/n, please don't go. I wanna cuddle" he said picking you up making you almost drop your laptop. "Taehyung, if don't put me down I swear..." you said with an angry voice. Hitting him in the chest causing him to just laugh. There were two things that bothered you about this boy. The fact that he never took you , and he never listened to you. "This is why don't love you sometimes" you said in a serious voice. Causing him to stop and out you down. You sighed, walking back to where you were sitting and continuing what you were doing. "I'm just gonna go home" Tae said reaching over you to grab his jacket. You looked at him with a confused face. "Why? I was only joking, you know that." "Were you really? " he said rolling his eyes as he walked towards the door. But you quickly stopped him from leaving. " You're not leaving like that, I just joking and you know it." He tried to move you out of his but you wouldn't budge. He leaned closer to try to move you again, putting his neck very close your mouth. You drooled at get of leaving hickeys all over his neck. So that's exactly what you did. Tae slowly stopped trying to leave when he felt your breath on his neck. Pushing his against the wall you smiled when he picked you up and started walking toward your bedroom. Knowing you had ended that fight.
"I guess I'll stay a little longer"
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kiutbangtan-blog · 7 years ago
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Something big||JJK
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Jungkook Scenario 
Summery— Its been 1 year since (Y/N) and Jungkook got married. He planned something big but things didnt go as planned. I can’t do summerys but please read, i think youll like it.
Pairing— reader x Jungkook
Genre— fluff? Angst? Violence? Idk
Word count— 2371 (oops)
Warnings— swearing, fighting, cringy
A/N— so i didnt intend to make this super long but oops. Anyways this is my first time ever exposing my writing to the world. I hope i did it right, and i edited it right. Please give feedback. (Request are open) -admin kiko♡
“(Y/N), did you hear hear about Jungkook from BTS?” Rani asked. “Mmm, I don’t think so,” (Y/N) replied, She was kind of spooked. “About the rumor that he could be possibly be dating one of the staff members,” Rani answered.
(Y/N)’s heart sank a little, just the fact that her bias could be in a relationship with a staff member, or even worse…
“No, but I think he is still too young to be dating. After all he is still in high school like us. And dating a staff member is probable not allowed. People are dumb for making rumors like that, they don’t even have facts or evidence,” (Y/N) went off. “Well, I have a feeling he is getting it on, with someone. I mean he is still young like us, he is hormonal. He spends so much time with the staff on a daily basis, he has definitely banged someone. I hope that whoever she is, it gets out so that everyone attacks her. I bet you the bitch isn’t even that pretty. ugh, I fucking hate her. I should be the one giving jungkook blow—” Rani continued to talk nonsense.
The bell for last period rang and both girls went their different ways. It was the last day of school and summer was about to start. (Y/N) thought of what Rani said, but she knew that things weren’t like that. When (Y/N) got home, her parents were already done packing up everything from the house. She was moving away, but she didn’t tell anybody. One, because she doesn’t talk to anybody other than Rani, but they weren’t that close of friends for obvious reasons.
Rani doesn’t seem to understand simple things about dating, and how the idols are adults and that they can have their own life and things like that. No matter how much (Y/N) explained to her. Rani has done many things like disrespecting lady idols for an outfit, but with a male idol, it doesn’t seem to be a problem. People like this really ticked (Y/N) off, but she kept herself quiet and ignored all of Rani dumbs comments.
(Y/N) was saying goodbye to the house she didn’t live long for. As she walked toward her parents car. Rani was walking down the sidewalk, and noticed (Y/N)’s empty house. “You’re moving? Why didn’t you tell me?” Rina asked, looking confused with a bit of anger. (Y/N) hesitated to answer her question. “Oh…uhm… it was a last minute thing” (Y/N) made up an excuse. “How can moving be a last minute thing— whatever. Where are you moving to?” Rani asked. (Y/N) didn’t really want to answer, she didn’t want Rani to keep talking to her, or know where she was moving to. (Y/N) took a while to answer, “I’m not sure… like I said, it was last minute.” Rani knew she was lying, “What do you mean? Why are you so confusing? Are you trying to avoid me?” Rina seemed to be really mad. “(Y/N), Sweetie,  We have to get going!” (Y/N)’s mom yelled from inside the car. (Y/N) was relieved, “I have to go” (Y/N) started walking away. “Wait,’ Rani stopped her, “Can you at least give me your phone number so that we can still hang out sometime please?” She got some curious to speak up to Rina, “no” (Y/N) laughed. “Why are you being a bitch, just tell give me your number. I still want to keep talking to you about hot korean men” Rani smiled. But she wasn’t getting the point that (Y/N) didn’t want her to talk to her. “Ok, first don’t call me a bitch. Don’t get me started on the ‘hot— You know what, I will just leave” (Y/N) started walking away. As she opened the car door, “Goodbye”
(Y/N) was so happy to get a new beginning. She didn’t make contact with Rina ever since that day. Until 10 years later…
(Y/N)’s pov.
Today is my one year marriage anniversary with the love of my life. I didn’t want it to be something big, maybe just a dinner, but who knows what he planned. He said it would be ‘something big’.
“Are you ready babe?” I heard jungkook behind me. He pulled me in by the waist. “Yea, I just need to put my heels on,” We both stared at both of us through the mirror. I grab a hold of his arms, and we both swade our bodys. “How do you feel, about us being happily married for one year?” he asked with his chin on my shoulder, breathing into my neck. “I hope that we will last together forever” I whispered. He turned me around, “don’t say ‘I hope’, say ‘I know’ he kissed my lips.
We arrived at the entrance of the restaurant, “Names,” the hostess asked. “Jung (Y/N) and Jung Jungkook” Jungkook answered proudly looking over at me. The hostess looked at the list, “I’m sorry but you are not on the list” the lady in a tight skirt with a white blouse fake frowned. She looked like she was in her early 20. “But I would gladly let you in, if it weren’t for your lady friend” she looked at him flirtatiously then glared at me. “There must be a misunderstanding, I called for reservation three weeks ago” Jungkook smiled trying to hold in his anger. “Hey, it’s ok, we can do something else” I grabbed him by the arm. “No, (Y/N), you didn’t put on this expensive outfit for nothing” Jungkook said enraged. “I demand to see your boss” he yelled. Everyone in the restaurant looked at us. I immediately pulled him out of the building, and ran towards the car, and got in. ‘Babe, you’re calling attention to us, we don’t need disk patch {i got this from kellen, its supost to be ‘DISPATCH’ lol} following us around” you said holding his hands, looking into his angry eyes. “This was supposed to be special for me you and me. Let me go back in and talk to the owner, maybe there was a computer mistake, and they’ll let us in” now his eyes were on the verge of tears. I put my hand on his cheek and made him look at me. “Baby, it’s ok. That place is to expensi—” “I can pay (Y/N), i’m not broke” he cut me off. I grabbed both of his hands. “take a breather babe” I Looked into his eyes. He rested his back on the driver’s seat, and let out a sigh. His chest slowed down and regained himself. A couple minutes later, “ok, what do you want to do” he asked. “Let me drive” I quickly asked. He looked at me with no expression. Jungkook just sat there for a couple seconds. He opened the door and walked out, I shifted to the driver’s seat.
My idea was to drive and find this small town I know. It is a bit lonely, but better so that people don’t recognize us. First go to a gasoline station, buy some snacks and just walk around the edge of the ocean. I know, it sounds so cliche and dumb but, so what. Then rent out a room at a small motel. And that’s exactly… well we did the first part.
“(Y/N), you’re insane. This is supposed to be our one year anniversary as a married couple. You’re supposed to do something big!” Jungkook said as we walked towards the gasoline station store. “Listen hear babe..” I stopped him from walking and turned him to me. “Was your idea of ‘something big’, grabbing the attention of disk patch and all those annoying people?” I asked him. Jungkook stayed silent and stared at my dress touching the black dirty pavement. Out of nowhere he grabbed me and threw me over his shoulder and started running into the store, “Jungkook! You’re going to drop me.”
We walked around the little store looking for our ‘fancy dinner’. Jungkook was looking for beverages, but he lowkey wanted to get beer. I could tell as his eyes wandered over to the alcohol fridge. I dropped some chip bags in the cart, “if you want alcohol, grabs some… I need to pee” I said walking to the bathroom on the other side of the place. Once I walked into the restroom, I see a familiar face. Rani.
“What are the odds?” Rani said as she saw my reflection in the mirror. She turned around and shaked her wet hands, water splashing on my dress. For a second there, I completely forgot the reason why we stopped talking. Its childish that she is still holding grudges after, what? 9,10 years? I laughed her actions off. I wasn’t going to act childish back, I am a grown married woman. I wiped a drop of water that landed on my cheek. “Oh you’re married? Im sure it was someone with money” Rani grabbed my left hand and looked at my ring. She started to pull it off. I pushed her away. “What are you doing?” I covered my ring with my other hand. “Relax, (Y/N), i just want to see it it’ she said and took my ring. She put it on and looked at her hand, “damn this is a big ring, who did you marry?” “Thats non of yo— I married Jungkook” I said which I shouldn’t have . Oh fuck, why did i just expo— Jungkook is going to be so mad. What if more people find out? Rani looked at me like if I Were crazy. “You’re still at it with your jungkook fantasies… I wonder how your husband feels about that… If you’re even married” Rani laughed walking away. “Give my ring back” I yelled at her. I wasn’t going to hit her because i’m too pussy. She turned around and threw the ring at me, “it’s probably not even real”, And she left the bathrooms.
I looked at myself in the mirror, “Relax, shes not even important. No one will believe her.” I stepped into the stall and struggled with the dress. A couple seconds later, I realized that jungkook was with me. I quickly hurried and struggles with the dress.
Jungkook’s pov.
(Y/N) walked to the bathroom, well more like ran… she’s so adorable. I grab a pack of beer, i’m not sure if (Y/N) will drink with me, but I just want some beer. I was really hoping to take (Y/N) to that restaurant. I planned on eating there and taking her to an art museam, but I guess if this is what she wants to this, than this is how we will spend our anniversary. But this whole situation has me stressed out.
“Kookie?” I heard a girl say from behind me. I froze, that wasn’t (Y/N). I pretended not to hear so she hopefully walks away. But she didn’t, she grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. “Oh my god, I never thought I would ever meet you” she said. But something about her didn’t seem right. I greeted her just like every other fan, “hello” I smiled. She came closer to me and gave me a hug. I awkwardly hugged back. The girl wouldn’t let go, and I felt really uncomfortable. I suddenly felt her hand grab my crotch. I quickly pushed her away, “what are you doing” I yelled. “Don’t pretend like you don’t want me, everyman wants to have a touch of this” she said seductively. She pushed me against the fridge door and started to kiss my neck. I try pushing her away, “please don’t touch me, get off of me!” “Don’t act like you don’t want this”  she put her body with mine again. I struggled to push her away but I didn’t want to hurt her and get sued.
After a couple seconds of struggling, I see an infuriated (Y/N) running towards us. She grabs the girl by the hair and jumps onto her back. “You fucking rat” (Y/N) yelled as she was yanking the other girls hair. The poor girl was yelling in pain. I feel bad for her, i’m not sure if I want to pull (Y/N) away or keep away. Seconds passed and the cashier from the place walked over to see what was happening. “Is this all your taking” the old senior asked. I sighed and looking at (Y/N), “she might need bandages” I said and picked up a pack. I looked at her again, “ I think that’s it, if I forgot something i’ll come back later.” The old man took the cart and past out items through the register. I wondered when it would be the right time to pull (Y/N) away from the girl. It sounded like they were fighting about ‘woman appreciation’? “The total is … when do you plan to pull them away’ the senior asked. I paid him, “maybe… now?” I question. “Good idea, is that your car over there? I’ll take the bags while you take car of… this” the senior said and walked away to the car. I let out a deep sigh, “ok girlys, time to break it up” I clapped to get their attention. They didn’t hear but I still managed to pull (Y/N) away. I threw her over my shoulder while she still yelled at the girl, Both still cursing at eachother.
I sat her in the passenger’s seat, “disk patch is cumming, we better run”  I closed the car door, “Have a good night young ones” the senior said and walked back inside the store. I sat in the driver’s seat and took a bag of chips and gave it to (Y/N). Clearly she was still in a mood to throw fist. Though I was quite impressed by my wife’s power. I didn’t know she was capable of such power. At least I know she can protect herself.
“And did you think this was the definition of ‘something big’” I asked her and started driving away.
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deafinatlyafan · 8 years ago
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Sometimes Forgiving Is Hard
(contains spoilers from Thomas’s new video’s including Morality’s new name. I know some people haven’t watched it yet for various reasons *cough* one reason was closed captions*cough**cough* so I’m just going to leave this warning here.) @killerfangirl3 @starrykid @nebulastep @prinxietyhell @dan-yuna @analogically-prinxiety @obviouslyelementary @lekawaiimelon @whatevermate1234 (i cant remember everyone i was supost to tag i apologize)
Tw: Morality angst, bullying, doubt
Patton was frowning. He had managed to keep a smile on his face, most of the time, but… he still felt torn inside.
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"Morality! YOU are the issue here!" Logan said. He knew how bad Logan was at  expressing emotions so he just assumed that he was just saying something and meaning another thing. Besides, he was his best friend, he couldn’t possibly be being mean.
"Aww, Logan, I love this teasing lil back-and-forth we have here!" Morality said, not understanding it completely.
"No. I'm serious. And I always have been. And forever will be." Logan snapped.
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He closed his eyes. Logan had said nice things at the end, he was fine.
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"YOU are holding Thomas back" Prince said.
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He winced and took a sharp breath in. During the video, Roman had praised him for thinking of giving the others their rooms.
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"His heart's just not in the right place." Anxiety said.
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Patton bit his lips. Anxiety was just trying to lead him back to where he should be, and that was taking care of Thomas. _
"I am always a proponent of following one's heart... but, if it is not helping on the quest to fulfill one's longing then what is the gosh darn ding dang point?" Prince glanced over at Patton as he spoke. _
Patton let out a sob as he remembered the pain he felt when Prince looking at him. _
"B-But, kiddo--" Morality was interrupted, "That's just it! I'm not a 'kiddo' anymore!" Thomas snapped. _
Morality whimpered. ‘Thomas was just tired of being referred to a kid. He just wanted to be seen as a grown up.’ _
"We need actual contributions from you every now and then" Prince said. _
Morality clenched tighter to his bed, trying to hold back sobs (and failed.) _
"You stand there making your... puns... and are just... needlessly silly. All the time. Logic said. _
Why did this hurt?
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"Perhaps it's best you just stick to knowing the difference between right and wrong and leaving the rest to us." Prince. _
He sobbed, letting the words rush around his head. They all apologized, he shouldn’t be feeling this way. He let it happen anyways, it felt so good to get it out.
He hated it.
‘But it’s good to let emotions out! Healthy even!’ he told himself
‘Yeah, but you shouldn’t be feeling this way at all. What they said stung. and why did it sting? becase they don’t care. They should be fixing it and making things better.’ another part of him said.
‘But they are already trying to make it better! They caught their mistake and now they’re trying to fix it!’ he tried to reassure himself.
‘Not really. They’re not here now are they?’ Morlaity felt a sharp pain as he inhaled. That thought hurt.
But… but they were his friends how could they do that to him?
‘They’re human, they all make mistakes.’
But why did it hurt so much?
Morality sobbed clinging to the bed. His thoughts confusing him. Why couldn’t he just forget about it. He’s probably said a few hurtful things to the others once or twice and they forgave him.
“Patton?” he could hear a voice. He tried holding back a sob.
“Y-y-yeah.” He cursed himself for not keeping a straight voice.
“Do you want to talk about it?” he still couldn’t recognize the voice. “I-I don’t kn-ow” Patton let out a sob. Why couldn’t he just forgive them? They probably felt guilty enough, he didn’t have to make it worse. He hated himself for not moving on.
He felt a dubious arm around him. Morality wanted contact so bad so he turned towards the owners chest and grabbed their jacket, sobbing.
“I’m here,” they said. It sounded awkward, but he could tell they meant it.
Patton kept sobbing letting his emotions have control. He felt their arms hesitantly move up and down his back as if it was foreign to him. Patton kept crying, as the owner got more comfortable hugging him. A little while after Patton calmed down he was surprised to hear  Anxiety speaking to him;
“Do you want a patt-on the back?” he asked. Patton giggled.
“Th-a-t was funny” Patton sniffled.
“Yeah, you used it on me once, except you literally jumped on me.” Anxiety answered.
“Yeah, I’m-I’m sorry about that.” Paton said, feeling guilty about that day.
“It’s alright, it could have been worse.” Anxiety hugged Patton closer.
They stayed quiet for a minute. Patton enjoyed the silence, sniffling once in awhile.
“Do-” Anxiety hesitated before continuing, “do you want to talk about it?”
Patton thought about it for a minute. It was a good idea to talk about his feelings.
“I just-i hate myself for feeling bad about the things you guys said, you already apologized, but I can’t seem to get over it.” “Hey, take it easy on yourself. I’ve been holding onto what people say for years and I’m still not over it. Its barely been a day for you.” Anxiety said.
“Y-yeah, but-” He hiccupped, “but I’m-I’m the heart, I’m sup-post to forgive people easily.”
“You can still take your time. You have feelings after all. Sometimes it’s good to take your time. It lets others know that what they did wasn’t okay.” Anxiety answered. Patton sniffled, but smiled.
“When-when did you grow up to be so-so smart?” Patton asked.
“Since i was born.” Anxiety answered. Patton laughed. “If you say so k-kido.” Patton smiled and looked up at Anxiety.
“Thanks for-for being here.” Patton said. Anxiety shrugged and continued rubbing Patton’s back. Patton sniffled for a while and leaned closer to Anxiety.
“Would you like to play with some goo?” Anxiety offered after a while. Morality lit up and nodded. “I have some in my room- or do you want to stay in here?” Anxiety sounded a little hesitant. “Can we stay in here?” Patton was nervous, he didn’t want to ruin the moment with Anxiety. “It’s fine, but if you dare tell anyone i did this i will not be held accountable for the things i do.” Anxiety snarled.
“Aw you tease!” Patton answered before getting up to find his Goo, and Anxiety’s grey sand. He found them in his desk and brought it over to the little table he had set up in his room. He beckoned Anxiety over pointed at the sand he had brought and opened the can of his goo. Anxiety sighed but walked up to the table and sat text to him, rolling his eyes when Morality showing Anxiety his colorful goo, Morality pulled the goo and squeezed it together, smiling at the sticky feeling. Anxiety rolled his eyes a few times, but he seemed to be enjoying his sand.
They didn’t do much talking, but they did enjoy each other’s presence.
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iamnadiaah · 7 years ago
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Memories and the dream
i was just sitting here..looking at some old pictures of years ago. and how i thought i was so happy,  maybe at that time i though i was happy. but somewhere inside i was not. cause in my face you could tell i was not 100% happy or sad or mad, i was in a state of automatic controle, like i was a self driving car just going , with out someone to hold the wheel, i think im coming to that conclusion now because ive been struggling for a long  time to figure out where im supost to be ,  who am i.. what am i doing here ..what do i wanna do. its no secret i always wanted to make music and write, but what makes me diffrent than others , i dont know. im not famous, im not rich,  i rather be the one behind the music and the words  i used to wanna be rich and famous so that the people that have hurt me so deep could see how good i am,  cause back in the day , people knew i was good at music and writing , but i got bullied so bad , and my traumatic childhood got me all scared to do anything, so i crawled back into my little world and stayed underground, now im sittting here looking at the pictures and thinking , little girl what have you done!. you have let the haters get to you, you let you get to you. i know its been hard , but little girl why did you think you where less than anyone else,  cause god knows you are a good human being , far from perfect but you are good person. i was thinking that when i was watching those photos of my past . i felt sad cause i am almost 33 and non of my dreams did come true, i was thinking damn well this is it them , im done... and then it dawned on me ,   it doesnt matter what age you got...if you gotta dream then go get it. yeah it sounds cliche but its true though , at the end of the day its your life to live. ive been hung up on my age and whatnot, that i tottaly forgot to live, and that is truly the end if you forget to live, and im sitting here,...thinkin damn i forgot i started to live again. and one of my dreams is coming true. shit i forgot while i was drowning in self pity ( which is not a good character) cause you stop living at that moment in time, and im saying this honestly cause we all do this at some  point in life. but what im trying to say is dont let it stop you from seeing the light in the dark, cause i was lost, and i found my flash light and im on my way back, and yes the batteries may run low,  but damnit i will get out of . so im looking at my lights.. my lights are my mom , my sisters , my dog, my close friends, and my dreams, and one of them is truly coming true. what it is........... well im gonna see eminem live ....that is one of my dreams, and its gonna happen, it may not be special for you but to me its a life long dream, the other dreams ..yeah im gonna go after them, even if it takes me forever, at least i can say i tried.
xoxox Nadiaah
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deafinatlyafan · 8 years ago
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"I'm just saying a dog would help with Anxiety's depression and I would love to have one to pet too." Any ship
(Could be seen as Nightmare part 2)
Tw: dog, nervous Prince. Mentions dog abuse
(I wanted to make this fluff but idk how well I did.)
Morlaity woke up gruggedly and looked around. He was in the coms room laying on top of Romam.
He looked up to his boyfriend and smiled. Why was he so dang cute?! How was he ever so lucky to have him?
 Morliaty slowly turned so he could lean on his side and look up at his partner watching him sleep peacfully as he was drooling.
He was getting impatient and leaned up to kiss Prince on his nose. That made Roman groan sleepingly . Morlaity smiled before quickly putting his head by Romans head.
“Did you just kiss my nose?” Roman groaned.
“Yeah?” Morality suddenly felt nervous was this too far?
“Don’t worry, I loved it. It was just unexpected.” Roman said streaching.
“Well then, Morning handsome!” Morality giggled.
“Morning Second Most Handsomest Person!” Prince teased. Morality moved to give him a kiss.
“You know you drool in your sleep right?” Morality asked. Roman blushed.
“Shut up.” He said as he tried to get up.
“No, dont leave me! You’re too warm!” Morality whined putting his head on Romams chest and hugging him tighter.
“Morality, you’re on top, I can’t move unless you move first.” Roman pointed out.
“Oh then I wont move.” Morality said smiling as he put his head on Romans chest.
 Roman sighed but put his hand on Morlaitys head to play with his hair.
“I swear you’re like an energetic cat.”
“Except I’m not as energetic as a cat.” Morality started  thinking about dogs, knowing that he had to talk to Roman about it.
“No, you’re right. You’re more energetic.” Roman said. Morality lightly slapped Romans arm.
“How dare you. Now I definatley wont get up for a long time.”
“Hon, I love you, but I need to pee. I promise after I pee we can go right back to snuggling.”
“But I dont wanna move.” Morlaity complained.
“Do you wan’t me to pee on you?” Roman asked.
‘I’d rather a dog peed on me’ Morality thought.
“Nooooo.” He repied.
“Then you’re going to have to move.” Roman said.
Morlaity sighed, but had an idea.
“Fine, but only if you agree to consider getting a dog.” Morlaity said.
“Wha-” Roman was obviosuly surprised by this.
“I’m just saying, a dog would help with Anxiety’s depression and I would love to have one to pet too.” Morality said, he wanted to say more but he stayed quiet. The last time he asked about a dog was with Brianna and she got upset.
“Wait, are you serious?” Romam asked. Morality was getting nervous.
“Y-yeah. Is it too soon? I dont know how relationships are supost to work and I dont want kids just yet -not that I dont want kids, I do-but I don’t think we’re there yet-and I want a dog more than I want a kid at the moment does that make me a horrible person? Crap-I’m so sorry I-”
Morlaity was starting to shake as Roman moved to sit up.
“Hey, hey babe, its okay. Theres nothing wrong with wanting a dog or kids. I’m just surprised you brought it up. I can think of getting a dog. A dog would be a nice addition to the family.”
“So we should get one?” Morlaity asked excited.
“Well, this is Thomas’s house so-”
“I actually talked to him about it and hes cool with it! Only Logan seems to be agaisnt it, but he has said he is open to it if we can care for him-or her.”
“I think Its a  great idea.” Roman said hugging Morality closer.
They talked about it for a week, being sure to involve the others. Roman told Morality he found this a big step, but was ready to do it, he just wanted to talk to the others as well.
He also did studies with Logan on what kind of breed could work best and how to care for dogs. The night they planned to get the dog Roman was planning to stay up all night. He was watching vidoes on how to help if they were anxious dogs, alhough he saw it at least twelve times already.
“Roman you need sleep.” Morality had woken up from a dream he didnt remember. He didnt like that his partner was still up.
“But I need everything to go perfecrly Morlaity. What if they’re scared of me when we meet? I dont want them to fear me!” Roman was obviously distresses. Morality leaned towards his boyfriend and kissed his neck.
“I’m sure they will love you. You did more research than i did, and i did alot of it. Come on Roman, our new puppy wouldn’t want you to meet him while you were tired.”
“I know, but-”
“Its okay, I’m nervous too,” Morality admitted, putting his arm around Roman and rested his head on Romans shoulder. “but we need sleep. I’m going to have a hard time sleeping, can you snuggle with me?”
“Did you have another nightmare?” Roman asked frowning.
“I don’t know, I’m tired snd want a hug from my boyfriend.” Morality knew if he gave Roman a job like this it would help Roman sleep better. Roman looked hesitant.
“Just one more time-”
“Babe, you’ve watched it twenty times before I slept. I promise if you forget anything, I, Logan and Thomas will be there to remind you.”
Thomas and Logan had agreed to come. Anxiety didnt want to go for reasons unknown to them, but they respected it.
Roman was still hesitant but he put the laptop away. Deeming this a victory Morality laid down turning so his back was facing Romans.
“Can-can you hug me this time?” Roman sounded nervous. Morality turned to face Roman.
“Sure, you okay?” Morlaoty asked.
“Just nervous. I’m worried our dog wont like me.” Roman admitted.
“Dont worry we will get a dog that loves you! Its okay i can hug you, its been a while! Come here.” Morality beckoned Roman closer. Roman felt hesitant, not used to being the little spoon, but obeyed.
Morality out his arm around Roman.
“This good?” He asked.
“Can you- do you mind putting your leg around me?” Roman asked. Morality proceeded to put his leg over Romans hips.
“This good?” Morlaoty asked.
“You okay?” Roman asked, nervous he was making Morality do something he didnt want.
“Yup, this is great. I love being the big spoon, just wanted to be sure you were comfy before I fell asleep” Morality.
“Yeah, this is good .” Prince said.
“The snuggle is real!” Morlaoty let out a giggle as he said jt. Roman was quiet for a second.
“Did you just make a snuggling pun?”
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They were at the pet store and Morality was too excited.
“Aww Roman look at them!” Morality was pointing at a couple Cocker Spaniels.
“Aww I wish I could adopt all of you!!” Morality cooed. Normally Roman would find his enthusiasm cute, but he was very nervous.
“They said they sometimes had puppies that out grew their spaces so they had to move them to the back. Do you want to-” Morality raced to the back before Logan could finish his sentence.
“Why wont Morality listen for once.” Logan sighed. Thomas followef Morality “to make sure he didnt play with any animals he shouldn’t.” Roman just nodded his head, looking around.
“Hey you okay?” Logan asked. Roman turned his attention to Logan.
“Yeah, why?” Roman flinched at his voice. It was cracking.
“You know, if you didnt want a dog Mortality would be okay with that right? He’d feel worse if he thought you felt forced to get a dog.” Logan said.
“No no, I love dogs, I’m just-I’m nervous, I want Morality to be happy, but I’m nervous the dog wont like me.” Roman murmured towards the end.
“Oh, well dogs are easy to please and love their owners for life.” Logan said.
“Or hate them for life.” Roman muttered.
“Do you not want a dog or-” Logan was very confused.
“I do, I’m just-I’m just nervous, this is a very big step for me. I wasn’t this nervous with Morality moving into my room because he was basically living there, but this is big for me. I’m happy about it though, i really am. Just, what if Morality finds someone better?”
“I dont see how the two correspond each other; Nevertheless-and I can’t foresee the future- however, I can tell Morality loves you a lot. You know how he felt for Brianna-”
“Exactly! What if he just saw me and liked me because I was the first guy in his sight?” Roman asked.
“If you had let me finished I would have said "how he felt for Brianna is nothing compared to how he feels for you.” Morality fell harder for you. Trust me. I was there.“ Logan turned to look at something and Roman looked in his direction. He see Morality excitedly waving the others over as Thomas smiled.
"He loves you, Roman. This is not platonic.” Logan walked towards Morality.
“You have to see her, she’s so cute I think shes the one! I want to see what you think though.” Morality was basically jumping as he dragged Roman to the end. He was surprised to see an enthusiastic Staffordshire Bull Terrier. He was trying to lick Moralitys hand through the kennel. He felt… something- an interest in her.
“Do you want to see her?” The worker asked smiling, leaning on the kennel. Morality looked up at Roman.
“Yeah, yes please.” Roman answered.
The worker took a key out and put it to the kennel, twisting it. The bull stayed in the kennel even after the door opened but still shook her tail.
“We call her Shadow. Her last owners called her nightmare. Its okay, you can come here Shadow.”
“Why did they call her that?” Thomas asked.
“They thought she was "too much of a sweetheart” and wanted a tough dog. So they just threw her back here, we call her shadow since we didnt want to connect her to her other name.“ The worker roller their eyes when she talked about the owners.
Morality winches a little but smiled sadly at Shadow.
"How old is she?” Roman asked softly putting his hand out for Shadow to sniff. She started licking Romans hand and went up to his leg and pressed against it.
“Wow she likes you already! It took us weeks before she was comfortable enough to come up to us! As for her age,” they took a hesitant breath in, “we can’t be sure but the vets put her around two to three years old.” The owner said.
“She’s so young!” Morality said putting his hand out. Thomas and Logan stayed back letting the couple get to know the dog.
Shadow sniffled Morlaity’s hand again and licked it before putting her head on his hand.
“What do you call a frozen dog?” Morality said smiling. The worker looked confused.
“He’s about to make a pun.” Roman explained.
The worker nodded their head and let out an “ah.”
“I don’t know what do you call them?” They asked curious.
“A pupsicle!” Morality grinned. The worker and Roman laughed. Shadow was still waging her tail in excitement.
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It had been a couple weeks since they took Shadow in when they decided it was time for a group movie. Morality and Roman were snuggling on the side of the couch (Thomas at the other end of it, ) while Anxiety was sitting on the floor. Logan sat is the single couch. Shadow had just entered the coms room.
Shadow had gotten used to Anxiety quickly and often snuggled with him if Roman and Morality wanted the space. Everybody thought she was heading for Anxiety, but they were surprised when she jumped on the couch, near where Roman was at.
“Hey shadow!” Roman said as she jumped inbetweeb Thomas and Roman (though right behind Anxity.) She turned around and around until she was happy and laid down. Her paw was on Anxietys head, her butt was touching Thomas leg, and she rested her head on Romans lap. Roman heart leapt.
“Hey don’t take my boyfriend away from me! You already have everyone in the house falling for you.” Morality teased petting her head.
“Don’t worry, she can’t take your place.” Roman said putting his arm around Morality before kissing him. Morality grinned.
This was the best day yet.
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